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Why Wanting Got Expensive | EP 307 · Confident and Empowered Women

• 0:05
  You
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  did
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  not
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  lose
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  your
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  desire
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  to
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  want
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  more
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  by
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  accident,
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  friend.
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  You
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  shut
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  her
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  down,
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  and
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  maybe
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  not
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  even
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  consciously.
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  But
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  at
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  some
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  point,
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  wanting
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  started
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  costing
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  more
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  than
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  it
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  returned,
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  and
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  every
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  smart
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  woman
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  I
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  know
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  eventually
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  made
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  the
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  same
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  calculation.
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  Stop
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  wanting
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  equals
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  safety.
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  It
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  means
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  less
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  disappointment,
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  less
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  risk.
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  So
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  you
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  did
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  it,
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  and
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  now
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  you're
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  sitting
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  in
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  this
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  life
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  that
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  you
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  built
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  wondering
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  why
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  you
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  can't
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  feel
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  desire.
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  Today,
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  we're
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  gonna
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  talk
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  about
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  exactly
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  why
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  wanting
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  got
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  expensive
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  and
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  what
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  it's
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  gonna
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  take
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  to
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  make
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  it
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  safe
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  again.
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  Hey
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  friend,
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  welcome
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  back
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  to
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  the
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  show,
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  okay?
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  I'm
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  your
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  coach
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  Letitia,
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  and
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  I
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  am
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  super
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  glad
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  you
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  are
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  here.
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  If
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  you're
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  new,
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  hey
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  friend,
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  welcome.
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  Hit
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  the
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  subscribe
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  button
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  so
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  you
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  don't
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  miss
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  anything
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  that
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  we
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  got
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  coming
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  up.
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  And
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  if
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  you
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  are
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  a
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  regular
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  friend,
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  get
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  cozy
• 1:03
  because
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  today
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  is
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  one
• 1:05
  of
• 1:05
  them
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  ones.
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  Yes,
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  yes,
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  yes.
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  Let's
• 1:11
  get
• 1:11
  into
• 1:11
  it.
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  This
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  episode,
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  it's
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  actually
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  a
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  companion
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  to
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  my
• 1:14
  YouTube
• 1:15
  video,
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  Why
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  Don't
• 1:16
  You
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  Know
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  What
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  You
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  Want
• 1:17
  Anymore?
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  And
• 1:18
  in
• 1:19
  that
• 1:19
  video,
• 1:19
  I
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  walked
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  you
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  through
• 1:20
  the
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  layers
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  of
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  adulting
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  and
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  all
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  the
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  tings
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  that
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  gradually
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  disconnect
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  you
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  from
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  what
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  you
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  want.
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  and
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  that'll
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  be
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  linked
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  for
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  you
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  down
• 1:29
  in
• 1:29
  the
• 1:30
  show
• 1:30
  notes,
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  so
• 1:30
  you
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  can
• 1:31
  get
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  all
• 1:32
  of
• 1:32
  the
• 1:32
  deets
• 1:32
  on
• 1:32
  this
• 1:33
  conversation,
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  okay?
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  But
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  now
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  we're
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  gonna
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  go
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  deeper
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  into
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  the
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  why,
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  why
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  your
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  wanting
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  got
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  quiet
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  in
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  the
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  first
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  place.
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  Because
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  until
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  you
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  understand
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  the
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  cost-benefit
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  story
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  of
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  how
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  you
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  shut
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  down
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  wanting,
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  You
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  won't
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  be
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  able
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  to
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  make
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  her
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  safe
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  enough
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  to
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  come
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  back.
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  So
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  pour
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  yourself
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  a
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  little
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  something
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  and
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  get
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  comfy,
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  okay?
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  So
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  let
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  the
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  pouring
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  begin.
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  Okay,
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  let
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  me
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  take
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  you
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  back
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  to
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  a
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  season
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  in
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  my
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  life
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  when
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  I
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  had
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  pretty
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  much
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  everything
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  I
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  said
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  I
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  wanted.
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  I
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  had
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  built
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  the
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  career
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  I
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  imagined
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  as
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  a
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  young
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  woman.
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  I
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  reached
• 2:08
  the
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  titles
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  I
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  had
• 2:09
  been
• 2:09
  chasing
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  for
• 2:10
  years.
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  I
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  had
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  the
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  salary
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  that
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  my
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  early
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  20s
• 2:14
  version
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  of
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  me
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  would've
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  probably
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  cried
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  happy
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  tears
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  of
• 2:18
  joy,
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  okay?
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  I
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  had
• 2:21
  my
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  babies,
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  and
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  I
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  had
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  built
• 2:23
  so
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  much.
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  And
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  then
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  I
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  found
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  myself
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  sitting
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  in
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  this
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  life
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  that
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  I
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  built,
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  and
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  I
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  realized
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  I
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  couldn't
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  actually
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  name
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  a
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  single
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  thing
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  that
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  I
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  wanted
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  in
• 2:35
  the
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  next
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  five
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  years.
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  Nothing.
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  It
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  was
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  blank
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  space.
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  And
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  listen,
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  this
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  is
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  what
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  really
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  caught
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  me
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  off
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  guard,
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  because
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  where
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  there
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  used
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  to
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  be
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  dreams,
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  there
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  was
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  just
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  this
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  next
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  thing
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  on
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  the
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  calendar.
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  And
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  I
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  wasn't
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  depressed
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  or
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  unhappy,
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  I
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  just
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  had
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  this
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  empty
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  feeling.
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  The
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  drive
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  that
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  had
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  built
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  everything
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  that
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  I
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  had,
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  she
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  was
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  just
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  not
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  in
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  the
• 2:58
  room
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  anymore,
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  and
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  I
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  couldn't
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  find
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  her.
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  So
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  in
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  true
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  me
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  fashion,
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  I
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  started
• 3:04
  journaling
• 3:05
  because,
• 3:05
  you
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  know,
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  that's
• 3:06
  just
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  what
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  I
• 3:07
  do.
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  And
• 3:09
  the
• 3:09
  question
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  that
• 3:10
  I
• 3:10
  sat
• 3:11
  with
• 3:11
  for
• 3:11
  weeks
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  was,
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  when
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  did
• 3:14
  I
• 3:14
  stop
• 3:14
  wanting?
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  When
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  did
• 3:16
  I
• 3:16
  shut
• 3:16
  her
• 3:17
  down?
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  Because
• 3:17
  she
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  used
• 3:18
  to
• 3:18
  be
• 3:18
  loud
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  once
• 3:19
  upon
• 3:19
  a
• 3:19
  time.
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  She
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  was
• 3:20
  the
• 3:20
  one
• 3:21
  who
• 3:21
  got
• 3:21
  me
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  here,
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  so
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  where
• 3:22
  did
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  she
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  go?
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  Where's
• 3:23
  she
• 3:23
  been?
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  And
• 3:27
  not
• 3:27
  gonna
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  lie,
• 3:28
  the
• 3:28
  answer
• 3:28
  that
• 3:29
  came
• 3:29
  back
• 3:29
  was
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  uncomfortable
• 3:31
  because
• 3:32
  I
• 3:32
  was
• 3:32
  the
• 3:32
  one
• 3:33
  who
• 3:33
  shut
• 3:33
  her
• 3:34
  down
• 3:35
  on
• 3:35
  purpose.
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  Not
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  all
• 3:36
  at
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  once
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  and
• 3:37
  not
• 3:37
  consciously,
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  but
• 3:39
  over
• 3:39
  years,
• 3:40
  choice
• 3:41
  by
• 3:41
  choice.
• 3:42
  I
• 3:42
  had
• 3:42
  quietly
• 3:43
  negotiated
• 3:44
  with
• 3:45
  my
• 3:45
  own
• 3:46
  desires,
• 3:47
  my
• 3:47
  own
• 3:48
  ability
• 3:49
  to
• 3:49
  want
• 3:49
  more.
• 3:50
  I
• 3:50
  told
• 3:51
  her,
• 3:51
  "You
• 3:51
  cost
• 3:52
  too
• 3:52
  much,
• 3:52
  okay?
• 3:53
  So
• 3:53
  be
• 3:53
  quiet.
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  Want
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  less
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  and
• 3:57
  need
• 3:57
  less.
• 3:57
  Stop
• 3:58
  asking
• 3:58
  for
• 3:58
  so
• 3:58
  much,
• 3:59
  okay?"
• 4:02
  And
• 4:02
  then
• 4:03
  I
• 4:03
  started
• 4:03
  thinking
• 4:03
  like,
• 4:04
  you
• 4:04
  know,
• 4:04
  when
• 4:04
  the
• 4:04
  kids
• 4:05
  are
• 4:05
  grown
• 4:06
  and
• 4:06
  gone,
• 4:06
  then
• 4:07
  I
• 4:07
  can
• 4:07
  start
• 4:07
  wanting
• 4:08
  more.
• 4:09
  And
• 4:09
  for
• 4:09
  the
• 4:09
  longest
• 4:10
  time,
• 4:11
  she
• 4:11
  listened.
• 4:11
  She
• 4:12
  had
• 4:12
  gotten
• 4:12
  quiet
• 4:13
  until
• 4:13
  eventually
• 4:15
  she
• 4:15
  wasn't
• 4:15
  even
• 4:16
  showing
• 4:16
  up
• 4:16
  to
• 4:16
  the
• 4:16
  conversation
• 4:17
  anymore.
• 4:18
  And
• 4:18
  that's
• 4:19
  when
• 4:19
  I
• 4:19
  really
• 4:20
  had
• 4:20
  to
• 4:20
  get
• 4:20
  to
• 4:20
  work
• 4:21
  Because
• 4:21
  I
• 4:21
  realized
• 4:22
  that
• 4:22
  I
• 4:23
  had
• 4:23
  silenced
• 4:24
  my
• 4:24
  own
• 4:24
  desires,
• 4:25
  my
• 4:25
  own
• 4:26
  ability
• 4:26
  to
• 4:26
  want
• 4:27
  more.
• 4:27
  And
• 4:28
  now
• 4:28
  I
• 4:28
  had
• 4:28
  to
• 4:28
  go
• 4:29
  find
• 4:29
  her,
• 4:29
  apologize,
• 4:30
  and
• 4:31
  earn
• 4:31
  her
• 4:31
  trust
• 4:31
  back.
• 4:32
  So
• 4:32
  today,
• 4:33
  I
• 4:33
  wanna
• 4:33
  take
• 4:33
  you
• 4:33
  through
• 4:34
  exactly
• 4:34
  how
• 4:35
  this
• 4:35
  happens,
• 4:35
  because
• 4:36
  this
• 4:37
  just
• 4:37
  doesn't
• 4:37
  get
• 4:37
  enough
• 4:38
  airtime.
• 4:39
  So
• 4:39
  let's
• 4:40
  really
• 4:40
  get
• 4:40
  into
• 4:41
  it.
• 4:41
  First,
• 4:41
  we
• 4:41
  gotta
• 4:42
  understand,
• 4:43
  why
• 4:43
  does
• 4:43
  wanting
• 4:44
  get
• 4:44
  expensive
• 4:44
  in
• 4:45
  the
• 4:45
  first
• 4:45
  place?
• 4:46
  Because
• 4:46
  you
• 4:46
  don't
• 4:47
  just
• 4:47
  wake
• 4:47
  up
• 4:47
  one
• 4:48
  day
• 4:48
  and
• 4:48
  decide
• 4:49
  to
• 4:49
  stop
• 4:49
  wanting,
• 4:50
  okay?
• 4:50
  Wanting
• 4:51
  does
• 4:51
  not
• 4:52
  get
• 4:52
  cheap
• 4:53
  to
• 4:53
  keep
• 4:54
  and
• 4:54
  then
• 4:54
  suddenly
• 4:55
  become
• 4:55
  too
• 4:55
  expensive.
• 4:57
  There's
• 4:57
  a
• 4:57
  story
• 4:57
  there,
• 4:58
  so
• 4:58
  let's
• 4:58
  walk
• 4:58
  through
• 4:58
  it.
• 4:59
  It
• 4:59
  starts
• 5:00
  out
• 5:00
  as
• 5:01
  you
• 5:01
  wanted
• 5:01
  more
• 5:02
  as
• 5:02
  a
• 5:02
  kid,
• 5:03
  and
• 5:03
  someone
• 5:03
  you
• 5:04
  loved
• 5:05
  made
• 5:05
  wanting
• 5:06
  feel
• 5:06
  unsafe.
• 5:07
  Maybe
• 5:07
  it
• 5:07
  was
• 5:08
  something
• 5:08
  small.
• 5:08
  You
• 5:09
  wanted
• 5:09
  a
• 5:09
  toy,
• 5:10
  and
• 5:11
  your
• 5:11
  mom
• 5:12
  rolled
• 5:12
  her
• 5:12
  eyes,
• 5:13
  or
• 5:13
  you
• 5:13
  wanted
• 5:14
  to
• 5:14
  be
• 5:14
  in
• 5:14
  the
• 5:14
  school
• 5:14
  play,
• 5:15
  and
• 5:15
  your
• 5:15
  dad
• 5:15
  laughed
• 5:16
  at
• 5:16
  the
• 5:16
  idea
• 5:17
  of
• 5:17
  you
• 5:17
  on
• 5:17
  stage.
• 5:18
  You
• 5:18
  wanted
• 5:18
  to
• 5:19
  wear
• 5:19
  the
• 5:19
  outfit,
• 5:19
  and
• 5:20
  your
• 5:20
  grandmother
• 5:20
  said,
• 5:21
  "Who
• 5:21
  do
• 5:21
  you
• 5:21
  think
• 5:21
  you
• 5:22
  are?"
• 5:25
  And
• 5:25
  every
• 5:25
  time
• 5:26
  you
• 5:26
  spoke
• 5:26
  a
• 5:26
  want
• 5:27
  out
• 5:27
  loud,
• 5:28
  the
• 5:28
  response
• 5:29
  was
• 5:29
  disapproval,
• 5:30
  dismissal,
• 5:31
  full
• 5:31
  of
• 5:32
  judgment.
• 5:33
  And
• 5:33
  you
• 5:33
  learned
• 5:34
  a
• 5:34
  quiet
• 5:34
  lesson.
• 5:35
  Wanting
• 5:36
  is
• 5:36
  dangerous.
• 5:38
  Wanting
• 5:38
  makes
• 5:38
  people
• 5:39
  I
• 5:39
  love
• 5:40
  pull
• 5:40
  away
• 5:41
  from
• 5:41
  me.
• 5:41
  The
• 5:42
  safer
• 5:42
  move
• 5:43
  is
• 5:43
  to
• 5:43
  keep
• 5:44
  her
• 5:44
  quiet.
• 5:45
  So
• 5:45
  that's
• 5:45
  what
• 5:46
  you
• 5:46
  did.
• 5:46
  Even
• 5:47
  as
• 5:47
  a
• 5:48
  little
• 5:48
  one,
• 5:49
  even
• 5:49
  before
• 5:49
  you
• 5:49
  had
• 5:50
  words
• 5:50
  for
• 5:50
  what
• 5:51
  was
• 5:51
  happening,
• 5:51
  you
• 5:52
  started
• 5:52
  to
• 5:52
  edit
• 5:53
  your
• 5:53
  wants
• 5:54
  before
• 5:55
  they
• 5:55
  even
• 5:55
  got
• 5:55
  out
• 5:55
  of
• 5:55
  your
• 5:56
  mouth,
• 5:57
  because
• 5:57
  wanting
• 5:58
  cost
• 5:59
  you
• 5:59
  connection.
• 6:00
  And
• 6:00
  to
• 6:00
  a
• 6:00
  child,
• 6:01
  no
• 6:02
  want
• 6:02
  is
• 6:02
  worth
• 6:03
  the
• 6:03
  cost
• 6:03
  of
• 6:03
  being
• 6:04
  loved
• 6:05
  Or
• 6:05
  maybe
• 6:05
  you
• 6:06
  had
• 6:06
  the
• 6:06
  experience
• 6:07
  where
• 6:08
  you
• 6:08
  were
• 6:08
  the
• 6:08
  one
• 6:08
  who
• 6:08
  wanted
• 6:09
  something
• 6:09
  and
• 6:09
  you
• 6:09
  got
• 6:10
  it,
• 6:10
  and
• 6:11
  it
• 6:11
  didn't
• 6:11
  change
• 6:12
  anything
• 6:12
  inside
• 6:13
  of
• 6:13
  you.
• 6:14
  This
• 6:14
  one
• 6:15
  is
• 6:15
  so
• 6:15
  common
• 6:16
  for
• 6:16
  women,
• 6:16
  especially
• 6:17
  in
• 6:18
  their
• 6:18
  30s
• 6:18
  and
• 6:18
  40s,
• 6:19
  because
• 6:20
  we
• 6:20
  have
• 6:20
  been
• 6:21
  hitting
• 6:21
  milestones.
• 6:22
  We
• 6:22
  wanted
• 6:22
  the
• 6:22
  degree,
• 6:23
  we
• 6:23
  got
• 6:24
  it.
• 6:24
  We
• 6:24
  wanted
• 6:25
  the
• 6:25
  marriage,
• 6:25
  we
• 6:25
  got
• 6:26
  it.
• 6:26
  We
• 6:26
  wanted
• 6:26
  the
• 6:27
  baby,
• 6:27
  we
• 6:27
  had
• 6:28
  it.
• 6:29
  We
• 6:29
  wanted
• 6:30
  the
• 6:30
  title,
• 6:30
  we
• 6:31
  got
• 6:31
  it.
• 6:31
  And
• 6:32
  we
• 6:32
  wanted
• 6:32
  the
• 6:32
  house,
• 6:32
  and
• 6:32
  we
• 6:32
  got
• 6:33
  that
• 6:33
  too.
• 6:34
  And
• 6:34
  somewhere
• 6:35
  in
• 6:35
  the
• 6:35
  middle
• 6:35
  of
• 6:35
  all
• 6:36
  of
• 6:36
  this
• 6:36
  getting,
• 6:37
  we
• 6:37
  noticed
• 6:38
  something.
• 6:39
  The
• 6:39
  wanting
• 6:39
  didn't
• 6:40
  give
• 6:40
  exactly
• 6:41
  what
• 6:41
  we
• 6:41
  thought
• 6:42
  it
• 6:42
  was
• 6:42
  gonna
• 6:42
  be
• 6:43
  giving.
• 6:45
  We
• 6:46
  thought
• 6:46
  that
• 6:46
  if
• 6:46
  I
• 6:47
  get
• 6:47
  this
• 6:47
  thing,
• 6:48
  I
• 6:48
  will
• 6:48
  feel
• 6:49
  different.
• 6:50
  I'll
• 6:50
  feel
• 6:51
  full.
• 6:52
  I'll
• 6:52
  feel
• 6:52
  like
• 6:52
  I've
• 6:52
  arrived.
• 6:54
  I'll
• 6:54
  finally
• 6:55
  be
• 6:55
  happy.
• 6:56
  And
• 6:57
  when
• 6:57
  we
• 6:57
  got
• 6:57
  the
• 6:57
  thing,
• 6:58
  we
• 6:58
  still
• 6:59
  felt
• 6:59
  the
• 6:59
  way
• 6:59
  that
• 6:59
  we
• 7:00
  did
• 7:00
  before.
• 7:01
  And
• 7:01
  then
• 7:02
  we
• 7:02
  started
• 7:02
  wanting
• 7:03
  the
• 7:03
  next
• 7:03
  thing,
• 7:04
  thinking
• 7:04
  that
• 7:05
  would
• 7:05
  be
• 7:05
  the
• 7:05
  one,
• 7:06
  and
• 7:06
  it
• 7:06
  wasn't.
• 7:07
  And
• 7:08
  then
• 7:08
  the
• 7:08
  next
• 7:08
  thing,
• 7:09
  and
• 7:09
  then
• 7:09
  that
• 7:09
  wasn't
• 7:10
  it
• 7:10
  either.
• 7:12
  And
• 7:12
  then
• 7:12
  ten
• 7:13
  years
• 7:13
  of
• 7:14
  that,
• 7:14
  you
• 7:14
  start
• 7:15
  to
• 7:15
  wonder
• 7:15
  why
• 7:16
  you're
• 7:16
  even
• 7:17
  wanting
• 7:17
  in
• 7:17
  the
• 7:17
  first
• 7:18
  place.
• 7:21
  The
• 7:21
  wanting
• 7:22
  just
• 7:22
  wasn't
• 7:23
  even
• 7:23
  fun
• 7:24
  anymore.
• 7:25
  It
• 7:25
  was
• 7:25
  just
• 7:25
  another
• 7:26
  assignment,
• 7:27
  another
• 7:27
  box
• 7:28
  to
• 7:28
  be
• 7:28
  checked,
• 7:29
  another
• 7:29
  performance
• 7:30
  for
• 7:30
  you
• 7:30
  to
• 7:30
  put
• 7:31
  on.
• 7:31
  So
• 7:32
  your
• 7:32
  wanting
• 7:33
  got
• 7:33
  smart.
• 7:34
  She
• 7:34
  said,
• 7:34
  "You
• 7:34
  know
• 7:34
  what?
• 7:35
  Let
• 7:35
  me
• 7:35
  stop
• 7:36
  attaching
• 7:36
  to
• 7:37
  outcomes.
• 7:37
  Let
• 7:37
  me
• 7:38
  stop
• 7:38
  putting
• 7:38
  myself
• 7:39
  out
• 7:40
  there
• 7:40
  for
• 7:40
  things
• 7:40
  that
• 7:41
  are
• 7:41
  not
• 7:41
  going
• 7:41
  to
• 7:41
  fix
• 7:42
  me
• 7:42
  anyway."
• 7:44
  And
• 7:44
  so
• 7:44
  she
• 7:44
  quietly
• 7:45
  stepped
• 7:45
  back
• 7:46
  because
• 7:47
  it
• 7:47
  was
• 7:47
  the
• 7:47
  most
• 7:47
  sensible
• 7:48
  thing
• 7:48
  to
• 7:48
  do
• 7:49
  given
• 7:49
  the
• 7:49
  data.
• 7:50
  Or
• 7:51
  maybe
• 7:52
  you
• 7:52
  wanted
• 7:52
  something
• 7:53
  deeply.
• 7:55
  You
• 7:55
  risked
• 7:55
  something
• 7:56
  for
• 7:56
  it,
• 7:56
  and
• 7:57
  it
• 7:57
  didn't
• 7:57
  work
• 7:57
  out.
• 7:58
  This
• 7:59
  is
• 7:59
  one
• 7:59
  of
• 7:59
  the
• 8:00
  most
• 8:00
  painful
• 8:01
  things.
• 8:02
  You
• 8:02
  opened
• 8:03
  your
• 8:03
  hands.
• 8:03
  You
• 8:04
  said
• 8:04
  yes.
• 8:04
  You
• 8:05
  let
• 8:05
  yourself
• 8:06
  dream.
• 8:07
  Maybe
• 8:07
  it
• 8:07
  was
• 8:07
  the
• 8:08
  relationship,
• 8:09
  and
• 8:09
  then
• 8:10
  that
• 8:10
  relationship
• 8:11
  ended.
• 8:12
  The
• 8:12
  business
• 8:12
  failed,
• 8:13
  or
• 8:13
  maybe
• 8:14
  you
• 8:14
  lost
• 8:15
  a
• 8:15
  baby
• 8:17
  Maybe
• 8:17
  it
• 8:17
  was
• 8:17
  the
• 8:18
  friendship
• 8:18
  you
• 8:18
  trusted
• 8:19
  and
• 8:19
  that
• 8:20
  betrayed
• 8:20
  you.
• 8:21
  Maybe
• 8:21
  it
• 8:21
  was
• 8:21
  a
• 8:22
  job
• 8:22
  you
• 8:22
  put
• 8:22
  your
• 8:22
  whole
• 8:23
  heart
• 8:23
  into
• 8:25
  and
• 8:25
  you
• 8:25
  got
• 8:26
  laid
• 8:26
  off
• 8:26
  from
• 8:27
  it.
• 8:27
  And
• 8:27
  the
• 8:27
  part
• 8:28
  of
• 8:28
  you
• 8:28
  that
• 8:29
  wanted,
• 8:30
  friend,
• 8:30
  she
• 8:31
  got
• 8:31
  hurt.
• 8:32
  She
• 8:32
  got
• 8:32
  really
• 8:33
  hurt.
• 8:34
  And
• 8:34
  when
• 8:35
  something
• 8:35
  hurts
• 8:36
  you
• 8:36
  deeply
• 8:36
  enough,
• 8:38
  it
• 8:38
  learns
• 8:38
  to
• 8:39
  hide.
• 8:40
  And
• 8:40
  that
• 8:40
  isn't
• 8:41
  a
• 8:41
  flaw,
• 8:41
  it's
• 8:41
  really
• 8:42
  your
• 8:42
  wisdom
• 8:43
  stepping
• 8:43
  forward.
• 8:45
  Your
• 8:45
  desires
• 8:46
  decided
• 8:46
  to
• 8:46
  hide
• 8:47
  because
• 8:47
  the
• 8:47
  cost
• 8:48
  of
• 8:48
  being
• 8:48
  open
• 8:49
  was
• 8:50
  too
• 8:50
  high
• 8:50
  in
• 8:51
  that
• 8:51
  season.
• 8:52
  So
• 8:52
  she
• 8:52
  protected
• 8:53
  you,
• 8:53
  and
• 8:54
  then
• 8:54
  she
• 8:55
  just
• 8:55
  stayed
• 8:55
  hidden
• 8:56
  because
• 8:57
  she
• 8:57
  had
• 8:57
  not
• 8:57
  gotten
• 8:58
  the
• 8:58
  all
• 8:58
  clear
• 8:59
  that
• 8:59
  it
• 8:59
  was
• 8:59
  safe
• 9:00
  to
• 9:00
  come
• 9:00
  back
• 9:00
  out.
• 9:01
  So
• 9:01
  when
• 9:01
  I
• 9:02
  tell
• 9:02
  you
• 9:02
  that
• 9:02
  wanting
• 9:03
  got
• 9:03
  expensive,
• 9:04
  friend,
• 9:05
  that's
• 9:06
  what
• 9:06
  I
• 9:06
  mean.
• 9:07
  The
• 9:07
  cost
• 9:08
  was
• 9:08
  disapproval
• 9:09
  as
• 9:09
  a
• 9:09
  child.
• 9:10
  It
• 9:10
  cost
• 9:11
  you
• 9:11
  disappointment
• 9:12
  as
• 9:12
  a
• 9:12
  high
• 9:12
  achiever.
• 9:13
  The
• 9:13
  cost
• 9:14
  was
• 9:14
  heartbreak
• 9:15
  when
• 9:15
  you
• 9:15
  risked
• 9:16
  it
• 9:16
  all.
• 9:17
  And
• 9:17
  after
• 9:18
  enough
• 9:18
  of
• 9:18
  those
• 9:18
  costs
• 9:19
  pile
• 9:19
  up,
• 9:20
  your
• 9:20
  wanting
• 9:22
  did
• 9:22
  what
• 9:22
  any
• 9:22
  smart
• 9:23
  strategist
• 9:24
  would
• 9:24
  do.
• 9:25
  She
• 9:25
  withdrew
• 9:25
  her
• 9:26
  investment.
• 9:27
  She
• 9:27
  got
• 9:27
  out
• 9:28
  of
• 9:28
  the
• 9:28
  market.
• 9:28
  She
• 9:28
  decided
• 9:29
  wanting
• 9:30
  just
• 9:30
  wasn't
• 9:31
  worth
• 9:31
  it.
• 9:32
  And
• 9:32
  I
• 9:32
  really
• 9:33
  want
• 9:33
  you
• 9:33
  to
• 9:33
  hear
• 9:34
  this
• 9:34
  with
• 9:34
  your
• 9:34
  whole
• 9:35
  heart.
• 9:35
  Your
• 9:36
  wanting
• 9:36
  did
• 9:36
  not
• 9:37
  abandon
• 9:38
  you,
• 9:38
  friend.
• 9:38
  She
• 9:39
  protected
• 9:39
  you.
• 9:40
  She's
• 9:40
  not
• 9:41
  gone,
• 9:41
  she's
• 9:41
  just
• 9:41
  been
• 9:42
  tucked
• 9:42
  away,
• 9:43
  and
• 9:43
  she's
• 9:43
  waiting
• 9:44
  for
• 9:44
  some
• 9:44
  kind
• 9:45
  of
• 9:45
  a
• 9:45
  signal
• 9:46
  that
• 9:46
  it's
• 9:46
  safe
• 9:47
  to
• 9:47
  come
• 9:47
  back
• 9:48
  out.
• 9:48
  And
• 9:49
  you
• 9:49
  are
• 9:49
  the
• 9:49
  only
• 9:49
  one
• 9:50
  who
• 9:50
  can
• 9:50
  give
• 9:50
  her
• 9:51
  that
• 9:51
  signal.
• 9:52
  And
• 9:52
  the
• 9:52
  way
• 9:52
  you
• 9:53
  do
• 9:53
  that
• 9:53
  can
• 9:54
  be
• 9:54
  a
• 9:54
  small
• 9:55
  invitation.
• 9:57
  It
• 9:57
  doesn't
• 9:57
  even
• 9:57
  have
• 9:57
  to
• 9:57
  be
• 9:58
  a
• 9:58
  big
• 9:58
  declaration
• 9:59
  or
• 9:59
  some
• 9:59
  five-year
• 10:00
  plan.
• 10:01
  It
• 10:01
  can
• 10:01
  be
• 10:02
  thousands
• 10:02
  of
• 10:02
  small
• 10:03
  moments
• 10:04
  where
• 10:04
  you
• 10:04
  honor
• 10:05
  a
• 10:05
  small
• 10:06
  want
• 10:07
  and
• 10:07
  prove
• 10:08
  to
• 10:08
  your
• 10:08
  inner
• 10:08
  life
• 10:09
  that
• 10:10
  the
• 10:10
  wanting
• 10:11
  is
• 10:11
  safe
• 10:11
  with
• 10:11
  you
• 10:12
  again,
• 10:12
  that
• 10:13
  you
• 10:13
  will
• 10:13
  receive
• 10:14
  her.
• 10:14
  You
• 10:14
  won't
• 10:15
  push
• 10:15
  her.
• 10:16
  That
• 10:16
  you're
• 10:16
  not
• 10:16
  gonna
• 10:16
  make
• 10:16
  her
• 10:17
  perform
• 10:17
  for
• 10:17
  wins,
• 10:18
  that
• 10:18
  she
• 10:18
  gets
• 10:19
  to
• 10:19
  want
• 10:19
  just
• 10:20
  for
• 10:20
  the
• 10:20
  sake
• 10:20
  of
• 10:20
  wanting
• 10:22
  without
• 10:22
  making
• 10:22
  it
• 10:22
  mean
• 10:23
  anything
• 10:24
  about
• 10:25
  her
• 10:25
  worthiness.
• 10:26
  And
• 10:27
  this,
• 10:27
  my
• 10:27
  friend,
• 10:28
  is
• 10:28
  the
• 10:28
  work.
• 10:29
  This
• 10:30
  is
• 10:30
  the
• 10:30
  identity
• 10:31
  work.
• 10:31
  This
• 10:31
  is
• 10:32
  the
• 10:32
  part
• 10:32
  of
• 10:32
  the
• 10:32
  vision
• 10:33
  board
• 10:33
  people
• 10:33
  skip
• 10:34
  because
• 10:35
  you
• 10:35
  can't
• 10:35
  vision
• 10:36
  board
• 10:36
  your
• 10:36
  way
• 10:36
  back
• 10:37
  to
• 10:37
  a
• 10:37
  wanting
• 10:38
  that
• 10:38
  has
• 10:38
  gone
• 10:39
  into
• 10:39
  hiding.
• 10:40
  You
• 10:40
  have
• 10:40
  to
• 10:40
  do
• 10:41
  something
• 10:42
  more
• 10:42
  gentle.
• 10:44
  You
• 10:44
  have
• 10:44
  to
• 10:44
  make
• 10:44
  her
• 10:44
  safe.
• 10:47
  Ooh,
• 10:48
  friend,
• 10:48
  and
• 10:49
  if
• 10:49
  you
• 10:49
  want
• 10:49
  a
• 10:49
  deeper
• 10:50
  container
• 10:50
  for
• 10:50
  this
• 10:51
  work,
• 10:51
  the
• 10:51
  main
• 10:52
  character
• 10:52
  energy
• 10:53
  journal
• 10:53
  prompts
• 10:53
  were
• 10:54
  built
• 10:54
  for
• 10:54
  exactly
• 10:55
  this.
• 10:56
  Prompts
• 10:56
  to
• 10:57
  prioritize
• 10:58
  the
• 10:58
  parts
• 10:58
  of
• 10:58
  yourself
• 10:59
  you've
• 10:59
  ignored,
• 11:00
  to
• 11:00
  rebuild
• 11:01
  trust
• 11:01
  with
• 11:02
  your
• 11:02
  wanting,
• 11:03
  Prompts
• 11:03
  to
• 11:04
  find
• 11:04
  her
• 11:04
  again.
• 11:05
  The
• 11:05
  link
• 11:05
  is
• 11:05
  in
• 11:06
  the
• 11:06
  show
• 11:06
  notes,
• 11:06
  so
• 11:07
  go
• 11:07
  in,
• 11:08
  pour
• 11:08
  yourself
• 11:09
  your
• 11:09
  favorite
• 11:09
  bevy.
• 11:10
  Take
• 11:10
  your
• 11:10
  time.
• 11:11
  Your
• 11:12
  desires
• 11:12
  and
• 11:13
  wanting
• 11:14
  will
• 11:14
  meet
• 11:14
  you
• 11:14
  there
• 11:17
  Okay,
• 11:18
  friend,
• 11:18
  now
• 11:19
  it's
• 11:19
  time
• 11:19
  for
• 11:19
  our
• 11:19
  favorite,
• 11:20
  the
• 11:20
  self-love
• 11:22
  two-step
• 11:22
  with
• 11:22
  the
• 11:23
  remix.
• 11:23
  Thank
• 11:23
  you
• 11:24
  very
• 11:24
  much.
• 11:25
  So
• 11:26
  now
• 11:26
  you
• 11:27
  know
• 11:27
  why
• 11:27
  she
• 11:27
  got
• 11:28
  quiet,
• 11:28
  so
• 11:28
  let
• 11:29
  me
• 11:29
  show
• 11:29
  you
• 11:29
  how
• 11:30
  to
• 11:30
  find
• 11:30
  her
• 11:30
  and
• 11:31
  make
• 11:31
  her
• 11:31
  safe
• 11:31
  again
• 11:32
  'cause
• 11:32
  that's
• 11:32
  where
• 11:33
  the
• 11:33
  work
• 11:33
  really
• 11:34
  happens.
• 11:35
  Step
• 11:35
  one,
• 11:36
  apologize
• 11:37
  to
• 11:37
  your
• 11:37
  wanting,
• 11:38
  whether
• 11:39
  it's
• 11:39
  out
• 11:39
  loud
• 11:40
  or
• 11:40
  on
• 11:40
  a
• 11:40
  page
• 11:41
  or
• 11:41
  even
• 11:41
  just
• 11:42
  while
• 11:42
  you
• 11:42
  are
• 11:42
  driving
• 11:43
  in
• 11:43
  your
• 11:43
  car,
• 11:44
  okay?
• 11:44
  I'm
• 11:44
  not
• 11:44
  playing.
• 11:45
  Sit
• 11:46
  with
• 11:46
  her
• 11:46
  and
• 11:46
  apologize.
• 11:48
  Tell
• 11:48
  her
• 11:48
  you
• 11:49
  understand
• 11:50
  why
• 11:50
  she
• 11:50
  got
• 11:51
  quiet.
• 11:52
  Tell
• 11:52
  her
• 11:52
  you
• 11:52
  know
• 11:53
  she
• 11:53
  was
• 11:53
  protecting
• 11:54
  you.
• 11:55
  Tell
• 11:55
  her
• 11:55
  you
• 11:55
  are
• 11:56
  sorry
• 11:56
  for
• 11:56
  the
• 11:56
  years
• 11:57
  you
• 11:57
  treated
• 11:58
  her
• 11:58
  like
• 11:58
  a
• 11:58
  burden.
• 11:59
  Tell
• 11:59
  her
• 12:00
  you're
• 12:00
  ready
• 12:01
  for
• 12:01
  her
• 12:01
  to
• 12:01
  come
• 12:02
  back.
• 12:03
  This
• 12:03
  is
• 12:03
  not
• 12:04
  the
• 12:04
  woo,
• 12:04
  friend.
• 12:05
  This
• 12:05
  is
• 12:05
  the
• 12:05
  work
• 12:06
  of
• 12:06
  repairing
• 12:07
  a
• 12:07
  relationship
• 12:08
  inside
• 12:09
  of
• 12:09
  yourself,
• 12:10
  and
• 12:10
  every
• 12:10
  relationship
• 12:11
  that
• 12:11
  has
• 12:11
  been
• 12:12
  wounded
• 12:13
  needs
• 12:13
  an
• 12:13
  apology
• 12:14
  before
• 12:14
  it
• 12:14
  can
• 12:15
  rebuild
• 12:15
  trust.
• 12:16
  Your
• 12:16
  wanting
• 12:17
  is
• 12:17
  no
• 12:17
  different.
• 12:18
  Step
• 12:19
  two,
• 12:19
  honor
• 12:20
  one
• 12:20
  small
• 12:21
  want
• 12:21
  this
• 12:21
  week
• 12:22
  without
• 12:22
  making
• 12:23
  her
• 12:23
  earn
• 12:23
  it,
• 12:23
  okay?
• 12:24
  Just
• 12:24
  one.
• 12:25
  It
• 12:25
  can
• 12:26
  be
• 12:26
  the
• 12:26
  thing
• 12:27
  you
• 12:27
  wanna
• 12:27
  wear,
• 12:28
  the
• 12:28
  food
• 12:28
  you
• 12:28
  wanna
• 12:29
  eat,
• 12:29
  the
• 12:29
  walk
• 12:30
  you
• 12:30
  wanna
• 12:30
  take,
• 12:30
  the
• 12:31
  book
• 12:31
  you
• 12:31
  wanna
• 12:31
  read,
• 12:32
  or
• 12:33
  one
• 12:33
  of
• 12:33
  my
• 12:33
  personal
• 12:34
  favorites
• 12:34
  is
• 12:35
  the
• 12:35
  afternoon
• 12:36
  nap
• 12:36
  that
• 12:36
  you
• 12:37
  wanna
• 12:37
  take.
• 12:40
  Whatever
• 12:41
  that
• 12:41
  want
• 12:41
  is,
• 12:42
  honor
• 12:42
  her.
• 12:43
  And
• 12:43
  while
• 12:44
  you're
• 12:44
  honoring
• 12:44
  her,
• 12:45
  tell
• 12:45
  her,
• 12:46
  "This
• 12:46
  is
• 12:47
  for
• 12:47
  you.
• 12:48
  You
• 12:48
  don't
• 12:48
  have
• 12:49
  to
• 12:49
  perform
• 12:49
  for
• 12:50
  me.
• 12:50
  You
• 12:51
  don't
• 12:51
  have
• 12:51
  to
• 12:51
  make
• 12:51
  this
• 12:51
  productive.
• 12:53
  You
• 12:53
  don't
• 12:53
  even
• 12:53
  have
• 12:53
  to
• 12:53
  justify
• 12:54
  it.
• 12:55
  I
• 12:55
  just
• 12:55
  wanted
• 12:55
  to
• 12:56
  give
• 12:56
  you
• 12:56
  this,"
• 12:57
  and
• 12:57
  this
• 12:58
  internal
• 12:58
  practice
• 12:59
  matters.
• 13:00
  You're
• 13:00
  training
• 13:01
  your
• 13:01
  wanting
• 13:02
  to
• 13:02
  trust
• 13:03
  you
• 13:03
  again.
• 13:04
  And
• 13:04
  then
• 13:05
  step
• 13:05
  three
• 13:06
  is
• 13:06
  the
• 13:06
  you
• 13:06
  step.
• 13:07
  You
• 13:07
  get
• 13:08
  still,
• 13:08
  you
• 13:09
  get
• 13:09
  quiet,
• 13:10
  and
• 13:10
  you
• 13:10
  ask
• 13:10
  yourself,
• 13:11
  "What
• 13:11
  is
• 13:12
  my
• 13:12
  heart
• 13:12
  telling
• 13:13
  me
• 13:13
  to
• 13:14
  do
• 13:14
  next?"
• 13:15
  Especially
• 13:16
  if
• 13:16
  the
• 13:16
  answer
• 13:17
  is
• 13:17
  small
• 13:18
  and
• 13:18
  it's
• 13:18
  just
• 13:19
  for
• 13:19
  you.
• 13:20
  Listen,
• 13:21
  trust
• 13:21
  her,
• 13:22
  and
• 13:22
  then
• 13:23
  make
• 13:23
  the
• 13:23
  move.
• 13:25
  Now,
• 13:25
  let
• 13:26
  me
• 13:26
  pour
• 13:26
  into
• 13:26
  you
• 13:27
  real
• 13:27
  quick,
• 13:28
  and
• 13:28
  I
• 13:28
  want
• 13:28
  you
• 13:28
  to
• 13:28
  hear
• 13:29
  this
• 13:29
  with
• 13:29
  your
• 13:29
  whole
• 13:30
  heart
• 13:31
  when
• 13:31
  I
• 13:31
  say
• 13:32
  your
• 13:32
  dreams
• 13:33
  are
• 13:33
  the
• 13:33
  destiny
• 13:35
  of
• 13:35
  your
• 13:35
  desires.
• 13:36
  There
• 13:37
  is
• 13:37
  no
• 13:37
  shame
• 13:38
  in
• 13:38
  having
• 13:39
  a
• 13:39
  quiet
• 13:39
  wanting,
• 13:40
  not
• 13:41
  knowing
• 13:41
  what
• 13:41
  you
• 13:42
  want,
• 13:42
  or
• 13:42
  even
• 13:43
  sitting
• 13:43
  inside
• 13:43
  a
• 13:43
  life
• 13:44
  you
• 13:44
  built
• 13:45
  and
• 13:45
  feeling
• 13:46
  blank.
• 13:47
  That
• 13:47
  blank
• 13:48
  is
• 13:48
  not
• 13:48
  a
• 13:48
  character
• 13:49
  flaw.
• 13:49
  It's
• 13:50
  the
• 13:50
  evidence
• 13:51
  of
• 13:51
  a
• 13:51
  brilliant
• 13:52
  strategist
• 13:53
  inside
• 13:54
  of
• 13:54
  you
• 13:54
  who
• 13:54
  was
• 13:55
  trying
• 13:55
  to
• 13:55
  protect
• 13:56
  you
• 13:56
  from
• 13:56
  a
• 13:57
  world
• 13:57
  that
• 13:57
  taught
• 13:58
  you
• 13:58
  that
• 13:59
  wanting
• 13:59
  more
• 14:00
  was
• 14:00
  expensive.
• 14:01
  You
• 14:02
  didn't
• 14:02
  break,
• 14:02
  you
• 14:03
  adapted,
• 14:04
  and
• 14:04
  now
• 14:04
  you
• 14:05
  get
• 14:05
  to
• 14:05
  adapt
• 14:05
  again.
• 14:06
  You
• 14:06
  get
• 14:07
  to
• 14:07
  make
• 14:07
  wanting
• 14:08
  safe
• 14:08
  in
• 14:08
  your
• 14:09
  own
• 14:09
  house.
• 14:10
  You
• 14:10
  get
• 14:11
  to
• 14:11
  be
• 14:11
  the
• 14:11
  woman
• 14:11
  who
• 14:11
  honors
• 14:12
  her
• 14:12
  own
• 14:12
  desires
• 14:13
  without
• 14:13
  apology.
• 14:15
  You
• 14:15
  get
• 14:15
  to
• 14:15
  be
• 14:15
  the
• 14:15
  woman
• 14:15
  who
• 14:16
  says
• 14:16
  yes
• 14:18
  to
• 14:18
  the
• 14:18
  small
• 14:18
  wants,
• 14:19
  the
• 14:19
  big
• 14:19
  wants,
• 14:20
  the
• 14:20
  weird
• 14:21
  ones,
• 14:21
  even
• 14:22
  the
• 14:22
  tender
• 14:23
  and
• 14:23
  holy
• 14:24
  wants,
• 14:26
  all
• 14:26
  of
• 14:26
  them.
• 14:27
  Your
• 14:27
  desires
• 14:29
  are
• 14:29
  sacred
• 14:30
  information,
• 14:31
  friend.
• 14:31
  She
• 14:32
  is
• 14:32
  the
• 14:32
  part
• 14:32
  of
• 14:32
  you
• 14:33
  that
• 14:33
  knows
• 14:34
  where
• 14:34
  you're
• 14:34
  supposed
• 14:34
  to
• 14:35
  go
• 14:35
  before
• 14:36
  your
• 14:36
  brain
• 14:37
  catches
• 14:37
  up
• 14:37
  with
• 14:38
  the
• 14:38
  data.
• 14:39
  So
• 14:39
  when
• 14:39
  you
• 14:39
  make
• 14:39
  her
• 14:40
  safe,
• 14:40
  you
• 14:41
  are
• 14:41
  not
• 14:41
  just
• 14:41
  learning
• 14:41
  how
• 14:41
  to
• 14:41
  want
• 14:42
  for
• 14:42
  the
• 14:42
  fun
• 14:42
  of
• 14:43
  wanting.
• 14:44
  You
• 14:45
  are
• 14:45
  reopening
• 14:46
  the
• 14:46
  line
• 14:46
  of
• 14:46
  communication
• 14:48
  between
• 14:48
  you
• 14:50
  and
• 14:50
  your
• 14:50
  soul.
• 14:51
  You
• 14:51
  are
• 14:51
  letting
• 14:52
  the
• 14:52
  woman,
• 14:53
  God,
• 14:53
  source,
• 14:54
  universe
• 14:55
  made
• 14:56
  come
• 14:56
  back
• 14:57
  to
• 14:57
  the
• 14:57
  surface.
• 14:58
  You
• 14:59
  are
• 14:59
  coming
• 15:00
  home
• 15:01
  to
• 15:01
  yourself.
• 15:02
  This
• 15:03
  is
• 15:04
  amongst
• 15:04
  the
• 15:04
  most
• 15:05
  sacred
• 15:05
  work
• 15:05
  I
• 15:06
  know,
• 15:06
  and
• 15:07
  this
• 15:07
  is
• 15:07
  your
• 15:07
  invitation
• 15:09
  to
• 15:09
  honor
• 15:09
  the
• 15:10
  calling.
• 15:13
  Ooh,
• 15:13
  that
• 15:14
  was
• 15:14
  one
• 15:14
  of
• 15:14
  those
• 15:14
  hand-to-heart
• 15:15
  moments.
• 15:16
  Ooh,
• 15:16
  yes.
• 15:18
  Okay,
• 15:18
  friend,
• 15:19
  that's
• 15:19
  our
• 15:19
  time
• 15:20
  for
• 15:20
  today.
• 15:21
  There's
• 15:21
  more
• 15:21
  support
• 15:22
  for
• 15:22
  you
• 15:22
  on
• 15:22
  the
• 15:22
  YouTube
• 15:23
  channel,
• 15:24
  and
• 15:24
  it's
• 15:24
  linked
• 15:24
  for
• 15:24
  you
• 15:24
  in
• 15:25
  the
• 15:25
  show
• 15:25
  notes.
• 15:26
  I
• 15:26
  am
• 15:26
  so
• 15:27
  grateful
• 15:28
  that
• 15:29
  you've
• 15:29
  been
• 15:29
  here
• 15:29
  with
• 15:30
  me,
• 15:30
  spending
• 15:30
  this
• 15:31
  time
• 15:31
  with
• 15:31
  me,
• 15:32
  and
• 15:32
  thank
• 15:32
  you
• 15:32
  for
• 15:32
  being
• 15:33
  willing
• 15:33
  to
• 15:34
  look
• 15:34
  at
• 15:34
  the
• 15:34
  cost
• 15:35
  of
• 15:35
  wanting
• 15:36
  and
• 15:37
  willing
• 15:37
  to
• 15:37
  make
• 15:37
  her
• 15:37
  safe
• 15:38
  again.
• 15:39
  Thank
• 15:39
  you
• 15:39
  for
• 15:39
  choosing
• 15:40
  yourself
• 15:41
  by
• 15:41
  doing
• 15:42
  this
• 15:42
  work.
• 15:43
  Now,
• 15:43
  this
• 15:43
  right
• 15:43
  here
• 15:44
  is
• 15:44
  how
• 15:45
  confident
• 15:45
  and
• 15:45
  empowered
• 15:46
  is
• 15:46
  built.
• 15:47
  And
• 15:48
  today
• 15:48
  we
• 15:49
  took
• 15:49
  a
• 15:49
  step
• 15:50
  and
• 15:50
  I
• 15:50
  couldn't
• 15:50
  be
• 15:51
  more
• 15:51
  proud
• 15:51
  of
• 15:51
  you.
• 15:52
  So
• 15:52
  now
• 15:52
  go
• 15:53
  be
• 15:54
  that
• 15:54
  confident
• 15:55
  and
• 15:55
  empowered
• 15:55
  woman
• 15:56
  that
• 15:56
  you
• 15:56
  are,
• 15:57
  and
• 15:57
  I'll
• 15:57
  see
• 15:58
  you
• 15:58
  in
• 15:58
  the
• 15:58
  next
• 15:59
  episode