
My Wife Caught Me Doing Coke : Sober, But Still Struggling: The Part Recovery Podcasts Skip
Today i sat down with my good friend Ray.
Relapse doesn’t usually start with picking up a substance.
It starts quietly — with secrecy, self-deception, and the belief that “I’ll handle this on my own.”
In this episode, we have a brutally honest conversation about what relapse actually looks like after time in recovery — when you’re no longer in crisis, no longer desperate, and no longer asking for help.
We talk about being sober for years and still escaping. About how addiction becomes a chemical eject button for discomfort, fear, shame, resentment, money stress, and feeling out of control…
The skinny
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