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love like crazy · Top Five

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  Speaker 1: One, Episode eight, Nope nine, episode nine.
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  Speaker 2: We just I just asked you what episode it was?
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  Speaker 1: Well, you know what, they need to go back and
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  Speaker 1: listen to episode eight because our downloads were.
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  Speaker 3: Down for some reason. Peaked already.
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  Speaker 2: We've peaked, we blew our load.
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  Speaker 1: But this is the top five podcast, episode nine. I
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  Speaker 1: definitely knew that prior to recording this. I am calen
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  Speaker 1: across from me as Jason. Hello, how you doing good?
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  Speaker 3: How are you? I'm good.
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  Speaker 1: This is a podcast where we just pick five things
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  Speaker 1: we love one thing we hate every week, because who
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  Speaker 1: doesn't want to hear things that we love? No one
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  Speaker 1: asked for this, yeah, no one asked for that.
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  Speaker 4: But the few that are listening are strong and they
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  Speaker 4: are engaged in lockdown.
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  Speaker 3: And I can tell they're a lockdown.
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  Speaker 4: So just you know, tell your tell your friends, tell
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  Speaker 4: your nana's.
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  Speaker 1: Tell people that you hate to download, tell people that
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  Speaker 1: you hate that we talked about them on the podcast,
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  Speaker 1: and that they need to listen.
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  Speaker 3: You know they're gonna want to hate listen to hear
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  Speaker 3: when we talked about that, and we will talk.
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  Speaker 1: Oh I got an email somehow, not my fault, No,
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  Speaker 1: it's not your fault. And oh something you did was helpful,
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  Speaker 1: Oh to someone and they're saying, thank.
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  Speaker 2: You, my volume was up? But how you how?
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  Speaker 3: You feeling pretty good?
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  Speaker 4: I did want to bring something up because I thought
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  Speaker 4: of it yesterday.
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  Speaker 3: Actually, and maybe this is like a good.
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  Speaker 1: Thing or the fact that you've never acknowledged Women's Month
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  Speaker 1: on this podcast, for gotten me a gift?
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  Speaker 4: Yeah, and we are are We're out of it now,
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  Speaker 4: so I'm gonna work. I'm gonna work towards twenty twenty six.
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  Speaker 3: I thought I thought it was still.
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  Speaker 4: Hey, I didn't make you work an event, extra event.
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  Speaker 4: It's true, So that's one thing, right, that's true.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, that's don't really bother me as much as the
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  Speaker 1: extra like videos and works.
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  Speaker 4: It was minimal. I feel like out of the years past,
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  Speaker 4: this was a minimal year.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, well they must have heard us finally.
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  Speaker 3: You've you've been heard and you've been seen finally.
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  Speaker 2: But what did you want to bring up? Sorry?
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  Speaker 3: I cry now a lot, okay more than I normally do.
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  Speaker 4: And I'm turning into a sentimental crier. Are you like
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  Speaker 4: this type of person?
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  Speaker 1: I am like this type of person, and I don't
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  Speaker 1: understand why. It's like coming in your old age.
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  Speaker 4: I don't know always like this, never been like this,
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  Speaker 4: Like but people always say, oh, when you see a
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  Speaker 4: movie and it's someone dies or someone whatever, I would
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  Speaker 4: always feel awkward and not cry like I when I
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  Speaker 4: used to get like tense up in like sad situations
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  Speaker 4: or when I would see sad things, but like now,
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  Speaker 4: like I was listening to a song the other day.
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  Speaker 4: It's like this old ass country song, but it resonated
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  Speaker 4: so much my current life. I was I couldn't even
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  Speaker 4: continue singing along.
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  Speaker 3: I was sobbing.
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  Speaker 4: I'll tell you off the off the pod, but like
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  Speaker 4: but like I've sort of taken it and like it's
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  Speaker 4: almost like my is it?
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  Speaker 3: What was I thinking? Chattahooch, I'll tell you whatever.
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  Speaker 4: It was love like Crazy by Lee Bryce right, and
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  Speaker 4: like I felt like that was no, but it was
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  Speaker 4: more like the chorus of like almost like pep talking
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  Speaker 4: yourself right, And I feel like I don't do that,
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  Speaker 4: and so I'm like it like made me recenter in
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  Speaker 4: a way, and I was like, wait, like I need sometimes,
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  Speaker 4: Oh my god, I have a million thoughts. This all
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  Speaker 4: of a sudden, it's my podcast. Sometimes when I feel
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  Speaker 4: like I get really like overcome with like people that
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  Speaker 4: have pissed me off, Situations that have pissed me off, right,
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  Speaker 4: and then I end up like sitting in that, and
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  Speaker 4: then it like it overtakes me to a point where
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  Speaker 4: like it's all I think about, right, and it's like no,
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  Speaker 4: like I think there's true power in like being motivated
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  Speaker 4: by those situations, are being in that to try to
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  Speaker 4: be a better person, right, And so like I've just
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  Speaker 4: been like the last couple of weeks just like really
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  Speaker 4: dealing with a lot of like heavy stuff and like
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  Speaker 4: people around me that are bringing heavy stuff and just
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  Speaker 4: like a lot of like sadness and anger. And so
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  Speaker 4: it was like a breaking point for me to like
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  Speaker 4: hear that, and anyway I was and it like sort
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  Speaker 4: of like.
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  Speaker 2: You let your praying, Yeah.
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  Speaker 4: Yeah, I let my brain needs get lazy, and and
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  Speaker 4: I do a sobbing and now I'm like, wait, I'm
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  Speaker 4: a crier or like I'll see a show about a
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  Speaker 4: dog yesterday. I cried about this thing on the color
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  Speaker 4: cl and show where these kids had cancer and this
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  Speaker 4: artist would go in and basically like talk to them
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  Speaker 4: about what their superpowers are and then they would draw
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  Speaker 4: them as a superhero in this like posterly hand, and
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  Speaker 4: I was crying because of that. Like I'm not if
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  Speaker 4: you would ask me two years ago I was a crier,
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  Speaker 4: I'm not a crier like now I'm a crier, and
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  Speaker 4: that sad crying crying like happy cry.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean I don't.
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  Speaker 2: This has just been my reality for thirty Like why
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  Speaker 2: would I change?
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  Speaker 3: No, I don't know, but I'm.
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  Speaker 2: Really concerned that before you weren't crying in those situations.
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  Speaker 4: I was even at like funerals and stuff. I wouldn't cry.
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  Speaker 4: I'm as like a kid. Like when I would have
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  Speaker 4: to go to funerals.
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  Speaker 3: Man, I would be hysterical like I wouldn't even cry.
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  Speaker 4: I would be sad like I would, but I would
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  Speaker 4: never like show emotion like.
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  Speaker 3: Oh this is oh my god, this is probably getting
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  Speaker 3: really fucking deep.
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  Speaker 4: And we probably don't even want to. You're looking at
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  Speaker 4: me because like why is this five minutes of me
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  Speaker 4: like therapy session.
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  Speaker 3: I'm not.
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  Speaker 2: I'm looking at you. I'm scared of what you're gonna say.
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  Speaker 4: This just like clicked in my head that I don't
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  Speaker 4: mean to play the gig card, but like growing up,
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  Speaker 4: having to be closeted and be a certain way almost
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  Speaker 4: makes you suppress things that could.
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  Speaker 3: Make you appear.
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  Speaker 4: Weak or you know, quote unquote stereotypical gay, right whatever,
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  Speaker 4: And so I almost wonder if so many years of
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  Speaker 4: me repressing that, like growing up, maybe that's why I
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  Speaker 4: didn't want to show emotion in the same way, right,
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  Speaker 4: because it's I would be looked at, you know, like
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  Speaker 4: that type of way. But anyway, I'm crying now and
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  Speaker 4: it's weird.
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  Speaker 1: Well, I'm dating a straight crier, so it doesn't have
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  Speaker 1: anything to do with that.
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  Speaker 2: But I understand, like the toxic masculine.
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  Speaker 3: I mean that man. Has he always been like that?
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, I can assure you, yes, I didn't always know him,
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  Speaker 1: but I can tell you that I'm sure he's.
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  Speaker 3: Always been a crier. Yeah, God bless him. Well, like
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  Speaker 3: my boyfriend's not a crier, but like he tried it. Yeah.
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  Speaker 1: Well, I mean she's otherworldly. I mean I was hysterical,
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  Speaker 1: but that was not Yeah. No, I mean I've always
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  Speaker 1: been my mom. My mom caught me, she said, before
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  Speaker 1: I was like old enough to emote and cry, she
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  Speaker 1: caught me crying to Charlotte's web when spoiler alert, Charlotte dies.
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  Speaker 3: I think she's a spider.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, Okay, and She said that was the first time
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  Speaker 1: she saw me crying, like from a movie.
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  Speaker 2: But I was like way too little to be like
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  Speaker 2: upset by.
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  Speaker 1: It, and she was like shit, And I wish that
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  Speaker 1: I could, like I was in I've always been a crier,
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  Speaker 1: and I've been in situations where it's like I've been
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  Speaker 1: told not to cry.
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  Speaker 3: It's like been used against me.
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  Speaker 1: But no matter what, I can't clog up the faucet, right,
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  Speaker 1: Like I had to just like accept it. But I
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  Speaker 1: but I wish a lot of the time that I
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  Speaker 1: had gone the other way when like people were telling me,
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  Speaker 1: like you can't cry. Yeah, I wish that it had
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  Speaker 1: like clogged me up because I do cry a lot.
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  Speaker 3: I'm medicated now.
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  Speaker 1: So it's a little bit less, but I certainly I'll
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  Speaker 1: show it. I mean, but like commercials, I cry when
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  Speaker 1: we're on the air all the time, you know, on
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  Speaker 1: our morning show that we do, and like people would
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  Speaker 1: make eye contact with me and just like get uncomfortable.
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  Speaker 1: I actually scared Selene Dion one time, like she literally
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  Speaker 1: was singing like so close to me in Vegas, and
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  Speaker 1: she looked awet, like I think she was terrified.
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  Speaker 3: She has to get that all the time, like, I
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  Speaker 3: bet people are just weeping. Cute.
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  Speaker 1: I was like hysterical and yeah, I mean I and
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  Speaker 1: like she did this crazy switch rough you never got
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  Speaker 1: to see her in Vegas, but right you didn't like
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  Speaker 1: she She made it like a hologram of herself was
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  Speaker 1: singing on the stage and at some point she switched
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  Speaker 1: with the hologram and we all thought it was real
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  Speaker 1: and the lights were dim and then when the lights
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  Speaker 1: turned on, my grandma got me the tickets rip and
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  Speaker 1: like she had set it up so I would be
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  Speaker 1: right where Selene was then in the aisle, so everyone
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  Speaker 1: was focused on the stage and didn't see them rushing
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  Speaker 1: her into the fucking aisle. And I was on the
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  Speaker 1: end and I look up and Selena is like singing
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  Speaker 1: to me, and I'm like I'm hysterically and she looked
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  Speaker 1: and walked away like she was like I don't She's
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  Speaker 1: like I.
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  Speaker 3: Don't want this, so.
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  Speaker 2: But yeah, I mean I yeah, I scared her, but
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  Speaker 2: like I don't.
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  Speaker 3: I didn't know.
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  Speaker 1: Love Roche, by the way, was her, Like I didn't know.
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  Speaker 1: She gave La Roche his big break.
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  Speaker 3: We got a gay man, are you?
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  Speaker 1: He's a very famous stylist. He is Selene stylist. She
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  Speaker 1: gave him like the biggest break, I guess. So I
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  Speaker 1: saw him rocking like a Titanic sweatshirt the other day.
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  Speaker 1: But he's Zendaya's stylist. He's I mean, he's a huge,
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  Speaker 1: huge deal in like the fashion world. But I didn't
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  Speaker 1: know that. But that was a side note. Yeah, that's
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  Speaker 1: very deep. That could for sure be why it's very interesting.
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  Speaker 1: I mean, it must feel weird after all this time, like.
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  Speaker 4: Now have such odd emotion, like the fact where I
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  Speaker 4: was like I almost had to pull over because I
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  Speaker 4: was driving, and I was like, I'm like unconsolable, like
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  Speaker 4: over a song that's not even sad.
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  Speaker 1: I just hope that you can be a best friend
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  Speaker 1: and tell the truth and overuse moving forward.
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  Speaker 3: But like, honestly, it's sort of become my fight song.
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  Speaker 4: So now I listen to it when I have to
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  Speaker 4: like recenter myself and just pretend to be the person
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  Speaker 4: that I want to be, Like I want to do
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  Speaker 4: all those things, and sometimes I get lost because I
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  Speaker 4: let people negatively affect me.
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  Speaker 3: But I all have therapy.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm like in a negative space today, just so
• 10:36
  Speaker 1: you know, I'm not in a positive space.
• 10:38
  Speaker 3: I looked up laro and it came up so.
• 10:43
  Speaker 4: No, and then I thought of LaRue and then I
• 10:47
  Speaker 4: was like, wait, no, we're not bulletproof.
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  Speaker 2: No, it's l A W R O A C h.
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  Speaker 3: Oh law roche got it? Oh yes he okay.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, he's got interest. He says, that's his real hair.
• 11:01
  Speaker 1: What I know because Andy was Andy Cohen obviously first name.
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  Speaker 1: Basis was like, is that? I think he was on
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  Speaker 1: with Porscha and he asked him if it was go
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  Speaker 1: naked hair her haircuting.
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  Speaker 3: Oh my god, I.
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  Speaker 4: Didn't even tell you. He was so funny. We talked
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  Speaker 4: about this. No, Andy Cohen on when he was a
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  Speaker 4: guest on the Kelly Clarkson Show.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, so he was a guest.
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  Speaker 4: And then when she was doing her little sabbatical he
• 11:30
  Speaker 4: guest hosted one day. But when he was a guest,
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  Speaker 4: I love their dynamic because it's almost like they were
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  Speaker 4: interviewing each other. And I love, like, obviously I love
• 11:43
  Speaker 4: Kelly Clarkson, like with my entire being. Yeah and like,
• 11:47
  Speaker 4: but the downside to her doing a talk show now
• 11:50
  Speaker 4: is you don't get a lot of her like you
• 11:53
  Speaker 4: get her asking questions and she is really good with
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  Speaker 4: also like relating stuff back to her, but like you
• 11:59
  Speaker 4: don't get like she doesn't do interviews anymore because she
• 12:02
  Speaker 4: has a talk show, right, so like she was just
• 12:04
  Speaker 4: on the Kylie Kelsey podcast, so like that was like
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  Speaker 4: huge because it was like okay, like she's talking about
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  Speaker 4: things that she doesn't normally talk about because she's normally
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  Speaker 4: the one asking the questions. But with her and Andy,
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  Speaker 4: it was so funny because he would follow back and
• 12:15
  Speaker 4: be like, should have asked her about Diddy like if
• 12:17
  Speaker 4: you ever like, oh, did you miss all those parties?
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  Speaker 4: Like blah blahlah blah, because like that was like all
• 12:22
  Speaker 4: the same time, you know, like she was around when
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  Speaker 4: Diddy was still like when she was starting like didn't
• 12:26
  Speaker 4: it was like still that you know that dude or whatever?
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  Speaker 2: You know she didn't go though I haven't seen.
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  Speaker 4: No, so like she was like she said something. I
• 12:34
  Speaker 4: was like I wanted her to elaborate so bad because
• 12:35
  Speaker 4: she was like, oh, I had my fair share of
• 12:38
  Speaker 4: like I dodged bullets like I missed like on the
• 12:40
  Speaker 4: come up like whatever, like we'll talk about that, like
• 12:42
  Speaker 4: you know, off the show, and ever I'm like, oh
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  Speaker 4: I want to hear that, Like so bad, Like, So
• 12:46
  Speaker 4: I don't know, I think I need her to go
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  Speaker 4: on his show again. I don't know if she ever does,
• 12:52
  Speaker 4: but now I need her to like go back because
• 12:53
  Speaker 4: now that she did, she started her own label, so
• 12:55
  Speaker 4: she has no more label ties, she has no one
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  Speaker 4: to impress, like whatever. So now I need like tell all,
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  Speaker 4: like I need that like know everything.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm sure she'll do a book at some point.
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  Speaker 1: I mean I heard that those are the best interviews,
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  Speaker 1: is hosts or people who do interviews because they know okay,
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  Speaker 1: or like comedians, like I know, I'm gonna go on this,
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  Speaker 1: I need to have like a funny story.
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  Speaker 3: I need to They're very engaged there.
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  Speaker 1: They would never do what celebrities do to interview ers, yeah,
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  Speaker 1: and just be awful and like not give anything.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah.
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  Speaker 2: So I could see that, and it.
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  Speaker 4: Was conversational because I feel like they're both like that's
• 13:25
  Speaker 4: their profession, you know.
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  Speaker 2: So Yeah, and they're New Yorkers now they probably see
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  Speaker 2: each other.
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  Speaker 4: Yeah, she does he film in that same building thirty
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  Speaker 4: Rock or is he somewhere else?
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  Speaker 2: No, he is in the West Village. I believe it was.
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  Speaker 1: Like a tiny random area in building in like a Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: I don't think I would have remembered if it was
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  Speaker 1: thirty rock.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah.
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  Speaker 4: So she like she like bumps like she bumps into
• 13:50
  Speaker 4: like the Good Morning Crew, the Good Morning American crew.
• 13:52
  Speaker 4: She bumps in like the SNL crew all the time.
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  Speaker 4: That's gotta be so cool and iconic just to like
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  Speaker 4: be in that.
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  Speaker 3: Building, I know.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't know he's not in there, but I
• 14:00
  Speaker 1: don't know where his serious studios are because he has
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  Speaker 1: Radio Andy yea, so maybe they're in there.
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  Speaker 3: I'm not sure if they have like podcast studios. Yeah,
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  Speaker 3: it was. It was super entertaining.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah.
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  Speaker 4: I loved him, and I loved that he then did
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  Speaker 4: her a solid and filled it one day for her.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, so he's Yeah, I feel like they have a
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  Speaker 1: little crew like the New York shows kind of I'll
• 14:21
  Speaker 1: help each other out. And I just know he has
• 14:23
  Speaker 1: a list of like last minute people like fucking Michael Rapaport,
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  Speaker 1: like he will call Yeah.
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  Speaker 2: Oh, I just remembered.
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  Speaker 1: I don't know if I've been clicking that we swear
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  Speaker 1: on this podcast for the last couple of episodes.
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  Speaker 3: So I need to do that, not families listening to that.
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  Speaker 2: I need to go back and do that on road trips.
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  Speaker 2: Don't listen, right.
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  Speaker 4: Okay, I'm sorry. Well enough, it's been fifteen minutes of me,
• 14:48
  Speaker 4: babelet what did you want to know?
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  Speaker 2: That's fine.
• 14:50
  Speaker 1: I can't believe it's not Women's Month anymore and you
• 14:52
  Speaker 1: haven't gotten me anything.
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  Speaker 3: Sorry, Well fuck.
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  Speaker 1: I was gonna I literally I forgot it was April first.
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  Speaker 3: That's okay, what what are you gonna do? It's it
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  Speaker 3: doesn't have to be. I don't know.
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  Speaker 2: Like whatever, you want to feel the female spirit, I
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  Speaker 2: think you.
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  Speaker 3: Should always I feel the pright spirit, not just in June.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, well it's good. I'm I'm also a woman year round. Well,
• 15:17
  Speaker 1: before we leave Women's History Month, I think we need
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  Speaker 1: to acknowledge that you did like you will go down
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  Speaker 1: in history as an ally.
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  Speaker 3: Okay, good?
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  Speaker 2: Oh soo wait, I want to go back to the crying. No,
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  Speaker 2: I want to go back to the crying for a second.
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  Speaker 2: So do you do you think? Do you fancy yourself
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  Speaker 2: an mpath? I?
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  Speaker 4: Okay, So I know, Okay, So this is a answer,
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  Speaker 4: no question, Jason. So I think I need some clarity because.
• 15:54
  Speaker 3: How do I say this?
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  Speaker 4: I know that to some it's like quote unquote trendy
• 16:00
  Speaker 4: say you're an mpath right now, and I don't think
• 16:03
  Speaker 4: I'm the type of person that would say that I
• 16:04
  Speaker 4: am and I'm not. However, I think I need some
• 16:07
  Speaker 4: clarity on what it is because I know the idea
• 16:12
  Speaker 4: of it. But I also feel like there might be
• 16:15
  Speaker 4: different avenues. There's different ends to the means right, and
• 16:19
  Speaker 4: means to the end. I flip that there's like different
• 16:22
  Speaker 4: avenues to reach that same destination. So like there are
• 16:26
  Speaker 4: I feel like I'm an mpath to the point where
• 16:29
  Speaker 4: if I feel that you're mad, sad, struggling with something,
• 16:34
  Speaker 4: I don't know if I necessarily feel it because I'm
• 16:37
  Speaker 4: an EmPATH and I feel it just in my spirit. Yeah,
• 16:41
  Speaker 4: I almost feel I feel it now because I want
• 16:44
  Speaker 4: to alleviate it from you. So, like, what do I
• 16:47
  Speaker 4: do to correct that feeling that you're having? Yeah, so
• 16:50
  Speaker 4: I don't necessarily know if that makes me an mpath
• 16:54
  Speaker 4: or if that just makes me proactive?
• 16:56
  Speaker 1: Do you want to fix that feeling? Like what's the
• 16:58
  Speaker 1: source of that? Like if we're going to really deep
• 17:00
  Speaker 1: into therapy and it's okay if the source is like selfish,
• 17:03
  Speaker 1: like you're like, I just don't want to deal with
• 17:06
  Speaker 1: you feeling sad around me anymore or you know or no.
• 17:09
  Speaker 4: No, I think it's like, I don't I feel like
• 17:13
  Speaker 4: then I do talk about this in therapy, So this
• 17:16
  Speaker 4: is weird that the lines are getting blurred between this
• 17:18
  Speaker 4: and therapy. But I think that it's I don't ever
• 17:23
  Speaker 4: want anyone. I would rather if you're gonna feel sad
• 17:26
  Speaker 4: or I'm gonna feel sad, I'd rather feel it than you.
• 17:30
  Speaker 4: So it's almost like I want to take it from
• 17:32
  Speaker 4: that person and put it on myself. Like if I
• 17:36
  Speaker 4: know that something's gonna happen to Mike that's gonna make
• 17:39
  Speaker 4: him be upset or whatever, Yeah, I would rather do
• 17:43
  Speaker 4: something to interrupt that process to then take it on myself.
• 17:49
  Speaker 3: Does that make sense?
• 17:50
  Speaker 2: It does for sure.
• 17:51
  Speaker 3: And it's I don't know if that makes me an
• 17:53
  Speaker 3: EmPATH or sadistic or.
• 17:56
  Speaker 1: It doesn't make you sadistic no like iato man, well, yeah,
• 18:01
  Speaker 1: we are both masochists. I think that's where I was
• 18:05
  Speaker 1: confused about the crying thing, because I don't I don't
• 18:10
  Speaker 1: know there's like the nature versus nurture of if you're
• 18:12
  Speaker 1: saying like I suppressed it because I didn't want to
• 18:14
  Speaker 1: be like people to figure me out then maybe it's different.
• 18:17
  Speaker 2: But I do feel like the crying thing.
• 18:20
  Speaker 1: Is just like part of it because it's like I
• 18:22
  Speaker 1: can physically feel it.
• 18:27
  Speaker 3: Hmm. So I don't necessarily know if I'm an EmPATH.
• 18:31
  Speaker 3: You're very empathic.
• 18:32
  Speaker 4: I feel like I can feel what people are feeling.
• 18:35
  Speaker 4: But I feel like if you're gonna label yourself as
• 18:38
  Speaker 4: an mpath, like there's almost something that is like outside
• 18:43
  Speaker 4: of this dimension that's sort of like making you immediately
• 18:47
  Speaker 4: pick up.
• 18:47
  Speaker 3: On that energy.
• 18:48
  Speaker 4: And I don't necessarily know if I'm like that far Okay,
• 18:53
  Speaker 4: into it into.
• 18:55
  Speaker 2: The EmPATH game, right, Yeah, that makes sense.
• 18:58
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean I just like was excited when that
• 19:02
  Speaker 1: first came out because I was like, Okay, there's a
• 19:04
  Speaker 1: word for what.
• 19:06
  Speaker 2: I don't know.
• 19:06
  Speaker 1: It just I physically feel if there's like luckiness or
• 19:12
  Speaker 1: sadness or like I can feel it like at funerals,
• 19:16
  Speaker 1: like I often if I get so upset, like I
• 19:19
  Speaker 1: feel like I'm having a heart attack, like my heart
• 19:21
  Speaker 1: physically aches and that.
• 19:24
  Speaker 3: Yeah, like that's the type of shit I'm talking about.
• 19:26
  Speaker 1: Like, yeah, but I don't I also would never like
• 19:31
  Speaker 1: like I think I am empathic. I think I am
• 19:34
  Speaker 1: an EmPATH, but it also turns me off to say that,
• 19:36
  Speaker 1: for sure. And I also don't understand why people brag
• 19:39
  Speaker 1: about it because like, again, it's not fun like we.
• 19:42
  Speaker 3: Talk about all the time.
• 19:43
  Speaker 4: How I just wish I didn't care about like what
• 19:46
  Speaker 4: people are feeling or yeah, and just like put my
• 19:50
  Speaker 4: own happiness or comfort and in front of others, Like
• 19:56
  Speaker 4: I if I'm in a room of five people and
• 20:00
  Speaker 4: one is unhappy, that I can't like go on being happy, right, yeah,
• 20:07
  Speaker 4: I'm saying, yeah you have Yeah, so maybe you are.
• 20:09
  Speaker 3: I don't know.
• 20:10
  Speaker 2: I mean, it doesn't really matter.
• 20:11
  Speaker 1: We don't need to decide today, but I do feel
• 20:14
  Speaker 1: like we or I feel like I'm surrounded by people
• 20:18
  Speaker 1: who are able to like just shut that shit off,
• 20:21
  Speaker 1: walk away from that and be unaffected. And I've over
• 20:24
  Speaker 1: the years like created boundaries boundaries around myself in guards
• 20:29
  Speaker 1: which I think could come off as cold, but it's
• 20:32
  Speaker 1: been like a survival, I think maybe. And there's certain
• 20:36
  Speaker 1: people I know, like I'm not gonna I can't engage,
• 20:38
  Speaker 1: like I'm only I don't know, So I feel like
• 20:40
  Speaker 1: there are things I've done to try to.
• 20:44
  Speaker 2: Protect myself.
• 20:47
  Speaker 3: But it's it's a process, I think, for sure.
• 20:51
  Speaker 4: Surprises of probably like managing it right, and like I
• 20:55
  Speaker 4: don't know, I feel like I perpetually give everyone like
• 20:59
  Speaker 4: the benefit of the doubt, right, And even if you've
• 21:02
  Speaker 4: done something like shitty to me, like I just will
• 21:07
  Speaker 4: immediately just be like, oh no, they didn't mean it,
• 21:09
  Speaker 4: like you know what I mean.
• 21:10
  Speaker 3: And then it's something that's like repeating.
• 21:12
  Speaker 4: So I think there's like a downside to it, because
• 21:14
  Speaker 4: it's like, if you've done something really shitty to me,
• 21:17
  Speaker 4: I shouldn't care if you're happy or sad, right, Like
• 21:20
  Speaker 4: I should be like, okay, like if you if you
• 21:25
  Speaker 4: continually like disrespect me in.
• 21:27
  Speaker 1: A way, right, like just at me next time, right,
• 21:30
  Speaker 1: I know you're talking about me, right, Like.
• 21:32
  Speaker 4: If someone else in this room that I'm talking about,
• 21:35
  Speaker 4: that's just us too, right, there's all this.
• 21:40
  Speaker 3: I don't know.
• 21:40
  Speaker 4: I'm just thinking like, yeah, I wish I wasn't at
• 21:47
  Speaker 4: times that way. But then I think about, Okay, do
• 21:50
  Speaker 4: I really want to be one of these people that
• 21:52
  Speaker 4: just goes on their merry way only caring about themselves
• 21:55
  Speaker 4: and their happiness and their comfort and the situation and
• 21:58
  Speaker 4: just like fuck everyone out, Like.
• 22:00
  Speaker 3: No, I don't want to do that.
• 22:01
  Speaker 4: And I understand that those are two polar opposites, and
• 22:03
  Speaker 4: there's probably somewhere healthy in the middle. But I'd rather
• 22:07
  Speaker 4: be the way I am versus that and just completely
• 22:11
  Speaker 4: like unself aware and just like going about life for
• 22:14
  Speaker 4: what's good for me. Right, So if I had to
• 22:16
  Speaker 4: pick an extreme, I would pick where I'm at because
• 22:19
  Speaker 4: I feel like I'm on the opposite end.
• 22:21
  Speaker 3: Yeah, you're gonna live so much shorter of a life
• 22:24
  Speaker 3: and you're honestly, I'm okay with right, that's fair. I
• 22:27
  Speaker 3: don't want to be old.
• 22:28
  Speaker 1: I would love to just care about myself, right, I
• 22:33
  Speaker 1: would I mean I would love that.
• 22:35
  Speaker 3: How just like blindly to be like no, that doesn't
• 22:38
  Speaker 3: you know, or.
• 22:39
  Speaker 1: A miscues like to like pick not pick up on
• 22:42
  Speaker 1: every single thing that like people are doing, thinking, saying, moving,
• 22:47
  Speaker 1: like I would love that.
• 22:48
  Speaker 4: Or I feel like I'm bound by this like hindrance
• 22:52
  Speaker 4: of like always trying to make things better, like you're struggling.
• 23:01
  Speaker 4: Or you come with a problem, right and not you specifically,
• 23:03
  Speaker 4: but like anyone like comes to me with a problem,
• 23:06
  Speaker 4: I immediately feel that I it's now my problem, right,
• 23:09
  Speaker 4: like I now need to jump in and oh we
• 23:13
  Speaker 4: could do this or this or this or this or
• 23:14
  Speaker 4: this or what if I do this right? Like and
• 23:17
  Speaker 4: then you take a step back and it's like, okay,
• 23:19
  Speaker 4: but that never really involved you. But hmm, to a falls,
• 23:24
  Speaker 4: I'm almost like, well now it does because I inserted
• 23:27
  Speaker 4: myself because I felt the need too. But now it's like,
• 23:30
  Speaker 4: was that even my place to begin with? You know,
• 23:32
  Speaker 4: I don't know. It's there's a million ways you can.
• 23:35
  Speaker 3: Look at it.
• 23:36
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean I would say for you learning who
• 23:41
  Speaker 1: is worth jumping into their problems with because it can
• 23:46
  Speaker 1: be everyone. And also like and I don't mean worth,
• 23:49
  Speaker 1: I mean worth on a level of like the relationship
• 23:53
  Speaker 1: you have with that person and like their intention for
• 23:55
  Speaker 1: you and would they do the same. And also I think, mmm,
• 23:59
  Speaker 1: you try to get ahead of a lot of things,
• 24:01
  Speaker 1: Like you want to get ahead of every single thing
• 24:05
  Speaker 1: that may result from a situation. I think, like we
• 24:07
  Speaker 1: both do it in different ways. But it's like a
• 24:09
  Speaker 1: trauma response. I think just because you don't want to
• 24:12
  Speaker 1: end up heard or stressed or the other person like you,
• 24:15
  Speaker 1: you want to.
• 24:15
  Speaker 3: Look yeah yeah, yeah, yeah exactly. So it's a journey
• 24:20
  Speaker 3: I think.
• 24:21
  Speaker 1: And I love that you're like on your your little
• 24:23
  Speaker 1: spiritual journey and now you're you're into woo woo stuff
• 24:26
  Speaker 1: and crying all the time.
• 24:28
  Speaker 3: Welcome, but like crying for good things. I don't know,
• 24:30
  Speaker 3: it's weird. Yeah, well that's any way. You probably had
• 24:32
  Speaker 3: things to talk about, and I hijienn no, oh.
• 24:34
  Speaker 2: My god, no, we love a hijack.
• 24:36
  Speaker 1: I we can shift and move and I can talk
• 24:41
  Speaker 1: about what I wanted to bring up with you next week.
• 24:45
  Speaker 3: Like a prep. Our prep's already done. Our prep's already
• 24:47
  Speaker 3: done for next I already started my list for next week.
• 24:49
  Speaker 3: See perfect, what's your first time? Okay, we'll go with
• 24:57
  Speaker 3: the first thing.
• 24:58
  Speaker 4: I have two things that are kind of like what
• 24:59
  Speaker 4: I I'm watching, But I want to shout out at
• 25:04
  Speaker 4: TikToker and I sent you one of these videos.
• 25:06
  Speaker 3: I don't know if you saw it, but when did over.
• 25:09
  Speaker 4: The weekend at some point when you were out of town.
• 25:14
  Speaker 4: It was it's a series that I personally love. The
• 25:17
  Speaker 4: Tiktoker's name is coach Jackie j And she does a
• 25:20
  Speaker 4: series of is she gay or does she just coach
• 25:23
  Speaker 4: women's basketball?
• 25:24
  Speaker 3: And when I tell.
• 25:25
  Speaker 4: You this series, I'm not into like games. You know,
• 25:31
  Speaker 4: I hate games unless it's like uno, I love me
• 25:35
  Speaker 4: some uno, I love me some left right center. Other
• 25:37
  Speaker 4: than that, I don't like games, especially if it makes
• 25:40
  Speaker 4: you feel dumb. And this TikToker, I was locked the
• 25:46
  Speaker 4: fuck in bitch.
• 25:48
  Speaker 3: Okay.
• 25:48
  Speaker 4: Like what she does is she starts off by showing
• 25:52
  Speaker 4: a photo of a women's basketball coach okay, and then
• 25:59
  Speaker 4: she goes in to the different photos of this same coach,
• 26:04
  Speaker 4: some personal, some you know, working on the court, whatever,
• 26:07
  Speaker 4: and points out, okay, is she gay or does she
• 26:10
  Speaker 4: could just coach women's basketball. She's wearing hoops, that's that
• 26:15
  Speaker 4: seems pretty straight, but the stance gay, fantastic gay shirt whatever.
• 26:20
  Speaker 4: Like I was laughing my fucking ass off. And then
• 26:23
  Speaker 4: she would just have the phone really close to her
• 26:24
  Speaker 4: face to be greens, and she'd be like, Okay, so
• 26:26
  Speaker 4: now it's so and so coach is she got?
• 26:28
  Speaker 3: She gets? She got, she goes, she get, and then
• 26:29
  Speaker 3: it would.
• 26:30
  Speaker 4: Go out to be like her and her wife or
• 26:32
  Speaker 4: her and her husband, and we're like, fuck, like it
• 26:34
  Speaker 4: was so good?
• 26:35
  Speaker 3: Who was weet? You were microplaying? I know, I'm just
• 26:38
  Speaker 3: assuming me and everyone watching me and the collective.
• 26:42
  Speaker 4: Viewers me anders, the collective viewers. I was like, this
• 26:46
  Speaker 4: bitch got me, like, if there's a TikTok series, it's
• 26:49
  Speaker 4: and I was wrong seventy five percent of the time.
• 26:53
  Speaker 4: I think she's done eleven or twelve parts. I've gotten
• 26:55
  Speaker 4: it wrong the majority of the time.
• 26:56
  Speaker 3: I must have been like fucked up when you sent
• 26:58
  Speaker 3: that to me, souse, I don't remember. No, you're all good.
• 27:01
  Speaker 4: But I was like, oh my god, like this is
• 27:04
  Speaker 4: talk about like just coming up with a fucking hilarious
• 27:07
  Speaker 4: niche and doing it like it's hilarious.
• 27:10
  Speaker 3: So Coach Jackie.
• 27:11
  Speaker 1: Jay, that is hysterical, unnecessary.
• 27:15
  Speaker 3: We need that. And it's the ones that you don't
• 27:17
  Speaker 3: think are gay that are gay, Like.
• 27:19
  Speaker 1: Did she do Kimmy? Who's the one the like iconic
• 27:25
  Speaker 1: hold on Kimmy Milky? I was gonna say Milky, which
• 27:28
  Speaker 1: I think is another guy. I remember she's the LSU
• 27:31
  Speaker 1: coach who wears like a ton of crazy outfits.
• 27:36
  Speaker 3: I don't know. I don't remember Casey did her makeup? Oh?
• 27:41
  Speaker 3: I think she did do an episode with.
• 27:42
  Speaker 4: Her, Yeah, she's a or an episode like this is
• 27:46
  Speaker 4: the TV show? Yes, I believe so, yes, oh my god,
• 27:49
  Speaker 4: but you need to you need to fucking watch it.
• 27:51
  Speaker 4: It had me ball like this one she'd be like, oh, okay,
• 27:56
  Speaker 4: well the outfit's giving straight, but that stance that's gay,
• 27:59
  Speaker 4: like literally like.
• 28:00
  Speaker 1: It sounds like I'm the demo for that. I would
• 28:03
  Speaker 1: love to play that. I would love to play that game.
• 28:09
  Speaker 1: Everyone's gay a little bit.
• 28:12
  Speaker 3: Oh my god. But it was so funny. Okay, so sorry,
• 28:14
  Speaker 3: you go ahead.
• 28:14
  Speaker 1: No, don't be started, Like, first of all, this is
• 28:18
  Speaker 1: also your podcast you can talk about. I mean, you're
• 28:21
  Speaker 1: gonna make people think that I abuse you the way
• 28:24
  Speaker 1: you're talking to me, and you don't abuse me, or
• 28:27
  Speaker 1: I don't abuse you.
• 28:29
  Speaker 3: Okay. I think I'm gonna do. I'm here by my
• 28:31
  Speaker 3: own free will, right.
• 28:32
  Speaker 1: Like Jesus kind of Okay, I'm gonna do a Vegas thing,
• 28:36
  Speaker 1: I think, so so sorry if you're not in Vegas
• 28:38
  Speaker 1: or going to Vegas.
• 28:39
  Speaker 3: Oh, but I think they have other locations.
• 28:41
  Speaker 1: So I had one of the best meals I've ever
• 28:44
  Speaker 1: had my entire life in Vegas. And I think I
• 28:48
  Speaker 1: mentioned I went for my boyfriend's work trip. Everything was
• 28:52
  Speaker 1: gonna be paid for except for I mean, like a
• 28:55
  Speaker 1: few things here and there, So we went there.
• 28:57
  Speaker 2: And I also went because it was his birthday.
• 28:59
  Speaker 1: So that's why I went to Vegas on a Wednesday
• 29:01
  Speaker 1: and Sunday, which.
• 29:03
  Speaker 4: Is est and by Sunday, I'm ready to get the.
• 29:08
  Speaker 3: It's a crazy life.
• 29:11
  Speaker 1: My boyfriend says, I have like crunchy rs like crazy crazy,
• 29:15
  Speaker 1: and it's like a whole thing on TikTok crazy or
• 29:17
  Speaker 1: like they're spicy.
• 29:18
  Speaker 4: Or crunchy, like I have spicy say it like crazy.
• 29:23
  Speaker 2: No, it's like either it's like girls who watch reality TV.
• 29:26
  Speaker 3: I think is what my friend Julia.
• 29:28
  Speaker 2: But like I'll be like that's crazy.
• 29:30
  Speaker 1: You know, like I do a little like yeah, yeah,
• 29:33
  Speaker 1: it's giving like like uh crazy, Yeah, that's how Yeah, yeah,
• 29:40
  Speaker 1: she is a spicy R or crunchy or whatever the
• 29:43
  Speaker 1: hell it's called. But so my boyfriend for his birthday dinner,
• 29:47
  Speaker 1: I was like, you can go anywhere in all of Vegas,
• 29:49
  Speaker 1: and I think I mentioned that he wanted to go
• 29:50
  Speaker 1: to a Vanderpump restaurant, so good. No, so he wanted
• 29:55
  Speaker 1: to go to Cocktail Garden. He was very specific. I
• 29:58
  Speaker 1: was like, wait, you mean, do you mean Paris or
• 29:59
  Speaker 1: do you cocked? And he was like, Cocktail Garden.
• 30:01
  Speaker 3: I was in Paris. Yeah, you were at Paris. And
• 30:03
  Speaker 3: I realized that once I was there, which looks like
• 30:07
  Speaker 3: a cocktail garden.
• 30:08
  Speaker 1: Right. One thing about Lisa vander Pump is she's gonna
• 30:13
  Speaker 1: put way too many like chatchkeys and like trees and
• 30:17
  Speaker 1: a restaurant.
• 30:17
  Speaker 3: And it was very tree.
• 30:19
  Speaker 1: She thinks, she's yeah, like yeah, there's a whole nother story.
• 30:24
  Speaker 3: But anyways, yeah, very much.
• 30:27
  Speaker 1: And that's like what her house used to look like
• 30:29
  Speaker 1: it or not, but thank god, I scept In was like, no,
• 30:33
  Speaker 1: let's like go get an appetizer and a drink and
• 30:36
  Speaker 1: like go get a real Like I'm like telling him,
• 30:38
  Speaker 1: I'm gonna spend. I'm gonna blow my load, Like let's
• 30:42
  Speaker 1: fucking if I'm gonna have to pull my load, let's
• 30:44
  Speaker 1: go somewhere.
• 30:45
  Speaker 2: So anyways, so I did research a lla TikTok.
• 30:48
  Speaker 1: Shout out to fucking TikTok if nine out of ten
• 30:50
  Speaker 1: times never does me wrong. And we went to this
• 30:53
  Speaker 1: place called Hasslan Hasslan h A s A l O
• 30:57
  Speaker 1: M Hasslan.
• 30:59
  Speaker 2: It's Middle Eastern. The chef is is Rayleigh Ivan.
• 31:02
  Speaker 1: He was there and when I did my TikTok research,
• 31:07
  Speaker 1: there was like a recent opening and like stars were there.
• 31:11
  Speaker 1: Hold on, Okay, so there's one in Miami and Vegas
• 31:15
  Speaker 1: and New York. Okay, so it's Middle Eastern. This place
• 31:20
  Speaker 1: was a fucking vibe from the beginning to the end.
• 31:23
  Speaker 1: So what I liked about the restaurant is that they
• 31:26
  Speaker 1: were saying the menu changes every night, which I think
• 31:28
  Speaker 1: is a great like sign. You can sit at the
• 31:33
  Speaker 1: chef's counter, and so they cook everything out in the open,
• 31:36
  Speaker 1: which I think is another great sign. And the service
• 31:41
  Speaker 1: was amazing, and the vibes are even better. So walk in,
• 31:45
  Speaker 1: I already see like a bunch of people with their
• 31:47
  Speaker 1: towels like.
• 31:48
  Speaker 3: Doing this thing. Oh yeah, there was a DJ.
• 31:52
  Speaker 1: They do birthday celebrations with like trumpets and shit and
• 31:57
  Speaker 1: or some I don't know, they play this loud music whatever.
• 31:59
  Speaker 1: And so we chose to sit at the chef's counter,
• 32:01
  Speaker 1: just because my boyfriend is like upset, Like he works
• 32:06
  Speaker 1: in sports, but athletes are not his like celebrities like
• 32:10
  Speaker 1: most dudes, like famous chefs and just chefs in general.
• 32:13
  Speaker 3: He cooks, so he.
• 32:14
  Speaker 2: Cooks, yeah, but like he is a chef groupie.
• 32:16
  Speaker 1: It's actually hilarious because I knew nothing about this going
• 32:21
  Speaker 1: in other than I'm like, okay, Middle Eastern food, fresh, interactive, fun,
• 32:26
  Speaker 1: gonna be special birthday vibes. But at one time he goes,
• 32:30
  Speaker 1: that's Ivan. I'm like, who's Ivan, And he's like that
• 32:32
  Speaker 1: that's the head chef. And I'm like, how the fuck
• 32:34
  Speaker 1: do you know this?
• 32:35
  Speaker 2: Like who do you do?
• 32:36
  Speaker 3: You know who Ivan is?
• 32:37
  Speaker 1: And we talked to Ivan and he was so great.
• 32:40
  Speaker 1: He sent over free food. I don't know whatever it was.
• 32:42
  Speaker 1: It was one of the best meals I've ever had.
• 32:45
  Speaker 1: Everything was so fresh. We watched the guy make it
• 32:48
  Speaker 1: in front of us. The facaca was fire. I ate
• 32:54
  Speaker 1: some like I don't usually eat lamb because I feel terrible,
• 32:58
  Speaker 1: but at a place like that, I was like, okay,
• 33:00
  Speaker 1: And they filled onions with this like ground lamb and
• 33:04
  Speaker 1: it was one of the best things I've ever tasted.
• 33:07
  Speaker 2: The mushroom pasta thought of you.
• 33:10
  Speaker 3: Yeah, we both like climax.
• 33:12
  Speaker 1: It was so rich and so yummy, and it was
• 33:15
  Speaker 1: the the hen of the forest, you know those you
• 33:18
  Speaker 1: know those mushrooms that that I think they call them
• 33:22
  Speaker 1: the head of the forest because it's like protein of
• 33:25
  Speaker 1: the forest, the forest, hen of the wood. No, it's
• 33:32
  Speaker 1: a restaurant, no forest. I wish like hen of the forest, mushroom,
• 33:41
  Speaker 1: Chicken of the woods, not Hone of the Forest, Chicken
• 33:45
  Speaker 1: of the Woods. It's it's like a big ass meaty mushroom.
• 33:50
  Speaker 1: So it's like you really feel like you're getting.
• 33:54
  Speaker 3: Love a media. Oh yeah, like media.
• 33:56
  Speaker 1: As fuck, and you feel like you're getting I don't know,
• 33:58
  Speaker 1: like a protein. Well it is, I guess protein, but
• 34:00
  Speaker 1: I don't know. The meal was amazing and the fucking
• 34:03
  Speaker 1: vibes like this one girl in this red dress, shout
• 34:05
  Speaker 1: out she was MVP. She danced the entire time, even
• 34:08
  Speaker 1: while she was eating. She was standing up like belly
• 34:10
  Speaker 1: dancing or like what type of just dancing like this
• 34:13
  Speaker 1: they played shout out to she was a patron oh,
• 34:17
  Speaker 1: I think, but she must have known. Someone was like,
• 34:19
  Speaker 1: they let her do whatever.
• 34:21
  Speaker 3: She is mine queen.
• 34:23
  Speaker 1: She was, well, she's dancing by her table and her
• 34:25
  Speaker 1: friend kept like trying to give her food and be
• 34:27
  Speaker 1: like sit down, and she was like no, and she
• 34:28
  Speaker 1: just danced all night long. There was, yeah, the test
• 34:32
  Speaker 1: swing of the towels. There's a lot of like Middle
• 34:35
  Speaker 1: Eastern music thrown in with like a techno twist. Shout
• 34:38
  Speaker 1: out to my Jewish brothers and sisters. They did the
• 34:41
  Speaker 1: techno version of Havanagila, which is a dance that we
• 34:45
  Speaker 1: do it bar and about Mitzvass, I say we because
• 34:47
  Speaker 1: I you know, yeah, I'm just like I'm welcome in
• 34:51
  Speaker 1: the tribe, I think.
• 34:52
  Speaker 3: And yeah.
• 34:53
  Speaker 1: It was just I don't know. It was just one
• 34:55
  Speaker 1: of the best meals I've ever had in everything. And
• 34:58
  Speaker 1: one of the tests, if you didn't know, for a
• 35:00
  Speaker 1: Michelin Star restaurant, is if you drop something, how fast
• 35:03
  Speaker 1: the weight staff picks it up?
• 35:05
  Speaker 3: Oh? Really? Yeah?
• 35:06
  Speaker 1: And it was our last day in Vegas, who we
• 35:10
  Speaker 1: were both we had one brain cell between each other,
• 35:12
  Speaker 1: and we kept dropping like our napkin and shit, and
• 35:14
  Speaker 1: like literally too.
• 35:15
  Speaker 3: I didn't even think about it.
• 35:16
  Speaker 1: And the guy one time, I didn't even know it
• 35:18
  Speaker 1: dropped and he gave me the napkin, so shit, I
• 35:20
  Speaker 1: don't know. It was just highly recommend Middle Eastern food.
• 35:23
  Speaker 1: It was in the Venetian, which is beautiful, but it
• 35:25
  Speaker 1: was just I don't know. I think it's like one
• 35:28
  Speaker 1: of my favorite restaurants of all time, hasslan.
• 35:32
  Speaker 3: It was so good. It was yummy.
• 35:35
  Speaker 4: So I'll go into something I ate this week that
• 35:39
  Speaker 4: I loved and it's gonna make you really sad, but
• 35:42
  Speaker 4: I will preface with I have a newfound entertainment over
• 35:47
  Speaker 4: the last year or so with Jeffrey Starr, who is
• 35:51
  Speaker 4: on TikTok and is a TikTok superstar. I know he's
• 35:54
  Speaker 4: been problematic in the past and his views do not
• 35:56
  Speaker 4: represent my views. However, I think he's fucking hilarious. So
• 36:00
  Speaker 4: I've been watching him like crazy. And he's left La
• 36:03
  Speaker 4: and now he lives in Wyoming and he has a
• 36:05
  Speaker 4: makeup store there, and he's opening one in Miami or no,
• 36:09
  Speaker 4: Nashville and then soon to be Miami. But he also
• 36:14
  Speaker 4: farms yaks, and so I tried yak jerky.
• 36:19
  Speaker 2: Did you go to his?
• 36:20
  Speaker 4: No, I bought it and it ships to your house.
• 36:23
  Speaker 4: It's like cured jack. Oh my god, cured yak jerky.
• 36:28
  Speaker 4: So it's like yak like jerky. You know what I'm
• 36:31
  Speaker 4: talking about.
• 36:32
  Speaker 2: I think I know why you're poor.
• 36:36
  Speaker 4: What okay?
• 36:36
  Speaker 3: So I had to try it. You don't like so
• 36:39
  Speaker 3: much shit?
• 36:41
  Speaker 4: I do love a jerky. I like it's like kind
• 36:48
  Speaker 4: of like a I don't know how to like describe it.
• 36:51
  Speaker 4: It kind of looks like a cow horse sort of thing.
• 36:54
  Speaker 1: Oh, look at her, she's cute, like their little their
• 36:59
  Speaker 1: little Oh you're fucked up.
• 37:01
  Speaker 4: I know, So I had it, but they have so
• 37:03
  Speaker 4: many different flavors. So I had their sweet and spicy,
• 37:06
  Speaker 4: and then I had their Holapano cranberry jerky.
• 37:10
  Speaker 1: You do have a spicy r.
• 37:14
  Speaker 3: And it was good. And there's and I was reading
• 37:16
  Speaker 3: up on it.
• 37:16
  Speaker 4: There's like grass fed obviously artificial hormone free, like it's
• 37:25
  Speaker 4: supposed to be like antibiotic free, like it's supposed to
• 37:27
  Speaker 4: be like better for you than like ground me, like beef,
• 37:31
  Speaker 4: like cow.
• 37:31
  Speaker 2: Beef, Like, yeah, that's not good for you, which.
• 37:35
  Speaker 4: I didn't know that it was like so bad for
• 37:36
  Speaker 4: you and the process and all this stuff.
• 37:38
  Speaker 3: So it's supposed to be a good alternative.
• 37:40
  Speaker 4: Although like yaks are like fierce in their own in
• 37:43
  Speaker 4: their own mind, I don't think I would ever do.
• 37:46
  Speaker 4: They just look fierce, you know, like I don't think
• 37:51
  Speaker 4: I would ever do like ground yak. That is almost
• 37:55
  Speaker 4: too far for me. But the jerky was really good,
• 38:00
  Speaker 4: and it's supposed to be better for you. I don't
• 38:02
  Speaker 4: I'm not a jerky person. I don't have jerky in
• 38:03
  Speaker 4: my house all the time, like eating jerky, Like it's
• 38:05
  Speaker 4: more of like if I'm in a gas station, you know,
• 38:07
  Speaker 4: on a road trip like a road trip snack.
• 38:10
  Speaker 3: But they were good. There were snack sticks and they
• 38:12
  Speaker 3: were good.
• 38:13
  Speaker 1: Okay, when you got a bad jaw, you can't have
• 38:15
  Speaker 1: jerky of anything, really no, because you can't. Like, girl,
• 38:22
  Speaker 1: I have so much botox in my fucking jaw, and
• 38:24
  Speaker 1: it's like still. I mean it's much better, but like
• 38:27
  Speaker 1: this bitch much must be strong, really strong, because it's
• 38:31
  Speaker 1: still I still grind.
• 38:32
  Speaker 3: It's still hurts a strong jaw. Also, not you commenting
• 38:40
  Speaker 3: about my titties?
• 38:42
  Speaker 2: I was, yeah, yeah, probably so was I.
• 38:46
  Speaker 1: I laughed.
• 38:47
  Speaker 2: I was like I was, and it.
• 38:48
  Speaker 4: Was like, way, I thought I DMed you, but then
• 38:51
  Speaker 4: I realized that it was on the podcast.
• 38:53
  Speaker 3: I'm the only one. You don't. You don't even want
• 38:56
  Speaker 3: the login, so it was only me. I don't have
• 39:00
  Speaker 3: the lugin of any of my put I'm faut right now.
• 39:02
  Speaker 2: So they are like tittying.
• 39:05
  Speaker 3: Your titties are fat.
• 39:06
  Speaker 2: Like I'm fat right now for myself.
• 39:09
  Speaker 3: If you're not fat right now, but you gain weight
• 39:11
  Speaker 3: in your titties, their sacks of fat.
• 39:14
  Speaker 4: But I thought they were just the same size. I
• 39:15
  Speaker 4: didn't know you're weight fluctuated in your titties. Oh yeah,
• 39:20
  Speaker 4: So like, can you be different bras sizes depending on
• 39:23
  Speaker 4: like your body weight? Yes, oh yeah, I didn't know
• 39:26
  Speaker 4: your titties. I knew like when you got pregnant, but
• 39:28
  Speaker 4: I thought that was like hormones, like I didn't know.
• 39:30
  Speaker 1: It was like it's the milk, like oh yeah, okay, yeah,
• 39:38
  Speaker 1: and guys are gonna gar them be like sounds nice,
• 39:41
  Speaker 1: but like it's not.
• 39:43
  Speaker 2: It's not.
• 39:44
  Speaker 3: I mean, but your titties were out and I commented they.
• 39:46
  Speaker 1: Weren't even out like the top of them, and I
• 39:49
  Speaker 1: was like, ship, but no, you did comment, and that's
• 39:51
  Speaker 1: why they look My plumb titties are fucking huge, literally
• 39:57
  Speaker 1: like being so much fat. No, I you have to
• 40:00
  Speaker 1: say that, but like you're not even looking.
• 40:03
  Speaker 3: I see you every day.
• 40:04
  Speaker 1: Is it my Yeah, that's why you don't know that
• 40:06
  Speaker 1: I got fat. I seriously did, Like I have to
• 40:09
  Speaker 1: fucking pump the brakes and don't come for me. I'm
• 40:14
  Speaker 1: using fat for my personal body type, like I know
• 40:17
  Speaker 1: when my jeans don't button that I've gained some weight. Okay,
• 40:21
  Speaker 1: I've gained some weight, and I'm not as active as
• 40:24
  Speaker 1: I need to be right now, and I'm really need
• 40:27
  Speaker 1: to lose weight.
• 40:28
  Speaker 3: But that's a whole nother story. That's why my tits
• 40:30
  Speaker 3: are big. Is it my turn?
• 40:33
  Speaker 2: Jeffree Star?
• 40:34
  Speaker 3: Yeah?
• 40:37
  Speaker 2: Putting Yak in your top five is wild.
• 40:39
  Speaker 1: It was good top five top five of the.
• 40:44
  Speaker 3: Was it gamy No, I don't know. I don't trust it.
• 40:49
  Speaker 4: I tasted it was just spicy, okay, spicy and sweet.
• 40:53
  Speaker 4: It was jalapeno cranberry. Oh yeah good.
• 40:59
  Speaker 3: I was gonna bring you some this.
• 41:01
  Speaker 1: No, like, so I'm gonna yeat it looks okay, I'm
• 41:07
  Speaker 1: gonna do another Vegas thing. But just because it's like
• 41:10
  Speaker 1: the overarching experience. So we stayed at Circa because that's
• 41:14
  Speaker 1: where my boyfriend was working, and it's the spot if
• 41:18
  Speaker 1: you've seen it online. They have stadiums swim which has
• 41:21
  Speaker 1: like all the screens, and it's absolutely insane that they
• 41:23
  Speaker 1: were the first place to think about it like doing
• 41:26
  Speaker 1: that because in the other casinos they.
• 41:28
  Speaker 2: Like the sports betters, they put you off to the side.
• 41:31
  Speaker 1: You almost feel like I saw one casino whereas individual
• 41:34
  Speaker 1: chairs and like your little pot and the screens are
• 41:36
  Speaker 1: so small and you it almost is like they treat
• 41:39
  Speaker 1: them like they're bad, like the way. Yeah, So I
• 41:43
  Speaker 1: can't believe I didn't think of this, but I've never
• 41:46
  Speaker 1: stayed off the strip ever until this time. First of all,
• 41:50
  Speaker 1: Circa is super fucking nice. It's gotta be a new
• 41:52
  Speaker 1: I think it's newer, so it's it's Old Vegas. So
• 41:55
  Speaker 1: it's on Freemont. I was wondering today if you'd ever
• 41:59
  Speaker 1: been there, because.
• 42:00
  Speaker 3: I haven't gone past. I think Bellagio this is far.
• 42:05
  Speaker 1: So I've seen it a million times on people's like
• 42:09
  Speaker 1: Vegas stuff, but I didn't know that that's what people
• 42:11
  Speaker 1: were talking about when they were talking about Old Vegas,
• 42:13
  Speaker 1: and I've been to Old Vegas in terms of like
• 42:16
  Speaker 1: places around there. I actually did a show on the
• 42:18
  Speaker 1: old Morning Show that I was on from the iHeart Studios,
• 42:22
  Speaker 1: which are on Fremont Street, which is insane, but that's
• 42:26
  Speaker 1: a street that I was posting from. That's like but
• 42:29
  Speaker 1: people can drive on the perpendicular roads and there's like
• 42:33
  Speaker 1: screens overhead. That's like the real fuckery like that that
• 42:38
  Speaker 1: is like really where you sit where I saw that
• 42:40
  Speaker 1: like gorilla Like there were people on drugs, which was sad.
• 42:43
  Speaker 1: But there's just like a little bit of everything on
• 42:45
  Speaker 1: Fremont Street, and the hotel connects right to the streets.
• 42:49
  Speaker 1: So you walk out of the hotel and you're right there,
• 42:52
  Speaker 1: and actually there's a ton of hotels and casinos lining
• 42:55
  Speaker 1: the street because I guess that was the old Las Vegas,
• 42:58
  Speaker 1: I guess. And it was a great it was a
• 43:02
  Speaker 1: great time staying over there. There's like also good restaurants
• 43:04
  Speaker 1: over there. There's I don't know whatever, but the hotel
• 43:08
  Speaker 1: super nice. Staying on Fremont was.
• 43:13
  Speaker 2: Great, a great.
• 43:14
  Speaker 3: We went to the Strip.
• 43:16
  Speaker 1: We went to the Strip, won twice twice, and so
• 43:22
  Speaker 1: it wasn't that bad of an uber. But I don't know,
• 43:25
  Speaker 1: like I feel like they have their own restaurants over there.
• 43:29
  Speaker 1: They have their own things to do that like zip
• 43:31
  Speaker 1: line that you can do across the street.
• 43:33
  Speaker 2: That's where all of that is.
• 43:35
  Speaker 1: And I don't know why more people don't stay there.
• 43:40
  Speaker 3: Maybe they don't know about it.
• 43:41
  Speaker 2: I mean I think they do because it was there first.
• 43:44
  Speaker 3: I don't know.
• 43:45
  Speaker 1: There's a hotel called the d there, which is a
• 43:46
  Speaker 1: Detroit hotel. I think the circus guys from Michigan too, But.
• 43:50
  Speaker 3: Yeah, I don't know.
• 43:50
  Speaker 1: It's like they had their own really good restaurants, their
• 43:53
  Speaker 1: own stuff to do. The stadium swim a ton of
• 43:56
  Speaker 1: people were just going there during the day.
• 43:59
  Speaker 2: But yeah, I just like highly like stay in old Vegas.
• 44:03
  Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm gonna have to go check it out.
• 44:04
  Speaker 4: You definitely wonder be driven through it because like for
• 44:07
  Speaker 4: a couple of years I had to go to the
• 44:08
  Speaker 4: Fairgrounds and that.
• 44:10
  Speaker 3: Was like far from the streps. I remember that, like maybe, but.
• 44:14
  Speaker 4: I also don't remember seeing that thing. I've seen that
• 44:17
  Speaker 4: like over yeah street like screens before, like in videos
• 44:21
  Speaker 4: and photos. I've never seen it in real life, so
• 44:24
  Speaker 4: I don't think I've ever been over there.
• 44:25
  Speaker 3: I had no idea.
• 44:26
  Speaker 1: And it's just lined with restaurants, bars, and there's some
• 44:30
  Speaker 1: some of the best in Vegas are there. And then
• 44:32
  Speaker 1: at the end there's an area that's all made out
• 44:35
  Speaker 1: of shipping containers, Like these little bars and houses are
• 44:38
  Speaker 1: all made out of shipping containers.
• 44:40
  Speaker 3: I don't know. It's just like I don't know.
• 44:42
  Speaker 1: I've only ever done Vegas on the Strip, That's what
• 44:45
  Speaker 1: I know.
• 44:45
  Speaker 2: And we love the strip.
• 44:46
  Speaker 1: Like one night we just like walked through every casino
• 44:48
  Speaker 1: and just I saw it with a little bit more
• 44:50
  Speaker 1: sober eyes than I normally have.
• 44:52
  Speaker 3: But oh this is different.
• 44:53
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't know, like consider going staying at Circa
• 44:56
  Speaker 1: or Old Vacas. It was fun and you actually should
• 45:01
  Speaker 1: it is.
• 45:01
  Speaker 2: It is a sight to see. It is a site.
• 45:04
  Speaker 1: There were like you could take photos with Chippendale's. There
• 45:07
  Speaker 1: were girls with their titties now like it was. It
• 45:09
  Speaker 1: was time as a time.
• 45:11
  Speaker 3: All right. My next thing is something that just made
• 45:16
  Speaker 3: me feel.
• 45:18
  Speaker 4: Good about myself this week and we we but I
• 45:25
  Speaker 4: mean my boyfriend and I made our our weekly trip
• 45:28
  Speaker 4: to Minards, which if the weekend goes by and I'm
• 45:32
  Speaker 4: not at any less than two hardware stores, then something
• 45:37
  Speaker 4: is off, like one of us must be sick because
• 45:40
  Speaker 4: all I do is go to Minards sometimes multiple times
• 45:42
  Speaker 4: on the weekend to.
• 45:44
  Speaker 3: Buy random show. But you're hot, and that's not where
• 45:46
  Speaker 3: the hotties.
• 45:47
  Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, I should be going to the home depot.
• 45:49
  Speaker 4: And actually I was given the choice to go to
• 45:50
  Speaker 4: Minards or Home Depot and I chose Minards. Why maybe
• 45:53
  Speaker 4: I know my place that I'm mid tier. But Minard's
• 45:56
  Speaker 4: got these new shopping carts, okay, and they are double
• 46:00
  Speaker 4: not double the size, but they're they're wider. And I
• 46:03
  Speaker 4: noticed that this is the second story that I've gone
• 46:05
  Speaker 4: to because Meyer is the same way they've gotten wider carts,
• 46:08
  Speaker 4: and so it makes me feel like.
• 46:11
  Speaker 3: I'm just this.
• 46:13
  Speaker 4: Girl, yeah, walking, you know, prancing through the store, pushing
• 46:16
  Speaker 4: my little shopping cart, getting my hard goods.
• 46:19
  Speaker 3: Yeah, like you know, like my my.
• 46:21
  Speaker 2: Arms are Yeah, anything to make me feel skinny, right.
• 46:25
  Speaker 4: I was like, oh, this car is so big, but
• 46:27
  Speaker 4: like I'm pushing it with my little skinny arms.
• 46:29
  Speaker 3: Yeah, you know, like I was feeling very c u
• 46:32
  Speaker 3: and t like. I was very like I'm shopping and
• 46:35
  Speaker 3: on here me.
• 46:36
  Speaker 4: I don't like saying it, oh really verbally, yeah, I
• 46:39
  Speaker 4: like spelling it really.
• 46:41
  Speaker 3: It makes me feel dirty. I don't understand the power
• 46:44
  Speaker 3: that that word.
• 46:45
  Speaker 1: It's only white people too, by the way, that who
• 46:47
  Speaker 1: have made hunt like a thing.
• 46:49
  Speaker 3: Yeah, I don't understand that one. I don't know.
• 46:53
  Speaker 4: But I was like, ooh, every story should get these
• 46:55
  Speaker 4: type of carts because I feel.
• 46:56
  Speaker 3: You're also losing weight and like on a fitness journey.
• 46:59
  Speaker 3: Yeah I am, but.
• 47:00
  Speaker 4: Not that drastic to where I should feel like that.
• 47:05
  Speaker 4: I don't know if I will ever feel that way.
• 47:08
  Speaker 4: But shouts out to Minards for getting you know how
• 47:10
  Speaker 4: people have like skinny mirrors. These are skinny carts, is
• 47:12
  Speaker 4: what I'm already happening outside. I don't know if you
• 47:17
  Speaker 4: guys could hear that. I don't know, but I like
• 47:20
  Speaker 4: big shopping carts.
• 47:22
  Speaker 1: You do, that's crazy. I'm listening. I'm just trying to
• 47:26
  Speaker 1: look on my list. I don't know what we could
• 47:29
  Speaker 1: be cheering about.
• 47:30
  Speaker 3: We're at work. Nothing, No, just kidding.
• 47:33
  Speaker 1: I love it, Okay, Well, when I thought it was
• 47:35
  Speaker 1: still Women's month, I just wanted to talk about how
• 47:39
  Speaker 1: our favorite women.
• 47:39
  Speaker 2: Jalen Hurts my favorite woman.
• 47:43
  Speaker 1: He not only is like the most handsome man and
• 47:48
  Speaker 1: a good dude it seems like and really fucking good football.
• 47:52
  Speaker 1: But he is an all female team.
• 47:54
  Speaker 3: I learned, and I just.
• 47:56
  Speaker 4: Want to, oh, like, uh like management team?
• 48:02
  Speaker 2: Yes, so I believe.
• 48:07
  Speaker 3: Hold on, I want to get this right.
• 48:12
  Speaker 1: Yeah, has an all female management team, so shout out
• 48:16
  Speaker 1: to Nicole ln his agent, Chantal Romaine, Shakima Simmons Winter, Yes,
• 48:23
  Speaker 1: Jenna Malfris, and Rachel Everett, and they handle various aspects
• 48:28
  Speaker 1: of his career.
• 48:29
  Speaker 2: He has an.
• 48:30
  Speaker 1: All female team and let's see, Oh this, I like
• 48:35
  Speaker 1: this little don't don't tell anyone I like this AI situation.
• 48:38
  Speaker 1: But he said that he likes to have a diverse
• 48:44
  Speaker 1: group of skilled people aroundhim, but he said, I have
• 48:46
  Speaker 1: a team of straight hustlers. They get things done, and
• 48:49
  Speaker 1: that's how I am on the field and off the field.
• 48:51
  Speaker 1: And it is it is an all female team. And
• 48:55
  Speaker 1: I just want to shout out to him about that.
• 48:59
  Speaker 1: And it looks like he made history with it.
• 49:03
  Speaker 3: Oh, like being the only one, Yeah to do.
• 49:07
  Speaker 2: That, let's see rare pause.
• 49:11
  Speaker 3: I just want to find the leadership gap. Mmmm. That's cool.
• 49:19
  Speaker 3: Good for him.
• 49:22
  Speaker 1: I don't he's so hot to he's see for example,
• 49:29
  Speaker 1: the Forbes twenty twenty four list of the world's high
• 49:31
  Speaker 1: spaid athletes didn't include a single woman.
• 49:33
  Speaker 3: Oh that's great. I don't know.
• 49:36
  Speaker 1: He made history about it, and like, I just want
• 49:38
  Speaker 1: to thank him for his service.
• 49:41
  Speaker 3: That's pretty cool. Yeah.
• 49:43
  Speaker 2: I love that.
• 49:44
  Speaker 3: I love that he celebrates Women's Month every freaking day.
• 49:48
  Speaker 1: Yeah, my king love that about him. Right, it's April first,
• 49:51
  Speaker 1: but he's still celebrating.
• 49:53
  Speaker 3: Because he doesn't stop. Right. So, in honor of International
• 49:59
  Speaker 3: Women's Month.
• 50:01
  Speaker 5: Which ended, which ended, I'll talk about one of my
• 50:04
  Speaker 5: women of the week, Okay, and that is not only
• 50:08
  Speaker 5: than miss Arni Grande, which I love her obviously, like
• 50:12
  Speaker 5: I so her and I have had a very sordid past.
• 50:16
  Speaker 3: If you will.
• 50:17
  Speaker 4: Okay, so she did a show for us, and it
• 50:21
  Speaker 4: was kind of when she was in her immature age,
• 50:23
  Speaker 4: and it wasn't giving. It wasn't giving that I should
• 50:26
  Speaker 4: stand here anymore, stand her anymore. I also did not
• 50:30
  Speaker 4: like her first album. I thought it was very kid zie.
• 50:35
  Speaker 4: I just didn't get into it right. I loved her
• 50:40
  Speaker 4: features more like her song with z was really good,
• 50:45
  Speaker 4: but the turning point for me was really the Dangerous
• 50:48
  Speaker 4: Woman of it All. Okay, that album was everything for me,
• 50:52
  Speaker 4: and I saw the tour. It was good, but then
• 50:56
  Speaker 4: my obsession with her has just grown to where like
• 50:58
  Speaker 4: thank You Next for me was like a could movement.
• 51:01
  Speaker 4: Every single song on that I think she calls it
• 51:03
  Speaker 4: an album was good. It's more of an EP to me, but.
• 51:08
  Speaker 3: Was so good.
• 51:09
  Speaker 4: And then I just have loved watching her sort of
• 51:11
  Speaker 4: blossom obviously into the wicked of it all. Sweetener was
• 51:17
  Speaker 4: really good that album, and then Think You Next came
• 51:21
  Speaker 4: right after that, and then Positions was it gave what
• 51:27
  Speaker 4: it needed to give for COVID like but like Eternal
• 51:32
  Speaker 4: Sunshine was really good for me. That was the latest
• 51:35
  Speaker 4: album and she was very much in her R and
• 51:37
  Speaker 4: B bag. I very much love like trap Ariana, Like
• 51:40
  Speaker 4: that's why I think you Next is like so high
• 51:41
  Speaker 4: in the list for me. But I feel like she
• 51:44
  Speaker 4: did a good mix of like pop and R and
• 51:46
  Speaker 4: B with Eternal Sunshine. And then she released the deluxe
• 51:50
  Speaker 4: version finally this past week after it's been out for
• 51:54
  Speaker 4: literally like a year, and the new songs are so
• 51:57
  Speaker 4: good and I'm like, hey, like you've been holding on
• 51:59
  Speaker 4: to this, like what are we doing? And then she
• 52:01
  Speaker 4: also let out a short film on YouTube so it
• 52:04
  Speaker 4: was free for everyone to watch, called Brighter Days, and
• 52:09
  Speaker 4: it was really cool because it was almost like forward
• 52:13
  Speaker 4: sort of. It showed a little bit of like production
• 52:16
  Speaker 4: of the music. And I think I've talked about this
• 52:18
  Speaker 4: maybe on this podcast or somewhere else before, but I
• 52:21
  Speaker 4: love that she is She's so involved in the production
• 52:26
  Speaker 4: of her music, like all the behind the scenes, like
• 52:28
  Speaker 4: she's sitting with her little laptop like changing tones and
• 52:31
  Speaker 4: changing pitches and like whatever. And I just didn't think
• 52:35
  Speaker 4: that of her, Like I thought she very much was
• 52:36
  Speaker 4: like very much a booth girly, like she comes in
• 52:39
  Speaker 4: and slays the vocal and like gets right like but no,
• 52:42
  Speaker 4: like she's very involved in like what she puts out,
• 52:45
  Speaker 4: which is really cool. And so she was showing how
• 52:50
  Speaker 4: she actually made She used her voice to make a
• 52:53
  Speaker 4: beat to one of the songs and she like showed
• 52:56
  Speaker 4: how it was giving very well John Bellian, you know
• 52:59
  Speaker 4: how John Bellian Bellion.
• 53:01
  Speaker 3: I don't know how to say his last night.
• 53:02
  Speaker 2: I don't know much about him, but people love him.
• 53:04
  Speaker 4: Yeah, Like but I yeah, it's kind of like a
• 53:07
  Speaker 4: j rsh for me, but like he get very much
• 53:10
  Speaker 4: like he can take sounds and like he does that
• 53:12
  Speaker 4: live in his shows, Like he'll take sounds and like
• 53:15
  Speaker 4: make the beats.
• 53:16
  Speaker 3: It's like kind of what Ed Scheron does with the pedal.
• 53:18
  Speaker 4: Right, yeah, so like you know that, but like to
• 53:21
  Speaker 4: take her voice and sort of like manipulate it in
• 53:23
  Speaker 4: a way to make a beat was really cool. So
• 53:25
  Speaker 4: the half the movie is that, But the other half
• 53:27
  Speaker 4: of the movie is she's she's like her. She's dressed
• 53:31
  Speaker 4: up as the grandma version of her and she's sort
• 53:33
  Speaker 4: of like looking back on her life, which was crazy,
• 53:38
  Speaker 4: and then it really made me realize. I was, like
• 53:41
  Speaker 4: she really is like that girl, Like she can act,
• 53:45
  Speaker 4: she gets she's super creative, like she is so good
• 53:49
  Speaker 4: at her music obviously like so into that, and I
• 53:51
  Speaker 4: was like, I feel like if I would have looked
• 53:53
  Speaker 4: back at my first sort of interactions with her, first
• 53:56
  Speaker 4: I wasn't around for her like Disney part Like I
• 53:58
  Speaker 4: didn't that, I didn't do that.
• 54:01
  Speaker 1: She was Nickelodeon, wasn't. I think she was Nicoloe. I
• 54:04
  Speaker 1: was very much like a Disney kid. And also I
• 54:06
  Speaker 1: think too old for that time. Yeah, I missed that,
• 54:09
  Speaker 1: but I think she was Nickelodeon. Yeah, because you spoke
• 54:13
  Speaker 1: on all that like bad ship about the nut.
• 54:15
  Speaker 3: Yeah, you're right, you're right. I forget was its sunny.
• 54:18
  Speaker 2: With Sam and Kat?
• 54:23
  Speaker 3: No, we're both just like oh yeah, samy Cat, you're right. Yep. Kay.
• 54:28
  Speaker 4: I didn't even know the name of that show, Victoria
• 54:30
  Speaker 4: that existed. Okay, so yeah I missed all of that.
• 54:34
  Speaker 2: So I yeah, we were graduating.
• 54:37
  Speaker 3: I mean you had you were in college. Yeah, that
• 54:41
  Speaker 3: would have been weird if I was. Yeah. So yeah,
• 54:44
  Speaker 3: So if I would have looked back like.
• 54:45
  Speaker 4: Sort of my first interaction of like, oh, she's just
• 54:47
  Speaker 4: one of these pop gullars, it's going to be like
• 54:48
  Speaker 4: hearing gone the fact that she's like sort of transitioned
• 54:50
  Speaker 4: into like this, like you know, prolific actress is like crazy.
• 54:57
  Speaker 4: I know she only has one movie, but like, yeah,
• 54:59
  Speaker 4: I think like you know, but I I mean it
• 55:02
  Speaker 4: could have been a flop and it wasn't.
• 55:04
  Speaker 2: I mean, she's an amazing Glinda.
• 55:05
  Speaker 1: I will say, like the isle of Lucy comparison, like
• 55:09
  Speaker 1: we need to not Oh yeah, that was offensive to me.
• 55:12
  Speaker 1: And I think that they're both great in their own
• 55:15
  Speaker 1: rights obviously, like Lucy's my queen, but I I.
• 55:21
  Speaker 4: Just don't know, just know, I don't think. I also
• 55:23
  Speaker 4: do not think she needs to be the Brittany.
• 55:25
  Speaker 3: I don't think we need that. I know her name
• 55:27
  Speaker 3: has been thrown around.
• 55:28
  Speaker 4: I don't think she gives that energy.
• 55:32
  Speaker 3: With her playing Brittany either.
• 55:34
  Speaker 4: Yeah, I think there are other options, and I love
• 55:37
  Speaker 4: her and I think that would be like huge, but
• 55:38
  Speaker 4: I don't think that that is that's not I don't
• 55:41
  Speaker 4: think one popstar needs to play another, Like I don't.
• 55:43
  Speaker 3: Make that bad. She can't. She's done. She's done, like
• 55:47
  Speaker 3: all those crazy impressions.
• 55:49
  Speaker 4: You remember that she's on Balon and shit, like she's
• 55:53
  Speaker 4: so talented and I'm like, I just don't think I
• 55:55
  Speaker 4: think like it pisses me off that like she was
• 55:57
  Speaker 4: sort of like I get you sort of do what
• 55:59
  Speaker 4: you need to do to be successful, right, but like
• 56:02
  Speaker 4: and maybe that's what she wanted to do, but like
• 56:04
  Speaker 4: the donut licking of.
• 56:05
  Speaker 3: It all, like all that like forgot, we didn't need
• 56:08
  Speaker 3: all that. Right.
• 56:09
  Speaker 2: She was a child star, so she's probably weird.
• 56:11
  Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, I think they're all a little goofy as
• 56:14
  Speaker 1: someone who tried to be one. Something's wrong like your parents.
• 56:19
  Speaker 1: I don't know something's going on there, but yeah, I
• 56:22
  Speaker 1: mean I think for me with her, she's so obviously
• 56:25
  Speaker 1: talented and like people were so out the gate comparing
• 56:28
  Speaker 1: her to Mariah Carey and stuff.
• 56:30
  Speaker 2: And I do also think that she.
• 56:34
  Speaker 1: Had a little air of diva in her so like
• 56:36
  Speaker 1: at times I've been turned off, but I've watched her
• 56:39
  Speaker 1: grow a ton And I think specifically like with her
• 56:43
  Speaker 1: and Cynthia, I loved their press tour and how they
• 56:47
  Speaker 1: spoke to media and how they spoke to fans and
• 56:50
  Speaker 1: their relationship with each other. And yeah, I mean, she's
• 56:55
  Speaker 1: certainly very talented and she was a great Glinda.
• 56:57
  Speaker 3: I think I loved the journey. I think maybe that's
• 56:59
  Speaker 3: like you, well, yeah, we grew up with her.
• 57:02
  Speaker 4: Yeah, then, like because it could have gone off the
• 57:04
  Speaker 4: rails so many different ways, you know, and granted not
• 57:07
  Speaker 4: every move was perfect, but to be where you're at
• 57:11
  Speaker 4: now to where like I would assume like her next,
• 57:14
  Speaker 4: you know, acting endeavor even though I think she wants
• 57:17
  Speaker 4: to do Broadway.
• 57:17
  Speaker 1: She said, yeah she does, but she's a theater kid,
• 57:20
  Speaker 1: like you can tell, like she's yeah, she's a theater kid.
• 57:23
  Speaker 3: Like she's got an air, which is so cool.
• 57:25
  Speaker 4: I don't know, there's so many there's it's just so
• 57:27
  Speaker 4: like dimensional with her. And the new songs on the
• 57:32
  Speaker 4: album are quality. My favorite is twilight Zone. But she
• 57:36
  Speaker 4: also has a song called Dandelion, and I just thought
• 57:40
  Speaker 4: it was really creative to say, like I'm always going
• 57:42
  Speaker 4: to be your Danda line where like I'm always just
• 57:44
  Speaker 4: gonna keep like popping up, like you know what I mean,
• 57:46
  Speaker 4: Like I don't know. I thought that was really cool
• 57:47
  Speaker 4: and and I love that she. I also love a
• 57:49
  Speaker 4: pop star because I think it's it's becoming more common
• 57:53
  Speaker 4: now than not than before. But I think like a
• 57:56
  Speaker 4: pop star that like actually is involved in the processing.
• 58:00
  Speaker 3: Of course, right, because we saw so much of yeah
• 58:04
  Speaker 3: that didn't happen and yeah, so love her.
• 58:09
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean she's similar to Miley to me in that,
• 58:12
  Speaker 1: like I think there's a threshold of fame that you
• 58:16
  Speaker 1: reach where like I don't think they're ever going to
• 58:17
  Speaker 1: like not be famous, and they've reached the right to
• 58:20
  Speaker 1: like kind of fuck up on project or do whatever.
• 58:23
  Speaker 1: They're always kind of going to be And like Miley
• 58:26
  Speaker 1: turned into a very respectful singer and artist.
• 58:29
  Speaker 2: And I think it's just them growing up.
• 58:33
  Speaker 3: To go through your crazy.
• 58:34
  Speaker 4: I mean everyone did it, you know, like you got
• 58:36
  Speaker 4: to go through your little crazy phase.
• 58:39
  Speaker 3: Yeah, I do like that.
• 58:41
  Speaker 1: And I don't know if this is true, but at
• 58:42
  Speaker 1: one point, when like the diva thing was like very
• 58:45
  Speaker 1: ever present with her, I read that she only like
• 58:48
  Speaker 1: her security guards have to carry her like a baby. Yeah,
• 58:51
  Speaker 1: And that's always been my level of fame, like that
• 58:53
  Speaker 1: I would want to aspire to because I would love
• 58:55
  Speaker 1: to be carried like a baby.
• 58:56
  Speaker 3: Yep. I saw it in real life. Okay, good And
• 58:59
  Speaker 3: she was carried like a little baby, walk on stairs
• 59:03
  Speaker 3: and white boots, so you got I get that.
• 59:06
  Speaker 2: I don't want to walk ever.
• 59:07
  Speaker 3: If the option is to get carried, get carried.
• 59:10
  Speaker 1: Yeah, No, I want to be carried by a big
• 59:12
  Speaker 1: security everywhere.
• 59:14
  Speaker 3: I'll do my music one too.
• 59:16
  Speaker 1: And I know you like country, but do you like
• 59:18
  Speaker 1: like folky music like I do?
• 59:20
  Speaker 3: It depends some of it.
• 59:23
  Speaker 2: Do you know Charles Wesley Godwin?
• 59:25
  Speaker 1: Okay, So I have a playlist called like Listen with Whiskey,
• 59:31
  Speaker 1: and it's just people who have that like it's not country,
• 59:34
  Speaker 1: but it's that smoky like you think, like Chris Stapleton
• 59:39
  Speaker 1: or But I love his vibe. His voice is beautiful.
• 59:43
  Speaker 1: He has a couple bangers. Just came out with an album.
• 59:46
  Speaker 1: I think my favorite right now is I think it's
• 59:49
  Speaker 1: called Dance in the Rain, but it's really just he
• 59:53
  Speaker 1: sounds like I'm in a cabin, like there's a fire crackling.
• 1:00:00
  Speaker 2: Yeah, dance in the Rain. I love that song.
• 1:00:01
  Speaker 1: But if you like that sort of music, and I
• 1:00:05
  Speaker 1: feel like that kind of music is like, okay, I
• 1:00:06
  Speaker 1: can put a playlist of that on and I don't
• 1:00:08
  Speaker 1: necessarily need to like know the words or whatever. It's
• 1:00:10
  Speaker 1: just creating a vibe. But I think he's great, and I.
• 1:00:14
  Speaker 3: Don't really know. Let's see, I don't.
• 1:00:18
  Speaker 1: Know how long he's been on the scene, but I
• 1:00:19
  Speaker 1: highly recommend if you like that sort of like warm bonfire.
• 1:00:24
  Speaker 1: I don't know, folky vibe and you don't want the
• 1:00:27
  Speaker 1: like you know my girl left me and yeah, yeah, yeah,
• 1:00:31
  Speaker 1: you know.
• 1:00:31
  Speaker 3: So just a recommendation. I love that.
• 1:00:34
  Speaker 4: Okay, my last one and I had to throw it
• 1:00:36
  Speaker 4: on here because we had some zeppa. Literally the other day, bitch,
• 1:00:41
  Speaker 4: I will watch the weather, and that is like one
• 1:00:43
  Speaker 4: thing that I will be upset. I watched the news
• 1:00:46
  Speaker 4: every single night. I've said that numerous times on this podcast.
• 1:00:50
  Speaker 4: But the other day there was like bad weather come.
• 1:00:53
  Speaker 4: I have like three weather apps. Okay, so when there's
• 1:00:55
  Speaker 4: like bad weather coming, my phone is a fucking Christmas
• 1:00:59
  Speaker 4: tree just like this and watch the radar and this
• 1:01:02
  Speaker 4: and this is going to this part. Lightning is two
• 1:01:03
  Speaker 4: miles from you and like this is that right? And
• 1:01:06
  Speaker 4: like I don't know it just it feels like I
• 1:01:07
  Speaker 4: need to be informed, Like I don't know, I need
• 1:01:10
  Speaker 4: to always be informed.
• 1:01:11
  Speaker 3: I don't know why, but like I always didn't know
• 1:01:13
  Speaker 3: what's going on with the weather.
• 1:01:15
  Speaker 4: Yeah, And so Mike and I were working outside and
• 1:01:19
  Speaker 4: I was like, okay, like you know you're starting in
• 1:01:21
  Speaker 4: this project, but like it's gonna start like storming in
• 1:01:24
  Speaker 4: like ten minutes and he's like, he's like, what are
• 1:01:26
  Speaker 4: you talking about.
• 1:01:26
  Speaker 3: I'm like it, it's coming.
• 1:01:28
  Speaker 4: And now we're at the point of our relationship where
• 1:01:29
  Speaker 4: like he just trusts me because he knows that I
• 1:01:32
  Speaker 4: have educated myself on the weather that is coming. And
• 1:01:36
  Speaker 4: we picked everything up, moved it, got inside, and it
• 1:01:39
  Speaker 4: poured like sideways rain like whatever. And I said told you,
• 1:01:43
  Speaker 4: like I I like to pay for No, I don't
• 1:01:47
  Speaker 4: pay for any of them.
• 1:01:48
  Speaker 1: So my friends pay for one and it's like it'll
• 1:01:50
  Speaker 1: be raining, it's like going to rain in fifteen seconds
• 1:01:52
  Speaker 1: or something.
• 1:01:52
  Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, but my my weather app does that.
• 1:01:54
  Speaker 4: I have the Weather Channel appt that is the most
• 1:01:58
  Speaker 4: reliable for me. I was gonna ask, Yeah, so the
• 1:02:01
  Speaker 4: Weather Channel app is the most reliable. I have had
• 1:02:03
  Speaker 4: the one that I think, I know that you're talking about,
• 1:02:05
  Speaker 4: but I had the free version because I was like,
• 1:02:06
  Speaker 4: I'm not paying for that. But I deleted that one
• 1:02:08
  Speaker 4: because I knew that I eventually would probably end up
• 1:02:12
  Speaker 4: paying for it and I don't need that. So so yeah,
• 1:02:16
  Speaker 4: so then when that happened, I immediately have to and
• 1:02:20
  Speaker 4: I immediately have to turn on the news because I
• 1:02:22
  Speaker 4: have to see what what like the weather man is
• 1:02:24
  Speaker 4: saying right about the weather.
• 1:02:26
  Speaker 3: I don't know.
• 1:02:27
  Speaker 4: And but then I started thinking, like I wonder if
• 1:02:29
  Speaker 4: people like you who probably don't do that right, Like
• 1:02:32
  Speaker 4: why do you, like is it okay for you to
• 1:02:36
  Speaker 4: know like what not, like what's coming the weather? Like
• 1:02:41
  Speaker 4: are you okay with that? Like not that I'm shaming you,
• 1:02:44
  Speaker 4: but like do you just like live in peace? Like
• 1:02:48
  Speaker 4: but it's okay? Like I have to know like how
• 1:02:51
  Speaker 4: bad is it going to get? How long are there tornadoes?
• 1:02:53
  Speaker 4: Where are their tornadoes at? Like I need to like
• 1:02:55
  Speaker 4: know all this stuff.
• 1:02:56
  Speaker 3: I don't think that concerns me, Okay.
• 1:02:59
  Speaker 1: I check the weather like every night for the next
• 1:03:02
  Speaker 1: day and then every morning to see what the fuck
• 1:03:04
  Speaker 1: show wear because Chicago is acdine.
• 1:03:07
  Speaker 3: But yeah, no, I mean I don't.
• 1:03:10
  Speaker 1: I don't watch the news because I could see something
• 1:03:12
  Speaker 1: that would hurt me very deeply, and then I'll think
• 1:03:15
  Speaker 1: about I don't like a lot of something that very
• 1:03:20
  Speaker 1: much triggers me is talking about hypotheticals.
• 1:03:23
  Speaker 2: Like I actually get very angry.
• 1:03:25
  Speaker 1: So like election night, like it's like shot like so
• 1:03:30
  Speaker 1: you know, and it's like this storm could do this
• 1:03:32
  Speaker 1: or that, or it's like okay, you know what I mean,
• 1:03:34
  Speaker 1: I don't like.
• 1:03:36
  Speaker 3: Where it's going, and like, yeah, I just feel like
• 1:03:38
  Speaker 3: it's a big old fucking waste of time.
• 1:03:40
  Speaker 1: You know what I mean, like until it happens, like
• 1:03:42
  Speaker 1: there's nothing to talk about, and so I don't like hypotheticals.
• 1:03:46
  Speaker 3: So no, I mean, I'm okay.
• 1:03:48
  Speaker 1: Like again, it's pretty much just for outfit purposes. I
• 1:03:52
  Speaker 1: don't I'm not going to behave any differently. You know,
• 1:03:58
  Speaker 1: sometimes I think.
• 1:04:00
  Speaker 4: And I was like, okay, girls, like the dogs were
• 1:04:02
  Speaker 4: on the floor, were like in our tornado.
• 1:04:05
  Speaker 2: Was this Sunday when I flew home.
• 1:04:07
  Speaker 1: Yeah, they kept emailing us like you.
• 1:04:11
  Speaker 2: Guys like it's like, bitch, it was bad.
• 1:04:13
  Speaker 3: It was like blowing around my yard.
• 1:04:15
  Speaker 1: I know they kept telling me, but I said, bitch,
• 1:04:16
  Speaker 1: I'm getting on this plane. I'm going straight home. Sorry,
• 1:04:20
  Speaker 1: I'm not ignoring. I'm trying to find a screenshot for
• 1:04:22
  Speaker 1: my last thing. But it's just not, oh good, something
• 1:04:24
  Speaker 1: I wrote for my job. This is not what I
• 1:04:26
  Speaker 1: was looking for. But what is more sensitive? The glitterists
• 1:04:28
  Speaker 1: or the tip of a penis something I.
• 1:04:30
  Speaker 3: Wrote for probably because it's hidden, right.
• 1:04:33
  Speaker 2: It's not why, but it has I feel.
• 1:04:36
  Speaker 3: Like the tip of a penis touches things all the time.
• 1:04:38
  Speaker 1: Where like you keep saying that, but we have ten
• 1:04:42
  Speaker 1: and eighty one nerve endings and a penis only has
• 1:04:44
  Speaker 1: four thousand.
• 1:04:47
  Speaker 3: So that's the problem.
• 1:04:48
  Speaker 2: It's not because it keeps like touching the fall time.
• 1:04:51
  Speaker 3: It's desensitized. Is the tip of my penis looking for
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  Speaker 3: Oh here we go, okay, the tip of your peece. Yeah,
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  Speaker 3: you call it your row up everywhere. I don't call
• 1:05:00
  Speaker 3: it anything, okay.
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  Speaker 2: Number five is sleep because.
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  Speaker 1: Agreed, since I got into this industry, that's when my
• 1:05:12
  Speaker 1: sleep issues started. I have like I don't I can't sleep, Okay,
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  Speaker 1: I cannot sleep, And it just reminds me how important
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  Speaker 1: sleep is. Okay, And I went into Vegas on three
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  Speaker 1: hours of sleep and like could not fucking catch up
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  Speaker 1: to save my life. And like the hours were different
• 1:05:32
  Speaker 1: and it made everything so excruciating, and you just reach a.
• 1:05:36
  Speaker 4: Point where you're like like you're almost like I get
• 1:05:39
  Speaker 4: like physically ill, same, I.
• 1:05:41
  Speaker 1: Get physically ill, and I it's really bad. Like I
• 1:05:46
  Speaker 1: there's an old I was saying, like, you know, she
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  Speaker 1: doesn't wear her weary like I wear my weary like I.
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  Speaker 3: People will be like I'm tired.
• 1:05:54
  Speaker 1: I'm like, I don't think it's tired in the way
• 1:05:56
  Speaker 1: that I'm tired, because it makes me shake my heart hurts,
• 1:05:58
  Speaker 1: like I don't. People are just like, oh, I'm tired,
• 1:06:01
  Speaker 1: but I can move through it. Like it really makes
• 1:06:03
  Speaker 1: me and my mental health very low and for me,
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  Speaker 1: like the less I sleep, the harder it is to sleep,
• 1:06:09
  Speaker 1: and so like I couldn't catch up, and I'm still
• 1:06:11
  Speaker 1: like very much. My my fucking boyfriend last night was
• 1:06:15
  Speaker 1: yapping in his sleep.
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  Speaker 3: All night long.
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  Speaker 2: He was crying.
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  Speaker 3: He was telling me, you're so pritty, let me cry.
• 1:06:20
  Speaker 3: And then I was like, okay, great, go to.
• 1:06:22
  Speaker 2: Sleep, like thanks for thinking of me, and he's.
• 1:06:25
  Speaker 3: Like, you're so pritty.
• 1:06:26
  Speaker 2: Then he's like I have so many feelings.
• 1:06:28
  Speaker 1: Like he was just saying wild shit, and I was
• 1:06:32
  Speaker 1: like you are and then he was laughing and I
• 1:06:34
  Speaker 1: was like, you're fucking Like So anyways, I still haven't
• 1:06:37
  Speaker 1: supped and I'm losing it, and I like I all
• 1:06:40
  Speaker 1: my friends who become new moms and stuff, they they
• 1:06:43
  Speaker 1: are finally experiencing like the loss of sleep that I've
• 1:06:46
  Speaker 1: we've been experiencing for so long, and so my crash
• 1:06:49
  Speaker 1: out is also not getting sleep, and I wanted to
• 1:06:53
  Speaker 1: read something because I always remind people when they're on
• 1:06:57
  Speaker 1: a few days of no sleep and they think the
• 1:07:00
  Speaker 1: smallest thing is like a huge thing, and your world
• 1:07:04
  Speaker 1: really feels like it's it's crashing down. So depression is
• 1:07:08
  Speaker 1: measured by what scientists called the Hamilton scale on a
• 1:07:11
  Speaker 1: zero to fifty nine point basis, zero being happiness happiest,
• 1:07:16
  Speaker 1: fifty nine being suicidal. The strongest antidepressant meds affect a
• 1:07:20
  Speaker 1: score on average of negative one point eight points. A
• 1:07:24
  Speaker 1: good night's sleep affect a score on average of negative
• 1:07:26
  Speaker 1: six points. So sleep matters so much to mental health.
• 1:07:32
  Speaker 1: And I hate the fucking saying we'll sleep when we're dead,
• 1:07:35
  Speaker 1: Like you need to sleep, you need to sleep, And
• 1:07:39
  Speaker 1: I start to go looney Tunes and like you know,
• 1:07:43
  Speaker 1: then it's like I got to sleep tonight in the
• 1:07:44
  Speaker 1: pressure and I don't like so I feel like I'm
• 1:07:46
  Speaker 1: like going crezy. So my crashout is currently me not
• 1:07:49
  Speaker 1: sleeping and just fucking being insane.
• 1:07:52
  Speaker 3: And uh, sleep is very important.
• 1:07:55
  Speaker 1: So it is great when you get it in my
• 1:07:57
  Speaker 1: top five, and when I don't.
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  Speaker 4: It's gonna shush out, okay, on with my crash out
• 1:08:03
  Speaker 4: and I talked about this on the show that we're on,
• 1:08:05
  Speaker 4: but I will talk about it again, Like surprise. It
• 1:08:08
  Speaker 4: was a terrifying moment in my life. And I was
• 1:08:11
  Speaker 4: walking in the morning at like four am to let
• 1:08:15
  Speaker 4: my dogs out to go to work, and there was
• 1:08:19
  Speaker 4: a fucking spider hanging from the fucking ceiling in the
• 1:08:22
  Speaker 4: middle of the kitchen. And I still can't get over it.
• 1:08:25
  Speaker 3: I think they're my spirit animal. Spiders. I think so well.
• 1:08:30
  Speaker 3: I smushed the fuck out of it.
• 1:08:33
  Speaker 1: Yeah you would, I had to. They're very good for
• 1:08:36
  Speaker 1: the environment. They're very maternal.
• 1:08:38
  Speaker 3: Witch. What is it doing in my kitchen.
• 1:08:40
  Speaker 2: Eating worse bugs?
• 1:08:41
  Speaker 3: Probably what's in my kitchen. I don't have roaches. How
• 1:08:46
  Speaker 3: dare you say I have roaches? Having roaches?
• 1:08:50
  Speaker 1: I don't know if a spider could eat a roach
• 1:08:53
  Speaker 1: like that's crazy.
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  Speaker 2: They're just really good. Spiders are really good.
• 1:08:57
  Speaker 4: No, No, not in my kitchen.
• 1:09:03
  Speaker 3: That's not okay.
• 1:09:04
  Speaker 2: That's the first time you seen a spider in your house.
• 1:09:06
  Speaker 4: No, I see in the bathroom and I okay. If
• 1:09:11
  Speaker 4: I see a spider in my bathroom and I'm in
• 1:09:14
  Speaker 4: the shower, okay, And it it's not trying to square
• 1:09:20
  Speaker 4: up like if it's chilling.
• 1:09:23
  Speaker 3: I'll let it live.
• 1:09:26
  Speaker 4: What yes, I will be okay, okay, you we can
• 1:09:30
  Speaker 4: share this space for some reason. The bathroom, I'm okay
• 1:09:33
  Speaker 4: with it living now. If it's trying to get wild,
• 1:09:36
  Speaker 4: it's moving a lot. I'm drowning your ass with the
• 1:09:38
  Speaker 4: shower head. That's what's happened to.
• 1:09:39
  Speaker 1: Spiders don't like eat human food. That like that, Like
• 1:09:42
  Speaker 1: it's not the kitchen thing isn't.
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  Speaker 4: I know, but like you don't belong there, Like get
• 1:09:47
  Speaker 4: away from my food, bro.
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  Speaker 3: They don't want I spend money. I don't want your blood.
• 1:09:53
  Speaker 4: I don't want it on my food. I don't want
• 1:09:55
  Speaker 4: it near my food. That could go on, I know,
• 1:10:00
  Speaker 4: but to see it in my kitchen.
• 1:10:01
  Speaker 3: It's your crash out. I know. I don't bitch.
• 1:10:04
  Speaker 1: It fucked me like, I'm sorry. She's probably a mom
• 1:10:09
  Speaker 1: and you probably killed her. She's probably pregnant. When I
• 1:10:13
  Speaker 1: was little, spiders laid eggs in my comforter because bugs
• 1:10:17
  Speaker 1: love me. And every morning, like my mom and I
• 1:10:20
  Speaker 1: would find all these bites all over my body.
• 1:10:22
  Speaker 2: We had no idea why.
• 1:10:24
  Speaker 1: Until this woman that when she was a single mom,
• 1:10:27
  Speaker 1: she traded cleaning services for massages. What do you just
• 1:10:34
  Speaker 1: call my mom a process.
• 1:10:35
  Speaker 2: No, she was a single mom trying to get herself.
• 1:10:41
  Speaker 3: I'm sorry, I'm crying because this spider.
• 1:10:45
  Speaker 1: She my mom learned to be a messuse so she
• 1:10:48
  Speaker 1: could pay support us while she wantchool.
• 1:10:50
  Speaker 2: One you just called her appros.
• 1:10:52
  Speaker 1: But my mom was like, I don't have time to
• 1:10:54
  Speaker 1: clean her house. Can you clear her house and I'll
• 1:10:55
  Speaker 1: give you massages? And it was like an, which, I
• 1:11:00
  Speaker 1: see you. But anyways, the cleaning ladies saw the spiders
• 1:11:05
  Speaker 1: crawling out of my company and they laid eggs in
• 1:11:07
  Speaker 1: there and they were biting me every night.
• 1:11:10
  Speaker 3: Yeah, okay, let's go. Okay,