Latest / Dits & Dahs / when the teacher says, 'don't do as I do'
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- Sue: I'm reflecting today a bit about teaching. It's one of those experiences in life that I think is all about adjusting your mindset and once you're taught yourself how to read music in this case, or a language, your mindset permanently shifts in a way that you are a more receptive learner. And that's been my personal experience. And so today the energy that I'm experiencing about teaching has a vision I have of Womever's been in charge of handling my spiritual attacks in whatever secret society they're affiliated, which I find quite humorous, has been trying to use their spiritual attacks on me as a means to either gain another level in their accreditation in that group. They are also, through their experiences and actions, teaching the group as a whole of how to gain such notable talents and And I fact out those words because I always imagine that there are people out there who view the attainment of education and knowledge and wisdom as some sort of proprietary domain. It's the perception that once you attain knowledge that you can hold it from others as a form of I'm better than vibe. The real arrogant, deceitful confirmation with my watch, insecure, fearing, doubting vibe. And of course, me as a teacher, I view it as an opportunity that when you are the one perceived in the group as having the most knowledge and experience and also trying to improve yourself along the way because maybe you're not maybe you're brown belt, maybe you want to be a black belt, you know, whatever it is. I've recognized that it when I'm leading a group of people through my teaching and sharing of information, I have to be particularly mindful of maintaining my spiritual boundaries. Your guidance is helping them understand that when you're in amongst a group of people who share the same interests and same wants and mission for that group, everybody's open. And that means then that all of the energies that are external to that group and flowing through that all of that group can be handled with less than experienced pushback or rejection. And so you're gonna have these energies infiltrate the group and they can sideswipe everybody. of varying degrees. As a teacher, to be doubly mindful that you're still with everybody else, viboys. Yes, you're sharing knowledge and everybody at that end of the equation is more open and susceptible to the energies flowing through at that point. And that's why it's so important as the leader to be one with them, not the lording over them with knowledge. So I had this vision of this quote unquote leader of this group trying to get the next level of brocade for their uniform or whatever is the next achievement in their life in that mission, losing complete control of this group because of just that thing, of not being one with the group. And that it all descended into some quick moving deceit and lies and chaos. The group is now finding out. That their leader is not able to be open and authentic with them because it would expose the fact that the leader was actually taking all of the collective energy in that group unbeknownst to the less experienced ones, or so the leader thought, and you just utilize that energy for the leader's personal vendettas, to take that energy collectively from that group that was seeking information to expand their knowledge and wisdom. And it was subverted off into a spiritual attack, in this case towards me. But but that now because I'm speaking on it, it means that it's out in the universe, out in the open. This is the power of words. You speak out loud, and of course your thoughts are important and equally heard throughout the universe. The spiritual world, it amplifies it because as above so below, everybody's hearing it. Whether they choose to listen and pick up on it. That's their choice. But nonetheless, the universe is now made aware of the story that I'm telling. But I just had this vibe of the insecurity, the self doubt, the fear, the actual loathing of the leader towards the other members of the group for actually having sussed the leader out as being false. The whole purpose of the education, of sharing of knowledge, was to help everybody in the group to gain more open and authentic ways of communicating with one another. I'd say their students were pretty quick and pretty intelligent. And that's the short form of saying, whether you're aware or not, we all have these tools of awareness and seeing and feeling that get expanded as we become more comfortable with them. It's to be able to exist amongst everybody in an open and equal way. And to understand that Some people don't realize how to use their gifts until later periods in their lives. But the gifts are still there, and therefore we are equal. Just not everybody's seeing everything the same way at the same time. Nor should they. That's the beauty of life, is always having somebody discover something new and you get to see the new world through their eyes. And remember what it was like for you the first time. The point of it is the vision that I had with this this poor fake spiritual leader Not only losing the flock, but they lost any hope of them getting the extra extra bit of brocade on their uniform too. What is now being shown to them is that their leader hasn't discarded their ego and had an ego death. Their leader hasn't ridden them of their own doubts. Their leader has yet to rid themselves of their fear. Those are all of the things that they're trying to teach the others in the group to release. Confirmation with Rita. What this vision says to me, for one thing, is that whatever spiritual attacks are coming my way are pretty wonky and very weak and are kind of laughable. But given that we've all been in that place, I'm not laughing. I have compassion. The other aspect of it is is to recognize that when you sit in your truth and are open and authentic with yourself and accept whatever knowledge you receive with graciousness and understand that it's something for us all. to share, then it becomes more precious because you treat it as if it were yours, because it is yours. And so you know, you put your things away carefully and make sure everything's rinsed up and tidied up, you know, whatever spiritual gobbledygoop words I'm using in the moment is just simply to say that we're all equal. And when you recognize that people are having conniption fits, well, they've probably been trying to sow some seeds with some darkness that everyone else around them is finally caught. to and it's trying to write the balance again because that person has to come up to the level of everybody else vibrating around them. People in the group are vibrating at a higher frequency than the leader is. I'll say this as a teacher. That's not what that's not a successful way to share information. Well, it is for the leader if they're open to it, but that's not what they're trying to do. Just a random mundane thought about how important it is to remember in the heat of the moment we're still all equal. Thanks for listening.