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Soulmate Or Trauma Bond · Soma Wellness

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SPEAKER_01: Today,
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SPEAKER_01: we
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SPEAKER_01: are
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SPEAKER_01: going
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SPEAKER_01: to
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SPEAKER_01: talk
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SPEAKER_01: about
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SPEAKER_01: something
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SPEAKER_01: that
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SPEAKER_01: breaks
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SPEAKER_01: a
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SPEAKER_01: lot
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SPEAKER_01: of
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SPEAKER_01: hearts
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SPEAKER_01: and
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SPEAKER_01: confuses
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SPEAKER_01: a
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SPEAKER_01: lot
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SPEAKER_01: of
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SPEAKER_01: intuitive
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SPEAKER_01: people.
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SPEAKER_01: We're
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SPEAKER_01: talking
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SPEAKER_01: about
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SPEAKER_01: the
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SPEAKER_01: question:
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SPEAKER_01: was
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SPEAKER_01: it
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SPEAKER_01: a
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SPEAKER_01: trauma
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SPEAKER_01: bond
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SPEAKER_01: or
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SPEAKER_01: was
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SPEAKER_01: it
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SPEAKER_01: a
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SPEAKER_01: soulmate?
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SPEAKER_01: Because
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SPEAKER_01: if
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SPEAKER_01: you
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SPEAKER_01: have
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SPEAKER_01: ever
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SPEAKER_01: relationship
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SPEAKER_01: a
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SPEAKER_01: narcissist
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SPEAKER_01: or
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SPEAKER_01: a
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SPEAKER_01: high
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SPEAKER_01: control
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SPEAKER_01: personality
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SPEAKER_01: or
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SPEAKER_01: someone
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SPEAKER_01: who's
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SPEAKER_01: aloof,
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SPEAKER_01: moment
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SPEAKER_01: about
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SPEAKER_01: describe
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SPEAKER_01: you.
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SPEAKER_01: moment
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SPEAKER_01: where
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SPEAKER_01: Oh
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SPEAKER_01: forever.
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SPEAKER_01: electric
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SPEAKER_01: destiny
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SPEAKER_01: a
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SPEAKER_01: trauma
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SPEAKER_01: bond
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SPEAKER_01: ex-husband.
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SPEAKER_01: 25th,
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30:56
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31:29
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31:29
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31:30
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31:31
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