Latest / The Trauma Therapist / From the archives: Sebern Fisher, MA, LMH, BCN
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- 0:00Speaker 1: Today we even another episode from the archives with one
- 0:03Speaker 1: of my incredible guests. Enjoy Welcome to the Trauma Thepors's podcast,
- 0:11Speaker 1: a show about the incredible people dedicated to helping those
- 0:14Speaker 1: who experienced trauma. My name is got Macpherson, and my
- 0:17Speaker 1: mission is to raise awareness of trauma and to inspire
- 0:21Speaker 1: each of us to help those around us. All right, So,
- 0:25Speaker 1: welcome back to the Trauma Therapist podcast. My name is
- 0:28Speaker 1: Got Macpherson. And again, if this is your first time
- 0:32Speaker 1: joining us, this is a podcast where we're really reaching
- 0:35Speaker 1: out and talking to individuals who have been in the
- 0:39Speaker 1: field of trauma for years, who've made, you know, significant contributions,
- 0:43Speaker 1: who are masters and really passionate about helping other individuals. Today,
- 0:48Speaker 1: I am very excited to introduce my guest, Seeburn Fisher. Seburn,
- 0:52Speaker 1: are you ready to go?
- 0:54Speaker 2: I am ready to go, all right.
- 0:56Speaker 1: Seburn Fisher has integrated neurofeedback and psychotherapist and her treatment
- 1:00Speaker 1: of developmental trauma and adults and adolescents for the past
- 1:04Speaker 1: seventeen years. Prior to adopting ner feedback, Seburn was the
- 1:08Speaker 1: clinical director of her residential treatment program for severely disturbed
- 1:12Speaker 1: adolescents for fifteen years.
- 1:14Speaker 3: While there, she.
- 1:15Speaker 1: Introduced the understanding of the impact of attachment rupture and
- 1:18Speaker 1: was the first to implement DBT in a residential setting.
- 1:22Speaker 1: In April, she published her book Nerfeedback and the Treatment
- 1:25Speaker 1: of Developmental Trauma commonly Fear Driven Brain.
- 1:28Speaker 3: With Norton. She consults in trains on the integration.
- 1:32Speaker 1: Of nerve feedback and therapy, both nationally and internationally. All right,
- 1:36Speaker 1: so we're just obviously a little bit about you. Take
- 1:39Speaker 1: a moment before we get go in here and share
- 1:41Speaker 1: with our listeners, just so you know a little something
- 1:45Speaker 1: personal about yourself, perhaps where you're calling from, and then
- 1:48Speaker 1: we'll dive in.
- 1:50Speaker 2: Well.
- 1:52Speaker 4: I got into the field of trauma, probably primarily, although
- 1:59Speaker 4: without much away awareness of this at the time, because
- 2:02Speaker 4: of my own significant trauma history.
- 2:06Speaker 2: I had avoided becoming.
- 2:09Speaker 4: A psychotherapist because when I was a kid, a twenty
- 2:14Speaker 4: year old in a hospital, every single person, every single patient,
- 2:21Speaker 4: was going to become a psychotherapist. I took a different route,
- 2:26Speaker 4: ended up working in implementation of family planning and realized
- 2:31Speaker 4: as I was working with people in the family plan
- 2:34Speaker 4: you know who would come in for either crisis counseling
- 2:39Speaker 4: or regular contraceptive counseling, that many of them were coming
- 2:45Speaker 4: at a time of crisis, and that there was very
- 2:50Speaker 4: little that I was trained to do to help them.
- 2:53Speaker 4: So I went and got a master's degree and then
- 2:58Speaker 4: shift my shifted my focus into working with with people
- 3:05Speaker 4: with significant histories.
- 3:08Speaker 2: Of developmental trauma.
- 3:12Speaker 4: This term now being used, I think increasingly widely to
- 3:17Speaker 4: describe people affected from the time they are very young,
- 3:22Speaker 4: by very challenging and threatening circumstances in their own homes.
- 3:28Speaker 2: Okay, that's how I got into it, Okay.
- 3:31Speaker 1: And we're going to get into that a little bit later.
- 3:35Speaker 1: So and you're you're calling from Massachusetts.
- 3:37Speaker 4: I am, I'm calling from western Massachusetts. My practice is
- 3:41Speaker 4: in Northampton.
- 3:42Speaker 1: Nice, Okay, So let's transition Seaburn. You know, we start
- 3:46Speaker 1: off with a quote here, a mantra. This podcast is
- 3:50Speaker 1: about really getting to know you, what's inspired you and
- 3:53Speaker 1: driven you. In order to do that, share with us
- 3:58Speaker 1: either quote or a mancho or something that's kind of
- 4:00Speaker 1: inspired you in this journey.
- 4:04Speaker 4: I've thought about this and I probably there have been
- 4:09Speaker 4: different mantras over the course of my life, but the
- 4:15Speaker 4: central one is actually a quote from my first I'm
- 4:21Speaker 4: a Buddhist meditator and from my first Buddhist teacher, I
- 4:25Speaker 4: tick not Han. It was the very first thing that
- 4:30Speaker 4: I heard him say in person. He got up on
- 4:34Speaker 4: a stage and this is in plumb Village at his
- 4:37Speaker 4: retreat center in France, and it was a retreat for
- 4:43Speaker 4: therapists and for traumatized vets from Vietnam. And he said,
- 4:52Speaker 4: we fall back into the past, we jump ahead into
- 4:57Speaker 4: the future, and in this we lose our entire lives.
- 5:02Speaker 4: And I think that that quote stays with me. It
- 5:07Speaker 4: is true, and it is it's true, I think for
- 5:12Speaker 4: most of us, but I think it is particularly.
- 5:15Speaker 2: True for people with histories of trauma.
- 5:22Speaker 1: So first of all, I love to tick that Han,
- 5:24Speaker 1: and we're going to link him up in the show
- 5:25Speaker 1: notes page.
- 5:26Speaker 3: And secondly, this is an amazing quote, and it.
- 5:29Speaker 1: Sounds like a phenomenal workshop you went to there from village. Yeah,
- 5:35Speaker 1: that sounds amazing, it sounds perfect. But so we fall
- 5:39Speaker 1: back into the past, we jump ahead into the future,
- 5:42Speaker 1: and in this we lose our entire lives. So Seaburn
- 5:47Speaker 1: dropped down a little. When did this become resonant for you?
- 5:53Speaker 4: Well, I think it became resonant immediately. I was struck
- 5:57Speaker 4: by that. And I think the whole audi ents of
- 6:01Speaker 4: of vets and you know, probably a fair represent representation
- 6:08Speaker 4: of trauma survivors, even among those who were not vets,
- 6:15Speaker 4: and you know, people who maybe had not had either
- 6:18Speaker 4: of those experiences, felt that very deeply. And my one
- 6:25Speaker 4: of the ways that I conceptualize my work or my
- 6:31Speaker 4: duty really is to help people gain the present. Uh,
- 6:41Speaker 4: trauma survivors almost to a person, live in the past.
- 6:48Speaker 4: They are caught in the past. The they are driven
- 6:54Speaker 4: by fear circuits in their brains, and those fear circuits,
- 6:58Speaker 4: the Amigdala being central to that keep them has no
- 7:04Speaker 4: then Miguel has no time stamp on it. So whatever
- 7:07Speaker 4: was ever dangerous to you will continue to be dangerous
- 7:10Speaker 4: to you until you can work that through. And that's
- 7:14Speaker 4: the trap that traumatized people are in. So this is
- 7:18Speaker 4: a This guides my work today and it guides my practice,
- 7:24Speaker 4: my own personal practice as well.
- 7:26Speaker 3: I love that.
- 7:27Speaker 1: So my duty is to help people gain the present.
- 7:30Speaker 1: And of course, as you said, many, you know, traumatized
- 7:33Speaker 1: individuals kind of live in the past. And I'm really
- 7:36Speaker 1: excited to as we move on here in this interview,
- 7:41Speaker 1: I'll hear you share about how you work with individuals
- 7:45Speaker 1: to you know, gain the present in a sense.
- 7:50Speaker 3: Moving on, you know we at the at the onset.
- 7:53Speaker 1: Here you're talking a little bit about how you got
- 7:55Speaker 1: into the specialization of trauma. Let's kind of focus in
- 7:58Speaker 1: and put a magnifying less on that topic right now.
- 8:01Speaker 1: You know, this podcast again is about highlighting your journey.
- 8:05Speaker 1: People get into this field for a number of reasons.
- 8:07Speaker 1: You know, you and I were talking before we started
- 8:09Speaker 1: recording about my experience with my brother coming back from
- 8:13Speaker 1: Iraq and UH with PTSD, and I just wanted to
- 8:17Speaker 1: find and I was just so excited about talking to him,
- 8:20Speaker 1: getting to hear about his experiences in the seals and
- 8:26Speaker 1: just pestering him. You know, I keep using that word
- 8:28Speaker 1: because that's what it is, and as I talk about it,
- 8:32Speaker 1: I'm ashamed to say that, but that's what I did.
- 8:36Speaker 1: And you know, part of doing this podcast is hopefully
- 8:39Speaker 1: coming back and uh correcting that, but bring break it
- 8:44Speaker 1: down for us.
- 8:44Speaker 3: Sea Burn.
- 8:45Speaker 1: You know what what led you into into this field
- 8:48Speaker 1: of trauma?
- 8:51Speaker 4: Well, perhaps in a similar bit more direct way, it
- 8:56Speaker 4: was personal.
- 8:59Speaker 2: I spent.
- 9:02Speaker 4: I have a history of developmental trauma. I spent some time,
- 9:06Speaker 4: some considerable time as a young adult in different mental institutions,
- 9:13Speaker 4: and I spent a lot of time in psychotherapy, and
- 9:20Speaker 4: the whole time, really I benefited for the most part,
- 9:28Speaker 4: not entirely, but for the most part from the therapeutic
- 9:32Speaker 4: relationships that I had, and and from the skills that
- 9:38Speaker 4: I learned in terms of affect regulation. But I was
- 9:43Speaker 4: always at some level limbically driven, and that was true,
- 9:50Speaker 4: and that is true. I think almost by definition for
- 9:54Speaker 4: people who have suffered from developmental trauma, and clearly from PTSD,
- 10:03Speaker 4: that's what's going on. It becomes a fear driven brain.
- 10:08Speaker 4: And it was only so. I've been doing this for
- 10:13Speaker 4: thirty five years, and it was only, as you said,
- 10:20Speaker 4: about seventeen years ago that I started to focus on
- 10:25Speaker 4: the brain at all. I had been trained, as most
- 10:29Speaker 4: psychotherapists are, to focus on issues of.
- 10:32Speaker 2: The mind and how the mind is formed.
- 10:36Speaker 4: By its history, which is true, and its environment and
- 10:41Speaker 4: impacts of trauma, the impacts of everyday life, and had
- 10:48Speaker 4: no training in my graduate education. And I say this
- 10:52Speaker 4: is still mostly true on how the functioning of the
- 10:58Speaker 4: brain contribute to the dilemma, much less any real approach
- 11:04Speaker 4: to how treating or working with the brain could help,
- 11:09Speaker 4: because the only approach to working with the brain of
- 11:14Speaker 4: trauma survivors and of anybody who's significantly mentally ill so
- 11:21Speaker 4: far has been working with psychopharmacology, and in the last
- 11:31Speaker 4: thirty years, with the major advances or the use of
- 11:39Speaker 4: psychopharm there, the statistics do not show that this has
- 11:44Speaker 4: actually been a helpful approach to the treatment of mental illness.
- 11:48Speaker 2: So we were really looking for a new way.
- 11:52Speaker 4: Although I have a story, I mean, my story about
- 11:55Speaker 4: how I got into this field is hardly one of
- 11:58Speaker 4: seeing the light immediately.
- 12:00Speaker 2: I had to do this training myself.
- 12:03Speaker 4: What would we're calling, which is called nor feedback, to
- 12:07Speaker 4: have any idea of its usefulness, particularly it's usefulness for
- 12:13Speaker 4: people with trauma.
- 12:16Speaker 3: Well, we want to hear that story.
- 12:19Speaker 2: You want me, you want to talk about it right now?
- 12:21Speaker 3: Yeah?
- 12:22Speaker 2: Okay.
- 12:23Speaker 4: So I had a colleague, a woman named Kathy Zilberman,
- 12:29Speaker 4: who and I was having dinner with her. I was
- 12:33Speaker 4: then the clinical director of a treatment center as you mentioned,
- 12:38Speaker 4: for severely disturbed adolescents, most of whom would age out
- 12:41Speaker 4: of the program not a whole lot better. Once they
- 12:45Speaker 4: got out, they would do better in the containment of
- 12:48Speaker 4: the of the residential program and with therapy, but once
- 12:52Speaker 4: they got out, they were most of them would fall apart.
- 12:56Speaker 4: Very few went on to live constructive and healthy and
- 13:00Speaker 4: good lives. And I think for exactly the reasons that
- 13:04Speaker 4: we're going to discuss in our conversation. Anyway, So I
- 13:10Speaker 4: had a dinner with Kathy and she started telling me
- 13:15Speaker 4: about this thing that she was looking into called neural feedback,
- 13:20Speaker 4: and told me that I could teach these kids, that
- 13:23Speaker 4: these kids could learn behavioral control by playing a video
- 13:28Speaker 4: game with their brains, and I just looked at her.
- 13:34Speaker 4: I had absolutely no understanding of how this could be possible.
- 13:42Speaker 4: I didn't know much about the brain. But it also
- 13:45Speaker 4: this was a time way before there was any conversation
- 13:48Speaker 4: about circuits running the show in the brain, which is
- 13:51Speaker 4: now more and more what people are discussing, but there
- 13:56Speaker 4: was no discussion of that then, and we are with
- 14:00Speaker 4: our feedback appealing to the circuits in the brain the
- 14:03Speaker 4: way the brain fires. So I was agreed to become
- 14:10Speaker 4: her first subject, and we did a couple of sessions
- 14:16Speaker 4: and I got headaches. I was a migrainer, among many
- 14:20Speaker 4: things that have resolved with nural feedback. I was a
- 14:23Speaker 4: migrainer and I got a migraine, but nothing, nothing much
- 14:32Speaker 4: seemed to happen, so she was frustrated. She said, well,
- 14:36Speaker 4: let's just we decided we just do this for a weekend.
- 14:40Speaker 4: I usually cautioned people here that this is not a recommendation,
- 14:43Speaker 4: but this is how I.
- 14:44Speaker 2: Got into the field.
- 14:46Speaker 4: So I did about over at her house about maybe
- 14:50Speaker 4: seven or eight hours of narrow feedback training at a
- 14:56Speaker 4: particular frequency for you know, over the weekend.
- 15:02Speaker 2: And I.
- 15:05Speaker 4: After I had left, I did have a migraine the
- 15:09Speaker 4: first day, a really bad migraine. And still something said
- 15:13Speaker 4: to me go back and get more.
- 15:16Speaker 2: So I did. The migraine was pretty bad.
- 15:19Speaker 4: I went I there was a movie that I was
- 15:21Speaker 4: going to miss if I didn't see it.
- 15:23Speaker 2: It was a certain level of violence in it.
- 15:26Speaker 4: I walked out of the movie almost to the point
- 15:29Speaker 4: of being sick from the violence, which is stuff that
- 15:33Speaker 4: is sort of day ragur in movies, not that exceptional.
- 15:38Speaker 4: Walked home noticed what is often called the clean windshield effect,
- 15:43Speaker 4: where I just every.
- 15:46Speaker 2: All the light was beautiful.
- 15:48Speaker 4: It was just turning dark that that beautiful blue lights
- 15:55Speaker 4: coming on in people's windows. It was an exquisite experience.
- 15:58Speaker 4: I could feel the air on my skin in a
- 16:01Speaker 4: new way. I was vibrant and uh and perhaps even vibrating.
- 16:10Speaker 2: So I U. She called me. Uh. Kathy called me
- 16:14Speaker 2: on Monday. That was on a Sunday.
- 16:16Speaker 4: She called me on Monday night, and I was hypomanic
- 16:21Speaker 4: and I was I had a bad migraine and my
- 16:26Speaker 4: speech was quite pressured. And she was really nervous, which
- 16:32Speaker 4: was understandable since I was her very first patient. And
- 16:37Speaker 4: I said to her, as I mentioned a Buddhist meditator.
- 16:41Speaker 4: So she and I said, uh, Kathy, I am one
- 16:46Speaker 4: with everything. And she, of course, that just made her
- 16:51Speaker 4: even more nervous because I was saying this with a
- 16:56Speaker 4: with pressured speech in a hypomanic way. And I said, no,
- 17:01Speaker 4: I understand why you're nervous. I can hear my own voice.
- 17:04Speaker 4: I know why you're worried. This is going to be
- 17:07Speaker 4: over on Wednesday morning. I had no idea how I
- 17:12Speaker 4: knew that. On Wednesday morning, the whole thing lifted. Now
- 17:17Speaker 4: there is an experiential explanation for that, but I wouldn't
- 17:22Speaker 4: have known it.
- 17:23Speaker 3: I was.
- 17:24Speaker 2: I went into this not believing in it. At all.
- 17:27Speaker 4: And now as I got clearer on my experience in
- 17:31Speaker 4: Western non dharma terms, I realized that what had happened
- 17:37Speaker 4: is that I had the background level of ambient fear
- 17:43Speaker 4: that I lived in all the time twenty four to
- 17:47Speaker 4: seven was greatly reduced.
- 17:51Speaker 2: And so.
- 17:55Speaker 4: It you know, it was very clear to me that
- 17:58Speaker 4: this is something that I had to do, and in
- 18:03Speaker 4: that I had to learn more about this, and so
- 18:06Speaker 4: I went and I got training, and the only place
- 18:09Speaker 4: it was available at that point was in California.
- 18:12Speaker 2: And I went and studied with two.
- 18:15Speaker 4: Very bright neuro feedback people and then began to incorporate
- 18:22Speaker 4: it into my practice, slowly but with very great benefit,
- 18:30Speaker 4: particularly for people where fear, shame, and rage are primary.
- 18:37Speaker 1: Wow, so thank you so much for sharing that story.
- 18:39Speaker 1: I mean, that is an incredible story. You're sitting down
- 18:42Speaker 1: there having dinner with your friend Kathy, she talks about neurofeedback,
- 18:46Speaker 1: and you know, you're like, what are you talking about? You,
- 18:49Speaker 1: in fact, go through that training yourself. What specifically did
- 18:53Speaker 1: she have.
- 18:54Speaker 3: You do.
- 18:55Speaker 2: Well?
- 18:57Speaker 4: Neurofeedback It's a little hard to describe on the radio
- 19:00Speaker 4: are in a blog.
- 19:00Speaker 1: But.
- 19:02Speaker 4: It is a it's a process where there are sensors
- 19:08Speaker 4: placed on your scalp that pick up your EEG, and
- 19:12Speaker 4: you place them. You place the sensors depending on assessment.
- 19:17Speaker 4: So the right hemisphere is where effect regulation takes place.
- 19:22Speaker 4: And so for me, we were looking at right hemisphere
- 19:26Speaker 4: training just lowering arousal in general. If you were somebody
- 19:30Speaker 4: who had whose arousals too low.
- 19:33Speaker 2: And I have a story to tell you about that too,
- 19:36Speaker 2: then you would.
- 19:40Speaker 4: These are general assumptions you know are always going to
- 19:43Speaker 4: be true, but you would place the sensor on the
- 19:46Speaker 4: left and then you you're looking at a you're picking
- 19:51Speaker 4: up the person's reel time EEG. So they're brain wave
- 19:56Speaker 4: signature of their brain at that place, at that moment
- 20:00Speaker 4: in time, and you're deciding on what frequency would help
- 20:06Speaker 4: make this person in my case calmer. And so we know,
- 20:13Speaker 4: for instance, that alpha is considered a relaxing frequency. So
- 20:18Speaker 4: what you can dial in. You can dial alpha into
- 20:21Speaker 4: your computer. And every single time I make alpha in
- 20:28Speaker 4: this case, I was I could be rewarded to make it.
- 20:33Speaker 4: The problem for me was that I was the only
- 20:39Speaker 4: frequency that was available then that was considered calming. Because
- 20:44Speaker 4: of research done in epilepsy was twelve to fifteen herts,
- 20:51Speaker 4: which is called SMR. So she dialed all she had
- 20:55Speaker 4: was available to her at that moment in time was
- 20:57Speaker 4: twelve to fifteen herts rained at twelve to fifteen herts,
- 21:01Speaker 4: and it was too high.
- 21:03Speaker 2: And that's why I was manic and.
- 21:09Speaker 4: With pressured speech, and probably contributed significantly in the migrain
- 21:13Speaker 4: as well. So now you can dial in any frequency
- 21:19Speaker 4: with the system that I use.
- 21:20Speaker 2: You can even change it by an eighth.
- 21:22Speaker 4: Of a hurtz, and so you can pinpoint what frequency
- 21:28Speaker 4: is the most calming to this individual, and what placement
- 21:33Speaker 4: is best for this individual. Neither the placement nor the
- 21:37Speaker 4: frequency was absolutely right for me, But nonetheless I had
- 21:41Speaker 4: this extraordinary experience.
- 21:44Speaker 2: And all it is is that the electrical signal.
- 21:48Speaker 4: From my brain is amplified ten thousand times, goes into
- 21:52Speaker 4: the computer. The computer reads it and then sends that
- 21:58Speaker 4: that to a video game. And I'm playing a video
- 22:00Speaker 4: game just with by changing brain waves. Every single time
- 22:06Speaker 4: I happen upon this case twelve to fifteen hurts, I
- 22:10Speaker 4: get a reward, and the brain naturally goes after what
- 22:14Speaker 4: it's rewarded to do. And even it's not conscious, it's
- 22:19Speaker 4: you know, but you every time you do it, and
- 22:22Speaker 4: you and you, you're also having to exercise some control
- 22:26Speaker 4: over things that you shouldn't be making, like slow wave
- 22:29Speaker 4: or excess fast wave. And when you do all of
- 22:31Speaker 4: those at once, you get you get a reward and
- 22:36Speaker 4: your brain just goes for that. So that's that's, that's
- 22:40Speaker 4: what she did with me, and that's, uh, that's what
- 22:44Speaker 4: I do with my my patients as well.
- 22:47Speaker 1: And you said you had a story about the too
- 22:50Speaker 1: low arousal.
- 22:52Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean that's not usually who I worked with,
- 22:54Speaker 4: but one of the early one of my very early experiences.
- 22:59Speaker 4: So i'd just been to training and it was recommended
- 23:03Speaker 4: that you don't train your patients right away, and I
- 23:07Speaker 4: strongly endorsed this recommendation, but you train families, family and friends.
- 23:13Speaker 4: But it was set up in my waiting room and
- 23:18Speaker 4: I had a patient who had a history of monopolar,
- 23:23Speaker 4: severe monopolar depressions, and her sister had died of had
- 23:29Speaker 4: died as a result of suicide with bipolar, so she
- 23:34Speaker 4: was at some considerable risk. She came in, she was
- 23:39Speaker 4: crying and she said, I have dropped into this depression
- 23:43Speaker 4: so fast that it's terrifying to me. And I hadn't
- 23:47Speaker 4: seen it before. We had talked about it, we had
- 23:49Speaker 4: talked about ways of managing it should it reoccur, but
- 23:53Speaker 4: I hadn't seen it. And the system was sitting there,
- 23:55Speaker 4: and she said, I'm not going to take medications. I
- 24:00Speaker 4: can't teach when I'm like this. I can't, I can't,
- 24:05Speaker 4: I can't do anything but be in bed. Please please
- 24:09Speaker 4: try this neuroal feedback. So I agreed to it, and
- 24:16Speaker 4: I did what I have been told, which is with
- 24:21Speaker 4: low arousal, when you want to raise arousal, you put
- 24:26Speaker 4: the sensor on the left hemisphere and train at fifteen
- 24:30Speaker 4: to eighteen herts. That was the other available frequency in
- 24:34Speaker 4: the early days of neural feedback. So I trained her
- 24:39Speaker 4: for thirty minutes at fifteen to eighteen and I just
- 24:44Speaker 4: watched her in just change over the course of the session.
- 24:51Speaker 2: Now, this is something that she had lived.
- 24:53Speaker 4: With for her entire adult life, since adolescents actually, and
- 24:59Speaker 4: in one session we saw it remediate. I trained her
- 25:04Speaker 4: for twenty three sessions altogether, and twelve years after and
- 25:13Speaker 4: then she stopped and I had reason to give her
- 25:16Speaker 4: a follow up call.
- 25:18Speaker 2: Twelve years later.
- 25:20Speaker 4: I was taking a trip and she knew the area
- 25:24Speaker 4: was going to and she said, well, you can tell
- 25:26Speaker 4: your audiences that I have had no reoccurrence of depression
- 25:32Speaker 4: since narrow Feedback. She said, I have had moments. I've
- 25:36Speaker 4: had mornings when I wake up a little blue, but
- 25:40Speaker 4: it's nothing that a cup of coffee or meditation doesn't
- 25:44Speaker 4: take care of. So that was a very encouraging start
- 25:49Speaker 4: for me, you know, in terms of what narrow Feedback
- 25:52Speaker 4: could do.
- 25:54Speaker 1: All right. I don't know if you follow me on
- 25:57Speaker 1: Instagram or not, but when I do interviews, I usually
- 26:01Speaker 1: do two interviews a week. I conduct two interviews a week,
- 26:06Speaker 1: and usually I get so excited. I get so pumped
- 26:11Speaker 1: up after these interviews because I get to talk to
- 26:14Speaker 1: incredible people. And what I usually do is they go
- 26:17Speaker 1: on Instagram and I talk about it. I want to
- 26:21Speaker 1: share that excitement. Usually there's about a two month turnaround
- 26:26Speaker 1: on my podcast, which means that they don't go live
- 26:32Speaker 1: for a couple of months, and I have a problem
- 26:35Speaker 1: with that because I want to share it. I get
- 26:41Speaker 1: so excited about these things. So what I've done is
- 26:44Speaker 1: I've created a membership called Trauma Therapist Plus and allows
- 26:51Speaker 1: people for five dollars a month to access these episodes
- 26:56Speaker 1: about two months before they get published to the public,
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- 27:32Speaker 1: I should say, my god, the stories are phenomenal and
- 27:35Speaker 1: it's just really yeah.
- 27:36Speaker 4: And now let me just say too, it's very important
- 27:39Speaker 4: that I say that that is the kind of thing
- 27:42Speaker 4: where you feel you're very lucky to have because if
- 27:45Speaker 4: I had had a patients that it is more typical
- 27:49Speaker 4: with depression, it doesn't go like that.
- 27:51Speaker 2: It's slower, it's.
- 27:53Speaker 4: You have to look around more for frequencies.
- 27:56Speaker 2: You have to you know, it's harder.
- 27:58Speaker 4: But it was just a very encouraging, uh, first case
- 28:04Speaker 4: for me, and she was she was truly my first case.
- 28:07Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean, I just think it's really interesting to
- 28:09Speaker 1: hear you talk about your own experience, you know, and
- 28:12Speaker 1: how this impacted you and that uh then inspired you
- 28:16Speaker 1: to begin studying this and using this with your clients.
- 28:19Speaker 1: I mean, that just is really inspiring, Sebern, and I
- 28:22Speaker 1: want to thank you for sharing that. So, you know,
- 28:25Speaker 1: we talked a little bit about your journey, Seber and
- 28:27Speaker 1: what got you into this field.
- 28:28Speaker 3: Now share, share with.
- 28:30Speaker 1: The listeners here, you know, an early clinical error you
- 28:33Speaker 1: made and what you learned from that. Obviously, uh, you know,
- 28:37Speaker 1: people use this word differently error mistakes.
- 28:41Speaker 3: Some people don't like to look at it that way.
- 28:43Speaker 1: But share with our listeners something you know that you
- 28:47Speaker 1: experience and the lessons you've learned.
- 28:52Speaker 4: Well, you know it's it's it's everything.
- 28:58Speaker 2: That I did early on.
- 29:00Speaker 4: And I have no problem embracing mistakes.
- 29:07Speaker 2: You know. I have this bifurcated career.
- 29:10Speaker 4: I have the before neural feedback and the after neural feedback.
- 29:14Speaker 4: And I would say that the biggest mistake that I
- 29:20Speaker 4: made was working with people businesses before I learned about
- 29:25Speaker 4: neural feedback. Was working with people with dissociative beginning disorder
- 29:32Speaker 4: or multiple personality disorder and pushing maybe something like you
- 29:38Speaker 4: were doing with your brother pushing for them to reveal uh,
- 29:43Speaker 4: their trauma, which just is overwhelming to people who have
- 29:49Speaker 4: somehow survived the level of horror that these people have survived,
- 29:57Speaker 4: and so, you know, but it was it was seen
- 30:01Speaker 4: as what was necessary in trauma was for people to
- 30:07Speaker 4: say it. Now there's even without our feedback, there's a
- 30:12Speaker 4: lot of focus on stabilizing before you begin to talk
- 30:20Speaker 4: about trauma, and these uh, these patients are.
- 30:27Speaker 2: Really across the board. It's very difficult to stabilize.
- 30:31Speaker 4: And I think, you know, it's because of the very
- 30:34Speaker 4: things we're talking about. They are absolutely overridden by fear
- 30:39Speaker 4: and to such a great extent and so early in
- 30:44Speaker 4: their lives that they have fragmented. So I think that
- 30:48Speaker 4: if I were, if you know, to to young therapists
- 30:52Speaker 4: who find themselves working with these severe disorders, stabilizing first
- 30:57Speaker 4: is the most important thing to do.
- 30:59Speaker 3: So you talked about this bifurcated career.
- 31:02Speaker 1: How long had you been working in the field before
- 31:06Speaker 1: you began utilizing neuro feedback.
- 31:09Speaker 4: About equal amount of tile. So I had been doing psychotherapy.
- 31:16Speaker 4: I began.
- 31:19Speaker 2: As a.
- 31:21Speaker 4: You know, I was the clinical director of the residential
- 31:24Speaker 4: treatment center in that I often took the most challenging cases,
- 31:31Speaker 4: and that was right after I finished graduate school seventy nine.
- 31:36Speaker 4: I think I started there in seventy nine and worked
- 31:38Speaker 4: there for fifteen years and then had a seventeen years
- 31:42Speaker 4: I think, and then a private practice after that. And
- 31:46Speaker 4: I would have brought neuro feedback into that because I
- 31:50Speaker 4: was learning about it at the end of my tenure there.
- 31:54Speaker 4: Had that been acceptable, but it was too new and
- 31:58Speaker 4: it was too controversial, I think.
- 32:01Speaker 2: Now.
- 32:02Speaker 4: Interestingly, the residential treatment centers in my area they're they're
- 32:07Speaker 4: too for kids. Both of both of them use neuro feedback,
- 32:13Speaker 4: so you know, it's it's it's just an irony.
- 32:16Speaker 2: Really.
- 32:16Speaker 3: Yeah.
- 32:18Speaker 1: So you know, now we get to one of my
- 32:20Speaker 1: favorite questions Seaburn, which is you know why you know
- 32:23Speaker 1: we get We talked about some of the challenges of
- 32:25Speaker 1: the specialization.
- 32:26Speaker 3: What got you here?
- 32:27Speaker 1: For me? I just really find it interesting exploring why
- 32:31Speaker 1: we do what we do. I mean that answer in
- 32:34Speaker 1: the sense drives us along, uh, you know, in our work,
- 32:37Speaker 1: in our passion. This is a little different than what's
- 32:40Speaker 1: got you here in the first place, But share with us,
- 32:43Speaker 1: you know why you keep doing this day to day?
- 32:49Speaker 4: Well, you know it's not clear to me a guy,
- 32:56Speaker 4: why uh not not? Why I do it? Why I
- 32:59Speaker 4: do it is clear, and I think we've talked some
- 33:02Speaker 4: about it. But if I'd still be doing it if
- 33:06Speaker 4: it weren't for being able to help people regulate this
- 33:11Speaker 4: wild affective realm with with neurow feedback, because it's it's
- 33:17Speaker 4: it's terribly terribly wearing on the patient, but it's also
- 33:23Speaker 4: very wearing on the therapist, and so I'm not at
- 33:26Speaker 4: all sure that I'd continue to be in this or
- 33:29Speaker 4: look forward actually to my work, which I do greatly,
- 33:34Speaker 4: if I didn't have that modality on board.
- 33:38Speaker 1: So it's it's because you're able to help people regulate
- 33:42Speaker 1: their affect in a sense able to yeah yeah.
- 33:45Speaker 4: Which which is very difficult to do with talk therapy.
- 33:52Speaker 4: And there's reasons for that in the architecture of the brain,
- 33:56Speaker 4: but it's very difficult to do that with talk therapy
- 33:59Speaker 4: and cite oriented therapy probably the least useful, and ultimately
- 34:06Speaker 4: it's even in standard therapies. It's not the talk so
- 34:12Speaker 4: much as it is the state of the therapist. And
- 34:16Speaker 4: when you work with severely just regulated people, it can
- 34:20Speaker 4: be very difficult to stay regulated.
- 34:22Speaker 2: In that encounter.
- 34:24Speaker 4: So not only do I think that narrow feedback is
- 34:29Speaker 4: very helpful for the trauma patient, I think it's very
- 34:32Speaker 4: helpful for the trauma therapist.
- 34:36Speaker 1: So I love what you said there. It's not so
- 34:39Speaker 1: much the talk, but the state of the therapist. See
- 34:41Speaker 1: a little more more about that and the importance of that.
- 34:44Speaker 4: Well, we're thinking, we're thinking about this as a regulating
- 34:48Speaker 4: other that the therapist has to be able to stay
- 34:55Speaker 4: in her own skin, in a in a state of
- 35:01Speaker 4: relative calm, although calm it's not always called for, but
- 35:04Speaker 4: at least if it's not calm, that it's thought out
- 35:07Speaker 4: what you're, what you're, how you're going to be with
- 35:12Speaker 4: your patient. It is really an overall abiding relationship because
- 35:19Speaker 4: it is the only thing that quiets the the nerve.
- 35:26Speaker 2: The state of the of the patient is if you.
- 35:29Speaker 4: Are yourself relatively well put together and and with them.
- 35:39Speaker 4: And it's not so much how clever you are, how
- 35:44Speaker 4: much you understand of the patient's dilemma, though of course
- 35:49Speaker 4: that's very important, but mostly I think it has to
- 35:53Speaker 4: do with you know.
- 35:56Speaker 2: How contained and containing you can be.
- 36:00Speaker 4: Of a wild effective experience on the part of the patient,
- 36:05Speaker 4: and if you can't, if their affect wins the day,
- 36:10Speaker 4: then the therapy fails because first and foremost that's what
- 36:14Speaker 4: all therapies need to achieve, is effect regulation.
- 36:19Speaker 1: And I just think it's so interesting that you're bringing
- 36:22Speaker 1: this up, because it comes up again and again as
- 36:25Speaker 1: I talk to you know, the other individuals I've talked to,
- 36:28Speaker 1: and it's this the state of the therapist. And maybe
- 36:32Speaker 1: it's not surprising, but in this day and age, where
- 36:36Speaker 1: you know, we as therapists have a plethora of workshops
- 36:40Speaker 1: and interventions and modalities to choose from, it almost becomes
- 36:47Speaker 1: the case of the bright shiny object. You know, well,
- 36:49Speaker 1: let me do this, and let me do that, and
- 36:50Speaker 1: let me do that. And what it keeps coming back
- 36:52Speaker 1: to again and again seaburn from these interviews again not
- 36:56Speaker 1: surprisingly but just so poignantly, is that h so much
- 37:01Speaker 1: of this depends upon us as clinicians. And as you're
- 37:05Speaker 1: saying here, the state of the therapist, and why why
- 37:10Speaker 1: is that difficult? Why is it difficult for us as clinicians,
- 37:14Speaker 1: as therapists to to have that abiding presence or relationship
- 37:19Speaker 1: that you're talking about.
- 37:22Speaker 2: Well, it's very challenged by threats.
- 37:27Speaker 4: That's that that uh, just regulated patients to make on
- 37:33Speaker 4: themselves are.
- 37:35Speaker 2: To you to the therapy.
- 37:39Speaker 4: It's uh, if if they're screaming, if there's a good
- 37:45Speaker 4: deal of of of crying. And although one of my
- 37:51Speaker 4: colleagues said that when I asked him if he had
- 37:54Speaker 4: seen the movie The Crying Game.
- 37:56Speaker 2: He said, I I have.
- 37:58Speaker 4: That's what I do. That's what I do, So you know,
- 38:04Speaker 4: it's it. But it's difficult. It's difficult for us as
- 38:09Speaker 4: human beings to sit with really really intense effect emotion.
- 38:19Speaker 4: And it's no different being a therapist that that's difficult
- 38:23Speaker 4: to sit with desperation, severe depression, hopelessness, and it's hour
- 38:31Speaker 4: after hour that you're sitting with that in with one
- 38:35Speaker 4: person or another. That's what's different in the way that
- 38:40Speaker 4: I do my work now because I really target that.
- 38:46Speaker 2: Because I can, I don't just sit with it.
- 38:51Speaker 4: That becomes the focus of our work with brain regulation.
- 38:57Speaker 1: You know. I see we're many of the listeners here
- 39:01Speaker 1: are experienced. Uh. Some have been doing this work for
- 39:04Speaker 1: many years. Some are just getting into the field of trauma.
- 39:09Speaker 1: Some some therapists have been working and really don't realize
- 39:13Speaker 1: that they've been working with individuals who have been traumatized.
- 39:18Speaker 1: But you know you've been obviously doing this for a while.
- 39:20Speaker 1: What advice would you have for individuals who are just
- 39:23Speaker 1: beginning their education into trauma informed treatment.
- 39:29Speaker 4: Well, it's not going to surprise you given the tenor
- 39:35Speaker 4: of what we've talked about so far. But I think
- 39:37Speaker 4: that in most graduate programs there is much too little
- 39:43Speaker 4: training education about the brain, and that for the we
- 39:49Speaker 4: had I think at the end of the last century
- 39:52Speaker 4: what was.
- 39:52Speaker 2: Called the Decade of the Brain.
- 39:54Speaker 4: Well, I think we're in the century of the brain,
- 39:56Speaker 4: and that there's been this connect between the brain and
- 40:02Speaker 4: the mind that it produces. I mean, the brain is
- 40:04Speaker 4: the infrastructure of mind, and we keep trying to deal
- 40:09Speaker 4: with it's the way that it gets manifest in emotion
- 40:14Speaker 4: and in thought disorders or distortions. So for new therapists
- 40:23Speaker 4: coming on and for therapists who really realize they're up
- 40:26Speaker 4: against something in treating trauma, I would recommend that they
- 40:32Speaker 4: begin to understand that the brain is plastic, that we
- 40:38Speaker 4: have access to that plasticity, and that we have that
- 40:41Speaker 4: through biofeedback, which is but neurofeedback, which is as I
- 40:49Speaker 4: described it before, it's a computer based interface which gives
- 40:53Speaker 4: information on the frequency at which your brain fires, and
- 40:56Speaker 4: you can shift the way that you feel, you can
- 40:59Speaker 4: shift the way that you think, and you can shift
- 41:02Speaker 4: the way that you behave.
- 41:04Speaker 2: And the vast.
- 41:05Speaker 4: Majority of people who are wildly disregulated or even somewhat
- 41:10Speaker 4: just regulated, don't want to live in that regulation. So
- 41:15Speaker 4: it's not hard to get an alliance around this. So
- 41:19Speaker 4: for young therapists going into this and that they won't
- 41:22Speaker 4: have to overcome the technophobia that I had to overcome
- 41:29Speaker 4: is they're all they all know the computer.
- 41:32Speaker 2: To learn a computer.
- 41:35Speaker 4: Brain interface called neurofeedback, it will be a great benefit
- 41:40Speaker 4: to them and to their patients.
- 41:43Speaker 1: Okay, so get educated about the brain, understand the brain's
- 41:47Speaker 1: elastic and that we can access and optimize that via
- 41:51Speaker 1: neurofeedback and biofeedback. Let's shift the two book recommendations, and
- 41:58Speaker 1: before we do, I just want to say that that,
- 42:01Speaker 1: you know, for those listeners who aren't aware you were, uh,
- 42:04Speaker 1: Seaburn really kind of prominently featured in besil Vandercock's book
- 42:09Speaker 1: The Body Keeps a Score And uh, that was I
- 42:13Speaker 1: thought a really great highlight of of you know you
- 42:18Speaker 1: and the work you do.
- 42:19Speaker 3: So congratulations for that.
- 42:20Speaker 2: Thank you.
- 42:22Speaker 3: So share with us.
- 42:23Speaker 1: Uh, two books that have inspired you, influenced you, and
- 42:27Speaker 1: they don't necessarily have to be trauma related books, and
- 42:29Speaker 1: then we're going to talk about your book.
- 42:31Speaker 4: Well, they happen to be trauma related books. Probably the
- 42:36Speaker 4: two most important books that I've read in my field
- 42:41Speaker 4: are Bessel's Uh. One is Bessel's book Traumatic Stress, and
- 42:46Speaker 4: the other was Alan Shor's book on affect Regulation and
- 42:50Speaker 4: the Origin of Self.
- 42:52Speaker 2: So those two books.
- 42:54Speaker 4: There have been other books in the neuroscience film that
- 42:58Speaker 4: have been very influential or perhaps even more validating than influential,
- 43:03Speaker 4: but in terms of coming to understand the nature of
- 43:09Speaker 4: the attachment rupture and the effects that it has on
- 43:13Speaker 4: the brain, those.
- 43:15Speaker 2: Were the two most important books for me.
- 43:18Speaker 1: Okay, so besie Vandacock's book Tradic Stress and Alan Shor's
- 43:22Speaker 1: book will have links to those both on the show
- 43:26Speaker 1: notes page at West Coast Trauma Project dot com. Sebur
- 43:31Speaker 1: In your book that just recently came out, neuro Feedback
- 43:34Speaker 1: and the Treatment of Developmental Trauma, cammonly Fear Driven Brain,
- 43:38Speaker 1: share with us a bit about what your thoughts were,
- 43:41Speaker 1: you know, on putting this work together.
- 43:45Speaker 4: Well, it let me say that I had been encouraged
- 43:51Speaker 4: by my husband, among other people, to write a book,
- 43:56Speaker 4: but I didn't have an intention to do so until
- 43:58Speaker 4: I got a letter from Norton asking me if I
- 44:01Speaker 4: would would write a book on attachment disorder and near
- 44:06Speaker 4: our feedback. And I gather that they had been, you know,
- 44:10Speaker 4: reading my stuff on the internet.
- 44:15Speaker 2: So it was.
- 44:19Speaker 4: It was the impetus of Norton that got me to
- 44:23Speaker 4: do this book. I made they what seemed that became
- 44:31Speaker 4: an audacious promise to do this book in two years,
- 44:34Speaker 4: which I in fact did.
- 44:37Speaker 2: And again I have to credit brain.
- 44:39Speaker 4: Regulation for this, which I still frame my brain freely regularly.
- 44:44Speaker 2: This is a big endeavor.
- 44:46Speaker 4: I was doing it along at the same time as
- 44:48Speaker 4: I was doing my clinical work. I also have to
- 44:52Speaker 4: thank my patients who were articulate about what the gains
- 44:57Speaker 4: had been for them. And I had been writing about
- 45:00Speaker 4: it and trying to understand it, particularly in the realm
- 45:03Speaker 4: of quieting fear. So uh, you know, I just uh,
- 45:10Speaker 4: I struggled. I think like all authors do with with
- 45:13Speaker 4: It's a very daunting process. I'm more than I ever
- 45:17Speaker 4: would have known before I did it. But it seems
- 45:22Speaker 4: to me to be an important book and it's important. Yeah,
- 45:26Speaker 4: I liked that phrase a bright shiny object. I don't
- 45:30Speaker 4: want in our feedback to become a bright shiny object.
- 45:33Speaker 2: I want it.
- 45:33Speaker 4: I wanted it to be understood as and as a
- 45:37Speaker 4: portal into the very nature of how we are as
- 45:42Speaker 4: human beings, which is that we are plastic.
- 45:45Speaker 2: We can make these changes, and.
- 45:47Speaker 4: There is these relatively crude device or or system instrument
- 45:53Speaker 4: that allows you to do that, and any human being
- 45:56Speaker 4: can can do that with it, with the proper training.
- 46:00Speaker 4: And I always recommend that people do neual feedback, not
- 46:05Speaker 4: on themselves, which was my fate, but in a psychotherapy relationship,
- 46:10Speaker 4: because there's it is to me, a relational technology. It
- 46:15Speaker 4: isn't useful. I say, you know about Bobby Fisher. If
- 46:19Speaker 4: he were to come to me and say I want
- 46:21Speaker 4: to become a better chess player, and I've had people
- 46:24Speaker 4: come to me to say this, I would have said
- 46:26Speaker 4: to Bobby Fisher, well, or I would have thought about
- 46:29Speaker 4: Bobby Fisher that if I don't make him or allow
- 46:33Speaker 4: him to become a better human being, then I failed
- 46:36Speaker 4: him and in becoming a better functioning human being, more
- 46:41Speaker 4: relational human being.
- 46:42Speaker 2: And that's really what I mean by.
- 46:43Speaker 4: That you will become a better chess player, you will
- 46:47Speaker 4: become a better skier, you will be you will you
- 46:50Speaker 4: pete performance is embedded in a relational self. So that's
- 46:55Speaker 4: what I think neural feedback allows us to, uh to ultimately,
- 47:01Speaker 4: uh gain is that capacity for deep interpersonal relationship that
- 47:07Speaker 4: is so abraided and.
- 47:10Speaker 2: Upset in the process of trauma.
- 47:13Speaker 1: So that's neurofeedback and the treatment of developmental trauma, calming
- 47:17Speaker 1: the feared even brain. Again, that'll be linked up in
- 47:19Speaker 1: the show notes. Seburn, what's the best way for individuals
- 47:23Speaker 1: to contact you.
- 47:25Speaker 4: Uh, probably through my email which is Seburn dot fisher
- 47:32Speaker 4: at Verizon dot net. Or they can visit my website
- 47:37Speaker 4: fear driven brain dot com.
- 47:40Speaker 1: So Ceburn dot fisher at Verizon dot net and the
- 47:43Speaker 1: website is feardifferent brain dot com. Sebert, I'm want to
- 47:46Speaker 1: thank you so much really for you know, sharing you know,
- 47:51Speaker 1: your personal story, things that have gone on with you,
- 47:54Speaker 1: and I just loved the way you took the time
- 47:56Speaker 1: to uh talk to us about how you got into
- 48:00Speaker 1: this whole field of neurofeedback and just you know, you're
- 48:04Speaker 1: passionate about helping people and uh, it's it's been awesome,
- 48:08Speaker 1: so thank you again for for taking the time to
- 48:11Speaker 1: do this.
- 48:12Speaker 4: Well, it's been my pleasure guy, I've I've enjoyed this conversation.
- 48:17Speaker 2: Thanks a lot.
- 48:17Speaker 1: You're welcome, Take care, Bye bye m m h