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The Woman You’re Becoming Can’t Live in Old Nervous System Patterns · The Arise with Anita Podcast

• 0:02
  SPEAKER_01: I need a space for me.
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  SPEAKER_01: I need to have an house and more.
• 0:26
  SPEAKER_01: I think I next full.
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  SPEAKER_01: So here's a couple of episodes for me and interviews with school triple leaders, the best in their fields, who live what they teach and rise by example.
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  SPEAKER_01: Each conversation is a callus for your next breakthrough.
• 0:42
  SPEAKER_01: You're not breaking, you're breaking through.
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  SPEAKER_01: Let's go ahead and rise together.
• 0:48
  SPEAKER_02: Welcome back, beautiful souls, or welcome if you're new here to the Rise with Anita podcast.
• 0:55
  SPEAKER_02: Before we dive in, I'm going to ask you to go ahead and take a breath with me.
• 1:03
  SPEAKER_02: Inhale through the nose.
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  SPEAKER_02: Slowly exhale through your mouth.
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  SPEAKER_02: Allow your shoulders to drop.
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  SPEAKER_02: Yes, I'm calling that out.
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  SPEAKER_02: And just allow yourself to feel the support beneath your body right now.
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  SPEAKER_02: If you're driving, walking, or sitting, just allow yourself to let your nervous system know you're safe here.
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  SPEAKER_02: Because today's conversation isn't about becoming a whole new person.
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  SPEAKER_02: It's about recognizing that the woman you're already becoming cannot survive inside of the old nervous system patterns that what kept you safe.
• 1:45
  SPEAKER_02: And if you've felt tired lately, not physically, but perhaps soul tired as we've headed out of the holidays, if you've noticed that your old ways of coping are no longer working, that's not regression, it's an evolution.
• 2:02
  SPEAKER_02: Give yourself some grace.
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  SPEAKER_02: Here's something most women aren't told.
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  SPEAKER_02: Your nervous system was designed to protect who you were, not who you're becoming.
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  SPEAKER_02: So when you begin to raise your standards, when you begin to change the quality of your life, when your truth wants more space, your body might start to respond with fear, hesitation, or shutdown.
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  SPEAKER_02: Not because it's wrong, but because it's a familiar patterning.
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  SPEAKER_02: And if I'm being authentic here, I found myself in the same place over the weekend.
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  SPEAKER_02: This is why so many women have said, I know better, and yet I still do it.
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  SPEAKER_02: I've healed this, why is it back?
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  SPEAKER_02: And I just want to take a moment there to pause and just remind you: if you feel like you've healed and you're still finding that old patterns are coming up, healing is not a linear journey.
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  SPEAKER_02: Healing doesn't just remove patterns, it reveals them.
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  SPEAKER_02: And as you're doing your identity expansion work, that demands a relationship with safety to be met.
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  SPEAKER_00: Specifically in your nervous system.
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  SPEAKER_02: So let's name some of those old pattern systems that cannot come with you.
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  SPEAKER_02: So bits of perhaps old identities.
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  SPEAKER_02: Over explaining to feel safe.
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  SPEAKER_02: Staying quiet to avoid disruption.
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  SPEAKER_02: Pushing through exhaustion to feel worthy.
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  SPEAKER_00: Because you want to prove your worth and prove your value with how much you're doing.
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  SPEAKER_00: Shrinking your needs to maintain the connection.
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  SPEAKER_02: Choosing certainty over truth.
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  SPEAKER_02: These aren't flaws.
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  SPEAKER_02: They are adaptive intelligence.
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  SPEAKER_02: And at some point in your life, your body has learned this is how I stay loved.
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  SPEAKER_02: This is how I stay included.
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  SPEAKER_02: This is how I stay safe.
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  SPEAKER_02: But the woman you're becoming no longer needs her survival strategies.
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  SPEAKER_02: She needs the capacity.
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  SPEAKER_02: And your body is asking, can I feel safe without abandoning myself?
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  SPEAKER_02: So I want to take a moment to slow down and really anchor in this version of what those patterns represented.
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  SPEAKER_02: Because anytime we're bracing ourselves front of bubble or for what is coming next, I am finding that these old patterns will resurface and resurface until we finally make our peace with them.
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  SPEAKER_02: So if you're going through something right now, or you feel like you're on the edge of your next breakthrough, and you're having these old patterns come up, just like I did over the weekend.
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  SPEAKER_02: Firstly, I want you to go ahead and give yourself grace and passion.
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  SPEAKER_02: Because I know for me, the immediate place my mind went to is self-deprecation.
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  SPEAKER_02: I should be further along.
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  SPEAKER_02: I shouldn't be having this part of my human experience.
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  SPEAKER_02: And it's so easy for us to feel like we're doing something wrong.
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  SPEAKER_02: Or the process is not working, or you're not doing enough of the work.
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  SPEAKER_02: And these were all things that I myself had been struggling with.
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  SPEAKER_02: And two things before we get into what I did schematically.
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  SPEAKER_02: I want to remind you that this is what happened.
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  SPEAKER_02: War group, who you're surrounding yourself with is key.
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  SPEAKER_02: Because normally my instinct during that type of shutdown would be let me isolate, let me push out, and not ask for support.
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  SPEAKER_02: Because how do I let people know that I am in this lower vibration state?
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  SPEAKER_02: And time and time again, what's been coming up for me is this need to actually start unveiling the vulnerability because I am not a hundred percent perfect.
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  SPEAKER_02: I am a work in progress, and I am going to continue to be a work in progress so long as I live.
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  SPEAKER_02: And I've already accepted that that's part of the whole soul's human journey.
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  SPEAKER_02: It's you're never going to be complete.
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  SPEAKER_02: So what I did that moment is I sent out what I call an SOS signal.
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  SPEAKER_02: Looked like a simple message, hey, I need support in this moment.
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  SPEAKER_02: And luckily, I allowed myself to accept support wherever I could.
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  SPEAKER_02: And that looked like voice memos, reminding me that where I was in my journey was completely normal.
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  SPEAKER_02: It looked like a phone call.
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  SPEAKER_02: Where by the middle of that call, my nervous system was starting to feel like, hey, I'm safe.
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  SPEAKER_02: This is part of the process.
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  SPEAKER_00: It is part of my becoming.
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  SPEAKER_00: So after that, I went back to everything I know.
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  SPEAKER_02: Reminding myself who I am.
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  SPEAKER_02: Checking in on how I'm breathing, how am I feeling within my body?
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  SPEAKER_02: Because, and as we get into whenever I release my book, my instinct is always first freeze or fly.
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  SPEAKER_02: Flight.
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  SPEAKER_02: Okay.
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  SPEAKER_02: And those are survival patterns.
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  SPEAKER_02: So I want to just take a moment and let's just slow this down a little bit.
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  SPEAKER_02: Right now, if you can, if you're not operating coming machinery, place one hand on your chest, one on your lower belly.
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  SPEAKER_02: And what this does is it actually reconnects you, right?
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  SPEAKER_02: How often do we forget to just give ourselves a little bit of grace?
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  SPEAKER_02: But, anyways, one hand on your chest, one on your lower belly.
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  SPEAKER_02: Don't change anything.
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  SPEAKER_02: Just notice how you feel.
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  SPEAKER_02: Do you have your body feeling open or does it feel braced?
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  SPEAKER_02: Are you forward or pulled back?
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  SPEAKER_02: And interestingly enough, when I was having that conversation, and I was what I would consider a little more frantic than my normal energy, there was a little bit of this chaotic pullback.
• 9:53
  SPEAKER_02: But for every person, there's this energy that's correct for them.
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  SPEAKER_02: And I want you to just pay attention as you're holding yourself.
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  SPEAKER_02: Is there a tension you didn't realize you were holding?
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  SPEAKER_02: And because this is where your identity lives, not in thought, but in the sensation.
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  SPEAKER_02: And the old nervous pattern says, race, prepare, protect.
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  SPEAKER_02: And the new nervous system, the new identity is asking you, can I stay present in this moment, in this discomfort without armor?
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  SPEAKER_02: Now that takes a lot of practice.
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  SPEAKER_02: But what I found is when I asked for support and I was feeling incredibly vulnerable, right?
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  SPEAKER_02: That vulnerability and the what-ifs kept coming in my head.
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  SPEAKER_02: Are they gonna think less of me if I share my human experience in this moment?
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  SPEAKER_02: That I don't have it all together.
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  SPEAKER_02: And it was in that moment and conversations that followed that made me realize that vulnerability actually connects us more than if you're sitting and showing that you have it all together.
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  SPEAKER_02: So here's the high truth.
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  SPEAKER_02: Most high-achieving women, Mufrayak.
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  SPEAKER_02: Your next level isn't going to require more discipline.
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  SPEAKER_02: It requires you to be more honest, more in your body.
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  SPEAKER_02: The more you become, the more that you are becoming the version of you, you're going to start realizing that there's a little bit more of this.
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  SPEAKER_02: She speaks her truth sooner than later.
• 11:55
  SPEAKER_02: She rests without feeling like she has to earn it.
• 11:59
  SPEAKER_02: I know something that's been dramatically mind-blowing for me is I've been hitting close to seven to eight hours of sleep a night.
• 12:10
  SPEAKER_02: As someone who used to be on that four to six hours, if I'm lucky, cusp, I consider that a blessing.
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  SPEAKER_02: Because I'm getting one with my nervous system.
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  SPEAKER_02: I'm allowing myself to take the rest before it hits me at a point of you're depleted, so now I'm going to force you into a rest.
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  SPEAKER_02: This is a big one.
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  SPEAKER_00: And the next version of you is going to require a pause before reaction.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that could be good, bad, but it requires a pause.
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  SPEAKER_02: More so of a the way I've started to see it is how will I feel after the fact when I'm reacting?
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  SPEAKER_02: And can I notice what sensations are coming up as I want to react?
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  SPEAKER_02: And I'm not an expert at this by any means, but it is something that has been a conscious choice to slow down.
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  SPEAKER_02: And she trusts that discomfort is information.
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  SPEAKER_02: It doesn't mean that something's wrong or dangerous necessarily.
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  SPEAKER_02: And that means if you are anything like me in 2025, you have to might have to lose things.
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  SPEAKER_02: Whether that's old rules, old dynamics.
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  SPEAKER_02: Ways relationships were not working out, and you started to have to speak on that.
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  SPEAKER_02: Old versions of yourself.
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  SPEAKER_02: But what you gain instead is integrity, and integrity feels like a calm power, not loud confidence.
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  SPEAKER_02: So here's a question I want you to sit with this week.
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  SPEAKER_02: Where am I still using my old patterns and nervous system responses to protect an identity that I've already outgrown?
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  SPEAKER_02: And I want you to notice when you say yes, but you feel tight, when you start to explain instead of breathe through it.
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  SPEAKER_02: When you're thrushing instead of grounded.
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  SPEAKER_02: It's not a failure.
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  SPEAKER_02: It's your body asking you for leadership.
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  SPEAKER_02: But leadership does not always mean force.
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  SPEAKER_00: It means safety first.
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  SPEAKER_02: So the woman you're becoming doesn't need to be rushed into an existence.
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  SPEAKER_02: She needs to be felt.
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  SPEAKER_02: So this week, I want you to actually try something out.
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  SPEAKER_02: When something feels uncomfortable, don't immediately go into fixing it or labeling it or overriding it.
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  SPEAKER_02: Rather, I want you to start noticing and ask, what does my body need right now to feel safe enough to stay present in this moment?
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  SPEAKER_02: Because that's how patterns dissolve.
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  SPEAKER_02: That's how your identity stabilizes.
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  SPEAKER_02: That's how you start to hit your next level without self-abandoning.
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  SPEAKER_02: And if this episode landed for you in your body and not just your mind, please share it with a woman who's in the in-between phase, who's shedding the old identity and old self, and who's learning to trust herself again.
• 15:58
  SPEAKER_02: I'll see you on the next time on the Rise with the Nia podcast.
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  SPEAKER_02: I would love to see how I can support you further.
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  SPEAKER_02: And until next time, that's all for now.
• 16:23
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