Latest / Voice Notes to the Universe / Voice Note #116—I don't know how I know. I just know what I know.
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- Melissa George: Child. Just another just another late night conversation with spirit. Another another voice note to the universe. But I was sitting here meditating and also just truly communing with spirit, sitting in the void for a little bit. You know, and I'm like, You know, I'm feeling it's this I'm in this strange place of where at this point in the game and this point of my journey this walk through this fucking crazy life. I don't even know. But I'm just I fucking know what I know. Dude, I fucking know what I know. I know what I know, right? And you know, I know that I can see things. Like when I say see things, I just know things. Right? I just know things. And I can't tell you how or why I know what I know. I'm just a woman who, you know, spirit is very much humbled and and has taught me. I I just I learned how to I just learned how to listen to the universe. That's all really. I'm just a woman who was and felt like she was stripped of everything. Everything. with only myself and my faith and my belief and my trust and my love. You know, not only for the universe, for spirit, for I guess God. I mean it's God, universe, spirit, source, guss. It's all the same to me, really. But I just I just knew somewhere in me that If I just put my head down and I and I did what I needed to do, like I just knew everything would work out. Now I sure as shit. Bitch, I sure as shit. Did not think it was going to turn out the way, quite the way it has. But what an amazing journey. There's so much that I've learned, right? I've learned about myself and and learning just these things about myself. I've been able to just appreciate and love and be grateful for everyone I meet. You know, I I I can see I I I see their this love within them and it's not their soul's love, it's their human and their humanness, their human love, right? Because that's different. There's a different appreciation. for loving and honoring a person because of their humanness, not because of their divinity. Divinity is is is pure love, unbridled love, unconditional love, right? It's just pure just it's just a warmth that goes through your body that you just they're perfect, right? That's the soul. And it doesn't matter, you know, on a human level if you hate each other, your soul loves each other, baby, right? But it's like to be able to look at a person And really love them for their humanness is a completely different thing. It's it's quite frankly, it's a practice. Because it's a practice within myself. I have to practice self-love. I have to practice unconditional self-love, right? And so as it is a practice with myself, it is a practice with others. And I'm not perfect, right? And I'm learning and I'm growing. And I'm expanding and I go in within my shadow. Because a lot of times this is this is how we get there, at least that's how I've gotten there, right? As going within, though not no know thyself fully, right? Know thyself fully. So, you know, I don't even know where I'm going with this. I swear to God. I don't know. I just Hmm. I have a new appreciation and love for myself. You know, which just gives me this ability to love truly for a person for who they are. Even their their perceived flaws. Because I love myself. And baby, I've got good golly. Good golly, Miss Molly, I've got some flaws on me. I've got so many flaws. The most Perfectly imperfect person you will ever meet, darling. But I love myself and I'm like, ⁓ my gosh. I amuse myself and I make myself laugh. And I'm in love with myself, and I think I'm sexy and I think I'm smart and I don't need anybody because I can turn myself on. I know it sounds crazy, but like I'm completely in love with myself, right? And I never was before. I thought I was, but I wasn't. And so like when I can love myself so fully, knowing and seeing and honoring, really I'm honoring, I got recognizing acknowledging and honoring every single flaw that I have within me and I still turn myself on. I still love myself like that, right? So if I can do that with me, I can do that with most anybody, darling. Right? Like even the worst person or the perceived worst person, I can see something good within them, right? And I I can also understand why it is that the they are the way they are and have compassion and have grace and have love because I know that I can look at my life and I've got like I guess I said, I've got lot of imperfections and I've not always been a good person, right? And I've done some really shitty things in my life, you know. And so I I know, I I just I just get it, right? I'm not saying that it makes it right when people are shitty or not nice. Just saying I fucking get it, you know? I don't know. I don't even know how I began this conversation, quite honestly. I don't even know what I was talking about. ⁓ oh ⁓ ⁓