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Voice Notes to the Universe
You have entered the house of the mystic.
All are welcome.
Except vampires.
Fuck vampires. We don't like their kind here.
Unless, of course, they pinky promise not to bite.
Though I cannot promise the same.
Anyhoo...
Welcome.
Fair warning: it's a little messy in here. A little chaotic. Not always fit for company.
But it's lived-in. It's warm. It's cozy.
And it's safe enough to be human in.
These are my voice notes to the Universe.
Recorded on my phone, wherever I happen to be when something…
Episodes
Voice Notes to the UniverseVoice Note #133 — I'm Not Just Looking for a Lover; I'm Looking for My Best Friend
Voice Note #133 — I'm Not Just Looking for a Lover; I'm Looking for My Best Friend It all started with chocolate. Dark chocolate, almonds, sea salt, and a…
Voice Notes to the UniverseVoice Note #132 — I Don't Care About Your Trauma
VOICE NOTE #132 — I Don't Care About Your Trauma I've been thinking a lot about forgiveness lately. What does it actually mean to forgive someone? What does it…
Voice Notes to the UniverseVoice Note #131 — I've Called a Meeting and Have Decided to Be a Kid Again
VOICE NOTE #131 — I've Called a Meeting and Have Decided to Be a Kid Again I've called a board meeting with the rest of the council. And after careful…
Voice Notes to the UniverseVoice Note #130 — When You Hear the Birds, Just Listen.
VOICE NOTE #130 — When You Hear the Birds, Just Listen. Sometimes the Universe doesn't whisper. Sometimes it sends an entire chorus of birds to interrupt your…
Voice Notes to the UniverseVoice Note #129 — You Are My King. You Are My Emperor.
VOICE NOTE #129 — You Are My King. You Are My Emperor. Something beautiful is happening within me. A coming together. A softening. A remembrance. After years…
Voice Notes to the UniverseVoice Note #128 — I'm Open to Perhaps Entertaining the Thought... of Dating?
VOICE NOTE #128 — I'm Open to Perhaps Entertaining the Thought... of Dating? Apparently, I'm considering dating again. Good Lord. I'm a hopeless romantic. A…
Voice Notes to the UniverseVoice Note #127 — Wait, I'm the Problem?!
VOICE NOTE #127 — Wait, I'm the Problem?! Well, here's an uncomfortable little plot twist. What happens when you realize that maybe you're the emotionally…
Voice Notes to the UniverseVoice Note #126—Why Does Taking Care of Myself Feel Like a Chore?
CONTENT NOTE: This episode contains discussion of childhood abuse, traumatic memories, and childhood shaming. VOICE NOTE #126 — Why Does Taking Care of Myself…
Voice Notes to the UniverseVoice Note #125 — I'm Just a Curious Being.
VOICE NOTE #125 — I'm Just a Curious Being Sometimes it feels so hard to be human. Maybe that's why I'm always asking questions. I can look up at an airplane…
Voice Notes to the UniverseVoice Note #124 — How Do I Turn This Rage Into Sacred Rage?
CONTENT NOTE: This episode contains discussion of childhood abuse, traumatic memories, dissociation, and coping behaviors. VOICE NOTE #124 — How Do I Turn This…
Voice Notes to the UniverseVoice Note #123—Am I consciously soothing or punishing my body for remembering?
CONTENT NOTE: This episode contains discussion of childhood abuse, traumatic memories, and coping behaviors. VOICE NOTE #123 — Am I Consciously Soothing or…
Voice Notes to the UniverseVoice Note #122—Same Energy, Different Face.
VOICE NOTE #122 — Same Energy, Different Face. There are moments when someone—or something—walks into your life and you think: Wait. I know this energy…
Voice Notes to the UniverseVoice Note #121—Can I just love every single piece of me?
VOICE NOTE #121 — Can I Just Love Every Single Piece of Me? I'm officially over the term "healing journey." Maybe this is something else. An inner exploration…
Voice Notes to the UniverseVoice Note #120—Shut up Susan! Nobody likes you anyway!
VOICE NOTE #120 — Shut Up Susan! Nobody Likes You Anyway! I’m cleaning the house. Eating candy corn. Getting ready to reheat last night’s pizza. And apparently…
Voice Notes to the UniverseVoice Note #119—Can't we just meet people out in the wilds?
VOICE NOTE #119 — Can't We Just Meet People Out in the Wilds? It's 2 AM. Naturally, I'm contemplating dating apps. More specifically... Why do we need them?…
Voice Notes to the UniverseVoice Note #118—Clarity isn't truth, it's deep brutal honesty with oneself.
VOICE NOTE #118 — Clarity Isn't Truth, It's Deep, Brutal Honesty With Oneself I've been having a lot of conversations with Spirit lately. And this one stayed…
Voice Notes to the UniverseVoice Note #117—Are you kidding me?
VOICE NOTE #117 — Are You Kidding Me? This was supposed to be another voice note to the Universe. It became a rant to the Universe. I was finishing my last…
Voice Notes to the UniverseVoice Note #116—I don't know how I know. I just know what I know.
VOICE NOTE #116 — I Don't Know How I Know. I Just Know What I Know. Just another late-night conversation with Spirit. I was sitting in the void tonight…
Voice Notes to the UniverseVoice Note #115—Confessions to Mother Moon
Voice Note #115 — Confessions to Mother Moon ***CONTENT NOTE*** This voice note contains discussion of childhood sexual abuse, dissociation, traumatic memory…
Voice Notes to the UniverseVoice Note #114— Take a deep breath.
VOICE NOTE #114 — Take a Deep Breath I was overwhelmed. My health. My finances. Life. I had just gotten off the phone with my insurance company when I felt it…
Voice Notes to the UniverseVoice Note #113— Baby, the sun is shining brightly on you.
VOICE NOTE #113 — Baby, the Sun Is Shining Brightly on You I went for a walk because I had some things to work through. So naturally, I started asking…
Voice Notes to the UniverseVoice Note #112— The battle within.
VOICE NOTE #112 — The Battle Within I've been thinking about the battles we have with ourselves. The habits we want to change. The things we reach for when…
Voice Notes to the UniverseVoice Note #111— I didn't expect it to go that deep...
VOICE NOTE #111 — I Didn't Expect It to Go That Deep... I was having a day. Frustrated. Angry. Tired of feeling like I should be further along than I am. And…