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Alive & Fragile · Jul 8, 2026 · 14m

This is from yesterday, but I moved so slowly I didn’t get a post together early enough before I needed to sleep. I’ve learned from my mistakes, and now my mistakes offer a window of opportunity. Later in the day I took Twitchy Witch’s alchemy quiz and got nigredo which explains a lot of the seemingly contradicting feelings I’ve been having (progressing into something new but still feeling stuck/out of my depth). I’m stubbornly meditating on it still. Maybe literally meditating would be smart of me if I get over the ego bruise. Here’s the music playing in the background & today’s moodboard…