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The Psychiatrist and the Sledgehammer Attack · Murder Files Unsealed

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Speaker 1: Imagine a blood soaked hallway in a midtown Manhattan high rise.
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It is a Monday morning. A twenty year old man
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is sitting on the floor, kind of leaning against the wall,
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clutching stab wounds to his own chest in his hands.
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Speaker 2: Just an incredibly chaotic, brutal scene.
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Speaker 1: Completely and the man he just tried to murder, who
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is by the way, a six foot three psychiatrist who
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fought back for his life, is bleeding out just a
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few feet away. Whoa. Yeah, neighbors are screaming, sirens are
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wailing in the distance, you know, echoing through the city streets.
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And in the middle of this absolute sheer chaos. Yeah,
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the twenty year old reaches into his pocket, pulls out
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his smartphone, holds it up above his face, and snaps
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a bloody selfie.
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Speaker 2: I mean, it is an image that just defies every
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instinct we have about like human preservation or guilt or
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even basic reality. You look at that moment and you
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are forced to ask, you know, what is actually happening
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inside that young man's mind exactly?
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Speaker 1: And that is what we are unpacking today. Yeah, it's
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one of the most biz are psychological thrillers in modern
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true crime a story where the weapon wasn't just a
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ten pound sledgehammer bought at a home depot, but the
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human mind itself. Yes, so you're joining us for a
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deep dive into a case centered around three psychiatrists, a
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horror finally twisted family dynamic, and a really catastrophic breach
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of the fundamental medical oath to do no harm.
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Speaker 2: Because we are looking at the terrifying intersection of severe
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mental illness and well cult like manipulation. That's the core
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of it, right, because when you strip away all the
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sensational headlines, this is ultimately a story about trust. The
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absolute trust of vulnerable patient places in a medical professional,
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and what happens when that professional decides to systematically dismantle
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their patient's reality for their own game.
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Speaker 1: It is so incredibly dark, and to get you situated,
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our cast of characters revolves around three main figures. First,
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we have doctor Michael Weiss, a prominent psychiatrist and the
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actual victim of this brutal attack. When we have doctor
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Pamela Bookbinder, another psychiatrist who is locked in a bitter
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dispute with Michael, and she is the alleged mastermind pulling
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the strings here. The architect of it all exactly. And
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finally we have Jake Nolan, Pamela's cousin, a deeply troubled
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young man who was supposed to be receiving life saving
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psychiatric care but instead was essentially reprogrammed into an assassin.
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Speaker 2: And to understand the climax of this strategy, that bloody
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selfie in the hallway, you cannot just look at the
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day of the attack.
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Speaker 1: No, definitely not.
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Speaker 2: You have to rewind. You have to track the neurodevelopmental
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and psychiatric history of the weapon itself. You have to
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look at Jake Molan.
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Speaker 1: Okay, let's unpack this because his story does not start
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with violence, not even close. It starts with incredible vulnerability
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and a brain that was essentially at war with itself
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from a very very young.
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Speaker 2: Age, which is so tragic when you look at his potential.
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Speaker 1: Oh. Absolutely, we are talking about a kid who was
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by all accounts, highly gifted, but deeply, deeply troubled. Yeah,
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at five years old he gets his first major label,
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which is ADHD attention deficit hyperactivity disorder.
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Speaker 2: And that's so young for that label to start defining
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your life.
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Speaker 1: It really is his parents, Debbie and Jim, They noticed
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early on that he simply couldn't process the world the
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way his peers did.
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Speaker 2: Well, and think about what an ADHD diagnosis at age
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five means for a developing brain. I mean, executive functioning,
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the ability to plan, to regulate emotions, to foresee consequences,
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is already impaired right out of the gate.
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Speaker 1: Right.
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Speaker 2: The breaks just aren't there exactly. A child with severe
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ADHD often experiences the world as a chaotic rush of stimuli.
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They struggle to find an internal anchor, and.
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Speaker 1: It doesn't just stop there, right, Like the childhood stuff
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is hard, but it gets worse, oh much worse.
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Speaker 2: While childhood ADHD is challenging, the real neurological storm usually
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hits during adolescence. For Jake, the tectonic plates of his
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mind really began shifting violently around age fourteen or fifteen,
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which brings.
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Speaker 1: Up something you mentioned when we were looking at the
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clinical notes for this case earlier. YEA, this concept of
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massive neurological pruning.
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Speaker 2: Yes, the pruning phase.
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Speaker 1: I want to stop and dig into that, because I
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don't think most of us understand what is actually physically
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happening to a teenager's brain during that window and why
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it's so dangerous for someone with latent psychiatric conditions.
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Speaker 2: It's a fascinating and crucial biological mechanism. Really. When you
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are a child, your brain is like a densely overgrown forest.
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You have this absolute abundance of synaptic connections just firing
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all over the place exactly. But as you enter adolescence,
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the brain begins a process called synaptic pruning. It essentially
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takes a machete to that forest, clearing out unused neural
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pathways to make the brain more efficient.
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Speaker 1: Like faster, and more specialized for adulthood.
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Speaker 2: Precisely, it's streamlining the system.
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Speaker 1: So it's basically upgrading the hard drive by deleting old
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unnecessary files.
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Speaker 2: That is a great way to put it. But here's
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the danger. If there is an underlying genetic vulnerability for
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a severe mental illness like schizophrenic or bipolar disorder, this
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aggressive pruning process, combined with massive hormonal surges can essentially
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trigger the illness.
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Speaker 1: Wow, so it activates it.
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Speaker 2: Yes, the system gets stressed, the wrong pathways might get prune,
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or latent chemical imbalances are suddenly thrust to the forefront.
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This is why we so frequently see the onset of
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severe life altering psychiatric disorders in that late teens to
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early twenties window.
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Speaker 1: And we definitely see that explosion in Jake's life. But
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it wasn't just a straight downward.
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Speaker 2: Trajectory now, it was very up and down.
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Speaker 1: Yeah. Amidst these violent mood swings, there were these undeniable
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flashes of sheer brilliance. When he was in high school
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Dan in Miami, Jake actually co invented a steady tool
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app for the iPhone.
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Speaker 2: A really complex, chief super complex.
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Speaker 1: It was called flash Me. He won a prestigious contest
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for it. I mean, he's on the local news, he's
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being hailed as a tech prodigy. He has all this
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potential right in front of him.
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Speaker 2: Which perfectly illustrates the cruel nature of the manic phase
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in these types of disorders. How so, well, the brain
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is flooded with dopamine and nor pinefrin the person feels invincible, brilliant,
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capable of doing one hundred things at once, and sometimes
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they actually do accomplish incredible things in that state, which
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reinforces the behavior, but the bill always comes due the
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neurochemicals deplete, and the crash is devastating.
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Speaker 1: And the crash in this specific case was absolute. I mean,
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within a month of standing on that stage winning that
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app contest, his parents describe him as being entirely unable
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to physically get.
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Speaker 2: Out of his bed, total paralysis.
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Speaker 1: Literally, they are begging him, trying to bribe him just
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to walk out the front door and go to school.
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The floor just fell completely off from under him.
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Speaker 2: The contrast is jarring. You know, you go from feeling
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like a god to feeling like a profound burden. And
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this is when the diagnoses starts, snowballing depression, anxiety, and
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the medical interventions begin. But the turning point, the moment
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the family realized that we're dealing with something truly life threatening,
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was the incident at his home when he was seventeen.
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Speaker 1: Right, oh man, this part is so hard to hear.
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Jake wanders downstairs in a complete days, goes into the kitchen,
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grabs a massive butcher knife, takes it up to his bedroom,
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and threatens to end his own life.
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Speaker 2: Just terrifying for a parent.
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Speaker 1: Utterly terrifying. His parents don't know what to do with
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the child they love, so he is immediately hospitalized and
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the ultimate heavy diagnosis comes down bipolar disorder.
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Speaker 2: And bipolar disorder is a chronic, severe mental illness characterized
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by these violent pendulum swings. The defense psychiatrists who evaluated
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Jake much later, doctor Sasha Barti, gave a hauntingly accurate description.
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Speaker 1: What did he say?
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Speaker 2: He said, Jake became a prisoner of his own mind.
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You swing from deep, dark, suicidal depressions where you cannot move,
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to periods of incredibilation, grandiose delusions, and crucially severely impaired judgment.
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Speaker 1: And let's look at the medical intervention here, because this
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detail absolutely stop me in my tracks.
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Speaker 2: When we were researching polypharmacy.
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Speaker 1: Yes, by the time Jake is in college where he
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is just failing spectacularly, abusing drugs, drinking heavily, completely unmoored,
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doctors had prescribed him roughly thirty different powerful psychotropic medications
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over the years.
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Speaker 2: It's a staggering number.
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Speaker 1: Thirty. I mean they are trying to treat him cycling
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through antidepressants, mood stabilizers, antipsychotics, mixing them, matching them.
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Speaker 2: We need to pause and think about the pharmacology of
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that for a second. Thirty different chemical interventions on a
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brain that is still fundamentally developing.
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Speaker 1: That's what I don't get. How does a brain even
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function under that chemical load? I mean thirty medications, not
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all at once, obviously, but cycling through that many What
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does that actually do to your baseline reality?
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Speaker 2: It obliterates it, It really does. When you introduce a
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psychotropic drug, it alters how your neurotransmitters function. It might
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block serotonin reuptake or block dopamine receptors. When you constantly
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change these medications, sometimes layering four or five at a time,
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the brain is perpetually trying to adapt receptors, downregulate, then upregulate.
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The liver is stressed trying to metabolize it all.
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Speaker 1: So the body is just exhausted exactly.
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Speaker 2: The patient experiences profound brain fog, emotional blunting, and chemical confusion.
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Jake had no idea what his actual, unmedicated personality even
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felt like anymore.
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Speaker 1: It makes me think of an analogy. Imagine Jake's parents,
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Debbie and Jim, have this beautifully designed, but terribly broken
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sports car.
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Speaker 2: Okay, I like this.
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Speaker 1: The engine keeps stalling, the brakes fail, it keeps crashing
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into walls. They've taken it to dozens of different mechanics.
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Which are these thirty different medications, and absolutely nothing works.
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The car is falling apart right, and then an Ivy
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League trained master mechanic steps up, a trusted family member,
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someone who literally has a medical degree, to fix this
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exact type of engine Kamela exactly. They hand over the keys,
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weeping with relief, thinking this master mechanic is finally going
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to save the car, But instead the mechanic takes it
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into a private garage, locks the heavy steel door, strips
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the engine, and secretly rewires this fragile machine into a
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getaway vehicle for a horrific crime.
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Speaker 2: That is a chillingly precise way to frame it. A
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mind exhausted by bipolar swings, confused by massive polypharmacy, and
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plagued by suicidal ideation is uniquely susceptible to external.
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Speaker 1: Anchoring because they have no internal ancher left.
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Speaker 2: Exactly, when you possess zero internal stability, you will instinctively
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grab onto whatever external structure is offered to you. You
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are desperate for someone to just tell you what is real.
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And for Jake's parents, when Debbie's own niece, doctor Pamela Bookbinder,
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offered to step in and manage his care well. They
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genuinely thought their prayers had been answered.
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Speaker 1: They called it a miracle. They completely adored Pamela, They
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trusted her with, in their own words, their most prized possession.
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So Jake packs up and moves part time into Pamela's
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Manhattan apartment.
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Speaker 2: And the arrangement sounds incredible logical on paper, right.
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Speaker 1: It really does. Pamela, a highly trained psychiatrist, will give
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Jake intense one on one therapy sessions and strictly monitor
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his messy cocktail of medication. Right, and in exchange, Jake
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will provide live in childcare for Pamela's four year old
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son Colder.
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Speaker 2: On paper, it looks like a symbiotic family arrangement, but
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practically it provides the perfect isolated ecosystem for manipulation.
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Speaker 1: The isolation is key.
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Speaker 2: Very much so Pamela immediately locks in a profound familial
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and emotional bond by making Jake the child's godfather.
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Speaker 1: Oh Man, for a kid who felt useless, who had
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just spent years wanting to die, suddenly feeling vital to
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a four year old's daily existence, that had to be
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the most intoxicating drug he'd ever been given.
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Speaker 2: It provided the ultimate anchor. Suddenly, Jake is needed. He
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has a divine purpose, He is the protector.
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Speaker 1: But what he fails to realize is that he has
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just been dropped onto the front lines of an absolute
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scorched earth war zone.
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Speaker 2: Because the backdrop to this only cozy Manhattan apartment set
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up is shockingly toxic.
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Speaker 1: So toxic. Pamela is locked in a vicious, highly reltigious,
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incredibly ugly custody battle with her ex boyfriend, doctor Michael Weiss.
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Speaker 2: The third psychiatrist in our story right, and their relationship
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history is very dark, very dark. There are documented allegations
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of severe domestic violence on both sides, and we aren't
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just talking about heated verbal arguments over the kitchen table.
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Speaker 1: No, it was physical.
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Speaker 2: At one point, Pamela allegedly attacked Michael with broken glass,
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an assault that required him to get stitches.
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Speaker 1: Jeez.
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Speaker 2: Michael had also been arrested following an incident where Pamela
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claimed he threatened her, though those charges were eventually dismissed.
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It was a relationship defined by volatility and mutual destruction.
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Speaker 1: But the twist and irony of all of this, the
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thing that makes the manipulation so blatant, is that Michael
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Weiss and Jake Nolan actually had a really positive history
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together before everything fell apart between Michael and Pamela. They did, yeah,
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years earlier, back when things were relatively normal. Michael actually
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attended Jake's bar Mitzvah. He even stood up and gave
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a speech, a really nice speech too, a heartfelt, beautiful
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speech where he looked at young Jake and told him
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he was inspired by his opportunity, charm, and character. Jake
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liked Michael, he respected him.
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Speaker 2: Think about the sheer magnitude of the psychological rewiring that
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had to take place in that apartment.
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Speaker 1: It's hard to even fathom.
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Speaker 2: To take a young man who respects someone who has
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fond memories of them celebrating a major life milestone and
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systematically turn him into a weapon against that same person.
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That requires daily, relentless indoctrination, constant pressure. It requires dismantling
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Jake's own memories and replacing them with Pamela's narrative.
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Speaker 1: And the sources detail exactly how that indoctrination happened. Pamela
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absolutely bombarded Jake with messaging. We're talking text messages where
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she calls him beautiful, sweet Jake, lovey and the most
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fun person.
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Speaker 2: To love, very inappropriate, very she.
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Speaker 1: Tells him he's remarkable and brilliant. And then there are
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these deeply unsettling photographs found later, photos of Jake, Pamela,
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and four year old cald are all in bed together,
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essentially in their underwear.
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Speaker 2: Yeah, that is that's highly disturbing.
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Speaker 1: Jake later tried to explain it away, saying it was
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just to show familiar comfort, to feel like a cohesive
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family unit.
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Speaker 2: The boundary violations there are staggering. When doctor Bardi, the
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defense psychiatrist, reviewed those photos, he didn't mince words. He
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called them horrific and creepy. This is not just cousins exactly.
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You have to remember you aren't just looking at two
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adult cousins hanging out. You were looking at a licensed
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practicing psychiatrist and her severely mentally ill, highly medicated patient.
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Speaker 1: Okay, let me push back on that timeline in the
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family's perception for a second, because if I'm Jake's parents
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down in Florida or anyone else in their social circle,
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how does a trained medical professional engage in such blatant
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boundary crossing without someone sounding the alarm? Well, I mean
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sending overly romanticized texts, take intimate bed photos. How did
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the family not realize that this quote unquote therapy had
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mutated into something incredibly sinister.
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Speaker 2: What's fascinating here is you have to look at the
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mechanics of isolation. Jake's parents were thousands of miles away
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in Florida. Jake and Pamela were in a closed loop
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in Manhattan, out of sight, out of mind. Right, the
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family only saw the outward curated results when they talked
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to Jake on the phone. He probably sounded happier than
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he had in years.
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Speaker 1: He had a job, he was medicated.
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Speaker 2: Exactly, He had a job, he was taking his meds.
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He loved his godson. They didn't see the micromanipulations happening
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at two in the morning. Doctor Bardi unpacked this beautifully
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by applying the clinical concept of a folly adieu, or
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what he described in this case as a cult of two.
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Speaker 1: Okay, a cult to too explain the actual mechanics of that,
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because usually when we hear cult, we think of a
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charismatic leader in a desert compound with one hundred people
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wearing matching clothes.
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Speaker 2: Right, But a cult doesn't require a compound, and it
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doesn't require a crowd. The defining architecture of a cult
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is simply the systematic shaping of a person's thought processes
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to exclusively meet the leader's ideals, combined with the isolation
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of the target from outside reality checks.
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Speaker 1: So it's just the dynamic, not the size exactly.
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Speaker 2: Pamela was the omnipotent leader. Jake was the sole devoted follower.
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She inflated his fragile ego by making him the exclusive
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savior of her son. She controlled his access to medication,
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which is a huge point of leverage, massive and once
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she had his complete dependence, she began pumping his mind
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full of poisonous narratives.
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Speaker 1: Poisonous is the right word, because while she's building Jake
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up into this hero figure, she's completely tearing Michael Weiss
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down systematically. She starts telling Jake that Michael is a monster.
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She says he's refusing to pay child support, trying to
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starve them out, and then she drops the ultimate unforgivable.
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Speaker 2: Lie, the worst thing you could say.
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Speaker 1: Yes, she falsely convinces Jake that Michael is actively molesting
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four year old Calder.
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Speaker 2: Put yourself in Jake Nolan's mind. You are a young
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man who desperately wants to be a hero, who has
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spent years feeling worthless. You have been anointed the godfather
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and protector of this child. Right you rely entirely on
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Pamela for your sanity, your medication, and your basic understanding
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of reality. When the architect of your reality tells you
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the child you love is being abused, you believe her.
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Speaker 1: You have to.
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Speaker 2: You have no mental immune system left to fight off
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the lie. She completely overwrote his free will and objective
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reality with her own violent paranoias.
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Speaker 1: Which takes us from the realm of psychological grooming directly
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into the physical preparation for violence. Because a lie that
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big that a child is being abused demands a physical solution,
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it forces action, it does, and this brings us to
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the blueprint of this bizarre, terrifying murder plot. How do
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you take a broken kid and physically prep him to kill?
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Speaker 2: The transition from thought to physical action requires deep behavioral conditioning,
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and the details of how Pamela allegedly conditioned Jake read
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like a text book on coercive control.
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Speaker 1: It's straight out of a psychological thriller. Jake later claimed
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that Pamela began repeatedly playing the Beatles song Maxwell's Silver
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Hammer in the apartment Yes, over and over, just playing
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it on a loop while they went about their day
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to prime his subconscious for what she wanted him to do.
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Speaker 2: And auditory programming is a known tactic in psychological manipulation.
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By linking a cheerful, familiar tune to a gruesome concept
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bludgeoning someone with a hammer, she is systematically desensitizing him
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to the horror of the act, making it feel normal exactly.
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It bypasses the logical moral centers of the brain and
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em beds the idea of the weapon into his daily
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routine as something normal, almost whimsical. And then once the
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psychological seed is planted, they move to acquire the hardware.
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Speaker 1: And this is where the evil genius mastermind label really
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starts to fall apart from me, because her actions here
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are recklessly stupid.
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Speaker 2: Very brazen.
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Speaker 1: Pamela is literally caught on high definition surveillance video at
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a New York City home depot. She is standing at
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the register paying cash for a massive ten pounds sledgehammer,
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and Jake is standing right next to her looking like
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a total zombie.
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Speaker 2: It's an incredibly brazen act. For a highly educated Ivy
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league medical professional, you would expect more sophistication, right, But
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it points to an overwhelming arrogance and also to a
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dual motive that the prosecution would uncover much later. Oh,
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the financial motive, because while Pamela is spinning this emotional
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narrative to Jake about protecting a little Calder from abuse,
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there is a massive, cold blooded financial undercurrent happening at
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the exact same time.
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Speaker 1: This detail blew my mind. The prosecution later reveals that
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just three days before the hammer is purchased, Michael Weiss
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was convinced to make Pamela the irrevocable trustee of a
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one point five million dollar life insurance policy that was
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meant for Calder three days three days now. Irrevocable means
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exactly that it cannot be undone or changed by Michael.
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If Michael dies, the toddler inherits the one point five
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million dollars, but Pamela, as the trustee, has total, unj
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check control of the money.
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Speaker 2: That is a huge sum of money, and.
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Speaker 1: Three days later they're in home depot buying a sledgehammer.
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Speaker 2: It forces us to examine the core driver of the crime.
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Was this entire plot driven by maternal delusion and a vengeful,
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rage filled custody dispute, or was it a calculated, cold
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blooded financial hit to secure a million and a half dollars?
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Speaker 1: Probably mix it both.
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Speaker 2: It is highly likely a toxic synthesis of both, But
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the gruesome details of how she initially wanted Michael killed
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suggest a hatred that goes far beyond simple financial greed.
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Speaker 1: Yeah, the proposed methods are horrific. Pamela didn't just want
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Michael out of the picture. She allegedly wanted him to
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suffer immensely. She suggested Jake inject him with poisonous chemicals
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that she could procure. She suggested finding a way to
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bring him alive in front of a group of people
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to humiliate him.
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Speaker 2: It's sadistic.
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Speaker 1: And she also bought heavy duty zip ties at that
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same home depot, instructing Jake to use them to tie
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Michael up, torture him, and castrate him before killing him.
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Speaker 2: And right there is where we see a crucial psychological
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boundary emerge. Jake, heavily medicated and brainwashed as he is,
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agrees to the murder, but he outright refuses to do
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the torture. He refuses the zip ties, he refuses to
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castrate Michael. He draws a line in the sand.
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Speaker 1: But hold on, let's look at the sheer tactical absurdity
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of this plan for a second. Okay, you have Jake Nolan,
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a twenty year old kid who is heavily medicated, struggling
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with severe mental illness, physically lethargic from the drugs, not
21:30
exactly a trained killer from it, and Pamela is tasking
21:34
him with wielding a ten pound sledgehammer in close quarters
21:38
against Michael Weiss, who is a six foot three, two
21:42
hundred and five pound grown man.
21:44
Speaker 2: The physics just don't make sense.
21:46
Speaker 1: A ten pound hammer is incredibly heavy and unwieldy. How
21:49
did she ever in a million years think this was
21:51
going to work? The shearing competence is staggering.
21:55
Speaker 2: Well, it speaks to the absolute hubris of the manipulator.
21:58
Pamela didn't view Jake as a capable, tactical hit man.
22:01
She viewed him as a completely disposable asset, a human drone.
22:05
Speaker 1: Just throw him at the problem.
22:06
Speaker 2: If it works, she gets the million and a half dollars,
22:09
she gets sole custody and her enemy is dead if
22:12
it fails, which was statistically likely given the physical mismatch.
22:16
A severely mentally ill young man takes the fall, goes
22:20
to a psychiatric ward or prison, and she walks away cleanly,
22:23
claiming he just had a violent manic episode, A win
22:26
win for her exactly. But you are absolutely right to
22:29
focus on Jake's line in the sand regarding the torture,
22:33
because while that refusal shows he wasn't completely devoid a morality,
22:37
it becomes a massive legal liability for him when he
22:40
finally faces.
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Speaker 1: A jury, because it proves to a jury that he
22:43
still have the cognitive capacity to make choices exactly.
22:46
Speaker 2: The prosecution will later argue that it shows he possessed
22:49
at least some degree of free will. If your brain
22:51
is functional enough to say no, pastration is wrong, I
22:54
won't do that, then why couldn't your brain say no,
22:56
murder is wrong, I won't do that.
22:58
Speaker 1: Wow.
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Speaker 2: Yeah, it's a devastating legal nuance which takes us.
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Speaker 1: To the morning where all this theoretical planning, all this
23:03
psychological conditioning, finally explodes into bloody reality. Twelve, twenty twelve,
23:10
the day of the attack. Here we go, We're going
23:12
to walk you through exactly what happened, minute by minute,
23:15
and I warn you, the surreal nature of this morning
23:17
is really hard to wrap your head around.
23:19
Speaker 2: The timeline of that morning is a masterclass in the
23:22
final stages of coercive control. Pamela has to wind the
23:26
toy up and point it at the target.
23:28
Speaker 1: According to Jake's later testimony, he wakes up that morning
23:32
and Pamela is already in.
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Speaker 2: His bed right.
23:35
Speaker 1: She is gently rubbing his back. She's cooing at him,
23:39
calling him her savior, her hero. She tells him that
23:42
no one else in the world understands her the way
23:44
he does.
23:45
Speaker 2: Classic emotional manipulation.
23:47
Speaker 1: And then she tells him that today Michael will be
23:49
And this is her exact clitical word.
23:51
Speaker 2: Terminated, terminated. Notice the language there, Yeah, it's very sterile,
23:55
an attached mechanical word used to describe the brutal, visceral
23:59
bludgeoning of human being. It's a deliberate psychological tactic to
24:04
distance Jake from the reality of the violence he's about
24:06
to inflict. You don't murder a human, you terminate a problem.
24:11
Speaker 1: She then packs a duffel bag for him. She takes
24:14
a heavy ten pound sledgehammer and a sharp kitchen steak
24:17
knife and places them into the bag. Okay, and she's hysterical.
24:21
She's crying tears, packing this bag like she's a nervous
24:24
mother sending her kid off to his first school field trip,
24:28
except she's sending him to commit a homicide.
24:30
Speaker 2: Just an unbelievable scene.
24:32
Speaker 1: And before he walks out the door, she hands him
24:35
a crucial piece of equipment, a hand drawn map of
24:40
Michael's Midtown Manhattan professional high rise building.
24:43
Speaker 2: That map is a fascinating piece of physical evidence. Pamela
24:46
would later try to claim she simply drew him a
24:48
map to help him navigate the neighborhood to find a
24:51
daycare for Calder.
24:52
Speaker 1: Oh, come on, I know.
24:54
Speaker 2: But the map specifically highlighted a business in Michael's building
24:57
called Bright Kids, which was a tutoring center.
25:00
Speaker 1: Right, providing him with the perfect verifiable alibi to get
25:03
past the front desk's security. So, clutching this hand drawn map,
25:07
carrying a bag with a sledgehammer, Jake takes the subway to.
25:10
Speaker 2: Midtown broad daylight.
25:12
Speaker 1: He scopes out the entrances, walks into the professional business lobby,
25:16
and approaches the security desk and This is where the
25:19
absolute trance he is in becomes undeniable. He doesn't use
25:23
a fake name. No, he doesn't try to hide his face.
25:25
He signs the visitor log using his real name, Jake Nolan.
25:30
He tells the guard he's going up to the break
25:31
Kids tutoring center.
25:33
Speaker 2: He later told investigators, I was willing to die for
25:36
this woman. I wasn't trying to hide anything.
25:39
Speaker 1: That is just so bleak.
25:41
Speaker 2: He is operating purely as an instrument of her will.
25:44
At this point, the concept of getting away with it
25:46
hasn't even entered his mind because his only goal is
25:50
completing the mission for his leader.
25:52
Speaker 1: So he takes the elevator up to the twelfth floor.
25:55
He walks into Michael's psychiatric office, but Michael is actually
25:58
in the middle of a session with a patient, so
26:00
Jake just turns around, leaves the suite, and goes to
26:03
wait in the concrete stairwell. He later admits that sitting
26:06
in that cold stairwell, he was terrified.
26:08
Speaker 2: I'm sure he was.
26:09
Speaker 1: He was nervous. He wanted to back out, He wanted
26:11
to just throw the bag away and go home, but
26:13
he felt he had absolutely no choice because he believed
26:17
he physically could not return to Pamela having failed to
26:19
protect his godson.
26:21
Speaker 2: That is the suffocating pressure of the cult of two.
26:24
The fear of disappointing the leader, the fear of losing
26:27
his only anchor to reality vastly outweighs the biological fear
26:31
of committing a horrific crime. He is trapped in a
26:34
psychological cage.
26:36
Speaker 1: He waits. Once the patient finally leaves, Jake goes back
26:39
into the office suite. He uses a predetermined ruse, telling
26:43
Michael he needs some financial forms signed for Calder.
26:46
Speaker 2: School to get his guard down exactly well.
26:49
Speaker 1: The six foot three Michael is distracted, turning around to
26:51
search his desk for the forms. Jake asks to use
26:54
the restroom. He goes into the bathroom to.
26:56
Speaker 2: Prepare, and this is it.
26:57
Speaker 1: He takes the steak knife out of the bag and
26:59
slips it into his pocket. He grips the handle of
27:02
the ten pound sledge hammer. He takes a breath, comes
27:05
out of the bathroom, raises this massive hammer over his head,
27:08
and swings it with everything he has right at the
27:11
back of Michael's skull.
27:12
Speaker 2: But the physical disparity you mentioned earlier instantly alters the outcome.
27:16
Michael is a large, incredibly fit man.
27:18
Speaker 1: Yeah, he's huge.
27:19
Speaker 2: Even with his back turned, he senses the sudden movement,
27:23
the displacement of air. He ducks at the absolute last microsecond.
27:28
Speaker 1: The ten pound hammer misses a lethal blow to the
27:30
head and instead takes a glancing heavy blow off Michael's shoulder.
27:35
The sheer momentum causes Jake to drop the.
27:37
Speaker 2: Heavy hammer, so he loses his main weapon.
27:40
Speaker 1: Realizing he missed, Jake immediately pulls the steak knife from
27:43
his pocket. He lunges at Michael and a desperate, violent
27:47
struggle begins. Jake stabs Michael seven or eight times in
27:50
the stomach, deep into the back, across the chest, horrific,
27:54
but Michael is fighting back furiously fueled by pure adrenaline.
27:59
Speaker 2: It turns into to a desperate, chaotic brawl. Both men
28:03
are severely injured, bleeding heavily slipping on the floor, fighting
28:06
for their lives. Michael manages to wrestle the knife away.
28:10
Speaker 1: Which is incredible.
28:11
Speaker 2: They eventually spill out of the office door and onto
28:13
the hallway floor of this quiet, professional midtown high rise,
28:17
absolutely terrifying the neighboring businesses who start frantically calling nine
28:20
to one one.
28:21
Speaker 1: And here's where it gets really interesting, and honestly, it
28:24
is the single detail that defines the absolute madness of
28:27
this entire case. Selfie. Yes, the fight is over, yep.
28:31
Jake Nolan is sitting slumped on the floor of this hallway.
28:34
He has stab wounds to his own chest and defensive
28:37
wounds on his hand from the scuffle. He is bleeding right,
28:40
The man he just tried to murder is bleeding profusely,
28:43
just feed away from him. And what does Jake do?
28:46
He doesn't run, he doesn't try to help. He reaches
28:49
into his pocket, pulls out his cell phone, lifts it
28:51
up to frame his face in his bloody chest, and
28:53
takes a selfie.
28:54
Speaker 2: It is an entirely incomprehensible action to a rational functioning mind.
28:59
Speaker 1: Imagine that. Imagine the sheer, terrifying madness of a hit
29:03
man mid crime scene, adrenaline pumping, sirens probably wailing down
29:08
on the street, stopping to snap a quick selfie first
29:10
camera roll. Yeah to me, you look at that behavior
29:12
and you have to ask, doesn't this entirely prove the
29:15
defense's point? Doesn't this prove Jake's total detachment from reality.
29:20
Who in their right mind does that.
29:22
Speaker 2: If we connect this to the bigger picture, you have
29:24
to interpret the selfie not as an act of millennial
29:27
vanity or a weird social media obsession, but strictly through
29:30
the lens of the psychological programming he underwent. Oh interesting,
29:33
Doctor Bardi framed this perfectly in the context of cult dynamics,
29:37
that selfie is a proof of life, or more accurately,
29:41
a proof of task report back to the leader.
29:43
Speaker 1: Like printing a receipt at the end of a transaction.
29:45
Speaker 2: Precisely, he is documenting the completion of the mission for Pamela.
29:49
He is showing her look at my blood, look at
29:52
what I sacrificed. I did exactly what you asked.
29:54
Speaker 1: Wow.
29:54
Speaker 2: It highlights his complete and total disconnect from the legal, moral,
29:58
or physical consequences of his actions in the real world.
30:02
His entire universe had shrunk to one goal, proving his
30:05
ultimate loyalty to Pamela.
30:07
Speaker 1: And the text messages that follow shortly after back that
30:10
theory up perfectly. Jake is arrested by the NYPD. He
30:14
is handcuffed to a hospital bed being treated for his
30:16
stab wounds. Heavily medicated on IVY morphine, and yet his
30:20
singular focus is still the cult leader. He manages to
30:23
get his phone and texts Pamela. He types, in this
30:26
frantic run on sentence, please come Michael, bleeding badly, saying
30:30
I walked into office. He stabbed me with my knife
30:33
in the heart.
30:34
Speaker 2: A total lie. But it's the lie she told him
30:36
to say.
30:36
Speaker 1: He's still trying to spin the defensive narrative she taught him,
30:40
still desperately reaching out to his handler for guidance.
30:43
Speaker 2: And Pamela's response to that desperate plea is perhaps the
30:46
most chilling revealing detail of the entire ordeal. She receives
30:50
a text that her young cousin has been stabbed in
30:52
the heart and is in the hospital. Yeah, and she
30:54
replies with a single word where, just where, no punctuation.
31:00
Speaker 1: It is the exact defining moment the cult leader realizes
31:03
the disposable asset has failed the mission and become a liability.
31:08
There is no maternal concern for Jake's well being. None,
31:11
There is no panic about his potentially fatal wounds. It
31:15
is pure tactical calculation, where are you, who is listening?
31:19
And how much legal trouble am I currently in? So
31:22
the physical attack is over, the blood is on the floor,
31:24
Jake is in handcuffs. Pamela is miles away plotting her
31:28
next move. How does the justice system untangle a crime
31:32
where the murder weapon is a hammer, but the actual
31:34
weapon is a human being.
31:35
Speaker 2: It's incredibly difficult.
31:37
Speaker 1: This brings us to the agonizingly slow, deeply frustrating wheels
31:41
of justice.
31:41
Speaker 2: The contrast between how the legal system ultimately treats the
31:45
weapon Jake and the mastermind Pamela is a stark, infuriating
31:50
lesson in the difficulties of prosecuting psychological crimes.
31:53
Speaker 1: Let's start with Jake's journey through the system. His criminal
31:56
trial doesn't actually happen until March of twenty sixteen, nearly
32:00
three and a half years after the attack in the hallway.
32:02
Speaker 2: Such a long time to wait, and.
32:04
Speaker 1: His defense strategy is a total mess right from the
32:06
starting line. When he was first arrested, his fractured mind
32:11
gave the police three completely different contradictory stories.
32:14
Speaker 2: Oh boy.
32:15
Speaker 1: First he blamed Michael entirely, saying Michael attacked him out
32:18
of nowhere. Then he changed it, saying he never even
32:21
swung the sledgehammer because he realized he was too heavy
32:23
to lift right. And then he offered the most absurd
32:27
version of all. He claimed Michael, somehow magically possessed X
32:30
ray vision, knew the hammer was hidden inside Jake's zipped
32:33
duffel bag, reached in, pulled it out, and attacked Jake
32:37
with it.
32:38
Speaker 2: From a defense attorney standpoint, it is an absolute nightmare.
32:42
As his lawyer Stephen Brownstein noted during the proceedings, Jake
32:46
was a highly unreliable narrator of his own life. His
32:49
mind was deeply.
32:50
Speaker 1: Fractured beyond repair.
32:52
Speaker 2: Almost In fact, the psychological toll of sitting in a
32:55
jail cell, awaiting trial and slowly having the cult Programme
33:00
I and whereof to reveal reality was so heavy that
33:03
in May of twenty fifteen, Jake attempted suicide again. He
33:07
poisoned himself and fell into a severe coma.
33:10
Speaker 1: His parents thought they were going to lose it entirely.
33:13
He miraculously survives the coma, and his defense team decides
33:16
they have to go with a risky, complex legal strategy diminished.
33:20
Speaker 2: Capacity a tough road in New York very.
33:23
Speaker 1: They argue to the jury that because of his severe
33:25
bipolar disorder, the cocktail of thirty medications and Pamla's intense
33:30
systematic brainwashing, Jake legally lacked the capacity to form the
33:34
actual required intent to commit murder.
33:37
Speaker 2: Diminished capacity is incredibly hard to prove. You essentially have
33:39
to prove the defendant didn't know what they were doing
33:41
was wrong at the exact moment of the crime. And
33:43
the prosecution comes back with a devastating, highly effective counter argument.
33:48
They play audiotapes from Jake's pre trial psychiatric evaluation, and
33:52
what do they focus their entire argument on? The zip
33:54
ties blind in the sand we talked about earlier exactly.
33:57
The prosecution brilliantly points out that if Jake's brain was
34:00
functional enough to refuse Pamela's explicit demand to torture and
34:04
cast straight Michael, then he wasn't a mindless, programmable robot.
34:08
He was still capable of evaluating moral choices. He evaluated
34:12
castration and chose not to do it. He evaluated swinging
34:15
a sledgehammer at a man's head, and he chose to
34:17
do it. Therefore, the prosecution argues he possessed legal intent, and.
34:22
Speaker 1: That argument works flawlessly for the prosecution. After a grueling
34:26
two week trial, the jury deliberates for less than an hour,
34:29
less than an hour, less than an hour to decide
34:32
his fate. They find Jake Nolan guilty of attempted murder.
34:36
The judge overseeing the case calls it an act of
34:39
extreme brutality and sentences Jake to nine and a half
34:42
years in state prison, a heavy sentence. His parents, Debbie
34:46
and Jim, are absolutely crushed watching their six son being
34:49
led away in chains.
34:50
Speaker 2: Jake becomes the sole person paying the immediate price for
34:53
a horrific plot. He almost certainly wouldn't have possessed the
34:56
executive function to concoct on his own, which brings us
35:00
to the massive, glaring elephant in the room. Doctor Pamela Bookbinder.
35:05
Speaker 1: This is where I have severe, table pounding pushback regarding
35:09
how the justice system operates. Explain to me how this happens.
35:12
Speaker 2: It's frustrating.
35:13
Speaker 1: Almost immediately after the bloody attack in twenty twelve, a
35:16
family court judge looks at the exact same evidence, including
35:20
the high definition home depot surveillance video, and immediately strips
35:24
Pamela of her custody of calder, giving full permanent custody
35:28
to Michael Weiss. The family Court explicitly acknowledges she was
35:32
dangerously involved in this plot, yet criminally she walks free
35:37
for five years.
35:38
Speaker 2: It's hard to reconcile she is.
35:39
Speaker 1: Going out to lunch, living her life. How does a
35:42
woman caught on video buying the murder weapon with cash
35:44
walk free for five years while there's severely mentally ill
35:47
pawn sits in a coma and they gets shipped off
35:49
to a maximum security prison.
35:51
Speaker 2: It is maddening, but it highlights a massive structural blind
35:56
spot in our legal system. It is incredibly difficult for
35:59
pross secutters to prove psychological manipulation beyond a reasonable doubt
36:03
to a criminal jury.
36:04
Speaker 1: Even with the video.
36:05
Speaker 2: Buying a hammer at home depot is suspicious. Yes, providing
36:09
a weapon is one thing, but proving she explicitly directed
36:13
him to use it to commit murder, without written contracts,
36:16
without recorded audio, without explicit text messages saying kill him today,
36:21
that is legally complex. I see prosecutors were likely playing
36:25
a long game, waiting to see if Jake would formally
36:27
flip and testify against her, or trying to build a
36:30
completely airtight paper trail regarding the one point five million
36:34
dollar life insurance motive.
36:36
Speaker 1: But eventually the law does catch up. October twenty seventeen,
36:39
Pamela is tracked down and arrested at a friend's house
36:42
in upstate New York. Finally, she is finally charged with
36:44
attempted murder and assault. She hires high powered, expensive defense
36:48
attorneys who immediately go to the press and try to
36:50
wave away the home depot video, calling it a sideshow, unbelievable.
36:54
Her wealthy family even tries to offer the court a
36:57
one point five million dollar bond to get her out
37:01
on bail so she can fight the case from home,
37:04
but the.
37:04
Speaker 2: JUND rightfully denies that bail request, largely because of what
37:07
the police found when they arrested her. What did they
37:10
find when they took her into custody. She had her passport,
37:13
her birth certificate, and Calder's expired passport physically on her Purson.
37:18
Speaker 1: Oh, she was running, She.
37:19
Speaker 2: Was preparing to run. She was a massive, undeniable flight risk.
37:23
So the Ivy League educated psychiatrist is sent to Rikers
37:27
Island and she sits.
37:28
Speaker 1: In Rikers for five years, burning through legal delays, changing tactics,
37:34
and waiting out the pandemic. Finally we reached the bizarre
37:37
anti climactic finale of the legal saga. September twenty twenty two,
37:42
almost a decade later, Pamela is in court and out
37:45
of nowhere, she suddenly accepts a plea deal. She agrees
37:48
to eleven years in prison for a tempted assault and
37:50
a lesser weapons charge. Seems like the saga is finally over.
37:53
Speaker 2: But true to her psychological profile, she tries one last
37:57
desperate manipulation of the system.
37:59
Speaker 1: Exactly, I couldn't believe this part. A month after taking
38:02
the deal, she goes back for her official sentencing hearing
38:06
and tries to withdraw the plea deal using the most absurd,
38:10
grasping excuses, imaginable, just wild. She claims to the judge
38:14
that she shouldn't be bound by the plea because she
38:16
was exposed to mace during a scuffle at Riker's, she
38:19
hadn't taken her proper medication, And my absolute personal favorite,
38:24
she claims she got a contact high from someone smoking
38:26
drugs on the prison bus ride to the courthouse.
38:29
Speaker 2: It's a desperate, almost insulting attempt to manipulate the court,
38:33
treating the legal system with the same arrogant contempt she
38:36
treated Jake. It really is, but Judge Thomas Farber, crucially
38:40
the exact same judge who presided over Jake's trial years earlier,
38:45
denies the withdrawal instantly, He sees right through the smoke
38:48
screen and officially sentences her to the agreed upon eleven years.
38:52
Speaker 1: During that final sentencing, Michael Weiss is given the floor
38:55
to read a victim impact statement. It wasn't officially recorded
38:58
for the public, but those are the rooms. It was
39:00
just heartbreaking, I can imagine. He told the court that
39:02
he still suffers from profound debilitating PTSD from fighting for
39:07
his life in that hallway, and he stated his firm,
39:10
terrifying belief that Pamela's hatred for him is so absolute,
39:14
so structurally deep in her psyche, that she will do
39:18
anything in her power to harm him again the second
39:21
she is released.
39:22
Speaker 2: And that is the heavy lingering shadow of this case.
39:25
Because she took a plea deal and had already served
39:28
five years at Riker's, she will likely be released in
39:30
twenty twenty seven.
39:31
Speaker 1: That's right around the corner.
39:32
Speaker 2: Michael Weiss has to live every day with the knowledge
39:35
that the architect of his attempted murder will soon be
39:38
walking the streets again.
39:39
Speaker 1: So what does this all mean? We've walked through the
39:42
nurow development of childhood trauma, the devastating effects of medication overload,
39:46
a bizarre and toxic custody battle, a sledgehammer, a surreal selfie,
39:50
and two deeply flawed trials.
39:52
Speaker 2: It's a lot to process.
39:53
Speaker 1: If we distill all this madness down, what is the
39:56
court truth we were left with?
39:58
Speaker 2: We are left with the tragic, n un deniable reality
40:01
of weaponized vulnerability. Jake Nolan was a young man whose
40:05
brain chemistry was failing him. He desperately needed medical help, stability, boundaries,
40:10
and genuine care.
40:11
Speaker 1: Instead, he was exploited.
40:13
Speaker 2: Instead, he was turned into a human weapon by the
40:15
very medical professional who took an oath to heal him.
40:19
It is the ultimate catastrophic perversion of the caregiver role.
40:23
Speaker 1: And for you listening, this is exactly why this story matters.
40:26
It isn't just a sensational true crime anomaly to listen
40:29
to on your commute. It is a stark, neon warning
40:33
sign about the unseen power dynamics inherent in all medical
40:37
and psychological care. Absolutely, it shows us the terrifying vulnerabilities
40:40
of the human mind when it is stripped of its
40:43
own internal anchors, and it proves beyond a shadow of
40:46
a doubt how easily our implicit trust can be weaponized
40:49
against us if it falls into the wrong hands.
40:52
Speaker 2: Which leaves us with a rather chilling thought to consider
40:54
as we close out. We started this deep dive talking
40:57
about the clarity of an X ray versus the murky
40:59
subject of wars of psychiatry. The entire psychiatric profession relies
41:04
on a foundational bedrock of absolute trust between the patient
41:07
and the practitioner. The practitioner is tasked with helping the
41:11
patient rebuild their broken reality.
41:13
Speaker 1: That's the whole point of therapy.
41:14
Speaker 2: But if the architect of a patient's reality secretly decides
41:19
to rewrite the blueprints for their own selfish, violent gain,
41:23
how could any patient possibly realize they are being programmed
41:26
until it is far, far too late.
41:28
Speaker 1: A truly terrifying question to mull over next time you
41:31
sit in doctor's office. Thank you all so much for
41:34
joining us on this intense deep dive today. Keep your
41:36
eyes open, keep protecting your mental peace, and never stop
41:39
questioning the narratives being built around you. We'll catch you
41:41
next time.