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AUTISM: [Empower Yourself And Reach Your Goals] · Aspergers & Autism Podcast [The Aspie World] AuDHD

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  Hey guys, this podcast was taken from a live event.
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  I did for the national autistic Society Spectrum Ball, but they
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  asked me to come on and talk about the work that I do so I
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  did and yeah here is completely unedited just me on stage given
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  about talking about what I do and I hope you enjoy this.
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  I really enjoyed the talk. So yeah, check it out.
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  Okay, honey, that's what a lot of people.
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  How's it going? I'm done.
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  Amanda said when I run a YouTube channel actually, so it's
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  actually called vlogging vlogging.
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  It's actually evolved and all the terminology.
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  So your outdated dinosaurs doing jobs of kids.
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  So anyway, I'm going to try and squash a I think it's like 20
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  minutes half an hour's a minute. Just trying to squash it all
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  into this. I have any CD's with this
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  actually help when trying to convince an hour and a half
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  talking to just half an hour. So it's going to be really
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  really good. So if I really can't keep up
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  just ask me a question and I should be able to answer it.
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  Anyway, so whoa, I didn't did you it wasn't me?
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  Yeah, I know. It's um, really professional
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  somebody read my notes from my iPhone because that's how I do
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  I'm also recording it for my actual video blog here and I'm
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  actually recording it for my podcast.
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  I have to stand still because this thing is going to break.
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  So the ask me world is my brand name.
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  My name is actually Daniel and actually true.
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  What was I thinking because it's 20 I'm 32 years old.
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  I was diagnosed with Asperger syndrome in HD in OCD and
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  dyslexia. When I was 26 years old not from
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  lack of trying just for like an opportunity because the 90s
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  sucked so Moving forward I decided to research Stephanie in
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  Sample aspect is enjoying. I couldn't find much at all
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  actually pot from a national this excites website, which
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  wasn't anyone like is now so I just found out there was nothing
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  visually entertaining and I don't really read that well
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  obviously dyslexia, hashtag Yolo.
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  So I decided to make videos at blocking my life because I felt
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  like it would be really fun to put videos out there about
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  something quite interesting because for the simple fact that
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  because I did see on the internet was really depressing
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  and everyone is a died it was like I'm glad very senior
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  everything sucks. I know so I wanted to do
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  something really positive because I feel like there's a
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  really good positive atmosphere for people who have an Autism
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  Spectrum condition, but want to do something awesome with it.
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  I was like, yeah, let's do the driving force and nobody was
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  really doing it back. Then there's a bunch people now,
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  which is totally awesome. So my YouTube channel won two
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  awards won an award from YouTube itself, which called Next Step
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  where they basically took all the channels between 1,000 and
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  hundred thousand subscribers in the United Kingdom.
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  Only pick the best 10. I want my I can always number
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  one on and they basically like, you know, give me this award and
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  he was a million dollars cool stuff and they win the dang near
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  London. That was cool.
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  But it was just nice to be recognized for the work.
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  I was doing the other one was a blogger water was number nine or
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  40 orders and blogs obviously in the house is number one, but I
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  came up a number 9, which is pretty cool.
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  And currently I am the UK's biggest autism Channel on
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  YouTube. I have 82 thousand subscribers
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  on my channel. I have over 5 million views,
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  which is pretty dope because like there's a lot of people
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  listen to what I have to say. So that's yeah, the power is
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  crazy craziness, but I love it. And I love the fact that I get
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  to do what I do because I feel like it's influential.
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  And so what I do right now, one of the things I see that I do my
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  channel and power people especially people on the
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  Spectrum to be more aware of their creative side and how
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  awesome they actually are because I feel like a lot of
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  people get a bit of a background slap because they say, you know
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  the gods and they think oh, you know because I'm autistic then I
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  have restrictions on my life to stop me doing stuff, which I
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  think is Tosh because there Other ways to do awesome things
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  and I'll get on to what I can do right now.
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  So I left school with no qualifications at all because in
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  school I was in the special education programs, but the
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  maybe Circle tennis rackets instead of like actually doing
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  like maths and stuff because they didn't understand my
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  learning type which is very important now since then now I
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  have a degree in chemistry. I am an international
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  best-selling author and three languages and also released a
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  number a released an album in Japan with my boundary.
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  What's number five in the heat? MV charge, which is crazy right
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  where I left school with no qualifications my YouTube
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  channel the biggest one in the UK for autism awareness.
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  And yeah 82 thousand subscribers.
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  So for somebody who had no complications of pretty decent
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  because I realized my potential of the things that every office
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  thought was like, you know, not potential when you're in school.
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  So I decided that making a YouTube channel blogging these
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  things would help encourage other people to do the same
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  thing. I thought I was super super
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  awesome. So enough of blowing my own
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  trumpet. So what I'm trying to do is I
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  want all these things. Can I say like, Every could do
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  something amazing. So one of the things I like to
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  do is encourage younger people who are watching my videos to
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  pick up something awesome. So people say to me all the time
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  that you know that you know, you don't hear talking rubbish all
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  the time on the internet you make a living from X as my job
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  full-time. If I do full times when we're
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  calling all this stuff, you know, and they say how you know,
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  how you how you doing so well because I'm obsessed I'm
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  stupidly obsessed with search engine optimization.
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  I love I love I love the Google smart brain.
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  I didn't realize I wasn't algorithm so much until I did a
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  degree in chemistry and then it became like this thing.
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  He's like my best friend. So I decided and this is this
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  this is true story. My YouTube channel was rubbish
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  at like movie 10,000 subscribers and in November of 2017 and I
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  decided I wanted to really supercharge it.
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  So I thought well, I'm a good I'm good at focusing hyper
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  focusing double down and something very interesting and I
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  just love the Google algorithm. It's amazing.
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  It's called Google smart brain is just phenomenal.
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  Anyway, I know boring right so SEO search engine optimization
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  so that nobody really cares about algorithms are we talking
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  about so I used to watch all these All except late at night
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  watching only channels will go from because you go to bed.
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  I'm like no, I'm gonna stuff the research and it's totally me and
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  I resent all this stuff and I was watching YouTube channel
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  called video influencers huge Channel talking about all these
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  experts you do that channel, you know remarkably well and all
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  these hacks and these experts and I was like, well, these guys
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  are gods and this is a true story in June of two thousand
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  eighteen. Actually when I was in America
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  to a video conference called VidCon, which is biggest one in
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  the world there. I was interviewed by video
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  influencers on my ability to grow my you YouTube channel and
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  I became one of those experts I just like months earlier had
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  been watching in a link at night, which is crazy.
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  So I say to these people who messaged me say Donna, you know,
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  I just I've got Asperger's Syndrome or whatever and I feel
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  like I'm not going to do anything.
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  I said what you're into Pokemon awesome.
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  So my but you could be the biggest Pokemon Blondie in the
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  world and there's nothing wrong with that like and so I kind of
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  encourages people to think like the things that you may seem
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  pointless like playing rocket League until all hours and light
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  beings number one person to play, you know, Other rocket
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  legal Minecraft in the world and being an expert at it could
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  really pay off and that's an amazing skill.
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  So my YouTube channel is taking people from being a feeling like
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  down about their condition to being like empowered and being
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  awesome. Now my YouTube channel also does
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  two things. Well, it empowers people on the
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  Spectrum to say like look, I'm doing it.
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  Look at this at the stuff I've managed to do right?
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  I'm dyslexic. I got a best-selling book one.
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  This is going on. You know what I mean?
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  Ig's so I say to these people if I can do it anybody can do it
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  like there's enough. There's nothing stopping anyone
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  just like the awesome story this lady with performing about the
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  you know, changing the way the club works.
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  It's just phenomenal, you know, I mean, it's just amazing.
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  It's all down to focus and one of the things that people on the
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  Spectrum are really into this hyper-focus.
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  I love it. I love I love learning about
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  aliens and stuff like that. But hyper-focus is kind of like
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  when we were like walking miracle for walk down the
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  street, but I don't like to do because you know people in the
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  street, so we're walking on the street and then I'll pass
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  something like wow. What's this like a piece of
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  electronic equipment? I'm standing on her face.
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  She's like come on down. I'm like, no, it could be and I
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  just wonder where it's from. I wonder what it's doing.
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  How did it get here who made this one if I could change I
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  wonder if I back engineer, I can probably do something else, but
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  actually I can make a piece of out of it.
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  No, I'm going to blog and she said we're just doing and I'm
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  like thinking of how the most amazing things in the world
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  because that's how my brain works and I feel like if I
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  encourage people to do that, then we'll have more amazing
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  things in the world. I feel like without people on
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  the Spectrum doing crazy cool things.
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  We wouldn't have like Apple. Ah behind Stein or anybody cool
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  like that, right? So that's one of things I
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  Empower young people to Old anybody really on the Spectrum
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  to really be themselves and do something amazing because I just
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  love that stuff. And the other thing that my
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  channel does is it educates people who are neurotypical
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  which is a weird expressional term, but you know what I'm
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  talking about people who are not on the Spectrum in the daily
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  life for me like how I do things how people I interview other
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  people's not just me talking about my experience because yes,
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  I'm an individual and everybody on.
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  Spectrum is an individual which we should never forget.
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  So I interview other people on the channel and I am actually
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  top of the world talking to the people and that's kind of cool
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  and I love sharing the stories and the diversity of the
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  community so that people watching that to digest
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  information for educational academic purposes feel like
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  whoa, I can actually digest information a lot wanting to
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  kill myself. So that's kind of cool and that
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  jobs aren't you? I don't know.
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  So yeah, so I talk about my experiences.
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  This has on a great understanding and I help
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  promote. The change in society is one of
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  the things I'm really big on is this changing the way our
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  society looks at people because grown up everyone's like when
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  they say I just want you freaking out I went to VidCon.
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  Yeah, I was doing I was doing a show at VidCon.
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  I play I play music as well. I'm a multi musician and I play
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  a lot of different instruments that self-taught because you
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  know bored so I decided to learn instruments and I ended up
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  playing in a band with this guy who is on a he's a movie star
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  from America is an American Pie anything like that is one of the
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  main actors. That means good friend.
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  He decided hey don't play in Obama's it.
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  Yes, I went to the comic Comics the bad idea here wrexham
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  actually and it was the biggest thing I've ever attended to my
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  wife. And then like I just like
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  freaked out of his crazy meltdown now people saying oh
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  why what's wrong with you? Well, that seemed wrong with me.
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  I want to Spectrum to say, you know train man like what so my
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  idea seriously like you said something like oh, yeah, so I'm
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  inspector was like man, I want cystic person and they go.
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  Well, you know, I dream man like my kid my friends kid is like
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  this and you're not like them and I'm like, yeah.
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  Well, so my idea of people the society sees people certain way
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  and not a bad condition to be in on the way people see autistic
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  individuals. So I'm trying to do is change
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  that perspective to being a bit little bit more diverse people
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  like understanding and accepting that people aren't going to be
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  Coco copy paste, which is a difficult task.
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  Now one of the other things are doing our campaign for change in
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  things. Like I can't stand going to test
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  off two reasons, right? So because it sounds good.
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  No, that's just a given but then Horizontally going to test those
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  I go to Tesco and I go okay. I love I'm obsessed with silly I
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  things like organic food a living such that touch with
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  great organic grain to the know why it's important, but I
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  thought to mention it. So I'm going to say right the
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  organic apples are here this aisle.
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  They're having to go in there. Boom organic apples go to the
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  till happy damn, but then I go on them like eggs.
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  What the hell's going on? Why are the eggs here where the
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  apples are here? Just go and I like and it just
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  break. It freaks me out because they
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  change things. So rapidly I'm thinking what is
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  going on now they are doing it because they're trying to make a
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  buck and Changing things around but it really destroys my
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  partner of my day, which is a true star like and my whole day
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  get stronger as task or move the apples and it's true stories
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  have many many occasions we can stay here.
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  It will have on many occasions and because of that I want to be
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  able to change the way the world at last people access its data
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  and data comes in different formats Daisy like processing
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  food and going through Supermarket.
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  How do we process across it in your occipital World?
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  It doesn't work so tough. No need to stop changing things
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  and we're going to like really Not so good for that.
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  I'm like, thank you. I've almost indefinitely world
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  or someone has weakened the autism our which is great.
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  Why is one hour or were allocated goodness me.
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  So that's another change here. Thank you.
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  So what I became for that, there's one reasons why I'm
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  growing my channel to 100,000 subscribers before we move
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  forward politically because hundred thousand is a lot of
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  people to take forward for political change.
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  And the other thing and I want to go to Tesco is lighting the
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  subject so they never really Never really do anything to help
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  people on the special now. We'll turn the lights down turn
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  the music off of one hour this one day year.
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  It's like oh, thanks a lot. So that doesn't really work and
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  which is great. It's a good start and I was
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  saying it's rubbish and just saying it's a good start but we
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  need more of it. So that's what I'm trying to do
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  the channels Advocate more of that don't look at my notes Here
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  Talk Amongst yourselves. Not really I know what I'm
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  doing. So, why did I choose you to be
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  the platform of my choice my okay with time?
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  Yeah, we're going to be because YouTube is a freedom of speech
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  platform lighting. Just inspiration and I love
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  that. I love being inspired you watch
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  those things like those inspirational movies.
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  You have to be like, yeah, I'm gonna go and like Tara Buck
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  enough because you feel so pumped.
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  I love that. I want to be part of that change
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  want to be a part of the inspiration of other people.
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  I love that. The second thing is that it's a
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  creative message now people on the Spectrum a super creative,
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  right? I don't know if I'm a moment
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  anybody else but we've not creative and I love it
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  creativity is like, I don't know it give birth to all kinds of
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  crazy stuff and I love it like the bridges skyscrapers airplane
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  science. Everything is creating.
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  I love it. So YouTube is creative and I
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  love being able to being apart from that encourages creativity.
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  And the other one is that it makes people focus because when
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  you watching each of you have to really dedicate yourself to
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  watching it right now when you're watching TV, like how
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  Adele Farms on and just kind of sit back and we make Appetit but
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  when you watching YouTubers you really have to watch it.
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  So you digest information in the totally different way and our
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  partners amazing fascinates the hell out of me, but actually we
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  right now might be moving into podcasting as well because
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  people want to come to my YouTube channel, which is 20
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  minutes my video but societies sucks at the moment.
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  Someone has to work stupid hours to pay for Just the bare
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  necessities to get through life, but they want us to take
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  content. So I say OK fine print on a
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  podcast and run to work drive to work whatever listen to it on
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  the goal, which is amazing. I just thought I'd mention I
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  have a podcast in case some reason trusted listening to it.
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  You can just type in autism or Asperger's and to any podcast
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  Network. Can you find me?
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  It's like another one one. So that's kind of cool.
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  So I did my talk all the last year on autism is a superpower
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  because I feel like people have again if you double down on that
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  potential like a to use like obsessed in Minecraft a Power
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  Rangers could really double down and Sighs the fact that they
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  love Power Rangers like what you know about Power Rangers
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  everything there's nothing I don't know about find great make
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  a YouTube channel be the biggest Power Ranger blog in the world
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  because there's billions of people out there who would love
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  to see Power Rangers. Look for instance.
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  There are 300 know there's 1 billion 300 million active users
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  on YouTube. That's a lot of people so you
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  have eyeballs over and I love that and the superpower I want
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  to like this is where I mean by what I do and my channel is
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  Walking the things that I do like, how is that somebody who's
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  dyslexic? I can barely spell my own name.
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  How did I get a number one bestselling book in the US on
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  the UK, right? And how is it in like three
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  languages and blah blah blah and there's ways around everything.
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  I actually used a Ghostwriter and dictated and hopefully
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  you'll feel like I spoke and the sorry The Ghostwriter kind of
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  just dictated that down into kind of a written form, which is
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  amazing. And I know it was able to edit
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  it with them in real time, which is a means to an end, which is
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  an amazing thing because that shows that there was no blockade
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  like somebody who's like, you know dyslexic or maybe don't
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  even have fingers to write a walk right those sit down and
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  pain. Or type things they can dictate
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  to some of these dudes. There's always ways around that
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  the same with the way I did a degree in chemistry.
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  I would never have been able to do a degree in chemistry without
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  the support from disability student Wales, which is
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  basically they had a program within the University of bangle
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  which where I went to help me actually go through different
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  kind of classes and we reasonable adjustments
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  phenomenal absolutely amazing. Unfortunately, there are not
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  funding which is abysmal job I should offer live and so anyway,
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  they run our funding and they can't do anymore.
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  But without it we Beyond see my degree but it's showing the
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  people who watch my videos that like somebody who's left school
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  with no education was able to actually do something quite
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  interesting. I'm a scientist and doing
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  chemistry. Why didn't know getting into it.
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  So the bloody hard to subject to do so I enjoyed it.
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  I loved it in a problem is I felt like they can be a little
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  time to do what I wanted to do because I got obsessed with
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  things and I'm certainly looking one thing like this is cool
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  isn't it and then like move on next thing?
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  Oh my God shoot like but that was that you know, that's this
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  is a university for yellow anyway.
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  But yeah, you know writing my book again and then building the
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  YouTube channel building the YouTube channel from nothing
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  from the ground up was interesting hard work, but it
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  was amazing and I loved every second of it now with YouTube
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  specifically don't want to talk about the so the statistics in
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  America has 160 people who are on the Spectrum right in here
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  currently is 1 in 100 people on the Spectrum like mirror
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  diversity hits those people probably been more.
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  Actually, we're just gonna statistics tool statistical
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  data. We actually can get a Hands-On
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  which is crazy crazy amounts. So I VidCon which is a huge
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  conference, right and actually attend something like summer in
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  the city here in the UK. There's a lot of different
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  conferences for these kids who are watching YouTube videos who
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  probably you know, one in 60 them in America 100 here are on
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  the Spectrum and they go to these places expecting to see
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  people that they can relate to because it's a safe environment,
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  but it go there and then there's nobody there because these
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  places don't put on panel talks or any any kind of activity that
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  relates to the YouTube. It's in that panel.
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  They have a disability panel, but it's always physical
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  disability in is nothing wrong with that.
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  That's great, but they never think about near diverse.
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  Unity or like all mental health disabilities and ever think
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  about those things. So I was like this sucks.
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  Like I really it really bugged the heck outta me and I went to
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  VidCon last year in America now and my YouTube manager was like
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  don't access to the party that you the bid compact your Vicki's
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  party all the celebrities and everyone YouTube you can think
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  of the big ones in the kids. Watch out.
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  I was hanging out with all those people but I was like, yeah, I'm
• 17:18
  going to do it don't like going to parties from doing this once
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  I went there to hook right up to the guy you want them kind of
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  like it's like Hank. It's a yellow so you don't
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  believe you're going to I was like listen buddy, you know one
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  and 60 kids at 160 kids on that don't get access to that Heroes
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  all the people that they want to see with an awesome selection
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  condition. We need to change and he's like,
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  okay. So I teamed up to a girl called
• 17:37
  Jack's from a channel called how to ADHD and we got on really
• 17:41
  really well, but she's got a big channel so she had a huge
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  influence. So we managed to persuade them
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  in VidCon to actually allow is it has a year of but constantly
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  battling took two hours to do a new diverse panel this year in
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  America, which is incredible first one ever in the world the
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  biggest video conference ever in the world, which is Nuts so this
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  is kind of like, you know all the last year I was saying that
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  I wanted to do this and I were actually doing analysis Phase 1
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  and Phase 2 is going to be rolling this out to every video
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  conference in the UK in the US, but then it can be wrong all to
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  every conference because I feel like we're always left out which
• 18:12
  really sucks and that annoys me but doing this I just love it.
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  I love I go buy me something like right.
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  How are we going to kick butt change the world today and
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  that's amazing. So I love I love doing those
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  things. And that is the kind of future
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  of what we're doing. We're changing how organizations
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  have big conferences and things where people are actually
• 18:28
  Sensing it how do they have access to it?
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  Because you know, if you go back to like well the 40s and 30s
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  wheelchair access for wheelchair users with like nothing and
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  there was no legal restrictions on it.
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  You could just eat without stuff like, you know, you will change
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  is good. It's like what but now it's like
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  legal statue, you know, that's a serious offense if you don't but
• 18:44
  when somebody is Artistic and they say I can go to Tesco
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  because it freaks me out and as many times I've got some
• 18:48
  familiar and I'm not going in there.
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  I'll post like look I wanted to go and see busted in concert.
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  I don't know. I'm stupid and I also suggest
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  another one second and and I was like, yeah crash the wedding and
• 18:57
  then I was like we can Thought I was like getting really nervous,
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  you know sweating and like the day comes in my car.
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  I sold my tickets. I did the first game back from
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  what I dunno what 15 years versus didn't get another stole
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  my tickets. Why because I was anxious about
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  going somewhere what didn't are commonly minor diverse needs
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  which I felt like, you know, I thought it was a pain like, you
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  know accessible for me but no I was like it should be accessible
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  formation because for everybody isn't that what we our society
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  of inclusive people, so no, that's where I'm going.
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  That's all my channels doing. This is why I'm doing what I do,
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  and I love it. It and I'm going to stop talking
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  now. So thanks so much for listening
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  to me guys. And there's nothing nothing.