Shows / Not RUSHING To Growth
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Not RUSHING To GrowthThe Toolbox
Using your own toolbox always beats using someone else’s but I didn’t so this happened.
Not RUSHING To GrowthThe Plugs
Been wearing ear plugs more lately and someone told me it was because I was autistic.
Not RUSHING To GrowthThe Mental Melt
Had a mental episode on Thursday and had been trying to figure it out myself but God. I had to remember who I was supposed to turn to even when my mind forgets.
Not RUSHING To GrowthThe Bible Club
Found the book we’re using for our Bible study book Club. Holy Spirit keeping me on the path of prayer. War Room film, Fervent book, and a video on YouTube all…
Not RUSHING To GrowthThe Raiders
Pays to read, raid not pilgrimage and cameo not excerpt. Story of Naaman, in 2 Kings 5 and understanding all healing comes from God. Read it for yourself…
Not RUSHING To GrowthThe Heart Eyes
Allowing the Lord to open the eyes of my heart. Reminder of the reason I go to the church house.
Not RUSHING To GrowthThe Fellowship
Can’t love the Lord but hate His creations. 1 John 1:6. Matthew 15:8. The goal is to learn from past mistakes. Everyone can’t stick around to see the change…
Not RUSHING To GrowthThe Purpose
Romans 8:28. Saying yes to what He calls me to do. Listening for even His whisper in the wind so I know which step to take. 1 Kings 19:12
Not RUSHING To GrowthThe Mandate
Holy Spirit be letting me know the Lord is listening. I prayed, my pastor preached, then revelation and confirmation. Matthew 5:13; Genesis 22:13- 14
Not RUSHING To GrowthThe Loc
Spirit seemed stressed so I had to let go and let God; activate in me Holy Spirit.
Not RUSHING To GrowthThe Screen
Professor tells me something, I’ve known for a while, but I didn’t know how to explain it.
Not RUSHING To GrowthThe Driver
Isaiah 55:8; Ephesians 3:20; 2 Kings 2:9 Recap on life and a blessing that occurred.
Not RUSHING To GrowthThe Spin
Recorded this then was lead to a Bible study, “Therapy Thursday,” talking about Matt. 6:24-34……where I need to grow up.
Not RUSHING To GrowthThe Job
I see a lot when I’m out. This dynamic was by far the wildest. Parent vs child when the child isn’t fighting. Was a good watch before and after…
Not RUSHING To GrowthThe Eyes
Uncomfortable but safe I could stay. Uncomfortable and uncertain on safety, I will walk away.
Not RUSHING To GrowthThe Audacity
If there’s a better way to move will you assist or hinder the changes? Borrowing electricity/gas from Consumers Energy. They give it to us then we pay them…
Not RUSHING To GrowthThe Breathing
31 days of Proverbs helps. Sometimes I learn in the 31 month and sometimes it’s the next one. Learning is key though.
Not RUSHING To GrowthThe Wilderness
When does the wilderness begin…need to be more like the lord and not the children of Israel.
Not RUSHING To GrowthThe Between
Better days are coming for certain. This wasn’t one but they’re coming.
Not RUSHING To GrowthThe Check
Heart check with the Lord our God. Doing better is the goal; along with chilling.
Not RUSHING To GrowthJoking Friends
Being friend zoned. Learning new jokes. Last entry of the season.
Not RUSHING To GrowthScreaming
Archived work from a video in 2022. Funny enough, another Scream movie is being made.
Not RUSHING To GrowthCoincidence or Purpose
Who took the money and what reason did you have because I know the why, when, and where?
Not RUSHING To Growth100th
Water, a freshly squeezed lemon, & Jäegermeister on Jaz Beach in Europe. Message to the brothers, my brothers ✊🏾, at the shop.
Not RUSHING To GrowthPopping Pills
I was asked: How will you be obedient to what God says? Then told I needed to be on medication hahahahaha.
Not RUSHING To GrowthRoad Rage
God is good. Needed to vent. Sounded very disrespectful BUT NO disrespect. Heart heavy; needed to LET sentence enhances RAIN so he can CLEAR IT OUT.
Not RUSHING To GrowthClose Enough
Stepping out on FAITH is hard but LAMENT makes it a step towards Jesus Christ.
Not RUSHING To GrowthBye Bye…Bye
Can you walk this lonely road; the only road that y’all have ever known?
Not RUSHING To GrowthMushMouth
Random Run/ Rushing Thoughts. Tired of hiding me to fit in because I still don’t. To different.
Not RUSHING To GrowthDifferent/Similar/Different
Although his own man, sometimes when watching DC Young Fly, I see Jamie Foxx and hear Chris Tucker.
Not RUSHING To GrowthHit Me Up
“If you need me, call me. No matter where you are. No matter how far….” Make sure your mental is good and keep living.
Not RUSHING To GrowthPure Heart
Falling asleep but have to share what the Lord my God gave me. Psalm 51:10, 1 Samuel 24 (Superbook)
Not RUSHING To GrowthHe Hit Who?
Holy Spirit shows up and out when he comes. Getting hit by the Lord is a lesson. Genesis 32; Acts 12.
Not RUSHING To GrowthOffice Royalty
I can see my actions in a lot of characters and people when I’m watching but it be hard to see and stop it in myself when it happens. Prayer works and…
Not RUSHING To GrowthIntroducing Myself
Admitting who I am to myself is probably why I cry…I don’t do it.
Not RUSHING To GrowthWhere was I?
My logo needs to be drawn. Saying I can’t do stuff. Signs and ways I see I need to get back to Jesus Christ.
Not RUSHING To GrowthOnly Reachable One
Recorded a while ago and finally understanding to just trust His plan.
Not RUSHING To GrowthPlay Sweet Music
Blessed with my thought patterns. It’s awesome. God made me special.
Not RUSHING To GrowthNot My Scary Self
How I get scared from movie lines and not the film. The way I associate things that reminds me of other things. Check out entry: With My Scary Self for more…
Not RUSHING To GrowthSquirrel
I usually delete these because no one needs to know what happens behind the scenes but eh. This is why my episodes take so long; I forget haha.
Not RUSHING To GrowthIt’s Only The Beginning
Change has to start somewhere and sometime…it is now. God is setting me up for success. It’s on me to utilize the Holy Trinity, His messengers, and the tools…
Not RUSHING To Growth304 Of The Heart
Peaches says “affair of the heart.” Apparently I just wanted to say that. Talk to me about this over Sodom and Gomorrah, maxed out but same page lmao.
Not RUSHING To GrowthStop Trying, Just Do
How many signs do I need to make sure I’m better as a person. Levels to this.
