Latest / Sacred Texts Archive / 40 - The Desire of Ages - Ellen Gould
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- 0:00A night on the lake. Seated upon the grassy plain in the twilight of
- 0:05the spring evening, the people ate of the food that Christ had provided.
- 0:09The words they had heard that day had come to them as the voice of
- 0:12God. The works of healing they had witnessed were such as only divine power
- 0:17could perform. But the miracles of the loaves appealed to every one in that
- 0:20vast multitude, all were sharers in its benefit. In the days of Moses,
- 0:26God had fed Israel with manna in the desert. And who was this
- 0:29that had fed them that day? But He whom Moses had foretold no human
- 0:34power could create from five barley loaves and two small fishes, food sufficient to
- 0:39feed thousands of hungry people. And they said, one to another, this
- 0:43is of a truth, that prophet that should come into the world all day.
- 0:46The conviction has strengthened. That crowning act is assurance that the long looked
- 0:51for deliver is among them. The hopes of the people rise higher and higher.
- 0:56This is he who will make Judea an earthly paradise, a lay flowing
- 1:00with milk and honey. He can satisfy every desire. He can break the
- 1:04power of the hated Romans. He can deliver Judah and Jerusalem. He can
- 1:10heal the soldiers who are wounded in battle. He can supply whole armies with
- 1:14food. He can conquer the nations and give to Israel the long sought dominion.
- 1:19In their enthusiasm, the people are ready at once to crown him king.
- 1:23They see that he makes no effort to attract attention or secure honor to
- 1:26himself. In this he is essentially different from the priests and rulers, and
- 1:30they fear that he will never urge his claim to David's throne. Consulting together,
- 1:34they agree to take him by force and proclaim him the king of Israel.
- 1:40The disciples unite with the multitude in declaring the throne of David the rightful
- 1:44inheritance of their master. It is the modesty of Christ, they say,
- 1:48that causes him to refuse such honor. Let the people exalt their deliverer.
- 1:52Let the arrogant priests and rulers be forced to honor him who comes clothed with
- 1:57the authority of God. They eagerly arranged to carry out their purpose. But
- 2:02Jesus sees what is on foot and understands as they cannot what would be the
- 2:07result of such a movement. Even now, the priests and rulers are hunting
- 2:12his life. They accuse him of drawing the people away from them. Violence
- 2:15and insurrection would follow an effort to place him on the throne, and the
- 2:20work of the spiritual kingdom would be hindered. Without delay, the movement must
- 2:23be checked. Calling his disciples, Jesus bids him take the boat and return
- 2:29at once to Capernaum, leaving him to dismiss the people. Never before had
- 2:32a command from Christ seemed so impossible of fulfillment. The disciples had long hoped
- 2:38for a popular movement to place Jesus on the throne. They could not endure
- 2:42the thought that all this enthusiasm should come to nothing. The multitudes that were
- 2:46assembling to keep the Passover were anxious to see the new prophet. To his
- 2:51followers, this seemed the golden opportunity to establish their beloved master on the throne
- 2:55of Israel. In the glow of this new ambition, it was hard for
- 2:59them to go away by themselves and leave Jesus alone upon that desolate shore.
- 3:04They protested against the arrangement, but Jesus now spoke with an authority he had
- 3:08never before assumed towards them. They knew that further opposition on their part would
- 3:14be useless, and in silence they turned toward the sea. Jesus now commands
- 3:19a multitude to disperse, and his manner is so decisive that they dare not
- 3:23disobey. The words of praise and exaltation die on their lips in the very
- 3:28act of advancing to seize him. Their steps are strayed, and the glad
- 3:32eager look fades from their countenances. In that throng are men of strong mind
- 3:38in firm determination. But the kingly bearing of Jesus and his few quiet words
- 3:43of command quell the tumult and frustrate their designs. They recognize in him a
- 3:49power above all earthly authority, and without a question they submit. When left
- 3:54alone, Jesus went up into a mountain apart to pray. For hours,
- 3:59he continued pleading with God, not for himself, but for men. Were
- 4:02those prayers he prayed for power to reveal to men the divine character of his
- 4:08mission, that Satan might not blind their understanding and pervert their judgment. The
- 4:13Savior knew that his days of personal ministry on earth were nearly ended, and
- 4:17that few would receive him as a redeemer. In travail and conflict of soul,
- 4:21he prayed for his disciples. They were to be grievously tried. Their
- 4:26long cherished hopes based on a popular delusion, were to be disappointed in a
- 4:30most painful and humiliating manner. In the place of his exaltation to the throne
- 4:35of David, they were to witness his crucifixion. This was to be indeed
- 4:40his true coronation. But they did not discern this, and in consequence strong
- 4:45temptations would come to them, which it would be difficult for them to recognize
- 4:48his temptations. Without the Holy Spirit to enlighten the mind and enlarge a comprehension,
- 4:54the faith of the disciples would fail. It was painful to Jesus that
- 4:58their conceptions of his kingdom were to so great a degree limited to worldly aggrandizement
- 5:02and honor. For them, the burden was heavy upon his heart, and
- 5:06he poured out his supplications with bitter agony and tears. The disciples had not
- 5:13put off immediately from the land, as Jesus directed them. They waited for
- 5:16a time hoping that he would come to them, But as they saw that
- 5:20darkness was fast gathering, they entered into a ship and went over the sea
- 5:26toward Capernaum. They had left Jesus with dissatisfied hearts, more impatient with him
- 5:30than ever before. Since acknowledging him as their lord, they murmured because they
- 5:34had not been permitted to proclaim him king. They blamed themselves for yielding so
- 5:40readily to his command. They reasoned that if they had been more persistent,
- 5:44they might have accomplished their purpose. Unbelief was taking possession of their minds and
- 5:48hearts. Love of honor had blinded them. They knew that Jesus was hated
- 5:54by the Pharisees, and they were eager to see him exalted as they thought
- 5:58he should be. To be united with a teacher who could work mighty miracles,
- 6:01and yet to be reviled as deceivers was a trial they could ill endure.
- 6:06Were they always to be accounted followers of a false prophet? Would Christ
- 6:11never assert his authority as king? Why did not he who possess such power
- 6:15reveal himself in his true character and make their way less painful? Why had
- 6:20he not saved John the Baptist from a violent death. Thus, the disciples
- 6:25reasoned until they brought upon themselves great spiritual darkness. They questioned, could Jesus
- 6:30be an impostor? As the Pharisees asserted, the disciples had that day witnessed
- 6:34the wonderful works of Christ, it had seemed that Heaven had come down to
- 6:39earth. The memory of that precious, glorious day should have filled them with
- 6:44faith and hope. Had they, out of the abundance of their hearts,
- 6:47been conversing together in regard to these things, they would not have entered into
- 6:51temptation. But their disappointment had absorbed their thoughts. The words of Christ gather
- 6:58up the fragments, that thing be lost were unheeded. Those were hours of
- 7:03large blessings to the disciples, but they had forgotten it all. They were
- 7:08in the midst of troubled waters. Their thoughts were stormy and unreasonable, and
- 7:13the Lord gave them something else to afflict their souls and occupy their minds.
- 7:17God often does this when men create burdens and troubles for themselves. The disciples
- 7:21had no need to make trouble. Already danger was fast approaching a violent tempest
- 7:29had been stealing upon them, and they were unprepared for it. It was
- 7:31a sudden contrast, for the day had been perfect, and when the gales
- 7:35struck them, they were afraid. They forgot their disaffection, their unbelief,
- 7:41their impatience. Everyone worked to keep the boat from seeking. It was but
- 7:46a short distance by sea from Besayda to the point where they expected to meet
- 7:49Jesus, and in ordinary weather the journey required but a few hours. But
- 7:55now they were driven farther and farther from the point they sought. Until the
- 7:59fourth watch of the night. They toiled at the oars. Then the weary
- 8:01men gave themselves up for lost in storm and darkness. The sea had taught
- 8:07them their own helplessness, and they longed for the presence of their master.
- 8:11Jesus had not forgotten them. The watcher on the shore saw those fear stricken
- 8:15men battling with the tempest. Not for a moment did he lose sight of
- 8:18his disciples. With deepest solicitude, his eyes followed the storm tossed boat with
- 8:24its precious burden. For these men were to be the light of the world,
- 8:28as a mother in tender love watches her child. So the compassionate Master
- 8:33watched his disciples. When their hearts were subdued, their unholy ambition quelled,
- 8:37and in humility they prayed for help. It was given them. At the
- 8:41moment when they believed themselves lost, a gleam of light reveals a mysterious figure
- 8:46approaching them upon the water. But they know not that it is Jesus,
- 8:50the one who has come for their help. They count as an enemy.
- 8:54Terror overpowers them. The hands that have grasped the oars with muscles like iron
- 9:00let go their hold. The boat rocks with the will of the waves.
- 9:03All eyes are riveted on this vision of a man walking upon the white capped
- 9:09billows of the foaming sea. They think it a phantom that omens their destruction,
- 9:15and they cry out for fear. Jesus advances as if he would pass
- 9:18them, but they recognize him and cry out, entreating his help. Their
- 9:22beloved Master turns. His voice silences their fear. Be a good cheer,
- 9:28it is I be not afraid. As soon as they could credit the wondrous
- 9:33fact, Peter was almost beside himself with joy, as if he could scarcely
- 9:39yet believe. He cried out, Lord, if it be thou bid me
- 9:43come unto thee on the water, and he said, come, looking unto
- 9:46Jesus. Peter walks securely, but as in self satisfaction, he glances back
- 9:52towards his companions in the boat. His eyes are turned from the Savior.
- 9:56The wind is boisterous, the waves roll high and come directly between him and
- 10:01the Master, and he is afraid. For a moment, Christ is hidden
- 10:05from his view, and his faith gives way. He begins to sink,
- 10:09But while the billows talk with death, Peter lifts his eyes from the angry
- 10:15waters, and, fixing them upon Jesus, cries, Lord, save me.
- 10:20Immediately Jesus grasped the outstretched hand, saying, O thou of little faith,
- 10:24wherefore didst thou doubt? Walking side by side Peter's hand in that of
- 10:30his master, they stepped into the boat together, but Peter was now subdued
- 10:35and silent. He had no reason to boast over his fellows, for through
- 10:39unbelief and self exaltation, he had very nearly lost his life. When he
- 10:43turned his eyes from Jesus, his footing was lost, and he sank amid
- 10:48the waves. When trouble comes upon us. How often we are like Peter.
- 10:54We look upon the waves instead of keeping our eyes fixed upon the Savior.
- 10:58Our footsteps slide, and the proud waters go over our souls. Jesus
- 11:03did not bid Peter come to him that he should perish. He does not
- 11:07call us to follow him and then forsake us. Fear not, he says,
- 11:11for I have redeemed THEE. I have called THEE by thy name.
- 11:15Thou art mine. When thou passest through the waters, I will be with
- 11:18THEE, and through the rivers they shall not overflow THEE. When thou walkest
- 11:24through the fire, thou shalt not be burned. Neither shall the flame kindle
- 11:28upon THEE. For I am the Lord, thy God, the Holy One
- 11:31of Israel, thy Savior Isaiah forty three, one to three. Jesus read
- 11:35the character of his disciples. He knew how sorely their faith was to be
- 11:39tried in this incident on the sea. He desired to reveal to Peter his
- 11:43own weakness, to show that his safety was in constant dependence upon divine power.
- 11:50Amid the storms of temptation. He could walk safely only as in utter
- 11:54self distrust. He should rely upon the Savior. It was on the point
- 11:58where he thought himself strong that Peter was weak, And not until he discerned
- 12:03his weakness could he realize his need of dependence upon Christ. Had he learned
- 12:09the lesson that Jesus sought to teach him in that experience on the sea,
- 12:13he would not have failed when the great tests came upon him. Day by
- 12:16day God instructs his children by the circumstances of the daily life. He is
- 12:22preparing them to act their part upon the wider stage to which His providence has
- 12:24appointed them. It is the issue of the daily test that determines their victory
- 12:30or defeat in life's great crisis. Those who fail to realize their constant dependence
- 12:35upon God will be overcome by temptation. We may now suppose that our feet
- 12:39stand secure, and that we shall never be moved. We may say with
- 12:43confidence, I know in whom I have believed. Nothing can shake my faith
- 12:48in God and his word. But Satan is planning to take advantage of our
- 12:52hereditary and cultivated traits of character, and to blind our eyes to our own
- 12:56necessities and defects. Only through realizing our own weakness and looking steadfastly unto Jesus,
- 13:03can we walk securely? No sooner had Jesus taken his place in the
- 13:07boat than the wind ceased, and immediately the ship was at the land whither
- 13:13they went. The night of horror was succeeded by the light of dawn.
- 13:16The disciples and others who also were on board, bowed at the feet of
- 13:20Jesus with thankful heart, saying of a truth, thou art the son of
- 13:26God. End of Chapter forty