Latest / B Shifter / Ask The Chiefs: The Zen Edition
Transcript
- 1:00John Vance: You always used to start.
- 1:01Nick Brunacini: Yeah, who should?
- 1:02Nick Brunacini: I don't know where I saw this, but it was a million years ago.
- 1:06Nick Brunacini: It was fascinating to me And I said, if there's like an asteroid or anything from outer space breaching through the atmosphere, coming towards the Earth, you know it heats up as it comes in And I said it'll get so hot.
- 1:19Nick Brunacini: And they said if you see it go to purple, then you will be cooked within the next two to three seconds.
- 1:27Nick Brunacini: It will heat up very quickly And just you're going to explode into flame Really.
- 1:34Nick Brunacini: And so when you see it coming and it goes purple, maybe close your eyes for your gratitude, whatever before the end, and then you're going to meet your people.
- 1:44Terry Garrison: Yeah.
- 1:45Nick Brunacini: Yeah, so that's it, but that's science.
- 1:47Nick Brunacini: Purple rain Jimmy sang about it.
- 1:51Nick Brunacini: I guess none of that was actually.
- 1:53John Vance: He talked about the haze Prince was the rain.
- 1:56Nick Brunacini: Now.
- 1:56Nick Brunacini: Does the rain come ahead of the haze or does the haze come after the rain?
- 2:01Terry Garrison: There's a group called purple.
- 2:02Terry Garrison: What was it?
- 2:03Terry Garrison: Purple rain.
- 2:04John Vance: New writers of the purple sage.
- 2:06Terry Garrison: Purple sage No, that's a country group.
- 2:08John Vance: Deep purple, deep purple.
- 2:11Nick Brunacini: That was Smoke on the Water.
- 2:12Nick Brunacini: Smoke on the Water.
- 2:13Nick Brunacini: What was that song about?
- 2:15Nick Brunacini: That was Eight Track.
- 2:16John Vance: Remember what that song was about Smoke on the Water.
- 2:18Nick Brunacini: Fire in the Sky.
- 2:19John Vance: My Woman from Tokyo.
- 2:21John Vance: Yeah, that was a different song.
- 2:22Nick Brunacini: Like it was.
- 2:22Nick Brunacini: It was the same album Machine Head.
- 2:26John Vance: Yeah, i think it was.
- 2:27John Vance: I should be on Jeopardy a rock and roll.
- 2:30Nick Brunacini: Jeopardy.
- 2:30Nick Brunacini: It's just our childhood as all will remember it.
- 2:36John Vance: I don't know anything about modern music, no, or like country music.
- 2:40Terry Garrison: You probably know country music, yeah, but why you got a point at me like that?
- 2:43Terry Garrison: No, don't make any negative.
- 2:46Nick Brunacini: You know country music?
- 2:47Nick Brunacini: Yeah, I know country.
- 2:49John Vance: I have no idea anything about country music.
- 2:51John Vance: I don't like country music.
- 2:52John Vance: Yeah, i like old country music.
- 2:54John Vance: Have you seen a?
- 2:54Terry Garrison: girl with a big belt buckle and those tight jigs.
- 2:57Terry Garrison: Country music's OK Yeah.
- 2:59John Vance: Yeah, it's a good way to grow up.
- 3:02Nick Brunacini: Line dancing and stuff.
- 3:03Terry Garrison: I never line dance.
- 3:05John Vance: You have a cowboy hat though.
- 3:06Terry Garrison: I had a cowboy hat.
- 3:07Terry Garrison: I was big cat.
- 3:08Terry Garrison: What do they call it?
- 3:09Terry Garrison: Big hat?
- 3:09Terry Garrison: no cattle Yeah.
- 3:10Terry Garrison: Yeah, that's who I was Me.
- 3:12John Vance: Big bowls in Caltown.
- 3:13John Vance: There you go, all right.
- 3:15John Vance: Hey, thanks for joining us today on the Be Shifter podcast.
- 3:20John Vance: John Vance, nick Brunassini and Terry Garrison here And it's another round of Ask the Chiefs.
- 3:27John Vance: We had so many questions stockpiled that we're back to them.
- 3:31John Vance: We have a couple more today, so you guys ready to dive into?
- 3:34Terry Garrison: this, we are.
- 3:35John Vance: All right, First question.
- 3:37John Vance: I have a question for the chiefs Meditation slash.
- 3:41John Vance: Mindfulness is a hot topic in the first responder community for mental health.
- 3:46John Vance: What are your thoughts on its effectiveness?
- 3:48John Vance: Do you use it personally And in your opinion, are there benefits for improving incident commander performance not just mental health recovery, but resilience?
- 3:58John Vance: You guys think about that.
- 4:02Terry Garrison: I'm going to let you start.
- 4:03Terry Garrison: today, i got to think about my mental wellness.
- 4:08Nick Brunacini: Meditation and mindfulness.
- 4:09Nick Brunacini: I think that's a good thing.
- 4:12Nick Brunacini: I retired.
- 4:13Nick Brunacini: I got hooked into yoga, for whatever reason, very quickly, so me and another friend of mine who had retired were discussing what to do to stay in shape X, y and Z And so, growing up in the fire service and the traditional roles that we filled it was more of whiskey and football would describe our past time in activities, whereas really at this point in my life, i think that's somewhat toxic.
- 4:51Nick Brunacini: It's not good for your brain either.
- 4:53Nick Brunacini: One of those activities.
- 4:54Nick Brunacini: So you should really experience some moderation with that kind of stuff.
- 4:59Nick Brunacini: And what I find, as far as this question goes, and just kind of your own mental health, that worked better for me was yoga, and cannabis really were a better way to move forward, and so I think I'm in better health today than I was in 2009 when I retired.
- 5:20Nick Brunacini: I feel better, and a lot of that is just kind of it's your mental outlook.
- 5:26Nick Brunacini: There's also a big piece of it.
- 5:27Nick Brunacini: So, between that and working on that and sleeping, getting eight hours of sleep and drinking plenty of fluids all the silly bullshit we used to tell people on EMS calls sleep eight hours, drink plenty of fluids.
- 5:40Nick Brunacini: It was the best advice we could have given anybody.
- 5:42Nick Brunacini: I mean, it's really kind of the key to life, and so I'm kind of following my advice.
- 5:47Nick Brunacini: Now To answer this question yes, and I think it will make you a better IC, because it makes you a better person.
- 5:53Nick Brunacini: You're a little more patient, you're a little more I don't know mature in the way you deal with pressures and issues that come up during the day.
- 6:04Terry Garrison: It's funny because the way you just described that and we talked about country music is that is Hank Williams' junior song.
- 6:11Terry Garrison: It's certainly All my Roddy friends have settled down and doing more iced tea and cornbread instead of the hard stuff, but yeah, i think it's absolutely important.
- 6:22Terry Garrison: So for me it's probably more spiritual.
- 6:25Terry Garrison: That's just kind of the way I am in my life.
- 6:27Terry Garrison: But yeah, i think you have to have a if you don't have a quiet place to go to.
- 6:32Terry Garrison: wherever you, however, you get there and you hear that noise all the time.
- 6:37Terry Garrison: And I think that's when I watch TV nowadays, even if I'm not really watching.
- 6:44Terry Garrison: I watch something that just I'm not even paying attention.
- 6:48Terry Garrison: It's more like background noise.
- 6:50Nick Brunacini: It's like the fire stations that we worked in, there was always three TVs, four radios.
- 6:54Nick Brunacini: So, there are the PAs going and nobody paid any attention to adding on it.
- 6:59Terry Garrison: No, i think that's where my ears are ringing today, constantly.
- 7:03Nick Brunacini: Sometimes they would get bored and they'd just go and blow the sirens for the hell of it.
- 7:06Nick Brunacini: Yeah, woo, yeah.
- 7:09Terry Garrison: But I think it's awesome that somebody would write this question about the meditation, the mindfulness, because it really is important And we don't think about it.
- 7:19Terry Garrison: Bruno actually had a lot of comments about that years ago when he started talking about wellness.
- 7:26Terry Garrison: Right, he wanted that to be included in our wellness program, where at the time being a knucklehead that I was when I heard wellness first thing, i thought, oh, i'm gonna have to do more pushups and increase my bench or box steps or whatever.
- 7:41Terry Garrison: But he was talking about total wellness the physical wellness and the mental wellness.
- 7:46Terry Garrison: So yeah in fact he brought in people over our career.
- 7:49Terry Garrison: Some of them were successful and they connected with firefighters and some of them weren't successful, they didn't connect with firefighters.
- 7:58Terry Garrison: I know that in Houston we had a wonderful man, a doctor, dr Busser, who that I was able to connect with while I was there and he was really concerned about the mindfulness of our employees in Houston And he did a really good job there.
- 8:18Terry Garrison: He helped me out as a chief officer.
- 8:20Terry Garrison: So as a chief officer you spend a lot of time alone and thinking about the decisions you make and the next one you're gonna have to make and kind of having somebody to bounce that off of that isn't critical kinda.
- 8:35Terry Garrison: That was good for me, but I think that was part of that mental wellness.
- 8:40Terry Garrison: So I didn't realize what he was doing at the time.
- 8:46Nick Brunacini: Yeah, I think that's a big piece of it.
- 8:49Nick Brunacini: When we started our careers, our idea of mindfulness and fitness were different back then.
- 8:57Nick Brunacini: As you were more it was more built around resilience and there's nothing that can hurt me And I can go in and battle all these demons and do all this nonsense.
- 9:07Nick Brunacini: I bench press 400 pounds.
- 9:09Nick Brunacini: I can do X, y and Z And as you start getting older and accumulate more experiences, i came to find out I thought there's not a lot of difference like in a firefighter's capability of doing their job, between being able to bench press 250 pounds and 500 pounds.
- 9:27Nick Brunacini: You do about the same thing, so one of them's just you're just getting stronger to get stronger.
- 9:32Nick Brunacini: In fact, i saw a thing they were talking about a quarterback, the Eagles quarterback, and how much he could squat.
- 9:38Nick Brunacini: It was during a football game and Troy Eggman's commentator, who was the Cowboys Hall of Fame quarterback, and he's like why is he do that?
- 9:47Nick Brunacini: He's thinking why he's a quarterback.
- 9:50Nick Brunacini: And then, like, five plays later, this guy runs through 11 people and scores it.
- 9:54Nick Brunacini: That's why he does it.
- 9:55Nick Brunacini: He's collecting brain trauma right now.
- 9:58Nick Brunacini: That's what it's happening to him.
- 10:01Nick Brunacini: So I think That's the other thing is, when you retire, is you kind of think, okay, i'm retired and now I want to be as healthy as I can as long as I can?
- 10:10Nick Brunacini: So that was the other piece of it.
- 10:12Nick Brunacini: as I retired I thought, well, i'm not in the greatest shape of the world, so maybe I can work on that.
- 10:17Nick Brunacini: So part of the yoga thing is that's got me into fitness again, and so I think that's part of it is you do a little something physical every day to get your blood going and moving And I've noticed I feel a lot healthier now because of that.
- 10:31Nick Brunacini: I've blighter, i got my joints don't ache as much, and I think that adds a little more gratitude to your life when you go to bed at night So you sleep a little better.
- 10:40Nick Brunacini: You think now you know like life isn't as bullshit as it everybody says it is.
- 10:44Nick Brunacini: Well, you turn the TV on and that's what they're screaming at.
- 10:47Nick Brunacini: you think now you're You.
- 10:49Nick Brunacini: people don't live in the same zip code.
- 10:50Terry Garrison: I do, evidently my wife and I for the first time, and probably I Don't know as long as I can remember what's the evening news.
- 10:57Terry Garrison: Last night She got home and it's like well, let's watch the evening news NBC or CBS, i don't remember who it was.
- 11:04John Vance: Were you surprised that Walter Cronkite was no?
- 11:07Terry Garrison: longer And we watched it for about the first 10 Issue, the first 10 minutes for that, the two shootings, that the shooting, the run over the, the girl in the park, they got killed here.
- 11:23Terry Garrison: And it's like I looked at.
- 11:26Terry Garrison: I said, man, i'm tapping out on the news, i'm going back to Andy Griffith on the on the me TV channel.
- 11:32Terry Garrison: I can't.
- 11:32Terry Garrison: It was stressful just watching as I look over at it.
- 11:35Terry Garrison: Chief is, i need to Use some yoga, right there exactly, yeah, yeah, you could watch basketball instead.
- 11:43Nick Brunacini: There's none of that.
- 11:46John Vance: My favorite thing was Charles Caroll.
- 11:48John Vance: I mean, you want to talk?
- 11:49Terry Garrison: about it and Oh, sunday morning having coffee.
- 11:52John Vance: It's we're having the best pie in America.
- 11:55John Vance: We are in Des Plaines, Illinois.
- 11:59John Vance: Yeah, I was like that this is life.
- 12:01John Vance: This is what we should be doing.
- 12:03John Vance: But to get back to the question about the IC effectiveness, because I Used to watch some of the ICs that I really admired and they had a routine they'd go through and they were calm, good ICs, but like one of them would always put a dip in I knew when that always smoked.
- 12:19John Vance: But you know, i tried to emulate.
- 12:21John Vance: I still do like if I'm going to a call I'll pop in a piece of gum because it just calms me down.
- 12:27John Vance: I mean it just like I'm enjoying the piece of gum now And I'm not really thinking about the call until I get there.
- 12:32John Vance: But what other techniques would you say would Really help an incident commander get into the brain space they need to be in, whether it's before a shift or even on the way to that?
- 12:43Terry Garrison: Well, you know, one thing that is good for new incident commanders is to is to call your dispatcher and get your, get your tape.
- 12:52Terry Garrison: How did I sound right?
- 12:53Terry Garrison: did I sound like I had a?
- 12:55Terry Garrison: Because Bruno talks about cool command and we're going to get into that later too, with our leadership, maybe, and tie that to that.
- 13:01Terry Garrison: But You know, listen to how you sound.
- 13:05Terry Garrison: Do you sound like you have a high anxiety?
- 13:07Terry Garrison: You got to identify the problem, right, is it?
- 13:10Terry Garrison: do you get excited at certain points?
- 13:12Terry Garrison: because everybody knows when the incident commander Sounds excited, then everybody else kind of gets revved up.
- 13:18Terry Garrison: For me, it was always that the two things that I kind of think of every day is, well, i think a three of them, but the two that apply here is patience and being the present.
- 13:28Terry Garrison: Right, because I'm really an impatient person, it's I'm always.
- 13:33Terry Garrison: Even when someone's talking to me, it's like, well, i'm getting ready to, okay, i got to walk this way, i got to go do this, i got to think about the next moment.
- 13:40Terry Garrison: And then being a present, where you're at man, just trying to, without being too cosmic, just trying to enjoy the space that you're, that you're in, right there, and I think in it for an incident commander.
- 13:50Terry Garrison: That's really important too is to not get too frustrated with The position you're in, but just kind of be present where you're at.
- 14:01Terry Garrison: So those are kind of my.
- 14:02Terry Garrison: I don't know if that answered the question, but that's the two things that I think about that that are my Achilles heels is I don't get too excited about things just because I'm on my third marriage.
- 14:13Terry Garrison: I mean, what are they gonna?
- 14:14John Vance: I feel like.
- 14:15Terry Garrison: Sam Kanna say remember him.
- 14:17John Vance: Yeah, that guy beautiful, but it's like what?
- 14:19Terry Garrison: are you gonna do?
- 14:20Terry Garrison: they gonna send me to hell.
- 14:22Terry Garrison: I'm gonna be.
- 14:22Terry Garrison: I'll be a greeter in hell right.
- 14:24Terry Garrison: I'm not afraid of anything.
- 14:25Terry Garrison: I'm married 29 years, so I'm doing okay.
- 14:29Terry Garrison: But I I really believe that You got to kind of identify your weaknesses, so, and sometimes the weakness in this is just not taking the time to identify that, hey, i need to take time out.
- 14:43Terry Garrison: So you know some, some people, it's, it's there, they take long walks or they ride mountain bikes Or they do something you got.
- 14:50Nick Brunacini: That's kind of hard to do.
- 14:51Nick Brunacini: Before you take them in, though.
- 14:53Terry Garrison: No, i'm going back to the mindfulness, the prep.
- 14:55Terry Garrison: Yeah, just where do you go?
- 14:57Nick Brunacini: So then, when you get here, maybe you got a better center now I would notice that, like Especially when I was an officer, because you're looking through the windshield and you're not looking at the motor or the hose beds or anything else so you can see what's happening and you'd be responding, and It looked like World War two you were going to and it could kind of jack you up a little bit, especially working on a ladder, because you had so Many options for what you were going to do.
- 15:25Nick Brunacini: And you got there, and so I find myself starting to get okay, okay and I learned, is you just kind of close your eyes?
- 15:35Nick Brunacini: and you took three really Subsequently deeper breaths and I would do that and I would look up and it could be as nasty as it wanted to, and I thought, you know, i didn't like it.
- 15:47Nick Brunacini: I showed up to help.
- 15:48Nick Brunacini: So it put me what it did.
- 15:51Nick Brunacini: Is it forced me to Take a step back, kind of like you said, and figure out Okay, what are we going to actually do?
- 15:58Nick Brunacini: So, and that was that.
- 16:00Nick Brunacini: Was this like a task-level Supervisor?
- 16:02Nick Brunacini: that was, i wasn't taking command, i was going to work.
- 16:05Nick Brunacini: When I became a BC, i would use the same things as I thought, okay, i got a blah, blah, blah and I don't know.
- 16:12Nick Brunacini: I just there was something about being an incident commander That was just so much better and easier than being a company officer, and I don't know, i just liked it more.
- 16:25Nick Brunacini: Yeah so I could.
- 16:26Nick Brunacini: I enjoyed pulling up to the scene of all this chaos and looking at it And thinking these two or three things are going to solve this whole problem, and then calmly telling people to do those two or three things and then watching everything get better.
- 16:39Nick Brunacini: So and you know, and that would Reinforce itself over and over again.
- 16:43Nick Brunacini: So each subsequent incident, it was just you just kept building on the last.
- 16:48Nick Brunacini: And then I mean and this kind of starts to go into the next question About seniority that Vance hasn't asked yet, but see, i Is it was the execution of doing the work.
- 17:00Nick Brunacini: And then I figured out on the task level, the work is very physical and we're gonna go and we're gonna.
- 17:05Nick Brunacini: We're fighters.
- 17:06Nick Brunacini: That's really what we are.
- 17:07Nick Brunacini: We're going into a hostile place and we're gonna make the hostility go away.
- 17:10Nick Brunacini: Or behave is what the deal is.
- 17:12Nick Brunacini: If we can, and sometimes we overestimate our ability to tame a force of nature like fire, because it it'll burn you to death right, kind of like the purple light in the sky.
- 17:24Nick Brunacini: Oh, once it lights up, you're done, you're a speck.
- 17:29Terry Garrison: So I think that was kind of the thing For being yeah so, and yeah, just you talked about a little bit, is that you know, action feels good, right So?
- 17:38Nick Brunacini: you're a firefighter.
- 17:39Terry Garrison: You go there, you got it.
- 17:40Terry Garrison: You're, you're doing something that actually feels good.
- 17:43Terry Garrison: Yeah, the first couple times you're an incident commander and you're sitting there and maybe you're, maybe you know where you want to sign companies and they haven't arrived yet and You're waiting for that response to come and you're sitting there.
- 17:57Terry Garrison: You could get your.
- 17:57Terry Garrison: You get a little anxious with that, you do.
- 18:00Terry Garrison: You got to actually physically calm yourself down.
- 18:03Terry Garrison: Now It's nice in our system We had a partner and I had a great partner, sid Norwood, who would calm me down.
- 18:08Terry Garrison: I mean, he just had that kind of common effect because I don't know.
- 18:12Terry Garrison: You just one of those guys that we're gonna be okay, terry, we're gonna be okay, and And you think about your plan, your next move and once you, and then you, you understand it.
- 18:22Terry Garrison: That's your action.
- 18:23Terry Garrison: Like you said, you would identify two or three things that we're gonna put this fire out.
- 18:27Terry Garrison: So now you have your action ready to go.
- 18:30Terry Garrison: Your action may not be, you know, climbing a ladder, but your action is gonna sign these companies to help solve this problem.
- 18:38Terry Garrison: Brunisini used to say something kind of interesting.
- 18:40Terry Garrison: He said if the fire makes you crazy, face the other direction Mm-hmm.
- 18:45Nick Brunacini: No one here used to say that well, it's too bad It does, because that's kind of why they called us.
- 18:50Terry Garrison: Yeah, yeah, make you crazy, right?
- 18:55Terry Garrison: Mm-hmm.
- 18:56Terry Garrison: What are you thinking, john?
- 18:58John Vance: Well, there's, i think there's two levels of stuff.
- 19:01John Vance: So I was thinking about, you know, on the way, when that call comes through, and I agree with that and a lot of it I've heard you guys talk about over the years.
- 19:09John Vance: So I think about what Nick says.
- 19:11John Vance: You know, i didn't start this, i'm just here to fix it and they're counting on me to be calm and stuff, and generally I am.
- 19:17John Vance: The only time I really feel jacked up as an icy is when it's stuff I don't do on a normal basis.
- 19:23John Vance: So like a technical rescue and we've got to get four Construction workers out of a ditch that are trying to dig their buddy out, and those are the things that kind of ramp me up.
- 19:32John Vance: A Structure fire I like going to structure fires.
- 19:35John Vance: I mean that's one of my wife always says you know What's a good fire?
- 19:39John Vance: because we're always talking about well, that was a good fire.
- 19:41John Vance: It's like, is there a good fire?
- 19:42John Vance: No, there really isn't.
- 19:43John Vance: But you know, for us there is, when it goes well and everybody's safe and you can stop property loss.
- 19:50John Vance: But I think that the prep for that, the going into it, there's just a couple of things I do.
- 19:54John Vance: Number one You got to enjoy life and be mindful about that and be grateful for what you have.
- 20:00John Vance: I do sensory deprivation.
- 20:02John Vance: So I don't know if you've ever been to one of the since and I can feel my body get tense a lot of times And if I, if I get to that point, it's about a hundred bucks for an hour and you go into a tank And you float and all the lights are off and it's an hour of meditation and I end up falling asleep.
- 20:17John Vance: I mean, you, you're meditating so deeply and when you really do it and can get everything off your mind, you will go to sleep and you, i wake up, are you?
- 20:25John Vance: floating in like water, salt water.
- 20:27Nick Brunacini: Yeah, okay, salt water.
- 20:29Nick Brunacini: How deep is it?
- 20:30John Vance: It's probably about a foot or less.
- 20:32John Vance: Yeah, you don't.
- 20:33John Vance: you don't touch anything, you don't touch bottom.
- 20:35John Vance: So just to spend you the whole time.
- 20:37Nick Brunacini: Yeah.
- 20:37John Vance: And there's a thing you put around your neck so your ears don't go underwater.
- 20:40Nick Brunacini: But you just relax, you're lying, you go away.
- 20:43John Vance: You're back in in utero.
- 20:45Nick Brunacini: I mean, that's what it is.
- 20:45Nick Brunacini: Do you ever poop in the amniotic?
- 20:48John Vance: fluid No, no, no, no, no, no, no no no, no plugs, No, no, like emissions of any kind, never, never.
- 20:57Terry Garrison: Hey, not that I'll talk about.
- 20:59Terry Garrison: Yes, you, if you poop when you did yoga, hey, that's not fair, you broke wind.
- 21:03Terry Garrison: Man yoga.
- 21:04Terry Garrison: You fart like a son of a bitch because you are stretching some Yeah.
- 21:10John Vance: I've done yoga too And I was.
- 21:12John Vance: I was here at a very nice health club in Scottsdale and it's a chain in their lifetime.
- 21:17John Vance: They're by me and they're they're here And I walked in and usually I'm with, like the moms and some other dads, and it was the beautiful people of Arizona.
- 21:25John Vance: Oh wow, I turned around and walked out because they don't want to.
- 21:28John Vance: They don't want me in there.
- 21:29John Vance: But, I think I think that you know having those kind of things that you do that just chill you out, and that you know I'm not I'm not much into like getting massages or doing spa type of things, but that's a nice alone time to really get you centered And I totally recommend it If you have a chance to do sensory deprivation or a float tank or a float spot.
- 21:48John Vance: I do.
- 21:49Terry Garrison: I do some different.
- 21:51Terry Garrison: I do adoration right.
- 21:52Terry Garrison: So, being a Catholic, i go every Wednesday morning at four o'clock and I sit in adoration for an hour.
- 21:58Terry Garrison: And that's kind of the same thing, where you just sit there quietly for about an hour and think about things.
- 22:03Terry Garrison: But I was thinking back to this, this I see.
- 22:05Terry Garrison: So one of the things that because Nick hit it, you know we got to help this guy out is a pencil and a piece of, and your your worksheet or a piece of paper and writing some things down.
- 22:17Terry Garrison: When you're waiting, when you feel yourself get anxious, and because what makes you anxious is that it does it with me in meetings also is somebody's talking, and this is part of what I need to do is if I want to jump in and and and say what I got to say, and instead I just write it down, i go OK, i'm not going to forget that.
- 22:37Terry Garrison: Now We're down.
- 22:38Terry Garrison: You know, did you poop or whatever that, whatever that thought was going to be, and that's a good, that's a good point.
- 22:46Terry Garrison: That might be something that would help a young IC is to just have something where you can make sure, because what's making an IC agitated?
- 22:54Terry Garrison: or the fire itself, but really the fact that they want to do a really good job and they don't want to miss something.
- 23:01Terry Garrison: They obviously don't want people to get hurt and that's part of it.
- 23:04Terry Garrison: If somebody does get hurt, certainly don't want it to be their fault.
- 23:07Terry Garrison: So just kind of some skills that make you a better IC.
- 23:10Terry Garrison: So the better you become, the more comfortable you're going to feel in that position.
- 23:15Terry Garrison: I don't know.
- 23:17Nick Brunacini: You know there were certain triggers that would kind of set me on edges, and I see in, most of it had to do with substandard task level performance, so it did look like there were a few times you would like well, what the hell are they doing?
- 23:35Nick Brunacini: So there's nothing you can really do about that as it's going on, other than just kind of control yourself, i guess.
- 23:42Nick Brunacini: And then what?
- 23:42Nick Brunacini: whatever it is that's not going the way it should is figuring out how to do it.
- 23:47Nick Brunacini: It's not going the way it should is figuring out how to correct that.
- 23:51Nick Brunacini: So, but as an IC, that's not your job is to tell somebody how to execute a task level evolution, right, i mean that we don't do use the tactical channel for that.
- 24:03Nick Brunacini: So, so, really, i think, other than that, most of it, though, was like, when you got there, like if the fire is starting to jack you up because it's just burning and destroying stuff, is that thing getting me going?
- 24:16Nick Brunacini: so much is because, during, that thing is really that's like.
- 24:19Nick Brunacini: Don't look at it If it makes you crazy.
- 24:21Nick Brunacini: You got to figure out OK, i need to cut it off here and here, and then do this and that, and here's kind of the timing and the sequence of how that looks like.
- 24:28Nick Brunacini: So you're, i didn't get antsy because I'm sitting there in an action plan and thinking, ok, we've got to do this, this and this, and so then his company starts staging and you start assigning them.
- 24:39Nick Brunacini: Then it almost turned into a game.
- 24:41Nick Brunacini: To be honest with you, i enjoyed that part of it.
- 24:43Nick Brunacini: It was almost, and you're not saying it's a chess game, but it's like no, i kind of looked at it that way and it went a lot better when I could disassociate my ego and self and just stand back and clinically say this, this and this has to happen here.
- 24:58Nick Brunacini: So that's what I spent a lot of my time doing in the front end of it.
- 25:02Nick Brunacini: And then once our company starts staging the other good piece of this for us at least, and you said it we had a partner, but we didn't get there first, as we got there second, third, fourth, fifth, so you didn't have a lot of time to obsess because you were processing the information ahead of time.
- 25:20Nick Brunacini: So if you're responding to the thing as a BC and you're waiting for Engine 13 to clear alarm, because they should be on the scene right now, so I'm starting to do the delivery thing, ok, you should be there.
- 25:30Nick Brunacini: And your initial report you're going to tell us what the hell's burning, and so boom, boom, boom.
- 25:34Nick Brunacini: And then they start painting a picture.
- 25:36Nick Brunacini: You're like, oh, this is.
- 25:37Nick Brunacini: I'm probably not going to even take command when I get there.
- 25:39Nick Brunacini: They got a small house with a room and contents fire I need to turn it on or a car in the driveway.
- 25:45Nick Brunacini: That's why it looks as big as it does, whatever that is.
- 25:48Nick Brunacini: So once you get there and you think, ok, this is what we got.
- 25:51Nick Brunacini: So there's a lot of stuff like, before you actually show up to the scene, that you're processing is the IC, so it doesn't give you a lot of time to ring your hands and clutch your pearls and think about, oh my God, look what, look at what this horrible fire is doing to such an innocent community And you think, ok, this is.
- 26:12Terry Garrison: You know the other thing?
- 26:13Terry Garrison: you made me think of that because people will make you crazy.
- 26:16Terry Garrison: So if you're making yourself crazy, it may have some to do with confidence level and competence level, and you can always train and be better and listen to more after action reports go on.
- 26:28Terry Garrison: Now I learned more about your role as an incident commander And then the other things that make you crazy is other people right?
- 26:35Terry Garrison: So the ones on the incident ground, like you said, that aren't on the fire ground, that aren't doing what you expect them to do, and you don't have a lot of control over that.
- 26:44Terry Garrison: But you've got to be a little patient.
- 26:45Terry Garrison: Maybe you've got to send a company in, or not, jim probably whatever division boss, but the third one that will make you crazy.
- 26:52Terry Garrison: And if you use this you know the blue card system, it's the people around you.
- 26:56Terry Garrison: You know where I was going.
- 26:57Terry Garrison: It's the people that if you don't make that command post, you're suburban or wherever.
- 27:03Terry Garrison: You're locked in there.
- 27:04Terry Garrison: If you don't control that, that could get you wound up really fast.
- 27:09Terry Garrison: Somebody put in their head in the window, some other chief officer asking a silly ask question, not having the support that you need, like we had a partner That'll jack you up So you can control that.
- 27:21Terry Garrison: And you really need to and say, hey, right now, no, i'm doing it And we were guilty of that too.
- 27:28Terry Garrison: I mean, there was times in our career we get in the back seat and the command post but I see Nick and he's like, hey, how they going?
- 27:35Terry Garrison: man?
- 27:35Terry Garrison: And the guy would turn around and give us a look.
- 27:37Terry Garrison: It's like, oh sorry.
- 27:39Nick Brunacini: I figured out after about three or four times I'm getting the back of the car anymore.
- 27:42John Vance: That's what I'm doing.
- 27:43Nick Brunacini: I'm not doing it.
- 27:44Nick Brunacini: So that was because.
- 27:46Nick Brunacini: Because why are you back there?
- 27:48Terry Garrison: You can hear everything.
- 27:49Nick Brunacini: Okay, you're the shift commander, You have to be a senior advisor?
- 27:51Nick Brunacini: Yeah well, i don't have to be in the back seat with the goddamn command post.
- 27:54Nick Brunacini: I can be outside at the driver's door and, for something they need to know, i knock on the window, tell them hey, blah, blah, blah, yeah.
- 28:00Nick Brunacini: It's pretty simple, i think.
- 28:03Nick Brunacini: Really at the core, though, what set for me mindfulness was competence.
- 28:08Nick Brunacini: So if you show up and you do what's expected of you, then that is really kind of what controls your anxiety more than anything else Is.
- 28:18Nick Brunacini: This is what I was trained to do.
- 28:19Nick Brunacini: I showed up and I had this and I applied those skills to this and it went well.
- 28:24Nick Brunacini: Whether it's a task level thing or you're a strategic IC, you get assigned as a tactical level boss.
- 28:29Nick Brunacini: It is.
- 28:30Nick Brunacini: So again, i'm going back to the work, as we all are part of this organization because we're hired here and get paid to do this work, so that becomes the connecting force.
- 28:41Nick Brunacini: Well, the better you are at that work and the more you understand it and our capabilities and limitations, that kind of settles your ass down.
- 28:51Nick Brunacini: I mean, people in my fire department is you're going through the IC thing and they say, okay, the one thing socially that they're going to go crazy is when you change the strategy from offensive to defensive, because that's like the failure, that we couldn't put it out this way, and you know they're then gnashing of teeth and we're not worthy In actual application.
- 29:15Nick Brunacini: Every time I got there as the IC and changed the strategy I had eight people come up and thank me for that because they wouldn't do it themselves, because it was for whatever reason.
- 29:24Nick Brunacini: But and so you learn very quickly oh, that's all a bunch of bullshit too that we've all believed.
- 29:30Nick Brunacini: So maybe if we just do the actual capabilities that we have and stick with that and be really good at it, then that becomes kind of the way forward.
- 29:40Terry Garrison: And you know as far as the mindfulness of that, because you know everybody feel not everybody, but most of us feel after we run an incident afterwards, like how'd I do?
- 29:50Terry Garrison: And that could start eating that chill, go back to the station or whatever, But have those after action reviews, Review the incident right there And you said it on our last podcast I think, but we used to do a after action for just the command team.
- 30:04Terry Garrison: But, there's a good way to do that too.
- 30:06Terry Garrison: Just get the company officers and the IC and say okay, guys, what can I do better?
- 30:12Terry Garrison: That'll help you feel better about the next one, right?
- 30:15Terry Garrison: And if somebody says hey, i didn't really like what you you kept, you didn't give us enough time, you gave us an assignment and then you started asking us how we went and got off the truck.
- 30:23Terry Garrison: Yeah, so you need to do better, whatever it is.
- 30:25John Vance: You can learn from that right, Build competence and then you Yeah, i think that you both brought up great points and I hopefully we helped Dave out a lot.
- 30:37John Vance: Dave will be getting an OGIC t-shirt from B-Shifter B-Shifter, so thanks for that question, dave.
- 30:45Terry Garrison: We should wear one in here with that bag.
- 30:47John Vance: Yeah, oh, i've got one on.
- 30:49Nick Brunacini: Oh, you got one on.
- 30:49Nick Brunacini: You should have seen it in color baby.
- 30:51Terry Garrison: Yeah, it's good on you.
- 30:55John Vance: You get a free bowl of soup with that.
- 30:57Nick Brunacini: Color with a U.
- 30:57Nick Brunacini: Exactly, we are all wearing B-Shifter clothing.
- 31:00Nick Brunacini: We're a fashion house.
- 31:01Nick Brunacini: Yeah, it's all about the merch.
- 31:04Nick Brunacini: Yeah, we're a fashion house in a college.
- 31:06Terry Garrison: Yeah, We're flying our color job.
- 31:09Terry Garrison: How much of.
- 31:10John Vance: B-Shifter can you see?
- 31:12Nick Brunacini: Oh, this is so much fun, All right.
- 31:13John Vance: Next question Advice on how to manage those that may have more experience than yourself.
- 31:20John Vance: I'm a fairly new officer and sometimes my crew is composed of members who have significantly more experience than myself.
- 31:28John Vance: How do I maintain my own personal leadership to the crew while simultaneously helping them grow?
- 31:34John Vance: I'm aware my ego has something to do with this, but I still want to ask to see if there was any input slash advice that you have for me.
- 31:43John Vance: Thanks, That is GD.
- 31:46John Vance: This is initials.
- 31:47Terry Garrison: GD.
- 31:47Terry Garrison: Well, congratulations on promoting through the system.
- 31:52Terry Garrison: Maybe you're younger, maybe you were, i don't know.
- 31:55Terry Garrison: You applied for the positions and you got the positions right.
- 31:59Terry Garrison: But it's kind of interesting because a small part of the job that fired whether you're a fire captain or a chief officer a small part of what you do is really autocratic.
- 32:11Terry Garrison: Right, it's the hazard zone that's autocratic, but everything else I mean you have time to get input from people and to provide feedback and get people's opinions, and you don't want somebody who's government's more seniority to be a bully actually, and you shouldn't allow that.
- 32:29Terry Garrison: But it's nice to get input from people as a leader, right?
- 32:33Terry Garrison: So I think that probably throughout the entire fire service, there's people out there that are younger, that are supervised of people older, right?
- 32:45Terry Garrison: People with more experience.
- 32:46Terry Garrison: That's just kind of the way the job works.
- 32:50Terry Garrison: So some of the things you could do is just, first of all, if you have an ego and you can feel that ego, don't let that ego go because don't let it play out.
- 33:04Terry Garrison: I should say You should let it go but not let it play out, because once you throw down that on the boss card, you're screwed.
- 33:12Terry Garrison: Right, mike, you're smiling at that one.
- 33:14Terry Garrison: Yeah, once you go there, i'm the captain.
- 33:18Terry Garrison: It doesn't matter how old I am, i'm the supervisor, i'm your BC.
- 33:21Terry Garrison: Oh my God, if you've got a state your title, wherever you are in the organization, i'm the fire chief, buddy.
- 33:28Terry Garrison: Yeah, i think we all know that.
- 33:30Terry Garrison: It says it on your shirt, asshole.
- 33:32John Vance: I used to have a chief that said right here, we follow the golden rule, he with the gold rules, and he used to call us collar brass, pick and choose.
- 33:43John Vance: I don't have to do the same work you idiots have to do.
- 33:47Terry Garrison: You know he was one of those guys.
- 33:48John Vance: Sounds wonderful, yeah it's like that's not.
- 33:49John Vance: I'm more of the boss that I am now because of all the bad bosses I've ever had So and I've been a supervisor since I was 19 years old.
- 33:58John Vance: in one way or another, i've been used to having people who are older than me but you guys had probably older than you, like war veterans and people who had pretty entrenched beliefs and ways of doing business.
- 34:14John Vance: So how did you deal with that during your career?
- 34:19Terry Garrison: I'm a chief No.
- 34:22Nick Brunacini: I work for old people, i mean, but I was the subordinate to them, so that was interesting And most of them were, i mean.
- 34:33Nick Brunacini: I think the key to that whole question is the work Is that's we're all there to do the work.
- 34:39Nick Brunacini: So if you're the supervisor of that crew, it's your job to make sure the work gets done.
- 34:43Nick Brunacini: It's there, in fact, you're a working boss, so you're doing that work with them.
- 34:50Nick Brunacini: You're a member of the working crew, so in that way you kind of lead by example.
- 34:56Terry Garrison: Yeah.
- 34:57Nick Brunacini: So the older members see that, oh, he's just one of us and this is what we're all here doing and this is what he's making us do our job.
- 35:08Nick Brunacini: It's my experience that we have, where I was, the people that I was hanging out with had respect for those bosses That would show up and say this is what our job is, this is what we're doing, and not the ones that showed up and said, oh, no, no, no, this is our job, and I want the truck cleaned in this fashion as follows because this is the way we do it on C group.
- 35:29Nick Brunacini: No, the truck will be just as clean on B group and we'll clean it as we clean it.
- 35:33Nick Brunacini: So that was first and foremost.
- 35:36Nick Brunacini: In fact, it was to the point that if you had, like, a new officer who just wanted to be everybody's friend, we really didn't have much time or use for those people.
- 35:47Nick Brunacini: It would act as such.
- 35:50Nick Brunacini: So, and the fire service at least this is the way it was with us is people would end up with who they wanted to work with Is nobody worked at stations they didn't want to be at It took a while after.
- 36:05Nick Brunacini: Is, our assignment procedures were all based on seniority.
- 36:08Nick Brunacini: There was nothing else.
- 36:09Nick Brunacini: If you had the senior letter for a spot, you got the spot, if you had all the qualifications required of that spot, so you would assemble crews that went in and some of them had worked together for 20 years I mean a very long time so you were coming into that kind of a deal.
- 36:26Nick Brunacini: So that could be a challenge, especially if you were going into those places.
- 36:30Nick Brunacini: Is an act, an acting officer, so they're captains off one day and they you fill in.
- 36:36Terry Garrison: Are you done?
- 36:37Terry Garrison: see, i go ahead.
- 36:38Nick Brunacini: No, go ahead, i was just there to get ready to jump into a different boat, all together.
- 36:41Terry Garrison: No, i'm just thinking maturity, right, so?
- 36:44Terry Garrison: so it doesn't really have to do with link on the job or time on the job or Mm-hmm, your age, or anything.
- 36:52Terry Garrison: But the maturity piece so I remember you made me think about it is that I was a Acting captain and I roved into a station where they had a pretty senior captain and I.
- 37:03Terry Garrison: There's a couple guys in a station.
- 37:05Terry Garrison: If I told you their names, you would know who they are.
- 37:07Terry Garrison: There are a couple of caustic guys and So I come in and I'm the acting captain and I were not even promoted yet And they're like, oh, gerson, all right, here we go.
- 37:18Terry Garrison: There was a female there and these two caustic guys And they go okay, first thing is, is we're gonna watch these movies tonight?
- 37:25Terry Garrison: Said no, we're not gonna watch those movies.
- 37:28Terry Garrison: No, the other, the other captain, he lets us watch these movies for these movies.
- 37:32Terry Garrison: Nobody was dressed in these movies.
- 37:34Terry Garrison: And it's like, no, we're not gonna watch those.
- 37:37Terry Garrison: Say come on, gerson.
- 37:38Terry Garrison: And I said no, we're not gonna watch the movie, watch them next you if he comes back, next you if you guys watch them, next you.
- 37:45Terry Garrison: So we didn't want the movie, so I got to hurt their feelings and then We go on a call and they keep screwing with each other.
- 37:52Terry Garrison: And I'm watching this like I didn't say anything, i'm just watching them.
- 37:54Terry Garrison: They just keep poking at each other and poking at each other.
- 37:57Terry Garrison: So we get a call.
- 37:59Terry Garrison: It was down station six.
- 38:00Terry Garrison: So we get a call, like got on three in the morning.
- 38:03Terry Garrison: It was the third call we had and on the last call the guy got up a little bit slower than the other guy.
- 38:09Terry Garrison: Well, this time on his way by he punched him to wake him up.
- 38:12Terry Garrison: So we go on this call and I I feel the tension is like okay, what's going on there?
- 38:18Terry Garrison: EMS call down there is actually worthwhile call.
- 38:21Terry Garrison: We go back to the station and I could feel the tension and I thought Should I do anything now?
- 38:27Terry Garrison: I'm not gonna do anything.
- 38:28Terry Garrison: So I go to my room and I hear And it's a fight.
- 38:32Terry Garrison: I mean, you know what a fight sounds like when it's in the next room and I go out and these guys are going at each other And I lost.
- 38:39Terry Garrison: I said neither wonders touch anybody.
- 38:41Terry Garrison: And they look at me and they both stop and They they had been building up to this fist fight and I said you guys don't talk to each other the rest of shifts.
- 38:51Terry Garrison: Shut the hell up, don't talk to me, don't do anything.
- 38:55Terry Garrison: Well, in the morning when I left, both those guys individually Came out to me and said hey, we're really sorry We put you in that position.
- 39:03Terry Garrison: You know we shouldn't have done, and they were both very sincerely apologetic about it and I thought, you know I should have been More consistent with.
- 39:12Terry Garrison: So I started off at the shift.
- 39:14Terry Garrison: I was, i had, i showed maturity and said we're not gonna do this.
- 39:17Terry Garrison: But I really kind of got a sense something was happening.
- 39:20Terry Garrison: I didn't.
- 39:21Terry Garrison: I didn't Tell them, hey, take it easy, guys, or say anything to them.
- 39:26Terry Garrison: So I think you know for the maturity factor and then be consistent.
- 39:31Terry Garrison: Have you read supervisors and this is one of the problems I see kind of with with younger supervisors are still trying to figure out their personality traits as a leader.
- 39:41Terry Garrison: So they come in and they're almost like trying different things and a real inconsistent kind of way, and one day They're the buddies, on the next day to the boss, and then there's a buddy And you got to pick which, what you're gonna be, and you got to be consistent as a Supervisor and now you're smiling at that, but Consistency is a key right the question is you're younger, everybody's older.
- 40:04Nick Brunacini: Yeah what I promoted the company officer.
- 40:06Nick Brunacini: I was young, i was like 27, 28 years old And seven, eight years on a fire department of a captain, because that's when you started the academy.
- 40:16Nick Brunacini: You wanted to graduate as a captain, right, i want to be a captain, paramedic.
- 40:19Nick Brunacini: That's the, that's the swashbuckler.
- 40:21Nick Brunacini: So, anyway, we promote, we're going through, and that the fire department puts you through all these like Leadership and captain's classes.
- 40:31Nick Brunacini: This is what we expect of you.
- 40:33Nick Brunacini: Blah, blah, blah.
- 40:33Nick Brunacini: And I remember we're going through the personnel piece of it and they're the assistant chief of personnel came in and said, all right, the way this fire department's organized, the way we hire people said you know, you're gonna be brand new captains.
- 40:43Nick Brunacini: And they say there's about a 95% chance You'll never have to write paper on anybody during your whole career because the house smooth and blue, blue, blue.
- 40:52Nick Brunacini: That was the biggest load of bullshit I was ever told, and in any part of my career, because we started Brovin as acting captains in the first place I went is the captain left and you would know this individual because the recruit firefighter He had was another fireman son and this recruit firemen should not have been a fireman ever.
- 41:14Nick Brunacini: They should not have got through the academy, not suited for this job in any way whatsoever.
- 41:20Nick Brunacini: Well, this, the captain at that truck couldn't be put in the position where he would have to do any discipline With his buddy son.
- 41:28Nick Brunacini: So he just takes a month off and it gives the problem.
- 41:31Nick Brunacini: So I rove in and they're like, and he should.
- 41:34Nick Brunacini: That son of a bitch showed up My first shift there to tell me that guy who told you're not gonna have to write paper.
- 41:41Nick Brunacini: No, no, no.
- 41:41Nick Brunacini: The captain.
- 41:42Nick Brunacini: Who would you tell me okay, i'm not gonna fire, kill good kid, you are so anyway.
- 41:49Terry Garrison: So the dad, the supervisor, who should have been there that Month, showed up to tell you what to do while you were there, because here's two chickens.
- 41:59Nick Brunacini: Yeah, it did well, It's Exactly but one of the hobo brothers was there and it was fun to watch as I just sat in the chair and thought, watch these two go off and fight, so anyway.
- 42:12Nick Brunacini: So that was my.
- 42:13Nick Brunacini: So I have a different view of this captain.
- 42:15Nick Brunacini: Then now that I have to fill in and do his job because he refuses to do it.
- 42:19Nick Brunacini: So then after that happens is then we ended up at a station that had just had some Some racial personnel issues going on that were kind of the big deal at the time.
- 42:29Nick Brunacini: Well, both of those captains got booted from the station for it and they put in two roving, the two newest.
- 42:35Nick Brunacini: We weren't even captains yet.
- 42:37Nick Brunacini: They hadn't made us and I said you guys Going on, i Should have gone to law school.
- 42:43Nick Brunacini: This is not what you said it was gonna be.
- 42:46Nick Brunacini: So I Very quickly learned.
- 42:49Nick Brunacini: I don't really care how old you are or what you think or what your last name is, none of that matters.
- 42:55Nick Brunacini: What happens is like when we get a call and we go off and we do what we're supposed to.
- 43:00Nick Brunacini: If you'll do that, then we're great.
- 43:02Nick Brunacini: That's all that matters right now.
- 43:04Nick Brunacini: To me is the rest that I don't care what color you are, what kind of genitals you none of that matters.
- 43:11Nick Brunacini: Will you just do your job, please?
- 43:13Nick Brunacini: Well, you'll do that, we're good.
- 43:15Terry Garrison: It goes back to the work.
- 43:16Terry Garrison: You said it right position and function right so that young Supervisor has a position to lead that that crew.
- 43:24Terry Garrison: That's his position.
- 43:25Terry Garrison: The function is to lead.
- 43:27Terry Garrison: He needs to do that in a way that, first of all, don't don't do anything where you're causing the problems, because you're being a young smartass And I don't think this person is doing that.
- 43:38Terry Garrison: But you got acknowledged.
- 43:39Terry Garrison: You're younger, but you still got to do your job right.
- 43:42Terry Garrison: So do it in a respectful kind of way.
- 43:44Terry Garrison: Have you ever you know what it's like when somebody disrespect you?
- 43:47Terry Garrison: you don't give a shit what their age is.
- 43:50Terry Garrison: When somebody disrespects you, you, you, it's, it's irritating.
- 43:55Terry Garrison: Whoa, look at that Careful there bands.
- 43:57John Vance: We've got so much on this table.
- 43:59John Vance: It's crazy.
- 44:01Nick Brunacini: It will be fine, we're gonna fix that, oh you didn't know.
- 44:04Terry Garrison: But before we got here I kind of moved some of those around.
- 44:07John Vance: Oh thanks, It sounds really good.
- 44:09Nick Brunacini: You know.
- 44:09Nick Brunacini: The other thing that this question asks is okay, i'm a brand.
- 44:12Nick Brunacini: This doesn't ever stop, yeah, so he's a brand new captain.
- 44:15Nick Brunacini: He's younger than his crew.
- 44:16Nick Brunacini: I was a shift commander and I had been one for a while, so I mean it was There was no secret who the shift commander on B shift was.
- 44:25Nick Brunacini: I'm the IC on a fire.
- 44:27Nick Brunacini: I know what I didn't.
- 44:28Nick Brunacini: I got to the fire.
- 44:29Nick Brunacini: I should have been the.
- 44:29Nick Brunacini: I say I didn't take command, i didn't transfer command because the fire was out.
- 44:32Nick Brunacini: And I tell a story all the time during these classes And it's good It's.
- 44:35Nick Brunacini: It has to do with the work.
- 44:37Nick Brunacini: So this particular captain was the most senior member, maybe the most senior member of the fire department, and He wasn't dressed appropriately and we had just had a class at the CTC on that, and so I went up and asked him about that and he was very offended, like what are you talking about?
- 44:57Nick Brunacini: You know, your dad said teach the crew how to do the job and stay the hell out of their way.
- 45:04Nick Brunacini: I said, oh, that's not what he meant And that's what you want to do is that maybe you need to not get on the fire truck anymore, yeah, and just stay in the station.
- 45:12Nick Brunacini: Would that be okay with you?
- 45:13Nick Brunacini: is the second paramedic on the truck?
- 45:15Nick Brunacini: How about if the other guys, if the engineer figures I just don't want to do this today.
- 45:19Nick Brunacini: So he's like, hey, man, you're being an asshole.
- 45:21Nick Brunacini: No, no, no, no, no, no, you're that, you're the good, the son of a bitch that didn't do his job.
- 45:26Nick Brunacini: So in the last training session we talked about this and you said this is what it looks like.
- 45:31Nick Brunacini: And then you show up to the scene and that ain't what you doing.
- 45:33Nick Brunacini: I said so you just lied to all of us, right, yeah, and man, he, you call me a liar.
- 45:39Nick Brunacini: No, i know I did.
- 45:40Nick Brunacini: Oh, you got a.
- 45:41Nick Brunacini: Yeah, punch me tonight, that's gonna go away, come on more on.
- 45:45Nick Brunacini: So We kind of had a little squabble over that for a month or two.
- 45:51Nick Brunacini: And then it got to the point and Another fire and I pulled up and we're setting the command van up and his company gets there And he comes out and he does a twirl with all of his turnouts on and then throws me double birdies.
- 46:03Nick Brunacini: I went over, i hugged him I said thank you, you're dressed appropriately, that's all we wanted.
- 46:09Nick Brunacini: And then see that the ego part is after the thing was over.
- 46:12Nick Brunacini: I went and purchased ice cream and then took it to the station and said no, this is Yeah, if I'll come up and tell you to do your job and remind you Then later on if you actually do what I asked.
- 46:25Nick Brunacini: That I should give some positive reinforcement that way In advance.
- 46:30Nick Brunacini: If I, if I were known, i would have emptied all the shit out of the back of my response vehicle and put an isolation tank in it.
- 46:38Nick Brunacini: And we would have floated together, me and Booger Dave, and we would have come to some kind of mental Mindlock on what our role in the community was.
- 46:47John Vance: I Think that's a good idea.
- 46:50John Vance: I think mobile deprivation tanks.
- 46:53Terry Garrison: I do too every fire.
- 46:54John Vance: They're putting sawdust in.
- 46:56John Vance: Haven't been proven to work yet.
- 46:58Nick Brunacini: So I think at ten years You'll that will have like the medication you smoke before you get into the tank.
- 47:04Terry Garrison: It'll just be a whole thing somebody's gonna drop a toaster and on somebody else.
- 47:08Nick Brunacini: It's not gonna.
- 47:08Nick Brunacini: Well, i have a curling iron and floating around.
- 47:14Terry Garrison: Yeah, it's not good, go ahead.
- 47:15Terry Garrison: But what this part you said it, i mean this person it's it's about?
- 47:20Terry Garrison: I just think you got to be respectful to everybody, whatever position you're in.
- 47:26Terry Garrison: You'd be nice I mean, it's pretty nice of people and then, and then most people want to be nice back to you.
- 47:32Terry Garrison: But if you come in and I'm the new guy and it doesn't matter at what age I am, you're gonna do what I say, which this person is not saying that, but there are people to do that.
- 47:40Terry Garrison: I've seen people promote to position on the guy.
- 47:43Nick Brunacini: Now I got this yeah, they think they're more important than you are all, so I think no pin that on.
- 47:48Terry Garrison: All the sudden, all the knowledge and the planet Just went through that badge and entered into your body and now you're the smartest person in the room.
- 47:55Terry Garrison: So we had a fire chief that would tell you.
- 47:58Terry Garrison: You know, it's written on a wall out there.
- 48:00Terry Garrison: If you think you're the smartest person in the room, go to another room.
- 48:04Terry Garrison: Yeah, right, and that's so it's Most people will treat, or the way they treat you is a reflection on how you treat them.
- 48:12Terry Garrison: Right, right, it really is.
- 48:15Nick Brunacini: Yeah, yeah, that's it's.
- 48:16Nick Brunacini: It's that simple.
- 48:17Nick Brunacini: I Mean it really.
- 48:19Nick Brunacini: It's all the stuff that your parents taught you growing up.
- 48:22Nick Brunacini: As you can't hit other people, you don't take stuff that's not yours, you have to play nice.
- 48:25Nick Brunacini: Those are the basic ethical rules that we all live by, and if you and really and we've all worked with people that didn't get that and And it seems like if you didn't get it when you were young, you just ain't getting it.
- 48:41Terry Garrison: You know what.
- 48:41Terry Garrison: What I was thinking is that what in our organization growing up because I was, you know, like you talked about There are some war guys that I got hired in you know 77, and there is a lot of old guys left over and most of the ones that didn't want to promote the captain the ones that wanted to Stay engineers and firefighters, and they had some age Love being in that position and they had a.
- 49:04Terry Garrison: They had and they took on the responsibility Is to help the young guys do better.
- 49:10Terry Garrison: It was it really kind of interesting.
- 49:11Terry Garrison: Like I just have Glendale, there's a guy green over there who is an engineer forever and Really brilliant guy, just never wanted to promote the captain but every captain at work for him he made that captain successful and a lot of the, a lot of the older people I guess I'd call them older people because I am one But they want to do that, they want to help you be six.
- 49:32Terry Garrison: I remember, like I said, i promoted the captain with I think I had 12 or 13 years on, so that was a little bit of time and I was hired when I was 19, but I was still kind of young, but it seemed like the people that had some age and wisdom were there to help me.
- 49:50Terry Garrison: Hey man, i'm gonna help you out.
- 49:52Nick Brunacini: It's like wow, thank you, you know, and they were dressed up in different ways, man, you wouldn't expect some of them like The Ed.
- 49:58Nick Brunacini: So Bessinsky, i was a roving captain and he was on engine four and I remember going there and it and being his boss and Just on calls he it.
- 50:11Nick Brunacini: I had worked with him as a firefighter, so we knew each other and it was different.
- 50:15Nick Brunacini: So he acted a certain way when we were working together.
- 50:18Nick Brunacini: It was more like equals.
- 50:20Nick Brunacini: But but then when I became the officer is he was almost would explain what he was doing on calls in a way And that you thought, you know, i never thought of that before, but that's pretty smart.
- 50:31Nick Brunacini: And we were going to a fire and it was summertime, you know.
- 50:34Nick Brunacini: So it's like a hundred and five out, and that's how bitch throws on a sweatshirt And then he puts on his turnout coat.
- 50:39Nick Brunacini: I asked him what the hell are you doing?
- 50:41Nick Brunacini: He says hey, man, you ever get hot?
- 50:43Nick Brunacini: I said yeah.
- 50:44Nick Brunacini: All the time I've burned the shit out of my shoulders and anywhere my jack.
- 50:48Nick Brunacini: He says put on a sweatshirt first.
- 50:50Nick Brunacini: He says I quit getting burned.
- 50:51Nick Brunacini: He always wore sweatshirt and I said that's I and I now.
- 50:56Nick Brunacini: I just wasn't efficient enough to carry out goddamn sweatshirt.
- 50:59Nick Brunacini: I thought I'll get burned.
- 51:01Nick Brunacini: I guess I put in the sweatshirt on, but It just things like that, little practical things that you didn't think of and you thought she said and you're thinking Sobo came up with this.
- 51:11Nick Brunacini: I mean, this guy had a van with every tool known to man in it and then every weapon and every round.
- 51:17Nick Brunacini: His old retired Moraney was a lunatic, you know, but he was a nice man, i mean, and so if you were nice to him he'd be nice to you it was just.
- 51:26Nick Brunacini: It was perfect.
- 51:27Nick Brunacini: I liked working with sobo and then, like you said, the crew would.
- 51:31Nick Brunacini: They'd start a thing.
- 51:31Nick Brunacini: Man, leave the hell alone.
- 51:33Nick Brunacini: Who are you?
- 51:35Nick Brunacini: I'm so close, buddy today.
- 51:36Nick Brunacini: Yeah, no more.
- 51:38Nick Brunacini: Yeah, put your stuff back in your pocket will be fine.
- 51:41Terry Garrison: Yeah, so I had a driver that passed away, a Vietnam era veteran, sid Norwood.
- 51:46Terry Garrison: Well, i love Sydney and He was older than me by I don't know 15 years and went to Vietnam and had all this and He was my driver for probably 10 years and treated me like I was his dad, his boss on duty And I'd see him off duty.
- 52:04Terry Garrison: We'd every once, while have dinner, have a beer, and the roles completely changed Sydney, What do you think?
- 52:08Terry Garrison: and but when we were on duty, he gave me all the respect and and Just it's incredible how those guys are able to do that.
- 52:16Nick Brunacini: It was.
- 52:16Nick Brunacini: It was a unique generation of people that were ahead of us.
- 52:20Nick Brunacini: Is that guy?
- 52:22John Vance: One thing I would say to GD to is you're gonna go from feeling like you have all these people that are older than you and In a blink of an eye it's they're all gonna be younger than you.
- 52:32John Vance: And where that bridge happens, i don't know, but it happened to me in the last five, ten years Where I was always the young supervisor and then all of a sudden it's like oh wait, a minute, i am the oldest guy here now, pretty much, and Relish being the young guy.
- 52:52Terry Garrison: Drs In Dennis.
- 52:52Terry Garrison: Every you walk in now and you see a doctor, dennis, the eye person, whoever, and it's like she could be my kid, but you respect the position they're in and you know so well, i mean, that's what happens when you accumulate age you become the oldest person in the room sometimes.
- 53:09Nick Brunacini: But like you said, vance, it's a weird thing to get used to.
- 53:12Nick Brunacini: Yeah, i walk down in there in the classroom and like sometimes I'll think I Don't know if any of you are even 50 years old.
- 53:18Nick Brunacini: Yet I mean, jesus Christ, where did you come from?
- 53:21Nick Brunacini: Say it matters that it sneaks up on you happens in a blink of an eye.
- 53:27Nick Brunacini: Yeah Well, the alternative sucks Yeah.
- 53:31John Vance: Should we do a timeless tactical truth before we go?
- 53:33John Vance: why not?
- 53:34John Vance: Yes, timeless tactical truth.
- 53:43John Vance: It's the cards from Allen Brunisini available to be shifter store and we pulled one out at random.
- 53:49John Vance: This is the Jack of clubs, the jack of I.
- 53:53John Vance: I think of the loveboat episode where they were trying to cheat at a card game and And Gopher was on the PA saying, oh try, the club sandwich today, it's going to jack you up.
- 54:06Terry Garrison: So you just aged yourself.
- 54:07John Vance: Yeah, the loveboat.
- 54:09Nick Brunacini: Have you read the latest?
- 54:10Nick Brunacini: well, it's the recent, and it's been happening last year too, with the chest, the high level Chestmaster tournaments, and they said that's over.
- 54:20Nick Brunacini: They said there's not going to be any more gary kasparovs or any of these people.
- 54:25Nick Brunacini: Why?
- 54:25Nick Brunacini: because now they have figured out how to cheat.
- 54:28Nick Brunacini: But see, computers have become so good with AI that they can beat any chess player in the world.
- 54:34Nick Brunacini: So what happens is they have these tournaments and these people put, like these, vibrating sensors up in their rectum and I'm not bullshit, this, this happens, man.
- 54:46Nick Brunacini: They said it's over.
- 54:47Nick Brunacini: Grandmaster chess is done unless they do a Proctologist exam on you beforehand.
- 54:53Nick Brunacini: And then what they do is they communicate to them with what move to make through that device.
- 55:00Nick Brunacini: And okay, you know the three of this and two of this means move this piece wherever, so they get that worked out.
- 55:05Nick Brunacini: And then these, whoever it was, is just smoking them.
- 55:08Nick Brunacini: You know one of the boom, boom, boom.
- 55:10Terry Garrison: So they got Google glasses or something a whole time.
- 55:12Terry Garrison: Cameraman, you get on, i want to look at.
- 55:19Nick Brunacini: I know sometimes the tactical truth could be both some part of the podcast, exactly So.
- 55:25Nick Brunacini: We've talked about purple lights burning us to death and cheating as grandmasters in chess and Isolation dip tanks.
- 55:32Nick Brunacini: Yeah, i, we're onto something here, i think the time tactical truth command post location.
- 55:40Nick Brunacini: I.
- 55:47John Vance: Command post location Good view, obscene, remote from action.
- 55:53John Vance: Doesn't interfere with apparatus movement.
- 55:55John Vance: View of two most critical sides of the situation.
- 56:00John Vance: We were just talking about the command post and us screwing it up as humans, but command post location for us, i mean, this is, this is a good truth, because you need to find that.
- 56:11John Vance: What happens when you can't get that at the scene?
- 56:15Nick Brunacini: Well, you, that's like the the Easter egg to get that spot, and once you get, it is Very quickly.
- 56:23Nick Brunacini: A ladder truck will park right in front of your command post.
- 56:27Terry Garrison: I've told this story before, but so I'm a new IC.
- 56:30Terry Garrison: I've got cliff in his driving for me very experienced Driver, and We call them fits back then or age out on there.
- 56:41Terry Garrison: And so we pull up to this scene and we got a rip, roar and commercial big box fire.
- 56:48Terry Garrison: And I look up and I get my senses and I go down and I'm writing and I'm like this first I'm getting a little anxious.
- 56:55Terry Garrison: Getting a little anxious, i write a couple things, i'm talking on the radio.
- 56:58Terry Garrison: I look up again and hit, driven me to another corner.
- 57:03Nick Brunacini: I Look, i was like What the hell happened I?
- 57:07Terry Garrison: felt like I machine he timed machine, jeff.
- 57:10Terry Garrison: Oh, i never.
- 57:11Terry Garrison: I was so caught up with this as a brand new IC Battalion three that I didn't even feel the vehicle moving and he moved me over to another position.
- 57:19Terry Garrison: But you know, like you said, that's the Easter egg.
- 57:22Terry Garrison: If you can get that spot, get that spot and do the best you can.
- 57:26Terry Garrison: If you can't get that spot, you're still gonna do the best you can, right?
- 57:29Nick Brunacini: well, i advise what I got in the habit of doing.
- 57:31Nick Brunacini: If I was IC number two, i would try to loop the building with my car as part of my response.
- 57:37Nick Brunacini: So I could get the most views, because I figured once we park as our views going away.
- 57:42Nick Brunacini: That's true.
- 57:42Nick Brunacini: One day We pulled up in the same deal.
- 57:44Nick Brunacini: We pull up and it's rocking and rolling and it's cooking, just go into town And so you're like it's like marginal, it's okay, we're gonna attack, we're gonna do this, but you know, if this ain't done, in a minute and a half We got to make a change and in the middle of it a Glendale ladder truck pulls up.
- 58:03Nick Brunacini: Well, glendale painted their apparatus yellow.
- 58:05Nick Brunacini: My Fit partner is Lynn and he gets out of the thing and he screams.
- 58:12Nick Brunacini: It may have been a Don Jesse, move your school bus.
- 58:15Nick Brunacini: And about that time all of a sudden out riggers go down this Brono.
- 58:24Nick Brunacini: Got me it's like the buildings are like the hell with the building.
- 58:27Nick Brunacini: Let's watch and put the Brono up again.
- 58:29Nick Brunacini: You know it'll go up and over.
- 58:31Nick Brunacini: We could do 2,000 gallons a minute off the tip.
- 58:33Nick Brunacini: So it was yeah, we left this where it was and, yeah, we ended up changing the strategy and using the brono.
- 58:40Nick Brunacini: It worked.
- 58:44Terry Garrison: Stay out of the smoke.
- 58:45Terry Garrison: Yeah right, that was.
- 58:47Terry Garrison: Think about Southwest supermarket, right, we couldn't see the building at all.
- 58:52Terry Garrison: So when I got there, the battalion chief was in the smoke.
- 58:56Terry Garrison: We pulled up the command van and we thought we're in a good location And command van is difficult to get We never.
- 59:04Terry Garrison: Doomed.
- 59:06Terry Garrison: We were across the parking lot.
- 59:08Terry Garrison: Never saw the building until it.
- 59:12Nick Brunacini: Yeah, yeah, yeah, that's part of it.
- 59:13Nick Brunacini: That was fate man right there That was yeah.
- 59:15Nick Brunacini: I wouldn't have changed anything.
- 59:16Nick Brunacini: No, no, we couldn't have changed it there.
- 59:19Terry Garrison: We couldn't have, we were boxed in.
- 59:21Terry Garrison: But I guess the other thing is, if you're not it, i'm gonna say this Nick, you may disagree with me, but if you're not in a good position, i like what Nick says we're gonna drive around and pick a good spot, if you're not in a good spot and It's gonna compromise what you think you can do, move to and that move your spot.
- 59:39Nick Brunacini: Have your there's the problem is sometimes you can't is you're so as you can, and what I would do is I would send my Partner forward and I'd say go forward and tell me what the hell we got to be doing next.
- 59:51Nick Brunacini: And so he would come back and like, if it's a big apartment complex, for example, and then this happened to me and it's like I can't make sense of the building because I can't see it, it's too far away and there's too much fire and smoke.
- 1:00:02Nick Brunacini: He comes back and he says, nick, look at the building to the left of you and it's laid out exactly the same.
- 1:00:08Nick Brunacini: And this is what was.
- 1:00:09Nick Brunacini: So I, he could give me a reference where I could wrap my head around it.
- 1:00:13Nick Brunacini: There was another time where we didn't do much in wild land here.
- 1:00:16Nick Brunacini: It just didn't happen very often.
- 1:00:18Nick Brunacini: I mean, it's Phoenix, it's a desert, we don't have a lot of Oil rich growth coming out of the ground, but we had a fire way north, north of carefree highway, and they set the command vana, yeah, and there was, and they had probably about 50 or 60 acres burn.
- 1:00:33Nick Brunacini: So it was a deal and I remember was burning towards us and There was an airplane overhead from the Bureau of Land Management And they said I worry, expect turnover in the next three to five minutes, something to that effect.
- 1:00:47Nick Brunacini: And I asked somebody in the like, the support officer.
- 1:00:50Nick Brunacini: I said what the hell is burn over?
- 1:00:52Nick Brunacini: He says it's gonna burn over the road.
- 1:00:54Nick Brunacini: I said that we're parked on and he says yeah, so Bev drove the command van.
- 1:00:59Nick Brunacini: I said just drive us, just start driving, i'll tell you when to stop.
- 1:01:03Nick Brunacini: And like the put the pop out was still out, she's rock, it was over, all good.
- 1:01:09Nick Brunacini: I mean we had to move the command post because otherwise we're gonna have burn over.
- 1:01:15Terry Garrison: I had Early on and now maybe you can get a sense of what what the building looks like.
- 1:01:20Terry Garrison: But I learned from the south was freeway, because I thought that was One structure and it ended up being that add-on that wasn't connected to there's not four walls or seven.
- 1:01:32Terry Garrison: So I would have Sid Norwood.
- 1:01:33Terry Garrison: He would get out when we first arrived and he would take a clipboard and he would do a quick walk around, make sure he Didn't talk to anybody.
- 1:01:41Terry Garrison: Right, don't stop.
- 1:01:42Terry Garrison: This is something that he did for me because I had trouble getting a feel for the building, and he would come back.
- 1:01:48Terry Garrison: He goes this way you got, and he'd show me a, a layout of the building.
- 1:01:52Terry Garrison: It was crude but it made sense, right?
- 1:01:54Terry Garrison: it's like oh, okay, now I.
- 1:01:56Terry Garrison: Now I understand what we got, so that helped me.
- 1:02:00Nick Brunacini: You know, i think, what the solution is today, or drones, is.
- 1:02:03Nick Brunacini: If you got, it's that man.
- 1:02:04Nick Brunacini: I used helicopters all the time, media helicopter.
- 1:02:07Nick Brunacini: I prefer them over the cops because the media had better cameras.
- 1:02:11Nick Brunacini: Yeah, so, and we could, we could, we, we could pull their signal off in our command post.
- 1:02:17Nick Brunacini: So that was a deal and they had a radio so you could talk to them.
- 1:02:20Nick Brunacini: So a lot of times we would get intel That way from and it was much better and you can make better decisions about.
- 1:02:28Nick Brunacini: Okay, especially like in more complicated action-planning Scenarios where you had, like, bigger buildings that were more complex, you make better sense out what's going on.
- 1:02:39Nick Brunacini: And I think today, with drones and you see more and more fire departments, i mean, if I was doing a command post would be goddamn drone and the roof of the thing and you would use it.
- 1:02:48Nick Brunacini: In fact, you could tether it almost.
- 1:02:51Nick Brunacini: It doesn't have to be able to fly everywhere And you just need an aerial view of the building you're in front of.
- 1:02:56John Vance: So I mean there there's different ways to Deal with the bad view we just put one in service in our battalion vehicles, a tethered drone, so it flies under 200 feet, so you don't need a license for it.
- 1:03:08John Vance: It's it's fixed and you can run it for 24 hours and yeah, it's still be up.
- 1:03:13Terry Garrison: Do you got a train pilot?
- 1:03:15John Vance: No, you don't need one because it's tethered and it's 190 feet is all it goes up, so you don't need the license to do it.
- 1:03:21Nick Brunacini: So you get the drone up and then all you can manipulate the camera so you can zoom and do this and that and there's a thermal Imager on there and everything else.
- 1:03:28John Vance: So it's yeah, so we're.
- 1:03:29John Vance: We haven't used it yet.
- 1:03:30John Vance: We just put it in service last week.
- 1:03:32Nick Brunacini: Yeah, I think like interior.
- 1:03:33Nick Brunacini: You can use a drone interior And so if you have like a drone, you could have somebody flying into dangerous It's like the cop robot almost is will send the robot in.
- 1:03:43Nick Brunacini: Well, the drone does the same thing for us.
- 1:03:45John Vance: So the other thing I'd say about command post location, at least for my area, is don't be afraid to offer.
- 1:03:51John Vance: I don't like fire apparatus or ladder trucks, anything off the road.
- 1:03:54John Vance: But if you've got a park in someone's yard a little bit, only about 20% of the time do they complain, and Thankfully we have a great public works department.
- 1:04:02John Vance: They'll go out and put sod down and patch the hole.
- 1:04:05John Vance: If we put ruts in somebody's yard, but we don't hesitate to pull a chief's vehicle off into somebody's yard So we can a be out of the way and then get a good view.
- 1:04:14Nick Brunacini: So for us, you know, i would say that was a yeah, it's a BC.
- 1:04:16Nick Brunacini: You learn that sometimes I have to get off the street and drive over sidewalks and things in residential neighborhoods, we would back into the driveway across the street.
- 1:04:26Terry Garrison: Yeah, that's beautiful.
- 1:04:27Nick Brunacini: Yeah, now, man, there's that's.
- 1:04:29Nick Brunacini: But that's a good quiet.
- 1:04:31Nick Brunacini: What's a good timeless tactical truth.
- 1:04:32Nick Brunacini: There's the command post most of the time I bet 75% of time you had a very good view, You didn't need to move it and you could kind of tell the changing conditions and so you know.
- 1:04:41Nick Brunacini: And that's really.
- 1:04:42Nick Brunacini: It's a lot more efficient when the IC has Visual factor feedback, because you know immediately the the status of your attack and what's going on.
- 1:04:54John Vance: All right, let's wrap it up.
- 1:04:56John Vance: Thanks guys, come by on.
- 1:04:59Nick Brunacini: I like it when it's more like this Yes, yeah, it's enjoyable, yeah, and.
- 1:05:03Nick Brunacini: I I really think that we get some tanks and we could do this inside the tanks.
- 1:05:07Nick Brunacini: Can we share tanks?
- 1:05:09Terry Garrison: Can we all?
- 1:05:09Terry Garrison: I don't in the beginning, i think we we got it.
- 1:05:11Nick Brunacini: We have to be a spooning in the tank.
- 1:05:14John Vance: No, not yet.
- 1:05:14John Vance: I'm worried about Nick and his.
- 1:05:18Nick Brunacini: Dukie.
- 1:05:21Terry Garrison: Yeah, yeah, and a body of water before, because that question came out.
- 1:05:26Nick Brunacini: I was highly relaxed when it happened.
- 1:05:28John Vance: We all have listen, i think, we all.
- 1:05:31Nick Brunacini: I get my big head from my mama.
- 1:05:34John Vance: Thanks for listening to be shifter.