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Why do some narcissists smile when they cause you pain · The Mental Healness Podcast

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  What is going on beautiful people?
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  Welcome to another episode of The Narcissist Code.
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  I'm your favorite self aware narcissist Mr. Lee Hammock,
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  better known as Mental illness across all social media
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  platforms. This is your first time sitting
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  in my face or hearing my lovely voice.
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  I'm a clinically diagnosed narcissist and I use, I use my
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  platform on social media to raise awareness for NPD, get
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  more people into therapy like myself, six years.
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  Y'all six years and also validate the victims, survivors
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  and thrivers of said disorder, said toxic people said toxic
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  trade. Today's episode is going to be
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  about why do some narcissistic people smile or take pleasure
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  when they do something horrible to you after they've done
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  something bad to you? Why do they smile at the as
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  they're at the end result of doing something so horrible to
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  you? So a lot of a lot of times,
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  y'all, we going to hop right into it today?
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  A lot of people refer to this as Duper's Delight.
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  Some narcissistic people, They like causing you pain.
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  They like seeing you. They like causing you harm.
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  They like to see you in a state of unhappiness.
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  They just doubt Some of them take pleasure in seeing you
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  unhappy. And that's just a sad truth to a
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  lot of narcissistic, toxic people and how their minds work,
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  How some of our minds work when they when they do something
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  little to you, when they like, especially, you know, Yes, I
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  know some people are going to say, I know some people are
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  going to say, like Lee, the easiest word to describe that is
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  sadistic. Some narcissists are sadistic,
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  yes. Yeah, absolutely.
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  Some narcissistic people like to see you in pain and not just
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  feel not. And I'm not talking about
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  physical pain. Y'all physical pain.
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  Sometimes, yes, but a lot of times they like to.
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  They take pleasure and enjoys it and enjoy seeing you in
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  emotional pain and emotional duress and as a result of
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  something that they have done to you.
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  You see sometimes, like if somebody else does something to
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  you that gets an emotional reaction, to get that causes you
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  to have a big emotional reaction.
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  Sometimes a narcissistic person doesn't care that much.
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  They're not they. Typically.
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  They're not going to give you that much empathy, but they're
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  not going to take pride And somebody else making you cry or
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  somebody else hurting you and yelling and having you yelling
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  and screaming and having a big emotional reaction, they're not
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  going to take pleasure in that. It's it's just kind of like an
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  arsonist. Y'all, you know how sometimes an
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  arsonist will return to the scene of the fire they set?
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  Like our house, sometimes a, you know, a serial unalliver will go
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  back to the like a kidnapper will help the search party look
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  for the person that they've kidnapped.
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  Like they take pleasure in doing this and they take pleasure in
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  causing this. That's the the same dynamic that
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  a lot of narcissistic people have within our heads.
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  Like I'm, I enjoy seeing you have a big emotional reaction or
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  seeing you cry, or seeing you yelling and screaming at me for
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  something that I did to you, not for something that someone else
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  did. If someone else did it, I'm
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  angry. I might.
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  I be. I might be angry, so I might I
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  might come to your defense in that situation right there.
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  But I can't take pleasure and smile and be happy or that's not
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  necessarily happy. Be like just a little sly smirk.
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  A lot of people see the smirk on narcissistic people's faces
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  after they when they get this, when they get this big emotional
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  reaction from you. A lot of people see the smirk
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  and they refer to that as duper as the like, but they they have
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  to be the ones that do it. You know?
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  Can some of them start taking take pride and smile when
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  somebody else's done something to you?
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  Yeah, there there's some people who are not beyond that, but
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  most narcissistic people in this circumstance right here, like
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  want to be the ones to do it to you.
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  You know, the one for the ones that take pleasure in seeing you
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  in emotional and sometimes physical pain.
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  They want to be the ones that do it.
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  They want to revel in their work.
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  It's like a painter that has painted a beautiful mural and
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  you're just like and they're just like I did that.
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  I painted that, this came, that came from me.
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  I planned it out. I executed the plan.
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  And this is the result of my work writer.
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  This is the result of my time, effort and valuable energy.
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  This is the result of all the work that I've put in.
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  This is I did it, you know. That's why they're looking at
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  you smiling and happy like I did it.
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  And yes, yes, yes, yes. Sometimes it is absolutely
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  intentional to get this reaction from you.
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  It is absolutely intentional to get this reaction from you.
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  Because sometimes they'll record you.
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  Yeah, sometimes they'll record you and threaten to post it
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  online or something like that. But a lot of times they record
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  you to go back and watch, to go back and watch, then watch it
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  themselves, to go back and watch you in pain, physical, emotional
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  pain. They go back and watch it.
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  And yes, like I said, some narcissistic people like to see
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  you in physical pain. And a lot of people they cross
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  into like that. You know, I ain't going to be
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  too much into detail, but they cross into like the BDSM
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  category where they like to see you in like consensual pain.
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  Sometimes. They sometimes they push the
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  button. They push the limits of that as
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  well. You know, they say you have a
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  safe word. Let's say your safe word is
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  Canary and you're screaming out Canary and they just act like
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  they don't hear you, you know what I'm saying?
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  But they because they push the boundaries, they push the
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  limits. Narcissistic people do not like
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  to have limits and or boundaries set upon them.
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  You know what I mean? They just don't.
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  So it makes a lot of sense when they don't want to be, like I
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  said, they don't want this stuff to happen.
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  They they they don't want anybody else to hurt what they
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  feel like belongs to them. They feel like, yeah, yes, a lot
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  of narcissists claim ownership over you.
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  That's a that's there's a truth to that right there.
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  A lot of narcissists and toxic people will absolutely claim
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  ownership over you in this space.
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  They just, yeah, they would. They just absolutely will.
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  That's just part. That's part of the dynamic of
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  dealing with a toxic, narcissistic person.
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  They claim this ownership over you and they want to.
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  They feel like because they feel like they own you.
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  They feel like they can do as they please.
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  You know you belong to me. So I feel like I can do whatever
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  I please with you. I feel like you belong to me.
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  I feel like I can do whatever I want to with you.
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  That's the mindset. Y'all, and that's the mindset.
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  And I know people go just like Willie.
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  I get it. My partner smiles at me when it
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  caused me harm. My dad used to laugh at me when
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  I will react to one of when I react badly to one of his jokes.
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  My mom used to always snicker when I started yelling and
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  screaming or crying for something she did.
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  Like, I know, but how do we fix this?
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  How do we how we change them? Y'all, you cannot change a
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  narcissistic person. Y'all you can't like, you don't
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  like. That's above your pay grade.
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  It's above. Yeah, it's above pretty much
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  everybody's pay grade except for that narcissistic person.
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  They have to want to be the ones who change themselves.
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  They have to want to be the ones who want, who want to work on
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  themselves. They have to do that, and that's
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  what I'm just saying. It's above your pay grade.
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  I'm not saying that you're not capable of being a good person
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  and being a nice person or a kind person.
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  I'm not saying that. I'm just saying it's above your
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  pay grade to try to change somebody else's inner workers
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  because some type, some type of traumatic event happened to this
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  person that makes them revel and smile and hurting you.
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  That makes them just snicker when you're screaming and crying
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  and swinging your arms. They just they they do that
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  right there. Y'all, that's part of it.
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  And again, I'm not saying this to hurt you or do anything like
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  that. I'm saying this to let you know
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  that, like some people take pleasure in your pain.
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  If you're crying in front of a narcissistic person, if they
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  made you cry on your birthday and they're smiling, that's your
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  gift right there. Your gift is also their gift.
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  So you're the gift that they give you on your birthday of
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  crying or breaking up with you or getting a big reaction for
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  you. That's your gift right there.
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  Y'all. That's the gift they give you.
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  Happy birthday, Happy birthday to you.
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  Here's some tears. And guess what?
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  I'm celebrating your birthday too, because you're crying.
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  Because I broke up with you. They want it.
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  Yeah, some of them want to see you in pain.
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  And the more you go back, the more you put up with, the more
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  that they learn how to push your buttons, the happier they get
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  when they see you cry and react. Some of them enjoy it, y'all.
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  Some of them enjoy putting you through the putting you through
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  the putting you through this. Some of them.
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  Some of them enjoy watching you hurt and scream and kick and
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  cry. Some of them, yeah, some of them
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  like it. And no, they will not get better
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  because they don't want to. Y'all they like it.
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  Why would they? Why would they change something
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  that they like? Why would I stop doing something
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  that brings me pleasure? Your pray, your pray, your pain
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  brings me pleasure. So why would I stop doing the
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  things that make me happy? And it sounds sick, it sounds
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  twisted because y'all it is, it is a lot of narcissistic people
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  have are sick, like just sick mind.
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  They do sick things. I don't think that.
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  I don't think necessarily the narcissistic personal disorder
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  or narcissism makes people bad people.
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  It's the behaviors that they do. The behaviors make them bad
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  people and they continue to do the behaviors.
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  So there's no hope in changing up to changing somebody who
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  doesn't want to change their own behaviors.
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  You see, it's not on you. It's not on you.
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  Y'all. Some of them take pride and
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  pleasure in making you, making you yell and scream.
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  The bigger your reaction, the bigger the pleasure they get.
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  The larger your reaction, the larger the pleasure center I
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  have the It's kind of like the bigger your reaction, the bigger
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  the smirk on their face. I did that to you.
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  I control you. You're mine, you know what I'm
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  saying? You belong to them so they feel
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  like they can do whatever they want to with you.
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  So if they if you see somebody taking, if you see somebody
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  taking pride in your struggle or taking pride in your pain, that
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  person will continuously do this for the rest of your existence
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  together. Because ask yourself this
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  question. Y'all, why would they stop if
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  this? If this is what makes them
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  happy, why would they stop? I know what you're going to say,
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  because they care. Do they not care enough?
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  Y'all they care. Narcissistic people care more
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  about themselves than they care about anybody else.
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  And they should be. They should go without saying.
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  They should go without saying right there.
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  Narcissistic people have a me first attitude.
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  Me first, me first, me first. How does this serve me?
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  Your tears make me happy. And yes again, y'all.
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  Some of them do it on purpose. Some of them absolutely put you
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  through the rinker on purpose to make themselves happy to at your
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  detriment at your expense. It costs you to make them happy.
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  What are you willing to pay? If it cost you to make them
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  happy, if it costs your emotional health, your physical
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  health, what are you willing to pay?
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  Because narcissist, the person they're going to keep, they're
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  going to keep charging you and charging you and charging you
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  and charging you. Why wouldn't they?
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  If it works, they're going to keep doing it.
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  Y'all that's why they do it. They're going to keep putting
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  you through this pain, keep hurting you because they take a
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  lot of them like it. Y'all they enjoy it, you know
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  what I mean? But anyway, y'all thank you all
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