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System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Emma shares about complex trauma, deprivation, and dissociation (CPTSD, OSDD, DID). Educational, supportive, and inspiring, System Speak documents the best and worst of life through insights, conversations, and collaborations. An archive curated for dignity for all.
Episodes
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Unconquerable
We explain about euphoric recall. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website is HERE: S3C Foundation. You can submit an email…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Taylor’s Massage
We share our first experience getting a massage. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website is HERE: S3C Foundation. You can…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Not the Price, Chapter 5
We read and respond to chapter 5 of Not the Price of Admission by Laura Brown. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast. You can submit an email to the…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Annihilation Anxiety
We jump right into searching about "annihilation anxiety" after the previous podcast interview. Referenced links in order of finding them: Chicago Analysis…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Guest: Doris D'Hooghe
We talk with guest Doris D'Hooghe from the Trauma Center in Belgium. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website is HERE: S3C…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Emails: Healing Em, Healing Me
We read and respond to a listener email. We do talk about protecting inside Littles and Babies. Note: For clarity, the part of us referenced is “Em” who used…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
ReEmpower-ing
We share a therapy update about power dynamics, exploitation, colonization, and taking back our own power. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast. Our…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Free Pizza
We went bowling. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast. You can submit an email to the podcast HERE. You can JOIN THE COMMUNITY HERE. Once you are in, you…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Not the Price, Chapter 4
We read and respond to chapter 4 of Not the Price of Admission by Laura Brown. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website is…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Licensed
We share about getting our license - and the triplets starting to drive! Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast. You can submit an email to the podcast…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
High Demand Religion Presentation for ISSTD
We share the dress rehearsal of our ISSTD Presentation about High Demand Religion. When recording this, community feedback included reference to this, as well…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Shoulda Coulda
We give a therapy update. Note: The quote “Trauma in a person, decontextualized over time, looks like personality. Trauma in a family, decontextualized over…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Not the Price, Chapter 3
We read and respond to chapter 3 of Not the Price of Admission by Laura Brown. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website is…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Guest: Dr. Chuck Benincasa (Part 3 of 3)
We talk about liberation framework with Dr. Chuck Benincasa - website is HERE. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website is…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Guest: Dr. Chuck Benincasa (Part 2 of 3)
We talk about liberation framework with Dr. Chuck Benincasa - website is HERE. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website is…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Guest: Dr. Chuck Benincasa (Part 1 of 3)
We talk about liberation framework with Dr. Chuck Benincasa - website is HERE. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website is…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Smarty
internatinoal advice for you. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast. You can submit an email to the podcast HERE. You can JOIN THE COMMUNITY HERE. Once you…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
My Own Ship
More therapy about the "ships" - including memory time breakthroughs for healing. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast. You can submit an email to the…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Ships
Our therapist talks to us about attachment and relationships. Dr. Thema Bryant’s Homecoming Podcast is HERE. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Homecoming (Part 3 of 3)
We read and discuss Homecoming by Dr. Thema. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website is HERE: S3C Foundation. You can submit…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Homecoming (Part 2 of 3)
We read and discuss Homecoming by Dr. Thema. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website is HERE: S3C Foundation. You can submit…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Homecoming (Part 1 of 3)
We read and discuss Homecoming by Dr. Thema. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website is HERE: S3C Foundation. You can submit…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Guest: Dr. Thema Bryant
We talk to Dr. Thema Bryant from the Homecoming Podcast. www.drthema.com Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website is HERE…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Beach Day
We walk on the beach.. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website is HERE: S3C Foundation. You can submit an email to the…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Safety Lace
We share what we are learning with our new therapist. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website is HERE: S3C Foundation. You…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Hereticness
We talk about the movie Heretic. NOTE: If you have not seen the movie and don’t want spoilers, wait. If you want to watch it, but don’t like horror movies, I…
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Guest: Nichole Willden (Part 4 of 4)
We speak with survivor Nichole Willden about high demand religion and culty-ness. Nichole’s book: Obscured Passages Links: website--nicholemwillden.com…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Guest: Nichole Willden (Part 3 of 4)
We speak with survivor Nichole Willden about high demand religion and culty-ness. The link to the original dissertation research on the BITE (Behavior…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Guest: Nichole Willden (Part 2 of 4)
We speak with survivor Nichole Willden about high demand religion and culty-ness. Links: website--nicholemwillden.com socials--@nicholemwillden Substack HERE…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Guest: Nichole Willden (Part 1 of 4)
We speak with survivor Nichole Willden about high demand religion and culty-ness. Links: website--nicholemwillden.com socials--@nicholemwillden Substack HERE…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Reconnected
We get an email about welcoming new people to the community, and have lots to say. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Price for Admission, Ch 2
We look at the next chapter in Laura Brown’s book. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website is HERE: S3C Foundation. You can…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Emails: Depersonalization / How Memory Works
We read and respond to listener emails, specifically about questions regarding depersonalization and also how memory works. Our website is HERE: System Speak…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
New Year
We share a family update, including the impact of the first month of political changes. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Trash Chute
We do more Star Wars therapy. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website is HERE: S3C Foundation. You can submit an email to…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Partsy
We share about what is happening in therapy with parts work. Edit note: We were told the marble jar idea came from Brene Brown. We have avoided that author and…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Seattle
We share about our surprise trip to Seattle. *Edit note: the language test can be either English or French Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Tooth Share
We share an experience at the dentist that felt activating, and how we used recovery to cope in the moment. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Sharing
We share from How It Works. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website is HERE: S3C Foundation. You can submit an email to the…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Guest: Larry Ruhl & Recovery (2 of 2)
We share a conversation with Larry Ruhl about recovery. Note: There are background sounds when an alarm goes off during our conversation. Our website is HERE…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Guests: Larry Ruhl & Recovery (1 of 2)
We share a conversation with Larry Ruhl about recovery. Link to “Little Bit Culty” episode about differentiating between healthy & culty 12-step community…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Introduction to Steps
We share from How It Works. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website is HERE: S3C Foundation. You can submit an email to the…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
My Own Rescue
We share from How It Works. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website is HERE: S3C Foundation. You can submit an email to the…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Refocused
We share from How It Works. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website is HERE: S3C Foundation. You can submit an email to the…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
The C’s
We share from How It Works. “We didn’t cause it. We can’t control it. We can’t cure it.” But we can contribute compassion. Our website is HERE: System Speak…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Not the Price (Chapter 1)
We share from the first chapter of Laura Brown’s book, Not the Price of Admission. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
How It Works
We share about discovering How It Works. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website is HERE: S3C Foundation. You can submit an…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Tug of War
We share some of what we learned from the recovery community recently. HERE is the link to the detachment pamphlet mentioned. Our website is HERE: System Speak…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Recap: Dan Shaw Presentation
We recap a presentation Dan Shaw gave at the ISSTD Washington, DC Regional Conference in fall 2024. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Blue Lighting
We learn to hold the presence of our therapist even when we are not in her office. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Community Guest: Charlottes
Charlottes from the community shares their story of lived experience with us, and we talk about the experience of learning about DID in academia. Our website…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Shock Week
We try to process one week post-election. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast. You can submit an email to the podcast HERE. You can JOIN THE COMMUNITY…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Splinters and Stitches
We give an update on therapy after sharing our symposium artwork in session. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast. You can submit an email to the podcast…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
McLean at Harvard
We share some of what we learned at the McLean presentation at Harvard. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website is HERE: S3C…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Guest: Jon Cleveland
Jon Cleveland shares with us about psychedelic research and HPPD. Jon’s email: jonathan@collectivewithin.com Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Guest: Valerie Sinason
We talk with ISSTD clinician Valerie Sinason (UK) about "infantacidal attachment". The "still face experiment" video on YouTube is HERE. The poem we…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Boxing Whales
We share an update from therapy, about learning how memory time and now time connect through re-enactments… and start looking at Memory Time where the pain is…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Attachment Wounds
We explain attachment wounds. The "still face experiment" video on YouTube is HERE. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast and sponsoring nonprofit website…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Hidden Agenda
We share how our therapist walked us through the “hidden agenda” of re-enactment that shows up as attachment drama in relationships. Four Reflections: 1. Three…
- System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociation
Attachment Strategies
We explain attachment strategies. Citation for the percentages came from a study of 10,500 mothers…