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- 4:09Danielle Hofer: Thank
- 4:09Danielle Hofer: you
- 4:09Danielle Hofer: for
- 4:11Danielle Hofer: Everything,
- 4:11Danielle Hofer: and
- 4:12Danielle Hofer: I
- 4:12Danielle Hofer: am
- 4:13Danielle Hofer: ready
- 4:13Danielle Hofer: to
- 4:13Danielle Hofer: share
- 4:14Danielle Hofer: you
- 4:14Danielle Hofer: with
- 4:14Danielle Hofer: my
- 4:15Danielle Hofer: ladies
- 4:15Danielle Hofer: and
- 4:15Danielle Hofer: listeners.
- 4:18Thank
- 4:18you
- 4:18so
- 4:18much,
- 4:19Danielle.
- 4:19That's
- 4:19really
- 4:20kind.
- 4:20You're
- 4:20a
- 4:20sweetheart.
- 4:22I
- 4:22Danielle Hofer: just,
- 4:23Danielle Hofer: I
- 4:24Danielle Hofer: was
- 4:24Danielle Hofer: going
- 4:24Danielle Hofer: to
- 4:24Danielle Hofer: say
- 4:24Danielle Hofer: you
- 4:24Danielle Hofer: stalked
- 4:25Danielle Hofer: me
- 4:25Danielle Hofer: on
- 4:25Danielle Hofer: Facebook,
- 4:26Danielle Hofer: but
- 4:26Danielle Hofer: you
- 4:26Danielle Hofer: didn't,
- 4:27Danielle Hofer: but
- 4:27Danielle Hofer: you
- 4:27Danielle Hofer: did.
- 4:27Danielle Hofer: But
- 4:27Danielle Hofer: also
- 4:28Danielle Hofer: I
- 4:28Danielle Hofer: feel
- 4:28Danielle Hofer: like
- 4:28Danielle Hofer: God
- 4:28Danielle Hofer: did
- 4:29Danielle Hofer: that.
- 4:29Danielle Hofer: I
- 4:29Danielle Hofer: feel
- 4:29Danielle Hofer: like
- 4:29Danielle Hofer: he
- 4:30Danielle Hofer: grabbed
- 4:30Danielle Hofer: ahold
- 4:31Danielle Hofer: of
- 4:31Danielle Hofer: you
- 4:31Danielle Hofer: and
- 4:31Danielle Hofer: like,
- 4:33Danielle Hofer: you
- 4:33Danielle Hofer: are
- 4:33Danielle Hofer: not
- 4:34Danielle Hofer: shy
- 4:35Danielle Hofer: at
- 4:36Danielle Hofer: starting
- 4:36Danielle Hofer: the
- 4:36Danielle Hofer: conversation.
- 4:38Yeah,
- 4:39Danielle Hofer: loving
- 4:40Danielle Hofer: pursuit.
- 4:41Danielle Hofer: Yeah,
- 4:41Danielle Hofer: loving
- 4:42Danielle Hofer: pursuit.
- 4:42Danielle Hofer: I
- 4:42Danielle Hofer: love
- 4:43Danielle Hofer: that.
- 4:44Danielle Hofer: Um,
- 4:45Danielle Hofer: do
- 4:45Danielle Hofer: you
- 4:45Danielle Hofer: want
- 4:45Danielle Hofer: to
- 4:45Danielle Hofer: tell
- 4:45Danielle Hofer: us
- 4:46Danielle Hofer: a
- 4:46Danielle Hofer: little
- 4:46Danielle Hofer: bit
- 4:46Danielle Hofer: more
- 4:46Danielle Hofer: about
- 4:47Danielle Hofer: you?
- 4:47Danielle Hofer: Not
- 4:48Danielle Hofer: just
- 4:48Danielle Hofer: my
- 4:48Danielle Hofer: perspective
- 4:49Danielle Hofer: of
- 4:49Danielle Hofer: you,
- 4:50Danielle Hofer: but
- 4:50Danielle Hofer: do
- 4:50Danielle Hofer: you
- 4:50Danielle Hofer: want
- 4:50Danielle Hofer: to
- 4:50Danielle Hofer: tell
- 4:50Danielle Hofer: us
- 4:50Danielle Hofer: a
- 4:50Danielle Hofer: little
- 4:50Danielle Hofer: bit
- 4:50Danielle Hofer: more
- 4:51Danielle Hofer: about
- 4:51Danielle Hofer: you?
- 4:51Danielle Hofer: Um,
- 4:52Danielle Hofer: and
- 4:52Danielle Hofer: what's
- 4:53Danielle Hofer: gotten
- 4:53Danielle Hofer: you
- 4:53Danielle Hofer: where
- 4:54Danielle Hofer: you
- 4:54Danielle Hofer: are
- 4:54Danielle Hofer: today?
- 4:55Sure.
- 4:56Yeah.
- 4:56So,
- 4:57um,
- 4:58Like
- 4:58Danielle
- 4:58already
- 4:59said,
- 4:59I'm
- 4:59Laura
- 5:00Swain.
- 5:01And,
- 5:02um,
- 5:02Danielle,
- 5:02I've
- 5:02really
- 5:03enjoyed
- 5:03getting
- 5:03to
- 5:04know
- 5:04you
- 5:04two
- 5:04over
- 5:04the
- 5:04past
- 5:04few
- 5:05years.
- 5:06I,
- 5:07um,
- 5:08taught
- 5:08in
- 5:08the
- 5:08public
- 5:09school
- 5:09for
- 5:09five
- 5:09years.
- 5:10And
- 5:11then
- 5:11after
- 5:11that,
- 5:12um,
- 5:12is
- 5:12when
- 5:12I
- 5:13started
- 5:13having
- 5:13kids
- 5:14and
- 5:14we
- 5:14knew
- 5:14from
- 5:14the
- 5:14beginning
- 5:15we
- 5:15wanted
- 5:15to
- 5:15homeschool.
- 5:16So
- 5:16we,
- 5:16uh,
- 5:16I
- 5:17left
- 5:17my
- 5:17teaching
- 5:18job
- 5:18to
- 5:18stay
- 5:18home
- 5:19when
- 5:19my
- 5:19oldest
- 5:19was
- 5:20born.
- 5:21That
- 5:21was
- 5:2211
- 5:22years
- 5:23ago.
- 5:24And
- 5:24so
- 5:24now
- 5:25I've
- 5:25been
- 5:25out
- 5:25of
- 5:26the
- 5:26classroom
- 5:26way
- 5:26longer
- 5:27than
- 5:27I
- 5:27was
- 5:27in
- 5:27it.
- 5:28And
- 5:29it's
- 5:29something
- 5:30that
- 5:30was
- 5:30really
- 5:31hard
- 5:31for
- 5:31me
- 5:31at
- 5:31first
- 5:32to
- 5:32think
- 5:32about
- 5:33giving
- 5:33up.
- 5:34I
- 5:35knew
- 5:35my
- 5:35whole
- 5:36life
- 5:36I
- 5:36wanted
- 5:36to
- 5:36be
- 5:36a
- 5:36teacher,
- 5:38and
- 5:39it
- 5:39felt
- 5:39like
- 5:39this
- 5:40was
- 5:40it.
- 5:40You
- 5:40know,
- 5:40calling
- 5:41that
- 5:41God
- 5:41had
- 5:41placed
- 5:42on
- 5:42my
- 5:42heart
- 5:42and
- 5:43when
- 5:43my
- 5:43husband
- 5:43and
- 5:43I,
- 5:43it
- 5:44was
- 5:44actually
- 5:44his
- 5:44idea
- 5:44of
- 5:45homeschooling
- 5:46was
- 5:46his
- 5:46idea
- 5:46and
- 5:47his
- 5:47conviction.
- 5:48And
- 5:48so
- 5:48we,
- 5:49um,
- 5:49in
- 5:50the
- 5:50early
- 5:50years
- 5:50of
- 5:50our
- 5:50marriage
- 5:51had
- 5:52these
- 5:52walks
- 5:52around
- 5:53our
- 5:53apartment
- 5:53complex
- 5:55in
- 5:55the
- 5:55evenings
- 5:55talking
- 5:56about
- 5:56our
- 5:56life
- 5:57and
- 5:57God's
- 5:57leading
- 5:58and
- 5:59children
- 5:59and
- 6:00everything.
- 6:01And
- 6:01I
- 6:02just
- 6:02sometimes
- 6:03it
- 6:03would
- 6:03get
- 6:03emotional
- 6:04because
- 6:04I
- 6:04thought,
- 6:05um,
- 6:05it
- 6:05was
- 6:05never
- 6:06like
- 6:06he,
- 6:06he
- 6:07said,
- 6:07yeah,
- 6:07you
- 6:07have
- 6:08to
- 6:08stay
- 6:08home
- 6:08and,
- 6:09you
- 6:09know,
- 6:09raise
- 6:09our
- 6:09kids.
- 6:10But
- 6:10we,
- 6:11he
- 6:11talked
- 6:11about
- 6:12his
- 6:12heart
- 6:12for,
- 6:13um,
- 6:13raising
- 6:14up
- 6:14a
- 6:14family
- 6:14that
- 6:15honors
- 6:15God
- 6:16and
- 6:16loves
- 6:16God
- 6:18and
- 6:18how
- 6:19important
- 6:19it
- 6:19was
- 6:19to
- 6:20him
- 6:21for
- 6:21us
- 6:21to
- 6:21have,
- 6:22um,
- 6:23like
- 6:23a
- 6:23very
- 6:24solid
- 6:24influence
- 6:25in
- 6:25the
- 6:25lives
- 6:25of
- 6:26our
- 6:26children
- 6:26as
- 6:26we're
- 6:26raising
- 6:27them.
- 6:28And
- 6:28so,
- 6:29um,
- 6:30God
- 6:30softened
- 6:31my
- 6:31heart.
- 6:31That
- 6:31was.
- 6:33I
- 6:33was
- 6:33first
- 6:34going
- 6:34to
- 6:34say
- 6:34the
- 6:34first
- 6:34miraculous
- 6:35work
- 6:35that
- 6:35he
- 6:35did
- 6:35in
- 6:35me
- 6:36to
- 6:36prepare
- 6:36me
- 6:36for
- 6:36homeschooling,
- 6:37but
- 6:37you
- 6:37know
- 6:38how
- 6:38he
- 6:38prepares
- 6:38us
- 6:38all
- 6:39along
- 6:39the
- 6:39ways,
- 6:40all
- 6:40along,
- 6:40all
- 6:41along
- 6:41our
- 6:41lives.
- 6:42And
- 6:42so,
- 6:43um,
- 6:44he,
- 6:45it
- 6:46turned
- 6:46out
- 6:46to
- 6:46be
- 6:46one
- 6:47of
- 6:47the
- 6:47best
- 6:47decisions
- 6:48of
- 6:48my
- 6:48life,
- 6:48leaving
- 6:49the
- 6:49classroom.
- 6:50And
- 6:50I
- 6:50never
- 6:51would
- 6:51have
- 6:51been
- 6:51able
- 6:51to
- 6:52expect
- 6:52or
- 6:52plan
- 6:53for.
- 6:54All
- 6:54of
- 6:54the
- 6:54ways
- 6:55that
- 6:55God
- 6:55has
- 6:55given
- 6:56me
- 6:56work
- 6:57and
- 6:57like,
- 6:57quote,
- 6:58work,
- 6:59which
- 6:59to
- 6:59me
- 7:00wouldn't
- 7:00have
- 7:00felt
- 7:01the
- 7:01same
- 7:01because
- 7:01it's
- 7:01not,
- 7:02I'm
- 7:02not
- 7:02in
- 7:02a
- 7:02public
- 7:02school
- 7:03classroom,
- 7:04but
- 7:04he
- 7:04has
- 7:04given
- 7:05me
- 7:05no
- 7:06shortage
- 7:06of
- 7:06opportunities
- 7:07to
- 7:07teach
- 7:08and
- 7:08lead
- 7:09and
- 7:09the
- 7:09most
- 7:10important
- 7:10of
- 7:10which
- 7:11is
- 7:11here
- 7:11in
- 7:11my
- 7:11home
- 7:12with
- 7:12my
- 7:12children.
- 7:13And
- 7:14like
- 7:14just
- 7:14how
- 7:14much
- 7:15joy
- 7:15there
- 7:15is.
- 7:15It
- 7:15doesn't
- 7:16even
- 7:16feel
- 7:17like
- 7:17I
- 7:17used
- 7:17to
- 7:17feel
- 7:17like
- 7:17I
- 7:18was
- 7:18giving
- 7:18something
- 7:18up,
- 7:19but
- 7:19not
- 7:20anymore.
- 7:20It
- 7:20is,
- 7:21um,
- 7:22so
- 7:22precious,
- 7:23this
- 7:23work.
- 7:23And
- 7:23so
- 7:24we
- 7:24live
- 7:24in
- 7:24Southwest
- 7:25Ohio,
- 7:25um,
- 7:26on
- 7:26a
- 7:26little
- 7:26bit
- 7:26of
- 7:26land.
- 7:27We
- 7:27just
- 7:27got,
- 7:28uh,
- 7:29seven
- 7:29chicks.
- 7:29Like,
- 7:30I
- 7:30know
- 7:30you,
- 7:30Danielle,
- 7:31are
- 7:31really
- 7:31seasoned
- 7:32chicken,
- 7:33um,
- 7:33mama.
- 7:34So,
- 7:35so,
- 7:35so.
- 7:36We've
- 7:37Yeah,
- 7:37we've
- 7:37had
- 7:37the
- 7:37chicks
- 7:38for
- 7:38three
- 7:38weeks
- 7:38now.
- 7:39Um,
- 7:39and
- 7:40we
- 7:40got
- 7:40a
- 7:40dog
- 7:41and
- 7:41a
- 7:41cat
- 7:41and,
- 7:42um,
- 7:43kids
- 7:43love
- 7:43to
- 7:43be
- 7:43outside.
- 7:44We
- 7:45feel
- 7:45I'm
- 7:45attempting
- 7:47every
- 7:47year.
- 7:48I
- 7:49improved
- 7:49my
- 7:49gardening
- 7:50game.
- 7:50It's
- 7:50still
- 7:51got
- 7:51a
- 7:51long
- 7:51way
- 7:51to
- 7:51go.
- 7:52But,
- 7:52um,
- 7:53yeah,
- 7:53that's
- 7:54that's
- 7:54where
- 7:54we
- 7:54are
- 7:54and
- 7:54what
- 7:55we're
- 7:55doing
- 7:55right
- 7:55now.
- 7:57Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 7:57Danielle Hofer: obsessed
- 7:58Danielle Hofer: when
- 7:58Danielle Hofer: she
- 7:58Danielle Hofer: sent
- 7:58Danielle Hofer: me
- 7:59Danielle Hofer: a
- 7:59Danielle Hofer: picture
- 8:00Danielle Hofer: of,
- 8:00Danielle Hofer: or
- 8:00Danielle Hofer: a
- 8:00Danielle Hofer: message.
- 8:01Danielle Hofer: It
- 8:01Danielle Hofer: wasn't
- 8:01Danielle Hofer: pictures
- 8:01Danielle Hofer: yet.
- 8:02Danielle Hofer: It
- 8:02Danielle Hofer: was
- 8:02Danielle Hofer: a
- 8:02Danielle Hofer: message.
- 8:02Danielle Hofer: I'm,
- 8:03Danielle Hofer: I
- 8:03Danielle Hofer: think,
- 8:03Danielle Hofer: or
- 8:03Danielle Hofer: so
- 8:04Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 8:04Danielle Hofer: picking
- 8:04Danielle Hofer: up
- 8:04Danielle Hofer: chicks
- 8:04Danielle Hofer: tonight
- 8:05Danielle Hofer: and
- 8:05Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 8:05Danielle Hofer: like,
- 8:05Danielle Hofer: what?
- 8:06Danielle Hofer: So
- 8:07Danielle Hofer: I
- 8:07Danielle Hofer: was
- 8:08Danielle Hofer: so
- 8:08Danielle Hofer: excited
- 8:09Danielle Hofer: and
- 8:11Danielle Hofer: I,
- 8:11Danielle Hofer: they,
- 8:11Danielle Hofer: welcome
- 8:12Danielle Hofer: to
- 8:12Danielle Hofer: chicken
- 8:12Danielle Hofer: math.
- 8:12Danielle Hofer: It
- 8:13Danielle Hofer: will
- 8:13Danielle Hofer: become
- 8:13Danielle Hofer: real.
- 8:14Danielle Hofer: Um,
- 8:14Danielle Hofer: that
- 8:14Danielle Hofer: takes
- 8:14Danielle Hofer: a
- 8:14Danielle Hofer: lot
- 8:15Danielle Hofer: of
- 8:15Danielle Hofer: self
- 8:15Danielle Hofer: control
- 8:16Danielle Hofer: and
- 8:17Danielle Hofer: it's,
- 8:17Danielle Hofer: there's
- 8:17Danielle Hofer: no
- 8:18Danielle Hofer: self
- 8:18Danielle Hofer: control
- 8:18Danielle Hofer: when
- 8:18Danielle Hofer: it
- 8:18Danielle Hofer: comes
- 8:19Danielle Hofer: to
- 8:19Danielle Hofer: chickens,
- 8:19Danielle Hofer: but,
- 8:20Danielle Hofer: um,
- 8:22Danielle Hofer: One
- 8:22Danielle Hofer: thing
- 8:23Danielle Hofer: that
- 8:24Danielle Hofer: I
- 8:24Danielle Hofer: know
- 8:25Danielle Hofer: you
- 8:25Danielle Hofer: have
- 8:25Danielle Hofer: a
- 8:25Danielle Hofer: story
- 8:26Danielle Hofer: about
- 8:27Danielle Hofer: the
- 8:27Danielle Hofer: word
- 8:27Danielle Hofer: slow,
- 8:29Danielle Hofer: and
- 8:31Danielle Hofer: I
- 8:32Danielle Hofer: am
- 8:32Danielle Hofer: the
- 8:32Danielle Hofer: opposite
- 8:32Danielle Hofer: of
- 8:32Danielle Hofer: slow.
- 8:33Danielle Hofer: I
- 8:33Danielle Hofer: talk
- 8:34Danielle Hofer: fast.
- 8:34Danielle Hofer: I
- 8:34Danielle Hofer: move
- 8:35Danielle Hofer: fast.
- 8:35Danielle Hofer: I
- 8:35Danielle Hofer: do
- 8:36Danielle Hofer: every,
- 8:36Danielle Hofer: I
- 8:36Danielle Hofer: mean,
- 8:36Danielle Hofer: I
- 8:36Danielle Hofer: feel
- 8:36Danielle Hofer: bad
- 8:37Danielle Hofer: for
- 8:37Danielle Hofer: when
- 8:37Danielle Hofer: you
- 8:37Danielle Hofer: have
- 8:37Danielle Hofer: to
- 8:37Danielle Hofer: listen
- 8:37Danielle Hofer: to
- 8:37Danielle Hofer: my
- 8:38Danielle Hofer: audio
- 8:38Danielle Hofer: messages,
- 8:39Danielle Hofer: but
- 8:39Danielle Hofer: I
- 8:39Danielle Hofer: talk
- 8:40Danielle Hofer: fast.
- 8:40Danielle Hofer: I
- 8:40Danielle Hofer: think
- 8:40Danielle Hofer: fast.
- 8:41Danielle Hofer: I
- 8:41Danielle Hofer: move
- 8:41Danielle Hofer: fast.
- 8:41Danielle Hofer: Everything
- 8:42Danielle Hofer: I
- 8:42Danielle Hofer: do
- 8:42Danielle Hofer: is
- 8:42Danielle Hofer: fast.
- 8:44Danielle Hofer: And
- 8:44Danielle Hofer: something
- 8:45Danielle Hofer: I
- 8:45Danielle Hofer: don't
- 8:45Danielle Hofer: do
- 8:45Danielle Hofer: very
- 8:46Danielle Hofer: well
- 8:46Danielle Hofer: is
- 8:46Danielle Hofer: celebrate.
- 8:47Danielle Hofer: I
- 8:47Danielle Hofer: mean,
- 8:47Danielle Hofer: I
- 8:47Danielle Hofer: just
- 8:48Danielle Hofer: passed
- 8:48Danielle Hofer: with
- 8:48Danielle Hofer: 97
- 8:49Danielle Hofer: percent
- 8:50Danielle Hofer: my
- 8:50Danielle Hofer: board
- 8:51Danielle Hofer: certification
- 8:52Danielle Hofer: for
- 8:53Danielle Hofer: being
- 8:54Danielle Hofer: a
- 8:54Danielle Hofer: naturopathic
- 8:54Danielle Hofer: doctor.
- 8:56Danielle Hofer: And
- 8:56Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 8:56Danielle Hofer: trying,
- 8:57Danielle Hofer: it
- 8:57Danielle Hofer: feels
- 8:57Danielle Hofer: awkward
- 8:58Danielle Hofer: to
- 8:58Danielle Hofer: celebrate
- 8:58Danielle Hofer: that.
- 8:59Danielle Hofer: And
- 8:59Danielle Hofer: apparently
- 8:59Danielle Hofer: it
- 8:59Danielle Hofer: was
- 8:59Danielle Hofer: one
- 9:00Danielle Hofer: of
- 9:00Danielle Hofer: the
- 9:00Danielle Hofer: highest
- 9:00Danielle Hofer: scores
- 9:00Danielle Hofer: in
- 9:01Danielle Hofer: the
- 9:01Danielle Hofer: cohort
- 9:02Danielle Hofer: as
- 9:02Danielle Hofer: well.
- 9:02Danielle Hofer: And
- 9:02Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 9:02Danielle Hofer: like,
- 9:04Danielle Hofer: I
- 9:04Danielle Hofer: should
- 9:04Danielle Hofer: celebrate
- 9:05Danielle Hofer: this,
- 9:06Danielle Hofer: but
- 9:06Danielle Hofer: it
- 9:06Danielle Hofer: feels
- 9:06Danielle Hofer: awkward.
- 9:07Danielle Hofer: And
- 9:07Danielle Hofer: anyway,
- 9:08Danielle Hofer: that
- 9:08Danielle Hofer: requires
- 9:09Danielle Hofer: me
- 9:09Danielle Hofer: to,
- 9:09Danielle Hofer: it
- 9:09Danielle Hofer: feels
- 9:09Danielle Hofer: awkward,
- 9:10Danielle Hofer: I
- 9:10Danielle Hofer: think,
- 9:10Danielle Hofer: because
- 9:10Danielle Hofer: it
- 9:10Danielle Hofer: requires
- 9:11Danielle Hofer: me
- 9:11Danielle Hofer: to
- 9:11Danielle Hofer: slow
- 9:11Danielle Hofer: down.
- 9:13Danielle Hofer: And.
- 9:14Danielle Hofer: in
- 9:14Danielle Hofer: the
- 9:14Danielle Hofer: past
- 9:15Danielle Hofer: for
- 9:15Danielle Hofer: me,
- 9:15Danielle Hofer: and
- 9:15Danielle Hofer: I
- 9:15Danielle Hofer: know
- 9:16Danielle Hofer: a
- 9:16Danielle Hofer: lot
- 9:16Danielle Hofer: of
- 9:16Danielle Hofer: my
- 9:16Danielle Hofer: listeners,
- 9:16Danielle Hofer: a
- 9:16Danielle Hofer: lot
- 9:16Danielle Hofer: of
- 9:17Danielle Hofer: people
- 9:17Danielle Hofer: in
- 9:17Danielle Hofer: this
- 9:17Danielle Hofer: community,
- 9:18Danielle Hofer: they
- 9:18Danielle Hofer: understand
- 9:19Danielle Hofer: when
- 9:19Danielle Hofer: I
- 9:19Danielle Hofer: say
- 9:19Danielle Hofer: that
- 9:19Danielle Hofer: God
- 9:19Danielle Hofer: forces
- 9:20Danielle Hofer: us
- 9:20Danielle Hofer: into
- 9:20Danielle Hofer: greener
- 9:21Danielle Hofer: pastures,
- 9:22Danielle Hofer: that
- 9:22Danielle Hofer: he
- 9:22Danielle Hofer: does,
- 9:22Danielle Hofer: that
- 9:23Danielle Hofer: we
- 9:23Danielle Hofer: don't
- 9:23Danielle Hofer: go
- 9:24Danielle Hofer: there
- 9:24Danielle Hofer: willingly.
- 9:26Danielle Hofer: And
- 9:27Danielle Hofer: for
- 9:27Danielle Hofer: me,
- 9:28Danielle Hofer: going
- 9:29Danielle Hofer: slow
- 9:29Danielle Hofer: has
- 9:29Danielle Hofer: always
- 9:30Danielle Hofer: meant
- 9:30Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 9:30Danielle Hofer: missing
- 9:31Danielle Hofer: out
- 9:31Danielle Hofer: on
- 9:31Danielle Hofer: something.
- 9:32Danielle Hofer: Something
- 9:33Danielle Hofer: better
- 9:33Danielle Hofer: must
- 9:33Danielle Hofer: be
- 9:33Danielle Hofer: on
- 9:33Danielle Hofer: the
- 9:33Danielle Hofer: other
- 9:34Danielle Hofer: side,
- 9:35Danielle Hofer: um,
- 9:35Danielle Hofer: something
- 9:36Danielle Hofer: I'm,
- 9:36Danielle Hofer: I
- 9:37Danielle Hofer: must
- 9:37Danielle Hofer: be
- 9:37Danielle Hofer: missing
- 9:37Danielle Hofer: something
- 9:38Danielle Hofer: or
- 9:39Danielle Hofer: all
- 9:39Danielle Hofer: these
- 9:39Danielle Hofer: people
- 9:39Danielle Hofer: need
- 9:40Danielle Hofer: me
- 9:40Danielle Hofer: or
- 9:41Danielle Hofer: all
- 9:41Danielle Hofer: this,
- 9:41Danielle Hofer: like,
- 9:42Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 9:42Danielle Hofer: not
- 9:42Danielle Hofer: keeping
- 9:42Danielle Hofer: up
- 9:43Danielle Hofer: with
- 9:43Danielle Hofer: whomever,
- 9:44Danielle Hofer: like,
- 9:45Danielle Hofer: I
- 9:45Danielle Hofer: could
- 9:45Danielle Hofer: make
- 9:45Danielle Hofer: up
- 9:45Danielle Hofer: names,
- 9:46Danielle Hofer: right?
- 9:46Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 9:46Danielle Hofer: not
- 9:47Danielle Hofer: keeping
- 9:47Danielle Hofer: up.
- 9:47Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 9:47Danielle Hofer: not
- 9:48Danielle Hofer: keeping
- 9:48Danielle Hofer: up
- 9:48Danielle Hofer: with
- 9:48Danielle Hofer: the
- 9:48Danielle Hofer: expectation
- 9:49Danielle Hofer: that
- 9:49Danielle Hofer: my
- 9:49Danielle Hofer: parents
- 9:50Danielle Hofer: had
- 9:50Danielle Hofer: on
- 9:50Danielle Hofer: me.
- 9:51Danielle Hofer: Could
- 9:51Danielle Hofer: you
- 9:51Danielle Hofer: talk
- 9:52Danielle Hofer: to
- 9:52Danielle Hofer: us
- 9:52Danielle Hofer: about
- 9:53Danielle Hofer: that?
- 9:53Danielle Hofer: Because
- 9:53Danielle Hofer: you
- 9:54Danielle Hofer: have
- 9:54Danielle Hofer: influenced
- 9:54Danielle Hofer: me
- 9:55Danielle Hofer: massively.
- 9:55Danielle Hofer: And
- 9:55Danielle Hofer: I
- 9:55Danielle Hofer: think
- 9:56Danielle Hofer: there
- 9:56Danielle Hofer: was
- 9:56Danielle Hofer: a
- 9:56Danielle Hofer: book
- 9:56Danielle Hofer: you
- 9:56Danielle Hofer: told
- 9:56Danielle Hofer: me
- 9:56Danielle Hofer: to
- 9:57Danielle Hofer: read
- 9:57Danielle Hofer: and
- 9:57Danielle Hofer: it
- 9:57Danielle Hofer: was
- 9:57Danielle Hofer: like
- 9:57Danielle Hofer: a
- 9:57Danielle Hofer: really,
- 9:58Danielle Hofer: really
- 9:58Danielle Hofer: thin
- 9:58Danielle Hofer: book
- 9:59Danielle Hofer: about
- 10:00Danielle Hofer: the
- 10:00Danielle Hofer: homeschool
- 10:00Danielle Hofer: mom
- 10:01Danielle Hofer: or
- 10:01Danielle Hofer: something.
- 10:01Danielle Hofer: I
- 10:01Danielle Hofer: don't
- 10:01Danielle Hofer: remember.
- 10:02Danielle Hofer: It
- 10:02Danielle Hofer: was
- 10:02Danielle Hofer: very,
- 10:02Danielle Hofer: very
- 10:04Danielle Hofer: awesome
- 10:04Danielle Hofer: read.
- 10:06Danielle Hofer: But
- 10:06Danielle Hofer: can
- 10:06Danielle Hofer: you
- 10:06Danielle Hofer: talk
- 10:06Danielle Hofer: to
- 10:06Danielle Hofer: us
- 10:06Danielle Hofer: about
- 10:07Danielle Hofer: your
- 10:07Danielle Hofer: story
- 10:07Danielle Hofer: of
- 10:09Danielle Hofer: getting
- 10:09Danielle Hofer: to
- 10:09Danielle Hofer: this
- 10:10Danielle Hofer: point
- 10:10Danielle Hofer: of
- 10:11Danielle Hofer: living
- 10:11Danielle Hofer: a
- 10:11Danielle Hofer: slower
- 10:12Danielle Hofer: life,
- 10:13Danielle Hofer: not
- 10:13Danielle Hofer: full,
- 10:13Danielle Hofer: not
- 10:14Danielle Hofer: unfulfilled,
- 10:15Danielle Hofer: but
- 10:15Danielle Hofer: you
- 10:15Danielle Hofer: know
- 10:15Danielle Hofer: what
- 10:15Danielle Hofer: I
- 10:15Danielle Hofer: mean?
- 10:15Danielle Hofer: Like
- 10:15Danielle Hofer: not
- 10:17Danielle Hofer: slow.
- 10:17Danielle Hofer: Like
- 10:18Danielle Hofer: for
- 10:18Danielle Hofer: me
- 10:18Danielle Hofer: again,
- 10:19Danielle Hofer: slow
- 10:19Danielle Hofer: meant
- 10:19Danielle Hofer: I
- 10:19Danielle Hofer: was
- 10:19Danielle Hofer: missing
- 10:20Danielle Hofer: out
- 10:20Danielle Hofer: on
- 10:20Danielle Hofer: stuff.
- 10:20Danielle Hofer: So
- 10:21Danielle Hofer: what
- 10:21Danielle Hofer: got
- 10:21Danielle Hofer: you
- 10:21Danielle Hofer: to
- 10:21Danielle Hofer: the
- 10:21Danielle Hofer: point
- 10:22Danielle Hofer: that
- 10:22Danielle Hofer: you
- 10:22Danielle Hofer: needed
- 10:23Danielle Hofer: to
- 10:23Danielle Hofer: slow
- 10:23Danielle Hofer: down?
- 10:25Yeah,
- 10:25so
- 10:26I
- 10:26already
- 10:27shared
- 10:27a
- 10:27little
- 10:27bit
- 10:27about
- 10:28how
- 10:28I
- 10:28left
- 10:28my
- 10:29teaching
- 10:29career,
- 10:30and,
- 10:31um,
- 10:32it's,
- 10:32for
- 10:33anyone
- 10:33who
- 10:33has
- 10:34experienced
- 10:35working
- 10:35outside
- 10:36the
- 10:36home,
- 10:36and
- 10:37then
- 10:37leaving
- 10:37that
- 10:38to
- 10:38be
- 10:39at
- 10:39home
- 10:39with
- 10:39like
- 10:40a
- 10:40newborn
- 10:40baby
- 10:41or
- 10:41young
- 10:42children,
- 10:43it
- 10:43is
- 10:44It's
- 10:44just
- 10:45a
- 10:45very
- 10:45abrupt
- 10:46change.
- 10:47It
- 10:48feels
- 10:48so
- 10:49different
- 10:50and,
- 10:51uh,
- 10:51like
- 10:52what
- 10:52you
- 10:52do
- 10:52in
- 10:52one
- 10:52setting
- 10:53isn't
- 10:53the
- 10:53same
- 10:53way
- 10:54you
- 10:54can
- 10:54operate
- 10:55in
- 10:55the
- 10:55other.
- 10:56And
- 10:58I,
- 10:59I
- 10:59think
- 10:59the,
- 11:00one
- 11:00of
- 11:00the,
- 11:01I
- 11:01mean,
- 11:01there's
- 11:02so
- 11:02many
- 11:02blessings
- 11:03of
- 11:03motherhood,
- 11:04too
- 11:04many
- 11:04to
- 11:04name,
- 11:05but
- 11:05one
- 11:05in
- 11:06particular
- 11:06that
- 11:06I
- 11:06think
- 11:07bears
- 11:07on
- 11:07what
- 11:07we'll
- 11:08cover
- 11:08today
- 11:08is
- 11:08that
- 11:10stepping
- 11:11into
- 11:11motherhood
- 11:12is.
- 11:13Taught
- 11:14me
- 11:14so
- 11:14much
- 11:15about
- 11:16the
- 11:16Lord
- 11:17and
- 11:17about,
- 11:18um,
- 11:19more
- 11:19deeply
- 11:20about
- 11:20his
- 11:20character.
- 11:22And,
- 11:23um,
- 11:23I,
- 11:23I've
- 11:24been
- 11:24fortunate
- 11:24to,
- 11:25you
- 11:25know,
- 11:25grow
- 11:25up
- 11:25in
- 11:26the
- 11:26church
- 11:26and
- 11:27I've
- 11:27been
- 11:27a
- 11:27Christian
- 11:28since
- 11:28I
- 11:28was
- 11:29young,
- 11:30but
- 11:30my
- 11:31maturity
- 11:32and
- 11:32my
- 11:32faith
- 11:33has
- 11:33accelerated
- 11:34so
- 11:34much
- 11:35as
- 11:35a
- 11:35mother,
- 11:37because
- 11:37these
- 11:37little
- 11:37people
- 11:38are
- 11:38depending
- 11:38on
- 11:39me.
- 11:39And,
- 11:40I
- 11:40mean,
- 11:41just
- 11:41from
- 11:41the
- 11:41moment
- 11:42I
- 11:42held
- 11:43my,
- 11:43my,
- 11:44um,
- 11:44oldest,
- 11:45the
- 11:45moment
- 11:45she
- 11:45was
- 11:45born
- 11:46and
- 11:46they
- 11:46put
- 11:46her
- 11:46on
- 11:46my
- 11:46chest,
- 11:47I
- 11:47mean,
- 11:47I
- 11:47will
- 11:47remember
- 11:48that
- 11:48for
- 11:48the
- 11:48rest
- 11:48of
- 11:48my
- 11:49life.
- 11:50And,
- 11:51I
- 11:52became
- 11:52a
- 11:52different
- 11:52person,
- 11:54and
- 11:56fortunately,
- 11:57um,
- 11:58God
- 11:59hasn't
- 11:59stopped
- 12:00working
- 12:00on
- 12:00me
- 12:01because
- 12:02he's,
- 12:02he's
- 12:02creating
- 12:03me,
- 12:04um,
- 12:04into
- 12:04a,
- 12:05into
- 12:05a
- 12:05better
- 12:05woman,
- 12:06um,
- 12:07a
- 12:07better
- 12:07daughter
- 12:07of
- 12:08his
- 12:08who
- 12:08looks
- 12:08more
- 12:09like
- 12:09him.
- 12:10And
- 12:10so
- 12:10I
- 12:11started
- 12:11staying
- 12:11home
- 12:11with
- 12:12my,
- 12:12with
- 12:12my
- 12:13oldest,
- 12:13and
- 12:13then
- 12:13I,
- 12:13we
- 12:14had
- 12:14another,
- 12:14another
- 12:15kiddo
- 12:16two
- 12:16years
- 12:16later,
- 12:17and,
- 12:19um,
- 12:19I
- 12:19had
- 12:20a
- 12:20certain
- 12:20idea
- 12:20in
- 12:20my
- 12:21mind
- 12:21of
- 12:22what.
- 12:22like
- 12:23successful
- 12:24motherhood
- 12:24looked
- 12:24like.
- 12:26And
- 12:27I
- 12:27had,
- 12:27some
- 12:28of
- 12:28it
- 12:28was
- 12:29good.
- 12:30And
- 12:30then
- 12:30some
- 12:31of
- 12:31it
- 12:31was
- 12:32this
- 12:32holdover
- 12:33of,
- 12:33um,
- 12:33some
- 12:34idols
- 12:34that
- 12:34I
- 12:34didn't
- 12:34even
- 12:35realize
- 12:35I
- 12:35had.
- 12:36Um,
- 12:36I
- 12:36was
- 12:37attaching
- 12:37my
- 12:37worth
- 12:38to
- 12:38how
- 12:38much
- 12:38I
- 12:38achieve
- 12:39and
- 12:39finish.
- 12:40And
- 12:40I
- 12:40also
- 12:40thought
- 12:41that
- 12:41my
- 12:41significance
- 12:43relied
- 12:43on
- 12:44how
- 12:44much
- 12:44stuff
- 12:45I
- 12:45did
- 12:45that
- 12:45felt
- 12:46quote,
- 12:46important
- 12:47in
- 12:48the
- 12:48world.
- 12:48And
- 12:49so
- 12:49I
- 12:49was
- 12:50still
- 12:50learning
- 12:51that
- 12:51my
- 12:52motherhood.
- 12:53is
- 12:54significant,
- 12:55and
- 12:55that
- 12:56these,
- 12:56like,
- 12:57every
- 12:57day,
- 12:58you
- 12:58know,
- 12:58the
- 12:59diaper
- 12:59changes,
- 12:59the
- 12:59diaper
- 13:00laundry,
- 13:01the,
- 13:01the
- 13:01food,
- 13:02the,
- 13:02I
- 13:02feel
- 13:02like
- 13:03my
- 13:03whole
- 13:03life
- 13:03is
- 13:03food,
- 13:04you,
- 13:04I
- 13:04know
- 13:04you
- 13:04talk
- 13:04about
- 13:04that
- 13:05so
- 13:05much,
- 13:06um,
- 13:06when
- 13:06you're
- 13:06a
- 13:06mom
- 13:07in
- 13:07the
- 13:07home,
- 13:08and,
- 13:09like,
- 13:09all
- 13:10of
- 13:10these
- 13:10little
- 13:10things,
- 13:11like,
- 13:11sitting
- 13:11around,
- 13:12it's,
- 13:12it
- 13:13doesn't
- 13:13look
- 13:14Like,
- 13:14the
- 13:14world
- 13:15wouldn't
- 13:15say
- 13:16that
- 13:16is
- 13:16significant,
- 13:17meaningful,
- 13:18world
- 13:19changing
- 13:19work.
- 13:20And
- 13:21so,
- 13:21because
- 13:22I
- 13:22had
- 13:22that
- 13:22idea
- 13:23in
- 13:23my
- 13:23head,
- 13:23I
- 13:24wouldn't
- 13:24have
- 13:24said
- 13:24any
- 13:24of
- 13:24this
- 13:24out
- 13:25loud.
- 13:25I
- 13:25would
- 13:25have
- 13:26said
- 13:26I
- 13:26valued
- 13:27my
- 13:27role
- 13:27in
- 13:27the
- 13:27home.
- 13:28You
- 13:28know,
- 13:28I
- 13:28would
- 13:28have
- 13:28said,
- 13:29you
- 13:29know,
- 13:29I
- 13:29left
- 13:29my
- 13:29job
- 13:30because
- 13:30I
- 13:30feel
- 13:31God
- 13:31is
- 13:31calling
- 13:31me
- 13:31to
- 13:31stay
- 13:32home
- 13:32with
- 13:32my
- 13:32kids.
- 13:33I
- 13:33would
- 13:33have
- 13:33said
- 13:33all
- 13:33that,
- 13:34but
- 13:34I
- 13:34wasn't
- 13:35living
- 13:35like
- 13:35it.
- 13:36Because
- 13:36I
- 13:36had
- 13:36this
- 13:36like
- 13:37planner,
- 13:37I
- 13:37know
- 13:37you're
- 13:37a
- 13:38type
- 13:38A
- 13:38planner,
- 13:39too,
- 13:39Danielle,
- 13:40and
- 13:40so
- 13:40it's
- 13:40like,
- 13:41I
- 13:41believe
- 13:41that
- 13:42suddenly
- 13:42I
- 13:42had
- 13:42all
- 13:43this
- 13:43white
- 13:43space
- 13:43in
- 13:43my
- 13:44planner.
- 13:44Like
- 13:44before
- 13:45it
- 13:45had
- 13:45been
- 13:45chock
- 13:45full
- 13:46of
- 13:46like
- 13:46lesson
- 13:46plans
- 13:47and
- 13:47meetings
- 13:48and
- 13:48activities
- 13:49and
- 13:49events.
- 13:50And
- 13:50so
- 13:51it
- 13:52like
- 13:52all
- 13:52this
- 13:52white
- 13:52space
- 13:54meant
- 13:54that
- 13:54I
- 13:54had
- 13:54room
- 13:55for
- 13:56almost
- 13:56anything.
- 13:57So
- 13:57I
- 13:58volunteered
- 13:58a
- 13:58lot.
- 13:59I
- 14:00Um,
- 14:01like
- 14:01didn't
- 14:01ever
- 14:01say
- 14:02no,
- 14:02I
- 14:02like
- 14:03thought
- 14:03that
- 14:03I
- 14:03could
- 14:03be
- 14:04the
- 14:04head
- 14:04of
- 14:04every
- 14:04committee.
- 14:05Just
- 14:05so,
- 14:06just
- 14:06so
- 14:07much
- 14:07hubris
- 14:08and
- 14:08that,
- 14:08that
- 14:08like,
- 14:08I
- 14:08thought
- 14:09these
- 14:09people,
- 14:10you
- 14:10know,
- 14:10needed
- 14:10me
- 14:10to
- 14:10be
- 14:10in
- 14:11charge
- 14:11of
- 14:11everything.
- 14:12It's
- 14:12just
- 14:13so
- 14:13ridiculous.
- 14:14Um,
- 14:15and
- 14:15I
- 14:15just
- 14:15ran
- 14:16myself
- 14:17ragged
- 14:17and
- 14:18didn't
- 14:18even
- 14:18know
- 14:18it,
- 14:19had
- 14:19no
- 14:19idea.
- 14:21Um,
- 14:22and
- 14:23in
- 14:242017,
- 14:25I
- 14:25had
- 14:25a
- 14:25freak
- 14:25knee
- 14:26injury,
- 14:27um,
- 14:28and
- 14:28I
- 14:29tore
- 14:29my
- 14:29meniscus
- 14:29and
- 14:30it
- 14:30was
- 14:30surgical.
- 14:31So
- 14:31I
- 14:31needed
- 14:31surgery.
- 14:32It
- 14:32was
- 14:32pretty
- 14:33difficult,
- 14:33like
- 14:34rough
- 14:34tear
- 14:36and
- 14:36I
- 14:36was
- 14:36in
- 14:37so
- 14:37much
- 14:37pain,
- 14:38like
- 14:38beforehand
- 14:39and
- 14:39then
- 14:39during
- 14:39the
- 14:39surgery
- 14:40and
- 14:40then
- 14:40the
- 14:40recovery,
- 14:41like
- 14:41I
- 14:41just
- 14:41like
- 14:42was
- 14:42on
- 14:42the
- 14:42couch
- 14:42a
- 14:42lot.
- 14:43I
- 14:43mean,
- 14:43I
- 14:43did
- 14:43my
- 14:43exercises
- 14:44and
- 14:44went
- 14:44to
- 14:44physical
- 14:45therapy,
- 14:45but
- 14:45I
- 14:45had
- 14:45this.
- 14:46four
- 14:46year
- 14:46old
- 14:47and
- 14:47two
- 14:47year
- 14:47old.
- 14:53We
- 14:53just,
- 14:53I
- 14:54just
- 14:54sat
- 14:54on
- 14:55the
- 14:55couch
- 14:56and
- 14:56I,
- 14:56I
- 14:57would
- 14:57read
- 14:57to
- 14:57them,
- 14:57but
- 14:58most
- 14:58of
- 14:58the
- 14:58time
- 14:59they
- 14:59spent
- 14:59was
- 14:59just
- 15:00playing
- 15:01and
- 15:02I
- 15:02felt
- 15:02so
- 15:02guilty
- 15:02about
- 15:03that
- 15:03and
- 15:03thought,
- 15:03okay,
- 15:03this
- 15:04is
- 15:04just
- 15:04a
- 15:04short
- 15:04season.
- 15:05I'm
- 15:05going
- 15:05to
- 15:06get
- 15:06back
- 15:06into
- 15:06things
- 15:07and,
- 15:07you
- 15:07know,
- 15:07be
- 15:07a
- 15:07better
- 15:08mom
- 15:08and
- 15:08do
- 15:08more
- 15:08stuff
- 15:09with
- 15:09my
- 15:09kids.
- 15:10Well,
- 15:11it
- 15:11was
- 15:11actually,
- 15:12I
- 15:12was
- 15:12telling
- 15:12my
- 15:12husband,
- 15:13texting
- 15:13my
- 15:13husband
- 15:13this,
- 15:14this,
- 15:14this
- 15:14morning,
- 15:15um,
- 15:16at
- 15:16the
- 15:16time
- 15:16that
- 15:16you
- 15:17and
- 15:17I
- 15:17are
- 15:17talking,
- 15:18um,
- 15:19it
- 15:19was
- 15:19exactly
- 15:20seven
- 15:21years
- 15:21ago.
- 15:21Um,
- 15:22Uh,
- 15:23that
- 15:23we
- 15:23found
- 15:23out
- 15:23we
- 15:24were
- 15:24having
- 15:24twins.
- 15:25Danielle Hofer: Oh
- 15:25Danielle Hofer: my
- 15:25Danielle Hofer: goodness.
- 15:26Danielle Hofer: And
- 15:26I
- 15:26was
- 15:26pregnant.
- 15:27I
- 15:27was
- 15:27so
- 15:27sick.
- 15:28This
- 15:28is
- 15:28right,
- 15:28not
- 15:29long
- 15:29after
- 15:29the
- 15:29surgery
- 15:29that
- 15:30I
- 15:30got
- 15:30pregnant.
- 15:31And
- 15:31just
- 15:32like,
- 15:32so
- 15:32I
- 15:32was,
- 15:33Like
- 15:33weary
- 15:34from
- 15:34the
- 15:34injury,
- 15:34but
- 15:35then
- 15:35you
- 15:35know
- 15:36what
- 15:36morning
- 15:36sickness
- 15:36is
- 15:37like.
- 15:37I
- 15:37mean,
- 15:37I
- 15:37was
- 15:38just
- 15:38I
- 15:38had
- 15:39no
- 15:39energy
- 15:40Again,
- 15:41just
- 15:41laying
- 15:41on
- 15:41that
- 15:42couch
- 15:42could
- 15:43hardly
- 15:43get
- 15:43up.
- 15:44My
- 15:44kids
- 15:45kept
- 15:45playing
- 15:45then
- 15:45I
- 15:46found
- 15:46out
- 15:46it
- 15:46was
- 15:46twins
- 15:47the
- 15:47pregnancy
- 15:48only
- 15:48got
- 15:48more
- 15:48and
- 15:48more
- 15:49changing
- 15:49as
- 15:49the
- 15:49weeks
- 15:50went
- 15:50on
- 15:51praise
- 15:51God
- 15:51They
- 15:51came
- 15:52into
- 15:52the
- 15:52world
- 15:52healthy
- 15:53Then
- 15:54you
- 15:54you
- 15:54know,
- 15:54I
- 15:54had
- 15:54twin
- 15:55newborns
- 15:55and
- 15:55it's
- 15:55like
- 15:56every
- 15:56Every
- 15:57little
- 15:57chunk
- 15:57of
- 15:58this
- 15:58season,
- 15:58Danielle,
- 15:59I
- 16:00thought,
- 16:00okay,
- 16:01I'm
- 16:01just
- 16:01going
- 16:01to
- 16:01make
- 16:01it
- 16:02through.
- 16:02I'm
- 16:03just
- 16:03gonna
- 16:03like,
- 16:04God
- 16:04help
- 16:05me
- 16:05make
- 16:05it
- 16:05through
- 16:05this.
- 16:06That
- 16:06was
- 16:06my
- 16:06prayer.
- 16:07Help
- 16:07me
- 16:07make
- 16:07it
- 16:08through.
- 16:09And
- 16:09then
- 16:10someday,
- 16:10like
- 16:11when
- 16:11this
- 16:11calms
- 16:11down,
- 16:12I'll
- 16:12finally
- 16:12be
- 16:12able
- 16:13to
- 16:13get
- 16:13off
- 16:13this
- 16:13dang
- 16:13couch
- 16:14and
- 16:15live
- 16:15my
- 16:15life
- 16:16and
- 16:16do
- 16:16all
- 16:16these
- 16:17things
- 16:17with
- 16:17my
- 16:17kids.
- 16:19Um,
- 16:20and
- 16:20I
- 16:20thought
- 16:20that
- 16:21like
- 16:21what
- 16:21I
- 16:21was
- 16:21experiencing
- 16:22was
- 16:22getting
- 16:22in
- 16:23the
- 16:23way
- 16:23of
- 16:23me
- 16:23living
- 16:24or
- 16:24getting
- 16:24in
- 16:24the
- 16:24way
- 16:24of
- 16:24me
- 16:25homeschooling
- 16:25my
- 16:25children
- 16:26because
- 16:26that
- 16:27was
- 16:27also
- 16:27my
- 16:27oldest
- 16:27was
- 16:27four.
- 16:28That
- 16:28was
- 16:28about
- 16:28the
- 16:28time
- 16:28when
- 16:29I
- 16:29thought,
- 16:29Oh,
- 16:29we
- 16:29need
- 16:29to
- 16:29start
- 16:30official
- 16:30school
- 16:30stuff
- 16:31now.
- 16:31No,
- 16:32could
- 16:32not
- 16:32do
- 16:32that
- 16:33when
- 16:33I
- 16:33was
- 16:33like
- 16:33getting
- 16:34sick
- 16:34every
- 16:34day
- 16:35or,
- 16:35you
- 16:35know,
- 16:35these
- 16:35different
- 16:36things.
- 16:36Um,
- 16:37staying
- 16:37up
- 16:37all
- 16:37night
- 16:38with
- 16:38these
- 16:38newborn
- 16:38babies
- 16:39that
- 16:39I
- 16:39was
- 16:39nursing
- 16:41and
- 16:42that
- 16:42season
- 16:43stretched
- 16:43on
- 16:44for
- 16:44three
- 16:44years.
- 16:45I
- 16:46call
- 16:46it
- 16:46my
- 16:46couch
- 16:46season
- 16:47because
- 16:47I
- 16:47was
- 16:48so
- 16:48physically
- 16:49depleted,
- 16:50like
- 16:50it
- 16:50was
- 16:51a
- 16:51wonder
- 16:52to
- 16:52be
- 16:52able
- 16:52to
- 16:52like
- 16:53unload
- 16:53the
- 16:53dishwasher
- 16:54and
- 16:54then
- 16:55that
- 16:55I
- 16:55was
- 16:55that
- 16:56was
- 16:56all
- 16:56I
- 16:56could
- 16:56do
- 16:56for
- 16:56several
- 16:57hours
- 16:58and
- 16:59being
- 17:00in
- 17:00that
- 17:01spot.
- 17:02I
- 17:03like
- 17:03my
- 17:04pace
- 17:04was
- 17:04not
- 17:05my
- 17:05decision.
- 17:07I
- 17:07could
- 17:07no
- 17:08longer
- 17:08make,
- 17:09like,
- 17:10good
- 17:10or
- 17:10bad
- 17:10choices
- 17:11about
- 17:11how
- 17:11fast
- 17:12I
- 17:12was
- 17:12going.
- 17:13The
- 17:13Lord
- 17:13took
- 17:14that
- 17:14decision
- 17:14away
- 17:15from
- 17:15me
- 17:15because
- 17:16it
- 17:16was
- 17:16so
- 17:16clear,
- 17:17but
- 17:17like
- 17:18he
- 17:18had
- 17:18been,
- 17:18you
- 17:19know,
- 17:19prompting
- 17:20me
- 17:20and
- 17:21I
- 17:22did
- 17:22not
- 17:22listen.
- 17:24And
- 17:24so,
- 17:25by
- 17:25His
- 17:25grace,
- 17:26He,
- 17:27um,
- 17:27Hosea
- 17:276,
- 17:281
- 17:29says,
- 17:29He
- 17:30has
- 17:30torn
- 17:30us
- 17:31that
- 17:31He
- 17:31may
- 17:31heal
- 17:31us.
- 17:32Um,
- 17:33He
- 17:33has
- 17:33brought
- 17:33us
- 17:33down
- 17:34so
- 17:34He
- 17:34may
- 17:34lift
- 17:34us
- 17:34up.
- 17:35It's
- 17:35talking
- 17:35about
- 17:36bringing,
- 17:36um,
- 17:37Israel
- 17:37into
- 17:38captivity,
- 17:39um,
- 17:39and
- 17:40exile
- 17:41so
- 17:41they
- 17:41could
- 17:41be
- 17:42healed
- 17:43because
- 17:43He
- 17:43had
- 17:43given
- 17:44them
- 17:44a
- 17:44choice
- 17:45and
- 17:45they
- 17:45had
- 17:45chosen
- 17:46not
- 17:46to.
- 17:46So
- 17:47like
- 17:47you
- 17:47said,
- 17:47He
- 17:48gives
- 17:48us
- 17:48the
- 17:48choice
- 17:48of
- 17:49the
- 17:49greener
- 17:49pasture
- 17:50and
- 17:50they,
- 17:50they
- 17:51rejected
- 17:52it.
- 17:52They
- 17:52rejected
- 17:53His
- 17:53blessing.
- 17:54And
- 17:55I
- 17:55did
- 17:55the
- 17:56same
- 17:57and
- 17:57he,
- 17:58he
- 17:58said,
- 17:59okay,
- 17:59I'm
- 17:59going
- 17:59to
- 17:59make
- 18:00you,
- 18:00I'm
- 18:01going
- 18:01to
- 18:01bring
- 18:02you
- 18:02so
- 18:02low
- 18:03and
- 18:04it
- 18:04will
- 18:04change
- 18:05your
- 18:05life.
- 18:06And
- 18:06it
- 18:06has,
- 18:07I
- 18:07saw
- 18:08so
- 18:08much,
- 18:10so
- 18:10much
- 18:10beauty,
- 18:11everyday
- 18:11miracles
- 18:12that
- 18:12I
- 18:12would
- 18:12have
- 18:12missed.
- 18:13And,
- 18:14um,
- 18:15I
- 18:15relied
- 18:15on
- 18:15him
- 18:16instead
- 18:16of
- 18:16my
- 18:16own
- 18:16strength.
- 18:18And
- 18:18now
- 18:18I'm
- 18:18not
- 18:18perfect
- 18:19at
- 18:19it,
- 18:19but,
- 18:20um,
- 18:21because
- 18:22apparently
- 18:22I'm
- 18:23a
- 18:23bit
- 18:23of
- 18:23a
- 18:23slow
- 18:23learner
- 18:24because
- 18:24he
- 18:25took
- 18:25me
- 18:25through
- 18:25the
- 18:25season
- 18:26for
- 18:26three
- 18:26years.
- 18:27And
- 18:28um,
- 18:29I'm
- 18:30so,
- 18:30so
- 18:30grateful
- 18:31that
- 18:31he
- 18:31did
- 18:31that
- 18:31for
- 18:31me.
- 18:33Danielle Hofer: I
- 18:34Danielle Hofer: want
- 18:35Danielle Hofer: to
- 18:35Danielle Hofer: just,
- 18:36Danielle Hofer: A,
- 18:36Danielle Hofer: thank
- 18:36Danielle Hofer: you
- 18:36Danielle Hofer: for
- 18:37Danielle Hofer: sharing
- 18:37Danielle Hofer: that,
- 18:37Danielle Hofer: but
- 18:38Danielle Hofer: you
- 18:38Danielle Hofer: have
- 18:38Danielle Hofer: made
- 18:39Danielle Hofer: so
- 18:39Danielle Hofer: many
- 18:39Danielle Hofer: points
- 18:40Danielle Hofer: and
- 18:40Danielle Hofer: I
- 18:40Danielle Hofer: think
- 18:41Danielle Hofer: something
- 18:41Danielle Hofer: that
- 18:41Danielle Hofer: stands
- 18:42Danielle Hofer: out
- 18:42Danielle Hofer: to
- 18:42Danielle Hofer: me.
- 18:43Danielle Hofer: is
- 18:43Danielle Hofer: the
- 18:44Danielle Hofer: lie
- 18:44Danielle Hofer: of
- 18:45Danielle Hofer: the
- 18:45Danielle Hofer: season.
- 18:47Danielle Hofer: I
- 18:48Danielle Hofer: wonder
- 18:48Danielle Hofer: if
- 18:49Danielle Hofer: sometimes
- 18:50Danielle Hofer: that
- 18:50Danielle Hofer: we
- 18:50Danielle Hofer: sit
- 18:50Danielle Hofer: in
- 18:51Danielle Hofer: and
- 18:51Danielle Hofer: say,
- 18:52Danielle Hofer: well
- 18:52Danielle Hofer: this
- 18:52Danielle Hofer: is
- 18:52Danielle Hofer: just
- 18:52Danielle Hofer: a
- 18:52Danielle Hofer: season,
- 18:53Danielle Hofer: as
- 18:53Danielle Hofer: a
- 18:54Danielle Hofer: way
- 18:55Danielle Hofer: to
- 18:56Danielle Hofer: rationalize
- 18:57Danielle Hofer: why
- 18:57Danielle Hofer: we
- 18:58Danielle Hofer: are
- 18:58Danielle Hofer: where
- 18:58Danielle Hofer: we
- 18:58Danielle Hofer: are.
- 19:00Danielle Hofer: And,
- 19:01Danielle Hofer: and
- 19:01Danielle Hofer: yes,
- 19:01Danielle Hofer: there
- 19:01Danielle Hofer: are
- 19:01Danielle Hofer: things
- 19:02Danielle Hofer: that
- 19:02Danielle Hofer: happen
- 19:02Danielle Hofer: seasonally,
- 19:02Danielle Hofer: like
- 19:02Danielle Hofer: we
- 19:02Danielle Hofer: know
- 19:03Danielle Hofer: that
- 19:03Danielle Hofer: there
- 19:03Danielle Hofer: are
- 19:03Danielle Hofer: things
- 19:03Danielle Hofer: that
- 19:03Danielle Hofer: happen
- 19:04Danielle Hofer: seasonally
- 19:04Danielle Hofer: and
- 19:04Danielle Hofer: we
- 19:04Danielle Hofer: know
- 19:04Danielle Hofer: that
- 19:05Danielle Hofer: it's
- 19:05Danielle Hofer: going
- 19:05Danielle Hofer: to
- 19:05Danielle Hofer: be
- 19:05Danielle Hofer: a
- 19:05Danielle Hofer: busy
- 19:05Danielle Hofer: season,
- 19:06Danielle Hofer: for
- 19:06Danielle Hofer: example,
- 19:06Danielle Hofer: or
- 19:07Danielle Hofer: like
- 19:07Danielle Hofer: that
- 19:08Danielle Hofer: kind
- 19:08Danielle Hofer: of
- 19:08Danielle Hofer: stuff.
- 19:08Danielle Hofer: And
- 19:08Danielle Hofer: we
- 19:08Danielle Hofer: know
- 19:08Danielle Hofer: that
- 19:09Danielle Hofer: that's
- 19:09Danielle Hofer: coming.
- 19:10Danielle Hofer: But
- 19:11Danielle Hofer: the
- 19:11Danielle Hofer: season,
- 19:12Danielle Hofer: the
- 19:12Danielle Hofer: lie
- 19:12Danielle Hofer: of
- 19:12Danielle Hofer: the
- 19:12Danielle Hofer: season,
- 19:13Danielle Hofer: sometimes
- 19:14Danielle Hofer: I
- 19:14Danielle Hofer: wonder
- 19:14Danielle Hofer: if
- 19:14Danielle Hofer: we
- 19:14Danielle Hofer: stick
- 19:15Danielle Hofer: in
- 19:15Danielle Hofer: that
- 19:16Danielle Hofer: and
- 19:16Danielle Hofer: become
- 19:17Danielle Hofer: like
- 19:17Danielle Hofer: identity
- 19:18Danielle Hofer: chained.
- 19:20Danielle Hofer: to
- 19:20Danielle Hofer: what
- 19:21Danielle Hofer: the
- 19:21Danielle Hofer: season
- 19:21Danielle Hofer: is
- 19:22Danielle Hofer: because
- 19:22Danielle Hofer: you
- 19:22Danielle Hofer: had
- 19:22Danielle Hofer: three
- 19:23Danielle Hofer: years,
- 19:23Danielle Hofer: your
- 19:23Danielle Hofer: couch
- 19:24Danielle Hofer: years.
- 19:25Danielle Hofer: You
- 19:25Danielle Hofer: had
- 19:25Danielle Hofer: three
- 19:26Danielle Hofer: of
- 19:26Danielle Hofer: those
- 19:26Danielle Hofer: and
- 19:26Danielle Hofer: those
- 19:27Danielle Hofer: could
- 19:27Danielle Hofer: have,
- 19:28Danielle Hofer: instead
- 19:28Danielle Hofer: of
- 19:28Danielle Hofer: turning
- 19:29Danielle Hofer: to
- 19:29Danielle Hofer: God,
- 19:29Danielle Hofer: those
- 19:29Danielle Hofer: could
- 19:30Danielle Hofer: have
- 19:30Danielle Hofer: become
- 19:30Danielle Hofer: your
- 19:30Danielle Hofer: identity.
- 19:32Danielle Hofer: Those
- 19:32Danielle Hofer: could
- 19:33Danielle Hofer: have
- 19:33Danielle Hofer: been,
- 19:33Danielle Hofer: have
- 19:33Danielle Hofer: become
- 19:34Danielle Hofer: this
- 19:34Danielle Hofer: space
- 19:35Danielle Hofer: of
- 19:35Danielle Hofer: the
- 19:35Danielle Hofer: woe
- 19:36Danielle Hofer: is
- 19:36Danielle Hofer: me.
- 19:37Danielle Hofer: And
- 19:37Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 19:37Danielle Hofer: not
- 19:37Danielle Hofer: saying
- 19:37Danielle Hofer: there
- 19:37Danielle Hofer: wasn't
- 19:38Danielle Hofer: any
- 19:38Danielle Hofer: of
- 19:38Danielle Hofer: that.
- 19:38Danielle Hofer: 'cause
- 19:38Danielle Hofer: it
- 19:39Danielle Hofer: we're,
- 19:39Danielle Hofer: we're,
- 19:39Danielle Hofer: oh
- 19:39Danielle Hofer: yeah,
- 19:39Danielle Hofer: there
- 19:39Danielle Hofer: were
- 19:40Danielle Hofer: some.
- 19:41Danielle Hofer: We're
- 19:41Danielle Hofer: gonna
- 19:41Danielle Hofer: have,
- 19:41Danielle Hofer: the
- 19:41Danielle Hofer: woe
- 19:42Danielle Hofer: is
- 19:42Danielle Hofer: me
- 19:42Danielle Hofer: a
- 19:42Danielle Hofer: lot.
- 19:43Danielle Hofer: Right?
- 19:43Danielle Hofer: Like,
- 19:43Danielle Hofer: we're
- 19:43Danielle Hofer: gonna
- 19:43Danielle Hofer: sit,
- 19:44Danielle Hofer: complain,
- 19:44Danielle Hofer: it's
- 19:44Danielle Hofer: fine.
- 19:45Danielle Hofer: Mm-Hmm,
- 19:45Danielle Hofer: it's
- 19:45Danielle Hofer: fine.
- 19:45Danielle Hofer: We're
- 19:45Danielle Hofer: gonna
- 19:46Danielle Hofer: do
- 19:46Danielle Hofer: that.
- 19:46Danielle Hofer: But
- 19:46Danielle Hofer: the
- 19:47Danielle Hofer: lie
- 19:47Danielle Hofer: of
- 19:47Danielle Hofer: the
- 19:47Danielle Hofer: season
- 19:47Danielle Hofer: of
- 19:47Danielle Hofer: like,
- 19:48Danielle Hofer: this
- 19:48Danielle Hofer: is
- 19:48Danielle Hofer: just
- 19:49Danielle Hofer: what
- 19:49Danielle Hofer: life
- 19:49Danielle Hofer: is
- 19:49Danielle Hofer: going
- 19:50Danielle Hofer: to
- 19:50Danielle Hofer: be.
- 19:52Danielle Hofer: This
- 19:52Danielle Hofer: is
- 19:52Danielle Hofer: the,
- 19:53Danielle Hofer: you
- 19:53Danielle Hofer: said,
- 19:54Danielle Hofer: um.
- 19:55Danielle Hofer: You
- 19:56Danielle Hofer: said
- 19:56Danielle Hofer: that
- 19:56Danielle Hofer: you
- 19:56Danielle Hofer: knew
- 19:56Danielle Hofer: and
- 19:57Danielle Hofer: had
- 19:57Danielle Hofer: all
- 19:57Danielle Hofer: the
- 19:57Danielle Hofer: right
- 19:58Danielle Hofer: answers.
- 19:59Danielle Hofer: This
- 19:59Danielle Hofer: is
- 19:59Danielle Hofer: the,
- 20:00Danielle Hofer: you
- 20:00Danielle Hofer: know,
- 20:00Danielle Hofer: motherhood
- 20:01Danielle Hofer: is
- 20:01Danielle Hofer: significant.
- 20:01Danielle Hofer: I'm,
- 20:02Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 20:02Danielle Hofer: doing
- 20:03Danielle Hofer: what
- 20:03Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 20:03Danielle Hofer: supposed
- 20:04Danielle Hofer: to
- 20:04Danielle Hofer: be.
- 20:04Danielle Hofer: I
- 20:04Danielle Hofer: know
- 20:04Danielle Hofer: God
- 20:05Danielle Hofer: called
- 20:05Danielle Hofer: me
- 20:05Danielle Hofer: to
- 20:06Danielle Hofer: this,
- 20:06Danielle Hofer: but
- 20:07Danielle Hofer: then
- 20:07Danielle Hofer: there
- 20:07Danielle Hofer: is
- 20:07Danielle Hofer: that
- 20:07Danielle Hofer: piece
- 20:08Danielle Hofer: of
- 20:09Danielle Hofer: not
- 20:10Danielle Hofer: living
- 20:10Danielle Hofer: like
- 20:10Danielle Hofer: it.
- 20:11Danielle Hofer: Not
- 20:12Danielle Hofer: acknowledging
- 20:13Danielle Hofer: and
- 20:13Danielle Hofer: I,
- 20:14Danielle Hofer: I
- 20:14Danielle Hofer: think
- 20:15Danielle Hofer: God
- 20:15Danielle Hofer: has
- 20:15Danielle Hofer: called
- 20:15Danielle Hofer: on
- 20:16Danielle Hofer: me
- 20:16Danielle Hofer: and
- 20:16Danielle Hofer: we're
- 20:16Danielle Hofer: going
- 20:16Danielle Hofer: to
- 20:16Danielle Hofer: get
- 20:16Danielle Hofer: here
- 20:17Danielle Hofer: soon
- 20:17Danielle Hofer: because
- 20:17Danielle Hofer: I,
- 20:17Danielle Hofer: the
- 20:18Danielle Hofer: reason
- 20:18Danielle Hofer: why
- 20:18Danielle Hofer: I
- 20:18Danielle Hofer: wanted
- 20:18Danielle Hofer: to
- 20:18Danielle Hofer: have
- 20:18Danielle Hofer: this
- 20:18Danielle Hofer: conversation
- 20:19Danielle Hofer: is
- 20:19Danielle Hofer: about
- 20:19Danielle Hofer: this
- 20:19Danielle Hofer: other
- 20:20Danielle Hofer: topic
- 20:20Danielle Hofer: I
- 20:20Danielle Hofer: want
- 20:20Danielle Hofer: to
- 20:20Danielle Hofer: talk
- 20:21Danielle Hofer: about
- 20:21Danielle Hofer: it,
- 20:21Danielle Hofer: but
- 20:21Danielle Hofer: we're
- 20:21Danielle Hofer: leading
- 20:21Danielle Hofer: into
- 20:22Danielle Hofer: it
- 20:22Danielle Hofer: of
- 20:22Danielle Hofer: the
- 20:22Danielle Hofer: whole
- 20:22Danielle Hofer: gatekeeping
- 20:23Danielle Hofer: thing,
- 20:25Danielle Hofer: not
- 20:26Danielle Hofer: living
- 20:26Danielle Hofer: like
- 20:26Danielle Hofer: it,
- 20:27Danielle Hofer: not
- 20:27Danielle Hofer: living
- 20:27Danielle Hofer: like
- 20:28Danielle Hofer: that.
- 20:28Danielle Hofer: We
- 20:28Danielle Hofer: see
- 20:29Danielle Hofer: God's
- 20:29Danielle Hofer: blessing
- 20:29Danielle Hofer: and
- 20:29Danielle Hofer: God's
- 20:30Danielle Hofer: word
- 20:30Danielle Hofer: and
- 20:30Danielle Hofer: God's
- 20:31Danielle Hofer: call
- 20:31Danielle Hofer: on
- 20:31Danielle Hofer: our
- 20:31Danielle Hofer: life
- 20:32Danielle Hofer: and
- 20:32Danielle Hofer: then
- 20:32Danielle Hofer: us
- 20:32Danielle Hofer: choosing
- 20:33Danielle Hofer: to
- 20:33Danielle Hofer: surrender
- 20:33Danielle Hofer: and
- 20:34Danielle Hofer: like,
- 20:34Danielle Hofer: that's
- 20:34Danielle Hofer: amazing
- 20:35Danielle Hofer: that
- 20:35Danielle Hofer: you
- 20:35Danielle Hofer: even
- 20:35Danielle Hofer: chose
- 20:36Danielle Hofer: to
- 20:36Danielle Hofer: surrender
- 20:36Danielle Hofer: that
- 20:36Danielle Hofer: we
- 20:37Danielle Hofer: do
- 20:37Danielle Hofer: this,
- 20:37Danielle Hofer: right?
- 20:38Danielle Hofer: But
- 20:39Danielle Hofer: then
- 20:40Danielle Hofer: under
- 20:41Danielle Hofer: the
- 20:41Danielle Hofer: guise
- 20:41Danielle Hofer: of,
- 20:42Danielle Hofer: well,
- 20:42Danielle Hofer: this
- 20:42Danielle Hofer: is
- 20:42Danielle Hofer: just
- 20:42Danielle Hofer: the
- 20:42Danielle Hofer: season
- 20:43Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 20:43Danielle Hofer: in.
- 20:44Danielle Hofer: But
- 20:44Danielle Hofer: yet
- 20:45Danielle Hofer: we
- 20:45Danielle Hofer: don't
- 20:45Danielle Hofer: live
- 20:46Danielle Hofer: like
- 20:46Danielle Hofer: it.
- 20:47Danielle Hofer: Our
- 20:47Danielle Hofer: behaviors
- 20:48Danielle Hofer: don't
- 20:48Danielle Hofer: match,
- 20:50Danielle Hofer: or
- 20:50Danielle Hofer: our
- 20:50Danielle Hofer: thoughts
- 20:51Danielle Hofer: and
- 20:51Danielle Hofer: our
- 20:51Danielle Hofer: feelings
- 20:52Danielle Hofer: don't
- 20:52Danielle Hofer: match,
- 20:53Danielle Hofer: where
- 20:53Danielle Hofer: our
- 20:53Danielle Hofer: brain
- 20:54Danielle Hofer: is,
- 20:54Danielle Hofer: like,
- 20:55Danielle Hofer: logically
- 20:55Danielle Hofer: saying
- 20:56Danielle Hofer: we're
- 20:56Danielle Hofer: doing
- 20:56Danielle Hofer: this.
- 20:58Danielle Hofer: And
- 20:58Danielle Hofer: it
- 20:58Danielle Hofer: reminds
- 20:58Danielle Hofer: me,
- 20:58Danielle Hofer: which
- 20:59Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 20:59Danielle Hofer: so
- 21:00Danielle Hofer: grateful
- 21:00Danielle Hofer: that
- 21:00Danielle Hofer: I
- 21:00Danielle Hofer: got
- 21:01Danielle Hofer: to
- 21:01Danielle Hofer: go
- 21:01Danielle Hofer: through
- 21:01Danielle Hofer: a
- 21:01Danielle Hofer: naturopathic
- 21:02Danielle Hofer: school
- 21:02Danielle Hofer: that
- 21:02Danielle Hofer: was
- 21:03Danielle Hofer: a
- 21:03Danielle Hofer: naturopathic
- 21:03Danielle Hofer: school.
- 21:04Danielle Hofer: Like
- 21:05Danielle Hofer: all
- 21:05Danielle Hofer: God
- 21:05Danielle Hofer: honoring
- 21:06Danielle Hofer: and
- 21:06Danielle Hofer: pointing
- 21:06Danielle Hofer: to
- 21:07Danielle Hofer: God's
- 21:07Danielle Hofer: design
- 21:07Danielle Hofer: of
- 21:08Danielle Hofer: the
- 21:08Danielle Hofer: body.
- 21:09Danielle Hofer: Herring's
- 21:10Danielle Hofer: law
- 21:10Danielle Hofer: of
- 21:10Danielle Hofer: cure
- 21:11Danielle Hofer: is
- 21:11Danielle Hofer: about
- 21:11Danielle Hofer: healing
- 21:13Danielle Hofer: top
- 21:13Danielle Hofer: down
- 21:14Danielle Hofer: inside
- 21:15Danielle Hofer: out
- 21:15Danielle Hofer: vital
- 21:16Danielle Hofer: organs
- 21:16Danielle Hofer: before
- 21:17Danielle Hofer: non
- 21:17Danielle Hofer: vital
- 21:17Danielle Hofer: organs.
- 21:19Danielle Hofer: And
- 21:19Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 21:19Danielle Hofer: like,
- 21:19Danielle Hofer: isn't
- 21:20Danielle Hofer: that
- 21:20Danielle Hofer: God?
- 21:21Danielle Hofer: God
- 21:22Danielle Hofer: is
- 21:22Danielle Hofer: coming
- 21:23Danielle Hofer: for
- 21:23Danielle Hofer: us,
- 21:24Danielle Hofer: top
- 21:24Danielle Hofer: down,
- 21:25Danielle Hofer: inside
- 21:26Danielle Hofer: out,
- 21:27Danielle Hofer: and
- 21:28Danielle Hofer: vital
- 21:29Danielle Hofer: versus
- 21:29Danielle Hofer: non
- 21:29Danielle Hofer: vital.
- 21:30Danielle Hofer: And
- 21:31Danielle Hofer: I
- 21:31Danielle Hofer: think
- 21:31Danielle Hofer: sometimes
- 21:32Danielle Hofer: we
- 21:32Danielle Hofer: forget,
- 21:33Danielle Hofer: like,
- 21:33Danielle Hofer: at
- 21:33Danielle Hofer: least
- 21:34Danielle Hofer: with
- 21:34Danielle Hofer: me,
- 21:34Danielle Hofer: in
- 21:34Danielle Hofer: that
- 21:35Danielle Hofer: chasing
- 21:36Danielle Hofer: of
- 21:36Danielle Hofer: the
- 21:36Danielle Hofer: next
- 21:36Danielle Hofer: thing,
- 21:37Danielle Hofer: chase
- 21:37Danielle Hofer: and
- 21:37Danielle Hofer: not
- 21:37Danielle Hofer: slowing
- 21:38Danielle Hofer: down.
- 21:39Danielle Hofer: I
- 21:39Danielle Hofer: forget
- 21:40Danielle Hofer: that
- 21:41Danielle Hofer: while
- 21:41Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 21:41Danielle Hofer: being
- 21:41Danielle Hofer: distracted
- 21:42Danielle Hofer: and
- 21:42Danielle Hofer: with
- 21:43Danielle Hofer: something
- 21:43Danielle Hofer: else,
- 21:44Danielle Hofer: I
- 21:45Danielle Hofer: forget
- 21:46Danielle Hofer: the
- 21:47Danielle Hofer: God
- 21:47Danielle Hofer: who
- 21:47Danielle Hofer: has
- 21:47Danielle Hofer: put
- 21:48Danielle Hofer: me
- 21:48Danielle Hofer: in
- 21:48Danielle Hofer: the
- 21:48Danielle Hofer: greener
- 21:48Danielle Hofer: pastures.
- 21:49Danielle Hofer: I
- 21:49Danielle Hofer: forget
- 21:50Danielle Hofer: to
- 21:50Danielle Hofer: look
- 21:50Danielle Hofer: at
- 21:50Danielle Hofer: the
- 21:51Danielle Hofer: blessings
- 21:51Danielle Hofer: of
- 21:51Danielle Hofer: the
- 21:51Danielle Hofer: things
- 21:52Danielle Hofer: that
- 21:52Danielle Hofer: he's
- 21:52Danielle Hofer: given
- 21:52Danielle Hofer: me
- 21:52Danielle Hofer: in
- 21:53Danielle Hofer: this
- 21:53Danielle Hofer: moment,
- 21:54Danielle Hofer: in
- 21:54Danielle Hofer: this
- 21:54Danielle Hofer: time,
- 21:55Danielle Hofer: this
- 21:55Danielle Hofer: injury,
- 21:57Danielle Hofer: this
- 21:57Danielle Hofer: rehabilitation,
- 21:59Danielle Hofer: this,
- 22:01Danielle Hofer: you
- 22:01Danielle Hofer: know,
- 22:01Danielle Hofer: obviously
- 22:02Danielle Hofer: being
- 22:02Danielle Hofer: stuck
- 22:02Danielle Hofer: on
- 22:02Danielle Hofer: the
- 22:02Danielle Hofer: couch
- 22:03Danielle Hofer: with
- 22:03Danielle Hofer: two
- 22:03Danielle Hofer: nursing
- 22:04Danielle Hofer: babies
- 22:04Danielle Hofer: and
- 22:05Danielle Hofer: then
- 22:05Danielle Hofer: two
- 22:05Danielle Hofer: other
- 22:06Danielle Hofer: toddlers
- 22:06Danielle Hofer: that
- 22:06Danielle Hofer: you're
- 22:07Danielle Hofer: trying
- 22:07Danielle Hofer: to
- 22:08Danielle Hofer: raise.
- 22:08Danielle Hofer: It
- 22:09Danielle Hofer: is
- 22:09Danielle Hofer: a,
- 22:11Danielle Hofer: it
- 22:11Danielle Hofer: kind
- 22:11Danielle Hofer: of
- 22:11Danielle Hofer: slams
- 22:12Danielle Hofer: the
- 22:12Danielle Hofer: ego,
- 22:12Danielle Hofer: doesn't
- 22:12Danielle Hofer: it?
- 22:13Oh,
- 22:13man,
- 22:14it's
- 22:14like
- 22:14those
- 22:15idols
- 22:15of
- 22:15significance
- 22:16and
- 22:16worth
- 22:17that
- 22:17like
- 22:17all
- 22:17these
- 22:18places
- 22:18I
- 22:18found
- 22:19my
- 22:19significance
- 22:19is
- 22:20just
- 22:20torn
- 22:21right
- 22:21out
- 22:21of
- 22:21my
- 22:21hands.
- 22:22Praise
- 22:22God,
- 22:23praise
- 22:24God
- 22:24for
- 22:24that,
- 22:25for
- 22:25my
- 22:25own
- 22:26good,
- 22:26and
- 22:27then
- 22:27for
- 22:27the
- 22:27good
- 22:27of
- 22:27my
- 22:27children
- 22:28that
- 22:28they
- 22:29didn't
- 22:29like
- 22:29don't
- 22:29have
- 22:30a
- 22:30mother
- 22:30who's
- 22:30carrying
- 22:31on
- 22:31with,
- 22:32um,
- 22:32I
- 22:32mean,
- 22:33I
- 22:33have
- 22:33lots
- 22:33of
- 22:33other
- 22:33issues
- 22:34that
- 22:34God
- 22:34is
- 22:34working
- 22:34on
- 22:34me,
- 22:35you
- 22:35know,
- 22:35no
- 22:36shortage,
- 22:36but,
- 22:37um,
- 22:39my,
- 22:39my
- 22:40children.
- 22:41are,
- 22:43would
- 22:43have
- 22:44a
- 22:44harder
- 22:44life
- 22:45ahead
- 22:45of
- 22:45them
- 22:46if
- 22:46they
- 22:46had
- 22:47a
- 22:48mother
- 22:48who
- 22:48was
- 22:49so,
- 22:50so
- 22:50closely,
- 22:51her
- 22:51identity
- 22:52is
- 22:52so
- 22:52closely
- 22:52tied
- 22:53up
- 22:53and
- 22:53how
- 22:53good
- 22:54she
- 22:54is
- 22:54at
- 22:55anything
- 22:55or
- 22:55how
- 22:55much
- 22:56she
- 22:56does
- 22:56or
- 22:56how
- 22:56fast
- 22:57she
- 22:57goes
- 22:58or
- 22:58how
- 22:58many
- 22:59people
- 22:59she
- 22:59helps.
- 23:00That
- 23:01is
- 23:01not
- 23:01it.
- 23:01My
- 23:02identity
- 23:02is
- 23:03one
- 23:03place,
- 23:04just
- 23:04one.
- 23:05It's
- 23:06who
- 23:06I
- 23:06am
- 23:06in
- 23:06Christ.
- 23:07That's,
- 23:07there's
- 23:07nothing
- 23:08that
- 23:08can
- 23:08take
- 23:08that
- 23:08away
- 23:09or
- 23:09add
- 23:09to
- 23:09that.
- 23:10Nothing
- 23:11I
- 23:11could
- 23:11do
- 23:12in
- 23:12this
- 23:12like
- 23:13that
- 23:13idea
- 23:13what
- 23:14you
- 23:14were
- 23:14saying
- 23:14about
- 23:14the
- 23:14lie
- 23:14of
- 23:15the
- 23:15season.
- 23:15I
- 23:15kept
- 23:15thinking
- 23:16like
- 23:17what
- 23:17I
- 23:17was
- 23:18in
- 23:18was
- 23:18like
- 23:19a
- 23:19pause.
- 23:20I
- 23:20had
- 23:20to
- 23:21press
- 23:21pause
- 23:21on
- 23:22my
- 23:22life
- 23:22or
- 23:22like
- 23:23this
- 23:23injury
- 23:23or
- 23:24the
- 23:24surgery
- 23:24or
- 23:24the
- 23:25twin
- 23:25pregnancy
- 23:25or
- 23:26anything.
- 23:27I
- 23:27mean,
- 23:27this
- 23:28is
- 23:28humbling
- 23:29to
- 23:29admit,
- 23:29but
- 23:29even
- 23:29my
- 23:30children
- 23:30at
- 23:30times
- 23:31have
- 23:31felt
- 23:31like
- 23:31obstacles.
- 23:33to
- 23:33my
- 23:33life.
- 23:34Like,
- 23:34I
- 23:34have
- 23:35to
- 23:35put
- 23:35the
- 23:35rest
- 23:35of
- 23:35my
- 23:35life
- 23:36on
- 23:36hold
- 23:37or
- 23:37sacrifice
- 23:38or
- 23:38give
- 23:38up
- 23:38stuff
- 23:39so
- 23:39that
- 23:39I
- 23:39can
- 23:40do
- 23:40this
- 23:40other
- 23:40stuff.
- 23:41But
- 23:41no,
- 23:42this
- 23:43is
- 23:43my
- 23:43life.
- 23:44The
- 23:44things
- 23:44that
- 23:44I'm
- 23:45living
- 23:45are
- 23:45not
- 23:46getting
- 23:46in
- 23:46the
- 23:46way
- 23:46of
- 23:46me
- 23:47living.
- 23:47The
- 23:47things
- 23:48that
- 23:48I'm
- 23:48living
- 23:48and
- 23:48experiencing
- 23:49are
- 23:50the
- 23:50life.
- 23:51And
- 23:51like,
- 23:51whenever
- 23:52I
- 23:52try
- 23:52and
- 23:52look
- 23:53for
- 23:53these
- 23:53different
- 23:54places
- 23:54or
- 23:55up
- 23:55ahead
- 23:56with
- 23:56discontent
- 23:56my
- 23:57heart,
- 23:58it's
- 23:58like,
- 23:58I
- 23:59keep
- 23:59believing
- 24:00this
- 24:00like
- 24:00culture,
- 24:01school
- 24:01culture
- 24:01lies,
- 24:02what
- 24:02I
- 24:02call
- 24:02it.
- 24:02Um,
- 24:03In
- 24:04my
- 24:04homeschooling,
- 24:05um,
- 24:05teaching
- 24:06this
- 24:06lie,
- 24:07but
- 24:07it's
- 24:07really
- 24:08about
- 24:08the
- 24:08culture
- 24:08at
- 24:09large,
- 24:09this
- 24:09lie
- 24:09that
- 24:10you
- 24:10should
- 24:10be
- 24:10somewhere
- 24:11else.
- 24:11Like
- 24:12you
- 24:12said
- 24:12earlier,
- 24:13Daniel,
- 24:13I'm
- 24:13going
- 24:13to
- 24:13miss
- 24:13out
- 24:14on
- 24:14something.
- 24:14I'm
- 24:15going
- 24:15to
- 24:15miss
- 24:15an
- 24:15opportunity.
- 24:16Like
- 24:16you
- 24:16only
- 24:17live
- 24:17once.
- 24:17You've
- 24:17got
- 24:18to
- 24:18like
- 24:18seize
- 24:18the
- 24:18day
- 24:19and
- 24:19do
- 24:20all
- 24:20this
- 24:20stuff.
- 24:20And
- 24:21it's
- 24:21like,
- 24:21no.
- 24:23Nobody
- 24:24has
- 24:24a
- 24:24fruitful
- 24:24life
- 24:25by
- 24:25seizing
- 24:26every
- 24:26single
- 24:26opportunity
- 24:27that
- 24:27comes
- 24:27to
- 24:27them
- 24:28because
- 24:28they
- 24:28would
- 24:29just
- 24:29fall
- 24:29into
- 24:30the
- 24:30floor
- 24:30in
- 24:30a
- 24:30heap.
- 24:31They
- 24:31wouldn't
- 24:32be
- 24:32able
- 24:32to
- 24:32enjoy
- 24:33or
- 24:33savor
- 24:33any
- 24:33of
- 24:34it.
- 24:35The,
- 24:35the
- 24:36true,
- 24:36we
- 24:36experience
- 24:37true
- 24:37joy
- 24:38in
- 24:38that
- 24:38carpe
- 24:39diem,
- 24:39like
- 24:39really
- 24:40the
- 24:40heart
- 24:40of
- 24:40it.
- 24:41Like
- 24:41we
- 24:41take
- 24:41it
- 24:41so
- 24:41literally
- 24:42seize
- 24:42the
- 24:42day,
- 24:42like
- 24:43I'm
- 24:43going
- 24:43to
- 24:43seize
- 24:43it
- 24:43every
- 24:44day.
- 24:44No,
- 24:45no,
- 24:45that's
- 24:46not
- 24:46helpful
- 24:46at
- 24:46all.
- 24:47When
- 24:47we
- 24:47really
- 24:47take
- 24:48the
- 24:48heart
- 24:48of
- 24:48it,
- 24:48like
- 24:48I'm
- 24:49going
- 24:49to
- 24:49savor
- 24:50this
- 24:50day.
- 24:51I'm
- 24:51going
- 24:51to
- 24:51savor
- 24:52this
- 24:52opportunity
- 24:53and
- 24:53really
- 24:55be
- 24:55full
- 24:55of
- 24:55gratitude.
- 24:57Where,
- 24:58with
- 24:58where
- 24:58God
- 24:58has
- 24:58put
- 24:59me,
- 24:59where
- 24:59I
- 24:59am
- 25:00right
- 25:00now,
- 25:00I'm
- 25:00here
- 25:01for
- 25:01a
- 25:01reason.
- 25:02I
- 25:02don't
- 25:03need
- 25:03to
- 25:03be
- 25:03anywhere
- 25:04else.
- 25:06Danielle Hofer: So
- 25:08Danielle Hofer: thinking
- 25:08Danielle Hofer: about
- 25:08Danielle Hofer: as
- 25:08Danielle Hofer: you're
- 25:09Danielle Hofer: talking,
- 25:09Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 25:09Danielle Hofer: like
- 25:10Danielle Hofer: literally
- 25:10Danielle Hofer: seeing,
- 25:11Danielle Hofer: um,
- 25:11Danielle Hofer: women
- 25:12Danielle Hofer: in
- 25:12Danielle Hofer: my
- 25:12Danielle Hofer: mind
- 25:12Danielle Hofer: that
- 25:13Danielle Hofer: are
- 25:13Danielle Hofer: in
- 25:13Danielle Hofer: my
- 25:13Danielle Hofer: membership,
- 25:14Danielle Hofer: the
- 25:14Danielle Hofer: wilderness
- 25:14Danielle Hofer: of
- 25:15Danielle Hofer: wellness
- 25:15Danielle Hofer: or
- 25:15Danielle Hofer: their
- 25:15Danielle Hofer: one
- 25:16Danielle Hofer: to
- 25:16Danielle Hofer: one
- 25:16Danielle Hofer: patients.
- 25:17Danielle Hofer: And
- 25:17Danielle Hofer: they
- 25:18Danielle Hofer: talk
- 25:18Danielle Hofer: about
- 25:18Danielle Hofer: this,
- 25:19Danielle Hofer: this
- 25:19Danielle Hofer: identity.
- 25:21Danielle Hofer: shift
- 25:21Danielle Hofer: that
- 25:21Danielle Hofer: happens
- 25:22Danielle Hofer: when
- 25:22Danielle Hofer: we
- 25:22Danielle Hofer: become
- 25:22Danielle Hofer: moms.
- 25:24Danielle Hofer: And
- 25:25Danielle Hofer: I
- 25:25Danielle Hofer: think
- 25:25Danielle Hofer: becoming
- 25:25Danielle Hofer: a
- 25:25Danielle Hofer: mom
- 25:26Danielle Hofer: is
- 25:26Danielle Hofer: very
- 25:26Danielle Hofer: humbling.
- 25:27Danielle Hofer: It
- 25:28Danielle Hofer: is.
- 25:28Danielle Hofer: We
- 25:29Danielle Hofer: think
- 25:29Danielle Hofer: that,
- 25:29Danielle Hofer: so
- 25:30Danielle Hofer: I
- 25:30Danielle Hofer: explained
- 25:30Danielle Hofer: to
- 25:30Danielle Hofer: them,
- 25:31Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 25:31Danielle Hofer: like,
- 25:31Danielle Hofer: when
- 25:31Danielle Hofer: we
- 25:31Danielle Hofer: are
- 25:31Danielle Hofer: married,
- 25:32Danielle Hofer: we
- 25:32Danielle Hofer: can
- 25:32Danielle Hofer: still
- 25:32Danielle Hofer: technically
- 25:33Danielle Hofer: be
- 25:33Danielle Hofer: very
- 25:34Danielle Hofer: selfish.
- 25:35Danielle Hofer: We
- 25:35Danielle Hofer: can
- 25:35Danielle Hofer: still
- 25:35Danielle Hofer: kind
- 25:36Danielle Hofer: of
- 25:36Danielle Hofer: live
- 25:36Danielle Hofer: separate
- 25:37Danielle Hofer: lives
- 25:37Danielle Hofer: and
- 25:37Danielle Hofer: then
- 25:38Danielle Hofer: come
- 25:38Danielle Hofer: together
- 25:38Danielle Hofer: at
- 25:38Danielle Hofer: night,
- 25:39Danielle Hofer: you
- 25:39Danielle Hofer: know,
- 25:39Danielle Hofer: and
- 25:39Danielle Hofer: do
- 25:40Danielle Hofer: life
- 25:40Danielle Hofer: together.
- 25:40Danielle Hofer: Right.
- 25:42Danielle Hofer: But
- 25:42Danielle Hofer: as
- 25:42Danielle Hofer: soon
- 25:43Danielle Hofer: as
- 25:43Danielle Hofer: we
- 25:43Danielle Hofer: have
- 25:43Danielle Hofer: a
- 25:43Danielle Hofer: child,
- 25:45Danielle Hofer: someone
- 25:46Danielle Hofer: is
- 25:46Danielle Hofer: dependent
- 25:47Danielle Hofer: upon
- 25:47Danielle Hofer: us
- 25:47Danielle Hofer: and
- 25:48Danielle Hofer: the
- 25:48Danielle Hofer: chemistry
- 25:49Danielle Hofer: in
- 25:49Danielle Hofer: our
- 25:49Danielle Hofer: brains
- 25:50Danielle Hofer: even
- 25:50Danielle Hofer: change.
- 25:51Danielle Hofer: We
- 25:52Danielle Hofer: are
- 25:52Danielle Hofer: in,
- 25:53Danielle Hofer: like
- 25:53Danielle Hofer: you
- 25:53Danielle Hofer: were
- 25:53Danielle Hofer: talking
- 25:53Danielle Hofer: about
- 25:54Danielle Hofer: when
- 25:54Danielle Hofer: your
- 25:54Danielle Hofer: oldest
- 25:54Danielle Hofer: was
- 25:54Danielle Hofer: laying
- 25:54Danielle Hofer: on
- 25:55Danielle Hofer: your
- 25:55Danielle Hofer: chest,
- 25:56Danielle Hofer: you
- 25:56Danielle Hofer: were
- 25:56Danielle Hofer: different.
- 25:57Danielle Hofer: We
- 25:57Danielle Hofer: are
- 25:57Danielle Hofer: different
- 25:58Danielle Hofer: as
- 25:58Danielle Hofer: soon
- 25:58Danielle Hofer: as
- 25:58Danielle Hofer: that
- 25:59Danielle Hofer: baby
- 25:59Danielle Hofer: comes
- 25:59Danielle Hofer: out.
- 26:00Danielle Hofer: We
- 26:00Danielle Hofer: are
- 26:00Danielle Hofer: so
- 26:01Danielle Hofer: different.
- 26:02Danielle Hofer: And
- 26:02Danielle Hofer: yet,
- 26:02Danielle Hofer: there's
- 26:02Danielle Hofer: still
- 26:03Danielle Hofer: pieces,
- 26:03Danielle Hofer: there's
- 26:03Danielle Hofer: almost
- 26:03Danielle Hofer: this
- 26:04Danielle Hofer: mourning
- 26:04Danielle Hofer: of
- 26:04Danielle Hofer: what
- 26:05Danielle Hofer: was,
- 26:05Danielle Hofer: and
- 26:05Danielle Hofer: when
- 26:05Danielle Hofer: you
- 26:05Danielle Hofer: were
- 26:05Danielle Hofer: talking
- 26:06Danielle Hofer: about
- 26:06Danielle Hofer: coming
- 26:06Danielle Hofer: out
- 26:06Danielle Hofer: of
- 26:06Danielle Hofer: the
- 26:06Danielle Hofer: classroom,
- 26:07Danielle Hofer: I
- 26:07Danielle Hofer: had
- 26:07Danielle Hofer: that
- 26:07Danielle Hofer: period
- 26:07Danielle Hofer: too,
- 26:08Danielle Hofer: where
- 26:08Danielle Hofer: I
- 26:08Danielle Hofer: was
- 26:08Danielle Hofer: just
- 26:08Danielle Hofer: like,
- 26:09Danielle Hofer: I
- 26:09Danielle Hofer: mourned.
- 26:10Danielle Hofer: what
- 26:11Danielle Hofer: I
- 26:11Danielle Hofer: had
- 26:11Danielle Hofer: thought
- 26:11Danielle Hofer: I
- 26:12Danielle Hofer: wanted
- 26:12Danielle Hofer: to
- 26:12Danielle Hofer: be,
- 26:12Danielle Hofer: which
- 26:12Danielle Hofer: was
- 26:13Danielle Hofer: a
- 26:13Danielle Hofer: teacher.
- 26:13Danielle Hofer: And
- 26:13Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 26:13Danielle Hofer: like,
- 26:13Danielle Hofer: Oh,
- 26:14Danielle Hofer: irony.
- 26:14Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 26:14Danielle Hofer: still
- 26:14Danielle Hofer: teaching
- 26:15Danielle Hofer: today.
- 26:15Danielle Hofer: Right.
- 26:15Danielle Hofer: It
- 26:15Danielle Hofer: just
- 26:16Danielle Hofer: doesn't
- 26:16Danielle Hofer: look
- 26:16Danielle Hofer: the
- 26:16Danielle Hofer: same
- 26:17Danielle Hofer: as
- 26:18Danielle Hofer: the
- 26:18Danielle Hofer: way
- 26:18Danielle Hofer: we
- 26:18Danielle Hofer: were
- 26:18Danielle Hofer: classically
- 26:19Danielle Hofer: trained
- 26:20Danielle Hofer: to
- 26:20Danielle Hofer: teach.
- 26:21Danielle Hofer: But
- 26:21Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 26:21Danielle Hofer: like,
- 26:23Danielle Hofer: everything
- 26:24Danielle Hofer: changes.
- 26:25Danielle Hofer: We
- 26:25Danielle Hofer: don't
- 26:26Danielle Hofer: have
- 26:26Danielle Hofer: a
- 26:26Danielle Hofer: culture
- 26:27Danielle Hofer: that
- 26:27Danielle Hofer: teaches
- 26:28Danielle Hofer: women
- 26:29Danielle Hofer: that
- 26:29Danielle Hofer: this
- 26:29Danielle Hofer: is
- 26:29Danielle Hofer: more
- 26:30Danielle Hofer: than
- 26:30Danielle Hofer: enough.
- 26:30Danielle Hofer: This
- 26:30Danielle Hofer: is
- 26:31Danielle Hofer: like
- 26:32Danielle Hofer: work
- 26:32Danielle Hofer: that
- 26:34Danielle Hofer: I
- 26:34Danielle Hofer: guess.
- 26:35Danielle Hofer: the
- 26:35Danielle Hofer: more
- 26:36Danielle Hofer: like
- 26:36Danielle Hofer: the
- 26:36Danielle Hofer: morning
- 26:37Danielle Hofer: season
- 26:37Danielle Hofer: of
- 26:38Danielle Hofer: the
- 26:38Danielle Hofer: change,
- 26:39Danielle Hofer: right?
- 26:39Danielle Hofer: Like
- 26:39Danielle Hofer: there's
- 26:39Danielle Hofer: this
- 26:39Danielle Hofer: morning
- 26:40Danielle Hofer: of
- 26:40Danielle Hofer: who
- 26:40Danielle Hofer: I
- 26:40Danielle Hofer: once
- 26:40Danielle Hofer: was
- 26:41Danielle Hofer: this
- 26:41Danielle Hofer: loss
- 26:42Danielle Hofer: of
- 26:42Danielle Hofer: identity,
- 26:42Danielle Hofer: who
- 26:43Danielle Hofer: I
- 26:43Danielle Hofer: wasn't,
- 26:43Danielle Hofer: you
- 26:43Danielle Hofer: know,
- 26:44Danielle Hofer: who
- 26:44Danielle Hofer: I,
- 26:44Danielle Hofer: who
- 26:44Danielle Hofer: am
- 26:44Danielle Hofer: I
- 26:44Danielle Hofer: now?
- 26:47Danielle Hofer: How
- 26:47Danielle Hofer: do
- 26:47Danielle Hofer: we
- 26:47Danielle Hofer: get
- 26:48Danielle Hofer: to
- 26:48Danielle Hofer: a
- 26:48Danielle Hofer: place?
- 26:49Danielle Hofer: How
- 26:49Danielle Hofer: do
- 26:49Danielle Hofer: we
- 26:49Danielle Hofer: get
- 26:50Danielle Hofer: people
- 26:50Danielle Hofer: that
- 26:50Danielle Hofer: are
- 26:50Danielle Hofer: maybe
- 26:51Danielle Hofer: not
- 26:51Danielle Hofer: believers
- 26:52Danielle Hofer: yet,
- 26:53Danielle Hofer: or
- 26:54Danielle Hofer: people
- 26:54Danielle Hofer: who
- 26:54Danielle Hofer: are
- 26:55Danielle Hofer: fresh
- 26:55Danielle Hofer: in
- 26:55Danielle Hofer: the
- 26:55Danielle Hofer: faith?
- 26:57Danielle Hofer: How
- 26:57Danielle Hofer: do
- 26:57Danielle Hofer: we
- 26:57Danielle Hofer: get
- 26:58Danielle Hofer: them
- 26:58Danielle Hofer: to
- 26:58Danielle Hofer: feel
- 26:59Danielle Hofer: secure
- 27:00Danielle Hofer: in
- 27:01Danielle Hofer: their
- 27:01Danielle Hofer: identity
- 27:01Danielle Hofer: in
- 27:01Danielle Hofer: Christ
- 27:03Danielle Hofer: and
- 27:03Danielle Hofer: their
- 27:03Danielle Hofer: trust
- 27:04Danielle Hofer: in
- 27:04Danielle Hofer: him
- 27:05Danielle Hofer: that
- 27:05Danielle Hofer: he
- 27:06Danielle Hofer: will
- 27:06Danielle Hofer: show
- 27:06Danielle Hofer: up
- 27:07Danielle Hofer: bigger
- 27:07Danielle Hofer: than
- 27:07Danielle Hofer: big
- 27:09Danielle Hofer: and
- 27:09Danielle Hofer: create
- 27:09Danielle Hofer: this
- 27:11Danielle Hofer: understanding
- 27:11Danielle Hofer: within
- 27:12Danielle Hofer: us
- 27:12Danielle Hofer: that
- 27:12Danielle Hofer: this
- 27:13Danielle Hofer: is
- 27:13Danielle Hofer: enough.
- 27:14Danielle Hofer: Being
- 27:14Danielle Hofer: a
- 27:14Danielle Hofer: mom
- 27:15Danielle Hofer: is
- 27:16Danielle Hofer: massive
- 27:16Danielle Hofer: work
- 27:18Danielle Hofer: and
- 27:18Danielle Hofer: taking
- 27:19Danielle Hofer: care
- 27:19Danielle Hofer: of
- 27:19Danielle Hofer: our
- 27:20Danielle Hofer: homes,
- 27:20Danielle Hofer: taking
- 27:21Danielle Hofer: care
- 27:21Danielle Hofer: of
- 27:21Danielle Hofer: our
- 27:21Danielle Hofer: husbands,
- 27:22Danielle Hofer: taking
- 27:22Danielle Hofer: care
- 27:22Danielle Hofer: of
- 27:23Danielle Hofer: that.
- 27:23Danielle Hofer: How,
- 27:24Danielle Hofer: how
- 27:24Danielle Hofer: do
- 27:24Danielle Hofer: we
- 27:24Danielle Hofer: address
- 27:25Danielle Hofer: that
- 27:25Danielle Hofer: with,
- 27:26Danielle Hofer: with,
- 27:26Danielle Hofer: uh,
- 27:27Danielle Hofer: this
- 27:27Danielle Hofer: new
- 27:27Danielle Hofer: culture
- 27:28Danielle Hofer: with,
- 27:29Danielle Hofer: you
- 27:29Danielle Hofer: know,
- 27:29Danielle Hofer: we
- 27:29Danielle Hofer: were,
- 27:30Danielle Hofer: we
- 27:30Danielle Hofer: were,
- 27:30Danielle Hofer: we
- 27:30Danielle Hofer: started
- 27:30Danielle Hofer: becoming
- 27:31Danielle Hofer: moms
- 27:31Danielle Hofer: before
- 27:31Danielle Hofer: Instagram,
- 27:31Danielle Hofer: TikTok,
- 27:33Danielle Hofer: before
- 27:33Danielle Hofer: social
- 27:33Danielle Hofer: media
- 27:34Danielle Hofer: was
- 27:34Danielle Hofer: really
- 27:34Danielle Hofer: like
- 27:34Danielle Hofer: a
- 27:35Danielle Hofer: thing
- 27:35Danielle Hofer: thing.
- 27:36Danielle Hofer: And
- 27:36Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 27:36Danielle Hofer: like,
- 27:37Danielle Hofer: I
- 27:38Danielle Hofer: don't
- 27:38Danielle Hofer: know
- 27:38Danielle Hofer: how
- 27:38Danielle Hofer: I'd
- 27:38Danielle Hofer: be
- 27:38Danielle Hofer: a
- 27:38Danielle Hofer: mom,
- 27:39Danielle Hofer: like
- 27:39Danielle Hofer: how
- 27:40Danielle Hofer: hard
- 27:40Danielle Hofer: it
- 27:40Danielle Hofer: must
- 27:40Danielle Hofer: be
- 27:40Danielle Hofer: for
- 27:40Danielle Hofer: them
- 27:41Danielle Hofer: right
- 27:41Danielle Hofer: now
- 27:42Danielle Hofer: to
- 27:42Danielle Hofer: make
- 27:42Danielle Hofer: that
- 27:42Danielle Hofer: shift.
- 27:43Danielle Hofer: If
- 27:43Danielle Hofer: they're
- 27:43Danielle Hofer: even
- 27:44Danielle Hofer: thinking,
- 27:44Danielle Hofer: like,
- 27:44Danielle Hofer: I
- 27:45Danielle Hofer: want
- 27:45Danielle Hofer: to,
- 27:45Danielle Hofer: I
- 27:45Danielle Hofer: want
- 27:46Danielle Hofer: to
- 27:46Danielle Hofer: honor
- 27:46Danielle Hofer: God
- 27:46Danielle Hofer: and
- 27:47Danielle Hofer: raise
- 27:47Danielle Hofer: my
- 27:47Danielle Hofer: kids.
- 27:48Danielle Hofer: Or
- 27:48Danielle Hofer: if
- 27:48Danielle Hofer: they're
- 27:48Danielle Hofer: not
- 27:49Danielle Hofer: quite
- 27:49Danielle Hofer: there
- 27:49Danielle Hofer: yet
- 27:50Danielle Hofer: and
- 27:50Danielle Hofer: they're
- 27:50Danielle Hofer: like,
- 27:50Danielle Hofer: I
- 27:50Danielle Hofer: want
- 27:51Danielle Hofer: to
- 27:51Danielle Hofer: raise
- 27:51Danielle Hofer: my
- 27:51Danielle Hofer: kids
- 27:51Danielle Hofer: and
- 27:52Danielle Hofer: I
- 27:52Danielle Hofer: don't
- 27:52Danielle Hofer: want
- 27:52Danielle Hofer: to
- 27:52Danielle Hofer: feel
- 27:52Danielle Hofer: that
- 27:52Danielle Hofer: guilt.
- 27:53Danielle Hofer: How
- 27:53Danielle Hofer: do
- 27:53Danielle Hofer: we
- 27:54Danielle Hofer: start
- 27:54Danielle Hofer: addressing
- 27:54Danielle Hofer: that
- 27:54Danielle Hofer: with
- 27:55Danielle Hofer: them?
- 27:57I
- 27:58think
- 27:58the
- 27:58thing,
- 27:59the
- 27:59thing
- 27:59that
- 27:59changed
- 28:01things
- 28:01for
- 28:02me
- 28:02was,
- 28:03is
- 28:03simply
- 28:04just
- 28:04beholding
- 28:05God.
- 28:06And
- 28:06just
- 28:06looking
- 28:07at
- 28:07him,
- 28:07isn't
- 28:07that,
- 28:08it
- 28:08sounds
- 28:08so
- 28:08simple.
- 28:09It's
- 28:09not.
- 28:10No,
- 28:11but
- 28:11it's
- 28:12like,
- 28:12and,
- 28:13and
- 28:13that's,
- 28:13um,
- 28:16I
- 28:16don't
- 28:16know.
- 28:16I
- 28:16think
- 28:17when
- 28:17I
- 28:17was
- 28:18still
- 28:18in
- 28:18that
- 28:19couch
- 28:19season,
- 28:21um,
- 28:22I,
- 28:23I
- 28:23wanted
- 28:24help.
- 28:24I
- 28:25mean,
- 28:25when
- 28:25I,
- 28:25when
- 28:26I
- 28:26was
- 28:26like
- 28:26alone
- 28:27in
- 28:27the
- 28:27rocker
- 28:28with
- 28:28the
- 28:28baby
- 28:29in
- 28:29each
- 28:29arm
- 28:29at
- 28:29night
- 28:30Reading
- 28:31on,
- 28:31like,
- 28:31not
- 28:32hours,
- 28:32but
- 28:33like
- 28:33minutes
- 28:33of
- 28:33sleep.
- 28:35I
- 28:36was
- 28:36so
- 28:36desperate.
- 28:38Like
- 28:38he
- 28:39was
- 28:39the
- 28:39one
- 28:39I
- 28:40turned
- 28:40to,
- 28:41and
- 28:43he
- 28:43revealed
- 28:43himself
- 28:44to
- 28:44me
- 28:44in
- 28:44his
- 28:45word,
- 28:46and
- 28:46through
- 28:46the
- 28:46Holy
- 28:47Spirit,
- 28:48and
- 28:49in,
- 28:49like,
- 28:49in
- 28:49my
- 28:50circumstances,
- 28:50he
- 28:51opened
- 28:51my
- 28:51eyes
- 28:52to
- 28:52the
- 28:52blessings
- 28:53around
- 28:53me,
- 28:54and
- 28:55the
- 28:55more,
- 28:55like,
- 28:56I,
- 28:56I,
- 28:56I,
- 28:57Ever
- 28:57since
- 28:57that
- 28:58season,
- 28:59this
- 28:59is
- 28:59true
- 28:59for
- 29:00me
- 29:00today,
- 29:02the
- 29:02more
- 29:02I
- 29:03behold
- 29:03who
- 29:03he
- 29:04is,
- 29:04and
- 29:04I
- 29:04just
- 29:04have
- 29:05my
- 29:05gaze
- 29:05fixed
- 29:06on
- 29:06him,
- 29:10simpler
- 29:10it
- 29:10is
- 29:11to
- 29:11trust
- 29:11him.
- 29:12It's
- 29:12just
- 29:12so
- 29:12obvious.
- 29:13Of
- 29:13course,
- 29:14how
- 29:15could
- 29:15I
- 29:15not
- 29:16trust
- 29:16if,
- 29:17if
- 29:17God
- 29:17is,
- 29:18um,
- 29:19faithful,
- 29:20and
- 29:20then,
- 29:20like,
- 29:20you
- 29:20see,
- 29:20when
- 29:21I
- 29:21see
- 29:21his
- 29:21faithfulness
- 29:23very
- 29:24tangibly
- 29:25shown
- 29:25in
- 29:25his
- 29:26word,
- 29:27um,
- 29:28And
- 29:28I,
- 29:29I
- 29:29study
- 29:29deeply
- 29:30and
- 29:30just
- 29:31let
- 29:32myself
- 29:32be
- 29:32fed
- 29:33by
- 29:33the
- 29:33spirit
- 29:34through
- 29:34his,
- 29:34his
- 29:34own
- 29:35word.
- 29:35Like,
- 29:36how
- 29:36can
- 29:36I
- 29:36not
- 29:37trust
- 29:38this
- 29:38faithful
- 29:39God?
- 29:40If
- 29:40he
- 29:40is,
- 29:41um,
- 29:42sovereign
- 29:42and
- 29:42over
- 29:43all
- 29:43things,
- 29:44how
- 29:45can
- 29:45I
- 29:45not
- 29:46feel
- 29:47like,
- 29:48so,
- 29:48like,
- 29:48it's
- 29:49such
- 29:49an
- 29:49easy
- 29:49thing
- 29:50to
- 29:50hand
- 29:50everything
- 29:51over
- 29:51to
- 29:51him
- 29:51because
- 29:52he's
- 29:52able,
- 29:53you
- 29:53know?
- 29:53Yeah.
- 29:54to
- 29:54hold
- 29:54it
- 29:54up.
- 29:56So,
- 29:56like,
- 29:57focusing
- 29:57on
- 29:57me
- 29:58and
- 29:58what
- 29:58I
- 29:58want
- 29:58to
- 29:58do
- 29:59and
- 29:59my
- 29:59own,
- 30:00like,
- 30:00flaws,
- 30:01my
- 30:01own
- 30:01shortcomings,
- 30:02like,
- 30:02because
- 30:02I'm
- 30:02a
- 30:02perfectionist,
- 30:03a
- 30:03recovering
- 30:04perfectionist,
- 30:05thinking,
- 30:05oh,
- 30:05I
- 30:05wish
- 30:06I
- 30:06were
- 30:06more
- 30:07anything.
- 30:07I
- 30:07wish
- 30:08I
- 30:08were
- 30:08more
- 30:08organized.
- 30:09I
- 30:09wish
- 30:09I
- 30:09were
- 30:10more
- 30:10disciplined.
- 30:11I
- 30:11wish
- 30:11I
- 30:11were
- 30:11more,
- 30:12you
- 30:12know,
- 30:12naturally
- 30:13patient.
- 30:14Um,
- 30:14or
- 30:14eloquent
- 30:15or
- 30:16creative
- 30:16or
- 30:16anything
- 30:17that,
- 30:17you
- 30:17know,
- 30:18what
- 30:18rooted
- 30:18in
- 30:18that
- 30:19comparison
- 30:19that
- 30:19you
- 30:19were
- 30:19just
- 30:20talking
- 30:20about,
- 30:21then
- 30:22that's
- 30:22gonna
- 30:23breed
- 30:24all
- 30:24kinds
- 30:25of
- 30:25discontentment
- 30:26and
- 30:27like
- 30:27futility
- 30:28thinking
- 30:29like
- 30:29that's
- 30:30when
- 30:30I,
- 30:30you
- 30:30know,
- 30:31the
- 30:31mental
- 30:31health
- 30:31struggles
- 30:32come
- 30:32into
- 30:32play
- 30:33too.
- 30:34And
- 30:34that,
- 30:35you
- 30:35know,
- 30:36with
- 30:36all
- 30:36with
- 30:36physical
- 30:37symptoms,
- 30:37like
- 30:38you,
- 30:39you
- 30:39know,
- 30:39go
- 30:39through
- 30:40with
- 30:40your
- 30:40community,
- 30:42all
- 30:42of
- 30:42it's
- 30:42connected.
- 30:44All
- 30:44of
- 30:44that
- 30:45is
- 30:46rooted
- 30:46in
- 30:46this,
- 30:47um,
- 30:48my
- 30:49gaze
- 30:49being
- 30:49in
- 30:49the
- 30:50wrong
- 30:50place.
- 30:51And
- 30:51when
- 30:51my
- 30:51gaze
- 30:52is
- 30:52in
- 30:52the
- 30:52wrong
- 30:52place,
- 30:53then
- 30:53just
- 30:54things
- 30:54fall
- 30:55apart.
- 30:57Danielle Hofer: And
- 30:57Danielle Hofer: that's
- 30:57Danielle Hofer: exactly
- 30:58Danielle Hofer: where,
- 31:00Danielle Hofer: when
- 31:00Danielle Hofer: we
- 31:00Danielle Hofer: are
- 31:01Danielle Hofer: gazing
- 31:01Danielle Hofer: at
- 31:01Danielle Hofer: everything
- 31:02Danielle Hofer: else,
- 31:02Danielle Hofer: we're
- 31:02Danielle Hofer: looking,
- 31:03Danielle Hofer: when
- 31:04Danielle Hofer: we're
- 31:04Danielle Hofer: looking
- 31:04Danielle Hofer: at
- 31:04Danielle Hofer: what
- 31:05Danielle Hofer: we
- 31:05Danielle Hofer: could
- 31:06Danielle Hofer: have.
- 31:06Danielle Hofer: So
- 31:06Danielle Hofer: let's
- 31:06Danielle Hofer: just,
- 31:07Danielle Hofer: let's
- 31:07Danielle Hofer: just
- 31:07Danielle Hofer: use
- 31:07Danielle Hofer: the
- 31:07Danielle Hofer: example,
- 31:08Danielle Hofer: the
- 31:08Danielle Hofer: tangible
- 31:08Danielle Hofer: example
- 31:09Danielle Hofer: of,
- 31:10Danielle Hofer: um,
- 31:12Danielle Hofer: chocolate
- 31:12Danielle Hofer: cake.
- 31:13Danielle Hofer: I
- 31:13Danielle Hofer: don't
- 31:14Danielle Hofer: know
- 31:14Danielle Hofer: anybody
- 31:14Danielle Hofer: that
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- 35:20Danielle Hofer: moved
- 35:20Danielle Hofer: from
- 35:20Danielle Hofer: struggling
- 35:21Danielle Hofer: to
- 35:21Danielle Hofer: now
- 35:22Danielle Hofer: he's
- 35:22Danielle Hofer: just
- 35:22Danielle Hofer: not
- 35:22Danielle Hofer: confident
- 35:24Danielle Hofer: in
- 35:24Danielle Hofer: reading.
- 35:25Danielle Hofer: But
- 35:25Danielle Hofer: that
- 35:26Danielle Hofer: boy
- 35:26Danielle Hofer: can
- 35:26Danielle Hofer: read
- 35:26Danielle Hofer: every
- 35:26Danielle Hofer: street
- 35:27Danielle Hofer: sign
- 35:27Danielle Hofer: out
- 35:28Danielle Hofer: there
- 35:28Danielle Hofer: and
- 35:28Danielle Hofer: tell
- 35:28Danielle Hofer: me
- 35:28Danielle Hofer: which
- 35:29Danielle Hofer: way
- 35:29Danielle Hofer: we're
- 35:29Danielle Hofer: going
- 35:29Danielle Hofer: and
- 35:29Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 35:30Danielle Hofer: like,
- 35:30Danielle Hofer: boy,
- 35:30Danielle Hofer: I
- 35:30Danielle Hofer: just
- 35:30Danielle Hofer: wish
- 35:31Danielle Hofer: you
- 35:31Danielle Hofer: would
- 35:31Danielle Hofer: just
- 35:31Danielle Hofer: do
- 35:31Danielle Hofer: this
- 35:31Danielle Hofer: in
- 35:32Danielle Hofer: public.
- 35:32Danielle Hofer: But
- 35:33Danielle Hofer: when
- 35:33Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 35:34Danielle Hofer: concerned
- 35:35Danielle Hofer: about
- 35:35Danielle Hofer: my
- 35:35Danielle Hofer: ability
- 35:36Danielle Hofer: to
- 35:37Danielle Hofer: raise
- 35:37Danielle Hofer: my
- 35:37Danielle Hofer: kids,
- 35:38Danielle Hofer: to
- 35:38Danielle Hofer: teach
- 35:39Danielle Hofer: my
- 35:39Danielle Hofer: kids,
- 35:40Danielle Hofer: to
- 35:40Danielle Hofer: learn
- 35:41Danielle Hofer: something
- 35:41Danielle Hofer: myself,
- 35:42Danielle Hofer: which
- 35:42Danielle Hofer: let's
- 35:42Danielle Hofer: be
- 35:42Danielle Hofer: real,
- 35:43Danielle Hofer: every
- 35:43Danielle Hofer: stage
- 35:43Danielle Hofer: of
- 35:43Danielle Hofer: motherhood
- 35:44Danielle Hofer: is
- 35:44Danielle Hofer: learning
- 35:44Danielle Hofer: something
- 35:45Danielle Hofer: new
- 35:45Danielle Hofer: about
- 35:45Danielle Hofer: our
- 35:45Danielle Hofer: kids
- 35:46Danielle Hofer: and
- 35:47Danielle Hofer: how
- 35:47Danielle Hofer: to
- 35:47Danielle Hofer: surrender
- 35:48Danielle Hofer: that.
- 35:50Danielle Hofer: This
- 35:50Danielle Hofer: born
- 35:51Danielle Hofer: learner
- 35:52Danielle Hofer: piece
- 35:54Danielle Hofer: allows
- 35:54Danielle Hofer: me
- 35:54Danielle Hofer: to
- 35:55Danielle Hofer: remember
- 35:55Danielle Hofer: God
- 35:56Danielle Hofer: and
- 35:56Danielle Hofer: his
- 35:56Danielle Hofer: innate
- 35:56Danielle Hofer: design
- 35:57Danielle Hofer: of
- 35:57Danielle Hofer: us.
- 35:59Danielle Hofer: Where
- 35:59Danielle Hofer: did
- 35:59Danielle Hofer: the
- 36:00Danielle Hofer: born
- 36:00Danielle Hofer: learner
- 36:00Danielle Hofer: come
- 36:00Danielle Hofer: from?
- 36:01Danielle Hofer: How
- 36:02Danielle Hofer: did
- 36:02Danielle Hofer: you,
- 36:02Danielle Hofer: where
- 36:02Danielle Hofer: did
- 36:03Danielle Hofer: God
- 36:03Danielle Hofer: put
- 36:03Danielle Hofer: that
- 36:03Danielle Hofer: on
- 36:03Danielle Hofer: your
- 36:03Danielle Hofer: heart?
- 36:04Danielle Hofer: How
- 36:04Danielle Hofer: did
- 36:04Danielle Hofer: that
- 36:04Danielle Hofer: even
- 36:06Danielle Hofer: transpire?
- 36:08Yeah.
- 36:08So,
- 36:09in
- 36:09my
- 36:09couch
- 36:09season,
- 36:11um,
- 36:11when
- 36:12I
- 36:12was
- 36:12sitting
- 36:12on
- 36:12the
- 36:12couch,
- 36:13I
- 36:13got
- 36:13to,
- 36:14like,
- 36:14I
- 36:14got
- 36:14really
- 36:15good
- 36:15at
- 36:15noticing
- 36:16stuff.
- 36:17And
- 36:17observing.
- 36:18I
- 36:19was
- 36:19terrible
- 36:19at
- 36:19it
- 36:19before,
- 36:20uh,
- 36:21because
- 36:21because
- 36:21when
- 36:22you
- 36:22go
- 36:22fast,
- 36:23you
- 36:24have
- 36:24to
- 36:24not
- 36:25pay
- 36:25attention
- 36:25to
- 36:26things
- 36:26in
- 36:26order
- 36:27to
- 36:27maintain
- 36:27that
- 36:27speed.
- 36:28There
- 36:28is
- 36:29no
- 36:29way
- 36:29like
- 36:30no
- 36:30physical
- 36:30way
- 36:31to
- 36:31notice
- 36:32everything
- 36:32around
- 36:32you
- 36:32when
- 36:33you're
- 36:33moving
- 36:33quickly.
- 36:34And
- 36:35so,
- 36:35um,
- 36:35Um,
- 36:36on
- 36:36that
- 36:36blessed
- 36:36couch,
- 36:37I
- 36:37got
- 36:38to
- 36:38watch
- 36:38my
- 36:38children
- 36:39and
- 36:39I
- 36:40became
- 36:40a
- 36:40student
- 36:41of
- 36:41them.
- 36:42And
- 36:42I,
- 36:43man,
- 36:43oh
- 36:44my
- 36:44goodness,
- 36:44this,
- 36:45like,
- 36:45I
- 36:45was
- 36:45just,
- 36:45um,
- 36:47watching
- 36:47a,
- 36:48uh,
- 36:48I
- 36:49just
- 36:49created
- 36:49a
- 36:50math
- 36:50training,
- 36:51um,
- 36:51a
- 36:51math
- 36:52for
- 36:52the
- 36:52born
- 36:52learner
- 36:53training
- 36:53for
- 36:53my
- 36:53membership.
- 36:55And
- 36:55I
- 36:56included
- 36:57this
- 36:57little
- 36:57snippet
- 36:57of
- 36:58my
- 36:58son
- 36:58back
- 36:58when
- 36:59he
- 36:59was
- 36:59four
- 36:59years
- 36:59old,
- 37:00um,
- 37:02playing,
- 37:02like
- 37:03he
- 37:03created
- 37:03what
- 37:03he
- 37:04called
- 37:04a
- 37:04popsicle
- 37:05course.
- 37:05It's,
- 37:06it's
- 37:06like,
- 37:06uh,
- 37:06it's.
- 37:07What,
- 37:07how
- 37:07he
- 37:07said
- 37:08obstacle
- 37:08course,
- 37:09but
- 37:09popsicle
- 37:09course,
- 37:10he
- 37:10says
- 37:11popsicle.
- 37:11He
- 37:12used
- 37:12to
- 37:12say
- 37:12popsicle
- 37:13or
- 37:14hopstickle.
- 37:15And
- 37:15so
- 37:15he
- 37:15was
- 37:16outside
- 37:16of
- 37:16the
- 37:16driveway
- 37:17and
- 37:17I
- 37:17have
- 37:17this
- 37:17crazy
- 37:18long
- 37:18video.
- 37:19It
- 37:19was
- 37:19like
- 37:19the
- 37:19video
- 37:19was
- 37:20like
- 37:20seven
- 37:20minutes,
- 37:20but
- 37:21I
- 37:21remember
- 37:21that
- 37:21day
- 37:21it
- 37:21was
- 37:22like
- 37:22he
- 37:22was
- 37:22out
- 37:22there
- 37:22for
- 37:23hours,
- 37:24four
- 37:24years
- 37:24old.
- 37:24Like,
- 37:25you
- 37:25know,
- 37:25cool.
- 37:26Most
- 37:26kids
- 37:26that
- 37:27age,
- 37:27like
- 37:27you
- 37:27would
- 37:27say,
- 37:28don't
- 37:28have
- 37:28a
- 37:28long
- 37:29attention
- 37:29span
- 37:30or
- 37:30they
- 37:30don't
- 37:30have
- 37:30focus
- 37:31and
- 37:31it's
- 37:31like
- 37:31when
- 37:31it's
- 37:32the
- 37:32right
- 37:32stuff,
- 37:33they,
- 37:34they
- 37:34like
- 37:35can
- 37:35maybe
- 37:35even
- 37:35forget
- 37:36to
- 37:36eat
- 37:36because
- 37:36they're
- 37:36so
- 37:36focused
- 37:37on
- 37:37something.
- 37:38And
- 37:38so
- 37:38he
- 37:39was
- 37:39creating
- 37:39this
- 37:39obstacle
- 37:40course
- 37:41and
- 37:41like
- 37:41dragging
- 37:42all
- 37:42these
- 37:42things
- 37:42out
- 37:42from
- 37:42the
- 37:42garage
- 37:43like
- 37:43this
- 37:43toy
- 37:44shopping
- 37:44cart
- 37:44and
- 37:45his
- 37:45tractor
- 37:46and
- 37:46his
- 37:47bike
- 37:47and
- 37:48the
- 37:48scooter
- 37:49and
- 37:49like
- 37:49he
- 37:49would
- 37:49say,
- 37:49Mommy,
- 37:50look,
- 37:50when
- 37:50I
- 37:50kick
- 37:50the
- 37:50ball,
- 37:51it
- 37:51goes
- 37:51over
- 37:51here.
- 37:52And
- 37:52I
- 37:52mean,
- 37:53like,
- 37:54if
- 37:54you
- 37:54just.
- 37:55If,
- 37:56if
- 37:56you
- 37:56just
- 37:56sit
- 37:57and
- 37:57watch
- 37:57your
- 37:57kids
- 37:58for
- 37:5810
- 37:58minutes,
- 37:58whether
- 37:59they're,
- 37:59um,
- 38:00six
- 38:00months
- 38:01or
- 38:02a
- 38:02year
- 38:03or
- 38:0310
- 38:04years
- 38:04or
- 38:0415,
- 38:05you're
- 38:05going
- 38:06to
- 38:06see
- 38:06them
- 38:07wonder
- 38:07about
- 38:08something
- 38:08or
- 38:09create
- 38:09something.
- 38:10It's
- 38:10just
- 38:10who
- 38:10they
- 38:11are.
- 38:12So.
- 38:13When
- 38:13I
- 38:13was
- 38:13on
- 38:13the
- 38:13couch
- 38:14watching
- 38:14my
- 38:15two
- 38:15girls
- 38:15then,
- 38:17they,
- 38:17they
- 38:17began
- 38:18to
- 38:18play
- 38:18together,
- 38:19and
- 38:20they
- 38:20created
- 38:21such
- 38:21amazing
- 38:22experiences
- 38:23together,
- 38:25and
- 38:26it
- 38:26made
- 38:26me
- 38:26think
- 38:27back
- 38:27to
- 38:27when
- 38:27they,
- 38:27like,
- 38:28when
- 38:28they
- 38:28were
- 38:28even
- 38:28littler,
- 38:29like
- 38:29babies,
- 38:29and
- 38:29when
- 38:30the
- 38:30twins
- 38:30were
- 38:30babies
- 38:30too,
- 38:31I
- 38:31began
- 38:31to
- 38:31notice
- 38:31this.
- 38:32Them
- 38:33reaching
- 38:34out
- 38:34or
- 38:34looking
- 38:35at,
- 38:35looking
- 38:36at
- 38:36you
- 38:36in
- 38:36the
- 38:36eye
- 38:36for
- 38:37the
- 38:37first
- 38:37time,
- 38:37their
- 38:37instinct
- 38:38and
- 38:38desire
- 38:39for
- 38:39milk
- 38:40and
- 38:40to
- 38:40be
- 38:40at
- 38:40the
- 38:41mother's
- 38:41breast,
- 38:42all
- 38:42of
- 38:42these
- 38:42things
- 38:43that
- 38:43they're
- 38:43just
- 38:44in
- 38:44like,
- 38:44we
- 38:44can
- 38:45see
- 38:45it
- 38:45in
- 38:45our
- 38:45chicks,
- 38:46not
- 38:46the
- 38:46same
- 38:46way
- 38:46because
- 38:47they're
- 38:47not
- 38:47made
- 38:47in
- 38:47God's
- 38:47image.
- 38:48But
- 38:48like
- 38:48when
- 38:48we
- 38:48see
- 38:49anybody
- 38:49new,
- 38:51like
- 38:51there
- 38:51is
- 38:51something
- 38:52in
- 38:52them
- 38:53that
- 38:53wants
- 38:53to
- 38:54discover
- 38:55and
- 38:55learn.
- 38:55We
- 38:55see
- 38:56it
- 38:56mostly
- 38:56in
- 38:56humans
- 38:57because
- 38:57we're
- 38:57made
- 38:57in
- 38:57God's
- 38:58image.
- 38:58If
- 38:58we
- 38:59look
- 38:59back
- 38:59at
- 38:59Genesis
- 39:00one
- 39:00and
- 39:00two,
- 39:01our
- 39:01God
- 39:02is.
- 39:03massively
- 39:03creative.
- 39:05He
- 39:06created
- 39:07all
- 39:07of
- 39:07this
- 39:08out
- 39:08of
- 39:09nothing.
- 39:10And
- 39:11so
- 39:11it
- 39:11but
- 39:11he
- 39:12didn't
- 39:12create
- 39:12it
- 39:13to
- 39:13just
- 39:13stay
- 39:13the
- 39:14way
- 39:14it
- 39:14was.
- 39:15He
- 39:15commissioned
- 39:16Adam
- 39:16and
- 39:17Eve.
- 39:17He
- 39:17made,
- 39:17he
- 39:17created
- 39:18Adam
- 39:18and
- 39:18Eve
- 39:19in
- 39:19his
- 39:19own
- 39:19image,
- 39:20and
- 39:21then
- 39:21he
- 39:21called
- 39:22them
- 39:22to
- 39:23go
- 39:23and
- 39:24create
- 39:25like
- 39:25him,
- 39:26to
- 39:26bear
- 39:26his
- 39:26image
- 39:27and
- 39:27to
- 39:27make
- 39:28more
- 39:28of
- 39:28this
- 39:28world
- 39:29that
- 39:29he
- 39:29made.
- 39:30Like,
- 39:30I
- 39:31think
- 39:31that's
- 39:31so
- 39:31cool.
- 39:32Like,
- 39:32God
- 39:32could
- 39:32have
- 39:32just
- 39:32made
- 39:33everything
- 39:33to
- 39:33stay
- 39:33the
- 39:34same
- 39:34and
- 39:34be
- 39:34perfect.
- 39:35All,
- 39:36you
- 39:36know,
- 39:36but
- 39:37he
- 39:37made
- 39:37this
- 39:37world.
- 39:38Like,
- 39:38in
- 39:38Genesis
- 39:391,
- 39:39it
- 39:39says
- 39:39he
- 39:39made,
- 39:40made
- 39:40seed
- 39:41bearing
- 39:41fruit.
- 39:42So
- 39:42he
- 39:42made
- 39:43fruit
- 39:43and
- 39:44trees
- 39:44and
- 39:44seeds
- 39:45with
- 39:45a
- 39:45capacity
- 39:46to
- 39:46bear
- 39:46seeds
- 39:47that
- 39:47had
- 39:47the
- 39:48capacity
- 39:48to
- 39:48make
- 39:49more.
- 39:50Like,
- 39:50he
- 39:50made
- 39:50things
- 39:51to
- 39:51make
- 39:51more.
- 39:52He
- 39:52made
- 39:53people
- 39:53to
- 39:53make
- 39:53more
- 39:54and
- 39:54told
- 39:54them
- 39:55to
- 39:55make
- 39:55more
- 39:55and
- 39:55fill
- 39:55the
- 39:56earth.
- 39:56And
- 39:57so
- 39:57like
- 39:57this
- 39:57does
- 39:57like
- 39:58this.
- 39:58Capacity
- 39:59to
- 39:59learn
- 40:00and
- 40:00grow
- 40:00and
- 40:01create
- 40:02is
- 40:02something
- 40:02that
- 40:02he
- 40:02put
- 40:03in
- 40:03us
- 40:04and
- 40:04our,
- 40:04our
- 40:05ability
- 40:06to
- 40:06bear
- 40:06his
- 40:06image
- 40:07was
- 40:07corrupted
- 40:07by
- 40:07Genesis
- 40:08three,
- 40:08like
- 40:08you
- 40:09mentioned,
- 40:09but
- 40:10that
- 40:11like
- 40:11that
- 40:11design
- 40:12that
- 40:12he
- 40:13put
- 40:13in
- 40:13us
- 40:13is
- 40:14not
- 40:14gone
- 40:14altogether.
- 40:16We
- 40:16still
- 40:16are
- 40:17His
- 40:17image
- 40:17bearers,
- 40:18and
- 40:19when
- 40:19we
- 40:19see
- 40:19our
- 40:19kids
- 40:20learning
- 40:20and
- 40:21making
- 40:21and
- 40:21discovering
- 40:22and
- 40:22exploring
- 40:22and
- 40:22asking
- 40:23those
- 40:23seven
- 40:23million
- 40:23questions
- 40:24when
- 40:24they're
- 40:24two
- 40:24and
- 40:24a
- 40:24half
- 40:25years
- 40:25old,
- 40:26like,
- 40:26all
- 40:26of
- 40:26that
- 40:27is
- 40:27because
- 40:28of
- 40:28how
- 40:28He
- 40:29created
- 40:29us.
- 40:29And
- 40:30it
- 40:30is,
- 40:30He
- 40:30calls
- 40:31it
- 40:31very
- 40:31good,
- 40:32me'od.
- 40:32The
- 40:32Hebrew
- 40:33word
- 40:33is
- 40:33me'od.
- 40:34Me'od,
- 40:35good.
- 40:35It
- 40:35means
- 40:35like
- 40:35the
- 40:35most
- 40:36something
- 40:36can
- 40:36be.
- 40:37It's
- 40:37the
- 40:37most
- 40:38good
- 40:38it
- 40:38can
- 40:38be
- 40:39when
- 40:39we're
- 40:39making
- 40:39more
- 40:40of
- 40:40this
- 40:40world
- 40:41that
- 40:41God
- 40:41told
- 40:41us
- 40:42to
- 40:42make
- 40:42more
- 40:42of.
- 40:42Amen.
- 40:43Danielle Hofer: Yes,
- 40:44Danielle Hofer: I
- 40:44Danielle Hofer: love
- 40:44Danielle Hofer: that.
- 40:45Danielle Hofer: You
- 40:45Danielle Hofer: know,
- 40:45Danielle Hofer: something
- 40:46Danielle Hofer: that
- 40:46Danielle Hofer: as
- 40:46Danielle Hofer: you
- 40:46Danielle Hofer: were
- 40:46Danielle Hofer: talking
- 40:48Danielle Hofer: that
- 40:48Danielle Hofer: came
- 40:48Danielle Hofer: to
- 40:48Danielle Hofer: my
- 40:49Danielle Hofer: mind
- 40:49Danielle Hofer: was
- 40:49Danielle Hofer: old
- 40:50Danielle Hofer: dogs
- 40:50Danielle Hofer: and
- 40:50Danielle Hofer: new
- 40:50Danielle Hofer: tricks.
- 40:51Danielle Hofer: How
- 40:52Danielle Hofer: often
- 40:52Danielle Hofer: do
- 40:52Danielle Hofer: we
- 40:52Danielle Hofer: think
- 40:53Danielle Hofer: or
- 40:53Danielle Hofer: do
- 40:53Danielle Hofer: we
- 40:53Danielle Hofer: shrink
- 40:54Danielle Hofer: or
- 40:54Danielle Hofer: limit
- 40:54Danielle Hofer: ourselves
- 40:55Danielle Hofer: even
- 40:56Danielle Hofer: that
- 40:56Danielle Hofer: we
- 40:56Danielle Hofer: can't
- 40:57Danielle Hofer: learn
- 40:57Danielle Hofer: new
- 40:57Danielle Hofer: things
- 40:58Danielle Hofer: because
- 40:58Danielle Hofer: what
- 40:58Danielle Hofer: is,
- 40:59Danielle Hofer: is
- 40:59Danielle Hofer: just
- 40:59Danielle Hofer: is.
- 41:00Danielle Hofer: And
- 41:00Danielle Hofer: our
- 41:01Danielle Hofer: God
- 41:01Danielle Hofer: did
- 41:01Danielle Hofer: not
- 41:01Danielle Hofer: just
- 41:02Danielle Hofer: stay
- 41:02Danielle Hofer: put.
- 41:02Danielle Hofer: He
- 41:02Danielle Hofer: still
- 41:02Danielle Hofer: does
- 41:03Danielle Hofer: not
- 41:03Danielle Hofer: just
- 41:03Danielle Hofer: stay
- 41:03Danielle Hofer: put.
- 41:03Danielle Hofer: He's
- 41:04Danielle Hofer: got
- 41:04Danielle Hofer: us
- 41:04Danielle Hofer: on
- 41:04Danielle Hofer: a
- 41:04Danielle Hofer: sanctification
- 41:05Danielle Hofer: process
- 41:06Danielle Hofer: and
- 41:07Danielle Hofer: we
- 41:07Danielle Hofer: are
- 41:07Danielle Hofer: allowed
- 41:07Danielle Hofer: to
- 41:08Danielle Hofer: grow
- 41:08Danielle Hofer: and
- 41:09Danielle Hofer: growing
- 41:09Danielle Hofer: requires
- 41:10Danielle Hofer: pruning
- 41:10Danielle Hofer: and
- 41:10Danielle Hofer: letting
- 41:11Danielle Hofer: go
- 41:11Danielle Hofer: of
- 41:11Danielle Hofer: old
- 41:12Danielle Hofer: ways
- 41:12Danielle Hofer: and
- 41:12Danielle Hofer: old
- 41:12Danielle Hofer: habits.
- 41:13Danielle Hofer: And
- 41:14Danielle Hofer: I
- 41:14Danielle Hofer: just,
- 41:14Danielle Hofer: um,
- 41:15Danielle Hofer: recorded
- 41:16Danielle Hofer: a
- 41:16Danielle Hofer: podcast
- 41:16Danielle Hofer: episode
- 41:17Danielle Hofer: talking
- 41:17Danielle Hofer: about
- 41:17Danielle Hofer: that,
- 41:18Danielle Hofer: that
- 41:18Danielle Hofer: we
- 41:19Danielle Hofer: have
- 41:19Danielle Hofer: to
- 41:19Danielle Hofer: leave
- 41:19Danielle Hofer: behind
- 41:20Danielle Hofer: old
- 41:21Danielle Hofer: when
- 41:21Danielle Hofer: we
- 41:21Danielle Hofer: die
- 41:21Danielle Hofer: to
- 41:22Danielle Hofer: ourselves
- 41:23Danielle Hofer: and
- 41:23Danielle Hofer: we
- 41:23Danielle Hofer: have
- 41:23Danielle Hofer: to
- 41:23Danielle Hofer: prune
- 41:24Danielle Hofer: things.
- 41:24Danielle Hofer: Like
- 41:24Danielle Hofer: I
- 41:25Danielle Hofer: think,
- 41:25Danielle Hofer: like
- 41:25Danielle Hofer: I
- 41:25Danielle Hofer: always
- 41:26Danielle Hofer: thought
- 41:26Danielle Hofer: of
- 41:26Danielle Hofer: pruning
- 41:27Danielle Hofer: as
- 41:27Danielle Hofer: pruning
- 41:27Danielle Hofer: everything
- 41:28Danielle Hofer: outside,
- 41:28Danielle Hofer: like
- 41:29Danielle Hofer: everything
- 41:29Danielle Hofer: out.
- 41:29Danielle Hofer: here.
- 41:30Danielle Hofer: Never
- 41:31Danielle Hofer: thought
- 41:31Danielle Hofer: about
- 41:31Danielle Hofer: pruning
- 41:31Danielle Hofer: myself.
- 41:32Danielle Hofer: Never
- 41:33Danielle Hofer: thought
- 41:33Danielle Hofer: about
- 41:34Danielle Hofer: pruning
- 41:34Danielle Hofer: my
- 41:35Danielle Hofer: habits,
- 41:35Danielle Hofer: my
- 41:35Danielle Hofer: thoughts,
- 41:36Danielle Hofer: my
- 41:36Danielle Hofer: behaviors,
- 41:37Danielle Hofer: my,
- 41:37Danielle Hofer: like
- 41:37Danielle Hofer: the
- 41:38Danielle Hofer: things
- 41:38Danielle Hofer: that
- 41:38Danielle Hofer: I
- 41:38Danielle Hofer: do,
- 41:39Danielle Hofer: my
- 41:39Danielle Hofer: belief
- 41:40Danielle Hofer: patterns
- 41:41Danielle Hofer: that
- 41:41Danielle Hofer: are
- 41:42Danielle Hofer: not
- 41:42Danielle Hofer: necessarily
- 41:43Danielle Hofer: appropriate,
- 41:44Danielle Hofer: but
- 41:44Danielle Hofer: we
- 41:45Danielle Hofer: have
- 41:45Danielle Hofer: to
- 41:45Danielle Hofer: learn.
- 41:46Danielle Hofer: And
- 41:46Danielle Hofer: I
- 41:47Danielle Hofer: think
- 41:47Danielle Hofer: the
- 41:47Danielle Hofer: key
- 41:47Danielle Hofer: word
- 41:48Danielle Hofer: here
- 41:48Danielle Hofer: is
- 41:48Danielle Hofer: wonder.
- 41:49Danielle Hofer: We
- 41:50Danielle Hofer: have
- 41:50Danielle Hofer: to
- 41:50Danielle Hofer: wonder.
- 41:52Danielle Hofer: What
- 41:52Danielle Hofer: is
- 41:52Danielle Hofer: not
- 41:53Danielle Hofer: necessarily
- 41:53Danielle Hofer: next,
- 41:54Danielle Hofer: but
- 41:54Danielle Hofer: what
- 41:54Danielle Hofer: do
- 41:54Danielle Hofer: I
- 41:55Danielle Hofer: need?
- 41:55Danielle Hofer: What
- 41:55Danielle Hofer: does
- 41:55Danielle Hofer: God
- 41:56Danielle Hofer: want
- 41:56Danielle Hofer: of
- 41:56Danielle Hofer: me
- 41:56Danielle Hofer: now?
- 41:57Danielle Hofer: What
- 41:58Danielle Hofer: does
- 41:58Danielle Hofer: God
- 41:59Danielle Hofer: ask
- 41:59Danielle Hofer: of
- 42:00Danielle Hofer: me
- 42:00Danielle Hofer: now?
- 42:00Danielle Hofer: And
- 42:00Danielle Hofer: sometimes
- 42:00Danielle Hofer: it
- 42:01Danielle Hofer: is
- 42:01Danielle Hofer: that
- 42:02Danielle Hofer: let's
- 42:02Danielle Hofer: sit.
- 42:04Danielle Hofer: Sometimes
- 42:04Danielle Hofer: it's
- 42:04Danielle Hofer: get
- 42:04Danielle Hofer: on
- 42:05Danielle Hofer: that
- 42:05Danielle Hofer: couch
- 42:05Danielle Hofer: for
- 42:05Danielle Hofer: a
- 42:05Danielle Hofer: few
- 42:06Danielle Hofer: and
- 42:06Danielle Hofer: observe.
- 42:07Danielle Hofer: Which
- 42:07Danielle Hofer: is
- 42:07Danielle Hofer: interesting
- 42:07Danielle Hofer: that
- 42:08Danielle Hofer: you
- 42:08Danielle Hofer: said
- 42:08Danielle Hofer: that
- 42:08Danielle Hofer: you
- 42:08Danielle Hofer: were
- 42:08Danielle Hofer: not
- 42:09Danielle Hofer: a
- 42:09Danielle Hofer: good
- 42:09Danielle Hofer: observer
- 42:09Danielle Hofer: before.
- 42:10Danielle Hofer: I
- 42:10Danielle Hofer: truly
- 42:11Danielle Hofer: would
- 42:11Danielle Hofer: not
- 42:11Danielle Hofer: have
- 42:11Danielle Hofer: ever
- 42:12Danielle Hofer: thought
- 42:12Danielle Hofer: that
- 42:13Danielle Hofer: because
- 42:13Danielle Hofer: you
- 42:14Danielle Hofer: observe
- 42:14Danielle Hofer: things
- 42:15Danielle Hofer: so,
- 42:17Danielle Hofer: you
- 42:17Danielle Hofer: are
- 42:17Danielle Hofer: so
- 42:18Danielle Hofer: keen
- 42:18Danielle Hofer: and
- 42:18Danielle Hofer: heightened,
- 42:19Danielle Hofer: like
- 42:19Danielle Hofer: there's
- 42:19Danielle Hofer: a
- 42:20Danielle Hofer: heightened
- 42:20Danielle Hofer: attunement
- 42:21Danielle Hofer: to
- 42:22Danielle Hofer: observation
- 42:23Danielle Hofer: of
- 42:23Danielle Hofer: things.
- 42:23Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 42:23Danielle Hofer: just
- 42:23Danielle Hofer: like,
- 42:24Danielle Hofer: whoa,
- 42:24Danielle Hofer: wait,
- 42:24Danielle Hofer: you,
- 42:24Danielle Hofer: you
- 42:25Danielle Hofer: picked
- 42:25Danielle Hofer: that
- 42:25Danielle Hofer: up?
- 42:25Danielle Hofer: Like,
- 42:25Danielle Hofer: okay,
- 42:26Danielle Hofer: like
- 42:26Danielle Hofer: I
- 42:27Danielle Hofer: need
- 42:27Danielle Hofer: to
- 42:27Danielle Hofer: slow
- 42:27Danielle Hofer: my
- 42:27Danielle Hofer: rear
- 42:28Danielle Hofer: end
- 42:28Danielle Hofer: down.
- 42:29Danielle Hofer: That's
- 42:29Danielle Hofer: the
- 42:29Danielle Hofer: Holy
- 42:30Spirit
- 42:30work
- 42:31for
- 42:31sure.
- 42:32That
- 42:32is
- 42:32not
- 42:32something
- 42:32I'm
- 42:32naturally
- 42:33good
- 42:33at.
- 42:34Danielle Hofer: But
- 42:34Danielle Hofer: I
- 42:34Danielle Hofer: think
- 42:35Danielle Hofer: that
- 42:35Danielle Hofer: that
- 42:36Danielle Hofer: I
- 42:36Danielle Hofer: think
- 42:36Danielle Hofer: it's
- 42:36Danielle Hofer: an
- 42:37Danielle Hofer: excuse
- 42:39Danielle Hofer: to
- 42:39Danielle Hofer: say
- 42:40Danielle Hofer: this
- 42:41Danielle Hofer: is
- 42:41Danielle Hofer: the
- 42:41Danielle Hofer: way
- 42:41Danielle Hofer: it
- 42:41Danielle Hofer: is
- 42:44Danielle Hofer: and
- 42:44Danielle Hofer: let
- 42:44Danielle Hofer: it
- 42:44Danielle Hofer: be,
- 42:45Danielle Hofer: as
- 42:46Danielle Hofer: in,
- 42:47Danielle Hofer: this
- 42:47Danielle Hofer: is
- 42:47Danielle Hofer: the
- 42:47Danielle Hofer: way
- 42:47Danielle Hofer: I
- 42:48Danielle Hofer: am.
- 42:48Danielle Hofer: This
- 42:48Danielle Hofer: is
- 42:48Danielle Hofer: the
- 42:48Danielle Hofer: way
- 42:48Danielle Hofer: it's
- 42:48Danielle Hofer: always
- 42:49Danielle Hofer: been.
- 42:50Danielle Hofer: This
- 42:51Danielle Hofer: is
- 42:51Danielle Hofer: how
- 42:51Danielle Hofer: it's
- 42:51Danielle Hofer: going
- 42:51Danielle Hofer: to
- 42:52Danielle Hofer: be.
- 42:53Danielle Hofer: Because
- 42:53Danielle Hofer: I
- 42:53Danielle Hofer: don't
- 42:54Danielle Hofer: know
- 42:54Danielle Hofer: about
- 42:54Danielle Hofer: you,
- 42:54Danielle Hofer: but
- 42:54Danielle Hofer: I
- 42:54Danielle Hofer: serve
- 42:55Danielle Hofer: a
- 42:55Danielle Hofer: God
- 42:55Danielle Hofer: that
- 42:55Danielle Hofer: parted
- 42:56Danielle Hofer: a
- 42:56Danielle Hofer: dang
- 42:56Danielle Hofer: red
- 42:56Danielle Hofer: seed
- 42:57Danielle Hofer: to
- 42:57Danielle Hofer: dry
- 42:58Danielle Hofer: ground.
- 43:00Danielle Hofer: I
- 43:00Danielle Hofer: serve
- 43:01Danielle Hofer: a
- 43:01Danielle Hofer: God
- 43:01Danielle Hofer: and
- 43:01Danielle Hofer: worship
- 43:02Danielle Hofer: a
- 43:02Danielle Hofer: God
- 43:02Danielle Hofer: who
- 43:02Danielle Hofer: can
- 43:03Danielle Hofer: raise.
- 43:04Danielle Hofer: From
- 43:04Danielle Hofer: the
- 43:05Danielle Hofer: dead
- 43:06Danielle Hofer: who
- 43:06Danielle Hofer: chose
- 43:07Danielle Hofer: me
- 43:08Danielle Hofer: from
- 43:09Danielle Hofer: before
- 43:09Danielle Hofer: creation
- 43:10Danielle Hofer: to
- 43:10Danielle Hofer: be
- 43:10Danielle Hofer: here.
- 43:10Danielle Hofer: He
- 43:11Danielle Hofer: chose
- 43:11Danielle Hofer: me
- 43:11Danielle Hofer: to
- 43:11Danielle Hofer: get
- 43:11Danielle Hofer: to
- 43:12Danielle Hofer: live
- 43:12Danielle Hofer: in
- 43:12Danielle Hofer: the
- 43:13Danielle Hofer: post
- 43:13Danielle Hofer: resurrection
- 43:14Danielle Hofer: time.
- 43:15Danielle Hofer: He
- 43:16Danielle Hofer: like,
- 43:16Danielle Hofer: I
- 43:16Danielle Hofer: get
- 43:17Danielle Hofer: to
- 43:17Danielle Hofer: live
- 43:18Danielle Hofer: in
- 43:18Danielle Hofer: the
- 43:18Danielle Hofer: power
- 43:19Danielle Hofer: of
- 43:19Danielle Hofer: Jesus
- 43:19Danielle Hofer: Christ.
- 43:20Danielle Hofer: And
- 43:22Danielle Hofer: I
- 43:22Danielle Hofer: don't
- 43:22Danielle Hofer: think
- 43:22Danielle Hofer: that
- 43:23Danielle Hofer: Jesus
- 43:23Danielle Hofer: was
- 43:23Danielle Hofer: walking
- 43:24Danielle Hofer: around
- 43:24Danielle Hofer: to
- 43:25Danielle Hofer: let
- 43:25Danielle Hofer: us
- 43:25Danielle Hofer: live
- 43:26Danielle Hofer: dormant
- 43:27Danielle Hofer: small.
- 43:29Danielle Hofer: Um.
- 43:30Danielle Hofer: live
- 43:31Danielle Hofer: in
- 43:31Danielle Hofer: the
- 43:32Danielle Hofer: crud
- 43:32Danielle Hofer: that
- 43:32Danielle Hofer: we
- 43:33Danielle Hofer: live
- 43:33Danielle Hofer: in,
- 43:33Danielle Hofer: whether
- 43:33Danielle Hofer: it's
- 43:34Danielle Hofer: in
- 43:34Danielle Hofer: our
- 43:34Danielle Hofer: brains,
- 43:34Danielle Hofer: whether
- 43:35Danielle Hofer: it's
- 43:35Danielle Hofer: in
- 43:35Danielle Hofer: our
- 43:36Danielle Hofer: habits,
- 43:36Danielle Hofer: our
- 43:36Danielle Hofer: lifestyles,
- 43:37Danielle Hofer: the
- 43:37Danielle Hofer: way
- 43:37Danielle Hofer: we,
- 43:38Danielle Hofer: the
- 43:38Danielle Hofer: people
- 43:38Danielle Hofer: we
- 43:39Danielle Hofer: surround
- 43:39Danielle Hofer: ourselves
- 43:40Danielle Hofer: with.
- 43:40Danielle Hofer: I
- 43:40Danielle Hofer: think
- 43:41Danielle Hofer: it's
- 43:41Danielle Hofer: important
- 43:41Danielle Hofer: to
- 43:42Danielle Hofer: think
- 43:43Danielle Hofer: that
- 43:43Danielle Hofer: we
- 43:44Danielle Hofer: can
- 43:44Danielle Hofer: learn
- 43:44Danielle Hofer: new
- 43:45Danielle Hofer: things.
- 43:46Danielle Hofer: We
- 43:46Danielle Hofer: I
- 43:46Danielle Hofer: think
- 43:47Danielle Hofer: go
- 43:47Danielle Hofer: ahead.
- 43:48Danielle Hofer: Go
- 43:48Danielle Hofer: ahead.
- 43:48I
- 43:49think
- 43:49it's
- 43:49interesting
- 43:49because
- 43:50the
- 43:50way
- 43:50the
- 43:50rest
- 43:50of
- 43:50the
- 43:50world
- 43:51is
- 43:51the
- 43:51rest
- 43:52of
- 43:52the
- 43:52world
- 43:52says
- 43:53you
- 43:53have
- 43:53to
- 43:53do
- 43:53the
- 43:53big
- 43:54important
- 43:54stuff
- 43:54outside,
- 43:55but
- 43:55then
- 43:55that
- 43:56like
- 43:56you
- 43:56can
- 43:56be
- 43:56doing
- 43:57that.
- 43:57And
- 43:57then
- 43:57the
- 43:57same
- 43:58crud
- 43:58can
- 43:58be
- 43:59living
- 43:59on
- 43:59inside
- 44:00you.
- 44:00Those
- 44:00those
- 44:01beliefs
- 44:01and
- 44:01thoughts
- 44:02about
- 44:02who
- 44:02you
- 44:02are.
- 44:02And
- 44:02this
- 44:03is
- 44:03just
- 44:03the
- 44:03way
- 44:03it
- 44:03is.
- 44:04Danielle Hofer: Yeah,
- 44:04but
- 44:05Jesus,
- 44:06the
- 44:06work
- 44:06he
- 44:06does
- 44:07looks
- 44:08very
- 44:08humble
- 44:09and
- 44:09insignificant
- 44:10on
- 44:10the
- 44:10outside,
- 44:10very
- 44:11unglamorous,
- 44:12like
- 44:12the
- 44:12day
- 44:13to
- 44:13day
- 44:14faithfulness
- 44:15and
- 44:15fruitfulness
- 44:16does
- 44:16not
- 44:16look
- 44:17like
- 44:17anything
- 44:17special.
- 44:18But
- 44:18the
- 44:18inside
- 44:19work
- 44:19that
- 44:19he's
- 44:19doing
- 44:20is
- 44:21just
- 44:23nothing
- 44:24we
- 44:24could
- 44:24expect
- 44:25or
- 44:25plan
- 44:25for.
- 44:26And
- 44:27it
- 44:27just
- 44:27blows
- 44:27us
- 44:28out
- 44:28of
- 44:28the
- 44:28water
- 44:28in
- 44:28terms
- 44:29of,
- 44:29like,
- 44:29what
- 44:30we
- 44:30believe
- 44:30and
- 44:31how,
- 44:31like,
- 44:31how
- 44:31we
- 44:31operate.
- 44:32And,
- 44:33like,
- 44:33you
- 44:33said,
- 44:33radical
- 44:34faith
- 44:34that
- 44:34he,
- 44:35he
- 44:35can
- 44:35do
- 44:36literally
- 44:37anything,
- 44:38but,
- 44:39but
- 44:39when
- 44:40we,
- 44:40like,
- 44:40when
- 44:40we
- 44:41are
- 44:41so
- 44:41focused
- 44:41on
- 44:41outward
- 44:42significance,
- 44:43and
- 44:43at
- 44:43the
- 44:44same
- 44:44time,
- 44:45like,
- 44:45living
- 44:45in
- 44:45this
- 44:46same
- 44:46small
- 44:47inside
- 44:48our
- 44:48minds,
- 44:49like,
- 44:49I'm
- 44:49not
- 44:49the
- 44:49kind
- 44:49of
- 44:49person
- 44:50who
- 44:50can,
- 44:50you
- 44:51know,
- 44:51that
- 44:51kind
- 44:51of
- 44:51stuff,
- 44:52like
- 44:52you
- 44:52were
- 44:52just
- 44:52saying,
- 44:53it's
- 44:53like,
- 44:54we're
- 44:54not,
- 44:54we're
- 44:57Certainly
- 44:58not.
- 44:59Danielle Hofer: And
- 45:00Danielle Hofer: then
- 45:00Danielle Hofer: that
- 45:00Danielle Hofer: moves
- 45:01Danielle Hofer: to
- 45:01Danielle Hofer: this
- 45:02Danielle Hofer: topic
- 45:03Danielle Hofer: that
- 45:03Danielle Hofer: really
- 45:03Danielle Hofer: got
- 45:04Danielle Hofer: me
- 45:05Danielle Hofer: to,
- 45:06Danielle Hofer: um,
- 45:06Danielle Hofer: wanting
- 45:07Danielle Hofer: to
- 45:07Danielle Hofer: do
- 45:07Danielle Hofer: this
- 45:07Danielle Hofer: episode.
- 45:08Danielle Hofer: We've
- 45:08Danielle Hofer: given
- 45:09Danielle Hofer: you,
- 45:09Danielle Hofer: we've
- 45:09Danielle Hofer: shared
- 45:10Danielle Hofer: so
- 45:10Danielle Hofer: much
- 45:11Danielle Hofer: stuff
- 45:12Danielle Hofer: so
- 45:12Danielle Hofer: far,
- 45:13Danielle Hofer: but
- 45:13Danielle Hofer: gatekeeping.
- 45:15Danielle Hofer: The
- 45:15Danielle Hofer: word
- 45:16Danielle Hofer: gatekeeping
- 45:17Danielle Hofer: has
- 45:17Danielle Hofer: been
- 45:17Danielle Hofer: on
- 45:18Danielle Hofer: my
- 45:18Danielle Hofer: heart
- 45:18Danielle Hofer: and
- 45:18Danielle Hofer: I
- 45:18Danielle Hofer: sent,
- 45:18Danielle Hofer: I
- 45:19Danielle Hofer: sent,
- 45:19Danielle Hofer: uh,
- 45:19Danielle Hofer: Laura
- 45:20Danielle Hofer: a
- 45:20Danielle Hofer: Voxer
- 45:21Danielle Hofer: message
- 45:21Danielle Hofer: one
- 45:21Danielle Hofer: day
- 45:22Danielle Hofer: and
- 45:23Danielle Hofer: she
- 45:23Danielle Hofer: used
- 45:24Danielle Hofer: the
- 45:24Danielle Hofer: word
- 45:24Danielle Hofer: gatekeeping
- 45:25Danielle Hofer: on
- 45:25Danielle Hofer: something
- 45:25Danielle Hofer: and
- 45:25Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 45:25Danielle Hofer: like,
- 45:25Danielle Hofer: wait
- 45:26Danielle Hofer: a
- 45:26Danielle Hofer: minute,
- 45:26Danielle Hofer: God's
- 45:26Danielle Hofer: been
- 45:26Danielle Hofer: talking
- 45:27Danielle Hofer: to
- 45:27Danielle Hofer: me
- 45:27Danielle Hofer: about
- 45:28Danielle Hofer: gatekeeping.
- 45:29Danielle Hofer: And
- 45:30Danielle Hofer: for
- 45:31Danielle Hofer: me,
- 45:31Danielle Hofer: I
- 45:31Danielle Hofer: thought,
- 45:32Danielle Hofer: like,
- 45:33Danielle Hofer: for
- 45:33Danielle Hofer: me,
- 45:34Danielle Hofer: what
- 45:34Danielle Hofer: God's
- 45:34Danielle Hofer: been
- 45:34Danielle Hofer: showing
- 45:35Danielle Hofer: me
- 45:35Danielle Hofer: is
- 45:35Danielle Hofer: that
- 45:36Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 45:37Danielle Hofer: the
- 45:37Danielle Hofer: gatekeeper
- 45:37Danielle Hofer: of
- 45:37Danielle Hofer: my
- 45:38Danielle Hofer: home.
- 45:40Danielle Hofer: I,
- 45:40Danielle Hofer: so
- 45:41Danielle Hofer: again,
- 45:41Danielle Hofer: it
- 45:41Danielle Hofer: requires
- 45:41Danielle Hofer: me
- 45:42Danielle Hofer: to
- 45:42Danielle Hofer: slow
- 45:42Danielle Hofer: down.
- 45:43Danielle Hofer: It
- 45:43Danielle Hofer: requires
- 45:43Danielle Hofer: me
- 45:44Danielle Hofer: to
- 45:44Danielle Hofer: keep
- 45:45Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 45:45Danielle Hofer: tapping
- 45:45Danielle Hofer: into
- 45:46Danielle Hofer: being
- 45:46Danielle Hofer: a
- 45:46Danielle Hofer: born
- 45:47Danielle Hofer: learner
- 45:48Danielle Hofer: because
- 45:48Danielle Hofer: I
- 45:48Danielle Hofer: am
- 45:49Danielle Hofer: made
- 45:49Danielle Hofer: in
- 45:50Danielle Hofer: the
- 45:50Danielle Hofer: likeness
- 45:50Danielle Hofer: of
- 45:50Danielle Hofer: God.
- 45:51Danielle Hofer: So
- 45:51Danielle Hofer: I've
- 45:51Danielle Hofer: got
- 45:51Danielle Hofer: to
- 45:52Danielle Hofer: keep
- 45:52Danielle Hofer: learning
- 45:52Danielle Hofer: and
- 45:53Danielle Hofer: not
- 45:53Danielle Hofer: stay
- 45:53Danielle Hofer: the
- 45:53Danielle Hofer: same.
- 45:56Danielle Hofer: And
- 45:56Danielle Hofer: I
- 45:57Danielle Hofer: need
- 45:57Danielle Hofer: to
- 45:58Danielle Hofer: gatekeep
- 45:58Danielle Hofer: my
- 45:58Danielle Hofer: home.
- 46:00Danielle Hofer: And
- 46:00Danielle Hofer: I
- 46:01Danielle Hofer: never
- 46:01Danielle Hofer: thought
- 46:01Danielle Hofer: of
- 46:01Danielle Hofer: this
- 46:02Danielle Hofer: before.
- 46:03Danielle Hofer: And
- 46:03Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 46:03Danielle Hofer: like,
- 46:03Danielle Hofer: wait
- 46:04Danielle Hofer: a
- 46:04Danielle Hofer: minute,
- 46:05Danielle Hofer: I
- 46:06Danielle Hofer: need
- 46:06Danielle Hofer: to
- 46:06Danielle Hofer: control
- 46:06Danielle Hofer: what
- 46:07Danielle Hofer: is
- 46:07Danielle Hofer: coming
- 46:08Danielle Hofer: in
- 46:08Danielle Hofer: my
- 46:08Danielle Hofer: door
- 46:10Danielle Hofer: and
- 46:10Danielle Hofer: what's
- 46:10Danielle Hofer: going
- 46:10Danielle Hofer: out.
- 46:12Danielle Hofer: I
- 46:12Danielle Hofer: was
- 46:12Danielle Hofer: like,
- 46:13Danielle Hofer: Whoa.
- 46:17Danielle Hofer: I
- 46:17Danielle Hofer: was,
- 46:17Danielle Hofer: I
- 46:17Danielle Hofer: was
- 46:17Danielle Hofer: started
- 46:18Danielle Hofer: thinking
- 46:18Danielle Hofer: about
- 46:18Danielle Hofer: the
- 46:18Danielle Hofer: things
- 46:18Danielle Hofer: I
- 46:18Danielle Hofer: started
- 46:19Danielle Hofer: letting
- 46:19Danielle Hofer: in
- 46:19Danielle Hofer: my
- 46:19Danielle Hofer: home.
- 46:19Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 46:20Danielle Hofer: like,
- 46:20Danielle Hofer: whoa,
- 46:20Danielle Hofer: from
- 46:20Danielle Hofer: between
- 46:21Danielle Hofer: food.
- 46:21Danielle Hofer: Okay,
- 46:22Danielle Hofer: so
- 46:22Danielle Hofer: food,
- 46:23Danielle Hofer: people,
- 46:24Danielle Hofer: thoughts,
- 46:25Danielle Hofer: beliefs,
- 46:26Danielle Hofer: jokes
- 46:27Danielle Hofer: that
- 46:27Danielle Hofer: are
- 46:27Danielle Hofer: crude
- 46:28Danielle Hofer: and
- 46:28Danielle Hofer: not,
- 46:28Danielle Hofer: I
- 46:28Danielle Hofer: mean
- 46:29Danielle Hofer: that
- 46:29Danielle Hofer: are
- 46:29Danielle Hofer: funny,
- 46:30Danielle Hofer: but
- 46:30Danielle Hofer: they're
- 46:30Danielle Hofer: not
- 46:30Danielle Hofer: appropriate.
- 46:32Danielle Hofer: Like,
- 46:32Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 46:32Danielle Hofer: just
- 46:32Danielle Hofer: thinking
- 46:33Danielle Hofer: of
- 46:33Danielle Hofer: all
- 46:33Danielle Hofer: the
- 46:33Danielle Hofer: things
- 46:33Danielle Hofer: I've
- 46:34Danielle Hofer: started
- 46:34Danielle Hofer: letting
- 46:34Danielle Hofer: in
- 46:34Danielle Hofer: my
- 46:34Danielle Hofer: home.
- 46:36Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 46:36Danielle Hofer: like,
- 46:36Danielle Hofer: uh
- 46:36Danielle Hofer: oh,
- 46:38Danielle Hofer: I
- 46:39Danielle Hofer: have
- 46:39Danielle Hofer: gone
- 46:40Danielle Hofer: fast
- 46:40Danielle Hofer: again.
- 46:41Danielle Hofer: And
- 46:41Danielle Hofer: I
- 46:42Danielle Hofer: didn't
- 46:42Danielle Hofer: realize.
- 46:44Danielle Hofer: What
- 46:45Danielle Hofer: kind,
- 46:45Danielle Hofer: because
- 46:46Danielle Hofer: this
- 46:46Danielle Hofer: sounds
- 46:47Danielle Hofer: so,
- 46:47Danielle Hofer: I
- 46:47Danielle Hofer: don't
- 46:47Danielle Hofer: know,
- 46:47Danielle Hofer: this
- 46:48Danielle Hofer: probably
- 46:48Danielle Hofer: sounds
- 46:48Danielle Hofer: some,
- 46:49Danielle Hofer: somewhat
- 46:49Danielle Hofer: old
- 46:50Danielle Hofer: fashioned
- 46:50Danielle Hofer: to
- 46:50Danielle Hofer: some
- 46:51Danielle Hofer: people
- 46:51Danielle Hofer: or
- 46:52Danielle Hofer: super
- 46:52Danielle Hofer: crazy
- 46:53Danielle Hofer: to
- 46:53Danielle Hofer: some
- 46:53Danielle Hofer: people,
- 46:54Danielle Hofer: but
- 46:54Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 46:54Danielle Hofer: like,
- 46:55Danielle Hofer: I
- 46:57Danielle Hofer: don't
- 46:57Danielle Hofer: want
- 46:57Danielle Hofer: my
- 46:57Danielle Hofer: kids
- 46:59Danielle Hofer: exposed
- 47:00Danielle Hofer: to
- 47:00Danielle Hofer: certain
- 47:01Danielle Hofer: things
- 47:03Danielle Hofer: out
- 47:03Danielle Hofer: of
- 47:03Danielle Hofer: protection.
- 47:05Danielle Hofer: I
- 47:05Danielle Hofer: want
- 47:06Danielle Hofer: them
- 47:06Danielle Hofer: to
- 47:06Danielle Hofer: have
- 47:07Danielle Hofer: the
- 47:07Danielle Hofer: tools
- 47:08Danielle Hofer: necessary
- 47:09Danielle Hofer: to
- 47:09Danielle Hofer: be
- 47:09Danielle Hofer: able
- 47:10Danielle Hofer: to
- 47:10Danielle Hofer: face
- 47:10Danielle Hofer: certain
- 47:10Danielle Hofer: things.
- 47:13Danielle Hofer: out
- 47:13Danielle Hofer: in
- 47:13Danielle Hofer: public
- 47:13Danielle Hofer: and
- 47:13Danielle Hofer: not
- 47:14Danielle Hofer: just
- 47:14Danielle Hofer: make
- 47:14Danielle Hofer: it,
- 47:15Danielle Hofer: not
- 47:15Danielle Hofer: just
- 47:15Danielle Hofer: make
- 47:15Danielle Hofer: it
- 47:15Danielle Hofer: a
- 47:15Danielle Hofer: political
- 47:16Danielle Hofer: issue
- 47:16Danielle Hofer: or
- 47:17Danielle Hofer: not
- 47:17Danielle Hofer: just
- 47:17Danielle Hofer: make
- 47:17Danielle Hofer: it,
- 47:17Danielle Hofer: you
- 47:17Danielle Hofer: know
- 47:17Danielle Hofer: what
- 47:18Danielle Hofer: I
- 47:18Danielle Hofer: mean?
- 47:18Danielle Hofer: Like
- 47:18Danielle Hofer: not,
- 47:19Danielle Hofer: not
- 47:20Danielle Hofer: just
- 47:20Danielle Hofer: chalk
- 47:20Danielle Hofer: it
- 47:20Danielle Hofer: up
- 47:20Danielle Hofer: to
- 47:20Danielle Hofer: politics,
- 47:21Danielle Hofer: but
- 47:21Danielle Hofer: actually
- 47:21Danielle Hofer: say,
- 47:22Danielle Hofer: this
- 47:22Danielle Hofer: is
- 47:22Danielle Hofer: spiritual
- 47:23Danielle Hofer: warfare.
- 47:25Danielle Hofer: I
- 47:26Danielle Hofer: need
- 47:26Danielle Hofer: to
- 47:28Danielle Hofer: gatekeep
- 47:29Danielle Hofer: as
- 47:29Danielle Hofer: a
- 47:29Danielle Hofer: way
- 47:29Danielle Hofer: of
- 47:29Danielle Hofer: protection,
- 47:31Danielle Hofer: not
- 47:32Danielle Hofer: as
- 47:32Danielle Hofer: a
- 47:32Danielle Hofer: way
- 47:32Danielle Hofer: of
- 47:33Danielle Hofer: the
- 47:33Danielle Hofer: us
- 47:33Danielle Hofer: versus
- 47:34Danielle Hofer: them.
- 47:35Danielle Hofer: I
- 47:35Danielle Hofer: don't
- 47:35Danielle Hofer: know
- 47:35Danielle Hofer: if
- 47:35Danielle Hofer: that
- 47:35Danielle Hofer: makes
- 47:36Danielle Hofer: sense.
- 47:39It
- 47:39does.
- 47:39And
- 47:40I
- 47:40think
- 47:40the
- 47:41reason
- 47:41it
- 47:42came
- 47:42up
- 47:42in
- 47:42our
- 47:42conversation
- 47:44previously
- 47:44is
- 47:44because,
- 47:45um,
- 47:46I
- 47:46went
- 47:46on
- 47:46a
- 47:46rant
- 47:47a
- 47:47little
- 47:47bit
- 47:47because
- 47:49there's
- 47:49this
- 47:50very
- 47:51trendy
- 47:52thought
- 47:53out
- 47:53there
- 47:53right
- 47:54now.
- 47:54It
- 47:54has
- 47:54been
- 47:54for
- 47:55a
- 47:55while
- 47:56that,
- 47:56um,
- 47:56Um,
- 47:57and
- 47:57so
- 47:57gate,
- 47:57that,
- 47:58that
- 47:58word
- 47:58gatekeeping
- 47:58is
- 47:59used
- 47:59in
- 47:59a
- 47:59derogatory
- 48:00sense
- 48:00Yes.
- 48:01About
- 48:01people
- 48:03who,
- 48:03um,
- 48:04require
- 48:04payment
- 48:05for
- 48:05their
- 48:05information
- 48:06or
- 48:06services.
- 48:08And
- 48:08so
- 48:08I,
- 48:09I
- 48:09see
- 48:09it
- 48:09all,
- 48:09I
- 48:09know
- 48:10you
- 48:10see
- 48:10it
- 48:10in
- 48:10the,
- 48:11like
- 48:11in
- 48:11the
- 48:11health
- 48:12and
- 48:12wellness
- 48:12world,
- 48:13um,
- 48:14especially
- 48:14on
- 48:14social
- 48:15media
- 48:15there.
- 48:16'cause
- 48:16there
- 48:16are
- 48:16so
- 48:16many
- 48:17influencers
- 48:17who
- 48:17just
- 48:18give
- 48:18the
- 48:18stuff
- 48:18for
- 48:18free.
- 48:19I'm
- 48:19doing
- 48:19air
- 48:19quotes
- 48:20right
- 48:20now,
- 48:21Um,
- 48:22and
- 48:22I
- 48:23see
- 48:23I
- 48:23am
- 48:24an
- 48:24avid
- 48:24gardener,
- 48:24so
- 48:25I
- 48:25see
- 48:25it
- 48:25a
- 48:25lot
- 48:26in
- 48:26the
- 48:26gardening
- 48:26world.
- 48:28I'm
- 48:28homeschool
- 48:28coach.
- 48:28I
- 48:29see
- 48:29it
- 48:29in
- 48:29the
- 48:29homeschool
- 48:29world.
- 48:30And
- 48:30there's
- 48:31this
- 48:31in
- 48:31these
- 48:31it'll
- 48:32you'll
- 48:32see
- 48:32it
- 48:32pop
- 48:33up
- 48:33in
- 48:33social
- 48:33media
- 48:34posts
- 48:34or
- 48:34in
- 48:34forums
- 48:35or
- 48:35in
- 48:35Facebook
- 48:35groups,
- 48:36free
- 48:37Facebook
- 48:37groups,
- 48:38where
- 48:38people
- 48:39will
- 48:39say,
- 48:40Oh,
- 48:40I
- 48:40get
- 48:40so
- 48:41tired
- 48:41of
- 48:41people
- 48:42gatekeeping
- 48:43this
- 48:43knowledge.
- 48:44It
- 48:44should
- 48:45be
- 48:45available
- 48:46to
- 48:46everyone,
- 48:47like
- 48:47how
- 48:48to
- 48:48build
- 48:48a
- 48:48sustainable
- 48:49garden
- 48:50or
- 48:50have
- 48:50a
- 48:50small
- 48:51homestead
- 48:51that
- 48:52should
- 48:52be
- 48:52like,
- 48:53that's
- 48:53such
- 48:53a
- 48:53good.
- 48:54useful
- 48:55thing.
- 48:56There's
- 48:56so
- 48:56many
- 48:56people
- 48:57who
- 48:57need
- 48:57that.
- 48:57It
- 48:57should
- 48:57be
- 48:58available
- 48:58to
- 48:58anyone
- 48:59who
- 48:59wants
- 48:59to
- 48:59learn
- 48:59about
- 49:00it.
- 49:00Or
- 49:00homeschooling.
- 49:02Anybody
- 49:02who
- 49:02wants
- 49:03to
- 49:03homeschool
- 49:03should
- 49:03learn
- 49:04about,
- 49:04like,
- 49:04how
- 49:05to
- 49:05do
- 49:05this.
- 49:05There
- 49:06shouldn't
- 49:06be
- 49:06anybody
- 49:06gatekeeping
- 49:07information
- 49:08or
- 49:08knowledge
- 49:09or
- 49:09charging
- 49:10for
- 49:10it
- 49:10or
- 49:11with
- 49:11being
- 49:11well.
- 49:12Like,
- 49:13everyone
- 49:13deserves
- 49:14to
- 49:14be
- 49:14healthy
- 49:15and
- 49:15well.
- 49:16And
- 49:16to
- 49:17that
- 49:17I
- 49:17say,
- 49:18You
- 49:19can.
- 49:19You
- 49:20can
- 49:20go
- 49:20out
- 49:20there
- 49:21in
- 49:21the
- 49:21world
- 49:21of
- 49:22literally
- 49:22infinite
- 49:23information
- 49:24and
- 49:24have
- 49:24at
- 49:25it.
- 49:25You
- 49:25can
- 49:26go
- 49:26through
- 49:26it
- 49:26if
- 49:27you
- 49:27want
- 49:28to
- 49:28wade
- 49:29through,
- 49:30like,
- 49:31millions
- 49:32of
- 49:33hours
- 49:34of
- 49:34information.
- 49:36and
- 49:36millions
- 49:36of
- 49:37words
- 49:37of
- 49:37information.
- 49:38And
- 49:39if
- 49:39you
- 49:39want
- 49:40to
- 49:40bear
- 49:40the,
- 49:40like,
- 49:41as
- 49:41a
- 49:41novice,
- 49:42as
- 49:42a
- 49:42novice,
- 49:43um,
- 49:44like
- 49:45person
- 49:45who's
- 49:45trying
- 49:46to
- 49:46be
- 49:46more
- 49:46healthy
- 49:46or
- 49:46as
- 49:47a
- 49:47novice
- 49:47homeschooler
- 49:48or
- 49:48a
- 49:48novice
- 49:48gardener,
- 49:50the,
- 49:50the
- 49:50challenge
- 49:51is
- 49:52if
- 49:52we
- 49:52are
- 49:52novices,
- 49:53and
- 49:54this
- 49:54is
- 49:54true
- 49:54for
- 49:54our
- 49:54children
- 49:55who
- 49:55are
- 49:55growing
- 49:55up
- 49:55in
- 49:56our
- 49:56homes,
- 49:56they're
- 49:56novices
- 49:57at
- 49:57being
- 49:58human,
- 49:58right?
- 49:59Um,
- 50:01when
- 50:01we
- 50:01are
- 50:01novices,
- 50:02we
- 50:03lack
- 50:03wisdom.
- 50:05We
- 50:05are
- 50:05growing
- 50:06in
- 50:06it
- 50:06by
- 50:07the
- 50:07grace
- 50:07of
- 50:07God
- 50:08and
- 50:09like
- 50:09if
- 50:09we,
- 50:09you
- 50:09know,
- 50:10have
- 50:10humble
- 50:10hearts
- 50:11and
- 50:11have,
- 50:11um,
- 50:12good
- 50:12leadership
- 50:13in
- 50:13our
- 50:13lives
- 50:13and
- 50:13are
- 50:14yielding
- 50:14to
- 50:15the
- 50:15Holy
- 50:15Spirit,
- 50:15we
- 50:16grow
- 50:16in
- 50:16wisdom.
- 50:17But
- 50:18there
- 50:18are
- 50:18other
- 50:19people
- 50:19who
- 50:20have
- 50:20more
- 50:20wisdom
- 50:21than
- 50:21we
- 50:21do
- 50:22and
- 50:22more
- 50:22experience
- 50:23than
- 50:23we
- 50:23do.
- 50:24And
- 50:25they
- 50:25are
- 50:26the
- 50:26ones.
- 50:26that
- 50:27it
- 50:27is
- 50:27prudent
- 50:28to
- 50:28trust
- 50:29them
- 50:30in
- 50:30saying
- 50:31this
- 50:31is
- 50:31bad
- 50:31information
- 50:32and
- 50:32that
- 50:33over
- 50:33there
- 50:33is
- 50:33better
- 50:34information
- 50:35and
- 50:35this
- 50:35over
- 50:35here
- 50:35is
- 50:35the
- 50:36best
- 50:36way
- 50:36to
- 50:37do
- 50:37it.
- 50:38And
- 50:38like,
- 50:38how
- 50:39much
- 50:39faster
- 50:40and
- 50:40more
- 50:40fruitful
- 50:41is
- 50:41our
- 50:41growth
- 50:42when
- 50:42we
- 50:42have
- 50:43someone
- 50:43gatekeeping
- 50:44knowledge
- 50:44for
- 50:45us?
- 50:46When
- 50:46I,
- 50:46like,
- 50:47when
- 50:47I
- 50:47trust
- 50:47people
- 50:48to
- 50:48lead
- 50:48me,
- 50:49I
- 50:49do
- 50:49not
- 50:50want
- 50:50them
- 50:50to
- 50:51give
- 50:51me
- 50:51all
- 50:51the
- 50:51information
- 50:52all
- 50:52at
- 50:53once.
- 50:53I
- 50:53do
- 50:54not
- 50:54like,
- 50:55like,
- 50:55just.
- 50:56I
- 50:56do
- 50:56not
- 50:57want
- 50:57people
- 50:57to
- 50:57leave
- 50:58me
- 50:58and
- 50:58say,
- 50:58okay,
- 50:58go
- 50:58do
- 50:59a
- 50:59Google
- 50:59search
- 50:59and
- 51:00see
- 51:00what
- 51:00you
- 51:00find.
- 51:01No,
- 51:02it's
- 51:02not,
- 51:03that's
- 51:03not
- 51:03going
- 51:03to
- 51:03help
- 51:04me
- 51:04in
- 51:04my,
- 51:05in
- 51:05like,
- 51:06when
- 51:06I'm
- 51:06learning
- 51:07and
- 51:07like,
- 51:07learning
- 51:08how
- 51:08to
- 51:08lead
- 51:08my
- 51:08family
- 51:09or
- 51:09do
- 51:09other
- 51:09things.
- 51:10I
- 51:11don't
- 51:11want
- 51:11to
- 51:11go
- 51:11wade
- 51:11into
- 51:12the,
- 51:12the
- 51:12World
- 51:13Wide
- 51:13Web
- 51:13of,
- 51:14Like
- 51:14helpfulness,
- 51:15you
- 51:15know,
- 51:16another
- 51:16air
- 51:16quote,
- 51:17like
- 51:17all
- 51:18these
- 51:18helpful
- 51:18tips
- 51:18and
- 51:19tricks
- 51:20like
- 51:20that
- 51:20is,
- 51:21that
- 51:21is,
- 51:22I
- 51:22think
- 51:22a
- 51:22lot
- 51:22of
- 51:22the
- 51:23women
- 51:23who
- 51:23come
- 51:23to
- 51:23you,
- 51:24right,
- 51:24Danielle,
- 51:24they've
- 51:25tried
- 51:25so
- 51:25many
- 51:26things.
- 51:26Yep.
- 51:28And
- 51:28it
- 51:28hasn't
- 51:28worked,
- 51:29has
- 51:29it?
- 51:29Nope.
- 51:31Danielle Hofer: Nope.
- 51:31Danielle Hofer: And
- 51:31Danielle Hofer: that
- 51:31Danielle Hofer: gatekeeping
- 51:32Danielle Hofer: of
- 51:33Danielle Hofer: like,
- 51:33Danielle Hofer: I
- 51:33Danielle Hofer: do
- 51:34Danielle Hofer: have
- 51:34Danielle Hofer: like
- 51:34Danielle Hofer: when.
- 51:35Danielle Hofer: People
- 51:35Danielle Hofer: join
- 51:36Danielle Hofer: the
- 51:36Danielle Hofer: wilderness
- 51:36Danielle Hofer: of
- 51:36Danielle Hofer: wellness
- 51:37Danielle Hofer: that
- 51:37Danielle Hofer: the
- 51:37Danielle Hofer: phase
- 51:38Danielle Hofer: one
- 51:38Danielle Hofer: of
- 51:38Danielle Hofer: my
- 51:38Danielle Hofer: success
- 51:39Danielle Hofer: path
- 51:39Danielle Hofer: is
- 51:39Danielle Hofer: about
- 51:39Danielle Hofer: the
- 51:39Danielle Hofer: mindset.
- 51:41Danielle Hofer: I
- 51:41Danielle Hofer: have
- 51:41Danielle Hofer: people
- 51:42Danielle Hofer: that
- 51:42Danielle Hofer: will
- 51:42Danielle Hofer: send
- 51:42Danielle Hofer: emails
- 51:43Danielle Hofer: and
- 51:43Danielle Hofer: like,
- 51:43Danielle Hofer: I
- 51:43Danielle Hofer: thought
- 51:43Danielle Hofer: I
- 51:43Danielle Hofer: was
- 51:43Danielle Hofer: going
- 51:44Danielle Hofer: to
- 51:44Danielle Hofer: lose
- 51:44Danielle Hofer: weight
- 51:44Danielle Hofer: and
- 51:44Danielle Hofer: start
- 51:44Danielle Hofer: learning
- 51:45Danielle Hofer: how
- 51:45Danielle Hofer: to
- 51:45Danielle Hofer: eat
- 51:45Danielle Hofer: right
- 51:45Danielle Hofer: away.
- 51:45Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 51:45Danielle Hofer: like,
- 51:46Danielle Hofer: okay,
- 51:46Danielle Hofer: that's
- 51:46Danielle Hofer: cool.
- 51:46Danielle Hofer: Did
- 51:46Danielle Hofer: that
- 51:46Danielle Hofer: work
- 51:47Danielle Hofer: first?
- 51:47Danielle Hofer: It
- 51:48Danielle Hofer: didn't.
- 51:49Danielle Hofer: So
- 51:49Danielle Hofer: that's
- 51:50Danielle Hofer: why
- 51:50Danielle Hofer: phase
- 51:51Danielle Hofer: one
- 51:51Danielle Hofer: is
- 51:51Danielle Hofer: not
- 51:51Danielle Hofer: about
- 51:51Danielle Hofer: the
- 51:51Danielle Hofer: habits.
- 51:53Danielle Hofer: If
- 51:53Danielle Hofer: you
- 51:53Danielle Hofer: want
- 51:53Danielle Hofer: to
- 51:54Danielle Hofer: start
- 51:54Danielle Hofer: the
- 51:54Danielle Hofer: habits,
- 51:54Danielle Hofer: that's
- 51:54Danielle Hofer: what
- 51:54Danielle Hofer: the
- 51:55Danielle Hofer: monthly
- 51:55Danielle Hofer: challenge
- 51:55Danielle Hofer: is
- 51:55Danielle Hofer: for.
- 51:56Danielle Hofer: But
- 51:57Danielle Hofer: it's
- 51:57Danielle Hofer: like
- 51:57Danielle Hofer: that
- 51:58Danielle Hofer: piece
- 51:58Danielle Hofer: that
- 51:58Danielle Hofer: we
- 51:58Danielle Hofer: think
- 51:59Danielle Hofer: that
- 51:59Danielle Hofer: we
- 51:59Danielle Hofer: are
- 51:59Danielle Hofer: ready
- 51:59Danielle Hofer: for
- 52:00Danielle Hofer: so
- 52:00Danielle Hofer: much
- 52:00Danielle Hofer: more.
- 52:02Danielle Hofer: There's
- 52:02Danielle Hofer: no
- 52:02Danielle Hofer: protection.
- 52:04Danielle Hofer: From
- 52:04Danielle Hofer: ourselves.
- 52:06Danielle Hofer: And
- 52:06Danielle Hofer: that's
- 52:06Danielle Hofer: what
- 52:06Danielle Hofer: gatekeeping
- 52:07Danielle Hofer: is.
- 52:07Danielle Hofer: It's
- 52:07Danielle Hofer: protection
- 52:08Danielle Hofer: against
- 52:08Danielle Hofer: ourselves.
- 52:10Danielle Hofer: That's
- 52:11Danielle Hofer: what
- 52:11Danielle Hofer: surrender
- 52:12Danielle Hofer: is.
- 52:12Danielle Hofer: That's
- 52:13Danielle Hofer: what
- 52:13Danielle Hofer: asking
- 52:13Danielle Hofer: for
- 52:13Danielle Hofer: help,
- 52:14Danielle Hofer: like
- 52:14Danielle Hofer: your
- 52:14Danielle Hofer: coach
- 52:15Danielle Hofer: or
- 52:15Danielle Hofer: your
- 52:15Danielle Hofer: mentor
- 52:16Danielle Hofer: or
- 52:16Danielle Hofer: your
- 52:16Danielle Hofer: practitioner
- 52:17Danielle Hofer: or
- 52:17Danielle Hofer: whatever
- 52:18Danielle Hofer: it
- 52:18Danielle Hofer: is
- 52:19Danielle Hofer: should
- 52:19Danielle Hofer: be
- 52:19Danielle Hofer: there
- 52:20Danielle Hofer: to
- 52:20Danielle Hofer: gatekeep
- 52:21Danielle Hofer: you.
- 52:22Danielle Hofer: And
- 52:22Danielle Hofer: that's
- 52:22Danielle Hofer: what
- 52:22Danielle Hofer: I
- 52:22Danielle Hofer: tell
- 52:22Danielle Hofer: my,
- 52:23Danielle Hofer: as
- 52:23Danielle Hofer: soon
- 52:23Danielle Hofer: as
- 52:23Danielle Hofer: I
- 52:23Danielle Hofer: go
- 52:23Danielle Hofer: and
- 52:23Danielle Hofer: hire
- 52:24Danielle Hofer: somebody,
- 52:24Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 52:24Danielle Hofer: like,
- 52:25Danielle Hofer: Protect
- 52:25Danielle Hofer: me
- 52:25Danielle Hofer: from
- 52:25Danielle Hofer: myself.
- 52:26Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 52:26Danielle Hofer: going
- 52:27Danielle Hofer: to
- 52:27Danielle Hofer: trust
- 52:27Danielle Hofer: you.
- 52:28Danielle Hofer: And
- 52:28Danielle Hofer: I
- 52:29Danielle Hofer: need
- 52:29Danielle Hofer: you
- 52:29Danielle Hofer: to
- 52:29Danielle Hofer: lead
- 52:29Danielle Hofer: me
- 52:30Danielle Hofer: in
- 52:30Danielle Hofer: the
- 52:30Danielle Hofer: next
- 52:31Danielle Hofer: best
- 52:31Danielle Hofer: step
- 52:32Danielle Hofer: because
- 52:32Danielle Hofer: I
- 52:32Danielle Hofer: will
- 52:33Danielle Hofer: go
- 52:33Danielle Hofer: above
- 52:33Danielle Hofer: and
- 52:33Danielle Hofer: beyond.
- 52:34Danielle Hofer: It's
- 52:34Danielle Hofer: that
- 52:34Danielle Hofer: perfectionism
- 52:34Danielle Hofer: thing.
- 52:35Danielle Hofer: It's
- 52:35Danielle Hofer: that
- 52:35Danielle Hofer: first
- 52:35Danielle Hofer: child
- 52:36Danielle Hofer: thing.
- 52:36Danielle Hofer: It's
- 52:36Danielle Hofer: that,
- 52:36Danielle Hofer: you
- 52:36Danielle Hofer: know,
- 52:37Danielle Hofer: constantly
- 52:38Danielle Hofer: got
- 52:38Danielle Hofer: to
- 52:38Danielle Hofer: move
- 52:38Danielle Hofer: and
- 52:38Danielle Hofer: do
- 52:38Danielle Hofer: things.
- 52:39Danielle Hofer: I
- 52:40Danielle Hofer: need
- 52:40Danielle Hofer: protected
- 52:40Danielle Hofer: against
- 52:41Danielle Hofer: myself.
- 52:43Danielle Hofer: I
- 52:43Danielle Hofer: know,
- 52:44Danielle Hofer: even
- 52:44Danielle Hofer: though
- 52:44Danielle Hofer: that
- 52:45Danielle Hofer: I
- 52:45Danielle Hofer: am
- 52:46Danielle Hofer: a
- 52:46Danielle Hofer: practitioner,
- 52:47Danielle Hofer: I
- 52:48Danielle Hofer: need
- 52:48Danielle Hofer: practitioners
- 52:48Danielle Hofer: to
- 52:49Danielle Hofer: take
- 52:49Danielle Hofer: care
- 52:49Danielle Hofer: of
- 52:49Danielle Hofer: me
- 52:50Danielle Hofer: because
- 52:51Danielle Hofer: I
- 52:51Danielle Hofer: am
- 52:51Danielle Hofer: not
- 52:51Danielle Hofer: unbiased.
- 52:52Danielle Hofer: I
- 52:52Danielle Hofer: am
- 52:52Danielle Hofer: biased.
- 52:54Danielle Hofer: And
- 52:54Danielle Hofer: I
- 52:54Danielle Hofer: am
- 52:54Danielle Hofer: going
- 52:55Danielle Hofer: to
- 52:55Danielle Hofer: have,
- 52:55Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 52:55Danielle Hofer: going
- 52:55Danielle Hofer: to
- 52:55Danielle Hofer: come
- 52:56Danielle Hofer: to
- 52:56Danielle Hofer: the
- 52:56Danielle Hofer: table
- 52:56Danielle Hofer: thinking
- 52:57Danielle Hofer: I
- 52:57Danielle Hofer: know
- 52:57Danielle Hofer: one
- 52:57Danielle Hofer: thing,
- 52:58Danielle Hofer: but
- 52:59Danielle Hofer: really,
- 52:59Danielle Hofer: I
- 52:59Danielle Hofer: have
- 53:00Danielle Hofer: missed
- 53:00Danielle Hofer: all
- 53:00Danielle Hofer: these
- 53:00Danielle Hofer: other
- 53:00Danielle Hofer: steps.
- 53:02Danielle Hofer: And
- 53:03Danielle Hofer: while
- 53:03Danielle Hofer: I
- 53:03Danielle Hofer: can't,
- 53:03Danielle Hofer: of
- 53:03Danielle Hofer: course
- 53:04Danielle Hofer: I
- 53:04Danielle Hofer: could
- 53:04Danielle Hofer: take
- 53:04Danielle Hofer: care
- 53:04Danielle Hofer: of
- 53:04Danielle Hofer: myself,
- 53:05Danielle Hofer: but
- 53:05Danielle Hofer: it's,
- 53:05Danielle Hofer: it's,
- 53:06Danielle Hofer: I
- 53:07Danielle Hofer: would
- 53:07Danielle Hofer: say
- 53:07Danielle Hofer: more
- 53:07Danielle Hofer: responsible
- 53:08Danielle Hofer: and
- 53:08Danielle Hofer: more
- 53:08Danielle Hofer: mature
- 53:09Danielle Hofer: to
- 53:09Danielle Hofer: have
- 53:09Danielle Hofer: someone
- 53:10Danielle Hofer: gatekeep
- 53:10Danielle Hofer: information
- 53:11Danielle Hofer: from
- 53:11Danielle Hofer: me
- 53:12Danielle Hofer: and
- 53:12Danielle Hofer: give
- 53:12Danielle Hofer: it
- 53:12Danielle Hofer: to
- 53:12Danielle Hofer: me
- 53:13Danielle Hofer: when
- 53:13Danielle Hofer: I
- 53:13Danielle Hofer: need
- 53:14Danielle Hofer: it.
- 53:15Danielle Hofer: And
- 53:15Danielle Hofer: I
- 53:15Danielle Hofer: think
- 53:15Danielle Hofer: so
- 53:15much
- 53:15more
- 53:16helpful.
- 53:16It's
- 53:17like,
- 53:18it's
- 53:18so
- 53:18much
- 53:18more
- 53:19empowering
- 53:20too,
- 53:20isn't
- 53:20it?
- 53:20To
- 53:21be
- 53:21able
- 53:21to
- 53:21experience
- 53:22success
- 53:23more
- 53:23quickly.
- 53:24And
- 53:25to
- 53:25have
- 53:25those
- 53:25quick
- 53:26wins
- 53:26where,
- 53:27like,
- 53:27your
- 53:27leader
- 53:28or
- 53:28coach
- 53:29or
- 53:29practitioner
- 53:29says,
- 53:30I'm
- 53:31looking
- 53:31at
- 53:31what
- 53:31you're
- 53:31doing,
- 53:32and
- 53:32this
- 53:32is
- 53:32the,
- 53:33this
- 53:33one
- 53:34thing
- 53:34that,
- 53:35oh
- 53:35gosh,
- 53:35it's
- 53:35so
- 53:36hard,
- 53:36isn't
- 53:36it?
- 53:36To
- 53:36think
- 53:37of,
- 53:37like,
- 53:37doing
- 53:38less
- 53:38is
- 53:39accelerating
- 53:39us
- 53:40forward.
- 53:41Danielle Hofer: That's,
- 53:41again,
- 53:42that's
- 53:42another
- 53:42thing
- 53:42that's
- 53:43the
- 53:43opposite
- 53:43of
- 53:43what
- 53:43the
- 53:43world
- 53:44says.
- 53:44Back
- 53:44when
- 53:44I
- 53:44was
- 53:45talking
- 53:45about
- 53:46my
- 53:46life
- 53:46before,
- 53:47going
- 53:47fast,
- 53:48doing
- 53:48more,
- 53:49thinking
- 53:49the
- 53:49more
- 53:49stuff
- 53:50I
- 53:50check
- 53:50off
- 53:50my
- 53:50list,
- 53:51the
- 53:51more
- 53:51important
- 53:52or
- 53:52more
- 53:52loved
- 53:53I
- 53:53will
- 53:53be.
- 53:54It's
- 53:54like,
- 53:54no,
- 53:55like
- 53:55weaning
- 53:55things
- 53:56out,
- 53:57let's
- 53:57say,
- 53:58let's
- 53:58shove
- 53:58the
- 53:58whole
- 53:58rest
- 53:59of
- 53:59the
- 53:59internet
- 53:59to
- 54:00the
- 54:00side.
- 54:01You
- 54:01don't
- 54:01need
- 54:01it.
- 54:02It's
- 54:02not
- 54:03helping
- 54:03you
- 54:04and
- 54:04this
- 54:04like
- 54:04this
- 54:05one
- 54:05small
- 54:06thing
- 54:07is
- 54:07the
- 54:07thing
- 54:07that's
- 54:07going
- 54:08to
- 54:08help
- 54:08you
- 54:08move
- 54:08forward
- 54:09and
- 54:09like
- 54:09you
- 54:09said
- 54:10that
- 54:10we
- 54:10could
- 54:10do
- 54:10like
- 54:11do
- 54:11that
- 54:11well
- 54:11in
- 54:11our
- 54:12homes
- 54:12to
- 54:12as
- 54:13moms
- 54:14like
- 54:14say
- 54:15like
- 54:15you
- 54:15said
- 54:15this
- 54:16is
- 54:16all
- 54:16the
- 54:16stuff
- 54:16there's
- 54:17a
- 54:17ton
- 54:17of
- 54:17stuff.
- 54:18I
- 54:18do
- 54:18not
- 54:19want
- 54:19in
- 54:19my
- 54:19home.
- 54:20I
- 54:20didn't
- 54:20want
- 54:21not
- 54:21want
- 54:22my
- 54:22kids
- 54:22have
- 54:22their
- 54:23entire
- 54:23adult
- 54:23lives
- 54:24to
- 54:24be
- 54:24in
- 54:24the
- 54:25world.
- 54:25Danielle Hofer: Yes.
- 54:26I
- 54:26don't
- 54:26want
- 54:27them
- 54:27to
- 54:27be
- 54:28inundated
- 54:29with
- 54:29crap.
- 54:30I
- 54:30want
- 54:30to
- 54:31build
- 54:31them
- 54:31up
- 54:31and
- 54:32fortify
- 54:32them
- 54:33with
- 54:33their
- 54:33faith
- 54:34in
- 54:34the
- 54:34Lord
- 54:34first,
- 54:35and
- 54:35then
- 54:36bit
- 54:36by
- 54:36bit
- 54:36have
- 54:37them
- 54:37try
- 54:37that
- 54:37out
- 54:38so
- 54:38that
- 54:38I
- 54:38can
- 54:38help
- 54:38them.
- 54:39And
- 54:39then
- 54:39one
- 54:40day,
- 54:40they
- 54:40will
- 54:41be
- 54:41able
- 54:41to
- 54:42be
- 54:42a
- 54:42gatekeeper
- 54:43in
- 54:43their
- 54:43own
- 54:43home.
- 54:44But
- 54:44that
- 54:44day
- 54:44is
- 54:44not
- 54:45today.
- 54:45Danielle Hofer: No.
- 54:47Danielle Hofer: And
- 54:47Danielle Hofer: that's
- 54:47Danielle Hofer: something
- 54:47Danielle Hofer: too,
- 54:48Danielle Hofer: I,
- 54:48Danielle Hofer: and
- 54:48Danielle Hofer: I
- 54:48Danielle Hofer: don't
- 54:48Danielle Hofer: know
- 54:48Danielle Hofer: if
- 54:48Danielle Hofer: you
- 54:49Danielle Hofer: want
- 54:49Danielle Hofer: to
- 54:49Danielle Hofer: touch
- 54:49Danielle Hofer: on
- 54:49Danielle Hofer: this,
- 54:49Danielle Hofer: but,
- 54:50Danielle Hofer: you
- 54:50Danielle Hofer: know,
- 54:50Danielle Hofer: there
- 54:51Danielle Hofer: are,
- 54:52Danielle Hofer: Some
- 54:52Danielle Hofer: people
- 54:52Danielle Hofer: that
- 54:52Danielle Hofer: say
- 54:53Danielle Hofer: that
- 54:53Danielle Hofer: we
- 54:53Danielle Hofer: need
- 54:54Danielle Hofer: to
- 54:54Danielle Hofer: be,
- 54:55Danielle Hofer: um,
- 54:57Danielle Hofer: we
- 54:57Danielle Hofer: need
- 54:57Danielle Hofer: to
- 54:57Danielle Hofer: offer
- 54:58Danielle Hofer: our
- 54:58Danielle Hofer: kids,
- 54:59Danielle Hofer: uh,
- 54:59Danielle Hofer: the
- 54:59Danielle Hofer: opportunity
- 55:00Danielle Hofer: to
- 55:00Danielle Hofer: go
- 55:00Danielle Hofer: to
- 55:00Danielle Hofer: public
- 55:01Danielle Hofer: school
- 55:01Danielle Hofer: or
- 55:02Danielle Hofer: to
- 55:02Danielle Hofer: be
- 55:02Danielle Hofer: in,
- 55:02Danielle Hofer: in
- 55:03Danielle Hofer: their
- 55:03Danielle Hofer: schools
- 55:04Danielle Hofer: and,
- 55:05Danielle Hofer: um,
- 55:06Danielle Hofer: they,
- 55:07Danielle Hofer: they
- 55:07Danielle Hofer: can
- 55:07Danielle Hofer: be
- 55:07Danielle Hofer: the
- 55:07Danielle Hofer: light,
- 55:08Danielle Hofer: they
- 55:08Danielle Hofer: can
- 55:08Danielle Hofer: be
- 55:08Danielle Hofer: the
- 55:09Danielle Hofer: salt
- 55:09Danielle Hofer: and
- 55:09Danielle Hofer: the
- 55:09Danielle Hofer: light,
- 55:10Danielle Hofer: um,
- 55:10Danielle Hofer: in
- 55:11Danielle Hofer: the
- 55:11Danielle Hofer: schools.
- 55:11Danielle Hofer: And
- 55:12Danielle Hofer: for
- 55:12Danielle Hofer: me,
- 55:12Danielle Hofer: that
- 55:12Danielle Hofer: never
- 55:13Danielle Hofer: sat
- 55:13Danielle Hofer: right.
- 55:14Danielle Hofer: My
- 55:14Danielle Hofer: kids
- 55:14Danielle Hofer: aren't
- 55:15Danielle Hofer: mature
- 55:15Danielle Hofer: enough
- 55:15Danielle Hofer: to
- 55:16Danielle Hofer: know
- 55:16Danielle Hofer: what
- 55:16Danielle Hofer: being
- 55:16Danielle Hofer: salt
- 55:17Danielle Hofer: and
- 55:17Danielle Hofer: light
- 55:17Danielle Hofer: is
- 55:18Danielle Hofer: when
- 55:19Danielle Hofer: it
- 55:19Danielle Hofer: comes
- 55:19Danielle Hofer: to
- 55:20Danielle Hofer: what
- 55:20Danielle Hofer: our
- 55:20Danielle Hofer: kids
- 55:21Danielle Hofer: are
- 55:21Danielle Hofer: experiencing
- 55:21Danielle Hofer: right
- 55:22Danielle Hofer: now
- 55:22Danielle Hofer: in
- 55:22Danielle Hofer: their
- 55:22Danielle Hofer: classrooms
- 55:24Danielle Hofer: and
- 55:25Danielle Hofer: that
- 55:25Danielle Hofer: courage
- 55:26Danielle Hofer: to
- 55:26Danielle Hofer: gatekeep
- 55:27Danielle Hofer: some
- 55:28Danielle Hofer: of
- 55:28Danielle Hofer: that
- 55:28Danielle Hofer: information
- 55:30Danielle Hofer: and
- 55:30Danielle Hofer: to,
- 55:31Danielle Hofer: um,
- 55:32Danielle Hofer: to
- 55:32Danielle Hofer: gatekeep
- 55:33Danielle Hofer: them
- 55:33Danielle Hofer: from
- 55:34Danielle Hofer: that
- 55:34Danielle Hofer: until
- 55:34Danielle Hofer: they're
- 55:35Danielle Hofer: ready,
- 55:36Danielle Hofer: they
- 55:36Danielle Hofer: can
- 55:36Danielle Hofer: be
- 55:36Danielle Hofer: salt
- 55:37Danielle Hofer: and
- 55:37Danielle Hofer: light
- 55:37Danielle Hofer: in
- 55:37Danielle Hofer: other
- 55:38Danielle Hofer: places
- 55:38Danielle Hofer: that
- 55:38Danielle Hofer: they
- 55:38Danielle Hofer: are
- 55:38Danielle Hofer: prepared
- 55:39Danielle Hofer: for.
- 55:40Danielle Hofer: But
- 55:40Danielle Hofer: they
- 55:40Danielle Hofer: don't
- 55:41Danielle Hofer: have
- 55:41Danielle Hofer: to
- 55:41Danielle Hofer: go
- 55:42Danielle Hofer: into
- 55:42Danielle Hofer: a
- 55:42Danielle Hofer: space
- 55:43Danielle Hofer: where
- 55:45Danielle Hofer: even
- 55:45Danielle Hofer: things
- 55:45Danielle Hofer: that
- 55:45Danielle Hofer: you
- 55:45Danielle Hofer: and
- 55:46Danielle Hofer: I
- 55:46Danielle Hofer: don't
- 55:46Danielle Hofer: even
- 55:46Danielle Hofer: have,
- 55:47Danielle Hofer: have
- 55:47Danielle Hofer: never
- 55:47Danielle Hofer: experienced.
- 55:48Danielle Hofer: You
- 55:48Danielle Hofer: know
- 55:48Danielle Hofer: what
- 55:48Danielle Hofer: I
- 55:48Danielle Hofer: mean?
- 55:48Danielle Hofer: Like
- 55:49Danielle Hofer: they're,
- 55:50Danielle Hofer: they're
- 55:50Danielle Hofer: facing
- 55:50Danielle Hofer: things
- 55:50Danielle Hofer: that
- 55:50Danielle Hofer: we
- 55:51Danielle Hofer: have
- 55:51Danielle Hofer: never
- 55:51Danielle Hofer: had
- 55:52Danielle Hofer: to
- 55:52Danielle Hofer: face.
- 55:53Danielle Hofer: I
- 55:53Danielle Hofer: don't
- 55:53Danielle Hofer: know
- 55:53Danielle Hofer: if
- 55:53Danielle Hofer: every
- 55:54Danielle Hofer: generation
- 55:54Danielle Hofer: says
- 55:54Danielle Hofer: that,
- 55:55Danielle Hofer: but
- 55:56Danielle Hofer: yeah,
- 55:56Danielle Hofer: I,
- 55:56Danielle Hofer: I
- 55:57totally
- 55:57agree.
- 55:57I
- 55:57think,
- 55:58um,
- 56:00I
- 56:00think
- 56:01it's
- 56:02hard.
- 56:03Lots
- 56:03of
- 56:03people
- 56:04will
- 56:04say
- 56:05homeschool
- 56:05is
- 56:05not
- 56:05right
- 56:05for
- 56:05everybody.
- 56:06You
- 56:06know,
- 56:07you
- 56:07could
- 56:07do
- 56:07you
- 56:08do
- 56:08what's
- 56:08best
- 56:08for
- 56:08your
- 56:08family.
- 56:09And
- 56:09I
- 56:09believe
- 56:10that
- 56:10it's
- 56:10the
- 56:10responsibility
- 56:12of
- 56:12each
- 56:12family
- 56:13to
- 56:13weigh
- 56:14the
- 56:14information
- 56:15and
- 56:16decide,
- 56:16like
- 56:17decide
- 56:17how
- 56:17God
- 56:18is
- 56:18convicting
- 56:18them.
- 56:19But
- 56:19I
- 56:20do
- 56:21I
- 56:21do
- 56:21not
- 56:21think
- 56:21that,
- 56:22um,
- 56:23there's
- 56:23people
- 56:24that
- 56:24homeschooling
- 56:24is
- 56:24bad
- 56:25for.
- 56:26I
- 56:26think,
- 56:26like,
- 56:27it,
- 56:27it
- 56:27can't
- 56:28be
- 56:28bad
- 56:28for
- 56:29us,
- 56:29like,
- 56:29parents
- 56:30to,
- 56:30um,
- 56:31honor
- 56:32God's
- 56:32word.
- 56:33Like
- 56:33interesting
- 56:34and
- 56:34like
- 56:34the
- 56:34stewardship
- 56:35that
- 56:35God
- 56:35has
- 56:35called
- 56:35them
- 56:35to
- 56:36to
- 56:36steward
- 56:36their
- 56:36kids
- 56:36Well,
- 56:37um
- 56:38the
- 56:38time
- 56:39that
- 56:39you
- 56:39have
- 56:39to
- 56:39be
- 56:40able
- 56:40to
- 56:40invest
- 56:40in
- 56:40your
- 56:40kids
- 56:41I'm
- 56:41sending
- 56:41an
- 56:41email
- 56:42out
- 56:42to
- 56:42um
- 56:43to
- 56:43my
- 56:43email
- 56:43list
- 56:43today
- 56:44about
- 56:45our
- 56:45new
- 56:46dog
- 56:46And
- 56:46I
- 56:47did
- 56:47I
- 56:47mention
- 56:47the
- 56:47dog
- 56:48earlier?
- 56:48We
- 56:48just
- 56:48got
- 56:48a
- 56:48dog
- 56:49also
- 56:49along
- 56:50with
- 56:50the
- 56:50chicks
- 56:51and
- 56:52it's
- 56:52like
- 56:52we
- 56:52have
- 56:53room
- 56:53like
- 56:53when
- 56:53we
- 56:54talk
- 56:54about
- 56:54going
- 56:54slow
- 56:56Doing
- 56:56less,
- 56:57reflecting
- 56:58with
- 56:58eyes
- 56:58that
- 56:58actually
- 56:59see
- 56:59our
- 57:00lives
- 57:00instead
- 57:00of
- 57:00missing
- 57:01this
- 57:01beauty
- 57:02that's
- 57:02right
- 57:02in
- 57:02front
- 57:03of
- 57:03us
- 57:03and
- 57:04thinking
- 57:04like,
- 57:04oh,
- 57:05like,
- 57:05I
- 57:05say
- 57:05so
- 57:06much,
- 57:07like,
- 57:07I
- 57:07don't
- 57:07want
- 57:07to
- 57:07be
- 57:08the
- 57:08mom
- 57:10who
- 57:10is
- 57:10an
- 57:10empty
- 57:11nester
- 57:11and
- 57:11thinking
- 57:12and
- 57:12the
- 57:12only
- 57:13time
- 57:13that
- 57:13I
- 57:13enjoy
- 57:14my
- 57:14motherhood
- 57:15is
- 57:15when
- 57:15I'm
- 57:16looking
- 57:16back
- 57:16on
- 57:17memories
- 57:17from
- 57:17the
- 57:17past
- 57:18with
- 57:18nostalgia.
- 57:19I
- 57:19don't
- 57:20want
- 57:20to
- 57:20have
- 57:20nostalgia
- 57:21fueled
- 57:22joy.
- 57:23I
- 57:23want
- 57:24joy
- 57:24right
- 57:24now,
- 57:25where
- 57:25God
- 57:26has
- 57:26put
- 57:26me
- 57:26right
- 57:26now,
- 57:27and
- 57:27the
- 57:27thing
- 57:27I
- 57:28love
- 57:28about
- 57:28homeschooling
- 57:28is
- 57:29that
- 57:29it
- 57:30is
- 57:30so
- 57:31natural
- 57:31for
- 57:31us
- 57:32to
- 57:32be
- 57:32able
- 57:32to
- 57:32do
- 57:32less,
- 57:34um,
- 57:34slow
- 57:34down,
- 57:35really
- 57:35see
- 57:36and
- 57:36have
- 57:36space
- 57:37for
- 57:37things
- 57:37like
- 57:38chicks
- 57:38and
- 57:38a
- 57:38dog,
- 57:39or
- 57:39like
- 57:39it
- 57:39could
- 57:39be,
- 57:40it
- 57:40doesn't
- 57:40have
- 57:40to
- 57:41be
- 57:41that
- 57:41for
- 57:41you,
- 57:42but
- 57:42it
- 57:42could
- 57:42be
- 57:42anything,
- 57:43like
- 57:43there,
- 57:43there
- 57:44are
- 57:44a
- 57:44lot
- 57:44of
- 57:44Um,
- 57:45joyful
- 57:46opportunities
- 57:47for
- 57:48connection
- 57:48and
- 57:48growth
- 57:49and
- 57:49learning
- 57:49it
- 57:50for
- 57:50different
- 57:50families
- 57:51that
- 57:51they
- 57:51say
- 57:52no
- 57:52to
- 57:53because
- 57:53their
- 57:53life
- 57:53is
- 57:54so
- 57:54packed
- 57:54full.
- 57:55Danielle Hofer: Yes.
- 57:55Um,
- 57:56and
- 57:56when
- 57:56we
- 57:57have
- 57:57more
- 57:57margin
- 57:58and
- 57:58like
- 57:58have
- 57:59that
- 57:59slower
- 57:59pace,
- 58:00fewer
- 58:00things,
- 58:01then
- 58:01we
- 58:01get
- 58:02to
- 58:03like,
- 58:03just
- 58:03enjoy
- 58:04each
- 58:04other
- 58:05and
- 58:05enjoy
- 58:05this
- 58:05beauty,
- 58:06beautiful
- 58:07life
- 58:07that
- 58:07God
- 58:07has
- 58:07given
- 58:08us
- 58:08right
- 58:08now
- 58:08where
- 58:08he's
- 58:09put
- 58:09us.
- 58:10Danielle Hofer: And
- 58:10Danielle Hofer: I
- 58:10Danielle Hofer: love
- 58:11Danielle Hofer: our
- 58:11Danielle Hofer: mentor.
- 58:11Danielle Hofer: We
- 58:11Danielle Hofer: share
- 58:12Danielle Hofer: a
- 58:12Danielle Hofer: mentor
- 58:12Danielle Hofer: together.
- 58:13Danielle Hofer: And,
- 58:14Danielle Hofer: um,
- 58:14Danielle Hofer: she
- 58:14Danielle Hofer: even
- 58:15Danielle Hofer: pulled
- 58:15Danielle Hofer: her
- 58:15Danielle Hofer: kids
- 58:16Danielle Hofer: out
- 58:16Danielle Hofer: of
- 58:16Danielle Hofer: school
- 58:16Danielle Hofer: and
- 58:17Danielle Hofer: they're
- 58:17Danielle Hofer: doing
- 58:17Danielle Hofer: homeschool.
- 58:18Danielle Hofer: It
- 58:18Danielle Hofer: looks
- 58:18Danielle Hofer: different
- 58:18Danielle Hofer: than,
- 58:19Danielle Hofer: you
- 58:19Danielle Hofer: know,
- 58:19Danielle Hofer: either
- 58:19Danielle Hofer: the
- 58:20Danielle Hofer: way
- 58:20Danielle Hofer: that
- 58:20Danielle Hofer: Laura
- 58:21Danielle Hofer: or
- 58:21Danielle Hofer: myself
- 58:21Danielle Hofer: are
- 58:21Danielle Hofer: doing,
- 58:22Danielle Hofer: but
- 58:22Danielle Hofer: they're
- 58:22Danielle Hofer: still
- 58:22Danielle Hofer: doing
- 58:23Danielle Hofer: homeschool.
- 58:23Danielle Hofer: And,
- 58:24Danielle Hofer: um,
- 58:25Danielle Hofer: it's
- 58:25Danielle Hofer: beautiful
- 58:25Danielle Hofer: to
- 58:25Danielle Hofer: see
- 58:26Danielle Hofer: that
- 58:26Danielle Hofer: transition
- 58:26Danielle Hofer: and
- 58:26Danielle Hofer: the
- 58:26Danielle Hofer: connection
- 58:27Danielle Hofer: between
- 58:28Danielle Hofer: her
- 58:28Danielle Hofer: boys
- 58:29Danielle Hofer: and
- 58:29Danielle Hofer: her
- 58:29Danielle Hofer: and
- 58:29Danielle Hofer: her
- 58:30Danielle Hofer: husband.
- 58:31Danielle Hofer: It
- 58:31Danielle Hofer: is.
- 58:32Danielle Hofer: Like
- 58:32Danielle Hofer: in
- 58:32Danielle Hofer: the
- 58:32Danielle Hofer: joy,
- 58:33Danielle Hofer: like
- 58:34Danielle Hofer: that
- 58:34Danielle Hofer: is
- 58:34Danielle Hofer: so
- 58:34Danielle Hofer: you
- 58:35Danielle Hofer: cannot
- 58:36Danielle Hofer: buy
- 58:36Danielle Hofer: that
- 58:36Danielle Hofer: you
- 58:37Danielle Hofer: cannot,
- 58:37Danielle Hofer: um,
- 58:38Danielle Hofer: create
- 58:39Danielle Hofer: that
- 58:39Danielle Hofer: with
- 58:39Danielle Hofer: an
- 58:39Danielle Hofer: organized
- 58:40Danielle Hofer: calendar
- 58:41Danielle Hofer: that
- 58:41Danielle Hofer: is,
- 58:41Danielle Hofer: it
- 58:41Danielle Hofer: just
- 58:42Danielle Hofer: is
- 58:42Danielle Hofer: natural.
- 58:43Danielle Hofer: And
- 58:43Danielle Hofer: I
- 58:43Danielle Hofer: think
- 58:44Danielle Hofer: for
- 58:44Danielle Hofer: me,
- 58:44Danielle Hofer: like
- 58:44Danielle Hofer: what
- 58:44Danielle Hofer: I
- 58:45Danielle Hofer: see
- 58:45Danielle Hofer: and
- 58:45Danielle Hofer: it's,
- 58:45Danielle Hofer: and
- 58:46Danielle Hofer: it's
- 58:46Danielle Hofer: in
- 58:46Danielle Hofer: me
- 58:46Danielle Hofer: too,
- 58:46Danielle Hofer: like
- 58:47Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 58:47Danielle Hofer: a
- 58:47Danielle Hofer: very
- 58:47Danielle Hofer: prideful,
- 58:48Danielle Hofer: like
- 58:48Danielle Hofer: that's
- 58:48Danielle Hofer: one
- 58:48Danielle Hofer: of
- 58:48Danielle Hofer: my
- 58:48Danielle Hofer: biggest
- 58:49Danielle Hofer: issues
- 58:49Danielle Hofer: is
- 58:49Danielle Hofer: pride.
- 58:50Danielle Hofer: Um,
- 58:51Danielle Hofer: but
- 58:51Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 58:51Danielle Hofer: a
- 58:51Danielle Hofer: very
- 58:51Danielle Hofer: prideful
- 58:52Danielle Hofer: person
- 58:52Danielle Hofer: and,
- 58:53Danielle Hofer: um,
- 58:54Danielle Hofer: I,
- 58:55Danielle Hofer: see
- 58:57Danielle Hofer: other
- 58:57Danielle Hofer: women
- 58:58Danielle Hofer: also
- 58:58Danielle Hofer: that
- 58:58Danielle Hofer: struggle
- 58:59Danielle Hofer: with
- 59:00Danielle Hofer: the
- 59:00Danielle Hofer: idea
- 59:00Danielle Hofer: of
- 59:00Danielle Hofer: even
- 59:01Danielle Hofer: homeschooling.
- 59:01Danielle Hofer: It's
- 59:02Danielle Hofer: like,
- 59:02Danielle Hofer: well,
- 59:02Danielle Hofer: they'd
- 59:02Danielle Hofer: the
- 59:03Danielle Hofer: problem
- 59:03Danielle Hofer: is
- 59:03Danielle Hofer: that
- 59:03Danielle Hofer: the
- 59:04Danielle Hofer: mom
- 59:04Danielle Hofer: doesn't
- 59:04Danielle Hofer: want
- 59:04Danielle Hofer: to
- 59:04Danielle Hofer: change
- 59:05Danielle Hofer: and
- 59:05Danielle Hofer: surrender
- 59:05Danielle Hofer: to
- 59:06Danielle Hofer: that
- 59:06Danielle Hofer: role.
- 59:07Danielle Hofer: And
- 59:07Danielle Hofer: it's
- 59:07Danielle Hofer: that,
- 59:08Danielle Hofer: that
- 59:08Danielle Hofer: what
- 59:08Danielle Hofer: we
- 59:08Danielle Hofer: just
- 59:08Danielle Hofer: talked,
- 59:09Danielle Hofer: like
- 59:09Danielle Hofer: what
- 59:09Danielle Hofer: we
- 59:09Danielle Hofer: talked
- 59:09Danielle Hofer: about
- 59:09Danielle Hofer: circling
- 59:10Danielle Hofer: around
- 59:10Danielle Hofer: back
- 59:10Danielle Hofer: to
- 59:10Danielle Hofer: the
- 59:10Danielle Hofer: beginning,
- 59:11Danielle Hofer: it's
- 59:11Danielle Hofer: that
- 59:12Danielle Hofer: need
- 59:12Danielle Hofer: for,
- 59:13Danielle Hofer: I
- 59:13Danielle Hofer: need
- 59:13Danielle Hofer: mom
- 59:14Danielle Hofer: time.
- 59:14Danielle Hofer: I
- 59:15Danielle Hofer: need
- 59:15Danielle Hofer: me
- 59:15Danielle Hofer: time.
- 59:16Danielle Hofer: I
- 59:17Danielle Hofer: need,
- 59:17Danielle Hofer: um,
- 59:18Danielle Hofer: to
- 59:18Danielle Hofer: look
- 59:19Danielle Hofer: like
- 59:19Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 59:19Danielle Hofer: achieving
- 59:20Danielle Hofer: something.
- 59:20Danielle Hofer: I
- 59:20Danielle Hofer: need
- 59:20Danielle Hofer: to
- 59:21Danielle Hofer: look
- 59:21Danielle Hofer: like
- 59:21Danielle Hofer: I
- 59:21Danielle Hofer: have
- 59:21Danielle Hofer: significance
- 59:22Danielle Hofer: and
- 59:22Danielle Hofer: importance
- 59:23Danielle Hofer: when,
- 59:23Danielle Hofer: um,
- 59:24Danielle Hofer: Someone
- 59:24Danielle Hofer: has
- 59:25Danielle Hofer: told
- 59:25Danielle Hofer: us,
- 59:25Danielle Hofer: told
- 59:26Danielle Hofer: them
- 59:26Danielle Hofer: that
- 59:27Danielle Hofer: a
- 59:27Danielle Hofer: mom
- 59:28Danielle Hofer: is
- 59:28Danielle Hofer: not
- 59:28Danielle Hofer: enough
- 59:31Danielle Hofer: and
- 59:32Danielle Hofer: even,
- 59:33oh,
- 59:34sorry.
- 59:34But
- 59:34no,
- 59:35it's
- 59:35okay.
- 59:35The,
- 59:36the
- 59:37world
- 59:37it's
- 59:37in
- 59:38those
- 59:39like
- 59:39feeling
- 59:40that
- 59:40conviction
- 59:40and
- 59:41calling,
- 59:41but
- 59:42then
- 59:42the
- 59:42hesitation,
- 59:43the
- 59:43only
- 59:44reason
- 59:44there's
- 59:44that
- 59:44hesitation
- 59:46is
- 59:46because
- 59:47of
- 59:47what
- 59:48the
- 59:48world
- 59:48is
- 59:48telling
- 59:49us
- 59:49to
- 59:49do.
- 59:51Just.
- 59:53My
- 59:53friend,
- 59:54the
- 59:54world
- 59:54is
- 59:54always
- 59:55wrong.
- 59:55We
- 59:55can
- 59:56always
- 59:56count
- 59:56on
- 59:57the
- 59:57world
- 59:57to
- 59:57be
- 59:58wrong,
- 59:58right?
- 59:59We've
- 59:59seen
- 59:59it
- 59:59in
- 59:59scripture
- 1:00:00and
- 1:00:00in
- 1:00:00our,
- 1:00:00in
- 1:00:01my
- 1:00:01own
- 1:00:01life,
- 1:00:02every
- 1:00:02time
- 1:00:03without
- 1:00:04fail,
- 1:00:05I
- 1:00:05think
- 1:00:05I'm
- 1:00:05going
- 1:00:05after
- 1:00:06something
- 1:00:06good.
- 1:00:07Like
- 1:00:07if,
- 1:00:07when
- 1:00:08I
- 1:00:08listened
- 1:00:08to
- 1:00:08the,
- 1:00:08what
- 1:00:08the
- 1:00:08world
- 1:00:09said,
- 1:00:09the
- 1:00:09world
- 1:00:09says,
- 1:00:09Oh,
- 1:00:09that
- 1:00:10holds
- 1:00:10it
- 1:00:10up
- 1:00:10in
- 1:00:10front
- 1:00:10of
- 1:00:10you.
- 1:00:11This
- 1:00:11is
- 1:00:11good.
- 1:00:11This
- 1:00:12is
- 1:00:12what
- 1:00:12it
- 1:00:12means
- 1:00:12to
- 1:00:12be
- 1:00:12successful.
- 1:00:13This
- 1:00:13is
- 1:00:14what
- 1:00:14it
- 1:00:14means
- 1:00:14to
- 1:00:14be
- 1:00:14fulfilled.
- 1:00:15This
- 1:00:15is
- 1:00:15what
- 1:00:15it
- 1:00:16means
- 1:00:16to
- 1:00:16be
- 1:00:16loved
- 1:00:17or
- 1:00:17cherished.
- 1:00:19They're
- 1:00:19wrong.
- 1:00:19Every
- 1:00:20time.
- 1:00:20Like,
- 1:00:21there
- 1:00:21isn't,
- 1:00:22there
- 1:00:23is
- 1:00:23no
- 1:00:23way
- 1:00:24they're
- 1:00:24ever
- 1:00:24right.
- 1:00:26And
- 1:00:26the
- 1:00:27Lord's
- 1:00:27way
- 1:00:27seems
- 1:00:28upside
- 1:00:28down,
- 1:00:29like
- 1:00:29his
- 1:00:29upside
- 1:00:30down
- 1:00:30kingdom
- 1:00:30seems
- 1:00:31so
- 1:00:31weird
- 1:00:31and
- 1:00:32crazy.
- 1:00:33But
- 1:00:33it's
- 1:00:33always,
- 1:00:34always
- 1:00:35good.
- 1:00:36It's
- 1:00:36always
- 1:00:36good.
- 1:00:37It's
- 1:00:37never
- 1:00:37disappoints.
- 1:00:38He
- 1:00:39never
- 1:00:39leads
- 1:00:40us
- 1:00:40to
- 1:00:40a
- 1:00:40bad
- 1:00:41place,
- 1:00:41even
- 1:00:42if
- 1:00:42we're
- 1:00:42in
- 1:00:42the
- 1:00:42middle
- 1:00:43of
- 1:00:43suffering.
- 1:00:43He
- 1:00:44never,
- 1:00:45ever
- 1:00:45leads
- 1:00:45us
- 1:00:46into
- 1:00:47disappointment
- 1:00:48or,
- 1:00:49or
- 1:00:50something
- 1:00:50that's
- 1:00:50going
- 1:00:50to
- 1:00:51be
- 1:00:51wrong
- 1:00:51for
- 1:00:51us
- 1:00:52or
- 1:00:52hurt
- 1:00:53us
- 1:00:53for,
- 1:00:53for
- 1:00:54eternity.
- 1:00:54He's
- 1:00:55leading
- 1:00:56us
- 1:00:56toward
- 1:00:56our
- 1:00:56home
- 1:00:56in
- 1:00:57heaven
- 1:00:57and
- 1:00:57then
- 1:00:57he
- 1:00:58doesn't
- 1:00:58wait
- 1:00:58to
- 1:00:58bless
- 1:00:58us
- 1:00:59till
- 1:00:59we
- 1:00:59get
- 1:00:59there.
- 1:00:59He's
- 1:01:00blessing
- 1:01:00us
- 1:01:00right
- 1:01:00now.
- 1:01:01He
- 1:01:01gives
- 1:01:02us
- 1:01:02his
- 1:01:02own
- 1:01:02spirit
- 1:01:03right
- 1:01:03now
- 1:01:04and
- 1:01:04he
- 1:01:04gives
- 1:01:04us
- 1:01:05so
- 1:01:05many,
- 1:01:05um,
- 1:01:06Like,
- 1:01:07so
- 1:01:07teaching
- 1:01:07right
- 1:01:08now,
- 1:01:08he
- 1:01:08gives,
- 1:01:08he
- 1:01:09like
- 1:01:09leads
- 1:01:09us
- 1:01:10and
- 1:01:10provides
- 1:01:10for
- 1:01:10us
- 1:01:11and
- 1:01:11all
- 1:01:12of
- 1:01:12it
- 1:01:12is
- 1:01:12good.
- 1:01:13Danielle Hofer: Yes.
- 1:01:14Danielle Hofer: So
- 1:01:14Danielle Hofer: that's
- 1:01:15Danielle Hofer: funny
- 1:01:15Danielle Hofer: that
- 1:01:15Danielle Hofer: you
- 1:01:15Danielle Hofer: even,
- 1:01:16Danielle Hofer: that
- 1:01:16Danielle Hofer: you
- 1:01:16Danielle Hofer: went
- 1:01:17Danielle Hofer: this
- 1:01:17Danielle Hofer: way
- 1:01:17Danielle Hofer: because
- 1:01:18Danielle Hofer: I
- 1:01:18Danielle Hofer: got
- 1:01:18Danielle Hofer: a
- 1:01:18Danielle Hofer: text
- 1:01:18Danielle Hofer: message
- 1:01:19Danielle Hofer: from
- 1:01:19Danielle Hofer: someone
- 1:01:19Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 1:01:19Danielle Hofer: discipling
- 1:01:21Danielle Hofer: and
- 1:01:21Danielle Hofer: I'm
- 1:01:21Danielle Hofer: leading
- 1:01:22Danielle Hofer: her
- 1:01:22Danielle Hofer: to
- 1:01:22Danielle Hofer: Christ
- 1:01:23Danielle Hofer: and,
- 1:01:24Danielle Hofer: um,
- 1:01:24Danielle Hofer: she
- 1:01:24Danielle Hofer: sent
- 1:01:25Danielle Hofer: a
- 1:01:25Danielle Hofer: message
- 1:01:25Danielle Hofer: and
- 1:01:25Danielle Hofer: says,
- 1:01:27Danielle Hofer: I
- 1:01:27Danielle Hofer: guess
- 1:01:27Danielle Hofer: my
- 1:01:27Danielle Hofer: question
- 1:01:28Danielle Hofer: is,
- 1:01:28Danielle Hofer: where
- 1:01:29Danielle Hofer: do
- 1:01:29Danielle Hofer: I
- 1:01:29Danielle Hofer: start?
- 1:01:30Danielle Hofer: I
- 1:01:30Danielle Hofer: know
- 1:01:31Danielle Hofer: that
- 1:01:31Danielle Hofer: sounds
- 1:01:31Danielle Hofer: really
- 1:01:31Danielle Hofer: silly.
- 1:01:32Danielle Hofer: You
- 1:01:32Danielle Hofer: talk
- 1:01:33Danielle Hofer: about
- 1:01:33Danielle Hofer: being
- 1:01:33Danielle Hofer: called
- 1:01:33Danielle Hofer: to
- 1:01:34Danielle Hofer: do
- 1:01:34Danielle Hofer: things
- 1:01:34Danielle Hofer: and
- 1:01:34Danielle Hofer: feeling
- 1:01:35Danielle Hofer: the
- 1:01:35Danielle Hofer: presence
- 1:01:35Danielle Hofer: of
- 1:01:35Danielle Hofer: God.
- 1:01:36Danielle Hofer: How
- 1:01:36Danielle Hofer: do
- 1:01:37Danielle Hofer: I
- 1:01:37Danielle Hofer: get
- 1:01:37Danielle Hofer: there?
- 1:01:38Danielle Hofer: And
- 1:01:38Danielle Hofer: she's
- 1:01:38Danielle Hofer: a
- 1:01:38Danielle Hofer: new
- 1:01:38Danielle Hofer: mom
- 1:01:39Danielle Hofer: and
- 1:01:40Danielle Hofer: she
- 1:01:40Danielle Hofer: is
- 1:01:40Danielle Hofer: also
- 1:01:41Danielle Hofer: feeling
- 1:01:41Danielle Hofer: that
- 1:01:41Danielle Hofer: pull
- 1:01:42Danielle Hofer: that,
- 1:01:42Danielle Hofer: you
- 1:01:42Danielle Hofer: know,
- 1:01:42Danielle Hofer: the
- 1:01:43Danielle Hofer: natural
- 1:01:43Danielle Hofer: pull
- 1:01:43Danielle Hofer: to
- 1:01:44Danielle Hofer: being
- 1:01:44Danielle Hofer: home
- 1:01:44Danielle Hofer: more
- 1:01:45Danielle Hofer: and,
- 1:01:45Danielle Hofer: and
- 1:01:45Danielle Hofer: so
- 1:01:46Danielle Hofer: forth,
- 1:01:46Danielle Hofer: but
- 1:01:46Danielle Hofer: also
- 1:01:46Danielle Hofer: the
- 1:01:47Danielle Hofer: need
- 1:01:47Danielle Hofer: for
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- 1:01:48Danielle Hofer: the
- 1:01:48Danielle Hofer: home
- 1:01:48Danielle Hofer: and
- 1:01:48Danielle Hofer: things
- 1:01:49Danielle Hofer: and,
- 1:01:49Danielle Hofer: um,
- 1:01:51Danielle Hofer: and
- 1:01:52Danielle Hofer: she's
- 1:01:52Danielle Hofer: like,
- 1:01:52Danielle Hofer: she
- 1:01:53Danielle Hofer: wants
- 1:01:53Danielle Hofer: to
- 1:01:53Danielle Hofer: know.
- 1:01:53Danielle Hofer: So
- 1:01:54Danielle Hofer: what
- 1:01:54Danielle Hofer: would
- 1:01:54Danielle Hofer: your
- 1:01:54Danielle Hofer: response
- 1:01:55Danielle Hofer: be?
- 1:01:55Danielle Hofer: How
- 1:01:55Danielle Hofer: would
- 1:01:55Danielle Hofer: you
- 1:01:55Danielle Hofer: speak
- 1:01:56Danielle Hofer: to
- 1:01:56Danielle Hofer: her
- 1:01:57Danielle Hofer: in
- 1:01:58Danielle Hofer: that
- 1:01:58Danielle Hofer: way?
- 1:01:58Danielle Hofer: wanting
- 1:01:59Danielle Hofer: to,
- 1:02:00Danielle Hofer: or,
- 1:02:01Danielle Hofer: or
- 1:02:01Danielle Hofer: understanding
- 1:02:02Danielle Hofer: how
- 1:02:02Danielle Hofer: do
- 1:02:02Danielle Hofer: I
- 1:02:02Danielle Hofer: get
- 1:02:03Danielle Hofer: there?
- 1:02:03Danielle Hofer: How
- 1:02:03Danielle Hofer: do
- 1:02:04Danielle Hofer: I
- 1:02:04Danielle Hofer: get
- 1:02:04Danielle Hofer: there?
- 1:02:04Danielle Hofer: Where
- 1:02:04Danielle Hofer: do
- 1:02:04Danielle Hofer: I
- 1:02:04Danielle Hofer: start
- 1:02:05Danielle Hofer: in
- 1:02:06Danielle Hofer: feeling
- 1:02:06Danielle Hofer: the
- 1:02:06Danielle Hofer: presence
- 1:02:07Danielle Hofer: of
- 1:02:07Danielle Hofer: God
- 1:02:07Danielle Hofer: and
- 1:02:08Danielle Hofer: feeling
- 1:02:09Danielle Hofer: called
- 1:02:09Danielle Hofer: and
- 1:02:09Danielle Hofer: hearing
- 1:02:10Danielle Hofer: him?
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- 1:04:16Danielle Hofer: Yep,
- 1:04:16Danielle Hofer: I
- 1:04:16Danielle Hofer: agree.
- 1:04:17Danielle Hofer: I
- 1:04:17Danielle Hofer: love
- 1:04:17Danielle Hofer: that.
- 1:04:18Danielle Hofer: And
- 1:04:18Danielle Hofer: with
- 1:04:18Danielle Hofer: that,
- 1:04:19Danielle Hofer: can
- 1:04:19Danielle Hofer: you
- 1:04:19Danielle Hofer: talk
- 1:04:19Danielle Hofer: about
- 1:04:20Danielle Hofer: your
- 1:04:20Danielle Hofer: community
- 1:04:21Danielle Hofer: that
- 1:04:21Danielle Hofer: you
- 1:04:21Danielle Hofer: have,
- 1:04:22Danielle Hofer: um,
- 1:04:23Danielle Hofer: that
- 1:04:23Danielle Hofer: just
- 1:04:23Danielle Hofer: like
- 1:04:23Danielle Hofer: supports
- 1:04:25Danielle Hofer: this
- 1:04:25Danielle Hofer: idea
- 1:04:26Danielle Hofer: of
- 1:04:27Danielle Hofer: being
- 1:04:27Danielle Hofer: a
- 1:04:27Danielle Hofer: born
- 1:04:27Danielle Hofer: learner
- 1:04:28Danielle Hofer: moving
- 1:04:28Danielle Hofer: through
- 1:04:29Danielle Hofer: life
- 1:04:29Danielle Hofer: slow,
- 1:04:29Danielle Hofer: slow
- 1:04:30Danielle Hofer: enough,
- 1:04:30Danielle Hofer: not
- 1:04:30Danielle Hofer: so
- 1:04:31Danielle Hofer: slow
- 1:04:31Danielle Hofer: that
- 1:04:31Danielle Hofer: you're
- 1:04:31Danielle Hofer: not
- 1:04:31Danielle Hofer: moving,
- 1:04:32Danielle Hofer: but
- 1:04:32Danielle Hofer: slow
- 1:04:33Danielle Hofer: enough
- 1:04:33Danielle Hofer: that
- 1:04:33Danielle Hofer: you
- 1:04:33Danielle Hofer: can
- 1:04:33Danielle Hofer: hear
- 1:04:33Danielle Hofer: God
- 1:04:34Danielle Hofer: and
- 1:04:34Danielle Hofer: hear
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- 1:04:35Danielle Hofer: presence
- 1:04:35Danielle Hofer: and
- 1:04:36Danielle Hofer: be
- 1:04:36Danielle Hofer: reminded
- 1:04:37Danielle Hofer: of
- 1:04:37Danielle Hofer: who
- 1:04:37Danielle Hofer: you,
- 1:04:37Danielle Hofer: who
- 1:04:37Danielle Hofer: you
- 1:04:38Danielle Hofer: are
- 1:04:38Danielle Hofer: and
- 1:04:38Danielle Hofer: raising
- 1:04:38Danielle Hofer: and
- 1:04:38Danielle Hofer: homeschooling
- 1:04:41Danielle Hofer: your
- 1:04:41Danielle Hofer: kids.
- 1:04:42Danielle Hofer: Um,
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- 1:04:42Danielle Hofer: lot
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- 1:04:42Danielle Hofer: women
- 1:04:42Danielle Hofer: in
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- 1:04:43Danielle Hofer: community
- 1:04:43Danielle Hofer: that.
- 1:04:44Danielle Hofer: Um,
- 1:04:44Danielle Hofer: have
- 1:04:45Danielle Hofer: looked
- 1:04:45Danielle Hofer: to
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- 1:04:47Danielle Hofer: or
- 1:04:47Danielle Hofer: are
- 1:04:47Danielle Hofer: homeschooling
- 1:04:48Danielle Hofer: and
- 1:04:49Danielle Hofer: just
- 1:04:49Danielle Hofer: feeling
- 1:04:49Danielle Hofer: that,
- 1:04:50Danielle Hofer: you
- 1:04:50Danielle Hofer: know,
- 1:04:50Danielle Hofer: that
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- 1:04:51Danielle Hofer: being
- 1:04:51Danielle Hofer: around
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- 1:04:52Danielle Hofer: people
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- 1:04:54Danielle Hofer: So
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- 1:04:56Danielle Hofer: what
- 1:04:56Danielle Hofer: that
- 1:04:56Danielle Hofer: looks
- 1:04:57Danielle Hofer: like.
- 1:04:57Danielle Hofer: Can
- 1:04:57Danielle Hofer: you
- 1:04:57Danielle Hofer: talk
- 1:04:57Danielle Hofer: about
- 1:04:58Danielle Hofer: your
- 1:04:58Danielle Hofer: community?
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