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151. What Women really mean part 2 · She Rises with Ashy & Tijana

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  Speaker 1: Apoday Production. Welcome to the She Rises Podcast. I'm Ashy
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  Speaker 1: and I'm Tiana.
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  Speaker 2: This podcast is about female empowerment and encouraging you to
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  Speaker 2: be your biggest, boldest, and most authentic version of yourself.
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  Speaker 1: We help you shed the shame, grow to new level.
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  Speaker 1: We're gonna laugh, cry, and talk about the topics everyone
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  Speaker 1: else is too afraid to talk about. Get ready for
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  Speaker 1: your next level of self. Hello everybody, and welcome back
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  Speaker 1: to She Rises. Actually, Tiana, this is part two of
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  Speaker 1: What Women Really Mean. You haven't listen to part one.
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  Speaker 1: It's just a bit of fun, lighthearted things. I feel
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  Speaker 1: like we've had a lot of big conversations lately, some
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  Speaker 1: really emotional ones, some heavy ones, which is all great
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  Speaker 1: and so beautiful in their own way, but just having
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  Speaker 1: fun so different.
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  Speaker 2: Absolutely have a little bit of a giggle, you know what.
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  Speaker 2: We've been laughing a whole lot lately.
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  Speaker 1: Oh my gosh, I've had that sleeper at my house.
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  Speaker 1: Oh it couldn't stop.
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  Speaker 2: And then at my house, yes, far every time we're
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  Speaker 2: together lately, we've just been cackling, laughing our heads up,
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  Speaker 2: deep belly laughs, and like we kind of want to
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  Speaker 2: bring that here.
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  Speaker 1: Yes, So these are things that we say, but what
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  Speaker 1: we actually mean when we say it's very relatable. Don't
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  Speaker 1: a just if you don't say these things? All right,
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  Speaker 1: I'll go first. Okay. So something that I'll say to
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  Speaker 1: Steve often is like do I even look hot?
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  Speaker 2: Like?
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  Speaker 1: Do you still find me attractive? Like? What do you
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  Speaker 1: like about me? Out of ten? What am I now? Oh?
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  Speaker 1: My god? They tell me everything that you love about me? Yeah?
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  Speaker 1: I just want like a big boost. Yeah, and I
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  Speaker 1: want to hear it from him and I want.
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  Speaker 2: Specifics, yes, like tell me in detail, Yeah, how much
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  Speaker 2: you're in love with me?
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  Speaker 1: And how much you're obsessed with me. If he says like,
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  Speaker 1: oh you look cute, I'm like, okay, I'm changing. I
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  Speaker 1: wanted to look sexy, so no, no, no you look sexy.
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  Speaker 1: I'm like no, no, doesn't mean it now? Or like
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  Speaker 1: you look fine? Fine? Fine? Do I look like I'm
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  Speaker 1: going for fine? Yes? Do you how long it took
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  Speaker 1: me to get to look like this? I'll pick from
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  Speaker 1: another three outfits? Yeah, literally, I wrote down and tell
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  Speaker 1: me I'm the hottest one alive before I shave my
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  Speaker 1: head and move to Italy. Stop it.
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  Speaker 2: The next part, can you take a photo of me,
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  Speaker 2: what do you really mean when you ask to take
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  Speaker 2: a photo? I want at least two hundred, and I
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  Speaker 2: want you to keep tapping and I want you to
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  Speaker 2: direct me as you're taking them and get like the
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  Speaker 2: best photo you can possibly find and.
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  Speaker 1: Have it on live. So it literally means you have
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  Speaker 1: like six hundred photos.
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  Speaker 2: Actually, like I want you to like construct this photoshoot
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  Speaker 2: right now, because you're in one perfect done.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, I can do absolutely Okay. I said this to
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  Speaker 1: Steve all the time. I don't mind what movie we watch,
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  Speaker 1: absolutely do mind. I don't want anything aliens. I don't
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  Speaker 1: want anything like fake with monsters and spaceships and stuff like.
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  Speaker 1: I want action. It has to be sex scenes with
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  Speaker 1: hot people. Please, fair enough, like what you like? I
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  Speaker 1: do like what I like and listen with the girls,
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  Speaker 1: and I want something like Me and Girls or.
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  Speaker 2: Bridesmaids, romantic comedy. Yeah, different, different mood. Yes, I want action.
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  Speaker 1: I want crime and some hot sex scenes. Yeah.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, you know it's so funny, but I used to
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  Speaker 2: say this in my last relationship. Yeah, but like blessing
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  Speaker 2: me so sweet, he like only ever wanted to watch
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  Speaker 2: like documentaries, oh boring some time.
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  Speaker 1: You know, like you got to be in the mood
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  Speaker 1: for Oh, you really do.
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  Speaker 2: And it's great because, like you learn so much, it's
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  Speaker 2: so fun and sometimes, like David Attenbrant like it's sometimes
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  Speaker 2: it's the mood and it's what you want.
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  Speaker 1: But like not on a Friday afternoon. Yeah, I don'tt
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  Speaker 1: to you out to watch a movie, like, let me
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  Speaker 1: pick the movie. Yeah, cute.
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  Speaker 2: When I say I miss you, this doesn't apply to you,
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  Speaker 2: but it means that I'm low key, horny, bit emotional
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  Speaker 2: and want you to say something poetic, that you're obsessed
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  Speaker 2: with me and tell me how much you've been yearning
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  Speaker 2: for my love.
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  Speaker 1: Oh my gosh. Yeah, I'm trying to make it cute.
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  Speaker 1: I miss you, Yes, love that I miss you. Give
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  Speaker 1: me attention, That's what it really means. Yeah, okay, So
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  Speaker 1: moving on to some best friend ones, text me when
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  Speaker 1: you're home, because if you don't text me, what I
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  Speaker 1: actually mean when I say that is I'm going to
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  Speaker 1: assume your kidnapped, something really bad has happened to me,
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  Speaker 1: or you fucking hate my guds you don want to
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  Speaker 1: hang out with me again?
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, and you're gonna block me, yes, Like, why aren't
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  Speaker 2: you responding to my seven voice messages that I lived
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  Speaker 2: on read.
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  Speaker 1: Can I tell a story. Yes, recently, you went on
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  Speaker 1: a date with a man and I had not heard
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  Speaker 1: from you, and you were going from she Kill the
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  Speaker 1: place and you said you would text me. You said
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  Speaker 1: you give me the updates because you hadn't met him before.
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  Speaker 1: It's like paranoid as fuck. Yeah, oh my gosh, we
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  Speaker 1: don't know this man. And I called the place that
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  Speaker 1: you're at. Hello, I'm just after a Tiana Bundello. She did.
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  Speaker 1: She called the place that I was at did and
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  Speaker 1: I got through. She was like hello, Like, okay, you're alive.
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  Speaker 1: He's like, yeah, I'm good, babe. Sorry, oh my god,
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  Speaker 1: that was the best busy I'm kidding, but yeah, like
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  Speaker 1: that's me. We're texting in your home, like you're gonna
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  Speaker 1: say you're gonna text me when you meet him, and
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  Speaker 1: you're gonna do something. And then it's been six hours.
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  Speaker 1: I literally said to Steve, what if he's met at her.
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  Speaker 1: He's like, calm down, babe, I'm like, I haven't heard
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  Speaker 1: from her. It's very unlike her.
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  Speaker 2: He was so funny, like I was obviously like in
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  Speaker 2: my own little world, and I was like so happy
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  Speaker 2: when they said, I've got Ashy bind on the phone
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  Speaker 2: here for you. I was like, ash, I was like,
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  Speaker 2: it's my girl.
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  Speaker 1: I canna hear him the background talking. I was like,
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  Speaker 1: he's probably thinking you've got a psychotic best friend. No worry.
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  Speaker 1: I was like, so happy, job to protect you. It
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  Speaker 1: was honestly the best. I was like, she loves me.
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  Speaker 1: I'm sure you do the same for me. Oh. Absolutely
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  Speaker 1: scary when your friend goes out and like a date
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  Speaker 1: and it wasn't just like a casual coffee you know,
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  Speaker 1: it was a proper day, like a long date. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: but I want to make sure you're okay for okay.
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  Speaker 1: Next one's you. I'll be ready in ten. She's not
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  Speaker 1: ready in ten, No you, and makes it you're both
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  Speaker 1: bad at this.
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  Speaker 2: I need at least half an hour, yes, yeah, but
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  Speaker 2: I'm aware of it.
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  Speaker 1: It's similar to like, oh, I'll just put a little
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  Speaker 1: bit of makeup on. It's like you still need time, yeah,
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  Speaker 1: make up, that's true.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, although you have helped me get better at this. Yes, yes,
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  Speaker 2: but also what I say when I mean i'll be
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  Speaker 2: ready in ten, like give me at least twenty five.
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  Speaker 1: Yes, perfect, twenty five. I've learned yeah. Yeah, I'll still
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  Speaker 1: get there early. See why you'll get there early and
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  Speaker 1: working scroll or work. You know that I'm going to
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  Speaker 1: take another twenty or just come and lay in your
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  Speaker 1: bed and hang that's true. Yeah. And also I've gotten
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  Speaker 1: better you have. I'm given proved working on it. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: you've been turning up early to my house. Pet me,
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  Speaker 1: I'm working on it. Yeah, it's good, it's very good.
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  Speaker 1: Go shut up for my girl, you know. Can I
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  Speaker 1: have a waiting on me? Love it? This is best
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  Speaker 1: friend edition. So I want to come over and hang out.
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  Speaker 1: Oh no, we're not just hanging out. We're going to
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  Speaker 1: unpack all of your childhood trauma. You need to tell
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  Speaker 1: me what you're upset about. You to tell me what happened,
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  Speaker 1: every detail of your day yesterday they did not see you.
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  Speaker 1: And yeah, it's never going to be fluffy. Yeah, we're
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  Speaker 1: not just hanging out. I don't just sit there in silence.
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  Speaker 2: We're going to go over that thing. Yes, then when
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  Speaker 2: they're in silent, we're still be up though we do.
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  Speaker 1: But I can't pull you out because multitasking. I can't
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  Speaker 1: help you. Yeah, it's really not a strong seer. No,
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  Speaker 1: it's a really not a strength. I really need to
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  Speaker 1: learn that. You can't because I'll start yapping to her
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  Speaker 1: while she's doing something and then she'd be like, I'm sorry,
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  Speaker 1: I didn't hear a word you said, Jell.
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  Speaker 2: I know it's so annoying, but I'm like, we've spoken
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  Speaker 2: about this. I think maybe maybe it's a mom thing.
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  Speaker 1: I think so. So you have to learn how to multitask.
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  Speaker 2: Otherwise you just you know things happening at once, whereas
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  Speaker 2: like I'm my focus right now and make only foks
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  Speaker 2: at the time, and I just.
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  Speaker 1: Need to get better at saying hey, can I tell
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  Speaker 1: you something? Yeah, I could have just been like.
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  Speaker 2: Or like, if I'm on phone, i'm doing a work task,
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  Speaker 2: it's yes, when I come up, I'm fully present.
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  Speaker 1: But when I'm doing some fully long I'm underwater, I
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  Speaker 1: can't breathe. Let me just come up for breath. Basically,
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  Speaker 1: it's the same thing. Really, Yeah, so I think it
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  Speaker 1: is one thing. Yeah, it must be.
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  Speaker 2: You have to learn gental. My sister who I live with,
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  Speaker 2: she's really good at it. She she's fucking super human
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  Speaker 2: at it. Actually, she's got like three little kiddies solo parenting,
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  Speaker 2: and she will sit and listen to my shit too,
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  Speaker 2: and I'm just like, thank you.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, she'd be better at me because she's solo parenting.
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  Speaker 1: I feel like I'm pretty good at it, but she'd
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  Speaker 1: be even better. I reckon, I don't think better just
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  Speaker 1: at it. Yeah. I think she'll know you though, because
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  Speaker 1: she's had to learn that's the thing, Like she has to. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: she can't just do one thing at a time because
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  Speaker 1: she's sucking three little humans being.
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  Speaker 2: Like, yes, she does have to be on all the time,
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  Speaker 2: especially like solo parenting. Imagine it would be you're the
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  Speaker 2: sole person they go to. Yeah you know, yeah, do
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  Speaker 2: you hate me?
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  Speaker 1: What it really means is I'm just checking because I'm
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  Speaker 1: having an anxious moment. Yes, I just gonna make sure
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  Speaker 1: we're all good. Just want to check, just want to check.
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  Speaker 2: We'll hang out and voice on each other, so I
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  Speaker 2: just want to check that we're okay.
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  Speaker 1: Did I say something? So I think I might have
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  Speaker 1: said something? Do you feel off? Are you okay? What's
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  Speaker 1: going on? Because I'm anxious as far.
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  Speaker 2: I think you're gonna leave me and I'm thinking West
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  Speaker 2: case scenarios to please soothe me before I spiral.
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  Speaker 1: Yes, literally, so funny or just if one of us
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  Speaker 1: is a little bit off too. We always just check
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  Speaker 1: that it's not each other that's caused it. Yes, we're like,
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  Speaker 1: we definitely do that. Could we taken this personally and
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  Speaker 1: I could be assuming. However, I just want to make
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  Speaker 1: sure you're okay. What I really mean is do you
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  Speaker 1: hate me? Yeah? Because if you hate me, I'm not
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  Speaker 1: going to be okay. Yeah? And was it me? Yeah?
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  Speaker 1: They put you in a foul mood? Absolutely not. Never, No,
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  Speaker 1: it never is okay, So we've got some mum edition once,
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  Speaker 1: so I'll do it myself. What I really mean is
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  Speaker 1: I'm actually pretty pissed that you could see that I
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  Speaker 1: was doing something and you didn't offer to help, Like
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  Speaker 1: I don't want to do the fucking bins, yeah, which
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  Speaker 1: is actually I never did the bins anymore. Let's see's away.
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  Speaker 1: You gave ten days, I've done the bins. When he's home,
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  Speaker 1: he does bins. Yes, that'd be an example. He sees
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  Speaker 1: me doing the bins and I'll say, funck, I'll just
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  Speaker 1: do myself, babe. He's like, oh, no, you're not. I'm
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  Speaker 1: gonna take it over. You don't have to do those bins, babes.
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  Speaker 1: I've got it, you know.
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  Speaker 2: I feel like that would come out when, like say,
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  Speaker 2: a partner or whoever does it, but they don't do
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  Speaker 2: it in your timeline.
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  Speaker 1: Yes, then it's like true.
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  Speaker 2: If they don't do it in the timeline that you
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  Speaker 2: constructed in your head, then you're now doing the task
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  Speaker 2: because they didn't do it.
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  Speaker 1: Yes, that's so true. Well, yeah, that's fine, I already
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  Speaker 1: did it. I think for moms too, well, I don't
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  Speaker 1: know if other mums relate to this, but for me,
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  Speaker 1: a clean space helps me to relax. So if he
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  Speaker 1: says he's gonna do the dishes or something like sometimes
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  Speaker 1: Steve will say it at night, I'm gonna do it
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  Speaker 1: the morning. How you bother? Now, I'm like, absolutely not,
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  Speaker 1: I'll just do it, And I am annoyed because you
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  Speaker 1: said you're gonna do it. But for me, waking up
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  Speaker 1: to a clean kitchen starts my day off on the
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  Speaker 1: right foot. If I wake up to chaos and mess,
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  Speaker 1: it just makes me feel like I've got another extra
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  Speaker 1: thing I've got to do and I've only got an
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  Speaker 1: hour to get everyone out of the door. Putting myself. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: it's stressful. So yeah, that can definitely show up in relationships.
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  Speaker 1: Especially for mums. I feel like, don't let them do
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  Speaker 1: it by themselves. I'm very lucky. Steve is very hands on,
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  Speaker 1: like there's no job that's too Oh, I shouldn't do that.
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  Speaker 1: He helps out with everything. If one's doing the bath,
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  Speaker 1: the other's doing the kitchen, if one cooks, the other's
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  Speaker 1: cleaning it up. You know, we're good like that, Thank goodness.
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  Speaker 1: I would have a lot of resentment. Don't think I
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  Speaker 1: could be with the man that didn't have equal hands
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  Speaker 1: on like Beau. So she because I'm a working parent
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  Speaker 1: as well, yes, maybe different if I was to stay
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  Speaker 1: at home mum. Yeah, because we're both working. I'm like,
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  Speaker 1: we both need to pull our way to home. Yes there.
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  Speaker 1: I Actually I am pretty good at this one. But sometimes
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  Speaker 1: I will pre say we're leaving in five minutes. We
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  Speaker 1: may not be leaving in five minutes, but I'm going
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  Speaker 1: to say that to get everyone else organized, because you
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  Speaker 1: guys take way longer than me to get ready, so
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  Speaker 1: that's smart. Or pre say five minutes to go and
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  Speaker 1: it's like they're watching something, or often have to give
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  Speaker 1: Tyler account dines and say five minutes to go, and
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  Speaker 1: then I'm like, all right, everyone get the shoes on.
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  Speaker 1: Then by the time I'm ready, everyone's already out the door.
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  Speaker 1: Oh that's smart. I just like pre frame.
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  Speaker 2: I've noticed you do this with Tyler. With bedtime, you
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  Speaker 2: like ten minutes still, bed time five? Five minutes to
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  Speaker 2: a bedtime, one more minute. Yes, by the time the
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  Speaker 2: minute comes, she's like, oh type of beds, he's ready.
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  Speaker 2: But if I was to just spring that on her nap,
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  Speaker 2: not happening.
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  Speaker 1: Really, Yeah, she likes to be Yeah, yeah, workes a treat. Okay.
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  Speaker 1: When a woman says, we'll see, absolutely not, but I'm
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  Speaker 1: tired and I cannot be fucked with a debate. We'll
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  Speaker 1: revisit this later. Yeah, you know what's coming back up?
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  Speaker 1: You know what I hear. Well, that's my mum in
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  Speaker 1: my head. Yes, we'll see I mean no, or we'll see.
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  Speaker 1: I'm gonna say I told you so later. Yes, yep,
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  Speaker 1: oh my god, yes, oh this is very relatable. My
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  Speaker 1: next one, I just need five minutes of peace. When
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  Speaker 1: a woman, particularly a mother, says this actually means I'm
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  Speaker 1: on the verge of a nervous breakdown and considering running
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  Speaker 1: away to a silent monastery. When you want five minutes,
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  Speaker 1: you are normally on the edge, get a snap. You're
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  Speaker 1: gonna lose your shit. You known lose your marbles. You're impatient,
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  Speaker 1: you're just not coping. You literally just you actually do
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  Speaker 1: need five minutes. Sometimes are just hide in my wardrobe,
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  Speaker 1: just have a minute to breathe. If they're like chaotically fine,
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  Speaker 1: which there are a lot, at the moment, I'm like,
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  Speaker 1: I'm gonna go to my wardrobe. Take some big breasts,
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  Speaker 1: because parenting is not about them. It's about how regulated
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  Speaker 1: I can be to be able to hold their storm
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  Speaker 1: and bring calm to their storm. If I go in
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  Speaker 1: or heat it, it's gonna make it ten times worse. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: So sometimes it's better just to walk away. My mum
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  Speaker 1: said it when we were little. Sometimes she would just
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  Speaker 1: lock us in our rooms for five minutes and she
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  Speaker 1: would go outside and have a cigarette and then come
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  Speaker 1: back to us because she's like, if I didn't do that,
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  Speaker 1: I would have reacted and maybe smacked you, and he
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  Speaker 1: want to smack you fair enough, So go away and
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  Speaker 1: calm and then come back and be the mum I
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  Speaker 1: want to be. Well. I love that. It's like that's
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  Speaker 1: really cool. Yeah, I like that. It's like better parenting. Yes,
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  Speaker 1: and it's like you are human. There's only so much
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  Speaker 1: you can handle, you know, so whatever tools you need,
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  Speaker 1: that's just five minutes out, go take it. So true.
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  Speaker 2: And when you're at your teather, you're at your limit,
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  Speaker 2: like any little thing can trigger you and push.
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  Speaker 1: You over the edge.
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  Speaker 2: Yes, it's like, if you need that five minutes, you
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  Speaker 2: take that five minutes.
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  Speaker 1: It's very hard with a baby if they're like screaming NonStop,
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  Speaker 1: because like you don't just want to chuck them in
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  Speaker 1: the cot, leave them screaming. But save Taj and Tala
• 12:54
  Speaker 1: are fighting. Like Steve said to me once, he was like,
• 12:56
  Speaker 1: they're fine, they're just having an argument. Let them sort
• 12:58
  Speaker 1: it out. Can't jump in every time they have an argument.
• 13:00
  Speaker 1: If you need to go take some breasths or take
• 13:02
  Speaker 1: some breaths, I'll be okay. They might yell at each
• 13:04
  Speaker 1: other for a couple of minutes, but the okay, Wow,
• 13:06
  Speaker 1: it's so true, like what's gonna happen if they fight?
• 13:08
  Speaker 1: Just let them go. They're in argument, they're being kids. Yes,
• 13:11
  Speaker 1: I'm seeing my nervousys and like, oh got to fix
• 13:13
  Speaker 1: break it up. Everyone be quiet because I'm not handling it.
• 13:16
  Speaker 1: It's me that can't handle the noise. It's not about them.
• 13:19
  Speaker 1: Steve can tune it out. He's like, you guys, sort
• 13:20
  Speaker 1: it out. This is part of growing up. You need
• 13:22
  Speaker 1: to learn how to communicate. Wow. I'm like, oh, you're right. Wow.
• 13:25
  Speaker 1: Our nervous system can't handle the noise because I grew
• 13:27
  Speaker 1: up in a chaotic households annoys to me is like
• 13:29
  Speaker 1: not safe. Yeah, so I jump in trying to control it.
• 13:32
  Speaker 1: He's like, go in your room, take some breasts. I'll
• 13:33
  Speaker 1: watch them. They're fine, there's no knives, They're okay. That's
• 13:36
  Speaker 1: so funny. Wow, Oh my god. I do that with
• 13:38
  Speaker 1: my nieces and nephews.
• 13:39
  Speaker 2: Yeah, when they're fighting, I'm like, I feel like I
• 13:41
  Speaker 2: need to go in and like mediate almost.
• 13:43
  Speaker 1: Yeah, And they can get to a point where you
• 13:45
  Speaker 1: need to. But at the end of the day, like
• 13:46
  Speaker 1: they're not. It's not necessary. No, it doesn't need to
• 13:48
  Speaker 1: be fixed or so it's like they've got big emotions
• 13:51
  Speaker 1: in themselves. Yeah, they don't get that express it yet. Interesting. Yeah,
• 13:55
  Speaker 1: that's cool. Good point. Hey, Yeah, I love that. When
• 13:58
  Speaker 1: a mom says I love being a mum, but she's
• 14:02
  Speaker 1: about to trauma dump. She's about to tell you hard
• 14:05
  Speaker 1: her days been. She's about to unleash about how hard
• 14:09
  Speaker 1: her children to be. So just hold the space for her. Yeah,
• 14:11
  Speaker 1: just hold the fucking space. Look at her, validate her,
• 14:15
  Speaker 1: make her feel seen, Remind her what a great mom
• 14:17
  Speaker 1: she's being, and that tomorrow's a new day. Yeah, don't
• 14:19
  Speaker 1: try and fix it, don't try and change it, don't
• 14:21
  Speaker 1: try and logically say something that makes sense to her,
• 14:24
  Speaker 1: because right now she's just she's done a limit, she's
• 14:26
  Speaker 1: ad her limit. Let her go, and she's allowed to
• 14:28
  Speaker 1: love being a mom and not love every second of
• 14:30
  Speaker 1: being a mom. Absolutely, you know, Yeah, she can feel
• 14:33
  Speaker 1: something and it doesn't have to mean anything. Absolutely, let
• 14:35
  Speaker 1: her have a moment.
• 14:36
  Speaker 2: Yeah, Yeah, that's it.
• 14:37
  Speaker 1: That's all I got. Oh goodness, funny but so true,
• 14:41
  Speaker 1: so true. It's started to bring some light to it,
• 14:42
  Speaker 1: cause I think when we say those things, we can
• 14:44
  Speaker 1: carry guilt and shame around it about being needy, about
• 14:47
  Speaker 1: being too much, about being abandoned. There's fear behind there
• 14:51
  Speaker 1: about being judged. But we can bring light to it.
• 14:53
  Speaker 1: And I hope you girls have all laughed listened to this,
• 14:55
  Speaker 1: be like, oh my gosh, I say that too, honestly.
• 15:00
  Speaker 2: Yeah, Yeah, we definitely do it, and we all do
• 15:02
  Speaker 2: it and think it and sometimes it's like the unspoken
• 15:04
  Speaker 2: thing is yeah, unspoken thing of what we do and
• 15:07
  Speaker 2: like we're like why do we do this? Why we
• 15:08
  Speaker 2: like this as women? But we're a good time.
• 15:10
  Speaker 1: It's also okay when you say the things that you
• 15:13
  Speaker 1: are saying, but you actually mean something else, Like I
• 15:15
  Speaker 1: think we've been really trying to bring forward like actually, no,
• 15:17
  Speaker 1: we do feel like this and just say the thing. Yes,
• 15:19
  Speaker 1: not beat around the bush about it. Yeap, Like this
• 15:21
  Speaker 1: is funny and we all do it. But I think
• 15:23
  Speaker 1: it's also a good reminder too that like the right
• 15:25
  Speaker 1: people will be able to hold you and whatever you're feeling, Yeah,
• 15:27
  Speaker 1: bring it forward. Hey, I'm anxious as fuck today. Hate me? Like,
• 15:30
  Speaker 1: do you actually hate you to do this role? Yeah?
• 15:33
  Speaker 1: Tell me honestly, I can take it. Yeah, And I
• 15:35
  Speaker 1: fucking love my kids, but man, they're driving me crazy.
• 15:38
  Speaker 1: They need a break from them. Yeap. Whatever it is, like,
• 15:41
  Speaker 1: let it be seen, don't hold it in because then
• 15:44
  Speaker 1: it just grows bigger and you're carrying more shame. What
• 15:45
  Speaker 1: do you say? Shame thrives and secrecy. Shame thrives and
• 15:48
  Speaker 1: secret Yeah, It's such a good statement, isn't it so true?
• 15:50
  Speaker 1: Just gets bigger and gets real ugly. Let it have
• 15:53
  Speaker 1: its moment to shine. It wants a bit of spotlight
• 15:55
  Speaker 1: on it, and let her have that moment and then
• 15:57
  Speaker 1: move through quicker. Yeah. Simple. Don't have to overcomplicate self development,
• 16:00
  Speaker 1: do we? No? Simplify, simplify Thanks for joining us, guys,
• 16:05
  Speaker 1: You own Friday. Bye bye. Mhmm.