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E102 Honi: Why Loved Ones Reject 'God ALMighty': Obedience to Your Spiritual Call · Ascension Alchemists™ — God Led Sacred Marriage For Purpose & Impact. A Couple's Embodied Walk with Presence of God ALMighty

• 0:02
  SPEAKER_00: Blessings and welcome to the Ascension Alchemist Podcast.
• 0:06
  SPEAKER_00: It is your host, Reverend Honey Borden, and I am delighted to join with you today after our 100th episode celebration.
• 0:17
  SPEAKER_00: Welcome, welcome, welcome.
• 0:19
  SPEAKER_00: For those of you who are new, welcome to this amazing blessed community.
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  SPEAKER_00: This is a community of believers, individuals who have strong faith, individuals who are living their purpose, and they're unapologetic about it, and they are allowing the presence of God Almighty really to lead their way.
• 0:41
  SPEAKER_00: And those of you who are returning, welcome, welcome, welcome.
• 0:44
  SPEAKER_00: Thank you so much.
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  SPEAKER_00: We are a community that have journeyed through the realm of spirituality, through all these different dimensions.
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  SPEAKER_00: We know the world of spirit.
• 0:57
  SPEAKER_00: And also, perhaps many of us have had experiences with organized religion.
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  SPEAKER_00: And somehow we found ourselves that we want to be able to have strong conviction and faith and have a personal relationship with the presence of God Almighty, that mighty I am presence.
• 1:17
  SPEAKER_00: And here we are, Ascension Alchemist is that exact community where it allows you to be exactly you, to have that incredible, private, personal relationship with the presence of God Almighty through that Christline without having to be under the dogma of any kind of way.
• 1:43
  SPEAKER_00: You are allowed to be you because God Almighty created you to be so incredible and has placed everything inside of you.
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  SPEAKER_00: And it is through that presence within that you navigate, you can also live that embodiment.
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  SPEAKER_00: We are dedicated to the walk, the embodiment of it.
• 2:03
  SPEAKER_00: And we don't have to label things, so we know what this is for, and this is what our community is about.
• 2:10
  SPEAKER_00: And I want to start with first saying thank you before I go into what the topic is, because I'm taking this solo journey today to be with you right after the 100th podcast episode recording that was last weekend.
• 2:32
  SPEAKER_00: And what a joy it was to put up these three different cameras, live stream it through different platforms while Michael and I recorded it.
• 2:42
  SPEAKER_00: That was just absolutely chaotic.
• 2:45
  SPEAKER_00: We were not used to that yet, we allowed it.
• 2:47
  SPEAKER_00: And it's always great to allow new muscle to come forward and just to not be attached to it to see how it plays out.
• 2:55
  SPEAKER_00: And what was so amazing to have so many of you from Instagram, from the two different Facebook groups join in, chime in, and share your celebration with us because this is a community celebration.
• 3:08
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm forever grateful that we were able to reach this milestone.
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  SPEAKER_00: And as I shared with Michael on the podcast, reaching this milestone really is not about Michael and I.
• 3:22
  SPEAKER_00: This is about how God Almighty, that mighty presence, is showing out through this platform that we are allowing it to be revealed and seen and shown.
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  SPEAKER_00: So when we were pulling up the statistics and the analysis and the actually the analytics, and when we came across 67 countries our podcast has reached out of 195 countries in the world, that's 34% of the countries on earth have heard our podcast.
• 4:07
  SPEAKER_00: And then it's 450 cities.
• 4:13
  SPEAKER_00: I looked at Michael, I was like, wow, Michael, like I never, I actually never imagined this.
• 4:20
  SPEAKER_00: When last year I just had this feeling on the inside to, it wasn't even a feeling, it was this pool to do the podcast stage training and podcasting.
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  SPEAKER_00: When I said yes, and next thing I knew, this podcasting training showed up on my feed.
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  SPEAKER_00: I was, I had thought of it, I hadn't even looked at it.
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  SPEAKER_00: It was by Kathy Hiller.
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  SPEAKER_00: When I clicked on it, I took the free introduction.
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  SPEAKER_00: Every part of me knew I had to do it, and I didn't even know why.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I remember I was telling Michael, and Michael's like, My gosh, honey, like you don't like doing all these technical things.
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  SPEAKER_00: I said, I know, I don't like it, but somehow I feel like the presence of God Almighty is gonna help me.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's so I don't know why, we just gotta do this.
• 5:09
  SPEAKER_00: So we took, we and we dove in right away, we didn't even wait because that training was about three months, and half of the people uh were preparing everything, learning, and then launching their podcast in January.
• 5:28
  SPEAKER_00: So mine was in September, September, October, November was the full training.
• 5:33
  SPEAKER_00: And as soon as we started the training, I decided I'm gonna start like publishing it right away.
• 5:39
  SPEAKER_00: So that's how we started two podcasts a week.
• 5:44
  SPEAKER_00: From it was actually September 6th, it will be our one-year anniversary.
• 5:49
  SPEAKER_00: So having said that, to continue to come on this podcast, record here, sit behind this screen, this laptop, and nothing fancy.
• 6:03
  SPEAKER_00: We just have our light here, and here's the microphone, and I'm speaking to you all, and knowing you're there, you're listening, to start cultivating this community and sharing what I was experiencing, what Michael was experiencing, what our relationship was experiencing, and giving the voice to it, and how we're actually living our purpose, our mission by facing the things we face, being very raw and real.
• 6:32
  SPEAKER_00: We decided from the very beginning, I said, Michael, I don't want any editing.
• 6:36
  SPEAKER_00: So, those of you who've been on this podcast, you've seen there's zero edits here, which is kind of a really bold move to take.
• 6:43
  SPEAKER_00: I said, I don't want it, I don't want it to be edited.
• 6:47
  SPEAKER_00: I want it to be exactly how it is, not even cut any of the ons off, because this is this is the rawest realist expression.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I wanted the tears to be experienced, the emotions to be experienced, the real authenticity of it to be experienced, so you can really experience it.
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  SPEAKER_00: I never realized it would reach how far it has reached in 11 months.
• 7:15
  SPEAKER_00: So thank you so much to all of you who've been listening, for all of you who've been sharing this, and to actually recognize there is a community, because for a long time Michael and I were struggling in figuring out okay, where do we where where are our people?
• 7:34
  SPEAKER_00: It seems like it's just us.
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  SPEAKER_00: We're the people who've gone through their entire spiritual journey and they've gone through their spiritual community and they've experienced all sorts of mentalities, everything, and we personally ourselves have practiced it so much, and we have so much appreciation for it.
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  SPEAKER_00: We'll never speak negative or ill of it.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yet then we were called to the next phase, which was to truly embody the presence of God Almighty, that Christ light within, through the experience I had in afterlife, to really, really experience it in this dimensional reality, in the physicality, and to stand behind it, to walk it, and to have a language around it.
• 8:21
  SPEAKER_00: What's it like for me to go through the personal experience in everyday life?
• 8:26
  SPEAKER_00: The choices that I'm making, the challenges with the elderly parent, with with my sons, with my relationship, with clients, like everything that is being faced, everything.
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  SPEAKER_00: How do I go through it?
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  SPEAKER_00: How do I allow the presence of God Almighty carry me through it?
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  SPEAKER_00: How do I then have a language to actually articulate it and to demonstrate the living presence of God Almighty behind the scene that has allowed the possibility, especially during those really challenging times.
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  SPEAKER_00: So this is what the show has been about.
• 9:08
  SPEAKER_00: And for it to have the value that it has had is really humbling.
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  SPEAKER_00: And again, Michael and I have just answered this call.
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  SPEAKER_00: I first said yes, I said, Michael, you gotta come along, we're doing this.
• 9:24
  SPEAKER_00: So as we both said yes, to have you all, not all, those of you who are reaching out personally saying, Okay, this episode really touched me.
• 9:36
  SPEAKER_00: Like Michael's 99th episode really touched this young gentleman that came across it, a 22-year-old, and how it really made an impact.
• 9:47
  SPEAKER_00: Or my episode that I had talked about a couple weeks earlier, how it helped this one friend of mine so much when she was going through a dark time.
• 9:56
  SPEAKER_00: So I feel this is what makes it so, so special.
• 10:00
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm so grateful that those of you that have actually taken this step to share the podcast with others.
• 10:10
  SPEAKER_00: And some of you are posting on Instagram, some of you posting on Facebook, some of you are just sharing the letters.
• 10:15
  SPEAKER_00: And I just want you to know how much I I thank you.
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  SPEAKER_00: Not just for me, I'm thanking you because you're also the hands and feet on earth on the presence of God Almighty that this is reaching out to others.
• 10:31
  SPEAKER_00: So I'm not here to preach anything, I'm not here to really do any evangelism or anything like that.
• 10:38
  SPEAKER_00: I'm here to just live my true purpose with what I experience in afterlife, meeting the living presence of my deep presence, the living Christ Yeshua.
• 10:51
  SPEAKER_00: And then I was sent back to earth to to embody the teachings, that kingdom to actually embody it, to live it, not be so focused on resurrection, the crucification or resurrection, any of that.
• 11:08
  SPEAKER_00: It's all about the kingdom is within, it is through the heart, the heavenly realm.
• 11:13
  SPEAKER_00: I got to experience the heavenly realm to be to then help people understand it's here, it's not outside of you.
• 11:21
  SPEAKER_00: And as you stretch yourself, you stretch yourself out of these discomforts, out of these limitations, and you open room for the presence of God Almighty to come in.
• 11:32
  SPEAKER_00: And when the presence of God Almighty comes into you, takes over, consumes your human, and you allow your life to be led by that presence, it's a very different life.
• 11:46
  SPEAKER_00: Surely living a very different life than I lived before I allowed this.
• 11:59
  SPEAKER_00: You don't want that, you want somebody who's living it to share from their experience so you also find courage to walk through it yourself so you have your own lived experience.
• 12:14
  SPEAKER_00: So, my whole understanding of all of this is you're too here, you're truly here on earth to lead your own life, lead by the presence of God Almighty, and lead in this life.
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  SPEAKER_00: So I'm not here to be a leader of you in any way.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm here to lead my life by completely allowing that.
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  SPEAKER_00: So when I share it, you too can see one is doing it, so you can apply it to yourself, not through what I'm doing, through my share.
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  SPEAKER_00: You're inspired to allow it within you, and you bring your particular amazing, blessed way that God Almighty has orchestrated, ordained for you to come through.
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  SPEAKER_00: So, with this, I'm gonna go to the topic today.
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  SPEAKER_00: So, this actually opens at a great topic to talk about, which is when you are completely serving your mission, your purpose, your destiny, and other people aren't accepting you or have a hard time with you when you are being obedient, disciplined, committed, devoted to serve your complete call.
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  SPEAKER_00: So, this is the topic today, which I had a dear friend of mine that asked, can you speak of this?
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  SPEAKER_00: So I'm gonna speak of it because it ties very good in this conversation.
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  SPEAKER_00: And what what is it like?
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  SPEAKER_00: Some of the people want to know, honey, what's that like for you?
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  SPEAKER_00: You know, you you're you're so true to your purpose, you're so true to your mission.
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  SPEAKER_00: Do you meet opposition?
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  SPEAKER_00: Oh, you better believe I do.
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  SPEAKER_00: Have I met opposition of non-believers?
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  SPEAKER_00: Absolutely.
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  SPEAKER_00: Have I had opposition of people like wanting me to express it differently?
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  SPEAKER_00: Absolutely.
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  SPEAKER_00: We actually had that conversation today when Michael and I were talking.
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  SPEAKER_00: There are people that are very close to us.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's interesting, actually, in my own private ministry, we have a private community, we have beautiful people in there.
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  SPEAKER_00: Even within that community, what's amazing is they they attend the prayer circle, they attend the celebration circle, they attend the meditations, yet they still have a really hard time with me saying the word God Almighty, or when I use the word they live in Christ, they don't like that.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so there's an opposition with that, and does it bother me?
• 15:15
  SPEAKER_00: No, not in any which way.
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  SPEAKER_00: Does it impact me?
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  SPEAKER_00: Not at all.
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  SPEAKER_00: Does it pull on my energy?
• 15:24
  SPEAKER_00: No.
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  SPEAKER_00: Why?
• 15:25
  SPEAKER_00: Because I am so dedicated to the call that I said yes to.
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  SPEAKER_00: That is so much bigger than anything else.
• 15:37
  SPEAKER_00: I said yes to the presence of God Almighty.
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  SPEAKER_00: I said yes that I answering this fulfillment that you wanted me to deliver, the promise that you've placed in me.
• 15:53
  SPEAKER_00: So you put first above anything, anyone else.
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  SPEAKER_00: So even if my children don't agree, it has no impact whatsoever.
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  SPEAKER_00: Because at the end of the day, and at the end of this life, I know who I gotta respond to because I experienced that.
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  SPEAKER_00: I actually crossed from this physicality into a spirit side.
• 16:23
  SPEAKER_00: I experienced the NDE afterlife, I know where I'm going.
• 16:27
  SPEAKER_00: So when Yeshua sent me back and said, go share this, and he said to go be it, walk it, he didn't tell me to come preach it.
• 16:38
  SPEAKER_00: So you're not gonna hear me start preaching the gospels.
• 16:43
  SPEAKER_00: No, mine is the walk of embodiment, understanding the gospels, understanding the scriptures from the way mighty I am presence in that Christ's light is revealing it to me, and then being stretched to walk it.
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  SPEAKER_00: That's round position.
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  SPEAKER_00: So I'm so clear on it, this is why it doesn't impact me.
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  SPEAKER_00: And how do you meet people with opposition?
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  SPEAKER_00: So, for example, if those of you who are very, very true to your conviction, very true, you have you have given everything up to serve your call, and it's so true to you, in the beginning, you might not be as strong in it.
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  SPEAKER_00: You might have challenging times, especially if your closest friends and family and loved ones don't ex don't accept it, or don't expect you.
• 17:41
  SPEAKER_00: Well, first let's say don't accept you because it's like you've changed.
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  SPEAKER_00: How do you meet that?
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  SPEAKER_00: Or sometimes they may project a lot on you because it's like you've changed so much and they can't relate to you, so it might seem like they're lost you, or that that also comes across.
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  SPEAKER_00: So there's this hurt may come across and it'll be projected to you.
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  SPEAKER_00: So, how do you meet that?
• 18:08
  SPEAKER_00: How can you meet that with reverence and grace?
• 18:10
  SPEAKER_00: And this is the part that this beautiful blessed gift has been given to me and given to you so that you can actually face that opposition and be able to then face it not just with your human self, face it with the presence of God Almighty.
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  SPEAKER_00: The mighty, when I speak of God Almighty, I'm speaking to the one that created all, the the divine architecture of all, the primary creator that created all.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's the mighty I am presence.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm not speaking to a one God, that's not what I'm speaking about, like the gods that exist.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm talking about to the one that created the universes, multiverses, all existence.
• 19:03
  SPEAKER_00: Whenever you hear me say that, that's who I'm responding to, because I'm referring to that because that was my experience in afterlife, and that's what I've been sent back to live it and share it from here.
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  SPEAKER_00: So, with that presence, I meet the opposition, and I can meet it with grace, meet it with humility, meet it with understanding that somehow this other person is having a hard time with the way that I'm expressing it, and I'm okay if they're having a hard time.
• 19:44
  SPEAKER_00: But does not mean that I'm going to change or lower myself in any way to try to convince this other person or try to.
• 20:19
  SPEAKER_00: You're given the opportunity to stand in the presence of not being accepted, being rejected, maybe being abandoned, being, if anything, being actually let's see.
• 20:40
  SPEAKER_00: Being even disrespected, let's throw that in there.
• 20:44
  SPEAKER_00: Can you stand in the humility of the presence of God Almighty in you and be okay with it?
• 20:52
  SPEAKER_00: Because that's actually the walk of it.
• 20:54
  SPEAKER_00: There's one thing to say it, but there's another thing to walk it.
• 20:58
  SPEAKER_00: It's completely different, and it is an art, it doesn't come overnight.
• 21:06
  SPEAKER_00: Did I get here overnight?
• 21:09
  SPEAKER_00: Absolutely not.
• 21:10
  SPEAKER_00: Did it take a while?
• 21:11
  SPEAKER_00: Absolutely.
• 21:12
  SPEAKER_00: What was the practice?
• 21:14
  SPEAKER_00: The practice was to stand in that truth, letting that truth be bigger than my human ego, letting that truth be bigger than my human thoughts, letting that truth be bigger than my human emotions.
• 21:31
  SPEAKER_00: So even if my human emotions got hurt, like I remember one of my cousins one time said to me, Honey, I don't believe any of you.
• 21:40
  SPEAKER_00: I don't believe any of this.
• 21:41
  SPEAKER_00: I said, okay.
• 21:42
  SPEAKER_00: He's like, I just I don't believe any of it.
• 21:45
  SPEAKER_00: I said, that's okay.
• 21:48
  SPEAKER_00: And then I had a friend said, you know, like I would listen to you if you just didn't use the word God so much.
• 21:55
  SPEAKER_00: I said, okay, but I'm not gonna stop.
• 21:58
  SPEAKER_00: I had another person.
• 22:00
  SPEAKER_00: Person that I knew said, you know, used to be so much cooler because when you were talking about like councils and higher dimensional beings, and you now just focus on God.
• 22:13
  SPEAKER_00: So you know what?
• 22:14
  SPEAKER_00: I just don't resonate.
• 22:16
  SPEAKER_00: I was like, that's that's fine by me too.
• 22:19
  SPEAKER_00: And then I found it interesting.
• 22:21
  SPEAKER_00: These very, very same individuals.
• 22:25
  SPEAKER_00: When they're going through something, who do they call?
• 22:29
  SPEAKER_00: They call me.
• 22:31
  SPEAKER_00: Hey, honey, I'm going through this.
• 22:33
  SPEAKER_00: Can you pray for me?
• 22:34
  SPEAKER_00: I'm like, yes, of course, I'll pray for you.
• 22:38
  SPEAKER_00: Or they're going through something.
• 22:39
  SPEAKER_00: Wow, honey, you have so much wisdom on that.
• 22:42
  SPEAKER_00: That's amazing.
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  SPEAKER_00: Like, okay, thank you.
• 22:46
  SPEAKER_00: It's not mine, it's the presence of God.
• 22:48
  SPEAKER_00: And then another person, you know, going through whatever situation.
• 22:54
  SPEAKER_00: Wow, honey, this, this, this, I listened to you, and this, this was amazing, was so uplifting when you spoke truth.
• 23:02
  SPEAKER_00: I really hear it.
• 23:04
  SPEAKER_00: I'm like, okay, but I don't like it when you use the word Christ.
• 23:12
  SPEAKER_00: I don't like the word, I don't like it when you use the word God Almighty because I I don't resonate with it.
• 23:18
  SPEAKER_00: So I've learned to be okay with that.
• 23:21
  SPEAKER_00: Let people be where they are.
• 23:23
  SPEAKER_00: So understand that people are where they are, it's all good.
• 23:31
  SPEAKER_00: If your attention is to win people over, get their approval, this is a major trap that's only going to hurt you.
• 23:44
  SPEAKER_00: But if your attention is fulfilling the promise of your soul purpose, why you are here on earth on the first place, why you were created, why were you manufactured by the mighty presence that wanted you to exist amongst all these other individuals for a very specific purpose, then you will put all your attention to that and you will take your attention completely off from the ones that judge you, mislabel you, maybe disrespect you, or even speak negatively, or reject you, it would not affect you at all.
• 24:35
  SPEAKER_00: I've also faced like within family before, well, honey, you're not really Christian, so I can't listen to you.
• 24:44
  SPEAKER_00: Like, okay, that's good too.
• 24:47
  SPEAKER_00: So you if you're waiting for people to win you over, it's going to be a long walk.
• 24:55
  SPEAKER_00: It's a long walk.
• 24:58
  SPEAKER_00: And yes, I do stand in a different place for sure.
• 25:02
  SPEAKER_00: Absolutely.
• 25:04
  SPEAKER_00: My focus is on the actual teachings that was brought forth.
• 25:13
  SPEAKER_00: The teachings about the kingdom.
• 25:16
  SPEAKER_00: That's where I'm just that's where my heart and passion is.
• 25:24
  SPEAKER_00: And that's a very different walk.
• 25:28
  SPEAKER_00: That I've come to honor and embrace and understand.
• 25:32
  SPEAKER_00: So what fascinates me is this podcast is reaching all these countries that I never imagined they want to hear about these call these conversations.
• 25:47
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm not here to battle anyone, I'm not here to convince anyone.
• 25:52
  SPEAKER_00: If it doesn't resonate, I'm okay with it.
• 25:55
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm okay with those who truly are drawn to this.
• 26:01
  SPEAKER_00: And like, wow, there's something here, there's something here that I want to apply greater in my life.
• 26:08
  SPEAKER_00: I can say on a personal level, my own personal human experience, I have never experienced the ease, the peace, the grace, the calm, the joy, the love that I feel inside of me.
• 26:29
  SPEAKER_00: I was seeking this for so long.
• 26:33
  SPEAKER_00: And I had the this hole inside of my heart for a long time because of all the hardships that my human experience experienced in this human journey.
• 26:45
  SPEAKER_00: And a lot of my attention was focused on these the pain of these life circumstances.
• 26:55
  SPEAKER_00: And I was drawing into spiritual community just as an attempt to heal myself.
• 27:01
  SPEAKER_00: And from that, somehow, by the grace of God Almighty, this gift was given to me that I couldn't fully help myself.
• 27:12
  SPEAKER_00: I attempted, but in helping others, I started feeling better.
• 27:16
  SPEAKER_00: So I started pouring more energy and helping others, and the more I help others, the more I felt better until I that couldn't continue.
• 27:25
  SPEAKER_00: I had to start really looking within.
• 27:27
  SPEAKER_00: As I started really looking within, it was hard.
• 27:30
  SPEAKER_00: It was hard to look within and face all those pains that I had buried, and there were a lot of emotional, mental pain.
• 27:39
  SPEAKER_00: So I had to face them.
• 27:41
  SPEAKER_00: So then I had to start healing my body, allowing my body, and this is how Michael came into my life, so that because he's also a body worker, so my body can start to actually heal, because inside my body, down all the way into the mitochondria, so much of these hurt emotions and memories were trapped in there from all the accidents, from the drowning, from my gosh, like abuse and all sorts of things, war and migration and losses.
• 28:16
  SPEAKER_00: So my body had to start healing as being able to feel safe enough, and it wasn't until I really allowed the presence, even though I'd experienced afterlife, I hadn't fully allowed the presence of God Almighty into my body because it really had to come in my body, and when it comes into your body, you start really facing all kinds of things on the inside of you, and that's where the humility becomes, where you gotta stretch yourself and allow the love of God Almighty to come into all of these parts of your life where you experience not being loved, you experience being hurt, you experience being shamed, you experience being mistreated, you experience all of these devastations, so that it can start to be forgiven, move forward, be released, so that way that that restoration of that pure Christ light can heal and restore that part, so that way you can move forward in your destiny, and every time you would allow it, then the next door that was part of your destiny would open up.
• 29:35
  SPEAKER_00: That's what started happening, and this is why I am in the place that I am now, and I'm still, I call it, of course, like the being on the potter wheel.
• 29:49
  SPEAKER_00: I'm still in the works of it.
• 29:51
  SPEAKER_00: God Almighty still working through me, so I can again still refine even more parts of me as more doors open so that I can be of greater service to others, but not from a place of emptiness that I was before, from the place of fullness where it's not coming from my human self where it was before.
• 30:14
  SPEAKER_00: It's coming from the presence of God Almighty doing the work through me.
• 30:20
  SPEAKER_00: So I can't even take the credit for it anymore.
• 30:22
  SPEAKER_00: This is where the change has taken place, and my human self is experiencing the fulfillment, the satisfaction, the joy and the pleasure of it, how wonderful this is.
• 30:35
  SPEAKER_00: So my entire day is dedicated from morning till night to being held and being carried, being led, being guided, being directed by the presence of God Almighty.
• 30:51
  SPEAKER_00: And I rejoice in that.
• 31:35
  SPEAKER_00: So what's the point of all of this?
• 31:39
  SPEAKER_00: The point of all of this is if you have been touched, you have your own living testimony, you are in this true conviction, you cannot put your attention on others.
• 31:56
  SPEAKER_00: You must put all your attention, and I mean all of it, on the presence of the creator that created you, manufactured you, wants you to wants to work through you.
• 32:10
  SPEAKER_00: So you are gonna also be tested to withstand facing the rejections, the projections, the oppositions, and everything else that comes with it.
• 32:22
  SPEAKER_00: Now I didn't say it's easy, it can be difficult.
• 32:27
  SPEAKER_00: Initially it was very hard.
• 32:29
  SPEAKER_00: However, even threaten, I can definitely tell you, like I have had a few threats on social media because I don't fit into the into someone's mentality of the way they understand God.
• 32:48
  SPEAKER_00: I actually serious threat, we have had to have police involved.
• 32:52
  SPEAKER_00: So but I learned through this journey where I'm today 100% leaning on the presence of God Almighty, whereas before I was leaning more on my own human strength.
• 33:12
  SPEAKER_00: That's a huge difference.
• 33:14
  SPEAKER_00: And speaking of this, I wouldn't I do want to say for my beautiful women that are on this call, I am about to launch something really incredible.
• 33:25
  SPEAKER_00: This all comes as a result of my own personal walk where I was living life, leading life through my own understanding, through my own human strength, through all of that.
• 33:38
  SPEAKER_00: And the burnout, the frustration, the limitation, the challenges, though I did very, very well succeeded, but it also left me scarred on the inside.
• 33:54
  SPEAKER_00: If that's you, it will really resonate with you because I have I've created a product where through this tool you get to, it's a free tool, it's a revelation tool where you get to look into this mirror within.
• 34:16
  SPEAKER_00: So you can see where God-given life force energy is leaking out of you and how to bring it back.
• 34:24
  SPEAKER_00: So it gives you a free result as well.
• 34:28
  SPEAKER_00: And from that, if you want to go further, you can actually sign up for my what's called the realignment.
• 34:38
  SPEAKER_00: This is the realignment blueprint where it's only 80$88 and it is digitally, it's a digital access, you get it right away.
• 34:48
  SPEAKER_00: Where I have put the entire framework together, how you bring this back to alignment, and I'm gonna be releasing that soon.
• 34:57
  SPEAKER_00: This is gonna be really, really helpful because it is the distinction between the walk that I took and where I'm now, where I'm leaning and walking completely with the presence of God Almighty and led by that, and not leaning on my own human support, my own human understanding, my own human emotions.
• 35:24
  SPEAKER_00: No, it's completely different.
• 35:26
  SPEAKER_00: So that's gonna speak to some of you, and if for those of you that want to be the first to receive it, please email me as soon as I launch it so I know who you are at info at Escensionalchemists.com so you get a chance to receive it as the very first people.
• 35:46
  SPEAKER_00: So that's what I wanted to share.
• 35:49
  SPEAKER_00: Being able to have this podcast has been such a blessing, reach this many people, and to see how much further we can go.
• 36:01
  SPEAKER_00: Michael and I were sitting, we're like, wow, what do we want to do with this?
• 36:05
  SPEAKER_00: So, do we want to set up an actual podcast studio?
• 36:08
  SPEAKER_00: We said, How maybe we do that?
• 36:10
  SPEAKER_00: I got on a call with somebody to start learning about how I can, you know, what are the steps if you want to set up a podcast studio, be able to have guests, and then Michael and I talk about do we want to go once a week?
• 36:23
  SPEAKER_00: So I'll do one episode a month, Michael does one, then Michael and I do one, and then one episode is just guests, so we start opening that up so guests can be first online, and then guests maybe coming into a studio.
• 36:38
  SPEAKER_00: So these are some of the things that we're exploring right now, exploring the next phase of the podcast, and out of the podcast, being able to speak on stages.
• 36:48
  SPEAKER_00: So I have my first upcoming stage speaking.
• 36:53
  SPEAKER_00: It's called My My Testimony Love, which is in Nashville, Tennessee, on the 18th of September.
• 37:01
  SPEAKER_00: And this is really for those who've had an actual direct testimony with the presence of God Almighty, and they want to be around people, it's a hundred people that they get to share, they get to be together.
• 37:15
  SPEAKER_00: So please join.
• 37:16
  SPEAKER_00: That's gonna be amazing.
• 37:18
  SPEAKER_00: I'm not sure if they're going to have it online, but as soon as they do, I'll ask Angela and Matt are the organizers.
• 37:25
  SPEAKER_00: So as soon as I find that they're gonna have it online, so certainly we'll give you the access, but it's$222 for the two days, and I will be only speaking as a featured guest on the 18th.
• 37:37
  SPEAKER_00: I don't know what time yet.
• 37:39
  SPEAKER_00: So Michael and I fly in there, and I'm looking for more stages to speak as this is this is this next phase, and being able to again communicate from here from a lived experience from the actual walk, what it's like.
• 37:54
  SPEAKER_00: And I would love to be able to meet you wherever we're speaking, where we are.
• 37:58
  SPEAKER_00: So please feel free to join.
• 38:00
  SPEAKER_00: And having speaking of this, Michael and I are also looking to put an event together at the Marriott Hotel close to us here for in-person event, a full one day.
• 38:12
  SPEAKER_00: So that way, for those of you that are interested, you want to be in person, we can have that enriched experience and go deeper into the walk, the actual walk of it, and the teachings of that walk.
• 38:26
  SPEAKER_00: So we can really, really help others.
• 38:28
  SPEAKER_00: So these are all coming up.
• 38:29
  SPEAKER_00: So stay tuned for now.
• 38:31
  SPEAKER_00: And in the meantime, just know God Almighty is directing you, is guiding you, is always showing the next step as you lean on that presence and you claim that presence in you deeper and greater today, you will see the blessings that have already been blessed upon you and wants to be shared up on your life, wants to be given through your life, so that way you can bring these blessings onto earth.
• 39:04
  SPEAKER_00: And I know that so deeply, and I know it that this is absolutely ordained by the presence of God Almighty's grace, and it is all the way under that Christ light, and it is in that holy name.
• 39:21
  SPEAKER_00: And I say amen, amen, amen to that.
• 39:25
  SPEAKER_00: Because it is indeed so good and holy.
• 39:29
  SPEAKER_00: So good.
• 39:30
  SPEAKER_00: So that's what I have for today.
• 39:33
  SPEAKER_00: Love you all.
• 39:34
  SPEAKER_00: Thank you so much for joining.
• 39:35
  SPEAKER_00: If this resonated with you, please share it with somebody else.
• 39:40
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm okay if it didn't.
• 39:43
  SPEAKER_00: My love continues, doesn't end.
• 39:45
  SPEAKER_00: Have a beautiful, blessed day, and see you on the next podcast episode.
• 39:50
  SPEAKER_00: And please share your questions.
• 39:52
  SPEAKER_00: We love to get your questions so we can answer them.