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Ep 29: 2026 Was Your Year of Initiation: Surviving, Scorpio Season & Finding Grace for Yourself · Real Talk Real Healing

• 0:01
  SPEAKER_00: Hey y'all, this is Desi.
• 0:03
  SPEAKER_00: And this is Lisa.
• 0:05
  SPEAKER_00: Welcome to our podcast, Real Talk Real Healing, where we support women through their healing journey.
• 0:10
  SPEAKER_01: Through raw stories, authentic dialogue, and uncomfortable but very necessary conversations, we explore the full range of emotions, energetic, spirituality, and physical well-being that come with being human.
• 0:21
  SPEAKER_00: We believe in a world filled with filters and surface-level messages that healing begins with truth and a little bit of magic.
• 0:30
  SPEAKER_00: Hello and welcome back to another episode with your hosts, Desi and Lisa at the Real Talk Real Healing Podcast.
• 0:38
  SPEAKER_00: We are excited to be back together, number one, because we did a couple of solo episodes.
• 0:42
  SPEAKER_00: So now we're back.
• 0:43
  SPEAKER_00: We're giving you a little bit of a topic where kind of what we're both feeling currently, because as Desi mentioned on the last episode, that I was away for the weekend in Canada at my mentor's live event.
• 0:59
  SPEAKER_00: And I will go into that a little bit, but we kind of were talking about what we're experiencing right now again and kind of what is happening as we get into winter seasons and fall and winter and what that might mean.
• 1:11
  SPEAKER_00: And you might be feeling the same.
• 1:13
  SPEAKER_00: So we want to talk about how 2026 is more of a year of initiation.
• 1:19
  SPEAKER_00: It is a threshold moment.
• 1:20
  SPEAKER_00: It is not what any of us probably were expecting.
• 1:24
  SPEAKER_00: And from a lot of the community and a lot of the conversations we've both been having with people, it is not a year that we expected.
• 1:30
  SPEAKER_00: We were all excited about this year.
• 1:33
  SPEAKER_00: You know, I don't know if you guys resonate with this too, but we've definitely been like, yes, this is our year.
• 1:38
  SPEAKER_00: It's going to be amazing and successful and all the abundance and all the things.
• 1:43
  SPEAKER_00: And yeah, did not expect and turn out that way in a way.
• 1:47
  SPEAKER_00: So we are definitely realizing as we're towards the end of the year now, we have literally less than around 60-ish days now, because we're at the end of October, which is so crazy that yeah, we're almost there to 2027.
• 2:04
  SPEAKER_00: So this is a question for all of us of what do you truly want?
• 2:10
  SPEAKER_00: And I've mentioned this on the podcast, the solo one that I did for Venus Retrograde a little bit.
• 2:15
  SPEAKER_00: What are you valuing right now?
• 2:16
  SPEAKER_00: What are you do you desire going into 2027?
• 2:20
  SPEAKER_00: And a big thing is too, is that me and Desi have talked about too is where you know, instead of waiting for 2027 to set goals, like what do you want to do now?
• 2:31
  SPEAKER_00: You know, we have time still through the end of the year.
• 2:35
  SPEAKER_00: And sometimes we get to the end of the year and we review and reflect and we're like, oh, everything went wrong or everything went great.
• 2:42
  SPEAKER_00: And like, how do you want to move forward?
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  SPEAKER_00: Or like, you know, that new year resolution is, you know, a little bit of BS, but you know, it's not too late to like reflect now and really see what this year actually was for you and what your life and what you're meant to work through right now.
• 3:01
  SPEAKER_00: And a big thing that we have in here too on our notes is a lot of grace, a lot, a lot of compassion and grace for yourself and everybody else.
• 3:09
  SPEAKER_00: Because again, you're not alone feeling this.
• 3:12
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, it's definitely been an interesting year.
• 3:15
  SPEAKER_01: I think just energetically as a collective, all of us have been going through so much.
• 3:19
  SPEAKER_01: And lately, when I go out, uh, me and my girlfriend, we call it going out in the wild, right?
• 3:24
  SPEAKER_01: Going out to the well around other people.
• 3:26
  SPEAKER_01: Because it's very interesting.
• 3:28
  SPEAKER_01: I've been such an extrovert my whole life, and I'm always like going out and doing things, partly because I was coming from a wounded self where I didn't know how to be alone and I wasn't comfortable sitting still, and I always had to be doing something, and also because that is my personality.
• 3:41
  SPEAKER_01: But um it's now I've been spending more time at home and I haven't been like going out that many places, and I haven't been like going around a lot of people and into the whole quote unquote wild.
• 3:51
  SPEAKER_01: And so as I've been doing that, I'm doing it again this weekend, by the way.
• 3:57
  SPEAKER_01: I hear what people are saying, you know, and it's like we are all going through it.
• 4:00
  SPEAKER_01: It's like it's not just one thing, it's like, well, and this and this and this, it's all coming to the surface with so much purpose so that we can heal it, we can move through it, we can see it, and we can choose how we want to go forward.
• 4:13
  SPEAKER_01: And so we're coming from summer, which is very like go out, do experience, get into the sunshine, you know, and chances are there may have been some things that were like neglected at home because you're out maybe having too much fun and we're on vacation, we're doing all these things.
• 4:27
  SPEAKER_01: And then we come into the fall where it's starting to get a little cooler, the weather's changed, hallelujah.
• 4:32
  SPEAKER_01: I'm in Arizona and it's been so hot, and so we're slowly coming into our internal space, right?
• 4:39
  SPEAKER_01: We're not so much out and outgoing if you think about the seasons and you know, we change just like the seasons internally.
• 4:46
  SPEAKER_01: And so when we're coming into these fall months, we're going more inward slowly, and we're gonna be going into winter.
• 4:53
  SPEAKER_01: And I think so often as humans, we are taught to do, do, go, go more, more.
• 4:59
  SPEAKER_01: We're actually never taught to like slow down and go within or just say no to things and be more still and be more quiet.
• 5:08
  SPEAKER_01: And I really think that's a huge like detriment, I think is the word, right?
• 5:12
  SPEAKER_01: Like huge downfall to our health, you know, mentally, physically, like we are always on the go.
• 5:20
  SPEAKER_01: And so at winter is really one of those times to go inward and slow down.
• 5:25
  SPEAKER_01: And sometimes I felt like in my business or in other things where I'm like, I'm supposed to be getting more, doing more, whatever it is, or I should be eating healthier, I should be doing this, right?
• 5:34
  SPEAKER_01: Like, we can do a lot of the should energy because we feel like we should have that momentum all the time.
• 5:39
  SPEAKER_01: But in reality, we also need time to slow down, to rest, to refill our cups, to do what we, whatever it is that you need to do.
• 5:49
  SPEAKER_01: It might look a little bit different for everybody, but like actually giving yourself permission to slow down, watch more movies, be more intentional with your time, be more intentional with your money and how you're spending it, right?
• 6:01
  SPEAKER_01: It's we know they say spring cleaning.
• 6:03
  SPEAKER_01: I always end up like doing winter cleaning because I am going more internal.
• 6:07
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, I do.
• 6:08
  SPEAKER_01: And going more internal, and I always think like I'm supposed to be doing this in spring, but you know, I find it for myself when I come into these winter months and I'm learning that I don't have to be as productive, that I don't have to be doing as much, and that it's okay for it to be a little bit slower.
• 6:24
  SPEAKER_01: And I don't know about you, but time has definitely felt like it's sped up.
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  SPEAKER_01: Like it was already fast.
• 6:29
  SPEAKER_01: Now it's even been going faster.
• 6:31
  SPEAKER_01: We're in a time where our evolution as humans are changing, things are happening a lot faster, especially with like AI coming online, but like we're also starting to bring all this stuff to the surface so that we can like heal it, so that we can come into a better earth that we're living in.
• 6:46
  SPEAKER_01: And like I was saying uh last week on the episode was like this negative bias, right?
• 6:52
  SPEAKER_01: Like uh I'm looking at it like, oh my god, there's no much time.
• 6:55
  SPEAKER_01: I can't believe it's already October 22nd, right?
• 6:58
  SPEAKER_01: Like, am I being a victim of time or am I feeling like time is always getting away from me, or am I actually learning how to like expand time?
• 7:06
  SPEAKER_01: And so what the world is really asking us is like, how can we come from the victor, you know, mentality rather than the victim mentality?
• 7:15
  SPEAKER_01: And so a lot of what I actually is kind of a tangent, but um jean key 34, I have in my uh chart, which we all have these jean keys, but more some are more prominent for us.
• 7:26
  SPEAKER_01: So 34 is the shadow of force of having to do more, do try, try, try, and not kind of bang my head against the wall because I do that so often.
• 7:35
  SPEAKER_01: But it's also about like slowing down in our strength and not having to do more.
• 7:40
  SPEAKER_01: So the gift of that is strength.
• 7:43
  SPEAKER_01: And I find it so interesting that this is all coming full circle with everything that me and Lisa have been talking about.
• 7:48
  SPEAKER_01: We're going into Scorpio season and all the things.
• 7:51
  SPEAKER_01: So I would love to hear Lisa talk to us a little bit more about like what season are we going to?
• 7:56
  SPEAKER_01: So it, so um, what's it winter?
• 7:59
  SPEAKER_01: What is that?
• 7:59
  SPEAKER_01: Seasons.
• 8:00
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, so we're coming in, you know, we're fall, we're gonna be going into the winter months um in the seasons.
• 8:05
  SPEAKER_01: And I would love to hear more about like that uh astrologically, what we're gonna be doing in this time.
• 8:10
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, yeah, it's so true.
• 8:12
  SPEAKER_00: As we can feel the shifts as like the seasons change.
• 8:18
  SPEAKER_00: And again, of course, it's very personal in astrology, I believe, as well.
• 8:23
  SPEAKER_00: And this is where I've been talking more about this because I do find that now I'm using astrology in my own personal chart and my own information now.
• 8:32
  SPEAKER_00: And the what I'm learning is that it's really important to understand whatever, you know, astrologically the sun season, right, where the sun is going.
• 8:40
  SPEAKER_00: So the birthdays that we know of, what does that mean in our chart?
• 8:45
  SPEAKER_00: So, of course, we can also look as a collective what this could mean because we know as Venus retrograde is happening right now in Libra, it's going into Libra right now.
• 8:55
  SPEAKER_00: And we're going into the sea the season of Scorpio tomorrow, actually.
• 9:00
  SPEAKER_00: So October 23rd starts uh Scorpio season.
• 9:05
  SPEAKER_00: Scorpios are a water sign, and Scorpios are deep water sign, so they go to the depths, they are not afraid to ask the inappropriate questions because they like to know the truth, whether how ugly it is, they love to go deep real quick, they love intimate conversations, it's all about intimacy because Scorpio rules intimacy.
• 9:33
  SPEAKER_00: Um, Scorpio rules um like truth, they are all about finding the truth similar to Sagittarius's like I'm gonna find out the truth or just the fiery way of it.
• 9:44
  SPEAKER_00: Scorpios are like the depth way of it.
• 9:46
  SPEAKER_00: So Scorpios are like a little mysterious, a little dark, a little mystical.
• 9:52
  SPEAKER_00: So, of course, you know, going into Halloween and going into that veil is thin, so Scorpios are intuitive because they're a water sign as well.
• 10:01
  SPEAKER_00: And Scorpios are the biggest thing about Scorpios, they are death and rebirth because not a lot of people love Scorpio signs because again, they're like that mysterious, darker, like feminine type character, and they are like a badass because I don't care either.
• 10:20
  SPEAKER_00: Like for the most part, they are sensitive sometimes for sure, but they they just care so deeply because they're very empathetic as well.
• 10:29
  SPEAKER_00: So, Scorpio season, we are going to be asking more depth questions, like going deeper, not surface level.
• 10:37
  SPEAKER_00: We are going to the time where it might be a little uncomfortable conversations.
• 10:42
  SPEAKER_00: They aren't afraid to ask the uncomfortable questions.
• 10:45
  SPEAKER_00: So we want to remind ourselves that using water elements during Scorpio season are really great.
• 10:52
  SPEAKER_00: So cleansing a lot of things, because again, we're finding that deeper truth, that death and rebirth cycle, which it cannot be easy.
• 11:00
  SPEAKER_00: So it is definitely not easy.
• 11:03
  SPEAKER_00: And Venus is going retrograde into that sign and then back into Venus.
• 11:08
  SPEAKER_00: I mean Libra back into Scorpio.
• 11:10
  SPEAKER_00: So wherever Scorpio is in your chart specifically, that is where you could be having even more themes come up.
• 11:17
  SPEAKER_00: So for me, I shared this and I'll share it again.
• 11:20
  SPEAKER_00: For me, I have more of a Libra rising chart, even though I'm a Virgo rising, it just lines up with the Libra rising.
• 11:26
  SPEAKER_00: So my second house is ruled by Scorpio, which second house is of financial money, material, uh self-worth, it's it's resources, it's safety, it's stability.
• 11:38
  SPEAKER_00: So I will be going through uh themes around that.
• 11:42
  SPEAKER_00: And now we're gonna be having uh Mercury, I think, already switched into uh Scorpio.
• 11:47
  SPEAKER_00: So again, we're thinking of all these themes, we're thinking of all of these characteristics of Scorpio.
• 11:52
  SPEAKER_00: And of course, for me, it's in Scorpio season um in my second house, which is also amplified right now.
• 11:59
  SPEAKER_00: So for Desi, she has an Aries rising.
• 12:03
  SPEAKER_00: So Taurus rules her second house.
• 12:05
  SPEAKER_00: So eighth house would be um Scorpio.
• 12:08
  SPEAKER_00: So her eighth house is the opposite of the second house because Taurus and Scorpio are sister signs or on the opposite sides.
• 12:16
  SPEAKER_00: Scorpio is similar to Taurus, uh, similar to that second house energy, but it's the opposite where it's more of the shared resources, so shared intimacy, di depth and conversations, it's um taxes, it's like the things that are that you don't want to necessarily talk about.
• 12:33
  SPEAKER_00: It could be also health and stuff like that, where it's like the things that are deeper, that are like the second house is like, you know, of course, not the fun way of talking about income and finances, but it's like the personal, personal worth around it.
• 12:46
  SPEAKER_00: And then the eighth house is the pair.
• 12:48
  SPEAKER_00: It's like how do you deal with things together?
• 12:50
  SPEAKER_00: How do you talk and how do you even having sex?
• 12:52
  SPEAKER_00: Like sex is a big one too with Scorpio.
• 12:55
  SPEAKER_00: So any of those intimacy conversations are going to be through this Scorpio.
• 13:00
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 13:01
  SPEAKER_01: So if somebody was looking at their chart, well, how would they see what is where for them?
• 13:06
  SPEAKER_01: Yes.
• 13:06
  SPEAKER_00: So depending on where your rising sign is, that will determine where Scorpio is in your chart.
• 13:13
  SPEAKER_00: So if you have infections, of course, reach out.
• 13:15
  SPEAKER_00: I can check it out for you and give you a definite answer.
• 13:18
  SPEAKER_00: You can always message, but um, depending on where your rising sign is, then you would you would basically count backwards or look, um, I don't know how to do it without like a visual, I feel like, but um, I can definitely share it in the notes.
• 13:31
  SPEAKER_00: Actually, I'll just I'll just do a quick little summary in the notes of like if your rising sign is this, this is where Scorpio will be.
• 13:38
  SPEAKER_00: I'll just pop pop it in the notes real quick.
• 13:41
  SPEAKER_00: Um, so you can check out the notes to see where Scorpio will be ruling your area.
• 13:46
  SPEAKER_00: And while you're feeling Scorpio themes, and if you're trying to get comfortable with it, because that is the biggest thing, is these conversations are normally necessary for you to grow and evolve and that death and rebirth cycle to close.
• 14:01
  SPEAKER_00: So we are going through that initiation, that threshold moment, and especially during Scorpio season, it is like let's go deep and let's heal.
• 14:09
  SPEAKER_00: Um and then we have the full moon in Taurus on Monday.
• 14:14
  SPEAKER_00: Monday the 26th, October 26th, which we are going to be releasing this on the 26th.
• 14:19
  SPEAKER_00: So you will be able to listen to it and and start to feel into that rap that full moon Taurus energy as well.
• 14:26
  SPEAKER_00: So again, Scorpio and Taurus is are opposite and on the chart.
• 14:31
  SPEAKER_00: And so Taurus, full moon is going to be themes in the self-worth and stability and resources and income.
• 14:40
  SPEAKER_00: So it is prosperity.
• 14:42
  SPEAKER_00: And Scorpio is basically like asking you like what deeper truth is happening?
• 14:47
  SPEAKER_00: How you feel, you know, during this full moon.
• 14:50
  SPEAKER_00: What do you need to release to fully embrace your self-worth, to fully embrace, you know, your resources, your stability, and all these things.
• 14:58
  SPEAKER_00: And Desi has a tour, um your moon is in Taurus.
• 15:03
  SPEAKER_00: So you should definitely be feeling this full moon coming up.
• 15:07
  SPEAKER_01: Um, yeah, so be starting my cycle at the same time as well.
• 15:10
  SPEAKER_00: Like literally, it's just now you're gonna be feeling it all.
• 15:12
  SPEAKER_00: You definitely need comfort and grounding and all of the things.
• 15:16
  SPEAKER_01: I'm blocking out my actually, that's a good reminder.
• 15:19
  SPEAKER_01: I'm blocking out my Monday.
• 15:20
  SPEAKER_01: Um like I'm not doing nothing.
• 15:23
  SPEAKER_01: Yes, yes, that will definitely satisfy your I have a one client call and that's it.
• 15:28
  SPEAKER_01: So that's all we're gonna do.
• 15:30
  SPEAKER_00: For sure.
• 15:31
  SPEAKER_00: Um, and if you do want to join me for a little full moon activation, I will be going live on Monday evening in my spiritual support club group.
• 15:41
  SPEAKER_00: And I have another full moon um activation in there if you do miss a Facebook?
• 15:46
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, yes, on Facebook.
• 15:48
  SPEAKER_00: Awesome.
• 15:48
  SPEAKER_00: How do they get access?
• 15:50
  SPEAKER_00: You can um I'll put the link in the notes as well, so that way you can hop in in the um in the group.
• 15:57
  SPEAKER_00: And if you don't, if you don't have access to your Facebook or you're not a fan, which I totally get as well.
• 16:02
  SPEAKER_00: I always record them and post them on YouTube as well.
• 16:04
  SPEAKER_00: So you can definitely um go over there or reach out, you know, then you can uh then I'll get it over to you.
• 16:10
  SPEAKER_00: Nice.
• 16:11
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 16:11
  SPEAKER_01: Um, so I have an app, it's called Charts, and it's free.
• 16:16
  SPEAKER_01: It doesn't give like it gives some information, but not a whole lot of information.
• 16:19
  SPEAKER_01: And I was just going in there.
• 16:20
  SPEAKER_01: So if anybody's interested, yeah, you can download the app charts.
• 16:24
  SPEAKER_01: And um on the houses, I see that Scorpio is in my eighth house, eighth house of intimacy.
• 16:32
  SPEAKER_01: So if you guys wanting to to dive deeper, uh, I just wanted to add that in there as well.
• 16:38
  SPEAKER_01: So so interesting when I'm looking at this, because you said taxes, and like literally me and Jason just did our taxes like last week.
• 16:46
  SPEAKER_00: Can't make it up.
• 16:46
  SPEAKER_00: Can't make it up.
• 16:48
  SPEAKER_01: Like that's why I was when she said that you can't see me who are on the pot or listening.
• 16:52
  SPEAKER_01: Um, without visual, I made a face and I was like, oh yeah, that's definitely what happened.
• 16:57
  SPEAKER_01: Um so yeah, I love all this.
• 17:01
  SPEAKER_01: I think so.
• 17:02
  SPEAKER_01: So sometimes there's so much information that it can be like, where do I even start?
• 17:06
  SPEAKER_01: Or like, where do I even go?
• 17:07
  SPEAKER_01: And I love that like we can do simple things in our chart where it doesn't have to be too complicated.
• 17:12
  SPEAKER_01: It's like, okay, what's happening in the moon?
• 17:14
  SPEAKER_01: Because the moon literally really controls so much of our emotions and what's happening, and then if like you're a woman, like all that stuff really takes in con in account to like what you are feeling.
• 17:25
  SPEAKER_01: And I know for me, I just got my blood work back, which I know I've talked a little bit about on the podcast about how I just like haven't been feeling myself.
• 17:33
  SPEAKER_01: I've been like super fatigued and really tired um for a couple months now, and I'm just like almost like in tears.
• 17:40
  SPEAKER_01: I'm like, okay, turn 40 and like I didn't know, I don't I try not to like go into too much of like, oh, I'm 40, that means this, that, or the other, right?
• 17:49
  SPEAKER_01: I don't labels, right?
• 17:50
  SPEAKER_01: I didn't want to put a bunch of labels because I turn 40, this is gonna happen, or because we do a certain thing, like we're printing labels on ourselves.
• 17:56
  SPEAKER_01: So I really try hard not to put labels on myself.
• 17:58
  SPEAKER_01: So I was like, okay, just because I'm 40 doesn't mean X, Y, and Z.
• 18:02
  SPEAKER_01: We'll see what happened.
• 18:03
  SPEAKER_01: But when my body really started to change, I started to feel fatigue.
• 18:06
  SPEAKER_01: It's hard not to be like, well, I guess it's because I'm 40.
• 18:09
  SPEAKER_01: Um, our body is changing, and so I finally went to the doctor, they checked all my hormones, they checked my thyroid, and like I asked her to do pretty extensive blood work, which she did, which was awesome.
• 18:21
  SPEAKER_01: Um, but all of my hormones came back okay, but apparently they would still need to do more testing to see if I am pre-menopausal because depending on where I was in my cycle, it changes it.
• 18:30
  SPEAKER_01: So I'm like, okay, well, okay, fine.
• 18:33
  SPEAKER_01: Um, so I would think I'd have to go back to the doctor to get some more uh blood work and stuff.
• 18:37
  SPEAKER_01: But I did find out that I have low iron and low ferritin, and that's what's paying a big role into the way that I feel.
• 18:45
  SPEAKER_01: And so, of course, what you know, once you like find out something like that on the your phone, now your feed and everything is like blowing up with this information.
• 18:53
  SPEAKER_01: And I just realized like how many women are struggling with low iron and how much it affects so many areas of our of your life and like the fatigue and then not being able to sleep and like you're losing your hair and just like all this stuff like happening.
• 19:07
  SPEAKER_01: Thank God I haven't knocked on wood.
• 19:09
  SPEAKER_01: My hair is beautiful.
• 19:11
  SPEAKER_01: I'm catching it in time because I knew something was wrong.
• 19:14
  SPEAKER_01: I was like, okay, now there's no excuses to go to the doctor because I think like in their 30s, you're pretty healthy still.
• 19:19
  SPEAKER_01: Like, yeah, I don't even need insurance, I don't need to go, whatever.
• 19:21
  SPEAKER_01: And then like now that I'm getting a little older, I'm like, okay, like I it's so important for me, uh, how I feel in my body.
• 19:27
  SPEAKER_01: And I know I was talking to Lisa because we've worked together for many years, and man, did I used to be able to like crank out the things to be like, got this done, I got this done, da-da-da.
• 19:34
  SPEAKER_01: And then I was coming into this space where I'm like, I I can't do it.
• 19:37
  SPEAKER_01: Like, and I'm not in a space where I'm gonna force myself to do things anymore because we're getting out of that toxicity.
• 19:43
  SPEAKER_01: And so I'm just like, okay, so what do I need to do?
• 19:46
  SPEAKER_01: Like, what needs to change here?
• 19:48
  SPEAKER_01: And then, you know, being our advocate, our best, we are our best advocates, and so um I'm excited for it, even though it's gonna be a uh it's not like something I can just fix right away.
• 19:59
  SPEAKER_01: Like it's a slow process.
• 20:00
  SPEAKER_01: So I'll be like taking some supplements, I'm changing my food intake.
• 20:04
  SPEAKER_01: There's a ton of supplements out there right now, but I'm really gonna try to stick with just like one or two things so I know it's moving the needle.
• 20:10
  SPEAKER_01: And I'm I have signed up for like a masterclass to learn more about it because there's apparently a lot to know about your ferritin.
• 20:16
  SPEAKER_01: So we'll see how that goes.
• 20:17
  SPEAKER_01: Interesting.
• 20:18
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, yeah.
• 20:19
  SPEAKER_00: It's new, it's new, but it's exciting also because you now you get to like understand it.
• 20:25
  SPEAKER_00: And then you can also relate to other people, you know, that are also going through it.
• 20:29
  SPEAKER_00: Because again, you know, some people just coast through their life, you know, when when they're like, Well, I'm just tired, you know, like you said, like they just resonate with the like, well, this is what it's supposed to be like, apparently.
• 20:42
  SPEAKER_00: So I'm just you know, we don't we don't that like it's very empowering to uh go to the doctors and you know, do the things that to find answers because sometimes we're in a society and we're in a different different life right now, you know, different generation where it's like you either want to go to the doctors or you don't because you're afraid to right, or it's like it costs too much and whatever, like you know, whatever story you're telling yourself can really affect how you feel day to day.
• 21:13
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, which is exactly why we we do believe like that health is so important.
• 21:19
  SPEAKER_00: And and that's what we want to talk about today, too, is as a part of this year and going through it, and like Desi's like had this and she's never felt this way.
• 21:29
  SPEAKER_00: So it's like it was like a threshold moment for herself because she's like, Well, my health really matters.
• 21:34
  SPEAKER_00: And you've had other moments where you've shared some things that you on the podcast where you're like, Yeah, I have to do this, or you know, I'll be talking about and you're like, Oh, I have to like take more medicine, or I have to do this, you know, and because you're taking care of yourself, it's really important.
• 21:46
  SPEAKER_00: And I think I think part of that is your health routine, your day to day stuff.
• 21:51
  SPEAKER_00: But I think we also know it also depends on the quality of your thoughts, the quality of the questions you ask yourself, how you view life.
• 22:00
  SPEAKER_00: So if you are having a tough year, we feel you, we see you, we hear you.
• 22:06
  SPEAKER_00: And now is not the time to just fall victim to it.
• 22:10
  SPEAKER_00: And this is your moment to choose what's next.
• 22:14
  SPEAKER_00: Because this is exactly what happened to me when I said yes to going to my trip that I went to on this weekend.
• 22:21
  SPEAKER_00: I literally messaged Desi and I talked to my partner and I was like, should I go?
• 22:26
  SPEAKER_00: Should I go?
• 22:27
  SPEAKER_00: I literally had I asked both of them, and Desi's like, Are you kidding?
• 22:30
  SPEAKER_00: You work so hard, you go.
• 22:32
  SPEAKER_00: Like I needed that reminder because again, our mind can talk us out of something just because it's uncomfortable.
• 22:39
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 22:40
  SPEAKER_00: Just because it might, you know, put us into a different room and we don't know what to expect.
• 22:46
  SPEAKER_00: You know, fears come out, scarcity comes up, doubt comes up.
• 22:50
  SPEAKER_00: And we are really big advocates to not let that run our life because we know what happens when it does run our life.
• 22:58
  SPEAKER_00: We've been there, you know?
• 22:59
  SPEAKER_00: And this is the moment for yourself to also question, be like, well, what is running my life?
• 23:05
  SPEAKER_00: Is it doubt?
• 23:06
  SPEAKER_00: Is it fear?
• 23:07
  SPEAKER_00: Is it health, that bad health that like I can clearly shift some things and probably feel a little bit better, you know?
• 23:14
  SPEAKER_00: Sometimes it's simple as movement and breath work and rest, you know.
• 23:19
  SPEAKER_00: So what is the alternative if you do not choose to keep moving forward um or and heal what you are moving through?
• 23:29
  SPEAKER_00: And Desi, Desi shared something recently on her reel, and it was sharing all these things, and we're like again, we just we know the difference and we know what happens when you don't heal your emotions because we both have books that also share, yeah.
• 23:47
  SPEAKER_00: The um I always blank on the light language of the body.
• 23:52
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, and I'll find mine.
• 23:54
  SPEAKER_00: I know mine's somewhere, mine's not in here right now either.
• 23:57
  SPEAKER_00: Um, we also also have a book called Heal Your Body, Heal Your Life by Louise Hay, which is also very similar because again, it's it's how you talk to yourself, how you support yourself, how you actually move through your day-to-day life, like emotions and situations, because we tend to repress a lot of things and energy and emotions are just energy emotion, they just need to be expressed in a certain way.
• 24:22
  SPEAKER_00: And for me, having this event, it was my threshold moment because I could have talked myself out of it because I was like, you know, I know I committed to it and I wanted to say yes, and I said you really did try to talk herself out of it.
• 24:36
  SPEAKER_00: I really did.
• 24:37
  SPEAKER_00: Like, there was multiple times, and I was like, oh, it's not it, I have I should work, I should do this, I should do that.
• 24:42
  SPEAKER_00: But I'm like, no, I need to trust that I'm saying yes for a reason, and I have to just trust the path.
• 24:48
  SPEAKER_00: I have to lean into the unknown and and not align with certainty because we we align with certainty so much just because it's familiar.
• 24:59
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 24:59
  SPEAKER_00: But we both have big visions, we have big dreams, and we're doing ourselves a disservice if we don't go for it.
• 25:08
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 25:08
  SPEAKER_00: So allowing yourself like what is your yes, what is this moment for you right now?
• 25:13
  SPEAKER_00: Because we all have one, whether it's as big as just going on a trip or it could be as small as just taking care of your health.
• 25:19
  SPEAKER_00: Um, you know, what is it for you?
• 25:22
  SPEAKER_00: And that's going to allow you to see things on the other side because from doing this event, it was a couple of days, but I was around other people that I've been friends with online now, and we got to be in person together.
• 25:36
  SPEAKER_00: I got to share my magic, they got to share their magic.
• 25:38
  SPEAKER_00: We got to see each other in a different light, and it was truly healing in more ways than one.
• 25:44
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm so grateful that I said yes because I wouldn't have experienced that.
• 25:48
  SPEAKER_00: I wouldn't have the momentum, I wouldn't have stepped into a version of myself that I thought I already was shifting and changing and evolving, and now I'm shifting and changing even more.
• 25:57
  SPEAKER_00: Like in just one weekend, it was like a portal that I walked through.
• 26:00
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm like, oh, okay, I can take on anything now.
• 26:04
  SPEAKER_00: And it is reminding myself every single day, I have the choice to go towards my vision and to do things as my future self and and who I'm choosing to be, or I can settle and choose the comfort and what is currently in my reality.
• 26:22
  SPEAKER_01: Well, I did share last week that you called me with some big emotions.
• 26:26
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, I didn't go into any detail, but I feel like it would be a great opportunity to share why it was so impactful.
• 26:32
  SPEAKER_01: So yeah.
• 26:35
  SPEAKER_00: So I really enjoyed the weekend.
• 26:38
  SPEAKER_00: And on day two, there's of course like vendors at the event, and I wasn't fully connected with too many yet.
• 26:45
  SPEAKER_00: And then I went up to one, and her name was Lisa too, and she did this light activation, and it was awesome.
• 26:52
  SPEAKER_00: Like I signed up for it, and it was basically just a channeled session, like talking to my guides and getting some questions answered.
• 26:59
  SPEAKER_00: And I finally had the clarity.
• 27:01
  SPEAKER_00: She really guided me and asked answered some questions for me that I was just like uh kept circling in my mind because again, when you when you say in your head and you're thinking of things and trying to be logical, logical about it or see what comes through, you really don't get solutions in that way.
• 27:19
  SPEAKER_00: And she reminded me in my session, my guides were telling me certain things that like I really am a manifester and I really do help people with that with manifesting and creating their vision.
• 27:30
  SPEAKER_00: And of course, I'm sharing all this vision word now, but I'm like, oh, I didn't realize I was talking so much about vision before this.
• 27:36
  SPEAKER_00: And it makes sense.
• 27:37
  SPEAKER_00: Like where I created instant shift, it's about your vision, it's about creating and empowering yourself to feel what you need to choose next.
• 27:46
  SPEAKER_00: So that way you're not aligning with your past version, like I'm doing.
• 27:49
  SPEAKER_00: It's it's about aligning with the version that you are creating and who you're becoming.
• 27:54
  SPEAKER_00: Because again, if you want something different in your life, you have to change something.
• 27:59
  SPEAKER_00: Um, it doesn't have to be a big thing overnight, but it's just one percent better every single day.
• 28:02
  SPEAKER_00: And so she reminded me, like, what is your no in your body?
• 28:05
  SPEAKER_00: What is your yes in your body, which I always talk about.
• 28:07
  SPEAKER_00: So I was like, oh yeah, that makes sense.
• 28:09
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I need to keep listening to that nudge.
• 28:12
  SPEAKER_00: And it was just finally some clarity that like it's all working out.
• 28:16
  SPEAKER_00: Like I just need to keep reminding myself, I need to keep believing in myself, trusting myself, and just keep going for it.
• 28:22
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I'll know when it's time, I'll know.
• 28:25
  SPEAKER_00: And, you know, of course, I'm so grateful that I have Desi and my partner and a couple other people that like will remind me and reflect back to me that like I am doing it and I'm doing great.
• 28:35
  SPEAKER_00: And I did some, I did a couple of things yesterday that was just aligned action with who I'm becoming, and literally things are already unfolding.
• 28:42
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm like, oh, I see an opportunity here, opportunity there.
• 28:45
  SPEAKER_00: I'm seeing all the signs today, and I'm just like, oh, okay, like makes sense.
• 28:50
  SPEAKER_00: Now I'm like, okay, I got this.
• 28:52
  SPEAKER_00: Like, so sometimes you just need those moments that are really big and really scary, and then just trust yourself in the moment and you allow things to unfold because I do believe life gets to be magical, and I do believe that we get to have access to it.
• 29:08
  SPEAKER_00: And I think we're silly if we don't uh we don't take advantage of it.
• 29:14
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, I mean, so you the little like gremlins, the scared parts of you came out and was like, we shouldn't be spending the money.
• 29:21
  SPEAKER_01: We have work to do, we should stay home, we should do more, da da da, really, right?
• 29:25
  SPEAKER_01: Which is so normal when we're taking making a big investment or we're like going out of our comfort zone, like all that's gonna get super loud.
• 29:31
  SPEAKER_01: And instead of allowing that to run the show, like you decided who can I reach out to?
• 29:36
  SPEAKER_01: What do I need to do to fill up my cup?
• 29:37
  SPEAKER_01: How can I feel better about this situation?
• 29:39
  SPEAKER_01: And like you really took action to do that.
• 29:41
  SPEAKER_01: And I even told her, I was like, I can't wait to like that big epiphany and that big thing that comes through.
• 29:46
  SPEAKER_01: Cause I was like, I'm really feeling like it's just gonna be like this aha moment.
• 29:48
  SPEAKER_01: And I was like, there's gonna be so many signs, I can already feel it.
• 29:51
  SPEAKER_01: And then like I was got that call from you, and I was just like such a full circle moment of like knowing that you were on your right path and like this is exactly where it was supposed to be.
• 30:01
  SPEAKER_01: And so I just want to reiterate that to anybody who's listening.
• 30:04
  SPEAKER_01: Like, it's so normal to go through that process when you are going out of your comfort zone.
• 30:08
  SPEAKER_01: Like, that ego is gonna get really loud because it wants to protect you, and anything that's not familiar feels like danger, and so it's really about going against the grain, it feels like almost right.
• 30:19
  SPEAKER_01: And so, one of the things that we want to talk about, so I'm first off, I'm celebrating that I have like my first viral for me reel, which is so fun.
• 30:28
  SPEAKER_01: I uh created a reel and it was actually just like a template.
• 30:31
  SPEAKER_01: It's like so easy, but it's so funny because the song is like fireball, and I have drinking so much fireball in my life.
• 30:37
  SPEAKER_01: Like I used to get I used to get like handles of fireball for my birthday, and everybody would always get fireball, like people knew me as fireball, and like here I am talking about healing.
• 30:47
  SPEAKER_01: The sound is a fireball with pit bull, and here's my like viral moment.
• 30:52
  SPEAKER_01: It's just so interesting.
• 30:54
  SPEAKER_01: And so the real was like basically like a client saying, I don't want to heal my trauma, I don't want to hear my my issues, right?
• 31:02
  SPEAKER_01: I don't want to heal the thing, and then it's like, well, what's the alternative to that, right?
• 31:06
  SPEAKER_01: And the alternative is you know, sickness, autoimmune disease, physical pain, suppressed anger and inflammation in your body, attracting toxic people and toxic relationships, you know, being in the cycle of always people pleasing and putting everybody else first, and because you have low self-esteem, right?
• 31:25
  SPEAKER_01: Like gut issues, all this stuff stems a lot of this stuff.
• 31:29
  SPEAKER_01: I don't want to say everything, because nothing is a hundred percent, but a lot of this stuff is stemmed from not healing what has been suppressed in our body and in our memory and in our subconscious and in our aura.
• 31:41
  SPEAKER_01: And so it's like, what is the alternative?
• 31:44
  SPEAKER_01: And the alternative is definitely not as good as what the outcome is if you do take the road of healing, right?
• 31:50
  SPEAKER_01: And so, like we were talking about today, and just to bring it back to what Lisa was saying, it's like that ego is gonna get really loud, you're gonna get distracted, you're gonna like, I don't have money or I don't have time and I don't have this or whatever, right?
• 32:02
  SPEAKER_01: Like it's gonna get really loud.
• 32:03
  SPEAKER_01: But when we succumb to that thought process, then we're choosing the sickness, we're choosing not to heal, we're choosing the timeline that isn't of our highest vibration or like where we actually desire to go, right?
• 32:15
  SPEAKER_01: So, like if we give in to that sound and that noise all the time, then we are actually choosing some of these suppressed emotions and physical ailments that are happening.
• 32:26
  SPEAKER_01: And so I just it was really fun because I actually um got on a call with a client today from the one of the real from the real, basically.
• 32:35
  SPEAKER_01: And I got to have a conversation with him and we're gonna do another session together.
• 32:39
  SPEAKER_01: And, you know, healing our little kids is just so fun.
• 32:42
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and that's where a lot of this stuff really gets suppressed, is like in our childhood.
• 32:46
  SPEAKER_01: And yeah, I'm just really grateful that I know we've been doing the work and like we help others do the work.
• 32:51
  SPEAKER_01: And as we were talking about earlier in the episode, it's like everything is really loud right now, and the noise is really loud right now, so that we can clear it and we can move it and we can be better people and we can be better as a humanity.
• 33:04
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, it's so true because again, if we all just worked on ourselves a little bit, the world would be completely different.
• 33:13
  SPEAKER_00: And I talked about this today.
• 33:15
  SPEAKER_00: I did a little like morning message, and and literally the card was your vibes speak louder than your words.
• 33:23
  SPEAKER_00: It's so true.
• 33:24
  SPEAKER_00: Like your vibration, the way you do things, and your intention behind it is the energy.
• 33:31
  SPEAKER_00: Whatever that is, it ripples out.
• 33:33
  SPEAKER_00: So if you operate from scarcity, fear, doubt, if you do things from that, as simple as you're just cooking dinner in that energy, people are gonna feel that, right?
• 33:45
  SPEAKER_00: Like it's like that instant resentment or whatever shame or guilt or whatever it is.
• 33:51
  SPEAKER_00: Like again, last week I was feeling some scarcity around money because I'm making this big trip and I'm like, I have some big bills coming up as well.
• 33:58
  SPEAKER_00: And I was definitely talking trying to talk myself out of it because again, that fear was speaking to me.
• 34:05
  SPEAKER_00: But I knew I couldn't do anything with my actual money until I shifted that energy because I didn't want fear and scarcity to be in that that energetic exchange, in that payment, in that whatever.
• 34:18
  SPEAKER_00: So now I can't I'm very, you know, and you know, of course it's always good to have those moments be and not good because of course it sucks, but it's good to have that reminder to be like, oh, okay, let me shift it now and do the thing once I feel in a better energy.
• 34:34
  SPEAKER_00: Because again, if you stay in your head and you stay in that scarcity and fear, you are rippling out more of that.
• 34:40
  SPEAKER_00: And the the universe, God, source, spirit will reflect it right back to you.
• 34:44
  SPEAKER_00: So start to pause, slow down, and start to think of things in the energy wise of if you do things, that's that's manifestation.
• 34:54
  SPEAKER_00: Manifestation is everything you do reflects back to you.
• 34:58
  SPEAKER_00: So it is your choice to choose and intentionally do things from that scarcity or fear or from that abundance and love and generosity and open heart and pop miracles are possible type reminder.
• 35:12
  SPEAKER_00: And whether that is your mindset, whether that is just one action and feeling really generous behind it, because again, whether you intentionally do that energy, the other person might feel it, or again, it'll ripple it out, and you're gonna start focusing on all the things that are going wrong versus all the things that are going well, which is exactly how I shifted things yesterday into today.
• 35:33
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm like, oh, I see all the signs, and I'm like, thank you, thank you for the signs because now I'm just keep trusting and I keep doing little things that feel good because those are going to be the ones that matter, those are the ones that are creating these blessings and these miracles every single day.
• 35:49
  SPEAKER_00: So celebrating, just like me and Desi were talking about, like it's about finding out what you truly want right now, being at this moment, this choice and having grace for yourself, but also celebrating the little things.
• 36:02
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 36:02
  SPEAKER_00: Celebrating the little things because we don't do that enough.
• 36:05
  SPEAKER_00: We don't give ourselves enough credit.
• 36:06
  SPEAKER_00: Because again, Desi reflected that back to me last week when I was like, I don't know, I should probably work and I should not go.
• 36:11
  SPEAKER_00: And she's like, You work so hard, take a break.
• 36:14
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, and I'm like, Oh, you're right.
• 36:17
  SPEAKER_00: I do deserve this.
• 36:18
  SPEAKER_00: Like, I just did a whole six-month certification that I'm finishing up, and so this weekend could be a celebration.
• 36:23
  SPEAKER_00: Hello, like why would we downplay, you know, our own things and our own celebrations because it's not like a normal quote unquote celebration or thing that you know, I think people might think I'm weird for or whatever, you know?
• 36:38
  SPEAKER_00: It's one of those things we're just we make things so complicated.
• 36:42
  SPEAKER_01: So true.
• 36:43
  SPEAKER_01: I'm so glad that you went.
• 36:44
  SPEAKER_01: I'm so glad that it was such an amazing time.
• 36:46
  SPEAKER_01: So wherever you're at on your journey, whatever is going on in your life, finding that grace for yourself and that understanding.
• 36:54
  SPEAKER_01: You know, we're going into more of like a slower time, like we said, like more of an internal space and really getting curious, like what is happening for me internally?
• 37:01
  SPEAKER_01: Because, like I talked about last week on the podcast, we can only control what's happening inside of us, how we respond, what we feel, sometimes not like what we feel we don't always have control on, but how we react to our feelings, like all that really matters at the end of the day.
• 37:16
  SPEAKER_01: And so if this year was your year of initiation, uh, you know, your threshold moment where everything is just kind of like hitting that ceiling, I really, yeah, like she's like Lisa said, really reflect back on this year and like, okay, how do you want these last few months to go?
• 37:31
  SPEAKER_01: And then start thinking about that 2027.
• 37:33
  SPEAKER_01: We hold energy renew every year, which is uh picking a word for the year, which is reviewing your year and like clearing out the energy and renewing the energy for a better new year.
• 37:43
  SPEAKER_01: And so I'm really excited for when we get that out there to you guys.
• 37:46
  SPEAKER_01: So keep an ear out for that.
• 37:48
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, and also I want to celebrate Desi too because she doesn't say this enough either.
• 37:53
  SPEAKER_00: She does Akashic Records.
• 37:55
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, yes.
• 37:56
  SPEAKER_00: And I want to also point it out because something that we wanted to share as well is that she started her level three, right?
• 38:04
  SPEAKER_00: Level three, level three, technically.
• 38:06
  SPEAKER_01: Good, yeah, level three certification.
• 38:08
  SPEAKER_01: So I got my own ceremony for the Akashic Records.
• 38:11
  SPEAKER_01: So if you want to get a reading, Lisa, let me know so I can get a little more in there.
• 38:14
  SPEAKER_01: I actually sat with it this morning and I made a few changes.
• 38:18
  SPEAKER_01: And yeah, so basically I got my own ceremony for the Akashic Records, and I am learning over the next few weeks how to how I want to put my class together so that I could start certifying other people to read the Akashic Records, which is your soul's library of all past, present, future timelines and past lives.
• 38:39
  SPEAKER_01: And yeah, I'm really excited to like bring that magic to the world.
• 38:42
  SPEAKER_01: So thank you, Lisa.
• 38:43
  SPEAKER_00: You're welcome.
• 38:44
  SPEAKER_00: So exactly if you are having a year that is like a little too crazy for you to even logically understand, me and Desi both have medicine to support you in it.
• 38:56
  SPEAKER_00: I can use astrology and see what's going on, and Desi can use the Akashic Records and see what's going on.
• 39:02
  SPEAKER_00: So we can support you in those ways as little rituals to support you in going through the end of the new end of this year and into the new year.
• 39:10
  SPEAKER_00: Um, because again, it's something that we just we just use for ourselves all the time.
• 39:14
  SPEAKER_00: We just each other get yeah, and each other all the time, and we just love it.
• 39:18
  SPEAKER_00: Like I I love doing the Akashic Records with Desi.
• 39:21
  SPEAKER_00: I think it's so cool because again, it was similar to the channel session that I had.
• 39:25
  SPEAKER_00: It's like something I just need those reminders.
• 39:27
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, and I love pulling cards myself for that, but also it's just nice to hear from somebody else and me.
• 39:32
  SPEAKER_00: Totally your spirit guide say this.
• 39:33
  SPEAKER_00: I'm like, oh, you're right.
• 39:35
  SPEAKER_01: Yes, that you should say that maybe we should put a little package together, like one session with you, one session with me.
• 39:41
  SPEAKER_01: We could put a little like uh podcast listener sessions together or something.
• 39:44
  SPEAKER_01: So that may be fun.
• 39:45
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, yeah, totally good.
• 39:47
  SPEAKER_01: Well, thank you guys for joining us today.
• 39:49
  SPEAKER_01: We hope you enjoyed the episode.
• 39:52
  SPEAKER_01: Again, if you want any astrology support or you need an instant shift, um, reach out to Lisa, she has her full moon activation happening.
• 40:00
  SPEAKER_01: Um are you doing that on Monday?
• 40:02
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, doing Monday.
• 40:04
  SPEAKER_01: Yes, yeah.
• 40:05
  SPEAKER_01: And if you need any support with your inner child, you want to get into the Akashic Records, see what's going on with your soul, reach out to me over on Instagram.
• 40:14
  SPEAKER_01: You can reach out to us on Real Talk Real Healing.
• 40:16
  SPEAKER_01: We are over there pretty, pretty frequently.
• 40:19
  SPEAKER_00: So we love you guys so much.
• 40:21
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, thank you.
• 40:22
  SPEAKER_00: Oh, and I'm also doing a 21-day kundalini challenge, it's a free one, so stay tuned.
• 40:28
  SPEAKER_00: That'll be in the beginning of November.
• 40:30
  SPEAKER_00: So another another fun thing to shift your energy and really change your year around, Leah, by the end of this year.
• 40:37
  SPEAKER_00: So excited for that too.
• 40:39
  SPEAKER_00: So stay tuned.
• 40:40
  SPEAKER_00: And yeah, this will be released on the full moon day.
• 40:43
  SPEAKER_00: So hopefully this will support you guys.
• 40:45
  SPEAKER_00: Thank you for being here.
• 40:46
  SPEAKER_00: Thank you for listening, and we'll talk to you next time.
• 40:49
  SPEAKER_00: Bye.