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Note 50: You Were Never “Not Enough” · Notes to Her

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  Hey,
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  girl.
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  Hey.
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  Welcome
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  back
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  to
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  Notes
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  to
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  Her
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  the
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  Daily
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  Pen
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  Talk.
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  Anya,
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  your
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  confidence
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  and
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  mindset
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  coach
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  who's
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  here
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  to
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  help
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  you
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  slow
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  down,
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  soften,
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  and
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  come
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  back
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  to
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  yourself.
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  This
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  note
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  is
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  for
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  the
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  woman
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  who
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  doesn't
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  say
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  it
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  out
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  loud,
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  but
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  quietly
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  wonders
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  if
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  she
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  is
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  the
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  commons
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  denominator,
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  the
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  one
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  who
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  replays
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  conversations
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  in
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  her
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  head,
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  who
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  questions
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  if
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  she
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  said
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  the
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  wrong
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  thing,
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  who
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  looks
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  at
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  other
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  women
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  and
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  thinks,
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  why
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  does
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  it
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  feel
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  so
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  much
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  easier
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  for
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  them?
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  The
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  woman
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  who's
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  doing
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  so
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  much,
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  growing,
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  healing,
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  trying,
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  yet
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  she
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  feels
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  like
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  somehow
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  she
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  is
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  still
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  falling
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  short.
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  Like
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  no
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  matter
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  how
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  much
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  she
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  becomes,
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  it's
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  never
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  quite
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  enough.
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  And
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  if
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  any
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  part
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  of
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  you
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  is
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  nodding
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  right
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  now,
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  stay
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  with
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  me.
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  Because
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  the
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  truth
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  is,
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  you
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  are
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  never
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  not
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  enough.
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  And
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  this
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  is
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  the
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  reminder
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  that
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  your
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  heart
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  needs
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  to.
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  Now.
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  Most
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  women
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  don't
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  walk
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  around
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  saying,
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  I
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  don't
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  feel
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  like
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  I'm
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  enough.
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  It's
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  quieter
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  than
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  that.
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  It
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  sounds
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  like,
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  I
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  just
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  need
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  to
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  fix
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  this
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  one
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  thing.
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  Once
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  I'm
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  more
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  confident,
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  I'll
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  feel
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  better.
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  Other
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  women
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  seem
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  to
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  have
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  it
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  figured
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  out,
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  why
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  don't
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  I?
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  Or
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  why
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  does
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  this
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  feel
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  harder
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  for
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  me?
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  And
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  over
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  time,
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  those
• 1:45
  thoughts
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  stack.
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  They
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  become
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  a
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  belief,
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  not
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  spoken
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  out
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  loud,
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  but
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  deeply
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  felt,
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  that
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  somehow
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  you
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  missed
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  something,
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  that
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  everyone
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  else
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  got
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  a
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  manual
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  that
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  you
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  didn't,
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  and
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  that
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  maybe
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  you're
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  always
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  a
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  step
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  behind.
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  And
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  the
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  painful
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  part?
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  You
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  didn't
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  come
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  up
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  with
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  that
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  belief
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  on
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  your
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  own.
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  You
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  were
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  taught
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  it.
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  No,
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  you
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  weren't
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  born
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  believing
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  that
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  you
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  were
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  not
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  enough.
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  You
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  learned
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  it.
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  You
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  learned
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  it
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  through
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  comparison,
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  being
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  measured
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  against
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  others
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  before
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  you
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  even
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  knew
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  who
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  you
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  were.
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  You
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  learned
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  through
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  praise
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  that
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  was
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  conditional.
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  You're
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  so
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  good
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  when
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  you
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  behave.
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  I'm
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  proud
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  of
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  you.
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  When
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  you
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  succeed,
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  you're
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  amazing.
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  When
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  you
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  achieve,
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  you'll
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  look
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  so
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  much
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  better
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  if
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  you
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  lost
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  some
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  weight.
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  You
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  learned
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  it
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  through
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  moments
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  when
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  your
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  emotions
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  felt
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  inconvenient,
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  when
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  you
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  were
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  told
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  that
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  you
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  were
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  too
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  sensitive
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  or
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  too
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  much
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  or
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  needed
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  to
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  calm
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  down.
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  So
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  you
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  adapted.
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  You
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  tried
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  harder.
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  You
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  got
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  quieter.
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  You
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  achieved
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  more.
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  You
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  became
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  who
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  you
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  thought
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  you
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  needed
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  to
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  be.
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  And
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  slowly,
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  without
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  realizing
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  it,
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  you
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  started
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  believing,
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  if
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  I
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  just
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  become
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  better,
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  then
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  I'll
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  finally
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  be
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  enough.
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  The
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  reason
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  not
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  enough
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  is
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  so
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  hard
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  to
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  shake
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  is
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  because
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  it
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  attaches
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  itself
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  to
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  survival.
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  Your
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  brain
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  learned,
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  if
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  I
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  improve
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  myself,
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  I'll
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  be
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  safer.
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  If
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  I
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  do
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  more,
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  I'll
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  be
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  accepted.
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  If
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  I
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  don't
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  mess
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  up,
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  I
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  won't
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  be
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  rejected.
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  So
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  now,
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  even
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  as
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  an
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  adult,
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  you
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  chase
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  worth
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  without
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  resting
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  in
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  it.
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  You
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  keep
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  setting
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  new
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  goals,
• 3:20
  hoping
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  the
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  next
• 3:21
  version
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  of
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  you
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  will
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  finally
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  feel
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  settled.
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  But
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  here's
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  a
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  little
• 3:25
  truth
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  that
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  might
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  hurt
• 3:26
  before
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  it
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  heals.
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  No
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  amount
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  of
• 3:29
  becoming
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  will
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  ever
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  convince
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  you
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  that
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  you
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  are
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  enough
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  if
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  you
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  believe
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  you
• 3:34
  never
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  were.
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  Now,
• 3:38
  when
• 3:38
  you
• 3:38
  believe
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  that
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  you're
• 3:39
  not
• 3:39
  enough,
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  it
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  doesn't
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  just
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  live
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  in
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  your
• 3:41
  thoughts.
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  It
• 3:42
  shapes
• 3:43
  your
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  entire
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  life.
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  You
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  overwork
• 3:46
  because
• 3:47
  rest
• 3:47
  feels
• 3:48
  undeserved.
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  You
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  over
• 3:50
  give
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  because
• 3:50
  love
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  feels
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  conditional.
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  You
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  settle
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  because
• 3:53
  asking
• 3:54
  for
• 3:54
  more
• 3:54
  feels
• 3:55
  risky.
• 3:56
  You
• 3:56
  stay
• 3:56
  quiet
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  because
• 3:57
  your
• 3:57
  voice
• 3:57
  feels
• 3:58
  like
• 3:58
  a
• 3:58
  burden.
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  Even
• 4:00
  when
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  you
• 4:00
  succeed,
• 4:01
  it
• 4:01
  doesn't
• 4:02
  land.
• 4:03
  Even
• 4:03
  when
• 4:03
  you're
• 4:04
  chosen,
• 4:04
  you
• 4:05
  question
• 4:05
  it.
• 4:06
  Even
• 4:07
  when
• 4:07
  you're
• 4:07
  loved.
• 4:08
  You
• 4:08
  wait
• 4:08
  for
• 4:08
  the
• 4:09
  other
• 4:09
  shoe
• 4:09
  to
• 4:10
  drop
• 4:11
  because
• 4:12
  deep
• 4:12
  down,
• 4:12
  you're
• 4:12
  bracing
• 4:13
  for
• 4:13
  the
• 4:13
  moment
• 4:14
  somebody
• 4:14
  realizes
• 4:15
  what
• 4:15
  you
• 4:15
  fear.
• 4:16
  That
• 4:16
  you're
• 4:17
  not
• 4:17
  enough.
• 4:18
  And
• 4:18
  baby,
• 4:19
  that
• 4:19
  belief
• 4:20
  has
• 4:20
  been
• 4:20
  lying
• 4:21
  to
• 4:21
  you
• 4:21
  for
• 4:22
  a
• 4:22
  long
• 4:23
  time
• 4:26
  now.
• 4:26
  I
• 4:26
  want
• 4:26
  you
• 4:26
  to
• 4:26
  imagine
• 4:27
  something
• 4:27
  with
• 4:27
  me.
• 4:29
  Picture
• 4:30
  a
• 4:30
  younger
• 4:30
  version
• 4:31
  of
• 4:31
  you.
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  Not
• 4:33
  the
• 4:33
  one
• 4:33
  who
• 4:33
  had
• 4:33
  it
• 4:33
  all
• 4:34
  together.
• 4:34
  The
• 4:34
  one
• 4:35
  who
• 4:35
  was
• 4:35
  trying
• 4:35
  her
• 4:36
  best
• 4:36
  with
• 4:36
  what
• 4:37
  she
• 4:37
  had.
• 4:38
  The
• 4:39
  one
• 4:39
  who
• 4:39
  felt
• 4:39
  deeply.
• 4:40
  The
• 4:41
  one
• 4:41
  who
• 4:41
  wanted
• 4:41
  to
• 4:41
  be
• 4:42
  loved,
• 4:42
  seen
• 4:43
  and
• 4:43
  chosen.
• 4:44
  The
• 4:45
  one
• 4:45
  who
• 4:45
  learned
• 4:45
  early
• 4:46
  that
• 4:46
  she
• 4:46
  needed
• 4:46
  to
• 4:47
  adjust
• 4:47
  to
• 4:47
  belong
• 4:49
  to.
• 4:49
  I
• 4:49
  want
• 4:49
  you
• 4:49
  to
• 4:50
  look
• 4:50
  at
• 4:50
  her.
• 4:52
  Notice
• 4:52
  her
• 4:52
  face,
• 4:54
  her
• 4:54
  posture,
• 4:55
  the
• 4:56
  way
• 4:56
  she's
• 4:56
  waiting,
• 4:57
  hoping,
• 4:58
  trying.
• 5:00
  And
• 5:01
  now
• 5:01
  I
• 5:01
  want
• 5:02
  you
• 5:02
  to
• 5:02
  say
• 5:02
  this
• 5:02
  to
• 5:02
  her.
• 5:04
  You
• 5:04
  were
• 5:04
  never
• 5:05
  not
• 5:05
  enough.
• 5:07
  You
• 5:07
  didn't
• 5:07
  fail
• 5:08
  at
• 5:08
  being
• 5:08
  lovable.
• 5:09
  You
• 5:09
  didn't
• 5:10
  miss
• 5:10
  a
• 5:10
  step.
• 5:11
  You
• 5:11
  didn't
• 5:11
  break
• 5:12
  something
• 5:12
  inside
• 5:12
  you.
• 5:13
  You
• 5:14
  were
• 5:14
  responding
• 5:15
  to
• 5:15
  the
• 5:15
  world
• 5:15
  around
• 5:15
  you.
• 5:17
  You
• 5:17
  are
• 5:17
  surviving.
• 5:18
  You
• 5:19
  are
• 5:19
  learning.
• 5:20
  You
• 5:20
  were
• 5:20
  doing
• 5:21
  the
• 5:21
  best
• 5:21
  you
• 5:22
  could.
• 5:23
  She
• 5:23
  doesn't
• 5:24
  need
• 5:24
  fixing.
• 5:25
  She
• 5:25
  needs
• 5:25
  to
• 5:25
  be
• 5:26
  believed.
• 5:29
  No.
• 5:29
  What
• 5:30
  if
• 5:30
  nothing
• 5:30
  was
• 5:30
  wrong
• 5:30
  with
• 5:30
  you?
• 5:31
  What
• 5:32
  if
• 5:32
  the
• 5:32
  pressure
• 5:32
  you've
• 5:33
  been
• 5:33
  carrying
• 5:33
  was
• 5:33
  never
• 5:34
  meant
• 5:34
  to
• 5:34
  be
• 5:34
  yours?
• 5:36
  What
• 5:36
  if
• 5:36
  the
• 5:37
  belief
• 5:37
  that
• 5:37
  you
• 5:37
  were
• 5:37
  not
• 5:38
  enough
• 5:38
  was
• 5:38
  just
• 5:38
  a
• 5:39
  story?
• 5:39
  One
• 5:40
  that
• 5:40
  you
• 5:40
  picked
• 5:41
  up
• 5:41
  in
• 5:41
  moments
• 5:41
  of
• 5:42
  pain?
• 5:43
  Not
• 5:43
  true.
• 5:44
  Confidence
• 5:45
  doesn't
• 5:45
  come
• 5:46
  from
• 5:46
  finally
• 5:46
  becoming
• 5:47
  worthy.
• 5:48
  It
• 5:49
  comes
• 5:49
  from
• 5:49
  realizing
• 5:50
  that
• 5:50
  you
• 5:50
  always
• 5:51
  were.
• 5:52
  And
• 5:52
  that
• 5:52
  realization
• 5:53
  doesn't
• 5:53
  arrive
• 5:54
  loudly.
• 5:54
  It
• 5:55
  arrives
• 5:55
  quietly,
• 5:56
  gently,
• 5:57
  like
• 5:57
  relief.
• 6:00
  Confidence
• 6:01
  isn't
• 6:01
  loud.
• 6:02
  It's
• 6:02
  not
• 6:02
  constant.
• 6:03
  It's
• 6:04
  not
• 6:04
  perfection.
• 6:05
  Confidence
• 6:06
  is
• 6:06
  feeling
• 6:06
  safe
• 6:07
  inside
• 6:07
  yourself
• 6:09
  even
• 6:09
  when
• 6:09
  things
• 6:09
  are
• 6:10
  uncertain.
• 6:11
  It's
• 6:12
  trusting
• 6:12
  that
• 6:12
  you
• 6:12
  don't
• 6:12
  need
• 6:13
  to
• 6:13
  earn
• 6:13
  rest.
• 6:14
  That
• 6:14
  you
• 6:14
  don't
• 6:15
  need
• 6:15
  to
• 6:15
  prove
• 6:15
  your
• 6:15
  value.
• 6:16
  That
• 6:17
  you
• 6:17
  don't
• 6:17
  need
• 6:17
  to
• 6:18
  rush
• 6:18
  your
• 6:18
  healing.
• 6:20
  Confidence
• 6:20
  grows
• 6:21
  when
• 6:21
  you
• 6:21
  stop
• 6:21
  asking
• 6:22
  what's
• 6:22
  wrong
• 6:23
  with
• 6:23
  me
• 6:23
  and
• 6:24
  start
• 6:24
  asking
• 6:25
  what
• 6:25
  happened
• 6:26
  to
• 6:26
  me
• 6:26
  and
• 6:26
  how
• 6:27
  can
• 6:27
  I
• 6:27
  be
• 6:27
  kind
• 6:27
  to
• 6:28
  myself
• 6:28
  about
• 6:28
  it?
• 6:31
  You
• 6:31
  don't
• 6:32
  need
• 6:32
  to
• 6:32
  become
• 6:32
  a
• 6:32
  new
• 6:32
  version
• 6:33
  of
• 6:33
  yourself
• 6:33
  to
• 6:33
  be
• 6:33
  worthy.
• 6:34
  You
• 6:34
  don't
• 6:35
  need
• 6:35
  to
• 6:35
  heal
• 6:35
  faster,
• 6:36
  and
• 6:36
  you
• 6:37
  don't
• 6:37
  need
• 6:37
  to
• 6:37
  have
• 6:37
  it
• 6:37
  all
• 6:38
  figured
• 6:38
  out.
• 6:39
  You
• 6:39
  are
• 6:39
  allowed
• 6:40
  to
• 6:40
  be
• 6:41
  in
• 6:41
  the
• 6:41
  process
• 6:42
  and
• 6:42
  be
• 6:42
  enough
• 6:43
  at
• 6:44
  the
• 6:44
  same
• 6:44
  time.
• 6:45
  And
• 6:45
  the
• 6:46
  moment
• 6:46
  you
• 6:46
  let
• 6:46
  that
• 6:46
  sink
• 6:47
  in,
• 6:47
  the
• 6:48
  chase
• 6:48
  softens,
• 6:49
  the
• 6:49
  pressure
• 6:50
  eases
• 6:51
  and
• 6:51
  you
• 6:51
  stop
• 6:51
  trying
• 6:52
  to
• 6:52
  outrun
• 6:53
  a
• 6:53
  belief
• 6:53
  that
• 6:53
  was
• 6:54
  never
• 6:54
  true
• 6:54
  to
• 6:55
  begin
• 6:55
  with.
• 6:57
  So
• 6:57
  if
• 6:57
  you
• 6:58
  take
• 6:58
  nothing
• 6:58
  else
• 6:58
  from
• 6:59
  this
• 6:59
  note,
• 6:59
  let
• 7:00
  it
• 7:00
  be
• 7:00
  this.
• 7:01
  You
• 7:01
  were
• 7:01
  never
• 7:02
  not
• 7:02
  enough.
• 7:04
  Not
• 7:04
  when
• 7:04
  you
• 7:04
  were
• 7:05
  struggling,
• 7:06
  not
• 7:06
  when
• 7:06
  you
• 7:06
  were
• 7:06
  doubting.
• 7:07
  Not
• 7:08
  when
• 7:08
  you
• 7:08
  were
• 7:08
  trying
• 7:08
  to
• 7:09
  survive.
• 7:10
  You
• 7:10
  were
• 7:10
  not
• 7:10
  behind.
• 7:11
  You
• 7:11
  were
• 7:11
  not
• 7:12
  broken.
• 7:13
  You
• 7:13
  were
• 7:13
  not
• 7:13
  failing
• 7:14
  at
• 7:14
  becoming
• 7:14
  someone
• 7:15
  worthy.
• 7:16
  You
• 7:16
  already
• 7:17
  are.
• 7:20
  If
• 7:20
  this
• 7:20
  episode
• 7:20
  stirred
• 7:21
  something
• 7:21
  in
• 7:21
  you,
• 7:22
  I
• 7:22
  invite
• 7:23
  you
• 7:23
  to
• 7:23
  sit
• 7:23
  with
• 7:23
  it,
• 7:24
  journal
• 7:24
  about
• 7:25
  it.
• 7:26
  Save
• 7:26
  it
• 7:26
  for
• 7:26
  the
• 7:26
  days
• 7:26
  you
• 7:27
  forget.
• 7:28
  Share
• 7:28
  it
• 7:28
  with
• 7:29
  someone
• 7:29
  who
• 7:29
  needs
• 7:29
  this
• 7:30
  reminder
• 7:30
  too.
• 7:31
  And
• 7:31
  when
• 7:31
  that
• 7:32
  old
• 7:32
  voice
• 7:32
  creeps
• 7:33
  in
• 7:33
  again,
• 7:34
  the
• 7:34
  one
• 7:34
  that
• 7:34
  tells
• 7:35
  you
• 7:35
  that
• 7:35
  you
• 7:35
  are
• 7:35
  not
• 7:36
  enough,
• 7:37
  I
• 7:37
  want
• 7:37
  you
• 7:37
  to
• 7:37
  answer
• 7:38
  it
• 7:38
  softly.
• 7:39
  I
• 7:39
  was
• 7:40
  always
• 7:40
  enough.
• 7:41
  I
• 7:41
  just
• 7:42
  forgot.
• 7:44
  Take
• 7:44
  a
• 7:44
  deep
• 7:45
  breath.
• 7:46
  You're
• 7:46
  doing
• 7:46
  better
• 7:47
  than
• 7:47
  you
• 7:48
  think,
• 7:57
  Sam.