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- 0:00Hey humans, Zeps, Equals, Misinformation. Misinformation in capitals there. This is from a Twitter
- 0:13account in the name of Mark Smith. The image is just an American flag. Actually, it's American flag
- 0:19with the styles in a circle instead of in lines. Is that some old Confederate thing?
- 0:24Some kind of real American flag for real Americans. Not the ones with this new pansy flag.
- 0:32They've been starting since World War II, the real one. So Mark Smith is saying Zeps equals misinformation.
- 0:40Furthermore, Mark writes a big word for a guy with a Confederate flag that may or may not be a
- 0:47Confederate flag. I'm just an odd flag, an American flag of some description. Furthermore,
- 0:53he writes a big word, without a doubt, there are parents who have followed his advice, my advice,
- 1:00on COVID, on the COVID jabs, which have resulted in the death of their children.
- 1:05Says Mark, let that sink in. Go ahead, Libs. Fact check me. He writes,
- 1:11so he certainly owned me. I'm getting a lot of this at the moment. My Twitter feed is nothing but
- 1:18hate about how I was a peddler of misinformation. Now I've been called out. Now I've been proven to
- 1:27be on the wrong side of history because of my infamous moment with Joe Rogan. If you don't recall,
- 1:35earlier on this year, I was on Joe Rogan's podcast. I've been on seven times. Every time I'm on,
- 1:41we have some mild, agreeable disagreement about something because we see the world differently,
- 1:46but we love each other, nonetheless. This time it was about the risk of heart inflammation as a
- 1:52result of taking the vaccine, especially in young males. This is how that went. For young boys,
- 1:58in particular, there's an adverse risk associated with the vaccine. It's two to four fold
- 2:04increase in the instances of myocarditis. Yes, but you know what the hospitalization,
- 2:09you know that there's an increased risk of myocarditis in among that age cohort from getting
- 2:13COVID as well, which exceeds the risk of myocarditis from the vaccine. I don't think that's true.
- 2:18I don't think it's true. No, no, no, no. I don't think it's true that there's an increased risk of
- 2:22myocarditis from people catching COVID that are young versus increased risk of myocarditis from
- 2:27the vaccine. No, there is. There's a lot. Let's look that up because I don't think that's true.
- 2:31There's a lot. Myocarditis is more common after COVID-19 infection than vaccination,
- 2:35but is this with children? Yeah, we're talking about young people and boys aged under 30 after
- 2:43this is what says here. With children is the issue. Well, no, we were talking about 15 year olds.
- 2:48Well, we're talking about young children. It's a yes to all of the 17. 12 to 17,
- 2:52more like to build myocarditis with three months of catching COVID at a rate of 450 cases per
- 2:58million infection. This compares to 67 cases of myocarditis per million of the same time,
- 3:04following their second dose of Pfizer. Yeah, so you're about eight times likely to get myocarditis
- 3:09from getting COVID than from getting the vaccines. That's interesting. No, that's not what I've
- 3:14read before, but also it's like, well, even when we're reading these things, it's like, what are we
- 3:20getting this from? It was this from the VAERS report, but even from the VAERS reports, when they
- 3:25report this stuff, it's like the amount of people that report the under-reporting. So after that,
- 3:31the world exploded and then there was a campaign against Joe Rogan, not directly as a cause of
- 3:35this, but I sort of got swept up in it when Neil Young wanted to have his music taken off Spotify
- 3:40and people were saying Joe Rogan needed to be booted from Spotify and he had to apologize and
- 3:46all that jazz. I think you remember that unless you were living under a rock. And as a result,
- 3:51I was persona non-grata for a large swath of the people who thought that there had been COVID
- 3:56overreach because I was representative of the authoritative mainstream bootlicking blind
- 4:05sheeple attitude towards things instead of giving appropriate deference to, shall we say, crack
- 4:12pots on the sidelines who were claiming things that didn't have any epidemiological or medical
- 4:17basis, likely idea that vaccines were riskier than getting COVID. Now, subsequently, there have been
- 4:25studies that raised questions about whether or not COVID has the same impact on heart inflammation
- 4:32that we thought it did back then. And there's been more evidence about the validity of concerns
- 4:38about heart inflammation, particularly from the Moderna vaccine. So, you know, a year has passed,
- 4:46almost a year and so tons more data has come in and most recently was an Israeli study.
- 4:52The Israeli studies suggested that there was no increased risk of myocarditis and pericarditis
- 4:57from getting COVID. Now, I never know what to make when I see on Twitter people with PhDs spreading
- 5:04one study because there have been so many different studies, but that would seem to indicate
- 5:11that the risk of getting heart inflammation from COVID is lower than we thought that it was.
- 5:16Nonetheless, at the same time, heart.org, which is the official like heart health institute of
- 5:24the United States, which gives people the official advice about heart attacks and strokes.
- 5:31The American Heart Association, I should say, has a piece from not that long ago, August 22nd, 2022,
- 5:38so still a lot of data was in. Saying COVID-19 infection poses higher risk for myocarditis than
- 5:44vaccines. This is the official American Heart Association. The overall risk of myocarditis,
- 5:50inflammation of the heart muscle is substantially higher immediately after being infected with COVID-19
- 5:54that it is in the weeks following vaccination for the coronavirus. A large new study in England
- 5:58shows the detailed analysis of nearly 43 million people was published on Monday in the American
- 6:02Heart Association journal circulation. Now, again, that's for the whole population. So, the people
- 6:11who are attacking me on Twitter will note out say, yeah, but what if you just isolate it for,
- 6:15you know, like 15 to 25-year-old males, then it may actually be worse for them to get
- 6:21specifically a Moderna vaccine than just to catch COVID. Another person on the text line,
- 6:27hey, at Josh Seps, did you apologize to Joe Rogan yet? Remiocarditis from the Vax? I bet you didn't.
- 6:34And at Josh Seps, right, Tom, from sales, is outpedaling more misinformation and propaganda.
- 6:43Unfortunately, he won't be available to comment. Well, here I am being available to comment.
- 6:50And since everyone's asking for an apology for having owned Joe Rogan on the narrow point of
- 6:58myocarditis and vaccines, let me say this, if it turns out to be the case that myocarditis
- 7:07among young people is caused at a greater degree by vaccines in general,
- 7:17then by catching COVID-19, then I'm sorry for saying that that wasn't the case.
- 7:24I'm almost certain that's not the case, do we have not yet established that vaccines as a general
- 7:34group of drugs, COVID vaccines, and young people as an overall cohort, that using those two groups,
- 7:43that there is enough data to say that COVID-19 causes myocarditis at lower rates than vaccines do.
- 7:52But the more important qualification that I want to add here is how we ought to think about
- 8:00how we arrive at our beliefs. Because I'm happy to apologize for things I get wrong. I think
- 8:09that's the hallmark of an upstanding and good and intellectually curious person.
- 8:16But I'm also going to insist that I take pride in the means by which I arrive at my conclusions.
- 8:26And that anyone who has arrived at their conclusions, unsoundly, also needs to apologize,
- 8:34regardless of whether what they ended up believing turned out to be true. Let me explain.
- 8:39Anyone who's down to epistemology 101 in philosophy will be familiar with the term justified true
- 8:48belief as the basis of what we think knowledge is. A piece of knowledge is a justified true belief.
- 8:58It's not enough for it to be just a true belief. It's not enough for you to accidentally arrive
- 9:06at something that is true without having gone through a sound process of reasoning to get there.
- 9:15If I just tell you that the periodic table of the elements is a certain way, but you don't know
- 9:21off the top of your head whether or not that's true. And you believe me as a random stranger in
- 9:28the street or as someone who's just blogging without any authority online. And you take that belief
- 9:33to the bank. You haven't done a good job of arriving at your beliefs. And I have no reason to give
- 9:40credence to everything else that you say just because you happened to be right through a random
- 9:45crapshoot about that one thing. You're not an intellectually serious person. You're not being rigorous.
- 9:54I try to be rigorous. What that means is that at each point in time I'm going to take the best
- 9:59available evidence. And I'm going to try to articulate that. And I'm going to try to be as
- 10:03measured as I can in taking in all the evidence, all the opinions of people who know more than I do.
- 10:12And then trying to give credence to those propositions that I regard as being the most plausible.
- 10:19Is that going to always make me right? Of course not. I'll be wrong about many things,
- 10:25but I want to be wrong about them for the right reasons. I want to be wrong about them because at
- 10:31the time I was justified in believing them. So if it turns out to be the case that I was wrong about
- 10:38my occurditis and vaccines, which I don't think it yet is, then I am sorry for saying that. And
- 10:45I'm proud of the fact that I said it. And if you could run a tape of time again and put me back
- 10:50in that situation, I would defiantly say it again because I was believing the right thing based
- 10:56on the available evidence. If you disagreed with me at the time and it turns out that you were right,
- 11:04on what basis will you disagreeing with me? You were disagreeing with me because you're a
- 11:09fucking idiot who'd read something online and you wanted to spread misinformation about vaccines.
- 11:15You disagreed with me because you wanted to make sure that people whose lives might be saved by
- 11:20vaccines, that people who might help each other to get out of a raging pandemic were suspicious,
- 11:27needlessly suspicious of the health consequences of a safe drug because you didn't want them to take it.
- 11:36So you were complicit in spreading misinformation regardless of whether or not the misinformation
- 11:40turned out to be true. Science is a process. Knowledge is a process. At each way station along
- 11:50our walk, our march towards greater information, towards greater understanding and greater knowledge,
- 11:58at each way station, there will be occasions on which we get things wrong. But the solution
- 12:04to inadequate information is more information and better reasoning. It's not
- 12:12worse reasoning and googling something online and then clinging to that belief in the hope
- 12:18that it will end up being vindicated by the facts. But believing in it even before the facts were
- 12:23on your side. So I don't frankly don't give a fuck whether or not you were right or I was right
- 12:30or Joe was right or whether you want me to apologize on Twitter.
- 12:35If I was wrong about something then I'm sorry for being wrong about it and if I was wrong because
- 12:41I was arriving at that conclusion for sound reasons then I'm proud of having arrived at that
- 12:46conclusion and I would absolutely 100% do it again. In addition to justified true beliefs,
- 12:55there are unjustified true beliefs. I just sort of said like if I just randomly told you
- 13:00something about the periodic table of the elements and you believe me for no reason other than
- 13:04that I have a blog, that would not be a good reason to believe it. Another analogy I'll sometimes
- 13:10find in philosophy classes, suppose that a genie comes to you to grant you a wish or some supernatural
- 13:19being and says here's what I'm offering you. Over the next year you can acquire a lot of true
- 13:28beliefs about all kinds of topics that are important and interesting but you'll acquire them
- 13:32for unjustified and completely fallacious reasons and you will abide by those beliefs you will
- 13:39defend them quite firmly even though you have no good reason for believing them and they will not
- 13:45really be knowledge in any meaningful sense because you'll have unsound reasons for believing in
- 13:49them and as soon as you take this wish on you'll forget that I have a gave you this wish, you'll
- 13:54forget that this ever happened and you will go through the next year arriving for all kinds of
- 14:00stupid reasons at conclusions that are accidentally correct and you won't know why but you'll be right.
- 14:08Would you take it? Would you want to accept the offer to acquire a lot of new knowledge
- 14:17that will turn out to be true if the reasons why you're believing those things are total bullshit?
- 14:25It's an interesting thought experiment. You would be taking on a lot of unjustified true beliefs.
- 14:31In this chaotic world of knowledge where it's hard to make sense of what's right and wrong and
- 14:37there's a lot of skepticism towards institutions there's another class of belief or should I say
- 14:44disbelief to be more accurate which is not the unjustified true belief the thing that you just
- 14:51happen to be right about like for example that vaccines cause myocarditis at higher rates than
- 14:59COVID-19 or rather that a specific vaccine among a specific cohort of males of a specific age does.
- 15:08But there's also in addition to unjustified true beliefs unjustified true disbeliefs.
- 15:15So these are examples of popular skepticism towards things that people are mistaken about.
- 15:22A good example might be genetically modified organisms. There is widespread skepticism towards
- 15:28the safety of genetically modified organisms. GMOs are safe but we the EU for example has banned
- 15:38a genetically modified crops that harms Europeans it harms the people who need GMOs the most which
- 15:44are African farmers. At one point Zambia and it's not the only country refused food aid in the middle
- 15:52of a famine because it was genetically modified and the president thought that was poison.
- 15:59So there's this sort of cheap skepticism that filters down through blogs and the internet and
- 16:06whatever else superstition to people who don't know what to do and they just end up in a horrible
- 16:11mess. Another example of an unjustified disbelief might be skepticism towards evolution skepticism
- 16:20towards vaccination skepticism about genetics skepticism about nuclear energy a lot of the
- 16:26opposition to nuclear energy is not founded on science. It's founded on unjustified untrue disbeliefs
- 16:36and we are at risk at the moment of combining this weird tendency toward to disbelieving official
- 16:44organs of knowledge like academics and universities and health departments and combining that with
- 16:53a sort of credulity a real gullibility towards other sources of information that we might see online
- 17:00or on Twitter and this just brings me to my final point which is about the big picture of something
- 17:09like a public health crisis like a pandemic. The big mistakes that were made during...
- 17:16I mean look let me also add a lot I don't feel any shame about if I was wrong about my
- 17:22acarditis about being wrong about it at the time because I think I got I arrived at for the right
- 17:27reasons I know I did. There is one area where I do feel shame about the pandemic and that has to
- 17:34do with the effect that vaccines had on the transmissibility of the virus. All of the lockdowns all
- 17:41of the vaccine mandates all of the scanning of QR codes that we put up within Australia indeed
- 17:47really all of the mandatory isolation and the lockdowns and so on certainly all of the
- 17:53masking of kids and the closing of schools that took place largely thankfully not in Australia
- 17:57but much more predominantly in the United States. That was all predicated on the idea
- 18:02that once we got vaccinated we would be able to protect other people that the virus would not be
- 18:09infectious. Now there's a lot of misinformation about saying all the vaccines don't do anything
- 18:13to prevent transmission they do they reduce transmission you know seatbelts don't eradicate
- 18:20your risk of dying in a car accident they minimize it. There are all kinds of health
- 18:24protections that we do that don't eliminate our risks you know eating more fiber it doesn't
- 18:29eliminate your risk of bowel cancer but it does reduce it and similarly being vaccinated does
- 18:34reduce the transmissibility of the virus but it is by no means the panacea that we had been led to
- 18:41believe that it was at the beginning and I should have been more rigorous about that. That's my
- 18:47big regret from the pandemic I should have been more critically critically curious. I didn't
- 18:53separate in my head the I sort of took it as on good faith that public health officials were
- 18:57saying that the vaccine pretty much eliminates the risk of death and severe disease and therefore
- 19:08I thought that it probably dramatically reduced transmission and I didn't really spend the time to
- 19:16clearly articulate for myself on what grounds we were justifying lockdowns and QR codes and
- 19:25contact tracing and all that because if vaccines didn't play a big role in reducing transmission
- 19:32then all of that stuff should have ended much earlier and the only question should have been
- 19:36about hospital capacity and giving people an opportunity to get vaccinated but not coercing
- 19:42them into getting vaccinated because then it becomes a matter of personal choice. If the vaccines
- 19:46aren't really doing much to stop the risk that you pose to other people then you really do have to
- 19:52fall back on a fairly libertarian point of view about vaccination and just say look you're not
- 19:56really harming anybody else by being unvaccinated not to such a degree that it's worth deranging our
- 20:01entire society and locking us all up for hundreds of days right I mean so that's my big regret
- 20:08during that that's my that's my true me a culper because that was not just me arriving at a
- 20:13potentially untrue belief as a result of good reasoning that was actually a failure of reasoning
- 20:19in a fail my failure to think through clearly okay if how do we know that the vaccine is as effective
- 20:26at reducing transmission as they're saying it is I've only seen the data about reducing the risk
- 20:31of death and severe disease I haven't seen data about transmission and then making the second logical
- 20:38leap of if it's not true that it has a big impact on transmission if it's only reducing maybe by
- 20:43twice or three times but not by like you know 99% the risk of transmission then does all do all of
- 20:51these other restrictions that we're imposing on people to try to reduce the spread of the pandemic
- 20:56make any sense and do we have to dramatically curtail the amount of the imposition that we're
- 21:02imposing on people's lives so that's my genuine me a culper about covered um but coming back to
- 21:10the bigger question of the sort of context in which these debates were happening when I was sitting
- 21:14there in front of Joe Rogan and we were arguing about my car dytus and vaccines we were still in the
- 21:23midst of a very severe and traumatizing global public health crisis traumatizing both because of the
- 21:31virus itself and the consequences that it was having on people the million people it had killed
- 21:36in america alone and also because of all of the policies the scrambling policies that various
- 21:41countries had imposed to try to deal with it and my general attitude throughout the pandemic was
- 21:55it's extremely important that we minimize all of the health risks that come from this
- 22:01virus we know that a highly effective way of doing that is through vaccines
- 22:09and the mission to try to pick apart every single little thing that could be wrong with vaccines
- 22:19on the fly while we're in the middle of a sprint to try to get on top of this thing seemed a little
- 22:27bit personality and badly motivated COVID-19 causes a very mysterious range of knock-on effects
- 22:40on your body now for most people especially vaccinated people those effects are mild
- 22:45for a minority of people they're reasonably severe and peculiar and for a minority of a minority
- 22:54they ruin their lives for quite a long time and people have these sort of mysterious symptoms that
- 22:59are almost reminiscent of Lyme disease or something we have this ongoing fatigue you have ongoing
- 23:04lung problems you have ongoing cognitive problems where you can't focus and so on
- 23:10it deranges your system it's a new virus our bodies don't know what to do with it and it causes
- 23:15inflammation everywhere including sometimes in the heart and when you give this new flu even if it's
- 23:20a mild flu to billions of people who've never had it and whose immune systems have never seen
- 23:25anything like it it shows up in weird ways that are fine for most people and really awful for some
- 23:33and in the context of that to hunt down fringe examples of specific ways in which one vaccine
- 23:43can cause one problem for one cohort of people just seemed like bro give it a fucking rest
- 23:50you know what I mean it's like this is why I haven't engaged with this whole myocarditis thing ever
- 23:55since and why I just let the Twitter hate just wash over me because I'm like get a life really
- 24:03we're talking about extremely rare events we're talking about a pandemic where we know that the
- 24:08virus itself in rare cases causes really fucked up examples of inflammation all over the body
- 24:16so you're telling me that you've found some little Israeli study that shows that there were
- 24:22like hard inflammation incidents in 22 year old males as a result of getting this one vaccine
- 24:29well great it's good that we know that now maybe I won't get a fourth jab now the authorities
- 24:36can take that into account in their recommendations I mean what's even more bizarre is that this has
- 24:41now been taken into account by official health bodies including in Australia and it's being used
- 24:48by the conspiracy theorists as evidence of the secret ploy to hide the side effects of vaccines
- 24:59like it's literally I'm literally seeing it being tweeted by vaccine skeptics a piece on the
- 25:05news in Australia that is saying that people under the age of so people under the age of 30 are now
- 25:11not advised to get a fourth Moderna jab in Australia because of myocarditis and a conspiracy theory
- 25:22website or a rather a pro conspiracy theory like anti-COVID website has tweeted out saying
- 25:27but it was just a conspiracy theory and like the insanity continues in Australia I'm reading this
- 25:32of Twitter after mandating the vaccine on every Australian worker in 2021 the government says it will
- 25:38advise under 30's not to take the fourth due to increased events of myocarditis too late for
- 25:44the unfortunate coincidences who were told it was safe and effective look again this is how science
- 25:52works like we gather enough data we go okay the upsides of getting a fourth jab if you're
- 26:02under the age of 30 to protect you against COVID are less than the downsides of the risk of myocarditis
- 26:09so don't get it fine what is that prove that proves that the system of science basically is
- 26:16functioning and they all thought that the authorities are fundamentally basically responsive to
- 26:21data they're not hiding it there's now enough data to say that in that particular cohort this
- 26:27particular vaccine causes more problems than it solves I'm sorry that we didn't have all of that
- 26:32data initially and you weren't a genius for having feared that initially and not gotten the jab when
- 26:38you didn't have any good reasons to believe that and you probably weren't in that cohort anyway and
- 26:44you probably weren't taking that vaccine and you probably weren't triple jabbed so my attitude was
- 26:51we know that we're in a massive pandemic we know that this virus causes inflammation all over
- 26:56the body not just in the heart we know that it has knock on effects for your immune system for your
- 27:01brain for all kinds of systems in your body so like it's a sort of an academic question if you want
- 27:09to tease out this one data point and say could it be the case that this one effect that this one
- 27:16vaccine can have on this one group of people might be more severe from the vaccine than this one
- 27:21effect is from COVID well okay I don't know I mean at the time it that didn't seem to be the case
- 27:29at the time based on the information we had that didn't seem to be the case if that is the case
- 27:33then I'm sorry that I got that wrong and as I say I'm proud of the reasoning that went into why
- 27:38I believed that and also on top of that shut the fuck up because we were in the middle of a
- 27:43pandemic and that one data point about that one illness should not have been decisive as to whether
- 27:48or not to broadly put forth a pro vaccine or an anti-vaccine case so I hope that explains some
- 27:54of my thinking about thinking in other words the conclusion doesn't really matter whether or not
- 27:59you arrive at conclusions in a rational and reasonable and well informed way does I did that I'm
- 28:05proud of the fact that I did it I'm closing the chapter on this I'm done we good we good oh what's
- 28:11that shit head 44 we're still not good you want another apology no fuck off here to me uncomfortable
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