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Episode 250 | Cindy Ann Boisson · Corie Sheppard Podcast

• 0:00
  Corie: Hi, my name is Corey Shepard, which I thought would be obvious if you're looking at the Corey Shepard podcast, and today we want to welcome Cindy-Ann Bosso.
• 0:06
  Corie: How are you going, man?
• 0:08
  Cindy Ann: I'm good, I'm happy to be here, man.
• 0:10
  Corie: I am happy that you're here.
• 0:11
  Corie: Happy that you're here, happy that you're in the country we get to do this.
• 0:13
  Cindy Ann: Yeah.
• 0:14
  Corie: People underestimate how long we've been planning these things out.
• 0:16
  Corie: It's been a while since we talked and it's you find the place easy and thing.
• 0:21
  Corie: I was telling David.
• 0:22
  Corie: I said I know how long.
• 0:23
  Corie: You know what I mean If you're in trend that often and thing if you get lost on the way and that kind of thing.
• 0:26
  Corie: You know it was good.
• 0:27
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, I was early too.
• 0:29
  Corie: Yeah, well before me.
• 0:34
  Cindy Ann: I gave myself some wiggle room to get here because, I'll be honest, I didn't come for a few years, and when I came in 22 years, we had done over the highway and stuff Right, and I have a friend that lives, I think, somewhere here, and she gave me directions and I ended up carrying a bird sanctuary, yeah, so that didn't happen today, though, so I gave myself enough wiggle room.
• 0:56
  Corie: If you end up in a bird sanctuary, your wiggle room ought to be ours.
• 0:58
  Corie: Listen.
• 1:00
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, I tried to turn by Grand Bazaar.
• 1:02
  Cindy Ann: There was no turn off and I just kept going and I'm like this is not good.
• 1:07
  Cindy Ann: But yeah, so I gave myself time, so I'm here.
• 1:11
  Corie: Beautiful, beautiful.
• 1:12
  Corie: So for people who might know, I think people do the senior clips.
• 1:16
  Corie: So when we first spoke, I have senior clips going all over the place.
• 1:19
  Corie: That's good.
• 1:20
  Corie: Yeah, we feel good.
• 1:20
  Corie: When we see Trinny's abroad doing the thing, it feels a little better.
• 1:25
  Corie: I don't know why is this.
• 1:25
  Corie: People say we're foreign-minded.
• 1:27
  Corie: We like when things go abroad and come back.
• 1:29
  Cindy Ann: Yes, yeah, that's true.
• 1:30
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, I think so I think so, 100%.
• 1:34
  Corie: So one of the things like salute to Kivo, Kivo had reached out and he was telling me about working on a, on a comedy show that I find really, really interesting.
• 1:40
  Corie: I kind of wanted to start there okay uh, in terms of identifying some new talent or kind of america's got talent.
• 1:55
  Cindy Ann: Yes, yes, yeah, yeah, yeah.
• 1:57
  Cindy Ann: So it's um, it's a show, but it's of a competition of sorts, like you say.
• 2:02
  Cindy Ann: So think america's got talent.
• 2:04
  Cindy Ann: Saying, for those who are familiar with comedy, think Last Comic Standing.
• 2:08
  Cindy Ann: So it's really where we because I see and we've seen that there is a growing comedy scene Like people are getting into the genre of comedy, of stand-up, and so this idea is to bring out people who are seasoned, considered seasoned comedians, people who want to try it but they're scared, you know, and have it where it's called Punched Up and we want to capture about 10 to 12 people.
• 2:38
  Cindy Ann: We'll have them submit videos, you know, and then we choose the top 12.
• 2:43
  Cindy Ann: And then so that's the preliminary, and then the semis would be live, where people come, you know, they perform for like three minutes, and then the finals we get five finalists and they perform for like probably five minutes.
• 2:56
  Corie: We're still kind of sorting everything out, yeah, but that's the general idea of it, and then one person wins yeah, when kivu tomo was real excited about the concept, like I was telling you before we start I love stand-up comedy I know, I love the art of it, not just the jokes you know, yeah, yeah so I wonder sometimes even and I like the name punched up but the format you're gonna review the preliminary people by video correct?
• 3:19
  Corie: Is the videos like somebody in your mind now?
• 3:22
  Corie: Do they have to do stand-up, or can you do other things that show that you're funny?
• 3:25
  Corie: I have a bunch of things I could do that are funny.
• 3:26
  Cindy Ann: No, no, thank you, no, thank you, yeah.
• 3:28
  Cindy Ann: So no, you wait for the next show.
• 3:29
  Cindy Ann: You wait for the next show you watch Punchdown.
• 3:32
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, yeah, yeah, punchdown, or you can name it Cough Up, cough.
• 3:41
  Cindy Ann: Go show up, is that it?
• 3:42
  Cindy Ann: No, no, no, but it's stand-up.
• 3:44
  Cindy Ann: We want stand-up, right, you know?
• 3:47
  Cindy Ann: So don't come juggling a ball or blowing bubbles.
• 3:50
  Cindy Ann: No, it's stand-up comedy, Got you?
• 3:53
  Cindy Ann: That's what it is.
• 3:53
  Cindy Ann: So it's like punched up.
• 3:54
  Cindy Ann: We got the name from punchlines, got it?
• 3:57
  Cindy Ann: Because stand-up has a punchline, right, right and so yeah, and you punch up jokes to make it hit.
• 4:03
  Cindy Ann: You punch up something.
• 4:04
  Cindy Ann: I'm with you.
• 4:05
  Corie: Yeah, so somebody could literally do their setup home, do a routine.
• 4:09
  Corie: I guess you have some time limits and you'll look at all of them.
• 4:16
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, they can do it at home because we understand the constraints here.
• 4:18
  Cindy Ann: I don't think they have open mics nightly where people can go.
• 4:20
  Cindy Ann: Not everybody's getting booked to do comedy shows.
• 4:23
  Cindy Ann: So if they record something they're comfortable enough.
• 4:26
  Cindy Ann: I mean it's nice to hear laughter in the background and see that you're doing it, but if you can't, we kind of take it back to the lockdown days, Of course.
• 4:37
  Corie: Remember lockdown days?
• 4:38
  Cindy Ann: You had to figure it out at home.
• 4:40
  Cindy Ann: You had to do a video for a festival.
• 4:42
  Cindy Ann: You set up your little curtain at home with your little mic and you make it work.
• 4:46
  Cindy Ann: A little fake background in the laughter, you know oh, yeah, I guess, I guess you know something nice get your laugh track ready get your laugh track ready, or you put your husband and children to sit down and you cue them.
• 4:58
  Corie: You know, I like it.
• 4:59
  Cindy Ann: I like it yeah yeah, but we're hoping to attract people who are interested in just wanting to try comedy and we do hope that the people who are involved in it now on the scene are interested in it, because it's an effort to grow the scene to educate people.
• 5:19
  Cindy Ann: I realized I get questions a lot from people who are like well, why do you do the same jokes?
• 5:25
  Cindy Ann: You know, I get that Like I did a show here this year, I did two shows here this year and someone was like man, you did a couple of jokes that I heard in 2022.
• 5:34
  Cindy Ann: And I'm like well, if you come see me in 2032, you're probably going to hear the same goddamn jokes, because he chooses.
• 5:42
  Cindy Ann: When you go to like Beyonce or Kes Marshall, you go to Marshall Monday or whatever.
• 5:50
  Cindy Ann: Marshall is on stage singing songs they say a tool to soaker.
• 5:54
  Cindy Ann: He's opening sometimes with songs that you've heard 40 years old 40 years old and people are like ah yeah, but if I tell a joke twice they're like man.
• 6:02
  Cindy Ann: I laughed at that last week.
• 6:03
  Corie: Right.
• 6:04
  Cindy Ann: You know, Bring something new.
• 6:06
  Corie: Yeah.
• 6:07
  Cindy Ann: But it's the same idea.
• 6:08
  Cindy Ann: That's how a joke evolves, that's how you get better.
• 6:12
  Cindy Ann: When you see somebody on a Netflix or YouTube or wherever you go, and you see them at this special and you are hearing it for the first time.
• 6:21
  Corie: But they've been workshopping and those jokes sometimes 10, 15 years sure sure, sure, that's something I want to talk more about because, um, I have been to a few of those shows where it's uh, let me say, a polished act.
• 6:34
  Corie: I've never been to a comedy club in the states, so that's something I want to do, okay, so next time I go out you're talking about the improv and so on yeah, I'll find my way yeah but, um, I always hear comedians talk about that idea of working out jokes, so so, uh, they might tell you.
• 6:50
  Corie: Okay, the goal here is not necessarily to be funny, yet we're trying to see what the response is.
• 6:54
  Corie: Right, and one of the things that's always intriguing for me is they will tell you, or you might know, different regions accept different types of jokes differently, or some jokes work here, some might work in the midwest, and so on.
• 7:06
  Corie: Right, but I think some of it comes from what you mentioned.
• 7:09
  Corie: Like I'm not sure that we have a space here that is like an improv or comedy club where people just go to hear people try things out, right, you know I think it's a combination of things.
• 7:19
  Cindy Ann: I think we do not have a place, but I also think it's going to take some um training.
• 7:26
  Cindy Ann: You know what I mean, some sort of educating people of what to expect.
• 7:31
  Cindy Ann: The audience you mean the audience, because people don't know.
• 7:34
  Cindy Ann: So that I know, I remember when I came here I did my first production here in 2017 I didn't come to do a show, I I was back home for a long time and friends were like, oh, we see, you're doing comedy, you're doing something.
• 7:49
  Cindy Ann: And I'm like, no, I didn't come for that.
• 7:50
  Cindy Ann: And they're like, oh, you're mean, you're here.
• 7:53
  Cindy Ann: And so a friend told me about Kaiso Blues.
• 7:55
  Cindy Ann: At the time it was on Woodford Street.
• 7:57
  Cindy Ann: Oh yeah, that's a good thing, and so I went to car card, we spoke about it, I told him the concept and he was like okay, let's do the show.
• 8:05
  Cindy Ann: And the first person I went to because I've worked with errol before, um, fabian, yeah, yeah.
• 8:10
  Cindy Ann: And I was like oh man, I would love for errol to be on the show with me, you know.
• 8:14
  Cindy Ann: And so I went to him.
• 8:15
  Cindy Ann: I was like this is what I want to do.
• 8:16
  Cindy Ann: I told him the idea and and he was like sunday and you can't do a show without intermission.
• 8:23
  Cindy Ann: I see, you cannot have people sitting there without intermission.
• 8:29
  Cindy Ann: And I'm like well, there's not going to be any intermission.
• 8:32
  Cindy Ann: They'll not even know.
• 8:34
  Cindy Ann: The show has no intermission.
• 8:35
  Cindy Ann: I think if people are engaged and they are having a good time you go to cinema, for example.
• 8:42
  Cindy Ann: You watch a movie, sometimes two hours.
• 8:44
  Cindy Ann: If it's real good, good, you're not moving, you're waiting to see what's happening next.
• 8:50
  Cindy Ann: Um, I'm like no intermission, that's something I feel strongly about.
• 8:54
  Corie: You know what that intermission thing I think shows here.
• 8:58
  Corie: I've been complaining for a long time the shows here are too long, so when you leave here, how, the last thing I went to uh was a play in queensville and roddy was in it.
• 9:07
  Corie: Roddy was, he was very, very funny in the play.
• 9:09
  Corie: Right, I know it was the best play I ever see.
• 9:11
  Corie: The plot get a little long-winded at a point, but roddy was really, really funny.
• 9:15
  Corie: And I tell me this intermission thing.
• 9:18
  Corie: I was like like for what?
• 9:19
  Corie: Like just finish your play, let me go, let me go somewhere else, let me go go home.
• 9:23
  Cindy Ann: Well, with a play.
• 9:25
  Corie: I could.
• 9:26
  Cindy Ann: there is kind of reasons sometimes, particularly if you do not have the staff and the backstage oh, you mean for the so?
• 9:33
  Corie: the intermission is for them, not for us.
• 9:35
  Cindy Ann: Well, yes and no, because sometimes people have to change costume.
• 9:39
  Cindy Ann: They have set these sets.
• 9:40
  Cindy Ann: To change, you have to rearrange the stage.
• 9:43
  Cindy Ann: Well, if they're not doing that, there's no.
• 9:45
  Corie: I have a philosophy, I think a part of it.
• 9:47
  Corie: Juneli said this when he was here.
• 9:48
  Corie: He was saying that the arenas like Napa or Queen's Hall don't sell food or drinks in the hall right.
• 9:55
  Cindy Ann: So it's to make money A hundred percent.
• 9:58
  Corie: I understand that, yeah, but the thing about it is like I had a few experiences with big comedy shows and where's the place in the Hollywood play I went to?
• 10:11
  Corie: I saw Bilbo there.
• 10:12
  Cindy Ann: Hard Rock Life, hard Rock Life yeah.
• 10:15
  Corie: And a huge place, yeah, so when I see in Ticketmaster and I see in Seats, I think, and I see in Bilbo, right, no, no, no.
• 10:22
  Corie: With my eyesight, me seeing that damn thing.
• 10:24
  Corie: I thinking I see in bilbao, right, no, no, no, my eyesight means you're not damn thing, I don't watch your tv, just like a final.
• 10:33
  Corie: But there was no intermission, as you say.
• 10:34
  Corie: No, he had.
• 10:34
  Corie: He had an opening act.
• 10:35
  Corie: The opening act announced him and it was go.
• 10:36
  Corie: There was not five, six, seven, eight, which is another gripe I have.
• 10:39
  Corie: So it's a gripe, listen to me.
• 10:40
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, it's too much.
• 10:41
  Cindy Ann: I can't.
• 10:42
  Cindy Ann: I cannot take why that for me is a definite 100.
• 10:46
  Cindy Ann: No, thank you yeah um, but I do think the intermission is for people to make money, for their bar to make money, and has nothing to do with the artist and the best interest of what works well for us.
• 10:59
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, um, and even in plays, like if you go to broadway and you go to a theater to watch I love theater, I love, you know, listen, it's let me tell you, these people have this thing down to a science Like I've been in plays and they walk off the stage and you see six, seven people come dressed in black and they shift around this couch, they move this thing and you don't even realize.
• 11:21
  Cindy Ann: Oh wait, new set design, new play.
• 11:24
  Cindy Ann: like we're in a new scene already you know, and I think it's just about efficiency and I think just dedication and discipline you know, and that's what it takes.
• 11:39
  Corie: Yeah, but even when you bring up cinema, keep in mind we come up in a time where cinema used to be one movie that had nothing to do with nothing and the main attraction was after and they had a break in between.
• 11:50
  Cindy Ann: It's true when you say we do like you're trying to age me.
• 11:52
  Corie: I have no idea what you speak of.
• 11:53
  Corie: I have no idea what you speak of.
• 11:55
  Corie: Tell me more about this concept.
• 11:57
  Corie: Asta Vista, Ramon, all these ring a bell.
• 12:00
  Cindy Ann: All those things, none of it, none of it.
• 12:02
  Cindy Ann: Please educate me.
• 12:03
  Cindy Ann: What year was that?
• 12:04
  Cindy Ann: I'm sure, I'm sure.
• 12:07
  Corie: And then the Switch movie.
• 12:08
  Corie: So now came the Cineplexes came and it was one movie Right.
• 12:11
  Corie: The uproar was big.
• 12:12
  Corie: You know People say how you charge so much money for one movie.
• 12:14
  Cindy Ann: We get used to it now, yeah.
• 12:16
  Corie: But Jamaica was funny like that.
• 12:25
  Cindy Ann: Jamaica, even though they do one intermission, no matter what movie they have, I think they still do too.
• 12:27
  Cindy Ann: Oh, yeah, yeah, they still do a break.
• 12:28
  Corie: That's true, it's order.
• 12:28
  Corie: I just find it.
• 12:29
  Corie: Entertainment for me has changed.
• 12:30
  Corie: You know, people like the, the tiktok and the instagram makers like the short form, the quick and go so if I come to see you in kaiso blues.
• 12:38
  Corie: I want to see cindy ann.
• 12:39
  Corie: I don't really want to see 10 people.
• 12:41
  Corie: No yeah, I'm not tired by the time you reach.
• 12:44
  Cindy Ann: Well, typically, because, like when I did the show here in February, I had Kwame Weeks and Jerome Richardson open, right and my son's sort of soft open, you know he was here.
• 12:57
  Cindy Ann: Oh yes, I mean a little nepotism, of course.
• 13:00
  Cindy Ann: Make your heart feel warm on the inside he's by no way a stretch, a comedian, but I was like, can I introduce the show?
• 13:07
  Cindy Ann: Oh what?
• 13:07
  Corie: does he know?
• 13:08
  Cindy Ann: 30.
• 13:09
  Cindy Ann: Serious, oh sorry, 13.
• 13:11
  Cindy Ann: I'm sorry, Otherwise I would remember.
• 13:12
  Corie: Bill Vesterama.
• 13:13
  Corie: Is that his case?
• 13:17
  Corie: That's what I was like.
• 13:18
  Corie: You're a walking kid, aren't you I?
• 13:19
  Cindy Ann: age myself.
• 13:20
  Cindy Ann: Damn it, damn it.
• 13:21
  Corie: I lose four plus you catch me off guard yeah, yeah, 13, and you open no, he's 30, he's 30 really.
• 13:27
  Corie: Yeah, oh, he looks like he's talking about his little boy, so he's not different.
• 13:31
  Cindy Ann: No, yeah, I started when I was, I would say, seven yeah, that's what it was.
• 13:36
  Cindy Ann: Seven yeah, yeah, yeah, so he can't open, but then I had, and that was it.
• 13:43
  Corie: Yeah.
• 13:43
  Cindy Ann: So they did something.
• 13:44
  Cindy Ann: It's nice because typically like so, I opened for Michelle Buteau right.
• 13:54
  Corie: Survival of the.
• 13:55
  Cindy Ann: Sickest on Netflix.
• 13:56
  Corie: Ah, okay, do you know how to turn on Netflix?
• 13:57
  Corie: No, I get to it now.
• 13:58
  Corie: Yeah, yeah, yeah.
• 13:59
  Cindy Ann: So anyway, so she had two shows at the Broward Center for the Performing Arts and I opened.
• 14:03
  Cindy Ann: Right, two shows at the Broward Center for the Performing Arts and I opened and I am thinking I'm the opener, so I get there and I have my set ready.
• 14:09
  Cindy Ann: Now there's a host, an opener.
• 14:11
  Cindy Ann: Sometimes there's a host a feature, you know right right.
• 14:14
  Cindy Ann: I'm thinking there's a host and then me and I get there and we in the back and she's like okay, so you, you're first.
• 14:20
  Cindy Ann: I mean I didn't show, I was like sure, no problem, I go in the green room and.
• 14:25
  Cindy Ann: I call one of my friends because I mean I didn't show, I was like sure, no problem.
• 14:26
  Cindy Ann: I go in a green room and I call one of my friends because I mean I have my set prepared as if I am the future, right you know um and a host is a different energy.
• 14:35
  Cindy Ann: You are the first.
• 14:36
  Cindy Ann: You have to come out, you have to.
• 14:37
  Cindy Ann: It's not about you, it's about the audience.
• 14:39
  Cindy Ann: So now my I'm like what the actual?
• 14:42
  Cindy Ann: So yo, I am not.
• 14:45
  Cindy Ann: There is no one before me, I am walking on stage cold.
• 14:48
  Cindy Ann: And so we sort of brainstorm, and you walk out and you I mean, I have diarrhea all day when I'm performing.
• 14:56
  Corie: Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, oh yeah no, yeah, I am in the toilet.
• 15:01
  Cindy Ann: If you give me a chance, I'll walk with a potty on the stage.
• 15:04
  Cindy Ann: Still up to now.
• 15:06
  Cindy Ann: Up to now it has gotten worse because now the expectation is there.
• 15:10
  Cindy Ann: When you're young, you're like I don't care, but once you get more and more, you're like all right, you tell so.
• 15:16
  Cindy Ann: Then I told my friend to come here for me.
• 15:19
  Cindy Ann: You're like come.
• 15:20
  Cindy Ann: You know, nothing ticks me off more than for somebody to text me and say I come in your show in the front.
• 15:27
  Cindy Ann: I'm like Jesus, why just show up?
• 15:30
  Cindy Ann: Tell me after, anyway.
• 15:32
  Cindy Ann: And so I walk on stage and there was a joke that I had planned to do and I said I said I'm not gonna do that because now I'm first, but because I had practiced.
• 15:44
  Cindy Ann: So I go on stage and I do the joke.
• 15:46
  Corie: Oh muscle memory kicking.
• 15:47
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, and I start, and while I'm saying it in real time, I'm going Jesus Christ, what are you doing?
• 15:54
  Cindy Ann: But people laugh.
• 15:56
  Cindy Ann: So you know, you're just.
• 15:58
  Cindy Ann: I'm like man, I'm tired.
• 16:00
  Cindy Ann: I was tired.
• 16:01
  Cindy Ann: I said I'm so exhausted.
• 16:03
  Cindy Ann: It took me four hours to kill a house fly last night and people were like, oh okay, they walk in and um, and I go, and I and, and I said you know what?
• 16:17
  Cindy Ann: I think I got it in like the first 15 minutes because you know when you get a fly, you know when you hit it, you're ready you know what I mean and you're like, oh good.
• 16:25
  Cindy Ann: And then you hear you're like, jeez, here we go again, here we go again.
• 16:29
  Cindy Ann: And three hours to kill a wounded house.
• 16:32
  Cindy Ann: I mean, cindy, and get your shit together, one wing is still winning with you, come on.
• 16:39
  Cindy Ann: And so, yeah, and then I just went into my bed.
• 16:43
  Cindy Ann: Um, so I, there is value to having someone like Bilbo will have that guy to warm up the audience.
• 16:50
  Corie: Yeah, I forget his name, but you're so funny.
• 16:51
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, yeah, yeah so you have someone to just get people in a good mood to get, and you are not having to dig out and do the groundwork and stuff, so there's value to it, but more than four people in our lineup it is.
• 17:04
  Corie: I find it makes the show three, four hours long and then you're tired.
• 17:09
  Corie: Yeah, I got to our piece of entertainment.
• 17:12
  Corie: Now you could go to dinner after do something else.
• 17:15
  Corie: Yeah, but plenty nerd questions anymore.
• 17:17
  Corie: You talk is more.
• 17:18
  Corie: I want to know.
• 17:18
  Corie: Ask me so when you, when you say, for instance, the opener and you have a set plan, I always wonder, when you all go on stage, how much of it is adjusting to what the audience gives you, versus you have a set and you stand and deliver because, like you say, marshall, he ain't changing that set.
• 17:34
  Corie: He going with 10 songs and whatever happened with them 10 songs.
• 17:37
  Corie: I would assume that he going through his you know his hits by now yeah so you, you, when you have an opener out there, like with bilbo, for instance, is he really listening to what the opening guy is doing to see?
• 17:48
  Corie: Are they testing the crowd for him?
• 17:50
  Cindy Ann: it doesn't it depends on what type of show it is like, if he's taping his special, for example.
• 17:55
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, I mean, in that last minute, he has already toured with this show and I think, as a seasoned performer, you kind of know what you're getting into.
• 18:05
  Cindy Ann: Okay, by the time you get there, that only happens if it's a very new space that you're entering and you're like, oh, I've never been to Belize.
• 18:15
  Corie: Like I saw you saying that about doing a festival in Atlanta.
• 18:18
  Corie: You were saying you were going there for the first time Right.
• 18:20
  Corie: It was like that.
• 18:20
  Corie: So how do you feel them out?
• 18:22
  Corie: How do you know?
• 18:24
  Cindy Ann: Well, I have my set ready.
• 18:25
  Cindy Ann: I did have my set ready, but if people are being a little like I don't get it or whatever, you sort of tap into the crowd or you find a way to switch something out, so, like I, you kind of lock in.
• 18:41
  Cindy Ann: So I'm saying about dogs I talk a lot about dogs, right, about pets.
• 18:48
  Cindy Ann: On the whole, I am in awe of how much americans generally kiss their dog on the lips and this kind of thing it it blows my mind, um, and so I am getting into my thing and there's a particular lady and from the corner of my eye I'm seeing that she's like this.
• 19:05
  Cindy Ann: And it's funny when, for me, I can walk in a room and there are 2 000 people and there's one empty chair.
• 19:15
  Cindy Ann: Let me tell you the first 10 minutes.
• 19:18
  Cindy Ann: I'm like why did this person buy a ticket and not come?
• 19:21
  Corie: oh, yeah, you know the show sold out already.
• 19:24
  Corie: Yeah, what?
• 19:24
  Cindy Ann: happened.
• 19:24
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, give somebody the ticket, do not not show.
• 19:33
  Cindy Ann: And I used to be worse.
• 19:36
  Cindy Ann: I would spend so much of my time like man.
• 19:41
  Cindy Ann: Why?
• 19:41
  Cindy Ann: What would make you think it's okay not to show up?
• 19:44
  Cindy Ann: Why are you on?
• 19:44
  Corie: stage.
• 19:44
  Cindy Ann: What the hell?
• 19:45
  Cindy Ann: I listen, I am here.
• 19:47
  Cindy Ann: I don't feel well.
• 19:49
  Cindy Ann: I've had diarrhea all day.
• 19:50
  Cindy Ann: You know what I mean.
• 19:51
  Corie: You're not working this show You're going to show up, come in a wheelchair.
• 19:54
  Corie: Come with your accident.
• 19:55
  Cindy Ann: I don't give a shit, I don't care.
• 19:57
  Cindy Ann: Get, fill this place up.
• 19:59
  Cindy Ann: You know what I mean Make your presence known.
• 20:02
  Cindy Ann: So I'm seeing this lady sitting there and I don't look at her directly and I keep talking and then I say what's the name of your pet?
• 20:14
  Cindy Ann: And she just she's like well, she told me the dog's name and da, da, da, da da.
• 20:17
  Cindy Ann: She did not like that I was.
• 20:21
  Cindy Ann: So you sensed that Immediately, I think once you are in and I'm very sensitive.
• 20:26
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, I'm like, okay, she's not feeling this bit.
• 20:30
  Cindy Ann: She is like this Listen, mom, this is my granddaughter.
• 20:36
  Cindy Ann: You know what I mean.
• 20:37
  Cindy Ann: So I'm like what's your pet's name?
• 20:40
  Cindy Ann: I'm like what's their hobby, what was their favorite toy?
• 20:43
  Cindy Ann: And then she loosened up and at the end of the show she came.
• 20:46
  Cindy Ann: She was like thank you so much, you know, for the opportunity to talk about my Dixie.
• 20:51
  Cindy Ann: I don't give a shit about Dixie.
• 20:52
  Cindy Ann: In that moment I want to say, mom, the show is over.
• 20:54
  Cindy Ann: You know I'm tired you've already paid, this relationship is done.
• 20:58
  Cindy Ann: Is that a whole world?
• 21:01
  Cindy Ann: You come into town but you're like if we're going to do this again, no, she's coming back, she's coming back.
• 21:05
  Cindy Ann: She's coming back.
• 21:06
  Cindy Ann: She's going to tell her friends she loves pets.
• 21:08
  Corie: Of course you know what I mean.
• 21:10
  Corie: So you see in that audience, but you could pick all the individuals.
• 21:13
  Cindy Ann: Once you sit in the front.
• 21:15
  Cindy Ann: That's why I believe that the window of your soul really is through your eyes, and so when people look at you, there is something that they either take away from you or they give to you, and with an audience.
• 21:32
  Cindy Ann: Imagine standing here and 200 eyes, with 400 pairs of eyes, just looking at just looking at you like this and you just feel like you're looking at people's expression, some people's expression.
• 21:44
  Cindy Ann: Some people laugh on the inside.
• 21:46
  Cindy Ann: Please don't do that.
• 21:47
  Cindy Ann: Where's the camera?
• 21:48
  Cindy Ann: Do not come to my show and laugh on the inside.
• 21:51
  Cindy Ann: You can do that at home.
• 21:53
  Cindy Ann: Some people laugh, they leave.
• 21:55
  Corie: They sit like this for the entire show.
• 21:57
  Corie: And then it's a little other great show, Say my.
• 21:59
  Cindy Ann: God, you're so funny.
• 21:59
  Cindy Ann: I'm like how Don't Laugh on the outside?
• 22:08
  Corie: Yeah, yeah, yeah, you want the feedback.
• 22:09
  Cindy Ann: But you are seeing them sitting there Now.
• 22:11
  Cindy Ann: You are like feeling so naked and undressed and just you know what I mean.
• 22:17
  Cindy Ann: They're just looking at everything.
• 22:19
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, no, I don't want to see anybody's eyes on me.
• 22:22
  Corie: No.
• 22:22
  Cindy Ann: No, yeah, oh, I don't want to see anybody's eyes on me.
• 22:25
  Cindy Ann: No, no, yeah, oh, I could look above.
• 22:26
  Cindy Ann: They say people say just picture the whole audience naked.
• 22:29
  Cindy Ann: And da-da-da-da-da, I'm like, no, I want them to picture me naked.
• 22:33
  Corie: Let's switch the rules here.
• 22:34
  Corie: It's like one of the scariest forms of art because you're going out there.
• 22:38
  Corie: I look at some of your clips on Instagram.
• 22:41
  Corie: You know what stands out I do I do, thank you, the silence.
• 22:44
  Corie: You seem very, very comfortable with long bouts of silence because you suddenly you're talking to them almost like you're talking to me on my phone and not like you're there with the audience, because your clips you might not see the audience till you hear them laugh, right, and you just they play so dead silent.
• 22:59
  Corie: That would that would I.
• 23:01
  Corie: I go and I go at home.
• 23:02
  Corie: No, yeah, you're comfortable there.
• 23:05
  Cindy Ann: You have to sit, you have to be so comfortable, because the silence is where the magic lives.
• 23:10
  Cindy Ann: I think now, here's the difference.
• 23:13
  Cindy Ann: I have been workshopping these things and I know so if, when it's time for people to laugh, there is silence, I say goodnight, thank you for coming.
• 23:24
  Cindy Ann: Oh, you're gone, I'm done.
• 23:25
  Cindy Ann: No, I'm like man, fuck this place, um, but I need people to listen, yeah, yeah.
• 23:36
  Cindy Ann: So I'm so comfortable with the silence because it's such a powerful place to stand when you're like, okay, it's coming and they don't even know.
• 23:48
  Corie: Yeah, yeah, yeah, you know it's coming, you know it's next.
• 23:51
  Cindy Ann: Well, yeah, I know, I know over time, no, yeah, yeah, yeah.
• 23:55
  Cindy Ann: Listen, when I just started I was not that comfortable because of that anxiety and that build right.
• 24:03
  Cindy Ann: So I'm doing a show and, of course, my animal bit that's my thing I still do and I do my bit about this dog and and this lady said, oh, just shut up and get off the stage please she said that audibly, like you could hear her.
• 24:18
  Cindy Ann: I'm telling you just, man, just really, that's not funny, just shut up.
• 24:22
  Cindy Ann: I said, okay, thank you, that's about my time.
• 24:25
  Cindy Ann: I walked off the stage.
• 24:27
  Cindy Ann: I've been doing comedy like a year and a half and you're gone.
• 24:30
  Cindy Ann: Oh yeah, I was like, oh my God, you know I'm not a fighter, I'm like this woman, wait for me outside and drag me.
• 24:38
  Corie: I am dead, that's not different.
• 24:45
  Cindy Ann: I am dead.
• 24:45
  Cindy Ann: I'm trying to get scratches on my beautiful skin.
• 24:46
  Cindy Ann: I'm like okay, sorry, ma'am, I didn't say sorry, I didn't apologize, I just I heard it and I just wrapped up.
• 24:50
  Cindy Ann: I said that's been my time and I walked off the stage.
• 24:53
  Cindy Ann: Now you have to come and we have to fist fight on the stage.
• 24:58
  Cindy Ann: I'm not leaving, I don't care, you leave.
• 25:01
  Corie: Yeah.
• 25:01
  Corie: You know so you're not worried about it turning into a mob, like if one person say that, and then it starts to become this thing Comedians talk a lot about bombing and how awful it is on stage when you fall flat.
• 25:12
  Corie: You're not worried about it.
• 25:13
  Corie: If one person say that, you're taking on that person.
• 25:16
  Cindy Ann: If it's one person.
• 25:16
  Corie: Yeah.
• 25:17
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, because typically everybody else is having a good time.
• 25:24
  Corie: Well, I guess you have a good sense of the room.
• 25:25
  Cindy Ann: Right.
• 25:25
  Cindy Ann: So if I'm there and your show is going on and people are laughing and this one person is trying to be a sort of a naho you know what I mean You're like sometimes you don't even say anything, you just allow the audience to tune on them because they're like shut up, we paid for a show, you know we paid for a show, you know, and so you talk about topics.
• 25:51
  Cindy Ann: And this lady said to me once what I love about what I do is the freedom it gives me to be so honest.
• 25:56
  Cindy Ann: I think there's such beauty in being honest, because funny lives in pain over time.
• 26:06
  Cindy Ann: Right, so the formula for comedy is tragedy plus time.
• 26:11
  Corie: Yeah, yeah that's where the too soon thing comes from, I guess sometimes when people say too soon because tragedy plus time over time.
• 26:21
  Cindy Ann: Let's just say I almost got raped in Florida 25 years ago.
• 26:28
  Cindy Ann: I couldn't talk about that 5 years today.
• 26:32
  Cindy Ann: It's funny as shit oh yeah, it's funny as shit to me because I'm like what the hell happened, you know how did, but it took a while for me to get over that.
• 26:42
  Cindy Ann: Okay, to be like man would what if that did happen to me?
• 26:50
  Cindy Ann: What would my life have been if that happened and how I got myself out of the situation?
• 27:02
  Cindy Ann: It's funny because people say my mom was a nurse so she would work different hours, right, and people would say to you walk with a knife in your bag in case somebody try, we don't have a taser, we don't have a taser.
• 27:16
  Cindy Ann: And she would be like they would take the same damn thing and shoot me with it.
• 27:22
  Corie: Because you don't know what you would do.
• 27:24
  Cindy Ann: You do not know what you will do in a situation like that.
• 27:29
  Cindy Ann: You know, I was in a car with somebody unknown.
• 27:34
  Cindy Ann: Now I feel pressured to give you the story.
• 27:35
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, yeah, right, let me do it.
• 27:38
  Cindy Ann: So I was getting on a ride to the airport this is 25 years ago, right and the girl was a friend of a friend.
• 27:48
  Cindy Ann: She was drunk.
• 27:48
  Cindy Ann: I realized she was drunk.
• 27:49
  Cindy Ann: I was like, oh, we're not gonna get it to the airport.
• 27:50
  Cindy Ann: So I made her stop.
• 27:51
  Cindy Ann: We pulled into a gas station.
• 27:53
  Cindy Ann: I told the guy I'm like look, I need a cab to take me to the airport.
• 27:57
  Cindy Ann: I'm on my way back home.
• 27:58
  Cindy Ann: I just came from new york and I'm traveling.
• 28:00
  Cindy Ann: I have a buddy pass, so I understand.
• 28:02
  Cindy Ann: Bye.
• 28:02
  Cindy Ann: And the guy says, oh, the guy was working at the airport like a security guard.
• 28:08
  Cindy Ann: He says I'll take you to the airport.
• 28:10
  Cindy Ann: I'm like sure, what could go wrong?
• 28:14
  Cindy Ann: Sandean, a total, stranger in a total in a strange country.
• 28:19
  Corie: You're safe.
• 28:20
  Cindy Ann: I mean, girl, you've never made such a good decision in your life.
• 28:23
  Cindy Ann: This is amazing.
• 28:24
  Cindy Ann: He's like I could take you.
• 28:26
  Cindy Ann: I'm like, oh amen, I get in the car, I close the door, I clamp my seatbelt.
• 28:31
  Cindy Ann: Now this is 25 years ago.
• 28:33
  Cindy Ann: I don't know Florida as well as I do now.
• 28:35
  Cindy Ann: You know I.
• 28:37
  Cindy Ann: This guy has a Bible open, as in his dashboard.
• 28:41
  Corie: Must be trustworthy.
• 28:43
  Cindy Ann: I mean hello, listen Revelations.
• 28:48
  Cindy Ann: I mean you can't go wrong.
• 28:49
  Cindy Ann: Bible open, on the dashboard, red flag.
• 28:53
  Cindy Ann: I'm like, okay, but I need to go to the airport.
• 28:56
  Cindy Ann: And we start driving.
• 28:58
  Cindy Ann: And he's like, so why didn't you take the car?
• 29:00
  Cindy Ann: And I'm like, well, I can't drive here.
• 29:05
  Cindy Ann: And of course now he's like, oh, you can't, honey, I can't.
• 29:08
  Cindy Ann: That's why you were in my car anyway.
• 29:11
  Cindy Ann: And so we're driving.
• 29:13
  Cindy Ann: But of course I don't know Florida.
• 29:14
  Cindy Ann: But I can read and I know the signs, I know the exits, and we're driving and you know, and you just feel a sense of yeah, knowing you know.
• 29:26
  Cindy Ann: This is not going well.
• 29:27
  Cindy Ann: And I sit in the car and I have my hand on the seatbelt and his hand now is on my lap Wow and he's massaging my lap and I'm like, okay, so he's asking me questions and I'm not answering.
• 29:44
  Cindy Ann: And we pass the exit to the airport and I say, um, I told you I'm going to the miami airport and he's like, we'll get there, but I want to take you for a drive first.
• 29:54
  Cindy Ann: I said, oh, okay, no problem.
• 29:56
  Cindy Ann: And as we take the exit and you start going up, you have to slow down.
• 30:03
  Cindy Ann: I unclip my seat belt and I throw my whole frame albica in the road, in the drain and I hit bang and I lie on the floor for I don't know how long in long enough to get myself together, right, I'm carrying my hand luggage, like I had this picture frame.
• 30:22
  Cindy Ann: I get up, I'm coming home.
• 30:26
  Cindy Ann: This is before.
• 30:27
  Cindy Ann: This is actually the year I got married, right?
• 30:29
  Cindy Ann: So I'm leaving new york, coming back to trinidad to my soon-to-be husband.
• 30:33
  Cindy Ann: Your girl, let me tell you, I am glitter sprayed to the t, my hair is done up, I am ready now I'm in a drain line I thinking what the hell just happened to me.
• 30:48
  Cindy Ann: I get up, I have on a skirt, I tuck my skirt up in my underwear and I start walking the highway.
• 30:56
  Cindy Ann: And my mom, before my mom, passed.
• 30:59
  Cindy Ann: She gave me a book with prayers.
• 31:02
  Cindy Ann: She wasn't, I mean religious to say, I mean, I'm Catholic, we grew up Catholic but she always had dozens of pray to St Michael, pray to St Jude, pray to the.
• 31:11
  Cindy Ann: You know all these right?
• 31:13
  Cindy Ann: Yes, I do Pray if you lose your handbag, pray if you lose your lipstick, pray if the car in front of you pray for rage.
• 31:20
  Cindy Ann: I had prayers and I had prayers.
• 31:21
  Cindy Ann: And so I take out my book and I start praying.
• 31:27
  Cindy Ann: I'm like God, mom here I am, you know, and I'm walking along the highway.
• 31:35
  Cindy Ann: You would think I learn a lesson not to get in a car with strangers.
• 31:39
  Cindy Ann: But how else do I get in the airport if I don't flag?
• 31:42
  Corie: down another car.
• 31:44
  Cindy Ann: Airport airport.
• 31:45
  Cindy Ann: This guy stops, he picks me up and I tell him I said look, I really am not in the mood for your old Florida on Saturday.
• 31:53
  Cindy Ann: I need to get to the airport.
• 31:54
  Cindy Ann: If you try anything, I will kill you.
• 31:55
  Cindy Ann: I'm not in the mood for it, I'm tired.
• 31:57
  Cindy Ann: Yeah.
• 31:58
  Cindy Ann: And he's like ma'am, I got.
• 31:59
  Cindy Ann: I really believe in God and I believe in angels.
• 32:02
  Cindy Ann: I think that was my mom that came back and drove me straight to the airport.
• 32:09
  Cindy Ann: This is pre 9-11.
• 32:10
  Cindy Ann: So the airports were very different.
• 32:12
  Cindy Ann: I get there and I rushed to the counter and I just threw everything and the guy said the flight has been delayed.
• 32:21
  Cindy Ann: And in that moment I just start, start crying and he's like he goes the plane leave.
• 32:30
  Cindy Ann: I don't know.
• 32:30
  Cindy Ann: I just tell it he fly delayed and I realized he's a trainee american alliance oh wow, look at that.
• 32:37
  Cindy Ann: I said are you trying that?
• 32:38
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, and he said yeah.
• 32:40
  Cindy Ann: He said relax yourself.
• 32:41
  Cindy Ann: The flight delay crying.
• 32:43
  Cindy Ann: I can, I talk to you?
• 32:47
  Cindy Ann: I told him what happened and today we are still friends.
• 32:51
  Cindy Ann: His name is Larson Phipps and I told him what happened and now he's looking at me like you dive out a moving car, like saddest, a lot going on.
• 33:02
  Cindy Ann: I mean, come on, you know the story going to get real at any time.
• 33:07
  Corie: I mean I'm covered in in that black, not gravel.
• 33:12
  Cindy Ann: I tell you I went in like a mangrove, so my legs are black oh, man, yeah and smelling lovely.
• 33:19
  Cindy Ann: I'm smelling so nice with my glitters too, right, so I'm covered in this black thing, um, and he looks at me.
• 33:25
  Cindy Ann: He's like you're being honest.
• 33:27
  Cindy Ann: I'm like, yeah, um, yeah, I came home and I saw larson.
• 33:34
  Cindy Ann: So that would have been 2000.
• 33:37
  Cindy Ann: I went back to florida.
• 33:39
  Cindy Ann: Um, I kept going back and forth, but I went to this house party in 2000.
• 33:44
  Cindy Ann: I want to say five and I hear these people chatting and I hear the name Larson, which is not a popular name, and I say so.
• 33:55
  Cindy Ann: I said to my husband, I said I think that's the guy that helped me.
• 33:58
  Cindy Ann: So I go over to him.
• 33:58
  Cindy Ann: I say you remember this face?
• 34:00
  Cindy Ann: He held my hand and he took me to meet his wife and he's like remember the time I tell you a girl, dive out a car and you tell me stop dreaming and stop drinking and things.
• 34:10
  Cindy Ann: He's tell her what.
• 34:14
  Corie: Tell her what but you build that into a whole.
• 34:17
  Corie: That's in your bed.
• 34:18
  Cindy Ann: You're doing that yeah, I've never spoken about this on stage no, serious no you will, yeah, spoken about this on stage.
• 34:24
  Cindy Ann: No, serious, no, you will.
• 34:24
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, I don't know I don't know, because there's a I don't know.
• 34:26
  Cindy Ann: I've never spoken about it on stage.
• 34:28
  Cindy Ann: I've told stories about it, um, but I've never done it as a stand-up comedy bit but then I'd ask you because, I mean, you experience it, you're accustomed to it.
• 34:37
  Corie: Now, is it that you're going through something tragic?
• 34:39
  Corie: You're thinking about comedy at the time, because I assume, well, it.
• 34:44
  Cindy Ann: It depends on how tragic is tragic.
• 34:46
  Cindy Ann: You know what I mean.
• 34:47
  Cindy Ann: You could If it doesn't involve me immediately, I'm thinking comedy.
• 34:53
  Cindy Ann: I walk out from here and I see something happening very horrific.
• 34:58
  Cindy Ann: I am already writing.
• 35:00
  Cindy Ann: I see I'm like, okay, big, cuss out.
• 35:04
  Cindy Ann: Somebody getting licks.
• 35:05
  Cindy Ann: You know a dog?
• 35:06
  Cindy Ann: Oh, it's amazing to me.
• 35:08
  Corie: Yeah, so it's not just your pain, it's pain generally, or?
• 35:11
  Cindy Ann: pain generally warms my heart.
• 35:13
  Cindy Ann: I'm like suffer some more honey.
• 35:15
  Cindy Ann: Let me turn this into something.
• 35:16
  Corie: Yeah, I guess it's better when it's something we could both enjoy Like immediately.
• 35:28
  Cindy Ann: my neighbor is telling me her dog died from a heart attack and I am writing my script.
• 35:31
  Corie: I'm like a heart attack.
• 35:31
  Corie: Keep your stories away from Zendaya.
• 35:33
  Corie: Keep the stories away.
• 35:34
  Corie: I want to go back to your original, but one of the things outside of the pets that I see you talk about a lot which is fascinating to me is your accent.
• 35:41
  Corie: So you talk about your Trinidadianness a lot on stages in the states.
• 35:47
  Corie: So one of my things is I always wonder okay, how well do we translate?
• 35:50
  Corie: So, for instance, I do in a podcast here, me changing my accent.
• 35:53
  Corie: I talk, so can I do things with people from abroad and different countries where the accent you seem to be real focused on that?
• 36:01
  Corie: Like you make it a point to talk in the way it's talking.
• 36:04
  Corie: You're trying to that in this.
• 36:05
  Cindy Ann: You lead with it a lot yeah, um, I don't know if it's making it a point to just be in myself, because it's not.
• 36:11
  Cindy Ann: Like I said, though, like I'm not going to speak with america, I can't, I really cannot, even if I let me just say I cannot.
• 36:17
  Cindy Ann: It takes work to do that, you know, and so it hasn't.
• 36:24
  Cindy Ann: I haven't always been this comfortable.
• 36:25
  Cindy Ann: You remember clubhouse?
• 36:27
  Cindy Ann: yeah, yeah, remember those days, of course yeah, that was horrific right but it's only had only had it right and so we used to do open mics on clubhouse.
• 36:38
  Cindy Ann: Oh really, we used to do shows on clubhouse.
• 36:40
  Cindy Ann: We used to do open mics on clubhouse, where you get in a club and you do your jokes and then you get feedback.
• 36:47
  Cindy Ann: So people would say oh, sandhyaan, instead of saying cup, why don't you?
• 36:52
  Corie: say mug, so is it what other comedians giving you feedback?
• 36:56
  Cindy Ann: Yes, Sometimes you have people in the audience, but then you have administrators or whoever who would say oh, this is good, Sandhyaan, but maybe instead of cup, say mug.
• 37:02
  Cindy Ann: This girl says to me have you ever tried speaking with an American accent?
• 37:13
  Cindy Ann: Now, this is a comedian that I was following on Instagram, and you notice.
• 37:19
  Cindy Ann: I said was, and she said have you ever tried doing comedy with an American accent?
• 37:25
  Corie: Are you snorting again?
• 37:30
  Cindy Ann: With an American accent.
• 37:31
  Cindy Ann: And I said no.
• 37:33
  Cindy Ann: And she said well, I think you should, I think, oh, that was her feedback yeah, yeah, yeah.
• 37:38
  Cindy Ann: And I said before I could say anything, one of the guys said you know, I think maybe five, ten years ago I would say yes, but we're living in a world now that has become so open and so diverse and people are so much more exposed, I think Sundaian will be fine.
• 37:58
  Cindy Ann: And she goes on to say Nicki Minaj is from Trinidad.
• 38:04
  Cindy Ann: Now she's, I think, southern, american or whatever.
• 38:06
  Cindy Ann: So she has an American, southern kind of accent.
• 38:09
  Cindy Ann: And she goes Nicki Minaj is from Trinidad, but you don't hear her speaking like that, she doesn't speak with a Trini accent.
• 38:12
  Cindy Ann: And she goes Nicki Minaj is from Trinidad, but you don't hear her Speaking like that, she doesn't speak With her Trini accent.
• 38:14
  Cindy Ann: And she goes on and on, and on and I say Look, the accent stays.
• 38:19
  Cindy Ann: And she says Good luck with that.
• 38:22
  Cindy Ann: And I say thank you and I log off the call Because by now I'm hurt.
• 38:29
  Corie: Of course.
• 38:29
  Corie: Yeah, that seems like A personal.
• 38:30
  Corie: Yeah, that's not feedback.
• 38:32
  Cindy Ann: So at this point I'm I'm embarrassed because this is someone I was following on Instagram.
• 38:36
  Cindy Ann: I'm thinking oh, this person is doing well.
• 38:40
  Corie: She's a comedian.
• 38:41
  Cindy Ann: Let me see what I can learn from this person.
• 38:43
  Cindy Ann: And now you're saying to me my accent is not enough.
• 38:46
  Cindy Ann: I was embarrassed, I was hurt, I was angry.
• 38:51
  Cindy Ann: I'm like what do I do now?
• 38:55
  Cindy Ann: And it took me a while to get back on track, although I said the accent stays.
• 39:03
  Cindy Ann: I mean that was kind of like hurt and anger speaking, but when the lights, go down and you sit on it.
• 39:08
  Cindy Ann: It's like, is she right?
• 39:08
  Cindy Ann: You sit on it.
• 39:09
  Cindy Ann: It's like, is she right?
• 39:10
  Cindy Ann: Because there is no one on the global stage, on even, I would say, on a national stage now doing stand-up comedy with a Trini accent.
• 39:21
  Cindy Ann: I would be bold enough to say that maybe I am the only.
• 39:26
  Corie: Yeah.
• 39:26
  Corie: Maybe female or in the US doing comedy with a trini accent yeah, you see some people who do it as part of what they do, or they pretend or make up a trini accent or they right, you know I'm not.
• 39:43
  Cindy Ann: I'm not seeing anybody who's doing a full set, who's native trinidadian with a trini accent, and so for a long time I kept searching for representation are you creating your representation correct?
• 39:56
  Cindy Ann: and then it, like I said, it took me a while to be like okay, because I wanted to meet someone who'd be like well, how did you break through with this accent?
• 40:03
  Cindy Ann: You know, how did you stand your ground with not changing your accent and still being successful, yeah, um, and I couldn't find anyone and I was like I'm like, maybe Sundian, you are the representation so that people here could realize, wait, if Sundian is opening for big comedians with that accent, so then there is value to it.
• 40:25
  Cindy Ann: Now do I slow down to speak, of course, okay, okay, do I get on stage and say good night to all year 100?
• 40:35
  Cindy Ann: No, no, there's certain things I cannot and will not say, because then I'm shooting myself, of course you have to be aware.
• 40:44
  Corie: And I guess, cultural context, all those things, yeah, you know what I mean.
• 40:47
  Cindy Ann: You have to be aware of where you are, your audience and so, but I do this, is it?
• 40:53
  Cindy Ann: You know, there are some things I do say yeah, and like I use my r's more like I would say weird as opposed to weird, weird you know, I would say weird um it makes sense, though.
• 41:06
  Corie: I mean, if you travel throughout the caribbean, like in jamaica, if you don't say r is sung, a little weird, you know.
• 41:10
  Corie: They don't understand what's right.
• 41:11
  Corie: Yeah, yeah, yeah, but it's something a little weird, you know they don't understand, right, right, yeah, yeah, yeah.
• 41:14
  Corie: But it's something I appreciate watching you because I feel like it gives all of us who are trying to do things in the creative space to just you say honesty a lot.
• 41:22
  Corie: And it just feels more honest to me if I talk how I talk, not saying I wouldn't adjust or slow down if I have Correct.
• 41:28
  Corie: And it's in business, it's in podcasting, it's in comedy, it's wherever it is.
• 41:32
  Corie: So I appreciate the fact that you push it there.
• 41:34
  Corie: I was real surprised the first time I saw that you were abroad.
• 41:37
  Corie: The first set of clips I saw from you some years ago, I was thinking, well, we're in Trinidad, that's how people do in stand-up, it's like which part, where to go.
• 41:44
  Corie: And then I realized it was abroad and people laughing, people with you A.
• 41:48
  Cindy Ann: A couple of the clips are filmed in Trini.
• 41:51
  Corie: Some of them I saw.
• 41:51
  Corie: There's one in particular I wanted to talk about right Before we go back to back in the days.
• 41:54
  Corie: They would kill me if I didn't get your origin story, but I usually have classes where we have to talk about doing international business and there's a module on culture going to different countries, understanding the culture and so on.
• 42:07
  Corie: Right, and I always talk about our culture and you have a joke that sums up what I've been trying to say for years, because you see, trini, on this good morning thing in Jesus' name, I don't understand.
• 42:19
  Corie: I understand the manners and the grandparents beat it into you and that kind of thing.
• 42:23
  Corie: But I've never seen it put better.
• 42:27
  Corie: I don't want to like botch up your thing, but the aggression that people come at you with here if you do say good morning Listen.
• 42:36
  Cindy Ann: I, I tell you baptism by listen, by fire.
• 42:40
  Cindy Ann: I was like, oh, sugars, Good morning.
• 42:43
  Cindy Ann: I'm sorry, but I'm dying.
• 42:45
  Cindy Ann: You know what I mean.
• 42:45
  Cindy Ann: Could we address the fact that I'm bleeding?
• 42:55
  Corie: No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no man is first, I tell you, I tell you, I'm telling you salutations before resuscitation.
• 42:59
  Corie: You can say it on WhatsApp too.
• 43:00
  Corie: You know, somebody might say David, let's do it, Corey, so so, so, so.
• 43:03
  Corie: So you had to talk to the thing we have a call.
• 43:04
  Cindy Ann: Oh sorry morning.
• 43:14
  Cindy Ann: You know, before you get the attack night over there people are confused.
• 43:15
  Cindy Ann: They're like what's happening?
• 43:16
  Cindy Ann: Like is he sure what?
• 43:16
  Cindy Ann: Like why is she already going to bed?
• 43:17
  Cindy Ann: You know what I mean.
• 43:17
  Cindy Ann: Like what we just got here.
• 43:18
  Cindy Ann: Like what do you mean good night.
• 43:19
  Cindy Ann: And so I love getting straight to business.
• 43:23
  Cindy Ann: I love being able to just say your file is in the drawer, the book is in the dump.
• 43:28
  Cindy Ann: Now I do appreciate the good morning, I do.
• 43:31
  Cindy Ann: It makes me feel a little warm inside, but sometimes I'm already heated inside.
• 43:37
  Cindy Ann: I don't need any more rooms.
• 43:38
  Cindy Ann: Look, the book is in the drawer.
• 43:42
  Cindy Ann: I've done warm already my morning and start off.
• 43:45
  Cindy Ann: Good are hot.
• 43:46
  Cindy Ann: Meet me at the mall.
• 43:48
  Cindy Ann: Good morning, good afternoon.
• 43:51
  Cindy Ann: I'm like Jesus.
• 43:53
  Corie: Christ, here's a place.
• 43:54
  Corie: You need a little small talk manually and a little small talk, then we could get everywhere is different.
• 43:59
  Cindy Ann: I remember, um, I came in here and we still have that form thing right, and I'm like, here we go again, the immigration form.
• 44:09
  Cindy Ann: Now jamaica has it online yeah, they do it online.
• 44:11
  Cindy Ann: You get there and they give it.
• 44:12
  Cindy Ann: So I get to jamaica.
• 44:12
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, they do it online.
• 44:13
  Cindy Ann: You get there and they give it.
• 44:14
  Cindy Ann: So I get to Jamaica.
• 44:14
  Cindy Ann: I played in Jamaica last year.
• 44:16
  Cindy Ann: I get there, I fill out the form, I get to the officer and she goes why are you here?
• 44:20
  Cindy Ann: And I said I'm here to do a comedy show, all right.
• 44:22
  Cindy Ann: She's like are you a comedian?
• 44:25
  Cindy Ann: I interesting, but that she didn't say it.
• 44:36
  Cindy Ann: So really interesting.
• 44:38
  Cindy Ann: That's not what you put here on your form.
• 44:40
  Cindy Ann: You have here as your occupation housewife.
• 44:42
  Corie: I see.
• 44:44
  Cindy Ann: I'm like, yeah, because that's how I make my money.
• 44:47
  Cindy Ann: End scene stamp up yes, go long, go long, honey, go long.
• 45:00
  Corie: It's crazy so let me talk about the early days, though.
• 45:04
  Corie: I saw somewhere where you said you were really going to the states with your son.
• 45:08
  Corie: Your son was pursuing school and things.
• 45:10
  Corie: Don't make it sound so bad, you can get out of my hard time.
• 45:12
  Corie: You were going to the states following your son at that time.
• 45:14
  Corie: You son, your son, was pursuing school and things.
• 45:14
  Corie: Don't make it sound so bad, you can get out of my hard time.
• 45:15
  Corie: You're going to the States following your son At that time.
• 45:17
  Corie: You're doing comedy and stuff already.
• 45:18
  Corie: No, but you had aspirations.
• 45:20
  Cindy Ann: Oh yeah, yeah, In 2009,.
• 45:23
  Cindy Ann: I did a play here with Errol Sprangalang, wendell Etienne, okay when you say them things.
• 45:31
  Corie: How do you get to that?
• 45:32
  Cindy Ann: To do the play You're not at school, no, no no, no, I knew Errol from before and when him and Nigel used to do the courts ads.
• 45:41
  Corie: Oh, yeah, courts you can Courts you can.
• 45:45
  Cindy Ann: It was the twin.
• 45:45
  Corie: The brothers Nigel and Errol Correct.
• 45:48
  Cindy Ann: And so the time I think I was going to school I can't remember, but I had a very good friend, joanne we look alike, and so we would see her, like I would see her all out and say like yo, you and Nigel, missing two sisters on this thing, you know, got it.
• 46:00
  Cindy Ann: Eventually we'd be Errol and I became friendly.
• 46:03
  Cindy Ann: I actually worked with him and George on 105 from Mixed Nuts.
• 46:06
  Cindy Ann: I did a few of those episodes, right, yeah, and that's what you think.
• 46:15
  Cindy Ann: What's the thing I did?
• 46:15
  Cindy Ann: The first episodes of the very first one they had.
• 46:17
  Cindy Ann: When do you start people?
• 46:18
  Corie: calling in right bacchanal wednesday yeah, that's not the thing.
• 46:19
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, that was the original one right, I did the first bacchanal wednesday, right, so I used to work with errol and um, I came back, I was, I was.
• 46:27
  Cindy Ann: I went to caracas or something with my son for swimming.
• 46:29
  Cindy Ann: I came back and I was like, hey, they're, they're doing this play.
• 46:32
  Cindy Ann: Wendell would like for you to audition to read for this play.
• 46:34
  Cindy Ann: It was called A man in my Bedroom or In the Bedroom Right, and I auditioned and I got the part and I was the only female.
• 46:42
  Cindy Ann: I was the lead female in it.
• 46:43
  Cindy Ann: It was where I was involved with one of them I think I was involved with Wendell, but also with Sprung, and so there was a whole mix up a man in my bedroom, but I was, I guess I was how a lot I was going to say Trinidad.
• 47:00
  Corie: I don't know why.
• 47:01
  Cindy Ann: Right, yeah, yeah, yeah, so, and so I did that run.
• 47:05
  Cindy Ann: We did that at Cipriani Labor College for five nights and I remember the end of the last night I said to Wendell I was like you know what I want to do?
• 47:13
  Cindy Ann: Stand-up comedy.
• 47:14
  Cindy Ann: Always loved it.
• 47:16
  Cindy Ann: My brother had turned me on to stand-up when we were younger because he used to watch, like Sinbad, I'm the last, I have 51 first cousins and I'm the baby, and so they would be watching Raw, eddie Murphy and all those things, and so I always saw it.
• 47:30
  Cindy Ann: I always loved storytelling.
• 47:32
  Cindy Ann: I'm like I said to anna, I'm like I want to do stand-up comedy and he's like, let's do it.
• 47:37
  Cindy Ann: And I'm like, well, I'm migrating so it doesn't make sense starting anything, and as soon as I got rid of my son, as soon as you got rid of yourself yeah, some people get rid of them before.
• 47:50
  Cindy Ann: Some people get rid of them before.
• 47:51
  Cindy Ann: Some people get rid of them after.
• 47:52
  Cindy Ann: I'm afraid to ask Don't, do not.
• 47:54
  Cindy Ann: But listen.
• 47:56
  Cindy Ann: My son is the love of my life.
• 47:58
  Cindy Ann: As soon as he left for college, I was like, okay, let me give this a shot.
• 48:05
  Cindy Ann: I always love storytelling, right, always.
• 48:08
  Cindy Ann: I've always been the class clown.
• 48:11
  Cindy Ann: What school you went to?
• 48:12
  Cindy Ann: San Francisco, oh, gotcha.
• 48:13
  Cindy Ann: St Franco.
• 48:14
  Cindy Ann: Skigan used to swim and I would hold court at the pool.
• 48:19
  Cindy Ann: Parents would come to the pool, the kids would be swimming and I would be on stage like Cindy does flying fish.
• 48:25
  Cindy Ann: You know, I'd be story after story, and so I did a course at the improv, a workshop.
• 48:33
  Cindy Ann: Not because I didn't think I was funny.
• 48:34
  Cindy Ann: I wanted to see if my accent would translate.
• 48:38
  Cindy Ann: I wanted to see if I can be brave enough to stand in front of an audience and do it, and I did so.
• 48:44
  Cindy Ann: I did that in June 2014.
• 48:47
  Corie: Right.
• 48:48
  Cindy Ann: And then I lost my dad in.
• 48:53
  Corie: September 2014.
• 48:57
  Cindy Ann: Right, and so that was sudden.
• 49:00
  Cindy Ann: So you see tragedy plus time.
• 49:03
  Cindy Ann: I haven't been able to make this funny yet.
• 49:05
  Cindy Ann: It's been, it's been, it's been what?
• 49:09
  Cindy Ann: Almost 11 years right.
• 49:10
  Cindy Ann: And so I stopped in September.
• 49:15
  Cindy Ann: So I did comedy for like two months and then I stopped so from the improv.
• 49:20
  Corie: You're performing abroad since then.
• 49:22
  Corie: Your initial performances were over there.
• 49:26
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, I've never done it.
• 49:27
  Cindy Ann: The first time I did it here was 2017.
• 49:29
  Cindy Ann: I see I'm glad, though.
• 49:31
  Corie: Yeah.
• 49:32
  Cindy Ann: I would have had some really bad habits.
• 49:34
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, if I start, particularly back then.
• 49:38
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, in terms of the art form, um, I would have had bad habits, and so the being able to in 2017, um or 18, one of the shows.
• 49:51
  Cindy Ann: I was trying to book somebody here to perform at one of my shows and I said, oh, I need you for 10 minutes, and they said 10 minutes, my things will take me 15 minutes.
• 50:03
  Cindy Ann: I said yeah, but I only need 10.
• 50:05
  Cindy Ann: And he was like well, what do you want me to do?
• 50:09
  Cindy Ann: I said I want you to do 10 minutes and he's like, yeah, but I had to start.
• 50:15
  Cindy Ann: I was like you know what?
• 50:16
  Cindy Ann: Thank you, that's it.
• 50:19
  Cindy Ann: That's it.
• 50:20
  Cindy Ann: I need 10 minutes.
• 50:21
  Corie: No so now you had to lengthen your show.
• 50:23
  Corie: You know through the intro you had to make the show six hours.
• 50:25
  Cindy Ann: No, but I go to open for people.
• 50:28
  Cindy Ann: Sometimes I do.
• 50:29
  Cindy Ann: I open for this guy in.
• 50:34
  Cindy Ann: New York five minutes.
• 50:34
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, yeah, what you want me to tell him, how about?
• 50:35
  Corie: joke, that's last seven.
• 50:36
  Corie: Like when you say for punch up, for instance, you, I want a three minute thing.
• 50:39
  Corie: You helping to train people to do some things that you would.
• 50:43
  Cindy Ann: You know that's that's something that we are looking into right because when I did my show here this year in February, um, like I think I mentioned earlier, somebody, somebody was like you did the same joke.
• 50:55
  Cindy Ann: And then they were like will you consider doing a workshop to educate people on the art form of stand-up?
• 51:06
  Cindy Ann: I actually do a workshop in Florida, but it's for kids seven to 13.
• 51:12
  Corie: On stand-up.
• 51:13
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, it's called Tickled, and we have kids come in for one day and we teach them the essence of what stand-up is, you know, because it's more than just comedy.
• 51:24
  Cindy Ann: It also teaches public speaking, it teaches networking, community, you know, it gives you, it builds confidence.
• 51:31
  Cindy Ann: And so the kids come in, we do some warm-up improv exercises and then we teach them and at the end of the workshop they perform for their parents.
• 51:38
  Cindy Ann: They do like a minute yeah you know 90 seconds um and kids are just genuinely funny and honest and so they're honest, and that's what makes it so true and so hilarious.
• 51:53
  Cindy Ann: So, the parents come at the end of the day and they sit, and then the kids go on the stage and they are shocked to see what the kids are revealing about them.
• 52:01
  Corie: Oh.
• 52:03
  Cindy Ann: Right.
• 52:05
  Corie: I was going to send my son, but I didn't.
• 52:08
  Cindy Ann: Because they're like they can't believe the kids feel that way about them because it's very like we had one show, one workshop we did and a parent wanted to stay.
• 52:17
  Cindy Ann: And so my colleagues and I I'm like the child is not going to be comfortable to open up, you know.
• 52:24
  Cindy Ann: And so after a while I took the child, I'm like do you want to talk at all?
• 52:29
  Cindy Ann: And he was like I don't want to talk in front of my dad.
• 52:31
  Cindy Ann: And I was like okay't want to talk in front of my dad.
• 52:32
  Cindy Ann: And I was like okay.
• 52:33
  Cindy Ann: So I just went very nicely I said you know, he's safe, we're not planning to leave here sure could you come back this afternoon?
• 52:42
  Cindy Ann: and he was like, okay, he wanted to see the evolution, blah blah.
• 52:45
  Cindy Ann: I'm like you're gonna see it this evening, you know, and it's just from nine to three okay and if kids can do it, adults can too.
• 52:51
  Cindy Ann: However, when adults think they already know, yeah, you understand what I mean it's coming here with yourself because you live in foreign, you feel you know everything we know.
• 53:02
  Cindy Ann: I don't think I have the capacity right, I don't think so to deal with and I'll tell you and I may get a lot of flack for this Sure, we are very spoiled and entitled.
• 53:16
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, so spoiled and entitled, and I could speak about myself migrating as an adult when I started comedy and going to an open mic in a dive bar, people drunk talking over you.
• 53:32
  Cindy Ann: I remember doing one jumping in my can.
• 53:34
  Cindy Ann: I'm like listen, george and Lucille, boss or daughter, are going through this.
• 53:42
  Cindy Ann: You understand what I'm saying hello, hello I am from Paramed.
• 53:48
  Cindy Ann: excuse me, sir, you don't drink while I'm speaking, and so I left there like what the hell.
• 53:56
  Cindy Ann: Excuse me, sir, you don't drink while I'm speaking, and so I left there.
• 53:58
  Cindy Ann: Like what the hell is, I have to do this.
• 53:59
  Cindy Ann: No, I want to walk on stage and perform and da-da-da-da-da Honey.
• 54:05
  Corie: no, yeah, yeah.
• 54:06
  Cindy Ann: You see people here now with Netflix specials on Hulu, on da-da-da-da-da.
• 54:11
  Cindy Ann: We are performing in the same dive bar.
• 54:14
  Cindy Ann: They have not made it the Dave Chappelle's, the Bilbo's, the Kevin Hart's and those people.
• 54:19
  Cindy Ann: They have made it.
• 54:20
  Cindy Ann: But before you make it, let me tell you you are sweating in a dive bar.
• 54:27
  Cindy Ann: You are struggling the grind.
• 54:29
  Cindy Ann: They call it the grind for a reason.
• 54:32
  Cindy Ann: Got it Because you're grinding, you're teething sleep, you're grinding your heart.
• 54:36
  Cindy Ann: Listen to my honest here, and I think from my perspective, we get very spoiled with the taste of money too, because years ago somebody booked me, reached out to me to do an event and when I told them my price, they were like, is that us?
• 54:55
  Cindy Ann: And I said no, tt.
• 54:57
  Cindy Ann: And she was like are you crazy sundian people making 10 times that?
• 55:02
  Cindy Ann: And I was like, really okay, because that's not what happens in the real world here, compared to where you are of course people here want they.
• 55:13
  Cindy Ann: They just got started and they want to tell you so when.
• 55:18
  Cindy Ann: Remember we joke last night about up and coming yeah, I was.
• 55:20
  Corie: I was asking you basically, okay, so it's punch up for people who made it, who?
• 55:25
  Cindy Ann: has made it.
• 55:25
  Cindy Ann: Here's a stand-up comedy.
• 55:27
  Cindy Ann: No, because, no, no, no, no.
• 55:28
  Cindy Ann: Who?
• 55:30
  Corie: I haven't made it.
• 55:30
  Corie: Yeah, I was surprised to hear say that.
• 55:32
  Corie: To be honest, as far as I can, see you made it.
• 55:33
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, I was surprised to hear you say that.
• 55:33
  Cindy Ann: To be honest, how as far?
• 55:33
  Corie: as I can see, you made it.
• 55:34
  Corie: Oh, you see.
• 55:35
  Corie: Well, you see, I guess, I'm judging it by everybody know your name, you know.
• 55:39
  Cindy Ann: Everybody, everybody.
• 55:41
  Corie: All the way.
• 55:42
  Cindy Ann: No, now don't misunderstand when I say I am proud of my accomplishments.
• 55:51
  Cindy Ann: I am proud of my accomplishments I have, but I have not listen.
• 55:55
  Cindy Ann: I've not made anything except an attempt to come here today.
• 55:59
  Cindy Ann: I make an effort to go on stage every time I get there Made it.
• 56:05
  Cindy Ann: I don't know of a comedian here that has made it, and I how.
• 56:16
  Cindy Ann: What is made it?
• 56:16
  Cindy Ann: It was a metric.
• 56:17
  Cindy Ann: What is made it?
• 56:17
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, and I how?
• 56:17
  Cindy Ann: What is made it?
• 56:18
  Cindy Ann: It was a metric.
• 56:18
  Cindy Ann: What is made it?
• 56:19
  Cindy Ann: You know and again, I'm not taking anything away from anybody else, because everybody's metric or measurement of success is very different, right?
• 56:22
  Cindy Ann: So maybe somebody here is like I made it because I was able to stand and perform for an hour, I've made it.
• 56:30
  Cindy Ann: Okay, I have not made it because there's so much more I want.
• 56:34
  Corie: What would that look like for you?
• 56:35
  Corie: Like if you had to compare yourself, in other words, selling out big arenas.
• 56:38
  Corie: What has made it for you?
• 56:39
  Cindy Ann: Not even selling out big arenas because even there's so much logistics in doing comedy in a large arena.
• 56:45
  Cindy Ann: People like Bill Burr can do that.
• 56:48
  Cindy Ann: But you have a lot of comics here.
• 56:49
  Cindy Ann: But you have a lot of comics here.
• 56:49
  Cindy Ann: If you tell them 1,500, 2,000 people, they tell you no.
• 56:52
  Corie: Oh, I see.
• 56:53
  Cindy Ann: Because they need intimacy because of what they do.
• 56:57
  Cindy Ann: So they much prefer a smaller, intimate vibe in room to do well, and if they're not having fun, you're not having fun.
• 57:07
  Corie: You were saying you prefer that too, like an intimate.
• 57:10
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, I cannot see myself doing a show like in a Jean Pierre complex.
• 57:13
  Corie: No, no, no, prefer that too like an intimate.
• 57:14
  Corie: Yeah, I cannot see myself doing a show like in a gene beer complex.
• 57:15
  Cindy Ann: No, no, no, you have that thing, my thing.
• 57:17
  Cindy Ann: And then people walking around.
• 57:18
  Cindy Ann: I tell you how sensitive when I look up and I see two people walking around you know that was one of the so funny.
• 57:26
  Corie: You say that that was one of my most shocking things when I went to that.
• 57:29
  Corie: Um, who's name of the place again?
• 57:30
  Corie: Hollywood, hard Rock.
• 57:31
  Corie: I can never remember Hard Rock, hard Rock do you remember my name, corey?
• 57:37
  Corie: I haven't written that one, so yeah, one of my more surprising things in that arena was just how much people would be walking around.
• 57:43
  Corie: I didn't know.
• 57:45
  Corie: You see, when you watch a special, you see it.
• 57:47
  Corie: You only see the stage more or less Correct.
• 57:49
  Corie: So I went back After Bilbo.
• 57:52
  Corie: We saw Chappelle advertising so he was like we're going back for that and when Chappelle was drunk like a fisher.
• 57:56
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, and smoking.
• 57:57
  Cindy Ann: He was drunk and smoking.
• 57:59
  Corie: But he couldn't do the act.
• 58:00
  Corie: It was what he has now on Netflix called the dreamer was the act that we saw.
• 58:05
  Corie: So when you said repeating jokes, it's like what we saw on stage is where he have in his special.
• 58:10
  Corie: He was doing it across the states, correct?
• 58:12
  Corie: But you see that now as one of the habits of a comedy world for developing poly compared to where you are, because that well, you said it that is not going to fly here.
• 58:21
  Cindy Ann: It's not like if I don't think it's not going to fly.
• 58:24
  Cindy Ann: I think it takes.
• 58:26
  Cindy Ann: It will take time.
• 58:27
  Corie: Right.
• 58:28
  Cindy Ann: And it will take someone to have the balls to do it Right.
• 58:32
  Cindy Ann: That's you.
• 58:32
  Cindy Ann: I don't live here.
• 58:35
  Corie: But you're changing it, you're doing shows.
• 58:36
  Cindy Ann: You're telling people you're coming back.
• 58:38
  Cindy Ann: I have impacted the way stand-up comedy is done here 100%.
• 58:45
  Cindy Ann: You know, when I did my show here in 2017, kivo was on the show.
• 58:47
  Cindy Ann: It was two hours.
• 58:50
  Cindy Ann: People had never seen or experienced anything like that before, yeah, and so they really enjoyed it.
• 58:55
  Cindy Ann: And then, when I did the one I did at Bricks and this year at Art Society was a.
• 59:01
  Cindy Ann: BYOB Got it.
• 59:02
  Cindy Ann: You bring your cooler.
• 59:04
  Cindy Ann: So I think thing fit, but without the fit Right.
• 59:07
  Cindy Ann: So I have.
• 59:09
  Cindy Ann: I know that I have changed the face of it and have impacted the lives of, I hope, some of the local talent here.
• 59:20
  Cindy Ann: But I think it can happen.
• 59:24
  Cindy Ann: But you have to really just stand firm in your belief.
• 59:28
  Cindy Ann: You know what I mean.
• 59:29
  Cindy Ann: I'll tell you something in your belief.
• 59:30
  Cindy Ann: You know what I mean.
• 59:31
  Cindy Ann: I'll tell you something.
• 59:33
  Cindy Ann: Last year, I think it was, yeah, I came home and I went to Teddison John.
• 59:40
  Cindy Ann: Right Did something during the carnival that I had dreamed of for a long time.
• 59:48
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, he was brave enough to do it At a time where everybody is jumping, waving whining.
• 59:53
  Cindy Ann: He was brave enough to do it at a time where everybody is jumping, waving whining.
• 59:56
  Cindy Ann: he was like come to Napa and sit for two hours, three hours, and hear me sing a stripped down version of, and people bought into it it was well, it was talked about, it was well received and so when I said I was doing my show here in february, people were like carnival time and we booked the show a month out because I wasn't sure and everything just happened so quickly.
• 1:00:23
  Cindy Ann: People came.
• 1:00:24
  Cindy Ann: Not everybody wants to jump and wave and whine yeah, you know and so, um, I think, if people start creating it and building on it, people will buy into it, because, like you, there are people who go abroad to look at comedy.
• 1:00:42
  Corie: Yes.
• 1:00:42
  Cindy Ann: There are people who go to comedy clubs in New York.
• 1:00:45
  Cindy Ann: There are people, of course, and so it is an education.
• 1:00:49
  Cindy Ann: It is a matter of making people aware of why it's done, because if I say to you, okay, but why?
• 1:00:58
  Cindy Ann: I keep telling the same jokes and I explain but do you go to see Kes every Tuesday, on every Convo?
• 1:01:04
  Corie: Tuesday, tuesday night, yeah.
• 1:01:05
  Cindy Ann: He comes out and he sings hello is a must.
• 1:01:08
  Cindy Ann: And so you have your jokes that you know will get people in.
• 1:01:13
  Cindy Ann: Let me tell you, if I come here and tell you the minute I start saying, a Trinidadian, a Bajan and a Jamaican was in jail and waiting for mango season.
• 1:01:19
  Cindy Ann: The man said waiting for mango season.
• 1:01:21
  Cindy Ann: That joke has been around since 19-nothing, not even years behind the year 19,.
• 1:01:28
  Cindy Ann: Not 100, 0019.
• 1:01:33
  Cindy Ann: That joke has been running a man you know a man stand up a man walking in the market like this and a fella say what happened, he say, oh shit, I didn't realize my watermelon fall out.
• 1:01:44
  Cindy Ann: Them kind of hacky, but you would still laugh people will go by Brooklyn bar, by the rum shop, and the minute a man say you know, man, a Trini fella and a Bajon fella, people start, they tune in.
• 1:01:54
  Cindy Ann: Of course, yeah, people will go by Brooklyn Bar, by the rum shop and the minute a man say you know, man, a Trini fella, a Bajon fella, people start, they tune in.
• 1:02:00
  Corie: They've heard the joke a million times.
• 1:02:01
  Corie: Yeah, I guess it's why, chappelle and them, lock up your phones too.
• 1:02:02
  Corie: They're trying to ensure that people don't record it and put it out.
• 1:02:05
  Cindy Ann: And so it's the same idea.
• 1:02:07
  Cindy Ann: It's the same concept and I am doing jokes I started doing in 2014.
• 1:02:13
  Cindy Ann: But you change, you grow, you become something different, the world change.
• 1:02:19
  Cindy Ann: So let's just say I had a joke where I say and man, I just slammed the phone down on my, I can't do this again no I understand so the world is changing.
• 1:02:35
  Cindy Ann: There's now things like matcha.
• 1:02:36
  Cindy Ann: You could include matcha.
• 1:02:37
  Cindy Ann: Instead of saying you understand, you know the evolution has changed long time you'll do a joke and say well, you went by the obama.
• 1:02:50
  Cindy Ann: Now you say go by the psychic.
• 1:02:51
  Corie: No, of course I see, I see.
• 1:02:54
  Cindy Ann: So you keep a joke and you work it until and the thing is you can start a joke that's one minute long.
• 1:03:02
  Corie: Right.
• 1:03:03
  Cindy Ann: And over years it becomes a 10 minute long.
• 1:03:07
  Cindy Ann: But you've heard the first part before.
• 1:03:08
  Cindy Ann: But now you're like man she doing the same joke Because you're already pissed you know, with your sour self.
• 1:03:14
  Cindy Ann: Come liming on the inside and laughing on the inside.
• 1:03:19
  Cindy Ann: You hear the first part.
• 1:03:21
  Cindy Ann: You're like you miss the whole nine minutes.
• 1:03:24
  Cindy Ann: That's so new and fresh, yeah you understand.
• 1:03:27
  Cindy Ann: And so, cory, if I tell you I don't suffer fools anymore.
• 1:03:32
  Cindy Ann: I don't care.
• 1:03:33
  Cindy Ann: People call me all the time.
• 1:03:35
  Cindy Ann: They always have advice.
• 1:03:36
  Cindy Ann: You should do a joke about a man who have a jersey with a button missing.
• 1:03:39
  Cindy Ann: Get the shit out my face.
• 1:03:40
  Cindy Ann: You do it.
• 1:03:42
  Corie: I had to get some of that.
• 1:03:45
  Corie: I had to work on some of that, so you ensure that people have a different experience by building on it.
• 1:03:52
  Corie: You add new and you yeah.
• 1:03:54
  Corie: Or sometimes I'll tell you I did a show and I got there.
• 1:04:00
  Cindy Ann: The lady came over to me and she said she saw me walking in.
• 1:04:03
  Cindy Ann: That's why I don't like to see anybody before I get on stage.
• 1:04:05
  Cindy Ann: I don't like to see.
• 1:04:06
  Cindy Ann: She saw me walking in.
• 1:04:07
  Cindy Ann: She's like I hope you do your joke about the flags.
• 1:04:10
  Cindy Ann: I told my friend about now immediately.
• 1:04:12
  Cindy Ann: I didn't have it in my set.
• 1:04:13
  Cindy Ann: I see I'm backstage thinking how do I fit this in?
• 1:04:15
  Cindy Ann: I didn't plan on doing this joke, you know, oh my God, like because now you want to appease this one person who was probably living a life, a miserable life, you know, depending on your one flag, joke for them to live for a week like mom, you know, do therapy using therapy?
• 1:04:33
  Corie: yes, you use therapy.
• 1:04:35
  Corie: People come in to see and it's true yeah, it's true I am in therapy.
• 1:04:41
  Corie: I am a psychiatrist, yeah, unless a psychiatrist you understand, I level up, I level up.
• 1:04:50
  Cindy Ann: I'm with a psychiatrist and she's the best thing that has ever happened to me.
• 1:04:54
  Cindy Ann: You know, and I knew it the first time we met.
• 1:04:58
  Cindy Ann: She got on a Zoom call late, completely disheveled.
• 1:05:05
  Cindy Ann: I mean I'm like, okay, this bitch more messed up.
• 1:05:06
  Cindy Ann: We offed a very good start.
• 1:05:10
  Cindy Ann: I was like, hi, kathy, just the only favor.
• 1:05:17
  Cindy Ann: One thing I ask of you schedule my session after yours so.
• 1:05:22
  Cindy Ann: I get you in a good place.
• 1:05:23
  Cindy Ann: Don't come to me before you see us, before you see your therapist.
• 1:05:27
  Cindy Ann: Do not see me come to me in a good place so that you can also hand down the knowledge you just got.
• 1:05:34
  Corie: Oh, I'm with you, you understand, you had a.
• 1:05:36
  Corie: All right, you maximized it.
• 1:05:38
  Corie: I like it.
• 1:05:40
  Corie: So, going back to that, move to the States.
• 1:05:41
  Corie: Right, you said you went to do the improv workshop, but also saw you went to a performing arts school.
• 1:05:46
  Cindy Ann: Stella Adler, yeah, stella Adler, in New York.
• 1:05:49
  Corie: You went there with comedy in mind, or?
• 1:05:51
  Cindy Ann: just performing arts in general, acting Okay, so something you want to do.
• 1:05:55
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, I've done drama for a long time.
• 1:05:57
  Cindy Ann: I've done improv, All those things held comedy.
• 1:06:01
  Cindy Ann: But acting I love.
• 1:06:03
  Cindy Ann: I prefer theatre, the live thing you prefer.
• 1:06:07
  Corie: That.
• 1:06:07
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, you could be bolder Acting.
• 1:06:10
  Cindy Ann: You have to be a little more.
• 1:06:12
  Corie: I suppose you.
• 1:06:12
  Corie: You could be bolder Acting.
• 1:06:13
  Corie: You have to be a little more.
• 1:06:14
  Corie: I suppose you know quiet?
• 1:06:15
  Cindy Ann: Yeah.
• 1:06:16
  Cindy Ann: Acting TV or screen versus theatre?
• 1:06:16
  Cindy Ann: Yes, it's very different to live theatre.
• 1:06:18
  Cindy Ann: Got it yeah?
• 1:06:19
  Corie: Why is you like this live thing so much?
• 1:06:20
  Corie: I try to run from live.
• 1:06:22
  Corie: You hadn't had first internet.
• 1:06:24
  Cindy Ann: I tell you I've seen a psychiatrist, I have mental issues.
• 1:06:26
  Cindy Ann: What you didn't get, you know Clearly.
• 1:06:29
  Corie: Clearly that is where it had to be.
• 1:06:30
  Corie: When you're on television?
• 1:06:31
  Cindy Ann: at no point, do you not television?
• 1:06:33
  Cindy Ann: Let's just say I'm in a movie and blah, blah, blah, blah, blah and somebody pissed me off.
• 1:06:36
  Cindy Ann: I can't smash this cup, but if I'm doing stand-up and somebody says something, oh, I could just take the stool and throw it off.
• 1:06:45
  Cindy Ann: You know what I mean.
• 1:06:47
  Corie: I could have a moment of passion.
• 1:06:50
  Corie: A moment of passion is wild.
• 1:06:51
  Cindy Ann: I can have a moment of passion.
• 1:06:53
  Cindy Ann: You know, I call it passion.
• 1:06:54
  Cindy Ann: What do you call it?
• 1:06:55
  Cindy Ann: What do you call it?
• 1:06:55
  Cindy Ann: I don't call it nothing.
• 1:06:59
  Corie: I can have a moment of passion.
• 1:07:00
  Corie: I with you, I with you.
• 1:07:01
  Corie: So what's your biggest difference when you do shows here versus the shows you would do over there, in terms of our audience, outside of just the idea of the feeling of repeating jokes?
• 1:07:10
  Corie: How are you adjusted?
• 1:07:14
  Cindy Ann: First of all, if I'm doing a show home, I come home a week or two before the show.
• 1:07:17
  Cindy Ann: I have to remember how we live, because I forget so like the good morning, like if I came the day before and jump on stage, I wouldn't remember good morning.
• 1:07:27
  Cindy Ann: That was a cold hard.
• 1:07:29
  Corie: Yeah, yeah boy um, this is the real thing you're talking about.
• 1:07:34
  Corie: You experience it and bring it in.
• 1:07:36
  Cindy Ann: My comedy is about.
• 1:07:37
  Cindy Ann: I tell you I don't make up anything on stage.
• 1:07:39
  Cindy Ann: It's life, it's the truth.
• 1:07:40
  Cindy Ann: I punch up.
• 1:07:42
  Cindy Ann: That's where it comes in.
• 1:07:43
  Cindy Ann: So I will punch up a joke, and so that's where the writing and the creative thing comes in.
• 1:07:50
  Cindy Ann: So you saw Dave Chappelle, you see Bill Bull, some things.
• 1:07:53
  Cindy Ann: You're I wonder if you really did that.
• 1:07:56
  Cindy Ann: Sometimes you don't, but it's believable because this story has happened Right, and so you punch it up.
• 1:08:04
  Cindy Ann: And so sometimes, when they say you punch down is when you start hurting people.
• 1:08:08
  Cindy Ann: You've heard the term right there, of course.
• 1:08:11
  Cindy Ann: Anyway, and so for me, I think usually I spend the first 10, 15 minutes talking about home, relaxing, you know, just getting people ready.
• 1:08:23
  Cindy Ann: So I come, I make sure.
• 1:08:26
  Cindy Ann: This time I brought my son for the first time he experienced carnival.
• 1:08:29
  Corie: Right, I see.
• 1:08:30
  Cindy Ann: Panorama.
• 1:08:31
  Cindy Ann: I took him to Pan and after Pan I said to him I was like how was it?
• 1:08:35
  Cindy Ann: And he's like it was weird, mommy, like it was so overstimulating.
• 1:08:41
  Cindy Ann: He was like there was a group playing like a beaten iron thing here, and then the music, and then the pan, and then people talking and then they're walking.
• 1:08:48
  Cindy Ann: And he was like it was just so much, he said, but I felt safe, you know, because there was room, it wasn't overcrowded.
• 1:08:57
  Cindy Ann: I felt safe.
• 1:08:58
  Corie: And.
• 1:08:58
  Cindy Ann: I said everything you've described to me.
• 1:09:01
  Cindy Ann: The safety is the one thing I hated about Panorama.
• 1:09:05
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, oh yeah.
• 1:09:06
  Cindy Ann: This year I went to Pan and felt safe.
• 1:09:08
  Cindy Ann: I'm never going back.
• 1:09:09
  Corie: So what do you want to feel?
• 1:09:10
  Cindy Ann: I want to go.
• 1:09:11
  Cindy Ann: I want a man to try to lick my neck.
• 1:09:13
  Cindy Ann: You know that is essence.
• 1:09:15
  Cindy Ann: Listen, panorama is pandemonium.
• 1:09:19
  Cindy Ann: I want to be able to go to the restroom.
• 1:09:21
  Cindy Ann: And all the toilets full, so now I have to pee under the not stand.
• 1:09:25
  Cindy Ann: It's an experience you understand.
• 1:09:28
  Cindy Ann: I came home there was police fire.
• 1:09:30
  Cindy Ann: You couldn't stand on the staircase.
• 1:09:33
  Cindy Ann: I'm like this is shit, I couldn't do that.
• 1:09:37
  Cindy Ann: Daily I come to Panorama for me to be walking through the crowd, somebody tried to pinch my bottom, my elbow there, my thing is a hole back and on.
• 1:09:46
  Cindy Ann: Be, careful what you say.
• 1:09:47
  Cindy Ann: Well, I'm not going back, so nobody try it.
• 1:09:50
  Cindy Ann: But also, I didn't end with what happens to them.
• 1:09:54
  Cindy Ann: Remember there also is an exchange.
• 1:09:57
  Cindy Ann: So they pinch my bottom, I punch them in the face.
• 1:09:58
  Cindy Ann: Police come, I go home, I get up I say Pan was real good, you know, I know Pan was real good.
• 1:10:04
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, he end up in jail.
• 1:10:05
  Cindy Ann: I go.
• 1:10:06
  Cindy Ann: You know what I mean?
• 1:10:07
  Cindy Ann: I'm like I had a real good time.
• 1:10:08
  Cindy Ann: This is not good at all.
• 1:10:10
  Cindy Ann: But Panorama, I mean I'd get there early and we knew.
• 1:10:18
  Cindy Ann: We knew when we saw a certain, a select group of people arrive, the gate coming down in about 10 minutes.
• 1:10:25
  Corie: I was about storming Of course I was in the east.
• 1:10:28
  Cindy Ann: I paid $500 to go into Panama this year.
• 1:10:30
  Corie: Imagine that we'd have never thought Listen to hell was with that.
• 1:10:32
  Cindy Ann: We'd have never thought you know why For safety and shit.
• 1:10:35
  Corie: Yeah, that's what you sound.
• 1:10:36
  Corie: You sound right.
• 1:10:36
  Corie: I like him a lot.
• 1:10:37
  Corie: I like him a lot I felt so safe.
• 1:10:41
  Cindy Ann: I'm like yuck, yuck.
• 1:10:43
  Cindy Ann: That's why children today, everything they gain fever, they're sick, they can't stand up, they're tired.
• 1:10:48
  Cindy Ann: They can't walk, they're in fever and they're safe, oh my.
• 1:10:50
  Corie: God Any day of the week?
• 1:10:51
  Corie: No, no, no.
• 1:10:54
  Corie: But I see what.
• 1:10:54
  Corie: Even in this panorama thing, I can see where you come, you observe, and then your first part you give us some of us.
• 1:11:01
  Cindy Ann: I take it in.
• 1:11:02
  Cindy Ann: It's always beautiful for me and it happens every single time I get in the car on my way here and it takes me about.
• 1:11:14
  Cindy Ann: This time it took me a little less time about 20 seconds Because as soon as I sit in the car I'm like shit.
• 1:11:20
  Cindy Ann: I mean they say crime, bad, but they thief the steering wheel Before I realized.
• 1:11:27
  Cindy Ann: I'm sitting on the wrong side of the car.
• 1:11:28
  Cindy Ann: I'm staring at the dashboard like like they took the steering wheel and fix it back.
• 1:11:40
  Corie: So they were good.
• 1:11:41
  Cindy Ann: they're so good, I mean I mean, I didn't realize the criminal's so good.
• 1:11:45
  Cindy Ann: And I look over and I'm like, nah, they're so good, they're good, but they're so good.
• 1:11:50
  Cindy Ann: So now you're still, you're good, you're good, just just switch sides.
• 1:11:56
  Cindy Ann: Um, yeah, yeah, yeah.
• 1:11:59
  Cindy Ann: So by the time you reach stage those observations.
• 1:12:02
  Corie: You're writing and making it into something, or you're observing and you're going on stage.
• 1:12:05
  Corie: No, no, no, no, no.
• 1:12:06
  Cindy Ann: I'm writing, I'm writing, I'm writing, I get by.
• 1:12:09
  Cindy Ann: So by the time I get there I open up with home, with coming home and that experience Taking my son to my childhood home and him running to tell me Mom, a rooster.
• 1:12:23
  Cindy Ann: I'm like Jesus, where did I fail this child?
• 1:12:26
  Cindy Ann: I'm like it's a yard foul, it's a rooster.
• 1:12:30
  Corie: I like Keegan a lot.
• 1:12:31
  Corie: I also like him more.
• 1:12:32
  Corie: What do you think is a rooster?
• 1:12:33
  Cindy Ann: I said Mom a rooster.
• 1:12:35
  Cindy Ann: I'm like a what?
• 1:12:44
  Corie: I said, listen, baby, it rooster.
• 1:12:44
  Corie: I'm like a, what I'm sick.
• 1:12:45
  Cindy Ann: I said listen, baby, it's a yard, you know, we don't have roosters.
• 1:12:46
  Cindy Ann: We don't have roosters here.
• 1:12:47
  Cindy Ann: And he says it really are too.
• 1:12:48
  Cindy Ann: It's a rooster, um, but he's still very triniac because he left here at 15.
• 1:12:51
  Corie: Okay, so he went to fatima college yeah, he's a good boy and so yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah I wonder sometimes, like when I watch comedians here, as I say I love it, so any chance I get like I did the Yanga Tang thing and the Caribbean Comedy Festival in those days, right, yeah, and I mean I guess somebody who writes and scripts it, because when you talk it does not feel written or scripted.
• 1:13:14
  Corie: But so when I go to yanga tang a lot of it feels like improv more than stand-up comedy.
• 1:13:21
  Corie: It doesn't feel like somebody who's writing jokes, telling a whole story or putting together a whole set.
• 1:13:24
  Corie: Okay, but I don't know if that's your experience with the local comedy scene here.
• 1:13:28
  Corie: It feels like somebody just talking rather than writing and building on jokes.
• 1:13:31
  Cindy Ann: No, um, I haven't experienced it for a while, but I I think you think it's somebody just talking, it feels that way more.
• 1:13:40
  Corie: As opposed to writing yeah, I'll give you an example, right Like the Calypso Tent was a place where a lot of comedians you would see sprang along Tommy Racial Price Day, but they would be more like a host like you said, a host Right.
• 1:13:53
  Corie: So it's less stand-up comedy and more hosts.
• 1:13:55
  Corie: So when they come out, what they talk about is what just happened with the last person, or they called them back on or something that happened with the crowd and maybe they have a few joke jokes, but it feels like they're just talking about what's going on.
• 1:14:06
  Cindy Ann: Right, which is hosting.
• 1:14:07
  Cindy Ann: But hosting also has stand-up bits built in Right.
• 1:14:10
  Cindy Ann: But hosting is more about the audience and you, yeah, um, yeah, I think so.
• 1:14:24
  Cindy Ann: I think um, maybe, because a lot of it here is very political and bacchanalish, right, right, I, I grew up where comedy was very, very politically aligned, you know what I mean, or very something.
• 1:14:36
  Cindy Ann: Some confusion happened.
• 1:14:38
  Corie: Yeah, like current affairs.
• 1:14:39
  Corie: Current affairs, whatever mini politics, whatever bacchanal going on.
• 1:14:41
  Corie: That's what the topic seemed to me.
• 1:14:43
  Cindy Ann: As opposed to people's personal lives, which is my.
• 1:14:47
  Cindy Ann: My comedy is about my life and my views.
• 1:14:51
  Cindy Ann: Of course it will.
• 1:14:53
  Cindy Ann: There will be some overlap with what's happening in your world, cause I live in your world, you know but it's about me and who Cindy Ann is, so that when an audience leaves they have a general, like you can tell.
• 1:15:08
  Cindy Ann: Oh, Cindy Ann has a son, she is married.
• 1:15:12
  Cindy Ann: She doesn't really understand how people kiss dogs in the mouth.
• 1:15:18
  Corie: You understand what I'm saying.
• 1:15:19
  Corie: She's seen a psychiatrist.
• 1:15:20
  Cindy Ann: She's kind of fucked up in the head.
• 1:15:21
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, um, you know who I am.
• 1:15:24
  Cindy Ann: If I were to take a broad look at the comedians that I grew up watching I don't know who they are in terms of yes and and going to shows.
• 1:15:37
  Cindy Ann: I don't know.
• 1:15:39
  Cindy Ann: Know, maybe I was too young, maybe I missed some stuff.
• 1:15:42
  Corie: No, I don't think it's that I think you're saying it much better than I'm saying it, because that is what tends to happen.
• 1:15:46
  Corie: The comedian here, so the great, the ones who I have as the greats here, they sprang along Tommy Rish, all of them would have been that hero.
• 1:15:53
  Corie: Right, they were talking about stuff, but not so much Like it wasn't as reflective as your comedy, or as I mean Bilbo.
• 1:16:03
  Corie: You might say he's talking politics and stuff, but it's really just his viewpoint, it's just the way and his life.
• 1:16:07
  Cindy Ann: You know he has anger issues.
• 1:16:09
  Corie: This is what I mean.
• 1:16:09
  Cindy Ann: You know he's married.
• 1:16:10
  Cindy Ann: You know he has two children.
• 1:16:12
  Corie: So you see anybody here doing a lot of that I can't say.
• 1:16:14
  Corie: I will say yeah, you know Sina.
• 1:16:15
  Corie: I will say no.
• 1:16:17
  Cindy Ann: Kwame and Jerome opened Right and I felt I was pleasantly surprised at how well structured I think their stuff was.
• 1:16:29
  Cindy Ann: I cannot tell, because I was performing too.
• 1:16:35
  Corie: So to tell you their jokes.
• 1:16:36
  Cindy Ann: I don't remember their jokes, you know I was more, you know.
• 1:16:37
  Cindy Ann: But the reaction of the crowd, the way they presented themselves, I think I was very happy, like I was like, oh, this is really nice refreshing to see that they're doing their stuff and they're not just out there doing hacky jokes.
• 1:16:51
  Cindy Ann: So hacky jokes would be like I tell you, like you know, I turn around and I'm at a pageant and I'm saying Are we getting a joke?
• 1:16:56
  Corie: Yeah, are we getting a joke?
• 1:16:58
  Cindy Ann: yeah yeah, they were doing stuff that I felt, okay, all right, these guys are putting in the work now.
• 1:17:06
  Cindy Ann: As to to your question about, uh, they're at a disadvantage because they don't have the luxury of doing the same thing repeatedly, probably, but then they are the ones to decide what they want to be what they want out of this.
• 1:17:20
  Cindy Ann: You know what I mean and where you want to take it.
• 1:17:22
  Cindy Ann: And I had to decide that too, because, coming here every year, because I did a show here 17, 2018, I took the show to a little Carib theater, again telling me it cannot be done.
• 1:17:33
  Cindy Ann: They were like you cannot do this.
• 1:17:35
  Cindy Ann: We sold out the show.
• 1:17:37
  Cindy Ann: It was amazing.
• 1:17:38
  Cindy Ann: I brought somebody from the us.
• 1:17:40
  Cindy Ann: I've brought three comics here since I've been here.
• 1:17:43
  Cindy Ann: So the first day I brought a girl, a trini, uh, an american girl, and people asked me you bring in another comedian here.
• 1:17:51
  Cindy Ann: What if they book her and not you?
• 1:17:54
  Cindy Ann: well, like who'd they anybody, because you know people would be like, wait, now there's a comedy show, I could do a comedy show too.
• 1:17:59
  Cindy Ann: Let me get this girl.
• 1:18:00
  Cindy Ann: You know like aren't you afraid that she takes your place?
• 1:18:04
  Cindy Ann: And I'm like absolutely 100% no, because if we live in that space we do not grow.
• 1:18:12
  Cindy Ann: You understand what I mean.
• 1:18:13
  Cindy Ann: So for me, I am pretty sure of who I am and what I can bring.
• 1:18:18
  Cindy Ann: And am pretty sure of who I am and what I can bring.
• 1:18:23
  Cindy Ann: And I know if somebody wants what I have, you cannot give it.
• 1:18:25
  Cindy Ann: Regardless of if we walk in your room together, we wear the same dress.
• 1:18:27
  Cindy Ann: We do you.
• 1:18:27
  Cindy Ann: You could never be a cindy ann, and so I can never be a cory.
• 1:18:32
  Cindy Ann: So the idea of being that sort of crab in the hole kind of mentality yeah, like man, if I, if I, but yeah, if, if I put Sinead in front, then she's not going to get the no.
• 1:18:44
  Cindy Ann: So I brought her home.
• 1:18:45
  Cindy Ann: I brought another guy here, and I brought another guy here and I saw the difference in people's appreciation for them as opposed to me, because they spoke with an American accent.
• 1:18:54
  Corie: But they translate well, people will receive.
• 1:18:57
  Cindy Ann: I think everybody said they preferred me, they enjoyed it, but they said it was different and funny enough.
• 1:19:05
  Cindy Ann: I spoke to a friend yesterday who came to my show at the Bricks and she said I can see the difference in your style, sandhyaan.
• 1:19:12
  Corie: Over the years.
• 1:19:13
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, and I said thank you Because I don't have to change my accent, but I feel it has to be marketed or boxed or in a way that it's acceptable, it's palpable to a different audience.
• 1:19:31
  Cindy Ann: So I'm not going to say, hey, you guys, do you want to come and have a cup of tea with me today?
• 1:19:37
  Cindy Ann: I'm not going to do that because that's not who I am.
• 1:19:40
  Cindy Ann: But being able to get on a stage not knowing who's in the audience and having them fall deeply in love with me is huge.
• 1:19:50
  Cindy Ann: You know it's huge.
• 1:19:53
  Cindy Ann: So I don't think I still haven't made it, could you?
• 1:19:56
  Corie: imagine yeah, I like this hasn't made it thing, I like it a lot how long your set usually is when you do a show here.
• 1:20:04
  Cindy Ann: Entry Like 45 minutes.
• 1:20:05
  Corie: Oh, it's long 50 minutes yeah.
• 1:20:06
  Corie: And people sit with it, people not.
• 1:20:09
  Corie: Yeah, well, I think even that's in the end, that's changing.
• 1:20:14
  Cindy Ann: You know what I'm getting from this?
• 1:20:14
  Cindy Ann: My shows, and I've done four.
• 1:20:15
  Cindy Ann: No, yeah, so then you say that I've made it.
• 1:20:18
  Cindy Ann: But how much have I made it if you have not even been to see it.
• 1:20:21
  Corie: When you see, I see people make it on Instagram and saying make it to me.
• 1:20:24
  Corie: That's so funny.
• 1:20:25
  Corie: Instagram famous, oh please.
• 1:20:28
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, no, no, no, no, no.
• 1:20:29
  Cindy Ann: 45 minutes done hours, how long I do when I come do shows in florida too, where I have a nice caribbean audience that comes out, um, and that's when I could say these things like armhole yeah where's our armhole?
• 1:20:43
  Cindy Ann: You know our armhole, jersey.
• 1:20:46
  Cindy Ann: See many people macy's asking.
• 1:20:49
  Corie: Excuse me that is hilarious, I'm looking for a really nice armhole top.
• 1:20:53
  Cindy Ann: The girl is like a what?
• 1:20:55
  Cindy Ann: And I cannot think of the other word because now I'm like but what do you mean?
• 1:21:00
  Cindy Ann: Armhole, like I asked.
• 1:21:03
  Cindy Ann: You know you never hear armhole, yeah, no, could you show me what you're speaking of?
• 1:21:08
  Cindy Ann: Can you, can you point to it?
• 1:21:09
  Cindy Ann: And I'm like she's like oh, you mean sleeveless?
• 1:21:12
  Corie: yeah.
• 1:21:12
  Cindy Ann: I'm like same damn thing.
• 1:21:13
  Cindy Ann: But what is an armhole really?
• 1:21:15
  Cindy Ann: What's an?
• 1:21:16
  Corie: armhole.
• 1:21:17
  Corie: We should pay attention.
• 1:21:17
  Corie: These things, you know because things, because you also talk about one way of sending everybody to home before it's wild.
• 1:21:23
  Cindy Ann: It's crazy, listen.
• 1:21:25
  Cindy Ann: I texted my neighbor.
• 1:21:27
  Cindy Ann: We used to run and one day she said to me she's like it's raining, sandhya, and we cannot run today.
• 1:21:35
  Cindy Ann: So she sent a message.
• 1:21:36
  Cindy Ann: I am driving, I pick up my phone at the traffic light.
• 1:21:46
  Cindy Ann: Very quickly, she said this rain is ruining our run.
• 1:21:47
  Cindy Ann: Blah, blah, blah.
• 1:21:47
  Cindy Ann: I take out my phone and I text end and I'm back on the road.
• 1:21:49
  Cindy Ann: Right, think nothing of it.
• 1:21:50
  Cindy Ann: The next day I get home, she comes over.
• 1:21:52
  Cindy Ann: She's like how do you feel?
• 1:21:53
  Cindy Ann: Oh, she's the ent ear, nose and throat.
• 1:21:59
  Cindy Ann: So I'm like how do I feel?
• 1:22:02
  Cindy Ann: I feel good, she's like.
• 1:22:04
  Cindy Ann: So what did the doctor say?
• 1:22:05
  Cindy Ann: Oh, my god, I'm like.
• 1:22:07
  Cindy Ann: Which doctor she's like?
• 1:22:10
  Cindy Ann: You texted me.
• 1:22:10
  Cindy Ann: I said that you were going to the doctor's and then, I'm like, I did not.
• 1:22:13
  Cindy Ann: She's like I know you have allergies, which I do.
• 1:22:16
  Cindy Ann: She's like well, I know you have allergies.
• 1:22:17
  Cindy Ann: I'm like do she's like?
• 1:22:18
  Cindy Ann: Well, I know you have allergies.
• 1:22:19
  Cindy Ann: I'm like, but I never said that I'm like.
• 1:22:21
  Cindy Ann: I don't, she's like, she's like.
• 1:22:22
  Cindy Ann: You texted me E-N-T.
• 1:22:24
  Cindy Ann: I'm like, I love it Okay, wait, I said Gil.
• 1:22:27
  Cindy Ann: All that means is right.
• 1:22:28
  Cindy Ann: Like you telling me it's a complete sentence.
• 1:22:33
  Cindy Ann: End.
• 1:22:33
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, for many yeah yeah, she saw and read ear, nose and throat.
• 1:22:40
  Cindy Ann: Of course, of course, of course so the comedy is built in to my life because I'm like what doctor are we talking about here?
• 1:22:49
  Corie: and that is just a doctor.
• 1:22:50
  Corie: We don't specialize here.
• 1:22:51
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, yeah yeah, you know, and you put some um broad leave time in the ears for eric.
• 1:22:56
  Cindy Ann: We don't go to the doctor, it.
• 1:22:57
  Corie: You're good to go.
• 1:22:58
  Corie: It reminds me of like when they say end just now.
• 1:23:02
  Cindy Ann: I remember people just now.
• 1:23:04
  Corie: They're like okay, I don't understand what you mean, Because when they say just now, like it could be right now, like soon or just now could be days, what is?
• 1:23:10
  Cindy Ann: just, I get that too.
• 1:23:14
  Cindy Ann: I don't even know.
• 1:23:14
  Corie: Beers, honey, just buckle down, I'll be there, it'll happen when it happens just now of course, of course so that for me is is where my comedy lives right, um, so this is why I had to ask you I'm sorry to go back to punch up all the time.
• 1:23:29
  Corie: I'm excited about the idea of the event where it creates this space, but when you're judging people, you are you wanting to judge us?
• 1:23:37
  Corie: No, oh, I see, I see, I see.
• 1:23:39
  Corie: Okay, no, because I was wondering, if you're looking for that style of comedy, if we could come with the trinity jamaican and the grenadian and them kind of thing.
• 1:23:45
  Corie: You 100.
• 1:23:46
  Cindy Ann: No, no, you bring your style, we're looking for the funny no, I see we're looking for the authenticity, we're looking for the creativity, we're looking for the funny right, um yeah no, no, no.
• 1:23:55
  Cindy Ann: It can't be mean.
• 1:23:56
  Cindy Ann: How can you expect people to to have what you know?
• 1:24:01
  Corie: no, no no, no, unrealistic.
• 1:24:03
  Cindy Ann: Unrealistic.
• 1:24:03
  Cindy Ann: And I think it's so important to like for me, like with my Red Woman tour, for example.
• 1:24:08
  Cindy Ann: Now that I'm doing the tour, I did Atlanta, I just went.
• 1:24:12
  Cindy Ann: I did the Bahamas, I did Philly.
• 1:24:15
  Cindy Ann: We're going to Toronto on October 1st.
• 1:24:18
  Cindy Ann: It's so important for people to see us in those spaces because we tend to do shows in a community hall, or you know what I mean, and I don't know if that's a space for me.
• 1:24:39
  Cindy Ann: You know, I mean sometimes you could do stuff in a restaurant, but this lighting has to be right, this setting has to be right.
• 1:24:46
  Cindy Ann: You know what I mean.
• 1:24:46
  Cindy Ann: And so comedy clubs globally.
• 1:24:49
  Cindy Ann: How wonderful it would be to see somebody do like you said.
• 1:24:54
  Cindy Ann: This guy just did Canada right.
• 1:24:57
  Cindy Ann: But to see more of it, of our accent, whether it's me, whether it's whoever else in those spaces, particularly women, because we don't get the luxury of being angry, we don't have it Of feeling without being judged or labeled.
• 1:25:18
  Cindy Ann: So I did a show with this guy and the show was shit.
• 1:25:22
  Cindy Ann: You know it was shit, but as a professional I mean, I just sat there, he went on stage and like 30 seconds into his set he said on the mic he's like man, fuck this show, dropped the mic and walked off.
• 1:25:34
  Cindy Ann: No one bat an eye, everybody just went like, oh my.
• 1:25:40
  Corie: God.
• 1:25:40
  Cindy Ann: Had I done that yeah oh my god, it would have been this now.
• 1:25:46
  Cindy Ann: First of all, angry black woman.
• 1:25:47
  Cindy Ann: She's an angry black woman going through menopause.
• 1:25:49
  Cindy Ann: She must be on her period.
• 1:25:50
  Cindy Ann: The list of what was wrong with me would have been mild.
• 1:25:57
  Corie: No no.
• 1:26:01
  Cindy Ann: Women do not get a pass to be expressive or to take a stand.
• 1:26:09
  Cindy Ann: Oh, who's that?
• 1:26:10
  Cindy Ann: If I say.
• 1:26:11
  Cindy Ann: If you say, hey, would you like a mic, I say no, Is it cordless or corded?
• 1:26:20
  Cindy Ann: I want a cordless.
• 1:26:21
  Cindy Ann: You go in the back and you know what you'll say.
• 1:26:23
  Cindy Ann: God, she miserable.
• 1:26:25
  Corie: Yeah, difficult.
• 1:26:26
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, she's so difficult.
• 1:26:28
  Cindy Ann: Ask David or any one of your partners you want a cordless or you want a mic with a and they say no, no, no, no, no, no, no, get me a mic with.
• 1:26:37
  Cindy Ann: I don't want either of those.
• 1:26:39
  Cindy Ann: I want a mic that like a little.
• 1:26:41
  Cindy Ann: What do you call it?
• 1:26:41
  Corie: A little apple.
• 1:26:43
  Cindy Ann: A little apple mic.
• 1:26:43
  Cindy Ann: You know what you're going to tell your partner.
• 1:26:45
  Cindy Ann: He's a leader boy.
• 1:26:46
  Cindy Ann: That man know what he wants.
• 1:26:47
  Cindy Ann: You see the difference.
• 1:26:49
  Cindy Ann: I'm miserable.
• 1:26:50
  Cindy Ann: Oh God Is this?
• 1:26:53
  Corie: a mic.
• 1:27:00
  Cindy Ann: The guy comes in here and says, no, I don't want any of these mics here.
• 1:27:03
  Cindy Ann: In fact, go by me.
• 1:27:04
  Corie: You know what you say that fella is a boss, he's a leader.
• 1:27:05
  Corie: He's a leader Taking control.
• 1:27:06
  Cindy Ann: I see in my period you know what I'm saying I go into menopause.
• 1:27:10
  Cindy Ann: I have real issues when I see that she can't get no man because she don't think, she don't know what she wants in a mic.
• 1:27:17
  Cindy Ann: That's the conversation that happens.
• 1:27:20
  Cindy Ann: So women do not get a pass.
• 1:27:23
  Cindy Ann: I see it and we live it and people think it's changing.
• 1:27:27
  Cindy Ann: All these Me Too movement and all these feminists it's changing.
• 1:27:32
  Cindy Ann: Maybe bucket a draw?
• 1:27:33
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, we could vote now and we could do this.
• 1:27:35
  Cindy Ann: We do have some things that we can do, but there is still so much work to be done for us to to.
• 1:27:46
  Cindy Ann: I don't.
• 1:27:46
  Cindy Ann: Let me be very clear.
• 1:27:47
  Cindy Ann: I don't want to be a man.
• 1:27:48
  Cindy Ann: I don't want to change a flat tire.
• 1:27:50
  Cindy Ann: I don't want to kill a cockroach.
• 1:27:51
  Cindy Ann: I don't want to care.
• 1:27:53
  Cindy Ann: I don't.
• 1:27:53
  Cindy Ann: I don't want none of those responsibilities, right, um?
• 1:27:56
  Cindy Ann: But I do want to be able to take a stand and not be labeled as a personality or miserable, just be labeled as somebody who's a boss bitch too but you find that the comedy space now I mean male dominated, like heavily a hundred percent so you get a lot of that, of course, yeah.
• 1:28:18
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, you do.
• 1:28:18
  Cindy Ann: You do get a lot of male, white male.
• 1:28:21
  Cindy Ann: It's not easy and, like I said, the minute you take a stand you become problematic.
• 1:28:29
  Corie: You know you're talking about it now, like I keep flashing back to Monique Because you see a lot of the some of the same words you're using now are the words that people use to describe Monique, who's one of the greats in stand-up comedy to me.
• 1:28:42
  Corie: I don't know the backstory and what the issues that she deals with, but I do hear some of those same things.
• 1:28:46
  Cindy Ann: Yeah yeah, yeah, and there is some truth to us being more emotional, true, but we have children too.
• 1:28:52
  Cindy Ann: We give birth.
• 1:28:53
  Cindy Ann: Men don't have nothing, nothing other than what you do to get up and think.
• 1:28:58
  Cindy Ann: Men don't have nothing, nothing other than what you do to get up and cream up your face?
• 1:29:01
  Cindy Ann: Dust off your bald head.
• 1:29:02
  Cindy Ann: You've had a little bit once in a while You've had.
• 1:29:04
  Cindy Ann: You've had what boy?
• 1:29:07
  Cindy Ann: or girl, no but I think this Red Woman tour is an opportunity for me to be seen in spaces and be in stages where Caribbean women are not seen and heard.
• 1:29:22
  Cindy Ann: Punched Up is an opportunity to grow and develop, to give back, to foster, for whoever wants the information, to share as much as I can with them.
• 1:29:38
  Cindy Ann: Because I always said if ever I do make it with them, because I always said, if ever I do make it right, um, it's not going to happen without me giving to home in a way that people can benefit in a way, you know, in, in a way that also benefits them and not me, because sometimes people give more for themselves of course right, yeah, so I mean god bless the day that I can really open doors and pathways for for people.
• 1:30:09
  Corie: I feel in a sense you're doing it, maybe not where you want to be yet, but yeah I'll give you an example.
• 1:30:14
  Corie: Like I appreciate you bringing up the, the, the discussion about Right, because when I think of even punched up and I think of people who can enter my list in my head now does not have a woman.
• 1:30:26
  Corie: You see, yes, and there are women here.
• 1:30:29
  Cindy Ann: There's this girl.
• 1:30:29
  Cindy Ann: When I did the show the Bricks, she was heading to a festival in New York Lyrics Right and she came as a guest to Jerome and I was like, hey, you want to test out the material tonight.
• 1:30:41
  Cindy Ann: You know you could do five minutes or however long.
• 1:30:43
  Cindy Ann: And I gave her a spot because I know how much those things mean.
• 1:30:46
  Cindy Ann: In the grand scheme of things, she's going to New York, you have come test it, do some work here.
• 1:30:52
  Cindy Ann: And I gave her a chance.
• 1:30:53
  Cindy Ann: You know, and I think those things help us and she's a woman.
• 1:30:58
  Cindy Ann: You know what I mean.
• 1:30:59
  Cindy Ann: Maybe if it was you I wouldn't have given her a chance.
• 1:31:01
  Corie: But I'm like let me give my sister a break.
• 1:31:03
  Cindy Ann: Let me give my sister a break.
• 1:31:04
  Cindy Ann: No, no, no, but women do not have the luxury, and when we do, when it does happen, it's so beautiful you can get people to really just understand.
• 1:31:16
  Cindy Ann: Okay, yeah, maybe I might be a little emotional and sensitive and whatever, but I am also a boss.
• 1:31:29
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, bitch, you know what I mean.
• 1:31:31
  Cindy Ann: I'm also a leader.
• 1:31:31
  Cindy Ann: I'm also about you know, and so let's try to get away from those.
• 1:31:33
  Cindy Ann: Let us, let us do our thing with all emotion.
• 1:31:35
  Corie: Yeah, yeah, yeah, appreciate you saying that.
• 1:31:36
  Corie: So before david and them start to wrap up, right?
• 1:31:38
  Corie: Yeah, just a couple of questions on that.
• 1:31:40
  Corie: I was looking at the environment in the States now.
• 1:31:44
  Corie: It's tricky.
• 1:31:45
  Corie: You know what I mean, especially when it comes to people who live in Trinidad or immigrants, whatever the word you want to use.
• 1:31:50
  Corie: You don't build a lot of that stuff into your comedy.
• 1:31:53
  Corie: You stay away from topics like those.
• 1:31:55
  Cindy Ann: Like politics and stuff.
• 1:31:56
  Corie: Yeah, so for instance, sending people home and them kind of thing, and ice you not?
• 1:32:00
  Cindy Ann: you're right because I don't even understand politics.
• 1:32:02
  Cindy Ann: I don't think generally if you're not in it.
• 1:32:05
  Cindy Ann: I don't think any of us truly understand what's taking place, because none of it makes sense to me, none of it none of it, home or abroad home or abroad, like I'm not for anybody, because I feel let's just say, for example, let's just say, you have a party right and.
• 1:32:20
  Cindy Ann: I'm like I support Corey.
• 1:32:21
  Cindy Ann: Corey is da-da-da-da-da Down the road and I don't support David or I don't support Anthony or whoever right, because I don't like their policies and I'm campaigning for you.
• 1:32:32
  Cindy Ann: Heads down every morning.
• 1:32:34
  Cindy Ann: Take my Corey vote Corey jersey.
• 1:32:36
  Cindy Ann: I like it.
• 1:32:37
  Cindy Ann: You like it already.
• 1:32:38
  Cindy Ann: Right?
• 1:32:38
  Cindy Ann: Vote Corey Shepard.
• 1:32:40
  Cindy Ann: He is the best.
• 1:32:42
  Cindy Ann: And four years down the road, you and Anthony go and form a coalition.
• 1:32:47
  Cindy Ann: Where are you sitting now, after I done?
• 1:32:50
  Cindy Ann: Say Anthony, he's a big stink thief.
• 1:32:51
  Cindy Ann: He does rip off people money.
• 1:32:53
  Cindy Ann: Anthony, you're on nothing, nothing, nothing.
• 1:32:55
  Cindy Ann: I'll never vote you coming out to tell me Anthony's actually a really good fellow.
• 1:33:00
  Cindy Ann: You and I sit down days, I do anything and put anything in our bag so we could.
• 1:33:04
  Cindy Ann: You know what I mean.
• 1:33:05
  Cindy Ann: I don't understand politics.
• 1:33:09
  Cindy Ann: I don't understand politicians.
• 1:33:11
  Cindy Ann: I don't care to get into any discussion about it.
• 1:33:15
  Corie: No, stay away from it.
• 1:33:16
  Cindy Ann: Yes, if something happens and it kind of jolt and it affects me personally, then I'll talk about it.
• 1:33:19
  Cindy Ann: No, you stay away from it.
• 1:33:19
  Cindy Ann: Yes, yeah, if something happens and and it kind of jolt and it affects me personally, then I'll talk about it, but I'm not getting on a stage to talk about, um anything right if you are.
• 1:33:30
  Cindy Ann: Let's just say and I want to touch on this too, because this is very important um for me when I left trinidad, I didn't know anybody openly in the LGBTQ community.
• 1:33:42
  Cindy Ann: I didn't know anyone.
• 1:33:43
  Cindy Ann: I moved to the US and now I'm in the arts, I'm meeting people, I'm friends with people, very good friends.
• 1:33:49
  Cindy Ann: But I felt so uncomfortable because I'm like man.
• 1:33:54
  Cindy Ann: Imagine 15 years ago I am in a picture with a guy.
• 1:33:58
  Cindy Ann: People are likeindy and gone.
• 1:34:05
  Cindy Ann: I always had an inkling.
• 1:34:06
  Cindy Ann: You know, this girl was on some phone what kind of foolishness is this going on here?
• 1:34:19
  Cindy Ann: Right, because as a society we so closed up.
• 1:34:24
  Cindy Ann: I think I I gather from social media people are opening up more.
• 1:34:28
  Cindy Ann: This is just one thing.
• 1:34:30
  Cindy Ann: Um, and so, although I had friends who were in that I used to go in the closet to tell them hello, I am waiting for them to come out.
• 1:34:38
  Cindy Ann: When they come out, I gone.
• 1:34:40
  Cindy Ann: I'm like sorry, my father can't even see me talking or my mother cannot.
• 1:34:45
  Cindy Ann: They'll be like what are you doing?
• 1:34:46
  Cindy Ann: Because there is this label and this, this dark cloud over right and being able to not give a shit and be so open and welcoming to people just yeah, because the truth is we all, in one way or the other, have our own little community going on.
• 1:35:10
  Cindy Ann: Yes, you know what I'm saying and so it's such for me, it's been such a blessing.
• 1:35:16
  Cindy Ann: I resisted migrating for many years my husband, when we got married I could have migrated and I was like I'm not going there.
• 1:35:23
  Cindy Ann: Trinidad will always be my home and I still feel very strong.
• 1:35:27
  Cindy Ann: I get an emotional thinking about it because I love this place like no other but there's been so much growth and development and benefit to me living in a space where there are not that many people like me and in order for me to do anything, to grow, to live in a space that I'm happy and I can thrive, I've had to put down and tear down so many walls.
• 1:35:58
  Corie: Yeah, yeah, yeah, some of those walls coming down here, but it's not, it's like you say, with women you could vote now.
• 1:36:03
  Corie: You know some of them, things changing a little bit yeah, but don't vote for cory.
• 1:36:07
  Cindy Ann: Vote for anthony, yeah, but that's that to answer your question.
• 1:36:16
  Corie: I don't understand it and I'm not getting into it I appreciate the fact and I figured it was the case.
• 1:36:22
  Corie: So, even talking to you now, I get a better sense and appreciation for your approach, because I'm not surprised to hear say like, if it affects me, which, again, as I tell you, as a fan of comedy, that's the thing that I like the most.
• 1:36:32
  Corie: I do like people who just bring their own lives.
• 1:36:35
  Cindy Ann: It feels more like storytelling, listening to you done, done, haha, jokes and I want to clarify what me means there, because it doesn't mean in a selfish way me alone.
• 1:36:44
  Cindy Ann: I mean if something affects my loved ones then, it affects me so when I say affect me it's not just cindy ann, but me as a whole.
• 1:36:55
  Corie: I'm with you.
• 1:36:55
  Corie: I'm with you.
• 1:36:55
  Corie: I think and you'll tell me if I do a good job my biggest takeaway is your viewpoint.
• 1:37:01
  Corie: It's your viewpoint, and I do like the fact that we get a chance to see the way you see the world.
• 1:37:07
  Corie: Yeah, and if you observe and you can see some of the tragedies you talk about today, I could turn that into any form of comedy.
• 1:37:14
  Corie: I think greats have always done that, you know, yeah, greats have always done that thank you.
• 1:37:22
  Corie: So, before we go, how to ask you about the greats?
• 1:37:23
  Cindy Ann: now my great yeah, have you ever monk rush?
• 1:37:24
  Corie: nothing, you know okay, no, not my great.
• 1:37:26
  Corie: Like fly out your greats in comedy or in life yeah, one day in comedy or in life, I kind of like that.
• 1:37:32
  Corie: Let me start with comedy.
• 1:37:33
  Corie: You know, abroad first foreigners, foreigners I Foreigners.
• 1:37:36
  Cindy Ann: Foreigners, I would say Patrice O'Neill, bill Burr.
• 1:37:40
  Cindy Ann: There is Wanda Sykes that I really love as well.
• 1:37:48
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, she's bad.
• 1:37:48
  Cindy Ann: Maria Bamford I don't know Maria Bamford.
• 1:37:53
  Cindy Ann: Get to know Maria.
• 1:37:55
  Corie: Bamford yeah, okay, so that's your four, yeah, local.
• 1:38:00
  Cindy Ann: Comedian, yeah, who do stand-up, or just funny people.
• 1:38:06
  Corie: Funny people.
• 1:38:07
  Corie: I say funny people just in case.
• 1:38:09
  Cindy Ann: Stokes and Hill.
• 1:38:09
  Cindy Ann: Ah oh, Stokes and Hill.
• 1:38:12
  Corie: Yeah.
• 1:38:13
  Cindy Ann: John Agitation.
• 1:38:14
  Cindy Ann: I'm trying to give some young people some blights too, but I'm really not too familiar with the work.
• 1:38:25
  Cindy Ann: I'm not too familiar with the work and I'm selling out my age but, this girl cosmetic surgery working.
• 1:38:33
  Cindy Ann: She looking good for 92.
• 1:38:38
  Corie: I love it, you know, because you're sending people to do the Googles.
• 1:38:41
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, errol, we didn't have that many women.
• 1:38:46
  Cindy Ann: Beulah, I would say I'm trying to remember myself growing up and really tapping in.
• 1:38:52
  Cindy Ann: I always loved Stokes and Hill.
• 1:38:54
  Cindy Ann: There was a drunk mystery about him that appealed to my soul.
• 1:38:59
  Corie: Yeah, and there's still plenty with a little bit of words in it.
• 1:39:01
  Corie: Yeah, I love that.
• 1:39:02
  Cindy Ann: I love that and I grew up an old soul too, you know, yeah, we didn't have that many women.
• 1:39:10
  Corie: Yeah, now that I'm thinking about it, but you're changing that.
• 1:39:12
  Corie: You're changing that now.
• 1:39:12
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, we're changing that now.
• 1:39:14
  Corie: But you say in life, in life, yeah.
• 1:39:18
  Cindy Ann: My dad, my dad, my mom, my dad, my dad.
• 1:39:25
  Cindy Ann: I could have him.
• 1:39:26
  Cindy Ann: Yeah, you could have him four times.
• 1:39:28
  Cindy Ann: My father was the love of my life.
• 1:39:30
  Cindy Ann: I would say my son, because he's my son.
• 1:39:35
  Cindy Ann: But I don't know if he's ready for Mount Rushmore, so take him off.
• 1:39:37
  Cindy Ann: Can, but I don't know if you're ready for Mount Rushmore, so take him off.
• 1:39:40
  Corie: Can we start over?
• 1:39:41
  Corie: He's paying attention to the things you say, and I ask you that too.
• 1:39:43
  Cindy Ann: He's paying attention because of course, but you know what, you know why.
• 1:39:46
  Cindy Ann: It doesn't bother him at least because, he knows that he has me wrapped around all these things are really what I wish I could do, but I can't, so I'm like it.
• 1:39:54
  Cindy Ann: So at least I feel empowered by it but he would go and say mom, and I'll be like what happened?
• 1:40:00
  Cindy Ann: What do you need?
• 1:40:00
  Cindy Ann: I'm coming whereas I could say here fuck them kids and then I fall on the ground for him, but I would put my parents as my mom.
• 1:40:09
  Cindy Ann: Rush mom got.
• 1:40:10
  Cindy Ann: It got a big influence for you and paramin born yeah well then, we could put three of them on a bundle of size all right, good, that works.
• 1:40:17
  Corie: That works, david, you do a good job.
• 1:40:19
  Corie: Excellent, ma'am, thank you very much.
• 1:40:22
  Corie: I appreciate you coming, I'm going to tell everybody Cindy Ann Boston flying to come and record it with she comes with a specific purpose.
• 1:40:28
  Corie: We important like hell because she's dropped everything and she took a private jet the day before and she came back.
• 1:40:34
  Cindy Ann: Because she's made it A hundred percent.
• 1:40:36
  Cindy Ann: Oh my God, you know what I?
• 1:40:37
  Corie: mean, and you're welcome back anytime.
• 1:40:39
  Corie: We want you back as often as you come.
• 1:40:40
  Corie: I hope that I was telling you both, Kivo.
• 1:40:46
  Cindy Ann: I told them as well that when you come, closer to the event and you have everything and I'll come back.
• 1:40:49
  Cindy Ann: I would love to talk about it.
• 1:40:50
  Cindy Ann: We could do a nice panel discussion For sure.
• 1:40:50
  Cindy Ann: Oh, that would be so good.
• 1:40:51
  Cindy Ann: Maybe we