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#58 Harry · Heavyweight

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  Speaker 1: Pushkin.
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  Speaker 2: Hey, how are you?
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  Speaker 1: So you heard the news?
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  Speaker 3: Did you?
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  Speaker 1: Did you read the tweet that I sent you?
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  Speaker 5: No?
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  Speaker 1: Actually I haven't.
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  Speaker 1: Turn the Lights, you know that song? This is it
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  Speaker 1: the night of Nights. No more rehoising and nicing up parts.
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  Speaker 2: How are you going to go on with the show.
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  Speaker 1: We're going to try to find a new place for it.
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  Speaker 1: You know, we have an obligation to our listeners. Why
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  Speaker 1: does that make you laugh? I have an obligation to
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  Speaker 1: my listeners. Wait, let's let's just sit here together and
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  Speaker 1: think about all the laughter through the years.
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  Speaker 2: You're can I hang up?
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  Speaker 1: Can I hang up now?
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  Speaker 3: Okay?
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  Speaker 1: And you know what I'm gonna be okay, and you
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  Speaker 1: know you're gonna be okay. We're going to keep on
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  Speaker 1: doing this. I wanted to go to it.
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  Speaker 6: This is my this is my I'm signing off.
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  Speaker 1: I don't think you are. I don't believe it. I
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  Speaker 1: think you love doing this, am I right? Just admit
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  Speaker 1: it and I'll let you go.
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  Speaker 3: Goodbye?
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  Speaker 1: Hey, Jackie, Jackie, Jackie, thank you for these past eight years.
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  Speaker 2: Oh sure, off milking it.
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  Speaker 1: I'm Jonathan Goldstein and this is Heavyweight Today's episode, Harry.
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  Speaker 1: Right after the break, our story begins with two people,
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  Speaker 1: Ted and Todd or is it Todd and Ted in
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  Speaker 1: the plaid shirt. You are Ted, Yes, and you're Todd.
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  Speaker 1: That's great, okay, Hi, nice to meet you. Both Ted
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  Speaker 1: and Todd are identical twins, but not the Mary Kate
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  Speaker 1: Nashley cutie pitituiti type. They're more the slappy, happy, punchy,
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  Speaker 1: grumpy type.
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  Speaker 3: If you hit me, one more time.
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  Speaker 1: Case in point. That was the sound of Ted reacting
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  Speaker 1: to Todd, who, for no apparent reason, just whacked his
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  Speaker 1: brother in the arm. Is that a part of the
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  Speaker 1: way that you guys communicate?
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, uh huh.
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  Speaker 1: But if I'm not here, I mean, you don't punch
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  Speaker 1: each other?
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  Speaker 3: Right? Not anymore? No, not anymore? No.
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  Speaker 1: Ted and Todd are in their sixties. They both have
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  Speaker 1: long white hair and the stoic, deadpan affect of hitmen
• 4:03
  Speaker 1: in a Cormac McCarthy novel. They grew up in South Dakota,
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  Speaker 1: surrounded by literal cowboys. Before the interview, they asked if
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  Speaker 1: there'd be cigarette breaks. They both smoke Pall Mall's, drink
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  Speaker 1: Keystone Lights, and they both work as contractors. They tell
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  Speaker 1: me they can't go into a home depot together without
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  Speaker 1: being asked the same asinine question, are you guys twins?
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  Speaker 1: In response, Ted and Todd stare back blankly. But the
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  Speaker 1: story Ted and Todd are here to tell isn't actually
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  Speaker 1: about their twinship. It's about their younger brother, Scott, who
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  Speaker 1: died in two thousand. Do you want to start off
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  Speaker 1: by maybe talking to me a little bit about Scott?
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  Speaker 7: Well, just here's a little brother, and that's about it.
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  Speaker 1: To spare you twenty odd minutes of coaxing and cajoling,
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  Speaker 1: I'll fast forward a bit to let you know that
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  Speaker 1: Scott was a year younger than Ted and Todd. He
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  Speaker 1: was the baby of the family and they often ended
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  Speaker 1: up taking care of him as older brothers. Ted and
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  Speaker 1: Todd were measured and steady. Scott, on the other hand,
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  Speaker 1: was fun and colorful.
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  Speaker 7: Oh yeah, yeah, real bright personality. I mean he was
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  Speaker 7: just definitely his own individual for sure. Yeah, he got
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  Speaker 7: all the personality.
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  Speaker 1: In school, Scott attracted attention, and not all of it good.
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  Speaker 1: This because, in addition to his big personality, Scott was gay.
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  Speaker 1: From a pretty young age, he was a target for bullying.
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  Speaker 1: But Ted and Todd always kept an eye out.
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  Speaker 8: You couldn't go after our little brother because then you're
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  Speaker 8: gonna have to deal with that both of us. So
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  Speaker 8: one offense you're going to have three events. It's not
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  Speaker 8: because we liked it. We were protecting our family.
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  Speaker 1: In spite of the haters, Scott remained a force to
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  Speaker 1: be reckoned with As a teenager. He once got into
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  Speaker 1: their dad's Lincoln Continental in the middle of the night
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  Speaker 1: and drove it almost one thousand miles across state lines
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  Speaker 1: at fifteen.
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  Speaker 8: I mean that tells you how independent that he really was. Yeahad.
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  Speaker 1: While Ted and Todd got married and settled down, Scott
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  Speaker 1: maintained his impish spontaneity, doing things like buying Ted and
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  Speaker 1: Todd's kids the candy they weren't allowed, or once, having
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  Speaker 1: promised his seven year old nephew a trip to the
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  Speaker 1: circus and then breaking his leg, made sure they could
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  Speaker 1: still go by teaching his nephew how to pump the clutch.
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  Speaker 1: Scott led a nomadic life. Every so often, Ted and
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  Speaker 1: Todd would get a phone call. Scott was in Roanoke, Virginia,
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  Speaker 1: living with friends. Scott was in Nebraska going to mortician school.
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  Speaker 1: Scott had crashed his car in the desert outside of Phoenix.
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  Speaker 1: But no matter where he went, and no matter how
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  Speaker 1: old he got, if Scott was in trouble, Ted and
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  Speaker 1: Todd's phones would ring. So one day in the fall
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  Speaker 1: of nineteen eighty six, when Todd received a call from
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  Speaker 1: Scott at three am, he wasn't all that surprised.
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  Speaker 7: He wanted me to come down and get him now,
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  Speaker 7: which was not unusual.
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  Speaker 1: Scott told Todd. He was in the hospital. When Todd
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  Speaker 1: got there, he was directed to a special ward.
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  Speaker 7: And pretty obvious something was wrong. And I walked in
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  Speaker 7: and there must have been six other beds in there.
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  Speaker 7: Probably he was the youngest, and at that point he
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  Speaker 7: would have been in his early twenties, and everybody had
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  Speaker 7: gowns and masks and gloves and shields, and I mean,
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  Speaker 7: it was really bizarre, what is happening? And they said
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  Speaker 7: you weren't aware your brother's diagnosis. And then that's when
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  Speaker 7: they said, your brother has AIDS.
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  Speaker 1: Scott wanted to get out of the hospital as quickly
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  Speaker 1: as possible, so Todd just put him in the car
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  Speaker 1: and drove him home. Never did they talk about AIDS
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  Speaker 1: or what it meant. They didn't talk much at all.
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  Speaker 1: Ted and Todd would call to check on Scott as
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  Speaker 1: often as they could. They'd ask if he was going
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  Speaker 1: to the doctor taking his meds? Are you taking care
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  Speaker 1: of it? They'd say, yeah, he'd say, And for the
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  Speaker 1: next few years, this is how it went until the
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  Speaker 1: day Harry arrived. Todd was on the phone checking in
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  Speaker 1: on Scott like usual. When he first heard her voice, this.
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  Speaker 7: Say in the background, It's like what is that.
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  Speaker 1: That was Harriet aka Harry, a red and green parrot,
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  Speaker 1: a three foot long macau to be exact. Ted and Todd,
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  Speaker 1: of course had questions, questions like what the hell are
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  Speaker 1: you thinking? Scott had always loved unusual pets as a kid,
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  Speaker 1: He kept a squirrel in the house and even a bat,
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  Speaker 1: But there was something particularly worrying about adopting a parrot.
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  Speaker 1: It's longevity.
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  Speaker 3: You have this disease.
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  Speaker 8: We don't know how long you're going to live, and
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  Speaker 8: you buy an analyst is going to last eighty five
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  Speaker 8: to one hundred years.
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  Speaker 1: Even for a healthy adult, such a purchase would mean
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  Speaker 1: a commitment that lasts into old age. In Scott's case,
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  Speaker 1: it felt like an act of denial.
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  Speaker 3: What Scott did was what Scott always does.
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  Speaker 7: Just I'm gonna do what i'm gonna do, and I
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  Speaker 7: like it and I want it, and that's how it's
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  Speaker 7: going to be, and it's gonna be fine.
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  Speaker 1: And so Harry was suddenly a fact of their family's life.
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  Speaker 1: Wherever Scott went, there was Harry, and in time she
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  Speaker 1: won Ted and Todd over with her rowdy antics and
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  Speaker 1: foul mouth turns of phrase.
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  Speaker 7: You son of a bit, Scott come here, you know
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  Speaker 7: what's for dinner.
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  Speaker 1: Ted and Todd had five kids between them, all of
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  Speaker 1: whom adored their cool uncle and his crazy bird. They
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  Speaker 1: would take road trips together. Harry glued to Scott's shoulder.
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  Speaker 1: When they went to get dinner and left Harry in
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  Speaker 1: the hotel room, she'd scream, Scott, you fuck her. Annoyed
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  Speaker 1: to be left out of the fun. Harry was loyal
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  Speaker 1: to Scott and protective too. She'd nibble at the shunt
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  Speaker 1: in Scott's chest like it was a splinter that needed removal.
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  Speaker 1: As time went on, it became increasingly clear that Scott's
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  Speaker 1: diagnosis was taking a toll. One day, when Ted and
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  Speaker 1: Todd called to check in, something felt off.
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  Speaker 7: He just devoided personality, just like, wait, whoa, whoa, I
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  Speaker 7: want to talk to you. He goes, I'm just I'm
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  Speaker 7: not feeling Todd.
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  Speaker 8: And the last time I talked to him, he just said,
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  Speaker 8: I said, what's going on with you? And he said
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  Speaker 8: I'm done.
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  Speaker 1: A few days later, Scott died. He was thirty eight
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  Speaker 1: years old. Ted and Todd rushed out to California. Their mom,
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  Speaker 1: who'd been living with Scott, was devastated.
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  Speaker 7: Because obviously she lost her son and her babe, her
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  Speaker 7: youngest at that and then you've got Harry that was
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  Speaker 7: making my little brother's voice and you know, would call
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  Speaker 7: mom mom.
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  Speaker 1: Harry grew unmoored, getting aggressive with their mother and anyone
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  Speaker 1: else who tried to handle her. The only people who
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  Speaker 1: she'd let touch her, the only ones she felt safe with,
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  Speaker 1: were the ones who most resembled Scott, that is, Scott's brothers.
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  Speaker 3: She was fine with Ted and I.
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  Speaker 7: When we would get there, she would just cock her
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  Speaker 7: head and look as she say Scott.
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  Speaker 1: In those moments, it felt like Ted, Todd, and Harry
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  Speaker 1: all shared some understanding. That word Scott was like a
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  Speaker 1: secret handshake. Before his death, Scott told Ted and Todd
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  Speaker 1: he wanted to leave Harry to Todd's eldest son, who
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  Speaker 1: was in junior high at the time, but Todd knew
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  Speaker 1: that keeping her just wasn't realistic.
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  Speaker 7: I had to tell my son, no, it just it
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  Speaker 7: wouldn't be fair to Harry, It wouldn't be fair to you,
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  Speaker 7: because tonam a caw. I don't think people fully understand.
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  Speaker 7: I mean, they get angry, they can be destructive. You know,
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  Speaker 7: if you ever see their claws or their beak. You
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  Speaker 7: don't want any party business. End of those that she
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  Speaker 7: was chewing into the ceiling, into the attic. I mean,
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  Speaker 7: they're a wild animal.
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  Speaker 1: And so they approached Harry's longtime glomer for help finding
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  Speaker 1: her a home. She offered to bring Harry to a
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  Speaker 1: nearby bird sanctuary or was it a pet store? Ted
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  Speaker 1: and Todd were so overwhelmed by Scott's death that they
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  Speaker 1: can't quite remember which they do remember though, the day
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  Speaker 1: of her departure, how their kids watched in tears as Harry,
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  Speaker 1: their beloved uncle's beloved pet, was taken away. Do you
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  Speaker 1: remember how Harry seemed to understand what was happening, How
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  Speaker 1: she howled.
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  Speaker 8: Her wings were everywhere, and she was and she was
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  Speaker 8: yelling at us. It was just it was panemonium. It
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  Speaker 8: was heartbreaking.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, it was.
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  Speaker 1: Tough at this point. Ted and Todd haven't seen Harry
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  Speaker 1: in over twenty years. But they do know one thing.
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  Speaker 3: This bird could still be out there.
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  Speaker 1: And so Ted and Todd have come to me with
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  Speaker 1: these questions, is she still out there? And if so,
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  Speaker 1: did they do the right thing in giving her up?
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  Speaker 1: Why do you think you're you're looking for for Harry?
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  Speaker 8: Now, we always took care of our little brother, and
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  Speaker 8: that's the one thing we didn't take care of.
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  Speaker 1: Ted and Todd had taken care of their brothers since
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  Speaker 1: they were children. Making sure Harry was provided for was
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  Speaker 1: the last things got needed from them and it's the
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  Speaker 1: only thing they couldn't do. Ted, do you feel guilt?
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  Speaker 3: How about it?
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  Speaker 8: Yeah?
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  Speaker 3: Okay?
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  Speaker 1: Can you say more about that? No, it's difficult to
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  Speaker 1: talk about Yeah it is, yeah, okay, So knowing that,
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  Speaker 1: knowing that Harry was okay, what would that What would
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  Speaker 1: that bring to you?
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  Speaker 8: We'd just be happy to know she's fine. And emotionally,
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  Speaker 8: I don't really deal with that.
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  Speaker 9: There's a part of them that doesn't want to talk
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  Speaker 9: about it at all.
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  Speaker 1: This is Hannah, Ted's daughter in law. Because Ted and
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  Speaker 1: Todd are such a closed book, she's offered to help
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  Speaker 1: translate them for me. Hannah tells me that through Harry,
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  Speaker 1: Ted and Todd can broach a subject they wouldn't otherwise
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  Speaker 1: know how to approach, and doing that might allow them
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  Speaker 1: to forgive themselves.
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  Speaker 9: So it's almost like they can talk about Harry in
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  Speaker 9: a way that's easier than talking about Scott.
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  Speaker 2: It's kind of like a surrogate. I think there's just
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  Speaker 2: a lot of pain in the death of their brother.
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  Speaker 9: Like, what I heard from Chase is that the one
• 14:45
  Speaker 9: time that they've seen their dad's craze when their brother died.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, this is Chase, Ted's son and Hannah's husband.
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  Speaker 3: They had no control over it.
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  Speaker 10: I'm sure they couldn't make him take his mediciner, do
• 14:58
  Speaker 10: the thing he was supposed to do as far as
• 14:59
  Speaker 10: getting rest or going to the doctors, and like they
• 15:03
  Speaker 10: couldn't go beat up aids.
• 15:05
  Speaker 1: When it came to their brother's death. Actions finally failed them.
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  Speaker 1: In actions, Hannah and Chase say, are the language Ted
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  Speaker 1: and Todd have for showing how they feel. Hannah says
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  Speaker 1: she can always tell when Ted and Todd have stopped
• 15:18
  Speaker 1: by because some drywall will be sanded down, or she'll
• 15:21
  Speaker 1: notice a fresh coat of paint.
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  Speaker 9: They also always unplug my toaster because they don't want
• 15:26
  Speaker 9: to catch fire.
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  Speaker 1: Oh, I can always tell them.
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  Speaker 9: They've been here because the toasters, they're always sort of
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  Speaker 9: taking care of you. You just choked to your house
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  Speaker 9: and realize, oh, they've been here, and they's like taking care.
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  Speaker 2: Of some stuff.
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  Speaker 1: Cowboy style.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, cowboy style, that's exactly it.
• 15:44
  Speaker 1: Hannah and Chase worry though that in cowboy style too,
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  Speaker 1: they suffer in silence.
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  Speaker 9: Because I love them. I hope for them that if
• 15:54
  Speaker 9: we found Harry it could they could heal more from
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  Speaker 9: Scott's death.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah.
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  Speaker 1: I think it would just be nice to know that
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  Speaker 1: she's doing.
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  Speaker 11: Good, like she's like with people who'd let her cuss
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  Speaker 11: and do whatever she wants.
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  Speaker 1: Kind of like an outlaw.
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  Speaker 7: Yeah, live in the life.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, that's exactly it.
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  Speaker 1: All right, Well, I'm going to do my best here.
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  Speaker 1: I'm going to try to find Harry. That would be good, Okay.
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  Speaker 1: Armed with an old photograph of Harry, I set out
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  Speaker 1: on my search. Since Ted and Todd don't quite remember
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  Speaker 1: exactly where they surrendered Harry, I begin my quest to
• 16:56
  Speaker 1: find this bird of Paradise by phoning. Birds in Paradise
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  Speaker 1: is a pet store in southern California, not far from
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  Speaker 1: where Scott lived. The owner, Lorie, has had the store
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  Speaker 1: for decades and is an active member of the Southern
• 17:12
  Speaker 1: California parrot community. If anyone would know how to find Harry,
• 17:17
  Speaker 1: it seems like it would be Lori, So I explained
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  Speaker 1: to her the project to find a bright red toddler
• 17:23
  Speaker 1: sized parrot named Harry who curses like a French sailor.
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  Speaker 5: It's completely impossible.
• 17:29
  Speaker 1: But like, isn't the Macaw community in the area small
• 17:34
  Speaker 1: enough that people would maybe through word of mouth, be
• 17:37
  Speaker 1: able to find Uh.
• 17:39
  Speaker 12: Now, there's thousands and thousands and thousands and thousands of
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  Speaker 12: Macaus in.
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  Speaker 1: The world, and it turns out it's difficult to tell
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  Speaker 1: one Macaw from another, even for an expert like Laurie.
• 17:53
  Speaker 5: And you don't know if you know, something has happened
• 17:56
  Speaker 5: to the bird, if it's been rehomed again.
• 17:59
  Speaker 1: Is there is there any resources that that you can recommend?
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  Speaker 5: I mean, that's what the Internet's about.
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  Speaker 1: Do a Google search to explain to Laurie that that's
• 18:10
  Speaker 1: what the problem is. I have nothing to Google search for.
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  Speaker 1: But Laurie is insistent it's just common sense. She says,
• 18:19
  Speaker 1: with the Internet, you can simply Google search for whatever
• 18:22
  Speaker 1: it is that you should be Google searching for.
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  Speaker 5: With the Internet nowadays, it does make things a lot easier.
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  Speaker 5: I mean, say I met a man and I was
• 18:30
  Speaker 5: possibly interested him. First thing I would do if I'd
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  Speaker 5: do a search on him?
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  Speaker 1: Okay, okay, I'll put it this way.
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  Speaker 5: I met a man at Disneyland, a few months ago
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  Speaker 5: and seemed like a really nice guy and gave me
• 18:43
  Speaker 5: a business card. He was a police officer, okay, And
• 18:46
  Speaker 5: I found out that police officer is married, oh my,
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  Speaker 5: and so let him know that I knew he was married,
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  Speaker 5: and I thought it was what he was doing. And
• 18:55
  Speaker 5: I never spoke to him again.
• 18:56
  Speaker 1: But you told him that you confronted him. Good for you.
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  Speaker 5: That's the kind of person I am.
• 19:02
  Speaker 1: I tell Laurie that while I respect her slew thing,
• 19:05
  Speaker 1: her take no prisoner's style and the Internet as a whole,
• 19:09
  Speaker 1: I don't know that any of this will help Ted
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  Speaker 1: and Todd. So Laurie offers one last glimmer of hope
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  Speaker 1: they'll find out.
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  Speaker 5: When they die one day and go to heaven if
• 19:18
  Speaker 5: anything happened to that bird.
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  Speaker 1: That's beautiful. In the end, I do turn to the Internet,
• 19:24
  Speaker 1: using it like it's nineteen ninety five all over again.
• 19:28
  Speaker 1: And I just got an AOL complimentary cd ram in
• 19:31
  Speaker 1: the mail. I joined Facebook groups like the Parrot Posse
• 19:35
  Speaker 1: and Lost and found cockatiels and other bird companions. I
• 19:40
  Speaker 1: even bookmark a site called the Big List of National
• 19:43
  Speaker 1: and International Bird Clubs, but that all yields nothing. So
• 19:48
  Speaker 1: as if it's eighteen ninety five all over again. Ahoy HOI.
• 19:53
  Speaker 1: I turned to the telephone.
• 19:57
  Speaker 4: Thank you for calling Annie's mobile bird for me hi.
• 20:00
  Speaker 11: Yah and miss scale brad bird choice parent the landing's
• 20:03
  Speaker 11: on parrot sectuary gives the permanent home.
• 20:05
  Speaker 7: I only have one.
• 20:06
  Speaker 1: Macau is it read by any chance?
• 20:08
  Speaker 7: No blue and gold?
• 20:12
  Speaker 1: Of everyone I speak with, nobody has seen any trace
• 20:15
  Speaker 1: of Harry, and nobody believes I'll ever be able to
• 20:18
  Speaker 1: find her. To what do I owe the pleasure of
• 20:29
  Speaker 1: this invitation? But then one day my producer, Mona puts
• 20:33
  Speaker 1: a meeting on my calendar.
• 20:34
  Speaker 2: As you know, we've been trying to find this parrot.
• 20:37
  Speaker 1: Oh I know Harry, I do know that, and.
• 20:40
  Speaker 11: I've been casting a whiter and whiter net because I
• 20:44
  Speaker 11: feel like the feedback we've been getting is that like
• 20:45
  Speaker 11: it's just like a shot in the dark.
• 20:47
  Speaker 1: That's a very generous appraisal of what we've been getting,
• 20:50
  Speaker 1: because to me, it feels like it's been more like, no,
• 20:53
  Speaker 1: this is insane. You are not going to find this bird.
• 20:57
  Speaker 1: Stop trying to find this bird.
• 20:59
  Speaker 10: Sure.
• 21:00
  Speaker 1: Mona explains that she's been poking around on pet databases and.
• 21:05
  Speaker 11: I found some other parrots who kind of like had
• 21:08
  Speaker 11: some our stories and looked old. And there was this one.
• 21:12
  Speaker 11: What it came from?
• 21:12
  Speaker 3: This?
• 21:13
  Speaker 1: What makes a pair of look old? I think you
• 21:15
  Speaker 1: can tell you're getting too deep?
• 21:17
  Speaker 2: They look grizzled.
• 21:18
  Speaker 1: Should I be concerned? Okay, do with me, Mona tells
• 21:23
  Speaker 1: me her deep dive turned up a sanctuary we haven't
• 21:26
  Speaker 1: tried yet.
• 21:27
  Speaker 2: It's called Oasis.
• 21:29
  Speaker 1: On the Oasis website, each of the hundreds of birds
• 21:32
  Speaker 1: they house has its own profile page. Mona looked through
• 21:35
  Speaker 1: every single one.
• 21:37
  Speaker 2: And that is when I found this.
• 21:49
  Speaker 6: Oh man, uh god, wow, I I don't know what
• 21:59
  Speaker 6: to say.
• 22:11
  Speaker 1: So this is a red macaw named Harry.
• 22:17
  Speaker 2: Mm hmm.
• 22:19
  Speaker 1: Look at the right wing.
• 22:21
  Speaker 4: I know.
• 22:22
  Speaker 1: Oh, and look at the rings around the eye. Oh no,
• 22:25
  Speaker 1: even the beak is similarly. Oh, this is compelling. This
• 22:30
  Speaker 1: Harry looks identical to the photo of Harry that Ted
• 22:33
  Speaker 1: and Todd sent me. So you have not called the
• 22:36
  Speaker 1: Oasis sanctuary yet, I have not.
• 22:38
  Speaker 2: I was thinking maybe now.
• 22:44
  Speaker 1: The Oasis Sanctuary. This is Janet Trumbull, director of the Oasis.
• 22:49
  Speaker 1: I mean, with great excitement, I explained my quest and
• 22:53
  Speaker 1: his macaw was also named Harry. And so we begin
• 22:58
  Speaker 1: comparing Harry's the Harry who lives at the oasis, Janet
• 23:02
  Speaker 1: tells me arrived there as a Harry.
• 23:04
  Speaker 5: Yep, he even says his name Harry.
• 23:07
  Speaker 2: Really yeah, so I know when we walk up to Harry, he.
• 23:11
  Speaker 1: Always says, hi, Harry. Janet refers to Harry as a
• 23:14
  Speaker 1: he because she's done a DNA test. She says that
• 23:18
  Speaker 1: otherwise it's nearly impossible to determine a parent's biological sex,
• 23:22
  Speaker 1: so it would be understandable if Scott thought Harry or her.
• 23:27
  Speaker 1: I asked Janet, what else she can tell me about Harry.
• 23:30
  Speaker 12: So he came to us from California.
• 23:32
  Speaker 1: Oh, not just California, Janet says, but southern California, an
• 23:38
  Speaker 1: hour and a half away from Yucca Valley, where Scott
• 23:40
  Speaker 1: had lived. It seems Harry was taken in by a
• 23:44
  Speaker 1: family with young children who teased and harassed him. In
• 23:48
  Speaker 1: their care, he grew increasingly aggressive, and so they had
• 23:51
  Speaker 1: no choice but to surrender him to a woman in
• 23:54
  Speaker 1: the area who fostered difficult birds. Eventually she brought Harry
• 23:58
  Speaker 1: to the Oasis.
• 24:00
  Speaker 12: She guessed his age at twenty two. I don't know
• 24:03
  Speaker 12: how okay, okay, he arrived in twenty twenty.
• 24:09
  Speaker 1: Our Harry hatched in the late nineties, so twenty two
• 24:12
  Speaker 1: in twenty twenty lines up perfectly. Janet, that would be it. Yeah,
• 24:21
  Speaker 1: Oh my goodness, Well this is very unexpected.
• 24:27
  Speaker 8: Yeah, it's kind of cool.
• 24:30
  Speaker 1: We found a macaw whose name is Harry, who's the
• 24:33
  Speaker 1: right age and who's from the right place. So I
• 24:37
  Speaker 1: get back in touch with Ted, Todd and the rest
• 24:40
  Speaker 1: of the family. Hi High High, Hi, Hello, it's nice
• 24:44
  Speaker 1: to see you all. I tell them about everything I've
• 24:47
  Speaker 1: been up to over the last few months, the sanctuaries
• 24:50
  Speaker 1: and bird groomers, the pet stores, Lori's, Disneyland, Jigglow, and
• 24:55
  Speaker 1: finally I show them the photo of the Harry who
• 24:58
  Speaker 1: lives at Janet Sanctuary in Arizona. Do you believe that
• 25:04
  Speaker 1: this is Harry? Oh?
• 25:05
  Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I'm sure that's Harry. Yeah, that's firstly I thought.
• 25:10
  Speaker 1: Yeah, Ted and Todd are convinced this is Harry, But
• 25:14
  Speaker 1: as a freshly minted bird journalist, I can't yet make
• 25:17
  Speaker 1: the call. As Laurie told me, individual macaus are nearly
• 25:21
  Speaker 1: impossible for people to identify. They all look the same. Birds,
• 25:26
  Speaker 1: on the other hand, can tell humans apart just fine,
• 25:30
  Speaker 1: So to truly confirm that this Harry is our Harry,
• 25:34
  Speaker 1: we need to know whether he recognizes Ted and Todd.
• 25:37
  Speaker 1: And for that there's really only one thing to do.
• 25:43
  Speaker 1: I guess what I'm winding up to here is I've
• 25:46
  Speaker 1: Google mapped the Bird Sanctuary oasis from this studio. It's
• 25:52
  Speaker 1: a fourteen hour road trip. I'm not suggesting that you
• 25:57
  Speaker 1: leave right now and we hit the road like Muppet
• 26:01
  Speaker 1: movie style, but which you want to go there? Yeah,
• 26:07
  Speaker 1: jure Chase? Is this Ted and Todd When they're excited,
• 26:14
  Speaker 1: You're getting like pinata happiness here.
• 26:16
  Speaker 3: I think with these two.
• 26:18
  Speaker 8: It's hotter in hell in Arizona in July.
• 26:21
  Speaker 1: But yeah, after the break, eight hundred miles to see
• 26:26
  Speaker 1: about a bird, all right, we're here. Ultimately there was
• 26:48
  Speaker 1: no road trip. Instead, the family decided to fly to Arizona.
• 26:53
  Speaker 1: Ted and Todd said it was the first time they've
• 26:55
  Speaker 1: flown in nearly three decades. The last had been for
• 26:58
  Speaker 1: their father's funeral. Ted and Todd, Chase, Hannah, Todd's daughter Jessica,
• 27:03
  Speaker 1: and two grandkids all meet me in a Tucson Walmart
• 27:06
  Speaker 1: parking lot, and.
• 27:07
  Speaker 9: Then Ted and Todd jumped out because they We're anxious
• 27:09
  Speaker 9: to gather KRD smoke.
• 27:10
  Speaker 1: Where are they smoking?
• 27:12
  Speaker 2: Where by the propine takes?
• 27:13
  Speaker 1: Are you serious? By the pro paine takes? Hannah, as
• 27:17
  Speaker 1: it turns out, is serious. I find Ted and Todd
• 27:22
  Speaker 1: sucking down Paul Maul's indeed beside the propane tanks, which
• 27:26
  Speaker 1: thankfully are empty.
• 27:28
  Speaker 3: Ah humid, it's humid.
• 27:35
  Speaker 1: As people pass by, they can't help staring a little
• 27:38
  Speaker 1: too long at the two identical men, tall and slim
• 27:42
  Speaker 1: with long white hair. For Ted and Todd, who shy
• 27:45
  Speaker 1: away from the limelight in all of its forms, who
• 27:48
  Speaker 1: hate to be the focus of attention, To be so
• 27:51
  Speaker 1: notable must be a special kind of hell. The Rubbernecker's rubberneck.
• 27:55
  Speaker 1: While Ted and Todd flashed identical expressions on their identical faces,
• 28:00
  Speaker 1: a look of complete blankness. Cigarettes smoked, We all pile
• 28:11
  Speaker 1: into Ted and Todd's suv. From here, the Oasis and
• 28:16
  Speaker 1: Harry are about forty five minutes away.
• 28:24
  Speaker 12: Hi, nice to meet you, Ty Todd.
• 28:30
  Speaker 1: Janet greets us at the entrance of the sanctuary.
• 28:33
  Speaker 2: All right, well, let's go ahead and go inside.
• 28:35
  Speaker 1: So I'm thinking the Oasis is home to twenty two
• 28:38
  Speaker 1: separate aviaries housing hundreds of tropical birds, almost all of which,
• 28:43
  Speaker 1: amazingly Janet knows by name.
• 28:46
  Speaker 12: Bubbles that he's a Patagonian conyer.
• 28:49
  Speaker 1: There's Cosmo, Tutsi, Molly, Sammy, Toby, and Modene. There's Oscar,
• 28:54
  Speaker 1: a blue and gold macaw who Janet tells us recently
• 28:58
  Speaker 1: lost her mate, and Congo and Timmy, a pair of
• 29:01
  Speaker 1: African grays. There are two green wings, Tango and Cash,
• 29:05
  Speaker 1: named for the Sylvester Stallone Kurt Russell film about two
• 29:08
  Speaker 1: minus smashed lapd officers. But while that Tango and Cash
• 29:13
  Speaker 1: enjoy shooting off firearms and punching people in the face,
• 29:16
  Speaker 1: this Tango and Cash enjoy eating honeydew and philbirds. Somewhere
• 29:21
  Speaker 1: among all these birds is Harry. I was just.
• 29:26
  Speaker 12: Saying, when you guys pulled up, Harry was screaming.
• 29:29
  Speaker 1: Do you think there is a chance that Harry will
• 29:33
  Speaker 1: recognize these guys.
• 29:35
  Speaker 2: It's very possible.
• 29:37
  Speaker 12: It's hard to say, and because he's not a cuddly bird,
• 29:40
  Speaker 12: you know, I'll have to kind of read his body language.
• 29:45
  Speaker 1: As we get closer to Harry's enclosure, we suddenly hear
• 29:50
  Speaker 1: kill Harry, Harry, Hi.
• 29:53
  Speaker 12: Harry, Yes, Hi Harry, And there he is shuffling around
• 30:01
  Speaker 12: on a tree branch.
• 30:03
  Speaker 1: Throughout this whole quest, with all the phone calls and
• 30:06
  Speaker 1: Internet searching, I'd forgotten how beautiful these birds are. Harry's
• 30:10
  Speaker 1: feathers are so vivid, he makes the world around him
• 30:13
  Speaker 1: seem black and white. Harry looks like Saturday Morning cartoons,
• 30:17
  Speaker 1: ten thousand crayons, a sunset, and a room full of gogains,
• 30:22
  Speaker 1: all set on fire. Looking at him, it makes sense
• 30:25
  Speaker 1: that the most colorful brother, which choose a most colorful pet,
• 30:30
  Speaker 1: but seated right beside Harry, almost wing to wing, is
• 30:34
  Speaker 1: another very similar looking bird. It turns out that this
• 30:37
  Speaker 1: is Harry's mate, Valentina. Harry met Valentina eight years ago
• 30:42
  Speaker 1: at the Refuge for Difficult Birds. They came to the
• 30:45
  Speaker 1: Oasis together, and Janet says, Harry and Valentina are inseparable.
• 30:50
  Speaker 12: Yep, They're always like that, right together, and you can
• 30:54
  Speaker 12: see he's being very protective of her. They have bonded,
• 31:00
  Speaker 12: very strong bonds, so we won't ever separate those two.
• 31:04
  Speaker 1: Harry sidles up to Valentina, and as he draws closer,
• 31:08
  Speaker 1: I can see that that while Harry is indeed beautiful,
• 31:11
  Speaker 1: his feathers are ruffled and patchy, and his tail is shredded.
• 31:15
  Speaker 1: Janet says the loss of feathers is something he's done
• 31:18
  Speaker 1: to himself. It's a behavior called plucking.
• 31:21
  Speaker 12: It's very common for parrots in captivity to pluck.
• 31:25
  Speaker 3: She says.
• 31:26
  Speaker 1: Plucking can start when birds are stressed or frustrated or grieving.
• 31:31
  Speaker 12: They do definitely grieve, Yeah, because their bonds are very deep.
• 31:36
  Speaker 2: Yeah.
• 31:39
  Speaker 1: It's hard to tell how Janet's words are affecting Ted
• 31:41
  Speaker 1: and Todd, but I suspect it might be adding to
• 31:44
  Speaker 1: their guilt, exacerbating their own tendency to pluck. That the
• 31:48
  Speaker 1: many should haves and could haves.
• 31:52
  Speaker 4: Talk to him.
• 31:55
  Speaker 1: He remembers, you we all step back and allow Ted
• 31:59
  Speaker 1: and Todd's space to approach. All eyes are on them,
• 32:03
  Speaker 1: and with all the self consciousness of two self conscious
• 32:06
  Speaker 1: men who must address a bird before a crowd of
• 32:08
  Speaker 1: family and near strangers.
• 32:10
  Speaker 10: They begin, Hi, Harry, Hello, Harry, how are you see Yah?
• 32:24
  Speaker 2: She's responding.
• 32:26
  Speaker 1: Harry's body language shifts. He leans towards Ted and Todd.
• 32:30
  Speaker 1: See how he's sitting forward. It's okay, look at ams
• 32:36
  Speaker 1: just looking at him?
• 32:37
  Speaker 3: You're okay?
• 32:41
  Speaker 2: So I see some recognition there.
• 32:45
  Speaker 1: It looks like we found our bird. Harry starts to
• 32:51
  Speaker 1: come closer, but Valentina reaches forward with her beak and
• 32:54
  Speaker 1: tugs on his feathers.
• 32:55
  Speaker 12: It looks like Valentina's keeps pulling him back, is what
• 32:59
  Speaker 12: I'm seeing. Like he does want to engage, but then
• 33:02
  Speaker 12: she says no and gives him a little little nip.
• 33:07
  Speaker 3: Yeah, she looks like, you get upset it.
• 33:10
  Speaker 7: We can leave you alone, we can let you be buddy.
• 33:16
  Speaker 1: Ted and Todd are reluctant to be a nuisance. They
• 33:19
  Speaker 1: decide to leave the enclosure, and we all file out
• 33:22
  Speaker 1: behind them. At last, Ted and Todd have found Harry,
• 33:35
  Speaker 1: and although worse for where, he's okay. Still Ted and
• 33:39
  Speaker 1: Todd don't seem satisfied.
• 33:41
  Speaker 7: I think I just felt like, you know, you're.
• 33:46
  Speaker 3: It's just disappointing.
• 33:50
  Speaker 1: It's like they were hoping for something more, something closer
• 33:53
  Speaker 1: to forgiveness. But what does forgiveness from a bird even?
• 33:57
  Speaker 3: Look like? Let's go ahead and get out of here. Yeah,
• 34:02
  Speaker 3: I hate everybody watching. I hated everybody watching.
• 34:10
  Speaker 4: Well shall we go on?
• 34:13
  Speaker 1: Half heartedly? Ted and Todd acquiesce and Janet continues the tour.
• 34:18
  Speaker 1: She shows us the monk parakeets who look nothing like
• 34:21
  Speaker 1: Tony Shaloub.
• 34:22
  Speaker 12: Smaller species Kanyer's Quakers.
• 34:26
  Speaker 1: She shows us the lovebirds, of whom I consider asking
• 34:28
  Speaker 1: Janet if she's ever caught making whoopie bloodbirds can be
• 34:32
  Speaker 1: extremely aggressive, but reconsider, and she shows us a rose
• 34:37
  Speaker 1: breasted cockatoo, the Samantha Jones of the aviary Good bad
• 34:41
  Speaker 1: men a love. While I'm having the time of my
• 34:46
  Speaker 1: life watching Nature's drones all throughout the tour, Ted and
• 34:51
  Speaker 1: Todd LaGG behind. It's only while engrossed by a parrot
• 34:54
  Speaker 1: named Lady Gray and her ability to repeat the word cracker.
• 34:59
  Speaker 1: Did you hear that?
• 35:00
  Speaker 4: Cracker?
• 35:02
  Speaker 1: Cracker, that I look around and see that Ted and
• 35:05
  Speaker 1: Todd have disappeared. It's only later on, when reviewing the
• 35:09
  Speaker 1: tape that I realized where they disappeared too.
• 35:13
  Speaker 3: Oh, welcome to see Harry one last time? Yeah about
• 35:18
  Speaker 3: the hord? Mmm without the hord.
• 35:22
  Speaker 1: Ted and Todd had doubled back to see Harry without
• 35:25
  Speaker 1: the horde.
• 35:27
  Speaker 7: Hi, guys, Hello Harry, Hi Harry.
• 35:31
  Speaker 3: Where does go friend? Though he's.
• 35:37
  Speaker 1: This time? When Ted and Todd show up, just the
• 35:39
  Speaker 1: two of them, Valentina stands back and Harry makes his
• 35:42
  Speaker 1: way down the branch. He seems to feel safe. Yeah,
• 35:47
  Speaker 1: and Ted and Todd seemed to feel safe too. Without
• 35:51
  Speaker 1: the expectant eyes of the group upon them, they can
• 35:53
  Speaker 1: finally ask the question they really want to ask, that
• 35:56
  Speaker 1: they've flown across the country for.
• 35:59
  Speaker 3: Do you remember Scott? You remember Scott?
• 36:06
  Speaker 13: To that.
• 36:08
  Speaker 3: He's watching.
• 36:10
  Speaker 1: Harry doesn't respond, but then Todd has an idea.
• 36:15
  Speaker 7: Harry, son of a bitch.
• 36:17
  Speaker 1: He starts cursing like a constipated French sailor.
• 36:21
  Speaker 7: God damn it, Harry, God damn it, Harry. Come here, Harry,
• 36:25
  Speaker 7: Come here.
• 36:28
  Speaker 1: Harry takes a couple more Leary steps down his branch.
• 36:34
  Speaker 3: Yeah, sound like Scott.
• 36:39
  Speaker 1: It sounded like Scott, says Ted. Now at this point,
• 36:44
  Speaker 1: I've listened back to this tape hundreds of times. I'm
• 36:49
  Speaker 1: not sure what I hear. It does kind of sound
• 36:53
  Speaker 1: like he's saying Scott, sort of. But I guess it
• 36:57
  Speaker 1: doesn't matter what I hear. What matters is what Ted
• 37:00
  Speaker 1: and Todd hear. And it seems like they hear forgiveness.
• 37:07
  Speaker 7: I'm glad you're okay, Hey, leave them alone?
• 37:14
  Speaker 3: Yeah, probably.
• 37:17
  Speaker 7: Bye, Harry, say bye.
• 37:21
  Speaker 3: Bye.
• 37:24
  Speaker 1: The two near identical men wave goodbye to the two
• 37:27
  Speaker 1: near identical birds.
• 37:30
  Speaker 3: I'm glad he's going all right. Yeah, that's.
• 37:34
  Speaker 1: And with that, Ted and Todd go back to the group,
• 37:37
  Speaker 1: and Harry and Valentina go back to living that outlaw life.
• 37:42
  Speaker 1: In the end, Harry has something neither Ted nor Todd
• 37:45
  Speaker 1: nor any human could have given him. He's paired in
• 37:48
  Speaker 1: this world with one of his own. Of all people,
• 37:52
  Speaker 1: Ted and Todd should be able to appreciate that. And
• 38:01
  Speaker 1: so with this last deed for their brother Don, there's
• 38:05
  Speaker 1: only one last deed to do.
• 38:07
  Speaker 7: Do you have a sagarette with you? Let's go back
• 38:10
  Speaker 7: over here. They're gonna give us so much of ship
• 38:15
  Speaker 7: about it. I don't know to deal with these shirts,
• 38:20
  Speaker 7: no fucking hockets, No this, honey, mad youre always go everything.
• 38:23
  Speaker 7: I gotta mature in the market.
• 39:09
  Speaker 13: That the furnitures returning.
• 39:12
  Speaker 4: To its goodwill home. Now that the last month's rent
• 39:20
  Speaker 4: is scheme with the damage to pros, take this moment
• 39:25
  Speaker 4: to do so, if we meant it, if we talk
• 39:33
  Speaker 4: were felt around for five from things Good.
• 39:38
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• 39:47
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• 39:51
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• 39:55
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• 39:59
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• 40:02
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• 40:06
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• 40:09
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• 40:12
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• 40:19
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• 40:31
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• 40:49
  Speaker 13: Weaker Thans sign in an empty.
• 41:12
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• 41:16
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• 41:25
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• 41:28
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• 42:28
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• 42:31
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• 42:34
  Speaker 7: think so.