Latest / Voice Notes to the Universe / Voice Note #119—Can't we just meet people out in the wilds?
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- speaker-0: Goodness, child. gosh, I swear it's like two AM right now. And that's always that's always when we speaker-1: you speaker-0: sit and have the most profound conversations, the most profound thoughts. speaker-1: you speaker-0: That's when we go so deep into the psyche. It's actually great time, right? Mm to meditate at that like that kind of two AM, three A.m., four AM time. Because the world is just so much quieter, right? There's just less energy. And so if you're someone who's really super sensitive speaker-1: you speaker-0: to energy, like I am, who also suffers from ridiculous insomnia. speaker-1: you speaker-0: Most people say like, I get bouts of insomnia. And I say, I get bouts of sleep. Ugh. Sometimes I'm like, my God, this is gonna be so I don't know, so bad for your health to not get enough sleep and my cicadian rhythm is just completely Ugh, out of whack, but it it has been for a long time. And my mom my mom did say she says you came out with your days and nights with your days and nights mixed up. And then it didn't help that you know there's things that go bump in the night, you know. That is true sometimes. And so speaker-1: you speaker-0: you know, sometimes you remember things and you go, that's why I don't like to go to sleep. But anywho, darling. Anyhoo. Isn't that an odd thing? Anyhoo anyhoo. I quite like it though Excuse me. I quite like it. Anywho. yes. Back to meditating it. The wee early hours or the middle of the night. But it is it's a good way to connect with with the universe, with spirit, even with Mother Gaia. Because there's something very sacred speaker-1: you speaker-0: when meditating, when praying and listening, you speaker-1: you speaker-0: know, to the to the answers that the wind has for you, the trees. The moon, mother moon. You know, she illuminates shows me so many shadows. Well she illuminates the light, right? On the shadow. The stars guide me, yeah. The night sky shows me the way. So it's also another way to a really beautiful way to ground and embrace this very unique and powerful energy of the night and of the moon. Yeah. So yeah. So, you know, because of that, right, the moon. It's very feminine. The moon is feminine and anything feminine, you know, really goes into the emotions of one's inner self, right? In our natal chart, that's what the moon represents. We have sun sign and our moon sign. Our moon sign is the internal world, how we navigate through that. So, of course I would be sitting here and speaker-1: you speaker-0: having these like really deep and profound insights into my psyche. speaker-1: You speaker-0: gosh. But it was interesting because I have I don't have a lot of friends, but I have two friends that are in their forties. We're the three of us were in our forties, though the two of them are a little bit younger than me. I'm the oldest baby, yes we're right. And But we all happen to be single. and I was talking to one of my friends. They both have they go and do the apps, these dating apps. I just don't get that. I don't fucking get the dating apps. I don't get it. It feels like a little uncomfortable to me. It doesn't feel natural. Like I get it. I I know that that's like such a popular way to meet people. I do, I get it. But I'm like, I'm like, don't we just meet? Like, can't we just meet people out in the wilds? Like you know, just out there doing our thing. Like, does anybody go up to anybody and have a conversation anymore? Like, wha what is happening? But I I get it, man, I get it. But it's like You know, you go to the store or whatever, mm-mm, or or you go to a cafe, a speaker-1: you speaker-0: coffee shop, whatever, and everybody's like their I mean, sometimes you'll have, you know, a group of people, but you often see a lot of people by themselves or walking through the store or whatever, and they've got their fucking earbuds in. And that's truly a sign of don't talk to me, right? I don't really want to engage, right? Because why else? You know? And even if it's like, I'm gonna listen to my podcast as a shop, I get that, you know, whatever. but it's regardless of whether or not they're intending to or not, it shuts them off for conversation. You know? So if you're walking around the fucking target with earbuds in And there's a hottie over there, like wanting to talk to you. They may not fucking talk to you. Because you got the earbuds in and it's gonna be fucking awkward and they're gonna know that. You're really being wait, what? wait, are you talking to me? Take your earbud out and then it's like, you know, it just it fucks the flow up, dude. speaker-1: Thank speaker-0: And I just we've you know I've spent my life floating, like above my body. Right, being very disconnected from my body. from childhood because of because of of trauma. And it was just it was painful to live in my body because my body was riddled with pain and grief and rage. And it was always, you know, It was always there. If it wasn't this like volcano erupting, it was always this constant hum in the background, this this rage that I had. And so Or or grief or you just whatever it was. So it was just easier. I didn't know how to regulate my nervous system, you know, I didn't know out nor did I understand. And what I've come to understand is my body was holding on and remembered things that my mind had blocked because it was so much. So I've had to learn to actually come into my body and feel my body and become more grounded. And take care of my body. So I know this is like a long thing, but really what I'm getting back to is because of that, I do my very best to connect with my body and all of my senses as best I can to ground myself into my body to be really fully present in the moment. whether there's someone there in front of me or not. I wanna be present with myself, you know, and I'm walking through the store and I'm intentional but I'm slow. I'm you know, I mean obviously sometimes we have to you know, we have a schedule, but maybe I try to do things like that where I can take my time. And I can just I can be open And because here's the thing too. The speaker-1: you speaker-0: universe for all of us is just some not everyone and this is okay, this is not right. Or we have different ways or there's different I don't want to say levels, but there's really we ev okay, let me say it like this. Everyone has a different connection with the universe. How about that? And the way we all communicate and ask for signs and and interpret signs is different, really, right? Because it's our own personal relationship. And we choose how it's gonna be at the end of the day. We are in control. Whether we believe or think we are, we are. The universe is asking for us to to play. Play with the universe. Okay, we're just making up a game as you go. Right? So have fun with it. Right, so that so so that's you know, you get your signs, you get your synchronicities. You're playing with the universe, you're dancing with the universe, right? You're learning to communicate with the universe, but most importantly, you're learning to listen. Listen. And the only way you can listen to the whispers and the secrets and the truth of the universe. is if you can fully be in yourself. And it is a journey to get there and it is a practice. It's not always easy for me to be fully present in all of my senses. And in order to do that, mm I need to not be ruminating in my mind or th thinking about all the things that I need to accomplish. Or that I'm like, gosh, I'm behind on this. I I just have to be fully in the moment. And there's something uncomfortable about that that I've had to work through that I'm still working through. speaker-1: Thank speaker-0: darling, this is quite a long it was a long rant for meeting people out in the wilds. But the moral of the story is, darling, if you're not present speaker-1: you speaker-0: in the moment and grounded, how are you going to hear the whispers? speaker-1: you speaker-0: How are you going to know where to go? If you can't listen to your intuition, you know? Who are you gonna listen to? Who can you trust? If you can't trust yourself and your intuition, darling, who can you trust at all in this world? No one, I tell you, not even God. Because here's the thing, God is within you. The universe is within you, spirit is within you, sources in in within you. speaker-1: you speaker-0: So in order to listen to GUSS, to the universe, you must first learn to listen to yourself. Honour yourself, love yourself. goodness. Alright. I do believe that is all for now. Alright. Toodle-oo