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Is Your Marriage Stuck in the Same Fight? with Dr. Jessica Higgins Part 2 · Libido Lounge

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  People are attempting to talk through something and not feeling resolutions.
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  Perhaps how we're approaching it is perhaps leading to this endless vicious cycle.
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  I might actually take offense to that.
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  They're both using protective strategies that are hurting the other, and they're actually
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  having difficulty talking about the deeper vulnerability, some of the scariest work I've
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  ever done.
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  Usually scary.
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  It's the thing I don't wanna say.
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  Feels maybe unlovable or unattractive or insecure.
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  We're not gonna have the same perspective.
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  So trying to get consensus is an endless journey that won't result to the thing that
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  people typically are yearning for.
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  Hey, everybody.
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  Welcome back to another episode of the Libido Lounge.
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  I'm your host, Doctor.
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  Diane.
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  And as always, we have another great guest today.
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  And this one, this particular guest, Doctor.
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  Jessica Higgins, you heard from last week.
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  If you've not watched that episode, I definitely recommend going and working and
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  watching it.
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  We talked a lot about criticism, its impacts in the bedroom, outside of the bedroom, how to
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  recognize if you're being overly critical, how to work with the quote unquote no that people
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  bring up in relationship to work with it in a way that is helpful to the relationship and not
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  harmful.
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  So that was all in episode one.
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  I introduced doctor Jessica there too as the host of the Empowered Relationship Podcast and
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  somebody that really does so much in her own work to help couples navigate the challenges of
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  long lasting intimacy more gracefully.
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  So we're talking about conflict today.
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  So first of all, welcome back to the lounge, Doctor.
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  Jessica.
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  Thank you.
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  Thank you for having me.
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  Yeah.
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  My pleasure.
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  And now that we're talking about conflict, I think one of the things that we hear so many
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  couples say when it comes to conflict is, well, we just had a communication breakdown.
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  And so oftentimes, this is what's said.
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  And and so my curiosity is, like, how often do you find that that's the reason behind conflict
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  as a communication breakdown?
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  Or is that just something that we say to, in some ways, just label it, but maybe prevent us
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  from going deeper as to what's actually needing repair in the relationship?
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  Great question.
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  I do think that it makes sense that people would label it as a communication issue because
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  people are attempting to talk through something and not feeling resolution.
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  So it makes sense that that's where they're feeling stuck.
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  And when I look at communication, oftentimes we are able to articulate and we're able to listen
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  to content.
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  Perhaps how we're approaching it is perhaps leading to this endless vicious cycle.
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  And what I would say that there's a deeper understanding of what one is needing and
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  wanting.
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  Like sometimes I might describe a lot in hopes that my husband will be able to understand the
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  the thing that's hurting.
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  And then we talked about this a little bit last time.
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  And also when I'm listening to my husband, I can listen to the content.
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  But if I'm not listening to you, how come this matters?
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  What is the kind of juice for him?
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  What how this is meaningful, what matters to him, I might miss it.
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  There's times where he will describe things in ways that I'm like, I would never articulate it
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  that way.
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  And if I'm feeling any level of threat, I might actually take offense to that.
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  And then my need to protect myself even without awareness, I might respond back.
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  So oftentimes in a disconnect cycle where couples are having a hard time communicating,
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  they're both using protective strategies that are hurting the other, and they're actually
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  having difficulty talking about the deeper vulnerability, showing the underbelly and
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  having those vulnerable conversations where they're really understanding.
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  Difficult to do, sometimes some of the scariest work I've ever done, and also it's what can
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  move mountains, so to speak.
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  So the solution, one of the solutions that I'm hearing is the way we listen.
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  It sounds like what you're saying in part is it's not about just listening to the words.
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  It's about listening for what's underneath the words.
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  What are they really saying?
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  How are they really feeling?
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  From a standpoint of solutions and strategies, is there more you can say on how we listen in
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  order to help people break this vicious cycle?
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  Yes.
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  I will say that you're asking a question about the harder of the two.
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  Okay.
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  Yeah.
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  I mean, I'm happy to answer.
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  I'm just saying for listeners who are thinking about their relationship, I find it a bit of an
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  advanced move to hold on to myself, stay regulated in a heated discussion.
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  And if I can listen to my partner, particularly if he's being critical or so I'll give you a
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  scenario just that it's not so it's easier to listen when it's not about me, right?
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  If he's talking about a work thing and he's venting a bit, I'm listening, I might
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  understand all the facts and the content of what he's saying, but I'm still a little bit of
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  like, okay, like not feeling my empathy kick in yet.
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  And then if I get curious and try to understand if those things were true for me and I was in
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  that situation, I was listening, this was a real example, I was like, Oh, I wouldn't feel
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  supported.
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  So I asked him, Was this one of the things that comes up for me?
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  If it were me, I wouldn't feel supported.
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  Is that right?
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  And he's like, yes.
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  Then when he told me that he wasn't feeling supported, I felt myself lean in and feel that
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  empathy of like, oh, this is why it matters to him.
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  Easier when it's not about me.
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  Right?
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  So that's why I'm saying it's a little bit of a ninja move or a more advanced move.
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  So if he's talking about me, it's still possible, but harder to do that he's perhaps
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  got issue with me or criticizing me.
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  If I can stay grounded or at least have a part of me that's grounded.
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  I might say, okay, there's a part of me that's getting defensive, but there's a part of me
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  that can actually just stay grounded.
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  This matters to him.
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  He's got strong feelings.
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  Let me be interested in that.
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  So it's almost as if I'm like watching him project something on the screen and I'm
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  watching it go by and he's painting a picture for me.
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  He's giving me a story.
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  And I don't have to actually agree with the story, but if I can just say, okay, so given
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  all of that he's shared, given all of that, what's that like for him?
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  And if I can stay interested, then I'm more like leaning in of like, oh, he's wanting to
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  feel, know, I don't have an example right now, heard and seen about something, then my empathy
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  kicks in.
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  I don't actually we don't need to agree on the facts, but if I can understand why it matters,
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  then I'm able to lean in and respond to him and his emotion, and that's gonna get us into more
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  connection.
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  Yeah.
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  I hear you.
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  I hear you on the difference and what is easier versus not.
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  Are there any other before I ask my next question, are there any other intro steps in
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  how to do this well that you want to share with us?
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  Well, I would say starting with the self.
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  So when we are noticing a pain point or I've got a bone to pick with you, right, That
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  depending on the goodwill in the bank, we could just initiate and start that conversation.
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  Typically, we when we can start it with a little bit more intentionality, we've got
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  space, nobody's got a meeting approaching, We're kind of rested, fed, those type of
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  things.
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  And if I can take some time to do some prep work, asking some questions around again, what
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  comes up for me?
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  The deeper emotion, why this matters.
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  Again, if I posed that question last time we met in the previous interview, if my husband
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  did the thing I wanted him to do or if he didn't do what I don't want him to do, what
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  would that allow me to feel?
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  What would I be experiencing?
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  Then I have a little bit more visibility and illumination on the things that matter and I
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  can root around.
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  And usually, even for myself that I'm in this field, support other people, I walk the talk,
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  it's still I have to slow down access.
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  So once I get to a sense of resonance of like, Oh, this is the juicy part, and it's usually
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  scary.
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  It's the thing I don't want to say, feels maybe unlovable or unattractive or insecure.
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  And if I can show him and lead the conversation and send that signal, it's usually pretty
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  concise.
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  You know, we could say, okay, here's some facts to orient when X, Y, and Z.
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  I felt this or this is what came up for me.
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  And I'm showing him he's likely going to respond to the thing that I actually am wanting
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  him to see versus what we typically do is we do a whole monologue and we get into the facts and
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  then we go back and forth on trying to recreate reality and the facts.
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  That's why people say it's a communication thing because we don't agree.
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  We don't have consensus.
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  Truth is we never will.
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  We have different perspectives.
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  We come from different backgrounds.
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  We're not going to have the same perspective.
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  So trying to get consensus is an endless journey that won't result to the thing that
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  people typically are yearning for.
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  What about the rejection cycle?
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  So taking this to the bedroom, there's this vicious cycle that I see so many couples get
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  into, which is one person initiates a lot and is getting turned down a lot.
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  And so they basically stop initiating.
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  And then the person that was turning them down, they're already feeling no desire for whatever
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  root causes are driving that, but now they're feeling oftentimes a sense of guilt on top of
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  it.
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  And so there's this, you know, kind of bidirectional for different reason level of
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  rejection.
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  So it's a little bit of a vicious cycle and a loop that gets created.
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  Do you see any ways that are just like the common ways that people begin to break this
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  loop?
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  There's so much to be said around this.
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  I just wanna take a quick break to say one of the number one things that leads to a lack or
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  just a slowing of passion in the relationship is thinking that our partner's body and mind
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  and spirit is going to be the same today as tomorrow.
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  So one of the things that happens for so many bodies, especially for female bodies, is that
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  with time, the pleasure needs change.
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  And we get into those sexual scripts and those habits of doing the same thing over and over
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  and over again, not always realizing that our pleasure body is wanting something else.
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  This creates a lack of passion, a desire, a lack of orgasm and it's one of the reasons why
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  Now, let's get back to our episode.
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  So you're asking specifically about the rejection or are you asking also about how to
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  break the loop?
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  I'm asking my primary question was how to break the loop, but I think talking about both are
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  valid, we can Okay. Go to
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  Go to both
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  So in relationship, when this dynamic has taken form, I think it can be helpful when there's an
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  opportunity to, in a grounded way, have a heart to heart and talk about pleasure, talk about
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  what the intimacy, how that helps us as a couple, what it means and the significance to
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  each person if we're talking about a monogamous relationship with two people.
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  We're expanding the frame of the intimacy and again, the meaning around it.
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  And partners typically have things that moves that they make, right?
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  Whether or not it's to initiate or how people do sex, like there tends to be a script around,
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  well, this works, we do the thing that works, and there's a little bit of we all want to
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  conserve energy as humans and do automate or conserve energy to do things, but that can not
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  be so helpful.
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  So when you're talking about this low desire, high desire, if we're going to speak in those
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  terms, if we can back up and look at, Okay, we want to be in service of pleasure and
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  connection and intimacy, if there's a yes to that.
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  Right?
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  So there might be other things that are if there's been a previous betrayal or, you know,
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  there might be obstacles or blocks that might interfere with that.
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  But if both parties are like, yes, we want to prioritize this or have space for this and we
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  want to be able to access this, sometimes the way in which a partner might initiate the
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  proposal sounds like, I want to have sex.
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  I want to have intercourse.
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  It doesn't sound like there's a lot of opportunity if I talk about responsiveness, for
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  me to just be in my body and feel pleasure and then my desire arousal might emerge.
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  There's certain things that we have associated with the initiation.
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  So I think starting there can build something that would be a workable thing for both people
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  that maybe many things are on the table.
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  And it's not about necessarily intercourse or each person are responsible for their own
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  orgasm, but we could still be in a place of shared pleasure depending on where we're at in
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  any given time.
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  So I think that if we can kind of give more opportunity and range for what would feel good,
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  and again, depending on if there's postpartum, there can be a lot of things that would
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  interrupt being able to access.
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  But if we can take a little bit of a step back when we're not approaching sex and just have a
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  bit more of an open conversation, bigger picture, I think that can be a good starting
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  place.
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  Yeah, I really agree.
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  I've talked a lot about that in my own work, too, around sex doesn't always have to be penis
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  and vagina.
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  Right?
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  Intimacy can look a lot different than just that and broadening that.
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  So I think that's really great advice.
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  Now, the next question I have for you is around expectations.
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  So my question is, do you see any and it's okay if you don't, but do you see any expectations
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  about sex that people commonly bring into long term relationships and just don't ever name
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  them?
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  Do you see this happen much?
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  Of course.
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  I mean, how could I'm almost like, how could we not?
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  Right?
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  We grow up in a world where we've gotten a lot of messaging around sex and intimacy, whether
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  or not it's from media, friends, family, like, there's so many messages.
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  I think it depends on people's culture and also the norms and also how much people have tried
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  to make what's unconscious conscious, like looking at these things, first sexual
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  experiences.
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  Like, there's a lot of history that typically will precede a long term adult intimate
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  relationship.
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  Some people come into, like, if I'm thinking of a male partner, they might feel some level of
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  responsibility or ego boost from pleasing their partner or a female partner that feels somehow,
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  you know, this seems a little less popular, but I still hear clients talk about feeling like
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  it's a duty or a chore or keep my man happy or, you know, these type of things.
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  And so, yes, I mean, we could talk probably for hours about expectations.
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  So do you have any one or two that you could name that tend to cause the most damage?
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  Have you seen that you can distill it down to that?
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  Well, I think the responsibility, I would say two, which would be that who we're assigning
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  responsibility to.
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  So if I'm thinking my partner is responsible for getting me aroused, that can be a total
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  hang up issue or can lead to a lot of challenges.
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  Or if I approach intimate space that I'm responsible for directing the show or leading
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  the show in a particular way, I I think that can be tricky for sure.
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  I agree.
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  Such great advice.
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  My final question for you before we let you go and before we tell people about your great gift
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  that you have for everybody is that if a listener does one thing tonight to improve
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  their relationship, not a program, just one thing, what should it be?
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  Yeah.
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  I'm gonna just distill it down to something so super basic.
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  But I would say take some time to just breathe and locate your body and feel sensation,
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  whether or not it's I can look outside and see different colors or I can feel the temperature
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  of the air on my skin or what is what kind of muscle tension can I, like, notice and maybe
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  just stretch and release?
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  All of the five senses and just giving an opportunity to just drop into the present
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  moment and feel oneself.
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  And from there, typically, we're in a better position to be available for connection.
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  Amazing.
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  And we are gonna have a link to your podcast so people can continue to learn from you through
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  that in the show notes as well as how to get ahold of you.
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  But tell us if you would about your free gift you're giving everybody.
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  Yeah.
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  Well, it relates to our conversation today, but I think it related more to our conversation
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  last time.
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  But it's a guide to help people look at how to shift out of the critical tendency.
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  We talked about protective moves and conflict, and oftentimes we're not even aware.
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  One of those common protective moves is being critical.
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  And so this guide really helps access the deeper need or the deeper longing or the pain
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  that we're wanting our partner to see, that vulnerable part.
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  And it gives language and scenarios to workshop this, to reverse engineer what a common
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  tendency is and how we might set this up so that our partner is able to respond to what
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  really matters.
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  Perfect.
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  And we will have that, like I said, in the show notes.
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  Everybody, I wanna thank you so much for listening.
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  And remember, like always, the end of every calendar year, we invite the guest that has had
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  the most likes, shares, downloads to the Libido Lounge to do a deep dive and a deeper
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  discussion with them.
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  So please make sure you make comments, you share this with your friends and loved ones,
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  and we hopefully will get to invite doctor Jessica back at the end of the year.
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  So thank you again, doctor Jessica, for being here with us on the lounge.
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  It is a pleasure, and I will see all of you again really soon.
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