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The Hollow People Cybernetic | Lauren Anton · Ryder Lee

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Today we have a very special guest who I met at Contact in the Desert
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our first time guest today. She is a Shaman instructor and a lifelong
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experiencer. She has extensive knowledge of Angels, Aliens, and the Paranormal.
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Lauren Anton, Welcome to the show. It's good to see you. Thanks
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for coming on. Hi writer, good to see you again. Yes,
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it is really just a pretty setup for the show, Okay. I want
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everyone to know that I spent hours and hours looking for this clip from Alex
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Jones, from Joe Rogan that's very relevant to the show that we're going to
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do here right now today that I remembered very vividly to play on this show
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here today with you, Lauren. And we're going to play that clip a
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little later on. But I was getting to the point where I was getting
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very agitated, okay, because I distinctly remember the episode that I'm referring to,
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and I couldn't find it anywhere, and Google didn't help at all.
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I listened to all of the Joe Rogan Alex Jones episodes that I could find
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on YouTube. It's not there. I listened to the one that was from
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twenty seventeen. I was like three and a half hours long. I read
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through all the transcripts. I listened to the four hour long with Tim Dillon
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that happened in twenty twenty. It wasn't in there. I read through all
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of the YouTube transcripts. It wasn't in there. I was seriously like,
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what is going on here? I was like they had to have wiped it
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and just made a scene like the episode didn't even exist. I even googled
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how many times has Alex Jones been on Joe. Google wouldn't tell me.
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All that popped up was the two that I just mentioned, the one from
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twenty seventeen and the one from twenty twenty. And I thought, Okay,
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Google's trying to gaslight me here and act like this episode doesn't exist. But
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I was on a mission, Lauren, Okay, I was going to find
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this episode if it was lasting. That I do because I knew that it
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existed. I remember listening to it, and I had a very detailed memory
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of it, because I feel like I have you know, I remember a
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lot of things. I can remember everything that I've ever said and that anyone
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has ever told me, And of course I can't, you know, repeat
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it verbatim what other people tell me, but get the point here. So
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I was searching message boards, rephrasing Google searches, and nothing was coming up.
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It had been wiped from the internet completely. It's not there anywhere,
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not even a mention of it, but neilss to say I found it.
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We're going to play it here a little later on, but I just wanted
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to let everyone know how difficult of a time I had to try and find
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the freaking clip, and I wanted to play it here for everyone today and
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for you, Lauren anyway. Like I said, we're going to play it
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here in a little while. But Lauren, thanks for coming on. I
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appreciate it a lot. We had a fantastic conversation at Contacting the desert this
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year and listening to your story, I found it very fascinating and I wanted
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to bring you on to love. My audience also hear it as well,
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and you know, come to their own conclusion. But I feel as if
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you're a genuine human being and I'm excited to speak with you. So take
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us from the beginning. An old school raised by giants. Here, take
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us from the beginning. How did this all start for you, Lauren?
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As a child, I was very connected to nature, and I could hear
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trees talk. I understood animals very well. I could hear rocks speak to
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me. As I got older, it evolved into seeing dead people and having
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interactions with them and having a lot of experiences with ghosts. And as I
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became a teenager, it morphed again into more of what I would call Harry
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Potter school. Things became very interesting. It was frightening a lot of experiences
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that I was having, so with that became older into my twenties, Harry
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Potter School really picked up. It seemed like the universe. I didn't realize
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it at the time. In retrospect, I can look back and say that
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the universe definitely had its plan for an education for me. But that's where
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a lot of experiences with the paranormal began, and it created a lot of
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fear within myself because I didn't understand. And as a child and a teenager,
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I hated scary movies because I realized that what was in them was actually
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true, so I tried to avoid those. But anyway, as I got
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older, things really picked up. And also I feel like a lot of
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people started to come my way. I was put in front of a lot
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of people that were having problems with things they didn't understand, and I seemed
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to have an innate ability to understand that and to comfort these people and to
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assist them in whatever it is they were trying to accomplish, whether they wanted
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to get something out of their home. I didn't have any formal training,
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but I feel like it was just an innate understanding that I have a genetic
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memory, if you will. Anyway, later on in life, when I
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was in my thirty I started to have a lot of paranormal experiences in my
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own home, and I just was constantly surrounded by a variety of beings and
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had a lot of understanding. I developed a lot of understanding of how to
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interact or accomplish removing them. So with that, eventually that morphed dramatically.
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It was like a light switch was turned off and another turned on, and
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I started to have experiences with angels. And again, like I say in
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retrospect, it's very interesting how I feel that the universe had a plan for
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me about It was like a co creation of my skills. So I started
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to see angels and my first experience was well, technically it was my second
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experience, but my first experience second experience was extremely profound and altered me.
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And that experience led to an understanding that I was supposed to study ancient civilizations
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and humanity, and I was directed towards learning shamanism. So I started studying
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shamanism and became very versed with that, and that was a parallel education that
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was occurring at the same time when I was having visits from angels. The
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angel experiences lasted approximately thirteen years, and during that time I had become a
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practicing shaman, and it was nice to put an earthly language on what I
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had learned from angels in the beginning when I was having these experiences, you
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know, you always question your sanity just a little bit, or what you're
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told or I wasn't told, I was shown, or information was transferred to
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me. And so when I would have this information, I would use my
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logical mind later to wonder if what I was shown exists or is true,
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or how it could be true. Because I was shown how to heal people,
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and I was shown things about this world that we live in and who
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we are and how we came to be and what our true capabilities are.
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And I feel that shamanism I was trained in the South American tradition. I
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feel that shamanism assisted me in putting an earthly language to it and validated for
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me, the things that I had learned from angels, the information I had
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gathered, and with that I once I had enough validation, and I'm like,
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oh, this is exactly what I've learned. This is what this is.
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Now there's there's a process, this is how this works. I no
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longer questioned what I had been shown by angels, and so it really assisted
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me in realizing that everything that what was happening to me was happening for a
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reason, and I had a certain purpose to fulfill here. That's interesting.
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Now you say that you were you had these paranormal experiences when you were growing
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up. What was like the first paranormal experience that you had, Because I
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had several growing up as well, and I just don't don't talk about them.
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I don't really get into them, and I don't mess with the paranormal
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anymore. Like I just completely stay away from me because it's really real and
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it screwed up a lot of stuff for me, so like I don't even
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touch it and I won't go in any place anymore. It used to be
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a paranormal investigator, and I'm like, not not doing it anymore. Stuff's
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too real, it's and I'm just not messing with it. So what was
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what was that first paranormal experience for you? My first non human was a
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demon? What did it look like? Was it like scary like everyone says
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that the demons are, or was it a shadow or typical stereotypical what you
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would think in a movie or an art would be a demon. And it
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was extremely frightening and it was very powerful. Also, I've learned along the
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way because I've had a lot of experiences with different entities, different demons,
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there's definitely a hierarchy. They have different abilities, So the first one was
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kind of one of the higher ones. It was very frightening. Now,
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this is nothing against you, I think, but I think it's important to
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talk about it right from the beginning. Is were you under the influence of
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any drugs, alcohol, or any of that during the time that you were
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having these experiences? Thank you, because that's a completely valid and legitimate question.
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And it's interesting because whenever I would express these experiences to people, I
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always felt it necessary to start the conversation with that saying, Look, I
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promise I'm not crazy, I don't do drugs, I'm not an alcoholic,
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I'm not having hallucinations. This one hundred percent happened to me. So that's
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who I was, and no I was not. Yeah, people get kind
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of get upset when you've asked that question, but I think it's a very
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important question because it can be done like if you're on some form of drugs
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or alcohol, like it can influence your perception of reality. Right, absolutely,
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and honestly, I had to have been the most boring teenager and young
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person. I never got into any of that. Yeah, that's really good.
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So now that we've cleared that up. When we were talking at Contact
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in the Desert, you were talking, I want you to get into your
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first angel experience and how they put information into you and what that information was.
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You just mentioned that it was healing information and to study ancient civilizations.
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Now when a lot of people, that's how you can kind of get a
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reading on who's kind of telling the truth and who's not. Because a lot
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of people claim that they get like visions of the future and that they see
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that everything's going to collapse and then destroy and then they talk about it.
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It never happened, you know what I mean. So this would make sense
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if it was actually something that was in it for your better understanding, and
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your greater good is to give you information about us and like what we're doing
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here and who we are, you know, and how to further that knowledge.
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So can you get into that? Sure? So the very first experience
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I had happened pre what I had told you about. And one day I
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was writing utility bills at my desk in my office and straight ahead the way
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the house was structured, there were double doors that opened up into the entryway
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of the home, and I could see into the formal living room, and
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I was writing bills, and I was compelled to look up something. I
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just really felt an urge to look up. And I looked up into the
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formal living room and I saw a rectangle, a golden rectangle, horizontal,
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and it looked like a picture frame, but with no picture in it,
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because I could see the wall and everything behind it. And as I was
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looking at this, I thought, Wow, there's a rectangle suspended in my
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living room. And then as I was observing this, there were a lot
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of twinkles that started, some little adorable, little sweet bright twinkles. And
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the twinkles started to pick up a little bit and were rapidly flashing, and
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there became more of them, and I was looking at this light show and
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I realized that it wasn't just light that I was seeing. I realized that
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it was music. And I started to hear sound in my ears. And
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as I was processing all of this information, I realized that, you know,
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I started to feel some interesting sensations and I thought, wow, this
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is interacting with me and I and logically, I'm thinking, what is this?
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And after about you know, what could have been maybe a minute,
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it went away. And I had told my husband about this, and you
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know, he had just kind of he thought I was a little a little
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loopy, but if I might pause for a moment, because to back up,
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you know, this was just on the heels of a lot of frightening
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things happening. So I was also telling my husband about all of these frightening
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things that were happening, and he just didn't know what to make of it.
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He's like, you know, built a different way, He's just constructed
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a different way, and he was just processing this in a different way and
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the information just really wasn't working for him. And I don't think he knew
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how to handle what I was telling him. So I told him about this
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rectangle anyway, So with that, I think my husband at the time he
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thought that I should probably be evaluated. So he had that in his mind.
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He's like, you know, you might need to take a trip up
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to the psychiatric unit and be evaluated. And I was so upset about that.
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And I think that a lot of people that have these types of experiences
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are very misunderstood. They're not believed, and these things do exist and people
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need to come to grips with the fact that this is all true. And
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so I'll touch that topic later. So that's what happened to me as well
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when I was growing up. When I told my parents about what I was
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experiencing, they took me to the doctor. Then I just stopped talking about
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it, you know, I just kept it to myself because I realized that
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that's what was going to happen. Yes, and that's so unfair to people,
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because I think everybody else is missing the boat because we're we're messengers and
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we're conduits. So the very first, the second experience, which I really
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count as the first experience because it was massively intense. Oh and to also
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say, I used to stay up very late at night because at the time
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I had very young children, they were toddlers, and I was always the
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last person awake at night because that's when I got everything done, and so
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i'd be up till two o'clock in the morning running around the house, you
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know, prepping things for the next day. And I remember coming down the
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hallway one night and I heard this booming voice in my head, you know,
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and here you go, voices in your head, right, But I
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think we all know our personal voice in our head and what that sounds like
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versus when we're getting other information in our head. So I heard this intense,
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strong voice repeat the words Archangel Michael. So coming down the hallway,
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I just heard, you know, our angel Michael, our Angel Michael.
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And I finally just stopped in the hallway and out loud, I said,
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okay, I get it. Tomorrow, I'll look into it. You know,
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because I was not raised a religious person. I was baptized into the
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Greek Orthodox Church as a child, but I was not raised in that church
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and did not participate in going to church. So I really would say that
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I don't have a religious background, so that influence was not taking over in
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any way. So coming I make this proclamation. Okay, I hear I
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hear you. Okay, I'll look into it. So just within a few
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days of that, my husband came home from work unexpectedly one day for lunch,
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but late in the afternoon, and I was in the kitchen doing dishes.
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And we had at the front of the house double doors that opened up
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and into a grand staircase that went upstairs, and to the left was of
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the office, and to the right was the dining room and formal living room
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and the kitchen. You could go either way around the staircase to get to
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the kitchen. And I heard his voice and he's like, you know,
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Lauren, Lauren, come here. And I'm like, hold on, hold
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on, you know. He's like, no, you better come here.
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There's someone here to see you. And I'm like okay. So I washed
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the soap off my hands and threw the dishrag over my shoulder, and I
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walked from the kitchen into the front of the house front area of the home,
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and the sight that I came upon was the left side of my husband's
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body staring up into the ceiling. And I looked at him, and I
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looked over and I looked up and there it was a giy enormous angel that
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took up the entire height and width of that room, and we had twenty
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seven foot ceilings, and there was this angel that looked it was very geometric.
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It did not look like a human. It was geometry. The body
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was a triangle, the head was a circle. The wings were wings,
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and they looked beautiful and they looked like real, beautiful wings. And at
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the from my perspective looking at it, there you go, there you go
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pretty much that I mean with real real wings. But it would look like
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that with real wings. Yeah, with real wings. That's a very close.
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It looked like a Christmas ornament really, And as I saw it looking
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at it, on what would be my left, but its right was what
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looked like a present at the base of the triangle. But it was a
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cube, so it looked like a present. It was a cube. Now,
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your husband, was your husband seen us beforere your ex husband? He's
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seen us before, you seen this? How long was he in there looking
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at this before? He was with me the entire time? And again in
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retrospect, I feel like that occurred with him present, because it's not that
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he's he's a wonderful person, but he just isn't wired that way, and
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so when I was telling him all these stories from my previous experiences, he
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just didn't know how to cope with them. And I really feel in retrospect
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that this occurred in front of him so that he'd lay off so that I
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wouldn't go to the psychiatric unit, and he was stunned. So anyway,
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this angel was two dimensional. The wings, the triangle body, the circle
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head were all two dimensional, but the cube at the base was three dimensional.
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And the entire thing was the same color of white. And it was
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the most beautiful color of white you've ever seen. But that color of white
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doesn't exist here because I've never seen it before, but I identify it as
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being white, and it was so beautiful and it was very bright, but
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it was very easy to look at. So this is in front of us,
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and I didn't want to burst out and say, oh my god,
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you see this angel? So I said, what do you see? And
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he said, I don't know what do you see. So we've played this
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ridiculous game with each other because nobody wanted to say it's an angel. So
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finally I'm the one that said I'm looking at an angel, and he said,
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so am I. So we proceeded to have this analytical conversation about what
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we were looking at. And while this was occurring, and this was so
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large, you could not take it in by just looking in one area.
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I had to take it in in sections. And so anyway, we're comparing
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this and having this absolutely ridiculous dialogue about what we were seeing. And at
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a certain point, at the center of the triangle, which would equate to
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somebody's solar plexus, and at the center of the cube, an aperture opened
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up and it just like opened up at the same time and like a camera
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aperture. Absolutely, yeah, yeah. And at the same time, white
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light, a different color of white light started to come out of both of
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those areas. And then at a certain point it converged and it was coming
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towards me, towards us, and that white light had motion to it,
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It had a ripple effect. It was it was easy to think of it
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as like a living light. It was alive, it had motion, it
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had like almost a personality, and it had a different color of white.
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And I again, the motion, the rippling effect, the motion of it
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very hard to describe. There's not adequate words in our language to describe what
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I was looking at. But the closest thing that I can tell you that
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it reminded me of was if you were at like in a in a gym
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or a spat, and you're you're going down a hallway where there's a swimming
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pool nearby, and you see the reflection of the ripples of the swimming pool
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on a wall. Similar but nowhere near that, but similar. So this
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ripple, this ripple river of light made contact with with us, and once
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it did, at the origin, colored light started to emmert and cork screw
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out of out of that and be carried through this river of light towards us.
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And as it was cork screwing out, it was it was the most
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beautiful. They were the most beautiful colors. And it would it would shift
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colors as it came out, and the colors that were coming towards us would
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stay intact. They weren't fading, and so they were the solid color as
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it as it came towards us. And then just more colors started to come
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out. And as I'm looking at this happening, the language that we have
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for the colors that we know I could identify those pink, blue, green,
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and they never you know. And on the color well, you know
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purple and blue mate, you know, blue and red mate purple. Right,
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there were logical things happening where I could identify names of color, but
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there were colors coming out that I had never seen before that don't exist here,
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and I had no words for them. But I was just taking this
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experience in as the color came towards me and made contact with my body.
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Every time a color of light made contact with my body, I would feel
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a corresponding emotion, and I would recognize most of those emotions. But the
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colors that I didn't recognize, they had corresponding emotions that I didn't recognize because
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those don't exist here, or if they do, we're like numb to them
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because something has been turned off within us and we're not able to experience those
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things. Okay, So, as this was occurring and I was feeling all
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of this, I was identifying feelings like extreme feelings of like love and peace
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and bliss and forgiveness and all these all these different emotions that we're familiar with
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and some that were not. Simultaneously, as I was looking at the wings,
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and they were so gorgeous. Tears were coming out of my eyes because
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it was having such a visceral effect on my body. But I was taking
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in the enormity of it, and I seemed to be more focused on this
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side because this is where I was. But each row of feathers and they
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were so beautiful and completely mathematically symmetrical, every tip. As I would as
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I would take in the rows and the feathers, and I would see each
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tip, I have yet another physical reaction inside of my body when I would
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focus in and make contact with each feather tip, and it occurred to me
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that their data points and they were transmitting information to me. So the whole
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experience was I mean, there's just no words. There are inadequate words to
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describe what it felt like. And do you feel any fear at any point
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in time during this or was it all love and hope and peace? Yeah?
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Zero, none, And yes to the second thing you said, yeah,
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so not even when the red collar, because red is normally associated with
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fear and hate. So even when the red collar hit you, you didn't
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feel any fear. No, no, not at all. So this entire
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experience lasted. It was hard to really say how long this experience lasted,
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but I would say several several minutes. Now, what was happening to your
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ex husband during this time? Was he also getting hit with this information?
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Was the spiral of information also hitting him? Was it hitting you both at
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the same time, or what was going on there? So it's hard to
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say. I don't think it was necessarily just coming at me because this river
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of light was quite wide, so I feel like it was also in his
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direction as well. We were side by side, basically touching shoulders. And
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during all of this, like I'm telling you, we were having this ridiculous
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dialogue. So a lot was going on, because you know, you can
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take something in, but you can also be having a conversation about something.
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But I will say, so what ended up happening is at a certain point
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he just became very agitated because I was talking about the light, I was
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talking about the color, I was talking about how I was feeling. Not
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every single time, because sometimes I couldn't speak when I was experiencing some of
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these emotions, I could not speak at all. But at one point he
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just had a little bit of a meltdown maybe and he said something not very
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nice kind of like, hmm f this, that's that's not an angel,
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and no sooner he said that that the colored light corkscrewed backwards, the river
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of light like retracted into the two areas. The apertures closed, and then
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the entire angel began to fade equally and just dim until it was no longer
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in the room. And then I got very upset with him, and I
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said, why did you say that? You made it go away? You
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know. So anyway, after that, he didn't really speak too much.
33:16
We didn't talk about what had happened after that. Really. The next morning,
33:22
I woke up and I loved going out on my front porch in the
33:28
morning to water my plants. And when I went out and I opened the
33:31
doors, and by the way, it's interesting because at the time I didn't
33:37
know what the equinoxes were or the solstices. I was not wired that way
33:43
to know those things. But this did occur on the spring equinox of that
33:49
year. I always thought that was interesting when I later learned what equinoxes and
33:54
solstices were. But I went outside that next morning. When I walked outside,
34:00
everything just looked different. The sky to me looked different. It was
34:05
like more beautiful, more clear. The plants looked different. I could feel
34:14
the plants vibrating. I could feel electricity in the air, and the air
34:20
was vibrating. I was experiencing the world in an extremely different way. And
34:29
did everything you have like a wear like glow to it, like a shimmer?
34:31
Yes, glow there was. There was a beautiful glow or a light
34:42
to everything. Yes, it was interesting. And with that, at that
34:50
moment, it's like I got kind of hit with the proverbial lightning bolt,
34:54
because it absolutely hit me that I all of a sudden understood what we are
35:05
and what we're made of and how we function. And I understood how to
35:14
clean a human. I understood how to clean dense energy out of a human
35:17
and to reintroduce a quantum of clean energy. So I, all of a
35:24
sudden just knew a lot of things, and I had to understand what that
35:31
all meant. It took me a little bit of time to process that because
35:36
it wasn't clear at the moment, you know. But soon after that then
35:39
I became aware of messages telling me to study shamanism ancient civilizations. I was
35:49
directed in a certain direction. I started to be visited by angels regularly.
35:54
They would come approximately once a month, and sometimes they would appear to me
36:01
in person during wake time, and other times I was taken either in my
36:08
sleep or if I just kind of phased off. When I would be taken.
36:20
At the time, I thought my body was up there, because I
36:23
would be taken off planet and I could look down at the Earth, and
36:28
it was a little frightening because I could see myself floating in space with angels
36:35
around me, and I realized now that that wasn't my physical body, that
36:39
was my light body that had been you know, my software had peeled off
36:45
and gone up experience, which is a very real thing. What did the
36:53
Earth look like from space? What we see it as looking as it was
37:00
a beautiful a beautiful blue marble with gorgeous it's beautiful. Was it more oval
37:08
shaped or completely round? Looked pretty round to me. Mhmm. Yeah,
37:15
that's interesting. Now, do you think that you were having this out of
37:22
body experience on your own, because that's kind of like what dreams technically could
37:27
be. You right, whenever you're dreaming, you're technically outside of your body,
37:36
like you're in a different reality. You're in a different existence and like
37:40
maybe a fabricated existence. And it seems like whenever you dream is just for
37:46
you, like you're the You're just surrounded by a bunch of NPC characters and
37:53
a bunch of people that probably don't know that it's a fabrication of your mind.
38:00
Do you think that this was you doing that or do you think something
38:06
was guiding you to get outside of your body? Absolutely, it was not
38:12
a dream. Even if I was taken during my sleep, I was not
38:16
asleep during this situation. It was extremely vivid. I was extremely aware,
38:22
and I would have interactions with them because when those experiences would happen, I
38:29
would be surrounded by several of them and they would gesture towards me. And
38:35
when they would gesture towards me, I would again hear music and it was
38:42
really beautiful and it just penetrated my body. It just put a deep vibration
38:50
through my body. And it was quite an experience because it was just so
38:58
intense and it was paralyzing, but in a good way, and I could
39:02
just feel everything. Every cell of my body was just vibrating because they were
39:10
transmitting information. So through the years, when I've developed my skills. I
39:20
am very very very well versed about when I'm having a dream versus when I
39:23
am not, And I can tell you I was definitely not having a dream.
39:28
So did you ever have a near death experience when you were younger?
39:32
I did. That's really interesting because it seems like people that have near death
39:39
experiences kind of get endowed with like some sort of ability more often more oftentimes
39:49
than not. People that have that that have been close to death like that
39:52
and come back that their life is different. Have you ever thought of that
39:58
that meybeing having a near death experience when you were younger kind of maybe brought
40:05
some sort of ability to the forefront, because I think that we all have,
40:10
you know, certain abilities, but how those abilities are unlocked is normally
40:15
through trauma, and it's unfortunate that that's the way. But near death experiences
40:20
is a trauma, you know. And they've figured that out a lot through
40:23
the mk Ultra programs to like torture people to unlock their psychic ability so that
40:30
they can be used to do certain things that there's four or five different mk
40:34
Ultra subprojects that was just dedicated to psychic research and remote viewing and you know
40:40
things like that. So have you ever thought that that your near death experience
40:45
had something to do with all the other experiences throughout your life? So my
40:55
comment on that would be from what I've heard of other people having near death
41:00
experiences. Many of them talk about, you know, going to the light
41:06
or being in a different place, having a rich journey, a rich experience
41:12
where they're you know, seeing things and they're somewhere else. Okay, they've
41:17
traveled somewhere else. That it didn't happen that way for me. I wasn't
41:22
that far gone. But I was on the bottom of a lake drowning,
41:29
and I when I went down, I didn't have any air in my lungs,
41:34
and I dropped like a rock and I couldn't get back up. And
41:38
when I touched bottom, I kept trying to push off and get up,
41:43
but I was stuck down there. And at a certain point I sat down.
41:53
And when I sat down, I was realizing that I was really out
42:00
of air. And so I I wondered to myself, I won't just breathe
42:06
just a little bit, maybe right here, and just if I put my
42:09
head down, if I could breathe a little bit, and maybe sucks some
42:12
oxygen up my nose, but I actually tried that and I got water up
42:16
my nose, and I remember thinking my mother was going to kill me,
42:21
because I was only eleven, and you know what kid doesn't think, Oh
42:23
my god, my mom's going to be so had at me when she finds
42:27
out I'm dead, right, So I decided that that that's what was happening
42:37
to me. And I was down there and I wasn't going back up,
42:39
so I decided to let go and I and I couldn't see very well down
42:47
there anyway, but I just closed my eyes and decided to take a breath,
42:57
and because I just can't hold my breath anymore, and I let go,
43:07
and kind of the next thing I know, I felt the sensation of
43:14
going up. And I don't know what I really thought about that, writer
43:21
I guess I thought I was dying, But it didn't happen to me like
43:25
seeing a light or being anywhere else. And I certainly didn't get so far
43:30
that I saw things like people see. And I realized that I could feel
43:37
something under my arms, and I realized there was something behind me, and
43:43
something was behind me and had me under my arms, and I realized that
43:46
that's why I was going up. And the next thing I know, I
43:51
was on the shore and I woke up face down in the sand, in
43:59
the sandy and coughed a lot and got up and went into the house where
44:07
where I was going. I was gone for the weekend with a bunch of
44:12
young people, having an experience with a bunch of young people. It was
44:16
actually a church situation with Yeah, so mine was just completely darkness, darkness,
44:25
just nothing, but there was so much peace and there was so much
44:29
hope and love within that darkness. So when I was almost mm hm m
44:37
hmm, and when I was going up and realized there was something behind me
44:42
lifting me out of there, it felt very safe and I felt very secure.
44:50
So to like answer your question, I feel like that, I mean,
44:58
either who knows what really happened? Right? So, either who knows
45:04
what really took me to the top, But it wasn't me, And I
45:07
feel like there must have been a reason that I was taken to the top.
45:13
That's interesting, So this could have a little bit of a timeline on
45:17
this and between you becoming a healer and figuring out how to heal people and
45:25
from your angel experience, where the angels putting information into your body, well
45:32
into your mind. What year was that angel experience? Do you remember?
45:40
Two thousand and four? Two thousand and four, So what happens after that
45:47
angel experience? How did you? Because I think people have a really weird
45:53
sense of like what healing actually is. There's a lot of fake healers and
45:57
a lot of people that are talk a bunch of nouns sense, especially on
46:00
the internet, when it comes to healing. I've only known one that I
46:07
one hundred percent believe is legit because I actually had the experience and when he
46:13
was working on me, I could one hundred percent feel it, and I
46:16
knew that he was doing something right. And this was remotely too. I
46:21
wasn't even in the same room as this individual. So the healing is real,
46:27
it can be done. It's just there's a lot of charlatans and a
46:30
lot of nonsense and a lot of bullshit out there when it comes to healing,
46:32
because people want to make money and make profit. Can you explain a
46:37
little bit about healing and how it works, because from my understanding, a
46:44
real healer, a real shamanic healer, actually takes on the experiences of that
46:51
individual they can see like a timeline of events that this individual that you're healing.
46:55
You can see either experiences of their life, you can see their traumas.
47:00
You see pretty much everything about them, and then you take that on
47:04
and transmute that and turn out into something positive. Is that's sort of how
47:07
it works. Okay, So for me and no, you're absolutely spot on.
47:14
You do not have to be in the same room with someone because there's
47:17
no it's an illusion. Are the separation between us is? There is no
47:22
separation between us. Distance is irrelevant. So when I'm tracking somebody, I
47:30
enter different perceptual states to be able to track a person because humans have different
47:37
layers. And so there's a physical layer, an emotional layer, a soul
47:42
layer, and a pure energy layer, and there's information to be had in
47:49
each area. And so and what more details about what tracking is for people
47:55
that don't understand or like know that, I know you might kind of got
48:00
into it a little bit, But what does tracking mean? Okay, So
48:06
somebody is having an issue, or they're having an emotional issue, or they're
48:10
having a physical problem and they want assistance from me. I'll always ask somebody,
48:15
So what's up for you? Why do you need assistance? What are
48:21
you looking to accomplish? And I'll ask them what's up on the table for
48:25
them right then? But I don't want to hear too much because I don't
48:29
want my I don't want to have received ideas, right so I just want
48:35
a few words and then I'll say, okay, so what do you want
48:38
to accomplish today? And then what I do is I I just travel within,
48:46
I just access I just access them, and so I'm tracking, I
48:52
track them. So you know, maybe some people might use I'm sure it's
48:58
synonymous with other words, like you could say, oh, what does a
49:00
remote viewer do while they extend their consciousness to another location to be able to
49:07
ascertain information? It's the same thing. So I set the intention to assist
49:16
them for what they want assistance with, and I start looking and I'm able
49:22
to gather all kinds of rich information from them. All of the senses are
49:29
involved. I can see things, I see stories that everybody has rich stories
49:36
because how humans are constructed, it's so the simple answer, the simple explanation
49:44
is we're integrated with an energy body. So our physical body is our hardware
49:52
and our energy body is our software. And just like our computers. Those
49:55
two systems are integrated, and our software, our light body, our energy
50:02
body, is with us always. So that's the difference between a live person
50:08
and a non a live person. Right. Our energy body animates our physical
50:14
body. So when someone passes, what's left here is their physical body,
50:20
but what persists is the continuity of their consciousness, and that persists on and
50:30
retains data. Right, So every experience that you've ever had is stored as
50:38
data within your software, within your energy body. And so this is a
50:47
rich place of information. So when you access this, you get all kinds
50:51
of information. So I can see stories, and it's not just from this
50:55
lifetime. I can see past lives. I can see into the future because
51:01
time is an illusion, so you can see things. So I see things,
51:07
I hear things, you can smell things, you can taste things,
51:13
you can feel things, you feel all their stories. So it kind of
51:19
reminds me they're adorable. Movie called Paul that a little alien and at one
51:29
point he's healing one of the characters, a woman who has a blind eye.
51:35
And that's a great scene because when I saw that movie, I was
51:38
like, yep, that's exactly what it's like. Because in that scene of
51:43
the movie, he was having an interaction and exchange with her and her eye
51:50
became held, but in the process, his eye was shifting and began to
51:53
look like hers. But then when the process was over, she had a
51:58
healed eye. His eye was restored to nor. I really related to that
52:04
because you really feel everything that's happening with somebody, So I can always know
52:09
if somebody's having a physical problem. You know it's your liver, it's this,
52:15
it's that, or an emotional problem. So when you get all of
52:19
this data, it creates a complete picture so that you understand where all their
52:24
traumas are, and you can clear out all of the dense energy associated with
52:31
experiences so that they're moving through the world in a healed in a healed state,
52:39
from a healed perspective instead of a of a hurt perspective. Now,
52:45
when you were doing these heilings, were you doing these heilings in person some
52:52
yes, Yes, if you're starting to move towards talking about hollow people,
53:00
yes, At that time. Early on in my career, I would try
53:05
to do in person sessions, and then I evolved into doing sessions remotely by
53:12
phone. So you can basically see a timeline with this tracking with a person,
53:21
and we are going to get into the hallow people. Because I think
53:24
that this is very fascinating. I've always thought that there's been people out there
53:30
that didn't have souls, they didn't have a consciousness. They're just kind of
53:34
like a shell, like what you're talking about. They're just a physical body.
53:38
They don't have anything else inside them. Have you ever ran into anyone
53:46
like that that didn't have any experiences, that didn't have anything in them,
53:52
that is just a shell of a human. Yes, maybe human? Maybe
54:01
not human? Right, right? Right? Because some people you know,
54:05
you're right, Yes, I mean some people are completely normal and human,
54:12
they just like are lacking in some departments. But this is a completely different
54:15
thing. Yes, I had since I have run into two what looked like
54:22
humans that were completely void of data and it was it was shocking. Well,
54:30
tell us about that that first experience and what happened and what led up
54:37
to that, and how you discovered that they were essentially hollow. Okay,
54:46
So I think a good place to start would would be that probably about twenty
54:53
eleven, I was living in the Seattle area. I lived in a a
55:00
city called Kirkland, and I decided to apply to teach a class, a
55:07
continuing education class. It's your university that's located in Kenmore, Washington, and
55:15
I was accepted to teach a class there, and I and class. It
55:21
was a class about protection and boundaries and how to clear some energy. And
55:25
there were a lot of students in that class, and it like a lot
55:30
of students, and it caught the attention of the university, and I was
55:35
approached by the director of continuing education and she said, hey, how about
55:39
you, Hey, how about you apply to become a program instructor and you
55:47
teach a lot of classes here. So I did accep did, and I
55:52
started, and I started to become a popular continuing education instructor that university.
56:02
And then meanwhile, in my private life, I started to have a lot
56:07
of really strange paranormal experiences started to pick up at about that time as well.
56:14
So twenty eleven and twenty twelve were like jumping with activity. So you
56:22
know, when you teach a class like that, a lot of students become
56:25
interested in what you do, and a lot of people will want a session
56:29
privately. So I started to get some clients having in person sessions, and
56:37
when I would do my in person sessions, you know, you run across
56:43
people are not cookie cutter. Everybody is so unique. But what I will
56:49
say is that you absolutely know when someone's human because everybody is rich with data.
56:55
All your experiences, like I said, are stored within your energet system,
57:00
and it's just a wealth of information to be able and there's so much
57:07
there. So you can feel, taste, smell here, hear things,
57:12
you know things about people. And so I it'd be about two years and
57:21
I was, I was, you know, getting a lot of interest in
57:25
what I was doing. And there was this one student that came to me
57:32
and it was a man and he wanted to have a private session. I
57:37
said sure, so I scheduled it and he came to the location that I
57:42
was doing that at. And when I do a session with somebody, I
57:49
never touch them. You don't just don't touch anybody. It's sorry. So
57:57
they were laying down and I have them relaxed and I found out, you
58:02
know, I'm like, what would you want to know about? And he
58:05
didn't really have an answer what he wanted to know about. He said,
58:07
I'm just curious about what you do or what what this is like. So
58:13
I started to do a session on him, and I realized quickly that there
58:20
was nothing there, because it's it's just instantaneous, you know, the minute
58:24
you make the decision to go there, you're there. And I thought,
58:30
well, okay, this is odd. There's nothing here. And I kept
58:34
I kept looking and I kept you know, I kept tracking, I kept
58:37
tracking. There's nothing there. There was absolutely nothing there. And let's take
58:43
a pause there for a moment because I want to make another comment. What's
58:47
good to keep in mind is that when you do have a session with people
58:52
with a with a real, live human, I always tell people, hey,
59:00
don't feel like you can't talk to me during the session because I work
59:04
in split screens, so if you have a question you can ask me,
59:07
or if you have a comment, you know, I feel free to speak,
59:10
but you know, you don't want to be really chatty and take yourself
59:14
out of the process. But if you want to, you can speak to
59:17
me and I'll answer you. So when people do that, they will make
59:22
comments. They make comments that make a lot of sense. They'll say,
59:28
Wow, I'm experiencing or I'm seeing this, or I feel this way,
59:36
and it pertains to them, and it's something that they're or feeling and they
59:43
want to share that because either they want to take a deeper dive in that
59:45
area or something's going on. Makes perfect sense about what somebody's asking or saying.
59:52
But this person, and keep in mind this person, there was nothing
59:58
there and it worried me first, and I thought, what is this because
1:00:00
this is not normal? And they asked a couple of questions and the questions
1:00:10
did not pertain to them, they pertained to me, and it was just
1:00:15
not normal at all. They wanted to know, how do you know how
1:00:21
to do this? How many children do you have? I mean a normal
1:00:27
questions that had nothing to do with them being there. So as I'm you
1:00:30
know, this is we're like maybe five minutes into this and there's nothing going
1:00:36
on, and I'm thinking there's a serious problem here. And so at that
1:00:40
point, I started to taste metal in my mouth, and you know,
1:00:46
that's a that's a that's a sign that you're dealing with a demon if you
1:00:52
taste metal. But I wasn't convinced it was a demon. But I realized
1:01:00
that whatever was going on was not normal and that there was nothing inside and
1:01:07
that I really felt I really felt threatened, and I thought, okay,
1:01:12
it occurred to me too. I thought, I wonder if they can read
1:01:15
my thoughts, because I wonder if they're catching on that I've come that they're
1:01:21
not human. And so I decided to fake the session. I decided to
1:01:29
start saying things. I started talking a butterfly. You know, animals,
1:01:38
plants, stones, stories all means something, right, So I started to
1:01:45
bring up some symbolism. I absolutely faked the session. I didn't want to
1:01:50
just sit there doing nothing, and I felt extremely vulnerable. Plus I was
1:01:55
in this location by myself, with this thing, and I thought to myself
1:02:06
the last were thinking to myself was what if I die or what if I'm
1:02:12
taking And that's it off. So I just absolutely shut my mind off and
1:02:19
I started faking it and creating an internal dialogue that was fake, which was
1:02:25
probably a really good thing for you to do. You definitely took the best
1:02:31
course of action because there's a few things that could be going on there that
1:02:37
we've previously talked about that it could be something that was sent to you to
1:02:42
figure out if you're a legit healer or not, to figure out if you're
1:02:45
a real psychic. If you really have the abilities that you say that you
1:02:51
have, that's a possibility that they would send like a little spy to you
1:02:57
to see if you actually And if you would have said, I see nothing,
1:03:01
you're a freaking cyborg or you're not a human, then they would have
1:03:07
known that you were real. So that was probably the best course of action
1:03:14
for you to just make up what you made of it. I felt it
1:03:17
protected me because it's like, oh, they can just think is a fake?
1:03:23
Uh, you know so. And then the second time it happened was
1:03:29
the next quarter, And the next quarter I was teaching a different class,
1:03:32
and the next time it was a woman. And then when I realized she
1:03:37
wasn't real. And what was so bizarre about that one too? She had
1:03:43
a wedding ring on and she looked like a typical middle aged housewife and she
1:03:51
had this ring on, and we weren't too far into the session again,
1:03:53
like just you know, two three minutes in and her eyes were closed.
1:04:00
There is no way she could have known that I was looking at her ring
1:04:04
because she had a ring on her finger, and she said, oh,
1:04:13
my husband gave that to me, but it doesn't mean anything. And I
1:04:17
thought whoa, How how did she know that I was looking there? Because
1:04:21
there's no way her eyes were open. But the same thing there were there.
1:04:26
She was completely void of experiences. There was absolutely nothing inside. This
1:04:30
was not from trauma or anything else. This is because there were no experiences.
1:04:34
There were no human experiences, because human experiences have emotion. And that's
1:04:41
the difference that I'm going to say. I think the thing that sets us
1:04:45
apart, you know, are our experiences and our emotions. So you can
1:04:48
transfer data into a machine, and you can even teach a machine that they
1:04:55
should blink, you know, or mimic us in some way. But at
1:05:00
the end of the day, you can even teach them or program them,
1:05:03
I'm assuming to respond with an appropriate emotion and what that might be, But
1:05:10
are they actually experiencing the emotion? Right? And so that's the difference.
1:05:15
This person was absolutely void of anything. And I thought, Wow, they're
1:05:19
getting more clever because they sent something less threatening. They sent a female,
1:05:26
you know, and it was such a good rendition of a human because this
1:05:31
time it was less scary, and I thought, oh my god, it's
1:05:34
another one. But the skin, the hair, the mannerisms, everything was
1:05:43
extremely high tech. But it was not real. It was not a real
1:05:48
human, which then throws me right into this Alage Jones and Joe Roman clip.
1:05:56
This is where this bad boy comes in, you know, for people
1:05:59
that I think human cyborgs don't exist. I remember this Alex Jones talking about
1:06:06
this with Joe Rogan, which he said a lot of things in this episode
1:06:13
that we're going to play this clip from. And I rewatched the entire thing
1:06:16
from getting this clip yesterday, which from this episode is probably the best episode
1:06:21
of all the three times that Alex Jones has been on Joe Rogan. But
1:06:26
this is from a conversation almost well, it was from twenty nineteen, five
1:06:32
years ago, and it's from a five hour long conversation on Joe Rogan's podcast
1:06:38
in twenty nineteen. The podcast number is twelve to fifty five. Don't bother
1:06:45
typing it in to YouTube. It won't come up, at least for me.
1:06:49
Maybe my search engine is wacky. But this clip that we're getting ready
1:06:56
to play is from Alex Jones in twenty nineteen on Joe and I'm going to
1:07:00
pop up the fair Youth spanner and that this clip is covered under the fair
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Use Disclaimer Section one oh seven of the Copyright Act of nineteen seventy six allowances
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made for fair use for the purposes such as criticism, comment, news,
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reporting, scholarship, education, and research. And that is what we are
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going to be doing here today. YouTube is commenting on this Alex Jones Joe
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Rogan podcast from twenty nineteen. That is probably the most difficult thing that ever
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ever took me to find ever. And instead of just talking about what Alex
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Jones was talking about in twenty nineteen, We're going to hear it directly from
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him and comment on it. So here we go. I'm on record twenty
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years ago before anybody else was talking about the clockwork elves, this is from
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twenty nineteen, and telling YouTube that I am commenting over this video. This
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is for education purposes, in research. And now the globalists think they're in
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touch with these entities and things only because and I don't want to get I'm
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not the CIA. The CIA is bigger than Coca Colas, and it's like
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bigger than Walmart. I've never been an intelligence agency. I've never been in
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part of any of this stuff. But I had family that was in advanced
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DARPA research projects that I don't know all the details about and this is really
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a throwaway line and a throwaway clip from this five hour long conversation, but
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it always stuck with me, and you'll see why it always stuck with me,
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and said it's only about a minute and thirty seconds, but you know,
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always put it in the back of my mind. I was like,
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wow, this is really interesting. When I was a kid, my dad
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told me about some of it, not knowing i'd be a talk show host
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layer. But like when the deputy director of the CIA have a tooth pulled,
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it came to my dad. Okay, so my dad was the doctor
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to you know, these guys. And I remember sitting around the kitchen table
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on I'm like seven. He's like, Carol, I can't tell you all
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about it, but it's a classified program in Maryland and an underground base and
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they won't give me all the details. But it's double the money I'm making
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now on this instruinancial security. But I think I think it's basically, you
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know, we're gonna we're building cyborgs, and we've got special forces that have
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volunteered so we can infiltrate the Russians and get the codes and systems in I
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believe it's implanting but messages in their teeth. And I also think, as
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I'm doing plants, I think it's a brain surgery program for microchips. And
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so I'm hearing it, and Carol's like, David, I'm sick of these
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people. And you've already done so much for the cup government and look what
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they've already done to you and my brother. You're not going to be you
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know, I want you out of this. So this is like, you
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know, seven eight years old, you're not hearing about the You're hearing about
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the cyborgs. Okay, that was it. It was a throwaway type of
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line, but I remembered it and I put it in the back of my
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head and YouTube and then a to try and hide it from me and act
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like it didn't even exist. But I found it. Boom, it's there.
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And he said twenty years ago. So that came out in twenty nineteen,
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So that would have been late nineteen nineties that he was talking about that,
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and it would have been even further back whenever he was a kid and
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his dad was involved in his Darber research program to create cyborgs. So you're
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talking the seventies and seventies, and then you think, well, how sophisticated
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if they were doing this way back then, how sophisticated do they have him
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now? And where did the technology come from? And right? And yeah,
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and why? And what what is the point? So, I mean
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what that man said in the clip, I mean there's a very large government
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point to what they were trying to accomplish. But it blows my mind a
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way that I had two people check up on me. I find that really
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interesting, And you know, on some level, it's it's upsetting, you
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feel unsafe, you know, it's like what because I came to the conclusion
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I never knew what they were at first, I thought, like I told
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you, I first, at first I thought the first one was a demon
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because I had no other reference point. But once the second one showed up,
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I thought, this, this isn't a demon, but it's not human.
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And so at the time I was being you know, making making,
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you know, I kind of had a following up there, and people were
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really interested in what I was doing, and I was motivating people, and
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people were their moods were changing. You know, I'd have a classroom full
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of people and they'd come in one way and leave another, you know.
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And I think the point, the point of what Angel has taught me is
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for us to step into our birthright, our birthright of what we are,
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and step into our place. And people don't. People aren't in their highest
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functioning form. People are stressed, you know. Many of us are just
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trying to get you know, by day, day to day, paycheck by
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paycheck, surviving so much stress in the world, so many problems. And
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when you have that kind of distraction, you can't evolve, You cannot go,
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you can't expand your consciousness, you can't live in a clean way where
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your machine. And when I say machine, I say our machine, right,
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because we're an advanced system. Most people, I mean, we're all
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built the same. We have the same hardware, the same software. There's
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the only difference between me and someone else is that I understand my equipment and
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I know how to use it, you know. And I was teaching people
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how to access their equipment. I was teaching people to shed their I was
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assisting people in shedding their trauma, shedding their fears and their anxieties, seeing
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life from a different perspective so it would give them momentum and motivation and creativity
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to bring out their gifts into the world and to do the same for others
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so that we all come to a higher place. And the points of everything
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is cliche as it sounds, is love. It's about raising our vibration.
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It's about becoming very intelligent, very aware, very compassionate, changing the face
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of this planet and evolving and having higher health, higher consciousness. And I
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was accomplishing that, and I feel like I was accomplishing that in my tiny
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little corner of my world. And I feel like, for whatever reason,
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somebody just had to figure out what I knew and what I was about.
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And I still don't know really the origin of where that was. I mean,
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was it the government? Was it alien? You know? Why was
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I being looked at? But I was absolutely being looked at and monitored.
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Well, I think it's interesting because there's a direction that humanity can take that
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that is way more human. Then there's another direction that it seems like we're
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being pushed into that is a fully robotic, AI driven world. And I've
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said this on the record before, but I'm going to say it again because
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I think it's important that the transgender agenda is set up for the transhumanist agenda.
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That is what it's all about. That is why there's so much focus
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on kids, so that in twenty years, when those kids are growing up
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and they have all these ideas that they can change their body, they can
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be whatever they want, they can identify as whatever they want. They already
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have that basic concept in their head. So when it's time to merge most
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humans with machine, there's no laws, there's no restrictions that you have to
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get around, because you've already implanted that into these young children's head, and
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the older generation will already be dead by that time, so there'll be nothing
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stopping the emergence of AI and machine into human beings. That's the agenda.
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That's what I see it as. That's what I've always seen it as,
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and it's a really scary thing. It's very scary, and that is the
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way that they want to push this new world that is trying to be created.
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And we have an option, we have a decision. We can go
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that way, or we can stop it now and and do something different before
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it's too late, which I don't really think that it's ever really too late.
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There's always something that you can do, but it seems more and more
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like we're getting further into this technological, cyborg AI driven reality. I mean,
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there was a professor and scientists that I just read an article about earlier
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before we got on the show, that was talking about that AI is going
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to be in twenty years more advanced than any human on the planet. I
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mean, to me, that's a frightening thing. And I understand that technology
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can be a good thing. You know, our oceans are polluted. It
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wouldn't be great if there was great technology to skim all the pollution out of
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out of the ocean so that the planet could thrive. Right, But when
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when you're talking about you know, something that like you've suggested, you know,
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I don't even know, Like it's not my forte but and and just
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like there's always good and bad, you know, there can there can both
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sides exist. So you know, I just think people need to have a
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a barometer, you know, a moral barometer. Uh and and hopefully we
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all, you know what, cross our fingers that people that have access to
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technology have a moral barometer. So but I will say that we all just
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need to we all just need to start living in a in a more deliberate
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way for sure. I agree absolutely, and Lauren thinks so much for coming
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on and telling me and telling my audience about your experiences. I hope everyone
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enjoyed it, really appreciate it. Can you let people know where to find
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you online website or anything like that? Saron, Thanks, I've really enjoyed
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this writer, and I hope your audience has enjoyed it as well. So
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I have a website, It's Laurenthshaman dot com. Awesome. The link to
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that website is in the description of this video. Thank you so much everyone
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for being here, Gig and Noble Truth, Marissa Adam Savagely, anybody else
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Nightcrawler that was in the chat that contributed to the conversation. I hope you
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you guys next time. Laurence stay with me, mm hmm.