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Episode #159: Allowing Spirit's Messages to Flow Through You · Tea Time w/Amie & Bev

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I welcome to tea time with Amy and Bev. Good day. What's happened
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in miss Bev? What's happening? I don't know a lot lots of different
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stuff. One of the biggest realizations I'm having this morning is we can do
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anything we want to do anything. We can do anything we I mean,
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Freeman's been might just have my birthday. So it's like, every time I
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turn around, there's another book laying like he's written all these different books and
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late like I'll leave the room and I get him. I'm like, oh,
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that's cool, okay, So I'm checking that one out. Next thing,
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you know, I come back in the room a day later, there's
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another book, and there's another book, and then there's another book. It's
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so hilarious. All this stuff is happening. But we can do all these
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things. And this is about psychic developments, psychic abilities, astral traveling,
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ancient teachings and acostic records, like there's a lot of stuff if we get
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any nuggets and these are quick read books, so which I like, yeah,
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but what's all that being said? It's just recognizing we can do all
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these things. If you can't do these things, it's like what do you
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have in your you know, what do you have in your story that's telling
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you that you're not able to do these things? So that's kind of the
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place that I'm at right now. And it's like a big while, right
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I've caught myself in my limiting conversation with another person. I've caught I mean,
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I've caught myself doing these things, limiting myself, you know, from
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a space that's not even a true story. It's that's an old story.
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It doesn't even it doesn't even exist anymore. That's a not worthy story.
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But that's just it's funny how it shows up. So that's kind of where
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I'm at. There's it just seems like there's so much stuff going on.
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It's it's funny because when we go to do these get together and have our
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conversations, I'm like, I have no idea what we're going to talk about.
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And from that space, it can feel a little bit like, oh
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God, I don't know what's going to happen. How is this conversation going
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to go. Is it's going to be exciting? Is it not going to
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be exciting? You know what I mean? For a lot of this stuff,
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and then the other side of me is like, we don't have to
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we don't have to do anything, and things are always going to show up
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because they always show up. It's just whatever is relevant, whatever our audience
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needs to hear right now. And that's something else I've recognized too. So
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if we're going to do if I'm going to put a sign up that says
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I'm a psychic intuitive, psychic channel or whatever you know, a medical or
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medical so medical mediumship or evidential mediumship and all this type of stuff, no
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matter how that shows up. If I say that I'm going to do that,
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that brings an audience or that brings groups to come see me specifically for
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that whatever I'm saying that I'm doing right. And now there's a one thing.
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So now when a person shows up, they have a certain asking or
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a desire that they want, and now I have an opportunity. We all
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can do this to be in that space to bring forward whatever that person needs
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to me needs at that moment that's going to be beneficial for them. And
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sometimes that is massage. Sometimes that's just a smile. Sometimes it is words.
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Sometimes it's a hug, right, you just see your hugging class.
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It's sometimes it's just all these little things are there's so many little things,
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but it's helping build a bigger picture. I'm receiving information lately, and how
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I know it's not my information? And this is This is how amazing it
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is because it's so subtle and I don't recognize that the conversation was happening.
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But I might be over cleaning a litter box, because I seemed when I'm
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cleaning litter boxes, I seem to have stuff go through my mind. And
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I heard, well, she's Moxie, and I'm like Moxie, Like I'm
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hearing this conversation in my head, but it's my own it's my voice that
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I hear, but it's not. These are not my words because I don't
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use the word moxie. I don't. I had to go look it up
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because I had no idea what it meant. So what does it mean?
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Well, it means to be it means to be confident, it means to
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be this like she has moxie, she can do these things. And it's
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so hilarious, right, it's so hilarious how this stuff shows up. So
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I wouldn't I go and look it up. And this is I mean,
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that's just kind of like a basic thing. How it hit me that it's
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about setting in her confidence or you know whatever. They were talking about it,
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and I don't know what we were talking about at that time, but
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that's my points. If we're not paying attention to our thoughts and listen,
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we've been you and I've been talking about this for a while, that we
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have these conversations and we receive this information. Well, even me that it
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has been receiving this information and knows that I'm receiving this information, is not
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always aware that I'm receiving information until I have awareness and stop and pay attention
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to it. And they got my attention by using the word moxie because I
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don't use it. I don't. They get me my attention by telling me
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the word colline, which is something that supports the liver and there's a bunch
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of other benefits for it too. But there's a reason that these words come
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up, right, It is because it's something it's something in my asking that's
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beneficial for my body that I've asked about collin so it or gelatine. Gelatine
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is another thing that came for, which is another branch of something else,
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but it was something that I was told specifically to get, so I had
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started taking it. So it's just like all these things. So it's it
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blows my mind. Go back to the books. Right, we think that
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we can't do these things, but when you're opening the kind of let you're
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not even trying to control it or trying to be like I'm not. It
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wasn't like I was sitting here meditating, like this is the stuff that's going
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to come through. No, I'm cleaning the litter boxes, moving meditation.
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So I'm slightly distracted making sure I get all this stuff done, not even
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I'm not trying to force or do anything. And I'm having a dialogue inside
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my head, a conversation, and I don't remember what my part of it
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was and how it was shown up, because that's how the information comes through
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so subtly, so easily. I just got to be it just being an
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awareness of it, present with it, present with the conversation. I just
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I just had a thought that with that, when you're receiving that information,
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knowing that it's flowing to you more and more, to sit with the pen
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and paper and those whether it's the passage or a palm or whatever might come
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up. Is just share it with social media. This is this is a
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channel channeling my bed or whatever you would call it, and just share some
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of that because some of that might be relevant to the people you're connected with.
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Yeah, and I feel like it's kind of like it's it's helping me
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to recognize that I can do all these things already. Right back to the
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books, the same thing. I can do all those things already. But
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they're giving little subtle ideas, little little quick little thoughts of like, Okay,
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I want you to close your eyes. I want you to see right
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now a chalkboard in front of you, and I want you to see you
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draw in a circle and I could see the circle. Put your first initial
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in that circle. Put it in there, you see it, I could
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see it. It's for me, that's easy, right because I because I've
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been practicing seeing things. I'm a visual person and not everybody is, but
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you can be. So it's just a matter of we're figuring out again.
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And go back to the conversation that I started with. We think that we
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can't do these things because we have a block, we have a limit that
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we've put in place that maybe when we were a kid, that we thought
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that was going to protect us, keep us safe. But we don't have
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to have all these things. Or maybe someone ridiculed you because you said something
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that spirit told you or that you saw or whatever. It doesn't matter,
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but it's just being in that space. And then it says, go ahead
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and erase your initial out of there so I could say I could see all
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this stuff. And then a race says, Okay, congratulations, you just
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saw you just did visualization, and you're helping to teach yourself more. I
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just feel like it's the Universe's way of saying, Okay, Bev, you've
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had an asking, this is what's going on, and now they're making sure
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that I can discern between what I'm receiving versus what I'm just thinking. So
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it's awesome. So this this journey, right, we've talked about all the
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time. Esther Hicks started talking about it years ago, and I heard her
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a few years back, and it's like, Okay, enjoy the journey.
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Enjoy the journey. What the hell like? Enjoy the journey. Sometimes the
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journey is not enjoyable, it doesn't feel like it. But then when you
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recognize that nothing's positive or negative. Everything is just something, a negative thing
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that we might perceive as negative. It's just another one, like a rock
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in the middle of the stream. Just stir, steer around it, witness
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it, and then you're beyond it. So it's just there's just so much
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stuff that's going on right now. For me, I feel like, but
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I've had to asking. I think that I've had the asking for it,
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but I realized that it's actually been calling me. So it's planning that desire
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in me because for so many years of my life this makes me kind of
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emotional. For so many years of my life, I would never have acknowledged
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these things because first of all, it gived be something that could be taken
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away from me. You know, maybe I didn't deserve it. Whatever,
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There's there's a conversation that I was having with myself that kept me from that
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space. Yeah. And and those books that you have those topics, I've
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read them like thirty years ago, not probably not the same book because so
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many books have been written since then. And it comes back to basics and
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it's about, oh, what author is going to resonate with you in sharing
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their information and their experience sharing the information from their perspective and their perspective of
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teaching through their words and how resonates with you. And so, um,
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I'm a I love to hear people's stories. And I think that's probably why
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I read so many books, because I wanted to hear everybody's stories and their
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experiences. But they were all saying the same thing. And and um,
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it's all all of that is basics and all of it. It's that's what
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we need to get back to, is the basics. Yeah, and and
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even myself, it's like something that I did at the beginning of my healing
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journey and learning about this this spiritual space and all the stuff, um,
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you know, thirty years later, it's like I still have to go back
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to those basics, to those those simpler things, the tools, because that's
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the foundation. And we want to build a good foundation. We want to
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build a sturdy foundation and whatever it is we're doing. So yeah, So
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enjoy the books. Yeah, just little nuggets, just little nuggets really,
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and it's just easy stuff to meditate on. And then it's like see yourself
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painting a picture, you know what I mean. And I'm just saying that
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right now because that's just something to kind of flasten in my mind. How
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exciting is that I don't have to physically paint a picture out here where everybody
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can see. I could paint a picture in my mind and what does that
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look like? And then that brings forward something with you within you into your
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reality. Gave me goose bumps. It's just it's just me talking through myself
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to myself and then anyone else that wants to be around to benefit from it,
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congratulations if it benefits you, you know what I mean. So it's
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it's just it's this is an interesting path. And I'm noticing that a lot
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of times. Don't talk to yourself because it sounds crazy, right, No,
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talk to yourself. That's another that's just another separation from yourself. Talking
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to yourself is amazing because I'm telling you this is my dialogues happen verbally orally.
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You know, I'm orating outside of myself and then but then I'm having
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conversations within myself too the whole time. So it's just this whole journey.
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That's how we know that we're removing stuff that's that those blocks, That's how
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we know because the next part of it shows up. It's just it's blow.
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It blows my mind right now only because I'm When we have these conversations,
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it helps me be aware of where I'm coming from, what I've experienced,
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that I'm bringing it, and it's not just now in my experience.
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I'm actually talking about it. I'm excited about it. It feels good,
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it feels good. It's following your passions. And when you've been stifling yourself
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or holding yourself at such a level for so long to not allow yourself to
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have don't let anybody see that you're too excited. Don't seem too happy,
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because some people that aren't aren't happy. They ain't gonna like it, you
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know, not not rocking the boat. And now it's like, well,
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this is my boat, and if you don't, if you're not happy on
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my boat, you probably should go find your own. Don't stand up in
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my rocking boat because you're gonna fall out. And that's right, that's right.
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If you're not having a good time, then you're out, you out.
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How don't you go? Here's a life that's it's sad, it's awesome
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and and uh like well, like you said, you were cleaning litter box
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and stuff was coming to you, um, that happens in the shower,
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happens when I'm driving. Yeah, over the weekend, I was I took
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on a task. It's fairly big task and I'm still in the process of
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it, and but it was a time to just be like, even though
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I was doing something, I was in it and being in it right and
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then and really I was. I actually noticed after a little bit, I
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was like, wow, I'm not thinking about I wasn't thinking about my business,
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I wasn't thinking about any quote unquote problems I was. I was just
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being and what I was doing, and it was it was all good.
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Yeah, And it was enjoyable and it was relaxing. Even though it's a
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big task. It was relaxing because I was just being in it and in
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those moments like that. So that's why people have hobbies and they they're focused
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on what they're doing because they're enjoying it so much. That's when that information
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can flow. And you know a lot of people will even talk about it
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is like just sit and be quiet for a few moments. Well, if
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that's not working for you, what's the hobby. What's the thing that you
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enjoy doing that's going to have your full attention, because that is similar to
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meditating. It's going to allow you to open up that space to let information
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in which could be the solution to your problem or the next step or the
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pivot you have to you know, it's important to make so it can come
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in so many different ways. And I've heard even like teachers, the Spirit
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Virtual UM teachers that I've listened to, They're like, I keep it UM
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like a shower marker. They keep a shower a marker in the shower because
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that's when information comes. And I got to write it down so they don't
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forget it. Nice. I didn't even know, Yeah, because I say
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saying I might jump out of the shower real quick and ride on the mirror.
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So I didn't know that, you know, with a permanent marker.
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So that's interesting. I like that because stuff flows all the time. Yeah,
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it's flowing all the time. But are we receiving it? Are we
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aware of it? Yeah? I was just listening to Abraham Mix this morning
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and it was it was you're you're sending out these rockets and desires and your
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um asks, your questions are being answered all the time, and if you
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miss the answer, then something else is going to get your attention. You're
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gonna move and in that space, that new space you're in, we're gonna
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send the information again, only now it's got to be diverted through where you're
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at at that time. And if you miss it, then then you're going
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to make another decision to do something else. And so you the answers are
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always coming, you just seem to be getting further and further away from the
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original rocket of desire. I mean, these are these are the way I'm
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explaining it. It's not the way they explained it. And so your original
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ask, right, your original desire that the universe still working on it.
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But because you keep moving and shifting and changing directions, they're still bringing the
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information. But now there's there's a bigger gap. And then you think it's
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not happening, it's not working, it's not I'm not getting what I want.
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And and the truth is it's always it's always there. It's always right
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here, right here, right here, right now. If we allow it,
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yeah, we'll not. Just going back to this morning, I was
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having a conversation with Freeman and hours like, you know, as soon as
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we think that we're doing something wrong, oh like I shouldn't eat this food.
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We negate things. We're automatically creating our own problems right that moment,
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right you're present, you're enjoying that cake you're eating right now, you're enjoying
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your eggs and your cash browns and your bacon and everything. You know,
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you're enjoying that. Why I turn around and make it something negative because as
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soon as we do that, we've we've actually made it a negative. We've
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actually created negativity from that food with our thoughts. Otherwise, it's just food.
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It has no energy. It's not out to get us, you know
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what I mean. So it's it's just really processing a lot of that stuff.
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That's really processing how you think, how do you think you don't deserve
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it? And then asking yourself questions, why do you think you don't deserve
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that? Okay, Universe, show me the blocks withinside of myself that no
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longer serve me because they're not. I mean, sometimes blocks do serve you.
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Maybe it keeps you from going into a dangerous situation that you've already experienced.
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I don't know, but it's for you to start having discernments, for
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you to start asking questions. And I not mean you, but our audience,
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whoever is listening to our conversations, whoever happens to come across this.
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You don't know. You might be talking to me, that's true, that
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see and assuming what someone else might think or something like that, because their
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filter system is a little bit different than your system because you've had different experiences
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and the other experiences. So it's just it's just learning how to be.
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It's learning more about the self. And we go back to the same conversation
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as we've had in the last few weeks. It's being aware of what you're
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thinking. It's being aware of the energy you're putting in. It's being aware
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of how do you feel about yourself? Well, if you feel that way
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about yourself, then what can you do? It looks different than what you're
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doing right now. It's just exploring possibilities. It's asking questions. It's because
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we're not okay just being right where it's at. It's like you asked,
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having the statements to yourself like there's got to be more to life than this,
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and that propels us forward, and that it took some some sifting and
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clearing of some emotional baggage for me to see there is more of life than
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this, right, more of the life. That more to life than the
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pain and the agony and the suffering and the all the stuff. I had
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to clear some stuff so that I could see that there is more to life
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and now make that a part of or make it available as part of my
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as part of what I teach, because I know there's like millions of people
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on the planet thinking the same thing. What the heller am I here for?
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Was my purpose? Why why am I going through this? And there's
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reasons And now I'm still in like those desires when we got that, like,
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what is my purpose that's helping to pull us forward? Because these desires
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are coming from spirit to help bring us forward because we want something different.
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We know there's different. So it's like they're they're there the whole time,
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the whole time, they're trying to bring us forward. Always yeah, for
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our benefit, because we're because it's not just for us, it's for the
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greater good of all, for everybody, for everything. And the more the
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more we shift and and um, yesterday I came up. I was talking
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and I instead of saying showed up, I said shined up. So it's
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my new word, shine up. So the more we I gotta write that
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down. Yeah, the more we shine up in ourselves, um it is
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collectively it's just so impactful and so worth it. And the more we the
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more we shine, the more we brighten up our light and our spirit.
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Um. It's not just your your immediate environment that shifts and changes. It
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ripples out and it affects that population and the planet. So the more we
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come into alignment individually with solutions and focusing on solutions, the more we are
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contributing to the energy of solutions on a collective level. And sometimes that might
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be too big to graphs or comprehend, but it's you're just emanating that vibration
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out you're solution oriented, so you have that solution oriented vibration flowing out away
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from you, which has a ripple effect and and it's amazing. It's it's
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very interesting to witness it too. When when you're working on your self and
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doing your own inner work and you're not telling anybody what you're doing, but
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the people around you start shifting and changing, and some some leave your life,
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and new people come in and these new people, you know, you
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resonate with, and it's just it's an incredible process. And when they say
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it's a dance, absolutely is a dance. And it's are you gonna do
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um lock and pop? Are you gonna flow right? Are you gonna like
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ballerina? Is this? How do you want to dance? That's true.
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You can joke at the boss bit if you want to go do some ballet.
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It's like, whatever you want to do, whatever you want to do,
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it's your choice. The tap you do tap and get into it bath
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moving because that's whatever your energy is, like right, I mean it just
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to me that seems like it was an energy would play a big role in
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that. Just whatever you're a truck is you just like music and stuff,
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whatever you attracted to. When I used to be in a bad mood,
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I'd play my Metallica or whatever or fo I was. If I wanted to
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go clean the house, I would use that probably because at that time,
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not even realizing I'm using that same energy of that anger to get me through
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the whole house and get it all cleaning there, Like, yeah, I'm
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taking care of this stuff. Yeah. In the meantime, you're mad at
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everybody else because they're not helping you. But you didn't ask me how you
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know, it's just a vicious it is and true story true, but where
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do we learn it from somewhere else? And that's when we go through is
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healing and have recognizing. We're recognizing every single part of this journey that we've
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been on and how it came from our parents and then how it came from
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them, and how we don't have to carry it anymore. It's not even
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arts. And then when you release all that stuff, how it affects.
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Like you said, it goes out so big, but it hits your family
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because that's close to home, right, That hits your family and it changes
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them from where they're looking at their perspective on things. And then it ripples,
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It ripples out to everybody. It's a benefit to everybody. Yeah,
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And that's funny, um because over the weekend when I was doing my project,
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I had the summer hits of the eighties on and yeah, it was
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just good, you know, memories coming up, and and then some songs
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would come on and I would now you know, more aware listening to the
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words. I'm like, and it wasn't a oh that's nagad, I can't.
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I didn't get into that defensive type of mode. Yeah, I listened
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to the words and I was thinking the era right the time when the songs
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were written, and then and I think about the movies, types of movies
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that were created and these songs were in them. And then it was thinking
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about the people who wrote the songs, like what kind of space were they
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in to bring these lyrics forward in this way of expression? And so I
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just found it fascinating. I caught myself doing that, and it was it
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was so I wasn't contributing to the angst and offensiveness or negativity or anything like
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that. It was an awareness of those people and where they were at it
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that time. Yeah, whatever emotion was in, that's in the energy of
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that creation. Yeah. And so you know, I've listened. I've had
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clients who like the hard metal and angry music and they're like, I I
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gotta listen to that. When I'm at I'm like, okay, okay,
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that's your choice. And it was chasing him off and hut the window,
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and I was I saw it coming up, and I was like, and
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then I heard it. It just kind of scared me. What does that
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even mean? What does that mean? Um? And so you know,
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I'm like that's great. That's that's your choice and you can. You're totally
25:15
allowed to do that. I'm not, it's not it's a not a judgment.
25:18
I'm more on that non judgmental side of things. And and while you're
25:25
listening to that and in that energy and feeling the the emotion of those words,
25:33
you're putting that out into your environment, yeah, greater into your community.
25:41
And so once you realize energetically what you're doing, do you want to
25:45
keep doing that? Because then you become a vibrational match to more of it
25:52
and they just sit there and look at me. And of course, most
25:55
of the time, because if new in the being new in the learning process
26:03
of all of this about energy and vibrational frequency and all that, because I've
26:08
done it too, was argue for my limitations. Right well, I was
26:15
mad and I needed that kind of music, and I just hard to get
26:19
after it and do Okay, it's it's your choice, right again, no
26:25
judgment, And you're emitting that energy out into your environment and your community.
26:30
So again I ask is that you know it's like, do you want to
26:36
keep contributing to the energy of fear or the heavy emotional path or do you
26:44
want to contribute to more of a kind, gentle, loving path, and
26:48
we have we get to choose that, but we get so in our belief
26:56
systems and the need to be right about how we're feeling that we can It's
27:03
so easy to get consumed by those heavy emotions because that is what we know.
27:11
That is what we know. That is what we know. That is
27:15
what we know, and we know what to expect from it. I don't
27:22
know what it means to be relaxed. I don't know what it means to
27:23
not judge somebody. I don't know what it means to, you know,
27:27
show up with more kindness. I don't kind to myself, right, be
27:32
nice to myself. I don't know what that means. And so I'm not
27:33
going to do it because I don't know. I don't know what to expect
27:37
from that. And and that's okay to learning curve to learning process and takes
27:45
practice. So I don't know opens you up to receiving information to help you
27:52
with knowing, Yeah, to help you discern. So instead of saying I
27:57
don't know, it could be I know there's help readily available for me.
28:03
Yeah, And I know when we're in those spaces because we've all been in
28:07
those spaces. It's hard to see anything else and anybody else trying to tell
28:11
you something otherwise, it's almost like pushing against Yeah, it's and then,
28:15
so what do we feel like when you're already in that space up something pushing
28:18
against you, just automatically push right back right until you're aware and then you
28:22
step back. And then you don't have to be a party to that.
28:25
You can just be aware of someone else have any experience because we've had that
28:27
experience. Somebody else was probably aware of us having our experience for sure,
28:33
for sure, because that's part of the journey. It's it's part of the
28:34
journey as we go along. And then it's like you say, it's to
28:37
be really, it's to be neutral in that space. It's not to give
28:41
anything one way or the other, because as soon as we do, now
28:44
we're attached to an outcome and we're not beneficial for that person either, let
28:48
alone ourselves. Yeah, and just to get better and better and myself so
28:56
I can show up better, that's my goal, yeah, always, And
29:03
so that definitely takes a lot of self awareness, which is a good thing.
29:07
It's not a bad thing. But we've been The training has not been
29:11
that way. The training has been everything, look at everybody else beside yourself,
29:17
take care of everybody else beside yourself. Work your butt off just to
29:21
support your family for fifty hours a week, and you know, not get
29:25
ahead or whatever, whatever your thoughts are or whatever your experiences. For me,
29:30
I was always on the hustle, you know. I was always on
29:33
the hustle, but really not really on the hustle. I was always working
29:37
my job, making the money. I wasn't trying anything else outside of that.
29:41
So we've talked about we haven't talked about it for a long time ago,
29:44
but procrastination on things right. So things have been coming up for me
29:49
talking to a client and she's burn her daughter getting their passports taken care of,
29:53
and passport Freeman's brought up in numerous times. I've just blown it off,
29:57
blown it off, blown it off. I could have actually got mine
30:02
taking care of last year just by renewing mine instead of because it had expired,
30:06
but it was still within the time frame and I didn't do it.
30:08
So but all of a sudden, I have this urge, like I know
30:11
it's time I have to get the staking care of it's like, right now,
30:15
it's no, it's no choice. So I'm going in Wednesday, right,
30:18
So it's but it's just part of the And then that felt good,
30:21
and it's like Okay, I'm like, okay, what else have I've forgotten
30:22
and not taking care of? Because something? How do I know? Something's
30:26
changed within sight of me? Because I have these desires now, I have
30:30
these desires because I'm feeling pulled in that direction. I was meant to be
30:34
where exactly where I've been at this whole time, but now suddenly I'm being
30:37
pulled in another direction. What does it look like? I don't know right
30:41
now. I just know I'm getting going to be getting my passport, taking
30:44
care of I'm taking care of my birth certificates because I'm going to get authenticated
30:48
and some other things which people could do their own research on that and whatt's
30:52
the benefits of that. I'm not going to go into do that stuff.
30:55
But it's just I'm in the process of doing these things. I'm just doing
30:57
period. It's not it's not on the back burner anymore. It's not,
31:02
oh, because it's what do we do? We negate ourselves? Oh,
31:03
I don't have enough money for that right now. So what the universe will
31:07
create? Not enough money for you right now? I say the universe will
31:10
create it, but you're the one that created it. I was the one
31:11
that created it. So working okay, the universe is always bringing me money.
31:15
Everything's always working out, Everything's always working out. This is what needs
31:19
to be taken care of right now. I have to drive a desire that
31:22
has to be happening right now. It's my passion because I'm learning what passion
31:26
even feels like for me, because I haven't had that my whole life,
31:29
because I didn't allow myself to have emotions besides anger. So here we are.
31:33
So now I'm like that baby that's learning how to crawl, and now
31:37
I'm kind of walking and stuff. I'm actually starting to learn how to run.
31:40
And that's where it starts to get a little bit crazy because you can
31:41
feel it. You can feel the energy within yourself as as it's building up.
31:47
And I can feel this energy building up, and I know something's about
31:48
the transpire that's like so huge and it's going to be so fast that I'm
31:53
like, okay, I'm holding on time. I'm ready for it. This
31:56
is how you were last year yeah, you don't know. You don't know
32:00
exactly how things are going to play out, but something you could feel the
32:04
energy it's building up withinside of you. You have this desire. And the
32:07
thing for me was early on when I would start getting this stuff, I
32:09
would get frustrated because things weren't nothing was transpiring from that those feelings. And
32:15
now it's just I'm staying in the feelings. I'm feeling those feelings and I'm
32:17
riding along with it. I'm not trying to figure out where it's going.
32:21
I'm not trying to navigate through the map out the door. Don't even need
32:24
it anymore because they're going to guide me where I brid need to go to.
32:27
Anyways, my higher self knows exactly my plans that when I came to
32:30
this planet to do to be the human to run around in this human skin,
32:37
knew exactly what the plan was. And me coming here thinking I know
32:39
everything is great, when you could say I don't know, I don't know,
32:43
go ahead, take the wheel, Jesus, take the wheel. Take
32:49
it doesn't matter. It's just letting go and going along with the flow of
32:52
it. And then it's like then it's it then and only then for me,
32:54
has it become fun and exciting me? Trying to control it does not
32:59
feel fun, and it feels like a lot of letdowns because then I have
33:02
an attachment again, back to the outcome of something that I have absolutely zero
33:07
idea where it's going and what it looks like. Yeah, that attachment gets
33:14
us stone in it. It certainly can. But we've learned that having attachment,
33:21
we've it's all been learned. It's not that we're doing anything wrong.
33:23
So don't anybody that's watching us. Don't think, oh god, I do
33:27
that. Oh I've done that. That's okay. Yeah, it's not a
33:31
big deal. But it's like, how do we evolve from that? Well,
33:34
that's a great question to ask her, still ask each person. Each
33:37
person needs to ask themselves that individually. They don't need to, but they
33:43
can, and it opens up more doorways. I don't like the word me,
33:46
but it just goes to show you how often I've heard of in my
33:49
life that I'm still using it. Yeah, breaking away, breaking away,
33:53
But it's not a big deal. Oh there was again, I just use
33:57
it against It's not a big deal. So I'm not going to be using
34:00
it forever. It's not it's unnecessary. It's limiting. Talk about limiting.
34:06
So we know where WeLive and I'm sitting out I'm living. I live out
34:09
basically in the middle of a desert kind of it's not even just like desert,
34:15
it's just beautiful. But anyways, I look out there, so because
34:17
I'm labeling it right now, just as soon as I say desert. If
34:20
I sit out there and I look towards town or whatever, that would look
34:24
like. I see the mountains, I see the lights and stuff, I
34:28
could be anywhere. It doesn't even matter where I'm at right now. If
34:30
I'm in a space of noticing that everything's beautiful right now, it's great.
34:36
When I start labeling things, then it kind of limits them and they don't
34:38
feel the same way. That's something I've been filling and I've noticed. I'm
34:44
like, wow, otherwise town looks like it. I could be anywhere.
34:46
I could be on the outskirts of I mean, gosh, I could be
34:51
anywhere. Really that would maybe resemble the environments that I'm in to be able
34:57
to have the views that I have. I could be anywhere. So why
35:00
why have I limited myself by Oh, that's just town or that's just kingman,
35:05
or that's just you know, whatever, just whatever. And it's because
35:07
as soon as I do that, then I've got a definition of the word
35:12
kingman. I've got an idea what that looks like. And now as soon
35:15
as I have that idea, I'm looking at it through that idea glasses instead
35:20
of just looking at it without any labels at all and just witnessing the beauty
35:24
of it all. And that's when I was noticing that there was a beauty
35:28
in it. And you can look out that same view and not notice anything
35:37
true because you're so consumed by your thoughts. And I bring that up so
35:42
that people recognize that we could be in the most luscious, beautiful place,
35:49
which you can create anywhere, by the way, but you can be in
35:53
this beautiful place and not be there and not see it. And that's just
36:00
being consumed by your thoughts and and worries and concerns and past history and in
36:07
all the crap in, instead of allowing yourself to be in this, in
36:12
this beautiful space and and and embrace it and enjoy it and relish in it
36:21
because it is beautiful. It really is. Yeah, there was a there
36:25
was a point where, you know, My mom lived in the Midwest for
36:29
for a minute, and she was trying to get me to move back there
36:31
as well, and and I had my reasons, I told her, But
36:36
I said, you know, Mom, I like the desert. I mean
36:39
it's so cool. And she's like, it's so bland. I said,
36:44
Oh, there's so much beauty. There's so much if you open yourself up
36:49
to it. And when the seasons, well, let's put it, when
36:57
it rains, it's amazing the beauty that shows up, right, So so
37:06
being aware that you're viewing, you're seeing these views, whether you're looking out
37:14
a window, you're sitting on a beach, doesn't matter. You're seeing these
37:19
views through your eyes. And whether you're taking in the beauty or not,
37:24
it's going to be determined by what is going on within yourself. What are
37:30
you thinking about, how are you feeling? And then it's again a choice
37:37
as to are you going to be in that moment and embrace what your view
37:44
is, or are you going to be in that moment consumed by the trials
37:50
and tribulations of the pain and the struggle. And it's the same view,
37:55
but it's not the same. I mean, right right where I'm sitting,
38:00
I'm looking out a window and I see the side of a house. There's
38:04
no block, there's no wall between us or anything. I'm like literally looking
38:07
at the side of a house and I see this liver of sky and a
38:14
little piece of tree over here. And I could be frustrated that that's my
38:20
view, like really, but at the same time, I see birds flying,
38:29
and I see every once in a while see a cat go by,
38:31
and you know, when a storm rolls in, you get to see the
38:35
clouds, and when the breeze is going, I can see the tree moving,
38:38
and like, there's so much I can just take in from my viewpoint.
38:44
But what's going to matter is how am I feeling within myself. That's
38:49
going to ignite the way I'm viewing what I see. And that also pertains
38:58
to the information that's flowing to you. Right, you could say, what
39:05
the hell's Moxie, That's just that's a goofy word. Why would I Why
39:08
would I even say that? Why would that even come? Like you could
39:12
just totally negate that information coming to you, or like Bev had the curiosity
39:17
and when looked up, I would have looked up the word. I'm like,
39:20
well, the hell's MOXI mean, I don't even know what that is,
39:22
so why would I get that? And I go look up for the
39:25
word. So I'm right there with you on that. But it's it's similar
39:32
when the information comes to you can negate it or be curious and something else
39:38
that came from that too. So channeling. I've listened to a few different
39:43
channelers and they'll talk about, well, they chose me because I have such
39:45
a huge vocabulary or whatever. And then so that's where one of my adults
39:51
came in. It's like, well, maybe I don't have a huge vocabulary
39:53
because I don't use all these words I've I've learned a lot of words in
39:57
my lifetime, but maybe I don't have the same because I didn't have the
40:00
desire that they had as a desire. So then I felt like something that's
40:02
wrong with me. And then that was another way of reassure me, I
40:05
don't have to have those I don't have to have these words. I don't
40:08
have to have them. The collective consciousness has access to the vocabulary, they
40:14
have access to everything, so that so for me that was also limiting,
40:16
but I was and then I was limiting myself with that belief, and so
40:20
that was one of the ways. It's like, oh, first of all,
40:22
they had to get me with the word that I don't know so that
40:25
I could because it would get my attention to be like, wait a minute,
40:28
I'm doing this, this is what's already happening. I'm already receiving information.
40:31
Now, how to be in that space on a regular basis, or
40:36
it's not even how to I'm in that space on a regular basis. Just
40:38
like you were saying, if you were present and you were doing this,
40:42
you know you were just focused on everything inside that moment of me cleaning litter
40:45
boxes. You're doing your task. When you're totally in it and you're paying
40:50
attention to it, you're receiving information already, and then it just depends on
40:55
what's around you. But for me, on the other side of that was
41:00
it was showing me words that I don't use and I don't know that I
41:02
had to go look up, showing me that I don't have to know that
41:06
vocabulary. It will flow through me. The information will flow through me as
41:09
needed. Now I might be using a dictionary and looking that up. If
41:14
I have an awareness of that channel and going through myself because afterwards I'd be
41:17
like, what is that? Or maybe I would just get a feel what
41:21
the word, what the definition of the word really was intended for in the
41:23
first place. And it's like it's an old it's an old word. It's
41:28
just not even something. It's probably it reminds me of like the black and
41:31
whites, the shows I used to watch all the time. I mean it
41:34
was all in black and white, like the Rory twenties or something. Yeah,
41:38
yeah, like all that stuff, because I love that. I love
41:42
that stuff when I was a kid, right, I mean I really did.
41:45
I loved all that black and white stuff. I love those movies.
41:46
I watched them all. They were innocent, innocent movies in comparison to the
41:52
movies that we watched that are on the all these days trying to get it's
41:55
all about trying to get your attention and have a reaction from you. And
42:00
then, if you think about it, a lot of times parents are parenting
42:02
trying to get a reaction out of their child. Their child misbehaved. They're
42:06
going to beat their ass until they get the reaction out of They're gonna take
42:07
their stuff away unill they get the reaction out of them. So we've been
42:10
trained. That's just another way we've been trained. It's just been going on
42:15
all along, and then we think that's normal all the way to our movies.
42:19
Personally, i'd like to watch any movies unless they're unless I feel like
42:22
it's going to be beneficial for my growth. I don't really care to watch
42:25
anything. I don't. Yeah, so we go by. I go by
42:30
fills on stuff. So I'm learning to feel things going through this world instead
42:35
of first of all assuming as I've assumed a lot about a lot of people,
42:39
because in my experience that's what it would have been right. But it
42:43
wasn't. It wasn't right. And how do I know Because I don't know.
42:46
I don't know. So that's how the possibilities can come to me now
42:51
instead of me thinking that I knew exactly. Oh no, don't even try
42:53
to tell me because I already know because that was me. Yeah, yep,
43:01
you get the head going and the eyebrows, I know, yeah,
43:05
yeah exactly. But guess what now it's like, no, I don't know,
43:08
I don't know. They need to realize they were right and I didn't
43:19
know what the hell I was doing, you know what? And then even
43:22
looking back as a teenager fighting against the world and not knowing why I was
43:24
fighting against it. I wasn't fighting against the world really. I had this
43:29
motivation to go forward, right, but I was pushing and going through it
43:32
instead of realizing, like what I'm realizing now. It's like all those examples
43:37
that we had had for living our life were not very good examples. There's
43:42
there's other ways to look at life differently, and it could have just been
43:45
asking instead of be pushing through all this stuff. And now I'm finally to
43:49
the point where it's at and asking. It's ata receiving, it's at a
43:53
just being, just doing, enjoying the space, enjoying what I'm looking at
43:58
outside whatever, without labeling it. That's been huge for me, just that
44:05
because they don't realize not limitating it is by using the label on something.
44:07
Yeah, and those experiences and those people were just showing up to encourage us
44:15
as little, to remind us who we are, who we were and who
44:21
we are in the sense of having that connection to the all knowing and all
44:27
the answers and all the guidance, but the human experiences it pushes you to
44:36
that edge, like you just throw your hands up. I don't know what
44:38
the purpose of this life is. I don't know why I'm here. What
44:43
the hell right? Most people will say, what the hell, God,
44:46
why are you doing this to me? I did that too, and it
44:54
I know it pushed me. My human experiences pushed me to keep asking that
45:00
question is there more to life than this? Because this, absolutely, positively,
45:06
without a doubt, sucks big time and I don't like it. And
45:12
I can't even imagine living this way till I take my last breath. That
45:16
in itself is hell, That is torture. I was torturing myself constantly through
45:23
my thoughts and emotions, and I didn't want to live like that. I
45:28
didn't want to live the rest of my life like that. I did not
45:30
want to be on my plant on this planet, living in that kind of
45:35
space within myself. And so it pushed me to is there more to life
45:38
than this? The answers came, and then it was my choice to follow
45:45
the information that was coming to me. If it resonated, great, I
45:50
took it and I utilized. If it didn't resonate with me, or I
45:52
didn't understand it at the time, it got set aside. Come back to
45:58
it later if it needs you or it's not going to be a part of
46:00
my being. It just depends on how it unfolds, right, And that's
46:05
just the way I've been living since about my early thirties. Learn something.
46:12
If it feels good, I implement it. If it doesn't feel good at
46:15
the time, I set it aside. What there's more, there's more information
46:20
for me to get the answer to my question what is it? And then
46:23
more information would come. Learn it, implement it if it resonated, or
46:28
set it aside. Like that's been my process, and that's why Bev and
46:32
I come and have these conversations. We share what has worked for us.
46:37
If you feel it resonates with you, implement it, and if it doesn't,
46:40
put it aside. Maybe you know somebody else who would desire the information
46:45
that we're bringing forward, and you're hearing it because you're going to have a
46:51
conversation with that person and you're gonna go, oh, yeah, you know.
46:53
Amy and Bev had this conversation about this, and here go watch this
46:59
video. Go listen to their conversation. There's a reason why we received the
47:04
information. There's a reason why Bob has that stack of books there's something in
47:08
it for her, but there's probably a lot more in it for the people
47:12
who's going to cross her path. There's a lot more in it for conversations
47:15
that we're going to have. At all has a purpose. We all have
47:23
a Every one of us on this planet has a purpose absolutely, just in
47:35
its individual too, but it's also for the collective, like for everybody.
47:40
I was heard something that somebody was channeling and they said something, well,
47:46
why do you why do you care about us? So let's just say that
47:50
the person that he was talking to is like an alien or whatever that was
47:53
alien to him right way off into the future. But it's saying, I
48:00
just drebloyant call of a sudden, why why do you care about us?
48:04
Oh? Why do you care about us? And it's because because we're for
48:07
their growth too, because when we evolve, they evolved, When they evolved,
48:12
we evolved. It's it's all, it all goes together, all of
48:15
it's working together. We're helping the collective consciousness just by being here in a
48:19
physical body. It's not even just for us on an individual basis to learn
48:22
and grow and do and be more. It's it's for the collective. Yeah,
48:30
and I mean when you start expand when you start expanding it out as
48:35
to well, if I should when not? When not? If? But
48:38
when I shift my energy, it affects my home environment, the people in
48:43
my home, That affects my animals, and it expands out beyond that.
48:46
It expands out to my neighbors, to my community, to my state,
48:51
to the nation around the world, to people on the planet. Like that
48:54
can get so big in your head and you're like, wait, I'm just
48:59
one person and I don't want that responsibility. The only responsibility you have is
49:07
the responsibility to yourself because the rest is automatic. You don't have to do
49:13
anything with that. You don't have to even have to think about it.
49:15
What matters is that Your responsibility is do you want to feel peaceful? What
49:21
do you need to do to get to that state? Do you want to
49:22
feel joy? What do you need to get to that state? If you
49:24
want to feel excitement, exhilaration, what do you need to do to get
49:30
to that state? That is your focus, That is your responsibility. And
49:34
when you get into those emotional states that feel good, it automatically ripples out.
49:39
There's nothing else you have to do is just focus on your container absolutely
49:49
love it. So when you get your head wrapped around it affects the entire
49:55
populate or the population and the planet, so that means all living things on
50:00
the planet as well. It would be like, I want that kind of
50:05
responsibility. Well, however you're feeling right now is already doing that. But
50:14
again it's noticing and having the awareness. Is it on the path of the
50:17
fear? Is that on the path of the love? Because whichever direction it
50:21
is, that's what you're feeding to the planet and in the population. And
50:25
so if you're feeding it fear, then then you're you're in that space of
50:31
the anger, resentment, judgment, shame, guilt, um, worry,
50:36
anxiety. You're in that space of calm and excitement and love and joy and
50:45
fun. Those two there's those two avenues, And it's having the awareness how
50:52
am I feeling right now? And it is just it is all about your
50:59
person. Reception is how you're seeing through your eyes based on the stories that
51:02
you have within yourself of all your human experiences on this planet in this lifetime.
51:08
How you're viewing what you're you're witnessing, what you're hearing, what eyes
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are you viewing that from? Because it could ball up more anger and stress,
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or it could ball up some compassion and kindness. Same situation. How
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are you viewing it the information that's coming to you. Is it pissing you
51:34
off? Or you're like, oh, I'm curious to know more about this.
51:37
And even if it's still pissing you off, be curious or more about
51:42
still be curiousmatic exactly be neutral about it, because then you can kind of
51:47
then it's like, wait, oh, that just got my attention, because
51:50
that's all it was. It was just you watched Josie engagement and she'll be
51:52
talking and she'll be like, oh, they described my attention. That's just
51:57
another way that grabbed your attention so that you can look at it. It's
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like, do I need to carry this in my luggage anymore? I don't
52:02
need this for Hawaii. I don't need it. I'm gonna go ahead and
52:05
throw it. Yeah, thank you, thank you. That served me well,
52:07
I'm gonna go ahead and donate it now. You don't need that anymore,
52:10
right, Yeah? So fun? It is fun. It is,
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And then the more the more you lean into being curious about yourself and about
52:24
experiences, it releases that attachment of the heaviness, the heavy emotions that you're
52:31
bringing into your life, carrying it forward. So sades conversation with a lady
52:39
yesterday, and I use the analogy of a coyote and a rabbit, and
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you know, you think about it. The rabbit is popping around or chewing
52:52
on some grass, just doing this thing. So I'll calm, just enjoying
52:57
the moment, and there alert says there's danger. That's an energetic vibration.
53:02
They heard something, got their awareness or smelled something whatever, however our rabbits
53:07
operate, but that by energetic vibration of there's danger, and now I'm on
53:13
high alert. And then the coyote chases the rabbit. The rabbit runs like
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hill. It gets away, Hey, thank god. But the rabbit gets
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away, the coyote goes in another direction, and then the rabbit goes back
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to hopping along, chewing some grass, doing a thing. And the coyote
53:31
is now somewhere else. It's been defeated in that moment, and now it's
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going to go look somewhere else. The rabbit is not taking a hop and
53:39
then stopping and freezing and looking over its shoulder, where's the Choote's still around
53:45
right, Oh, it's hopping along. They're the same because they have this
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energetic vibration of knowing when there's danger to put them on high alert so they
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have to run. That's how animals operate. We as humans, we haven't
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experienced years ago. That's embedded in our memory that we carry forward for fifty
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years, and we're always on high alert because that's stored in our body.
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We're on high alert that that danger is around us all the time, and
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we're always looking for it and we're always anticipating it. We're not enjoying the
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moment. So that is that. I mean, it's the beauty of being
54:29
human and the beauty of being able to utilize our brain for what we choose
54:35
to use it for. But if we store that information in our body,
54:39
we're constantly on high alert. Whereas animals, there's the danger, they're out
54:47
of danger, there's the release. They're back to whatever they were doing or
54:52
moving on to whatever's next. Right, they're just Okay, I can relax
54:57
now, and I'm gonna go back to feeding because I'm still hungry and now
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I just ran like, hell, now I need to eat some more.
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I mean, it's just when we put that into comparison, it's I laugh
55:08
about it because I mean, to me, it's silly, but what we
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do to ourselves, it really is. But I'm guilty of it as just
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like most of the planet, I am guilty of doing those exact same things
55:22
and still have those some memories stored in my body that are still having the
55:28
opportunity to surface, so I can look at them. But if we took
55:34
on the life's not lifestyle, but well, reaction not reactions, I'm not
55:46
I'm not pulling the word, but we took on the behaviors of animals.
55:52
All right, this person got excited, it got belligerent, and they're having
55:58
a bad day. Okay, doesn't directly affect me, but all right,
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I'm witnessed to it. And now I'm witnessed to it. I make it
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part of my story and then I go talk to everybody about it all day
56:08
long, and it ruins my day because and now this person has power over
56:13
me because I'm giving all this time and attention there to somebody I don't even
56:16
know, but they ruin my day or oh, they're having a bad day.
56:22
I hope whatever they're going through that they have some ease and grace for
56:24
themselves and move through it, and it's for their highest and greatest good and
56:29
everybody can learn from it. And let I sit here and enjoy my lunch.
56:34
That's super yummy salad, whatever it is. I'm gonna enjoy this conversation.
56:37
I'm gonna I'm gonna enjoy the scenery because that's what's right in front of
56:46
you. It's being aware of being present right now, not being anywhere else.
56:52
And it reminds me of kids. And animals are light a lot similar
56:54
because they will have their champer chatrums and then they're over it and they're ready
56:59
to go on and do their own as like a light switch, right,
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yeah. Yeah. And then as a parent or whoever's watch it, we're
57:06
just like in a frenzy for the rest Oh my god. It's just it
57:08
consumes us for hours. And that's a good question because when you were saying
57:14
that stuff, it's like, how many people even know how it feels to
57:17
not be in fight or flight all the time? How many people Your breathing
57:22
changes my breath. I take deeper breaths now more frequently I don't and when
57:31
I catch, but now I can even actually have an awareness when I'm holding
57:35
I'm like, Okay, I'm gonna go ahead and do that. And then
57:37
I stopped for a second. I fill my body and I could fill it
57:38
all ten stuff at my solar plexus, all that power right there. So
57:43
I take a deep breath and I kind of just blow it out and then
57:47
let it go because I'm being aware of so I can let go of pieces
57:52
of that all along the way. So, because we've been it's been ingrained.
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It's been ingrained in us, it's been put into our DNA, it's
57:59
been in our family, it's been it's been with us all along. It's
58:01
been the yes and narrations decades. So being aware of it, that's how
58:09
we're solving it. That's how we're we're in the space to solve it because
58:15
we're now it's being brought to our attention like, oh, hey, you
58:16
do this. Oh by the way, you do this too. Oh oh
58:20
by the way, I got this trigger here for you. Oh what's that
58:22
all about? That's for us to ask those questions, because I was asking
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those questions helped us to alleviate whatever it was that was causing that. And
58:31
it's not really like it's a bad thing. Because it's something that we put
58:35
in place for our own protection, we thought, But it's it's learning that
58:37
we don't need it and then letting go of it, just being aware of
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it. We don't have to feel it. We don't have to feel all
58:44
that stuff. Yeah, I don't have to. The example A is you
58:46
get a phone call right in the middle of a night. Well, that's
58:50
usually not a good thing, so you because I've had a few of those
58:52
phone calls and that's how it felt. And then then fight or flight of
58:55
bianna wouldn't be able to you know, it wouldn't be able to sleep or
58:59
anything like that. Now it's like I'm in a different space. I can
59:02
breathe through it. Be Okay, wait a minute, let's let's look at
59:06
this for a minute. See what what is it that? What's the solution
59:08
with us? Because I can't see the solutions otherwise unless I'm in that space
59:13
where I'm relaxed and calm, taking breasts, not folding the body in any
59:16
way, shape or form. But again, checking in with myself all the
59:21
time. Yeah, that's it. Check in with your container. Yeah,
59:29
feeling it's a ship, right if you think about getting in front of you
59:31
get in a on an airplane and you're looking the gop. I mean,
59:35
I've seen some of these, you know, the control kanels they have,
59:37
and it's like up above and in front of them down low and it's like
59:42
holy shit, Like what do you do? Well, you get to know,
59:45
you get to know that whole system. And that's how you don't just
59:47
sit there and all of a sudden like you know how to use it all.
59:51
Yet you get to know it. And that's what we're doing with our
59:52
with these vessels. We're just getting to know these vessels. How is it
59:55
filtering the information through it? How can I change? Oh it feels this
1:00:00
way right now? Well, how can I change it? If we looked
1:00:00
at it a little bit more the chats like we would look at our vehicle.
1:00:07
Well not everybody looks at other vehicles detached, by the way, but
1:00:09
if you can look at your vehicle and be detached from it, then you
1:00:12
can kind of you can. You're more aware of what the devices they're saying,
1:00:15
Oh, you're low on oil, add some windshell wiper fluid. Needs
1:00:20
a little bit more fuel. Sometimes we need a little bit more fuel.
1:00:22
Just depends on the activity and what we went through. It's just paying attention
1:00:24
to all the details, all of it, getting to know yourself. That
1:00:29
goes all the way back to you when you would say, oh, I've
1:00:30
been getting to know myself for years. I'm still getting to know myself.
1:00:35
We're still getting appointed. We've been dating for a long time. You didn't
1:00:38
say that part, but well I would say, you know, we've been
1:00:40
together for a long time, but not really getting to know each other.
1:00:45
Dating is about getting to know each other to me, I mean, yeah,
1:00:50
it is, and ourselves for a long time too. Yeah. So
1:00:55
now it's about getting to know the companion of myself. Yeah, my higher
1:01:04
self. So I's even asking my higher self like what would you want to
1:01:07
do? What does this look like for you? How would how would you
1:01:08
like to respond to this? Or it just presents different a different avenue.
1:01:15
Yeah, awesome, it's a great conversation, beb. Thank you, it
1:01:20
was a great conversation. Thank you are your final words. Spend some time
1:01:25
getting to know yourself. Curiosity, that's right, like a trying curiosity instead
1:01:35
of victim. You'll see a lot more. Yeh. All right, my
1:01:42
friends, Well, thank you for hanging out with us. Tea time with
1:01:45
Amy and Bev and we hope you have an incredible week. It's going to
1:01:50
be what you make it and we'll see you next time. Absolutely, have fun,