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Pure Sensation is the Key to Nondual Liberation · Council of Kings

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  Pure sensation is the key to liberation,
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  non-dual liberation,
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  awakening realization.
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  SPEAKER_01: What is meant by that?
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  SPEAKER_01: Well,
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  there's a possibility in any moment in life to completely drop
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  all descriptions,
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  SPEAKER_01: all definitions.
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  SPEAKER_01: And simply be with immediate experience,
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  SPEAKER_01: feel immediate experience as pure sensation,
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  SPEAKER_01: as a thoroughgoing flux of pure sensations.
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  SPEAKER_01: You know,
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  SPEAKER_01: if you go into what seems to be the body,
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  SPEAKER_01: for example,
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  SPEAKER_01: if you close your eyes,
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  SPEAKER_01: you go into the field of
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  of the body you can notice for one that there's no clear
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  boundary there's no clear
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  distinction between where the body ends and where the rest of
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  life begins there's
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  this field of ever-present aliveness and if you let yourself
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  not think about that
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  SPEAKER_01: field of aliveness but you let yourself just
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  Feel it vividly,
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  almost microscopically with a high definition,
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  HD level of clarity,
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  of detail.
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  SPEAKER_01: You feel this thoroughgoing flux,
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  SPEAKER_01: this endless percolatingness,
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  SPEAKER_01: this buzzingness,
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  SPEAKER_01: this vibratingness through every level and layer of the body,
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  SPEAKER_01: rippling into
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  SPEAKER_01: the full field of experience.
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  Just noticing that all these supposedly distinct sense fields
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  really melt into one
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  SPEAKER_01: sense field,
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  SPEAKER_01: or you could even say zero numbers become irrelevant,
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  SPEAKER_01: because numbers are another
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  conceptualization another way of attempting to quantify or
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  concretize what
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  fundamentally cannot be quantified or concretized so you drop
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  ideas you drop
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  opinions you drop descriptions just let yourself feel present
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  experiencing as this
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  SPEAKER_01: continuum of aliveness of buzzing this notice
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  SPEAKER_01: That at the level of pure sensation,
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  SPEAKER_01: nothing even crystallizes into a definable,
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  SPEAKER_01: objectifiable entity of any kind.
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  This is what people mean when they say non-arising,
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  non-abiding,
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  non-ceasing,
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  non-passing away.
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  Even to say that everything is impermanent misses the mark
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  because that implies
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  that an object actually crystallizes and then at some point
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  it's no longer
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  SPEAKER_01: permanent and it dissolves.
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  SPEAKER_01: But at the level of pure sensation,
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  SPEAKER_01: at the level of pure vibration,
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  at the most fine-grained level of subtlety that is accessible
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  here and now,
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  SPEAKER_01: No objects even crystallize.
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  SPEAKER_01: There is simply this thorough going.
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  SPEAKER_01: Buzzingness.
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  SPEAKER_01: Vibratoriness.
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  SPEAKER_01: Aliveness.
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  SPEAKER_01: This continual vanishing.
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  SPEAKER_01: This continual appearing.
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  SPEAKER_01: So... Letting yourself...
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  SPEAKER_01: Sink into that, in a sense.
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  SPEAKER_01: Melt into that.
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  SPEAKER_01: Let yourself engage in this full being listening.
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  Feel yourself as the totality of being without even
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  concretizing being itself.
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  SPEAKER_01: Let go of all concepts,
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  SPEAKER_01: even the most subtle concepts,
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  SPEAKER_01: awareness,
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  SPEAKER_01: consciousness,
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  SPEAKER_01: being,
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  SPEAKER_01: God,
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  SPEAKER_01: Tao,
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  SPEAKER_01: Source,
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  SPEAKER_01: letting all of that go and what are you left with?
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  SPEAKER_01: What are you left with?
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  SPEAKER_00: You're left with this ever dancing radiance.
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  SPEAKER_00: That is no thing, no thing.
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  total emptiness total weightlessness and yet it's also
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  completely full completely
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  exquisitely overflowing and dripping with this astounding
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  juiciness this radiance
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  this textural color light sound you know what we call color
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  light sound yet we
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  SPEAKER_01: don't know what those
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  words mean those just gesture toward a living experience none
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  of which can be
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  pulled apart none of which can be separated out you can't draw
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  lines around any
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  aspect of experience and pull it out from the full field and
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  there is no field
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  So you're just learning to sensitize yourself to what is here
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  at the level of pure sensation.
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  SPEAKER_01: Peter Brown,
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  SPEAKER_01: a great teacher of mine and friend of mine,
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  SPEAKER_01: would say,
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  SPEAKER_01: you don't have to deconstruct what is false,
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  SPEAKER_01: just go to what is true.
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  SPEAKER_01: So much of
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  The way people talk about awakening involves these very
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  elaborate stages of
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  deconstructing different dimensions of self or reality or the
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  way things seem to
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  SPEAKER_01: be.
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  SPEAKER_01: Peter would just say, just notice that.
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  SPEAKER_01: That this is it right now.
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  SPEAKER_01: Notice this right now beyond concepts,
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  SPEAKER_01: beyond solidifications,
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  SPEAKER_01: concretizations,
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  SPEAKER_01: definitions,
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  SPEAKER_01: identities,
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  SPEAKER_01: identifications.
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  SPEAKER_01: Essentially drop everything you've ever assumed to be true about this.
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  SPEAKER_01: Return to the blank slate.
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  SPEAKER_01: Return to pure infant mind, pure freshness.
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  SPEAKER_01: And what are you left with?
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  SPEAKER_01: then just hang out there.
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  SPEAKER_01: Then just hang out there in that luminous blankness,
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  SPEAKER_01: that thoroughgoing,
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  SPEAKER_01: sparkling flux,
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  SPEAKER_01: dazzling purity,
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  SPEAKER_01: the dazzling purity,
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  SPEAKER_01: thusness,
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  SPEAKER_01: suchness,
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  SPEAKER_01: texture.
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  SPEAKER_01: You know, there is this
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  SPEAKER_01: thoroughgoing, textured, fluxing-ness.
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  SPEAKER_01: And it's so delicious.
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  SPEAKER_01: It's so juicy.
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  SPEAKER_01: It's so free.
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  SPEAKER_01: It's so
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  SPEAKER_01: It's just doing itself.
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  SPEAKER_01: There's absolutely no way that I could stop this thoroughgoing flux.
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  SPEAKER_01: There's no one here to stop it in a deep sense.
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  SPEAKER_01: As you attune to this thoroughgoing flux, it starts to eat everything.
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  SPEAKER_01: Everything you put into that dissolves into that,
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  SPEAKER_01: including the root solidification,
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  SPEAKER_01: the root concretization of the I am...
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  SPEAKER_01: the idea, the thought that there is a separate me right here.
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  SPEAKER_01: Often we locate this separate sense of self somewhere up in this area.
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  There's a sense of like a puppeteer or a homunculus kind of
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  pulling the levers,
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  SPEAKER_01: a thinker of thoughts,
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  SPEAKER_01: a doer of actions,
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  SPEAKER_01: a chooser of choices.
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  SPEAKER_01: Yet what is being pointed to here is...
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  What happens when you notice that sensations are simply arising
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  and passing away
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  SPEAKER_01: simultaneously of their own accord in a continual dance?
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  SPEAKER_01: And you just stay with that.
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  SPEAKER_01: You just sit with that.
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  SPEAKER_01: You feel that.
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  Any moment that you feel that,
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  that you simply feel the now,
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  this nowness.
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  SPEAKER_01: And the concept of now needs to be dropped too.
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  But we have to talk about this somehow,
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  so I have to use concepts to try to communicate it.
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  SPEAKER_01: You just feel this nowness,
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  SPEAKER_01: this presence,
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  SPEAKER_01: as this thoroughgoing flux with zero concepts,
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  SPEAKER_01: zero conceptual overlays,
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  SPEAKER_01: zero ideas about it,
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  SPEAKER_01: zero opinions about it.
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  Even if thoughts are arising,
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  notice that those are just like clouds drifting through the
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  sky.
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  SPEAKER_01: Don't believe the thoughts.
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  SPEAKER_01: Don't get hoodwinked into the content of the thoughts.
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  SPEAKER_01: which immediately hooks you into a dualistic frame of separation,
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  SPEAKER_01: notice the thoughts as another sparklingness,
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  another presence of pure energy that is also this same
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  thoroughgoing flux,
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  SPEAKER_01: this fluxing,
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  SPEAKER_01: sensationing.
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  And just stay with that,
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  feel that,
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  even if it's just for a few seconds,
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  you know,
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  You're kind of titrating doses of your deeper nature so that
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  you're acclimatizing
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  SPEAKER_01: to this kind of rarefied yet also utterly,
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  SPEAKER_01: utterly ordinary,
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  SPEAKER_01: utterly,
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  SPEAKER_01: utterly simple,
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  SPEAKER_01: utterly,
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  SPEAKER_01: utterly direct and on the ground,
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  SPEAKER_01: everyday altitude of thoroughgoing flux.
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  SPEAKER_01: All that we're ever experiencing
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  is thoroughgoing flux you've never you've never seen yourself
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  twice in the same way
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  you've never seen any apparent object or being twice in the
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  same way all you are
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  experiencing is this cascading waterfall of impressions a
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  continual impressionistic
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  painting that is just morphing and shifting and shape-shifting
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  and cascading
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  SPEAKER_01: through itself and and you are that
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  SPEAKER_01: entire impressionistic painting.
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  SPEAKER_01: You are that entire hyper fresco melting through itself.
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  And the sense of being a separate me over here or in here is
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  just another cascading
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  SPEAKER_01: flurry of sensations that
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  comes and goes that that pops in and out of this this cloud of
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  of thoroughgoing
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  flux thoroughgoing sensations sensing themselves there's no
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  separate sensor so
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  you're just allowing yourself to melt into the hot bath of pure
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  nebulous sensation
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  SPEAKER_01: not pinning anything down
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  titrating kind of micro dosing these doses of freshness doses
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  of vividness beyond
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  concept letting experience just be pure image with no
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  explanation pure sensation
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  SPEAKER_01: with no explanation and every single
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  time that you do that that that is realization that is that is
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  a glimpse of your
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  deeper nature you could say a glimpse of anatta no self a
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  glimpse of empty fullness
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  SPEAKER_01: weightless juiciness self-executing self-dancing self-generating
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  SPEAKER_01: self-dissolving, self-liberating, with no maintenance required.
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  SPEAKER_01: No one who could intervene, no one who could manipulate it.
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  SPEAKER_01: It is entirely doing itself in a deep, deep sense.
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  None of these pointers should be grasped onto as ultimate
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  truth,
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  though,
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  because
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  SPEAKER_01: As Frank Yang has nicely put it,
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  it's possible to will without agency and it's possible to
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  desire without craving.
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  And so even after no self has been deeply seen and the
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  tremendous liberation of
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  SPEAKER_01: that has cascaded through and there's this foundational...
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  SPEAKER_01: of empty fullness, the whole dance continues.
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  SPEAKER_01: Everything you love is still there.
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  SPEAKER_01: You are still there in a deep sense.
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  SPEAKER_01: The flavor of you-ness,
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  SPEAKER_01: the J-B-ness,
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  SPEAKER_01: the J-B-ing,
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  SPEAKER_01: it's more like a verb,
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  SPEAKER_01: more like an activity,
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  SPEAKER_01: continues to arise,
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  SPEAKER_01: continues to unfurl,
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  SPEAKER_01: and there can still be an experience of
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  feeling a sense of desire to move in a certain direction a
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  certain calling a
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  certain pole a certain mysterious gravity galvanization in a
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  certain direction and
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  SPEAKER_01: there can be an experience of of applying will or effort um
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  to that almost like will applying itself the will the
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  effortless effort of of
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  reality applying itself through the prism the channel the
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  conduit the instrument of
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  SPEAKER_01: of Eunice so nothing can be grasped onto at the end of the day
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  A lot of what is communicated in non-duality and radical
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  non-duality circles can
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  SPEAKER_01: easily become an extreme view if grasped onto.
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  SPEAKER_01: You know,
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  SPEAKER_01: a lot of these guys who say things like,
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  SPEAKER_01: this is nothing,
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  SPEAKER_01: this is valueless,
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  SPEAKER_01: this is meaningless,
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  SPEAKER_01: this is solipsism.
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  SPEAKER_01: None of that is truth.
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  SPEAKER_01: None of that is truth.
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  SPEAKER_01: Truth cannot be spoken.
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  SPEAKER_01: Truth cannot be thought.
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  SPEAKER_01: So if you think you've got it,
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  SPEAKER_01: grokked it in some kind of model,
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  SPEAKER_01: some kind of idea,
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  SPEAKER_01: some kind of pointer,
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  SPEAKER_01: you can be sure that that's not it.
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  SPEAKER_01: Those pointers might be auspicious and skillful at a certain moment.
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  SPEAKER_01: If you're ripe for them, they can pop a bubble and you can melt into...
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  SPEAKER_01: freshness, weightlessness, juiciness.
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  SPEAKER_01: And yet every point or every extreme view has to be relinquished.
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  SPEAKER_01: It doesn't have to be.
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  SPEAKER_01: Sometimes it's not.
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  SPEAKER_01: Over the course of a lifetime,
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  some people get stuck in extreme views or they kind of find a
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  resting place that
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  SPEAKER_01: they're content with and they stay there.
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  SPEAKER_01: But if you continue to immerse in this thoroughgoing flux of nowness,
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  SPEAKER_01: it does eat all extreme views.
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  Like putting a piece of wood into a bonfire just slowly eats
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  all extreme views and dissolves.
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  layers of of view and concretization from every level of body
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  and beingness
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  dissolving every last speck of solidity in a certain sense such
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  that you you feel
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  SPEAKER_01: increasingly weightless free
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  often as if no one is even is even there you know the sense of
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  someone being there
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  can come and go that doesn't have to permanently dissipate but
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  as it is deeply seen
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  that that selfing activity is just another emanation of this
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  thoroughgoing flux
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  SPEAKER_01: another kind of apparition that
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  instantaneously appears and dissipates within this
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  thoroughgoing flux it's not it's
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  not grasped onto in the same way it's not uh it's not made so
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  personal and so tight
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  and like oh life is such serious important business and it's
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  it's all happening to
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  me and i gotta figure this out it's just it becomes so much
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  lighter so much freer
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  life can still be immensely personal life is immensely personal
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  in a deep sense and
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  SPEAKER_01: on the flip side it's also totally totally impersonal totally and utterly
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  impersonal and and both neither far beyond either you know both
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  neither far beyond
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  either is a koan that i've been saying for years and i i still
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  find this to be
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  SPEAKER_01: incredibly incisive, skillful pointer.
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  I received it one time on ayahuasca where I was seemingly
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  dialoguing with God was
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  the experience that was appearing within this thoroughgoing
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  flux at that time.
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  SPEAKER_01: And
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  SPEAKER_01: And I was like, well, is it free will or is it determinism?
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  SPEAKER_01: And God was like, well, both neither are far beyond either.
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  SPEAKER_01: And that can be applied to any and all dualities,
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  SPEAKER_01: including being and non-being,
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  SPEAKER_01: God and not God,
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  SPEAKER_01: love and not love,
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  SPEAKER_01: Christ and not Christ,
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  SPEAKER_01: everything and nothingness,
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  SPEAKER_01: absolute and non-absolute.
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  SPEAKER_01: At the end of the day...
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  SPEAKER_01: all words,
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  SPEAKER_01: existence,
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  SPEAKER_01: non-existence,
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  SPEAKER_01: all words,
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  SPEAKER_01: all concepts,
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  SPEAKER_01: even the most subtle,
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  SPEAKER_01: the most seemingly exalted and ultimate,
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  SPEAKER_01: they will be hollowed out.
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  It will be revealed that they inevitably,
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  invariably missed the mark if you continue to
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  SPEAKER_01: Expose yourself to this thoroughgoing flux.
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  SPEAKER_01: And in a great sense, in a deep sense, that is not your choice.
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  SPEAKER_01: That is beyond your control in a certain profound sense.
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  It's just kind of what's happening or what seems to happen for
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  some of us.
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  SPEAKER_01: And yet you can,
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  and yet you can seemingly agentically choose as well to
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  continue slipping into that
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  SPEAKER_01: ever-fresh,
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  SPEAKER_01: immediate bathwater of life.
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  SPEAKER_01: pure sensation,
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  SPEAKER_01: pure sensation,
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  SPEAKER_01: fullness,
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  SPEAKER_01: weightlessness,
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  SPEAKER_01: freshness,
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  SPEAKER_01: vividness in the absence of all labels.
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  If you feel a calling to continue titrating to yourself doses
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  of radiant presence,
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  SPEAKER_01: as Peter Brown would say,
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  SPEAKER_01: doses of your deeper nature,
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  SPEAKER_01: you can keep going to that.
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  SPEAKER_01: And those glimpses are cumulative over time.
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  SPEAKER_01: They gradually
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  SPEAKER_01: it gradually sinks in that this is it.
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  SPEAKER_01: This is the only placeless place I've ever been.
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  SPEAKER_01: This thoroughgoing flux is home.
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  SPEAKER_01: For no one, in a deep sense.
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  SPEAKER_01: For no one, everyone, both neither, far beyond either.
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  SPEAKER_01: Unicity, unity, multiplicity.
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  SPEAKER_01: Just all dualities, all polarities.
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  SPEAKER_01: All attempts to map it whatsoever.
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  SPEAKER_01: Just collapse down into the gravity well, the black hole of nowness.
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  SPEAKER_01: Which is also like the center of the sun.
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  You can liken it to a black hole or you can liken it to the
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  center of a sun.
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  SPEAKER_01: It's both neither far beyond either.
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  SPEAKER_01: And it's...
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  SPEAKER_01: Can't be said at all and yet...
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  SPEAKER_01: You know,
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  SPEAKER_01: it feels resonant and skillful to say that the center of that sun...
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  SPEAKER_01: It's not something to be feared.
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  SPEAKER_01: It's pure,
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  SPEAKER_01: unconditional grace,
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  SPEAKER_01: unconditional innocence,
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  SPEAKER_01: unconditional love,
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  SPEAKER_01: ungraspable love,
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  SPEAKER_01: unsayable love.
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  SPEAKER_01: A love completely beyond our typical human conception of love,
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  SPEAKER_01: even though that human love is like a whiff,
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  SPEAKER_01: a fragrance of that deeper,
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  SPEAKER_01: all incinerating love.
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  black hole inferno of pure all dissolving all generating love
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  at the centerless
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  center the omni omni center point the all present centerless
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  center point of
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  sourceless source the gateless gate you know i'm not i'm not
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  i'm not trying to make
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  SPEAKER_01: this over complicated i'm not trying to speak in in riddles
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  It's so far beyond our usual view that you find yourself
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  speaking this way when you
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  SPEAKER_01: try to talk about it,
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  SPEAKER_01: but the actual immediate experience of it.
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  SPEAKER_01: is utterly simple.
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  I've said this many times and it's one of the most important
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  things to remember
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  SPEAKER_01: because in this world of non-duality,
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  there's so much gobbledygook and I'm spouting so much
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  gobbledygook and it's coming
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  SPEAKER_01: from a good place.
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  SPEAKER_01: It's an attempt to F the ineffable.
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  It's an attempt to penetrate the unpenetratable,
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  translate the untranslatable and
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  Yet,
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  you just remember that all of that gobbledygook burns down and
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  it all becomes irrelevant.
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  SPEAKER_01: And you already know this.
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  SPEAKER_01: You know,
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  SPEAKER_01: Alan Watts said,
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  SPEAKER_01: Zen spirituality is not to think about God while peeling the potatoes.
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  SPEAKER_01: It's just to peel the potatoes.
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  So in the moments where you are just peeling the potatoes,
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  there's just that activity going on.
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  SPEAKER_01: You're not referencing it to a self.
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  SPEAKER_01: There's just pure, thoroughgoing activity.
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  radiance doing itself the peeling of the potatoes the the
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  taking of a shit the
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  wiping of your ass the the hang gliding through the air the
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  kissing your child on
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  on the head the snuggling with your wife or husband that's all
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  it it's the pure
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  it's the purest purest simplicity of whatever the moment seems
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  to be whatever this
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  SPEAKER_01: presence
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  seems to be showing up as,
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  that is fully and utterly what's being pointed at.
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  SPEAKER_01: And what's being suggested is simply that there are levels of freedom and
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  SPEAKER_01: weightlessness and grace and peace and love that are hidden within that,
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  SPEAKER_01: that are ever-present within that.
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  SPEAKER_01: Wholeness, abundance, lusciousness, prosperity beyond...
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  SPEAKER_01: beyond imagining that are hidden within that.
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  SPEAKER_01: And if you happen to be called to discover those, you can.
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  And pure sensation is the gateway,
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  dropping all concepts and just going to pure sensation.
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  SPEAKER_01: And that really simplifies things, right?
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  SPEAKER_01: That is a very, very simple doorway.
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  You can burn down all the gobbledygook and you can just keep
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  going to pure sensation.
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  SPEAKER_01: Just keep going to pure sensation.
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  SPEAKER_01: Just keep melting into pure sensation.
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  SPEAKER_01: Just keep feeling pure sensation.
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  SPEAKER_01: Open to the full field.
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  SPEAKER_01: Feel the full field as pure sensation.
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  SPEAKER_01: Pure sensation, pure sensation, pure sensation, pure sensation.
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  Openness,
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  pure sensation,
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  openness,
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  pure sensation,
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  openness,
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  pure sensation.
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  SPEAKER_01: And you just do that as often as you like.
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  SPEAKER_01: If you're called to, if you're not called to,
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  great you know if it ain't broke don't fix it if you're
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  enjoying your life if it
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  ain't broke don't fix it but some of us either because we're
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  suffering massively or
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  because we have this intrinsic burning gravity toward leaving
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  no stone unturned in
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  the in the discovery of what this freshness is which turns out
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  to be all devouring
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  SPEAKER_01: and
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  bottomlessness and mystery and i don't know what it is i don't
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  know what it is and
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  the the answer doesn't end up being a definable answer it's
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  it's the dissolution of
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  the questioner and all questions the questions and the
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  questioner dissolve into
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  freshness and then there's just germinal simplicity germinal
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  luminosity and there's
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  SPEAKER_01: there's no one grasping for for questions or answers anymore and
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  in a deep sense that is more and more deeply internalized and
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  there's just life
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  living itself there's just flow flowing itself and there is no
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  flow and there is no
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  life in a certain sense all words all concretizations are
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  ungrasped hands off and
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  SPEAKER_01: That is possible.
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  SPEAKER_01: That's available.
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  SPEAKER_01: Again, not necessarily recommended.
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  SPEAKER_01: If you're enjoying your life, if it ain't broke, don't fix it.
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  SPEAKER_01: But this is just an attempt to illuminate,
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  SPEAKER_01: elucidate what happens if you are mysteriously summoned to go there.
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  SPEAKER_01: If you are...
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  summoned to go there which is here which is where you've always
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  been and dissolve
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  into home and feel that primordial home and peace that
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  surpasses surpasses
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  understanding and return to the pure innocence of of baby mind
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  infant mind and and
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  live that way that's that's an available possibility and it's
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  here right now it's
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  SPEAKER_01: it's it's the only thing
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  SPEAKER_01: That's ever here.
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  SPEAKER_01: It's your experience right now.
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  SPEAKER_01: And there's nothing that needs to be changed about it.
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  SPEAKER_01: You're perfect.
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  SPEAKER_01: You're whole.
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  SPEAKER_01: You're complete.
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  SPEAKER_01: You're a masterpiece.
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  SPEAKER_01: And who knows?
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  SPEAKER_01: Who knows where the path leads?
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  SPEAKER_01: Continual change.
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  SPEAKER_01: Maybe you'll be called to burn it all down.
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  SPEAKER_01: And...
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  SPEAKER_01: B. Empty fullness.
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  SPEAKER_01: Empty fullness.
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  SPEAKER_01: Humaning.
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  SPEAKER_01: And JBing.
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  SPEAKER_01: And rapping and singing and dancing.
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  SPEAKER_01: And parenting and whatever else.
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  SPEAKER_01: Empty fullness.
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  SPEAKER_01: So.
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  If you are called to that,
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  pure sensation is one of the simplest,
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  most direct doorways.
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  SPEAKER_01: I hope I've expressed it.
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  Eckhart Tolle's The Power of Now does a really good job of
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  articulating this if you
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  SPEAKER_01: want another map.
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  SPEAKER_01: The audio book is great.
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  SPEAKER_01: He talks about going into the inner body.
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  SPEAKER_01: That's a portal.
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  SPEAKER_01: The inner body is a portal to pure sensation.
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  SPEAKER_01: Essentially, you're just dropping all concepts.
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  SPEAKER_01: You're resting with, you're abiding as pure sensation.
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  You're noticing and feeling nowness as pure mystery,
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  as a continuum of pure unknown mystery.
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  SPEAKER_01: Jambalaya,
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  SPEAKER_01: oatmeal,
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  SPEAKER_01: ever shape-shifting,
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  SPEAKER_01: etheric,
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  SPEAKER_01: God juice,
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  SPEAKER_01: isness,
• 31:51
  SPEAKER_01: jizzness,
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  SPEAKER_01: you know,
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  SPEAKER_01: all words miss.
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  SPEAKER_01: And that's the point.
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  You're going to the immediate place of pure sensation where all
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  words miss.
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  SPEAKER_01: And those moments of recognition, realization are cumulative and they...
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  gradually shift the foundational center of gravity of your
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  being such that your,
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  SPEAKER_01: your orientation and your experience of all of life shifts in a massively
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  SPEAKER_01: liberating way.
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  SPEAKER_01: If that is what you happen to be called toward.
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  SPEAKER_01: So that's the message.
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  SPEAKER_01: That's the memo.
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  SPEAKER_01: That's the memo.
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  SPEAKER_01: Stick it to your refrigerator with a magnet here.
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  SPEAKER_01: And, uh,
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  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
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  That's all I'm doing is dropping some memos on the,
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  on the infinite digital refrigerator.
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  SPEAKER_01: If anybody,
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  SPEAKER_01: if they happen to be of relevance for anybody and yeah,
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  SPEAKER_01: all love,
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  SPEAKER_01: pure love,
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  SPEAKER_01: pure grace,
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  SPEAKER_01: trust nature,
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  SPEAKER_01: trust the flow.
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  SPEAKER_01: You can trust life.
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  SPEAKER_01: You are loved.
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  SPEAKER_01: You are beautiful.
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  SPEAKER_01: This is juicy fullness.
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  SPEAKER_01: This empty fullness is luminous God play.
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  SPEAKER_01: You know, this is, this is gorgeousness.
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  SPEAKER_01: This is the ever gurgling geyser of gorgeousness.
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  SPEAKER_01: This is home.
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  SPEAKER_01: Have no fear.
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  SPEAKER_01: All sensations are allowed.
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  SPEAKER_01: Trust the flow.
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  This is it from one brother to another brothers and sisters and
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  all beings.
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  SPEAKER_01: Love and hugs.
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  SPEAKER_01: God bless you.
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  SPEAKER_01: God bless you.
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  SPEAKER_01: Be well.
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  SPEAKER_01: Truly wish you a groovy, groovy ride.
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  SPEAKER_01: Keep rocking in the free world.
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  SPEAKER_01: I love you.
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  SPEAKER_01: Peace.