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- 0:00Sermon twelve. The witness of our own spirit. This is our rejoicing,
- 0:07the testimony of our conscience, that in simplicity and godly sincerity, not with
- 0:12fleshly wisdom, but by the grace of God, we have had our conversation
- 0:17in the world Tewod Corinthians one, verse twelve. Such is the voice of
- 0:25every true believer in Christ, so long as he abides in faith and love.
- 0:30He that followeth me saith. Our Lord walketh not in darkness, And
- 0:35while he hath the light, he rejoiceth therein. As he hath received the
- 0:41Lord Jesus Christ, so he walketh in him. And while he walketh in
- 0:46him, the exhortation of the apostle takes place in his soul day by day.
- 0:51Rejoice in the Lord always and again. I say, rejoice, but
- 0:58that we may not build our house up on the sand, lest when the
- 1:02rains descend, and the winds blow, and the floods arise and beat it
- 1:06up, it fall, and great be the fall thereof. I intend in
- 1:11the following discourse to show what is the nature and ground of a Christian's joy.
- 1:18We know in general it is that happy peace, that calm satisfaction of
- 1:23spirit, which arises from such a testimony of his conscience as is here described
- 1:27by the Apostle. But in order to understand this the more thoroughly, it
- 1:33will be requisite to weigh all his words. Whence will easily appear both what
- 1:38we are to understand by conscience and what by the testimony thereof, And also
- 1:44how he that hath this testimony rejoiceth evermore. And first, what are we
- 1:51to understand by conscience? What is the meaning of this word that is in
- 1:56everyone's mouth? One would imagine it was an excas exceedingly difficult thing to discover
- 2:00this when we consider how large and numerous volumes have been from time to time
- 2:06wrote on this subject, and how all the treasures of ancient and modern learning
- 2:12have been ransacked in order to explain it. And yet it is to be
- 2:15feared it has not received much light from all those elaborate inquiries. Rather,
- 2:22have not most of those writers puzzled the cause, darkening counsel by words without
- 2:27knowledge, perplexing a subject plain in itself and easy to be understood for set
- 2:34aside but hard words, and every man of an honest heart will soon understand
- 2:38the thing God has made us thinking beings capable of perceiving what is present,
- 2:46and of reflecting or looking back on what is past. In particular, we
- 2:50are capable of perceiving whatsoever passes in our own hearts or lives, of knowing
- 2:54whatsoever we feel or do, and that either while it passes or when it
- 3:00is passed. This we mean when we say man is a conscious being,
- 3:06he hath a consciousness or inward perception, both of things present and past,
- 3:10relating to himself, of his own tempers and outward behavior. But what we
- 3:15usually term conscience implies somewhat more than this. It is not barely the knowledge
- 3:22of our present or the remembrance of our preceding life. To remember, to
- 3:27bear witness, either of past or present things, is only one and the
- 3:30least office of conscience. Its main business is to excuse or accuse, to
- 3:37approve or disapprove, to acquit or condemn. Some latter writers, indeed,
- 3:46have given a new name to this, and have chose to style it a
- 3:50moral sense. But the old word seems preferable to the new. Were it
- 3:54only on this account that it is more common and familiar among men, and
- 4:00therefore easier to be understood, and to Christians it is undeniably preferable on another
- 4:08account, also namely because it is scriptural, because it is the word which
- 4:14the wisdom of God hath chose to use in the inspired writings, and according
- 4:18to the meaning wherein it is generally used there, particularly in the epistles of
- 4:23Saint Paul. We may understand by conscience of faculty or power implanted by God
- 4:29in every soul that comes into the world of perceiving what is right or wrong
- 4:32in his own heart or life, in his tempers, thoughts, words,
- 4:35and actions. But what is the rule whereby men are to judge of right
- 4:41and wrong, whereby their conscience is to be directed the rule of Heathens,
- 4:47as the Apostle teaches. Elsewhere is the law written in their hearts by the
- 4:53finger of God, their conscience also bearing witness whether they walk by this rule
- 4:59or not, and their thoughts the mean while accusing or even excusing, a
- 5:03quitting defending them hey Kai apologummanon Romans two, verses fourteen and fifteen. But
- 5:14the Christian rule of right and wrong is the word of God. The writings
- 5:17of the Old and New Testament, all that the prophets and the holy men
- 5:21of old wrote, as they were moved by the Holy Ghost, all that
- 5:25scripture which was given by inspiration of God, and which is indeed profitable for
- 5:30doctrine or teaching the whole will of God, for reproof of what is contrary,
- 5:35there too, for correction or error, and for instruction or training us
- 5:41up in righteousness. Two Timothy three, verse sixteen. This is a lantern
- 5:46unto a Christian's feet, and a light in all his paths. This alone
- 5:53he receives as his rule of right or wrong, of whatever is really good
- 5:58or evil. He esteems nothing good, but what is here enjoined, either
- 6:03directly or by plain consequence. He accounts nothing evil, but what is here
- 6:09forbidden, either in terms or by undeniable inference. Whatever the scripture neither forbids
- 6:15nor enjoins, either directly or by plain consequence, he believes to be of
- 6:21an indifferent nature, to be in itself neither good nor evil, this being
- 6:27the whole and sole outward rule. Whereby his conscience is to be directed in
- 6:31all things. And if it be directed thereby, in fact, then hath
- 6:36he the answer of a good conscience toward God. A good conscience is what
- 6:41is elsewhere termed by the apostle a conscience void of offense. So what he
- 6:46at one time expresses, thus, I have lived in all good conscience before
- 6:51God until this day Acts twenty three, verse one, he denotes at another
- 6:58by that expression, ye're in do I exercise myself to have always a conscience
- 7:02void of offense toward God and toward men, Acts twenty four, verse sixteen.
- 7:10Now, in order to this, there is absolutely required, first a
- 7:15right understanding of the Word of God, or his holy and acceptable and perfect
- 7:19will concerning us as it is revealed therein, for it is impossible we should
- 7:25walk by a rule if we do not know what it means. There is
- 7:30secondly required, which how few have attained a true knowledge of ourselves, a
- 7:35knowledge both of our hearts and lives, or our inward tempers and outward conversation.
- 7:43Seeing if we know them not, it is not possible that we should
- 7:46compare them with our rule. There is required. Thirdly, an agreement of
- 7:51our hearts and lives, or our tempers and conversation, or our thoughts and
- 7:59words, and work with that rule with the written word of God. For
- 8:03without this, if we have any conscience at all, it can be only
- 8:07an evil conscience. There is fourthly required an inward perception of this agreement with
- 8:13our rule, and this habitual perception, this inward consciousness itself is properly a
- 8:20good conscience, or in other phrase of the apostle, a conscience void of
- 8:28offense toward God and toward men. But whoever desires to have a conscience thus
- 8:33void of offense, let him see that he lay the right foundation. Let
- 8:37him remember other foundation of this can no man lay than that which is laid,
- 8:43even Jesus Christ. And let him also be mindful that no man buildeth
- 8:48on him, but by a living faith, that no man is a partaker
- 8:54of Christ until he can clearly testify the life which I now live. I
- 9:00live by faith in the Son of God, in Him who is now revealed
- 9:05in my heart, who loved me and gave himself for me. Faith alone
- 9:11is that evidence, that conviction, that demonstration of things invisible, whereby the
- 9:16eyes of our understanding being opened and divine light poured in upon them, we
- 9:22see the wondrous things of God's law, the excellency and purity of it,
- 9:26the height and depth, and length and breadth thereof, and of every commandment
- 9:31contained therein. It is by faith that beholding the light of the glory of
- 9:37God in the face of Jesus Christ, we perceive as in a glass all
- 9:41that is in ourselves, yea the inmost motions of our souls. And by
- 9:46this alone can that blessed love of God be shed abroad in our hearts,
- 9:52which enables us so to love one another as Christ loved us. By this
- 9:58is that gracious promise ful fit unto all the Israel of God. I will
- 10:03put my laws into their mind and write or engrave them in their hearts Hebrews
- 10:09eight, verse ten. Hereby producing in their souls an entire agreement with His
- 10:15Holy imperfect law, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ.
- 10:20And as an evil tree cannot bring forth good fruit, so a good
- 10:24tree cannot bring forth evil fruit. As the heart therefore of a believer,
- 10:30so likewise his life is thoroughly conformed to the rule of God's commandments in a
- 10:35consciousness, whereof we can give glory to God and say with the apostle,
- 10:39this is our rejoicing the testimony of our conscience, that in simplicity and godly
- 10:45sincerity, not with fleshly wisdom. But by the grace of God we have
- 10:50had our conversation in the world. We have had our conversation. The Apostle
- 10:54in the Original expresses this by one single word and estaphemen. But the meaning
- 11:03thereof is exceeding broad, taking in our whole deportment. Yea every inward as
- 11:09well as outward circumstance, whether relating to our soul or body. It includes
- 11:15every motion of our heart, of our tongue, of our hands and bodily
- 11:20members. It extends to all our actions and words, to the employment of
- 11:24all our powers and faculties, to the manner of using every talent we have
- 11:30received, with respect either to God or man, we have had our conversation
- 11:35in the world, even in the world of the ungodly, not only among
- 11:41the children of God that were comparatively a little thing, but among the children
- 11:46of the devil, among those that lie in wickedness. En toy ponturoi in
- 11:52the wicked one? What a world is this? How thoroughly impregnated with the
- 11:58spirit, It continued breaths, as our God is good and doeth good.
- 12:03So the God of this world and all his children are evil and do evil.
- 12:09So far as they are suffered to all the children of God. Like
- 12:15their father, they are always lying in wait or walking about, seeking whom
- 12:20they may devour, using fraud or force, secret wiles, or open violence,
- 12:24to destroy those who are not of the world, continually warring against our
- 12:30souls, and by old or new weapons and devices of every kind, laboring
- 12:35to bring them back into the snare of the devil, into the broad road
- 12:39that leadeth to destruction. We have had our whole conversation in such a world
- 12:45in simplicity and godly sincerity. First, in simplicity, this is what our
- 12:50Lord recommends. Under the name of a single eye, the light of the
- 12:54body, Saith, he is the eye. If therefore thine eye be single,
- 13:00the whole body shall be full of light. The meaning whereof is this
- 13:05what the eye is to the body, That the intention is to all the
- 13:09words and actions. If therefore this eye of thy soul be single, all
- 13:13thy actions and conversation shall be full of light, of the light of Heaven,
- 13:20of love and peace and joy in the Holy Ghost. We are then
- 13:24simple of heart when the eye of our mind is singly fixed on God,
- 13:30when in all things we aim at God alone as our God, our portion,
- 13:35our strength, our happiness, our exceeding great reward, our all in
- 13:41time and eternity. This is simplicity when a steady view, a single intention
- 13:48of promoting His glory, of doing and suffering His blessed will, runs through
- 13:54our whole soul, fills our heart, and is the constant spring of all
- 13:58our thoughts, to say, desires and purposes, we have had our conversation
- 14:03in the world. Secondly, in godly sincerity. The difference between simplicity and
- 14:09sincerity seems to be chiefly this simplicity regards the intention itself, sincerity the execution
- 14:16of it, and this sincerity relates not barely to our words but to our
- 14:22whole conversation. As described above. It is not here to be understood in
- 14:26that narrow sense wherein Saint Paul himself sometimes uses it for speaking the truth or
- 14:33abstaining from guile, from craft and dissimulation, but in a more extensive meaning
- 14:39as actually hitting the mark which we aim at by simplicity. Accordingly, it
- 14:46implies in this place that we do in fact speak and do all to the
- 14:50glory of God, that all our words are not only pointed at this but
- 14:56actually conducive there too, that all our actions flow on in an even stream,
- 15:03uniformly subservient to this greater end, and that in our whole lives we
- 15:09are moving straight toward God, and that continually walking steadily on in the highway
- 15:15of holiness, in the paths of justice, mercy, and truth. This
- 15:20sincerity is termed by the apostle godly sincerity, or the sincerity of God Eli
- 15:26Crenii theo to prevent our mistaking or confounding it with the sincerity of the heathens,
- 15:35for they had also a kind of sincerity among them, for which they
- 15:39professed no small veneration. Likewise, to denote the object and end of this
- 15:45as of every Christian virtue, seeing whatever does not ultimately tend to God sinks
- 15:50among the beggarly elements of the world. By styling it the sincerity of God,
- 15:56he also points out the author of it, the Father of Lights,
- 16:00from whom every good and perfect gift descendeth, which is still more clearly declared
- 16:07in the following words, not with fleshly wisdom, but by the grace of
- 16:11God, not with fleshly wisdom, as if he had said, we cannot
- 16:17thus converse in the world by any natural strength of understanding. Neither by any
- 16:22naturally acquired knowledge or wisdom. We cannot gain the simplicity or practice this sincerity
- 16:29by the force either of good sense, good nature, or good breeding.
- 16:33It overshoots all our native courage and resolution, as well as all our precepts
- 16:38of philosophy. The power of custom is not able to train us up to
- 16:44this, nor the most exquisite rules of human education. Neither could I,
- 16:48Paul ever attain hereto, notwithstanding all the advantages I enjoyed, so long as
- 16:55I was in the flesh, in my natural state, and pursued it only
- 16:59by flesh natural wisdom. And yet surely if any man could Paul himself might
- 17:06have attained thereto by that wisdom. For we can hardly conceive any who was
- 17:11more highly favored with all the gifts both of nature and education. Besides his
- 17:15natural abilities, probably not inferior to those of any person then upon the earth,
- 17:21he had all the benefits of learning, studying at the University of Tarsus,
- 17:25afterwards brought up at the feet of Gamaliel, a person of the greatest
- 17:30account both for knowledge and integrity, that was then in the whole Jewish nation,
- 17:34and he had all the possible advantages of religious education, being a Pharisee,
- 17:40the son of a Pharisee, trained up in the very straightest sect or
- 17:44profession, distinguished from all others by a more eminent strictness. And herein he
- 17:51had profited above many others who were his equals in years, being more abundantly
- 17:56zealous of whatever he thought would please God, and as touching the righteousness of
- 18:00the law blameless. But it could not be that he should hereby attain this
- 18:04simplicity and godly sincerity. It was all but lost labor in a deep piercing
- 18:11sense of which he was at length constrained to cry out the things which were
- 18:17gained to me those I counted loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ
- 18:22Jesus my Lord Philippians three, Verses seven and eight. It could not be
- 18:27that, ever, he should attain to this but by the excellent knowledge of
- 18:32Jesus Christ our Lord, or by the grace of God. Another expression of
- 18:37nearly the same import by the grace of God is sometimes to be understood that
- 18:42free love, that unmerited mercy by which I am a sinner, through the
- 18:48merits of Christ, am now reconciled to God. But in this place it
- 18:52rather means that power of God, the Holy Ghost, which worketh in us
- 18:56both to will and to do of His good pes pleasure. As soon as
- 19:00ever the grace of God in the former sense, his pardoning love is manifested
- 19:06to our souls. The grace of God in the latter sense, the power
- 19:08of His Spirit takes place therein. And now we can perform through God what
- 19:14to man was impossible. Now we can order our conversation art We can do
- 19:21all things in the light and power of that love through Christ which strengtheneth us.
- 19:26We now have the testimony of our conscience, which we could never have
- 19:30by fleshly wisdom. That in simplicity and godly sincerity we have our conversation in
- 19:36the world. This is properly the ground of a Christian's joy. We may
- 19:41now therefore readily conceive how he that hath this testimony in himself rejoiceth evermore my
- 19:48soul, May he say, doth magnify the Lord, and my spirit rejoiceth
- 19:52in God, my Savior. I rejoice in Him who, of his own
- 19:56unmerited love, of his own free and tender mercy, Hath called me into
- 20:02this state of salvation, wherein through his power I now stand. I rejoice
- 20:07because his spirit beareth witness to my spirit that I am bought with the blood
- 20:12of the Lamb, and that believing in Him, I am a member of
- 20:17Christ, a child of God, and an inheritor of the Kingdom of Heaven.
- 20:22I rejoice because the sense of God's love to me Hath by the same
- 20:26spirit wrought in me to love Him and to love for his sake, every
- 20:30child of man, every soul that Hath made. I rejoice because He gives
- 20:37me to feel in myself the mind that was in Christ, simplicity, a
- 20:41single eye to Him in every motion of my heart, power always to fix
- 20:47the loving eye of my soul on Him who loved me and gave himself for
- 20:51me to aim at Him alone, at his glorious will. In all I
- 20:56think, or speak, or do, desiring nothing more but God, crucifying
- 21:03the flesh with its affections and luss setting my affections on things above, not
- 21:07on things of the earth. Holiness, a recovery of the image of God,
- 21:11a renewal of soul after His likeness and godly sincerity, directing all my
- 21:18words and works, so as to conduce to His glory. In this I
- 21:23likewise rejoice yea, and will rejoice because my conscience beareth me witness in the
- 21:29Holy Ghost, by the light He continually pours in upon it that walk worthy
- 21:33of the vocation. Wherewith I am called that I abstain from all appearance of
- 21:38evil, fleeing from sin as from the face of a serpent, that as
- 21:44I have opportunity, I do all possible good in every kind to all men,
- 21:49that I follow my Lord in all my steps and do what is acceptable
- 21:53in his sight. I rejoice because I both see and feel, through the
- 21:59inspiration of God's Holy Spirit, that all my works are wrought in Him,
- 22:03yea, and that it is he who worketh all my works in me.
- 22:07I rejoice in seeing through the light of God which shines in my heart,
- 22:12that I have power to walk in His ways, and that through his grace
- 22:18I turn not therefrom to the right hand or to the left. Such is
- 22:22the ground and the nature of that joy, whereby an adult Christian rejoiceth evermore.
- 22:29And from all this we may easily infer first that this is not a
- 22:33natural joy. It does not arise from any natural cause, not from any
- 22:38sudden flow of spirits. This may give a transient start of joy, but
- 22:44the Christian rejoiceth always it cannot be owing to bodily health or ease, to
- 22:49strength and soundness of constitution, For it is equally strong in sickness and pain,
- 22:56yea, perhaps far stronger than before. Many Christians have never experienced any
- 23:00joy to be compared with that which then filled their soul when the body was
- 23:06well nigh worn out with pain or consumed away with pining sickness. Least of
- 23:11all can it be ascribed to outward prosperity, to the favor of men,
- 23:15or plenty of worldly goods. For then, chiefly when their faith has been
- 23:19tried, as with fire, by all manner of outward afflictions, have the
- 23:23children of God rejoiced in Him whom unseen they loved, even with joy unspeakable.
- 23:30And never surely did men rejoice like those who were used as the filth
- 23:34and off scoring of the world, who wandered to and fro being in want
- 23:40of all things, in hunger and cold, in nakedness, who had trials
- 23:44not only of cruel mockings, but moreover of bonds and imprisonments, yea who
- 23:49at last counted not their lives dearer unto themselves, so they might finish their
- 23:55course with joy. From the preceding considerations, we may secondly infer that the
- 24:00joy of a Christian does not arise from any blindness of conscience, from his
- 24:06not being able to discern good from evil, so far from it that he
- 24:11was an utter stranger to this joy till the eyes of his understanding were opened.
- 24:15That he knew it, not until he had spiritual senses fitted to discern
- 24:21spiritual good and evil. And now the eye of his soul waxeth not dim.
- 24:26He was never so sharp sighted before. He has so quick a perception
- 24:30of the smallest things, as is quite amazing to the natural man. As
- 24:34a moat is visible in the sunbeam, so to him who is walking in
- 24:38the light in the beams of the uncreated sun, every moat of sin is
- 24:44visible. Nor does he close the eyes of his conscience anymore that sleep is
- 24:49departed from him. His soul is always broad awake, no more slumber or
- 24:55folding of the hands to rest. He is always standing on the tower and
- 24:59hearkening what his Lord will say concerning him, and always rejoicing in this very
- 25:03thing, in seeing Him that is invisible. Neither does the joy of a
- 25:10Christian arise. Thirdly, from any dulness or callousness of conscience. A kind
- 25:15of joy, it is true, may arise from this in those whose foolish
- 25:19hearts are darkened, whose heart is callous, unfeeling, dull of sense,
- 25:25and consequently without spiritual understanding. Because of their senseless, unfeeling hearts, they
- 25:30may rejoice even in committing sin, And this they may probably call liberty,
- 25:37which is indeed mere drunkenness of soul, a fatal numbness of spirit, the
- 25:41stupid insensibility of a sacred conscience. On the contrary, a Christian has the
- 25:48most exquisite sensibility, such as he could not have conceived before. He never
- 25:52had such a tenderness of conscience as he has had since the love of God
- 25:57has reigned in his heart. This also is his glory and joy that God
- 26:03hath heard his daily prayer, Oh, that my tender soul might fly the
- 26:10first abhorred approach of ill, quick as the apple of an eye, the
- 26:15slightest touch of sin to feel. To conclude, Christian's joy is joy in
- 26:22obedience, joy in loving God and keeping His commandments. And yet not in
- 26:29keeping them, as if we were thereby to fulfill the terms of the covenant
- 26:33of works, as if by any works or righteousness of ours we were to
- 26:37procure pardon and acceptance with God. Not so we are already pardoned and accepted
- 26:45through the mercy of God in Jesus Christ. Not as if we were by
- 26:48our own obedience to procure life life from the death of sin. This also
- 26:53we have already, through the grace of God us hath he quickened who were
- 26:59dead in sins. And now we are alive to God through Jesus Christ,
- 27:03our Lord. But we rejoice in walking according to the covenant of grace,
- 27:10in holy love and happy obedience. We rejoice in knowing that being justified through
- 27:15His grace. We have not received that grace of God in vain, that
- 27:19God having freely not for the sake of our willing or running, but through
- 27:25the blood of the Lamb reconciled us to himself. We run in the strength
- 27:29which He hath given us the way of his commandments. He hath girded us
- 27:33with strength unto the war. And we gladly fight the good fight of faith.
- 27:38We rejoice through Him who liveth in our hearts by faith to lay hold
- 27:42of eternal life. This is our rejoicing that as our Father worketh hitherto so
- 27:49not by our own might or wisdom, but through the power of His Spirit,
- 27:52freely given in Christ Jesus, we also work the works of God.
- 27:59And may He work any us whatsoever is well pleasing in His sight, to
- 28:03whom be the praise forever and ever. It may easily be observed that the
- 28:07preceding discourse describes the experience of those that are strong in faith, but hereby
- 28:15those that are weak in faith may be discouraged to prevent which the following discourse
- 28:21may be of use. End of Section twelve.