Latest / DISGRACELAND / Guns N’ Roses Pt. 1: Brawling with Bowie, Juvenile Delinquency, Dealing Dope and Death at Donington
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- 0:00Speaker 1: Disgraceland as a production of Double Elvis. The stories about
- 0:17Speaker 1: Guns n' Roses are insane. They brawled with cops, delp drugs,
- 0:22Speaker 1: robbed unsuspecting friends, fans, and one night stands. Singer Axel
- 0:27Speaker 1: Rose once slept with drummer Stephen Adler's girlfriend and recorded
- 0:32Speaker 1: her orgasm for an overdub in one of their songs.
- 0:35Speaker 1: Their music and the attitude that propelled it was so
- 0:39Speaker 1: authentic and so compelling that it instigated riots on multiple occasions.
- 0:44Speaker 1: Guns n' Roses was the real deal, violent, aggressive of
- 0:48Speaker 1: the street and for the street, a product of nineteen
- 0:51Speaker 1: eighties Los Angeles, as bipolar, as gnar, as notoriously short
- 0:56Speaker 1: tempered and moody frontman, hard and hedonistic all at once.
- 1:00Speaker 1: And they made great music. That music you heard at
- 1:04Speaker 1: the top of the show that wasn't great music. That
- 1:07Speaker 1: was a preset loop for my mellotron called Castro McQueen's
- 1:11Speaker 1: Last Call MK one. I played you that loop because
- 1:16Speaker 1: I can't afford the rights to roll with It by
- 1:18Speaker 1: Steve Winwood. And why would I play you that specific
- 1:22Speaker 1: slice of divorce rock Cheese? Could I afford it? Because
- 1:26Speaker 1: that was the number one song in America on August twentieth,
- 1:30Speaker 1: nineteen eighty eight, and that was the day Guns N'
- 1:33Speaker 1: Roses took the stage at Castle Donnington, kicking off one
- 1:37Speaker 1: of the deadliest days in rock and roll. On This
- 1:41Speaker 1: the first of a special two part episode to commence
- 1:44Speaker 1: season five, Castro McQueen's Last Call Divorce, Rock Cheese, Too
- 1:49Speaker 1: Dead at Donnington and Guns N' Roses. I'm Jake Brennan
- 1:54Speaker 1: and this this Disgraceland. David Bowie simply did not care
- 2:22Speaker 1: who her boyfriend was. He had to have her. She
- 2:25Speaker 1: was too much, too much for the eyes, his mysteriously
- 2:29Speaker 1: colored eyes, too much for the camera, too much for
- 2:32Speaker 1: the crew on the video set, and clearly too much
- 2:34Speaker 1: for her infamous lover, who was off somewhere else at
- 2:37Speaker 1: the moment, most likely pissed off about something.
- 2:42Speaker 2: Except for the fish nets.
- 2:43Speaker 1: She was wearing all leather, leather bra thong, knee high boots, bondage,
- 2:48Speaker 1: ballgag handcuffs, total s and m total vamp chips, tips, chains, whips.
- 2:54Speaker 1: You know, you're basically if your middle origin type of thing,
- 2:56Speaker 1: and she was drawing all the attention on set, even
- 2:59Speaker 1: from her boyfriend's bandmates, who, despite the fact that they
- 3:02Speaker 1: were accompanied by their own smoke show girlfriends couldn't avoid
- 3:06Speaker 1: seeking peeps at the video vam whenever she walked by
- 3:09Speaker 1: or took to her blocking under the lights. It was
- 3:12Speaker 1: a hyper sex charged situation. Steven Adler, drummer in the band,
- 3:19Speaker 1: did his best damask his lust, but there was almost
- 3:21Speaker 1: no use in trying. However, this was the singers and
- 3:25Speaker 1: best friend's girl. But the holy shit, she was something else.
- 3:29Speaker 1: She was rock and roll Royalty, born to one half
- 3:32Speaker 1: of the greatest harmony singing duo of all time, Don
- 3:35Speaker 1: Everley of the Everly Brothers. Aaron Everley, dark hair, big eyes,
- 3:39Speaker 1: oozing sex Appeal was in nineteen eighty nine, half of
- 3:43Speaker 1: rock's current royal couple, having hooked up with Axel Rose,
- 3:46Speaker 1: singer of what was fast becoming the biggest band on
- 3:49Speaker 1: the planet, then notorious Guns N' Roses. But David Bowie,
- 3:54Speaker 1: mister well hung and snow white Tan, couldn't care less.
- 3:57Speaker 1: He had to have her give her the royal Wham,
- 4:00Speaker 1: thank you man treatment, and Bowie, at the time was
- 4:03Speaker 1: enjoying in another career reinvention, this time as part of
- 4:06Speaker 1: the fantastic and indefinable Rock group Tin Machine and making
- 4:10Speaker 1: waves on stage and on MTV, and he was a
- 4:13Speaker 1: course already by this point legend. He was also a
- 4:16Speaker 1: sort of uncle Slash cool stepdad to Guns n' Roses
- 4:20Speaker 1: lead guitarist, whose mom was a costume designer back in
- 4:23Speaker 1: the seventies, and that's how she linked up with Bowie
- 4:26Speaker 1: designing his clothes during his manic Coke Field Thin White
- 4:29Speaker 1: Duke days. Their working relationship eventually turned sexual, and Bowie
- 4:34Speaker 1: took a shine to his costume designer's young son, Saul Hudson,
- 4:39Speaker 1: who would go on to become the one and only Slash,
- 4:41Speaker 1: and as fate would have it, by the time of
- 4:43Speaker 1: the eighties was coming to a close. Slash was in
- 4:46Speaker 1: a bigger band than Bowie at the time, which was
- 4:51Speaker 1: how David Bowie found himself on set for the Guns n'
- 4:54Speaker 1: Roses video shoot, checking in on Slash and seeing what
- 4:57Speaker 1: he and his band were all above.
- 5:00Speaker 2: That was the motivation anyway, The.
- 5:01Speaker 1: Leather eye candy ruling the day with her dime spot
- 5:04Speaker 1: sexuality was the bonus sweet child. At whoever she was,
- 5:08Speaker 1: it didn't matter, and it all happened so fast. One
- 5:15Speaker 1: minute Bowie was oggling Aaron the next her short tempered
- 5:18Speaker 1: boyfriend Axel was chasing him off the set and down
- 5:21Speaker 1: Lascianaga Boulevard, screaming.
- 5:23Speaker 2: I'm gonna kill you ten men.
- 5:25Speaker 1: Supposedly, a punch was thrown and landed, but nobody really
- 5:28Speaker 1: knows what happened, except for Mick Jagger and Eric Clapton.
- 5:33Speaker 1: A few days after the Dusktop, Mick and Eric cornered
- 5:36Speaker 1: Axel backstage at a show, demanding to hear about the
- 5:39Speaker 1: heavily rumored fight with their old mate David Bowie. Axel
- 5:43Speaker 1: quickly told them the story, and none of it seemed
- 5:45Speaker 1: far fetched to Jagger and Clapton. Bowie had been moving
- 5:49Speaker 1: in on their women for years, and the two went
- 5:52Speaker 1: on back and forth to each other. By the time
- 5:54Speaker 1: Bowie did this, the time Bowie did that, Axel wasn't
- 5:57Speaker 1: even sure he was in the conversation anymore. Stood there
- 6:00Speaker 1: listening to two of his childhood heroes go on in
- 6:03Speaker 1: a spirited and highly comical conversation about the dude who
- 6:07Speaker 1: was hitting on his girlfriend days earlier, a duty still
- 6:10Speaker 1: wanted to pummel into oblivion, a dude who also just
- 6:13Speaker 1: happened to be none other than David fucking Bowie. Axel
- 6:16Speaker 1: couldn't help but think what the hell had he done
- 6:18Speaker 1: to end up with this insane life. Lafayette, Indiana, his hometown,
- 6:25Speaker 1: was a long way off in the rear view mirror.
- 6:27Speaker 1: Axel had a squint to see it with his mind's eye,
- 6:31Speaker 1: but the trauma and the shame of those days were
- 6:33Speaker 1: always burbling just beneath the surface, Surveying his daily routine,
- 6:38Speaker 1: his habits, his interactions, any in all events that would
- 6:41Speaker 1: provide an opportunity to explode his emotions. Ran The show
- 6:45Speaker 1: Volatile Artists doesn't even begin to explain the complexity and
- 6:49Speaker 1: behavior of Axel Rose, and there were constant physical altercations
- 6:53Speaker 1: with fans, friends, cops, neighbors, thin white dukes, and, according
- 6:57Speaker 1: to Aaron Everley, with her as well. Axel Rose, from
- 7:01Speaker 1: a young age had been scraping, clawing, fighting his way
- 7:04Speaker 1: away from something, something welling up inside, something horrific and indescribable.
- 7:10Speaker 1: It was a feeling he couldn't shake, and a feeling
- 7:12Speaker 1: that would drive him to create one of the most explosive.
- 7:15Speaker 2: Albums of all time.
- 7:37Speaker 1: Axel Rose felt at home on Saint Mark's Place in
- 7:40Speaker 1: Manhattan's East Village, he could feel the inspiration that drove
- 7:44Speaker 1: his heroes, the Ramones and the New York Dolls, to
- 7:47Speaker 1: create some of the most dangerous music he'd ever heard,
- 7:51Speaker 1: music that to this day February two, nineteen eighty eight,
- 7:55Speaker 1: still spoke to the angry.
- 7:56Speaker 2: Young man in him.
- 7:58Speaker 1: Squalor, crime and crime, punk rockers, skinheads and hippies, hanging
- 8:02Speaker 1: on for dear life, homeless people, drag queens, junkies and tourists.
- 8:07Speaker 1: Saint Mark's was a low key bohemian bizarre of countercultures
- 8:11Speaker 1: clashing up against one another in the form of hard
- 8:13Speaker 1: to find books, harder to find records, and imported porn
- 8:18Speaker 1: studded belts, Doctor Martin's boots, Leather for Days, and other edgy,
- 8:22Speaker 1: irreverent fashion items unavailable to the rest of America, like
- 8:25Speaker 1: that Charlie Don't Surf t shirt hanging in the window
- 8:28Speaker 1: of Trash in Vaudeville, the one with Manson's nineteen sixty
- 8:31Speaker 1: nine mugshot Big and Intense emblazoned across the front. Axel
- 8:36Speaker 1: thought it was killer, so he popped into the store
- 8:38Speaker 1: and had the dude with the peroxide hair and Eggy
- 8:41Speaker 1: Pop tattoo behind the counter grab it for him.
- 8:44Speaker 2: Axel wouldn't wear.
- 8:45Speaker 1: It on stage that night, though now he had his
- 8:48Speaker 1: thin Lizzie shirt teed up for that.
- 8:51Speaker 2: The show.
- 8:52Speaker 1: Later that evening at the Ritz, a couple blocks north
- 8:54Speaker 1: of Saint Mark's, was being broadcast live on MTV, and
- 8:58Speaker 1: Axel's band Guns Roses was wired tight for maximum rock
- 9:02Speaker 1: and roll America took notice when it aired.
- 9:06Speaker 2: The show was watched by a relatively.
- 9:08Speaker 1: Small audience of American teenagers up way past their bedtimes,
- 9:13Speaker 1: but the show was recorded on dusty VHS tapes and
- 9:16Speaker 1: passed around high school corridors repeatedly over the coming months
- 9:19Speaker 1: until the ferocity of Guns n' Roses was recognized and
- 9:23Speaker 1: salivated over en mass by high school kids everywhere. Axel
- 9:27Speaker 1: Rose came to life on the screen as a real
- 9:29Speaker 1: life version of The Breakfast Club's Johnny Bender. He was
- 9:32Speaker 1: the high school burnout who we all knew growing up,
- 9:35Speaker 1: the one who doubled down on shop electives and wore
- 9:38Speaker 1: ripped jeans out of necessity, not out of a sense
- 9:41Speaker 1: of fashion. The guy who sported self imposed cigarette burns
- 9:44Speaker 1: on his muscular forearms and was rumored.
- 9:46Speaker 2: To have a Budman tattoo on his ass.
- 9:49Speaker 1: This was the same dude who sat in the back
- 9:51Speaker 1: of the classroom and simultaneously frightened and attracted the cheerleaders,
- 9:55Speaker 1: those same cheerleaders who wouldn't give you the time of day.
- 9:58Speaker 1: You saw this dude standing alone, quiet at the edge
- 10:01Speaker 1: of the keg party up off of the train tracks.
- 10:04Speaker 1: You left him alone because you heard the story about
- 10:06Speaker 1: the time he busted the bottle of michelob across the
- 10:08Speaker 1: jock with the big mouth's face.
- 10:10Speaker 2: But inside you burned to know more about it.
- 10:13Speaker 1: What made him tick, what made him so pissed, and
- 10:16Speaker 1: what made him so fucking cool? And just like that kid,
- 10:20Speaker 1: Axel was filled with contempt and untapped confidence. On stage
- 10:25Speaker 1: at the Ritz, he could feel his anger. It was
- 10:28Speaker 1: something that had been building up in size since birth.
- 10:30Speaker 1: It was coming out one way or another, likely through
- 10:33Speaker 1: violent rage or petty crime or both, but rock and
- 10:37Speaker 1: roll saves. Otherwise Axel Rose would likely have been in
- 10:40Speaker 1: jail on that night instead of blowing the minds of
- 10:43Speaker 1: all in attendance, as well as everyone watching at home
- 10:45Speaker 1: on television and later on memorys. On stage, Axel looked
- 10:50Speaker 1: a little older than the millions of high school burnouts
- 10:53Speaker 1: who had soon come to worship him. In his band,
- 10:56Speaker 1: he was essentially the same angry young man he was
- 10:58Speaker 1: growing up back in Lafayette, Indiana. But at the Ritz
- 11:02Speaker 1: it was clear that his time had come and he'd
- 11:05Speaker 1: arrived for the murderous row of bandmates. Slash, the Bronzed
- 11:10Speaker 1: Mad Hatter, Adonnis, Izzy Straddlin with his Ronnie wood Via
- 11:13Speaker 1: Johnny Thunders, Cool Duff mckag and eleven feet Tall and
- 11:17Speaker 1: oozing punk rock, sex and excitement, and last the wide
- 11:21Speaker 1: eyed ball of heavy metal puppy Dog Charisma Stephen Adler,
- 11:25Speaker 1: a band that you could immediately tell never had a
- 11:27Speaker 1: fuck to give, and their live show was flawless. Even
- 11:32Speaker 1: with the flaws, it was flawless songs like the Didley
- 11:35Speaker 1: asque Mister Brownstone, the Jet Fueled Night Train and the
- 11:39Speaker 1: Showstopper Rocket Queen Veer from brilliant to train wreck and
- 11:43Speaker 1: back again, and the time it takes to Suck a
- 11:45Speaker 1: Marlborough Red from first flame down to toxic filter. Genarro
- 11:50Speaker 1: was from the Street in four the Street and their
- 11:53Speaker 1: lyrics represented a band living a hand and mouth life
- 11:56Speaker 1: of rock and roll debauchery and all two willing to
- 11:58Speaker 1: let themselves die.
- 11:59Speaker 2: In the pursuit of it.
- 12:01Speaker 1: You couldn't tell if they were creatively brave, risking it
- 12:04Speaker 1: all in the service of making totally authentic rock and roll,
- 12:07Speaker 1: or if they were just too stupid to know any better.
- 12:10Speaker 1: And through it all, the band was impossibly cool. Every shot,
- 12:14Speaker 1: every pose, every note, even the out of tune ones
- 12:17Speaker 1: from Slash, every vocal, even the ones from Axel Told
- 12:20Speaker 1: run out of Breath, all.
- 12:22Speaker 2: Combined to somehow make them seem even cooler.
- 12:25Speaker 1: And if you tried, you couldn't have created a more
- 12:27Speaker 1: representative version of a rock and roll band then the
- 12:29Speaker 1: one that Axel Rose took to the stage on February second,
- 12:32Speaker 1: nineteen eighty eight. You wouldn't know it from watching them,
- 12:36Speaker 1: but that band and the fuck all attitude that propelled it,
- 12:39Speaker 1: and more specifically, its singer, had been a long time
- 12:42Speaker 1: in the making. The crack from the back of the
- 12:47Speaker 1: hand to his mouth came quick, it was unexpected, and
- 12:51Speaker 1: it stung like a motherfucker. Young Axel could taste his
- 12:54Speaker 1: blood bubbling up from his lip. The damage could have
- 12:57Speaker 1: been worse, but luckily Axel's dad didn't wear rings. Jewelry
- 13:01Speaker 1: was too ostentatious for Pentecostal, So was Barry Manilow and
- 13:05Speaker 1: his number one hit Mandy, which was what put Axel
- 13:08Speaker 1: on the receiving end of another blow to the grill.
- 13:11Speaker 1: Axel made the mistake of absent mindedly singing along to
- 13:14Speaker 1: the song's chorus, with its lyrics that his dad somehow
- 13:17Speaker 1: considered sexually suggestive. What Axel seriously did not understand how
- 13:23Speaker 1: he was related to this dude, his old man, this
- 13:25Speaker 1: abusive religious nutback. But that was because Axel wasn't actually
- 13:30Speaker 1: related to him, He just didn't know it yet. And
- 13:32Speaker 1: then again, young Axel Rose didn't know much beyond led Zeppelin,
- 13:36Speaker 1: ri of Selton John melodies and pent up rage for
- 13:38Speaker 1: the man he thought was his father. Soon, young Axel
- 13:43Speaker 1: would learn that his father was really his stepfather and
- 13:46Speaker 1: that his real father was never to be brought up.
- 13:50Speaker 1: It was a discovery that did little to endear Axel
- 13:52Speaker 1: to his stepdad, and thus the violence continued. It wasn't
- 13:56Speaker 1: reserved for just Axel either, his stepdad, through his fist.
- 14:00Speaker 2: Around to keep Axel's mom in line as well.
- 14:02Speaker 1: Axel saw it all as a little boy and a teenager,
- 14:05Speaker 1: the beatings and.
- 14:06Speaker 2: The mental anguish, and.
- 14:08Speaker 1: By the time he was sixteen, Rock and roll was
- 14:10Speaker 1: his only salvation. That and his new friend Izzy, and
- 14:14Speaker 1: they vibed on the stones ACDC Arrowsmith and the new
- 14:18Speaker 1: Onslaught of British punk bands invading America, the sex Pistols,
- 14:22Speaker 1: Generation X and the Clash, and they also bonded over beer,
- 14:27Speaker 1: grass and pills, and of course the two of them,
- 14:31Speaker 1: especially Axel, took every opportunity possible to fuck with the
- 14:34Speaker 1: local authorities. Axel had a real hatred for the small
- 14:38Speaker 1: town conservative, square job local cops. To him, there were
- 14:42Speaker 1: just an extension of the repression and bullshit rules imposed
- 14:46Speaker 1: by his stepdad. Except out on the street he could
- 14:49Speaker 1: talk back and let Lucy in a rage. He carried
- 14:52Speaker 1: an arrest for disturbing the peace was worth it. He
- 14:55Speaker 1: could never let loose on his stepdad like he could
- 14:57Speaker 1: on the cops. Plus the cops would have to catch
- 15:00Speaker 1: him first, So Axel mouthed off to Lafayette's finest every
- 15:04Speaker 1: chance he got, and the cops, in turn, found a
- 15:07Speaker 1: special kind of satisfaction whenever they could bust his ass
- 15:10Speaker 1: and throw him in jail. And the result was a
- 15:13Speaker 1: long string of juvenile arrests for petty crimes, public drunkenness, loitering, etc.
- 15:18Speaker 1: Fucking with the cops was always fun, but music was
- 15:21Speaker 1: becoming the main focus for Axel and Crazy, and they
- 15:24Speaker 1: put a little band together and played when they could,
- 15:27Speaker 1: but mostly they studied and listened to the masters whenever
- 15:29Speaker 1: they got the chance. And their latest obsession was the
- 15:33Speaker 1: soundtrack album for the film Over the Edge, an adolescent
- 15:36Speaker 1: crime drama set in the fictional suburb of Granada, where
- 15:40Speaker 1: the town's kids, bored and tired of being neglected by
- 15:43Speaker 1: their parents and other authority figures, finally rebel, setting about
- 15:47Speaker 1: to destroy and terrorize their town through a fiery crime spree.
- 15:51Speaker 1: He could relate to the teenage wasteland anti authority vibe
- 15:55Speaker 1: at portrayed just like the kids in Granada, Axel felt neglected, ignored,
- 16:00Speaker 1: and oppressed, and was compelled to vent his unhappiness through violence.
- 16:04Speaker 1: Plus the movie soundtrack was the Shit Cheap Trick Van Halen,
- 16:08Speaker 1: the Cars, Jimi Hendricks, and even that ballot at the end,
- 16:11Speaker 1: the one by Valerie Carter that played while the kids
- 16:14Speaker 1: were busted off to juvenile Hall.
- 16:16Speaker 2: It was all right up Axel's alley. But Axel wouldn't
- 16:19Speaker 2: be shipped off to Juvie. He'd soon be on a
- 16:22Speaker 2: bus headed for a different kind of jungle altogether, Los Angeles, California.
- 16:28Speaker 2: We'll be right back after this word word word. Joe
- 16:38Speaker 2: Perry needed to score.
- 16:40Speaker 1: His band Aerosmith was indeed one of the biggest in
- 16:43Speaker 1: the world at the time.
- 16:44Speaker 2: That didn't change anything.
- 16:46Speaker 1: He was supposedly sober, clean, off the junk, and that
- 16:49Speaker 1: was true, sure some of the time, But then there
- 16:52Speaker 1: were the days where he just needed the familiarity of
- 16:55Speaker 1: a comforting buzz. The heroin would take it all away,
- 16:58Speaker 1: the pressure, the pain, and the reality of dealing with
- 17:01Speaker 1: his frenetic high wire act of a frontman, Stephen Tyler,
- 17:04Speaker 1: who had his own addiction, dragons to slay and procuring
- 17:08Speaker 1: the dope discretion was of utmost importance. He couldn't go
- 17:11Speaker 1: to any of the known dealers. Word might get out
- 17:14Speaker 1: that he was off the wagon, back on the horrors,
- 17:16Speaker 1: back in the saddle, but not in a good way.
- 17:19Speaker 1: So he decided to try out a new dealer. He'd
- 17:21Speaker 1: heard a guitarist in one of the newer Aerosmith's clone
- 17:24Speaker 1: bands playing down on the strip in the mid nineteen
- 17:28Speaker 1: eighties on the side of Los Angeles were a mile
- 17:31Speaker 1: and a half stretch of Sunset Boulevard curls through West
- 17:34Speaker 1: Hollywood and is known as the Strip or Sunset Strip.
- 17:38Speaker 1: A new kind of heavy metal was doing everything it
- 17:41Speaker 1: could to put La on the musical map, glam metal.
- 17:45Speaker 1: Glam metal took its musical cues from British glam rock.
- 17:49Speaker 1: The sounds of bands like Sweet Slave, t Rex and
- 17:52Speaker 1: mot the Hoople traded on big, crunchy guitar riffs, deep
- 17:55Speaker 1: pocket grooves, sex laden vocals, and hedonistic lyrics. British glam
- 18:00Speaker 1: was a sophisticated kind of cool that owed much to
- 18:03Speaker 1: David Bowie and Queen, but its American offshoot, glam metal,
- 18:07Speaker 1: kept one foot planet in the concrete jungles of Iggy
- 18:10Speaker 1: Pop and Alice Cooper while peacocking through the glit streets
- 18:13Speaker 1: of Los Angeles. Fashion threaded the two styles together, but
- 18:17Speaker 1: the US version was more masculine, tougher, and a touch
- 18:20Speaker 1: of violent. La Glam bands like Motley Crue would meld
- 18:24Speaker 1: the androgyny of Mark Bowen with the apocalyptic look of
- 18:27Speaker 1: Mad Max, and the result was something wildly unique and
- 18:31Speaker 1: somehow representative of the violence tearing through the streets of
- 18:34Speaker 1: Los Angeles at the time. In nineteen eighty five, violent
- 18:39Speaker 1: crime in LA exploded to unprecedented levels due to the
- 18:43Speaker 1: city's heavy trafficking of crack cocaine. You couldn't avoid the
- 18:46Speaker 1: headlines if you tried, but glam metal heads did their
- 18:49Speaker 1: best to ignore the harsh reality enveloping their city by
- 18:53Speaker 1: setting up their own bacchanalia on Sunset where every night
- 18:56Speaker 1: they drank, drugged, and fucked away their worries to the
- 18:59Speaker 1: sounds of the strips hottest bands at the time, Wasp Rat, Poison,
- 19:03Speaker 1: and the aforementioned Motley Crue, and there was no mistaking
- 19:07Speaker 1: what LA's new music scene was all about.
- 19:09Speaker 2: Debauchery, and their fans loved it.
- 19:12Speaker 1: They showed up every night on mass packing clubs like
- 19:15Speaker 1: the Starwood and the Whiskey, a go go to get
- 19:17Speaker 1: a glimpse of the hedonism up close and personal.
- 19:20Speaker 2: Glam music was an escape from reality, unlike the.
- 19:23Speaker 1: Music being made on the other end of town, down
- 19:27Speaker 1: in south central Los Angeles, where the effects of the
- 19:30Speaker 1: crack epidemic were being felt most severely. Rap music, up
- 19:34Speaker 1: until that point, mostly an East Coast export, was taking
- 19:37Speaker 1: on a new identity, one that mirrored the harsh circumstances
- 19:41Speaker 1: of Los Angeles street life.
- 19:43Speaker 2: It would come to be known as.
- 19:44Speaker 1: Gangster rap, and where LA's glam rock ran from reality,
- 19:48Speaker 1: LA's gangster rap ran straight toward it and smacked it
- 19:52Speaker 1: in its mouth with the butt of a clock. The
- 19:55Speaker 1: beats these LA rappers made were bigger than anything from
- 19:57Speaker 1: the East Coast, and the lyrics they spat out were
- 20:00Speaker 1: more direct, honest, and profane than anything anyone had heard
- 20:04Speaker 1: in music before.
- 20:05Speaker 2: Anywhere, and Axel Rose loved it, all of it.
- 20:09Speaker 1: Mid eighties LA music was as fraught with tension and
- 20:12Speaker 1: manic energy as he was. It was bipolar on one end,
- 20:16Speaker 1: a low down slap of unforgiving reality, a gut punch
- 20:20Speaker 1: to authority, and on the other end, a high flying,
- 20:23Speaker 1: endless party distraction via debauchery. He could appreciate the scene
- 20:27Speaker 1: upon sunset, but in his heart he knew that there
- 20:30Speaker 1: wasn't one band among them who could fuck with what
- 20:32Speaker 1: he and his.
- 20:33Speaker 2: New bandmates were about to bring to the party.
- 20:36Speaker 1: Once Axel Rose arrived in Hollywood from Lafayette, Indiana, the
- 20:40Speaker 1: transformation from small town delinquent the street walking cheetah was quick.
- 20:45Speaker 1: After a few false starts, and along with his hometown
- 20:48Speaker 1: bud Izzy Axel formed Guns N' Roses out on the
- 20:53Speaker 1: streets and in the clubs. The band quickly developed a
- 20:56Speaker 1: reputation as the nastiest hard rock and roll band on
- 20:59Speaker 1: the Sunsets Strip. Let those other LA bands call themselves
- 21:03Speaker 1: Glam Guns or GNR was going to stand out in
- 21:06Speaker 1: the scene by separating themselves from the scene. They weren't glam,
- 21:10Speaker 1: they were hard, and they weren't metal. They were rock
- 21:14Speaker 1: hard rock, a simple but novel distinction to bring to
- 21:17Speaker 1: the stage on the Strip an off stage, Axel Izzy
- 21:22Speaker 1: and their new bandmates slash Stuff and Steven lived the
- 21:25Speaker 1: life authentically. They drank and drugged harder than Motley Cruz.
- 21:29Speaker 1: They fucked more strippers than poison. They got into it
- 21:33Speaker 1: with the La County Sheriff's Department whenever they could, and
- 21:36Speaker 1: were quick to brawl with posers, yuppie squares, or whoever
- 21:40Speaker 1: else got in their faces. They were the real deal
- 21:43Speaker 1: and their songs were great, totally authentic, and as such
- 21:47Speaker 1: the band's appeal was undeniable. They packed them in at
- 21:51Speaker 1: the Troubadour, the star Ward, and the Whiskey in nineteen
- 21:54Speaker 1: eighty six, GNR signed to Geffen Records despite fears from
- 21:57Speaker 1: executives that the band would be dead before before their
- 22:00Speaker 1: record was even released. The thinking among Geffen employees was
- 22:04Speaker 1: that if the drink and drugs didn't get them, then
- 22:06Speaker 1: they'd self destruct. Via Axel's wild temper. The band was
- 22:11Speaker 1: generally a mess. They were basically homeless. Guns and Roses
- 22:15Speaker 1: squatted in the rehearsal space, a one car sized storage
- 22:19Speaker 1: unit off of Sunset Boulevard behind the Sunset Grill, and
- 22:23Speaker 1: they slept among their gear and there was no kitchen
- 22:26Speaker 1: and no bathroom. But there was a constant party. When
- 22:29Speaker 1: not rehearsing, which they did all the time, they'd get
- 22:32Speaker 1: high and get drunk on night train with the Horrors
- 22:35Speaker 1: from down on Hollywood Boulevard and party with members of Faster, Pussycat,
- 22:39Speaker 1: Red Cross, and the looniest monster bands who liked to
- 22:42Speaker 1: mix it up together but likely never shared space on
- 22:45Speaker 1: anyone's mix dat Soon young kids from the valley.
- 22:49Speaker 2: Started showing up to listen to the band rehearse.
- 22:52Speaker 1: Stephen and Slash would play nice for a bit and
- 22:55Speaker 1: scam them out of their money into the guys of
- 22:56Speaker 1: procuring drugs for them. Axel didn't have time for such
- 22:59Speaker 1: pret tenses. He would just roll them for whatever cash
- 23:02Speaker 1: he could get. Young women, valley girls and prostitutes alike
- 23:06Speaker 1: were subjected to a get naked or leave policy, and
- 23:10Speaker 1: the fucking would spill out into the alley, and while
- 23:12Speaker 1: little suburban valley boys realized their fantasies and gout with
- 23:16Speaker 1: the professionals from Hollywood and Vine, the guys in the
- 23:19Speaker 1: band would empty their pants pockets for their cash and
- 23:22Speaker 1: clean out the purses of the less suspecting prostitutes. Word
- 23:26Speaker 1: on the strip spread there was a party going on,
- 23:29Speaker 1: and it was wild, and Joe Perry couldn't believe his
- 23:34Speaker 1: eyes broad daylight fucking in the streets, he saw his man,
- 23:38Speaker 1: short dude, greasy black hair aviators sitting on the hood
- 23:42Speaker 1: of a car in the alley, restringing his less pall
- 23:45Speaker 1: to Joe. The kid reminded him of someone himself wired
- 23:49Speaker 1: to the actions surrounding him, but despite it all, in
- 23:52Speaker 1: constant touch with his true love his guitar. Joe approached
- 23:57Speaker 1: the kid, looked up immediately recognized his tar god hero.
- 24:01Speaker 1: He also took note of the desperation in his eyes.
- 24:04Speaker 1: The Jones Joe Perry started talking. If there was any
- 24:08Speaker 1: doubt before of who he was, it was immediately erased
- 24:11Speaker 1: by his thick Boston accent. Joe asked the kid, I'm
- 24:15Speaker 1: looking for something, are you my man? The kid looked
- 24:18Speaker 1: up from his guitar and deadpant, Hey, man, I'm just Izzy,
- 24:22Speaker 1: But what can I get for you? On July twenty first,
- 24:41Speaker 1: nineteen eighty seven, Guns N' Roses' debut album, Appetite for Destruction.
- 24:46Speaker 2: Was released.
- 24:47Speaker 1: Their stars started to slowly rise, but growing fame didn't
- 24:51Speaker 1: curtail the band's behavior, It only intensified it. Newfound celebrity
- 24:56Speaker 1: and notoriety started to create a sense of isolation for
- 24:59Speaker 1: Axel Rose. Wherever he went, he believed most people were
- 25:03Speaker 1: trying to keep him down, just like the authority figures
- 25:06Speaker 1: back home. Nowadays, the cops, the record labeled, the promoters,
- 25:10Speaker 1: and increasingly the press were all trying to bleed out
- 25:13Speaker 1: of him what it was that made him special in
- 25:15Speaker 1: the first place, To get him to tone it down,
- 25:17Speaker 1: to conform to their bullshit, to watch him bleed it
- 25:21Speaker 1: made no sense. His sense of self was what was
- 25:24Speaker 1: propelling his artistry and thus his band's popularity, and of
- 25:27Speaker 1: course his behavior but now he was supposed to what
- 25:31Speaker 1: becomes someone else, just because he now had a little fame,
- 25:34Speaker 1: It was making him paranoid and causing very dramatic mood swings.
- 25:39Speaker 1: The mood swings were always there, but when the band
- 25:41Speaker 1: was starting out, they'd derail a rehearsal or a party,
- 25:44Speaker 1: maybe a show. But as the band grew, so did
- 25:47Speaker 1: the stakes. The mood swings at this stage of Axel's
- 25:51Speaker 1: career were much harder for everyone to deal with. In
- 25:55Speaker 1: February nineteen eighty eight, just after their triumphant show at
- 25:58Speaker 1: the Ritz in New York City, Guns n' Roses embarked
- 26:01Speaker 1: on their first headlining tour. It was a big deal,
- 26:04Speaker 1: and Axel was a big mess. He was jankier than
- 26:08Speaker 1: usual and emotionally volatile. On February twelfth, for unspecified reasons,
- 26:14Speaker 1: Axel blew off one of the band's first headlining shows
- 26:17Speaker 1: in Phoenix, Arizona. He went missing and no one knew
- 26:20Speaker 1: where he was. The second show in Phoenix the next
- 26:23Speaker 1: night was also canceled. Axel's bandmates were incensed. You don't
- 26:28Speaker 1: pull a no show, not in the music business. It's
- 26:30Speaker 1: a death sentence, a career killer, and they contemplated kicking
- 26:34Speaker 1: Axel out of the band for the offense, and he
- 26:36Speaker 1: had little contrition in less than the way of an excuse.
- 26:39Speaker 1: He simply didn't show and he simply didn't care. If
- 26:42Speaker 1: they wanted to kick him out of the band, go ahead,
- 26:44Speaker 1: He told him who are you going to get to
- 26:45Speaker 1: replace me? And he knew his place in the band
- 26:48Speaker 1: was secure, but not without one major concession.
- 26:51Speaker 2: Axel had to agree with.
- 26:53Speaker 1: His band management and label to undergo a psychiatric evaluation.
- 26:59Speaker 1: Straight jacket, metal head brace, strapped down on a steel chair,
- 27:03Speaker 1: some sort of post World War two torture chamber type technique.
- 27:07Speaker 1: When people think of Axel Rose being psychologically evaluated by
- 27:10Speaker 1: a team of UCLA doctors, this is what they think of,
- 27:14Speaker 1: because this is the imagery and the famous Guns n'
- 27:16Speaker 1: Roses music video for Welcome to the Jungle. When the
- 27:19Speaker 1: song breaks down toward the end, we see the serpentine
- 27:23Speaker 1: singer strapped in clockwork oranged opposite a wall of violent
- 27:27Speaker 1: TV imagery. He looks insane, or at the very least
- 27:30Speaker 1: is being treated as such. Its art imitating life in way,
- 27:35Speaker 1: for Axel Rose, the real life evaluation was much scarier.
- 27:39Speaker 1: What he saw the brief glimpse into his past while
- 27:43Speaker 1: being mentally poked and prodded by doctors. It was truly traumatic,
- 27:48Speaker 1: and despite Axel's pension to follow gg Allen's lead and
- 27:52Speaker 1: the fuck authority, Axel knew the authority figures were finally
- 27:55Speaker 1: onto something. With the diagnosis bipolar. Whatever that even was,
- 28:00Speaker 1: it sure explained a lot the mood swings, the violence,
- 28:03Speaker 1: the intense irritability. At least now there was some sort
- 28:06Speaker 1: of reason in something to treat or at the very
- 28:09Speaker 1: least unpacked to rationalize things. And it was agreed by
- 28:13Speaker 1: everyone Axel would seek treatment and he'd be allowed back
- 28:17Speaker 1: in the band. But the mood swings didn't just all
- 28:20Speaker 1: of a sudden stop. Axel in the rest of the
- 28:23Speaker 1: Guns n' Roses camp might have had a loose explanation
- 28:25Speaker 1: for what their volatile singer felt inside, but it didn't
- 28:29Speaker 1: just make the rage go away. And on August twentieth,
- 28:32Speaker 1: nineteen eighty eight, Axel Rose was thinking of none of
- 28:35Speaker 1: this as.
- 28:35Speaker 2: He took the stage.
- 28:39Speaker 1: Castle Donnington, England Monsters of Rock Festival on the bill
- 28:44Speaker 1: Headliner's Iron Maiden direct support Kiss Below Them solo David
- 28:49Speaker 1: Lee Roth and Megadeth on the Undercart, Guns N' Roses,
- 28:53Speaker 1: and Openers Halloween. Aside from Halloween, the other acts were
- 28:58Speaker 1: well established favorites, BUTS and Roses were fresh meat.
- 29:01Speaker 2: The new sensation.
- 29:03Speaker 1: Their single Sweet Child of Mine, released a month earlier,
- 29:06Speaker 1: was everywhere a monster hit, and as such G and
- 29:10Speaker 1: R were outperforming their positioning on the bottom of the bill.
- 29:14Speaker 1: Given their explosion of popularity at the time and the
- 29:17Speaker 1: excitement surrounding their unique brand of American hard rock, Guns
- 29:21Speaker 1: and Roses could very well have headlined Monsters to Rock,
- 29:23Speaker 1: and nobody would have gone home. Upset, Axel looked out
- 29:27Speaker 1: into the crowd, an ocean of leather, long hair, and denim,
- 29:31Speaker 1: one hundred and ten thousand strong. It had been raining
- 29:34Speaker 1: for a week, and the festival grounds were muddy, messy,
- 29:38Speaker 1: kind of like his band. The sky was dark, moody,
- 29:41Speaker 1: just like him. The crowd was pitched with excitement, ready
- 29:45Speaker 1: to embrace him, but also ready to buy back, a
- 29:48Speaker 1: lot like those Axel loved and feared. At the same time,
- 29:51Speaker 1: those closest to him don't get too close. Don't get
- 29:54Speaker 1: too close. Axel could feel that the whole band could.
- 29:58Speaker 1: This was a different type of crowd a different a
- 30:00Speaker 1: vibed than anything they'd encountered before, and there were homemade
- 30:04Speaker 1: guns and roses banners rising up from the crowd. A
- 30:07Speaker 1: chance started burbling up from the back, thunder in the distance.
- 30:11Speaker 1: Random projectiles were being hurled around from impatient fans. A
- 30:15Speaker 1: squawk of feedback from Slash his less pall as he
- 30:18Speaker 1: checked his hand. Two quick hits on the snare from
- 30:20Speaker 1: Stephen as he took his seat. The champ grew louder. Axel,
- 30:25Speaker 1: from behind the drum kit nearly backstage, looked over Izzy
- 30:29Speaker 1: already on the stage, standing in front of his amp,
- 30:31Speaker 1: facing Axel, avoiding eye contact, dealing with detention, the anticipation
- 30:36Speaker 1: in his own way. His guitars slung over him, ltting
- 30:40Speaker 1: a cigarette, and to his right bassis stuff McKagan all
- 30:43Speaker 1: twenty two feet of him, standing straight facing the crowd,
- 30:46Speaker 1: his bass slung low nearly it seemed to his ankles,
- 30:50Speaker 1: ready to take the storm head on.
- 30:52Speaker 2: Axel looked Stephen in the eye. It was time.
- 30:55Speaker 1: Stephen knew what to do. He went at his toms
- 30:58Speaker 1: with a fury. It was a hiccup, a signal to
- 31:00Speaker 1: the crowd.
- 31:01Speaker 2: Shit was about to go. Off, not quite yet.
- 31:04Speaker 1: The crowd nearly lost it at the first hint through
- 31:07Speaker 1: real music from the stage, and they could see the band,
- 31:10Speaker 1: everyone but Axel, who was mostly hidden behind the kit,
- 31:13Speaker 1: and they screamed and they chanted as he rolled the
- 31:17Speaker 1: volume knob on his less pall to ten, gave his
- 31:19Speaker 1: strings a quick swap test his weapon, and turned and
- 31:22Speaker 1: nodded to Duff, who began beating his bass with the
- 31:25Speaker 1: opening downstroke line for it so easy. With this, the
- 31:28Speaker 1: crowd began screaming even louder, the drums and both guitars
- 31:35Speaker 1: claying down on the dusk's bassline. Stephen picked up with
- 31:38Speaker 1: the rolling snare, building the tension and the intro swelled.
- 31:43Speaker 1: The band hammered down into the song's opening riff, and
- 31:46Speaker 1: Axel sprinted out from backstage with mike in hand, and
- 31:50Speaker 1: the crowd lost at the collective shit. The crowd saw nothing.
- 31:54Speaker 1: They were blind with excitement. From the stage. The audience
- 31:58Speaker 1: looked so big and so energized that it seemed like
- 32:01Speaker 1: it was all one giant mass of humanity. It surged
- 32:04Speaker 1: as one a big, scary lurch. All of the band
- 32:09Speaker 1: members took notice, and this wasn't normal. There was no
- 32:12Speaker 1: crowd organization, no seating, barely any effect of security holding
- 32:16Speaker 1: the crowd in place. The band hit the chorus, another
- 32:20Speaker 1: giant surge. Bottles were now raining down onto the crowd
- 32:24Speaker 1: and the stage, big thirty two ounce beer bottles that
- 32:27Speaker 1: were purchased empty and then pissed into by the crowd
- 32:30Speaker 1: to avoid the bathroom lines. The little piss bombs exploded
- 32:34Speaker 1: onto the stage. Slash exploded into the solo. The song
- 32:38Speaker 1: soon rapped. The band looked at each other with trepidation.
- 32:41Speaker 1: Something clearly was right. They eased into their neck song, hesited, instinctively,
- 32:47Speaker 1: afraid of what might happen, of what this crowd, this giant, unhinged,
- 32:52Speaker 1: unsecured men of crowd that was unlike anything any of
- 32:55Speaker 1: them had ever seen before, might do, and their hesitancy didn't.
- 33:00Speaker 1: Seconds into the next song, the crowd went ape shit.
- 33:03Speaker 1: It lurched forward again in one giant wave, and then
- 33:06Speaker 1: a hole in the middle of the crowd opened up.
- 33:08Speaker 1: Within seconds, bodies were sucked into an undertow of humanity.
- 33:12Speaker 1: A massive moshpit began. Most in the audience were powerless
- 33:18Speaker 1: to the will of the collective crowd. It moved as
- 33:20Speaker 1: one fan's feet were lifted up off the ground and
- 33:23Speaker 1: their bodies swept up on top of the crowd, where
- 33:25Speaker 1: they were passed over and over again until they'd eventually
- 33:29Speaker 1: land back on their feet in an entirely different part
- 33:31Speaker 1: of the festival grounds. The violent collective movement of the
- 33:35Speaker 1: audience was so intense that Izzy stopped playing. The rest
- 33:39Speaker 1: of the band quickly followed suit. Axel tried his best
- 33:42Speaker 1: from the front of the stage to chill the crowd.
- 33:44Speaker 1: Out bodies began being pulled out of the muddy melee, injured,
- 33:48Speaker 1: in need of medical attention, but alive, order, it seemed,
- 33:52Speaker 1: had been restored. The band kicked back into their set
- 33:55Speaker 1: with Paradise City, and then shit got real.
- 34:10Speaker 2: The Masian Ultra Violet relentless.
- 34:13Speaker 1: Tens of thousands of people worked into a fit, slamming
- 34:16Speaker 1: wildly into each other to the sounds of what was
- 34:18Speaker 1: now clearly the most dangerous band on the planet in
- 34:22Speaker 1: front of them. Off of the center of the stage,
- 34:24Speaker 1: the crowd collapsed into itself. Thirty to fifty people sank
- 34:27Speaker 1: down and into the muddy ground, and when they did,
- 34:30Speaker 1: a wave of more fans washed over them. Most tripped,
- 34:34Speaker 1: some fell, Swarms of bodies passed overhead, trampling others under
- 34:38Speaker 1: their feet. The crowd continued to sway uncontrollably as one,
- 34:42Speaker 1: and with a single false move, it seemed to the
- 34:44Speaker 1: band that it could collapse in on itself again at
- 34:47Speaker 1: any moment, or perhaps even overtake the stage, and.
- 34:50Speaker 2: The band was frightened.
- 34:51Speaker 1: They tried cooling things down with a new acoustic number, Patients,
- 34:55Speaker 1: and then gave it one more shot with Sweet Child
- 34:58Speaker 1: of Mind, but it was no use. The crowd was
- 35:01Speaker 1: too intense, too terrifying, and after the tune the band bailed.
- 35:06Speaker 1: Axel's temper once again got the better of him, and
- 35:08Speaker 1: he spat into the mic before leaving the stage, have
- 35:11Speaker 1: a great fucking day, and try not to fucking kill yourselves.
- 35:16Speaker 1: Little did he know two of his fans in the
- 35:18Speaker 1: crowd were already dead, stomped to death during his band's
- 35:22Speaker 1: short set. Both bodies were so mangled they needed to
- 35:26Speaker 1: be identified by the tattoos on their arms. When the
- 35:30Speaker 1: band learned of the deaths, they were devastated, shocked, and saddened.
- 35:35Speaker 1: When they learned that the press was blaming the band
- 35:37Speaker 1: for the deaths, they were pissed. The newspapers and the
- 35:40Speaker 1: magazines neglected to report the Guns n' Roses had stopped
- 35:44Speaker 1: the show multiple times, or that they had cut their
- 35:47Speaker 1: short set due to the violence, and the press is
- 35:49Speaker 1: categorization of the event of the dead kids at the
- 35:52Speaker 1: concert that it was all somehow the fault of the
- 35:55Speaker 1: dangerous rockers from hedonistic Los Angeles was total bullshit. Band
- 36:00Speaker 1: knew it, and the press, if they were being honest
- 36:02Speaker 1: with themselves, knew it too. But the truth doesn't necessarily sell,
- 36:07Speaker 1: and so began Axelrose's long term war with the media.
- 36:11Speaker 2: It seemed to him that the press.
- 36:13Speaker 1: Had no appetite for the truth, only an appetite for
- 36:17Speaker 1: his personal destruction.
- 36:19Speaker 2: It was a complete disgrace. I'm Jake Brennan and this
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