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Fear Doesn't Get To Drive, Friend | EP 290 · Confident and Empowered Women

• 0:05
  What
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  does
• 0:06
  freedom
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  actually
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  look
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  like
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  on
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  the
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  other
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  side
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  of
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  fear?
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  Maybe
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  that's
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  something
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  that
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  you've
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  been
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  wondering
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  for
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  a
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  while.
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  Maybe
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  there's
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  something
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  you've
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  been
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  wanting
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  to
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  do,
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  say,
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  start
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  or
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  become.
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  And
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  yet
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  there's
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  that
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  one
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  thing
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  standing
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  between
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  you
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  and
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  it.
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  Well,
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  I'm
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  pulling
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  back
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  the
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  curtain
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  on
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  what
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  finally
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  showed
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  up
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  for
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  me
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  after
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  63
• 0:28
  videos
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  and
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  38
• 0:29
  consecutive
• 0:30
  days
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  of
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  showing
• 0:32
  up.
• 0:32
  Scared
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  because
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  the
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  breakthrough.
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  Was
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  not
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  what
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  I
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  expected
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  and
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  the
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  fear
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  that
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  left
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  it
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  was
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  one
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  that
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  I
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  had
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  been
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  carrying
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  since
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  I
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  was
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  a
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  little
• 0:44
  girl.
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  So
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  we're
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  talking
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  about
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  what
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  freedom
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  on
• 0:47
  the
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  other
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  side
• 0:48
  of
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  fear
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  actually
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  feels
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  like.
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  What
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  showing
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  up
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  does
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  to
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  the
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  fear
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  you
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  thought
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  was
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  permanent
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  and
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  how
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  you
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  can
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  start
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  taking
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  the
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  keys
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  back
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  from
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  whatever
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  has
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  been
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  driving
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  your
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  decisions
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  Because
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  friend.
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  Fear
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  does
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  not
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  get
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  to
• 1:03
  drive
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  forever.
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  Not
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  unless
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  you
• 1:05
  let
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  it
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  and
• 1:06
  after
• 1:06
  today,
• 1:07
  you're
• 1:07
  not
• 1:07
  gonna
• 1:08
  let
• 1:08
  it.
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  Hey
• 1:10
  friend,
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  I
• 1:11
  just
• 1:11
  wanna
• 1:11
  pop
• 1:12
  in
• 1:12
  real
• 1:12
  quick
• 1:12
  and
• 1:12
  invite
• 1:13
  you
• 1:13
  to
• 1:13
  subscribe
• 1:14
  to
• 1:14
  the
• 1:14
  Confident
• 1:15
  and
• 1:15
  Empowered
• 1:15
  Women
• 1:16
  Podcast
• 1:17
  if
• 1:17
  you
• 1:18
  haven't
• 1:18
  already.
• 1:19
  Be
• 1:19
  here
• 1:19
  every
• 1:20
  single
• 1:20
  Thursday
• 1:21
  when
• 1:21
  new
• 1:22
  episodes
• 1:22
  drop
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  because
• 1:23
  they
• 1:23
  are
• 1:23
  designed
• 1:24
  to
• 1:24
  help
• 1:24
  you
• 1:25
  become
• 1:25
  the
• 1:25
  most
• 1:26
  confident
• 1:26
  in
• 1:26
  empowered.
• 1:27
  Fully
• 1:28
  expressed
• 1:29
  version
• 1:29
  of
• 1:30
  yourself,
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  and
• 1:31
  I
• 1:31
  don't
• 1:31
  want
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  you
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  to
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  miss
• 1:32
  not
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  one
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  single
• 1:33
  one
• 1:33
  of
• 1:33
  them.
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  Okay?
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  So
• 1:34
  go
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  ahead
• 1:35
  and
• 1:36
  hit
• 1:36
  that
• 1:36
  subscribe
• 1:37
  button
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  right
• 1:38
  now.
• 1:38
  I'm
• 1:39
  so
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  happy
• 1:39
  that
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  you're
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  here,
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  friend.
• 1:40
  Now
• 1:41
  let's
• 1:41
  get
• 1:41
  into
• 1:42
  it.
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  Hey,
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  hey,
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  hey.
• 1:46
  Welcome
• 1:47
  back.
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  Now
• 1:48
  let
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  me
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  fill
• 1:49
  you
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  in
• 1:49
  on
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  something
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  that
• 1:50
  I
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  genuinely
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  didn't
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  see
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  coming,
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  and
• 1:53
  I'm
• 1:54
  mean,
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  this
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  was
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  a
• 1:55
  shocker
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  to
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  me.
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  I
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  did
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  not
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  have
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  this
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  on
• 2:00
  my
• 2:00
  Bingo
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  card
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  at
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  all.
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  I
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  am
• 2:04
  officially
• 2:05
  63
• 2:05
  videos
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  in
• 2:06
  to
• 2:06
  posting
• 2:07
  on
• 2:07
  YouTube
• 2:08
  and
• 2:08
  38
• 2:09
  days
• 2:10
  of
• 2:10
  showing
• 2:11
  up
• 2:11
  consistently
• 2:12
  and
• 2:12
  friend,
• 2:13
  every
• 2:14
  single
• 2:14
  one
• 2:15
  of
• 2:15
  them
• 2:16
  was
• 2:16
  a
• 2:16
  choice.
• 2:17
  And
• 2:17
  listen,
• 2:18
  I
• 2:18
  went
• 2:18
  into
• 2:18
  this
• 2:18
  whole
• 2:19
  thing
• 2:19
  thinking
• 2:20
  I
• 2:20
  was
• 2:20
  about
• 2:20
  to
• 2:20
  become
• 2:21
  some
• 2:21
  kind
• 2:21
  of
• 2:21
  a
• 2:21
  YouTube
• 2:22
  expert.
• 2:23
  Okay?
• 2:23
  I'm
• 2:24
  talking
• 2:24
  algorithms,
• 2:26
  analytics,
• 2:26
  thumbnails,
• 2:27
  and
• 2:27
  all
• 2:28
  the
• 2:28
  things.
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  And
• 2:30
  have
• 2:30
  I
• 2:30
  picked
• 2:31
  up
• 2:31
  some
• 2:31
  of
• 2:31
  that
• 2:31
  along
• 2:32
  the
• 2:32
  way?
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  Absolutely.
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  But
• 2:34
  what
• 2:34
  I
• 2:34
  wasn't
• 2:35
  expecting,
• 2:36
  what
• 2:36
  completely
• 2:37
  caught
• 2:37
  me
• 2:37
  off
• 2:37
  guard
• 2:38
  was
• 2:38
  the
• 2:39
  moment
• 2:39
  I
• 2:39
  realized
• 2:41
  the
• 2:41
  fear
• 2:41
  of
• 2:41
  being
• 2:42
  seen.
• 2:43
  A
• 2:43
  fear
• 2:43
  I
• 2:43
  had
• 2:44
  carried
• 2:44
  since
• 2:44
  I
• 2:45
  was
• 2:45
  a
• 2:45
  little
• 2:45
  girl,
• 2:46
  was
• 2:46
  gone.
• 2:47
  I
• 2:47
  don't
• 2:47
  mean
• 2:48
  managed,
• 2:49
  tolerated,
• 2:50
  I
• 2:50
  wasn't
• 2:50
  even
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  white
• 2:51
  knuckling
• 2:51
  my
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  way
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  through
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  it.
• 2:53
  It
• 2:53
  was
• 2:53
  just
• 2:53
  straight
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  up
• 2:54
  gone.
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  And
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  friend,
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  I
• 2:57
  could
• 2:57
  ugly
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  cry.
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  Okay?
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  I'm
• 3:00
  not
• 3:00
  even
• 3:00
  gonna
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  pretend
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  like
• 3:01
  I
• 3:02
  was
• 3:02
  composed
• 3:02
  about
• 3:03
  it
• 3:03
  because
• 3:03
  I
• 3:04
  was
• 3:04
  not,
• 3:05
  because
• 3:05
  for
• 3:05
  so
• 3:06
  long
• 3:06
  I
• 3:06
  genuinely
• 3:07
  could
• 3:08
  not
• 3:08
  picture
• 3:08
  what
• 3:09
  my
• 3:09
  life
• 3:10
  would
• 3:10
  look
• 3:10
  like
• 3:11
  without
• 3:12
  that
• 3:12
  fear.
• 3:13
  We're
• 3:13
  friends
• 3:14
  here,
• 3:14
  so
• 3:14
  let
• 3:15
  me
• 3:15
  just
• 3:15
  tell
• 3:15
  you.
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  I
• 3:16
  honestly
• 3:17
  didn't
• 3:17
  think
• 3:18
  I'd
• 3:18
  ever.
• 3:19
  Get
• 3:19
  over
• 3:19
  this
• 3:20
  fear
• 3:20
  for
• 3:20
  so
• 3:21
  long
• 3:21
  I
• 3:21
  just
• 3:22
  accepted
• 3:23
  this
• 3:24
  must
• 3:24
  be
• 3:24
  who
• 3:25
  I
• 3:25
  am.
• 3:26
  It
• 3:26
  was
• 3:26
  just
• 3:26
  always
• 3:27
  there
• 3:28
  lingering
• 3:29
  in
• 3:29
  the
• 3:29
  background.
• 3:30
  Lurking
• 3:31
  in
• 3:31
  the
• 3:31
  shadows.
• 3:32
  Kind
• 3:32
  of
• 3:33
  like
• 3:33
  that
• 3:33
  one
• 3:33
  family
• 3:34
  member
• 3:34
  who
• 3:34
  shows
• 3:34
  up
• 3:35
  to
• 3:35
  every
• 3:35
  single
• 3:35
  gathering
• 3:36
  uninvited
• 3:37
  and
• 3:37
  then
• 3:37
  nobody
• 3:38
  knows
• 3:38
  how
• 3:38
  to
• 3:38
  ask
• 3:39
  him
• 3:39
  how
• 3:39
  to
• 3:39
  leave.
• 3:42
  Now,
• 3:42
  cousin,
• 3:43
  I
• 3:43
  know
• 3:43
  you
• 3:44
  not
• 3:44
  over
• 3:44
  there
• 3:44
  with
• 3:44
  the
• 3:44
  visual.
• 3:45
  Okay,
• 3:48
  moving
• 3:49
  right
• 3:49
  along.
• 3:52
  But
• 3:52
  today
• 3:53
  I
• 3:53
  really
• 3:53
  wanna
• 3:53
  talk
• 3:54
  about
• 3:54
  what
• 3:55
  freedom
• 3:55
  actually
• 3:56
  feels
• 3:57
  like
• 3:57
  on
• 3:57
  the
• 3:57
  other
• 3:57
  side
• 3:58
  of
• 3:58
  fear.
• 3:59
  And
• 4:00
  I
• 4:00
  want
• 4:00
  to
• 4:00
  share
• 4:01
  what
• 4:01
  surprised
• 4:01
  me
• 4:02
  the
• 4:02
  most
• 4:02
  about
• 4:03
  this
• 4:03
  journey.
• 4:04
  And
• 4:04
  I
• 4:04
  have
• 4:04
  a
• 4:04
  feeling
• 4:05
  it's
• 4:05
  gonna
• 4:05
  give
• 4:06
  you
• 4:06
  the
• 4:06
  hope
• 4:07
  you
• 4:07
  need
• 4:08
  for
• 4:08
  whatever
• 4:09
  it
• 4:09
  is
• 4:10
  that
• 4:10
  has
• 4:11
  been
• 4:11
  holding
• 4:11
  you
• 4:11
  back
• 4:12
  and
• 4:12
  sitting
• 4:13
  in
• 4:13
  the
• 4:13
  driver's
• 4:13
  seat
• 4:14
  of
• 4:14
  your
• 4:14
  life.
• 4:15
  So
• 4:15
  let
• 4:15
  me
• 4:15
  take
• 4:16
  you
• 4:16
  back
• 4:16
  for
• 4:16
  a
• 4:16
  second,
• 4:17
  because
• 4:17
  this
• 4:18
  fear
• 4:18
  didn't
• 4:19
  just
• 4:19
  show
• 4:19
  up
• 4:19
  one
• 4:20
  day
• 4:20
  outta
• 4:20
  nowhere.
• 4:21
  It
• 4:21
  had
• 4:22
  a
• 4:22
  beginning.
• 4:23
  I
• 4:23
  learned
• 4:23
  at
• 4:23
  a
• 4:23
  very
• 4:24
  early
• 4:24
  age
• 4:25
  that
• 4:25
  being
• 4:25
  seen
• 4:26
  wasn't
• 4:26
  always
• 4:27
  safe.
• 4:27
  And
• 4:28
  so
• 4:28
  I
• 4:29
  did
• 4:29
  what
• 4:29
  any
• 4:29
  smart
• 4:30
  little
• 4:30
  girl
• 4:30
  would
• 4:31
  do.
• 4:31
  I
• 4:32
  disappeared.
• 4:33
  I
• 4:33
  made
• 4:33
  myself
• 4:34
  smaller,
• 4:35
  quieter,
• 4:35
  less,
• 4:37
  not
• 4:37
  because
• 4:37
  something
• 4:37
  was
• 4:38
  wrong
• 4:38
  with
• 4:38
  me,
• 4:39
  but
• 4:39
  because
• 4:39
  I
• 4:40
  was
• 4:40
  protecting
• 4:40
  myself
• 4:42
  with
• 4:42
  everything
• 4:42
  that
• 4:43
  I
• 4:43
  had.
• 4:44
  I
• 4:44
  thought
• 4:44
  that
• 4:44
  if
• 4:44
  I
• 4:45
  could
• 4:45
  just
• 4:45
  disappear
• 4:46
  enough,
• 4:47
  I
• 4:48
  could
• 4:48
  protect
• 4:48
  myself
• 4:49
  from
• 4:49
  bad
• 4:49
  things
• 4:50
  happening.
• 4:50
  And
• 4:51
  friend.
• 4:51
  That
• 4:52
  little
• 4:52
  girl
• 4:52
  was
• 4:53
  brilliant.
• 4:54
  She
• 4:54
  was
• 4:54
  surviving.
• 4:55
  The
• 4:56
  hiding
• 4:56
  was
• 4:56
  never
• 4:57
  a
• 4:57
  flaw.
• 4:58
  It
• 4:58
  was
• 4:58
  a
• 4:58
  strategy
• 4:59
  that
• 4:59
  worked
• 4:59
  in
• 5:00
  that
• 5:00
  season.
• 5:01
  And
• 5:01
  now
• 5:02
  all
• 5:02
  I
• 5:02
  wanna
• 5:02
  do
• 5:02
  is
• 5:03
  just
• 5:03
  give
• 5:03
  her
• 5:03
  grace
• 5:04
  for
• 5:04
  that.
• 5:05
  And
• 5:05
  if
• 5:05
  you
• 5:05
  are
• 5:06
  seeing
• 5:06
  yourself
• 5:06
  in
• 5:07
  this
• 5:07
  too,
• 5:08
  then
• 5:08
  I
• 5:08
  invite
• 5:09
  you
• 5:09
  to
• 5:09
  give
• 5:10
  yourself
• 5:10
  grace
• 5:11
  for
• 5:11
  that
• 5:11
  too,
• 5:12
  because
• 5:13
  whatever
• 5:13
  way
• 5:13
  you
• 5:13
  learn
• 5:14
  to
• 5:14
  hide
• 5:15
  it
• 5:15
  made
• 5:16
  sense
• 5:16
  then
• 5:16
  it
• 5:17
  was
• 5:17
  keeping
• 5:17
  you
• 5:17
  safe.
• 5:18
  But
• 5:19
  here's
• 5:19
  what
• 5:19
  often
• 5:20
  gets
• 5:20
  left
• 5:20
  out
• 5:21
  of
• 5:21
  the
• 5:21
  conversation.
• 5:22
  The
• 5:22
  strategies
• 5:23
  we
• 5:23
  develop
• 5:24
  to
• 5:24
  survive
• 5:25
  in
• 5:25
  one
• 5:25
  season,
• 5:26
  follow
• 5:27
  us
• 5:27
  into
• 5:27
  every
• 5:28
  season
• 5:28
  after
• 5:29
  it,
• 5:30
  even
• 5:30
  when
• 5:31
  we
• 5:31
  no
• 5:31
  longer
• 5:32
  need
• 5:32
  them.
• 5:32
  That
• 5:33
  little
• 5:33
  girl
• 5:33
  who
• 5:34
  learned
• 5:34
  to
• 5:34
  disappear,
• 5:35
  she
• 5:35
  followed
• 5:36
  me
• 5:36
  into
• 5:36
  corporate
• 5:37
  America.
• 5:37
  She
• 5:38
  followed
• 5:38
  me
• 5:38
  into
• 5:39
  my
• 5:39
  relationships
• 5:40
  and
• 5:41
  onto
• 5:41
  every
• 5:41
  stage.
• 5:42
  I
• 5:43
  never
• 5:43
  stood
• 5:43
  on.
• 5:44
  She
• 5:44
  was
• 5:44
  there
• 5:45
  on
• 5:45
  December
• 5:46
  15th,
• 5:47
  2025
• 5:48
  when
• 5:48
  I
• 5:48
  sat
• 5:49
  in
• 5:49
  front
• 5:49
  of
• 5:49
  a
• 5:49
  camera
• 5:50
  for
• 5:50
  real
• 5:51
  this
• 5:51
  time,
• 5:52
  and
• 5:52
  I
• 5:52
  almost
• 5:53
  talked
• 5:53
  myself
• 5:53
  out
• 5:54
  of
• 5:54
  pressing
• 5:54
  record
• 5:55
  because
• 5:55
  being
• 5:56
  seen
• 5:57
  had
• 5:57
  never
• 5:57
  felt
• 5:58
  safe,
• 5:59
  and
• 5:59
  yet
• 6:00
  here
• 6:00
  I
• 6:00
  was.
• 6:01
  Choosing
• 6:01
  to
• 6:02
  be
• 6:02
  seen
• 6:02
  on
• 6:03
  purpose
• 6:04
  every
• 6:04
  single
• 6:05
  day.
• 6:06
  That
• 6:06
  is
• 6:06
  not
• 6:07
  a
• 6:07
  small
• 6:07
  thing
• 6:07
  friend.
• 6:08
  And
• 6:09
  if
• 6:09
  you've
• 6:09
  ever
• 6:09
  hidden
• 6:10
  in
• 6:10
  any
• 6:10
  area
• 6:11
  of
• 6:11
  your
• 6:11
  life,
• 6:12
  I
• 6:12
  want
• 6:13
  you
• 6:13
  to
• 6:13
  know
• 6:13
  that
• 6:13
  hiding
• 6:14
  made
• 6:15
  sense.
• 6:16
  It
• 6:16
  started
• 6:16
  somewhere
• 6:17
  real,
• 6:18
  but
• 6:18
  the
• 6:18
  season
• 6:18
  that
• 6:19
  required
• 6:19
  it,
• 6:20
  that
• 6:20
  season
• 6:21
  is
• 6:21
  over.
• 6:22
  So
• 6:22
  while
• 6:23
  whatever
• 6:23
  it
• 6:24
  is
• 6:24
  that's
• 6:24
  been
• 6:24
  holding
• 6:25
  you
• 6:25
  back
• 6:25
  made
• 6:26
  sense,
• 6:26
  then
• 6:27
  but
• 6:27
  here's
• 6:27
  what
• 6:28
  happened
• 6:28
  when
• 6:28
  I
• 6:28
  decided
• 6:29
  it
• 6:29
  didn't
• 6:30
  get
• 6:30
  to
• 6:30
  make
• 6:30
  my
• 6:30
  decisions
• 6:31
  for
• 6:31
  me
• 6:32
  anymore.
• 6:33
  Now,
• 6:34
  if
• 6:34
  you've
• 6:34
  been
• 6:34
  with
• 6:34
  me
• 6:35
  from
• 6:35
  the
• 6:35
  very
• 6:35
  beginning,
• 6:36
  you
• 6:36
  know,
• 6:36
  I've
• 6:37
  tried
• 6:37
  to
• 6:37
  do
• 6:38
  this
• 6:38
  whole
• 6:38
  video
• 6:38
  thing,
• 6:39
  and
• 6:39
  it
• 6:40
  wasn't
• 6:40
  until
• 6:41
  December,
• 6:42
  2025
• 6:43
  when
• 6:43
  I
• 6:43
  sat
• 6:44
  down
• 6:44
  in
• 6:44
  front
• 6:45
  of
• 6:45
  this
• 6:45
  camera
• 6:45
  and
• 6:46
  pressed
• 6:46
  record
• 6:47
  and
• 6:47
  I
• 6:47
  really
• 6:47
  wanna
• 6:47
  tell
• 6:48
  you
• 6:48
  what
• 6:48
  it
• 6:48
  felt
• 6:49
  like
• 6:49
  because
• 6:49
  it
• 6:50
  wasn't
• 6:50
  brave
• 6:51
  in
• 6:51
  the
• 6:51
  way
• 6:51
  that
• 6:51
  people
• 6:52
  think
• 6:52
  brave
• 6:53
  looks.
• 6:53
  It
• 6:54
  wasn't
• 6:54
  fearless
• 6:55
  and
• 6:55
  a
• 6:55
  show
• 6:56
  wasn't
• 6:56
  confident.
• 6:58
  It
• 6:58
  was
• 6:58
  just
• 6:59
  me
• 6:59
  in
• 6:59
  my
• 7:00
  office
• 7:00
  talking
• 7:01
  myself
• 7:01
  into
• 7:01
  it.
• 7:02
  For
• 7:02
  probably
• 7:03
  longer
• 7:03
  than
• 7:03
  I
• 7:03
  care
• 7:04
  to
• 7:04
  admit.
• 7:04
  Okay.
• 7:05
  And
• 7:07
  then
• 7:08
  just
• 7:08
  doing
• 7:09
  it
• 7:09
  anyway,
• 7:09
  and
• 7:10
  then
• 7:10
  fast
• 7:10
  forward
• 7:11
  to
• 7:11
  February
• 7:12
  15th,
• 7:12
  and
• 7:13
  I
• 7:13
  had
• 7:13
  to
• 7:13
  make
• 7:13
  that
• 7:13
  decision
• 7:14
  again
• 7:14
  and
• 7:15
  recommitting
• 7:16
  that
• 7:16
  was
• 7:17
  actually
• 7:17
  harder
• 7:18
  than
• 7:18
  starting
• 7:18
  because
• 7:20
  now
• 7:21
  I
• 7:21
  knew
• 7:21
  exactly
• 7:22
  what
• 7:22
  I
• 7:22
  was
• 7:22
  signing
• 7:23
  up
• 7:23
  for,
• 7:24
  and
• 7:24
  I
• 7:24
  knew
• 7:24
  the
• 7:24
  fear
• 7:25
  was
• 7:25
  gonna
• 7:25
  show
• 7:26
  up.
• 7:26
  I
• 7:26
  knew
• 7:27
  it
• 7:27
  was
• 7:28
  going
• 7:28
  to
• 7:28
  be
• 7:28
  uncomfortable.
• 7:30
  And
• 7:30
  then
• 7:30
  there
• 7:30
  it
• 7:30
  was
• 7:31
  that
• 7:32
  little
• 7:32
  whisper.
• 7:33
  You
• 7:33
  can
• 7:33
  start
• 7:34
  over,
• 7:34
  but
• 7:34
  you'll
• 7:35
  just
• 7:35
  quit
• 7:35
  again.
• 7:36
  So
• 7:36
  why
• 7:36
  even
• 7:36
  bother?
• 7:38
  And
• 7:38
  yet
• 7:39
  I
• 7:39
  chose
• 7:39
  it
• 7:39
  Anyway,
• 7:40
  here
• 7:41
  I
• 7:41
  am,
• 7:42
  38
• 7:43
  consecutive
• 7:44
  days
• 7:44
  since
• 7:45
  that
• 7:46
  recommitment
• 7:47
  and
• 7:47
  I
• 7:47
  haven't
• 7:47
  looked
• 7:47
  back.
• 7:48
  Friend.
• 7:49
  And
• 7:49
  here's
• 7:49
  what
• 7:49
  I
• 7:49
  want
• 7:50
  you
• 7:50
  to
• 7:50
  understand
• 7:51
  about
• 7:51
  those
• 7:52
  moments.
• 7:53
  The
• 7:53
  fear
• 7:53
  was
• 7:53
  there,
• 7:54
  okay?
• 7:55
  It
• 7:55
  was
• 7:55
  loud
• 7:56
  and
• 7:56
  convincing,
• 7:57
  full
• 7:57
  of
• 7:58
  logical
• 7:58
  reasons
• 7:59
  why
• 7:59
  this
• 7:59
  was
• 8:00
  a
• 8:00
  terrible
• 8:00
  idea.
• 8:03
  But
• 8:03
  the
• 8:04
  purpose,
• 8:05
  the
• 8:05
  purpose
• 8:06
  was
• 8:06
  louder,
• 8:07
  and
• 8:07
  I
• 8:07
  had
• 8:08
  made
• 8:08
  a
• 8:08
  decision
• 8:08
  that
• 8:09
  fear
• 8:09
  was
• 8:09
  gonna
• 8:10
  ride
• 8:10
  in
• 8:10
  the
• 8:11
  backseat.
• 8:12
  It
• 8:12
  could
• 8:12
  come
• 8:12
  along,
• 8:13
  but
• 8:13
  it
• 8:14
  just
• 8:14
  was
• 8:14
  not
• 8:14
  going
• 8:15
  to
• 8:15
  drive
• 8:16
  And
• 8:16
  listen,
• 8:16
  it
• 8:17
  feels
• 8:17
  completely
• 8:18
  appropriate
• 8:19
  for
• 8:19
  fear
• 8:19
  to
• 8:19
  be
• 8:19
  in
• 8:19
  the
• 8:20
  backseat
• 8:20
  because
• 8:21
  it's
• 8:22
  just
• 8:22
  as
• 8:22
  annoying
• 8:23
  as
• 8:23
  any
• 8:23
  other
• 8:23
  backseat
• 8:24
  driver.
• 8:27
  63
• 8:28
  videos
• 8:29
  later,
• 8:29
  I'm
• 8:30
  still
• 8:30
  showing
• 8:30
  up,
• 8:31
  not
• 8:31
  because
• 8:32
  the
• 8:32
  fear
• 8:32
  disappeared,
• 8:33
  but
• 8:33
  because
• 8:34
  I
• 8:34
  kept
• 8:34
  showing
• 8:35
  up
• 8:35
  until
• 8:36
  the
• 8:36
  fear
• 8:37
  had
• 8:37
  nothing
• 8:37
  left
• 8:38
  to
• 8:38
  hold
• 8:38
  over
• 8:39
  me.
• 8:39
  Every
• 8:40
  video
• 8:40
  was
• 8:41
  just
• 8:41
  one
• 8:41
  more
• 8:42
  moment
• 8:43
  of
• 8:43
  choosing
• 8:43
  purpose
• 8:45
  over
• 8:45
  fear.
• 8:46
  One
• 8:46
  more
• 8:46
  moment
• 8:47
  of
• 8:47
  taking
• 8:48
  the
• 8:48
  keys
• 8:48
  back,
• 8:48
  and
• 8:49
  that
• 8:49
  is
• 8:49
  available
• 8:50
  to
• 8:50
  you
• 8:51
  right
• 8:51
  now
• 8:52
  in
• 8:53
  whatever
• 8:54
  area
• 8:55
  you're
• 8:55
  experiencing
• 8:56
  fear
• 8:56
  or
• 8:57
  whatever
• 8:57
  that
• 8:57
  is,
• 8:58
  that's
• 8:58
  holding
• 8:58
  you
• 8:58
  back
• 8:59
  and
• 9:00
  it's
• 9:00
  been
• 9:00
  driving.
• 9:01
  And
• 9:01
  this
• 9:02
  next
• 9:02
  part
• 9:02
  is
• 9:02
  what
• 9:03
  I
• 9:03
  really
• 9:03
  want
• 9:03
  you
• 9:03
  to
• 9:04
  see.
• 9:04
  Because
• 9:05
  I
• 9:05
  expected
• 9:06
  the
• 9:06
  fear
• 9:06
  to
• 9:07
  get
• 9:07
  smaller
• 9:07
  over
• 9:08
  time.
• 9:08
  I
• 9:09
  did.
• 9:09
  I
• 9:09
  expected
• 9:10
  it
• 9:10
  to
• 9:10
  show
• 9:10
  up
• 9:11
  less
• 9:11
  and
• 9:11
  less,
• 9:12
  and
• 9:13
  I
• 9:13
  expected
• 9:14
  it
• 9:14
  to
• 9:14
  just
• 9:15
  ease
• 9:15
  up
• 9:15
  on
• 9:15
  me,
• 9:16
  but
• 9:16
  what
• 9:16
  I
• 9:16
  didn't
• 9:17
  expect
• 9:18
  was
• 9:18
  for
• 9:18
  it
• 9:18
  to
• 9:19
  be
• 9:19
  completely
• 9:20
  gone.
• 9:21
  I
• 9:21
  sat
• 9:22
  down
• 9:22
  to
• 9:22
  record
• 9:22
  one
• 9:23
  day
• 9:23
  and
• 9:23
  realized
• 9:25
  I
• 9:25
  wasn't
• 9:25
  nervous
• 9:26
  anymore,
• 9:26
  and
• 9:27
  what
• 9:27
  replaced
• 9:28
  that
• 9:28
  fear
• 9:29
  was
• 9:29
  not
• 9:30
  just
• 9:30
  relief,
• 9:31
  it
• 9:31
  was
• 9:31
  joy,
• 9:32
  genuine
• 9:33
  joy.
• 9:34
  I
• 9:35
  actually
• 9:35
  love
• 9:36
  making
• 9:36
  these
• 9:36
  videos
• 9:37
  for
• 9:37
  you
• 9:37
  I
• 9:37
  love
• 9:38
  sitting
• 9:39
  in
• 9:39
  this
• 9:39
  space
• 9:40
  and
• 9:40
  showing
• 9:40
  up
• 9:40
  for
• 9:41
  you
• 9:41
  and
• 9:42
  myself
• 9:43
  every
• 9:43
  single
• 9:44
  day.
• 9:45
  Who
• 9:45
  would
• 9:45
  be
• 9:45
  saying
• 9:46
  that
• 9:46
  sentence?
• 9:47
  Okay,
• 9:47
  because
• 9:48
  I.
• 9:49
  I
• 9:49
  was
• 9:49
  the
• 9:49
  little
• 9:49
  girl
• 9:50
  who
• 9:50
  disappeared
• 9:50
  to
• 9:51
  stay
• 9:51
  safe.
• 9:52
  I
• 9:52
  was
• 9:53
  the
• 9:53
  woman
• 9:53
  who
• 9:53
  stayed
• 9:54
  small
• 9:55
  in
• 9:55
  corporate
• 9:55
  America
• 9:56
  for
• 9:56
  over
• 9:56
  20
• 9:57
  years.
• 9:58
  I
• 9:58
  was
• 9:58
  the
• 9:58
  one
• 9:58
  who
• 9:59
  almost
• 9:59
  didn't
• 10:00
  press
• 10:00
  record
• 10:01
  on
• 10:01
  day
• 10:01
  one,
• 10:02
  and
• 10:02
  now
• 10:03
  I
• 10:03
  cannot
• 10:04
  imagine
• 10:05
  not
• 10:06
  showing
• 10:06
  up.
• 10:07
  That
• 10:07
  is
• 10:08
  what
• 10:08
  consecutive
• 10:09
  action
• 10:10
  does
• 10:10
  to
• 10:10
  fear.
• 10:11
  It
• 10:11
  doesn't
• 10:12
  argue
• 10:12
  with
• 10:12
  it.
• 10:13
  It
• 10:13
  doesn't
• 10:13
  negotiate
• 10:14
  with
• 10:14
  it,
• 10:15
  and
• 10:15
  it
• 10:15
  doesn't
• 10:16
  wait
• 10:16
  for
• 10:16
  it
• 10:17
  to
• 10:17
  give
• 10:17
  permission.
• 10:18
  It
• 10:19
  just
• 10:19
  keeps
• 10:19
  showing
• 10:20
  up
• 10:20
  until
• 10:21
  fear
• 10:21
  realizes
• 10:23
  it
• 10:23
  has
• 10:23
  no
• 10:23
  more
• 10:23
  power
• 10:24
  here
• 10:24
  anymore.
• 10:25
  63
• 10:26
  videos,
• 10:27
  38
• 10:28
  consecutive
• 10:29
  days.
• 10:30
  Not
• 10:30
  one
• 10:31
  overly
• 10:31
  dramatic
• 10:32
  breakthrough.
• 10:33
  And
• 10:33
  this
• 10:33
  is
• 10:33
  so
• 10:34
  important
• 10:34
  to
• 10:34
  note
• 10:35
  friend,
• 10:35
  because
• 10:36
  I'm
• 10:36
  afraid
• 10:37
  you
• 10:37
  may
• 10:37
  have
• 10:38
  been
• 10:38
  missing
• 10:38
  out
• 10:39
  on
• 10:39
  your
• 10:39
  breakthrough
• 10:40
  moments
• 10:41
  because
• 10:41
  you
• 10:41
  think
• 10:42
  it's
• 10:42
  supposed
• 10:42
  to
• 10:42
  come
• 10:42
  with
• 10:43
  a
• 10:43
  championship
• 10:44
  parade
• 10:44
  through
• 10:44
  your
• 10:44
  city.
• 10:48
  You
• 10:48
  think
• 10:48
  it's
• 10:48
  supposed
• 10:49
  to
• 10:49
  be
• 10:49
  all
• 10:49
  of
• 10:49
  the
• 10:49
  lights,
• 10:50
  like
• 10:50
  billboards
• 10:51
  in
• 10:51
  Times
• 10:51
  Square,
• 10:54
  you
• 10:54
  think
• 10:54
  it
• 10:54
  has
• 10:55
  to
• 10:55
  be
• 10:55
  some
• 10:56
  grandiose
• 10:57
  moment
• 10:57
  or
• 10:58
  gesture,
• 10:58
  and
• 10:59
  while
• 10:59
  that
• 11:00
  is
• 11:00
  an
• 11:00
  option,
• 11:01
  so
• 11:02
  are
• 11:02
  the
• 11:02
  quiet
• 11:03
  small
• 11:03
  ways
• 11:04
  too.
• 11:05
  I
• 11:05
  had
• 11:06
  63
• 11:07
  small
• 11:07
  moments
• 11:08
  of
• 11:08
  walking
• 11:09
  through
• 11:10
  that
• 11:10
  beaded
• 11:10
  curtain.
• 11:11
  You
• 11:11
  know
• 11:12
  the
• 11:12
  one
• 11:12
  friend
• 11:12
  you
• 11:13
  remember
• 11:13
  that
• 11:13
  beaded
• 11:13
  curtain
• 11:14
  your
• 11:14
  granny
• 11:14
  had
• 11:14
  back
• 11:15
  in
• 11:15
  the
• 11:15
  day?
• 11:18
  I
• 11:18
  swear
• 11:19
  it
• 11:19
  was
• 11:19
  like
• 11:19
  a
• 11:19
  rite
• 11:20
  of
• 11:20
  passage
• 11:20
  because
• 11:21
  one
• 11:21
  of
• 11:21
  our
• 11:21
  grannies
• 11:22
  had
• 11:22
  that
• 11:22
  beaded
• 11:23
  curtain
• 11:26
  And
• 11:26
  every
• 11:27
  single
• 11:27
  time
• 11:28
  I
• 11:28
  came
• 11:29
  out
• 11:29
  on
• 11:29
  the
• 11:29
  other
• 11:29
  side
• 11:30
  of
• 11:30
  it,
• 11:31
  I
• 11:31
  felt
• 11:31
  a
• 11:31
  little
• 11:31
  more
• 11:32
  free,
• 11:33
  a
• 11:33
  little
• 11:33
  more
• 11:34
  me.
• 11:35
  And
• 11:35
  a
• 11:35
  little
• 11:35
  less
• 11:36
  afraid
• 11:37
  and
• 11:37
  friend.
• 11:38
  I
• 11:38
  know
• 11:38
  there's
• 11:39
  something
• 11:39
  you
• 11:39
  are
• 11:39
  afraid
• 11:40
  of
• 11:40
  right
• 11:40
  now.
• 11:41
  There's
• 11:41
  something
• 11:42
  that's
• 11:42
  been
• 11:42
  holding
• 11:43
  you
• 11:43
  back
• 11:44
  and
• 11:44
  it's
• 11:44
  been
• 11:44
  sitting
• 11:45
  in
• 11:45
  the
• 11:45
  driver's
• 11:46
  seat
• 11:46
  of
• 11:46
  your
• 11:46
  decisions
• 11:47
  for
• 11:47
  longer
• 11:48
  than
• 11:48
  it
• 11:48
  should
• 11:49
  have,
• 11:50
  and
• 11:50
  I
• 11:50
  just
• 11:51
  want
• 11:51
  you
• 11:51
  to
• 11:51
  hear
• 11:51
  this.
• 11:52
  It
• 11:52
  does
• 11:53
  not
• 11:53
  get
• 11:54
  to
• 11:54
  drive
• 11:55
  anymore.
• 11:56
  Not
• 11:56
  unless
• 11:57
  you
• 11:57
  handed
• 11:57
  the
• 11:57
  keys.
• 12:00
  Friend.
• 12:00
  I
• 12:00
  remember
• 12:01
  sitting
• 12:01
  with
• 12:01
  so
• 12:02
  much
• 12:02
  awareness
• 12:03
  and
• 12:03
  absolutely
• 12:04
  nowhere
• 12:05
  to
• 12:05
  put
• 12:05
  it,
• 12:06
  it
• 12:07
  was
• 12:07
  like
• 12:07
  something
• 12:07
  had
• 12:08
  cracked
• 12:08
  open,
• 12:08
  but
• 12:09
  I
• 12:09
  didn't
• 12:09
  know
• 12:09
  what
• 12:10
  to
• 12:10
  do
• 12:10
  with
• 12:11
  what
• 12:11
  was
• 12:11
  spilling
• 12:11
  out.
• 12:12
  I
• 12:12
  had
• 12:12
  all
• 12:13
  these
• 12:13
  feelings
• 12:14
  and
• 12:14
  none
• 12:14
  of
• 12:14
  the
• 12:14
  clarity,
• 12:15
  and
• 12:15
  I
• 12:15
  kept
• 12:16
  circling
• 12:16
  the
• 12:16
  same
• 12:17
  questions,
• 12:18
  wondering
• 12:18
  why
• 12:18
  nothing
• 12:19
  was
• 12:19
  shifting,
• 12:20
  and
• 12:20
  then
• 12:21
  I
• 12:21
  started
• 12:21
  asking
• 12:21
  better
• 12:22
  ones,
• 12:22
  and
• 12:23
  that
• 12:23
  is
• 12:23
  when
• 12:23
  everything
• 12:24
  started
• 12:25
  to
• 12:25
  move.
• 12:26
  Not
• 12:26
  because
• 12:26
  I
• 12:26
  had
• 12:27
  all
• 12:27
  the
• 12:27
  answers,
• 12:27
  but
• 12:28
  because
• 12:28
  the
• 12:28
  right
• 12:28
  questions
• 12:29
  helped
• 12:29
  me
• 12:30
  finally
• 12:30
  hear
• 12:31
  the
• 12:31
  answers
• 12:32
  I
• 12:33
  already
• 12:33
  had
• 12:33
  inside
• 12:34
  me.
• 12:35
  So
• 12:35
  if
• 12:35
  you're
• 12:35
  sitting
• 12:36
  in
• 12:36
  that
• 12:36
  place
• 12:36
  right
• 12:36
  now,
• 12:37
  friend,
• 12:38
  it
• 12:38
  is
• 12:38
  not
• 12:39
  a
• 12:39
  dead
• 12:39
  end.
• 12:40
  That
• 12:40
  is
• 12:41
  just
• 12:41
  an
• 12:41
  invitation
• 12:42
  to
• 12:42
  ask
• 12:43
  better
• 12:43
  questions.
• 12:44
  The
• 12:44
  Main
• 12:45
  Character
• 12:45
  Energy
• 12:46
  Journal
• 12:46
  prompts
• 12:46
  are
• 12:47
  in
• 12:47
  the
• 12:47
  show
• 12:47
  notes,
• 12:48
  and
• 12:48
  they're
• 12:48
  gonna
• 12:48
  help
• 12:49
  you
• 12:49
  get
• 12:49
  out
• 12:49
  of
• 12:49
  your
• 12:49
  head
• 12:50
  and
• 12:50
  into
• 12:51
  your
• 12:51
  truth
• 12:52
  And
• 12:52
  Friend.
• 12:53
  I
• 12:53
  think
• 12:53
  you're
• 12:53
  ready.
• 12:56
  Now,
• 12:56
  you
• 12:56
  know,
• 12:57
  we
• 12:57
  can't
• 12:57
  leave
• 12:57
  this
• 12:57
  space
• 12:58
  with
• 12:58
  just
• 12:59
  inspiration
• 13:00
  because
• 13:01
  inspiration
• 13:02
  without
• 13:02
  application
• 13:03
  just
• 13:04
  keeps
• 13:04
  you
• 13:04
  in
• 13:04
  your
• 13:04
  feelings
• 13:05
  and
• 13:06
  not
• 13:06
  in
• 13:06
  your
• 13:06
  freedom.
• 13:09
  And
• 13:09
  I
• 13:09
  want
• 13:10
  to
• 13:10
  set
• 13:10
  you
• 13:10
  free.
• 13:11
  So
• 13:12
  let's
• 13:12
  talk
• 13:13
  about
• 13:13
  what
• 13:13
  you
• 13:14
  can
• 13:14
  actually
• 13:14
  do
• 13:15
  with
• 13:15
  everything
• 13:16
  that
• 13:16
  we
• 13:17
  just
• 13:17
  unpacked,
• 13:18
  It's
• 13:18
  time
• 13:19
  for
• 13:19
  our
• 13:19
  favorite,
• 13:20
  the
• 13:20
  Self-Love
• 13:20
  two
• 13:20
  step,
• 13:21
  and
• 13:22
  this
• 13:22
  one
• 13:22
  is
• 13:22
  called
• 13:23
  the
• 13:23
  Fear
• 13:23
  to
• 13:23
  Freedom
• 13:24
  Two
• 13:24
  step.
• 13:25
  Step
• 13:26
  one,
• 13:27
  identify
• 13:28
  what's
• 13:28
  been
• 13:28
  driving
• 13:29
  friend.
• 13:30
  You
• 13:30
  gotta
• 13:30
  get
• 13:30
  really
• 13:31
  honest
• 13:31
  about
• 13:31
  where
• 13:32
  that
• 13:32
  fear
• 13:33
  is
• 13:33
  showing
• 13:33
  up.
• 13:34
  And
• 13:34
  if
• 13:34
  it
• 13:34
  isn't
• 13:35
  fear
• 13:35
  for
• 13:35
  you,
• 13:36
  name
• 13:37
  that
• 13:37
  specific
• 13:38
  thing
• 13:39
  that
• 13:39
  keeps
• 13:39
  showing
• 13:40
  up
• 13:40
  in
• 13:40
  your
• 13:40
  life
• 13:41
  on
• 13:41
  repeat
• 13:42
  that's
• 13:42
  keeping
• 13:43
  you
• 13:43
  stuck.
• 13:44
  And
• 13:44
  I
• 13:45
  mean,
• 13:45
  be
• 13:46
  very
• 13:46
  specific
• 13:47
  friend,
• 13:48
  not
• 13:48
  general,
• 13:49
  because
• 13:49
  general
• 13:50
  awareness
• 13:51
  does
• 13:51
  not
• 13:51
  create
• 13:52
  specific
• 13:53
  change.
• 13:54
  So
• 13:54
  what
• 13:55
  is
• 13:55
  the
• 13:55
  one
• 13:56
  thing
• 13:56
  you
• 13:56
  have
• 13:56
  been
• 13:56
  avoiding?
• 13:58
  Because
• 13:59
  that
• 13:59
  fear,
• 14:00
  being
• 14:00
  seen
• 14:01
  in
• 14:01
  that
• 14:01
  area
• 14:02
  feels
• 14:02
  too
• 14:03
  vulnerable,
• 14:04
  too
• 14:04
  risky,
• 14:05
  too
• 14:05
  much.
• 14:06
  Maybe
• 14:06
  it's
• 14:07
  starting
• 14:07
  that
• 14:07
  big
• 14:08
  dream.
• 14:08
  Maybe
• 14:08
  it's
• 14:09
  speaking
• 14:09
  in
• 14:09
  a
• 14:09
  room.
• 14:10
  maybe
• 14:10
  it
• 14:11
  is
• 14:11
  finally
• 14:11
  letting
• 14:12
  someone
• 14:12
  really
• 14:13
  see
• 14:13
  you
• 14:13
  in
• 14:14
  a
• 14:14
  relationship
• 14:15
  instead
• 14:16
  of
• 14:16
  performing
• 14:16
  versions
• 14:17
  of
• 14:17
  yourself
• 14:18
  you
• 14:18
  think
• 14:19
  they
• 14:19
  want.
• 14:20
  if
• 14:21
  any
• 14:21
  of
• 14:21
  this
• 14:21
  sounds
• 14:22
  familiar,
• 14:23
  name
• 14:23
  it,
• 14:24
  write
• 14:24
  it
• 14:24
  down,
• 14:25
  because
• 14:25
  you
• 14:25
  cannot
• 14:26
  take
• 14:26
  the
• 14:26
  keys
• 14:27
  away
• 14:28
  from
• 14:28
  something
• 14:29
  until
• 14:29
  you
• 14:29
  know
• 14:30
  exactly
• 14:31
  what
• 14:31
  it
• 14:31
  is.
• 14:32
  that's
• 14:32
  been
• 14:32
  driving.
• 14:33
  Step
• 14:34
  two
• 14:34
  is
• 14:35
  walk
• 14:35
  through
• 14:35
  the
• 14:35
  beaded
• 14:36
  curtain
• 14:36
  once.
• 14:39
  Now,
• 14:39
  friend,
• 14:40
  if
• 14:40
  you
• 14:40
  did
• 14:41
  not
• 14:41
  have
• 14:41
  a
• 14:41
  granny
• 14:42
  with
• 14:42
  the
• 14:42
  beaded
• 14:42
  curtain,
• 14:43
  no
• 14:43
  worry.
• 14:44
  Go
• 14:44
  ahead
• 14:45
  and
• 14:45
  insert
• 14:46
  a
• 14:46
  doorway
• 14:47
  here.
• 14:47
  I
• 14:48
  just
• 14:48
  need
• 14:48
  you
• 14:49
  to
• 14:49
  walk
• 14:50
  through
• 14:50
  the
• 14:50
  doorway
• 14:51
  once
• 14:52
  And
• 14:52
  this
• 14:52
  week
• 14:53
  I
• 14:53
  want
• 14:53
  you
• 14:53
  to
• 14:53
  do
• 14:54
  one
• 14:54
  thing.
• 14:55
  That
• 14:55
  fear
• 14:56
  has
• 14:56
  been
• 14:56
  blocking.
• 14:57
  Not
• 14:57
  the
• 14:58
  whole
• 14:58
  plan,
• 14:59
  not
• 14:59
  the
• 14:59
  full
• 14:59
  commitment.
• 15:00
  Just
• 15:01
  walk
• 15:02
  through
• 15:02
  the
• 15:02
  doorway
• 15:03
  one
• 15:04
  time,
• 15:05
  press
• 15:05
  record.
• 15:06
  Send
• 15:07
  the
• 15:07
  email,
• 15:08
  make
• 15:08
  the
• 15:08
  call,
• 15:09
  show
• 15:10
  up
• 15:10
  for
• 15:10
  something.
• 15:11
  Say
• 15:11
  the
• 15:12
  true
• 15:12
  thing
• 15:12
  out
• 15:13
  loud.
• 15:14
  Whatever
• 15:14
  your
• 15:15
  one
• 15:15
  thing
• 15:15
  is,
• 15:16
  do
• 15:16
  it
• 15:17
  this
• 15:17
  week
• 15:17
  because
• 15:18
  that
• 15:18
  one
• 15:19
  moment
• 15:19
  of
• 15:20
  walking
• 15:20
  through
• 15:21
  is
• 15:21
  gonna
• 15:21
  give
• 15:22
  you
• 15:22
  more
• 15:22
  evidence
• 15:23
  than
• 15:24
  a
• 15:24
  hundred
• 15:25
  days
• 15:25
  of
• 15:26
  waiting
• 15:26
  ever
• 15:27
  could.
• 15:27
  And
• 15:28
  evidence
• 15:28
  is
• 15:29
  what
• 15:29
  builds
• 15:29
  faith
• 15:30
  that
• 15:31
  eventually
• 15:32
  drowns
• 15:32
  out
• 15:32
  the
• 15:32
  fear.
• 15:33
  And
• 15:33
  here's
• 15:34
  the
• 15:34
  remix
• 15:35
  friend,
• 15:35
  because
• 15:35
  fear
• 15:36
  is
• 15:36
  now
• 15:36
  in
• 15:36
  the
• 15:37
  backseat,
• 15:37
  and
• 15:38
  purpose
• 15:38
  is
• 15:38
  in
• 15:39
  the
• 15:39
  driver's
• 15:39
  seat.
• 15:40
  That
• 15:40
  is
• 15:40
  the
• 15:40
  only
• 15:41
  arrangement
• 15:42
  that's
• 15:42
  going
• 15:42
  to
• 15:42
  get
• 15:43
  you
• 15:43
  where
• 15:44
  you
• 15:44
  wanna
• 15:44
  go.
• 15:45
  Fear
• 15:45
  can
• 15:46
  come
• 15:46
  along
• 15:46
  for
• 15:46
  the
• 15:47
  ride.
• 15:47
  It
• 15:48
  just
• 15:48
  doesn't
• 15:48
  get
• 15:48
  to
• 15:49
  choose
• 15:49
  the
• 15:49
  destination
• 15:50
  anymore
• 15:50
  because
• 15:51
  you
• 15:51
  do.
• 15:52
  So
• 15:52
  here's
• 15:53
  my
• 15:53
  favorite
• 15:54
  step
• 15:54
  of
• 15:54
  all.
• 15:55
  I
• 15:55
  call
• 15:55
  this
• 15:56
  the
• 15:56
  you
• 15:56
  step.
• 15:57
  This
• 15:57
  is
• 15:58
  where
• 15:58
  you
• 15:58
  get,
• 15:58
  still
• 15:59
  get
• 15:59
  quiet
• 16:00
  and
• 16:01
  ask
• 16:01
  yourself,
• 16:02
  what
• 16:02
  is
• 16:02
  my
• 16:03
  heart
• 16:03
  telling
• 16:03
  me
• 16:04
  to
• 16:04
  do
• 16:04
  next?
• 16:05
  Whatever
• 16:06
  comes
• 16:06
  up,
• 16:07
  that
• 16:08
  is
• 16:08
  your
• 16:08
  next
• 16:09
  right
• 16:09
  aligned
• 16:10
  step.
• 16:10
  Not
• 16:11
  the
• 16:11
  whole
• 16:11
  plan,
• 16:12
  just
• 16:13
  the
• 16:13
  next
• 16:14
  move
• 16:15
  and
• 16:15
  trust
• 16:15
  her
• 16:16
  friend.
• 16:16
  She
• 16:17
  already
• 16:17
  knows.
• 16:19
  Now
• 16:19
  lemme
• 16:19
  pour
• 16:20
  into
• 16:20
  you
• 16:20
  real
• 16:20
  quick
• 16:21
  because
• 16:21
  I
• 16:22
  need
• 16:22
  to
• 16:22
  take
• 16:23
  this
• 16:23
  moment
• 16:23
  to
• 16:23
  speak
• 16:24
  directly
• 16:25
  to
• 16:25
  the
• 16:25
  woman
• 16:26
  who
• 16:26
  is
• 16:26
  listening.
• 16:27
  And
• 16:27
  she
• 16:28
  knows.
• 16:28
  She
• 16:29
  knows
• 16:29
  exactly
• 16:30
  what
• 16:30
  her
• 16:30
  fear
• 16:31
  or
• 16:31
  hold
• 16:31
  up
• 16:32
  looks
• 16:32
  like,
• 16:33
  and
• 16:33
  she
• 16:34
  has
• 16:34
  been
• 16:34
  carrying
• 16:35
  it
• 16:35
  for
• 16:35
  so
• 16:35
  long
• 16:36
  that
• 16:37
  it
• 16:37
  started
• 16:37
  to
• 16:37
  feel
• 16:38
  like
• 16:39
  just
• 16:39
  who
• 16:39
  she
• 16:39
  is.
• 16:40
  And
• 16:41
  friend.
• 16:41
  It
• 16:41
  is
• 16:42
  not
• 16:43
  who
• 16:43
  you
• 16:43
  are.
• 16:44
  It
• 16:44
  is
• 16:44
  a
• 16:44
  strategy
• 16:45
  you
• 16:45
  learned
• 16:46
  a
• 16:46
  long
• 16:47
  time
• 16:47
  ago
• 16:48
  when
• 16:48
  you
• 16:48
  didn't
• 16:49
  feel
• 16:49
  safe
• 16:50
  and
• 16:50
  that
• 16:50
  little
• 16:50
  girl,
• 16:51
  she
• 16:51
  was
• 16:52
  so
• 16:52
  smart.
• 16:53
  She
• 16:53
  was
• 16:53
  protecting
• 16:54
  herself
• 16:54
  with
• 16:55
  everything
• 16:55
  she
• 16:56
  had,
• 16:56
  and
• 16:56
  I
• 16:57
  want
• 16:57
  you
• 16:57
  to
• 16:57
  give
• 16:57
  her
• 16:58
  so
• 16:58
  much
• 16:58
  grace
• 16:59
  for
• 16:59
  that.
• 17:00
  But
• 17:00
  friend,
• 17:01
  you
• 17:01
  are
• 17:01
  not
• 17:02
  that
• 17:02
  old
• 17:02
  version
• 17:03
  anymore.
• 17:04
  You
• 17:05
  are
• 17:05
  a
• 17:05
  grown
• 17:06
  woman.
• 17:06
  Okay?
• 17:09
  With
• 17:09
  a
• 17:09
  purpose
• 17:10
  and
• 17:11
  a
• 17:11
  voice
• 17:11
  and
• 17:12
  something
• 17:12
  to
• 17:13
  say
• 17:13
  that
• 17:13
  somebody
• 17:14
  out
• 17:14
  there
• 17:14
  desperately
• 17:15
  needs
• 17:16
  to
• 17:16
  hear
• 17:16
  and
• 17:17
  every
• 17:17
  day
• 17:18
  you
• 17:18
  let
• 17:18
  that
• 17:18
  fear
• 17:19
  or
• 17:20
  what's
• 17:20
  holding
• 17:20
  you
• 17:20
  back
• 17:21
  drive
• 17:22
  is
• 17:22
  another
• 17:22
  day
• 17:23
  that
• 17:24
  there
• 17:24
  is
• 17:24
  someone
• 17:25
  out
• 17:25
  there
• 17:25
  waiting
• 17:26
  for
• 17:26
  what
• 17:26
  only
• 17:27
  you
• 17:28
  can
• 17:28
  give,
• 17:29
  and
• 17:29
  just
• 17:30
  like
• 17:30
  I
• 17:30
  went
• 17:30
  back
• 17:30
  for
• 17:31
  my
• 17:31
  little
• 17:31
  girl
• 17:32
  friend.
• 17:33
  I
• 17:33
  held
• 17:33
  her
• 17:33
  hand.
• 17:34
  I
• 17:34
  told
• 17:35
  her,
• 17:35
  we
• 17:35
  are
• 17:35
  safe
• 17:36
  now
• 17:36
  and
• 17:37
  we
• 17:37
  are
• 17:37
  never
• 17:38
  hiding
• 17:38
  again.
• 17:39
  And
• 17:39
  I
• 17:39
  want
• 17:40
  that
• 17:40
  for
• 17:40
  you.
• 17:41
  So
• 17:41
  go
• 17:41
  back
• 17:42
  for
• 17:42
  her,
• 17:42
  hold
• 17:43
  her
• 17:43
  hand,
• 17:44
  tell
• 17:44
  her
• 17:45
  she
• 17:45
  is
• 17:45
  safe,
• 17:46
  and
• 17:46
  then
• 17:46
  friend,
• 17:47
  come
• 17:47
  on
• 17:47
  over
• 17:47
  here
• 17:48
  and
• 17:48
  let
• 17:49
  us
• 17:49
  see
• 17:49
  you.
• 17:52
  Because
• 17:52
  we've
• 17:53
  all
• 17:53
  been
• 17:53
  waiting
• 17:54
  and
• 17:54
  you're
• 17:54
  so
• 17:55
  worth
• 17:56
  the
• 17:56
  wait.
• 17:56
  Fear
• 17:57
  doesn't
• 17:57
  get
• 17:57
  to
• 17:57
  drive
• 17:58
  anymore.
• 17:58
  Friend.
• 17:59
  You
• 17:59
  have
• 18:00
  taken
• 18:00
  the
• 18:00
  keys
• 18:01
  back
• 18:02
  and
• 18:02
  now
• 18:02
  you
• 18:04
  are
• 18:04
  driving
• 18:04
  your
• 18:04
  life.
• 18:07
  Ooh,
• 18:07
  friend.
• 18:08
  Yes.
• 18:10
  Listen,
• 18:11
  you
• 18:11
  are
• 18:11
  not
• 18:11
  an
• 18:12
  extra
• 18:12
  in
• 18:13
  anybody
• 18:13
  else's
• 18:14
  story.
• 18:14
  You
• 18:15
  are
• 18:15
  the
• 18:15
  main
• 18:16
  character
• 18:16
  of
• 18:16
  your
• 18:17
  very
• 18:17
  own
• 18:18
  story.
• 18:18
  So
• 18:19
  go
• 18:19
  and
• 18:19
  be
• 18:20
  her,
• 18:20
  the
• 18:21
  one
• 18:21
  you've
• 18:21
  been
• 18:22
  becoming
• 18:22
  because
• 18:23
  she's
• 18:23
  been
• 18:23
  waiting
• 18:24
  for
• 18:24
  you
• 18:25
  to
• 18:25
  live
• 18:25
  out
• 18:25
  loud
• 18:26
  and
• 18:26
  no
• 18:26
  matter
• 18:27
  what
• 18:27
  comes
• 18:27
  your
• 18:28
  way.
• 18:28
  Together,
• 18:29
  we
• 18:29
  can
• 18:29
  encourage
• 18:30
  over
• 18:31
  everything.
• 18:32
  Love
• 18:33
  you
• 18:33
  so
• 18:33
  much,
• 18:33
  friend.
• 18:34
  Remember,
• 18:34
  I
• 18:34
  am
• 18:35
  cheering
• 18:35
  for
• 18:35
  you
• 18:36
  aloud
• 18:36
  and
• 18:37
  obnoxiously
• 18:38
  always,
• 18:39
  and
• 18:39
  I'll
• 18:39
  see
• 18:40
  you
• 18:40
  in
• 18:40
  the
• 18:40
  next
• 18:41
  episode.