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Ep. #206: The Truth About Why Hotmomz Disappeared for 3 Years · The Hotmomz Lifestyle Podcast

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  SPEAKER_00: They see here.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm gonna tell you something that I'm not very proud of.
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  SPEAKER_00: Something that I actually got wrong.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I've been I I've been helping career women, high performance women get healthy.
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  SPEAKER_00: A creator of Hot Mom's Lifestyle with a Z.
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  SPEAKER_00: Do not look it up with an S.
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  SPEAKER_00: You'll get an adult site, if you know what I'm saying.
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  SPEAKER_00: But Hot Mom's Lifestyle with a Z.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I've been helping people for 17 years.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I want to share something that's it's I'm not proud of it.
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  SPEAKER_00: I definitely got some shit wrong.
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  SPEAKER_00: And here's the thing, though.
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  SPEAKER_00: Not we're not gonna judge tonight.
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  SPEAKER_00: We're not going to shame tonight.
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  SPEAKER_00: So just set the tone.
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  SPEAKER_00: And if you're listening to this, maybe it hits some of the same things for you when you're sitting there.
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  SPEAKER_00: Oh my god, like she that is me.
• 0:36
  SPEAKER_00: I totally get what she's saying.
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  SPEAKER_00: If you want to be a dick about it, you can just scroll on by.
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  SPEAKER_00: So what I want to do is those of you on Facebook, you get to see me with no filter.
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  SPEAKER_00: Those of you on Instagram get to see me with a filter.
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  SPEAKER_00: I actually did a private VIP day with one of my clients.
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  SPEAKER_00: We've been at the gym all day in Tampa.
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  SPEAKER_00: So there's that.
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  SPEAKER_00: So I've taken some notes here.
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  SPEAKER_00: I want to make sure I'm staying on on task because I want to give you the goods, right?
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  SPEAKER_00: Because here's the thing I promote hot moms.
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  SPEAKER_00: This is what I stand by.
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  SPEAKER_00: Hot moms.
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  SPEAKER_00: Like, what is a hot one, right?
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  SPEAKER_00: So I stand by hot moms and I want you to be awesome, and I teach you how to be a hot mom.
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  SPEAKER_00: But what I don't promote is women and men or whatever are transgender, whatever the hell, women, what I don't promote is doing the hot mom life, the career, the the successful life at the cost of losing ourselves and losing our bodies and our mental health slipping and anxiety, literally controlling and ruling our lives.
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  SPEAKER_00: So I'm a my biggest thing with you is mental health.
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  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
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  SPEAKER_00: That is gonna that determines whether or not your body changes.
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  SPEAKER_00: If you want guaranteed success with your body andor your career, you have to work more on yourself than you do your body.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so that's kind of why I'm doing this whole live stream right now.
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  SPEAKER_00: Is I want to share with you because we got a big watch coming up, right?
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm bringing back hot moms.
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  SPEAKER_00: Hot moms lifestyle was gone for three years when we transitioned and used hot body.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I'm gonna tell you why I did that.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I'm not proud of it, got some shit wrong, very fucking wrong, but we're gonna talk about that.
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  SPEAKER_00: We're gonna talk about that.
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  SPEAKER_00: So here's what we're doing.
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  SPEAKER_00: The new hot moms, first of all, is gonna be sure, you're gonna see some new branding and colors, but the foundation is gonna be completely different than what it was.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I talked about this last night, and I was like, it's almost like somebody, something happened to me.
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  SPEAKER_00: I went through this wormhole 10 years ago, and I said, Yes, so this worked 10 years ago, and then I went through this fucking spiritual sabbatical and lost myself, found myself, died a few times, reborn a few times, and like akuna matata shit, right?
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  SPEAKER_00: Someone going to the akuna matata land and coming back to Pride Rock, and I feel like Hot Moms is Pride Rock and I'm coming back, and it's her full restoration.
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  SPEAKER_00: And it's really cool to see some of the 2020 people, the 2019, 2018, 2021 people, 2012 people coming out of the woodwork just because of the frequency, just because I'm back.
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  SPEAKER_00: Interesting.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I even have one girl that was there, we call her the grandmother of G.
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  SPEAKER_00: And she goes, I was literally just thinking about she.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm like, yes, because everybody's feeling this.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so I know you're probably feeling this.
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  SPEAKER_00: And if you're here like, bitch, I just want to lose weight, you're going to.
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  SPEAKER_00: This is like you need to understand this right now, first and foremost.
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  SPEAKER_00: But if you want, I can't promote anything.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm not supposed to tell you where to go or what to click on.
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  SPEAKER_00: So I'm just gonna bite my, I'm just not gonna tell you that, but we're gonna move on to the next thing.
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  SPEAKER_00: So here's what happened.
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  SPEAKER_00: Oh, let me see real quick on Facebook.
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  SPEAKER_00: All right, here's what happened.
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  SPEAKER_00: So hot moms was great.
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  SPEAKER_00: Okay, I started hot moms in two, let's see.
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  SPEAKER_00: I've been doing best, but not under hot moms 2009.
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  SPEAKER_00: So 17 years, former fitness model, and uh total sterectomy at 33, pregnancies in two years, two C-sections.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, the co-robber magazine after I had kids and a hysterectomy.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I wanted to know that I could get myself back there.
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  SPEAKER_00: And then after the total hysterectomy at 33, I wanted to get rich.
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  SPEAKER_00: I was like, I'm making good money, 200k a year from online coaching.
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  SPEAKER_00: I want to be a millionaire.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm ready to scalp this thing.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's clear my work changes lives because at that time I was doing hot longs, but I was also doing like lots of life coaching.
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  SPEAKER_00: People would pay me three and ten grand to not only be their fitness coach, they would pay me to life coach them.
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  SPEAKER_00: And the the stories were just I can't even explain what was happening.
• 4:02
  SPEAKER_00: And then I found out later that these marketing coaches told me like you need to be charging 50, 25, 200,000 for this.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I was like, there's no fucking way.
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  SPEAKER_00: I just had too many money blocks, too many issues.
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  SPEAKER_00: Like, where who's gonna pay me that much money?
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  SPEAKER_00: What the fuck?
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  SPEAKER_00: And I ended up, I did have some people that have paid me that much, but that's not why I'm here.
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  SPEAKER_00: But I wanted to be rich, and so I learned how to market.
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  SPEAKER_00: I started marketing only high ticket.
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  SPEAKER_00: We at first we had hot moms, you know.
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  SPEAKER_00: Hot moms was I think 27 bucks a month, and we did coaching calls, and we had this was when before AI, before anything, we were doing custom workouts, we had a lot of people on, a lot of clients.
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  SPEAKER_00: We had multiple coaches on our team.
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  SPEAKER_00: I had a few girls and guys.
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  SPEAKER_00: We were getting ready for shows, like anywhere from the stay-at-home mom to the phys the rich physician who wanted to fucking do all of this.
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  SPEAKER_00: We had Army Rangers, we had PhD ladies, it was badass, and we charged 27 bucks a month.
• 4:53
  SPEAKER_00: And in that, we also did we had bat, and then we had something that was like 200 bucks a month, and you could work with our hormone people and all that stuff, and I would do coaching calls.
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  SPEAKER_00: And it was strictly food, it was strictly me educating you on how to reverse diet, how to actually it wasn't even that.
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  SPEAKER_00: It was me teaching you, we would reverse diet you ourselves.
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  SPEAKER_00: We didn't help we didn't help you understand what we're doing.
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  SPEAKER_00: We just take you from 1200 calories to over 2,000 calories, we rebuild your metabolism, we would restore your energy, and usually people would come in with Hashimoto's, leave without Hashimoto's.
• 5:23
  SPEAKER_00: It was it was incredible shit.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I was like, but why am I not making money?
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  SPEAKER_00: These people over here, these people are making a lot more money than me, and I'm way better than they are.
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  SPEAKER_00: Like my client testimonials, I'm way more educated, I'm way more specialized.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so I learned how to package uh 5k, 10k product, and it was ultimately the same thing at scale, meaning instead of one person, we still had some aspects of one-to-one, but it pretty much went into like a bigger thing and a lot more education where I was teaching them how to reverse diet, teaching them deeper mindset stuff, doing more like coaching of a live call was that, but it definitely lost that one-on-one feel.
• 5:57
  SPEAKER_00: I was doing a lot of Facebook lives also before we went high ticket, and I still did a lot of live Facebooks when we had Hot Mops Free Group, right?
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  SPEAKER_00: That was awesome as well, and it was just such a fucking vibe.
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  SPEAKER_00: But 2020, I started that.
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  SPEAKER_00: I started the high ticket then and charged about three grand.
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  SPEAKER_00: We went up to 5k.
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  SPEAKER_00: I had my first$90,000 month in December of 2022, and then started making million millions and then went straight for two million, like it was a thing.
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  SPEAKER_00: But right back around that two million books, not even right then, honestly, it was before that.
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  SPEAKER_00: I would say it was that first million dollar year.
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  SPEAKER_00: I started to feel like this is great, but things started to shift.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's the free Facebook group became a thing, and my my my focus shifted, and it became more about system and metrics and all that.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I lost the fun.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's like I lost the mission, but the original hot blobs.
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  SPEAKER_00: Even myself, I was starting to lose myself when I headed into that midlife, which happens to every woman around 35, 36.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I could feel this thing coming up, and I'm like, here I am, starting to have more success than ever.
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  SPEAKER_00: But why don't I feel unfulfilled?
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  SPEAKER_00: Why am I starting to feel this?
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  SPEAKER_00: And I didn't give it too much attention because I wanted money and I was finally getting at that time.
• 7:05
  SPEAKER_00: We were getting testimonials left, and white people were just loving and just oh my god, about the program.
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  SPEAKER_00: Even though a lot of the core people that was with me during hot months, they weren't even there.
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  SPEAKER_00: It was just like weird.
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  SPEAKER_00: And it almost felt like those days when you had a group of people that were just all bland meatheads, just we're all into fitness, we love working out, and it's just it was just our lifestyle.
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  SPEAKER_00: Then all of us fucking got busy, man.
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  SPEAKER_00: We had kids in our careers, and we just started going through life, and we kind of got buried in survival.
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  SPEAKER_00: That's what happened to me, and I lost myself in survival mode.
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  SPEAKER_00: I had to clear grief for that today, but I totally lost my fucking self in sort in survival mode.
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  SPEAKER_00: And not only did I lose myself because little by little I've stopped training the way that I used to.
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  SPEAKER_00: And look, we moved a lot of time.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm trauma-informed now.
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  SPEAKER_00: I brought in trauma-informed fitness in 2019.
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  SPEAKER_00: This is what was part of what made home so special when we scale because I brought in trauma informed.
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  SPEAKER_00: Like, here's why you can do diets in the fall and gain the weight back, and here's why it's hard for you.
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  SPEAKER_00: Here's why it's hard, and it's all trauma-related.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's because trauma is the only reason why you're not wearing your hat unless you just choose not to work on yourself.
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  SPEAKER_00: But typically, fear and being stuck just means there's something in your nervousness that doesn't feel safe having what you want.
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  SPEAKER_00: Even if it is a great body and all that, there's just you're stuck in survival led.
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  SPEAKER_00: Being trauma-informed, I knew that parts of me started to dwindle.
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  SPEAKER_00: My hour workout sessions that I was doing four days a week went to 20 minutes.
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  SPEAKER_00: Oh, I was busy.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm a busy and important woman.
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  SPEAKER_00: And little by little, my space got smaller.
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  SPEAKER_00: Casey's face got smaller.
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  SPEAKER_00: I had a bunch of meetings, I had a lot of I was very important.
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  SPEAKER_00: I had very little white space on my color.
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  SPEAKER_00: The things that these people tell you shouldn't do in me.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I was playing the game, man.
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  SPEAKER_00: Playing the game, the six game, right?
• 8:44
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm sure you listening to this, you can relate.
• 8:46
  SPEAKER_00: It's when you have kids, you have another one, somebody dies, you m you change careers, COVID, just every little thing, decades start just weighing you down.
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  SPEAKER_00: Before you know it, you don't even have any meat time for.
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  SPEAKER_00: You don't even know the last time you got to just be outside quiet with not with feeling like you're not in a rush.
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  SPEAKER_00: You know what I'm saying?
• 9:04
  SPEAKER_00: And so that kind of became my line.
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  SPEAKER_00: And some things transpired from that, but ultimately what happened was I lost the mission.
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  SPEAKER_00: I lost the hot mission.
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  SPEAKER_00: Like, why is actually why do I actually have this fucking thing?
• 9:16
  SPEAKER_00: Because fitness changed my fucking life.
• 9:18
  SPEAKER_00: Fitness my life.
• 9:20
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm looking forward to getting back in the muscle failure right now.
• 9:22
  SPEAKER_00: I don't want to put on just slab some fucking muscle and bring my legs again and everything.
• 9:26
  SPEAKER_00: And I never quit.
• 9:27
  SPEAKER_00: That's one good thing about me in my work.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I teach this in my work because when you work on your identity, you become the type of woman, and you just become the hot mom.
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  SPEAKER_00: You become the type of woman, it doesn't matter who dies or if your house burns down, because it's literally minded.
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  SPEAKER_00: It doesn't matter because you are that bitch.
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  SPEAKER_00: You are a hot mom.
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  SPEAKER_00: And it just doesn't matter.
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  SPEAKER_00: That's what kind of happened to me is I lost everything, including my body, money, relationship.
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  SPEAKER_00: It was horrible.
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  SPEAKER_00: Lost myself, lost confidence, lost mission.
• 9:53
  SPEAKER_00: I lost sight of the mission.
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  SPEAKER_00: Life buried me.
• 9:56
  SPEAKER_00: So yeah, and what I did, I made a lot of mistakes.
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  SPEAKER_00: I shut down the free Facebook group.
• 10:01
  SPEAKER_00: It was just, I felt nobody my work doesn't matter anymore.
• 10:03
  SPEAKER_00: Nobody's doing things.
• 10:04
  SPEAKER_00: I know what it was.
• 10:05
  SPEAKER_00: I lost the mission.
• 10:06
  SPEAKER_00: I lost me.
• 10:07
  SPEAKER_00: I lost sight of the vision, the mission while I was here and got caught up in whatever fucking millionaires get caught up in where you think you gotta whatever the fuck.
• 10:15
  SPEAKER_00: So I stopped Facebook groups.
• 10:17
  SPEAKER_00: I changed and started doing business coaching.
• 10:20
  SPEAKER_00: I went on deep spiritual things and I started working, working with women and doing feminine healing circles, womb work, shot medicine energy healing, and all that shit, man.
• 10:32
  SPEAKER_00: And I just I lost the original front door of what changed my fucking life and what changed your life and what's gonna change your life.
• 10:39
  SPEAKER_00: And I know what it is, it's getting the body.
• 10:41
  SPEAKER_00: You know, and the reason why you need the body is because you know it's the doorway to get everything else you want.
• 10:47
  SPEAKER_00: If you don't make the change, if you truly don't, because you must do this if you really want a happy, healthy life.
• 10:53
  SPEAKER_00: If you want a happy life, you must go through the body first.
• 10:56
  SPEAKER_00: You must go through the body first because the body is how you get through this life.
• 10:59
  SPEAKER_00: And if it's not happy, strong, and healthy, internally, externally, everything.
• 11:03
  SPEAKER_00: If the nervous system is not, does not feel safe and doesn't feel like it, it's just it feels good, can't can't down regulate, you're not gonna get the body to move.
• 11:12
  SPEAKER_00: And unfortunately, what that's gonna do is it's gonna bleed into your children and now our future's fought.
• 11:17
  SPEAKER_00: So you have to, you must address your body.
• 11:19
  SPEAKER_00: You don't wait till the money comes, you don't do all that stuff.
• 11:22
  SPEAKER_00: You do it now.
• 11:23
  SPEAKER_00: Those of you who struggle with money, and those of you who have plenty of it, I can promise you money doesn't discriminate.
• 11:28
  SPEAKER_00: I know people make fucking tons of money, millions and millions of dollars on people that hardly can make a$40 payment.
• 11:33
  SPEAKER_00: And it's the same energy that they think that they need to wait till something changes for them to do it.
• 11:38
  SPEAKER_00: I'm telling you right now, I'm gonna show you how to get started with where you're at and how to develop the internal guidance system that needed to become a hotline.
• 11:45
  SPEAKER_00: What went wrong was I lost the mission.
• 11:47
  SPEAKER_00: I lost the mission.
• 11:48
  SPEAKER_00: Uh I drifted and I was still successful, right?
• 11:52
  SPEAKER_00: Still made shin tons of money, but something was all.
• 11:55
  SPEAKER_00: Something was all.
• 11:56
  SPEAKER_00: It was just uh and I got resentful.
• 11:58
  SPEAKER_00: How can they not see that they need this?
• 12:00
  SPEAKER_00: They need inner work, they need inner work.
• 12:02
  SPEAKER_00: They don't need to focus on weight loss to inner work.
• 12:04
  SPEAKER_00: And I just I was trying to make my met make what I wanted.
• 12:07
  SPEAKER_00: I was trying to project that onto my clients and prospects.
• 12:11
  SPEAKER_00: And that's another thing is I built a company that required all of me because I had the marsh and I needed to be needed.
• 12:19
  SPEAKER_00: Being needed was the only place I ever felt safe.
• 12:22
  SPEAKER_00: My nervous system, that's all I knew.
• 12:24
  SPEAKER_00: And I'll get it done.
• 12:26
  SPEAKER_00: I'll do it, I'll do it myself.
• 12:28
  SPEAKER_00: Everything was I'll do it myself.
• 12:29
  SPEAKER_00: And so I created a company that ultimately relied every everything on me.
• 12:34
  SPEAKER_00: And I wore women's success, I wore their failures, everything.
• 12:37
  SPEAKER_00: And the pressure and everything else I was going through.
• 12:39
  SPEAKER_00: That's not even killing me.
• 12:40
  SPEAKER_00: I can handle the business stuff.
• 12:41
  SPEAKER_00: What got me was my personal life because I was carrying everything.
• 12:45
  SPEAKER_00: And because when you carry everything, you're doing it from an energy, this is where thyroid issues come from, and of course, all issues and stubborn body fat and all this shit.
• 12:52
  SPEAKER_00: But when you're in that energy, it creates ripples effect, a ripple effect, like a butterfly effect.
• 12:57
  SPEAKER_00: And so and then, so without, it's like the life you're living right now and the body that you're in is because of what's inside of here, and it's how your nervous system is experiencing and the familiarity of how it's experiencing this life.
• 13:08
  SPEAKER_00: If you want a different reality, you have to literally change your nervous system, and you have to change your brain, and that's that's what we do now.
• 13:15
  SPEAKER_00: So when I say it's relaunching, oh, it's bad, right?
• 13:18
  SPEAKER_00: And we're bringing it back officially on Friday, and we're doing specials for alumni and the first few people who joined at the race.
• 13:25
  SPEAKER_00: Super affordable.
• 13:25
  SPEAKER_00: I'm not gonna talk about that tonight.
• 13:27
  SPEAKER_00: That's not why we're here.
• 13:28
  SPEAKER_00: But ultimately, I ended up over giving a lot.
• 13:31
  SPEAKER_00: The the giver, the carrier, the everything that the one that is responsible.
• 13:35
  SPEAKER_00: And I looked around, my body had cellulite.
• 13:37
  SPEAKER_00: I've never had cellulite ever.
• 13:39
  SPEAKER_00: My body fats up, and I just felt like shit about myself.
• 13:43
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I that's just not okay, and I still fit.
• 13:46
  SPEAKER_00: If you look at pictures, you'd be like, you still look good.
• 13:48
  SPEAKER_00: I know.
• 13:48
  SPEAKER_00: I'm always gonna look good because my identity is on ha.
• 13:51
  SPEAKER_00: I'm always gonna do something that I'm always on top of my shit, always, right?
• 13:55
  SPEAKER_00: But not in the way that I was when I was and so I'm back and fully the mission is alive.
• 14:01
  SPEAKER_00: I found it, and that's why we're doing all this stuff, right?
• 14:04
  SPEAKER_00: But did I leave anything else out here?
• 14:06
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, here it is.
• 14:07
  SPEAKER_00: The beginning, which is going back to the beginning.
• 14:09
  SPEAKER_00: It's all going back to the beginning.
• 14:11
  SPEAKER_00: Fat loss, muscle hormones, body composition, a woman's body, which is exactly what I've been doing since I was 20.
• 14:18
  SPEAKER_00: We were 23 years old.
• 14:19
  SPEAKER_00: It saved my life, changed my husband's life, it changed many lives.
• 14:22
  SPEAKER_00: Had the privilege to working with.
• 14:24
  SPEAKER_00: And it was way beyond weight loss, it's way beyond good and bad food.
• 14:27
  SPEAKER_00: It's way beyond hell.
• 14:28
  SPEAKER_00: Today, this woman who came in town to to work with me, not only my VIP needs, we sit on the beach and we do deep life coaching, but today she wanted me to take her to Gulf and she says, I want you to teach me how to lift heavy.
• 14:39
  SPEAKER_00: This woman has struggled, she's very successful.
• 14:41
  SPEAKER_00: Okay, she's got a law degree, businesses.
• 14:44
  SPEAKER_00: This woman is very educated, very successful.
• 14:46
  SPEAKER_00: You know what she couldn't crack?
• 14:48
  SPEAKER_00: She could not crack the code around 10 pounds from midsection and 10 pounds.
• 14:53
  SPEAKER_00: She could she could not stay on frack.
• 14:55
  SPEAKER_00: She was always she would try and go to the gym, wouldn't see results.
• 14:58
  SPEAKER_00: She'd think that working out with her friends would get her, she needed to be motivated and all this, and just really struggled for years.
• 15:04
  SPEAKER_00: She said her whole life, she's 43 now.
• 15:06
  SPEAKER_00: She said, I struggled my whole life.
• 15:07
  SPEAKER_00: Getting fit was always just just she goes, I'd go to the gym, wouldn't see the results, all that.
• 15:11
  SPEAKER_00: She wanted me to teach her how to because we've been doing that.
• 15:13
  SPEAKER_00: Her body's totally changed.
• 15:14
  SPEAKER_00: And she was like, You gotta teach women like how you do this.
• 15:18
  SPEAKER_00: Because I do, I have a very unique way of teaching women to live petty.
• 15:21
  SPEAKER_00: It's not what she thinks.
• 15:22
  SPEAKER_00: And now pointing it out, I was like, Yeah, maybe I do need to do this because the way I teach is very not traditional.
• 15:28
  SPEAKER_00: Actually, people talk about it like it's not good.
• 15:31
  SPEAKER_00: But when women do it, like the ones that I've trained, their whole life changes, their body morps into something they've never expressed.
• 15:37
  SPEAKER_00: Their confidence goes out of the roof, they become better mothers, wives.
• 15:41
  SPEAKER_00: They literally just changes a woman, the power that it activates.
• 15:46
  SPEAKER_00: It's way beyond just follow this fucking plan, right?
• 15:49
  SPEAKER_00: You know I'm gonna put the trial in for that.
• 15:50
  SPEAKER_00: You know everything's gonna be holistic.
• 15:52
  SPEAKER_00: You know this, right?
• 15:53
  SPEAKER_00: But it's gonna be hot moments, but it's gonna be everything that I didn't know then.
• 15:58
  SPEAKER_00: I've got 10 years of wisdom here, and I've been on a big sabanical.
• 16:01
  SPEAKER_00: That's all I'm gonna say.
• 16:02
  SPEAKER_00: So it's everything I didn't know then.
• 16:04
  SPEAKER_00: Then I was into fire, right?
• 16:06
  SPEAKER_00: Now it's like I'm out of it, and it's way more potent.
• 16:09
  SPEAKER_00: You need way less medicine.
• 16:10
  SPEAKER_00: This is what I'm great at.
• 16:12
  SPEAKER_00: This is what I am my gift, my god, I'm giving a universal source.
• 16:16
  SPEAKER_00: This is my gift.
• 16:17
  SPEAKER_00: And when we're all lit up, reaching out some of the OGs, and I'm like, We're here, bitch.
• 16:21
  SPEAKER_00: And we're all so fucking excited.
• 16:23
  SPEAKER_00: We're all so excited.
• 16:24
  SPEAKER_00: And one of them today, she was a client for 10 years ago.
• 16:27
  SPEAKER_00: I said, Come on back in.
• 16:29
  SPEAKER_00: And she she did because what if I reach out to you and I'm trying to get to people before the lock, because it's a better deal.
• 16:34
  SPEAKER_00: And I was like, We miss your energy, we need your energy.
• 16:36
  SPEAKER_00: Come on, and she goes, It's funny that I'm doing a workout, literally, that you made me 10 something years ago.
• 16:41
  SPEAKER_00: She fucking looks great.
• 16:42
  SPEAKER_00: She's got three kids.
• 16:44
  SPEAKER_00: I'm not coming back to this because I'm out of options at all.
• 16:48
  SPEAKER_00: This was a something that I'm good at.
• 16:51
  SPEAKER_00: This is something that I'm best on on earth personally at this.
• 16:55
  SPEAKER_00: This is nobody is Casey, right?
• 16:57
  SPEAKER_00: And I've let my past business models taught me out of it for the past four years.
• 17:01
  SPEAKER_00: And so that's why I'm back.
• 17:03
  SPEAKER_00: I found the mission again, I found myself again, and that's what we're bringing back.
• 17:07
  SPEAKER_00: So I'm not gonna tell you what it is yet because I can't.
• 17:10
  SPEAKER_00: Our marketing strategist says I can't.
• 17:13
  SPEAKER_00: Isn't that fancy, right?
• 17:14
  SPEAKER_00: That I haven't to see a most strategist, right?
• 17:16
  SPEAKER_00: She is one of my best friends.
• 17:18
  SPEAKER_00: There you go.
• 17:18
  SPEAKER_00: That's gonna be a funny story.
• 17:20
  SPEAKER_00: And you will get to know her, you'll get to meet her.
• 17:21
  SPEAKER_00: But yes, I know my booms look great.
• 17:23
  SPEAKER_00: They're great.
• 17:24
  SPEAKER_00: Plastic surgery is wonderful, right?
• 17:26
  SPEAKER_00: But anyway, I'm just I'm looking forward to it.
• 17:28
  SPEAKER_00: You know what?
• 17:28
  SPEAKER_00: If you want the insider's food, I'm happy to give it to you.
• 17:32
  SPEAKER_00: Just DM me.
• 17:33
  SPEAKER_00: But yeah, I'm trying to reach out to as many people as I can before it goes public launch because you will be a better deal.
• 17:38
  SPEAKER_00: But I can't look at anything else to see.
• 17:39
  SPEAKER_00: This is more about just look, man, if you fucked up, if you feel like you have fucked up and you've made some bad decisions, we're no shame.
• 17:46
  SPEAKER_00: We're not here, we can judge him tonight.
• 17:48
  SPEAKER_00: It's not gonna help the city at all, right?
• 17:50
  SPEAKER_00: It's like the Thomas Edison thing where he failed 9,999 times.
• 17:54
  SPEAKER_00: He says, I didn't fail 9,999 times.
• 17:57
  SPEAKER_00: I found 9,999 ways that it works.
• 18:01
  SPEAKER_00: And that's me.
• 18:01
  SPEAKER_00: And for those, I'm gonna say this over and over, if you were in the wake, if you were in that where you felt like I left you, I'm sorry.
• 18:09
  SPEAKER_00: I am sorry.
• 18:10
  SPEAKER_00: I left myself.
• 18:11
  SPEAKER_00: I left myself.
• 18:11
  SPEAKER_00: I fucking simple, man.
• 18:13
  SPEAKER_00: Simple.
• 18:13
  SPEAKER_00: Seriously, I experienced a death quite just and a fucking went to a kunum matada, literally.
• 18:19
  SPEAKER_00: Even fucking plant medicine like a kunumatata.
• 18:22
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm back to pray rock, to hotmine.
• 18:24
  SPEAKER_00: But there's all right, let's see.
• 18:26
  SPEAKER_00: I love it, I love it.
• 18:27
  SPEAKER_00: All right.