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SISTAAAAAAA...Sis what had happened was... · Sistas IN Sync

• 0:33
  SPEAKER_01: Hey y'all, welcome back to another episode of Sisters in Sync.
• 0:37
  SPEAKER_01: This is episode 30.
• 0:39
  SPEAKER_01: This is your girl Ashley.
• 0:41
  SPEAKER_01: Hey y'all, this is Diamond.
• 0:43
  SPEAKER_01: And we are back yet again.
• 0:47
  SPEAKER_01: Um it's on me this time.
• 0:50
  SPEAKER_01: I was super sick.
• 0:51
  SPEAKER_01: I was out for like 10 days.
• 0:53
  SPEAKER_01: Nasty, nasty sinus infection.
• 0:56
  SPEAKER_01: I was half dead for real.
• 0:58
  SPEAKER_01: Um, so we just had to take a little time off and then, you know, leave and vacan and we're back.
• 1:04
  SPEAKER_01: Uh damn, Nat is getting on the He would pop out right when I hit record.
• 1:10
  SPEAKER_01: Jesus.
• 1:11
  SPEAKER_01: But how you feeling?
• 1:13
  SPEAKER_00: I'm not even, I'm not even gonna let you take the whole, the whole blame.
• 1:18
  SPEAKER_00: It's I feel like too, like, the school year been kicking my ass, man.
• 1:23
  SPEAKER_00: Like, you know, doctors talking about Jesus.
• 1:26
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, school, like, yeah, actual school for me and leading a school.
• 1:33
  SPEAKER_00: You know, it's just been it's been a lot, man.
• 1:37
  SPEAKER_00: So I'm not even gonna let you take the whole, the whole blame.
• 1:41
  SPEAKER_00: We needed a little, a little break.
• 1:43
  SPEAKER_00: We did.
• 1:44
  SPEAKER_01: I know they like, we bitches never be consistent.
• 1:47
  SPEAKER_01: We be trying, y'all.
• 1:48
  SPEAKER_01: We be trying, I swear.
• 1:51
  SPEAKER_01: Um Yo, life be liping.
• 1:53
  SPEAKER_01: Life be liping, but we really do be trying, but nah, like with Diamond with what she does for a living, and she's in a doctoral program.
• 2:01
  SPEAKER_01: Just being in college in general is hard.
• 2:04
  SPEAKER_01: But a doctoral program where you have to write like a 100 to 300 page research thesis, and it's a lot.
• 2:13
  SPEAKER_00: So, y'all, that first week, I guess I was in denial that school had started.
• 2:20
  SPEAKER_00: And so I waited till like the last day before stuff was due to log in.
• 2:26
  SPEAKER_00: Because really and truthfully, I had actually considered the week before or two weeks before, like calling the school and talking to my advisor and being like, never mind.
• 2:38
  SPEAKER_00: But I put that off.
• 2:40
  SPEAKER_00: The days got like uh behind me or ahead of me or whatever, and I looked at a calendar and I was like, oh shit, this class is starting this week.
• 2:48
  SPEAKER_00: And then I was in denial that it was starting, and I logged in and I just did the damn assignment.
• 2:54
  SPEAKER_00: So I'm now this week, we're going into week four of a I think the class is like 10 weeks, eight or 10 weeks or something like that.
• 3:05
  SPEAKER_00: And so we're already at week four.
• 3:08
  SPEAKER_00: So it's like fuck it, I'm just gonna keep going.
• 3:11
  SPEAKER_01: My friend, um, I had a friend of mine, shout out to her.
• 3:14
  SPEAKER_01: She studied, she has her doctoral, uh her doctoral degree in um psychology.
• 3:20
  SPEAKER_01: So the first week she had to choose a research topic.
• 3:23
  SPEAKER_01: They had to meet and all that.
• 3:24
  SPEAKER_01: The second week, she had turned in 20 pages.
• 3:27
  SPEAKER_01: And I was like, What?
• 3:31
  SPEAKER_00: Damn.
• 3:34
  SPEAKER_00: I said yeah.
• 3:36
  SPEAKER_00: So she's like, she's pretty far into her her stuff then, right?
• 3:40
  SPEAKER_00: How long she been doing been in her program?
• 3:42
  SPEAKER_00: She's done.
• 3:43
  SPEAKER_00: She was in her program.
• 3:44
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, okay.
• 3:45
  SPEAKER_01: She's in her program for two years.
• 3:49
  SPEAKER_01: Wow.
• 3:50
  SPEAKER_02: She was on a fast track.
• 3:52
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 3:52
  SPEAKER_01: She's older than me.
• 3:53
  SPEAKER_01: She did of course undergrad.
• 3:57
  SPEAKER_01: Right after her undergrad, I think she did her master's.
• 4:01
  SPEAKER_01: So she had damn near like a ten-year break between her master's and her doctoral.
• 4:06
  SPEAKER_01: Because it was something she wanted to do job wise, and she had to have a doctor's degree.
• 4:10
  SPEAKER_01: And I think hers was like two years.
• 4:14
  SPEAKER_01: Wow.
• 4:15
  SPEAKER_01: And she ended up getting published in one of her uh schools, magazines and stuff, but I was just like.
• 4:21
  SPEAKER_01: That's amazing.
• 4:23
  SPEAKER_01: Doctor, I'ma tell you this.
• 4:24
  SPEAKER_01: Doctor, I need to finish my master's, but a doctorate degree will never see me.
• 4:29
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, it's a lot.
• 4:30
  SPEAKER_00: I'm just and I'm not in a rush, so I keep telling everybody, it's like doctor by 40.
• 4:38
  SPEAKER_00: It's kind of like where I'm at.
• 4:39
  SPEAKER_00: I'm at I'm 35, and so I'm thinking if I couldn't get it all the way done in five, three to five, I'll say three to five, but I'm just not, I'm not in a rush.
• 4:50
  SPEAKER_00: I'm just taking a class, a class at a time and letting it fall where it may.
• 4:57
  SPEAKER_00: I'm just not in a rush.
• 4:58
  SPEAKER_00: I feel like I can't be in a rush at this stage in my life.
• 5:03
  SPEAKER_00: Like being an assistant principal, having two children, one with special needs, one who's to be in a wife.
• 5:10
  SPEAKER_00: I can't be, it's just no way I can rush this.
• 5:13
  SPEAKER_00: So I'm just taking my time.
• 5:15
  SPEAKER_00: And then I'm also working on my book as well.
• 5:17
  SPEAKER_00: So that's just kind of like um, I'm working on my personal memoir of education, like me, my life and education.
• 5:25
  SPEAKER_00: And so um, I just don't have, I just gotta go slow.
• 5:29
  SPEAKER_00: I just gotta take my time.
• 5:31
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 5:32
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 5:32
  SPEAKER_01: I get that.
• 5:35
  SPEAKER_01: Well, on that note, how you feeling?
• 5:37
  SPEAKER_01: How's life going?
• 5:38
  SPEAKER_01: How's mental health?
• 5:41
  SPEAKER_00: Mental health, let's see.
• 5:43
  SPEAKER_00: Um I'm doing okay.
• 5:45
  SPEAKER_00: I think I'm coming off of so when the school year started, my uh new principal decided that she was going to take two weeks um and travel to Alaska at the beginning of her school year.
• 5:59
  SPEAKER_01: Crazy.
• 5:59
  SPEAKER_01: The fact that she was even allowed to do that shit, at least the first 30 days, is insane.
• 6:05
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 6:06
  SPEAKER_00: The fact that I don't know, I just I just think about, you know, yes, that's a that's a trip of a lifetime.
• 6:13
  SPEAKER_00: It was with her mother and her sister.
• 6:16
  SPEAKER_00: And, you know, I understand that.
• 6:19
  SPEAKER_00: I just thought of like, because you everyone knows that I applied for that the principalship as well.
• 6:26
  SPEAKER_00: And I was just thinking, like, I would have never even considered what you say?
• 6:32
  SPEAKER_00: You still ended up doing her job, doing the job.
• 6:34
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, exactly.
• 6:36
  SPEAKER_00: I just I just would have never even considered leaving as a first-year principal the first two weeks of school, first couple weeks of school.
• 6:46
  SPEAKER_00: That wouldn't even have been like a thought in my mind to do no shit like that.
• 6:51
  SPEAKER_00: Um, but yeah, so she did that.
• 6:55
  SPEAKER_00: And then also my counterpart, the other assistant principal academics, she was wrapping up her maternity leave.
• 7:01
  SPEAKER_00: So it literally was me, the director of operations who's brand new, and then the assistant principal of culture who's new to his job.
• 7:10
  SPEAKER_00: Um, so I was the only one on the team who was seasoned, a seasoned vet.
• 7:17
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 7:18
  SPEAKER_00: And so basically all of our academic systems, I rolled them out myself for all four grade levels.
• 7:24
  SPEAKER_00: So that was, I did all the schedules, um, I did all the map testing at the beginning of the year.
• 7:30
  SPEAKER_00: Like I did everything.
• 7:31
  SPEAKER_00: So I was just like stretched extremely thin and just overwhelmed by the whole situation.
• 7:40
  SPEAKER_00: And so I feel like right now I'm finally, I feel like the last two weeks, I'm finally like doing just my job.
• 7:49
  SPEAKER_00: Uh you can have a free.
• 7:52
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 7:54
  SPEAKER_00: So yeah.
• 7:55
  SPEAKER_00: Um, but other than that, I mean, home life is good.
• 7:59
  SPEAKER_00: Joy is now at my, well, she's not at my school, but she's in my network.
• 8:04
  SPEAKER_00: So she's at the middle school across the street from mine.
• 8:07
  SPEAKER_00: So that's been really good.
• 8:08
  SPEAKER_00: She's in a class of there's only five of them.
• 8:11
  SPEAKER_00: She's already got her, yes, she's got her one-to-one para.
• 8:16
  SPEAKER_00: She's just, she's just doing a lot.
• 8:19
  SPEAKER_00: Like she's just coming so far already.
• 8:21
  SPEAKER_00: I see a lot of changes in her.
• 8:22
  SPEAKER_00: She's using her AAC device more.
• 8:25
  SPEAKER_00: She's got a brand new AAC device.
• 8:27
  SPEAKER_00: So she's just doing a lot.
• 8:30
  SPEAKER_00: She's happy.
• 8:30
  SPEAKER_00: She's excited.
• 8:32
  SPEAKER_00: KJ is a hot mess.
• 8:34
  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
• 8:35
  SPEAKER_00: Terrible twos.
• 8:37
  SPEAKER_01: Listen, my nephew's in terrible twos child.
• 8:39
  SPEAKER_01: First of all, KJ, that's a man, that's a grown man right there, honey.
• 8:42
  SPEAKER_01: No, he's not in a grown man.
• 8:43
  SPEAKER_01: Yes, because I think, oh my god, y'all.
• 8:46
  SPEAKER_00: Ashley came by the house.
• 8:47
  SPEAKER_00: What's your name?
• 8:48
  SPEAKER_00: I said, oh, uh, oh, uh-oh.
• 8:51
  SPEAKER_01: I said, I'm Ashley, how?
• 8:53
  SPEAKER_01: KJ.
• 8:56
  SPEAKER_01: Period.
• 8:57
  SPEAKER_01: Gave me a hug and a kiss, asked for the chicken nugget, and went on about his business.
• 9:00
  SPEAKER_01: I said, I know it's right.
• 9:02
  SPEAKER_00: It's true.
• 9:04
  SPEAKER_00: It's just so different.
• 9:05
  SPEAKER_00: It's so different experiencing a little person, you know, who is uh neurotypical, speaking and, you know, developing on age appropriately.
• 9:19
  SPEAKER_00: And so it's just different, but he's starting to get like a little too sassy.
• 9:23
  SPEAKER_00: And so I've been nipping that shit in the butt because I'm like, you're not gonna tell me no.
• 9:28
  SPEAKER_00: You don't tell adults no.
• 9:30
  SPEAKER_00: Um, he's also doing things like, what you talking about?
• 9:33
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm like, excuse me.
• 9:35
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, who the f are you talking to?
• 9:38
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I will pop you in the mouth.
• 9:39
  SPEAKER_00: He's also doing this thing now where you tell him to do something, and it's KJ tired.
• 9:46
  SPEAKER_00: I'm tired.
• 9:47
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm like, I don't give a fuck if you tired.
• 9:49
  SPEAKER_00: Sit your ass down or do X, Y, and Z.
• 9:52
  SPEAKER_00: And so I'm just trying to like nipple out of that in the book.
• 9:55
  SPEAKER_00: Cause I'm like, you're not about to be no spoiled ass, grown ass little boy.
• 10:00
  SPEAKER_00: So that's different.
• 10:02
  SPEAKER_00: But he's super, super smart, and I just want him to use his smarts for good.
• 10:07
  SPEAKER_00: Like, chill out.
• 10:09
  SPEAKER_00: But you know, like he's yeah, he'll be alright, I'm sure.
• 10:14
  SPEAKER_00: It's spicy, he's real spicy.
• 10:17
  SPEAKER_00: See that side of him.
• 10:19
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 10:21
  SPEAKER_01: Isn't like my nephew.
• 10:23
  SPEAKER_01: Um, he's not like spicy.
• 10:25
  SPEAKER_01: He's just very like, he got stuck the other day.
• 10:28
  SPEAKER_01: Jay told him to sit down.
• 10:30
  SPEAKER_01: He got stuck and like his little foot got stuck.
• 10:32
  SPEAKER_01: He wasn't hurt.
• 10:33
  SPEAKER_01: He just stuck and he was crying.
• 10:34
  SPEAKER_01: So Jay said, I bet you'll sit down.
• 10:36
  SPEAKER_01: I had to see the video.
• 10:37
  SPEAKER_01: It's so funny.
• 10:38
  SPEAKER_01: But no, he's very much like, actually, what you everything is what you doing?
• 10:43
  SPEAKER_01: What you doing?
• 10:44
  SPEAKER_01: What you doing?
• 10:45
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, yeah, they'll carry on some conversation.
• 10:47
  SPEAKER_01: I said, I'm eating my chips.
• 10:49
  SPEAKER_01: He said, no, he said, I'm eating my chips.
• 10:51
  SPEAKER_01: I said, okay, eat your little chips then.
• 10:54
  SPEAKER_01: Then it's, you know.
• 10:56
  SPEAKER_01: What you watching on TV?
• 10:58
  SPEAKER_01: What you what what Gigi?
• 11:00
  SPEAKER_01: What grandma?
• 11:01
  SPEAKER_01: He then he asked everybody.
• 11:03
  SPEAKER_01: I felt bad, but there was an old lady.
• 11:05
  SPEAKER_01: Jay goes to a church in Omaha, and I guess it's an old lady that reminds him of his great-grandmother.
• 11:11
  SPEAKER_01: My me and my brother's grandmother.
• 11:13
  SPEAKER_01: So I guess she's old like her.
• 11:14
  SPEAKER_01: So he was just like, oh, there goes grandma.
• 11:16
  SPEAKER_01: He calls up.
• 11:20
  SPEAKER_01: I'm just like, Lord.
• 11:21
  SPEAKER_01: Next up.
• 11:22
  SPEAKER_01: Oh my God.
• 11:23
  SPEAKER_01: I just sent you the video of him.
• 11:25
  SPEAKER_01: But he just, he ain't that the sassy part yet.
• 11:28
  SPEAKER_01: He probably will.
• 11:29
  SPEAKER_01: I'm not sure, but he's now he's just in every damn thing, just like his daddy was.
• 11:33
  SPEAKER_00: So it's it's a lot.
• 11:36
  SPEAKER_00: It's a lot.
• 11:37
  SPEAKER_00: Um, what else?
• 11:38
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, so I finally got lower than 200 pounds.
• 11:42
  SPEAKER_00: So I'm in the 100 club.
• 11:45
  SPEAKER_00: Um I was 197 last week.
• 11:49
  SPEAKER_00: 197.
• 11:50
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 11:51
  SPEAKER_00: So finally met my goal, my weight loss goal.
• 11:54
  SPEAKER_00: So I'm excited about that.
• 11:56
  SPEAKER_00: I just have to start.
• 11:57
  SPEAKER_00: I keep saying this.
• 11:58
  SPEAKER_00: I say it every week.
• 11:59
  SPEAKER_00: I gotta start adding movement.
• 12:00
  SPEAKER_00: I just I really gotta get my shit together and like walk.
• 12:04
  SPEAKER_01: Thinking on you for real, because you be at home strolling on TikTok.
• 12:07
  SPEAKER_01: You could be walking on that treadmill.
• 12:09
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, a whole treadmill, a whole bike, and not using that shit.
• 12:13
  SPEAKER_00: So I gotta get my life together.
• 12:15
  SPEAKER_01: You gotta do it.
• 12:17
  SPEAKER_01: What'd you say?
• 12:18
  SPEAKER_01: I said you got a real good designated area in your house for it, too.
• 12:22
  SPEAKER_00: Yay, it's like shit is just being lazy.
• 12:26
  SPEAKER_00: So I gotta, I gotta do, I gotta do my thing.
• 12:28
  SPEAKER_00: But other than that, yeah, I'm doing good.
• 12:30
  SPEAKER_00: How you doing, sis?
• 12:32
  SPEAKER_01: I'm doing better, you know, still not working.
• 12:35
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but I'm okay.
• 12:38
  SPEAKER_01: I had an unexpected blessing.
• 12:40
  SPEAKER_01: You know how they say, you know, be a part of this settlement.
• 12:43
  SPEAKER_01: I was a part of a settlement two years ago and I got paid for it, and it was pretty okay.
• 12:48
  SPEAKER_01: I was able to help out um my brother and contribute to my household and catch up on a bill.
• 12:55
  SPEAKER_01: You know, it wasn't much, but I'm so grateful.
• 12:58
  SPEAKER_01: You know, I'm grateful for that.
• 13:00
  SPEAKER_01: Um I I went to the gun range for the first time yesterday with some girlfriends.
• 13:07
  SPEAKER_01: And y'all, let me tell you something.
• 13:09
  SPEAKER_01: I'm lethal.
• 13:10
  SPEAKER_01: My first target, I hit 11 head shots.
• 13:13
  SPEAKER_01: Second one, I hit 18, and I was like, oh, it kind of scared me how good I was.
• 13:17
  SPEAKER_01: I'm like, okay.
• 13:18
  SPEAKER_01: Um I practiced with my I have I own a 9mm, and then, you know, I was able I switched and ran into 22, so that was fun.
• 13:28
  SPEAKER_01: Um I'll just hit like so the 28th of this month, I didn't I'll hit two months to the young man that I've been talking to.
• 13:39
  SPEAKER_01: We've been talking since July, and we have plans on meeting up.
• 13:43
  SPEAKER_01: So that's great.
• 13:44
  SPEAKER_01: Okay.
• 13:44
  SPEAKER_01: You want to meet up probably either before or after shortly after Thanksgiving.
• 13:50
  SPEAKER_01: Um hell, it might be before then.
• 13:51
  SPEAKER_01: If I can get a job, get a few paychecks in, I'm gone.
• 13:55
  SPEAKER_01: Um, so that's that's great.
• 13:59
  SPEAKER_01: You know, I'm not working on and stuff as mission, but it's like I'm okay.
• 14:04
  SPEAKER_01: Do I still want a job?
• 14:05
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 14:05
  SPEAKER_01: But I had an interview last week, so I'm okay.
• 14:10
  SPEAKER_01: I'm just waiting to hear back.
• 14:12
  SPEAKER_01: But I'm okay.
• 14:13
  SPEAKER_01: I'm I feel like I'm holding myself in positive spirits.
• 14:16
  SPEAKER_01: I'm excited because that I'm not sick anymore and I feel so much better, I'm gonna be back in the gym.
• 14:20
  SPEAKER_01: So that's another distraction for me.
• 14:22
  SPEAKER_01: So, you know, just kind of getting back on the routine and just praising God.
• 14:26
  SPEAKER_01: And even though it's hard for me, just praising him when things aren't going my way.
• 14:31
  SPEAKER_01: But, you know, it is what it is.
• 14:36
  SPEAKER_00: You seem like you in a better head space.
• 14:38
  SPEAKER_00: I'm glad.
• 14:39
  SPEAKER_01: For me not to have shit, I feel great.
• 14:41
  SPEAKER_01: Like I just I it's the weird, I'm I think it if I feel okay.
• 14:51
  SPEAKER_01: It's like I'm you know, I'll be honest, I'll be, you know, chat, if it hard.
• 14:58
  SPEAKER_01: Like, did I have$20 to my name, like looking at my bank account, seeing I got 17 cents, you know what I'm saying?
• 15:06
  SPEAKER_01: It it is what it is, but I'm okay, you know?
• 15:10
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, okay.
• 15:12
  SPEAKER_00: So You are hilarious.
• 15:14
  SPEAKER_01: You know?
• 15:16
  SPEAKER_01: I feel like my I do feel like my hard times are gonna come to an end soon.
• 15:24
  SPEAKER_01: I feel like my sex, my dry sex spell is coming to an end soon.
• 15:29
  SPEAKER_01: You know, so I have some things to look forward to, some promises.
• 15:32
  SPEAKER_01: So yeah, the the the young dad chatting with, we had a conversation, he was just like, you know, you know, one of them cute little late night conversations.
• 15:41
  SPEAKER_01: He made the comment of yeah, if I was in Tennessee right now, he was like, I'll just have a face full of you right now.
• 15:48
  SPEAKER_01: I said, Oh yeah, I'm gonna go to bed and go lay down because baby.
• 15:54
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, nasty.
• 15:56
  SPEAKER_01: Uh uh yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.
• 15:59
  SPEAKER_01: So I'm excited to look forward to that because baby, it's been almost two years.
• 16:03
  SPEAKER_01: Mama can girl.
• 16:05
  SPEAKER_01: It's been since January of 2025, baby.
• 16:09
  SPEAKER_01: I need some heated fellowship.
• 16:11
  SPEAKER_00: Amen.
• 16:13
  SPEAKER_00: Amen to that.
• 16:14
  SPEAKER_00: So hopefully I'm praying for you.
• 16:16
  SPEAKER_01: Please do.
• 16:17
  SPEAKER_01: Hopefully, by the end of this calendar year, Mama and they got that baby broke a little bit.
• 16:21
  SPEAKER_01: Yes.
• 16:22
  SPEAKER_01: Everybody needs that.
• 16:23
  SPEAKER_01: Everybody needs that.
• 16:24
  SPEAKER_01: This wasn't on the docket, but now that I'm thinking, you've been hearing all the stuff about um Lotto, how she had her sister fight, fight Corduray.
• 16:35
  SPEAKER_01: No.
• 16:36
  SPEAKER_01: Where have I been?
• 16:37
  SPEAKER_01: Uh girl, you you've been with the children of the school and your kids.
• 16:42
  SPEAKER_01: So let me look it up.
• 16:44
  SPEAKER_01: Let me see.
• 16:45
  SPEAKER_02: What?
• 16:46
  SPEAKER_00: Mm-hmm.
• 16:48
  SPEAKER_00: And I've been meaning to watch Koyler Ray's interview on Jason Lee's show, but I have not checked it out just yet.
• 16:56
  SPEAKER_00: And she doesn't.
• 16:59
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, but I don't know what they're talking about, but I just been meaning to listen to it.
• 17:04
  SPEAKER_00: I know she it says like when you click on the little thumbnail, it says like Coyle Ray talks about uh Lotto, uh Benzino, like all these different things.
• 17:15
  SPEAKER_00: So I've just been I've been meaning to click on it on YouTube, but I just haven't watched it yet.
• 17:19
  SPEAKER_02: So here I'll do that tonight.
• 17:21
  SPEAKER_01: Here's a breakdown.
• 17:22
  SPEAKER_01: Koyler Ray and Lotto's past beef started because of a 2023 lyric in Lotto's song Put on the Floor, which I remember then, which led to a physical fight between Koy and Lotto's sister.
• 17:34
  SPEAKER_01: Um, 2023, Lotto released her single Put Done on the Floor in April.
• 17:39
  SPEAKER_01: The song included the line Spoken on the Blunt, Smoking on That Gas, Blunt Big as Cory LaRay.
• 17:45
  SPEAKER_01: Koy LaRay publicly reacted on social media, stating she felt disrespected and did not want her name used for online rap drama Clickbearer Clout.
• 17:54
  SPEAKER_01: The physical altercation, so Cora LaRay revealed via the Jason Lee show September 2026 that the tension eventually spilled into the behind-the-scenes physical encounter.
• 18:03
  SPEAKER_01: She got into a fist fight with Lotto's sister Brooklyn Nicole after running into each other in person.
• 18:09
  SPEAKER_01: Choy stated that she threw the first punch and the scuffle resulted in her refracturing her knee.
• 18:13
  SPEAKER_01: Resolution.
• 18:14
  SPEAKER_01: Corey LaRay later decided to put her pride aside and reach out to Lotto directly by phone to squash the feud.
• 18:19
  SPEAKER_01: Choy shared that she is not open to collaborating with Lotto in the future, which is good.
• 18:25
  SPEAKER_01: So but I'm just so Lotto.
• 18:28
  SPEAKER_01: Here's the thing.
• 18:29
  SPEAKER_01: I really I do want to talk about her.
• 18:31
  SPEAKER_01: There were like official pictures of her and what's that boy's name?
• 18:38
  SPEAKER_01: 21 Savage.
• 18:39
  SPEAKER_01: They went to US Open together.
• 18:42
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, I saw that.
• 18:43
  SPEAKER_01: They don't fit.
• 18:45
  SPEAKER_01: I didn't like it.
• 18:46
  SPEAKER_01: He looked just like, I'm here, so I don't know get fine.
• 18:50
  SPEAKER_01: First of all, somebody said, and it was funny, they both because they're both cosplaying in Atlanta.
• 18:56
  SPEAKER_01: Like, first of all, I've never been the biggest Lotto fan, and I'm gonna tell you why.
• 19:01
  SPEAKER_01: And I'm not blaming her for the mulatto lotto stuff.
• 19:04
  SPEAKER_01: I blame her parents because she was a kid.
• 19:06
  SPEAKER_01: Like when she came up with that name, 14, 16, she eventually switched to Lotto.
• 19:11
  SPEAKER_01: So we still know Lotto is short for Mulatto.
• 19:14
  SPEAKER_01: That's to me, that's an adult problem.
• 19:17
  SPEAKER_01: I blame her because you spent your whole rap career.
• 19:20
  SPEAKER_01: Well, I only got one body.
• 19:21
  SPEAKER_01: I'm a good girl.
• 19:21
  SPEAKER_01: I'm not doing what you bitches doing.
• 19:23
  SPEAKER_01: I'm not a baby mama.
• 19:24
  SPEAKER_01: You was fucking with nigga who was married the whole time and you became a baby mama.
• 19:29
  SPEAKER_01: And I don't know, her music just she gives me rap Nunu.
• 19:33
  SPEAKER_01: Nunu from ATL just is living a life like girl, you're you like you weren't even born in fucking Atlanta.
• 19:40
  SPEAKER_01: Your mom is a white lady out in Ohio.
• 19:43
  SPEAKER_01: Like, I don't know.
• 19:45
  SPEAKER_01: It's just this obsession to be seen as just something that she's not.
• 19:50
  SPEAKER_01: I I don't I'm not a Lotto fan.
• 19:53
  SPEAKER_01: And plus her music just never hits for me.
• 19:56
  SPEAKER_01: I think but I think she is a representation of every man's sexual fantasy, but I don't think, you know, she's never been a part of the rap girls conversation.
• 20:05
  SPEAKER_01: Then it's just like, you know, she beefed with Cardi B recently.
• 20:09
  SPEAKER_01: And then it's just like, you know, I don't know.
• 20:13
  SPEAKER_01: I have I've been, I've always been in and out about Lotto.
• 20:17
  SPEAKER_01: What do you what are your thoughts on?
• 20:19
  SPEAKER_01: How do you feel about a picture and how do you feel about her as a rapper and her career trajectory and stuff?
• 20:24
  SPEAKER_00: Well, the comments on that photo tore them up.
• 20:31
  SPEAKER_00: I I spent a long time in the comments, and the shit was hilarious.
• 20:38
  SPEAKER_00: Um, and I think it just boils down to y'all spent literal years five denying, yes, denying one another, running from paparazzi, sneaking around to now being open, quote unquote open, you know, and it looks crazy.
• 21:03
  SPEAKER_01: It's not giving at all.
• 21:05
  SPEAKER_01: And 21 Savens look like the average nigga that be homeless in the gas station with crock with with like plash torse a polo and a hat.
• 21:12
  SPEAKER_01: Just I'm like, what do you have on?
• 21:14
  SPEAKER_01: You were at the US Open.
• 21:16
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, and then he had some like bump on his lip or some shit.
• 21:20
  SPEAKER_00: It just was weird.
• 21:22
  SPEAKER_00: Let me I didn't see hold on.
• 21:24
  SPEAKER_00: We were talking about, people were talking about what the fuck is on his lip.
• 21:28
  SPEAKER_00: Like, it is just weird.
• 21:30
  SPEAKER_00: I will say, I was definitely a fan of Lotto when she first came out.
• 21:35
  SPEAKER_00: When she was on um, I can't think of what is the name of the show with what's his name?
• 21:42
  SPEAKER_00: The kid rap show.
• 21:44
  SPEAKER_00: I was a fan.
• 21:46
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 21:46
  SPEAKER_00: I thought she was really cool.
• 21:49
  SPEAKER_00: Um, I thought for her age she had bars.
• 21:53
  SPEAKER_00: I just thought she was better than all the other kids that was on there.
• 21:58
  SPEAKER_00: Then, you know.
• 22:00
  SPEAKER_00: As time went on, I just felt like she let the It's like she immediately just turned to sex.
• 22:07
  SPEAKER_00: It was like whiplash.
• 22:09
  SPEAKER_00: It was like we had Malotto, the young girl rapper.
• 22:14
  SPEAKER_00: She turned her name to Lotto because she was receiving criticism behind it, as she should.
• 22:20
  SPEAKER_00: She turned to Lotto, and then we immediately got thongs, short skirts, ass shots, lip injections, long bust-down weed.
• 22:31
  SPEAKER_00: Tiffany doll to me from Chef.
• 22:33
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 22:33
  SPEAKER_00: It just it just went from zero to a thousand.
• 22:37
  SPEAKER_00: Fuck a hundred.
• 22:38
  SPEAKER_00: It's just like, damn, we just got this Bratz doll porn star who raps.
• 22:43
  SPEAKER_00: And then I was just like so confused.
• 22:46
  SPEAKER_00: Um it was just too much.
• 22:51
  SPEAKER_00: Like it was just too much.
• 22:52
  SPEAKER_00: And so um this last album, I think was her most decent album in the last, I don't know how long.
• 23:04
  SPEAKER_00: Because normally I only list I only like one or two songs off her album, and then I'm like, okay, rest of this shit is garbage.
• 23:10
  SPEAKER_00: That's how I work.
• 23:12
  SPEAKER_00: She's not a Cardiom.
• 23:14
  SPEAKER_01: Cardi Meg.
• 23:15
  SPEAKER_01: Hell no.
• 23:15
  SPEAKER_01: Cardi Meg cashed all.
• 23:18
  SPEAKER_01: Um it's a few other girls.
• 23:21
  SPEAKER_01: I listened to an album all the way through.
• 23:23
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 23:24
  SPEAKER_01: Which is so sad.
• 23:26
  SPEAKER_00: Which is so sad though, because when she first broke out on the scene, you would have thought she could have held her own.
• 23:32
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I remember seeing um ciphers on YouTube, and I'm like, oh shit, like she's gonna be the shit.
• 23:41
  SPEAKER_00: And then it's like she just started talking about pussy sex and being a freak, and then she just But again, how you freaks this when you only have one body on you, so you say, I ain't got no bodies.
• 23:53
  SPEAKER_01: I'm not like you other girls, that's for you to turn into the other girl.
• 23:58
  SPEAKER_00: Exactly.
• 23:58
  SPEAKER_00: Like, so I don't know who's on her team, but it just really didn't think that whole thing through.
• 24:05
  SPEAKER_00: Like I said, I got immediately immediate whiplash, like, whoa, who the fuck is this?
• 24:10
  SPEAKER_00: Like, it was weird.
• 24:12
  SPEAKER_00: And so, yes, this album, there are more songs on it that I can digest and I can listen to it more.
• 24:19
  SPEAKER_00: However, I just still feel like it was at the cost or it was at the it what am I trying to say?
• 24:27
  SPEAKER_00: The only reason why we like the songs or we're listening is because of the whole baby situation and the shit with O boy.
• 24:35
  SPEAKER_00: I feel like if that wasn't there, we would it still wouldn't be good.
• 24:40
  SPEAKER_01: At that expense.
• 24:40
  SPEAKER_00: You're gonna be a decent album.
• 24:42
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 24:43
  SPEAKER_01: Please.
• 24:44
  SPEAKER_01: So yeah.
• 24:46
  SPEAKER_01: I'm just I've never I liked I like Bitch from the South.
• 24:52
  SPEAKER_01: Um, I wish her well.
• 25:09
  SPEAKER_01: I hope everything works out with her tool and Savage, because that would be a sh like you said, you just spend all these years sneaking, kicking, and licking to whatever the fuck y'all doing behind the scenes, and it's just like y'all become public, he was uninterested and it doesn't work, and now you a baby mama to a married man.
• 25:24
  SPEAKER_01: Allegedly.
• 25:25
  SPEAKER_01: So I don't know.
• 25:26
  SPEAKER_01: I don't know.
• 25:29
  SPEAKER_00: It's weird.
• 25:30
  SPEAKER_01: I think the fact that you know, why the hell, because you wasn't pregnant back in 2023, why your sister had to fight for you?
• 25:38
  SPEAKER_01: That just screams weird.
• 25:41
  SPEAKER_01: Oh excuse me, I don't know, Nenu.
• 25:44
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, oh Lord, I don't know Lotto.
• 25:46
  SPEAKER_01: I'm not you know.
• 25:50
  SPEAKER_00: I'm dead.
• 25:53
  SPEAKER_01: She don't bother nobody.
• 25:54
  SPEAKER_01: Y'all leave Lil'Coi alone.
• 25:56
  SPEAKER_01: I like Lil'Coi Lorraine.
• 25:57
  SPEAKER_01: I like Koy because I feel like she represents the other side.
• 26:01
  SPEAKER_01: Because, you know, with black, I feel like for black women, we have an image, you know, big ass, big titties, rap sex.
• 26:07
  SPEAKER_01: She's not that, you know, she might rap about sex, but she's skinny.
• 26:10
  SPEAKER_01: I think I love the fact that she's skinny and she has a different body type.
• 26:14
  SPEAKER_01: And I think she's aesthetically and face-wise, beautiful coin Lorray is have the prettiest face to me.
• 26:22
  SPEAKER_01: Um, she ain't the best rapper now.
• 26:24
  SPEAKER_01: I do like a few of her songs, but she don't be coin don't be bothering nobody.
• 26:29
  SPEAKER_01: I always get her confused with Bia.
• 26:32
  SPEAKER_00: I don't know why.
• 26:33
  SPEAKER_00: I know.
• 26:34
  SPEAKER_00: Diarrhea Bea?
• 26:35
  SPEAKER_00: Because I was like, that's not because I was like, that's not the one that uh Cardi was beefing with.
• 26:40
  SPEAKER_00: It's Bia, not Coilery.
• 26:42
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, I get I don't know why I mixed them up.
• 26:43
  SPEAKER_01: It's weird.
• 26:44
  SPEAKER_01: Now, Bia only had like one album I liked.
• 26:48
  SPEAKER_01: That was an album with it's a whole lot of money.
• 26:51
  SPEAKER_01: But it's just like, when you linked up with Nikki, and I'm just like, all you bitches, her, JT, and whoever following behind Nikki, I'm just like, bye.
• 27:01
  SPEAKER_01: I checked out.
• 27:02
  SPEAKER_01: Then you see Minaj all up on Trump nuts.
• 27:05
  SPEAKER_01: Girl, you're still not a United States citizen.
• 27:08
  SPEAKER_01: You still married a pet.
• 27:10
  SPEAKER_01: A hot dog mess.
• 27:13
  SPEAKER_01: Alright.
• 27:14
  SPEAKER_01: We we know we're a little late, but we still want to talk about it.
• 27:17
  SPEAKER_01: Now, Krishan Blueface Jr., Navea of it all.
• 27:22
  SPEAKER_01: Did you see Krishna Jr.'s third birthday party?
• 27:26
  SPEAKER_01: I did.
• 27:28
  SPEAKER_01: Um I want you to speak on it from the lens of somebody with the child with special needs.
• 27:36
  SPEAKER_01: Go ahead.
• 27:37
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 27:37
  SPEAKER_00: That's and that's immediately where I go to is that I know firsthand that early intervention is so important.
• 27:46
  SPEAKER_00: And I fought so hard for Joy to become diagnosed with autism, and I still feel like she was not diagnosed as early as I would have liked.
• 28:00
  SPEAKER_00: And, you know, this was my first rodeo.
• 28:03
  SPEAKER_00: And so I feel like a year and a half of me thinking that something was wrong or feeling in my heart of hearts that something just was not completely right, going to her, going to our pediatrician, and the pediatrician telling me, oh, no, she's just moving a little slower than other kids, you know.
• 28:23
  SPEAKER_00: And then finally me saying, you know, no, I'm I'm going to get another doctor and seeking that diagnosis myself.
• 28:32
  SPEAKER_00: And I feel like I could have, there could have been more early intervention if I had left that first pediatrician alone.
• 28:40
  SPEAKER_00: And so I say all that to say, um, Junior, Krishan's son, Krishan Jr., we clearly see and we've been seeing that something is not completely right.
• 28:57
  SPEAKER_00: Like something is is different.
• 29:00
  SPEAKER_00: We know that he's still not walking on his own.
• 29:04
  SPEAKER_00: He has a hard time holding his head up.
• 29:08
  SPEAKER_00: He's not completely verbal.
• 29:10
  SPEAKER_00: He makes, you know, different noises and all of these things.
• 29:13
  SPEAKER_00: And so I just, I don't know, seeing him at that birthday party, it's like, Chrisan, what are you doing?
• 29:23
  SPEAKER_00: Like, are you in denial?
• 29:26
  SPEAKER_00: Are you like, do you not see what's going on?
• 29:31
  SPEAKER_00: I'm also wondering about like the people around her.
• 29:35
  SPEAKER_01: Like, they enabled the fuck out of her because ain't no fucking way.
• 29:39
  SPEAKER_01: My mama would have snatched me up and took that baby from me.
• 29:42
  SPEAKER_01: But I mean her mother.
• 29:44
  SPEAKER_01: I think Krishan herself is a little slow.
• 29:47
  SPEAKER_01: Um, I it it pisses me off because to me, even even with even if you were in denial, it has to be some point where your denial, like your motherly instincts or your instincts as a parent should kick in.
• 30:02
  SPEAKER_01: Because to me, as and this is someone who doesn't have a child, but I love kids, and I just feel like you're a fucking abuser.
• 30:11
  SPEAKER_01: At this point, just say you want your son dead.
• 30:14
  SPEAKER_01: Because there's no junior, even all them live streams, all the shit you have us watch of junior, I've never seen Junior eat.
• 30:22
  SPEAKER_01: Half of the time it looks like he's having absent seizure seizures, you know, because we don't know what it is, because I'm not a doctor, I'm not putting a diagnosis on him.
• 30:32
  SPEAKER_01: I'm just saying what I see.
• 30:33
  SPEAKER_01: He looks like he doesn't have any type of strength in his arms, his leg, like his little limbs to even, like you said, to hold himself up to walk.
• 30:42
  SPEAKER_01: You know, I just he always looks startled and like overstimulated.
• 30:48
  SPEAKER_01: He was not happy at that party.
• 30:50
  SPEAKER_01: It's so much going on around him.
• 30:52
  SPEAKER_01: And again, he's a little boy.
• 30:53
  SPEAKER_01: Why the fuck was there twerking princesses there?
• 30:58
  SPEAKER_01: I just feel like because you're in the now, I didn't even, you know, I it's a girl I follow on TikTok.
• 31:04
  SPEAKER_01: She, two of her children are autistic.
• 31:06
  SPEAKER_01: And she was just like, you know, if you weren't a session now, maybe you could have had your child a sensory birthday party to celebrate.
• 31:12
  SPEAKER_01: Yes.
• 31:13
  SPEAKER_01: And I didn't know that was a thing, but it is.
• 31:15
  SPEAKER_01: And it's just like, but if you close yourself off, if you're not taking the necessary measures or the proper precautions to take care of your child, and then it's like I feel like she parades Junior around as a thing over Blue Face, even though, you know, whether we it's his child or not, it's just some shit that I'm just mm-mm.
• 31:32
  SPEAKER_01: I think that baby dead, because there's no way.
• 31:36
  SPEAKER_01: And then he's it ain't like, but we're not gonna sit up here and conflate issues because this the fact that she has a fan base that defends her and everything she does is insane.
• 31:49
  SPEAKER_01: She was smoking and drinking and doing God knows what else when she was pregnant with Junior.
• 31:54
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, and then denies it now.
• 31:56
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm like, girl, we literally have we have proof.
• 32:00
  SPEAKER_01: We have proof proof that you were smoking, drinking, and then you know, but it, you know, according to Shrish, you do coke, allegedly.
• 32:08
  SPEAKER_01: So you probably was doing that shit pregnant too.
• 32:10
  SPEAKER_01: Then it's just like I hate how people use God.
• 32:14
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, I believe in God, God is gonna fit.
• 32:17
  SPEAKER_01: You just using that as an excuse, as a cop out.
• 32:20
  SPEAKER_01: And then it's just like, we're not gonna act like two weeks after Junior was born, you holding the baby in the water in the walk of Junior neck, going everywhere with like you you just are a shitty fucking mom.
• 32:31
  SPEAKER_00: Yep, yeah.
• 32:33
  SPEAKER_00: He's literally since the womb, like I remember watching the um Blueface and Krishan series on Zeus, and I remember when she went in to get that first ultrasound, and she had finally accepted that she was pregnant, and she had to have been about five or five months, and she still asked, she still asked, was it too late?
• 32:59
  SPEAKER_00: And me and K Ron looked at each other like, did she just really ask them, could she get an abortion?
• 33:05
  SPEAKER_00: Crazy.
• 33:06
  SPEAKER_00: Like that shit was crazy.
• 33:08
  SPEAKER_00: Um, I remember her, yes, smoking and drinking on that show.
• 33:13
  SPEAKER_00: I remember her staying up till 2, 3, 4, 5 a.m.
• 33:18
  SPEAKER_00: in the clubs.
• 33:19
  SPEAKER_00: And I used it with heels on, like in the club, vaping, smoking.
• 33:25
  SPEAKER_00: And I used to be just like so the cameraman, fucking Zeus Network, nobody like nobody's gonna step in.
• 33:33
  SPEAKER_00: Taking her baby is insane.
• 33:35
  SPEAKER_01: Y'all have all the proof and then it pisses me off, especially in the black community.
• 33:40
  SPEAKER_01: Y'all take away black kids from their mothers for fucking less.
• 33:45
  SPEAKER_01: For less.
• 33:48
  SPEAKER_01: For less.
• 33:51
  SPEAKER_01: Having friends that are social workers, having a friend that has foster children or used to on a regular basis, working as a social worker for a subsector of people.
• 34:01
  SPEAKER_01: I used to.
• 34:04
  SPEAKER_01: I've seen it.
• 34:06
  SPEAKER_01: Especially from black mothers.
• 34:08
  SPEAKER_01: So it's just like you got this bitch on on online, on live, like the amount of time you be on live showing everything, you could have had Junior at a type of appointment, at some type of therapy, at some type of maybe evaluation, something.
• 34:25
  SPEAKER_01: And then it's like I look at your family, I look at your friends, I look at Zeus Network, I look at your fucking church.
• 34:30
  SPEAKER_01: All those people failed you, and most importantly, all those people fucking failed Junior.
• 34:35
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 34:36
  SPEAKER_00: It's bad.
• 34:38
  SPEAKER_00: Because he definitely at the at the base level, he needs OT and speech therapy.
• 34:45
  SPEAKER_00: That's at the that's at the just the base level.
• 34:47
  SPEAKER_00: He needs speech and OT.
• 34:49
  SPEAKER_00: He needs speech and OT.
• 34:51
  SPEAKER_00: And that's just at the base.
• 34:52
  SPEAKER_00: That's just at the base level.
• 34:54
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, even right now, you he could be with speech therapy, he could even be getting a um AAC device.
• 35:03
  SPEAKER_00: Like he can start learning how to push things.
• 35:05
  SPEAKER_00: We don't even know though, technically, does he have a hearing impairment?
• 35:09
  SPEAKER_00: Can he hear?
• 35:10
  SPEAKER_00: Like, we don't, we don't know.
• 35:12
  SPEAKER_00: Has his hearing been checked?
• 35:14
  SPEAKER_00: He could be deaf for all we know right now.
• 35:18
  SPEAKER_01: And it's just, I just feel so bad for that baby because he's literally so helpless and he's living a miserable life.
• 35:30
  SPEAKER_01: Shitty ass mama, and nope, because I'm sorry, if I was an Everseas Junior, I would really try to take that baby from her.
• 35:36
  SPEAKER_01: Fuck it.
• 35:38
  SPEAKER_01: I just bad.
• 35:40
  SPEAKER_01: Every time I see that child, he looks miserable.
• 35:42
  SPEAKER_01: It's been times where, you know, it's been stories leaked to the press about Christian.
• 35:46
  SPEAKER_01: You sitting there getting the wig put on with your snack on too fast, your child waddling around and shit for hours.
• 35:53
  SPEAKER_01: And then it's just like you can say, my son say his first word.
• 35:56
  SPEAKER_01: He said his first thing, you're a fucking liar.
• 35:59
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 36:00
  SPEAKER_01: You're a liar.
• 36:02
  SPEAKER_00: And you're a sorry excuse as a fucking mom.
• 36:06
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, so that's why I'm just like, is it, is it denial or are you just batshit crazy?
• 36:11
  SPEAKER_00: Are you that just fucking like a lunatic to not see what's going on?
• 36:15
  SPEAKER_00: Um, that's why I'm trying to figure it out.
• 36:17
  SPEAKER_00: Are you in denial or do you really see what's going on?
• 36:20
  SPEAKER_01: I think she's I think it's a bit shitty mom.
• 36:24
  SPEAKER_01: She had a shitty ass childhood.
• 36:27
  SPEAKER_01: I think she's not neurotypical.
• 36:29
  SPEAKER_01: I think she's slow.
• 36:31
  SPEAKER_01: I think how traumat how the traumas that she had growing up.
• 36:36
  SPEAKER_01: And I just think she doing all this shit to change blue face, and it's quiet as it's kept.
• 36:42
  SPEAKER_01: Allegedly, that's not even Blueface child.
• 36:44
  SPEAKER_01: The child is Ronnie.
• 36:46
  SPEAKER_01: Supposedly, you got clipped off.
• 36:48
  SPEAKER_01: Allegedly.
• 36:49
  SPEAKER_01: So it's just a sad situation all around.
• 36:53
  SPEAKER_01: And moving on from that, obviously that bridges on the blue face and the vehicle.
• 36:57
  SPEAKER_01: I don't feel sorry for Nevee at all because allegedly you were the other woman years ago to Jayton.
• 37:04
  SPEAKER_01: I hate when women think they'll get the same man and be treated better.
• 37:08
  SPEAKER_01: And you've seen, even before you was in the public with Blueface, like, you see how he treats women.
• 37:16
  SPEAKER_01: And then the fact like he be so quick to kiss and touch up on your son.
• 37:20
  SPEAKER_01: It's just, I just, Blueface is a piece of garbage.
• 37:24
  SPEAKER_01: He really is.
• 37:25
  SPEAKER_01: What do you have to say?
• 37:26
  SPEAKER_01: And then if that was my daughter, I would have been snatched her the fuck up.
• 37:30
  SPEAKER_00: The way that he like, the way that he speaks to her, and I remember, and I swear, I should have never clicked on the video on my fucking for you Facebook bullshit.
• 37:47
  SPEAKER_00: Because now all I do is see clips of sh of shit of them, and I'm just like, why did I ever click click on anything?
• 37:53
  SPEAKER_00: But he told her one of the videos was like, bitch, um, basically, like, why the only reason I got you in here is, you know, why don't you just go away?
• 38:07
  SPEAKER_00: Like, why are you here?
• 38:09
  SPEAKER_00: Like, um, I'm telling you what I'm doing.
• 38:11
  SPEAKER_00: I'm gonna do what I want to do.
• 38:13
  SPEAKER_00: I'm gonna talk to I want who I want to talk to.
• 38:16
  SPEAKER_00: Um, then didn't he walked in one time with another woman in their house and she was like, oh, hey, or something like that.
• 38:26
  SPEAKER_00: And then she was like, You're so fucking disrespectful.
• 38:29
  SPEAKER_00: I'm just like, wait, like this gotta be a joke.
• 38:33
  SPEAKER_00: Like, this cannot be real life.
• 38:34
  SPEAKER_00: Like, y'all have to be like flow to like are y'all putting on for the cameras?
• 38:39
  SPEAKER_00: Like, it's no way that you are sticking around being talked to, cheated on, mistreated.
• 38:47
  SPEAKER_00: Like, what?
• 38:48
  SPEAKER_00: No way.
• 38:50
  SPEAKER_00: Ain't no way.
• 38:54
  SPEAKER_00: I I just can't.
• 38:55
  SPEAKER_00: I can't with the with the stupid shit.
• 38:57
  SPEAKER_00: I just cannot.
• 38:58
  SPEAKER_00: And then the um chat, chat, y'all don't y'all don't think he really love me.
• 39:04
  SPEAKER_00: Y'all don't think he really love me.
• 39:05
  SPEAKER_00: No, bitch, we don't.
• 39:11
  SPEAKER_00: It's this shit is fucking crazy.
• 39:13
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I'm just like, what the fuck is going on here?
• 39:16
  SPEAKER_00: Like, take me out the motherfucking group chat.
• 39:18
  SPEAKER_00: I do not want to see this shit anymore.
• 39:20
  SPEAKER_00: It's weird.
• 39:21
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 39:21
  SPEAKER_01: I slick miss with him and Krishan's locked up.
• 39:23
  SPEAKER_01: We ain't see their ass on the timeline.
• 39:26
  SPEAKER_00: Oh my god, it was beautiful when he was away.
• 39:28
  SPEAKER_00: It was so wonderful.
• 39:31
  SPEAKER_00: It was so wonderful when his ass was locked up.
• 39:34
  SPEAKER_00: Very much so.
• 39:35
  SPEAKER_00: Ugh, I'm so over it.
• 39:37
  SPEAKER_00: Um, but the baby is beautiful.
• 39:38
  SPEAKER_00: It's a gorgeous little boy.
• 39:40
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 39:41
  SPEAKER_00: Um, chocolate, looking like uh, what's her name?
• 39:44
  SPEAKER_00: Carlissa, his mama.
• 39:46
  SPEAKER_00: Um, people in the comments was talking about his color.
• 39:48
  SPEAKER_00: That shit pissed me the fuck off.
• 39:51
  SPEAKER_00: Um, why he's so dark?
• 39:53
  SPEAKER_00: Uh who baby is this?
• 39:55
  SPEAKER_00: And all this bullshit.
• 39:56
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm like, here we go.
• 39:57
  SPEAKER_00: Here we fucking go with the dumb shit.
• 40:00
  SPEAKER_00: Do y'all not see what the hell his grandma look like?
• 40:03
  SPEAKER_00: Chow.
• 40:05
  SPEAKER_00: Y'all so fucking color struck.
• 40:07
  SPEAKER_00: It is, yeah.
• 40:08
  SPEAKER_00: I'm just like, what the fuck is wrong with y'all?
• 40:10
  SPEAKER_00: Um, and we y'all don't know who Neveea, what her peoples look like.
• 40:14
  SPEAKER_00: Like, goddamn.
• 40:15
  SPEAKER_01: Like that was super dark.
• 40:17
  SPEAKER_01: Or like, whatever, you know.
• 40:20
  SPEAKER_01: I think the only thing we've seen of Navea is her mom, but I'm just like, even with Nivea, even though she's very on the bright side for biracial, it's clear that you look at her and tell she's not white all the way.
• 40:31
  SPEAKER_01: So I'm just like, it's just ignorance.
• 40:32
  SPEAKER_00: It's ignorant is hell.
• 40:34
  SPEAKER_00: But it's that's a beautiful, that little boy is gorgeous.
• 40:38
  SPEAKER_00: So he's beautiful, he's pretty.
• 40:49
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, I know we I know we can't pick our parents, but fuck.
• 40:56
  SPEAKER_01: So moving right along from the circus, um, we're gonna talk about Deja Love.
• 41:03
  SPEAKER_01: Deja Love is a California man arrested in late August of this year for a massive romance and financial fraud scheme where he impersonated a San Francisco 49s player.
• 41:16
  SPEAKER_01: The FBI reported the number of alleged victims have amassed to surpass 60, 60 women.
• 41:24
  SPEAKER_01: Um, there's 35 new potential victims, and he has scammed these women out of almost$2 million.
• 41:30
  SPEAKER_01: First of all, and I want to make a comment.
• 41:34
  SPEAKER_01: They said, according to this Reddit thread, no, actually, this is KCRA of News Network.
• 41:42
  SPEAKER_01: According to KCRA, 80 to 90% of the victims were either white, Asian, or non-Hispanic women.
• 41:48
  SPEAKER_01: I don't think there's a black.
• 41:50
  SPEAKER_01: First of all, black women, we too fucking smart.
• 41:52
  SPEAKER_01: Bitch, you say you in the NFL.
• 41:54
  SPEAKER_01: I'm not sending you money.
• 41:55
  SPEAKER_01: And first of all, and let me tell you something.
• 41:58
  SPEAKER_01: I've talked to, I've had, I've talked to four college athletes in my past.
• 42:04
  SPEAKER_01: Everything, oh, I play on this team.
• 42:05
  SPEAKER_01: Let me go on that website and look on the roster.
• 42:08
  SPEAKER_01: You you didn't think to check the roster, you taking this nigga's work.
• 42:11
  SPEAKER_01: But see, a lot of you bitches, y'all get so caught up and think you're gonna get treated better than a black woman.
• 42:15
  SPEAKER_01: You thought you caught a lick.
• 42:16
  SPEAKER_01: That lick coughed your ass.
• 42:20
  SPEAKER_01: He's old tall headed, lime bastard.
• 42:23
  SPEAKER_01: And then is he he sitting there with a football helmet practicing on the beach?
• 42:27
  SPEAKER_01: Them niggas don't even have what?
• 42:31
  SPEAKER_01: I'm like, that's good.
• 42:32
  SPEAKER_01: I I I really don't even feel bad for them.
• 42:36
  SPEAKER_00: Well, that's I guess that's you know, that's what that was the thing that really threw me was you say he's he said he's a football player, so why would I send him money?
• 42:47
  SPEAKER_00: I d I didn't understand the logic behind that.
• 42:50
  SPEAKER_00: Like$80,000.
• 42:53
  SPEAKER_01: First of all, what do you do for a living where you have$80,000 to send to somebody?
• 43:02
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, you're real stupid.
• 43:04
  SPEAKER_00: That shit is crazy.
• 43:05
  SPEAKER_00: That shit's fucking crazy.
• 43:10
  SPEAKER_00: I also don't understand.
• 43:12
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, so you gotta explain to me too, like the charges.
• 43:15
  SPEAKER_00: So what is he being charged for?
• 43:18
  SPEAKER_01: Well, because white women were the ones who got scammed, this is gonna be like a federal scheming.
• 43:22
  SPEAKER_01: So let's read this article.
• 43:24
  SPEAKER_01: This is from ESPN.
• 43:25
  SPEAKER_01: This was updated September 18th.
• 43:29
  SPEAKER_01: Stop laughing.
• 43:32
  SPEAKER_00: I didn't hold a gun to your head and tell you to give me the motherfucking money.
• 43:36
  SPEAKER_00: So, yes, what he did is fucked up, but I'm trying to think out what is he being charged for?
• 43:41
  SPEAKER_00: That shit was funny as fuck, what you just said.
• 43:44
  SPEAKER_01: Because it's the truth.
• 43:44
  SPEAKER_01: Had this been a whole bunch of black women up, shit up.
• 43:48
  SPEAKER_01: So, let's read this from ESPN.
• 43:51
  SPEAKER_01: FBI case against fake 49ers players as more alleged victims.
• 43:56
  SPEAKER_01: The FBI has identified 35 additional women who say they're.
• 44:00
  SPEAKER_01: Defrauded by Deja Love and Taylor Chan, who Taylor Chan acted as his ace, his right-hand man, film person, whatever.
• 44:10
  SPEAKER_01: The agency said Friday, bringing the total number of alleged victims in a case that includes love impersonating in San Francisco 49s, 49ers players to more than 60 victims.
• 44:21
  SPEAKER_01: Portland FBI special agent in charge, Doug Olson, said the agency is working to verify that the 35 women are victims of Love and Chan.
• 44:29
  SPEAKER_01: We were surprised how many people were victimized in a short period of time.
• 44:33
  SPEAKER_01: And then to have that many more come forward, Olson said in the news conference, it's a large volume for just a couple subjects.
• 44:41
  SPEAKER_01: Our concern is that this fraud could be replicated by other individuals that are out here victimizing other people in similar schemes.
• 44:48
  SPEAKER_01: Olsen, uh-oh, I'm not paying y'all for this article.
• 44:51
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, never gone.
• 44:52
  SPEAKER_01: Olson said the FBI believes there are more victims of Levin Chan who have yet to come forward.
• 44:56
  SPEAKER_01: He encouraged anyone with information on the two men to contact the Portland FBI.
• 45:01
  SPEAKER_01: We don't want anyone to be fearful of coming forward, Olsen said.
• 45:04
  SPEAKER_01: Certainly not for fear of embarrassment or anything like that, because we want to help them and we want to make sure that this doesn't happen to anyone else.
• 45:12
  SPEAKER_01: The FBI opened its investigation into Levin Chan on September 30, 2024, over allegations that date from February of 2022 to August 24th of 2026, the day that two men were arrested at the Boise, Idaho Airport.
• 45:28
  SPEAKER_01: They have been charged with wire fraud and a conspiracy to commit wire fraud.
• 45:32
  SPEAKER_01: According to the criminal complaint, Levin Chan stole more than$1.3 million from 26 known victims.
• 45:38
  SPEAKER_01: That's$1.3 million amongst 26 women.
• 45:41
  SPEAKER_01: So you have these additional women that's coming forward, no telling how much.
• 45:45
  SPEAKER_01: So Levin Chan stole more than$1.3 million from 26 known victims in at least four states.
• 45:55
  SPEAKER_01: The complaint alleges that Love, 35 years old, used social medias and dating apps to build a fake to build fake identities, including posing as a 49ers player and a wealthy Swiss real estate investor and persuade women to send him money.
• 46:10
  SPEAKER_01: It says Chan, his right-hand man, who is 18 years old, what is a 35-year-old doing hanging with 18-year-old, sometimes pose as his financial advisor and assisted love in convincing the women that love would invest their money with Chan.
• 46:23
  SPEAKER_01: The victims in this case were targeted were targeted precisely because they were trusting, responsible people who believed they were building genuine relationships and legitimate financial futures, Olsen said.
• 46:34
  SPEAKER_01: They were deliberately manipulated through an extremely sophisticated scheme that would infect personas, fabricated investment accounts, staged video calls, and AI reinforced false identities.
• 46:45
  SPEAKER_01: Olson said that the Fry scheme was besoke, was bespoke to each victim.
• 46:50
  SPEAKER_01: Not every woman got the knowledge player persona, but Olson said love often replied on the professional athlete character to reinforce his income level.
• 46:58
  SPEAKER_01: He was either a player, a former player, a player on injured reserve, and whatever name he was using.
• 47:04
  SPEAKER_01: He put enough stuff into his social media searches, so it was the first thing that came up on people's Google page, Olsen said.
• 47:12
  SPEAKER_01: It was not just the first thing that came up.
• 47:14
  SPEAKER_01: It was like there were multiple things in there that would confirm that whatever he was telling these people was the truth.
• 47:19
  SPEAKER_01: And it goes on and on, but you kind of get the gist of what's going on.
• 47:24
  SPEAKER_01: This shit is crazy.
• 47:28
  SPEAKER_00: I don't know.
• 47:29
  SPEAKER_00: This shit is just, I I'm at a loss.
• 47:33
  SPEAKER_00: I really, here's the thing.
• 47:35
  SPEAKER_00: Is it fucked up that this dude is out here scamming women, lying?
• 47:40
  SPEAKER_00: Hell yeah.
• 47:41
  SPEAKER_00: You're you're a you're a piece of shit for doing that.
• 47:45
  SPEAKER_00: But I mean, I just think about all the other type of scamming shit that goes on every day.
• 47:52
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, look at our elderly community.
• 47:55
  SPEAKER_00: We have people who literally call elderly people and prey on them all the time, trying to look for their fucking social security numbers and shit like that.
• 48:03
  SPEAKER_00: And they fucking take advantage of them.
• 48:05
  SPEAKER_00: Or fucking people posing as goddamn student loan people.
• 48:09
  SPEAKER_00: Just all kinds of stuff, you know?
• 48:11
  SPEAKER_00: And so I'm just trying to figure out, but it goes back to Ashley's point.
• 48:16
  SPEAKER_00: Majority of these women, if not, well yeah, majority of them were white women.
• 48:21
  SPEAKER_00: And so I'm just like, oh, okay.
• 48:24
  SPEAKER_00: And then he's a black man.
• 48:26
  SPEAKER_00: So we are gonna take this to the highest fucking court system.
• 48:32
  SPEAKER_00: We're gonna blare it.
• 48:33
  SPEAKER_00: We're gonna blast it all over, you know, media and and totally take this all the way to the highest of highs for this guy.
• 48:43
  SPEAKER_00: Um, because this is a black man who did this to majority white women.
• 48:48
  SPEAKER_00: And that shit is just, that's just like my that shit is so crazy to me.
• 48:52
  SPEAKER_00: Because I'm just like, scamming, yeah, that's fucked up, but people scam every damn day.
• 48:59
  SPEAKER_01: I'm just with no type of reprieve or consequences they face.
• 49:05
  SPEAKER_00: Or the amount of black women who get on these dating apps, and it's motherfuckers from other countries who are lying and saying that they're this and that, and can you send me money like with their little sob stories?
• 49:17
  SPEAKER_00: And so what happens to them?
• 49:20
  SPEAKER_00: Like, there's there's no place for them to call and and get justice for this, you know?
• 49:26
  SPEAKER_00: And people really don't care nothing crazy.
• 49:28
  SPEAKER_00: That's the thing.
• 49:29
  SPEAKER_00: No, no, they don't.
• 49:31
  SPEAKER_00: Like, this is crazy.
• 49:34
  SPEAKER_01: So another half of that's lying.
• 49:40
  SPEAKER_01: It's an influencer, Angel.
• 49:43
  SPEAKER_01: Angel Victoria Murdoch, posing as a fake Duke PA.
• 49:48
  SPEAKER_01: So she's posing as a physician's assistant.
• 49:51
  SPEAKER_01: And I believe that is Duke.
• 49:54
  SPEAKER_01: Um and she recently she lied about uh graduating from Duke's PA physician assistant and the reason why she was able to Okay, she documented her fake journey as a Duke PA assistant, posting study routines, clinical rotation consent, and scrub clad videos.
• 50:14
  SPEAKER_01: She reportedly wore fake bad fake badges, brought pops, damn it.
• 50:21
  SPEAKER_01: She reportedly wore fake badges, bought props, and drove to Duke's campus just to film content and was never a student there.
• 50:28
  SPEAKER_01: The clout, she amassed hundreds upon thousands of followers, secured brand deals, and previously appeared on Netflix reality show Temation Island.
• 50:38
  SPEAKER_01: How she was caught, the real Duke PA students know that she was never in class because here's the thing.
• 50:44
  SPEAKER_01: When you're studying in college, like the first two years, you're taking general classes.
• 50:49
  SPEAKER_01: And this is just this is just real talk.
• 50:50
  SPEAKER_01: This is any college you go to.
• 50:52
  SPEAKER_01: The first two years, even at community college, the first year, right?
• 50:55
  SPEAKER_01: You're studying, you're taking your general classes to graduate.
• 50:59
  SPEAKER_01: You get into your major, you get into what you call cohorts, cohorts.
• 51:02
  SPEAKER_01: So once you get into that cohort, it's like, okay, you're going to be seeing the same people the last two years almost in every class because y'all are in the same year and y'all are studying the same thing, right?
• 51:13
  SPEAKER_01: Whether you're a teacher like Diamond, whether you were in the communication media world like me, you know, um health science, math, whatever the hell, you know who's in your program and who's not.
• 51:25
  SPEAKER_01: Even the people who are like a year or two under you or a year or two over you, you know who's in your cohort.
• 51:32
  SPEAKER_01: How she was caught, real Duke PA students, and I think at the time it was only maybe 20 of them.
• 51:37
  SPEAKER_01: She was never in class, the official class photos or the events.
• 51:41
  SPEAKER_01: When the actual student congratulated her online and asked about her, Murdoch blocked them.
• 51:46
  SPEAKER_01: She posted graduation photos in front of the Duke Chapel, but a color-coded, but a color-coded graduation hood and missing name in the official registry exposed her pretest, and she wore the wrong course.
• 51:56
  SPEAKER_01: So y'all be fucking stupid doing these schemes, and you like you messing with just how with Cheyenne Bayern.
• 52:01
  SPEAKER_01: That was the wrong course.
• 52:03
  SPEAKER_01: And there's no way in hell on your diploma it's gonna show your name lowercase.
• 52:08
  SPEAKER_01: But you ain't no doctor.
• 52:09
  SPEAKER_01: Hell no, no.
• 52:11
  SPEAKER_01: So the school's response, Duke Health confirmed there's no record of Murdoch ever applying to or attending their PA program.
• 52:20
  SPEAKER_01: She subsequently deleted and privatized all of her social media accounts.
• 52:23
  SPEAKER_01: But do you know how sick you have to be to buy props, drive to a school, an Ivy League school that you don't go to just to shoot content?
• 52:31
  SPEAKER_01: And you didn't think these people will find you out?
• 52:34
  SPEAKER_01: All that energy you took online, you could have actually enrolled and maybe became a student.
• 52:38
  SPEAKER_01: Correct.
• 52:39
  SPEAKER_01: Like it, I don't, I have no sympathy for her.
• 52:42
  SPEAKER_01: Fuck her.
• 52:42
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, she black, but she did wrong.
• 52:44
  SPEAKER_01: And it's just like I get so sick of, I get so sick of people who have no education that's to the person say, oh, it's just degree.
• 52:49
  SPEAKER_01: No, bitches ain't a degree, because if it was easy, everybody would have a degree.
• 52:53
  SPEAKER_01: I worked hard.
• 52:54
  SPEAKER_01: And I hate when people say, oh, well, this shit.
• 52:57
  SPEAKER_01: No, whether you did community college, associates, bachelor's, master's, whatever you did, a certificate.
• 53:02
  SPEAKER_01: You earned that.
• 53:03
  SPEAKER_01: All that shit.
• 53:04
  SPEAKER_01: You earned it.
• 53:06
  SPEAKER_01: Mm-hmm.
• 53:06
  SPEAKER_01: I don't give a damn what walk of life you're from, what gender, whatever you study, you earn that shit.
• 53:11
  SPEAKER_01: And you damn sure had to pay for it.
• 53:14
  SPEAKER_01: Hell yeah.
• 53:14
  SPEAKER_01: Or earn a scholarship and be the cream de la crem to get what you get.
• 53:20
  SPEAKER_01: So I get so sick.
• 53:21
  SPEAKER_01: And then it's just you had to, I'm like, nah, because you bitches are fucking scammers.
• 53:25
  SPEAKER_01: Like, that's why I don't like people like Woo Lady.
• 53:27
  SPEAKER_01: That's why I don't like all you bitches out here selling these stupid creams and lying about, oh, you pay this much, you could be a boss ass bitch.
• 53:35
  SPEAKER_01: No, how about you just get a fucking real skill set and tell the truth?
• 53:39
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 53:40
  SPEAKER_00: Amen.
• 53:41
  SPEAKER_00: That's fucking crazy.
• 53:43
  SPEAKER_00: And like you said, something is really wrong with you that you are doing all of that to like create this facade.
• 53:51
  SPEAKER_00: Like that, like, yeah, you could have used all that time to really pour into yourself.
• 53:56
  SPEAKER_01: It's like you're weird.
• 53:58
  SPEAKER_01: You're you're a narcissist, and I really feel like you are a sociopath.
• 54:03
  SPEAKER_01: And then it's just like, hell, I listen, I'm not a liar.
• 54:06
  SPEAKER_01: I can't keep up with the lies.
• 54:08
  SPEAKER_01: Like, I I tried lying to this dude one time, and I I'll lie to a man.
• 54:12
  SPEAKER_01: I'm on dating problem, but it's just like I can't lie.
• 54:15
  SPEAKER_01: You have to keep up with I'm like, no, that's crazy.
• 54:19
  SPEAKER_01: You lied, and people called you out on it, and you know.
• 54:23
  SPEAKER_01: And honestly, had like, had I been hurting, my family would have disowned me.
• 54:28
  SPEAKER_01: Because bitch, why are you lying?
• 54:30
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, that's crazy.
• 54:31
  SPEAKER_01: That's crazy.
• 54:32
  SPEAKER_00: I think too, I think it also goes back to, I think a lot of folks in, you know, in today's world do not want to put in the work.
• 54:41
  SPEAKER_00: So it's very much like, how can I get the the get rich quick scheme or the fake degree or the the um notary.
• 54:51
  SPEAKER_00: The notary.
• 54:52
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, the notoriety, the the fame.
• 54:55
  SPEAKER_00: Like, how can I just go past go and just drive it all the way without with doing the least amount of work possible?
• 55:05
  SPEAKER_00: And it's just sad.
• 55:06
  SPEAKER_00: It's so sad.
• 55:07
  SPEAKER_00: I think people, I think social media has a lot to do with it too, because folks sit and they scroll and they look at, you know, people who have yeah.
• 55:16
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, yep.
• 55:17
  SPEAKER_01: They look at other people's lives and it's like, motherfucker, you don't know how much it took for me to get here.
• 55:21
  SPEAKER_01: Exactly.
• 55:22
  SPEAKER_01: And I just hate how like anybody can just call themselves anything.
• 55:25
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, well verify that shit.
• 55:26
  SPEAKER_01: That's why I'll never support Cheyenne Bryant.
• 55:28
  SPEAKER_01: I'm not calling, she's not a fucking doctor.
• 55:30
  SPEAKER_01: Because every time you ask a bitch to show her credentials and nothing.
• 55:34
  SPEAKER_01: I don't have yes, you do.
• 55:36
  SPEAKER_01: That should to me, I feel like that's just like with the military with stolen valor.
• 55:40
  SPEAKER_01: You see my or or my motherfuckers like, oh, I served them as a bitch.
• 55:44
  SPEAKER_01: No, you fucking didn't.
• 55:44
  SPEAKER_01: Or you see people to say, oh, I'm in this fraternity, I'm in this or bitch.
• 55:48
  SPEAKER_01: No, you're not.
• 55:49
  SPEAKER_01: You're I feel like that should you should get jail time.
• 55:53
  SPEAKER_01: To me, that's no different than identity thrive.
• 55:55
  SPEAKER_01: You live in some shit that's not yours.
• 55:58
  SPEAKER_01: Maybe if if if if we start to treating that fit, uh start treating that shit like an actual crime, like a felony, people will stop fucking lying.
• 56:06
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 56:07
  SPEAKER_00: That shit is crazy.
• 56:08
  SPEAKER_00: It's crazy.
• 56:09
  SPEAKER_01: It's it's just insane.
• 56:10
  SPEAKER_01: Then it's I think the thing is too, like you think people are stupid.
• 56:13
  SPEAKER_01: You you were that smart to come up with this big scheme that nobody would figure it out.
• 56:18
  SPEAKER_01: Meanwhile, you had this small subgroup of people that's like, we ain't never seen you with any class, we ain't never seen you in any of the vents, you're not in the official photos, nothing.
• 56:28
  SPEAKER_01: But you got, and I looked, I think at the time, maybe she had like 200,000.
• 56:32
  SPEAKER_01: You had people who were actual PA students at other schools looking at her for advice when you could have just been, and then if you don't got the shit, you don't got it.
• 56:41
  SPEAKER_01: Not everybody's gonna have everything you have to find was right for you.
• 56:44
  SPEAKER_01: That's why comparison is a thief of joy.
• 56:47
  SPEAKER_01: See highlights of people's life and they're like, 'I wanna do this too, I want to live this life.' Like you said, you don't know what it took for them to get there.
• 56:53
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 56:54
  SPEAKER_01: People want my life, and I know I'm bitch, I'm broke, and I ain't got no job right.
• 56:58
  SPEAKER_01: But you saw from the outside looking in, all this bitch always doing shit.
• 57:02
  SPEAKER_01: She always going somewhere.
• 57:04
  SPEAKER_01: Girl, I I I super duper plan.
• 57:08
  SPEAKER_01: A lot of the things that you've been seeing me doing the last two months was stuff I've been purchased in advance before I even got, you know.
• 57:15
  SPEAKER_00: Say that, okay?
• 57:17
  SPEAKER_01: This shit is for real.
• 57:18
  SPEAKER_01: Free.
• 57:18
  SPEAKER_01: I look for cheap.
• 57:19
  SPEAKER_01: I look for deals.
• 57:20
  SPEAKER_01: Like, you don't know what I have to do.
• 57:22
  SPEAKER_01: But I think about little happy moments, but it's just like you, there's probably some of one person like, I want her like, no, you don't.
• 57:30
  SPEAKER_00: You don't.
• 57:30
  SPEAKER_00: Baby.
• 57:31
  SPEAKER_00: No, you don't.
• 57:32
  SPEAKER_00: You don't want this over here.
• 57:34
  SPEAKER_00: Like, it's it's a lot.
• 57:35
  SPEAKER_00: Like, it's a lot.
• 57:36
  SPEAKER_00: I think about um the amount of nights that I stayed up till 3 and 4 a.m.
• 57:47
  SPEAKER_00: and then turned around and had to go to work, you know, or I taught all day, and then I went to um for my, I think it was my first master's degree.
• 57:58
  SPEAKER_00: No, my second master's degree was at Austin P.
• 58:01
  SPEAKER_00: So I would teach all day and then I would get in the car.
• 58:04
  SPEAKER_00: I would go to Austin P because I had classes from 4:30 to 6:30.
• 58:09
  SPEAKER_00: So that was right, and I would eat in my car.
• 58:11
  SPEAKER_00: I would eat something in my car before the classes start.
• 58:15
  SPEAKER_00: I would go in there for two hours, do classes, get back in my car, go home.
• 58:20
  SPEAKER_00: It's just, I don't, I don't think people understand like the amount of work that went into me being where I am today.
• 58:30
  SPEAKER_00: I think that is just like, I literally, me and K-Ron, like, I think I say that all the time.
• 58:35
  SPEAKER_00: That's a lot.
• 58:36
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, like we came to Clarksville, Kentucky area with the charger, our one car, and bags of clothes.
• 58:45
  SPEAKER_00: And we had to stay in a hotel until we could find some type of housing because base housing was full and we couldn't get on the list because we didn't have any kids.
• 58:55
  SPEAKER_00: And so, you know, and we lived in a one-bedroom apartment.
• 58:59
  SPEAKER_00: I remember the first night in our one-bedroom apartment, we slept on an air mattress and we went and got like the little curtain, shower curtain thing.
• 59:07
  SPEAKER_00: Like, it's just a lot.
• 59:08
  SPEAKER_00: Like, it's to where we are now.
• 59:10
  SPEAKER_00: And so I just tell people, like, you even my life today, like, I do a lot.
• 59:16
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I have, I do a lot.
• 59:18
  SPEAKER_00: Like, even just having a special needs child, having the job that I have, like, it is a lot to deal with.
• 59:25
  SPEAKER_00: So I just tell people, you don't know.
• 59:28
  SPEAKER_00: People only post a sliver.
• 59:31
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, a sliver of what they go through.
• 59:33
  SPEAKER_00: And I think I, you know, I have conversations with my younger sisters about those things because they don't feel like they're where they're supposed to be in their lives at the age that they are.
• 59:42
  SPEAKER_00: And I tell them, you gotta get the fuck off social media.
• 59:46
  SPEAKER_00: That shit is not real life.
• 59:48
  SPEAKER_00: Like, you don't know what the fuck people are going through.
• 59:50
  SPEAKER_01: Just like, you know, I think about you couldn't have told me when I was 18 that I would be at 32 where I'm at.
• 59:59
  SPEAKER_01: I knew by the time I was 27, 26, I would have maybe been married, maybe had one kid, maybe had a good job.
• 1:00:07
  SPEAKER_01: And now I think about it 32.
• 1:00:09
  SPEAKER_01: I couldn't even see myself with a kid right now.
• 1:00:11
  SPEAKER_01: Like I within, you know, you didn't plan for us as millennials.
• 1:00:16
  SPEAKER_01: I think we got the shit out of the stick because we did everything we were taught to do, and we're still in a financial bond with this economy and not getting the job.
• 1:00:23
  SPEAKER_01: Then it's like we can't get the jobs that we deserve because one, with us being black women, having those strikes against us, but then it's just like these old motherfuckers like Mitch McConnell's, Lord bless us too.
• 1:00:34
  SPEAKER_01: So Ruth Bang wrote Ruth, you know who I'm talking about, who's a Supreme Court justice.
• 1:00:39
  SPEAKER_01: Like, these old ass fucking boomers and these bitter ass Gen Xers stay in jobs until they die.
• 1:00:47
  SPEAKER_01: So that these millennials, like, then you got Gen Z calling us old, wanting us to retire.
• 1:00:52
  SPEAKER_01: There was this little boy on Gen-Z who's stupid as hell, who was like, why don't millennials retire?
• 1:00:56
  SPEAKER_01: Because maybe because I'm 30, I can't.
• 1:01:00
  SPEAKER_00: Hell no.
• 1:01:01
  SPEAKER_00: That's not even in our fucking that's a retirement ain't nowhere near what the hell I'm thinking about right now.
• 1:01:08
  SPEAKER_01: Hell no.
• 1:01:09
  SPEAKER_01: So it's just like Yeah, I definitely have, you know, I have to, and it's hard.
• 1:01:17
  SPEAKER_01: It was definitely hard because it's been almost come October the 1st if I'm still not working.
• 1:01:27
  SPEAKER_01: It'll be a full 90 days since I've had a job.
• 1:01:29
  SPEAKER_01: And in these 90 days, I've seen, even with you, just highlights of people's lives, like you know, you can go on a date with your husband, you can go book a vacation, you can go spend time with your children, you can have your own apartment, you can uh invite a man over for a rendezvous in the middle of the night because you're in your own spot.
• 1:01:52
  SPEAKER_01: I can't do none of that.
• 1:01:54
  SPEAKER_01: And I literally in it now I'm in a better headspace today, but it literally fucked me up because I'm just like, brother, I I'm just in a bad headspace.
• 1:02:03
  SPEAKER_01: I have nothing.
• 1:02:06
  SPEAKER_01: But if people saw me, they'd be like, oh, she's always mm-hmm.
• 1:02:10
  SPEAKER_01: Again, I post the highlights.
• 1:02:12
  SPEAKER_01: But I had to stop comparing my story to them because some of my friends that I see post those beautiful moments.
• 1:02:18
  SPEAKER_01: I know what their relationship really is like with their spouse.
• 1:02:21
  SPEAKER_01: I know how literally every day they feel like they have to hold on by a thread.
• 1:02:24
  SPEAKER_01: I know how they're having to fight, like, damn, am I gonna have to take care of my kids every day for the rest of their life because of the circumstances they're in?
• 1:02:32
  SPEAKER_01: Or am I gonna have to always work at a job I hate, but because I'm the sole provider or I'm a single parent.
• 1:02:38
  SPEAKER_01: Like, so it's just like okay, I have to bring myself back to reality too.
• 1:02:43
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, yeah.
• 1:02:46
  SPEAKER_01: But on some good news, and I'm so proud of her.
• 1:02:51
  SPEAKER_01: Let me tell you something.
• 1:02:53
  SPEAKER_01: Jocelyn Hernandez.
• 1:02:56
  SPEAKER_01: So yes, and that's a beautiful, that is a beautiful segue of like coming from listen, like literally nothing went by an alias that baby, shouldn't that look a band court?
• 1:03:14
  SPEAKER_01: Oh my god.
• 1:03:16
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, I'm gonna tell you, I'm gonna, I'ma just when I first seen Jocelyn, first season loved her off Atlanta, I fell in love with her.
• 1:03:23
  SPEAKER_01: I said, Oh, she's a star.
• 1:03:26
  SPEAKER_01: She never could do wrong to me, and I'm gonna tell you why.
• 1:03:29
  SPEAKER_01: Jocelyn has always held the same stance, whether it be in regards to her blackness, her origin story, where she said no issues, where she stood with peoples, where she stood with anything.
• 1:03:40
  SPEAKER_01: She always stood 10 toes down.
• 1:03:43
  SPEAKER_01: Jocelyn ain't never told a lie.
• 1:03:45
  SPEAKER_01: And all I'm I started watching Jocelyn on TV, I think when I was 19 years old.
• 1:03:49
  SPEAKER_01: I'm 32.
• 1:03:50
  SPEAKER_01: Jocelyn has never told a lie.
• 1:03:54
  SPEAKER_01: She, I feel like she puts on this persona, but she really is how I see her act now is how she always has been.
• 1:04:02
  SPEAKER_01: But I think she's a beautiful example.
• 1:04:05
  SPEAKER_01: And I've talked about her on the panel.
• 1:04:07
  SPEAKER_01: It was a black woman's panel I was on a few years ago.
• 1:04:10
  SPEAKER_01: Jocelyn Hernandez is a person who your environment can really shape how you turn out.
• 1:04:19
  SPEAKER_01: Had Jocelyn, you know, been raised like me or any other amazing women like you like you, or any other women I know, maybe she would have been different.
• 1:04:29
  SPEAKER_01: You know, having to leave, it ain't like you just left your mama's house and started a new life.
• 1:04:33
  SPEAKER_01: You literally left your mama's house and you fled the country on your own.
• 1:04:36
  SPEAKER_01: And by 16, you had your own apartment.
• 1:04:39
  SPEAKER_01: Do you know?
• 1:04:40
  SPEAKER_01: I don't even want to know what it took for her to get to that point.
• 1:04:44
  SPEAKER_01: So to see her now, you know, she's having her second child, you know, her ballistic has grown so much.
• 1:04:50
  SPEAKER_01: She's she's mending everything in real time.
• 1:04:55
  SPEAKER_01: And she's a wonderful mother.
• 1:05:00
  SPEAKER_01: I want to hear your thoughts on it because it warms my heart to see her like this.
• 1:05:04
  SPEAKER_00: Girl, so what day was this?
• 1:05:07
  SPEAKER_00: Was this Saturday, Saturday morning?
• 1:05:10
  SPEAKER_00: I was scrolling YouTube and I saw that she had a recent interview on Club Shay Shay.
• 1:05:17
  SPEAKER_00: And so I went ahead and watched it.
• 1:05:19
  SPEAKER_00: And of course, I've heard her origin story before, but I still decided to tune in just um because she did an interview with Carlos King not too long ago, either.
• 1:05:29
  SPEAKER_00: That was good.
• 1:05:29
  SPEAKER_00: And so that was, yeah, it was great.
• 1:05:31
  SPEAKER_00: And so I I wanted to hear it again.
• 1:05:34
  SPEAKER_00: I just love hearing, you know, her glow up, and I'm so happy for her and so proud of her.
• 1:05:39
  SPEAKER_00: And so I was watching the interview, hearing all about her life once again, and hearing, you know, her struggles with her mother, and the struggles with addiction, and the struggles on love and hip hop, and the struggles that she had leaving Zeus, and the way that her and Lim.
• 1:06:00
  SPEAKER_00: Me decided to, you know, basically agree to disagree, mend fences, and keep it moving.
• 1:06:06
  SPEAKER_00: And one of the things that she talked about that I hadn't really heard yet was the story behind she got into more about her and ballistic and their relationship.
• 1:06:19
  SPEAKER_00: And one of the things that struck me is the way that she spoke about being a wife.
• 1:06:25
  SPEAKER_00: And she said, you know, my husband wanted to create a platform.
• 1:06:32
  SPEAKER_00: And he's a creative and he's dope and he's smart.
• 1:06:37
  SPEAKER_00: And why not?
• 1:06:38
  SPEAKER_00: Why not create something that we could say is our own?
• 1:06:43
  SPEAKER_00: And so she said, you know, I have been giving myself, she said, I didn't did 20 years.
• 1:06:48
  SPEAKER_00: And I made VH1 and Viacom a lot of money.
• 1:06:53
  SPEAKER_00: I made Zeus Network a lot of money in reality television.
• 1:06:58
  SPEAKER_00: And so, and hell, I forgot when her ass was on the fucking reel.
• 1:07:03
  SPEAKER_00: I forgot when she was a guest star on the real.
• 1:07:05
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, she did take Tamar's place for life a few episodes.
• 1:07:09
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, yes.
• 1:07:10
  SPEAKER_00: And she said they begged her um to be a permanent star on the show, like permanent cast room.
• 1:07:16
  SPEAKER_00: She was like, I don't want to be up there with them old ass bitches.
• 1:07:18
  SPEAKER_00: And she was like, no.
• 1:07:21
  SPEAKER_00: And so she was like, I just I put in a lot of work in this game, so why not have something of our own?
• 1:07:28
  SPEAKER_00: And she was like, I wasn't trying to take money out of Lemmy's mouth.
• 1:07:33
  SPEAKER_00: I wasn't trying to take nothing from them, but I wanted something of my own.
• 1:07:36
  SPEAKER_00: And she was like, Who am I to tell my husband no?
• 1:07:39
  SPEAKER_00: And so that struck me.
• 1:07:40
  SPEAKER_00: And I was like, so I watched all of that, and then I immediately was like, okay, I'm going to go watch.
• 1:07:45
  SPEAKER_00: And I had forgotten that actually had downloaded the shit.
• 1:07:48
  SPEAKER_00: And I was like, I'm paying for this shit.
• 1:07:50
  SPEAKER_00: And I ain't even been watching it.
• 1:07:51
  SPEAKER_00: So then I went, I got way too many fucking streaming platforms that I can't even fucking keep up with.
• 1:07:57
  SPEAKER_00: So the shit was already on my Roku.
• 1:07:59
  SPEAKER_00: And so I went and watched her family show.
• 1:08:02
  SPEAKER_00: I watched all four or five episodes.
• 1:08:05
  SPEAKER_00: And yeah, seeing her as a mom, she went and she had went to her um her brother's house, and they had like a little cookout, and she saw her mom for the first time in seven years.
• 1:08:19
  SPEAKER_00: And they lived like a normal, regular, dagular life.
• 1:08:23
  SPEAKER_00: And so they had the little blow-up pool, and Bella was out there with her cousin in the little blow-up pool.
• 1:08:28
  SPEAKER_00: They were, you know, it was just, they weren't in no mansion or no shit like that.
• 1:08:32
  SPEAKER_00: Like they were in a small little regular house.
• 1:08:36
  SPEAKER_00: And they were just having family time.
• 1:08:38
  SPEAKER_00: And I just, I don't know.
• 1:08:39
  SPEAKER_00: I'm just so very proud of where she is and just the glow-up and the being able to make it out of the slums of Puerto Rico and make it out of the ghettos of Fort Lauderdale and stripping.
• 1:08:57
  SPEAKER_00: And she, you know, she mentions, of course, about women trying to slice her face in a strip club and shit like that.
• 1:09:03
  SPEAKER_00: And it's just a lot.
• 1:09:05
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm just like, damn.
• 1:09:06
  SPEAKER_00: And for you to be so strong, so beautiful, you have a husband that loves you, you have a smart, I mean, her daughter is smart.
• 1:09:16
  SPEAKER_00: She is fuck.
• 1:09:19
  SPEAKER_01: She's so for her to be a baby, she's so perceptive.
• 1:09:23
  SPEAKER_01: And again, I know she's nine or ten, but in my eyes, that's a baby.
• 1:09:27
  SPEAKER_01: Anybody under the age of 18 is a baby.
• 1:09:30
  SPEAKER_01: But it's just like she's so perceptive and she's so just she's so wise.
• 1:09:36
  SPEAKER_01: Yes.
• 1:09:37
  SPEAKER_00: I'm like, that girl done been here before.
• 1:09:40
  SPEAKER_00: Yes.
• 1:09:40
  SPEAKER_00: And I understand too as a mom where Jocelyn comes from because she mentioned, she mentioned too about how she had an abortion on television.
• 1:09:51
  SPEAKER_00: She went through that.
• 1:09:53
  SPEAKER_00: And how she wants her daughter to know everything about her, and she wants it to come from her.
• 1:09:59
  SPEAKER_00: And she's been catching a lot of backlash about her having those conversations with her daughter.
• 1:10:04
  SPEAKER_00: And, you know, she just kept talking about how she's gonna see it.
• 1:10:08
  SPEAKER_00: She's gonna hear it.
• 1:10:09
  SPEAKER_00: The shit is on fucking it's everywhere.
• 1:10:11
  SPEAKER_00: And so I want her to hear it come from me.
• 1:10:14
  SPEAKER_00: And that is just that shows so much strength and so much love that she has for her.
• 1:10:21
  SPEAKER_00: And I just wish her nothing but the best.
• 1:10:24
  SPEAKER_00: And I it's just it's just been a wonderful, I like you said, Ashley, like this was someone that I, you know, watched for the first time and saw her at her bare some of her lowest times on television.
• 1:10:38
  SPEAKER_00: So to see this full circle fucking moment is just like amazing to me.
• 1:10:45
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I love her.
• 1:10:46
  SPEAKER_00: Like I love her.
• 1:10:47
  SPEAKER_00: I feel like I feel like I actually know her, I guess because we she has been on our televisions for so long.
• 1:10:53
  SPEAKER_01: And so I just I've always loved me some Jackson Hernandez.
• 1:10:56
  SPEAKER_01: I'm sorry.
• 1:10:57
  SPEAKER_01: Yes, like she holds she's to me out of my like all my realities.
• 1:11:03
  SPEAKER_01: Her, Nene Leaks, and New York, Tiffany Pollard hold a special place here.
• 1:11:06
  SPEAKER_01: They can do no more.
• 1:11:08
  SPEAKER_01: All three of them have stood the test of time in regards to what it means to truly be to truly be a household name.
• 1:11:17
  SPEAKER_01: To truly have your words speak before you speak, to to be remembered and to quote these people every day, but to see them as real people and to see them grow.
• 1:11:28
  SPEAKER_01: I think about, you know, we've seen Nene Lee's what it was like for her when Greg died, and to see her metamorph to to to to evolve from that.
• 1:11:37
  SPEAKER_01: We've seen Jocelyn deal with and you know, even the times where she was not Jocelyn, you tripping, but you know, maybe she was she was dealing with drug.
• 1:11:44
  SPEAKER_01: I didn't know she was a heavy drug addict back then.
• 1:11:46
  SPEAKER_01: You know, I realized she was, you know, and then Stevie, he's just a piece of shit as a human anyway.
• 1:11:53
  SPEAKER_01: So any woman that dealt with him is just like when they leave him, they always do so much better.
• 1:11:58
  SPEAKER_00: Mm-hmm.
• 1:11:59
  SPEAKER_00: And he was a fucking user.
• 1:12:01
  SPEAKER_00: Um he saw her, and I feel like, like she said, when there was a girl that she would, because she was trying to get into management, and it was a young girl whose parents was like, hey, can you get my daughter?
• 1:12:12
  SPEAKER_00: Can you put my daughter on with a music producer?
• 1:12:15
  SPEAKER_00: She went to the studio, Stevie was in there, and Stevie was like, I don't, I don't want to work with her, I want to work with you.
• 1:12:21
  SPEAKER_00: You're the star.
• 1:12:22
  SPEAKER_00: And so that's when she was like, oh well shit.
• 1:12:24
  SPEAKER_00: She took the girl, dropped the girl back off, and was like, okay, like, let's do it.
• 1:12:29
  SPEAKER_00: And so I just felt like people will leech onto you.
• 1:12:33
  SPEAKER_00: He's a fucking leech.
• 1:12:34
  SPEAKER_01: You know, he's a leech.
• 1:12:35
  SPEAKER_01: He was he's a warlock.
• 1:12:37
  SPEAKER_01: He steals energy from women.
• 1:12:38
  SPEAKER_01: Any woman that's ever messed with him, and I think about the responses that Eve or Mimi or, you know, Faith Evans or Jocelyn gives him, they just be embarrassed that they even associated themselves with him in the first place.
• 1:12:50
  SPEAKER_01: And I loved how like his daughter and Jocelyn are cool now because I remember it on Love Hip Hop.
• 1:12:58
  SPEAKER_01: That that was, and then the fact that Ballistic claims her as a daughter as well, and claims Bob.
• 1:13:04
  SPEAKER_01: I just love that.
• 1:13:05
  SPEAKER_01: That's what I thought beautiful.
• 1:13:08
  SPEAKER_01: I was scared of him at first.
• 1:13:09
  SPEAKER_01: I'm like, he looked a little crazy, but he truly, I'm like, that's a big old man.
• 1:13:14
  SPEAKER_01: He reminded me of like another incarnate of uh Sugar Knight.
• 1:13:18
  SPEAKER_01: But I don't know, I just felt like he had he had such a different personality, but now it's like to see him, he's always been amazing with Bonnie Bella, and he truly loves the shit out of Jocelyn.
• 1:13:27
  SPEAKER_01: He does.
• 1:13:27
  SPEAKER_01: Yes, yes.
• 1:13:29
  SPEAKER_00: And so I I'm I love the network.
• 1:13:32
  SPEAKER_00: I'm here for it.
• 1:13:33
  SPEAKER_00: She also has um, so she got a couple shows up on the network that she's thought of and produced herself.
• 1:13:40
  SPEAKER_00: So she's got the family show, she's got a talk show, she's got an all-Spanish ensemble show.
• 1:13:49
  SPEAKER_00: She's got a girls, you know, some some similar two baddies, but um a little different.
• 1:13:57
  SPEAKER_00: So she's just got a lot of different things on there.
• 1:14:00
  SPEAKER_00: So I'm gonna continue to watch, especially the the family show.
• 1:14:03
  SPEAKER_00: I love I love seeing the family show.
• 1:14:06
  SPEAKER_00: So shout out to Jocelyn and her family.
• 1:14:09
  SPEAKER_00: If she has a boy or girl, you know?
• 1:14:12
  SPEAKER_00: We still don't know.
• 1:14:13
  SPEAKER_00: I I would love if she had a boy.
• 1:14:15
  SPEAKER_00: That would be dope.
• 1:14:16
  SPEAKER_00: But it's a big baby.
• 1:14:18
  SPEAKER_00: That's all they talk about, is just how big the baby is.
• 1:14:21
  SPEAKER_00: Like the baby measures um several weeks uh ahead.
• 1:14:26
  SPEAKER_00: Like it's yeah, there's just gonna be a big ass baby.
• 1:14:29
  SPEAKER_00: So Hispanic women do be having big babies, though.
• 1:14:33
  SPEAKER_01: They do.
• 1:14:34
  SPEAKER_01: But yeah, girl.
• 1:14:36
  SPEAKER_01: Well, anything else you wanna say?
• 1:14:39
  SPEAKER_01: That was our first show back.
• 1:14:40
  SPEAKER_01: We ran through all our topics.
• 1:14:42
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, um, I'm happy to be back.
• 1:14:44
  SPEAKER_00: I'm excited.
• 1:14:46
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, and shout out to all of our listeners for sticking with us.
• 1:14:50
  SPEAKER_00: Um, we know that we come and go and go and come, but yeah, it's all love.
• 1:15:01
  SPEAKER_00: Life be life it, man.
• 1:15:02
  SPEAKER_00: Y'all know.
• 1:15:03
  SPEAKER_00: We be tired.
• 1:15:04
  SPEAKER_00: So yes, but we back and we love y'all.
• 1:15:07
  SPEAKER_00: We appreciate y'all.
• 1:15:09
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but yeah.
• 1:15:10
  SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
• 1:15:11
  SPEAKER_01: Well, on that note, y'all, this has been another episode of Sisters in Sync, I'll just say Black Paradigm, and we will see you guys next week.
• 1:15:19
  SPEAKER_01: We love y'all.
• 1:15:20
  SPEAKER_01: Bye.
• 1:15:21
  SPEAKER_01: Bye.