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- 2:02SPEAKER_00: I
- 2:02SPEAKER_00: never
- 2:03SPEAKER_00: define
- 2:03SPEAKER_00: myself
- 2:04SPEAKER_00: as
- 2:04SPEAKER_00: a
- 2:04SPEAKER_00: greedy
- 2:05SPEAKER_00: person.
- 2:05SPEAKER_00: In
- 2:06SPEAKER_00: fact,
- 2:06SPEAKER_00: I
- 2:06SPEAKER_00: consider
- 2:06SPEAKER_00: myself
- 2:07SPEAKER_00: quite
- 2:07SPEAKER_00: generous.
- 2:08SPEAKER_00: I
- 2:08SPEAKER_00: devote
- 2:08SPEAKER_00: my
- 2:09SPEAKER_00: life
- 2:09SPEAKER_00: to
- 2:10SPEAKER_00: helping
- 2:10SPEAKER_00: people
- 2:10SPEAKER_00: feel
- 2:11SPEAKER_00: better
- 2:11SPEAKER_00: in
- 2:11SPEAKER_00: their
- 2:11SPEAKER_00: bodies
- 2:12SPEAKER_00: and
- 2:12SPEAKER_00: their
- 2:12SPEAKER_00: minds
- 2:13SPEAKER_00: and
- 2:13SPEAKER_00: to
- 2:14SPEAKER_00: reconnect
- 2:14SPEAKER_00: them
- 2:15SPEAKER_00: to
- 2:15SPEAKER_00: the
- 2:15SPEAKER_00: truth
- 2:15SPEAKER_00: of
- 2:16SPEAKER_00: who
- 2:16SPEAKER_00: they
- 2:16SPEAKER_00: are.
- 2:16SPEAKER_00: That's
- 2:17SPEAKER_00: that's
- 2:18SPEAKER_00: basically
- 2:18SPEAKER_00: what
- 2:19SPEAKER_00: I
- 2:19SPEAKER_00: spend
- 2:19SPEAKER_00: all
- 2:20SPEAKER_00: my
- 2:20SPEAKER_00: free
- 2:20SPEAKER_00: time
- 2:20SPEAKER_00: thinking
- 2:21SPEAKER_00: about
- 2:21SPEAKER_00: doing
- 2:22SPEAKER_00: as
- 2:23SPEAKER_00: how
- 2:23SPEAKER_00: I
- 2:23SPEAKER_00: make
- 2:23SPEAKER_00: money,
- 2:24SPEAKER_00: that's
- 2:24SPEAKER_00: how
- 2:25SPEAKER_00: I
- 2:25SPEAKER_00: serve.
- 2:26SPEAKER_00: Um,
- 2:27SPEAKER_00: and
- 2:27SPEAKER_00: I
- 2:27SPEAKER_00: consider
- 2:28SPEAKER_00: that,
- 2:28SPEAKER_00: you
- 2:29SPEAKER_00: know,
- 2:29SPEAKER_00: quite
- 2:29SPEAKER_00: generous
- 2:30SPEAKER_00: to
- 2:30SPEAKER_00: sit
- 2:30SPEAKER_00: with
- 2:30SPEAKER_00: people
- 2:30SPEAKER_00: in
- 2:31SPEAKER_00: pain
- 2:31SPEAKER_00: and
- 2:32SPEAKER_00: to
- 2:32SPEAKER_00: help
- 2:32SPEAKER_00: them
- 2:33SPEAKER_00: reclaim
- 2:33SPEAKER_00: their
- 2:34SPEAKER_00: power
- 2:34SPEAKER_00: and,
- 2:34SPEAKER_00: you
- 2:34SPEAKER_00: know,
- 2:35SPEAKER_00: in
- 2:35SPEAKER_00: their
- 2:35SPEAKER_00: bodies,
- 2:35SPEAKER_00: their
- 2:35SPEAKER_00: emotions,
- 2:36SPEAKER_00: their
- 2:36SPEAKER_00: love
- 2:36SPEAKER_00: life,
- 2:36SPEAKER_00: whatever
- 2:37SPEAKER_00: area
- 2:38SPEAKER_00: that
- 2:38SPEAKER_00: is.
- 2:38SPEAKER_00: But
- 2:39SPEAKER_00: my
- 2:39SPEAKER_00: business
- 2:39SPEAKER_00: coach
- 2:40SPEAKER_00: asked
- 2:40SPEAKER_00: us
- 2:40SPEAKER_00: not
- 2:41SPEAKER_00: long
- 2:41SPEAKER_00: ago
- 2:41SPEAKER_00: when
- 2:41SPEAKER_00: we
- 2:41SPEAKER_00: were
- 2:42SPEAKER_00: doing
- 2:42SPEAKER_00: his
- 2:42SPEAKER_00: Mind
- 2:43SPEAKER_00: Your
- 2:43SPEAKER_00: Money
- 2:43SPEAKER_00: program,
- 2:44SPEAKER_00: which
- 2:44SPEAKER_00: was
- 2:44SPEAKER_00: really
- 2:44SPEAKER_00: looking
- 2:44SPEAKER_00: at
- 2:45SPEAKER_00: your
- 2:45SPEAKER_00: relationship
- 2:45SPEAKER_00: with
- 2:46SPEAKER_00: money,
- 2:46SPEAKER_00: to
- 2:46SPEAKER_00: be
- 2:47SPEAKER_00: generous.
- 2:47SPEAKER_00: Um,
- 2:48SPEAKER_00: one
- 2:48SPEAKER_00: of
- 2:48SPEAKER_00: the
- 2:48SPEAKER_00: challenges
- 2:49SPEAKER_00: that
- 2:49SPEAKER_00: day
- 2:49SPEAKER_00: was
- 2:49SPEAKER_00: to
- 2:50SPEAKER_00: look
- 2:50SPEAKER_00: at
- 2:50SPEAKER_00: where
- 2:50SPEAKER_00: greediness
- 2:51SPEAKER_00: is
- 2:51SPEAKER_00: getting
- 2:52SPEAKER_00: in
- 2:52SPEAKER_00: the
- 2:52SPEAKER_00: way
- 2:52SPEAKER_00: of
- 2:53SPEAKER_00: our
- 2:53SPEAKER_00: businesses.
- 2:54SPEAKER_00: And
- 2:55SPEAKER_00: I
- 2:55SPEAKER_00: was
- 2:55SPEAKER_00: like,
- 2:55SPEAKER_00: not
- 2:56SPEAKER_00: me.
- 2:56SPEAKER_00: I
- 2:56SPEAKER_00: like
- 2:57SPEAKER_00: pro
- 2:57SPEAKER_00: bono
- 2:58SPEAKER_00: the
- 2:58SPEAKER_00: crap
- 2:58SPEAKER_00: out
- 2:59SPEAKER_00: of
- 2:59SPEAKER_00: my
- 2:59SPEAKER_00: work.
- 3:00SPEAKER_00: And
- 3:01SPEAKER_00: you
- 3:01SPEAKER_00: guessed
- 3:02SPEAKER_00: it.
- 3:02SPEAKER_00: Today
- 3:02SPEAKER_00: we're
- 3:02SPEAKER_00: talking
- 3:03SPEAKER_00: about
- 3:03SPEAKER_00: greed,
- 3:03SPEAKER_00: happy
- 3:04SPEAKER_00: holidays.
- 3:04SPEAKER_00: So
- 3:05SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 3:05SPEAKER_00: gonna
- 3:05SPEAKER_00: do
- 3:06SPEAKER_00: a
- 3:06SPEAKER_00: 12-part
- 3:07SPEAKER_00: series
- 3:07SPEAKER_00: around
- 3:08SPEAKER_00: uh
- 3:09SPEAKER_00: Christmas
- 3:09SPEAKER_00: time
- 3:10SPEAKER_00: this
- 3:10SPEAKER_00: year.
- 3:10SPEAKER_00: Uh
- 3:10SPEAKER_00: it's
- 3:11SPEAKER_00: 2025.
- 3:12SPEAKER_00: And
- 3:12SPEAKER_00: today's
- 3:13SPEAKER_00: topic
- 3:13SPEAKER_00: is
- 3:14SPEAKER_00: the
- 3:14SPEAKER_00: gift
- 3:14SPEAKER_00: of
- 3:15SPEAKER_00: generosity.
- 3:16SPEAKER_00: So
- 3:16SPEAKER_00: hold
- 3:16SPEAKER_00: on
- 3:16SPEAKER_00: tight,
- 3:17SPEAKER_00: my
- 3:17SPEAKER_00: friends.
- 3:17SPEAKER_00: Uh,
- 3:18SPEAKER_00: we
- 3:18SPEAKER_00: are
- 3:18SPEAKER_00: going
- 3:18SPEAKER_00: to
- 3:18SPEAKER_00: be
- 3:19SPEAKER_00: exploring
- 3:20SPEAKER_00: your
- 3:20SPEAKER_00: generosity.
- 3:22SPEAKER_00: So
- 3:23SPEAKER_00: back
- 3:24SPEAKER_00: to
- 3:24SPEAKER_00: my
- 3:24SPEAKER_00: story,
- 3:24SPEAKER_00: I
- 3:25SPEAKER_00: was
- 3:25SPEAKER_00: challenged
- 3:26SPEAKER_00: to
- 3:26SPEAKER_00: be
- 3:26SPEAKER_00: generous.
- 3:27SPEAKER_00: And
- 3:27SPEAKER_00: if
- 3:27SPEAKER_00: you
- 3:27SPEAKER_00: listen
- 3:27SPEAKER_00: to
- 3:28SPEAKER_00: my
- 3:28SPEAKER_00: private
- 3:28SPEAKER_00: podcast,
- 3:29SPEAKER_00: and
- 3:29SPEAKER_00: if
- 3:29SPEAKER_00: you
- 3:29SPEAKER_00: don't,
- 3:30SPEAKER_00: I'll
- 3:30SPEAKER_00: put
- 3:30SPEAKER_00: a
- 3:30SPEAKER_00: link
- 3:30SPEAKER_00: below.
- 3:31SPEAKER_00: I
- 3:31SPEAKER_00: go
- 3:31SPEAKER_00: into
- 3:31SPEAKER_00: a
- 3:31SPEAKER_00: lot
- 3:31SPEAKER_00: more
- 3:32SPEAKER_00: depth
- 3:32SPEAKER_00: on
- 3:32SPEAKER_00: a
- 3:32SPEAKER_00: lot
- 3:32SPEAKER_00: of
- 3:32SPEAKER_00: the
- 3:33SPEAKER_00: kind
- 3:33SPEAKER_00: of
- 3:33SPEAKER_00: weird
- 3:33SPEAKER_00: and
- 3:33SPEAKER_00: woo-woo
- 3:34SPEAKER_00: stuff
- 3:34SPEAKER_00: that
- 3:34SPEAKER_00: I
- 3:35SPEAKER_00: do.
- 3:35SPEAKER_00: Um,
- 3:36SPEAKER_00: but
- 3:37SPEAKER_00: for
- 3:37SPEAKER_00: the
- 3:37SPEAKER_00: sake
- 3:37SPEAKER_00: of
- 3:38SPEAKER_00: today's
- 3:38SPEAKER_00: conversation,
- 3:38SPEAKER_00: we
- 3:39SPEAKER_00: were
- 3:39SPEAKER_00: challenged
- 3:40SPEAKER_00: to
- 3:40SPEAKER_00: be
- 3:40SPEAKER_00: more
- 3:40SPEAKER_00: generous.
- 3:40SPEAKER_00: And
- 3:41SPEAKER_00: my
- 3:41SPEAKER_00: son
- 3:41SPEAKER_00: and
- 3:41SPEAKER_00: I
- 3:41SPEAKER_00: had
- 3:42SPEAKER_00: an
- 3:42SPEAKER_00: appointment
- 3:42SPEAKER_00: at
- 3:42SPEAKER_00: a
- 3:43SPEAKER_00: blood
- 3:43SPEAKER_00: bank
- 3:44SPEAKER_00: to,
- 3:44SPEAKER_00: no,
- 3:45SPEAKER_00: not
- 3:45SPEAKER_00: a
- 3:45SPEAKER_00: blood
- 3:45SPEAKER_00: bank.
- 3:45SPEAKER_00: It
- 3:46SPEAKER_00: was
- 3:46SPEAKER_00: um
- 3:46SPEAKER_00: those
- 3:47SPEAKER_00: places
- 3:47SPEAKER_00: where
- 3:47SPEAKER_00: you
- 3:48SPEAKER_00: have
- 3:48SPEAKER_00: your
- 3:48SPEAKER_00: blood
- 3:48SPEAKER_00: drawn.
- 3:48SPEAKER_00: Sorry,
- 3:49SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 3:49SPEAKER_00: coming
- 3:49SPEAKER_00: off
- 3:49SPEAKER_00: of
- 3:49SPEAKER_00: being
- 3:50SPEAKER_00: sick.
- 3:50SPEAKER_00: And
- 3:50SPEAKER_00: um
- 3:52SPEAKER_00: I
- 3:52SPEAKER_00: hate
- 3:52SPEAKER_00: going
- 3:52SPEAKER_00: to
- 3:52SPEAKER_00: the
- 3:53SPEAKER_00: hospital.
- 3:53SPEAKER_00: I
- 3:53SPEAKER_00: can't
- 3:53SPEAKER_00: stand
- 3:54SPEAKER_00: it.
- 3:54SPEAKER_00: I
- 3:54SPEAKER_00: I
- 3:54SPEAKER_00: can't
- 3:55SPEAKER_00: stand
- 3:55SPEAKER_00: it.
- 3:55SPEAKER_00: I
- 3:55SPEAKER_00: just
- 3:55SPEAKER_00: see
- 3:56SPEAKER_00: so
- 3:56SPEAKER_00: much
- 3:56SPEAKER_00: suffering.
- 3:56SPEAKER_00: I
- 3:57SPEAKER_00: see
- 3:57SPEAKER_00: so
- 3:57SPEAKER_00: much
- 3:58SPEAKER_00: um
- 3:59SPEAKER_00: disease
- 3:59SPEAKER_00: that
- 3:59SPEAKER_00: could
- 4:00SPEAKER_00: have
- 4:00SPEAKER_00: been
- 4:00SPEAKER_00: prevented
- 4:00SPEAKER_00: with
- 4:01SPEAKER_00: different
- 4:01SPEAKER_00: lifestyle
- 4:01SPEAKER_00: choices.
- 4:02SPEAKER_00: Like,
- 4:02SPEAKER_00: I
- 4:02SPEAKER_00: I
- 4:03SPEAKER_00: see
- 4:03SPEAKER_00: so
- 4:03SPEAKER_00: it's
- 4:03SPEAKER_00: just
- 4:04SPEAKER_00: to
- 4:04SPEAKER_00: me,
- 4:04SPEAKER_00: it's
- 4:05SPEAKER_00: it's
- 4:05SPEAKER_00: I
- 4:06SPEAKER_00: hate
- 4:06SPEAKER_00: going
- 4:06SPEAKER_00: to
- 4:06SPEAKER_00: the
- 4:06SPEAKER_00: hospital.
- 4:07SPEAKER_00: So
- 4:08SPEAKER_00: we
- 4:08SPEAKER_00: had
- 4:08SPEAKER_00: to
- 4:08SPEAKER_00: go
- 4:08SPEAKER_00: to
- 4:08SPEAKER_00: the
- 4:08SPEAKER_00: hospital
- 4:09SPEAKER_00: to
- 4:09SPEAKER_00: get
- 4:09SPEAKER_00: his
- 4:09SPEAKER_00: blood
- 4:09SPEAKER_00: drawn.
- 4:10SPEAKER_00: And
- 4:11SPEAKER_00: um,
- 4:11SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 4:11SPEAKER_00: already
- 4:12SPEAKER_00: anxious
- 4:12SPEAKER_00: because
- 4:12SPEAKER_00: we're
- 4:12SPEAKER_00: late
- 4:13SPEAKER_00: because
- 4:13SPEAKER_00: I
- 4:13SPEAKER_00: got
- 4:13SPEAKER_00: the
- 4:13SPEAKER_00: address
- 4:14SPEAKER_00: wrong.
- 4:14SPEAKER_00: And
- 4:15SPEAKER_00: we
- 4:15SPEAKER_00: pull
- 4:15SPEAKER_00: in,
- 4:15SPEAKER_00: and
- 4:15SPEAKER_00: there's
- 4:16SPEAKER_00: this
- 4:16SPEAKER_00: lady,
- 4:16SPEAKER_00: or
- 4:17SPEAKER_00: I
- 4:17SPEAKER_00: didn't
- 4:17SPEAKER_00: even
- 4:17SPEAKER_00: know
- 4:17SPEAKER_00: it
- 4:17SPEAKER_00: was
- 4:17SPEAKER_00: a
- 4:18SPEAKER_00: lady
- 4:18SPEAKER_00: at
- 4:18SPEAKER_00: the
- 4:18SPEAKER_00: time,
- 4:18SPEAKER_00: but
- 4:18SPEAKER_00: there
- 4:18SPEAKER_00: was
- 4:18SPEAKER_00: this
- 4:18SPEAKER_00: car
- 4:19SPEAKER_00: like
- 4:19SPEAKER_00: going
- 4:19SPEAKER_00: in
- 4:20SPEAKER_00: and
- 4:20SPEAKER_00: out
- 4:20SPEAKER_00: of
- 4:20SPEAKER_00: the
- 4:20SPEAKER_00: same
- 4:21SPEAKER_00: parking
- 4:21SPEAKER_00: spot
- 4:21SPEAKER_00: like
- 4:21SPEAKER_00: 20
- 4:22SPEAKER_00: times.
- 4:22SPEAKER_00: And
- 4:22SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 4:23SPEAKER_00: like,
- 4:23SPEAKER_00: oh,
- 4:24SPEAKER_00: we
- 4:24SPEAKER_00: are
- 4:24SPEAKER_00: late.
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- 4:25SPEAKER_00: you're
- 4:26SPEAKER_00: gonna
- 4:26SPEAKER_00: be
- 4:26SPEAKER_00: later.
- 4:27SPEAKER_00: We're
- 4:27SPEAKER_00: gonna
- 4:27SPEAKER_00: miss
- 4:27SPEAKER_00: the
- 4:27SPEAKER_00: appointment.
- 4:28SPEAKER_00: I
- 4:28SPEAKER_00: already
- 4:28SPEAKER_00: hate
- 4:28SPEAKER_00: being
- 4:29SPEAKER_00: here.
- 4:29SPEAKER_00: I
- 4:29SPEAKER_00: don't
- 4:29SPEAKER_00: even
- 4:29SPEAKER_00: know
- 4:29SPEAKER_00: where
- 4:29SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 4:30SPEAKER_00: going.
- 4:30SPEAKER_00: My
- 4:30SPEAKER_00: son
- 4:30SPEAKER_00: probably
- 4:31SPEAKER_00: thinks
- 4:31SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 4:31SPEAKER_00: an
- 4:31SPEAKER_00: idiot.
- 4:32SPEAKER_00: And
- 4:32SPEAKER_00: um,
- 4:33SPEAKER_00: I
- 4:33SPEAKER_00: had
- 4:33SPEAKER_00: this
- 4:33SPEAKER_00: whole
- 4:34SPEAKER_00: story
- 4:34SPEAKER_00: in
- 4:34SPEAKER_00: my
- 4:34SPEAKER_00: head,
- 4:35SPEAKER_00: and
- 4:35SPEAKER_00: all
- 4:35SPEAKER_00: then
- 4:36SPEAKER_00: I
- 4:36SPEAKER_00: all
- 4:36SPEAKER_00: I
- 4:36SPEAKER_00: heard
- 4:36SPEAKER_00: was
- 4:36SPEAKER_00: James's
- 4:37SPEAKER_00: voice
- 4:38SPEAKER_00: say,
- 4:38SPEAKER_00: be
- 4:38SPEAKER_00: more
- 4:39SPEAKER_00: generous.
- 4:40SPEAKER_00: And
- 4:40SPEAKER_00: so
- 4:40SPEAKER_00: I
- 4:41SPEAKER_00: pulled
- 4:41SPEAKER_00: around
- 4:41SPEAKER_00: her
- 4:42SPEAKER_00: and
- 4:42SPEAKER_00: pulled
- 4:42SPEAKER_00: into
- 4:42SPEAKER_00: the
- 4:42SPEAKER_00: parking
- 4:43SPEAKER_00: spot
- 4:43SPEAKER_00: next
- 4:44SPEAKER_00: to
- 4:44SPEAKER_00: her.
- 4:44SPEAKER_00: And
- 4:45SPEAKER_00: I
- 4:45SPEAKER_00: looked
- 4:45SPEAKER_00: over
- 4:46SPEAKER_00: and
- 4:46SPEAKER_00: it
- 4:46SPEAKER_00: was
- 4:46SPEAKER_00: this
- 4:46SPEAKER_00: older
- 4:47SPEAKER_00: lady,
- 4:47SPEAKER_00: and
- 4:48SPEAKER_00: I
- 4:48SPEAKER_00: looked
- 4:48SPEAKER_00: at
- 4:48SPEAKER_00: my
- 4:48SPEAKER_00: son,
- 4:48SPEAKER_00: and
- 4:49SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 4:49SPEAKER_00: like,
- 4:49SPEAKER_00: that's
- 4:49SPEAKER_00: why
- 4:49SPEAKER_00: they
- 4:50SPEAKER_00: should
- 4:50SPEAKER_00: make
- 4:50SPEAKER_00: people
- 4:51SPEAKER_00: retest
- 4:52SPEAKER_00: for
- 4:52SPEAKER_00: their
- 4:52SPEAKER_00: license.
- 4:53SPEAKER_00: And
- 4:53SPEAKER_00: I
- 4:53SPEAKER_00: immediately
- 4:54SPEAKER_00: regretted
- 4:55SPEAKER_00: it.
- 4:55SPEAKER_00: And
- 4:55SPEAKER_00: I
- 4:56SPEAKER_00: went
- 4:56SPEAKER_00: into
- 4:57SPEAKER_00: generosity
- 4:58SPEAKER_00: instead,
- 4:58SPEAKER_00: and
- 4:59SPEAKER_00: I
- 4:59SPEAKER_00: said,
- 5:00SPEAKER_00: hold
- 5:00SPEAKER_00: on
- 5:00SPEAKER_00: a
- 5:00SPEAKER_00: second,
- 5:01SPEAKER_00: I
- 5:01SPEAKER_00: don't
- 5:01SPEAKER_00: think
- 5:01SPEAKER_00: she
- 5:02SPEAKER_00: knows
- 5:02SPEAKER_00: how
- 5:02SPEAKER_00: to
- 5:02SPEAKER_00: get
- 5:02SPEAKER_00: out
- 5:02SPEAKER_00: of
- 5:02SPEAKER_00: that
- 5:03SPEAKER_00: parking
- 5:03SPEAKER_00: spot.
- 5:04SPEAKER_00: And
- 5:04SPEAKER_00: I
- 5:05SPEAKER_00: got
- 5:05SPEAKER_00: out
- 5:05SPEAKER_00: of
- 5:05SPEAKER_00: the
- 5:06SPEAKER_00: car
- 5:06SPEAKER_00: and
- 5:07SPEAKER_00: I
- 5:07SPEAKER_00: walked
- 5:08SPEAKER_00: over
- 5:08SPEAKER_00: to
- 5:08SPEAKER_00: her
- 5:08SPEAKER_00: window
- 5:08SPEAKER_00: and
- 5:09SPEAKER_00: I
- 5:09SPEAKER_00: knew
- 5:09SPEAKER_00: she
- 5:10SPEAKER_00: would
- 5:10SPEAKER_00: be
- 5:10SPEAKER_00: embarrassed
- 5:11SPEAKER_00: already.
- 5:12SPEAKER_00: Because
- 5:12SPEAKER_00: if
- 5:12SPEAKER_00: you've
- 5:12SPEAKER_00: ever
- 5:12SPEAKER_00: backed
- 5:13SPEAKER_00: in
- 5:13SPEAKER_00: and
- 5:13SPEAKER_00: out
- 5:13SPEAKER_00: of
- 5:13SPEAKER_00: a
- 5:14SPEAKER_00: parking
- 5:14SPEAKER_00: spot,
- 5:14SPEAKER_00: hello,
- 5:15SPEAKER_00: pregnancy
- 5:15SPEAKER_00: brain,
- 5:16SPEAKER_00: more
- 5:16SPEAKER_00: than
- 5:17SPEAKER_00: 10
- 5:17SPEAKER_00: times,
- 5:17SPEAKER_00: you
- 5:18SPEAKER_00: know
- 5:18SPEAKER_00: how
- 5:18SPEAKER_00: embarrassing
- 5:19SPEAKER_00: that
- 5:19SPEAKER_00: experience
- 5:20SPEAKER_00: is.
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- 5:21SPEAKER_00: done
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- 5:22SPEAKER_00: gotten
- 5:22SPEAKER_00: lost
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- 5:23SPEAKER_00: I
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- 5:24SPEAKER_00: that's
- 5:24SPEAKER_00: like
- 5:24SPEAKER_00: a
- 5:24SPEAKER_00: whole
- 5:24SPEAKER_00: different
- 5:25SPEAKER_00: thing.
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- 5:26SPEAKER_00: I
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- 5:27SPEAKER_00: out
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- 5:27SPEAKER_00: the
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- 5:27SPEAKER_00: I
- 5:27SPEAKER_00: look
- 5:27SPEAKER_00: in
- 5:28SPEAKER_00: the
- 5:28SPEAKER_00: window
- 5:28SPEAKER_00: and
- 5:28SPEAKER_00: I
- 5:28SPEAKER_00: and
- 5:28SPEAKER_00: I
- 5:29SPEAKER_00: just
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- 5:29SPEAKER_00: Oh
- 5:30SPEAKER_00: my
- 5:30SPEAKER_00: gosh,
- 5:30SPEAKER_00: these
- 5:31SPEAKER_00: spots
- 5:31SPEAKER_00: are
- 5:32SPEAKER_00: so
- 5:32SPEAKER_00: hard
- 5:32SPEAKER_00: to
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- 5:33SPEAKER_00: in
- 5:33SPEAKER_00: and
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- 5:33SPEAKER_00: of.
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- 5:34SPEAKER_00: don't
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- 5:35SPEAKER_00: a
- 5:35SPEAKER_00: backup
- 5:35SPEAKER_00: camera.
- 5:36SPEAKER_00: Can
- 5:36SPEAKER_00: I
- 5:36SPEAKER_00: help
- 5:37SPEAKER_00: you?
- 5:37SPEAKER_00: And
- 5:38SPEAKER_00: she
- 5:38SPEAKER_00: started
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- 5:39SPEAKER_00: yeah,
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- 5:40SPEAKER_00: I
- 5:40SPEAKER_00: don't
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- 5:41SPEAKER_00: what
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- 5:43SPEAKER_00: my
- 5:43SPEAKER_00: car
- 5:43SPEAKER_00: to
- 5:44SPEAKER_00: fit
- 5:44SPEAKER_00: into
- 5:44SPEAKER_00: this
- 5:44SPEAKER_00: spot.
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- 5:45SPEAKER_00: I
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- 5:45SPEAKER_00: an
- 5:45SPEAKER_00: appointment,
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- 5:46SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 5:46SPEAKER_00: like,
- 5:46SPEAKER_00: yeah,
- 5:46SPEAKER_00: no,
- 5:46SPEAKER_00: no,
- 5:47SPEAKER_00: no,
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- 5:50SPEAKER_00: happened
- 5:51SPEAKER_00: to
- 5:51SPEAKER_00: me
- 5:51SPEAKER_00: many
- 5:52SPEAKER_00: times,
- 5:52SPEAKER_00: especially
- 5:53SPEAKER_00: when
- 5:53SPEAKER_00: I
- 5:53SPEAKER_00: lived
- 5:53SPEAKER_00: in
- 5:53SPEAKER_00: England.
- 5:54SPEAKER_00: I
- 5:54SPEAKER_00: couldn't
- 5:54SPEAKER_00: parallel
- 5:55SPEAKER_00: park
- 5:55SPEAKER_00: to
- 5:55SPEAKER_00: save
- 5:55SPEAKER_00: my
- 5:55SPEAKER_00: life.
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- 5:56SPEAKER_00: to
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- 5:57SPEAKER_00: come
- 5:57SPEAKER_00: out
- 5:57SPEAKER_00: and
- 5:57SPEAKER_00: park
- 5:57SPEAKER_00: the
- 5:57SPEAKER_00: car
- 5:58SPEAKER_00: for
- 5:58SPEAKER_00: me.
- 5:58SPEAKER_00: I
- 5:58SPEAKER_00: know,
- 5:58SPEAKER_00: I
- 5:59SPEAKER_00: know
- 5:59SPEAKER_00: how
- 5:59SPEAKER_00: it
- 5:59SPEAKER_00: feels.
- 6:00SPEAKER_00: And
- 6:00SPEAKER_00: I
- 6:00SPEAKER_00: look
- 6:00SPEAKER_00: and
- 6:01SPEAKER_00: her
- 6:01SPEAKER_00: tires
- 6:01SPEAKER_00: are
- 6:01SPEAKER_00: balding,
- 6:02SPEAKER_00: and
- 6:02SPEAKER_00: she
- 6:02SPEAKER_00: doesn't
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- 6:03SPEAKER_00: a
- 6:03SPEAKER_00: backup
- 6:03SPEAKER_00: camera,
- 6:04SPEAKER_00: and
- 6:04SPEAKER_00: you
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- 6:04SPEAKER_00: she
- 6:04SPEAKER_00: doesn't
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- 6:05SPEAKER_00: the
- 6:05SPEAKER_00: basic
- 6:05SPEAKER_00: things
- 6:06SPEAKER_00: that
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- 6:07SPEAKER_00: this
- 6:07SPEAKER_00: whole
- 6:07SPEAKER_00: experience
- 6:08SPEAKER_00: easier
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- 6:10SPEAKER_00: I
- 6:10SPEAKER_00: don't
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- 6:13SPEAKER_00: friend,
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- 6:14SPEAKER_00: have
- 6:14SPEAKER_00: just
- 6:14SPEAKER_00: lost
- 6:15SPEAKER_00: her
- 6:15SPEAKER_00: husband.
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- 6:15SPEAKER_00: knows?
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- 6:16SPEAKER_00: didn't
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- 6:22SPEAKER_00: parking
- 6:23SPEAKER_00: spot
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- 6:26SPEAKER_00: day.
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- 6:27SPEAKER_00: my
- 6:28SPEAKER_00: son,
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- 6:30SPEAKER_00: car
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- 6:30SPEAKER_00: me
- 6:30SPEAKER_00: even
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- 6:36SPEAKER_00: other
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- 6:38SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 6:39SPEAKER_00: like
- 6:39SPEAKER_00: now
- 6:39SPEAKER_00: a
- 6:39SPEAKER_00: traffic
- 6:40SPEAKER_00: cop.
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- 6:42SPEAKER_00: that
- 6:43SPEAKER_00: moment,
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- 6:45SPEAKER_00: son
- 6:45SPEAKER_00: two
- 6:45SPEAKER_00: lessons
- 6:46SPEAKER_00: that
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- 6:53SPEAKER_00: generous
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- 6:59SPEAKER_00: just
- 6:59SPEAKER_00: being
- 6:59SPEAKER_00: of
- 6:59SPEAKER_00: service.
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- 7:03SPEAKER_00: be
- 7:03SPEAKER_00: generous
- 7:04SPEAKER_00: with
- 7:06SPEAKER_00: service.
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- 7:09SPEAKER_00: don't
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- 7:11SPEAKER_00: in
- 7:11SPEAKER_00: a
- 7:11SPEAKER_00: rush,
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- 7:17SPEAKER_00: about
- 7:17SPEAKER_00: what
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- 7:17SPEAKER_00: children
- 7:18SPEAKER_00: are
- 7:18SPEAKER_00: learning
- 7:19SPEAKER_00: from
- 7:19SPEAKER_00: us
- 7:20SPEAKER_00: and
- 7:20SPEAKER_00: what
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- 7:25SPEAKER_00: that
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- 7:28SPEAKER_00: 100%
- 7:29SPEAKER_00: being
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- 7:31SPEAKER_00: of
- 7:31SPEAKER_00: this
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- 7:33SPEAKER_00: looking
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- 7:36SPEAKER_00: is
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- 7:37SPEAKER_00: intense
- 7:38SPEAKER_00: and
- 7:38SPEAKER_00: selfish
- 7:38SPEAKER_00: desire
- 7:39SPEAKER_00: for
- 7:39SPEAKER_00: something,
- 7:39SPEAKER_00: especially
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- 7:40SPEAKER_00: power,
- 7:41SPEAKER_00: food,
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- 7:43SPEAKER_00: more
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- 7:52SPEAKER_00: being
- 7:53SPEAKER_00: in
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- 7:53SPEAKER_00: bubble
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- 7:56SPEAKER_00: what
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- 7:59SPEAKER_00: an
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- 8:07SPEAKER_00: Christmas.
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- 8:09SPEAKER_00: Potter
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- 8:12SPEAKER_00: fat
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- 8:14SPEAKER_00: presents.
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- 8:16SPEAKER_00: think
- 8:16SPEAKER_00: what's
- 8:16SPEAKER_00: his
- 8:16SPEAKER_00: name.
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- 8:40SPEAKER_00: that
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- 8:41SPEAKER_00: all
- 8:41SPEAKER_00: greedy,
- 8:42SPEAKER_00: and
- 8:42SPEAKER_00: that
- 8:42SPEAKER_00: I
- 8:42SPEAKER_00: think
- 8:43SPEAKER_00: that
- 8:44SPEAKER_00: when
- 8:44SPEAKER_00: we
- 8:44SPEAKER_00: don't
- 8:44SPEAKER_00: explore
- 8:45SPEAKER_00: our
- 8:45SPEAKER_00: shadow
- 8:45SPEAKER_00: of
- 8:46SPEAKER_00: greediness,
- 8:46SPEAKER_00: uh
- 8:47SPEAKER_00: it
- 8:47SPEAKER_00: just
- 8:47SPEAKER_00: spreads
- 8:48SPEAKER_00: more
- 8:48SPEAKER_00: greediness.
- 8:49SPEAKER_00: And,
- 8:50SPEAKER_00: you
- 8:50SPEAKER_00: know,
- 8:50SPEAKER_00: we
- 8:50SPEAKER_00: always
- 8:51SPEAKER_00: blame
- 8:51SPEAKER_00: the
- 8:51SPEAKER_00: wealthy.
- 8:52SPEAKER_00: Oh,
- 8:52SPEAKER_00: look,
- 8:52SPEAKER_00: it's
- 8:52SPEAKER_00: their
- 8:53SPEAKER_00: fault.
- 8:53SPEAKER_00: They're
- 8:53SPEAKER_00: so
- 8:53SPEAKER_00: greedy.
- 8:54SPEAKER_00: But
- 8:54SPEAKER_00: greed
- 8:55SPEAKER_00: is
- 8:55SPEAKER_00: not
- 8:56SPEAKER_00: just
- 8:56SPEAKER_00: for
- 8:56SPEAKER_00: the
- 8:57SPEAKER_00: wealthy,
- 8:57SPEAKER_00: my
- 8:57SPEAKER_00: friends.
- 8:58SPEAKER_00: Greed
- 8:58SPEAKER_00: is
- 8:59SPEAKER_00: for
- 8:59SPEAKER_00: all
- 8:59SPEAKER_00: of
- 8:59SPEAKER_00: us.
- 9:00SPEAKER_00: And
- 9:00SPEAKER_00: um,
- 9:00SPEAKER_00: you
- 9:01SPEAKER_00: know,
- 9:01SPEAKER_00: I
- 9:01SPEAKER_00: can
- 9:01SPEAKER_00: be
- 9:01SPEAKER_00: very
- 9:01SPEAKER_00: greedy
- 9:02SPEAKER_00: with
- 9:02SPEAKER_00: my
- 9:02SPEAKER_00: time.
- 9:03SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 9:03SPEAKER_00: very
- 9:03SPEAKER_00: greedy
- 9:04SPEAKER_00: with
- 9:04SPEAKER_00: my
- 9:04SPEAKER_00: time.
- 9:05SPEAKER_00: And
- 9:06SPEAKER_00: um
- 9:06SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 9:07SPEAKER_00: also,
- 9:07SPEAKER_00: you
- 9:08SPEAKER_00: know,
- 9:08SPEAKER_00: obviously
- 9:08SPEAKER_00: greedy
- 9:09SPEAKER_00: with
- 9:09SPEAKER_00: my
- 9:09SPEAKER_00: judgments,
- 9:10SPEAKER_00: that
- 9:10SPEAKER_00: poor
- 9:10SPEAKER_00: lady
- 9:11SPEAKER_00: in
- 9:11SPEAKER_00: the
- 9:11SPEAKER_00: car.
- 9:12SPEAKER_00: Um,
- 9:12SPEAKER_00: and
- 9:13SPEAKER_00: then
- 9:13SPEAKER_00: miserliness
- 9:14SPEAKER_00: is
- 9:14SPEAKER_00: greed's
- 9:15SPEAKER_00: other
- 9:16SPEAKER_00: friend.
- 9:16SPEAKER_00: And
- 9:17SPEAKER_00: this
- 9:17SPEAKER_00: is
- 9:17SPEAKER_00: an
- 9:17SPEAKER_00: excessive
- 9:18SPEAKER_00: unwillingness
- 9:19SPEAKER_00: to
- 9:19SPEAKER_00: spend,
- 9:19SPEAKER_00: give,
- 9:20SPEAKER_00: or
- 9:20SPEAKER_00: share
- 9:21SPEAKER_00: extreme
- 9:21SPEAKER_00: frugality
- 9:23SPEAKER_00: or
- 9:23SPEAKER_00: stinginess.
- 9:24SPEAKER_00: Now,
- 9:24SPEAKER_00: I
- 9:25SPEAKER_00: did
- 9:25SPEAKER_00: not
- 9:25SPEAKER_00: think
- 9:25SPEAKER_00: I
- 9:25SPEAKER_00: was
- 9:25SPEAKER_00: miserly
- 9:26SPEAKER_00: until
- 9:27SPEAKER_00: I
- 9:27SPEAKER_00: went
- 9:27SPEAKER_00: to
- 9:28SPEAKER_00: my
- 9:28SPEAKER_00: conference
- 9:29SPEAKER_00: last
- 9:29SPEAKER_00: week,
- 9:29SPEAKER_00: uh,
- 9:30SPEAKER_00: which
- 9:30SPEAKER_00: was
- 9:30SPEAKER_00: Business
- 9:31SPEAKER_00: by
- 9:31SPEAKER_00: Design.
- 9:31SPEAKER_00: It's
- 9:31SPEAKER_00: my
- 9:31SPEAKER_00: entrepreneurial
- 9:32SPEAKER_00: program
- 9:32SPEAKER_00: uh
- 9:33SPEAKER_00: conference.
- 9:34SPEAKER_00: And
- 9:34SPEAKER_00: as
- 9:35SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 9:35SPEAKER_00: sitting
- 9:35SPEAKER_00: there,
- 9:35SPEAKER_00: I
- 9:36SPEAKER_00: decided
- 9:36SPEAKER_00: to
- 9:36SPEAKER_00: sit
- 9:36SPEAKER_00: in
- 9:36SPEAKER_00: the
- 9:37SPEAKER_00: back
- 9:37SPEAKER_00: and
- 9:38SPEAKER_00: watch
- 9:39SPEAKER_00: this
- 9:39SPEAKER_00: time.
- 9:39SPEAKER_00: Because
- 9:40SPEAKER_00: the
- 9:40SPEAKER_00: last
- 9:40SPEAKER_00: time
- 9:40SPEAKER_00: I
- 9:41SPEAKER_00: went,
- 9:41SPEAKER_00: I
- 9:41SPEAKER_00: bought
- 9:42SPEAKER_00: into
- 9:42SPEAKER_00: the
- 9:42SPEAKER_00: next
- 9:42SPEAKER_00: level
- 9:43SPEAKER_00: coaching
- 9:43SPEAKER_00: program
- 9:44SPEAKER_00: and
- 9:44SPEAKER_00: immediately
- 9:45SPEAKER_00: spent
- 9:45SPEAKER_00: a
- 9:46SPEAKER_00: year
- 9:46SPEAKER_00: in
- 9:46SPEAKER_00: shame
- 9:46SPEAKER_00: and
- 9:47SPEAKER_00: comparison,
- 9:48SPEAKER_00: and
- 9:48SPEAKER_00: I
- 9:48SPEAKER_00: was
- 9:48SPEAKER_00: unwilling
- 9:49SPEAKER_00: to
- 9:49SPEAKER_00: be
- 9:49SPEAKER_00: coachable,
- 9:50SPEAKER_00: and
- 9:51SPEAKER_00: I
- 9:51SPEAKER_00: did
- 9:52SPEAKER_00: not
- 9:52SPEAKER_00: take
- 9:52SPEAKER_00: advantage
- 9:53SPEAKER_00: of
- 9:53SPEAKER_00: the
- 9:53SPEAKER_00: opportunities.
- 9:54SPEAKER_00: To
- 9:54SPEAKER_00: be
- 9:54SPEAKER_00: fair,
- 9:54SPEAKER_00: I
- 9:55SPEAKER_00: also
- 9:55SPEAKER_00: had
- 9:55SPEAKER_00: two
- 9:55SPEAKER_00: head
- 9:56SPEAKER_00: injuries,
- 9:56SPEAKER_00: so
- 9:56SPEAKER_00: I
- 9:56SPEAKER_00: really
- 9:57SPEAKER_00: could
- 9:57SPEAKER_00: not
- 9:57SPEAKER_00: process
- 9:58SPEAKER_00: numbers,
- 9:59SPEAKER_00: and
- 9:59SPEAKER_00: um,
- 10:00SPEAKER_00: my
- 10:00SPEAKER_00: emotions
- 10:01SPEAKER_00: were
- 10:01SPEAKER_00: completely
- 10:01SPEAKER_00: unchecked
- 10:02SPEAKER_00: because
- 10:02SPEAKER_00: of
- 10:02SPEAKER_00: head
- 10:03SPEAKER_00: injuries.
- 10:03SPEAKER_00: So
- 10:03SPEAKER_00: there
- 10:04SPEAKER_00: was
- 10:04SPEAKER_00: a
- 10:04SPEAKER_00: valid
- 10:05SPEAKER_00: reason
- 10:05SPEAKER_00: why.
- 10:06SPEAKER_00: But
- 10:06SPEAKER_00: miserliness
- 10:07SPEAKER_00: is
- 10:08SPEAKER_00: unwillingness,
- 10:09SPEAKER_00: withholding,
- 10:10SPEAKER_00: fear
- 10:10SPEAKER_00: of
- 10:10SPEAKER_00: loss,
- 10:11SPEAKER_00: and
- 10:11SPEAKER_00: a
- 10:11SPEAKER_00: restriction.
- 10:12SPEAKER_00: It's
- 10:12SPEAKER_00: a
- 10:12SPEAKER_00: very
- 10:13SPEAKER_00: restricted,
- 10:14SPEAKER_00: contracted
- 10:14SPEAKER_00: energy.
- 10:16SPEAKER_00: So
- 10:17SPEAKER_00: when
- 10:17SPEAKER_00: you're
- 10:17SPEAKER_00: thinking
- 10:18SPEAKER_00: about,
- 10:18SPEAKER_00: you
- 10:18SPEAKER_00: know,
- 10:19SPEAKER_00: spending
- 10:20SPEAKER_00: or
- 10:20SPEAKER_00: giving
- 10:21SPEAKER_00: for
- 10:21SPEAKER_00: other
- 10:21SPEAKER_00: people,
- 10:21SPEAKER_00: do
- 10:22SPEAKER_00: you
- 10:22SPEAKER_00: feel
- 10:22SPEAKER_00: an
- 10:22SPEAKER_00: openness
- 10:23SPEAKER_00: or
- 10:23SPEAKER_00: do
- 10:23SPEAKER_00: you
- 10:23SPEAKER_00: feel
- 10:23SPEAKER_00: a
- 10:23SPEAKER_00: restriction?
- 10:24SPEAKER_00: And
- 10:24SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 10:24SPEAKER_00: not
- 10:24SPEAKER_00: talking
- 10:25SPEAKER_00: about
- 10:25SPEAKER_00: money.
- 10:25SPEAKER_00: We're
- 10:25SPEAKER_00: not
- 10:25SPEAKER_00: gonna
- 10:25SPEAKER_00: talk
- 10:26SPEAKER_00: about
- 10:26SPEAKER_00: money.
- 10:26SPEAKER_00: We're
- 10:26SPEAKER_00: talking
- 10:27SPEAKER_00: about
- 10:27SPEAKER_00: love,
- 10:28SPEAKER_00: affection,
- 10:29SPEAKER_00: energy,
- 10:30SPEAKER_00: uh,
- 10:30SPEAKER_00: attention,
- 10:32SPEAKER_00: time,
- 10:33SPEAKER_00: uh
- 10:35SPEAKER_00: appreciation,
- 10:36SPEAKER_00: gratitude,
- 10:37SPEAKER_00: things
- 10:38SPEAKER_00: like
- 10:38SPEAKER_00: that.
- 10:38SPEAKER_00: So
- 10:39SPEAKER_00: what
- 10:39SPEAKER_00: we're
- 10:39SPEAKER_00: gonna
- 10:39SPEAKER_00: do
- 10:39SPEAKER_00: is
- 10:40SPEAKER_00: we're
- 10:40SPEAKER_00: gonna
- 10:40SPEAKER_00: take
- 10:40SPEAKER_00: a
- 10:40SPEAKER_00: different
- 10:40SPEAKER_00: look
- 10:41SPEAKER_00: at
- 10:41SPEAKER_00: greed
- 10:41SPEAKER_00: today.
- 10:42SPEAKER_00: Um,
- 10:42SPEAKER_00: because
- 10:42SPEAKER_00: I
- 10:42SPEAKER_00: don't
- 10:43SPEAKER_00: think
- 10:43SPEAKER_00: most
- 10:43SPEAKER_00: of
- 10:43SPEAKER_00: the
- 10:43SPEAKER_00: people
- 10:44SPEAKER_00: listening
- 10:44SPEAKER_00: to
- 10:44SPEAKER_00: this
- 10:44SPEAKER_00: are
- 10:45SPEAKER_00: actually
- 10:45SPEAKER_00: wealthy,
- 10:46SPEAKER_00: or
- 10:46SPEAKER_00: maybe
- 10:46SPEAKER_00: you
- 10:46SPEAKER_00: are,
- 10:47SPEAKER_00: and
- 10:47SPEAKER_00: if
- 10:47SPEAKER_00: you
- 10:47SPEAKER_00: are,
- 10:47SPEAKER_00: you
- 10:48SPEAKER_00: should
- 10:48SPEAKER_00: join
- 10:48SPEAKER_00: my
- 10:48SPEAKER_00: coaching
- 10:48SPEAKER_00: program.
- 10:49SPEAKER_00: Just
- 10:49SPEAKER_00: kidding.
- 10:49SPEAKER_00: My
- 10:50SPEAKER_00: coaching
- 10:50SPEAKER_00: program
- 10:50SPEAKER_00: is
- 10:50SPEAKER_00: available
- 10:51SPEAKER_00: to
- 10:51SPEAKER_00: everyone,
- 10:51SPEAKER_00: that's
- 10:51SPEAKER_00: why
- 10:52SPEAKER_00: I
- 10:52SPEAKER_00: keep
- 10:52SPEAKER_00: it
- 10:52SPEAKER_00: at
- 10:52SPEAKER_00: a
- 10:52SPEAKER_00: very
- 10:52SPEAKER_00: affordable
- 10:53SPEAKER_00: rate.
- 10:53SPEAKER_00: Um,
- 10:54SPEAKER_00: but
- 10:54SPEAKER_00: uh,
- 10:55SPEAKER_00: because
- 10:55SPEAKER_00: I
- 10:55SPEAKER_00: don't
- 10:55SPEAKER_00: think
- 10:55SPEAKER_00: personal
- 10:56SPEAKER_00: transformation
- 10:56SPEAKER_00: should
- 10:56SPEAKER_00: cost
- 10:57SPEAKER_00: you
- 10:57SPEAKER_00: an
- 10:57SPEAKER_00: arm
- 10:57SPEAKER_00: and
- 10:57SPEAKER_00: a
- 10:57SPEAKER_00: leg
- 10:58SPEAKER_00: or
- 10:58SPEAKER_00: put
- 10:58SPEAKER_00: you
- 10:58SPEAKER_00: in
- 10:58SPEAKER_00: debt.
- 10:59SPEAKER_00: Uh,
- 11:00SPEAKER_00: so
- 11:00SPEAKER_00: greed
- 11:01SPEAKER_00: says
- 11:02SPEAKER_00: there
- 11:02SPEAKER_00: isn't
- 11:03SPEAKER_00: enough
- 11:03SPEAKER_00: yet,
- 11:04SPEAKER_00: so
- 11:04SPEAKER_00: I
- 11:04SPEAKER_00: need
- 11:04SPEAKER_00: more.
- 11:05SPEAKER_00: Greed
- 11:06SPEAKER_00: is
- 11:06SPEAKER_00: driven
- 11:06SPEAKER_00: by
- 11:07SPEAKER_00: an
- 11:07SPEAKER_00: insatiable
- 11:08SPEAKER_00: hunger
- 11:09SPEAKER_00: and
- 11:09SPEAKER_00: it
- 11:10SPEAKER_00: reaches
- 11:10SPEAKER_00: outward,
- 11:11SPEAKER_00: it
- 11:11SPEAKER_00: accelerates,
- 11:12SPEAKER_00: it
- 11:12SPEAKER_00: pushes.
- 11:13SPEAKER_00: Greed
- 11:13SPEAKER_00: can
- 11:13SPEAKER_00: be
- 11:14SPEAKER_00: a
- 11:14SPEAKER_00: great
- 11:14SPEAKER_00: way
- 11:14SPEAKER_00: to
- 11:14SPEAKER_00: get
- 11:15SPEAKER_00: you
- 11:15SPEAKER_00: moving,
- 11:16SPEAKER_00: right?
- 11:16SPEAKER_00: Like,
- 11:17SPEAKER_00: oh
- 11:17SPEAKER_00: man,
- 11:18SPEAKER_00: I
- 11:18SPEAKER_00: really
- 11:18SPEAKER_00: want
- 11:18SPEAKER_00: a
- 11:18SPEAKER_00: cookie.
- 11:19SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 11:19SPEAKER_00: gonna
- 11:19SPEAKER_00: get
- 11:19SPEAKER_00: to
- 11:19SPEAKER_00: the
- 11:20SPEAKER_00: gym
- 11:20SPEAKER_00: so
- 11:20SPEAKER_00: I
- 11:20SPEAKER_00: can
- 11:21SPEAKER_00: balance
- 11:21SPEAKER_00: out
- 11:21SPEAKER_00: my
- 11:21SPEAKER_00: calories.
- 11:23SPEAKER_00: It
- 11:23SPEAKER_00: can
- 11:24SPEAKER_00: be
- 11:24SPEAKER_00: a
- 11:24SPEAKER_00: positive.
- 11:25SPEAKER_00: But
- 11:25SPEAKER_00: what
- 11:26SPEAKER_00: we're
- 11:26SPEAKER_00: really
- 11:26SPEAKER_00: looking
- 11:26SPEAKER_00: at
- 11:26SPEAKER_00: today
- 11:27SPEAKER_00: is
- 11:27SPEAKER_00: when
- 11:27SPEAKER_00: is
- 11:27SPEAKER_00: it
- 11:27SPEAKER_00: a
- 11:27SPEAKER_00: bad
- 11:28SPEAKER_00: thing?
- 11:28SPEAKER_00: And
- 11:29SPEAKER_00: when
- 11:29SPEAKER_00: is
- 11:29SPEAKER_00: it
- 11:30SPEAKER_00: actually,
- 11:31SPEAKER_00: you
- 11:31SPEAKER_00: know,
- 11:32SPEAKER_00: creating
- 11:33SPEAKER_00: more
- 11:33SPEAKER_00: harm
- 11:33SPEAKER_00: than
- 11:34SPEAKER_00: good?
- 11:34SPEAKER_00: Because
- 11:34SPEAKER_00: greed
- 11:34SPEAKER_00: often
- 11:35SPEAKER_00: hides
- 11:35SPEAKER_00: under
- 11:35SPEAKER_00: excitement,
- 11:36SPEAKER_00: anticipation.
- 11:37SPEAKER_00: It
- 11:37SPEAKER_00: can
- 11:38SPEAKER_00: also
- 11:38SPEAKER_00: hide
- 11:38SPEAKER_00: under
- 11:38SPEAKER_00: anxiety,
- 11:39SPEAKER_00: fear
- 11:40SPEAKER_00: of
- 11:40SPEAKER_00: missing
- 11:40SPEAKER_00: out.
- 11:41SPEAKER_00: You
- 11:41SPEAKER_00: know,
- 11:41SPEAKER_00: if
- 11:42SPEAKER_00: you
- 11:42SPEAKER_00: spend
- 11:42SPEAKER_00: any
- 11:43SPEAKER_00: time
- 11:43SPEAKER_00: on
- 11:43SPEAKER_00: social
- 11:44SPEAKER_00: media,
- 11:44SPEAKER_00: and
- 11:44SPEAKER_00: I
- 11:44SPEAKER_00: mean
- 11:45SPEAKER_00: any
- 11:45SPEAKER_00: time
- 11:46SPEAKER_00: at
- 11:46SPEAKER_00: all,
- 11:46SPEAKER_00: or
- 11:46SPEAKER_00: even
- 11:47SPEAKER_00: driving
- 11:47SPEAKER_00: around
- 11:47SPEAKER_00: in
- 11:48SPEAKER_00: your
- 11:48SPEAKER_00: car
- 11:48SPEAKER_00: anywhere,
- 11:49SPEAKER_00: you're
- 11:50SPEAKER_00: going
- 11:50SPEAKER_00: to
- 11:50SPEAKER_00: experience
- 11:51SPEAKER_00: unconscious
- 11:52SPEAKER_00: greed.
- 11:53SPEAKER_00: Because
- 11:54SPEAKER_00: all
- 11:54SPEAKER_00: marketing
- 11:55SPEAKER_00: and
- 11:55SPEAKER_00: sales
- 11:56SPEAKER_00: is
- 11:56SPEAKER_00: happening
- 11:56SPEAKER_00: underneath
- 11:57SPEAKER_00: your
- 11:57SPEAKER_00: conscious
- 11:58SPEAKER_00: awareness.
- 11:59SPEAKER_00: And
- 11:59SPEAKER_00: it
- 11:59SPEAKER_00: is
- 11:59SPEAKER_00: all
- 12:00SPEAKER_00: of
- 12:00SPEAKER_00: the
- 12:00SPEAKER_00: time,
- 12:00SPEAKER_00: not
- 12:01SPEAKER_00: some
- 12:01SPEAKER_00: of
- 12:01SPEAKER_00: the
- 12:01SPEAKER_00: time,
- 12:01SPEAKER_00: it
- 12:01SPEAKER_00: is
- 12:02SPEAKER_00: all
- 12:02SPEAKER_00: of
- 12:02SPEAKER_00: the
- 12:02SPEAKER_00: time.
- 12:03SPEAKER_00: It
- 12:03SPEAKER_00: is
- 12:03SPEAKER_00: everywhere
- 12:04SPEAKER_00: you
- 12:04SPEAKER_00: go.
- 12:05SPEAKER_00: It
- 12:05SPEAKER_00: is
- 12:06SPEAKER_00: when
- 12:06SPEAKER_00: you
- 12:06SPEAKER_00: are
- 12:06SPEAKER_00: driving
- 12:07SPEAKER_00: and
- 12:07SPEAKER_00: you
- 12:07SPEAKER_00: see
- 12:07SPEAKER_00: billboards
- 12:08SPEAKER_00: that
- 12:08SPEAKER_00: you're
- 12:08SPEAKER_00: not
- 12:08SPEAKER_00: looking
- 12:08SPEAKER_00: at,
- 12:09SPEAKER_00: when
- 12:09SPEAKER_00: you
- 12:09SPEAKER_00: see
- 12:10SPEAKER_00: food
- 12:12SPEAKER_00: bill,
- 12:12SPEAKER_00: you
- 12:12SPEAKER_00: know,
- 12:12SPEAKER_00: buildings,
- 12:13SPEAKER_00: restaurants,
- 12:14SPEAKER_00: also
- 12:14SPEAKER_00: known
- 12:14SPEAKER_00: as
- 12:15SPEAKER_00: restaurants,
- 12:15SPEAKER_00: when
- 12:15SPEAKER_00: you
- 12:16SPEAKER_00: see
- 12:16SPEAKER_00: that,
- 12:16SPEAKER_00: there
- 12:16SPEAKER_00: is
- 12:17SPEAKER_00: you
- 12:17SPEAKER_00: are
- 12:17SPEAKER_00: constantly
- 12:18SPEAKER_00: being
- 12:19SPEAKER_00: marketed
- 12:20SPEAKER_00: to.
- 12:46SPEAKER_00: And
- 12:46SPEAKER_00: then
- 12:47SPEAKER_00: your
- 12:48SPEAKER_00: primal
- 12:48SPEAKER_00: need
- 12:49SPEAKER_00: to
- 12:49SPEAKER_00: obtain
- 12:50SPEAKER_00: more
- 12:50SPEAKER_00: kicks
- 12:51SPEAKER_00: in.
- 12:51SPEAKER_00: It's
- 12:52SPEAKER_00: biology.
- 12:53SPEAKER_00: So
- 12:54SPEAKER_00: that's
- 12:54SPEAKER_00: greed.
- 12:55SPEAKER_00: Miserliness
- 12:56SPEAKER_00: is
- 12:56SPEAKER_00: there
- 12:56SPEAKER_00: isn't
- 12:57SPEAKER_00: enough,
- 12:57SPEAKER_00: so
- 12:58SPEAKER_00: I
- 12:58SPEAKER_00: can't
- 12:58SPEAKER_00: let
- 12:59SPEAKER_00: go.
- 12:59SPEAKER_00: This
- 12:59SPEAKER_00: is
- 13:00SPEAKER_00: basically
- 13:01SPEAKER_00: scarcity.
- 13:03SPEAKER_00: Miserly
- 13:03SPEAKER_00: is
- 13:04SPEAKER_00: driven
- 13:04SPEAKER_00: by
- 13:04SPEAKER_00: fear.
- 13:05SPEAKER_00: It
- 13:05SPEAKER_00: pulls
- 13:06SPEAKER_00: inward,
- 13:06SPEAKER_00: it
- 13:06SPEAKER_00: slows
- 13:07SPEAKER_00: you
- 13:07SPEAKER_00: down,
- 13:07SPEAKER_00: it
- 13:07SPEAKER_00: clamps
- 13:08SPEAKER_00: down,
- 13:09SPEAKER_00: your
- 13:09SPEAKER_00: nervous
- 13:09SPEAKER_00: system
- 13:10SPEAKER_00: goes
- 13:10SPEAKER_00: into
- 13:10SPEAKER_00: freeze
- 13:11SPEAKER_00: mode
- 13:11SPEAKER_00: or
- 13:11SPEAKER_00: collapse.
- 13:12SPEAKER_00: You
- 13:12SPEAKER_00: get
- 13:12SPEAKER_00: this
- 13:12SPEAKER_00: tightness
- 13:13SPEAKER_00: in
- 13:13SPEAKER_00: the
- 13:13SPEAKER_00: gut,
- 13:14SPEAKER_00: in
- 13:14SPEAKER_00: your
- 13:14SPEAKER_00: hips,
- 13:14SPEAKER_00: in
- 13:14SPEAKER_00: your
- 13:14SPEAKER_00: throat.
- 13:15SPEAKER_00: You
- 13:15SPEAKER_00: have
- 13:15SPEAKER_00: shallow
- 13:16SPEAKER_00: breathing,
- 13:16SPEAKER_00: you
- 13:17SPEAKER_00: start
- 13:17SPEAKER_00: hoarding,
- 13:18SPEAKER_00: hoarding
- 13:19SPEAKER_00: energy,
- 13:20SPEAKER_00: hoarding
- 13:21SPEAKER_00: money,
- 13:21SPEAKER_00: time,
- 13:22SPEAKER_00: emotional
- 13:23SPEAKER_00: availability.
- 13:24SPEAKER_00: You
- 13:24SPEAKER_00: start
- 13:25SPEAKER_00: saying
- 13:25SPEAKER_00: things
- 13:26SPEAKER_00: like,
- 13:26SPEAKER_00: you
- 13:26SPEAKER_00: become
- 13:27SPEAKER_00: withdrawn,
- 13:28SPEAKER_00: you
- 13:28SPEAKER_00: want
- 13:28SPEAKER_00: to
- 13:28SPEAKER_00: control
- 13:29SPEAKER_00: everything,
- 13:30SPEAKER_00: and
- 13:30SPEAKER_00: you
- 13:30SPEAKER_00: probably
- 13:31SPEAKER_00: have
- 13:31SPEAKER_00: more
- 13:31SPEAKER_00: resentment.
- 13:32SPEAKER_00: And
- 13:32SPEAKER_00: you're
- 13:33SPEAKER_00: doing
- 13:33SPEAKER_00: silent
- 13:34SPEAKER_00: scorekeeping.
- 13:34SPEAKER_00: Well,
- 13:35SPEAKER_00: I
- 13:35SPEAKER_00: did
- 13:35SPEAKER_00: all
- 13:35SPEAKER_00: of
- 13:35SPEAKER_00: this
- 13:35SPEAKER_00: for
- 13:35SPEAKER_00: you.
- 13:36SPEAKER_00: What
- 13:36SPEAKER_00: did
- 13:36SPEAKER_00: you
- 13:36SPEAKER_00: do
- 13:36SPEAKER_00: for
- 13:37SPEAKER_00: me?
- 13:37SPEAKER_00: Right.
- 13:38SPEAKER_00: And
- 13:38SPEAKER_00: this
- 13:39SPEAKER_00: comes
- 13:39SPEAKER_00: from
- 13:39SPEAKER_00: not
- 13:40SPEAKER_00: enough.
- 13:41SPEAKER_00: And
- 13:41SPEAKER_00: when
- 13:42SPEAKER_00: we're
- 13:42SPEAKER_00: looking
- 13:42SPEAKER_00: at
- 13:43SPEAKER_00: these
- 13:43SPEAKER_00: two,
- 13:45SPEAKER_00: it's
- 13:45SPEAKER_00: important
- 13:45SPEAKER_00: to
- 13:46SPEAKER_00: look
- 13:46SPEAKER_00: at
- 13:46SPEAKER_00: them
- 13:46SPEAKER_00: this
- 13:46SPEAKER_00: time
- 13:47SPEAKER_00: of
- 13:47SPEAKER_00: year
- 13:47SPEAKER_00: because
- 13:47SPEAKER_00: it's
- 13:48SPEAKER_00: so
- 13:48SPEAKER_00: obvious,
- 13:49SPEAKER_00: it's
- 13:49SPEAKER_00: so
- 13:49SPEAKER_00: in
- 13:50SPEAKER_00: your
- 13:50SPEAKER_00: face
- 13:50SPEAKER_00: right
- 13:50SPEAKER_00: now.
- 13:51SPEAKER_00: It's
- 13:51SPEAKER_00: Christmas
- 13:51SPEAKER_00: time,
- 13:52SPEAKER_00: like
- 13:52SPEAKER_00: greed
- 13:53SPEAKER_00: and
- 13:53SPEAKER_00: miserliness
- 13:54SPEAKER_00: are
- 13:55SPEAKER_00: at
- 13:55SPEAKER_00: their
- 13:55SPEAKER_00: peak.
- 13:56SPEAKER_00: I
- 13:56SPEAKER_00: would
- 13:56SPEAKER_00: call
- 13:56SPEAKER_00: this
- 13:56SPEAKER_00: the
- 13:57SPEAKER_00: peak
- 13:57SPEAKER_00: season.
- 13:58SPEAKER_00: Okay.
- 13:58SPEAKER_00: So,
- 13:59SPEAKER_00: you
- 13:59SPEAKER_00: know,
- 14:00SPEAKER_00: I
- 14:00SPEAKER_00: was
- 14:00SPEAKER_00: even
- 14:00SPEAKER_00: looking
- 14:01SPEAKER_00: online
- 14:01SPEAKER_00: at
- 14:02SPEAKER_00: like
- 14:02SPEAKER_00: some
- 14:02SPEAKER_00: videos
- 14:04SPEAKER_00: of,
- 14:04SPEAKER_00: you
- 14:04SPEAKER_00: know,
- 14:05SPEAKER_00: families
- 14:06SPEAKER_00: and
- 14:06SPEAKER_00: how
- 14:06SPEAKER_00: they
- 14:06SPEAKER_00: spend
- 14:06SPEAKER_00: Christmas
- 14:07SPEAKER_00: together.
- 14:08SPEAKER_00: And
- 14:08SPEAKER_00: I
- 14:08SPEAKER_00: immediately
- 14:09SPEAKER_00: went
- 14:09SPEAKER_00: into
- 14:10SPEAKER_00: like,
- 14:10SPEAKER_00: oh,
- 14:10SPEAKER_00: I
- 14:11SPEAKER_00: wish
- 14:11SPEAKER_00: I
- 14:11SPEAKER_00: could
- 14:11SPEAKER_00: go
- 14:12SPEAKER_00: back
- 14:12SPEAKER_00: and
- 14:12SPEAKER_00: do
- 14:12SPEAKER_00: my
- 14:14SPEAKER_00: kids'
- 14:14SPEAKER_00: childhood
- 14:15SPEAKER_00: a
- 14:15SPEAKER_00: little
- 14:15SPEAKER_00: bit
- 14:15SPEAKER_00: different.
- 14:16SPEAKER_00: And
- 14:16SPEAKER_00: then
- 14:16SPEAKER_00: I
- 14:16SPEAKER_00: thought,
- 14:17SPEAKER_00: no,
- 14:17SPEAKER_00: you
- 14:17SPEAKER_00: don't.
- 14:18SPEAKER_00: You
- 14:18SPEAKER_00: didn't
- 14:18SPEAKER_00: have
- 14:18SPEAKER_00: social
- 14:19SPEAKER_00: media
- 14:19SPEAKER_00: to
- 14:19SPEAKER_00: compare
- 14:20SPEAKER_00: yourselves
- 14:21SPEAKER_00: to
- 14:22SPEAKER_00: when
- 14:22SPEAKER_00: you
- 14:22SPEAKER_00: were
- 14:22SPEAKER_00: raising
- 14:23SPEAKER_00: your
- 14:23SPEAKER_00: children.
- 14:23SPEAKER_00: Thank
- 14:24SPEAKER_00: God
- 14:24SPEAKER_00: for
- 14:24SPEAKER_00: that.
- 14:24SPEAKER_00: Because
- 14:25SPEAKER_00: I
- 14:25SPEAKER_00: can't
- 14:25SPEAKER_00: even
- 14:25SPEAKER_00: imagine
- 14:26SPEAKER_00: what
- 14:26SPEAKER_00: it's
- 14:26SPEAKER_00: like
- 14:27SPEAKER_00: to
- 14:27SPEAKER_00: in
- 14:27SPEAKER_00: today's
- 14:28SPEAKER_00: world
- 14:28SPEAKER_00: being
- 14:28SPEAKER_00: a
- 14:28SPEAKER_00: parent,
- 14:29SPEAKER_00: comparing
- 14:29SPEAKER_00: yourself
- 14:30SPEAKER_00: to
- 14:30SPEAKER_00: everybody
- 14:30SPEAKER_00: who
- 14:30SPEAKER_00: looks
- 14:31SPEAKER_00: like
- 14:31SPEAKER_00: they
- 14:31SPEAKER_00: have
- 14:31SPEAKER_00: the
- 14:31SPEAKER_00: perfect
- 14:31SPEAKER_00: family
- 14:32SPEAKER_00: online,
- 14:32SPEAKER_00: and
- 14:32SPEAKER_00: later
- 14:32SPEAKER_00: you
- 14:32SPEAKER_00: find
- 14:33SPEAKER_00: out
- 14:33SPEAKER_00: they're
- 14:33SPEAKER_00: all
- 14:33SPEAKER_00: serial
- 14:34SPEAKER_00: killers.
- 14:34SPEAKER_00: But,
- 14:35SPEAKER_00: you
- 14:35SPEAKER_00: know,
- 14:35SPEAKER_00: that's
- 14:36SPEAKER_00: because
- 14:36SPEAKER_00: I've
- 14:36SPEAKER_00: been
- 14:36SPEAKER_00: watching
- 14:36SPEAKER_00: too
- 14:37SPEAKER_00: many
- 14:37SPEAKER_00: murder
- 14:37SPEAKER_00: shows
- 14:37SPEAKER_00: lately.
- 14:38SPEAKER_00: So,
- 14:38SPEAKER_00: what
- 14:38SPEAKER_00: I
- 14:38SPEAKER_00: want
- 14:38SPEAKER_00: to
- 14:39SPEAKER_00: talk
- 14:39SPEAKER_00: to
- 14:39SPEAKER_00: you
- 14:39SPEAKER_00: about
- 14:39SPEAKER_00: is
- 14:40SPEAKER_00: the
- 14:40SPEAKER_00: Enneogram.
- 14:42SPEAKER_00: Why
- 14:42SPEAKER_00: does
- 14:42SPEAKER_00: the
- 14:43SPEAKER_00: Enneagram
- 14:43SPEAKER_00: and
- 14:44SPEAKER_00: how
- 14:44SPEAKER_00: does
- 14:44SPEAKER_00: the
- 14:44SPEAKER_00: Enneogram
- 14:45SPEAKER_00: give
- 14:46SPEAKER_00: us
- 14:46SPEAKER_00: uh
- 14:47SPEAKER_00: our
- 14:47SPEAKER_00: strategies
- 14:48SPEAKER_00: for
- 14:48SPEAKER_00: dealing
- 14:49SPEAKER_00: with
- 14:50SPEAKER_00: unconscious
- 14:50SPEAKER_00: greed
- 14:51SPEAKER_00: and
- 14:51SPEAKER_00: how
- 14:52SPEAKER_00: it
- 14:52SPEAKER_00: helps
- 14:52SPEAKER_00: us
- 14:53SPEAKER_00: understand
- 14:53SPEAKER_00: what
- 14:53SPEAKER_00: our
- 14:53SPEAKER_00: strategies
- 14:54SPEAKER_00: are
- 14:54SPEAKER_00: because
- 14:54SPEAKER_00: we
- 14:54SPEAKER_00: all
- 14:55SPEAKER_00: have
- 14:55SPEAKER_00: strategies.
- 14:55SPEAKER_00: I
- 14:55SPEAKER_00: don't
- 14:56SPEAKER_00: like
- 14:56SPEAKER_00: to
- 14:56SPEAKER_00: call
- 14:56SPEAKER_00: them
- 14:56SPEAKER_00: triggers
- 14:57SPEAKER_00: or
- 14:57SPEAKER_00: like
- 14:58SPEAKER_00: um
- 14:58SPEAKER_00: bad
- 14:59SPEAKER_00: behaviors.
- 15:00SPEAKER_00: I
- 15:00SPEAKER_00: like
- 15:00SPEAKER_00: to
- 15:00SPEAKER_00: call
- 15:00SPEAKER_00: them
- 15:00SPEAKER_00: strategies
- 15:01SPEAKER_00: that
- 15:01SPEAKER_00: were
- 15:01SPEAKER_00: developed
- 15:02SPEAKER_00: when
- 15:02SPEAKER_00: probably
- 15:03SPEAKER_00: you
- 15:03SPEAKER_00: were
- 15:03SPEAKER_00: young.
- 15:04SPEAKER_00: And
- 15:04SPEAKER_00: there
- 15:05SPEAKER_00: are
- 15:05SPEAKER_00: strategies
- 15:05SPEAKER_00: that
- 15:06SPEAKER_00: either
- 15:06SPEAKER_00: work
- 15:06SPEAKER_00: for
- 15:06SPEAKER_00: you
- 15:06SPEAKER_00: or
- 15:06SPEAKER_00: there's
- 15:07SPEAKER_00: strategies
- 15:07SPEAKER_00: that
- 15:07SPEAKER_00: don't
- 15:08SPEAKER_00: work
- 15:08SPEAKER_00: for
- 15:08SPEAKER_00: you.
- 15:08SPEAKER_00: And
- 15:08SPEAKER_00: they're
- 15:08SPEAKER_00: either
- 15:09SPEAKER_00: gonna
- 15:09SPEAKER_00: help
- 15:09SPEAKER_00: you
- 15:09SPEAKER_00: align
- 15:10SPEAKER_00: with
- 15:10SPEAKER_00: what
- 15:10SPEAKER_00: you
- 15:10SPEAKER_00: want
- 15:10SPEAKER_00: or
- 15:10SPEAKER_00: they're
- 15:11SPEAKER_00: gonna
- 15:11SPEAKER_00: keep
- 15:11SPEAKER_00: you
- 15:11SPEAKER_00: away
- 15:12SPEAKER_00: from
- 15:12SPEAKER_00: what
- 15:12SPEAKER_00: you
- 15:12SPEAKER_00: want.
- 15:13SPEAKER_00: And
- 15:13SPEAKER_00: we
- 15:14SPEAKER_00: we
- 15:14SPEAKER_00: need
- 15:14SPEAKER_00: to
- 15:14SPEAKER_00: take
- 15:14SPEAKER_00: a
- 15:14SPEAKER_00: look
- 15:15SPEAKER_00: at
- 15:15SPEAKER_00: these
- 15:15SPEAKER_00: strategies
- 15:16SPEAKER_00: with
- 15:16SPEAKER_00: honesty
- 15:17SPEAKER_00: so
- 15:17SPEAKER_00: that
- 15:18SPEAKER_00: we
- 15:19SPEAKER_00: can
- 15:19SPEAKER_00: change
- 15:20SPEAKER_00: if
- 15:20SPEAKER_00: we
- 15:20SPEAKER_00: want
- 15:20SPEAKER_00: to,
- 15:21SPEAKER_00: you
- 15:21SPEAKER_00: know,
- 15:21SPEAKER_00: if
- 15:21SPEAKER_00: we
- 15:21SPEAKER_00: want
- 15:22SPEAKER_00: to
- 15:22SPEAKER_00: grow
- 15:22SPEAKER_00: and
- 15:22SPEAKER_00: evolve.
- 15:22SPEAKER_00: Like
- 15:23SPEAKER_00: I
- 15:23SPEAKER_00: was
- 15:23SPEAKER_00: sitting
- 15:23SPEAKER_00: in
- 15:24SPEAKER_00: that
- 15:24SPEAKER_00: conference
- 15:25SPEAKER_00: last
- 15:25SPEAKER_00: week
- 15:26SPEAKER_00: and
- 15:26SPEAKER_00: I
- 15:27SPEAKER_00: was
- 15:28SPEAKER_00: watching
- 15:29SPEAKER_00: this
- 15:30SPEAKER_00: production
- 15:30SPEAKER_00: instead
- 15:31SPEAKER_00: of
- 15:31SPEAKER_00: being
- 15:31SPEAKER_00: in
- 15:31SPEAKER_00: it.
- 15:32SPEAKER_00: And
- 15:32SPEAKER_00: I
- 15:32SPEAKER_00: did
- 15:32SPEAKER_00: that
- 15:32SPEAKER_00: intentionally
- 15:33SPEAKER_00: because
- 15:34SPEAKER_00: I
- 15:34SPEAKER_00: did
- 15:34SPEAKER_00: not
- 15:34SPEAKER_00: want
- 15:35SPEAKER_00: to
- 15:35SPEAKER_00: be
- 15:35SPEAKER_00: influenced
- 15:36SPEAKER_00: by
- 15:36SPEAKER_00: my
- 15:36SPEAKER_00: emotions
- 15:37SPEAKER_00: to
- 15:38SPEAKER_00: buy
- 15:38SPEAKER_00: something
- 15:39SPEAKER_00: that
- 15:39SPEAKER_00: I
- 15:39SPEAKER_00: wasn't
- 15:40SPEAKER_00: going
- 15:40SPEAKER_00: to
- 15:41SPEAKER_00: do
- 15:41SPEAKER_00: or
- 15:42SPEAKER_00: follow
- 15:42SPEAKER_00: through
- 15:42SPEAKER_00: with.
- 15:43SPEAKER_00: And
- 15:44SPEAKER_00: as
- 15:44SPEAKER_00: a
- 15:44SPEAKER_00: type
- 15:44SPEAKER_00: seven,
- 15:45SPEAKER_00: I
- 15:45SPEAKER_00: can
- 15:46SPEAKER_00: have
- 15:46SPEAKER_00: a
- 15:46SPEAKER_00: lot
- 15:46SPEAKER_00: of
- 15:46SPEAKER_00: FOMO.
- 15:47SPEAKER_00: And
- 15:47SPEAKER_00: if
- 15:47SPEAKER_00: I
- 15:48SPEAKER_00: feel
- 15:48SPEAKER_00: like
- 15:48SPEAKER_00: time
- 15:49SPEAKER_00: is
- 15:49SPEAKER_00: running
- 15:49SPEAKER_00: out
- 15:50SPEAKER_00: or,
- 15:50SPEAKER_00: you
- 15:50SPEAKER_00: know,
- 15:51SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 15:51SPEAKER_00: gonna
- 15:51SPEAKER_00: miss
- 15:52SPEAKER_00: out,
- 15:52SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 15:53SPEAKER_00: gonna
- 15:53SPEAKER_00: buy,
- 15:53SPEAKER_00: and
- 15:54SPEAKER_00: I
- 15:54SPEAKER_00: don't
- 15:54SPEAKER_00: think
- 15:54SPEAKER_00: logically,
- 15:55SPEAKER_00: it
- 15:55SPEAKER_00: shuts
- 15:55SPEAKER_00: off
- 15:55SPEAKER_00: my
- 15:56SPEAKER_00: logical
- 15:56SPEAKER_00: brain
- 15:56SPEAKER_00: completely.
- 15:57SPEAKER_00: And
- 15:57SPEAKER_00: I
- 15:57SPEAKER_00: go
- 15:58SPEAKER_00: straight
- 15:58SPEAKER_00: into
- 15:59SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 15:59SPEAKER_00: not
- 15:59SPEAKER_00: gonna
- 16:00SPEAKER_00: be
- 16:00SPEAKER_00: left
- 16:00SPEAKER_00: behind
- 16:01SPEAKER_00: and
- 16:01SPEAKER_00: I'll
- 16:01SPEAKER_00: do
- 16:02SPEAKER_00: whatever
- 16:02SPEAKER_00: it
- 16:02SPEAKER_00: takes.
- 16:03SPEAKER_00: And
- 16:03SPEAKER_00: it
- 16:03SPEAKER_00: might
- 16:03SPEAKER_00: be
- 16:04SPEAKER_00: something
- 16:04SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 16:04SPEAKER_00: not
- 16:04SPEAKER_00: ready
- 16:04SPEAKER_00: for,
- 16:05SPEAKER_00: it
- 16:05SPEAKER_00: might
- 16:05SPEAKER_00: be
- 16:05SPEAKER_00: too
- 16:06SPEAKER_00: fast
- 16:06SPEAKER_00: for
- 16:06SPEAKER_00: me.
- 16:06SPEAKER_00: It
- 16:06SPEAKER_00: might
- 16:07SPEAKER_00: maybe
- 16:07SPEAKER_00: I
- 16:07SPEAKER_00: didn't
- 16:08SPEAKER_00: have
- 16:08SPEAKER_00: the
- 16:08SPEAKER_00: foundational
- 16:09SPEAKER_00: desire
- 16:09SPEAKER_00: yet
- 16:10SPEAKER_00: to
- 16:10SPEAKER_00: do
- 16:10SPEAKER_00: the
- 16:10SPEAKER_00: thing
- 16:10SPEAKER_00: that
- 16:11SPEAKER_00: I
- 16:11SPEAKER_00: just
- 16:11SPEAKER_00: bought.
- 16:11SPEAKER_00: Like
- 16:12SPEAKER_00: I
- 16:12SPEAKER_00: can
- 16:12SPEAKER_00: be
- 16:12SPEAKER_00: very
- 16:12SPEAKER_00: impulsive
- 16:13SPEAKER_00: that
- 16:13SPEAKER_00: way.
- 16:14SPEAKER_00: So
- 16:14SPEAKER_00: each
- 16:15SPEAKER_00: Enneagram
- 16:16SPEAKER_00: type
- 16:16SPEAKER_00: has
- 16:17SPEAKER_00: their
- 16:18SPEAKER_00: way
- 16:19SPEAKER_00: that
- 16:19SPEAKER_00: greed
- 16:19SPEAKER_00: and
- 16:20SPEAKER_00: miserliness
- 16:20SPEAKER_00: gets
- 16:21SPEAKER_00: in
- 16:21SPEAKER_00: their
- 16:21SPEAKER_00: way.
- 16:21SPEAKER_00: So
- 16:21SPEAKER_00: we're
- 16:21SPEAKER_00: gonna
- 16:22SPEAKER_00: start
- 16:22SPEAKER_00: with
- 16:22SPEAKER_00: Enneagram
- 16:22SPEAKER_00: one.
- 16:23SPEAKER_00: This
- 16:23SPEAKER_00: is
- 16:23SPEAKER_00: the
- 16:23SPEAKER_00: perfectionist.
- 16:25SPEAKER_00: They
- 16:25SPEAKER_00: have
- 16:25SPEAKER_00: agreed
- 16:26SPEAKER_00: for
- 16:26SPEAKER_00: perfection
- 16:27SPEAKER_00: and
- 16:28SPEAKER_00: miserly
- 16:29SPEAKER_00: with
- 16:29SPEAKER_00: the
- 16:29SPEAKER_00: heart.
- 16:30SPEAKER_00: Enneagram
- 16:30SPEAKER_00: ones
- 16:31SPEAKER_00: tend
- 16:31SPEAKER_00: to
- 16:31SPEAKER_00: be
- 16:32SPEAKER_00: hypercritical,
- 16:33SPEAKER_00: and
- 16:33SPEAKER_00: especially
- 16:33SPEAKER_00: in
- 16:34SPEAKER_00: their
- 16:34SPEAKER_00: relationships,
- 16:35SPEAKER_00: their
- 16:35SPEAKER_00: relationships
- 16:35SPEAKER_00: with
- 16:36SPEAKER_00: themselves,
- 16:37SPEAKER_00: with
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- 25:59SPEAKER_00: shadow
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- 27:59SPEAKER_00: and
- 27:59SPEAKER_00: what
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- 28:02SPEAKER_00: this
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- 28:04SPEAKER_00: shut
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- 28:04SPEAKER_00: And
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- 28:05SPEAKER_00: isn't
- 28:05SPEAKER_00: cruelty.
- 28:06SPEAKER_00: I
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- 28:06SPEAKER_00: that
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- 28:07SPEAKER_00: is
- 28:07SPEAKER_00: not
- 28:08SPEAKER_00: cruelty,
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- 28:09SPEAKER_00: protection
- 28:10SPEAKER_00: strategy
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- 28:13SPEAKER_00: ages
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- 28:14SPEAKER_00: years
- 28:15SPEAKER_00: old.
- 28:16SPEAKER_00: And
- 28:16SPEAKER_00: what
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- 28:18SPEAKER_00: is
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- 28:24SPEAKER_00: own
- 28:25SPEAKER_00: world
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- 28:34SPEAKER_00: people.
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- 28:37SPEAKER_00: five,
- 28:37SPEAKER_00: I
- 28:37SPEAKER_00: just
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- 28:39SPEAKER_00: that,
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- 28:50SPEAKER_00: what
- 28:51SPEAKER_00: you
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- 28:52SPEAKER_00: away
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- 28:53SPEAKER_00: to
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- 28:55SPEAKER_00: Not
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- 29:00SPEAKER_00: said
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- 29:02SPEAKER_00: it.
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- 29:05SPEAKER_00: people's
- 29:05SPEAKER_00: big
- 29:05SPEAKER_00: feelings.
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- 29:13SPEAKER_00: right?
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- 29:13SPEAKER_00: higher
- 29:14SPEAKER_00: self.
- 29:15SPEAKER_00: So
- 29:16SPEAKER_00: um,
- 29:16SPEAKER_00: fives
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- 29:20SPEAKER_00: their
- 29:21SPEAKER_00: time,
- 29:22SPEAKER_00: and
- 29:22SPEAKER_00: they
- 29:23SPEAKER_00: often
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- 29:24SPEAKER_00: stuck
- 29:24SPEAKER_00: in
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- 29:25SPEAKER_00: an
- 29:25SPEAKER_00: entrepreneur,
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- 29:27SPEAKER_00: not
- 29:27SPEAKER_00: actually
- 29:28SPEAKER_00: using
- 29:29SPEAKER_00: the
- 29:29SPEAKER_00: knowledge
- 29:30SPEAKER_00: and
- 29:30SPEAKER_00: applying
- 29:30SPEAKER_00: it,
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- 29:32SPEAKER_00: to
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- 29:32SPEAKER_00: learning
- 29:32SPEAKER_00: what
- 29:32SPEAKER_00: they
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- 29:34SPEAKER_00: thing
- 29:34SPEAKER_00: that
- 29:35SPEAKER_00: they
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- 29:38SPEAKER_00: with
- 29:38SPEAKER_00: their
- 29:38SPEAKER_00: soul's
- 29:39SPEAKER_00: mission.
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- 29:41SPEAKER_00: also
- 29:41SPEAKER_00: be
- 29:41SPEAKER_00: true
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- 29:44SPEAKER_00: this
- 29:44SPEAKER_00: other
- 29:44SPEAKER_00: thing
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- 29:45SPEAKER_00: of
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- 29:46SPEAKER_00: thing
- 29:46SPEAKER_00: that
- 29:46SPEAKER_00: they
- 29:46SPEAKER_00: need
- 29:47SPEAKER_00: to
- 29:47SPEAKER_00: learn
- 29:47SPEAKER_00: in
- 29:48SPEAKER_00: order
- 29:48SPEAKER_00: to
- 29:48SPEAKER_00: improve
- 29:49SPEAKER_00: their
- 29:49SPEAKER_00: quality
- 29:49SPEAKER_00: of
- 29:49SPEAKER_00: relationships.
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- 29:51SPEAKER_00: to
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- 29:51SPEAKER_00: better
- 29:51SPEAKER_00: communication
- 29:52SPEAKER_00: skills
- 29:53SPEAKER_00: instead
- 29:53SPEAKER_00: of
- 29:54SPEAKER_00: learning
- 29:55SPEAKER_00: um,
- 29:55SPEAKER_00: you
- 29:55SPEAKER_00: know,
- 29:56SPEAKER_00: 28
- 29:56SPEAKER_00: texts
- 29:57SPEAKER_00: to
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- 29:58SPEAKER_00: your
- 29:58SPEAKER_00: wife
- 29:59SPEAKER_00: or
- 29:59SPEAKER_00: husband
- 30:00SPEAKER_00: so
- 30:00SPEAKER_00: that
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- 30:01SPEAKER_00: in
- 30:01SPEAKER_00: person.
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- 30:02SPEAKER_00: what
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- 30:02SPEAKER_00: out
- 30:02SPEAKER_00: there
- 30:02SPEAKER_00: learning,
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- 30:03SPEAKER_00: that
- 30:03SPEAKER_00: that's
- 30:04SPEAKER_00: just,
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- 30:04SPEAKER_00: know,
- 30:05SPEAKER_00: you
- 30:05SPEAKER_00: you
- 30:05SPEAKER_00: might
- 30:05SPEAKER_00: not
- 30:06SPEAKER_00: be
- 30:06SPEAKER_00: learning
- 30:06SPEAKER_00: the
- 30:06SPEAKER_00: thing
- 30:06SPEAKER_00: that
- 30:07SPEAKER_00: you
- 30:07SPEAKER_00: need
- 30:07SPEAKER_00: to
- 30:07SPEAKER_00: learn.
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- 30:08SPEAKER_00: this
- 30:08SPEAKER_00: is
- 30:08SPEAKER_00: where
- 30:09SPEAKER_00: greed
- 30:09SPEAKER_00: can
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- 30:10SPEAKER_00: way
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- 30:11SPEAKER_00: such
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- 30:11SPEAKER_00: good
- 30:11SPEAKER_00: learner.
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- 30:13SPEAKER_00: at
- 30:13SPEAKER_00: it,
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- 30:13SPEAKER_00: you're
- 30:13SPEAKER_00: so
- 30:14SPEAKER_00: good
- 30:14SPEAKER_00: at
- 30:14SPEAKER_00: educating
- 30:14SPEAKER_00: yourself
- 30:15SPEAKER_00: and
- 30:15SPEAKER_00: you're
- 30:15SPEAKER_00: so
- 30:15SPEAKER_00: good
- 30:15SPEAKER_00: at
- 30:16SPEAKER_00: obtaining
- 30:16SPEAKER_00: knowledge,
- 30:17SPEAKER_00: but
- 30:17SPEAKER_00: let's
- 30:17SPEAKER_00: not
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- 30:18SPEAKER_00: and
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- 30:18SPEAKER_00: greedy
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- 30:20SPEAKER_00: the
- 30:20SPEAKER_00: world
- 30:21SPEAKER_00: and
- 30:21SPEAKER_00: you
- 30:22SPEAKER_00: know,
- 30:22SPEAKER_00: also
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- 30:25SPEAKER_00: I
- 30:25SPEAKER_00: learning
- 30:25SPEAKER_00: the
- 30:25SPEAKER_00: things
- 30:26SPEAKER_00: that's
- 30:26SPEAKER_00: gonna
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- 30:28SPEAKER_00: things
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- 30:30SPEAKER_00: I
- 30:30SPEAKER_00: just
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- 30:31SPEAKER_00: the
- 30:31SPEAKER_00: things
- 30:32SPEAKER_00: I
- 30:32SPEAKER_00: already
- 30:32SPEAKER_00: know?
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- 30:34SPEAKER_00: know
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- 30:34SPEAKER_00: body
- 30:35SPEAKER_00: worker,
- 30:35SPEAKER_00: like
- 30:36SPEAKER_00: I
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- 30:36SPEAKER_00: wanting
- 30:36SPEAKER_00: to
- 30:36SPEAKER_00: just
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- 30:37SPEAKER_00: more
- 30:37SPEAKER_00: classes
- 30:38SPEAKER_00: on
- 30:38SPEAKER_00: the
- 30:38SPEAKER_00: human
- 30:38SPEAKER_00: body.
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- 30:39SPEAKER_00: my
- 30:39SPEAKER_00: higher
- 30:40SPEAKER_00: self
- 30:40SPEAKER_00: is
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- 30:40SPEAKER_00: no,
- 30:41SPEAKER_00: I
- 30:41SPEAKER_00: need
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- 30:42SPEAKER_00: classes
- 30:42SPEAKER_00: on
- 30:43SPEAKER_00: narcissistic
- 30:44SPEAKER_00: abuse
- 30:44SPEAKER_00: recovery.
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- 30:45SPEAKER_00: you
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- 30:45SPEAKER_00: classes
- 30:46SPEAKER_00: on
- 30:46SPEAKER_00: sales
- 30:46SPEAKER_00: and
- 30:46SPEAKER_00: marketing,
- 30:47SPEAKER_00: I
- 30:47SPEAKER_00: need
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- 30:47SPEAKER_00: classes
- 30:48SPEAKER_00: on
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- 30:48SPEAKER_00: other
- 30:48SPEAKER_00: things.
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- 30:49SPEAKER_00: in
- 30:50SPEAKER_00: migraine,
- 30:50SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 30:51SPEAKER_00: like,
- 30:51SPEAKER_00: no,
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- 30:52SPEAKER_00: like,
- 30:53SPEAKER_00: why
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- 30:53SPEAKER_00: I
- 30:53SPEAKER_00: just
- 30:53SPEAKER_00: go
- 30:54SPEAKER_00: study
- 30:54SPEAKER_00: human
- 30:54SPEAKER_00: anatomy?
- 30:55SPEAKER_00: And
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- 30:56SPEAKER_00: always
- 30:56SPEAKER_00: like,
- 30:56SPEAKER_00: no,
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- 30:57SPEAKER_00: not
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- 30:57SPEAKER_00: thing
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- 30:59SPEAKER_00: true
- 30:59SPEAKER_00: purpose
- 31:00SPEAKER_00: and
- 31:00SPEAKER_00: your
- 31:00SPEAKER_00: mission
- 31:00SPEAKER_00: onto
- 31:01SPEAKER_00: the
- 31:01SPEAKER_00: planet.
- 31:01SPEAKER_00: You're
- 31:02SPEAKER_00: hoarding
- 31:02SPEAKER_00: knowledge
- 31:03SPEAKER_00: and
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- 31:03SPEAKER_00: actually
- 31:04SPEAKER_00: withholding
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- 31:08SPEAKER_00: that
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- 31:14SPEAKER_00: like
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- 31:14SPEAKER_00: aspects
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- 31:15SPEAKER_00: going,
- 31:15SPEAKER_00: oh,
- 31:16SPEAKER_00: where
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- 31:16SPEAKER_00: I
- 31:16SPEAKER_00: withholding?
- 31:17SPEAKER_00: Where
- 31:17SPEAKER_00: am
- 31:18SPEAKER_00: I
- 31:18SPEAKER_00: being
- 31:18SPEAKER_00: greedy?
- 31:18SPEAKER_00: Where
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- 31:18SPEAKER_00: being
- 31:19SPEAKER_00: miserly?
- 31:20SPEAKER_00: And
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- 31:20SPEAKER_00: I
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- 31:26SPEAKER_00: potential
- 31:26SPEAKER_00: and
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- 31:27SPEAKER_00: that.
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- 31:33SPEAKER_00: that's
- 31:33SPEAKER_00: a
- 31:33SPEAKER_00: strange,
- 31:34SPEAKER_00: strange
- 31:35SPEAKER_00: statement,
- 31:36SPEAKER_00: but
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- 31:36SPEAKER_00: anxiety
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- 31:37SPEAKER_00: energy.
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- 31:38SPEAKER_00: a
- 31:39SPEAKER_00: lot
- 31:39SPEAKER_00: of
- 31:39SPEAKER_00: the
- 31:39SPEAKER_00: time
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- 31:40SPEAKER_00: feeling
- 31:40SPEAKER_00: a
- 31:41SPEAKER_00: sense
- 31:41SPEAKER_00: of
- 31:41SPEAKER_00: calm,
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- 31:43SPEAKER_00: for
- 31:44SPEAKER_00: the
- 31:44SPEAKER_00: latest
- 31:44SPEAKER_00: conspiracy
- 31:45SPEAKER_00: theory
- 31:46SPEAKER_00: or
- 31:46SPEAKER_00: how
- 31:46SPEAKER_00: AI
- 31:47SPEAKER_00: is
- 31:47SPEAKER_00: going
- 31:47SPEAKER_00: to
- 31:47SPEAKER_00: take
- 31:47SPEAKER_00: over
- 31:48SPEAKER_00: your
- 31:48SPEAKER_00: brain.
- 31:49SPEAKER_00: Because
- 31:49SPEAKER_00: this
- 31:50SPEAKER_00: negative
- 31:50SPEAKER_00: certainty
- 31:51SPEAKER_00: actually
- 31:51SPEAKER_00: makes
- 31:51SPEAKER_00: you
- 31:52SPEAKER_00: feel
- 31:52SPEAKER_00: a
- 31:52SPEAKER_00: little
- 31:52SPEAKER_00: bit
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- 31:53SPEAKER_00: world.
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- 31:54SPEAKER_00: that's
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- 31:54SPEAKER_00: strange
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- 31:55SPEAKER_00: all
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- 31:56SPEAKER_00: out
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- 31:57SPEAKER_00: unique
- 31:58SPEAKER_00: to
- 31:58SPEAKER_00: the
- 31:58SPEAKER_00: type
- 31:58SPEAKER_00: six.
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- 32:00SPEAKER_00: you,
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- 32:01SPEAKER_00: anxiety
- 32:02SPEAKER_00: gives
- 32:02SPEAKER_00: you
- 32:02SPEAKER_00: energy.
- 32:03SPEAKER_00: Your
- 32:04SPEAKER_00: focus
- 32:05SPEAKER_00: on
- 32:05SPEAKER_00: what
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- 32:06SPEAKER_00: wrong
- 32:07SPEAKER_00: actually
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- 32:09SPEAKER_00: more
- 32:09SPEAKER_00: energy
- 32:10SPEAKER_00: today.
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- 32:12SPEAKER_00: but
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- 32:12SPEAKER_00: can
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- 32:14SPEAKER_00: then
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- 32:15SPEAKER_00: into
- 32:15SPEAKER_00: that
- 32:15SPEAKER_00: greediness
- 32:16SPEAKER_00: for
- 32:16SPEAKER_00: it,
- 32:17SPEAKER_00: you
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- 32:18SPEAKER_00: so
- 32:18SPEAKER_00: hyper-focused
- 32:19SPEAKER_00: on
- 32:19SPEAKER_00: what
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- 32:23SPEAKER_00: So,
- 32:24SPEAKER_00: what's
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- 32:25SPEAKER_00: cost
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- 32:26SPEAKER_00: you
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- 32:27SPEAKER_00: miss
- 32:27SPEAKER_00: what's
- 32:27SPEAKER_00: right
- 32:28SPEAKER_00: now.
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- 32:29SPEAKER_00: steals
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- 32:30SPEAKER_00: future
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- 32:34SPEAKER_00: future.
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- 32:36SPEAKER_00: because
- 32:37SPEAKER_00: you're
- 32:37SPEAKER_00: actually
- 32:38SPEAKER_00: creating
- 32:38SPEAKER_00: a
- 32:38SPEAKER_00: negative
- 32:39SPEAKER_00: vision
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- 32:41SPEAKER_00: the
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- 32:45SPEAKER_00: things
- 32:46SPEAKER_00: that
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- 32:49SPEAKER_00: right
- 32:50SPEAKER_00: right
- 32:50SPEAKER_00: now.
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- 32:52SPEAKER_00: present
- 32:52SPEAKER_00: moment.
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- 32:54SPEAKER_00: moment
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- 32:57SPEAKER_00: right
- 32:58SPEAKER_00: now.
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- 33:01SPEAKER_00: attention
- 33:02SPEAKER_00: right
- 33:02SPEAKER_00: now
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- 33:03SPEAKER_00: you
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- 33:03SPEAKER_00: the
- 33:03SPEAKER_00: present
- 33:04SPEAKER_00: moment.
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- 33:05SPEAKER_00: driving
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- 33:06SPEAKER_00: or
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- 33:07SPEAKER_00: know,
- 33:07SPEAKER_00: at
- 33:07SPEAKER_00: work
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- 33:08SPEAKER_00: I'm
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- 33:08SPEAKER_00: playing
- 33:08SPEAKER_00: around
- 33:08SPEAKER_00: in
- 33:09SPEAKER_00: the
- 33:09SPEAKER_00: background,
- 33:10SPEAKER_00: present
- 33:11SPEAKER_00: moment
- 33:11SPEAKER_00: right
- 33:11SPEAKER_00: now
- 33:12SPEAKER_00: is
- 33:12SPEAKER_00: all
- 33:12SPEAKER_00: you
- 33:12SPEAKER_00: really
- 33:13SPEAKER_00: have.
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- 33:14SPEAKER_00: don't
- 33:14SPEAKER_00: know
- 33:14SPEAKER_00: what's
- 33:14SPEAKER_00: gonna
- 33:15SPEAKER_00: happen
- 33:15SPEAKER_00: tomorrow.
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- 33:16SPEAKER_00: can
- 33:16SPEAKER_00: think
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- 33:16SPEAKER_00: know,
- 33:17SPEAKER_00: you
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- 33:18SPEAKER_00: stress
- 33:18SPEAKER_00: about
- 33:19SPEAKER_00: what
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- 33:21SPEAKER_00: the
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- 33:22SPEAKER_00: the
- 33:22SPEAKER_00: end
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- 33:23SPEAKER_00: the
- 33:23SPEAKER_00: year.
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- 33:23SPEAKER_00: remember
- 33:24SPEAKER_00: 1999?
- 33:24SPEAKER_00: Hello,
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- 33:25SPEAKER_00: all
- 33:25SPEAKER_00: thought
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- 33:26SPEAKER_00: systems
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- 33:27SPEAKER_00: what?
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- 33:28SPEAKER_00: didn't.
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- 33:30SPEAKER_00: fine.
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- 33:32SPEAKER_00: you
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- 33:34SPEAKER_00: year
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- 33:37SPEAKER_00: on
- 33:38SPEAKER_00: our
- 33:38SPEAKER_00: fear,
- 33:39SPEAKER_00: and
- 33:39SPEAKER_00: fear
- 33:40SPEAKER_00: creates
- 33:41SPEAKER_00: anxiety,
- 33:42SPEAKER_00: which
- 33:42SPEAKER_00: can
- 33:42SPEAKER_00: get
- 33:42SPEAKER_00: you
- 33:42SPEAKER_00: energized,
- 33:43SPEAKER_00: right?
- 33:44SPEAKER_00: Give
- 33:44SPEAKER_00: you
- 33:44SPEAKER_00: energy.
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- 33:45SPEAKER_00: hello,
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- 33:45SPEAKER_00: your
- 33:46SPEAKER_00: your
- 33:46SPEAKER_00: nervous
- 33:46SPEAKER_00: system
- 33:46SPEAKER_00: goes
- 33:47SPEAKER_00: up
- 33:47SPEAKER_00: into
- 33:47SPEAKER_00: that
- 33:47SPEAKER_00: anxious
- 33:47SPEAKER_00: state,
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- 33:48SPEAKER_00: lift
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- 33:49SPEAKER_00: off
- 33:49SPEAKER_00: of
- 33:49SPEAKER_00: a
- 33:49SPEAKER_00: small
- 33:50SPEAKER_00: child.
- 33:50SPEAKER_00: And,
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- 33:51SPEAKER_00: know,
- 33:51SPEAKER_00: there's
- 33:52SPEAKER_00: a
- 33:52SPEAKER_00: reason
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- 33:52SPEAKER_00: it.
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- 33:54SPEAKER_00: adrenal
- 33:54SPEAKER_00: glands
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- 33:55SPEAKER_00: nothing
- 33:55SPEAKER_00: left
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- 33:57SPEAKER_00: are
- 33:57SPEAKER_00: constantly
- 33:58SPEAKER_00: in
- 33:58SPEAKER_00: anxiety.
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- 33:59SPEAKER_00: need
- 33:59SPEAKER_00: to
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- 34:01SPEAKER_00: state
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- 34:02SPEAKER_00: and
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- 34:04SPEAKER_00: the
- 34:04SPEAKER_00: present
- 34:05SPEAKER_00: moment.
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- 34:12SPEAKER_00: my
- 34:12SPEAKER_00: thoughts
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- 34:14SPEAKER_00: this
- 34:14SPEAKER_00: exercise
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- 34:15SPEAKER_00: thoughts
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- 34:18SPEAKER_00: and
- 34:18SPEAKER_00: go
- 34:18SPEAKER_00: into
- 34:18SPEAKER_00: my
- 34:18SPEAKER_00: heart.
- 34:19SPEAKER_00: If
- 34:19SPEAKER_00: you're
- 34:19SPEAKER_00: in
- 34:19SPEAKER_00: my
- 34:20SPEAKER_00: membership,
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- 34:22SPEAKER_00: a
- 34:23SPEAKER_00: lot
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- 34:24SPEAKER_00: that
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- 34:24SPEAKER_00: lot
- 34:25SPEAKER_00: of
- 34:25SPEAKER_00: people
- 34:25SPEAKER_00: struggle
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- 34:26SPEAKER_00: and
- 34:26SPEAKER_00: stress
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- 34:27SPEAKER_00: a
- 34:27SPEAKER_00: killer,
- 34:28SPEAKER_00: literally
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- 34:29SPEAKER_00: killer.
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- 34:33SPEAKER_00: statistics,
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- 34:40SPEAKER_00: 80%
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- 34:40SPEAKER_00: the
- 34:40SPEAKER_00: illness
- 34:41SPEAKER_00: that
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- 34:42SPEAKER_00: plaguing
- 34:42SPEAKER_00: humanity
- 34:43SPEAKER_00: right
- 34:43SPEAKER_00: now.
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- 34:50SPEAKER_00: choices.
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- 39:03SPEAKER_00: telling
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- 39:04SPEAKER_00: the
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- 40:02SPEAKER_00: more
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- 40:06SPEAKER_00: that
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- 40:18SPEAKER_00: most
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- 40:21SPEAKER_00: like
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- 40:22SPEAKER_00: And
- 40:22SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 40:22SPEAKER_00: like,
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- 40:23SPEAKER_00: day
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- 40:26SPEAKER_00: you
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- 40:26SPEAKER_00: me,
- 40:26SPEAKER_00: but
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- 40:27SPEAKER_00: okay,
- 40:27SPEAKER_00: you're
- 40:27SPEAKER_00: also
- 40:28SPEAKER_00: a
- 40:28SPEAKER_00: little
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- 40:29SPEAKER_00: okay.
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- 40:29SPEAKER_00: a
- 40:29SPEAKER_00: seven.
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- 40:31SPEAKER_00: its
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- 40:34SPEAKER_00: greediness
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- 40:36SPEAKER_00: pleasure
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- 40:37SPEAKER_00: this
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- 40:37SPEAKER_00: being
- 40:38SPEAKER_00: trapped
- 40:38SPEAKER_00: in
- 40:38SPEAKER_00: pain.
- 40:39SPEAKER_00: And
- 40:39SPEAKER_00: generosity
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- 40:40SPEAKER_00: a
- 40:40SPEAKER_00: seven
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- 40:41SPEAKER_00: staying
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- 40:42SPEAKER_00: uncomfortable.
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- 40:43SPEAKER_00: slowing
- 40:44SPEAKER_00: down
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- 40:46SPEAKER_00: not
- 40:46SPEAKER_00: letting
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- 40:46SPEAKER_00: fear
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- 40:47SPEAKER_00: being
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- 40:51SPEAKER_00: you
- 40:51SPEAKER_00: stop
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- 40:52SPEAKER_00: the
- 40:52SPEAKER_00: woman
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- 40:53SPEAKER_00: you
- 40:53SPEAKER_00: and
- 40:54SPEAKER_00: say,
- 40:54SPEAKER_00: actually,
- 40:54SPEAKER_00: what
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- 40:55SPEAKER_00: you
- 40:55SPEAKER_00: need
- 40:55SPEAKER_00: and
- 40:55SPEAKER_00: how
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- 40:55SPEAKER_00: I
- 40:56SPEAKER_00: help
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- 40:56SPEAKER_00: I
- 40:56SPEAKER_00: wasn't
- 40:57SPEAKER_00: worried
- 40:57SPEAKER_00: about
- 40:58SPEAKER_00: time,
- 40:58SPEAKER_00: like,
- 40:59SPEAKER_00: how
- 41:00SPEAKER_00: can
- 41:00SPEAKER_00: I
- 41:01SPEAKER_00: help
- 41:01SPEAKER_00: other
- 41:02SPEAKER_00: people
- 41:02SPEAKER_00: in
- 41:03SPEAKER_00: need?
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- 41:03SPEAKER_00: I
- 41:04SPEAKER_00: stop
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- 41:04SPEAKER_00: how
- 41:04SPEAKER_00: I
- 41:05SPEAKER_00: might
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- 41:05SPEAKER_00: or
- 41:05SPEAKER_00: how
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- 41:06SPEAKER_00: I
- 41:06SPEAKER_00: control
- 41:07SPEAKER_00: time?
- 41:07SPEAKER_00: And
- 41:08SPEAKER_00: how
- 41:08SPEAKER_00: can
- 41:08SPEAKER_00: I
- 41:08SPEAKER_00: be
- 41:09SPEAKER_00: present
- 41:10SPEAKER_00: and
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- 41:12SPEAKER_00: right
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- 41:13SPEAKER_00: I
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- 41:25SPEAKER_00: everything
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- 41:27SPEAKER_00: this
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- 41:27SPEAKER_00: exciting
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- 41:33SPEAKER_00: time.
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- 41:34SPEAKER_00: your
- 41:34SPEAKER_00: greed
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- 41:37SPEAKER_00: like
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- 41:41SPEAKER_00: that
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- 41:44SPEAKER_00: then
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- 41:58SPEAKER_00: you
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- 41:58SPEAKER_00: time.
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- 42:03SPEAKER_00: right
- 42:03SPEAKER_00: now.
- 42:04SPEAKER_00: So
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- 42:05SPEAKER_00: for
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- 42:06SPEAKER_00: seven
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- 42:08SPEAKER_00: being
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- 42:38SPEAKER_00: minds,
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- 42:40SPEAKER_00: fingers,
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- 42:44SPEAKER_00: sudden
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- 43:03SPEAKER_00: spoon
- 43:04SPEAKER_00: started
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- 43:08SPEAKER_00: time
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- 43:09SPEAKER_00: spoon.
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- 43:12SPEAKER_00: spoon
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- 43:13SPEAKER_00: I
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- 43:18SPEAKER_00: light
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- 43:20SPEAKER_00: spoon.
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- 43:24SPEAKER_00: people
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- 43:29SPEAKER_00: I
- 43:30SPEAKER_00: started
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- 43:34SPEAKER_00: nature.
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- 43:35SPEAKER_00: like,
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- 43:36SPEAKER_00: spoon
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- 43:39SPEAKER_00: I
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- 43:40SPEAKER_00: a
- 43:41SPEAKER_00: vision
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- 43:43SPEAKER_00: in
- 43:43SPEAKER_00: front
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- 43:44SPEAKER_00: me
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- 43:46SPEAKER_00: me,
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- 43:48SPEAKER_00: You
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- 43:49SPEAKER_00: it
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- 43:52SPEAKER_00: and
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- 43:53SPEAKER_00: you
- 43:54SPEAKER_00: stop
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- 44:03SPEAKER_00: And
- 44:04SPEAKER_00: that's
- 44:04SPEAKER_00: what
- 44:04SPEAKER_00: your
- 44:04SPEAKER_00: geniuses,
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- 44:05SPEAKER_00: also
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- 44:07SPEAKER_00: now?
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- 44:08SPEAKER_00: can
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- 44:16SPEAKER_00: to
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- 44:17SPEAKER_00: about
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- 44:18SPEAKER_00: doing
- 44:19SPEAKER_00: energy
- 44:19SPEAKER_00: work
- 44:19SPEAKER_00: or
- 44:20SPEAKER_00: when
- 44:20SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 44:20SPEAKER_00: doing
- 44:21SPEAKER_00: recodes,
- 44:22SPEAKER_00: I
- 44:22SPEAKER_00: just
- 44:22SPEAKER_00: let
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- 44:22SPEAKER_00: flow
- 44:23SPEAKER_00: through
- 44:23SPEAKER_00: me.
- 44:23SPEAKER_00: And
- 44:23SPEAKER_00: I
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- 44:24SPEAKER_00: out
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- 44:24SPEAKER_00: the
- 44:24SPEAKER_00: way
- 44:24SPEAKER_00: and
- 44:25SPEAKER_00: I
- 44:25SPEAKER_00: just
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- 44:28SPEAKER_00: I
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- 44:30SPEAKER_00: with
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- 44:31SPEAKER_00: through
- 44:31SPEAKER_00: me.
- 44:32SPEAKER_00: I
- 44:32SPEAKER_00: let
- 44:32SPEAKER_00: the
- 44:32SPEAKER_00: knowledge
- 44:32SPEAKER_00: flow
- 44:32SPEAKER_00: through
- 44:33SPEAKER_00: me,
- 44:33SPEAKER_00: and
- 44:33SPEAKER_00: I
- 44:33SPEAKER_00: don't
- 44:34SPEAKER_00: try
- 44:34SPEAKER_00: to
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- 44:34SPEAKER_00: anything.
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- 44:36SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 44:36SPEAKER_00: actually
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- 44:37SPEAKER_00: genius,
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- 44:38SPEAKER_00: I
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- 44:42SPEAKER_00: was
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- 44:43SPEAKER_00: flow.
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- 44:44SPEAKER_00: I
- 44:44SPEAKER_00: start
- 44:44SPEAKER_00: trying
- 44:45SPEAKER_00: to
- 44:45SPEAKER_00: control,
- 44:45SPEAKER_00: then
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- 44:46SPEAKER_00: falls
- 44:47SPEAKER_00: apart.
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- 44:49SPEAKER_00: was
- 44:49SPEAKER_00: a
- 44:49SPEAKER_00: lesson
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- 44:49SPEAKER_00: me
- 44:50SPEAKER_00: in
- 44:50SPEAKER_00: the
- 44:50SPEAKER_00: spoon-bending
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- 44:51SPEAKER_00: was
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- 44:52SPEAKER_00: being
- 44:52SPEAKER_00: generous
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- 44:54SPEAKER_00: just
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- 44:55SPEAKER_00: to
- 44:55SPEAKER_00: flow
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- 44:58SPEAKER_00: and
- 44:58SPEAKER_00: pulling
- 44:58SPEAKER_00: it
- 44:58SPEAKER_00: inward,
- 44:59SPEAKER_00: thinking
- 45:00SPEAKER_00: that
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- 45:00SPEAKER_00: not
- 45:01SPEAKER_00: enough
- 45:01SPEAKER_00: energy
- 45:02SPEAKER_00: in
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- 45:04SPEAKER_00: everyone.
- 45:05SPEAKER_00: And
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- 45:06SPEAKER_00: sometimes
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- 45:06SPEAKER_00: just
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- 45:07SPEAKER_00: conduit
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- 45:08SPEAKER_00: the
- 45:08SPEAKER_00: energy,
- 45:08SPEAKER_00: and
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- 45:08SPEAKER_00: doesn't
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- 45:10SPEAKER_00: just
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- 45:11SPEAKER_00: me.
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- 45:21SPEAKER_00: a
- 45:21SPEAKER_00: huge
- 45:22SPEAKER_00: distinction.
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- 45:25SPEAKER_00: where
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- 45:26SPEAKER_00: lot
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- 45:27SPEAKER_00: other
- 45:27SPEAKER_00: one
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- 45:28SPEAKER_00: feeling
- 45:28SPEAKER_00: completely
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- 45:31SPEAKER_00: all.
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- 45:33SPEAKER_00: so
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- 45:38SPEAKER_00: higher
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- 45:43SPEAKER_00: other
- 45:44SPEAKER_00: people.
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- 45:45SPEAKER_00: relationships,
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- 45:47SPEAKER_00: means
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- 45:49SPEAKER_00: work.
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- 45:51SPEAKER_00: time?
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- 45:52SPEAKER_00: I
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- 45:54SPEAKER_00: appreciation
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- 45:55SPEAKER_00: gratitude
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- 45:59SPEAKER_00: expectation
- 46:00SPEAKER_00: that
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- 46:01SPEAKER_00: holding
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- 46:18SPEAKER_00: people.
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- 46:24SPEAKER_00: power
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- 46:25SPEAKER_00: control
- 46:25SPEAKER_00: and
- 46:26SPEAKER_00: intensity.
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- 46:28SPEAKER_00: they
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- 46:30SPEAKER_00: truth,
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- 46:30SPEAKER_00: strength,
- 46:31SPEAKER_00: and
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- 46:34SPEAKER_00: relationships,
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- 46:37SPEAKER_00: the
- 46:38SPEAKER_00: intention
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- 46:46SPEAKER_00: of
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- 46:48SPEAKER_00: mine,
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- 46:49SPEAKER_00: that
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- 46:50SPEAKER_00: be
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- 46:50SPEAKER_00: own
- 46:50SPEAKER_00: heart
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- 46:51SPEAKER_00: their
- 46:51SPEAKER_00: own
- 46:52SPEAKER_00: people,
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- 46:53SPEAKER_00: looking
- 46:53SPEAKER_00: at
- 46:53SPEAKER_00: the
- 46:54SPEAKER_00: bigger
- 46:54SPEAKER_00: thing
- 46:54SPEAKER_00: that's
- 46:55SPEAKER_00: happening
- 46:56SPEAKER_00: around
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- 47:02SPEAKER_00: the
- 47:02SPEAKER_00: definition
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- 47:09SPEAKER_00: what
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- 47:11SPEAKER_00: action,
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- 47:13SPEAKER_00: this
- 47:13SPEAKER_00: forward
- 47:14SPEAKER_00: energy.
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- 47:18SPEAKER_00: where
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- 47:21SPEAKER_00: everything
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- 47:23SPEAKER_00: of
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- 47:24SPEAKER_00: present
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- 47:24SPEAKER_00: who
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- 47:25SPEAKER_00: is,
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- 47:29SPEAKER_00: more
- 47:30SPEAKER_00: power
- 47:31SPEAKER_00: instead
- 47:32SPEAKER_00: of
- 47:33SPEAKER_00: being
- 47:34SPEAKER_00: love
- 47:34SPEAKER_00: and
- 47:34SPEAKER_00: vulnerable
- 47:35SPEAKER_00: with
- 47:35SPEAKER_00: people?
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- 47:36SPEAKER_00: I
- 47:37SPEAKER_00: think
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- 47:37SPEAKER_00: sevens,
- 47:38SPEAKER_00: eights
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- 47:39SPEAKER_00: very
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- 47:40SPEAKER_00: their
- 47:40SPEAKER_00: this
- 47:41SPEAKER_00: insatiable
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- 47:43SPEAKER_00: eights
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- 47:44SPEAKER_00: probably
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- 47:45SPEAKER_00: the
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- 47:46SPEAKER_00: ones
- 47:46SPEAKER_00: for
- 47:46SPEAKER_00: like
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- 47:47SPEAKER_00: in
- 47:48SPEAKER_00: things,
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- 47:48SPEAKER_00: this
- 47:49SPEAKER_00: time
- 47:49SPEAKER_00: of
- 47:49SPEAKER_00: year,
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- 47:56SPEAKER_00: thing
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- 47:56SPEAKER_00: time
- 47:57SPEAKER_00: of
- 47:57SPEAKER_00: year.
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- 47:57SPEAKER_00: one
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- 47:58SPEAKER_00: day.
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- 47:59SPEAKER_00: things
- 48:00SPEAKER_00: like
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- 48:01SPEAKER_00: more
- 48:01SPEAKER_00: tension
- 48:02SPEAKER_00: in
- 48:02SPEAKER_00: your
- 48:02SPEAKER_00: body.
- 48:02SPEAKER_00: Eights
- 48:03SPEAKER_00: have
- 48:03SPEAKER_00: a
- 48:03SPEAKER_00: huge
- 48:04SPEAKER_00: need
- 48:04SPEAKER_00: to
- 48:04SPEAKER_00: release
- 48:05SPEAKER_00: energy
- 48:05SPEAKER_00: from
- 48:05SPEAKER_00: their
- 48:06SPEAKER_00: body.
- 48:06SPEAKER_00: So
- 48:07SPEAKER_00: the
- 48:07SPEAKER_00: greed
- 48:08SPEAKER_00: is
- 48:08SPEAKER_00: gonna
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- 48:10SPEAKER_00: their
- 48:11SPEAKER_00: greed
- 48:11SPEAKER_00: is
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- 48:12SPEAKER_00: to
- 48:12SPEAKER_00: take
- 48:12SPEAKER_00: action
- 48:13SPEAKER_00: right
- 48:13SPEAKER_00: now,
- 48:14SPEAKER_00: instead
- 48:14SPEAKER_00: of
- 48:14SPEAKER_00: looking
- 48:15SPEAKER_00: at
- 48:15SPEAKER_00: the
- 48:15SPEAKER_00: trigger
- 48:15SPEAKER_00: and
- 48:15SPEAKER_00: going,
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- 48:16SPEAKER_00: that
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- 48:17SPEAKER_00: actually
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- 48:18SPEAKER_00: I
- 48:18SPEAKER_00: is
- 48:19SPEAKER_00: somebody
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- 48:19SPEAKER_00: in
- 48:20SPEAKER_00: there
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- 48:22SPEAKER_00: activating
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- 48:23SPEAKER_00: need
- 48:24SPEAKER_00: for
- 48:24SPEAKER_00: power?
- 48:25SPEAKER_00: And
- 48:25SPEAKER_00: then
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- 48:28SPEAKER_00: an
- 48:28SPEAKER_00: inward
- 48:28SPEAKER_00: thing.
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- 48:31SPEAKER_00: be
- 48:31SPEAKER_00: in
- 48:31SPEAKER_00: my
- 48:32SPEAKER_00: feelings?
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- 48:33SPEAKER_00: I
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- 48:35SPEAKER_00: I
- 48:36SPEAKER_00: withholding,
- 48:36SPEAKER_00: am
- 48:37SPEAKER_00: I
- 48:37SPEAKER_00: retracting
- 48:38SPEAKER_00: my
- 48:38SPEAKER_00: love,
- 48:39SPEAKER_00: my
- 48:39SPEAKER_00: emotions,
- 48:40SPEAKER_00: my
- 48:40SPEAKER_00: vulnerability,
- 48:42SPEAKER_00: and
- 48:42SPEAKER_00: being
- 48:43SPEAKER_00: busy
- 48:44SPEAKER_00: doing
- 48:44SPEAKER_00: other
- 48:45SPEAKER_00: things
- 48:45SPEAKER_00: so
- 48:45SPEAKER_00: that
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- 48:46SPEAKER_00: can
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- 48:47SPEAKER_00: deep
- 48:47SPEAKER_00: intimacy
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- 48:48SPEAKER_00: the
- 48:48SPEAKER_00: people
- 48:49SPEAKER_00: who
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- 48:51SPEAKER_00: to
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- 48:51SPEAKER_00: intimate
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- 48:59SPEAKER_00: to
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- 49:02SPEAKER_00: are,
- 49:02SPEAKER_00: oh
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- 49:06SPEAKER_00: feelings
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- 49:09SPEAKER_00: and
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- 49:11SPEAKER_00: feelings
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- 49:12SPEAKER_00: well.
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- 49:14SPEAKER_00: nines.
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- 49:16SPEAKER_00: miserliness
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- 49:59SPEAKER_00: person
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- 50:48SPEAKER_00: unwillingness
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- 56:57SPEAKER_00: all
- 56:57SPEAKER_00: of
- 56:57SPEAKER_00: this,
- 56:58SPEAKER_00: my
- 56:58SPEAKER_00: membership
- 56:59SPEAKER_00: is
- 56:59SPEAKER_00: going
- 56:59SPEAKER_00: up
- 57:00SPEAKER_00: to
- 57:00SPEAKER_00: a
- 57:00SPEAKER_00: higher
- 57:01SPEAKER_00: price
- 57:01SPEAKER_00: in
- 57:01SPEAKER_00: the
- 57:02SPEAKER_00: new
- 57:02SPEAKER_00: year.
- 57:03SPEAKER_00: And
- 57:03SPEAKER_00: I
- 57:03SPEAKER_00: am
- 57:03SPEAKER_00: doing
- 57:04SPEAKER_00: a
- 57:04SPEAKER_00: $1
- 57:05SPEAKER_00: trial
- 57:06SPEAKER_00: right
- 57:06SPEAKER_00: now.
- 57:07SPEAKER_00: And
- 57:07SPEAKER_00: if
- 57:08SPEAKER_00: you
- 57:08SPEAKER_00: sign
- 57:08SPEAKER_00: up
- 57:08SPEAKER_00: for
- 57:09SPEAKER_00: the
- 57:09SPEAKER_00: from
- 57:09SPEAKER_00: the
- 57:09SPEAKER_00: link
- 57:09SPEAKER_00: in
- 57:09SPEAKER_00: the
- 57:10SPEAKER_00: show
- 57:10SPEAKER_00: notes,
- 57:11SPEAKER_00: um
- 57:12SPEAKER_00: you'll
- 57:12SPEAKER_00: get
- 57:12SPEAKER_00: your
- 57:13SPEAKER_00: first
- 57:13SPEAKER_00: month
- 57:13SPEAKER_00: for
- 57:13SPEAKER_00: a
- 57:13SPEAKER_00: dollar.
- 57:14SPEAKER_00: And
- 57:14SPEAKER_00: then
- 57:14SPEAKER_00: for
- 57:14SPEAKER_00: all
- 57:14SPEAKER_00: of
- 57:15SPEAKER_00: 2026,
- 57:16SPEAKER_00: you
- 57:16SPEAKER_00: will
- 57:16SPEAKER_00: only
- 57:16SPEAKER_00: pay
- 57:17SPEAKER_00: $27
- 57:17SPEAKER_00: a
- 57:17SPEAKER_00: month,
- 57:18SPEAKER_00: which
- 57:18SPEAKER_00: is
- 57:18SPEAKER_00: insane
- 57:19SPEAKER_00: when
- 57:19SPEAKER_00: I
- 57:19SPEAKER_00: look
- 57:19SPEAKER_00: at
- 57:19SPEAKER_00: the
- 57:20SPEAKER_00: market
- 57:20SPEAKER_00: research
- 57:20SPEAKER_00: on
- 57:20SPEAKER_00: what
- 57:21SPEAKER_00: memberships
- 57:21SPEAKER_00: go
- 57:22SPEAKER_00: for.
- 57:22SPEAKER_00: Now,
- 57:22SPEAKER_00: in
- 57:22SPEAKER_00: Summer
- 57:23SPEAKER_00: Tribe,
- 57:23SPEAKER_00: what
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- 57:24SPEAKER_00: gonna
- 57:24SPEAKER_00: be
- 57:24SPEAKER_00: focusing
- 57:24SPEAKER_00: on
- 57:24SPEAKER_00: next
- 57:25SPEAKER_00: year
- 57:25SPEAKER_00: is
- 57:26SPEAKER_00: learning
- 57:27SPEAKER_00: how
- 57:27SPEAKER_00: to
- 57:27SPEAKER_00: use
- 57:27SPEAKER_00: your
- 57:28SPEAKER_00: intuition
- 57:28SPEAKER_00: to
- 57:29SPEAKER_00: create
- 57:29SPEAKER_00: more
- 57:30SPEAKER_00: higher
- 57:30SPEAKER_00: self-alignment,
- 57:31SPEAKER_00: which
- 57:32SPEAKER_00: basically
- 57:32SPEAKER_00: means
- 57:33SPEAKER_00: you're
- 57:33SPEAKER_00: aligned
- 57:33SPEAKER_00: with
- 57:34SPEAKER_00: your
- 57:34SPEAKER_00: true
- 57:34SPEAKER_00: higher
- 57:34SPEAKER_00: self,
- 57:35SPEAKER_00: with
- 57:35SPEAKER_00: who
- 57:35SPEAKER_00: you
- 57:35SPEAKER_00: are.
- 57:36SPEAKER_00: You
- 57:37SPEAKER_00: will
- 57:37SPEAKER_00: know
- 57:37SPEAKER_00: yourself
- 57:38SPEAKER_00: and
- 57:38SPEAKER_00: you'll
- 57:38SPEAKER_00: be
- 57:38SPEAKER_00: able
- 57:38SPEAKER_00: to
- 57:39SPEAKER_00: work
- 57:39SPEAKER_00: through
- 57:40SPEAKER_00: the
- 57:40SPEAKER_00: old
- 57:40SPEAKER_00: story
- 57:41SPEAKER_00: and
- 57:41SPEAKER_00: actually
- 57:41SPEAKER_00: make
- 57:41SPEAKER_00: lasting
- 57:42SPEAKER_00: change.
- 57:42SPEAKER_00: And
- 57:43SPEAKER_00: it's
- 57:43SPEAKER_00: interesting
- 57:44SPEAKER_00: as
- 57:44SPEAKER_00: I
- 57:44SPEAKER_00: look
- 57:44SPEAKER_00: back
- 57:44SPEAKER_00: at
- 57:44SPEAKER_00: the
- 57:45SPEAKER_00: last
- 57:45SPEAKER_00: four
- 57:45SPEAKER_00: years
- 57:45SPEAKER_00: since
- 57:45SPEAKER_00: I
- 57:46SPEAKER_00: found
- 57:46SPEAKER_00: the
- 57:46SPEAKER_00: superconscious
- 57:47SPEAKER_00: work,
- 57:47SPEAKER_00: um,
- 57:48SPEAKER_00: how
- 57:48SPEAKER_00: much
- 57:48SPEAKER_00: I've
- 57:48SPEAKER_00: changed
- 57:48SPEAKER_00: and
- 57:49SPEAKER_00: how
- 57:49SPEAKER_00: much
- 57:49SPEAKER_00: I
- 57:49SPEAKER_00: didn't
- 57:49SPEAKER_00: realize
- 57:50SPEAKER_00: I
- 57:50SPEAKER_00: changed
- 57:51SPEAKER_00: until
- 57:51SPEAKER_00: I
- 57:51SPEAKER_00: got
- 57:51SPEAKER_00: into
- 57:52SPEAKER_00: old
- 57:52SPEAKER_00: situations
- 57:52SPEAKER_00: and
- 57:53SPEAKER_00: old
- 57:53SPEAKER_00: paradigms,
- 57:54SPEAKER_00: and
- 57:55SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 57:55SPEAKER_00: a
- 57:55SPEAKER_00: new
- 57:56SPEAKER_00: person.
- 57:56SPEAKER_00: And,
- 57:57SPEAKER_00: you
- 57:57SPEAKER_00: know,
- 57:57SPEAKER_00: I
- 57:57SPEAKER_00: often
- 57:58SPEAKER_00: have
- 57:58SPEAKER_00: to
- 57:58SPEAKER_00: hold
- 57:59SPEAKER_00: grace
- 57:59SPEAKER_00: for
- 58:00SPEAKER_00: the
- 58:00SPEAKER_00: people
- 58:00SPEAKER_00: around
- 58:00SPEAKER_00: me
- 58:00SPEAKER_00: who
- 58:01SPEAKER_00: don't
- 58:01SPEAKER_00: know
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- 58:01SPEAKER_00: a
- 58:01SPEAKER_00: new
- 58:02SPEAKER_00: person
- 58:02SPEAKER_00: yet.
- 58:03SPEAKER_00: And
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- 58:04SPEAKER_00: I
- 58:04SPEAKER_00: also
- 58:04SPEAKER_00: have
- 58:05SPEAKER_00: to
- 58:05SPEAKER_00: hold
- 58:05SPEAKER_00: space
- 58:06SPEAKER_00: and
- 58:06SPEAKER_00: compassion
- 58:06SPEAKER_00: for
- 58:06SPEAKER_00: myself
- 58:07SPEAKER_00: for
- 58:07SPEAKER_00: the
- 58:07SPEAKER_00: changes
- 58:08SPEAKER_00: I
- 58:08SPEAKER_00: made.
- 58:08SPEAKER_00: And,
- 58:09SPEAKER_00: you
- 58:09SPEAKER_00: know,
- 58:09SPEAKER_00: as
- 58:09SPEAKER_00: I
- 58:10SPEAKER_00: was
- 58:10SPEAKER_00: sitting
- 58:10SPEAKER_00: at
- 58:10SPEAKER_00: BBD
- 58:11SPEAKER_00: Live,
- 58:11SPEAKER_00: which
- 58:11SPEAKER_00: was
- 58:12SPEAKER_00: my
- 58:12SPEAKER_00: entrepreneur
- 58:13SPEAKER_00: conference,
- 58:14SPEAKER_00: and
- 58:14SPEAKER_00: I
- 58:14SPEAKER_00: saw
- 58:14SPEAKER_00: this
- 58:15SPEAKER_00: Christ-like
- 58:15SPEAKER_00: figure
- 58:16SPEAKER_00: in
- 58:16SPEAKER_00: front
- 58:16SPEAKER_00: of
- 58:16SPEAKER_00: me,
- 58:16SPEAKER_00: and
- 58:17SPEAKER_00: he
- 58:17SPEAKER_00: asked
- 58:18SPEAKER_00: me,
- 58:18SPEAKER_00: Is
- 58:18SPEAKER_00: this
- 58:19SPEAKER_00: what
- 58:19SPEAKER_00: you
- 58:19SPEAKER_00: want?
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- 58:20SPEAKER_00: you
- 58:20SPEAKER_00: know,
- 58:21SPEAKER_00: you
- 58:21SPEAKER_00: need
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- 58:21SPEAKER_00: learn
- 58:21SPEAKER_00: some
- 58:22SPEAKER_00: new
- 58:22SPEAKER_00: skills
- 58:22SPEAKER_00: in
- 58:22SPEAKER_00: order
- 58:23SPEAKER_00: to
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- 58:23SPEAKER_00: the
- 58:23SPEAKER_00: online
- 58:24SPEAKER_00: business
- 58:24SPEAKER_00: that
- 58:24SPEAKER_00: you
- 58:24SPEAKER_00: have.
- 58:25SPEAKER_00: Are
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- 58:26SPEAKER_00: willing
- 58:26SPEAKER_00: to
- 58:27SPEAKER_00: let
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- 58:28SPEAKER_00: of
- 58:28SPEAKER_00: how
- 58:28SPEAKER_00: you
- 58:29SPEAKER_00: think
- 58:29SPEAKER_00: it
- 58:29SPEAKER_00: needs
- 58:29SPEAKER_00: to
- 58:29SPEAKER_00: be
- 58:29SPEAKER_00: done
- 58:30SPEAKER_00: to
- 58:30SPEAKER_00: be
- 58:30SPEAKER_00: coachable
- 58:31SPEAKER_00: and
- 58:31SPEAKER_00: actually
- 58:32SPEAKER_00: put
- 58:32SPEAKER_00: the
- 58:32SPEAKER_00: effort
- 58:32SPEAKER_00: into
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- 58:33SPEAKER_00: online
- 58:34SPEAKER_00: sales
- 58:34SPEAKER_00: and
- 58:34SPEAKER_00: marketing
- 58:35SPEAKER_00: and
- 58:35SPEAKER_00: to
- 58:35SPEAKER_00: be
- 58:35SPEAKER_00: consistent
- 58:36SPEAKER_00: with
- 58:36SPEAKER_00: it?
- 58:36SPEAKER_00: And
- 58:36SPEAKER_00: I
- 58:37SPEAKER_00: actually
- 58:37SPEAKER_00: sat
- 58:37SPEAKER_00: with
- 58:38SPEAKER_00: that
- 58:38SPEAKER_00: question
- 58:38SPEAKER_00: because
- 58:38SPEAKER_00: it
- 58:38SPEAKER_00: was
- 58:39SPEAKER_00: a
- 58:39SPEAKER_00: great
- 58:39SPEAKER_00: question.
- 58:39SPEAKER_00: And
- 58:39SPEAKER_00: I
- 58:39SPEAKER_00: said,
- 58:40SPEAKER_00: you
- 58:40SPEAKER_00: know
- 58:40SPEAKER_00: what?
- 58:41SPEAKER_00: I
- 58:41SPEAKER_00: am
- 58:41SPEAKER_00: ready.
- 58:42SPEAKER_00: I
- 58:42SPEAKER_00: am
- 58:42SPEAKER_00: ready
- 58:43SPEAKER_00: to
- 58:43SPEAKER_00: learn
- 58:43SPEAKER_00: it.
- 58:44SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 58:44SPEAKER_00: ready
- 58:44SPEAKER_00: to
- 58:44SPEAKER_00: be
- 58:44SPEAKER_00: coachable,
- 58:45SPEAKER_00: and
- 58:45SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 58:45SPEAKER_00: ready
- 58:46SPEAKER_00: to
- 58:46SPEAKER_00: step
- 58:47SPEAKER_00: out
- 58:47SPEAKER_00: of
- 58:47SPEAKER_00: my
- 58:47SPEAKER_00: comfort
- 58:48SPEAKER_00: zone
- 58:48SPEAKER_00: and
- 58:49SPEAKER_00: grow
- 58:49SPEAKER_00: next
- 58:50SPEAKER_00: year.
- 58:50SPEAKER_00: So
- 58:50SPEAKER_00: I
- 58:50SPEAKER_00: said
- 58:51SPEAKER_00: yes
- 58:51SPEAKER_00: and
- 58:51SPEAKER_00: I
- 58:51SPEAKER_00: joined.
- 58:52SPEAKER_00: And
- 58:52SPEAKER_00: I
- 58:53SPEAKER_00: didn't
- 58:53SPEAKER_00: have
- 58:53SPEAKER_00: any
- 58:54SPEAKER_00: fear,
- 58:54SPEAKER_00: I
- 58:54SPEAKER_00: didn't
- 58:55SPEAKER_00: have
- 58:55SPEAKER_00: any
- 58:56SPEAKER_00: um,
- 58:57SPEAKER_00: what
- 58:57SPEAKER_00: was
- 58:57SPEAKER_00: it?
- 58:58SPEAKER_00: The
- 58:58SPEAKER_00: feeling
- 58:58SPEAKER_00: I
- 58:58SPEAKER_00: had
- 58:59SPEAKER_00: in
- 58:59SPEAKER_00: the
- 58:59SPEAKER_00: past
- 58:59SPEAKER_00: was
- 58:59SPEAKER_00: this
- 58:59SPEAKER_00: like
- 59:00SPEAKER_00: FOMO,
- 59:00SPEAKER_00: I
- 59:01SPEAKER_00: better
- 59:01SPEAKER_00: do
- 59:01SPEAKER_00: it
- 59:01SPEAKER_00: now
- 59:01SPEAKER_00: or
- 59:01SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 59:02SPEAKER_00: gonna
- 59:02SPEAKER_00: run
- 59:02SPEAKER_00: out
- 59:02SPEAKER_00: of
- 59:02SPEAKER_00: time.
- 59:02SPEAKER_00: I
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- 59:03SPEAKER_00: have
- 59:03SPEAKER_00: any
- 59:03SPEAKER_00: of
- 59:04SPEAKER_00: that.
- 59:04SPEAKER_00: Intuition
- 59:05SPEAKER_00: is
- 59:05SPEAKER_00: like
- 59:05SPEAKER_00: this
- 59:06SPEAKER_00: calm
- 59:07SPEAKER_00: presence.
- 59:07SPEAKER_00: It
- 59:08SPEAKER_00: just
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- 59:08SPEAKER_00: grounded.
- 59:09SPEAKER_00: And
- 59:09SPEAKER_00: I
- 59:10SPEAKER_00: felt
- 59:10SPEAKER_00: like
- 59:12SPEAKER_00: it
- 59:12SPEAKER_00: was
- 59:12SPEAKER_00: just
- 59:12SPEAKER_00: the
- 59:13SPEAKER_00: right
- 59:13SPEAKER_00: thing
- 59:13SPEAKER_00: to
- 59:13SPEAKER_00: do.
- 59:14SPEAKER_00: And
- 59:14SPEAKER_00: I
- 59:14SPEAKER_00: and
- 59:14SPEAKER_00: I
- 59:15SPEAKER_00: didn't
- 59:15SPEAKER_00: question
- 59:15SPEAKER_00: it.
- 59:16SPEAKER_00: And
- 59:16SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 59:16SPEAKER_00: sure
- 59:16SPEAKER_00: I'll
- 59:16SPEAKER_00: question
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- 59:17SPEAKER_00: as
- 59:17SPEAKER_00: the
- 59:18SPEAKER_00: charges
- 59:18SPEAKER_00: start
- 59:18SPEAKER_00: coming
- 59:18SPEAKER_00: in
- 59:19SPEAKER_00: on
- 59:19SPEAKER_00: my
- 59:19SPEAKER_00: credit
- 59:19SPEAKER_00: card
- 59:19SPEAKER_00: and
- 59:19SPEAKER_00: I'm
- 59:20SPEAKER_00: like,
- 59:20SPEAKER_00: oh
- 59:20SPEAKER_00: my
- 59:20SPEAKER_00: gosh,
- 59:20SPEAKER_00: was
- 59:21SPEAKER_00: this
- 59:21SPEAKER_00: worth
- 59:21SPEAKER_00: the
- 59:21SPEAKER_00: investment?
- 59:22SPEAKER_00: The
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- 59:22SPEAKER_00: is
- 59:22SPEAKER_00: yes.
- 59:22SPEAKER_00: So,
- 59:22SPEAKER_00: Tabitha,
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- 59:23SPEAKER_00: you're
- 59:23SPEAKER_00: listening
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- 59:24SPEAKER_00: this
- 59:24SPEAKER_00: in
- 59:24SPEAKER_00: the
- 59:24SPEAKER_00: future,
- 59:25SPEAKER_00: the
- 59:25SPEAKER_00: answer
- 59:25SPEAKER_00: was
- 59:26SPEAKER_00: yes.
- 59:26SPEAKER_00: And
- 59:26SPEAKER_00: you
- 59:27SPEAKER_00: just
- 59:27SPEAKER_00: have
- 59:27SPEAKER_00: to
- 59:27SPEAKER_00: do
- 59:27SPEAKER_00: one
- 59:27SPEAKER_00: thing
- 59:28SPEAKER_00: at
- 59:28SPEAKER_00: a
- 59:28SPEAKER_00: time
- 59:28SPEAKER_00: and
- 59:29SPEAKER_00: follow
- 59:29SPEAKER_00: your
- 59:29SPEAKER_00: own
- 59:30SPEAKER_00: intuition
- 59:30SPEAKER_00: and
- 59:31SPEAKER_00: be
- 59:31SPEAKER_00: coachable.
- 59:32SPEAKER_00: And
- 59:32SPEAKER_00: I
- 59:32SPEAKER_00: think
- 59:33SPEAKER_00: that,
- 59:34SPEAKER_00: you
- 59:34SPEAKER_00: know,
- 59:34SPEAKER_00: that
- 59:34SPEAKER_00: is
- 59:34SPEAKER_00: what
- 59:35SPEAKER_00: I
- 59:35SPEAKER_00: hope
- 59:35SPEAKER_00: for
- 59:35SPEAKER_00: a
- 59:35SPEAKER_00: lot
- 59:35SPEAKER_00: of
- 59:36SPEAKER_00: you
- 59:36SPEAKER_00: who
- 59:36SPEAKER_00: might
- 59:36SPEAKER_00: be
- 59:36SPEAKER_00: ready
- 59:36SPEAKER_00: for
- 59:37SPEAKER_00: growth
- 59:37SPEAKER_00: next
- 59:37SPEAKER_00: year.
- 59:38SPEAKER_00: Is,
- 59:38SPEAKER_00: you
- 59:38SPEAKER_00: know,
- 59:38SPEAKER_00: if
- 59:38SPEAKER_00: you're
- 59:39SPEAKER_00: ready,
- 59:40SPEAKER_00: the
- 59:40SPEAKER_00: the
- 59:40SPEAKER_00: program
- 59:40SPEAKER_00: that
- 59:41SPEAKER_00: I've
- 59:41SPEAKER_00: created
- 59:41SPEAKER_00: is
- 59:42SPEAKER_00: actually
- 59:42SPEAKER_00: really
- 59:42SPEAKER_00: good.
- 59:42SPEAKER_00: And
- 59:43SPEAKER_00: I
- 59:43SPEAKER_00: don't
- 59:43SPEAKER_00: often
- 59:43SPEAKER_00: appreciate
- 59:44SPEAKER_00: the
- 59:44SPEAKER_00: work
- 59:45SPEAKER_00: that
- 59:45SPEAKER_00: my
- 59:45SPEAKER_00: past
- 59:45SPEAKER_00: self
- 59:46SPEAKER_00: has
- 59:46SPEAKER_00: put
- 59:46SPEAKER_00: into
- 59:46SPEAKER_00: all
- 59:47SPEAKER_00: of
- 59:47SPEAKER_00: it,
- 59:47SPEAKER_00: um,
- 59:48SPEAKER_00: or
- 59:48SPEAKER_00: the
- 59:48SPEAKER_00: transformations
- 59:49SPEAKER_00: that
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- 59:50SPEAKER_00: for
- 59:50SPEAKER_00: people.
- 59:50SPEAKER_00: And
- 59:50SPEAKER_00: then
- 59:50SPEAKER_00: I
- 59:50SPEAKER_00: get
- 59:50SPEAKER_00: really
- 59:51SPEAKER_00: amazing
- 59:51SPEAKER_00: text
- 59:52SPEAKER_00: messages
- 59:52SPEAKER_00: from
- 59:53SPEAKER_00: my
- 59:53SPEAKER_00: clients
- 59:53SPEAKER_00: who
- 59:54SPEAKER_00: say,
- 59:54SPEAKER_00: Oh
- 59:54SPEAKER_00: my
- 59:54SPEAKER_00: God,
- 59:54SPEAKER_00: I
- 59:55SPEAKER_00: just
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- 59:55SPEAKER_00: to
- 59:55SPEAKER_00: this.
- 59:55SPEAKER_00: And
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- 59:56SPEAKER_00: totally
- 59:56SPEAKER_00: shifted
- 59:56SPEAKER_00: my
- 59:57SPEAKER_00: whole
- 59:57SPEAKER_00: perspective
- 59:57SPEAKER_00: of
- 59:58SPEAKER_00: the
- 59:58SPEAKER_00: planet
- 59:59SPEAKER_00: and
- 59:59SPEAKER_00: who
- 59:59SPEAKER_00: I
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- 1:00:00SPEAKER_00: within
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- 1:00:01SPEAKER_00: for
- 1:00:01SPEAKER_00: creating
- 1:00:02SPEAKER_00: this.
- 1:00:02SPEAKER_00: And
- 1:00:02SPEAKER_00: those
- 1:00:03SPEAKER_00: are
- 1:00:03SPEAKER_00: the
- 1:00:03SPEAKER_00: best,
- 1:00:04SPEAKER_00: right?
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- 1:00:04SPEAKER_00: it's
- 1:00:04SPEAKER_00: like,
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