I can't keep fighting what I am
I listen to mixes like this a LOT when creating. Felt real to add it to this message. I sit in this moment of apathy and shame for not fitting my own self-inflicted mold. It shows up all the time. When I “fail” to be open and friendly despite knowing I’m a rather calm and reserved person. I get irritated that I never write about what’s popular, or write in the classical ways people are taught to. In film school, it was the shame of not caring enough about cameras and movies. Online, it’s not having the right voice or posting about the right things.This started long before I had to deal with…
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