Latest / Logic Library / 02 - A Human Life - The Ego and His Own - Max Stirner
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- 0:00Part. First, man, man is to man, the supreme being,
- 0:07says Feuerbach. Man has just been discovered, says Bruno Bauer. Let us
- 0:15then take a more careful look at this supreme being and this new discovery.
- 0:22Chapter one, a human life. From the moment when he catches sight of
- 0:28the light of the world, a man seeks to find out himself and get
- 0:32hold of himself out of its confusion, in which he, with everything else,
- 0:39is tossed about in motley mixture. But everything that comes into contact with
- 0:45the child defends itself in turn against his attacks and asserts its own persistence.
- 0:53Accordingly, because each thing cares for itself and at the same time comes into
- 0:59constant collision with other things, the combat of self assertion is unavoidable. Victory
- 1:07or defeat between the two alternatives, the fate of the combat waivers. The
- 1:15victor becomes the lord, the vanquished one the subject. The former exercises supremacy
- 1:23and the rights of supremacy. The latter fulfills in awe and deference the duties
- 1:29of a subject. But both remain enemies and always lie in wait. They
- 1:36watch for each other's weaknesses. Children for those of their parents, and parents
- 1:42for those of their children their fear. For example, either the stick conquers
- 1:49the man or the man conquers the stick. In childhood, liberation takes the
- 1:57direction of trying to get to the bottom of things, to get at what
- 2:00is back of things. Therefore we spy out the weak points of everybody,
- 2:07for which it is well known. Children have a sure instinct. Therefore we
- 2:13like to smash things, like to rummage through hidden corners, pry after what
- 2:16is covered up or out of the way, and try what we can do
- 2:21with everything. When we once get at what is back of things, we
- 2:27know we are safe. When we have got at the fact that the rod
- 2:30is too weak against our obduracy, we no longer fear it, have outgrown
- 2:37it. Back of the rod mightier than it stands our obduracy, our obdurate
- 2:46courage. By degrees, we get at what is back of everything that was
- 2:51mysterious and uncanny to us, the mysteriously dreaded might of the rod, the
- 2:57father's stern look, et cetera. And back of all we find our ataraxia,
- 3:04our imperturbability, intrepidity, our counter forces, our odds of strength,
- 3:12our invincibility before that which formerly inspired in us fear and deference. We no
- 3:19longer retreat shyly, but take courage back of everything. We find our courage,
- 3:27our superiority, back of the sharp command of parents and authorities. Stands
- 3:32after all our courageous choice or our outwitting shrewdness. And the more we feel
- 3:40ourselves, the smaller appears that which before seemed invincible. And what is our
- 3:47trickery, shrewdness, courage, obduracy, what else but mind? Through a
- 3:58considerable time we are spare a fight that is so exhausting. Later, the
- 4:02fight against reason, the fairest part of childhood, passes without the necessity of
- 4:09coming to blows with reason. We care nothing at all about it, do
- 4:14not meddle with it, admit no reason. We are not to be persuaded
- 4:18to anything by conviction, and our deft to good arguments and principles. On
- 4:26the other hand, coaxing, punishment and the like are hard for us to
- 4:30resist. This stern life and death combat with reason enters later and begins a
- 4:36new phase in childhood. We scamper about without racking our brains much. Mind
- 4:45is the name of the first self discovery, the first undeification of the divine
- 4:51that is of the uncanny, the spooks, the powers above our fresh feeling
- 4:59of youth. This feeling of self now defers to nothing. The world is
- 5:04discredited, for we are above it. We are mind. Now for the
- 5:12first time we see that hitherto we have not looked at the world intelligently at
- 5:16all, but only stared at it. We exercise the beginnings of our strength
- 5:24on natural powers. We defer to parents as a natural power. Later we
- 5:30say father and mother are to be forsaken, all natural power to be counted
- 5:34as riven. They are vanquished. For the rational, the intellectual man,
- 5:44there is no family as a natural power. A renunciation of parents, brothers,
- 5:48et cetera makes its appearance. If these are born again as intellectual rational
- 5:58powers, they are no longer at all what they were before. And not
- 6:03only parents, but men in general, are conquered by the young man.
- 6:09They are no hindrance to him, and are no longer regarded For now,
- 6:13he says, one must obey God rather than men. From this high standpoint,
- 6:19everything earthly recedes into contemptible remoteness, for the standpoint is the heavenly.
- 6:30The attitude is now altogether reversed. The youth takes up an intellectual position,
- 6:35while the boy, who did not yet feel himself as mind, grew up
- 6:40on mindless learning. The former does not try to get hold of things,
- 6:46for instance, to get into his head the data of history, but of
- 6:50the thoughts that lie hidden in things, and so therefore of the spirit of
- 6:58history. On the other hand, the boy understands connections no doubt, but
- 7:03not ideas the spirit. Therefore he strings together whatever can be learned without proceeding
- 7:13a priori and theoretically without looking for ideas. As in childhood, one had
- 7:21to overcome the resistance of the laws of the world. So now in everything
- 7:27that he proposes, he is met by an objection of the mind, of
- 7:31reason, of his own conscience. That is unreasonable, unchristian, unpatriotic,
- 7:41and the like cries conscience to us and frightens us away from it. Not
- 7:46the might of the avenging Eumenides, not Poseidon's wrath, not God far as
- 7:54he sees the hidden, Not the father's rod of punishment do we fear,
- 7:59but conscience. We run after our thoughts now and follow their commands, just
- 8:05as before we followed parental human ones. Our course of action is determined by
- 8:11our thoughts, ideas, conceptions, faith as it is in childhood, by
- 8:18the commands of our parents. For all that we were already thinking when we
- 8:24were children, only our thoughts were not fleshless, abstract, absolute, that
- 8:31is, nothing but thoughts a heaven in themselves, a pure world of thought,
- 8:41logical thoughts. On the contrary, they had been only thoughts that we
- 8:48had about a thing. We thought of the thing so or so. Thus
- 8:54we may have thought God made the world that we see there, but we
- 8:58did not think of search the depths of the Godhead itself. We may have
- 9:05thought that is the truth about the matter, but we did not think of
- 9:11truth itself, nor unite into one sentence. God is truth, the depths
- 9:20that the Godhead, who is truth. We did not touch over such purely
- 9:26logical theological questions. What is truth? Pilot does not stop, though he
- 9:33does not therefore hesitate to ascertain an individual case, what truth there is in
- 9:39the thing, whether the thing is true. Any thought bound to a thing
- 9:46is not yet nothing but a thought, absolute thought. To bring to light
- 9:52the pure thought, or to be of its party, is the delight of
- 9:58youth and shapes of light in the world of thought, Like truth, freedom
- 10:03humanity. Man illumine and inspire the youthful soul. But when the spirit is
- 10:11recognized as the essential thing, it still makes a difference whether the spirit is
- 10:16poor or rich, and therefore one seeks to become rich in spirit. The
- 10:24spirit wants to spread out so as to found its empire, an empire that
- 10:28is not of this world, the world just conquered. Thus then it longs
- 10:33to become all in all to itself. For although I am Spirit, I
- 10:41am not yet perfected spirit, and must first seek the complete Spirit. But
- 10:48with that, I, who had just now found myself as spirit, lose
- 10:52myself again at once, bowing before the complete spirit is one not my own,
- 10:58but supernal and feeling my emptiness. Spirit is the essential point for everything
- 11:05to be sure. But then is every spirit the right spirit? The right
- 11:13and true spirit is the ideal of spirit, the holy Spirit. It is
- 11:18not my or your spirit, but just an ideal supernal one. It is
- 11:28God. God is Spirit, and this supernal Father in Heaven gives it to
- 11:35those that pray to him. The man is distinguished from the youth by the
- 11:41fact that he takes the world as it is, instead of everywhere fancying it
- 11:46amiss and wanting to improve it, model it after his ideal. In him,
- 11:52the view that one must deal with the world according to his interest,
- 11:58not according to his idea, becomes confirmed. So long as one knows himself
- 12:05only as spirit, and feels that all the value of his existence consists in
- 12:09being spirit, it becomes easy for the youth to give his life, the
- 12:15bodily life, for nothing for the silliest point of honor. So long it
- 12:22is only thoughts that one has, ideas that he hopes to be able to
- 12:26realize some day when he has found a sphere of action. Thus one has
- 12:31meanwhile only ideals, unexecuted ideas or thoughts. Not till one has fallen in
- 12:39love with his corporeal self and takes a pleasure in himself as a living,
- 12:45flesh and blood person. But it is in mature years in the man that
- 12:50we find it so not till then has one a personal or egoistic interests,
- 12:58an interest not only of our spirit, for instance, but of total satisfaction,
- 13:05satisfaction of the whole chap, a selfish interest. Just compare a man
- 13:11with the youth, and see if he will not appear to you harder,
- 13:16less magnanimous, more selfish. Is he therefore worse, No, you say,
- 13:22he has only become more definite, or, as you also call it,
- 13:28more practical. But the main point is this that he makes himself more
- 13:35the center than does the youth, who is infatuated about other things, for
- 13:39example, God, fatherland, and so on. Therefore the man shows a
- 13:46second self discovery. The youth found himself as spirit and lost himself again in
- 13:54the general spirit, the complete holy spirit, man, mankind. In short,
- 14:05all ideals, the man finds himself as embodied spirit. Boys had only
- 14:13unintellectual interests, those interests devoid of thoughts and ideas. Youths only intellectual ones.
- 14:22The man has bodily personal, egoistic interests. If the child has not
- 14:30an object that it can occupy itself with, it feels ennui, for it
- 14:35does not yet know how to occupy itself with itself. The youth, on
- 14:41the contrary, throws the object aside, because for him thoughts arose out of
- 14:46the object. He occupies himself with his thoughts, his dreams, occupies himself
- 14:54intellectually, or his mind is occupied. The young man includes everything not intellectual
- 15:03under the contemptuous name of externalities. If he nevertheless sticks to the most trivial
- 15:11externalities, such as the customs of students, clubs, and other formalities,
- 15:18it is because and when he discovers mind in them, when they are symbols
- 15:24to him. As I find myself back of things, and that as mind,
- 15:31so I must later find myself also back of thoughts, to wit as
- 15:37their creator and owner. In the time of spirits, thoughts grew till they
- 15:41overtopped my head. Whose offspring they yet were? They hovered about me and
- 15:48convulsed me like fever phantasies an awful power. The thoughts had become corporeal on
- 15:56their own account, were ghosts such as God, Emperor, Pope, fatherland,
- 16:03et cetera. If I destroy their corporeity, then I take them back
- 16:08into mine, and say, I alone am corporeal. And now I take
- 16:15the world as what it is to me, as mine, as my property.
- 16:22I refer all to myself. If as spirit I had thrust away the
- 16:27world in the deepest contempt, so as owner I thrust spirits or ideas away
- 16:34into their vanity. They have no longer any power over me, as no
- 16:41earthly might has power over the spirit. The child was realistic, taken up
- 16:48with the things of this world, till little by little he succeeded in getting
- 16:53at what was back of those very things. The youth was idealistic and inspired
- 17:00by thoughts, till he worked his way up to where he became the man,
- 17:06the egoistic man who deals with things and thoughts according to his heart's pleasure,
- 17:11and sets his personal interest above everything. Finally, the old man.
- 17:18When I become one, there will still be time enough to speak of that.
- 17:25End of Chapter