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Awakening Soul Divinity
Listen to conversations exploring trauma, emotional healing, identity, awakening, and what it means to be human. Host Caroline Rena speaks with a diverse range of guests including therapists, veterans, authors, spiritual teachers, healers, and individuals navigating profound life experiences and transformation. These conversations explore grief, anxiety, trauma, relationships, emotional overwhelm, spiritual awakening, and the deeper patterns shaping how we relate to ourselves, others, and life…
Episodes
- Awakening Soul Divinity
I Keep Running From the Pain—But It Keeps Following Me | Nikki Mammano
Sometimes you spend your whole life trying to escape what happened to you. But eventually, the things you use to numb the pain can become even more painful…
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You Know Something Is Wrong With Your Body—But No One Can Tell You Why | Clint Greenlee
You can spend years going from doctor to doctor, trying different approaches, and still be left without an answer that explains what you're experiencing. After…
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Why Am I Always Waiting for the Other Shoe to Drop? | Elizabeth Kipp
You can spend years feeling like something is about to go wrong, even when everything around you seems fine. When your nervous system learned early to stay…
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Why Do I Know What I Need to Do But Still Avoid It? - Steve Ray
You can know exactly what you need to do and still find yourself avoiding it. Sometimes avoidance becomes so automatic that, before you realize it, your whole…
Awakening Soul DivinityWhy Do I Know What I Need to Do But Still Avoid It? | Steve Ray
You can know exactly what you need to do and still find yourself avoiding it. Sometimes avoidance becomes so automatic that, before you realize it, your whole…
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I've Taken Care of Everyone Else. What About Me? - Tae Harris
You can spend years taking care of everyone else without realizing how little space you've left for yourself. Work, family, responsibilities, and keeping…
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I've Taken Care of Everyone Else. What About Me? | Tae Harris
You can spend years taking care of everyone else without realizing how little space you've left for yourself. Work, family, responsibilities, and keeping…
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Why Do I Always Feel Like I'm Not Enough? | Laziena Hodge
At some point, you begin to wonder why you never feel like you're enough. No matter how much you give or how deeply you love, the same patterns keep finding…
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Your Life Changed in an Instant. Now What? | Jill Sorensen
Your life can change in an instant. One unexpected moment can disrupt everything, leaving you feeling like you're simply trying to survive. In this…
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You've Tried So Hard to Change, But You're Still Stuck | Shillpi Joshi
At some point, you begin to wonder why you still feel stuck. You've worked on yourself, searched for answers, and tried to change, yet the same patterns…
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Somewhere Along the Way, You Stopped Listening to Yourself | Shilpa Manjeshwar
You can spend years trying to hold your life together while quietly losing yourself in the process. It happens little by little through years of surviving…
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Why Can't I Stop Overthinking? — Anxiety, Healing & The Subconscious Mind | Craig Merriweather
When your mind never seems to slow down, it can feel like you're trapped in the same thoughts, fears, and patterns. Anxiety, depression, and emotional…
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Why Am I Still Stuck? — Self-Love, Healing & Trusting Yourself | Jessi Graham
When nothing seems to change, it's easy to believe you're the problem. Feeling stuck, disconnected, or constantly searching for answers can keep us looking…
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What's Missing In My Life? — Trauma, Longing & Healing | Chris Sansone
When something hurts for years, it's easy to believe something is wrong with you. Childhood trauma, shame, and emotional pain can leave us searching for…
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I Don't Know Who I Am Anymore — Burnout, Awakening & Finding Your Truth | Brooke Santamaria
Have you ever looked at your life and wondered, "How did I end up here?" Burnout, chronic illness, and feeling disconnected from yourself can leave you…
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Why You Keep Self-Destructing — Trauma, Addiction & Healing | Shannan Kym
Why do some people keep destroying themselves no matter how badly they want peace? Addiction, shame, anxiety, and emotional pain often begin long before we…
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When You Grow Up Feeling Unlovable — Trauma, Worth & Healing | Melanie Taylor
What happens when you grow up believing you were never meant to be loved? Childhood trauma can shape identity, safety, and self-worth long into adulthood. In…
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Losing Someone Who’s Still Alive — The Reality of Caregiving & Grief | Dami Roelse
What happens when the person you love slowly disappears—and you’re still asked to keep living? Dami Roelse shares what it’s like to lose a partner long before…
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When War Follows You Home — PTSD, Grief & Purpose | Alex Gendzier & Rob Sarver
What happens when war follows you home? PTSD and survivor’s guilt don’t end when the mission does. In this episode, Navy SEAL veteran Rob Sarver and Alex…
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When Postpartum Depression Feels Like You’re Not Yourself Anymore | Katherine Connors
When postpartum depression hits, it doesn’t always look the way people expect. It can feel like you’re still there… and at the same time, like you’re slipping…
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Surviving Cancer & Reclaiming Shakti — The Power of the Divine Feminine | Maya Tiwari
What happens when you survive the unsurvivable? Maya Tiwari shares her journey from terminal cancer to reclaiming Shakti and the forgotten power of the Divine…
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Why We Lose Ourselves — And How Spiritual Awakening Brings Us Back | Louis & Paula Silverstein
We explore how early trauma and disconnection shape the way we experience love, identity, and belonging. Louis & Paula Silverstein share how war, childhood…
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Why Love Keeps Falling Apart — And How to Rebuild It | Dr. Dan Sneider
In this episode we explore how the chaos you grow up in becomes the blueprint for your relationships. Dr. Dan Sneider shares how generational trauma…
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When Your Past Keeps Repeating Itself — What It Really Means | James McKenna
Here we explore how childhood trauma quietly shapes your relationships—and why the same patterns keep repeating. James McKenna shares how growing up without…
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When Everything Collapses — And Something Beyond This Reality Steps In | Chris Berryman
Here we explore what happens when your reality begins to change in ways you can’t explain. Chris Berryman shares how a painful relationship, the pandemic, and…
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The Hidden Patterns That Keep Us Stuck in Pain | Irene Weinberg
We explore the patterns that quietly keep us cycling through pain, doubt, and self-sabotage. Irene Weinberg and I discuss how grief, loss, and life’s…
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When Grief Turns Into Rage — And Sends You Into the Dark Night of the Soul | Akasha Smith
We explore what happens when grief becomes the doorway to a deeper spiritual search. When Akasha Jen Smith lost her father at nineteen, the loss cracked…
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Bulletproof on the Outside, Searching for Inner Peace | Erik Bartkowiak
We explore what happens when the armor that once protected you begins to run your life. After more than forty years shaped by childhood absence, the Army…
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Losing Both Parents—AND Managing Their Entire Estate | Megan Malik
We explore what happens when grief arrives with responsibility you never asked for. In 2022, Megan Malik lost both of her parents and suddenly became not only…
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Who Were You Before You Disappeared? | Michelle Wollaston
We explore what happens when you lose yourself inside a relationship long before you ever break. Michelle Wollaston shares how years of control and emotional…
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Too Sensitive for This World? | Carolina Fahlbusch
Exploring what it’s like to be deeply sensitive in a world that doesn’t know what to do with inner knowing. In this episode, Carolina Fahlbusch shares how that…
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What If the Life You Built Isn’t Yours? | Aurea Lara
We explore what happens when you build a life that looks right on the outside but quietly pulls you away from yourself. Aurea Lara shares how silencing her…
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Living in Chaos—and Thinking It Was Just Life | Tina LeAnn
What happens when the life you grew up in never quite makes sense—but you can’t stop asking why? Topics In This Episode: Living as a sovereign soul means…
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Reclaiming Your Identity When It’s Shaped by Loss | Terraine LeBeau
What does it do to a soul to grow up without parents—to spend a lifetime searching for where you belong? Topics In This Episode: The journey of identity often…
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When a Long-Lost Parent Becomes a Mirror to the Soul | April Lee
What happens when meeting a parent for the first time doesn’t break you—but awakens something ancient within you? Topics In This Episode: April's journey began…
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When the Will to Die Becomes a Prayer to Heal | Dr. Doug Lehrer
What happens when the healer becomes the one who breaks—when every treatment, expert, and prayer still leaves you in pain? Topics In This Episode: Energetic…
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The Dark Night That Took My Life Apart | Janis King
When panic attacks, fear, and a dark night of the soul dismantle everything you thought you knew, what remains? Topics In This Episode: Janice's traumatic…
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Living on Autopilot Nearly Destroyed Me | Nick Smith
What happens when the life that looks successful on the outside is quietly unraveling within? Topics In This Episode: Nick's journey began with a collapse that…
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From Survival to Belonging: The Choice That Saved Her Life | Juli Cher
Have you ever felt lost in the chaos of trauma—craving safety, connection, and a place to belong? Topics In This Episode: -Trauma can be transformed into…
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Leaving Home at Sixteen… and Carrying Wounds No One Saw | Lena Florentino
What if what we call “disease” isn’t a curse at all—but a doorway? Topics In This Episode: -Healing is a journey back to oneself. -True healing encompasses…
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When Death Forced a Reckoning With What Love Really Is | Diane Haworth
Have you ever built the life you thought you should want—only to realize it still left you feeling empty? Topics In This Episode: -Diane's near-death…
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The Cost of Staying Quiet | Katie Sutton
Have you ever wondered if the emotions you bury are the very thing making you sick? Topics In This Episode: -Healing from silence and illness -Balancing…
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When Coming Home Hurts More Than War | Dr. Ed Tick
Have you ever felt a wound so deep it didn’t just break your heart—but shook your soul? Topics In This Episode: -Post-traumatic soul distress reflects the…
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The Pain of Never Feeling Enough—And the Journey Home | Elizabeth Stewart
Have you ever felt like you didn’t belong anywhere—like no matter where you were, you were still on the outside looking in? Topics In This Episode…
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The Alchemy of Grief: Rage, Ritual & Rebirth | Wysteria Root
Have you ever lost so much that grief became the doorway to your true power? Topics In This Episode: - Grief as a spiritual initiation - Reclaiming voice and…
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How Grief Opened the Flow | Christy Whitman
What do you do when your world shatters overnight? Topics In This Episode: -When the World Shatters Overnight—facing sudden loss and the moment everything…
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Stillborn: A Father’s Grief for His Son | Chris Mamone
Have you ever felt a grief so heavy the world expected you to move on, but inside you were still breaking? - Grief can be a powerful path of transformation. -…
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When Nothing Works Anymore: Awakening Through Pain | Alla Esther Levy
Have you ever reached a point where nothing in your life worked anymore—your body, relationships, or purpose? Alla Esther Levy shares how chronic illness…
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The Trauma You Don’t Remember Still Hurts - Healing Early Childhood Neglect | Janae Weinhold
Have you ever felt an ache you couldn’t explain—like something deep inside still hurts, even though you can’t remember why? Janae Weinhold shares her journey…
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Stop Letting the Past Control You - The Truth No One Tells You | Michael Rosenberg
Have you ever felt like no matter how many times you start over, you end up right back where you began stuck, exhausted, and battling the same fears? I’m…
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Cosmic Forces Shaping Humanity’s Awakening | Philip Young
Are we living through a collective Dark Night of the Soul? We welcome back, Astrologer Philip Young, who pulls back the cosmic curtain, revealing the…
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The Doctor Was Wrong | Diana Devi
What if the moment that wakes you up… is the one that breaks you down? Exhausted, foggy, and desperate for answers, she sat across from a doctor—only to be…
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When the War Comes Home: PTSD, Narcissistic Abuse & Awakening | Ginger Lawler
What happens when the war doesn’t end on the battlefield—but inside your own home? In this powerful conversation, Ginger shares the hidden cost of war and the…
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When Postpartum Illness Became Her Awakening with Lara J. Day
Have you ever faced a health crisis that forced you to slow down, listen deeper, and see your life through a completely different lens? In this revealing…
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Trapped by Fear of Leaving with Rosalind Sedacca
Have you ever felt trapped by the fear of leaving—knowing deep down what you needed to do, yet paralyzed by guilt, shame, and judgment? In this powerful…
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Breaking Free from Narcissistic Abuse & Old Beliefs with Susan Burrell
What if the very beliefs you’ve carried—“I’m not worthy,” “I’m not enough”—were never yours to begin with? Here we explore what it means to break free from the…
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Truth About Men in Pain: A Story of Loss & Redemption with Tony Lynch
As a man, where do you turn when the pain feels too heavy to carry? Here, we explore what it means to hold space for men who are hurting—without judgment or…
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Religious Dogma Provokes Awakening with Steven LaRussa
Years of religious conditioning, societal pressure, and emotional pain led Steven LaRussa into a profound Dark Night of the Soul. Steven shares how a…
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Embracing Abuse, Embracing Light with Mary D'Agostino
Mary D’Agostino escaped an abusive marriage, cared for a seriously ill child, and experienced the heartbreaking death of her youngest son. During his passing…
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Psoriatic Arthritis Recovery and Awakening with Andrew Cort
After decades of suffering from Psoriasis and Psoriatic Arthritis, Dr. Andrew Cort began a healing journey that not only restored his body but awakened his…