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Identity Shifting: The Cheat Code To Healing Years of Anxiety · Bye Bye Panic

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  [SPEAKER_00]: Who are you without your anxiety?
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I've seen a lot of people on the healing journey that unconsciously stall when they're starting to grow and when they're starting to heal from their symptoms, anxiety will have you choose a familiar hell over an unfamiliar heaven.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: It doesn't just affect you internally, this hypersensitive nervous system is also reorganized your entire world.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Having anxiety, it gave you identity, it's not just about responding, it's also about learning to let go of that identity.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: What I want to talk about are the deeper principles of healing.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: The principle I want to talk about is who are you without your anxiety?
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I've seen a lot of people on the healing journey that unconsciously stall when they're getting closer to the other side when they're starting to grow and when they're starting to heal from their symptoms you start asking yourself who am I when I'm not anxious killing is more than just responding to your symptoms.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: It also means that you have to give up something, having this high-percentive nervous system, having anxiety in many ways, if you really think about it, it did give you structure, it gave you identity, it gave you maybe even a sense of belonging.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: It's not just about responding, it's also about learning to let go of that identity.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: When people are on the healing journey, the dynamics within their families,
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  [SPEAKER_00]: shift.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: The person is letting go of this anxious identity.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So it's understanding that some relationships won't survive your healing.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: The people around you may not know what to do with the recovered version of you.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Some people will unconsciously keep themselves in the anxiety cycle because they want to maintain that relationship.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Whenever you finally decide that you're on this healing journey, you can't hide behind symptoms anymore.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: The world says, no, you're able, you're capable and you're well.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And that's the identity that you've chosen.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So we expect you to show up.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And when that identity shifts happens, it's more than just the relationship with yourself.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: It's the relationship with the world.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: You will see people make decisions that is a familiar hell over an unfamiliar heaven.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: As you do that, something interesting happens.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: You guys might actually start experiencing a unique emotion that you guys may be feeling, but you're gonna feel a lot more when you're in the healing journey, which is grief.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: When recovery starts to feel more real, you feel less fear, but you also feel other emotions.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: What also begins to feel real is the months and years you lost because of this.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: When you start going to the healing journey, you kind of come out of this fog,
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  [SPEAKER_00]: You're like, you know, like, I'm glad I'm getting better, but like, look at all the time, look at all the things I lost, the relationships, the identities, the trips I could have taken.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: The version of me that got buried, and what happens is that the grief was delayed.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Most people mistakenly interpret grief as relapse.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And so the answer is just feel the grief.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: right?
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And don't try to fix it, just feel it, but also recognize what story might be attached to it.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So my grief was like, Oh, man, I feel really sorry for myself.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Look, I feel like I'm starting over.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I'm going to be so lucky if I just get a normal life.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: But what made really bad was the narratives and the stories I had about separate story from the signal.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So the signal is a grief.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: The story is the meaning you make about the grief.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So if you feel that grief, feel it.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: It's another opportunity to respond.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: The next one I want to talk about is the identity of a survivor.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: The mind can't sit with that much pain being random and pointless.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: You become the person who went through the impossible thing and came out wiser for it.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: It turned something that you could have that could have destroyed you into something that shapes you.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So where's the trap?
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  [SPEAKER_00]: The trap is sometimes, and I've seen this, where the meaning is attached to the suffering, not the growth of the person.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: But don't you feel, and I sense this sometimes.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: When I see individuals like that, I'm like, yeah, but you're making your pain still the center of your life.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: You're making your identity based on all the bad things you've gone through.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: There is the suffering identity of like I have anxiety, then there's like a survivor identity, which is I overcame anxiety, both of them still have anxiety as the center of it.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: A regular person's identity doesn't need anxiety to be in it.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: What I would say is, you know, if you're committed to this healing journey.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Part of the thing you're going to also have to commit to is letting go of everything.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: All the pain and suffering and the overcoming.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: as well.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: You know, you have to let go of that anxiety was a footnote.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: It was something that I went through.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: I learned next chapter.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: So here's some questions I want you to ask yourself.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Can I be wise without being special?
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And then can I be deep without being wounded?
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Coming from a place from I suffer from anxiety to Iover came this where I'm growing and I'm becoming someone beyond this is good.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: That's growth.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: But then you'll hit a point of, hey, do I need, anxiety to be the bad guy?
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Do I need to be part of my identity at all?
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Just be somebody who had heart things happen to them, learned from them, grew from them, and moved on.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: The next thing I want to talk about is this concept of borrowed belief sometimes like you don't know because you're in the storm you don't know your perspective is a little bit skewed sometimes people can know what to do and still feel like hot man like I just don't believe this is me
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And so in many ways, like one of the things that we built in the Bible, I panicked program was like this idea of bar of belief.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: It's like, hey, listen, you don't need to believe anything.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: You have a mentor who specializes in this rely on that person and just focus on moving forward and see what happens.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And the reason I wanted to talk about this specifically is because I was really glad I borrowed the belief from my dad, even though I didn't have the belief.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And sometimes we feel like we need to believe we need to heal that we can heal before moving forward.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: But the belief doesn't really happen before it happens as you're going through it and then you see it for yourself, forget belief belief aside, you need confirmation that this is going to work, but the only way you get confirmation is by moving forward with it, you know, when I was going through the journey, it was like, okay, do I just borrow my dad's belief in conviction that I'm going to be okay or do I wait to get my own.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: And I'm so glad because I feel like if I would have waited, I would have just waited forever.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Whitney is our program coordinator.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Love you guys.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Take it easy.
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  [SPEAKER_00]: Bye-bye.