What I Learned in September... I Am Cancer Free!

Why Did I Get Cancer? with Deborah Herlax Enos · Oct 9, 2025 · 14m

I've been avoiding my "final" surveillance oncology appointment.

Why was I avoiding it?

I wish I had a good answer for you.

I was a little scared; I'd felt a weird lump in one of my breasts and experienced some pain in the other breast.

As I drove to my appointment with my husband, a Bible verse from James came to mind. Count it ALL joy when facing various trials.

Really? Would I have JOY while sitting in my oncologist's office?

I don't think so.

How do we "count it all joy" when we don't know what the outcome will be?

I guess that's the point. Growing in our faith and persevering, even when…