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- 1:01SPEAKER_00: Imagine
- 1:01SPEAKER_00: this.
- 1:02SPEAKER_00: You're
- 1:02SPEAKER_00: a
- 1:02SPEAKER_00: little
- 1:03SPEAKER_00: kid.
- 1:04SPEAKER_00: You
- 1:04SPEAKER_00: live
- 1:05SPEAKER_00: in
- 1:05SPEAKER_00: a
- 1:05SPEAKER_00: house
- 1:06SPEAKER_00: that
- 1:06SPEAKER_00: doesn't
- 1:06SPEAKER_00: quite
- 1:07SPEAKER_00: feel
- 1:07SPEAKER_00: like
- 1:07SPEAKER_00: a
- 1:07SPEAKER_00: home.
- 1:08SPEAKER_00: It
- 1:08SPEAKER_00: feels
- 1:09SPEAKER_00: like
- 1:09SPEAKER_00: a
- 1:09SPEAKER_00: war
- 1:09SPEAKER_00: zone.
- 1:10SPEAKER_00: There's
- 1:11SPEAKER_00: an
- 1:11SPEAKER_00: alcoholic
- 1:12SPEAKER_00: stepfather
- 1:13SPEAKER_00: running
- 1:13SPEAKER_00: the
- 1:13SPEAKER_00: show,
- 1:13SPEAKER_00: unpredictable,
- 1:14SPEAKER_00: intimidating,
- 1:16SPEAKER_00: sometimes
- 1:16SPEAKER_00: cruel.
- 1:17SPEAKER_00: And
- 1:18SPEAKER_00: sometimes
- 1:18SPEAKER_00: he
- 1:18SPEAKER_00: thinks
- 1:19SPEAKER_00: it's
- 1:19SPEAKER_00: funny.
- 1:20SPEAKER_00: Actually,
- 1:20SPEAKER_00: all
- 1:20SPEAKER_00: of
- 1:21SPEAKER_00: the
- 1:21SPEAKER_00: time
- 1:21SPEAKER_00: he
- 1:21SPEAKER_00: thinks
- 1:21SPEAKER_00: it's
- 1:22SPEAKER_00: funny.
- 1:23SPEAKER_00: Your
- 1:24SPEAKER_00: biological
- 1:24SPEAKER_00: dad
- 1:25SPEAKER_00: isn't
- 1:25SPEAKER_00: around
- 1:25SPEAKER_00: because
- 1:26SPEAKER_00: the
- 1:26SPEAKER_00: same
- 1:26SPEAKER_00: manipulation
- 1:26SPEAKER_00: in
- 1:27SPEAKER_00: the
- 1:27SPEAKER_00: home
- 1:27SPEAKER_00: made
- 1:27SPEAKER_00: him
- 1:27SPEAKER_00: feel
- 1:28SPEAKER_00: like
- 1:28SPEAKER_00: he
- 1:28SPEAKER_00: didn't
- 1:28SPEAKER_00: belong
- 1:29SPEAKER_00: there.
- 1:29SPEAKER_00: So
- 1:30SPEAKER_00: now
- 1:30SPEAKER_00: you've
- 1:30SPEAKER_00: got
- 1:30SPEAKER_00: two
- 1:30SPEAKER_00: kids
- 1:31SPEAKER_00: learning
- 1:32SPEAKER_00: what
- 1:32SPEAKER_00: love
- 1:33SPEAKER_00: looks
- 1:33SPEAKER_00: like
- 1:33SPEAKER_00: from
- 1:34SPEAKER_00: absolute
- 1:34SPEAKER_00: chaos.
- 1:35SPEAKER_00: And
- 1:36SPEAKER_00: here's
- 1:36SPEAKER_00: what
- 1:36SPEAKER_00: happens
- 1:37SPEAKER_00: in
- 1:37SPEAKER_00: environments
- 1:38SPEAKER_00: like
- 1:38SPEAKER_00: this.
- 1:39SPEAKER_00: One
- 1:39SPEAKER_00: child
- 1:40SPEAKER_00: usually
- 1:40SPEAKER_00: becomes
- 1:41SPEAKER_00: the
- 1:41SPEAKER_00: receiver,
- 1:42SPEAKER_00: and
- 1:42SPEAKER_00: one
- 1:42SPEAKER_00: child
- 1:43SPEAKER_00: becomes
- 1:43SPEAKER_00: the
- 1:44SPEAKER_00: doer.
- 1:45SPEAKER_00: Because
- 1:45SPEAKER_00: children
- 1:45SPEAKER_00: don't
- 1:46SPEAKER_00: learn
- 1:46SPEAKER_00: love
- 1:46SPEAKER_00: from
- 1:46SPEAKER_00: what
- 1:46SPEAKER_00: they're
- 1:47SPEAKER_00: told,
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- 1:48SPEAKER_00: learn
- 1:48SPEAKER_00: love
- 1:48SPEAKER_00: from
- 1:49SPEAKER_00: what
- 1:49SPEAKER_00: they
- 1:49SPEAKER_00: experience.
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- 1:52SPEAKER_00: is
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- 1:53SPEAKER_00: connection,
- 1:54SPEAKER_00: then
- 1:55SPEAKER_00: bullying
- 1:55SPEAKER_00: becomes
- 1:56SPEAKER_00: love.
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- 1:58SPEAKER_00: learns,
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- 1:59SPEAKER_00: the
- 1:59SPEAKER_00: hit,
- 1:59SPEAKER_00: I
- 2:00SPEAKER_00: stay
- 2:00SPEAKER_00: small,
- 2:00SPEAKER_00: I
- 2:01SPEAKER_00: survive
- 2:01SPEAKER_00: by
- 2:02SPEAKER_00: not
- 2:02SPEAKER_00: being
- 2:02SPEAKER_00: seen.
- 2:03SPEAKER_00: And
- 2:03SPEAKER_00: you'll
- 2:04SPEAKER_00: see
- 2:04SPEAKER_00: this
- 2:04SPEAKER_00: kid
- 2:05SPEAKER_00: head
- 2:05SPEAKER_00: down,
- 2:05SPEAKER_00: shoulders
- 2:06SPEAKER_00: forward,
- 2:06SPEAKER_00: trying
- 2:07SPEAKER_00: to
- 2:07SPEAKER_00: disappear,
- 2:07SPEAKER_00: hoping
- 2:08SPEAKER_00: nobody
- 2:09SPEAKER_00: sees
- 2:09SPEAKER_00: them.
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- 2:10SPEAKER_00: realizing
- 2:11SPEAKER_00: that
- 2:11SPEAKER_00: posture
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- 2:12SPEAKER_00: signaling
- 2:13SPEAKER_00: to
- 2:13SPEAKER_00: the
- 2:13SPEAKER_00: world
- 2:13SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 2:14SPEAKER_00: not
- 2:14SPEAKER_00: safe
- 2:14SPEAKER_00: in
- 2:14SPEAKER_00: myself.
- 2:15SPEAKER_00: And
- 2:16SPEAKER_00: again,
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- 2:17SPEAKER_00: is
- 2:17SPEAKER_00: not
- 2:18SPEAKER_00: their
- 2:18SPEAKER_00: fault.
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- 2:19SPEAKER_00: is
- 2:19SPEAKER_00: adaptation.
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- 2:22SPEAKER_00: system
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- 2:23SPEAKER_00: even
- 2:23SPEAKER_00: at
- 2:23SPEAKER_00: a
- 2:24SPEAKER_00: primal
- 2:24SPEAKER_00: level,
- 2:24SPEAKER_00: human
- 2:25SPEAKER_00: behavior
- 2:25SPEAKER_00: starts
- 2:26SPEAKER_00: to
- 2:26SPEAKER_00: organize
- 2:26SPEAKER_00: around
- 2:27SPEAKER_00: predator
- 2:27SPEAKER_00: and
- 2:27SPEAKER_00: prey
- 2:28SPEAKER_00: dynamics.
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- 2:29SPEAKER_00: now
- 2:29SPEAKER_00: the
- 2:30SPEAKER_00: very
- 2:30SPEAKER_00: strategy
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- 2:31SPEAKER_00: to
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- 2:33SPEAKER_00: them
- 2:33SPEAKER_00: more
- 2:34SPEAKER_00: visible
- 2:36SPEAKER_00: to
- 2:36SPEAKER_00: harm.
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- 2:38SPEAKER_00: gonna
- 2:38SPEAKER_00: say
- 2:38SPEAKER_00: that
- 2:38SPEAKER_00: again.
- 2:39SPEAKER_00: The
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- 2:40SPEAKER_00: meant
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- 2:42SPEAKER_00: makes
- 2:43SPEAKER_00: them
- 2:43SPEAKER_00: more
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- 2:46SPEAKER_00: to
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- 2:48SPEAKER_00: this
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- 2:49SPEAKER_00: was
- 2:50SPEAKER_00: me.
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- 2:50SPEAKER_00: was
- 2:51SPEAKER_00: bullied
- 2:52SPEAKER_00: constantly
- 2:53SPEAKER_00: when
- 2:53SPEAKER_00: I
- 2:53SPEAKER_00: was
- 2:54SPEAKER_00: a
- 2:54SPEAKER_00: little
- 2:54SPEAKER_00: kid.
- 2:55SPEAKER_00: At
- 2:56SPEAKER_00: home
- 2:56SPEAKER_00: and
- 2:57SPEAKER_00: outside
- 2:57SPEAKER_00: of
- 2:57SPEAKER_00: it.
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- 2:58SPEAKER_00: remember
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- 2:59SPEAKER_00: with
- 2:59SPEAKER_00: my
- 2:59SPEAKER_00: head
- 2:59SPEAKER_00: down
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- 3:00SPEAKER_00: I
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- 3:01SPEAKER_00: no
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- 3:07SPEAKER_00: the
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- 3:10SPEAKER_00: seven
- 3:10SPEAKER_00: and
- 3:10SPEAKER_00: ten.
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- 3:13SPEAKER_00: the
- 3:14SPEAKER_00: Night
- 3:14SPEAKER_00: Stalker
- 3:15SPEAKER_00: era
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- 3:16SPEAKER_00: was
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- 3:17SPEAKER_00: horrible
- 3:18SPEAKER_00: serial
- 3:18SPEAKER_00: killer
- 3:19SPEAKER_00: was
- 3:19SPEAKER_00: on
- 3:19SPEAKER_00: the
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- 3:26SPEAKER_00: end
- 3:26SPEAKER_00: of
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- 3:26SPEAKER_00: serial
- 3:26SPEAKER_00: killer
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- 3:33SPEAKER_00: fear
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- 3:34SPEAKER_00: know,
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- 3:35SPEAKER_00: killers
- 3:35SPEAKER_00: and
- 3:35SPEAKER_00: kidnappings
- 3:36SPEAKER_00: and
- 3:36SPEAKER_00: things
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- 3:37SPEAKER_00: that.
- 3:38SPEAKER_00: And
- 3:38SPEAKER_00: my
- 3:39SPEAKER_00: stepdad
- 3:40SPEAKER_00: thought
- 3:40SPEAKER_00: it
- 3:41SPEAKER_00: would
- 3:41SPEAKER_00: be
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- 3:43SPEAKER_00: off
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- 3:43SPEAKER_00: lights
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- 3:46SPEAKER_00: that
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- 3:48SPEAKER_00: killer
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- 3:51SPEAKER_00: who
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- 3:52SPEAKER_00: for
- 3:52SPEAKER_00: little
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- 3:52SPEAKER_00: girls
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- 3:53SPEAKER_00: murder.
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- 4:14SPEAKER_00: lights
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- 4:16SPEAKER_00: he
- 4:16SPEAKER_00: and
- 4:16SPEAKER_00: my
- 4:16SPEAKER_00: sister
- 4:17SPEAKER_00: went
- 4:18SPEAKER_00: outside
- 4:18SPEAKER_00: of
- 4:18SPEAKER_00: the
- 4:19SPEAKER_00: bathroom
- 4:19SPEAKER_00: window
- 4:20SPEAKER_00: and
- 4:21SPEAKER_00: started
- 4:22SPEAKER_00: dragging
- 4:22SPEAKER_00: branches
- 4:23SPEAKER_00: across
- 4:24SPEAKER_00: the
- 4:24SPEAKER_00: window.
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- 4:27SPEAKER_00: don't
- 4:27SPEAKER_00: even
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- 4:28SPEAKER_00: scream
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- 4:31SPEAKER_00: body
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- 4:33SPEAKER_00: shock
- 4:33SPEAKER_00: and
- 4:33SPEAKER_00: terror
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- 4:34SPEAKER_00: that
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- 4:41SPEAKER_00: some
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- 4:42SPEAKER_00: man
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- 4:43SPEAKER_00: the
- 4:43SPEAKER_00: loose.
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- 4:45SPEAKER_00: ran
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- 4:52SPEAKER_00: laughing
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- 4:55SPEAKER_00: feeling
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- 4:57SPEAKER_00: and
- 4:57SPEAKER_00: humiliation
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- 5:09SPEAKER_00: laughter
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- 5:15SPEAKER_00: be
- 5:16SPEAKER_00: so
- 5:16SPEAKER_00: serious,
- 5:16SPEAKER_00: you
- 5:16SPEAKER_00: shouldn't
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- 5:17SPEAKER_00: things
- 5:17SPEAKER_00: so
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- 5:18SPEAKER_00: just
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- 5:19SPEAKER_00: joke.
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- 5:23SPEAKER_00: a
- 5:23SPEAKER_00: normal
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- 5:30SPEAKER_00: the
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- 5:32SPEAKER_00: off
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- 5:33SPEAKER_00: people
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- 5:36SPEAKER_00: know,
- 5:36SPEAKER_00: people
- 5:36SPEAKER_00: do
- 5:36SPEAKER_00: stupid
- 5:36SPEAKER_00: stuff
- 5:36SPEAKER_00: like
- 5:37SPEAKER_00: that.
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- 5:37SPEAKER_00: done
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- 5:40SPEAKER_00: you
- 5:40SPEAKER_00: know,
- 5:40SPEAKER_00: a
- 5:40SPEAKER_00: daily
- 5:41SPEAKER_00: bullying
- 5:41SPEAKER_00: in
- 5:42SPEAKER_00: my
- 5:42SPEAKER_00: life.
- 5:42SPEAKER_00: Like
- 5:43SPEAKER_00: my
- 5:43SPEAKER_00: sister
- 5:43SPEAKER_00: was
- 5:44SPEAKER_00: very,
- 5:44SPEAKER_00: very
- 5:44SPEAKER_00: physically
- 5:45SPEAKER_00: abusive.
- 5:46SPEAKER_00: And
- 5:46SPEAKER_00: um,
- 5:47SPEAKER_00: the
- 5:47SPEAKER_00: big
- 5:47SPEAKER_00: joke
- 5:48SPEAKER_00: in
- 5:48SPEAKER_00: the
- 5:48SPEAKER_00: family
- 5:48SPEAKER_00: was
- 5:48SPEAKER_00: she
- 5:48SPEAKER_00: tried
- 5:49SPEAKER_00: to
- 5:49SPEAKER_00: kill
- 5:49SPEAKER_00: me
- 5:49SPEAKER_00: twice
- 5:49SPEAKER_00: before
- 5:50SPEAKER_00: my
- 5:50SPEAKER_00: first
- 5:50SPEAKER_00: birthday.
- 5:51SPEAKER_00: Like,
- 5:51SPEAKER_00: why
- 5:52SPEAKER_00: that
- 5:52SPEAKER_00: was
- 5:52SPEAKER_00: a
- 5:52SPEAKER_00: joke
- 5:53SPEAKER_00: instead
- 5:53SPEAKER_00: of
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- 5:54SPEAKER_00: handled
- 5:54SPEAKER_00: uh
- 5:55SPEAKER_00: is
- 5:55SPEAKER_00: beyond
- 5:56SPEAKER_00: me.
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- 5:56SPEAKER_00: I
- 5:57SPEAKER_00: guess
- 5:57SPEAKER_00: that
- 5:57SPEAKER_00: just
- 5:58SPEAKER_00: describes
- 5:59SPEAKER_00: more
- 5:59SPEAKER_00: of
- 5:59SPEAKER_00: the
- 5:59SPEAKER_00: family
- 6:00SPEAKER_00: dynamics
- 6:00SPEAKER_00: that
- 6:00SPEAKER_00: we
- 6:01SPEAKER_00: grew
- 6:01SPEAKER_00: up
- 6:01SPEAKER_00: in,
- 6:01SPEAKER_00: where
- 6:02SPEAKER_00: that
- 6:02SPEAKER_00: was
- 6:02SPEAKER_00: tolerated
- 6:03SPEAKER_00: and
- 6:04SPEAKER_00: I
- 6:04SPEAKER_00: think
- 6:04SPEAKER_00: almost
- 6:05SPEAKER_00: encouraged.
- 6:06SPEAKER_00: I
- 6:06SPEAKER_00: know
- 6:06SPEAKER_00: I
- 6:06SPEAKER_00: don't,
- 6:07SPEAKER_00: you
- 6:07SPEAKER_00: know,
- 6:07SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 6:07SPEAKER_00: not
- 6:08SPEAKER_00: sitting
- 6:08SPEAKER_00: here
- 6:08SPEAKER_00: victim
- 6:09SPEAKER_00: shaming
- 6:09SPEAKER_00: or
- 6:09SPEAKER_00: blaming
- 6:10SPEAKER_00: or
- 6:10SPEAKER_00: anything
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- 6:10SPEAKER_00: that.
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- 6:11SPEAKER_00: uh
- 6:11SPEAKER_00: what
- 6:11SPEAKER_00: I
- 6:11SPEAKER_00: am
- 6:12SPEAKER_00: saying
- 6:12SPEAKER_00: is
- 6:12SPEAKER_00: that
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- 6:12SPEAKER_00: family
- 6:13SPEAKER_00: dynamics
- 6:13SPEAKER_00: that
- 6:14SPEAKER_00: were
- 6:14SPEAKER_00: learned
- 6:14SPEAKER_00: generation
- 6:15SPEAKER_00: and
- 6:15SPEAKER_00: passed
- 6:15SPEAKER_00: down
- 6:15SPEAKER_00: through
- 6:16SPEAKER_00: generations.
- 6:17SPEAKER_00: And
- 6:17SPEAKER_00: that's
- 6:17SPEAKER_00: why
- 6:17SPEAKER_00: this
- 6:18SPEAKER_00: conversation
- 6:18SPEAKER_00: is
- 6:19SPEAKER_00: important
- 6:19SPEAKER_00: because
- 6:19SPEAKER_00: I
- 6:19SPEAKER_00: think
- 6:20SPEAKER_00: when
- 6:20SPEAKER_00: you
- 6:20SPEAKER_00: look
- 6:20SPEAKER_00: around
- 6:20SPEAKER_00: the
- 6:20SPEAKER_00: world
- 6:21SPEAKER_00: right
- 6:21SPEAKER_00: now,
- 6:22SPEAKER_00: we're
- 6:23SPEAKER_00: seeing
- 6:23SPEAKER_00: this
- 6:24SPEAKER_00: global
- 6:25SPEAKER_00: phenomenon
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- 6:26SPEAKER_00: bullying
- 6:27SPEAKER_00: that
- 6:28SPEAKER_00: has
- 6:28SPEAKER_00: gone
- 6:29SPEAKER_00: on
- 6:30SPEAKER_00: for
- 6:30SPEAKER_00: far
- 6:30SPEAKER_00: too
- 6:31SPEAKER_00: long.
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- 6:32SPEAKER_00: on
- 6:32SPEAKER_00: one
- 6:33SPEAKER_00: end,
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- 6:34SPEAKER_00: have
- 6:34SPEAKER_00: people
- 6:34SPEAKER_00: trying
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- 6:35SPEAKER_00: protect
- 6:35SPEAKER_00: victims
- 6:36SPEAKER_00: in
- 6:36SPEAKER_00: a
- 6:36SPEAKER_00: way
- 6:36SPEAKER_00: that
- 6:37SPEAKER_00: makes
- 6:37SPEAKER_00: them
- 6:37SPEAKER_00: disempowered,
- 6:38SPEAKER_00: and
- 6:38SPEAKER_00: on
- 6:38SPEAKER_00: the
- 6:39SPEAKER_00: other
- 6:39SPEAKER_00: end,
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- 6:40SPEAKER_00: this
- 6:40SPEAKER_00: bullying
- 6:41SPEAKER_00: culture
- 6:42SPEAKER_00: that
- 6:42SPEAKER_00: actually
- 6:43SPEAKER_00: creates
- 6:44SPEAKER_00: more
- 6:44SPEAKER_00: predators.
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- 6:45SPEAKER_00: the
- 6:46SPEAKER_00: polarity
- 6:47SPEAKER_00: between
- 6:47SPEAKER_00: the
- 6:48SPEAKER_00: two
- 6:49SPEAKER_00: is
- 6:50SPEAKER_00: outrageous
- 6:51SPEAKER_00: right
- 6:51SPEAKER_00: now.
- 6:52SPEAKER_00: And
- 6:52SPEAKER_00: I
- 6:52SPEAKER_00: think
- 6:52SPEAKER_00: that
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- 6:53SPEAKER_00: a
- 6:53SPEAKER_00: society,
- 6:53SPEAKER_00: as
- 6:54SPEAKER_00: a
- 6:54SPEAKER_00: culture,
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- 6:55SPEAKER_00: must
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- 6:56SPEAKER_00: a
- 6:56SPEAKER_00: look
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- 6:57SPEAKER_00: our
- 6:58SPEAKER_00: own
- 6:58SPEAKER_00: signature
- 6:59SPEAKER_00: in
- 7:00SPEAKER_00: that,
- 7:00SPEAKER_00: in
- 7:00SPEAKER_00: that
- 7:01SPEAKER_00: dynamic
- 7:02SPEAKER_00: and
- 7:02SPEAKER_00: take
- 7:02SPEAKER_00: our
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- 7:03SPEAKER_00: if
- 7:03SPEAKER_00: you're
- 7:04SPEAKER_00: on
- 7:04SPEAKER_00: the
- 7:04SPEAKER_00: receiving
- 7:05SPEAKER_00: end.
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- 7:07SPEAKER_00: to
- 7:07SPEAKER_00: you
- 7:07SPEAKER_00: guys
- 7:08SPEAKER_00: because
- 7:08SPEAKER_00: I
- 7:08SPEAKER_00: don't
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- 7:09SPEAKER_00: most
- 7:09SPEAKER_00: bullies
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- 7:10SPEAKER_00: recognize
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- 7:11SPEAKER_00: bullies
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- 7:15SPEAKER_00: and
- 7:15SPEAKER_00: say,
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- 7:16SPEAKER_00: I
- 7:16SPEAKER_00: shouldn't
- 7:17SPEAKER_00: do
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- 7:18SPEAKER_00: or
- 7:18SPEAKER_00: this
- 7:18SPEAKER_00: is
- 7:18SPEAKER_00: wrong.
- 7:19SPEAKER_00: Because
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- 7:19SPEAKER_00: really
- 7:19SPEAKER_00: born
- 7:20SPEAKER_00: from
- 7:20SPEAKER_00: the
- 7:20SPEAKER_00: same
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- 7:22SPEAKER_00: born
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- 7:23SPEAKER_00: this
- 7:23SPEAKER_00: place
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- 7:24SPEAKER_00: avoiding
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- 7:26SPEAKER_00: or
- 7:26SPEAKER_00: pain.
- 7:27SPEAKER_00: And
- 7:28SPEAKER_00: their
- 7:28SPEAKER_00: answer
- 7:29SPEAKER_00: is
- 7:30SPEAKER_00: let
- 7:30SPEAKER_00: me
- 7:30SPEAKER_00: hurt
- 7:30SPEAKER_00: something
- 7:31SPEAKER_00: outside
- 7:31SPEAKER_00: of
- 7:32SPEAKER_00: me.
- 7:32SPEAKER_00: And
- 7:33SPEAKER_00: the
- 7:33SPEAKER_00: person
- 7:33SPEAKER_00: who
- 7:33SPEAKER_00: has
- 7:34SPEAKER_00: the
- 7:34SPEAKER_00: learned
- 7:34SPEAKER_00: response
- 7:35SPEAKER_00: of,
- 7:35SPEAKER_00: let
- 7:36SPEAKER_00: me
- 7:36SPEAKER_00: go
- 7:36SPEAKER_00: within
- 7:37SPEAKER_00: and
- 7:38SPEAKER_00: you
- 7:38SPEAKER_00: know,
- 7:38SPEAKER_00: protect
- 7:39SPEAKER_00: myself,
- 7:40SPEAKER_00: but
- 7:40SPEAKER_00: also
- 7:40SPEAKER_00: shield
- 7:41SPEAKER_00: myself
- 7:42SPEAKER_00: through
- 7:43SPEAKER_00: this
- 7:44SPEAKER_00: layer
- 7:44SPEAKER_00: of
- 7:45SPEAKER_00: victim
- 7:45SPEAKER_00: consciousness.
- 7:46SPEAKER_00: And
- 7:46SPEAKER_00: I
- 7:46SPEAKER_00: promise
- 7:47SPEAKER_00: you,
- 7:47SPEAKER_00: if
- 7:47SPEAKER_00: you
- 7:47SPEAKER_00: hear
- 7:48SPEAKER_00: those
- 7:48SPEAKER_00: words
- 7:48SPEAKER_00: and
- 7:48SPEAKER_00: you
- 7:48SPEAKER_00: think
- 7:49SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 7:49SPEAKER_00: insulting
- 7:49SPEAKER_00: you,
- 7:50SPEAKER_00: I
- 7:50SPEAKER_00: am
- 7:50SPEAKER_00: so
- 7:50SPEAKER_00: not.
- 7:51SPEAKER_00: I
- 7:52SPEAKER_00: did
- 7:52SPEAKER_00: not
- 7:52SPEAKER_00: even
- 7:52SPEAKER_00: realize
- 7:53SPEAKER_00: how
- 7:53SPEAKER_00: much
- 7:53SPEAKER_00: that
- 7:54SPEAKER_00: was
- 7:54SPEAKER_00: impacting
- 7:54SPEAKER_00: my
- 7:55SPEAKER_00: life.
- 7:55SPEAKER_00: And
- 7:56SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 7:56SPEAKER_00: only
- 7:57SPEAKER_00: saying
- 7:57SPEAKER_00: that
- 7:58SPEAKER_00: word
- 7:58SPEAKER_00: so
- 7:58SPEAKER_00: that
- 7:58SPEAKER_00: you
- 7:59SPEAKER_00: understand
- 8:00SPEAKER_00: that
- 8:00SPEAKER_00: you
- 8:00SPEAKER_00: have
- 8:00SPEAKER_00: a
- 8:01SPEAKER_00: way
- 8:01SPEAKER_00: out.
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- 8:02SPEAKER_00: don't
- 8:02SPEAKER_00: like
- 8:02SPEAKER_00: being
- 8:03SPEAKER_00: considered
- 8:03SPEAKER_00: a
- 8:03SPEAKER_00: victim.
- 8:04SPEAKER_00: I
- 8:04SPEAKER_00: don't
- 8:04SPEAKER_00: call
- 8:04SPEAKER_00: myself
- 8:05SPEAKER_00: a
- 8:05SPEAKER_00: survivor.
- 8:06SPEAKER_00: You
- 8:06SPEAKER_00: know,
- 8:06SPEAKER_00: I
- 8:06SPEAKER_00: had
- 8:06SPEAKER_00: sexual
- 8:07SPEAKER_00: trauma
- 8:07SPEAKER_00: and
- 8:08SPEAKER_00: other
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- 8:09SPEAKER_00: of
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- 8:10SPEAKER_00: I
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- 8:15SPEAKER_00: that
- 8:15SPEAKER_00: label.
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- 8:16SPEAKER_00: identify
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- 8:18SPEAKER_00: means
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- 8:19SPEAKER_00: not,
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- 8:20SPEAKER_00: like
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- 8:21SPEAKER_00: experience
- 8:21SPEAKER_00: and
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- 8:23SPEAKER_00: just
- 8:23SPEAKER_00: want
- 8:23SPEAKER_00: people
- 8:23SPEAKER_00: to
- 8:24SPEAKER_00: feel
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- 8:25SPEAKER_00: and
- 8:25SPEAKER_00: to
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- 8:26SPEAKER_00: that
- 8:26SPEAKER_00: they
- 8:26SPEAKER_00: can
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- 8:26SPEAKER_00: a
- 8:26SPEAKER_00: new
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- 8:27SPEAKER_00: for
- 8:27SPEAKER_00: themselves.
- 8:28SPEAKER_00: And
- 8:30SPEAKER_00: because
- 8:31SPEAKER_00: what
- 8:31SPEAKER_00: I
- 8:31SPEAKER_00: didn't
- 8:31SPEAKER_00: realize
- 8:32SPEAKER_00: was
- 8:32SPEAKER_00: that
- 8:32SPEAKER_00: this
- 8:32SPEAKER_00: pattern
- 8:33SPEAKER_00: followed
- 8:33SPEAKER_00: me
- 8:33SPEAKER_00: through
- 8:33SPEAKER_00: adulthood.
- 8:34SPEAKER_00: And
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- 8:35SPEAKER_00: lot
- 8:35SPEAKER_00: of
- 8:35SPEAKER_00: it
- 8:35SPEAKER_00: was
- 8:35SPEAKER_00: postural,
- 8:36SPEAKER_00: by
- 8:36SPEAKER_00: the
- 8:36SPEAKER_00: way,
- 8:37SPEAKER_00: which
- 8:37SPEAKER_00: I
- 8:37SPEAKER_00: didn't
- 8:37SPEAKER_00: quite
- 8:38SPEAKER_00: understand
- 8:38SPEAKER_00: until
- 8:39SPEAKER_00: yesterday
- 8:40SPEAKER_00: my
- 8:40SPEAKER_00: back
- 8:40SPEAKER_00: was
- 8:40SPEAKER_00: hurting.
- 8:41SPEAKER_00: And
- 8:41SPEAKER_00: I
- 8:41SPEAKER_00: was
- 8:41SPEAKER_00: thinking,
- 8:42SPEAKER_00: why
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- 8:42SPEAKER_00: you
- 8:43SPEAKER_00: why
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- 8:43SPEAKER_00: back
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- 8:44SPEAKER_00: so
- 8:44SPEAKER_00: bad?
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- 8:45SPEAKER_00: course
- 8:45SPEAKER_00: I
- 8:46SPEAKER_00: do
- 8:46SPEAKER_00: the
- 8:46SPEAKER_00: layered,
- 8:47SPEAKER_00: the
- 8:47SPEAKER_00: layered
- 8:48SPEAKER_00: thing,
- 8:48SPEAKER_00: right?
- 8:48SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 8:48SPEAKER_00: like,
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- 8:49SPEAKER_00: it
- 8:49SPEAKER_00: money?
- 8:49SPEAKER_00: Is
- 8:50SPEAKER_00: it
- 8:50SPEAKER_00: posture?
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- 8:51SPEAKER_00: it
- 8:51SPEAKER_00: um,
- 8:52SPEAKER_00: is
- 8:52SPEAKER_00: it
- 8:52SPEAKER_00: energetic?
- 8:53SPEAKER_00: Is
- 8:53SPEAKER_00: it
- 8:53SPEAKER_00: a
- 8:54SPEAKER_00: past
- 8:54SPEAKER_00: life?
- 8:54SPEAKER_00: Like
- 8:54SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 8:55SPEAKER_00: the
- 8:55SPEAKER_00: one
- 8:55SPEAKER_00: who
- 8:55SPEAKER_00: like
- 8:55SPEAKER_00: goes
- 8:56SPEAKER_00: and
- 8:56SPEAKER_00: sees
- 8:56SPEAKER_00: like
- 8:57SPEAKER_00: the
- 8:57SPEAKER_00: entire
- 8:57SPEAKER_00: programming
- 8:58SPEAKER_00: of
- 8:58SPEAKER_00: pain,
- 8:58SPEAKER_00: and
- 8:59SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 8:59SPEAKER_00: like,
- 8:59SPEAKER_00: okay,
- 9:00SPEAKER_00: where
- 9:00SPEAKER_00: is
- 9:00SPEAKER_00: it?
- 9:01SPEAKER_00: And
- 9:01SPEAKER_00: for
- 9:02SPEAKER_00: me,
- 9:02SPEAKER_00: it
- 9:02SPEAKER_00: was
- 9:03SPEAKER_00: uh
- 9:04SPEAKER_00: postural.
- 9:05SPEAKER_00: And
- 9:05SPEAKER_00: you
- 9:05SPEAKER_00: know,
- 9:05SPEAKER_00: I've
- 9:06SPEAKER_00: been
- 9:06SPEAKER_00: working
- 9:06SPEAKER_00: through
- 9:06SPEAKER_00: my
- 9:07SPEAKER_00: fear
- 9:07SPEAKER_00: of
- 9:07SPEAKER_00: visibility,
- 9:08SPEAKER_00: which
- 9:08SPEAKER_00: tells
- 9:09SPEAKER_00: me
- 9:09SPEAKER_00: I
- 9:09SPEAKER_00: think
- 9:09SPEAKER_00: that
- 9:10SPEAKER_00: I've
- 9:10SPEAKER_00: become
- 9:10SPEAKER_00: even
- 9:10SPEAKER_00: more
- 9:11SPEAKER_00: invisible,
- 9:11SPEAKER_00: which
- 9:12SPEAKER_00: means
- 9:12SPEAKER_00: I
- 9:12SPEAKER_00: went
- 9:12SPEAKER_00: back
- 9:13SPEAKER_00: into
- 9:13SPEAKER_00: old
- 9:13SPEAKER_00: postural
- 9:14SPEAKER_00: patterns
- 9:15SPEAKER_00: of
- 9:15SPEAKER_00: rolling
- 9:16SPEAKER_00: my
- 9:16SPEAKER_00: shoulders
- 9:16SPEAKER_00: forward,
- 9:17SPEAKER_00: putting
- 9:17SPEAKER_00: my
- 9:17SPEAKER_00: head
- 9:17SPEAKER_00: forward,
- 9:18SPEAKER_00: and
- 9:19SPEAKER_00: looking
- 9:20SPEAKER_00: down
- 9:20SPEAKER_00: to
- 9:21SPEAKER_00: not
- 9:21SPEAKER_00: be
- 9:21SPEAKER_00: seen.
- 9:22SPEAKER_00: And
- 9:23SPEAKER_00: that
- 9:23SPEAKER_00: creates
- 9:24SPEAKER_00: low
- 9:24SPEAKER_00: back
- 9:24SPEAKER_00: pain.
- 9:25SPEAKER_00: Um,
- 9:25SPEAKER_00: forehead
- 9:26SPEAKER_00: posture
- 9:26SPEAKER_00: is
- 9:26SPEAKER_00: one
- 9:26SPEAKER_00: of
- 9:26SPEAKER_00: the
- 9:26SPEAKER_00: most
- 9:26SPEAKER_00: common
- 9:27SPEAKER_00: physiological
- 9:28SPEAKER_00: reasons
- 9:28SPEAKER_00: for
- 9:28SPEAKER_00: low
- 9:28SPEAKER_00: back
- 9:28SPEAKER_00: pain,
- 9:29SPEAKER_00: which
- 9:29SPEAKER_00: I'll
- 9:29SPEAKER_00: talk
- 9:29SPEAKER_00: about
- 9:29SPEAKER_00: in
- 9:30SPEAKER_00: a
- 9:30SPEAKER_00: different
- 9:30SPEAKER_00: episode.
- 9:31SPEAKER_00: But
- 9:31SPEAKER_00: it
- 9:31SPEAKER_00: it
- 9:32SPEAKER_00: was
- 9:32SPEAKER_00: the
- 9:32SPEAKER_00: physiology
- 9:34SPEAKER_00: of
- 9:35SPEAKER_00: the
- 9:35SPEAKER_00: old
- 9:36SPEAKER_00: me
- 9:36SPEAKER_00: who
- 9:37SPEAKER_00: was
- 9:37SPEAKER_00: working
- 9:38SPEAKER_00: through
- 9:38SPEAKER_00: the
- 9:39SPEAKER_00: fear
- 9:39SPEAKER_00: of
- 9:39SPEAKER_00: visibility
- 9:40SPEAKER_00: of
- 9:40SPEAKER_00: being
- 9:40SPEAKER_00: seen
- 9:41SPEAKER_00: and
- 9:41SPEAKER_00: really
- 9:42SPEAKER_00: wanting
- 9:42SPEAKER_00: to
- 9:42SPEAKER_00: hide
- 9:43SPEAKER_00: and
- 9:43SPEAKER_00: protect
- 9:43SPEAKER_00: myself
- 9:44SPEAKER_00: from
- 9:44SPEAKER_00: a
- 9:45SPEAKER_00: world
- 9:45SPEAKER_00: that
- 9:45SPEAKER_00: has
- 9:46SPEAKER_00: caused
- 9:46SPEAKER_00: me
- 9:46SPEAKER_00: a
- 9:46SPEAKER_00: lot
- 9:46SPEAKER_00: of
- 9:47SPEAKER_00: pain.
- 9:48SPEAKER_00: And
- 9:48SPEAKER_00: I
- 9:48SPEAKER_00: don't
- 9:49SPEAKER_00: mean
- 9:50SPEAKER_00: that
- 9:50SPEAKER_00: in
- 9:50SPEAKER_00: a
- 9:50SPEAKER_00: way
- 9:51SPEAKER_00: of
- 9:52SPEAKER_00: um
- 9:52SPEAKER_00: blaming
- 9:53SPEAKER_00: anybody
- 9:54SPEAKER_00: because
- 9:54SPEAKER_00: a
- 9:54SPEAKER_00: lot
- 9:54SPEAKER_00: of
- 9:54SPEAKER_00: the
- 9:55SPEAKER_00: situations
- 9:55SPEAKER_00: I
- 9:55SPEAKER_00: created
- 9:56SPEAKER_00: myself.
- 9:56SPEAKER_00: And
- 9:57SPEAKER_00: so,
- 9:57SPEAKER_00: you
- 9:58SPEAKER_00: know,
- 9:58SPEAKER_00: I
- 9:58SPEAKER_00: understand
- 9:59SPEAKER_00: that
- 9:59SPEAKER_00: I
- 9:59SPEAKER_00: also
- 9:59SPEAKER_00: understand
- 10:00SPEAKER_00: why
- 10:00SPEAKER_00: I
- 10:00SPEAKER_00: created
- 10:01SPEAKER_00: them.
- 10:01SPEAKER_00: So
- 10:01SPEAKER_00: there's
- 10:02SPEAKER_00: compassion
- 10:02SPEAKER_00: on
- 10:02SPEAKER_00: both
- 10:03SPEAKER_00: sides.
- 10:03SPEAKER_00: But
- 10:04SPEAKER_00: so
- 10:05SPEAKER_00: when
- 10:05SPEAKER_00: we
- 10:05SPEAKER_00: look
- 10:05SPEAKER_00: at
- 10:06SPEAKER_00: sibling
- 10:06SPEAKER_00: bullying,
- 10:07SPEAKER_00: which
- 10:07SPEAKER_00: is
- 10:07SPEAKER_00: really
- 10:07SPEAKER_00: what
- 10:07SPEAKER_00: I
- 10:07SPEAKER_00: want
- 10:08SPEAKER_00: to
- 10:08SPEAKER_00: talk
- 10:08SPEAKER_00: about
- 10:08SPEAKER_00: today,
- 10:10SPEAKER_00: I
- 10:10SPEAKER_00: was
- 10:11SPEAKER_00: really
- 10:11SPEAKER_00: angry
- 10:11SPEAKER_00: at
- 10:11SPEAKER_00: my
- 10:12SPEAKER_00: sister
- 10:12SPEAKER_00: for
- 10:12SPEAKER_00: a
- 10:12SPEAKER_00: long
- 10:13SPEAKER_00: time.
- 10:13SPEAKER_00: And
- 10:14SPEAKER_00: then
- 10:14SPEAKER_00: I
- 10:14SPEAKER_00: had
- 10:14SPEAKER_00: to
- 10:14SPEAKER_00: hold
- 10:15SPEAKER_00: space
- 10:15SPEAKER_00: for
- 10:15SPEAKER_00: the
- 10:15SPEAKER_00: fact
- 10:16SPEAKER_00: that
- 10:16SPEAKER_00: she
- 10:16SPEAKER_00: learned
- 10:17SPEAKER_00: these
- 10:17SPEAKER_00: strategies
- 10:18SPEAKER_00: in
- 10:18SPEAKER_00: the
- 10:18SPEAKER_00: same
- 10:19SPEAKER_00: environment,
- 10:20SPEAKER_00: the
- 10:20SPEAKER_00: same
- 10:21SPEAKER_00: definitions
- 10:21SPEAKER_00: of
- 10:22SPEAKER_00: love
- 10:22SPEAKER_00: that
- 10:22SPEAKER_00: I
- 10:23SPEAKER_00: did.
- 10:23SPEAKER_00: And
- 10:23SPEAKER_00: I
- 10:24SPEAKER_00: don't
- 10:24SPEAKER_00: know
- 10:24SPEAKER_00: if
- 10:24SPEAKER_00: firstborn
- 10:25SPEAKER_00: or
- 10:25SPEAKER_00: secondborn
- 10:26SPEAKER_00: has
- 10:26SPEAKER_00: anything
- 10:26SPEAKER_00: to
- 10:26SPEAKER_00: do
- 10:27SPEAKER_00: with
- 10:27SPEAKER_00: it,
- 10:27SPEAKER_00: but
- 10:28SPEAKER_00: she
- 10:28SPEAKER_00: is
- 10:28SPEAKER_00: firstborn
- 10:29SPEAKER_00: and
- 10:29SPEAKER_00: so
- 10:29SPEAKER_00: she
- 10:30SPEAKER_00: learned
- 10:30SPEAKER_00: something
- 10:30SPEAKER_00: very
- 10:31SPEAKER_00: different
- 10:31SPEAKER_00: than
- 10:31SPEAKER_00: I
- 10:31SPEAKER_00: did.
- 10:32SPEAKER_00: It
- 10:32SPEAKER_00: it
- 10:32SPEAKER_00: if
- 10:33SPEAKER_00: I
- 10:33SPEAKER_00: become
- 10:33SPEAKER_00: one
- 10:33SPEAKER_00: of
- 10:33SPEAKER_00: the
- 10:34SPEAKER_00: bullies,
- 10:34SPEAKER_00: I
- 10:34SPEAKER_00: won't
- 10:35SPEAKER_00: be
- 10:35SPEAKER_00: the
- 10:35SPEAKER_00: one
- 10:35SPEAKER_00: who
- 10:35SPEAKER_00: gets
- 10:36SPEAKER_00: hurt.
- 10:37SPEAKER_00: And
- 10:37SPEAKER_00: so
- 10:38SPEAKER_00: she
- 10:38SPEAKER_00: followed
- 10:39SPEAKER_00: his
- 10:39SPEAKER_00: lead,
- 10:40SPEAKER_00: and
- 10:40SPEAKER_00: probably
- 10:40SPEAKER_00: to
- 10:41SPEAKER_00: avoid
- 10:41SPEAKER_00: getting
- 10:41SPEAKER_00: hurt
- 10:42SPEAKER_00: herself,
- 10:42SPEAKER_00: right?
- 10:42SPEAKER_00: Because
- 10:43SPEAKER_00: you
- 10:43SPEAKER_00: you
- 10:43SPEAKER_00: either
- 10:43SPEAKER_00: join
- 10:44SPEAKER_00: on
- 10:44SPEAKER_00: the
- 10:44SPEAKER_00: team
- 10:45SPEAKER_00: that's
- 10:45SPEAKER_00: gonna
- 10:45SPEAKER_00: bully,
- 10:46SPEAKER_00: and
- 10:46SPEAKER_00: you
- 10:46SPEAKER_00: see
- 10:47SPEAKER_00: this
- 10:47SPEAKER_00: in
- 10:47SPEAKER_00: girl
- 10:47SPEAKER_00: clicks
- 10:48SPEAKER_00: all
- 10:48SPEAKER_00: of
- 10:48SPEAKER_00: the
- 10:48SPEAKER_00: time.
- 10:48SPEAKER_00: You
- 10:48SPEAKER_00: either
- 10:49SPEAKER_00: join
- 10:49SPEAKER_00: with
- 10:50SPEAKER_00: the
- 10:50SPEAKER_00: ones
- 10:50SPEAKER_00: who
- 10:50SPEAKER_00: look
- 10:51SPEAKER_00: more
- 10:51SPEAKER_00: powerful,
- 10:52SPEAKER_00: or
- 10:52SPEAKER_00: you
- 10:52SPEAKER_00: become
- 10:53SPEAKER_00: the
- 10:53SPEAKER_00: powerless.
- 10:54SPEAKER_00: And,
- 10:55SPEAKER_00: you
- 10:55SPEAKER_00: know,
- 10:55SPEAKER_00: I
- 10:55SPEAKER_00: get
- 10:56SPEAKER_00: it,
- 10:56SPEAKER_00: like
- 10:56SPEAKER_00: logically,
- 10:57SPEAKER_00: as
- 10:57SPEAKER_00: a
- 10:57SPEAKER_00: child,
- 10:57SPEAKER_00: you
- 10:57SPEAKER_00: would
- 10:58SPEAKER_00: make
- 10:58SPEAKER_00: that
- 10:58SPEAKER_00: decision
- 10:59SPEAKER_00: based
- 10:59SPEAKER_00: on,
- 11:00SPEAKER_00: you
- 11:00SPEAKER_00: know,
- 11:00SPEAKER_00: survival
- 11:01SPEAKER_00: and
- 11:01SPEAKER_00: safety.
- 11:02SPEAKER_00: And
- 11:02SPEAKER_00: that's
- 11:02SPEAKER_00: what
- 11:03SPEAKER_00: we
- 11:03SPEAKER_00: did.
- 11:04SPEAKER_00: Um,
- 11:04SPEAKER_00: we
- 11:05SPEAKER_00: adapt.
- 11:06SPEAKER_00: And
- 11:06SPEAKER_00: I
- 11:06SPEAKER_00: think
- 11:07SPEAKER_00: that
- 11:07SPEAKER_00: we
- 11:07SPEAKER_00: have
- 11:08SPEAKER_00: to
- 11:08SPEAKER_00: understand
- 11:08SPEAKER_00: that
- 11:08SPEAKER_00: that's
- 11:09SPEAKER_00: what's
- 11:09SPEAKER_00: happening
- 11:09SPEAKER_00: when
- 11:10SPEAKER_00: when
- 11:10SPEAKER_00: you're
- 11:10SPEAKER_00: little,
- 11:10SPEAKER_00: is
- 11:11SPEAKER_00: we're
- 11:11SPEAKER_00: adapting
- 11:12SPEAKER_00: to
- 11:12SPEAKER_00: an
- 11:12SPEAKER_00: environment
- 11:12SPEAKER_00: that
- 11:13SPEAKER_00: feels
- 11:13SPEAKER_00: unsafe.
- 11:14SPEAKER_00: And
- 11:15SPEAKER_00: when
- 11:15SPEAKER_00: you
- 11:15SPEAKER_00: have
- 11:15SPEAKER_00: a
- 11:16SPEAKER_00: raging
- 11:16SPEAKER_00: addiction
- 11:17SPEAKER_00: in
- 11:17SPEAKER_00: the
- 11:17SPEAKER_00: home,
- 11:17SPEAKER_00: chances
- 11:18SPEAKER_00: are
- 11:19SPEAKER_00: you
- 11:19SPEAKER_00: have
- 11:19SPEAKER_00: a
- 11:20SPEAKER_00: lot
- 11:20SPEAKER_00: of
- 11:20SPEAKER_00: feelings
- 11:20SPEAKER_00: of
- 11:21SPEAKER_00: unsafety
- 11:21SPEAKER_00: and
- 11:21SPEAKER_00: trying
- 11:22SPEAKER_00: to
- 11:22SPEAKER_00: navigate
- 11:22SPEAKER_00: uncertain
- 11:23SPEAKER_00: environments
- 11:24SPEAKER_00: every
- 11:25SPEAKER_00: day,
- 11:26SPEAKER_00: depending
- 11:26SPEAKER_00: on
- 11:27SPEAKER_00: the
- 11:27SPEAKER_00: level
- 11:27SPEAKER_00: of
- 11:27SPEAKER_00: addiction,
- 11:28SPEAKER_00: how
- 11:28SPEAKER_00: your
- 11:28SPEAKER_00: body
- 11:28SPEAKER_00: registers
- 11:29SPEAKER_00: it.
- 11:29SPEAKER_00: Anyways,
- 11:30SPEAKER_00: that's
- 11:30SPEAKER_00: more
- 11:31SPEAKER_00: complex.
- 11:32SPEAKER_00: And
- 11:32SPEAKER_00: I
- 11:32SPEAKER_00: would
- 11:32SPEAKER_00: say
- 11:32SPEAKER_00: that
- 11:33SPEAKER_00: most
- 11:33SPEAKER_00: bullies
- 11:34SPEAKER_00: are
- 11:34SPEAKER_00: not
- 11:34SPEAKER_00: born,
- 11:34SPEAKER_00: they're
- 11:35SPEAKER_00: trained.
- 11:36SPEAKER_00: And
- 11:37SPEAKER_00: you
- 11:37SPEAKER_00: can
- 11:37SPEAKER_00: see
- 11:37SPEAKER_00: this.
- 11:38SPEAKER_00: I
- 11:38SPEAKER_00: saw
- 11:38SPEAKER_00: this
- 11:39SPEAKER_00: in
- 11:39SPEAKER_00: when
- 11:40SPEAKER_00: my
- 11:40SPEAKER_00: daughter
- 11:40SPEAKER_00: was
- 11:41SPEAKER_00: little,
- 11:41SPEAKER_00: and
- 11:42SPEAKER_00: there
- 11:42SPEAKER_00: was
- 11:42SPEAKER_00: this
- 11:42SPEAKER_00: girl
- 11:43SPEAKER_00: clique
- 11:44SPEAKER_00: that
- 11:45SPEAKER_00: dominated
- 11:46SPEAKER_00: the
- 11:46SPEAKER_00: elementary
- 11:47SPEAKER_00: school.
- 11:47SPEAKER_00: And
- 11:47SPEAKER_00: I
- 11:48SPEAKER_00: remember
- 11:48SPEAKER_00: there
- 11:48SPEAKER_00: were
- 11:48SPEAKER_00: three
- 11:48SPEAKER_00: girls
- 11:49SPEAKER_00: at
- 11:49SPEAKER_00: the
- 11:49SPEAKER_00: center,
- 11:49SPEAKER_00: and
- 11:50SPEAKER_00: we
- 11:50SPEAKER_00: went
- 11:50SPEAKER_00: to
- 11:50SPEAKER_00: the
- 11:50SPEAKER_00: family
- 11:50SPEAKER_00: picnic
- 11:51SPEAKER_00: one
- 11:51SPEAKER_00: day,
- 11:53SPEAKER_00: and
- 11:53SPEAKER_00: I
- 11:54SPEAKER_00: never
- 11:54SPEAKER_00: pushed
- 11:54SPEAKER_00: my
- 11:54SPEAKER_00: daughter
- 11:55SPEAKER_00: to
- 11:55SPEAKER_00: be
- 11:56SPEAKER_00: in
- 11:56SPEAKER_00: the
- 11:56SPEAKER_00: main
- 11:56SPEAKER_00: clique
- 11:57SPEAKER_00: because
- 11:57SPEAKER_00: I
- 11:58SPEAKER_00: didn't
- 11:58SPEAKER_00: want
- 11:58SPEAKER_00: her
- 11:58SPEAKER_00: to
- 11:58SPEAKER_00: become
- 11:59SPEAKER_00: a
- 11:59SPEAKER_00: bully,
- 11:59SPEAKER_00: obviously,
- 12:00SPEAKER_00: because
- 12:00SPEAKER_00: of
- 12:00SPEAKER_00: my
- 12:00SPEAKER_00: own
- 12:01SPEAKER_00: experience.
- 12:01SPEAKER_00: And
- 12:02SPEAKER_00: so
- 12:02SPEAKER_00: um,
- 12:03SPEAKER_00: we
- 12:04SPEAKER_00: were
- 12:04SPEAKER_00: there
- 12:04SPEAKER_00: at
- 12:04SPEAKER_00: the
- 12:04SPEAKER_00: family
- 12:05SPEAKER_00: picnic,
- 12:05SPEAKER_00: and
- 12:05SPEAKER_00: we
- 12:05SPEAKER_00: had
- 12:06SPEAKER_00: our
- 12:06SPEAKER_00: little
- 12:06SPEAKER_00: friend
- 12:07SPEAKER_00: that
- 12:07SPEAKER_00: we
- 12:07SPEAKER_00: hung
- 12:08SPEAKER_00: out
- 12:08SPEAKER_00: with,
- 12:08SPEAKER_00: and
- 12:08SPEAKER_00: um,
- 12:09SPEAKER_00: I
- 12:09SPEAKER_00: was
- 12:10SPEAKER_00: watching
- 12:10SPEAKER_00: the
- 12:10SPEAKER_00: girl
- 12:11SPEAKER_00: click,
- 12:11SPEAKER_00: and
- 12:11SPEAKER_00: the
- 12:11SPEAKER_00: the
- 12:12SPEAKER_00: the
- 12:12SPEAKER_00: moms
- 12:13SPEAKER_00: orchestrated
- 12:15SPEAKER_00: very,
- 12:15SPEAKER_00: very
- 12:16SPEAKER_00: much
- 12:16SPEAKER_00: so,
- 12:16SPEAKER_00: they
- 12:16SPEAKER_00: orchestrated
- 12:17SPEAKER_00: the
- 12:18SPEAKER_00: circle.
- 12:18SPEAKER_00: And
- 12:18SPEAKER_00: the
- 12:19SPEAKER_00: girls
- 12:19SPEAKER_00: on
- 12:19SPEAKER_00: the
- 12:19SPEAKER_00: inside
- 12:20SPEAKER_00: of
- 12:20SPEAKER_00: the
- 12:20SPEAKER_00: clique
- 12:20SPEAKER_00: sat
- 12:20SPEAKER_00: together
- 12:21SPEAKER_00: with
- 12:21SPEAKER_00: their
- 12:21SPEAKER_00: moms,
- 12:21SPEAKER_00: and
- 12:22SPEAKER_00: then
- 12:22SPEAKER_00: you
- 12:22SPEAKER_00: could
- 12:22SPEAKER_00: see
- 12:22SPEAKER_00: the
- 12:23SPEAKER_00: other
- 12:23SPEAKER_00: moms,
- 12:23SPEAKER_00: and
- 12:23SPEAKER_00: I
- 12:23SPEAKER_00: watch
- 12:24SPEAKER_00: everything,
- 12:24SPEAKER_00: right?
- 12:24SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 12:24SPEAKER_00: very
- 12:24SPEAKER_00: observant.
- 12:25SPEAKER_00: I
- 12:26SPEAKER_00: watched
- 12:26SPEAKER_00: the
- 12:26SPEAKER_00: other
- 12:26SPEAKER_00: ones,
- 12:27SPEAKER_00: and
- 12:27SPEAKER_00: their
- 12:27SPEAKER_00: daughters
- 12:27SPEAKER_00: were
- 12:28SPEAKER_00: gonna
- 12:28SPEAKER_00: sit
- 12:28SPEAKER_00: somewhere
- 12:28SPEAKER_00: else,
- 12:29SPEAKER_00: and
- 12:29SPEAKER_00: then
- 12:29SPEAKER_00: they
- 12:29SPEAKER_00: said,
- 12:29SPEAKER_00: Oh
- 12:30SPEAKER_00: no,
- 12:30SPEAKER_00: let's
- 12:30SPEAKER_00: go
- 12:30SPEAKER_00: sit
- 12:31SPEAKER_00: closer
- 12:31SPEAKER_00: to
- 12:32SPEAKER_00: them.
- 12:32SPEAKER_00: And
- 12:32SPEAKER_00: there's
- 12:33SPEAKER_00: no
- 12:33SPEAKER_00: judgment.
- 12:34SPEAKER_00: I
- 12:34SPEAKER_00: think
- 12:34SPEAKER_00: maybe
- 12:34SPEAKER_00: we're
- 12:34SPEAKER_00: all
- 12:34SPEAKER_00: all
- 12:35SPEAKER_00: trying
- 12:35SPEAKER_00: to
- 12:35SPEAKER_00: resolve
- 12:35SPEAKER_00: our
- 12:36SPEAKER_00: childhood
- 12:36SPEAKER_00: trauma,
- 12:36SPEAKER_00: right?
- 12:37SPEAKER_00: Like,
- 12:37SPEAKER_00: I
- 12:37SPEAKER_00: think
- 12:37SPEAKER_00: that
- 12:37SPEAKER_00: you
- 12:37SPEAKER_00: can
- 12:38SPEAKER_00: see
- 12:38SPEAKER_00: this
- 12:38SPEAKER_00: playing
- 12:39SPEAKER_00: out
- 12:39SPEAKER_00: in
- 12:39SPEAKER_00: the
- 12:39SPEAKER_00: world
- 12:39SPEAKER_00: on
- 12:39SPEAKER_00: the
- 12:40SPEAKER_00: internet
- 12:40SPEAKER_00: right
- 12:40SPEAKER_00: now,
- 12:40SPEAKER_00: especially
- 12:41SPEAKER_00: people
- 12:41SPEAKER_00: trying
- 12:42SPEAKER_00: to
- 12:42SPEAKER_00: resolve
- 12:42SPEAKER_00: their
- 12:42SPEAKER_00: childhood
- 12:43SPEAKER_00: trauma
- 12:43SPEAKER_00: anyway
- 12:43SPEAKER_00: that
- 12:43SPEAKER_00: they
- 12:44SPEAKER_00: know
- 12:44SPEAKER_00: how.
- 12:44SPEAKER_00: And
- 12:45SPEAKER_00: there
- 12:45SPEAKER_00: are
- 12:45SPEAKER_00: a
- 12:45SPEAKER_00: bunch
- 12:45SPEAKER_00: of,
- 12:46SPEAKER_00: you
- 12:46SPEAKER_00: know,
- 12:47SPEAKER_00: crazy
- 12:47SPEAKER_00: people
- 12:48SPEAKER_00: who
- 12:48SPEAKER_00: just
- 12:48SPEAKER_00: need
- 12:48SPEAKER_00: a
- 12:48SPEAKER_00: little
- 12:49SPEAKER_00: bit
- 12:49SPEAKER_00: of
- 12:49SPEAKER_00: therapy
- 12:50SPEAKER_00: or
- 12:50SPEAKER_00: coaching,
- 12:51SPEAKER_00: and
- 12:51SPEAKER_00: they're
- 12:52SPEAKER_00: they're
- 12:52SPEAKER_00: creating
- 12:52SPEAKER_00: a
- 12:52SPEAKER_00: lot
- 12:53SPEAKER_00: of
- 12:53SPEAKER_00: destruction.
- 12:53SPEAKER_00: But
- 12:53SPEAKER_00: you
- 12:53SPEAKER_00: know,
- 12:54SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 12:54SPEAKER_00: gonna,
- 12:54SPEAKER_00: I
- 12:55SPEAKER_00: just
- 12:55SPEAKER_00: watched
- 12:55SPEAKER_00: a
- 12:55SPEAKER_00: documentary
- 12:56SPEAKER_00: last
- 12:56SPEAKER_00: night.
- 12:57SPEAKER_00: I'll
- 12:57SPEAKER_00: talk
- 12:57SPEAKER_00: about
- 12:57SPEAKER_00: that
- 12:57SPEAKER_00: in
- 12:58SPEAKER_00: a
- 12:58SPEAKER_00: minute.
- 12:58SPEAKER_00: But
- 12:58SPEAKER_00: like,
- 12:58SPEAKER_00: okay,
- 12:59SPEAKER_00: so
- 12:59SPEAKER_00: there's
- 12:59SPEAKER_00: these
- 12:59SPEAKER_00: little
- 12:59SPEAKER_00: girls,
- 13:00SPEAKER_00: and
- 13:00SPEAKER_00: their
- 13:00SPEAKER_00: moms
- 13:01SPEAKER_00: were
- 13:01SPEAKER_00: the
- 13:01SPEAKER_00: ones
- 13:02SPEAKER_00: who
- 13:02SPEAKER_00: said,
- 13:03SPEAKER_00: no,
- 13:03SPEAKER_00: you
- 13:03SPEAKER_00: we
- 13:03SPEAKER_00: need
- 13:04SPEAKER_00: to
- 13:04SPEAKER_00: go
- 13:04SPEAKER_00: sit
- 13:04SPEAKER_00: over
- 13:05SPEAKER_00: here
- 13:05SPEAKER_00: next
- 13:05SPEAKER_00: to
- 13:06SPEAKER_00: that
- 13:06SPEAKER_00: group
- 13:06SPEAKER_00: because
- 13:06SPEAKER_00: they
- 13:07SPEAKER_00: wanted
- 13:07SPEAKER_00: them
- 13:07SPEAKER_00: to
- 13:07SPEAKER_00: be
- 13:07SPEAKER_00: in
- 13:08SPEAKER_00: that
- 13:08SPEAKER_00: group.
- 13:09SPEAKER_00: And
- 13:10SPEAKER_00: I
- 13:10SPEAKER_00: thought
- 13:10SPEAKER_00: that
- 13:10SPEAKER_00: that
- 13:11SPEAKER_00: was
- 13:11SPEAKER_00: interesting
- 13:11SPEAKER_00: because
- 13:12SPEAKER_00: I
- 13:12SPEAKER_00: was
- 13:12SPEAKER_00: like,
- 13:12SPEAKER_00: well,
- 13:12SPEAKER_00: why
- 13:12SPEAKER_00: would
- 13:13SPEAKER_00: you
- 13:13SPEAKER_00: want
- 13:13SPEAKER_00: them
- 13:13SPEAKER_00: to
- 13:13SPEAKER_00: be
- 13:13SPEAKER_00: in
- 13:13SPEAKER_00: a
- 13:13SPEAKER_00: group
- 13:14SPEAKER_00: that
- 13:14SPEAKER_00: they
- 13:14SPEAKER_00: could
- 13:14SPEAKER_00: get
- 13:14SPEAKER_00: kicked
- 13:15SPEAKER_00: out
- 13:15SPEAKER_00: of?
- 13:15SPEAKER_00: And
- 13:16SPEAKER_00: I
- 13:16SPEAKER_00: did
- 13:16SPEAKER_00: a
- 13:16SPEAKER_00: lot
- 13:16SPEAKER_00: of
- 13:16SPEAKER_00: research
- 13:17SPEAKER_00: on
- 13:17SPEAKER_00: girl
- 13:17SPEAKER_00: bullying,
- 13:18SPEAKER_00: click
- 13:18SPEAKER_00: dynamics,
- 13:19SPEAKER_00: because
- 13:19SPEAKER_00: I
- 13:19SPEAKER_00: wanted
- 13:20SPEAKER_00: to
- 13:20SPEAKER_00: make
- 13:20SPEAKER_00: sure
- 13:20SPEAKER_00: that
- 13:20SPEAKER_00: I
- 13:20SPEAKER_00: knew
- 13:20SPEAKER_00: how
- 13:21SPEAKER_00: to
- 13:21SPEAKER_00: protect
- 13:21SPEAKER_00: my
- 13:22SPEAKER_00: daughter
- 13:23SPEAKER_00: from
- 13:23SPEAKER_00: the
- 13:24SPEAKER_00: complexities
- 13:24SPEAKER_00: of
- 13:25SPEAKER_00: girl
- 13:25SPEAKER_00: cliques.
- 13:26SPEAKER_00: And,
- 13:26SPEAKER_00: you
- 13:26SPEAKER_00: know,
- 13:26SPEAKER_00: we've
- 13:26SPEAKER_00: all
- 13:26SPEAKER_00: seen
- 13:27SPEAKER_00: mean
- 13:27SPEAKER_00: girls,
- 13:27SPEAKER_00: or
- 13:28SPEAKER_00: hopefully
- 13:28SPEAKER_00: you
- 13:28SPEAKER_00: have.
- 13:28SPEAKER_00: If
- 13:28SPEAKER_00: you
- 13:28SPEAKER_00: haven't,
- 13:29SPEAKER_00: watch
- 13:29SPEAKER_00: it.
- 13:30SPEAKER_00: It's
- 13:30SPEAKER_00: very
- 13:30SPEAKER_00: interesting
- 13:32SPEAKER_00: because
- 13:32SPEAKER_00: it's
- 13:32SPEAKER_00: not
- 13:33SPEAKER_00: far
- 13:33SPEAKER_00: from
- 13:33SPEAKER_00: the
- 13:33SPEAKER_00: truth.
- 13:34SPEAKER_00: And
- 13:35SPEAKER_00: I
- 13:35SPEAKER_00: think
- 13:35SPEAKER_00: that,
- 13:36SPEAKER_00: you
- 13:36SPEAKER_00: know,
- 13:36SPEAKER_00: that
- 13:36SPEAKER_00: pattern
- 13:37SPEAKER_00: can
- 13:37SPEAKER_00: run
- 13:38SPEAKER_00: up
- 13:38SPEAKER_00: into
- 13:38SPEAKER_00: adult
- 13:39SPEAKER_00: life.
- 13:39SPEAKER_00: And
- 13:39SPEAKER_00: I
- 13:40SPEAKER_00: think
- 13:40SPEAKER_00: that,
- 13:41SPEAKER_00: you
- 13:41SPEAKER_00: know,
- 13:41SPEAKER_00: even
- 13:41SPEAKER_00: grown-ass
- 13:42SPEAKER_00: women
- 13:43SPEAKER_00: experience
- 13:44SPEAKER_00: bullying
- 13:44SPEAKER_00: in
- 13:45SPEAKER_00: this
- 13:45SPEAKER_00: girl
- 13:45SPEAKER_00: click
- 13:46SPEAKER_00: environment.
- 13:46SPEAKER_00: I
- 13:46SPEAKER_00: did
- 13:47SPEAKER_00: in
- 13:47SPEAKER_00: my
- 13:48SPEAKER_00: mom
- 13:48SPEAKER_00: group
- 13:48SPEAKER_00: that
- 13:48SPEAKER_00: I
- 13:49SPEAKER_00: was
- 13:49SPEAKER_00: in
- 13:49SPEAKER_00: uh
- 13:49SPEAKER_00: when
- 13:50SPEAKER_00: I
- 13:50SPEAKER_00: was,
- 13:50SPEAKER_00: and
- 13:50SPEAKER_00: I
- 13:51SPEAKER_00: even
- 13:51SPEAKER_00: participated
- 13:51SPEAKER_00: in
- 13:52SPEAKER_00: it
- 13:52SPEAKER_00: because
- 13:52SPEAKER_00: I
- 13:52SPEAKER_00: didn't
- 13:52SPEAKER_00: want
- 13:53SPEAKER_00: to
- 13:53SPEAKER_00: be
- 13:53SPEAKER_00: the
- 13:53SPEAKER_00: one
- 13:53SPEAKER_00: kicked
- 13:54SPEAKER_00: out
- 13:54SPEAKER_00: again.
- 13:55SPEAKER_00: Um,
- 13:55SPEAKER_00: bit
- 13:56SPEAKER_00: me
- 13:56SPEAKER_00: in
- 13:56SPEAKER_00: the
- 13:56SPEAKER_00: butt
- 13:56SPEAKER_00: later
- 13:57SPEAKER_00: because
- 13:57SPEAKER_00: I
- 13:57SPEAKER_00: was
- 13:57SPEAKER_00: so
- 13:57SPEAKER_00: against
- 13:58SPEAKER_00: who
- 13:58SPEAKER_00: I
- 13:59SPEAKER_00: am.
- 13:59SPEAKER_00: I
- 13:59SPEAKER_00: couldn't,
- 14:00SPEAKER_00: you
- 14:00SPEAKER_00: know,
- 14:00SPEAKER_00: match
- 14:01SPEAKER_00: the
- 14:01SPEAKER_00: meanness,
- 14:02SPEAKER_00: and
- 14:02SPEAKER_00: so
- 14:02SPEAKER_00: I
- 14:03SPEAKER_00: was
- 14:03SPEAKER_00: kicked
- 14:03SPEAKER_00: out,
- 14:03SPEAKER_00: thank
- 14:04SPEAKER_00: God,
- 14:04SPEAKER_00: because
- 14:05SPEAKER_00: I
- 14:05SPEAKER_00: don't
- 14:05SPEAKER_00: know
- 14:05SPEAKER_00: who
- 14:05SPEAKER_00: I
- 14:05SPEAKER_00: would
- 14:06SPEAKER_00: have
- 14:06SPEAKER_00: become.
- 14:06SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 14:07SPEAKER_00: sure
- 14:07SPEAKER_00: I
- 14:07SPEAKER_00: wouldn't
- 14:07SPEAKER_00: have.
- 14:07SPEAKER_00: But
- 14:08SPEAKER_00: anyways,
- 14:08SPEAKER_00: I
- 14:08SPEAKER_00: got
- 14:08SPEAKER_00: distracted.
- 14:09SPEAKER_00: Um,
- 14:10SPEAKER_00: so
- 14:10SPEAKER_00: let's
- 14:11SPEAKER_00: look
- 14:11SPEAKER_00: at
- 14:11SPEAKER_00: it
- 14:12SPEAKER_00: like
- 14:12SPEAKER_00: this
- 14:12SPEAKER_00: that
- 14:12SPEAKER_00: that
- 14:12SPEAKER_00: bullies
- 14:13SPEAKER_00: are
- 14:13SPEAKER_00: trained,
- 14:14SPEAKER_00: and
- 14:14SPEAKER_00: some
- 14:14SPEAKER_00: of
- 14:14SPEAKER_00: them,
- 14:15SPEAKER_00: who
- 14:15SPEAKER_00: knows?
- 14:15SPEAKER_00: Maybe
- 14:15SPEAKER_00: there's
- 14:16SPEAKER_00: some
- 14:16SPEAKER_00: mental
- 14:16SPEAKER_00: health
- 14:16SPEAKER_00: issues
- 14:17SPEAKER_00: that
- 14:17SPEAKER_00: they're
- 14:17SPEAKER_00: born
- 14:17SPEAKER_00: with,
- 14:18SPEAKER_00: like
- 14:18SPEAKER_00: narcissistic
- 14:19SPEAKER_00: personality
- 14:19SPEAKER_00: disorder
- 14:20SPEAKER_00: you
- 14:20SPEAKER_00: can't
- 14:20SPEAKER_00: do
- 14:20SPEAKER_00: anything
- 14:21SPEAKER_00: about.
- 14:21SPEAKER_00: Let's
- 14:21SPEAKER_00: all
- 14:21SPEAKER_00: just
- 14:22SPEAKER_00: that's
- 14:22SPEAKER_00: true,
- 14:22SPEAKER_00: but
- 14:22SPEAKER_00: that's
- 14:23SPEAKER_00: not
- 14:23SPEAKER_00: what
- 14:23SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 14:23SPEAKER_00: talking
- 14:24SPEAKER_00: about.
- 14:24SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 14:24SPEAKER_00: talking
- 14:25SPEAKER_00: about
- 14:25SPEAKER_00: learned
- 14:25SPEAKER_00: behavior.
- 14:26SPEAKER_00: And
- 14:28SPEAKER_00: I
- 14:28SPEAKER_00: think
- 14:28SPEAKER_00: that
- 14:29SPEAKER_00: normal
- 14:29SPEAKER_00: conflict
- 14:29SPEAKER_00: is
- 14:30SPEAKER_00: normal,
- 14:30SPEAKER_00: right?
- 14:30SPEAKER_00: Like
- 14:30SPEAKER_00: I
- 14:30SPEAKER_00: think
- 14:31SPEAKER_00: conflict
- 14:31SPEAKER_00: is
- 14:31SPEAKER_00: normal.
- 14:32SPEAKER_00: Like
- 14:32SPEAKER_00: that's
- 14:32SPEAKER_00: how
- 14:32SPEAKER_00: we
- 14:32SPEAKER_00: grow
- 14:33SPEAKER_00: and
- 14:33SPEAKER_00: learn,
- 14:33SPEAKER_00: and
- 14:33SPEAKER_00: that's
- 14:34SPEAKER_00: how
- 14:34SPEAKER_00: we
- 14:34SPEAKER_00: learn
- 14:34SPEAKER_00: to
- 14:34SPEAKER_00: adapt,
- 14:35SPEAKER_00: and
- 14:35SPEAKER_00: that's
- 14:35SPEAKER_00: where
- 14:35SPEAKER_00: we
- 14:36SPEAKER_00: learn
- 14:36SPEAKER_00: resiliency.
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- 14:37SPEAKER_00: you
- 14:37SPEAKER_00: know,
- 14:38SPEAKER_00: sibling
- 14:38SPEAKER_00: rivalry,
- 14:39SPEAKER_00: sibling
- 14:39SPEAKER_00: conflict,
- 14:40SPEAKER_00: that
- 14:40SPEAKER_00: that's
- 14:41SPEAKER_00: totally
- 14:41SPEAKER_00: normal,
- 14:42SPEAKER_00: and
- 14:42SPEAKER_00: that
- 14:42SPEAKER_00: should
- 14:43SPEAKER_00: happen,
- 14:43SPEAKER_00: right?
- 14:44SPEAKER_00: But
- 14:44SPEAKER_00: when
- 14:44SPEAKER_00: we
- 14:44SPEAKER_00: look
- 14:45SPEAKER_00: at
- 14:45SPEAKER_00: like
- 14:45SPEAKER_00: the
- 14:45SPEAKER_00: bigger
- 14:46SPEAKER_00: scale,
- 14:46SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 14:47SPEAKER_00: thinking
- 14:47SPEAKER_00: back
- 14:47SPEAKER_00: to
- 14:47SPEAKER_00: this
- 14:48SPEAKER_00: group,
- 14:49SPEAKER_00: it
- 14:49SPEAKER_00: leaked
- 14:50SPEAKER_00: out
- 14:50SPEAKER_00: everywhere.
- 14:51SPEAKER_00: The
- 14:51SPEAKER_00: these
- 14:51SPEAKER_00: two
- 14:51SPEAKER_00: girl
- 14:52SPEAKER_00: groups,
- 14:52SPEAKER_00: right?
- 14:52SPEAKER_00: So
- 14:52SPEAKER_00: the
- 14:53SPEAKER_00: the
- 14:53SPEAKER_00: other
- 14:53SPEAKER_00: girl
- 14:54SPEAKER_00: group,
- 14:54SPEAKER_00: they
- 14:54SPEAKER_00: didn't
- 14:55SPEAKER_00: feel
- 14:55SPEAKER_00: stable
- 14:56SPEAKER_00: within
- 14:56SPEAKER_00: the
- 14:57SPEAKER_00: center,
- 14:57SPEAKER_00: the
- 14:57SPEAKER_00: popular
- 14:58SPEAKER_00: girls,
- 14:58SPEAKER_00: and
- 14:58SPEAKER_00: because
- 14:59SPEAKER_00: they
- 14:59SPEAKER_00: were
- 14:59SPEAKER_00: on
- 14:59SPEAKER_00: the
- 14:59SPEAKER_00: outside.
- 15:01SPEAKER_00: And
- 15:01SPEAKER_00: how
- 15:01SPEAKER_00: they
- 15:01SPEAKER_00: treated
- 15:02SPEAKER_00: people
- 15:02SPEAKER_00: was
- 15:03SPEAKER_00: almost
- 15:03SPEAKER_00: worse
- 15:04SPEAKER_00: than
- 15:04SPEAKER_00: the
- 15:04SPEAKER_00: girls
- 15:04SPEAKER_00: on
- 15:05SPEAKER_00: in
- 15:05SPEAKER_00: the
- 15:05SPEAKER_00: middle,
- 15:06SPEAKER_00: the
- 15:06SPEAKER_00: ones
- 15:06SPEAKER_00: that
- 15:06SPEAKER_00: had
- 15:06SPEAKER_00: the
- 15:07SPEAKER_00: core
- 15:08SPEAKER_00: uh
- 15:08SPEAKER_00: popular
- 15:09SPEAKER_00: group.
- 15:10SPEAKER_00: And
- 15:10SPEAKER_00: they
- 15:11SPEAKER_00: were
- 15:11SPEAKER_00: almost
- 15:11SPEAKER_00: like
- 15:12SPEAKER_00: the
- 15:12SPEAKER_00: hunchmen,
- 15:13SPEAKER_00: right?
- 15:13SPEAKER_00: The
- 15:13SPEAKER_00: ones
- 15:13SPEAKER_00: who
- 15:13SPEAKER_00: went
- 15:14SPEAKER_00: out
- 15:14SPEAKER_00: and
- 15:14SPEAKER_00: made
- 15:15SPEAKER_00: sure
- 15:15SPEAKER_00: that
- 15:15SPEAKER_00: other
- 15:16SPEAKER_00: people
- 15:16SPEAKER_00: didn't
- 15:16SPEAKER_00: come
- 15:17SPEAKER_00: in
- 15:18SPEAKER_00: so
- 15:18SPEAKER_00: that
- 15:18SPEAKER_00: they
- 15:18SPEAKER_00: didn't
- 15:19SPEAKER_00: lose
- 15:19SPEAKER_00: their
- 15:20SPEAKER_00: spot.
- 15:20SPEAKER_00: And
- 15:20SPEAKER_00: I
- 15:20SPEAKER_00: remember
- 15:21SPEAKER_00: when
- 15:21SPEAKER_00: I
- 15:21SPEAKER_00: we
- 15:21SPEAKER_00: tried
- 15:22SPEAKER_00: this
- 15:22SPEAKER_00: uh
- 15:22SPEAKER_00: dance
- 15:23SPEAKER_00: class
- 15:23SPEAKER_00: with
- 15:24SPEAKER_00: my
- 15:24SPEAKER_00: daughter,
- 15:25SPEAKER_00: and
- 15:25SPEAKER_00: it
- 15:26SPEAKER_00: was
- 15:26SPEAKER_00: this
- 15:26SPEAKER_00: local
- 15:27SPEAKER_00: dance
- 15:27SPEAKER_00: studio,
- 15:28SPEAKER_00: and
- 15:28SPEAKER_00: it
- 15:28SPEAKER_00: was
- 15:28SPEAKER_00: easier
- 15:29SPEAKER_00: than
- 15:29SPEAKER_00: the
- 15:29SPEAKER_00: one
- 15:29SPEAKER_00: that
- 15:29SPEAKER_00: we
- 15:29SPEAKER_00: were
- 15:30SPEAKER_00: going
- 15:30SPEAKER_00: to,
- 15:30SPEAKER_00: which
- 15:30SPEAKER_00: was
- 15:30SPEAKER_00: further
- 15:31SPEAKER_00: away,
- 15:31SPEAKER_00: and
- 15:31SPEAKER_00: you
- 15:31SPEAKER_00: know,
- 15:32SPEAKER_00: she
- 15:32SPEAKER_00: Kiro
- 15:32SPEAKER_00: really
- 15:33SPEAKER_00: wanted
- 15:33SPEAKER_00: to
- 15:33SPEAKER_00: try
- 15:33SPEAKER_00: it.
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- 15:34SPEAKER_00: we
- 15:34SPEAKER_00: went
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- 15:36SPEAKER_00: the
- 15:36SPEAKER_00: popular
- 15:36SPEAKER_00: girls
- 15:37SPEAKER_00: were
- 15:37SPEAKER_00: there,
- 15:37SPEAKER_00: and
- 15:37SPEAKER_00: I
- 15:38SPEAKER_00: realized
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- 15:38SPEAKER_00: she
- 15:39SPEAKER_00: does
- 15:39SPEAKER_00: want
- 15:39SPEAKER_00: to
- 15:39SPEAKER_00: hang
- 15:39SPEAKER_00: out
- 15:40SPEAKER_00: with
- 15:40SPEAKER_00: them,
- 15:40SPEAKER_00: and
- 15:40SPEAKER_00: and
- 15:40SPEAKER_00: that's
- 15:41SPEAKER_00: okay
- 15:41SPEAKER_00: too.
- 15:41SPEAKER_00: Like,
- 15:42SPEAKER_00: I
- 15:42SPEAKER_00: have
- 15:42SPEAKER_00: you
- 15:42SPEAKER_00: know,
- 15:42SPEAKER_00: you
- 15:43SPEAKER_00: be
- 15:43SPEAKER_00: you,
- 15:43SPEAKER_00: boo.
- 15:44SPEAKER_00: And
- 15:44SPEAKER_00: um,
- 15:45SPEAKER_00: so
- 15:46SPEAKER_00: we
- 15:46SPEAKER_00: go,
- 15:46SPEAKER_00: and
- 15:47SPEAKER_00: the
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- 15:48SPEAKER_00: on
- 15:48SPEAKER_00: the
- 15:49SPEAKER_00: the
- 15:49SPEAKER_00: lowest
- 15:50SPEAKER_00: girl
- 15:50SPEAKER_00: in
- 15:50SPEAKER_00: the
- 15:50SPEAKER_00: pecking
- 15:51SPEAKER_00: order
- 15:52SPEAKER_00: was
- 15:52SPEAKER_00: mad
- 15:52SPEAKER_00: dogging
- 15:53SPEAKER_00: her
- 15:53SPEAKER_00: the
- 15:53SPEAKER_00: whole
- 15:53SPEAKER_00: time,
- 15:54SPEAKER_00: like
- 15:54SPEAKER_00: seriously,
- 15:55SPEAKER_00: and
- 15:55SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 15:55SPEAKER_00: like
- 15:55SPEAKER_00: watching
- 15:56SPEAKER_00: this
- 15:56SPEAKER_00: because
- 15:56SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 15:56SPEAKER_00: very
- 15:57SPEAKER_00: observant
- 15:57SPEAKER_00: as
- 15:58SPEAKER_00: a
- 15:58SPEAKER_00: person
- 15:58SPEAKER_00: who
- 15:58SPEAKER_00: grows
- 15:59SPEAKER_00: up
- 15:59SPEAKER_00: in
- 15:59SPEAKER_00: an
- 15:59SPEAKER_00: alcoholic
- 16:00SPEAKER_00: home.
- 16:00SPEAKER_00: You
- 16:00SPEAKER_00: become
- 16:01SPEAKER_00: like
- 16:01SPEAKER_00: a
- 16:01SPEAKER_00: super
- 16:01SPEAKER_00: spy,
- 16:02SPEAKER_00: you
- 16:02SPEAKER_00: literally
- 16:03SPEAKER_00: see
- 16:03SPEAKER_00: everything
- 16:04SPEAKER_00: around
- 16:04SPEAKER_00: you
- 16:05SPEAKER_00: because
- 16:05SPEAKER_00: your
- 16:06SPEAKER_00: hypervigilance
- 16:07SPEAKER_00: gives
- 16:07SPEAKER_00: you
- 16:07SPEAKER_00: a
- 16:08SPEAKER_00: keen
- 16:08SPEAKER_00: sense
- 16:08SPEAKER_00: of
- 16:08SPEAKER_00: awareness.
- 16:09SPEAKER_00: Uh,
- 16:10SPEAKER_00: there
- 16:10SPEAKER_00: are
- 16:10SPEAKER_00: some,
- 16:10SPEAKER_00: you
- 16:11SPEAKER_00: know,
- 16:11SPEAKER_00: there's
- 16:11SPEAKER_00: some
- 16:11SPEAKER_00: perks,
- 16:12SPEAKER_00: and
- 16:12SPEAKER_00: so
- 16:13SPEAKER_00: I
- 16:13SPEAKER_00: watch
- 16:13SPEAKER_00: everything,
- 16:13SPEAKER_00: right?
- 16:14SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 16:14SPEAKER_00: very
- 16:14SPEAKER_00: observant,
- 16:15SPEAKER_00: and
- 16:15SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 16:15SPEAKER_00: watching
- 16:16SPEAKER_00: this
- 16:16SPEAKER_00: girl
- 16:17SPEAKER_00: mad
- 16:17SPEAKER_00: dog
- 16:18SPEAKER_00: in
- 16:18SPEAKER_00: my
- 16:18SPEAKER_00: child.
- 16:18SPEAKER_00: Now
- 16:18SPEAKER_00: we're
- 16:19SPEAKER_00: talking
- 16:19SPEAKER_00: like
- 16:20SPEAKER_00: eight-year-olds,
- 16:20SPEAKER_00: we're
- 16:21SPEAKER_00: not
- 16:21SPEAKER_00: talking
- 16:21SPEAKER_00: teenage,
- 16:22SPEAKER_00: we're
- 16:22SPEAKER_00: eight-year-olds.
- 16:23SPEAKER_00: And
- 16:24SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 16:24SPEAKER_00: watching
- 16:25SPEAKER_00: her,
- 16:26SPEAKER_00: and
- 16:26SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 16:26SPEAKER_00: like,
- 16:27SPEAKER_00: why
- 16:28SPEAKER_00: is
- 16:28SPEAKER_00: she
- 16:28SPEAKER_00: doing
- 16:29SPEAKER_00: that?
- 16:29SPEAKER_00: And
- 16:30SPEAKER_00: I
- 16:30SPEAKER_00: became
- 16:30SPEAKER_00: very
- 16:31SPEAKER_00: curious,
- 16:32SPEAKER_00: and
- 16:33SPEAKER_00: I
- 16:33SPEAKER_00: realized
- 16:34SPEAKER_00: that
- 16:34SPEAKER_00: she
- 16:34SPEAKER_00: was
- 16:34SPEAKER_00: the
- 16:34SPEAKER_00: low
- 16:35SPEAKER_00: man
- 16:35SPEAKER_00: on
- 16:35SPEAKER_00: the
- 16:36SPEAKER_00: totem
- 16:36SPEAKER_00: pole,
- 16:36SPEAKER_00: right?
- 16:37SPEAKER_00: Or
- 16:37SPEAKER_00: whatever
- 16:37SPEAKER_00: it's
- 16:37SPEAKER_00: called.
- 16:38SPEAKER_00: That
- 16:38SPEAKER_00: she
- 16:38SPEAKER_00: was
- 16:38SPEAKER_00: the
- 16:38SPEAKER_00: furthest
- 16:39SPEAKER_00: out
- 16:39SPEAKER_00: from
- 16:40SPEAKER_00: the
- 16:40SPEAKER_00: core.
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- 16:41SPEAKER_00: she
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- 16:41SPEAKER_00: afraid
- 16:41SPEAKER_00: if
- 16:41SPEAKER_00: somebody
- 16:42SPEAKER_00: else
- 16:42SPEAKER_00: came
- 16:42SPEAKER_00: in,
- 16:43SPEAKER_00: the
- 16:43SPEAKER_00: scarcity
- 16:44SPEAKER_00: of
- 16:45SPEAKER_00: opportunity
- 16:45SPEAKER_00: in
- 16:45SPEAKER_00: the
- 16:46SPEAKER_00: group,
- 16:46SPEAKER_00: someone
- 16:47SPEAKER_00: would
- 16:47SPEAKER_00: have
- 16:47SPEAKER_00: to
- 16:47SPEAKER_00: leave.
- 16:48SPEAKER_00: It
- 16:48SPEAKER_00: was
- 16:48SPEAKER_00: a
- 16:49SPEAKER_00: scarcity
- 16:49SPEAKER_00: thing.
- 16:50SPEAKER_00: And
- 16:50SPEAKER_00: it
- 16:51SPEAKER_00: was
- 16:51SPEAKER_00: because
- 16:51SPEAKER_00: there
- 16:52SPEAKER_00: wasn't
- 16:52SPEAKER_00: enough,
- 16:52SPEAKER_00: right?
- 16:53SPEAKER_00: There
- 16:53SPEAKER_00: wasn't
- 16:53SPEAKER_00: enough
- 16:54SPEAKER_00: space.
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- 16:54SPEAKER_00: has
- 16:55SPEAKER_00: to
- 16:55SPEAKER_00: be
- 16:55SPEAKER_00: on
- 16:55SPEAKER_00: the
- 16:55SPEAKER_00: outside
- 16:56SPEAKER_00: or
- 16:56SPEAKER_00: someone
- 16:56SPEAKER_00: has
- 16:56SPEAKER_00: to
- 16:56SPEAKER_00: be
- 16:56SPEAKER_00: beneath
- 16:57SPEAKER_00: because
- 16:57SPEAKER_00: it's
- 16:57SPEAKER_00: a
- 16:57SPEAKER_00: hierarchy
- 16:58SPEAKER_00: so
- 16:59SPEAKER_00: that
- 16:59SPEAKER_00: other
- 16:59SPEAKER_00: people
- 16:59SPEAKER_00: can
- 16:59SPEAKER_00: feel
- 17:00SPEAKER_00: better,
- 17:00SPEAKER_00: so
- 17:00SPEAKER_00: that
- 17:01SPEAKER_00: other
- 17:01SPEAKER_00: people
- 17:01SPEAKER_00: are
- 17:01SPEAKER_00: the
- 17:01SPEAKER_00: popular
- 17:02SPEAKER_00: ones,
- 17:02SPEAKER_00: so
- 17:02SPEAKER_00: that
- 17:02SPEAKER_00: other
- 17:03SPEAKER_00: people
- 17:03SPEAKER_00: are
- 17:04SPEAKER_00: the
- 17:04SPEAKER_00: ones
- 17:05SPEAKER_00: who
- 17:06SPEAKER_00: are
- 17:07SPEAKER_00: um
- 17:07SPEAKER_00: above
- 17:08SPEAKER_00: everyone
- 17:08SPEAKER_00: else
- 17:09SPEAKER_00: who
- 17:09SPEAKER_00: are
- 17:09SPEAKER_00: being
- 17:09SPEAKER_00: worshipped,
- 17:10SPEAKER_00: right?
- 17:10SPEAKER_00: Other
- 17:10SPEAKER_00: people
- 17:11SPEAKER_00: aspire
- 17:11SPEAKER_00: to
- 17:11SPEAKER_00: be
- 17:11SPEAKER_00: like.
- 17:12SPEAKER_00: Now,
- 17:12SPEAKER_00: this
- 17:12SPEAKER_00: is
- 17:12SPEAKER_00: very
- 17:13SPEAKER_00: helpful
- 17:13SPEAKER_00: in
- 17:13SPEAKER_00: some
- 17:14SPEAKER_00: areas
- 17:14SPEAKER_00: of
- 17:14SPEAKER_00: life.
- 17:15SPEAKER_00: Like,
- 17:15SPEAKER_00: you
- 17:15SPEAKER_00: do
- 17:15SPEAKER_00: want
- 17:15SPEAKER_00: to
- 17:15SPEAKER_00: have
- 17:16SPEAKER_00: a
- 17:16SPEAKER_00: mentor.
- 17:16SPEAKER_00: I
- 17:16SPEAKER_00: have
- 17:16SPEAKER_00: a
- 17:16SPEAKER_00: massage
- 17:17SPEAKER_00: mentor
- 17:17SPEAKER_00: who
- 17:18SPEAKER_00: I
- 17:18SPEAKER_00: wanted
- 17:18SPEAKER_00: to
- 17:18SPEAKER_00: aspire
- 17:19SPEAKER_00: to
- 17:19SPEAKER_00: be
- 17:19SPEAKER_00: like,
- 17:20SPEAKER_00: and
- 17:20SPEAKER_00: it
- 17:21SPEAKER_00: helped
- 17:21SPEAKER_00: me
- 17:21SPEAKER_00: in
- 17:22SPEAKER_00: my
- 17:22SPEAKER_00: career
- 17:22SPEAKER_00: tremendously.
- 17:24SPEAKER_00: He
- 17:24SPEAKER_00: didn't
- 17:25SPEAKER_00: abuse
- 17:25SPEAKER_00: power
- 17:25SPEAKER_00: though,
- 17:26SPEAKER_00: and
- 17:26SPEAKER_00: that's
- 17:27SPEAKER_00: the
- 17:27SPEAKER_00: difference
- 17:28SPEAKER_00: is
- 17:28SPEAKER_00: when
- 17:29SPEAKER_00: you
- 17:29SPEAKER_00: aspire
- 17:29SPEAKER_00: to
- 17:29SPEAKER_00: be
- 17:30SPEAKER_00: like
- 17:30SPEAKER_00: someone
- 17:30SPEAKER_00: who
- 17:31SPEAKER_00: is
- 17:33SPEAKER_00: abusing
- 17:34SPEAKER_00: power.
- 17:36SPEAKER_00: Now,
- 17:36SPEAKER_00: as
- 17:36SPEAKER_00: soon
- 17:37SPEAKER_00: as
- 17:37SPEAKER_00: they
- 17:37SPEAKER_00: have
- 17:37SPEAKER_00: your
- 17:37SPEAKER_00: admiration
- 17:38SPEAKER_00: or
- 17:38SPEAKER_00: they
- 17:38SPEAKER_00: have
- 17:39SPEAKER_00: your
- 17:39SPEAKER_00: desire
- 17:39SPEAKER_00: to
- 17:40SPEAKER_00: be
- 17:40SPEAKER_00: within
- 17:40SPEAKER_00: their
- 17:41SPEAKER_00: circle,
- 17:42SPEAKER_00: now
- 17:42SPEAKER_00: we
- 17:43SPEAKER_00: have
- 17:43SPEAKER_00: an
- 17:43SPEAKER_00: actual
- 17:44SPEAKER_00: problem
- 17:45SPEAKER_00: because
- 17:45SPEAKER_00: you're
- 17:46SPEAKER_00: gonna
- 17:46SPEAKER_00: start
- 17:46SPEAKER_00: handing
- 17:46SPEAKER_00: your
- 17:47SPEAKER_00: power
- 17:47SPEAKER_00: away
- 17:47SPEAKER_00: to
- 17:47SPEAKER_00: them.
- 17:48SPEAKER_00: And
- 17:48SPEAKER_00: so
- 17:48SPEAKER_00: last
- 17:49SPEAKER_00: night
- 17:49SPEAKER_00: I
- 17:49SPEAKER_00: was
- 17:49SPEAKER_00: watching
- 17:50SPEAKER_00: this
- 17:50SPEAKER_00: documentary
- 17:52SPEAKER_00: on
- 17:52SPEAKER_00: um
- 17:53SPEAKER_00: Manosphere,
- 17:55SPEAKER_00: I
- 17:55SPEAKER_00: can't
- 17:55SPEAKER_00: remember,
- 17:55SPEAKER_00: I
- 17:55SPEAKER_00: think
- 17:56SPEAKER_00: that's
- 17:56SPEAKER_00: what
- 17:56SPEAKER_00: it
- 17:56SPEAKER_00: was
- 17:56SPEAKER_00: called,
- 17:56SPEAKER_00: and
- 17:57SPEAKER_00: it's
- 17:57SPEAKER_00: on
- 17:57SPEAKER_00: Netflix,
- 17:58SPEAKER_00: and
- 17:58SPEAKER_00: they
- 17:58SPEAKER_00: just
- 17:58SPEAKER_00: released
- 17:59SPEAKER_00: it.
- 17:59SPEAKER_00: And
- 17:59SPEAKER_00: um,
- 18:00SPEAKER_00: it
- 18:00SPEAKER_00: was
- 18:01SPEAKER_00: disgusting
- 18:03SPEAKER_00: to
- 18:03SPEAKER_00: see
- 18:03SPEAKER_00: what
- 18:04SPEAKER_00: these
- 18:04SPEAKER_00: men
- 18:05SPEAKER_00: were
- 18:05SPEAKER_00: teaching
- 18:05SPEAKER_00: young
- 18:06SPEAKER_00: men.
- 18:06SPEAKER_00: Now,
- 18:07SPEAKER_00: I
- 18:07SPEAKER_00: love
- 18:07SPEAKER_00: a
- 18:07SPEAKER_00: good
- 18:08SPEAKER_00: male
- 18:08SPEAKER_00: role
- 18:08SPEAKER_00: model.
- 18:08SPEAKER_00: Like
- 18:09SPEAKER_00: Tony
- 18:09SPEAKER_00: Robbins,
- 18:10SPEAKER_00: I've
- 18:10SPEAKER_00: been
- 18:10SPEAKER_00: to
- 18:10SPEAKER_00: his
- 18:10SPEAKER_00: conference
- 18:11SPEAKER_00: many
- 18:11SPEAKER_00: times.
- 18:11SPEAKER_00: I
- 18:12SPEAKER_00: think
- 18:12SPEAKER_00: he
- 18:12SPEAKER_00: is
- 18:12SPEAKER_00: an
- 18:13SPEAKER_00: outstanding
- 18:14SPEAKER_00: male
- 18:14SPEAKER_00: role
- 18:15SPEAKER_00: model.
- 18:15SPEAKER_00: And
- 18:15SPEAKER_00: I
- 18:15SPEAKER_00: think
- 18:15SPEAKER_00: right
- 18:16SPEAKER_00: now
- 18:16SPEAKER_00: the
- 18:16SPEAKER_00: world
- 18:16SPEAKER_00: needs
- 18:17SPEAKER_00: strong
- 18:18SPEAKER_00: male
- 18:19SPEAKER_00: role
- 18:20SPEAKER_00: models
- 18:20SPEAKER_00: for
- 18:21SPEAKER_00: young
- 18:21SPEAKER_00: men
- 18:22SPEAKER_00: because
- 18:22SPEAKER_00: unfortunately,
- 18:23SPEAKER_00: many
- 18:23SPEAKER_00: of
- 18:23SPEAKER_00: them
- 18:23SPEAKER_00: did
- 18:23SPEAKER_00: not
- 18:24SPEAKER_00: grow
- 18:24SPEAKER_00: up
- 18:24SPEAKER_00: with
- 18:24SPEAKER_00: them
- 18:24SPEAKER_00: in
- 18:24SPEAKER_00: the
- 18:25SPEAKER_00: home.
- 18:25SPEAKER_00: And
- 18:26SPEAKER_00: I
- 18:26SPEAKER_00: think
- 18:27SPEAKER_00: that
- 18:27SPEAKER_00: they're
- 18:27SPEAKER_00: starving
- 18:28SPEAKER_00: for
- 18:29SPEAKER_00: that.
- 18:29SPEAKER_00: And
- 18:29SPEAKER_00: unfortunately,
- 18:30SPEAKER_00: they're
- 18:31SPEAKER_00: going
- 18:31SPEAKER_00: to
- 18:31SPEAKER_00: people
- 18:32SPEAKER_00: who
- 18:33SPEAKER_00: abuse
- 18:34SPEAKER_00: power
- 18:34SPEAKER_00: as
- 18:34SPEAKER_00: a
- 18:34SPEAKER_00: way
- 18:35SPEAKER_00: of
- 18:35SPEAKER_00: learning
- 18:35SPEAKER_00: what
- 18:36SPEAKER_00: a
- 18:36SPEAKER_00: man
- 18:36SPEAKER_00: looks
- 18:36SPEAKER_00: like
- 18:37SPEAKER_00: because
- 18:37SPEAKER_00: they
- 18:37SPEAKER_00: didn't
- 18:38SPEAKER_00: have
- 18:38SPEAKER_00: one.
- 18:39SPEAKER_00: And
- 18:39SPEAKER_00: I
- 18:39SPEAKER_00: think
- 18:40SPEAKER_00: that's
- 18:40SPEAKER_00: sad.
- 18:40SPEAKER_00: And
- 18:41SPEAKER_00: I
- 18:41SPEAKER_00: know,
- 18:41SPEAKER_00: you
- 18:41SPEAKER_00: know,
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- 18:42SPEAKER_00: talked
- 18:42SPEAKER_00: to
- 18:42SPEAKER_00: a
- 18:42SPEAKER_00: lot
- 18:42SPEAKER_00: of
- 18:42SPEAKER_00: single
- 18:43SPEAKER_00: moms
- 18:43SPEAKER_00: where
- 18:43SPEAKER_00: they
- 18:43SPEAKER_00: were
- 18:43SPEAKER_00: like,
- 18:44SPEAKER_00: I
- 18:44SPEAKER_00: just
- 18:45SPEAKER_00: need
- 18:46SPEAKER_00: a
- 18:46SPEAKER_00: strong
- 18:47SPEAKER_00: male
- 18:47SPEAKER_00: role
- 18:47SPEAKER_00: model
- 18:48SPEAKER_00: for
- 18:48SPEAKER_00: my
- 18:48SPEAKER_00: son
- 18:48SPEAKER_00: because
- 18:48SPEAKER_00: I
- 18:49SPEAKER_00: don't
- 18:49SPEAKER_00: know
- 18:49SPEAKER_00: how
- 18:49SPEAKER_00: to
- 18:49SPEAKER_00: teach
- 18:49SPEAKER_00: him
- 18:49SPEAKER_00: how
- 18:50SPEAKER_00: to
- 18:50SPEAKER_00: be
- 18:50SPEAKER_00: a
- 18:50SPEAKER_00: man,
- 18:50SPEAKER_00: and
- 18:50SPEAKER_00: their
- 18:50SPEAKER_00: their
- 18:51SPEAKER_00: dad
- 18:51SPEAKER_00: buggered
- 18:52SPEAKER_00: off
- 18:52SPEAKER_00: and
- 18:53SPEAKER_00: I
- 18:53SPEAKER_00: don't
- 18:53SPEAKER_00: know
- 18:53SPEAKER_00: what
- 18:53SPEAKER_00: to
- 18:53SPEAKER_00: do.
- 18:53SPEAKER_00: And
- 18:54SPEAKER_00: I
- 18:54SPEAKER_00: remember
- 18:54SPEAKER_00: being
- 18:54SPEAKER_00: in
- 18:54SPEAKER_00: that
- 18:55SPEAKER_00: same
- 18:55SPEAKER_00: position
- 18:55SPEAKER_00: when
- 18:55SPEAKER_00: I
- 18:56SPEAKER_00: was
- 18:56SPEAKER_00: little,
- 18:56SPEAKER_00: and
- 18:56SPEAKER_00: I
- 18:56SPEAKER_00: was
- 18:56SPEAKER_00: very
- 18:57SPEAKER_00: lucky
- 18:57SPEAKER_00: because
- 18:57SPEAKER_00: I
- 18:58SPEAKER_00: had
- 18:58SPEAKER_00: some
- 18:58SPEAKER_00: really
- 18:59SPEAKER_00: strong
- 18:59SPEAKER_00: male
- 19:00SPEAKER_00: role
- 19:00SPEAKER_00: models,
- 19:00SPEAKER_00: especially
- 19:01SPEAKER_00: in
- 19:01SPEAKER_00: sports,
- 19:02SPEAKER_00: show
- 19:02SPEAKER_00: up
- 19:02SPEAKER_00: with
- 19:02SPEAKER_00: my
- 19:03SPEAKER_00: son
- 19:04SPEAKER_00: and
- 19:04SPEAKER_00: um
- 19:05SPEAKER_00: taught
- 19:06SPEAKER_00: me
- 19:06SPEAKER_00: how
- 19:06SPEAKER_00: to
- 19:06SPEAKER_00: be
- 19:06SPEAKER_00: a
- 19:06SPEAKER_00: boy
- 19:07SPEAKER_00: mom,
- 19:07SPEAKER_00: right?
- 19:07SPEAKER_00: Like
- 19:07SPEAKER_00: I
- 19:08SPEAKER_00: didn't
- 19:08SPEAKER_00: know
- 19:08SPEAKER_00: how
- 19:08SPEAKER_00: to
- 19:08SPEAKER_00: be
- 19:08SPEAKER_00: a
- 19:08SPEAKER_00: boy
- 19:08SPEAKER_00: mom.
- 19:09SPEAKER_00: I
- 19:09SPEAKER_00: never
- 19:10SPEAKER_00: didn't
- 19:10SPEAKER_00: know
- 19:10SPEAKER_00: anything
- 19:11SPEAKER_00: about
- 19:11SPEAKER_00: little
- 19:11SPEAKER_00: boys.
- 19:12SPEAKER_00: So
- 19:12SPEAKER_00: I,
- 19:12SPEAKER_00: you
- 19:12SPEAKER_00: know,
- 19:13SPEAKER_00: would
- 19:13SPEAKER_00: take
- 19:13SPEAKER_00: him
- 19:13SPEAKER_00: to
- 19:13SPEAKER_00: the
- 19:13SPEAKER_00: monster
- 19:14SPEAKER_00: trucks
- 19:14SPEAKER_00: and
- 19:15SPEAKER_00: all
- 19:15SPEAKER_00: the
- 19:15SPEAKER_00: things
- 19:15SPEAKER_00: just
- 19:16SPEAKER_00: because
- 19:16SPEAKER_00: I
- 19:16SPEAKER_00: didn't
- 19:16SPEAKER_00: know,
- 19:17SPEAKER_00: and
- 19:17SPEAKER_00: I
- 19:17SPEAKER_00: wanted
- 19:17SPEAKER_00: to
- 19:18SPEAKER_00: make
- 19:18SPEAKER_00: sure
- 19:18SPEAKER_00: that
- 19:18SPEAKER_00: he
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- 23:17SPEAKER_00: not
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- 23:59SPEAKER_00: nervous
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- 24:35SPEAKER_00: role
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- 24:52SPEAKER_00: places
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- 24:53SPEAKER_00: comes
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- 24:56SPEAKER_00: repeated
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- 24:58SPEAKER_00: power
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- 25:03SPEAKER_00: no
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- 25:04SPEAKER_00: there
- 25:04SPEAKER_00: is
- 25:04SPEAKER_00: no
- 25:05SPEAKER_00: resolution,
- 25:06SPEAKER_00: and
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- 25:06SPEAKER_00: escape.
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- 25:18SPEAKER_00: not
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- 25:49SPEAKER_00: uh
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- 25:49SPEAKER_00: Levine's
- 25:50SPEAKER_00: Semitic
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- 26:22SPEAKER_00: of
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- 26:23SPEAKER_00: through
- 26:23SPEAKER_00: some
- 26:23SPEAKER_00: complex
- 26:24SPEAKER_00: PTST.
- 26:25SPEAKER_00: Um,
- 26:26SPEAKER_00: when
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- 26:27SPEAKER_00: looking
- 26:27SPEAKER_00: at
- 26:28SPEAKER_00: the
- 26:28SPEAKER_00: bullying,
- 26:30SPEAKER_00: we're
- 26:30SPEAKER_00: adapting,
- 26:31SPEAKER_00: we're
- 26:31SPEAKER_00: freezing,
- 26:31SPEAKER_00: we're
- 26:32SPEAKER_00: shutting
- 26:32SPEAKER_00: down.
- 26:32SPEAKER_00: So,
- 26:33SPEAKER_00: you
- 26:33SPEAKER_00: know,
- 26:33SPEAKER_00: your
- 26:33SPEAKER_00: body
- 26:33SPEAKER_00: literally
- 26:34SPEAKER_00: will
- 26:34SPEAKER_00: freeze
- 26:35SPEAKER_00: to
- 26:35SPEAKER_00: protect
- 26:35SPEAKER_00: itself.
- 26:36SPEAKER_00: And
- 26:37SPEAKER_00: then
- 26:37SPEAKER_00: you
- 26:37SPEAKER_00: might
- 26:37SPEAKER_00: start
- 26:38SPEAKER_00: placating
- 26:38SPEAKER_00: your
- 26:39SPEAKER_00: people
- 26:39SPEAKER_00: pleasing,
- 26:39SPEAKER_00: which
- 26:40SPEAKER_00: means
- 26:40SPEAKER_00: I'll
- 26:40SPEAKER_00: do
- 26:40SPEAKER_00: anything
- 26:41SPEAKER_00: to
- 26:41SPEAKER_00: get
- 26:42SPEAKER_00: you
- 26:42SPEAKER_00: to
- 26:42SPEAKER_00: stop
- 26:42SPEAKER_00: bullying
- 26:43SPEAKER_00: me
- 26:43SPEAKER_00: and
- 26:43SPEAKER_00: just
- 26:44SPEAKER_00: freaking
- 26:44SPEAKER_00: like
- 26:45SPEAKER_00: me
- 26:45SPEAKER_00: because
- 26:45SPEAKER_00: I
- 26:46SPEAKER_00: need
- 26:46SPEAKER_00: to
- 26:46SPEAKER_00: belong
- 26:46SPEAKER_00: here.
- 26:47SPEAKER_00: This
- 26:47SPEAKER_00: is
- 26:47SPEAKER_00: my
- 26:47SPEAKER_00: family,
- 26:47SPEAKER_00: I
- 26:48SPEAKER_00: need
- 26:48SPEAKER_00: to
- 26:48SPEAKER_00: belong,
- 26:48SPEAKER_00: which
- 26:49SPEAKER_00: means
- 26:49SPEAKER_00: I'll
- 26:49SPEAKER_00: give
- 26:50SPEAKER_00: up
- 26:50SPEAKER_00: all
- 26:50SPEAKER_00: of
- 26:50SPEAKER_00: my
- 26:51SPEAKER_00: self-respect
- 26:52SPEAKER_00: or
- 26:52SPEAKER_00: rights
- 26:52SPEAKER_00: or
- 26:52SPEAKER_00: worth
- 26:53SPEAKER_00: just
- 26:53SPEAKER_00: to
- 26:53SPEAKER_00: get
- 26:54SPEAKER_00: you
- 26:54SPEAKER_00: to
- 26:54SPEAKER_00: stop
- 26:54SPEAKER_00: hurting
- 26:55SPEAKER_00: me.
- 26:55SPEAKER_00: These
- 26:55SPEAKER_00: decisions
- 26:56SPEAKER_00: are
- 26:56SPEAKER_00: made
- 26:56SPEAKER_00: by
- 26:57SPEAKER_00: a
- 26:57SPEAKER_00: child
- 26:58SPEAKER_00: who
- 26:59SPEAKER_00: didn't
- 26:59SPEAKER_00: have
- 27:00SPEAKER_00: other
- 27:00SPEAKER_00: strategies.
- 27:02SPEAKER_00: I
- 27:02SPEAKER_00: want
- 27:02SPEAKER_00: to
- 27:02SPEAKER_00: repeat
- 27:03SPEAKER_00: that
- 27:03SPEAKER_00: they
- 27:03SPEAKER_00: were
- 27:04SPEAKER_00: made
- 27:04SPEAKER_00: by
- 27:05SPEAKER_00: a
- 27:05SPEAKER_00: child
- 27:06SPEAKER_00: who
- 27:06SPEAKER_00: did
- 27:07SPEAKER_00: not
- 27:07SPEAKER_00: have
- 27:07SPEAKER_00: other
- 27:08SPEAKER_00: strategies.
- 27:10SPEAKER_00: So
- 27:10SPEAKER_00: it's
- 27:11SPEAKER_00: important
- 27:12SPEAKER_00: because
- 27:12SPEAKER_00: what
- 27:13SPEAKER_00: happens
- 27:13SPEAKER_00: is
- 27:14SPEAKER_00: this
- 27:14SPEAKER_00: person
- 27:14SPEAKER_00: grows
- 27:14SPEAKER_00: up
- 27:15SPEAKER_00: with
- 27:15SPEAKER_00: hypervigilance,
- 27:17SPEAKER_00: scanning
- 27:17SPEAKER_00: constantly
- 27:18SPEAKER_00: for
- 27:18SPEAKER_00: danger
- 27:19SPEAKER_00: or
- 27:19SPEAKER_00: for
- 27:20SPEAKER_00: everything,
- 27:20SPEAKER_00: patterns
- 27:21SPEAKER_00: and
- 27:22SPEAKER_00: shame
- 27:22SPEAKER_00: loops.
- 27:23SPEAKER_00: It
- 27:23SPEAKER_00: must
- 27:23SPEAKER_00: be
- 27:23SPEAKER_00: me.
- 27:24SPEAKER_00: So
- 27:24SPEAKER_00: then
- 27:24SPEAKER_00: we
- 27:24SPEAKER_00: also
- 27:25SPEAKER_00: take
- 27:25SPEAKER_00: responsibility
- 27:26SPEAKER_00: for
- 27:26SPEAKER_00: everything
- 27:26SPEAKER_00: because
- 27:27SPEAKER_00: we
- 27:27SPEAKER_00: think
- 27:27SPEAKER_00: everything
- 27:28SPEAKER_00: is
- 27:28SPEAKER_00: our
- 27:28SPEAKER_00: fault.
- 27:29SPEAKER_00: And
- 27:30SPEAKER_00: you
- 27:30SPEAKER_00: know,
- 27:30SPEAKER_00: a
- 27:30SPEAKER_00: lot
- 27:31SPEAKER_00: of
- 27:31SPEAKER_00: verbal
- 27:32SPEAKER_00: abuse
- 27:32SPEAKER_00: embeds
- 27:33SPEAKER_00: this
- 27:33SPEAKER_00: in
- 27:34SPEAKER_00: your
- 27:34SPEAKER_00: mind.
- 27:35SPEAKER_00: So
- 27:36SPEAKER_00: when
- 27:36SPEAKER_00: we're
- 27:36SPEAKER_00: looking
- 27:37SPEAKER_00: at
- 27:37SPEAKER_00: the
- 27:37SPEAKER_00: sibling
- 27:38SPEAKER_00: dynamic
- 27:40SPEAKER_00: in
- 27:40SPEAKER_00: dysfunctional
- 27:41SPEAKER_00: homes,
- 27:41SPEAKER_00: kids
- 27:42SPEAKER_00: organize
- 27:42SPEAKER_00: into
- 27:42SPEAKER_00: roles.
- 27:43SPEAKER_00: One
- 27:43SPEAKER_00: becomes
- 27:44SPEAKER_00: the
- 27:44SPEAKER_00: target,
- 27:44SPEAKER_00: that's
- 27:44SPEAKER_00: who
- 27:45SPEAKER_00: I
- 27:45SPEAKER_00: was,
- 27:45SPEAKER_00: and
- 27:45SPEAKER_00: one
- 27:45SPEAKER_00: becomes
- 27:46SPEAKER_00: the
- 27:46SPEAKER_00: protector
- 27:47SPEAKER_00: through
- 27:48SPEAKER_00: aggressive
- 27:48SPEAKER_00: behavior.
- 27:50SPEAKER_00: And
- 27:50SPEAKER_00: I
- 27:50SPEAKER_00: remember
- 27:50SPEAKER_00: never
- 27:51SPEAKER_00: knowing
- 27:51SPEAKER_00: when
- 27:51SPEAKER_00: I
- 27:52SPEAKER_00: was
- 27:52SPEAKER_00: gonna
- 27:52SPEAKER_00: get
- 27:52SPEAKER_00: a
- 27:52SPEAKER_00: smack
- 27:53SPEAKER_00: down
- 27:53SPEAKER_00: from
- 27:53SPEAKER_00: her.
- 27:53SPEAKER_00: I
- 27:54SPEAKER_00: mean,
- 27:54SPEAKER_00: I
- 27:54SPEAKER_00: remember
- 27:54SPEAKER_00: one
- 27:54SPEAKER_00: day
- 27:54SPEAKER_00: running
- 27:55SPEAKER_00: from
- 27:55SPEAKER_00: her
- 27:55SPEAKER_00: because
- 27:55SPEAKER_00: she
- 27:56SPEAKER_00: stole
- 27:56SPEAKER_00: my
- 27:56SPEAKER_00: wallet
- 27:56SPEAKER_00: and
- 27:57SPEAKER_00: she
- 27:57SPEAKER_00: literally
- 27:58SPEAKER_00: chucked
- 27:58SPEAKER_00: it
- 27:58SPEAKER_00: at
- 27:58SPEAKER_00: the
- 27:59SPEAKER_00: back
- 27:59SPEAKER_00: of
- 27:59SPEAKER_00: my
- 27:59SPEAKER_00: head,
- 28:00SPEAKER_00: and
- 28:00SPEAKER_00: I
- 28:00SPEAKER_00: flew
- 28:00SPEAKER_00: forward
- 28:01SPEAKER_00: and
- 28:02SPEAKER_00: I
- 28:02SPEAKER_00: was
- 28:02SPEAKER_00: crying
- 28:03SPEAKER_00: and
- 28:03SPEAKER_00: it
- 28:03SPEAKER_00: hurt.
- 28:03SPEAKER_00: Like
- 28:04SPEAKER_00: I
- 28:04SPEAKER_00: remember
- 28:04SPEAKER_00: the
- 28:04SPEAKER_00: sting
- 28:05SPEAKER_00: of
- 28:05SPEAKER_00: it,
- 28:05SPEAKER_00: and
- 28:06SPEAKER_00: it
- 28:06SPEAKER_00: hurt
- 28:06SPEAKER_00: so
- 28:06SPEAKER_00: bad.
- 28:06SPEAKER_00: And
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- 28:07SPEAKER_00: walked
- 28:07SPEAKER_00: inside
- 28:07SPEAKER_00: and
- 28:08SPEAKER_00: my
- 28:08SPEAKER_00: stepdad
- 28:08SPEAKER_00: just
- 28:08SPEAKER_00: laughed
- 28:09SPEAKER_00: and
- 28:09SPEAKER_00: he
- 28:09SPEAKER_00: was
- 28:10SPEAKER_00: like,
- 28:10SPEAKER_00: Well,
- 28:10SPEAKER_00: what'd
- 28:10SPEAKER_00: you
- 28:10SPEAKER_00: do
- 28:11SPEAKER_00: to
- 28:11SPEAKER_00: deserve
- 28:11SPEAKER_00: it?
- 28:12SPEAKER_00: And
- 28:12SPEAKER_00: the
- 28:12SPEAKER_00: answer
- 28:13SPEAKER_00: was
- 28:13SPEAKER_00: nothing.
- 28:13SPEAKER_00: She
- 28:13SPEAKER_00: stole
- 28:14SPEAKER_00: my
- 28:14SPEAKER_00: wallet.
- 28:14SPEAKER_00: I
- 28:14SPEAKER_00: asked
- 28:14SPEAKER_00: for
- 28:14SPEAKER_00: it
- 28:15SPEAKER_00: back,
- 28:15SPEAKER_00: and
- 28:16SPEAKER_00: it
- 28:16SPEAKER_00: was
- 28:17SPEAKER_00: painful
- 28:18SPEAKER_00: on
- 28:19SPEAKER_00: all
- 28:19SPEAKER_00: levels,
- 28:20SPEAKER_00: right?
- 28:20SPEAKER_00: Which
- 28:21SPEAKER_00: meant
- 28:21SPEAKER_00: I
- 28:21SPEAKER_00: also
- 28:22SPEAKER_00: nobody
- 28:22SPEAKER_00: would
- 28:22SPEAKER_00: ever
- 28:23SPEAKER_00: come
- 28:23SPEAKER_00: to
- 28:23SPEAKER_00: help
- 28:23SPEAKER_00: me.
- 28:24SPEAKER_00: So
- 28:24SPEAKER_00: I
- 28:24SPEAKER_00: also
- 28:24SPEAKER_00: learned
- 28:25SPEAKER_00: control
- 28:26SPEAKER_00: that
- 28:26SPEAKER_00: I
- 28:26SPEAKER_00: was
- 28:27SPEAKER_00: the
- 28:27SPEAKER_00: only
- 28:27SPEAKER_00: one
- 28:27SPEAKER_00: who
- 28:27SPEAKER_00: could
- 28:27SPEAKER_00: help
- 28:28SPEAKER_00: myself
- 28:28SPEAKER_00: because
- 28:28SPEAKER_00: there
- 28:29SPEAKER_00: was
- 28:29SPEAKER_00: nobody
- 28:29SPEAKER_00: around
- 28:30SPEAKER_00: who
- 28:30SPEAKER_00: would
- 28:30SPEAKER_00: help
- 28:31SPEAKER_00: me.
- 28:32SPEAKER_00: That's
- 28:32SPEAKER_00: a
- 28:32SPEAKER_00: dangerous
- 28:33SPEAKER_00: lesson
- 28:33SPEAKER_00: to
- 28:33SPEAKER_00: learn
- 28:33SPEAKER_00: at
- 28:34SPEAKER_00: six.
- 28:34SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 28:34SPEAKER_00: just
- 28:35SPEAKER_00: saying,
- 28:35SPEAKER_00: because
- 28:36SPEAKER_00: then
- 28:36SPEAKER_00: you
- 28:36SPEAKER_00: become
- 28:37SPEAKER_00: over-controlling,
- 28:38SPEAKER_00: you're
- 28:38SPEAKER_00: criticized
- 28:39SPEAKER_00: for
- 28:39SPEAKER_00: it,
- 28:40SPEAKER_00: and
- 28:40SPEAKER_00: then
- 28:40SPEAKER_00: you
- 28:40SPEAKER_00: go
- 28:40SPEAKER_00: to
- 28:41SPEAKER_00: like
- 28:41SPEAKER_00: learn
- 28:41SPEAKER_00: how
- 28:41SPEAKER_00: to
- 28:41SPEAKER_00: use
- 28:42SPEAKER_00: your
- 28:42SPEAKER_00: intuition,
- 28:42SPEAKER_00: and
- 28:43SPEAKER_00: you
- 28:43SPEAKER_00: have
- 28:43SPEAKER_00: such
- 28:43SPEAKER_00: high
- 28:44SPEAKER_00: control
- 28:44SPEAKER_00: factors.
- 28:45SPEAKER_00: The
- 28:45SPEAKER_00: universe
- 28:45SPEAKER_00: is
- 28:46SPEAKER_00: like,
- 28:46SPEAKER_00: we
- 28:46SPEAKER_00: gotta
- 28:46SPEAKER_00: work
- 28:46SPEAKER_00: through
- 28:47SPEAKER_00: this
- 28:47SPEAKER_00: control
- 28:47SPEAKER_00: issue
- 28:47SPEAKER_00: that
- 28:47SPEAKER_00: you
- 28:48SPEAKER_00: have.
- 28:48SPEAKER_00: And
- 28:48SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 28:48SPEAKER_00: like,
- 28:48SPEAKER_00: Yeah,
- 28:49SPEAKER_00: but
- 28:49SPEAKER_00: did
- 28:49SPEAKER_00: you
- 28:50SPEAKER_00: see
- 28:50SPEAKER_00: where
- 28:50SPEAKER_00: I
- 28:50SPEAKER_00: learned
- 28:50SPEAKER_00: it?
- 28:51SPEAKER_00: What
- 28:51SPEAKER_00: am
- 28:51SPEAKER_00: I
- 28:52SPEAKER_00: supposed
- 28:52SPEAKER_00: to
- 28:52SPEAKER_00: do?
- 28:54SPEAKER_00: We'll
- 28:54SPEAKER_00: talk
- 28:55SPEAKER_00: about
- 28:55SPEAKER_00: that
- 28:55SPEAKER_00: later.
- 28:56SPEAKER_00: Um,
- 28:56SPEAKER_00: so
- 28:57SPEAKER_00: sometimes
- 28:58SPEAKER_00: literally
- 28:59SPEAKER_00: the
- 28:59SPEAKER_00: most
- 28:59SPEAKER_00: dangerous
- 29:00SPEAKER_00: bully,
- 29:01SPEAKER_00: and
- 29:01SPEAKER_00: this
- 29:01SPEAKER_00: is
- 29:01SPEAKER_00: this
- 29:02SPEAKER_00: is
- 29:02SPEAKER_00: also
- 29:02SPEAKER_00: true,
- 29:03SPEAKER_00: is
- 29:03SPEAKER_00: not
- 29:03SPEAKER_00: the
- 29:03SPEAKER_00: one
- 29:03SPEAKER_00: who's
- 29:04SPEAKER_00: the
- 29:04SPEAKER_00: overt
- 29:04SPEAKER_00: bully,
- 29:05SPEAKER_00: it's
- 29:05SPEAKER_00: the
- 29:05SPEAKER_00: passive
- 29:05SPEAKER_00: aggressive
- 29:06SPEAKER_00: one.
- 29:06SPEAKER_00: They
- 29:07SPEAKER_00: tend
- 29:07SPEAKER_00: to
- 29:07SPEAKER_00: hide
- 29:08SPEAKER_00: behind
- 29:08SPEAKER_00: victimhood,
- 29:09SPEAKER_00: they
- 29:09SPEAKER_00: manipulate
- 29:10SPEAKER_00: your
- 29:11SPEAKER_00: perception
- 29:11SPEAKER_00: of
- 29:11SPEAKER_00: reality
- 29:12SPEAKER_00: and
- 29:12SPEAKER_00: they
- 29:12SPEAKER_00: avoid
- 29:12SPEAKER_00: accountability
- 29:13SPEAKER_00: at
- 29:13SPEAKER_00: all
- 29:14SPEAKER_00: cost.
- 29:14SPEAKER_00: So
- 29:15SPEAKER_00: they
- 29:15SPEAKER_00: don't
- 29:15SPEAKER_00: look
- 29:15SPEAKER_00: like
- 29:15SPEAKER_00: the
- 29:16SPEAKER_00: obvious
- 29:16SPEAKER_00: villain
- 29:16SPEAKER_00: because
- 29:16SPEAKER_00: they're
- 29:17SPEAKER_00: not
- 29:17SPEAKER_00: the
- 29:17SPEAKER_00: ones
- 29:17SPEAKER_00: with
- 29:17SPEAKER_00: the
- 29:17SPEAKER_00: bruise,
- 29:18SPEAKER_00: but
- 29:18SPEAKER_00: they
- 29:19SPEAKER_00: might
- 29:19SPEAKER_00: be
- 29:19SPEAKER_00: the
- 29:19SPEAKER_00: one
- 29:20SPEAKER_00: who's
- 29:20SPEAKER_00: picking,
- 29:21SPEAKER_00: picking,
- 29:21SPEAKER_00: picking,
- 29:22SPEAKER_00: picking,
- 29:22SPEAKER_00: picking,
- 29:22SPEAKER_00: picking
- 29:23SPEAKER_00: until
- 29:23SPEAKER_00: the
- 29:24SPEAKER_00: other
- 29:24SPEAKER_00: one
- 29:24SPEAKER_00: explodes
- 29:26SPEAKER_00: on
- 29:26SPEAKER_00: them.
- 29:27SPEAKER_00: Now
- 29:28SPEAKER_00: that's
- 29:28SPEAKER_00: dangerous
- 29:30SPEAKER_00: because
- 29:30SPEAKER_00: they
- 29:30SPEAKER_00: already
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- 29:31SPEAKER_00: the
- 29:31SPEAKER_00: other
- 29:31SPEAKER_00: person's
- 29:32SPEAKER_00: triggers
- 29:32SPEAKER_00: and
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- 29:32SPEAKER_00: trying
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- 29:33SPEAKER_00: themselves
- 29:33SPEAKER_00: in
- 29:34SPEAKER_00: the
- 29:34SPEAKER_00: victim
- 29:34SPEAKER_00: role.
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- 29:36SPEAKER_00: see
- 29:36SPEAKER_00: these
- 29:36SPEAKER_00: people
- 29:37SPEAKER_00: creating
- 29:38SPEAKER_00: victim
- 29:39SPEAKER_00: consciousness
- 29:39SPEAKER_00: everywhere
- 29:40SPEAKER_00: they
- 29:40SPEAKER_00: go.
- 29:41SPEAKER_00: That
- 29:41SPEAKER_00: is
- 29:42SPEAKER_00: still
- 29:43SPEAKER_00: bullying.
- 29:44SPEAKER_00: It
- 29:44SPEAKER_00: is
- 29:44SPEAKER_00: bullying.
- 29:45SPEAKER_00: To
- 29:45SPEAKER_00: trigger
- 29:46SPEAKER_00: someone,
- 29:47SPEAKER_00: either
- 29:47SPEAKER_00: on
- 29:47SPEAKER_00: purpose
- 29:48SPEAKER_00: or
- 29:48SPEAKER_00: unconsciously,
- 29:50SPEAKER_00: to
- 29:50SPEAKER_00: hurt
- 29:51SPEAKER_00: you
- 29:51SPEAKER_00: is
- 29:51SPEAKER_00: also
- 29:52SPEAKER_00: bullying.
- 29:53SPEAKER_00: I
- 29:53SPEAKER_00: need
- 29:54SPEAKER_00: you
- 29:54SPEAKER_00: to
- 29:54SPEAKER_00: understand
- 29:55SPEAKER_00: that
- 29:56SPEAKER_00: they
- 29:56SPEAKER_00: create
- 29:56SPEAKER_00: just
- 29:57SPEAKER_00: as
- 29:57SPEAKER_00: much
- 29:57SPEAKER_00: harm
- 29:58SPEAKER_00: because
- 29:58SPEAKER_00: now
- 29:58SPEAKER_00: the
- 29:58SPEAKER_00: other
- 29:59SPEAKER_00: person
- 30:00SPEAKER_00: is
- 30:00SPEAKER_00: in
- 30:00SPEAKER_00: this
- 30:00SPEAKER_00: cycle
- 30:01SPEAKER_00: of
- 30:01SPEAKER_00: abuse
- 30:02SPEAKER_00: with
- 30:02SPEAKER_00: them
- 30:02SPEAKER_00: that
- 30:03SPEAKER_00: maybe
- 30:03SPEAKER_00: they
- 30:03SPEAKER_00: didn't
- 30:04SPEAKER_00: even
- 30:04SPEAKER_00: sign
- 30:04SPEAKER_00: up
- 30:05SPEAKER_00: for,
- 30:05SPEAKER_00: but
- 30:06SPEAKER_00: they
- 30:06SPEAKER_00: haven't
- 30:06SPEAKER_00: yet
- 30:07SPEAKER_00: learned
- 30:07SPEAKER_00: how
- 30:07SPEAKER_00: to
- 30:07SPEAKER_00: regulate
- 30:08SPEAKER_00: their
- 30:08SPEAKER_00: own
- 30:08SPEAKER_00: nervous
- 30:09SPEAKER_00: system.
- 30:10SPEAKER_00: This
- 30:10SPEAKER_00: isn't
- 30:10SPEAKER_00: about
- 30:10SPEAKER_00: blaming
- 30:11SPEAKER_00: or
- 30:11SPEAKER_00: any
- 30:11SPEAKER_00: of
- 30:12SPEAKER_00: this.
- 30:12SPEAKER_00: I
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- 32:27SPEAKER_00: beginning
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- 33:49SPEAKER_00: and
- 33:49SPEAKER_00: I
- 33:49SPEAKER_00: was
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- 33:49SPEAKER_00: all
- 33:50SPEAKER_00: right,
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- 33:50SPEAKER_00: is
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- 33:50SPEAKER_00: guess
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- 33:51SPEAKER_00: gonna
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- 33:51SPEAKER_00: the
- 33:51SPEAKER_00: floor
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- 33:52SPEAKER_00: doing
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- 33:53SPEAKER_00: guess
- 33:53SPEAKER_00: the
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- 33:54SPEAKER_00: like,
- 33:54SPEAKER_00: hey,
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- 33:55SPEAKER_00: a
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- 33:56SPEAKER_00: today.
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- 33:57SPEAKER_00: which
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- 33:58SPEAKER_00: natural
- 33:59SPEAKER_00: way
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- 33:59SPEAKER_00: being.
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- 34:02SPEAKER_00: like,
- 34:03SPEAKER_00: why
- 34:03SPEAKER_00: is
- 34:03SPEAKER_00: this
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- 34:04SPEAKER_00: me?
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- 34:04SPEAKER_00: always
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- 34:06SPEAKER_00: me
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- 34:07SPEAKER_00: through
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- 34:08SPEAKER_00: it
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- 34:09SPEAKER_00: a
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- 34:10SPEAKER_00: place
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- 34:10SPEAKER_00: last
- 34:11SPEAKER_00: five
- 34:11SPEAKER_00: years
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- 34:11SPEAKER_00: my
- 34:11SPEAKER_00: life
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- 34:12SPEAKER_00: a
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- 34:15SPEAKER_00: access
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- 34:16SPEAKER_00: that,
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- 34:17SPEAKER_00: a
- 34:17SPEAKER_00: horrible
- 34:17SPEAKER_00: feeling
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- 34:20SPEAKER_00: my
- 34:20SPEAKER_00: natural
- 34:21SPEAKER_00: state.
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- 34:22SPEAKER_00: looking
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- 34:22SPEAKER_00: the
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- 34:25SPEAKER_00: probably
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- 34:26SPEAKER_00: hardest
- 34:26SPEAKER_00: thing
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- 34:27SPEAKER_00: ever
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- 34:28SPEAKER_00: because
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- 34:29SPEAKER_00: for
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- 34:31SPEAKER_00: it's
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- 34:32SPEAKER_00: natural
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- 34:34SPEAKER_00: good,
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- 34:36SPEAKER_00: all
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- 34:36SPEAKER_00: water
- 34:36SPEAKER_00: all
- 34:37SPEAKER_00: over
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- 34:37SPEAKER_00: floor
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- 34:37SPEAKER_00: laugh
- 34:38SPEAKER_00: about
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- 34:39SPEAKER_00: be
- 34:39SPEAKER_00: like,
- 34:39SPEAKER_00: I
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- 34:40SPEAKER_00: the
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- 34:41SPEAKER_00: like
- 34:41SPEAKER_00: this
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- 34:42SPEAKER_00: how
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- 34:42SPEAKER_00: gonna
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- 34:43SPEAKER_00: good.
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- 34:45SPEAKER_00: then
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- 34:45SPEAKER_00: how
- 34:45SPEAKER_00: can
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- 34:46SPEAKER_00: turn
- 34:46SPEAKER_00: this
- 34:46SPEAKER_00: into
- 34:46SPEAKER_00: a
- 34:46SPEAKER_00: funny
- 34:47SPEAKER_00: story
- 34:47SPEAKER_00: for
- 34:47SPEAKER_00: my
- 34:48SPEAKER_00: podcast?
- 34:49SPEAKER_00: So
- 34:50SPEAKER_00: here's
- 34:50SPEAKER_00: my
- 34:51SPEAKER_00: here's
- 34:51SPEAKER_00: my
- 34:51SPEAKER_00: guide
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- 34:52SPEAKER_00: you.
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- 34:54SPEAKER_00: over
- 34:54SPEAKER_00: a
- 34:54SPEAKER_00: bully
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- 34:55SPEAKER_00: your
- 34:55SPEAKER_00: life,
- 34:55SPEAKER_00: or
- 34:55SPEAKER_00: if
- 34:56SPEAKER_00: you
- 34:56SPEAKER_00: know,
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- 34:57SPEAKER_00: if
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- 34:57SPEAKER_00: a
- 34:57SPEAKER_00: bully,
- 34:58SPEAKER_00: because
- 34:58SPEAKER_00: you
- 34:58SPEAKER_00: who
- 34:59SPEAKER_00: who
- 34:59SPEAKER_00: cares?
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- 35:01SPEAKER_00: a
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- 35:02SPEAKER_00: of
- 35:02SPEAKER_00: forgiveness,
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- 35:06SPEAKER_00: time
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- 35:13SPEAKER_00: some
- 35:13SPEAKER_00: pretty
- 35:13SPEAKER_00: big
- 35:14SPEAKER_00: stuff
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- 35:16SPEAKER_00: and
- 35:17SPEAKER_00: strategies,
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- 35:18SPEAKER_00: a
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- 35:18SPEAKER_00: bad
- 35:18SPEAKER_00: decisions
- 35:19SPEAKER_00: in
- 35:19SPEAKER_00: a
- 35:20SPEAKER_00: world
- 35:20SPEAKER_00: that
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- 35:24SPEAKER_00: the
- 35:24SPEAKER_00: 70s
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- 35:26SPEAKER_00: commercials
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- 35:32SPEAKER_00: you
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- 35:33SPEAKER_00: talk
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- 35:34SPEAKER_00: a
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- 35:35SPEAKER_00: new
- 35:36SPEAKER_00: things
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- 35:40SPEAKER_00: impact
- 35:41SPEAKER_00: the
- 35:41SPEAKER_00: future.
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- 35:43SPEAKER_00: watching
- 35:44SPEAKER_00: this
- 35:44SPEAKER_00: comedian
- 35:45SPEAKER_00: last
- 35:45SPEAKER_00: night,
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- 35:52SPEAKER_00: just
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- 35:55SPEAKER_00: time
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- 36:04SPEAKER_00: second,
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- 36:09SPEAKER_00: a
- 36:10SPEAKER_00: lot
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- 36:34SPEAKER_00: a
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- 36:44SPEAKER_00: light
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- 37:17SPEAKER_00: me
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- 37:29SPEAKER_00: that's
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- 37:30SPEAKER_00: low
- 37:30SPEAKER_00: back
- 37:30SPEAKER_00: pain
- 37:31SPEAKER_00: last
- 37:31SPEAKER_00: night
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- 37:33SPEAKER_00: look
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- 37:33SPEAKER_00: physiology
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- 37:38SPEAKER_00: head
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- 37:39SPEAKER_00: that
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- 37:40SPEAKER_00: to
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- 37:40SPEAKER_00: anything
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- 37:52SPEAKER_00: I
- 37:52SPEAKER_00: said,
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- 37:56SPEAKER_00: wound,
- 37:56SPEAKER_00: closure
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- 37:58SPEAKER_00: the
- 37:58SPEAKER_00: more
- 37:58SPEAKER_00: you
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- 37:59SPEAKER_00: that
- 37:59SPEAKER_00: your
- 37:59SPEAKER_00: closure
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- 38:00SPEAKER_00: yours
- 38:01SPEAKER_00: to
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- 38:02SPEAKER_00: less
- 38:03SPEAKER_00: people
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- 38:04SPEAKER_00: power
- 38:04SPEAKER_00: away
- 38:05SPEAKER_00: in
- 38:05SPEAKER_00: any
- 38:05SPEAKER_00: situation.
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- 38:08SPEAKER_00: some
- 38:08SPEAKER_00: of
- 38:09SPEAKER_00: the
- 38:09SPEAKER_00: most
- 38:10SPEAKER_00: painful
- 38:10SPEAKER_00: experiences
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- 38:12SPEAKER_00: the
- 38:12SPEAKER_00: most
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- 38:13SPEAKER_00: teachers
- 38:13SPEAKER_00: and
- 38:14SPEAKER_00: moments
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- 38:14SPEAKER_00: transformation.
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- 38:16SPEAKER_00: don't
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- 38:18SPEAKER_00: people
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- 38:29SPEAKER_00: worst
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- 38:30SPEAKER_00: just
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- 38:32SPEAKER_00: into
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- 38:33SPEAKER_00: that's
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- 38:39SPEAKER_00: day
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- 38:40SPEAKER_00: inner
- 38:41SPEAKER_00: work
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- 38:43SPEAKER_00: the
- 38:43SPEAKER_00: work.
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- 38:45SPEAKER_00: you
- 38:45SPEAKER_00: know,
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- 38:46SPEAKER_00: the
- 38:46SPEAKER_00: tools
- 38:47SPEAKER_00: need
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- 38:48SPEAKER_00: at
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- 38:52SPEAKER_00: guide,
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- 38:53SPEAKER_00: who
- 38:53SPEAKER_00: can
- 38:54SPEAKER_00: see
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- 38:56SPEAKER_00: helpful
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- 38:59SPEAKER_00: do
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- 38:59SPEAKER_00: to
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- 39:00SPEAKER_00: which
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- 39:01SPEAKER_00: use
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- 39:01SPEAKER_00: the
- 39:01SPEAKER_00: right
- 39:01SPEAKER_00: time.
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- 39:02SPEAKER_00: forgiveness,
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- 39:04SPEAKER_00: one.
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- 39:07SPEAKER_00: really
- 39:07SPEAKER_00: cool
- 39:08SPEAKER_00: like
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- 39:08SPEAKER_00: forgiveness
- 39:09SPEAKER_00: meditation
- 39:10SPEAKER_00: that
- 39:10SPEAKER_00: you
- 39:10SPEAKER_00: can
- 39:10SPEAKER_00: do
- 39:10SPEAKER_00: by
- 39:10SPEAKER_00: Dr.
- 39:11SPEAKER_00: Matt
- 39:11SPEAKER_00: James.
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- 39:12SPEAKER_00: on
- 39:13SPEAKER_00: YouTube.
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- 39:14SPEAKER_00: some
- 39:14SPEAKER_00: links
- 39:14SPEAKER_00: in
- 39:14SPEAKER_00: the
- 39:14SPEAKER_00: show
- 39:15SPEAKER_00: notes.
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- 39:16SPEAKER_00: also,
- 39:16SPEAKER_00: you
- 39:16SPEAKER_00: know,
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- 39:17SPEAKER_00: have
- 39:17SPEAKER_00: my
- 39:17SPEAKER_00: morning
- 39:17SPEAKER_00: miracles
- 39:18SPEAKER_00: meditation
- 39:18SPEAKER_00: that
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- 39:19SPEAKER_00: forgiveness.
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- 39:21SPEAKER_00: up
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- 39:22SPEAKER_00: love
- 39:22SPEAKER_00: and
- 39:22SPEAKER_00: then
- 39:22SPEAKER_00: we
- 39:23SPEAKER_00: forgive
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- 39:26SPEAKER_00: yet.
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- 39:29SPEAKER_00: impacting
- 39:30SPEAKER_00: your
- 39:30SPEAKER_00: life
- 39:30SPEAKER_00: and
- 39:31SPEAKER_00: draining
- 39:31SPEAKER_00: your
- 39:31SPEAKER_00: energy,
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- 39:32SPEAKER_00: need
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- 39:33SPEAKER_00: on.
- 39:33SPEAKER_00: And
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- 39:34SPEAKER_00: only
- 39:34SPEAKER_00: one
- 39:34SPEAKER_00: who's
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- 39:35SPEAKER_00: that
- 39:35SPEAKER_00: closure
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- 39:35SPEAKER_00: you
- 39:36SPEAKER_00: is
- 39:36SPEAKER_00: you.
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- 39:37SPEAKER_00: and
- 39:37SPEAKER_00: that's
- 39:37SPEAKER_00: just
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- 39:38SPEAKER_00: truth
- 39:38SPEAKER_00: of
- 39:38SPEAKER_00: it.
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- 39:41SPEAKER_00: also
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- 39:42SPEAKER_00: the
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- 39:43SPEAKER_00: recode.
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- 39:46SPEAKER_00: up
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- 39:47SPEAKER_00: you
- 39:47SPEAKER_00: needing
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- 39:48SPEAKER_00: unpack
- 39:48SPEAKER_00: the
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- 39:49SPEAKER_00: event.
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- 39:50SPEAKER_00: and
- 39:50SPEAKER_00: oh,
- 39:50SPEAKER_00: we
- 39:51SPEAKER_00: also
- 39:51SPEAKER_00: learned
- 39:51SPEAKER_00: this
- 39:51SPEAKER_00: really
- 39:52SPEAKER_00: powerful
- 39:52SPEAKER_00: tool
- 39:53SPEAKER_00: where
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- 39:54SPEAKER_00: walk
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- 39:55SPEAKER_00: through
- 39:56SPEAKER_00: going
- 39:56SPEAKER_00: back
- 39:57SPEAKER_00: and
- 39:57SPEAKER_00: looking
- 39:57SPEAKER_00: for
- 39:57SPEAKER_00: the
- 39:57SPEAKER_00: original
- 39:58SPEAKER_00: event.
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- 39:59SPEAKER_00: called
- 39:59SPEAKER_00: a
- 39:59SPEAKER_00: massive
- 40:00SPEAKER_00: change
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- 40:02SPEAKER_00: experience.
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- 40:03SPEAKER_00: a
- 40:03SPEAKER_00: new
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- 40:10SPEAKER_00: from
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- 40:10SPEAKER_00: forward.
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- 40:11SPEAKER_00: not
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- 40:12SPEAKER_00: type
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- 40:12SPEAKER_00: that
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- 40:31SPEAKER_00: empowering
- 40:31SPEAKER_00: belief.
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- 40:32SPEAKER_00: that's
- 40:32SPEAKER_00: uh
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- 40:33SPEAKER_00: massive
- 40:33SPEAKER_00: change
- 40:34SPEAKER_00: history.
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- 40:38SPEAKER_00: issue
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- 40:40SPEAKER_00: not
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- 40:40SPEAKER_00: aligned
- 40:41SPEAKER_00: with
- 40:41SPEAKER_00: that.
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- 40:42SPEAKER_00: you
- 40:42SPEAKER_00: don't
- 40:42SPEAKER_00: really
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- 40:43SPEAKER_00: about
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- 40:44SPEAKER_00: care
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- 40:45SPEAKER_00: and
- 40:45SPEAKER_00: your
- 40:45SPEAKER_00: mission
- 40:46SPEAKER_00: on
- 40:46SPEAKER_00: planet
- 40:46SPEAKER_00: Earth,
- 40:46SPEAKER_00: but
- 40:47SPEAKER_00: you'd
- 40:47SPEAKER_00: also
- 40:47SPEAKER_00: like
- 40:47SPEAKER_00: to
- 40:47SPEAKER_00: have
- 40:48SPEAKER_00: money,
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- 40:48SPEAKER_00: we
- 40:49SPEAKER_00: have
- 40:49SPEAKER_00: to
- 40:49SPEAKER_00: go
- 40:49SPEAKER_00: and
- 40:49SPEAKER_00: say,
- 40:50SPEAKER_00: okay,
- 40:50SPEAKER_00: well,
- 40:50SPEAKER_00: let's
- 40:50SPEAKER_00: prioritize
- 40:51SPEAKER_00: the
- 40:51SPEAKER_00: mission
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- 40:52SPEAKER_00: let
- 40:52SPEAKER_00: money
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- 40:54SPEAKER_00: which
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- 40:54SPEAKER_00: also
- 40:55SPEAKER_00: be
- 40:55SPEAKER_00: true.
- 40:56SPEAKER_00: And,
- 40:56SPEAKER_00: you
- 40:56SPEAKER_00: know,
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- 40:57SPEAKER_00: just
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- 40:58SPEAKER_00: kinds
- 40:58SPEAKER_00: of
- 40:58SPEAKER_00: different
- 40:59SPEAKER_00: tools
- 41:00SPEAKER_00: and
- 41:00SPEAKER_00: strategies
- 41:01SPEAKER_00: that
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- 41:02SPEAKER_00: NLP,
- 41:03SPEAKER_00: superconscious
- 41:04SPEAKER_00: recode,
- 41:04SPEAKER_00: SRT
- 41:05SPEAKER_00: therapy,
- 41:06SPEAKER_00: uh,
- 41:06SPEAKER_00: energy
- 41:07SPEAKER_00: healing,
- 41:07SPEAKER_00: physical
- 41:08SPEAKER_00: somatic
- 41:09SPEAKER_00: body
- 41:09SPEAKER_00: work,
- 41:10SPEAKER_00: uh,
- 41:10SPEAKER_00: all
- 41:11SPEAKER_00: of
- 41:11SPEAKER_00: these
- 41:11SPEAKER_00: things
- 41:12SPEAKER_00: help
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- 41:14SPEAKER_00: a
- 41:14SPEAKER_00: better
- 41:15SPEAKER_00: experience
- 41:16SPEAKER_00: of
- 41:16SPEAKER_00: life
- 41:16SPEAKER_00: than
- 41:17SPEAKER_00: you're
- 41:17SPEAKER_00: having
- 41:18SPEAKER_00: right
- 41:18SPEAKER_00: now.
- 41:19SPEAKER_00: And
- 41:20SPEAKER_00: they're
- 41:20SPEAKER_00: all
- 41:20SPEAKER_00: great
- 41:21SPEAKER_00: tools
- 41:21SPEAKER_00: at
- 41:22SPEAKER_00: the
- 41:22SPEAKER_00: right
- 41:22SPEAKER_00: time.
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- 41:23SPEAKER_00: I
- 41:24SPEAKER_00: say
- 41:24SPEAKER_00: most
- 41:25SPEAKER_00: of
- 41:25SPEAKER_00: the
- 41:25SPEAKER_00: time
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- 41:26SPEAKER_00: a
- 41:26SPEAKER_00: matter
- 41:26SPEAKER_00: of
- 41:26SPEAKER_00: learning
- 41:27SPEAKER_00: how
- 41:27SPEAKER_00: to
- 41:27SPEAKER_00: regulate
- 41:27SPEAKER_00: your
- 41:27SPEAKER_00: nervous
- 41:28SPEAKER_00: system.
- 41:28SPEAKER_00: You
- 41:28SPEAKER_00: can
- 41:29SPEAKER_00: do
- 41:29SPEAKER_00: that
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- 41:30SPEAKER_00: tapping,
- 41:31SPEAKER_00: uh,
- 41:31SPEAKER_00: movement,
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- 41:33SPEAKER_00: get
- 41:33SPEAKER_00: anything
- 41:34SPEAKER_00: to
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- 41:34SPEAKER_00: you
- 41:34SPEAKER_00: out
- 41:34SPEAKER_00: of
- 41:34SPEAKER_00: freeze
- 41:35SPEAKER_00: mode.
- 41:35SPEAKER_00: And
- 41:36SPEAKER_00: the
- 41:36SPEAKER_00: other
- 41:36SPEAKER_00: one,
- 41:37SPEAKER_00: then,
- 41:37SPEAKER_00: you
- 41:37SPEAKER_00: know,
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- 41:38SPEAKER_00: looking
- 41:38SPEAKER_00: at
- 41:39SPEAKER_00: the
- 41:39SPEAKER_00: mind.
- 41:40SPEAKER_00: How
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- 41:41SPEAKER_00: witness
- 41:41SPEAKER_00: your
- 41:41SPEAKER_00: thoughts
- 41:42SPEAKER_00: as
- 41:42SPEAKER_00: separate
- 41:43SPEAKER_00: from
- 41:43SPEAKER_00: you
- 41:44SPEAKER_00: and
- 41:44SPEAKER_00: then
- 41:44SPEAKER_00: decide
- 41:45SPEAKER_00: how
- 41:45SPEAKER_00: you
- 41:45SPEAKER_00: want
- 41:46SPEAKER_00: to
- 41:46SPEAKER_00: move
- 41:46SPEAKER_00: forward?
- 41:47SPEAKER_00: And
- 41:47SPEAKER_00: that's
- 41:48SPEAKER_00: a
- 41:48SPEAKER_00: lot
- 41:48SPEAKER_00: of
- 41:48SPEAKER_00: mindset
- 41:49SPEAKER_00: work
- 41:50SPEAKER_00: where
- 41:50SPEAKER_00: you're
- 41:50SPEAKER_00: witnessing,
- 41:51SPEAKER_00: you
- 41:51SPEAKER_00: can
- 41:51SPEAKER_00: use
- 41:51SPEAKER_00: the
- 41:52SPEAKER_00: model.
- 41:52SPEAKER_00: Brooke
- 41:52SPEAKER_00: Castillo
- 41:53SPEAKER_00: has
- 41:53SPEAKER_00: a
- 41:53SPEAKER_00: whole
- 41:53SPEAKER_00: podcast
- 41:54SPEAKER_00: on
- 41:54SPEAKER_00: it,
- 41:54SPEAKER_00: the
- 41:55SPEAKER_00: super
- 41:55SPEAKER_00: or
- 41:55SPEAKER_00: um,
- 41:56SPEAKER_00: the
- 41:56SPEAKER_00: life
- 41:56SPEAKER_00: coach
- 41:57SPEAKER_00: whole
- 41:57SPEAKER_00: podcast
- 41:57SPEAKER_00: changed
- 41:58SPEAKER_00: my
- 41:58SPEAKER_00: life.
- 41:59SPEAKER_00: And
- 42:00SPEAKER_00: um
- 42:00SPEAKER_00: understanding
- 42:01SPEAKER_00: your
- 42:02SPEAKER_00: frame
- 42:02SPEAKER_00: of
- 42:02SPEAKER_00: reality,
- 42:03SPEAKER_00: and
- 42:03SPEAKER_00: that's
- 42:03SPEAKER_00: where
- 42:03SPEAKER_00: the
- 42:03SPEAKER_00: Enneagram
- 42:04SPEAKER_00: comes
- 42:04SPEAKER_00: in
- 42:05SPEAKER_00: because
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- 42:05SPEAKER_00: gives
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- 42:06SPEAKER_00: user
- 42:06SPEAKER_00: manual
- 42:07SPEAKER_00: to
- 42:07SPEAKER_00: your
- 42:07SPEAKER_00: mind.
- 42:07SPEAKER_00: And
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- 42:08SPEAKER_00: think
- 42:08SPEAKER_00: that
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- 42:11SPEAKER_00: that
- 42:11SPEAKER_00: everyone
- 42:11SPEAKER_00: needs
- 42:11SPEAKER_00: to
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- 42:13SPEAKER_00: as
- 42:13SPEAKER_00: soon
- 42:13SPEAKER_00: as
- 42:13SPEAKER_00: I
- 42:13SPEAKER_00: had
- 42:14SPEAKER_00: my
- 42:14SPEAKER_00: son
- 42:14SPEAKER_00: take
- 42:14SPEAKER_00: the
- 42:14SPEAKER_00: test
- 42:15SPEAKER_00: recently,
- 42:16SPEAKER_00: he's
- 42:16SPEAKER_00: a
- 42:16SPEAKER_00: five.
- 42:17SPEAKER_00: And
- 42:17SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 42:17SPEAKER_00: like,
- 42:18SPEAKER_00: oh
- 42:18SPEAKER_00: my
- 42:18SPEAKER_00: God,
- 42:19SPEAKER_00: that
- 42:19SPEAKER_00: explains
- 42:20SPEAKER_00: everything.
- 42:21SPEAKER_00: I
- 42:21SPEAKER_00: totally
- 42:22SPEAKER_00: understand
- 42:23SPEAKER_00: you
- 42:23SPEAKER_00: now.
- 42:23SPEAKER_00: Now
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- 42:24SPEAKER_00: to
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- 42:24SPEAKER_00: with
- 42:25SPEAKER_00: you
- 42:25SPEAKER_00: better
- 42:25SPEAKER_00: so
- 42:26SPEAKER_00: that
- 42:26SPEAKER_00: we
- 42:26SPEAKER_00: have
- 42:26SPEAKER_00: a
- 42:26SPEAKER_00: beautiful
- 42:27SPEAKER_00: relationship.
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- 42:28SPEAKER_00: that's
- 42:28SPEAKER_00: my
- 42:28SPEAKER_00: priority
- 42:29SPEAKER_00: with
- 42:29SPEAKER_00: my
- 42:29SPEAKER_00: kids
- 42:29SPEAKER_00: is
- 42:29SPEAKER_00: to
- 42:29SPEAKER_00: have
- 42:30SPEAKER_00: a
- 42:30SPEAKER_00: beautiful
- 42:30SPEAKER_00: relationship.
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- 42:32SPEAKER_00: looks
- 42:33SPEAKER_00: like
- 42:33SPEAKER_00: me
- 42:33SPEAKER_00: not
- 42:34SPEAKER_00: forcing
- 42:34SPEAKER_00: my
- 42:34SPEAKER_00: perspective
- 42:35SPEAKER_00: on
- 42:35SPEAKER_00: them,
- 42:36SPEAKER_00: but
- 42:36SPEAKER_00: by
- 42:36SPEAKER_00: witnessing
- 42:37SPEAKER_00: the
- 42:37SPEAKER_00: world
- 42:38SPEAKER_00: through
- 42:38SPEAKER_00: their
- 42:38SPEAKER_00: perspective
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- 42:39SPEAKER_00: guiding
- 42:40SPEAKER_00: them
- 42:40SPEAKER_00: on
- 42:40SPEAKER_00: their
- 42:40SPEAKER_00: journey.
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- 42:41SPEAKER_00: I
- 42:41SPEAKER_00: have
- 42:42SPEAKER_00: very
- 42:42SPEAKER_00: different
- 42:42SPEAKER_00: definitions
- 42:43SPEAKER_00: of
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- 42:44SPEAKER_00: than
- 42:44SPEAKER_00: most
- 42:44SPEAKER_00: people
- 42:45SPEAKER_00: do.
- 42:45SPEAKER_00: So
- 42:47SPEAKER_00: what
- 42:48SPEAKER_00: um,
- 42:48SPEAKER_00: so
- 42:49SPEAKER_00: Enneagram,
- 42:50SPEAKER_00: understanding
- 42:50SPEAKER_00: your
- 42:50SPEAKER_00: world,
- 42:51SPEAKER_00: emotional
- 42:51SPEAKER_00: regulation.
- 42:52SPEAKER_00: Your
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- 42:53SPEAKER_00: are
- 42:54SPEAKER_00: not
- 42:54SPEAKER_00: always
- 42:54SPEAKER_00: real.
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- 42:56SPEAKER_00: by
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- 42:57SPEAKER_00: diet,
- 42:57SPEAKER_00: they're
- 42:58SPEAKER_00: impacted
- 42:58SPEAKER_00: by
- 42:58SPEAKER_00: your
- 42:59SPEAKER_00: environment,
- 43:00SPEAKER_00: they're
- 43:00SPEAKER_00: impacted
- 43:00SPEAKER_00: by
- 43:01SPEAKER_00: your
- 43:01SPEAKER_00: hormones,
- 43:02SPEAKER_00: they're
- 43:02SPEAKER_00: impacted
- 43:04SPEAKER_00: by
- 43:04SPEAKER_00: your
- 43:05SPEAKER_00: energy.
- 43:05SPEAKER_00: Are
- 43:06SPEAKER_00: you
- 43:06SPEAKER_00: picking
- 43:06SPEAKER_00: other
- 43:06SPEAKER_00: people's
- 43:07SPEAKER_00: stuff
- 43:07SPEAKER_00: up
- 43:08SPEAKER_00: like
- 43:08SPEAKER_00: a
- 43:08SPEAKER_00: giant
- 43:08SPEAKER_00: sponge
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- 43:09SPEAKER_00: no
- 43:09SPEAKER_00: way
- 43:09SPEAKER_00: of
- 43:10SPEAKER_00: releasing
- 43:10SPEAKER_00: it?
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- 43:12SPEAKER_00: your
- 43:12SPEAKER_00: emotions
- 43:13SPEAKER_00: will
- 43:13SPEAKER_00: fluctuate
- 43:15SPEAKER_00: constantly,
- 43:17SPEAKER_00: depending
- 43:18SPEAKER_00: on
- 43:18SPEAKER_00: many
- 43:18SPEAKER_00: different
- 43:19SPEAKER_00: factors.
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- 43:21SPEAKER_00: need
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- 43:24SPEAKER_00: see
- 43:24SPEAKER_00: them
- 43:24SPEAKER_00: as
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- 43:25SPEAKER_00: real.
- 43:26SPEAKER_00: I
- 43:26SPEAKER_00: know
- 43:26SPEAKER_00: when
- 43:26SPEAKER_00: I
- 43:27SPEAKER_00: used
- 43:27SPEAKER_00: to
- 43:27SPEAKER_00: have
- 43:27SPEAKER_00: my
- 43:27SPEAKER_00: period
- 43:28SPEAKER_00: and
- 43:28SPEAKER_00: I
- 43:28SPEAKER_00: had
- 43:28SPEAKER_00: PMS,
- 43:30SPEAKER_00: what
- 43:30SPEAKER_00: I
- 43:30SPEAKER_00: thought
- 43:30SPEAKER_00: was
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- 43:31SPEAKER_00: would
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- 43:32SPEAKER_00: as
- 43:32SPEAKER_00: soon
- 43:32SPEAKER_00: as
- 43:32SPEAKER_00: it
- 43:33SPEAKER_00: was
- 43:33SPEAKER_00: over.
- 43:33SPEAKER_00: And
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- 43:34SPEAKER_00: I'd
- 43:34SPEAKER_00: have
- 43:34SPEAKER_00: to
- 43:34SPEAKER_00: backtrack
- 43:35SPEAKER_00: and
- 43:35SPEAKER_00: go,
- 43:35SPEAKER_00: what
- 43:35SPEAKER_00: the
- 43:35SPEAKER_00: heck
- 43:36SPEAKER_00: just
- 43:36SPEAKER_00: happened
- 43:36SPEAKER_00: to
- 43:36SPEAKER_00: my
- 43:36SPEAKER_00: mind?
- 43:37SPEAKER_00: That
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- 43:38SPEAKER_00: like
- 43:38SPEAKER_00: it
- 43:38SPEAKER_00: was
- 43:38SPEAKER_00: me
- 43:38SPEAKER_00: at
- 43:39SPEAKER_00: all.
- 43:39SPEAKER_00: And
- 43:40SPEAKER_00: that's
- 43:40SPEAKER_00: why
- 43:41SPEAKER_00: I
- 43:41SPEAKER_00: say
- 43:41SPEAKER_00: our
- 43:41SPEAKER_00: emotions
- 43:42SPEAKER_00: lie
- 43:42SPEAKER_00: because
- 43:42SPEAKER_00: I
- 43:43SPEAKER_00: have
- 43:43SPEAKER_00: a
- 43:43SPEAKER_00: lot
- 43:43SPEAKER_00: of
- 43:43SPEAKER_00: evidence
- 43:44SPEAKER_00: that
- 43:44SPEAKER_00: my
- 43:44SPEAKER_00: blood
- 43:45SPEAKER_00: sugar
- 43:45SPEAKER_00: levels,
- 43:46SPEAKER_00: if
- 43:46SPEAKER_00: they're
- 43:46SPEAKER_00: off,
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- 43:47SPEAKER_00: will
- 43:47SPEAKER_00: see
- 43:47SPEAKER_00: the
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- 43:48SPEAKER_00: differently.
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- 43:49SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 43:50SPEAKER_00: feeling
- 43:50SPEAKER_00: very
- 43:50SPEAKER_00: activated
- 43:51SPEAKER_00: by
- 43:51SPEAKER_00: someone,
- 43:52SPEAKER_00: my
- 43:52SPEAKER_00: mood
- 43:53SPEAKER_00: will
- 43:53SPEAKER_00: shift.
- 43:54SPEAKER_00: They
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- 43:56SPEAKER_00: the
- 43:56SPEAKER_00: emotion
- 43:57SPEAKER_00: chemical
- 43:57SPEAKER_00: lasts
- 43:58SPEAKER_00: 90
- 43:58SPEAKER_00: seconds.
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- 43:59SPEAKER_00: that
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- 44:00SPEAKER_00: the
- 44:00SPEAKER_00: emotion
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- 44:03SPEAKER_00: it
- 44:03SPEAKER_00: stay.
- 44:04SPEAKER_00: So,
- 44:04SPEAKER_00: and
- 44:05SPEAKER_00: then
- 44:05SPEAKER_00: the
- 44:05SPEAKER_00: other
- 44:05SPEAKER_00: thing
- 44:06SPEAKER_00: is
- 44:06SPEAKER_00: is
- 44:06SPEAKER_00: spiritual
- 44:07SPEAKER_00: healing.
- 44:07SPEAKER_00: Do
- 44:08SPEAKER_00: we
- 44:08SPEAKER_00: have
- 44:08SPEAKER_00: soul
- 44:08SPEAKER_00: contracts
- 44:09SPEAKER_00: with
- 44:09SPEAKER_00: these
- 44:09SPEAKER_00: people?
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- 44:10SPEAKER_00: soul
- 44:10SPEAKER_00: was
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- 44:17SPEAKER_00: process
- 44:18SPEAKER_00: bullying
- 44:18SPEAKER_00: so
- 44:18SPEAKER_00: that
- 44:19SPEAKER_00: I
- 44:19SPEAKER_00: can
- 44:19SPEAKER_00: help
- 44:19SPEAKER_00: others
- 44:19SPEAKER_00: later
- 44:20SPEAKER_00: in
- 44:20SPEAKER_00: life?
- 44:21SPEAKER_00: Who
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- 44:21SPEAKER_00: why
- 44:22SPEAKER_00: our
- 44:22SPEAKER_00: souls
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- 44:23SPEAKER_00: weird
- 44:24SPEAKER_00: contracts
- 44:24SPEAKER_00: for
- 44:25SPEAKER_00: us?
- 44:25SPEAKER_00: Um,
- 44:26SPEAKER_00: you
- 44:26SPEAKER_00: know,
- 44:26SPEAKER_00: it
- 44:27SPEAKER_00: but
- 44:27SPEAKER_00: we
- 44:27SPEAKER_00: can
- 44:27SPEAKER_00: clear
- 44:28SPEAKER_00: them.
- 44:28SPEAKER_00: And
- 44:28SPEAKER_00: that's
- 44:28SPEAKER_00: where,
- 44:29SPEAKER_00: you
- 44:29SPEAKER_00: know,
- 44:29SPEAKER_00: spiritual
- 44:30SPEAKER_00: healing
- 44:30SPEAKER_00: work,
- 44:30SPEAKER_00: superconscious
- 44:31SPEAKER_00: recode,
- 44:32SPEAKER_00: um,
- 44:32SPEAKER_00: anything
- 44:33SPEAKER_00: that's
- 44:33SPEAKER_00: working
- 44:34SPEAKER_00: with,
- 44:34SPEAKER_00: you
- 44:34SPEAKER_00: know,
- 44:34SPEAKER_00: past
- 44:35SPEAKER_00: lives
- 44:35SPEAKER_00: without
- 44:35SPEAKER_00: needing
- 44:36SPEAKER_00: to
- 44:36SPEAKER_00: go
- 44:36SPEAKER_00: in
- 44:36SPEAKER_00: and
- 44:36SPEAKER_00: see
- 44:37SPEAKER_00: what
- 44:37SPEAKER_00: they
- 44:37SPEAKER_00: are.
- 44:37SPEAKER_00: We
- 44:37SPEAKER_00: can
- 44:38SPEAKER_00: just
- 44:38SPEAKER_00: clear
- 44:38SPEAKER_00: the
- 44:38SPEAKER_00: energy
- 44:39SPEAKER_00: from
- 44:39SPEAKER_00: them,
- 44:40SPEAKER_00: other
- 44:40SPEAKER_00: timelines,
- 44:41SPEAKER_00: things
- 44:41SPEAKER_00: like
- 44:41SPEAKER_00: that.
- 44:41SPEAKER_00: Those
- 44:41SPEAKER_00: loops
- 44:42SPEAKER_00: can
- 44:42SPEAKER_00: just
- 44:42SPEAKER_00: be
- 44:42SPEAKER_00: closed
- 44:43SPEAKER_00: without
- 44:43SPEAKER_00: needing
- 44:44SPEAKER_00: to
- 44:44SPEAKER_00: go
- 44:44SPEAKER_00: in
- 44:44SPEAKER_00: and
- 44:45SPEAKER_00: explore
- 44:45SPEAKER_00: it.
- 44:45SPEAKER_00: Unless
- 44:45SPEAKER_00: you
- 44:46SPEAKER_00: like
- 44:46SPEAKER_00: to
- 44:46SPEAKER_00: have
- 44:46SPEAKER_00: a
- 44:46SPEAKER_00: girl
- 44:46SPEAKER_00: in
- 44:46SPEAKER_00: our
- 44:47SPEAKER_00: tribe
- 44:47SPEAKER_00: who
- 44:47SPEAKER_00: just
- 44:47SPEAKER_00: loves
- 44:47SPEAKER_00: to
- 44:47SPEAKER_00: go
- 44:48SPEAKER_00: look
- 44:48SPEAKER_00: at
- 44:48SPEAKER_00: past
- 44:48SPEAKER_00: lives,
- 44:48SPEAKER_00: and
- 44:48SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 44:49SPEAKER_00: like,
- 44:49SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 44:49SPEAKER_00: fine
- 44:49SPEAKER_00: with
- 44:49SPEAKER_00: this.
- 44:50SPEAKER_00: We
- 44:50SPEAKER_00: can
- 44:50SPEAKER_00: go
- 44:50SPEAKER_00: there.
- 44:51SPEAKER_00: Um,
- 44:51SPEAKER_00: but
- 44:51SPEAKER_00: just
- 44:52SPEAKER_00: don't
- 44:52SPEAKER_00: get
- 44:52SPEAKER_00: stuck
- 44:53SPEAKER_00: there.
- 44:53SPEAKER_00: Still
- 44:54SPEAKER_00: decide
- 44:54SPEAKER_00: on
- 44:54SPEAKER_00: what
- 44:55SPEAKER_00: you
- 44:55SPEAKER_00: want
- 44:56SPEAKER_00: and
- 44:57SPEAKER_00: then
- 44:57SPEAKER_00: choose
- 44:58SPEAKER_00: different.
- 44:59SPEAKER_00: So,
- 44:59SPEAKER_00: one
- 44:59SPEAKER_00: of
- 44:59SPEAKER_00: the
- 44:59SPEAKER_00: exercises
- 45:00SPEAKER_00: that
- 45:00SPEAKER_00: I
- 45:00SPEAKER_00: really
- 45:00SPEAKER_00: love.
- 45:01SPEAKER_00: Is
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- 45:02SPEAKER_00: that
- 45:02SPEAKER_00: you're
- 45:03SPEAKER_00: in
- 45:03SPEAKER_00: a
- 45:03SPEAKER_00: white
- 45:03SPEAKER_00: room
- 45:04SPEAKER_00: and
- 45:04SPEAKER_00: that
- 45:04SPEAKER_00: you
- 45:05SPEAKER_00: have
- 45:05SPEAKER_00: no
- 45:05SPEAKER_00: past,
- 45:06SPEAKER_00: and
- 45:07SPEAKER_00: there's
- 45:07SPEAKER_00: a
- 45:07SPEAKER_00: door
- 45:08SPEAKER_00: in
- 45:08SPEAKER_00: front
- 45:08SPEAKER_00: of
- 45:08SPEAKER_00: you
- 45:08SPEAKER_00: that
- 45:08SPEAKER_00: just
- 45:09SPEAKER_00: says
- 45:09SPEAKER_00: possibility.
- 45:11SPEAKER_00: We
- 45:12SPEAKER_00: have
- 45:12SPEAKER_00: the
- 45:12SPEAKER_00: ability
- 45:13SPEAKER_00: to
- 45:13SPEAKER_00: make
- 45:14SPEAKER_00: new
- 45:14SPEAKER_00: choices
- 45:15SPEAKER_00: from
- 45:15SPEAKER_00: our
- 45:15SPEAKER_00: future
- 45:16SPEAKER_00: all
- 45:16SPEAKER_00: of
- 45:17SPEAKER_00: the
- 45:17SPEAKER_00: time.
- 45:18SPEAKER_00: And
- 45:18SPEAKER_00: then
- 45:18SPEAKER_00: there
- 45:19SPEAKER_00: was
- 45:19SPEAKER_00: this
- 45:19SPEAKER_00: other
- 45:19SPEAKER_00: statement
- 45:20SPEAKER_00: I
- 45:20SPEAKER_00: found
- 45:20SPEAKER_00: in
- 45:20SPEAKER_00: one
- 45:20SPEAKER_00: of
- 45:20SPEAKER_00: my
- 45:20SPEAKER_00: old
- 45:21SPEAKER_00: journals
- 45:21SPEAKER_00: last
- 45:21SPEAKER_00: night,
- 45:21SPEAKER_00: and
- 45:22SPEAKER_00: I
- 45:22SPEAKER_00: don't
- 45:22SPEAKER_00: remember
- 45:22SPEAKER_00: where
- 45:22SPEAKER_00: I
- 45:23SPEAKER_00: got
- 45:23SPEAKER_00: this
- 45:23SPEAKER_00: from
- 45:23SPEAKER_00: or
- 45:23SPEAKER_00: who
- 45:24SPEAKER_00: taught
- 45:24SPEAKER_00: it,
- 45:24SPEAKER_00: but
- 45:24SPEAKER_00: it
- 45:24SPEAKER_00: just
- 45:25SPEAKER_00: felt
- 45:25SPEAKER_00: like
- 45:25SPEAKER_00: it
- 45:25SPEAKER_00: resonated
- 45:26SPEAKER_00: with
- 45:26SPEAKER_00: this
- 45:26SPEAKER_00: episode.
- 45:27SPEAKER_00: And
- 45:27SPEAKER_00: it
- 45:27SPEAKER_00: just
- 45:27SPEAKER_00: says,
- 45:28SPEAKER_00: you
- 45:28SPEAKER_00: know,
- 45:28SPEAKER_00: you
- 45:28SPEAKER_00: can
- 45:29SPEAKER_00: put
- 45:29SPEAKER_00: your
- 45:29SPEAKER_00: hand
- 45:30SPEAKER_00: on
- 45:30SPEAKER_00: your
- 45:30SPEAKER_00: heart
- 45:30SPEAKER_00: and
- 45:30SPEAKER_00: say,
- 45:31SPEAKER_00: I
- 45:31SPEAKER_00: acknowledge
- 45:32SPEAKER_00: that
- 45:32SPEAKER_00: through
- 45:33SPEAKER_00: the
- 45:33SPEAKER_00: power
- 45:33SPEAKER_00: of
- 45:33SPEAKER_00: my
- 45:34SPEAKER_00: commitment
- 45:35SPEAKER_00: of
- 45:35SPEAKER_00: conscious
- 45:36SPEAKER_00: and
- 45:36SPEAKER_00: unconscious,
- 45:38SPEAKER_00: I
- 45:38SPEAKER_00: have
- 45:38SPEAKER_00: created
- 45:39SPEAKER_00: my
- 45:39SPEAKER_00: life
- 45:39SPEAKER_00: the
- 45:40SPEAKER_00: way
- 45:40SPEAKER_00: it
- 45:40SPEAKER_00: is
- 45:40SPEAKER_00: now.
- 45:41SPEAKER_00: I
- 45:41SPEAKER_00: now
- 45:42SPEAKER_00: choose
- 45:43SPEAKER_00: to
- 45:43SPEAKER_00: use
- 45:43SPEAKER_00: this
- 45:44SPEAKER_00: power
- 45:44SPEAKER_00: to
- 45:45SPEAKER_00: create
- 45:45SPEAKER_00: my
- 45:46SPEAKER_00: life
- 45:46SPEAKER_00: the
- 45:46SPEAKER_00: way
- 45:47SPEAKER_00: I
- 45:47SPEAKER_00: consciously
- 45:48SPEAKER_00: choose
- 45:49SPEAKER_00: it
- 45:50SPEAKER_00: to
- 45:50SPEAKER_00: be.
- 45:52SPEAKER_00: Breathe
- 45:53SPEAKER_00: that
- 45:53SPEAKER_00: in.
- 45:54SPEAKER_00: Say
- 45:55SPEAKER_00: it
- 45:55SPEAKER_00: slow.
- 45:56SPEAKER_00: Hand
- 45:56SPEAKER_00: on
- 45:57SPEAKER_00: your
- 45:57SPEAKER_00: heart.
- 45:58SPEAKER_00: That's
- 45:58SPEAKER_00: how
- 45:58SPEAKER_00: you
- 45:58SPEAKER_00: take
- 45:58SPEAKER_00: your
- 45:59SPEAKER_00: power
- 45:59SPEAKER_00: back.
- 46:00SPEAKER_00: Have
- 46:00SPEAKER_00: a
- 46:00SPEAKER_00: great
- 46:00SPEAKER_00: day,
- 46:01SPEAKER_00: my
- 46:01SPEAKER_00: friends.