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- 0:03hey everyone
- 0:04welcome back to the Eye Believe Podcast
- 0:06I'm Megan
- 0:06and we have the amazing Doctor Shields here with us
- 0:09for another episode of What's Up, Doc?
- 0:11welcome Doctor Shields
- 0:13yeah thank you Megan I'm glad to be here
- 0:16we're thrilled to have you
- 0:18so let's jump right in
- 0:19tell us a little bit about your backstory
- 0:22oh my backstory
- 0:24well it goes to western Pennsylvania
- 0:27so I was born in uh
- 0:29kind of the countryside of western Pennsylvania
- 0:33uh
- 0:34attended schools there
- 0:36and wound up in college at the university of Notre Dame
- 0:40and then I went from Notre Dame
- 0:42uh to the university of Pittsburgh
- 0:45for my medical school training
- 0:47and from there I went to Wills Eye Hospital
- 0:51for my ophthalmology residency
- 0:54then the best thing in my life happened
- 0:57I met my husband
- 0:58but my career was also honed
- 1:03or polished at Wills Eye Hospital
- 1:06and I've been at Wills for now 42
- 1:1043 years and I have enjoyed pretty much every day
- 1:18that's amazing
- 1:20when did you know that you wanted to be a doctor
- 1:23I think I knew I wanted to be a doctor
- 1:25when I was in high school
- 1:28um
- 1:29I would do house calls with my father
- 1:32who was kind of a general practitioner
- 1:36maybe interested in cardiology
- 1:39but it was before
- 1:39they had a lot of fellowship trained doctors
- 1:43so I would tag along with him
- 1:45to see his patients in their home
- 1:47and I always enjoyed like
- 1:50the discussion and how he cared for them and
- 1:54you know how he would do the blood pressure
- 1:56and listen to the heart and I thought yeah
- 1:59I think I can do this but reality set in
- 2:03and I said you know
- 2:05when I was in college
- 2:07maybe I should be a pharmacist
- 2:09or something that has more regular hours
- 2:12um and I thought about
- 2:15I thought very seriously about going into pharmacy
- 2:18but the closer I got to my senior year
- 2:21the more I realized
- 2:21I really wanted the direct patient interaction uh
- 2:25because I believed in myself
- 2:28I knew I could take care of patients
- 2:31I knew I could take care of little kids
- 2:35who had cancer in the eye
- 2:36I knew I could provide good care
- 2:40for adults with melanoma in the eye
- 2:43or whatever
- 2:45and I just I trusted myself
- 2:49so I did go into the medical field again
- 2:53not really sure what field I'd go into
- 2:56I thought about endocrinology
- 2:58rheumatology
- 3:00didn't really want to go into general surgery cause
- 3:02it was a little bit too demanding
- 3:05um and then I made a phone call
- 3:10I called my older brother
- 3:12his name's Pat I had
- 3:14you know I'm one of eight kids
- 3:15so when you're one of eight kids
- 3:18you always first contact your siblings for advice
- 3:22and if they can't give you good advice
- 3:24you go outside your siblings
- 3:26so I called my brother Pat
- 3:27who was
- 3:29uh older than me
- 3:30and he was the closest one to me in medical school
- 3:35and I said Pat
- 3:35I'm thinking about subspecialization
- 3:38what do you think and he said oh
- 3:40go into ophthalmology
- 3:41that's not even a difficult choice
- 3:44if you have the grades and you have the gusto
- 3:48go into ophthalmology it's a great field
- 3:50and so that's what I did I went into ophthalmology
- 3:53and wound up at Wills Eye Hospital
- 3:55I couldn't believe I got into Wills Eye
- 3:58I had sort of my heart set on staying in Pittsburgh
- 4:02at the university of Pittsburgh
- 4:04but when I got into Wills
- 4:05that's like wow
- 4:07the best residency I can't believe I got
- 4:10got into the residency
- 4:12but back then they were accepting 13 students
- 4:1713 residents per year
- 4:20and I was sure I was number thirteen
- 4:23No.13 because I was unlucky but lucky
- 4:26and I was probably at the bottom of my class
- 4:29but it just so happened when I took my residency um
- 4:35there was a guy in my class
- 4:37his name is Mike Scrabic
- 4:38he was our valedictorian
- 4:41at the university of Notre Dame
- 4:43I said I walked in and I said Mike
- 4:45you're here and we couldn't believe it
- 4:48two two Notre Dameers in one class
- 4:52that's amazing
- 4:54yeah it was
- 4:54it was amazing I was more of a hard worker
- 4:57and when I was in college
- 5:00you know I played sports
- 5:01so I played varsity basketball
- 5:04so I was kind of constantly juggling
- 5:09you know
- 5:10different hats all the time to keep up with my science
- 5:15you know I
- 5:16I we actually have working in our office this summer
- 5:20a student athlete from Notre Dame
- 5:24and she says nowadays
- 5:27nobody who's an athlete goes into science
- 5:30it's just too hard but it was
- 5:32it was really hard I
- 5:34my medical school class when I was in med school
- 5:37it was a lot easier than when I was in college
- 5:39cause in college there was always a basketball game
- 5:42or practice or whatever
- 5:45or you can't stay out late and go to that party
- 5:48cause you have a game tomorrow
- 5:49it's just everything
- 5:50but it taught me
- 5:54taught me to trust in trust myself
- 5:57believe in myself
- 5:59believe in my skills
- 6:02and know that I can do it
- 6:06and I learned very quickly that I could do it
- 6:08but I come from a long lineage of athletes
- 6:12my dad was a semi pro baseball player
- 6:15and he always wanted to play for the Yankees
- 6:20and he played on their farm team
- 6:23but never made it to the Yankees
- 6:25and he went into medicine too
- 6:28wow
- 6:30in college my younger sister played basketball with me
- 6:34and we had ESP
- 6:37we could read each other so well
- 6:40that she knew
- 6:41if someone was dribbling the basketball near me
- 6:45she better start running down the court
- 6:48because she would cherry pick
- 6:50I'd steal the ball and throw it down to her
- 6:52and she'd put a a basket in
- 6:54and we had a very unique scoring system
- 7:00wow
- 7:02that is that is so cool what a great story
- 7:06but you know
- 7:07when I came to Wills I was interested in everything
- 7:12I wanted to do plastics I like glaucoma
- 7:15I thought about cornea
- 7:17I thought about retina
- 7:21then I I met my future husband to be Jerry Shields
- 7:26and I said wow
- 7:28he's in this practice pretty much alone
- 7:31he needs someone to really help him to organize
- 7:37this field and to help keep him going
- 7:42especially when he had a tough case
- 7:44I could work up all the straightforward cases
- 7:47so we wouldn't get behind
- 7:48so I went into ocular oncology
- 7:52and I'm glad I did it you know
- 7:54it's a it's a unique field
- 7:56uh there weren't many of us in the US
- 7:59there were maybe like 6
- 8:016 ocular oncologist when I joined him
- 8:05wow
- 8:07one in New York uh
- 8:09maybe two in New York then us two
- 8:12and then maybe one in San Francisco
- 8:15this is before now nowadays
- 8:18we have maybe 20 25 ocular oncologists in the States
- 8:23but we worked hard and
- 8:27you know Jerry was working seven days a week
- 8:29and I told him I'd like two days off on the weekend
- 8:33and we got ourselves kind of organized
- 8:36so that we could work five day weeks
- 8:38and our patient volume grew
- 8:42and it grew to the point that
- 8:45you know we were seeing 50 new patients on a Monday
- 8:49new patients that's a lot of work
- 8:52and at one point we had like
- 8:54five doctors all working together
- 8:56and it was really big business
- 9:00um now we're down to two
- 9:02maybe three doctors working together
- 9:05and we still see you know
- 9:07Monday we saw 36 new patients
- 9:10and today we had 70 follow ups
- 9:13and we just it's a very busy practice
- 9:17absolutely
- 9:21and I think our patients
- 9:22like that they see the same doctor every time
- 9:26even if like
- 9:27a fellow who's new might work them up
- 9:29they know that I'm gonna come in to see them
- 9:32or Doctor Sara is gonna go in to see them
- 9:35and they'll see a familiar face who knows their story
- 9:39cold cause
- 9:40I think that's the problem in medicine nowadays
- 9:43there's too much shifting around in medicine
- 9:48so that you might not see the same doctor
- 9:50every time you go in
- 9:52and there's less continuity of care
- 9:56tell us a little bit about Wills
- 9:59yeah Wills is uh
- 10:00kind of
- 10:02Wills is a treasure for the city of Philadelphia
- 10:05it's a true treasure we have top notch cornea doctors
- 10:11retina doctors we have 28 retina doctors
- 10:14can you believe that at Wills
- 10:17some who are tops in their field
- 10:19we have very good glaucoma surgeons
- 10:22very good oculoplastics people
- 10:25we work with plastics and with retina all the time
- 10:30um very good pathology
- 10:31we have two pathologist
- 10:33most places have zero pathologist
- 10:36or if they're lucky one half of a pathologist
- 10:41you know they do one day a week eye pathology
- 10:44and four days a week something else
- 10:47but we have two full time eye pathologist
- 10:50who are excellent and you know
- 10:53when you're in the field of ocular oncology
- 10:55you need good retina you need good glaucoma
- 10:58good cornea good pathology
- 11:00good plastics cause we're taking off tumors everywhere
- 11:05so we need plastics to reconstruct the lids
- 11:08or we need retina to advise us
- 11:11you know what should we do with this retinal detachment
- 11:15and vitreous hemorrhage
- 11:16and they go in and they clean it all up
- 11:18or a baby comes in to see us
- 11:20who had retinoblastoma treated elsewhere
- 11:24they come to see us the eyes filled with cancer
- 11:27we have to first get the cancer under control
- 11:30and then have retina fix the retinal detachment
- 11:33there's so much that goes on that we need other teams
- 11:38and I I would say
- 11:39probably the most important
- 11:40is having a good eye pathologist
- 11:42because we're nothing without our eye pathologist
- 11:46they're the ones who say yeah
- 11:48that was a Keratoacanthoma in Lynch syndrome
- 11:51or yeah
- 11:52that was a basal cell carcinoma
- 11:55or that was a melanoma
- 11:57and you were right
- 11:58it wasn't hemangioma as it was referred in as
- 12:01so we really do need good eye pathologists
- 12:05and we're very thankful for Doctor Milman
- 12:08and Doctor Eagle Doctor Eagle has been at our side for
- 12:13you know 30 35 years now
- 12:17that's amazing
- 12:18yeah so
- 12:19you know in our practice
- 12:22I'll say a few more words about Wills
- 12:24you know Wills
- 12:25as I mentioned earlier is like a treasure
- 12:27it's like a treasure of diamonds
- 12:30because if you're seen at Wills
- 12:34you're gonna be seeing
- 12:35one of the top 10 doctors in that field
- 12:39I mean we have very good cataract surgeons
- 12:42and we use them judiciously
- 12:44I told one patient today
- 12:47she was a young girl who only had one eye
- 12:51she needed cataract surgery
- 12:53and we couldn't break her capsule okay
- 12:57and I told that to our cataract surgeon
- 13:00he says I can do that
- 13:02and he went in cleaned her up
- 13:04we could see her retina we could see the retinoblastoma
- 13:08that was completely regressed
- 13:10she looked beautiful but we use them judiciously
- 13:13because
- 13:14you can't barrage them with patient after patient
- 13:17you know
- 13:17they can only see so many of these hard patients
- 13:20so we have enough
- 13:22we have enough doctors to go around so that we can
- 13:25you know alternate patients per doctor
- 13:31that's amazing
- 13:34young doctors being trained and staying on at Wills
- 13:39good young plastic surgeons
- 13:41oculoplastic surgeons good young retina doctors that we
- 13:46you know interact with all the time
- 13:48so you know
- 13:49the more senior doctors
- 13:51uh kind of move on
- 13:53and the younger doctors come in and help out
- 13:57what do you believe makes a great doctor
- 14:01I think it's one word I
- 14:04it's one word but maybe it's two or three words
- 14:07it has to be a person who honestly
- 14:11cares about the patient
- 14:14and
- 14:18knows what is right as far as an approach
- 14:22so you wouldn't consult me
- 14:25on how to treat an epiretinal membrane
- 14:27but you would consult me
- 14:29on how to treat a retinoblastoma
- 14:32I would send the epiretinal membrane
- 14:34to one of our retina doctors
- 14:36and I'm not gonna pretend like I know that
- 14:38but I know how to treat cancers
- 14:40all the whole spectrum of cancers
- 14:44so it's one who really cares for the patient
- 14:47and understands their concern
- 14:50and who knows what is right
- 14:55the right approach
- 14:57and who is devoted to their specialty
- 15:01determined disciplined
- 15:04will stay until the job is done
- 15:07and last week we we had to catch a plane to Mexico
- 15:12cause we were going to Monterey
- 15:14and I was operating with my associate
- 15:17and it was getting kind of close to the time
- 15:20we had to leave for the airport
- 15:22but I said to my associate
- 15:23we gotta stay until we get this done
- 15:26we can't leave early and
- 15:28you know that's what a true doctor would say
- 15:31you know nothing interferes with patient care in fact
- 15:38my pet peeve is this cell phone
- 15:42I usually
- 15:44I never answer cell phone in front of a patient
- 15:49I'll never answer a call on a cell phone
- 15:51because I
- 15:52I think my day in the clinic is for the patients
- 15:56it's not for me to talk to somebody
- 15:59you know that is not relevant to patient care
- 16:03I answer my cell phones fast
- 16:05I answer all my text messages fast
- 16:08but when I'm operating or with patients
- 16:12I'll only answer in between patient care
- 16:16I'll never answer in front of them
- 16:18I've seen doctors do that
- 16:19and I don't think
- 16:20I think that sends a message to the patient
- 16:23that
- 16:24they aren't the most important concern for the doctor
- 16:28so a good doctor has to really
- 16:30care for each and every patient
- 16:33you know when you go in to see a patient
- 16:35you have to be thinking
- 16:38you know you have to think
- 16:39when you see a patient with a melanoma
- 16:41is it regressing
- 16:43did the fluid go away
- 16:45did we appropriately treat with a PRP
- 16:50to protect this patient's vision
- 16:52what are we concerned with here in this case
- 16:55well we're concerned with the patient's life
- 16:58their eye and their vision
- 17:00in that order and we have to care for all three
- 17:03this is where the juggling comes back in
- 17:06you know we're juggling life
- 17:10saving the eye and saving the vision
- 17:12doing it all the same time
- 17:15you know it's a multi level of concern
- 17:20when you go in to see a patient
- 17:21patient just basically wants to hear you say
- 17:25everything's okay
- 17:27but when we dictate our letter
- 17:30it's all terminology and abbreviations
- 17:35and CME and ERM and all that stuff
- 17:39but when I talk to the patient
- 17:41I talk in their language and I say
- 17:45you know everything I just said
- 17:47it's just little details for the doctor
- 17:49but you're okay
- 17:52and what I also say to our patients
- 17:54especially those who have melanoma
- 17:57and have good genetics
- 17:58the most important thing about today
- 18:02is that we found out you have good genetics
- 18:05and good genetics
- 18:06means you're not likely to have metastatic disease
- 18:11you know in our
- 18:13in our hands About 60% of patients have good genetics
- 18:17you know
- 18:17we like to classify our genetics into four groups A B
- 18:21C or D A and B
- 18:23we call them apple and banana are good
- 18:26C and d cookie and donut are bad
- 18:30there are many mutations
- 18:32so we like patients to be A or B
- 18:35and that's about 60% of the patients we see
- 18:38so I always give them the good news
- 18:40I do talk to patients who have C or D
- 18:43and I tell them they need to have systemic evaluation
- 18:46we need to make sure
- 18:47they don't develop metastatic disease
- 18:49but I really peace of mind
- 18:52talk to the A and Bs and tell them
- 18:54I think they're gonna be okay
- 18:58so if someone becomes your patient
- 19:00what can they expect from you from the beginning
- 19:05we work fast
- 19:08we get all the testing done
- 19:11same day we never bring a patient back second
- 19:15third fourth day
- 19:17people do that
- 19:18because you get paid to do different tests
- 19:23on different days we just do it all in one day
- 19:26and we just swallow it and say
- 19:28they got all their testing done
- 19:30we know what they have
- 19:32and we're gonna sit and talk with them
- 19:34about what is going on and what we need to do
- 19:39and so we will get all their testing
- 19:43their ultrasound their imaging
- 19:45we'll see the patient
- 19:47and at that point after we examine them
- 19:51we'll know what's going on
- 19:53we'll sit down with them
- 19:54I physically sit down on a stool
- 19:57and they're sitting in a chair
- 19:59and we discuss what's going on and what we need to do
- 20:03and we usually have our counselor
- 20:07or the scheduler in the room
- 20:09and they will schedule them for that day
- 20:13whether they need a conjunctival tumor removed
- 20:16or they need the eye removed
- 20:19or they need plaque radiation
- 20:21or the baby needs systemic chemotherapy
- 20:24or we need to do an orbital tumor biopsy
- 20:27whatever they need we'll get it done
- 20:29and if they need to have
- 20:32fine needle aspiration biopsy
- 20:34we also do that same day that we do the radiation
- 20:38we just do it immediately before why
- 20:41because we want it to be as efficient as possible
- 20:45for the patients so we
- 20:48we wanna get things done in an efficient way
- 20:53what advancements are most exciting to you right now
- 20:57well if I could talk about melanoma
- 21:01the advancements
- 21:02we are heavy duty exploring neoadjuvant therapy
- 21:10so neoadjuvant therapy is when you give a chemo
- 21:13or immunotherapy
- 21:15before you even treat the tumor in the eye
- 21:18and
- 21:20we're looking at Darovasertib and Tebentafusp
- 21:23we're the only
- 21:25uh center doing the neoadjuvant Tebentafusp trial
- 21:30but we're also doing a Darovasertib trial
- 21:33so we're hoping that these neoadjuvant therapies
- 21:38will shrink the tumor
- 21:40we know Daro will shrink the tumor
- 21:43maybe within three to four cycles
- 21:45the tumor goes from 10 on average
- 21:47down to seven isn't that crazy
- 21:51but what we really wanna know is
- 21:54what is it doing for metastatic disease
- 21:57is it getting rid of metastatic disease
- 21:59we won't know that for two to five years
- 22:02but we're hoping fingers crossed
- 22:06that it reduces metastatic disease
- 22:09same with Tebentafusp Tebentafusp
- 22:11is the only FDA approved medicine
- 22:14for treatment of metastatic disease
- 22:16but now we're using it
- 22:19in the beginning
- 22:20as a neoadjuvant therapy to shrink tumors down
- 22:23hopefully eradicate metastatic disease
- 22:26so we can save more lives with uveal melanoma
- 22:31and the that's very exciting
- 22:35we also have uh
- 22:37new therapies out there we have Bel-sar
- 22:39which is a new therapy for tiny uveal melanoma
- 22:43which can control the tumor and hopefully
- 22:47preserve vision so we like that uh
- 22:51because you know
- 22:52putting a plaque on the eye with small melanoma
- 22:56you're likely to have poor vision
- 23:29how has this work changed you as a person
- 23:34so how has ocular oncology changed me as a person um
- 23:41it has allowed me to enjoy
- 23:45my free time
- 23:48you know I love my free time
- 23:50I do a lot of handy work at home
- 23:54I love painting building
- 23:58taking care of animals I have goats
- 24:00chickens everything
- 24:01and I live on a farm and I really like that
- 24:04and so
- 24:04it allows me to really appreciate my private time
- 24:08but as a person it has made me
- 24:12want a life of efficiency a life of exactness
- 24:20and a life of one and done what do I mean by that
- 24:26one treatment and we're done
- 24:29you know I just I I don't
- 24:33I don't want to tie up patients too much
- 24:37with multiple treatments multiple coming backs
- 24:40and we typically get really good results
- 24:44with one treatment and done
- 24:47so that's how it's changed me as a person
- 24:50and you know
- 24:52I'm very different than my late husband
- 24:55who was more of a kind of semi casual
- 25:00happy go lucky guy I'm a little bit more uh
- 25:05maybe focused and
- 25:10I have you know
- 25:12set hours that I wanna work really hard
- 25:15and really make a difference for patients
- 25:18so I think
- 25:21in answer to your question
- 25:24how has this changed me
- 25:27it has made me want to make a difference
- 25:29in this life that I am living
- 25:33and what have your patients taught you over the years
- 25:41they've taught me to
- 25:46be satisfied with my care for them
- 25:49I can't tell you the number of times
- 25:51today we had a lot of patients in the office
- 25:55and every time they see me
- 25:57they smile even though my hair is a mess
- 26:01I'm so focused on you know
- 26:03checking their retina um
- 26:05focused on our charts
- 26:06I'm focused on making sure the charts are accurate
- 26:11and they're they're sitting there smiling
- 26:14because they're just happy that I came in to see them
- 26:17so they make in some way
- 26:18they make me feel happy about myself
- 26:23and believe in myself
- 26:26but I learned that a long time ago
- 26:28when I was playing college basketball
- 26:30to believe in myself
- 26:32but even when patient after patient comes in and smiles
- 26:37that just tells me I think I'm doing the right thing
- 26:42and what does hope mean in your work
- 26:49hope means having a future
- 26:56that is meaningful and sensible
- 26:59and that's what I hope I give
- 27:02that's what I hope or try to give to everyone I see
- 27:08and you give hope by
- 27:14by showing that you care that gives a patient hope
- 27:18you give hope by being efficient in how you handle them
- 27:23you give hope by getting that chest x ray same day
- 27:28you know you give hope
- 27:29by doing all of their imaging the same day
- 27:32so you can sit down with them at the end and say
- 27:36your right eye looks good
- 27:38everything's okay with your right eye
- 27:40this is not gonna happen in your right eye
- 27:42your left eye needs a treatment
- 27:44and we can get that done this week or next week
- 27:47that's you give them hope that way
- 27:49and I know some of my patients are very bright smart
- 27:57what do you love to do outside of work
- 28:04well
- 28:06I love athletics
- 28:09I
- 28:12I enjoy biking I enjoy downhill skiing
- 28:16I enjoy hiking just taking a walk
- 28:20I usually take my little dog with me
- 28:22in fact my little dog comes to work every Wednesday
- 28:25uh
- 28:27she's only this big this tall
- 28:29weighs about 9 pounds every time she weighs 10 pounds
- 28:33my vet gets on my case and says
- 28:36you know that would be like you gaining 20 pounds
- 28:39you know you have to keep her little weight down
- 28:43but I bring her in to see all the children with
- 28:45with retinoblastoma so I enjoy athletics
- 28:51but I also enjoy handiwork around the house
- 28:55I really enjoy that you know
- 28:58right now I'm in the middle of painting a picket fence
- 29:01I feel like Huckleberry Finn
- 29:03I go home last night I went home
- 29:04and I sanded the fence with my electric sander
- 29:08I enjoy that stuff I try
- 29:10I have all you know
- 29:1210 fingers so
- 29:13I try to do only things
- 29:14that will keep 10 fingers on my hands
- 29:17that I did have paint all over my fingers on Monday
- 29:21because I painted half the fence
- 29:23I'll probably paint the other half before this weekend
- 29:27um so I enjoy
- 29:29you know handiwork around the house
- 29:32I enjoy um
- 29:34taking care of my animals
- 29:36I enjoy getting together with
- 29:38you know folks
- 29:39my friends my colleagues at work
- 29:41we get together on the weekends
- 29:44and my kids I do a lot with my kids
- 29:46we will I'm going with uh
- 29:50one son and his wife and child
- 29:52down to West Virginia this weekend
- 29:54we just take little trips
- 29:56we go and see little places and enjoy
- 30:00you know I enjoy the countryside
- 30:02I'm not a city person I never have been a city person
- 30:06and the years Jerry and I lived in the city
- 30:10which was our first maybe five years um
- 30:15I got tired of stepping over people
- 30:18sleeping on the sidewalks
- 30:20you know I enjoy stepping over a fence on our farm and
- 30:27you know lifting the wood
- 30:29or bringing in dog food or constructing something
- 30:33I enjoy the countryside
- 30:36who has had the biggest impact on your life
- 30:42my children have had a big impact on my life
- 30:46and my siblings have too
- 30:49but the biggest impact was my husband Jerry
- 30:53he's the one who got me interested in ocular oncology
- 30:57I would have probably been doing oculoplastic surgery
- 31:02or maybe retina
- 31:04and he taught me a lot in life
- 31:08he taught me how to enjoy every day
- 31:10even if it's a bad day it's a good day
- 31:13even if it was a tough day
- 31:15it's a good day even if things didn't go right
- 31:18it's still a good day
- 31:19so I learned from him how to appreciate every day
- 31:24I mean we would drive into work
- 31:25and Jerry would say
- 31:27don't we have the best job in the world
- 31:29and I'm like
- 31:31some days but not all the days
- 31:32you know but he taught me how to enjoy every day
- 31:38and he also taught me how
- 31:42maybe not to worry about things so much things
- 31:45everything's gonna be okay
- 31:47things will be okay don't worry
- 31:50so he had the biggest impact on my life
- 31:54and when it came time to for example
- 32:00we used to take our kids out to Colorado to go skiing
- 32:04and I used to look at oh
- 32:05my gosh this is costing us so much money
- 32:08he said don't worry
- 32:09we'll never miss it and he was right
- 32:12it was so worth it for our kids to have those memories
- 32:18you know skiing in Colorado
- 32:21or going to the Jersey Shore
- 32:23and enjoying that time there
- 32:25they will never forget those memories
- 32:29so I credit him with a lot uh
- 32:33needless to say
- 32:35he taught me a lot about ocular oncology too
- 32:39but a lot I taught him though too
- 32:42because he was from the days
- 32:45when radiation was used for retinoblastoma
- 32:48and we weren't using neoadjuvants in uveal melanoma
- 32:52and all that has come about
- 32:54the chemotherapy for retinoblastoma
- 32:56and the neoadjuvants for uveal melanoma
- 32:58has come about in the past
- 33:01you know 20 to 30 years
- 33:04when I was more leading uh
- 33:07our service
- 33:10that's
- 33:12I have lots of good staff
- 33:14I have really good technicians
- 33:18and schedulers and counselors
- 33:20and head of the office
- 33:23I call him my CEO and my executive secretary
- 33:29I couldn't do it myself it's just
- 33:31it requires and it requires pediatric oncology
- 33:37medical oncology interventional neuroradiologist
- 33:41neurosurgeons good pathologist
- 33:44good team in retina plastics
- 33:47everything to make this all work
- 33:51absolutely
- 33:53um
- 33:55looking to start a practice in ocular oncology
- 33:59it takes about 10 years to build a good practice
- 34:03where you have everything you need
- 34:05sometimes it's a little easier to just join a practice
- 34:09you already have all of those persons in place
- 34:14and you just move on in and gradually take over
- 34:19yeah
- 34:22alright we're gonna go into our lightning round now
- 34:24where I'm just gonna ask you some questions
- 34:26and you just give me sort of a quick
- 34:27rapid fire answer so first one is
- 34:31what is your go to Starbucks and or coffee order
- 34:36I never order Starbucks it's too high octane for me
- 34:41it could be tea OK Dunkin what do you get
- 34:44I get Dunkin with two creams no sugar
- 34:47okay morning person or night owl
- 34:50total morning person I get to work at 5:15 5:20am
- 34:56oh and what is your favorite way to spend a day off
- 35:03usually
- 35:03with one of our kids doing something fun or worthwhile
- 35:12cleaning their garage I love doing that
- 35:13I love organizing things so
- 35:16and I've done all all that cleaning garages
- 35:20basements with the kids
- 35:21just because it took them so long to move into a house
- 35:26yeah I would like you to come to my house hahaha
- 35:29yeah I could organize it I would love that um
- 35:33what is your favorite vacation spot
- 35:37well we have a little home down on the Jersey Shore
- 35:41it's in Avalon and that's my favorite vacation spot
- 35:46but my best trip ever was to South Africa on safari with Jerry
- 35:55it was an incredible adventure
- 35:59all night long we could hear animals oh
- 36:02it was pitch black
- 36:04we could see all the constellations in the sky
- 36:07it was beautiful but I still see some of that
- 36:10and get some of that on our farm
- 36:13but it was like on steroids when I was in South Africa
- 36:19what is currently on your playlist
- 36:25well you're probably not gonna like this
- 36:29I like Johnny Cash I like country western music
- 36:37um
- 36:38so I like uh
- 36:40any song by Johnny Cash
- 36:42especially when he sings with June Carter
- 36:45that he was his she was his wife
- 36:48and boy
- 36:49they have some great songs together
- 36:52so I usually like country western
- 36:54um
- 36:55I'm gonna move up just a tad more recently
- 36:59nothing I don't listen to rap
- 37:01I don't listen to anything too recent
- 37:05um I do like
- 37:08these are groups that you probably have never heard of
- 37:10the lettermen because one of them
- 37:14Tony Butala went to my high school
- 37:17and the carpenters
- 37:19I always thought they had great music
- 37:21um
- 37:23that's who I would put on my playlist
- 37:25but it would start out with Johnny Cash
- 37:27I actually I love all of that
- 37:30what is your favorite movie or TV show
- 37:35hmm
- 37:37well
- 37:39I watch a lot of Netflix documentaries
- 37:42and I totally enjoyed the documentary on the Crown
- 37:48where they talked about the Queen of England
- 37:51and how she came into power and who preceded her
- 37:55and then what happened with her kids
- 37:58and it was amazing it was an amazing story
- 38:02I couldn't stop it I mean
- 38:05I would watch like
- 38:06two episodes a night
- 38:07and then I'd go to bed late and be tired the next day
- 38:11are you more of a planner or go with the flow
- 38:15oh planner
- 38:16I like to plan things I like to
- 38:18like if I'm going on a trip
- 38:19I like to have you know
- 38:22one thing that we're gonna do each day
- 38:24just so we don't waste a day
- 38:26um I like to plan
- 38:29what is a small thing that makes your day better
- 38:36haha Duncan
- 38:40haha
- 38:42every it's not every day
- 38:44but most days Debbie
- 38:47at our front desk
- 38:48goes out and gets herself a cup of coffee
- 38:51and she gets me a cup of coffee
- 38:53that's sweet
- 38:57haha
- 39:00versus a Dunkin coffee I get Dunkin
- 39:03yep
- 39:04do you have a favorite quote or mantra that you live by
- 39:09I would live by don't worry
- 39:12everything's gonna be okay
- 39:14I love that it's a they say
- 39:17you know you torture yourself twice
- 39:18if you worry about it and it happens
- 39:20or if you don't worry about it and it happens
- 39:22then you only torture yourself once
- 39:24yes and it's funny because my
- 39:28one of my kids had difficulty with calculus in college
- 39:33and I said to him
- 39:35he didn't get a good grade
- 39:36and I said don't worry
- 39:38no one has ever asked me
- 39:40what my calculus grade was in college
- 39:43I said forget it
- 39:45and he's a very successful lawyer
- 39:48so it doesn't matter in the long run
- 39:51I agree
- 39:52what is the best advice you've ever received or given
- 40:15so when I got married when I was asked to get married
- 40:22I thought about it
- 40:25and I gave myself a good piece of advice
- 40:29follow your heart
- 40:32and it worked out now
- 40:35when people have asked me
- 40:39people have met in our office
- 40:44and I'm married and they've asked me advice
- 40:49you know should I do this
- 40:50should I not do it and I give them the same advice
- 40:53always follow your heart don't try to reason out things
- 40:57just follow your heart if it feels right go for it
- 41:02do you have a hidden talent
- 41:06yeah
- 41:08can you share
- 41:11I'm an artist
- 41:13so I used to do watercolors
- 41:15oil paints when I was a kid
- 41:17starting at a young age maybe around age eight
- 41:21I took art lessons from Nate Dunn
- 41:24Nate Dunn was in western Pennsylvania
- 41:26well known as an oil painter
- 41:30he was an impressionistic painter
- 41:32and I learned to paint just like him
- 41:36and all of my early paintings were very impressionistic
- 41:41oil paints of scenes I would do a a
- 41:46a dock on the water then I do a boat on the water
- 41:50and then I do a cabin in the woods
- 41:53everything impressionistic
- 41:54they were beautiful and then when I went to Notre Dame
- 41:57I said I'm gonna try watercolors
- 42:01it was my toughest course at Notre Dame
- 42:04and I think it was also my worst grade
- 42:08um but I learned how to paint watercolors
- 42:12which is backwards to painting oil paints
- 42:15oil paints you never make a mistake cause
- 42:18you can always let it dry
- 42:19and then paint the white over it
- 42:21but when you paint watercolors
- 42:23all your whites have to be left open
- 42:27cause there's no white watercolor
- 42:30it's it's all colors
- 42:32I I know your watercolor behind you might have
- 42:34or whatever that is behind you
- 42:36has some streaks of white
- 42:38yeah
- 42:40right
- 42:42and I painted very realistic
- 42:45so I went from impressionistic to realistic
- 42:49and I painted portraits and painted my parents
- 42:54and I painted ducks and all kinds of things
- 42:58and I still have those I've given a lot of them away
- 43:02but I still have some of them
- 43:03so I'm an artist I'm a hidden artist
- 43:05which is why I like to do fundus drawing
- 43:08it satisfies that need of being an artist
- 43:13love that
- 43:14cause when I draw subretinal fluid I don't just draw flat subretinal fluid
- 43:19it always has volume
- 43:22I shade it so that where the retina is going back
- 43:26it's shaded heavily
- 43:27so it really looks like it's coming up on you
- 43:30wow that's amazing
- 43:32what is something
- 43:34that people would be surprised to learn about you
- 43:36besides that you're an artist
- 43:40they would probably be surprised to learn that I am a goat keeper
- 43:49I keep goats I know exactly how to take care of goats
- 43:53easier than dogs
- 43:55and I have a little on our farm
- 43:58I have a little barn for the goats
- 44:00and every single day of my life
- 44:04I go out to the barn in my sloshing boots
- 44:10because I have to walk through the weeds
- 44:13and the goat things and I go into the barn
- 44:18I feed them their grain and I feed them some hay
- 44:24and they adore
- 44:26they adore me because I'm the one who feeds them
- 44:29it's not like they like my personality
- 44:32they like me because I give them food everyday
- 44:37and it's really important in winter
- 44:39cause there's no little plants to eat in winter
- 44:41so I have to go out every single day
- 44:44even when it's below zero
- 44:45and we had some wicked winter days this past winter
- 44:50and I had my zip up parka on with a hood on
- 44:55gloves on
- 44:56and I have to slosh out to the barn and feed the goats
- 45:00that's ok it brings me down to earth
- 45:05haha I love that um
- 45:08if you could instantly master a new skill
- 45:11what would it be
- 45:12I think I am a
- 45:16slightly frustrated Carpenter
- 45:20I wish I could be a better Carpenter um
- 45:25I do a lot of home fix its
- 45:28and I always have to think really hard on
- 45:32you know how I'm gonna handle this wood or
- 45:36you know how do I screw it in with a
- 45:39my electric screwdriver
- 45:40so I wish I had some skills at carpentry
- 45:44or maybe even more broad
- 45:47uh
- 45:49management of home repairs
- 45:53what's a fun or quirky habit that you have
- 45:58every morning when I get up to go to work
- 46:02I fill a can of water about 16 ounces
- 46:08and in the car I drink all the water
- 46:11I always start my day with hydration
- 46:15um kind of quirky but
- 46:18and I drink it right from our spicket
- 46:20so it's not bottled water
- 46:21it's right from the spicket
- 46:23so I figure that gives me my immunity
- 46:27I don't know what I'm getting out of the spicket
- 46:30but it's city water so it's probably good and tested
- 46:33but I always like to hydrate in the morning
- 46:35I think I feel better and I feel more ready to
- 46:42you know see patients go to work
- 46:45definitely
- 46:46alright coffee or tea
- 46:49coffee for sure tea if I can't find coffee
- 46:53beach or mountains
- 46:55I go to the beach
- 46:57but I behave like I'm in the mountains
- 47:01okay becasue I am not a sunburn
- 47:03sun tan person
- 47:06and I love to hike
- 47:07so I'd probably be better off in the mountains
- 47:10but we don't have many mountains in Pennsylvania
- 47:12I mean we have Poconos but
- 47:15so I go to the beach for my family
- 47:17but I probably would be better off in the mountains
- 47:21early mornings or late nights
- 47:24early mornings don't ever trust an email
- 47:27from me after 8:00PM there's gonna be spelling errors
- 47:32I'll say ridiculous things
- 47:34and I am halfway going to sleep
- 47:37because I get up at 4:50AM
- 47:40and so I have to do all my emails uh
- 47:45before dinner or before 8:00PM
- 47:48I understand sweet or salty
- 47:51oh definitely salty
- 47:53like I don't eat
- 47:54I hardly eat anything sweet
- 47:56but I love everything salty
- 47:59I love my pesto I love my tomato pesto
- 48:04I love it on my meat I love
- 48:08you know
- 48:08I'll take a pretzel before I take a potato chip
- 48:12I never take potato chips
- 48:14I will eat cheese that has nice flavor in it
- 48:20cause it has a little bit of saltiness in it
- 48:22but I won't eat a piece of cake
- 48:25you'll never get me to eat cake
- 48:27I I just can't do it
- 48:29but I will eat if you serve me cheese
- 48:32I will eat cheese with olives
- 48:34that's like a big load of salt
- 48:38and what is your favorite salty snack
- 48:42cheese
- 48:43cheese I I can get on board with that
- 48:46cheese with horseradish if I'm be feeling bad
- 48:50like really bad uh
- 48:53because that really makes me feel good
- 48:55but if I am a little bit worried about cholesterol
- 49:00I'll eat mozzarella cheese cause
- 49:02that has low cholesterol and my cholesterol was high
- 49:05so I try to cut out ice cream
- 49:09I used to like ice cream but I told myself
- 49:12I can't have it because of my cholesterol so
- 49:16but I still eat cheese so go figure
- 49:19yeah well
- 49:20you gotta have some joy in your life right
- 49:22yeah that's my enjoyment definitely alright
- 49:26well that is actually my last question
- 49:28is there anything else you wanted to add
- 49:30before we wrap up no thank you for the interview Megan
- 49:34absolutely thank you so much for being here
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