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32. The Sacred Feminine, Yoni Wisdom, and Constellations with Irmgard Rauscher · Constellations and all that...

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  Tracy Cartwright: Kiona and welcome to Constellations and all that.
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  Tracy Cartwright: I'm your host, Tracy Cartwright, and together we will be exploring the world of family constellations with facilitators for and clients from around the world, looking at different perspectives and experiences in the work, having a cup of tea, and just chatting with some friends around their experiences in constellations.
• 0:23
  Tracy Cartwright: We'd love for you to join us.
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  Tracy Cartwright: I hope that you enjoy this series as much as I have loved making it.
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  Tracy Cartwright: Kiara, everyone, welcome to Constellations and all that.
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  Tracy Cartwright: Today I have the pleasure of chatting with M Grad.
• 0:41
  Tracy Cartwright: So welcome m grad.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Thank you, tracing.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: It's so wonderful that you do these podcasts.
• 0:48
  Irmgard Rauscher: Um, thank you for your invitation and for having me here.
• 0:52
  Tracy Cartwright: Beautiful.
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  Tracy Cartwright: I'd love for you to introduce yourself to the listeners and the audience so they, uh, know a little bit more about you and maybe where you're from and whatever's there for you to share.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: So I'm, um, since this February I'm sweet 70.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: And, um, I was born in Munich, which is a city, this is very famous for a huge beer festival.
• 1:21
  Irmgard Rauscher: Mm-hmm.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: And, uh.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: I worked as a nurse in a medical hospital and later in a psychosomatic clinic there I did some training and further education in psychological and body work.
• 1:36
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes, I, I brought up in, uh, all my life.
• 1:40
  Irmgard Rauscher: I was in Bavaria.
• 1:41
  Irmgard Rauscher: I lived there.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: I still live there.
• 1:43
  Irmgard Rauscher: And, um, I like to live there in a psychosomatic clinic.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: I worked for several years as a co-leader with a group of sexual abuse women.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Ah, and the contact with these women, some of whom were serially traumatized.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Set me on a new path.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Professional and private.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: I would say there was a initiation for a female path.
• 2:18
  Tracy Cartwright: Yes.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes.
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  Tracy Cartwright: Wow.
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  Tracy Cartwright: Wow.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: In the past I was rather turned off by the feminists of the 1900 and seventies, but now I began to study women's literature, shamanic books and historical books, and dive into goddess and archetypes and yes, so.
• 2:46
  Irmgard Rauscher: I attended many women's workshops and work women's camps, and after some time I let my own seminars and workshops and it always, uh, was very wonderful to be among women through what happened in my life.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: I, I became to, to do tantric studies.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: In this tantric field, it was so wonderful that Yoni was so adored.
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  Tracy Cartwright: Mm.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Yoni is, is a, a word from Sanskrit and means something we are like, uh, holy source.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Or the seed of the goddess.
• 3:29
  Tracy Cartwright: Seed of the goddess or the holy source.
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  Tracy Cartwright: How beautiful.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: And the term you yoni includes all the female sexual organs.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Mm. So the w the China, the uterus and the ovaries and, and the yoni was so adored in this tantric field, and it was so wonderful for me to experience that.
• 3:56
  Irmgard Rauscher: I, I felt so honored.
• 3:59
  Tracy Cartwright: Mm. In a
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  Irmgard Rauscher: new way as a woman, and I thought, how can I combine this?
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  Irmgard Rauscher: What I, what I experienced there was that what, I was already a facilitator, so in a way, the Yuni consolation was born in,
• 4:21
  Tracy Cartwright: uh,
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  Irmgard Rauscher: with, with several experiences on my own.
• 4:26
  Tracy Cartwright: I'm a deep fan of your work.
• 4:28
  Tracy Cartwright: I have attended quite a number of workshops and it's very touching.
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  Tracy Cartwright: You do, but it's also, I found it incredibly healing for myself with my own journey.
• 4:39
  Tracy Cartwright: So grateful that you've been, that this has come through you.
• 4:45
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah, and uh, I do it now for the last five years I. And the main topics of Y constellations are relationships between women and, and men, of course.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Mm-hmm.
• 4:58
  Irmgard Rauscher: This femininity, love, sexuality, intimacy, spiritually, and the traditions of female de deities, eighties.
• 5:10
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah, and this topic became my professional and my private passion.
• 5:18
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: And my therapeutic understanding revolves around accepting and understanding the inner truth of every person, a truth that is integrated into one's own family history.
• 5:37
  Irmgard Rauscher: Into historical and social contexts and relationships.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: I lead only Constellation workshops in, uh, Germany and Austria, Italy and Romania.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: And uh, I do individual, individual constellations in my practice in Bavaria and also online worldwide.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: The women come to me because they have issues like, uh, a lack of blossoming and self-confidence, for example, or a lack of success in professional life.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: They are emotional and or sexual abuse.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Mm-hmm.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Or they have lost children.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Or miscarriage.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Or abortions, or they have pregnancy and birth complications.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: I. Also sexual frustrations.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 6:33
  Tracy Cartwright: For a long
• 6:34
  Irmgard Rauscher: time.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Unfulfilled desire to have children or desire for a partner or physical mental symptoms.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Like, uh, also like, um, yeah, like surgery, hysterectomy, for instance.
• 6:54
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 6:55
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: And, and much more.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: So all these issues have, uh, take place in, in the Yuni constellation because, um, it's, no, not really.
• 7:09
  Irmgard Rauscher: All women are secure within their self as a psychotherapist have made the experience that many women do not have a loving relationship to their wonderful bodies and their divine yny, especially young women.
• 7:28
  Tracy Cartwright: Mm.
• 7:29
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: And I'm astonished just even young women, when they think about their yoni, touch it, look at it or play with it, they often feel shame, disgust, or even guilt instead of joy and pride and dignity.
• 7:53
  Irmgard Rauscher: And I, this is very, very sad.
• 7:56
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: And down there is still a big taboo zone for many women regardless of their age.
• 8:05
  Irmgard Rauscher: And uh, yes, and I find this very sad and obviously needs a lot of healing and I have made it to really my mission to create a way for women.
• 8:18
  Irmgard Rauscher: To contact with the holy place.
• 8:21
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 8:22
  Irmgard Rauscher: With the, with the central feminine and get in contact with the yoni because a woman who celebrates her beauty
• 8:33
  Tracy Cartwright: mm-hmm.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: She loves and accepts herself and gets the blissful essence of a goddess.
• 8:42
  Tracy Cartwright: Absolutely.
• 8:43
  Tracy Cartwright: Yes.
• 8:44
  Tracy Cartwright: Absolutely.
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  Tracy Cartwright: What a, what a gift that you bring through.
• 8:47
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 8:48
  Irmgard Rauscher: And I realized that a topic can be important for many women and to increase their feminine power and also self-esteem.
• 8:58
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
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  Tracy Cartwright: Because as you, as you say, there are, it's a lot of women.
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  Tracy Cartwright: For them it feels taboo or, um, you know, this shame in speaking about the yoni or the, even the thought about touching it or being touched, you know, there's so much.
• 9:18
  Tracy Cartwright: Taboo and, and grief, I think Yes.
• 9:22
  Tracy Cartwright: Involved in all of that as well.
• 9:24
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: And also a lot of trauma.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Mm-hmm.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: The Y only can store a significant amount of stressful information and unresolved trauma.
• 9:35
  Irmgard Rauscher: Mm-hmm.
• 9:37
  Irmgard Rauscher: And, um, because many thousand years of patriarchy, oppression, and devaluation of the.
• 9:47
  Irmgard Rauscher: Leave their mark on the sensitive form space.
• 9:52
  Irmgard Rauscher: Negative experience and, and injuries from our ancestors are passed on via an epigenetic level and also shape us whether we know it or not.
• 10:04
  Irmgard Rauscher: Mm. That's what we know as facilitators anyway.
• 10:10
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 10:11
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 10:11
  Irmgard Rauscher: This is our daily work.
• 10:14
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: So a woman should be the expert of her yoni.
• 10:18
  Irmgard Rauscher: I think if she knows what her yoni prefers, she can speak openly and confidently about her preferences and wishes.
• 10:29
  Irmgard Rauscher: And, uh, this definitely stimulates the relationship and boost herself confidence at the same time.
• 10:38
  Tracy Cartwright: Mm-hmm.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: When a woman feels safe with her partner.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: She can allow real intimacy.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: She can communicate her desires, which is very important and define her limits.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Women talk to me about their sexuality and they often bite their teeth and put up with it.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Uh, this is very sad because a woman has, it's her own sexuality and she need to discover that, uh, that, that she is usually we deal with the, with the male sexuality, but we have our own, we have our own time, we have our own desires, we have our own wishes, and this is.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: This is different from that as a man.
• 11:35
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
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  Tracy Cartwright: That's part of the programming from the patriarchy, isn't it?
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  Tracy Cartwright: Yes.
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  Tracy Cartwright: Serving the man and, um, putting yourself, um, to the side.
• 11:45
  Tracy Cartwright: Putting your needs to the side.
• 11:48
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes.
• 11:48
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes.
• 11:49
  Irmgard Rauscher: So, uh, like the main thing is my husband is happy, then he stays for an example.
• 11:57
  Irmgard Rauscher: And this, this is, uh, yeah.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: This is a kind of a abu of, of a self-abuse.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
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  Tracy Cartwright: Is that something that
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  Irmgard Rauscher: you see a lot?
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  Tracy Cartwright: I.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: That's a statement.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: So once the women have the confidence to, to, to talk openly and, and in the Yuni Constellation workshop, we get into this space.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: We talk really openly.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: And, um, so I, I can hear a lot of that.
• 12:32
  Tracy Cartwright: Do you do so you do, uh, 'cause I've, I've seen you do a lot of online ones.
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  Tracy Cartwright: You do in person.
• 12:38
  Tracy Cartwright: Yes.
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  Tracy Cartwright: That was good.
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  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
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  Tracy Cartwright: Mm-hmm.
• 12:40
  Tracy Cartwright: Mm-hmm.
• 12:42
  Tracy Cartwright: And only in B?
• 12:44
  Tracy Cartwright: No, only because you go to Bali.
• 12:46
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 12:47
  Irmgard Rauscher: No.
• 12:48
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: But Bali, Bali is, is not, is not really working.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: It is too, too less participants.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Okay.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: So Janine, uh, will probably reschedule it or do it as online.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Okay, so this is not, this is not true.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Now, if there is a physical or psychological symptom, a desire to have children or a partner or a blockage in sexuality, these issues gets its own position in a y consolation.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Also, let's say the venous lips, right?
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  Irmgard Rauscher: And, and left are the uterus.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: And um, it is very touching if a woman, for example, who had a hysterectomy can talk to her uterus.
• 13:41
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: And uh, and the truth is that the uterus on an energetic level is still there.
• 13:50
  Irmgard Rauscher: So.
• 13:52
  Tracy Cartwright: The memory of it is still there.
• 13:53
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: She don't lose it.
• 13:56
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 13:56
  Tracy Cartwright: Lose it.
• 13:56
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 13:57
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 13:58
  Irmgard Rauscher: So don't lose it.
• 13:59
  Irmgard Rauscher: And, um, so this, this, we all, we have these sacred circle, I, I call it sacred circle among, uh, around, uh, with the women, we, we sit in a circle.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Like our ancestors did thousands and thousands years ago, sit around the fire and um, maybe are in the menstruation hood or in a tippy or, and, and talk to each other.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: So we, we sit there in the yoni constellation workshop also in this sacred circle.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: And then the magic comes up.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: We.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Remain our roots.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: We remain and remember who we really are.
• 14:50
  Irmgard Rauscher: And this is very touching.
• 14:52
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: And a y constellation goes beyond a classical family constellation because I set up these special positions and um, it's also.
• 15:07
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: Also blockage in sexuality, for instance, or, um, maybe a traumatizing first time in sexuality, what was experienced as overwhelming and painful and shameful also.
• 15:25
  Irmgard Rauscher: So this can be a trauma and, uh, that can take place in a y constellation workshop.
• 15:33
  Irmgard Rauscher: So we really talk o of, uh, openly, uh, about sexuality.
• 15:40
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 15:40
  Tracy Cartwright: Mm-hmm.
• 15:42
  Irmgard Rauscher: And, uh, this creates a, a very female space.
• 15:48
  Irmgard Rauscher: Mm-hmm.
• 15:49
  Irmgard Rauscher: A sacred space too.
• 15:51
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 15:51
  Irmgard Rauscher: A sacred space with uh, yeah, with deep truth.
• 15:55
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 15:57
  Irmgard Rauscher: Hmm.
• 15:59
  Irmgard Rauscher: And, um, in order to achieve a sustainable solution at the end of a uni constellation, I create often a so-called support team.
• 16:11
  Irmgard Rauscher: This is in the final phase of the constellation, and this is put individual individually together for each woman, and that often includes a helpful ancestor, the wise old woman.
• 16:27
  Irmgard Rauscher: Power Animal.
• 16:30
  Irmgard Rauscher: Power Angel.
• 16:31
  Irmgard Rauscher: Did you say power animal.
• 16:33
  Irmgard Rauscher: Oh, power animal.
• 16:35
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yep.
• 16:35
  Tracy Cartwright: Mm-hmm.
• 16:36
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah, but also in an angel or archangel or sacred feminine.
• 16:43
  Irmgard Rauscher: The heroine, for instance, and so on.
• 16:47
  Tracy Cartwright: Mm.
• 16:48
  Irmgard Rauscher: And at the end of the Constellation, I often play a favorite song of the client to also get the body cells vibrating too.
• 16:58
  Irmgard Rauscher: Sometimes the, the healing is also, uh, on a shamanic level, especially, um, when it goes to, um, yeah.
• 17:08
  Irmgard Rauscher: To a formal life, for instance.
• 17:11
  Irmgard Rauscher: Mm-hmm.
• 17:12
  Irmgard Rauscher: Or especially if I have a victim and perpetrator field.
• 17:17
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah, so I put myself in the position of the healers and, uh, do with my voice and also drums and with my harmonica.
• 17:27
  Irmgard Rauscher: I, uh, I make healing sounds because the sounds reach out, uh, other spaces and then, uh, and deep levels of the body.
• 17:40
  Tracy Cartwright: Beautiful.
• 17:41
  Tracy Cartwright: Yes, I use my voice in drums as well.
• 17:43
  Tracy Cartwright: Yes, sounded very potent.
• 17:46
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: And that's really wonderful because you, you have, uh, you have the heart in connection with your womb and uh, and this all flows through and this is a deep sound of the drums.
• 18:00
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: And, and, uh, and this is the sound of the women.
• 18:04
  Irmgard Rauscher: I mm-hmm.
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  Irmgard Rauscher: I guess.
• 18:05
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
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  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
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  Tracy Cartwright: Because, 'cause when we are opening our yoni, right?
• 18:09
  Tracy Cartwright: When we're birthing, we need, we make sound to make the.
• 18:14
  Tracy Cartwright: Uh, the yoni open more, right?
• 18:16
  Tracy Cartwright: So our throat, don't we?
• 18:18
  Tracy Cartwright: So the Yeah, yeah.
• 18:20
  Tracy Cartwright: Um, 'cause they're so beautifully connected to, aren't they?
• 18:23
  Tracy Cartwright: They mirror each other.
• 18:25
  Tracy Cartwright: Mm-hmm.
• 18:25
  Tracy Cartwright: The throat and the yoni.
• 18:26
  Tracy Cartwright: Yoni.
• 18:27
  Tracy Cartwright: Yes.
• 18:28
  Tracy Cartwright: Yes.
• 18:29
  Tracy Cartwright: So, yeah.
• 18:31
  Irmgard Rauscher: So the, the women are often surprised, uh, what in her female lineage.
• 18:38
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 18:39
  Irmgard Rauscher: Were so many traumatized.
• 18:42
  Irmgard Rauscher: Uh, so many disorders in pregnancy, in, in birth area, and, um, yeah.
• 18:51
  Irmgard Rauscher: And also the own birth.
• 18:53
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 18:54
  Irmgard Rauscher: But also giving birth to their children.
• 18:58
  Irmgard Rauscher: This is, um, a topic which is very traumatic still.
• 19:05
  Irmgard Rauscher: When you go, for instance, in a normal hospital.
• 19:11
  Irmgard Rauscher: So there can be so much medical trauma in this area and, um, and still ongoing.
• 19:21
  Irmgard Rauscher: I don't know how it is in New Zealand, but, uh, in Germany, but also Anguin, you know Anguin, right?
• 19:29
  Irmgard Rauscher: Mm-hmm.
• 19:30
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 19:30
  Irmgard Rauscher: We did, um, a workshop about medical trauma.
• 19:34
  Irmgard Rauscher: And I did a consolation about it in, in the clinic.
• 19:38
  Irmgard Rauscher: There are so, uh, overwork stuff.
• 19:41
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 19:42
  Irmgard Rauscher: Uh, tired midwives, uh, rushing doctors and, uh, all these, these functional surrounding.
• 19:51
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 19:53
  Irmgard Rauscher: Then, then the baby, the, maybe the, um, I don't know the, the English word for.
• 20:01
  Irmgard Rauscher: The contract.
• 20:02
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 20:03
  Irmgard Rauscher: Maybe they stop.
• 20:04
  Irmgard Rauscher: So they get contractions.
• 20:06
  Irmgard Rauscher: Contractions.
• 20:07
  Irmgard Rauscher: So they get medicine and drugs to keep on.
• 20:12
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 20:12
  Irmgard Rauscher: And, and then, uh, the, the, the women have maybe 24 hours or even 36 hours.
• 20:19
  Irmgard Rauscher: Pain, pain, pain.
• 20:22
  Irmgard Rauscher: So all things that does not have to be,
• 20:26
  Tracy Cartwright: mm-hmm.
• 20:28
  Tracy Cartwright: Do you see many with, like from cesarean, from the trauma of having an emergency cesarean?
• 20:37
  Tracy Cartwright: Um, is there a, is there a sort of a theme that runs through that?
• 20:42
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes.
• 20:42
  Irmgard Rauscher: Also.
• 20:43
  Irmgard Rauscher: Mm-hmm.
• 20:44
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes.
• 20:46
  Irmgard Rauscher: But is especially also the, the children who was born with a cesarean, they are different.
• 20:53
  Irmgard Rauscher: I don't know if, if, uh, if you have experience in that, but they, the, the children are different.
• 21:01
  Tracy Cartwright: Mm.
• 21:01
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 21:02
  Irmgard Rauscher: And, um, it's, it's also, also, and there's
• 21:04
  Tracy Cartwright: a lot of them being born, right.
• 21:06
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 21:08
  Tracy Cartwright: That way, and I mean, yeah.
• 21:11
  Tracy Cartwright: Sometimes it's, it's life or death.
• 21:13
  Tracy Cartwright: I get that.
• 21:14
  Tracy Cartwright: Mm-hmm.
• 21:15
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 21:17
  Tracy Cartwright: My young, my last one was a cesarean and.
• 21:20
  Tracy Cartwright: An emergency cesarean after a very long time who was meant to be a home birth, but he was 19 days over.
• 21:28
  Tracy Cartwright: So I think if I had had him first, I probably wouldn't have had more children the way that it went.
• 21:35
  Tracy Cartwright: 'cause that was really, that was really for me, really traumatic, the way that his birth went.
• 21:39
  Tracy Cartwright: But the, the girls who I'd had many years before, 'cause there's a big age gap, totally different experience, so,
• 21:46
  Irmgard Rauscher: mm-hmm.
• 21:48
  Tracy Cartwright: Glad it happened in that order
• 21:51
  Irmgard Rauscher: and uh, yes.
• 21:52
  Irmgard Rauscher: And also the women are, every time they are surprised that, uh, yeah.
• 21:57
  Irmgard Rauscher: The, the yuni can be so different.
• 21:59
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 22:00
  Irmgard Rauscher: Also anatomically Mm. And there's lot of, a lot of work to do to, to teach also.
• 22:06
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 22:07
  Irmgard Rauscher: There are nine different yuni types on the anatomical level.
• 22:12
  Irmgard Rauscher: So, and every yoni needs and wants something else.
• 22:18
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 22:19
  Irmgard Rauscher: And, and this is important to find out for each woman, uh, what her yoni really wants.
• 22:26
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 22:27
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 22:28
  Tracy Cartwright: What does your yoni want to say to you?
• 22:30
  Tracy Cartwright: Hey.
• 22:31
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes, exactly.
• 22:34
  Irmgard Rauscher: And, uh, yes, and I wrote it on, on my block.
• 22:38
  Irmgard Rauscher: I wrote a, a particular article about, um, the nine different genotypes and, um, and also, uh, the, the different types of orgasm, for instance.
• 22:51
  Irmgard Rauscher: Just some many women do not know that because it is nothing.
• 22:58
  Irmgard Rauscher: It is nowhere.
• 22:59
  Irmgard Rauscher: You have to, so no one teaches you.
• 23:03
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 23:04
  Tracy Cartwright: 'cause it's like, you know, for our grandmothers, our mothers even it was taboo.
• 23:09
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes, yes.
• 23:11
  Irmgard Rauscher: And a long time taboo.
• 23:13
  Irmgard Rauscher: And even in school is still taboo to talk about this like.
• 23:18
  Irmgard Rauscher: So also female doctors do not really know about sexuality.
• 23:26
  Tracy Cartwright: Uh,
• 23:27
  Irmgard Rauscher: in Germany, they, they know the anatomical things, but, but they don't know any further about sexual things.
• 23:36
  Irmgard Rauscher: And, uh, yeah, the poetic, spiritual sexual energy.
• 23:42
  Irmgard Rauscher: So in the y consolation workshop, uh, I, I often, I. I have these questions.
• 23:48
  Irmgard Rauscher: Do we have to take clothes off?
• 23:53
  Tracy Cartwright: No, of course not.
• 23:55
  Tracy Cartwright: I've heard, I've heard Germans are very free with some things.
• 23:59
  Tracy Cartwright: I didn't realize that.
• 24:03
  Irmgard Rauscher: So in the only consolation workshop, we all remain dressed and we sit in the circle and on meditation cushions, we sit on the ground.
• 24:14
  Irmgard Rauscher: Uh, there is a so-called altar in, in the corner with flowers and candles and incense, plants and pictures, and goddess cards and power objects.
• 24:26
  Irmgard Rauscher: Books about the anatomical charact characteristics of the different jonis, and that can be used during the breaks.
• 24:36
  Irmgard Rauscher: And, uh, in addition to the only constellations, there will be music and dance.
• 24:42
  Irmgard Rauscher: This is dance is very important for, for women.
• 24:47
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 24:48
  Irmgard Rauscher: And guided inner journeys and lectures and rituals and sharings of course.
• 24:56
  Irmgard Rauscher: And lots of humor and female magic.
• 25:01
  Tracy Cartwright: Oh, it sounds delicious.
• 25:03
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 25:04
  Tracy Cartwright: Sounds amazing.
• 25:05
  Irmgard Rauscher: And, um.
• 25:07
  Irmgard Rauscher: At the end of a Yuni constellation, the the women feel a strong sisterhood and a loving solidarity.
• 25:18
  Irmgard Rauscher: And this is always nice to experience because.
• 25:23
  Irmgard Rauscher: At the beginning, maybe there's a little bit of competition.
• 25:28
  Irmgard Rauscher: Of course, yeah.
• 25:31
  Irmgard Rauscher: One woman looks so beautiful and, uh, the other not, and, uh, they have this clothes on and the other not, and, but at the end it is.
• 25:42
  Irmgard Rauscher: Anyway, everything disappear and uh, and we have this really wonderful sisterhood.
• 25:51
  Irmgard Rauscher: Uh, after Uni constellation, the women often tell me that they feel much more connected to their inner core and, uh, they have more self-esteem and courage, whether in relationships or at work.
• 26:14
  Irmgard Rauscher: One woman told me after yoni workshops at the next day, she, she went straight to her, to her chief and uh, and wanted more money for her work.
• 26:28
  Irmgard Rauscher: So it is different.
• 26:31
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 26:31
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 26:32
  Irmgard Rauscher: And women find themselves more attractive and relaxed.
• 26:37
  Irmgard Rauscher: They are aware of their dignity.
• 26:41
  Irmgard Rauscher: Trust their intuition again, because knowing and recognizing the divine dimension within us makes all the difference.
• 26:58
  Irmgard Rauscher: The difference, yeah.
• 27:00
  Irmgard Rauscher: Two and a half days in the female space on this deep level can really be.
• 27:10
  Irmgard Rauscher: Changing everything and the women get the confidence and the empowerment.
• 27:18
  Irmgard Rauscher: Go home and talk to their partner and, uh, yeah, talk to them what they really want, what they really wish, and what they need, and, and guide them.
• 27:34
  Irmgard Rauscher: This is fulfilling for me.
• 27:37
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 27:37
  Irmgard Rauscher: That, that makes sense for myself when I see that and, and can, um, and, and can to, uh, accompany, uh, the women to find their self love
• 27:53
  Tracy Cartwright: and we so need more of that.
• 27:56
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes.
• 27:57
  Irmgard Rauscher: Because, uh, this, this is the, the greatest gift, I guess.
• 28:02
  Tracy Cartwright: Yes.
• 28:03
  Tracy Cartwright: Absolutely.
• 28:05
  Tracy Cartwright: Can you share how you first met Constellations?
• 28:10
  Tracy Cartwright: How, when did you first get introduced to it?
• 28:12
  Tracy Cartwright: Mm-hmm.
• 28:14
  Irmgard Rauscher: I know this very well because I was in vacation in Tuscany.
• 28:21
  Irmgard Rauscher: It was 1,993.
• 28:26
  Irmgard Rauscher: Mm, we were sitting at the dinner in, in at night and, um, I had the book from Gun Weber with me, loves Hidden Symmetry.
• 28:38
  Tracy Cartwright: Mm-hmm.
• 28:39
  Irmgard Rauscher: Uh, I starting reading it and, uh, we were sitting in this restaurant and I read Hines, uh, a few lines about, uh, uh, eating disorders.
• 28:52
  Irmgard Rauscher: So we both were in this, uh, psychosomatic clinic and we both had, uh, several, uh, methods of psychological and so, and, but this lecture we felt at once was something completely new and groundbreaking breaking.
• 29:11
  Irmgard Rauscher: Mm-hmm.
• 29:12
  Irmgard Rauscher: So we both instinctively understood this.
• 29:16
  Irmgard Rauscher: Special perspective and the therapeutic potential at the same time.
• 29:23
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 29:24
  Irmgard Rauscher: So that was really wow.
• 29:27
  Irmgard Rauscher: And uh, when we got home, first thing we did is to do a consolation with Ya Schneider in, in Munich.
• 29:39
  Irmgard Rauscher: Second thing what I did, I was searching for my father.
• 29:45
  Irmgard Rauscher: Mm, because I did not know my father.
• 29:49
  Irmgard Rauscher: I, I had known since I was 15-year-old that my mother's husband was not my father, but out of Loyality to both of them, him and my mother, I convinced myself that my biological father was not important for me.
• 30:10
  Irmgard Rauscher: Mm-hmm.
• 30:10
  Irmgard Rauscher: So I never looked for him.
• 30:13
  Irmgard Rauscher: And after a few weeks.
• 30:15
  Irmgard Rauscher: I went to visit him and, uh, he lived with his family only 120 kilometers from away.
• 30:24
  Irmgard Rauscher: Wow.
• 30:25
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 30:26
  Irmgard Rauscher: And when I saw his face for the first time, I recognized myself in him.
• 30:34
  Irmgard Rauscher: And there was this very special moment for me that I would never forget.
• 30:39
  Tracy Cartwright: Mm.
• 30:41
  Irmgard Rauscher: I think that's the famous language of the blood.
• 30:44
  Tracy Cartwright: Yes.
• 30:46
  Tracy Cartwright: That's beautiful.
• 30:48
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes.
• 30:49
  Irmgard Rauscher: And that weekend I found out that I have a half sister who is three years younger than I am and I that I am aunt of a, of a nephew and two nieces.
• 31:02
  Tracy Cartwright: Ah, beautiful.
• 31:04
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah, that the photos in the photo albums showed me my grandparents and great uncles and great aunts and great grandparents, and for the first time in my life I was 38 years old.
• 31:20
  Irmgard Rauscher: At that time, I saw and learned about my ancestors and roots on, on the father's side.
• 31:26
  Tracy Cartwright: Wow.
• 31:27
  Irmgard Rauscher: And these were very moving moments for me.
• 31:32
  Irmgard Rauscher: And this journey to my father was very touching and healing and transformative for me.
• 31:39
  Irmgard Rauscher: And, uh, the, the third impact of consolation work was that I got married was 40 years old.
• 31:46
  Irmgard Rauscher: It, yeah.
• 31:49
  Irmgard Rauscher: First, uh, I experienced bird heur for the first time in trich in Switzerland.
• 31:56
  Irmgard Rauscher: There were about 400 participants in this workshop, and sometimes you could have heard a pin drop, as we say, in German again and again.
• 32:08
  Irmgard Rauscher: There was breathless silence and stunt amazement in this large hall.
• 32:15
  Irmgard Rauscher: There we were stunning.
• 32:17
  Irmgard Rauscher: Three years and many Constellation workshops.
• 32:20
  Irmgard Rauscher: Later I began to work with Constellation myself.
• 32:25
  Irmgard Rauscher: I. So I'm a facilitator of systemic cancellation work since almost 30 years now.
• 32:31
  Tracy Cartwright: Wow.
• 32:31
  Tracy Cartwright: And
• 32:32
  Irmgard Rauscher: I was trained by Bert Heer and Gun Weber and Jacob Schneider and Alfred Ma and uh, SNA Victoria Schnabel and so on.
• 32:43
  Tracy Cartwright: Wow.
• 32:45
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 32:46
  Tracy Cartwright: Some big names there.
• 32:47
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 32:48
  Tracy Cartwright: The biggest really, isn't it?
• 32:50
  Tracy Cartwright: But yes, yes.
• 32:51
  Tracy Cartwright: Many big names there.
• 32:52
  Tracy Cartwright: And
• 32:53
  Irmgard Rauscher: consolation work has had a huge impact on my life and my relationships.
• 32:59
  Irmgard Rauscher: I cannot even imagine how I could live without systemic thinking, for instance.
• 33:09
  Tracy Cartwright: Hmm.
• 33:10
  Tracy Cartwright: Once you know it.
• 33:12
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes.
• 33:12
  Irmgard Rauscher: Because not to
• 33:13
  Tracy Cartwright: know it.
• 33:14
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 33:14
  Irmgard Rauscher: It's normal way for me.
• 33:15
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 33:16
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 33:20
  Irmgard Rauscher: And, um, understanding how, for the example, transgenerational trauma affects later generations and the deeper truth of symptoms are what affects a couple relationship are how secrets work or hidden, loyal, and so on.
• 33:43
  Irmgard Rauscher: It's all extremely important and groundbreaking.
• 33:48
  Tracy Cartwright: Are there any examples?
• 33:51
  Tracy Cartwright: Oh, actually, let me jump to this question first.
• 33:54
  Tracy Cartwright: If you met someone for the first time and they asked you what you do, how do you describe constellations?
• 34:04
  Irmgard Rauscher: Constellation work is, uh, is based on a deep respect and dignity for the individual and great wisdom and understanding of human relationships.
• 34:19
  Irmgard Rauscher: Consolation work is always focused on finding solutions and uses individual resources.
• 34:29
  Irmgard Rauscher: Working with the ancestors and roots is extremely healing and highly reconciling and trauma can be transformed.
• 34:42
  Irmgard Rauscher: The therapeutic approach is characterized.
• 34:46
  Irmgard Rauscher: By freedom of judgment, open-mindedness, and working with the unknown to have this knowing field, which is working, and uh, which we work in, in Constellation.
• 35:04
  Irmgard Rauscher: This is like a big villain and wifi field.
• 35:09
  Tracy Cartwright: Yes.
• 35:10
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah, and to have all these informations, but telling Ger was the first to find out that we can receive these informations.
• 35:23
  Irmgard Rauscher: When we put ourselves in certain positions, we can receive these informations, and we use these informations to find the solution.
• 35:37
  Irmgard Rauscher: Of this individual, this client, and also for the whole family system, for the ancestors, and also for the further generations.
• 35:53
  Irmgard Rauscher: Mm-hmm.
• 35:54
  Irmgard Rauscher: This is a work.
• 35:55
  Irmgard Rauscher: You can only be humble.
• 35:58
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 35:59
  Tracy Cartwright: You can't, uh, yeah.
• 36:00
  Tracy Cartwright: You have to be humble to be in doing this.
• 36:02
  Tracy Cartwright: Right.
• 36:03
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 36:06
  Tracy Cartwright: It'll be the small one.
• 36:07
  Tracy Cartwright: I'll come back to the question I was gonna ask before.
• 36:09
  Tracy Cartwright: Do you have any examples that you would feel okay to share, um, without crossing confidentiality or anything like that?
• 36:19
  Tracy Cartwright: I mean, you may not feel comfortable to do that, but is there anything that comes to mind?
• 36:26
  Irmgard Rauscher: It is a, a woman was there in, um, in South, um, in, in North Italy last, um, it, it was March this year, and we did a, a yuni cancellation workshop.
• 36:40
  Irmgard Rauscher: And, um, it was a, a Austrian woman in her family was, um, a very serious illness, uh, over generations.
• 36:52
  Irmgard Rauscher: And, uh, her mother.
• 36:54
  Irmgard Rauscher: Spent all her life have anxiety and fear not to get this illness, but she did in the age of 60.
• 37:05
  Irmgard Rauscher: So the daughter went to the uni constellation workshop and she had, uh, she didn't have the, the, the illness yet, but she had a child with, um, with threesome me, a child with Mongos.
• 37:23
  Irmgard Rauscher: Down syndrome.
• 37:25
  Irmgard Rauscher: Down syndrome.
• 37:26
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes.
• 37:26
  Irmgard Rauscher: Thank you.
• 37:27
  Irmgard Rauscher: So we did a constellation.
• 37:29
  Irmgard Rauscher: We find out that this constellation went really, as I told, we we worked there with the unknown.
• 37:39
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 37:39
  Irmgard Rauscher: We were from one generation to another.
• 37:43
  Irmgard Rauscher: And this goes back, these illness goes back to the isis.
• 37:52
  Irmgard Rauscher: In Egypt.
• 37:55
  Irmgard Rauscher: Wow.
• 37:56
  Irmgard Rauscher: There was a ISIS called, ISIS is the goddess, the, the main goddess of the Egypt.
• 38:02
  Irmgard Rauscher: And, uh, there was, um, a curse.
• 38:06
  Irmgard Rauscher: A curse over the love between men and women.
• 38:10
  Irmgard Rauscher: Oh.
• 38:12
  Irmgard Rauscher: Mm-hmm.
• 38:13
  Irmgard Rauscher: So there were perpetrator and these perpetrators, they had this curse, uh.
• 38:21
  Irmgard Rauscher: The love between men and women, and that was so special.
• 38:27
  Irmgard Rauscher: This consolation I would never forget.
• 38:31
  Irmgard Rauscher: And, uh, you cannot even imagine such a thing without a consolation.
• 38:38
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes, this is not possible.
• 38:40
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah, A consolation goes in, in two spaces.
• 38:43
  Irmgard Rauscher: You cannot think of There was the, the cause of all these.
• 38:50
  Irmgard Rauscher: Suffering on this really serious illness.
• 38:54
  Irmgard Rauscher: Wow.
• 38:55
  Irmgard Rauscher: And she went back to, to Austria and um, she, uh, I'm in contact with her because she was so relieved after that, after the consolation that she wants to organize a y cancellation workshop in Austria now.
• 39:14
  Irmgard Rauscher: Fantastic.
• 39:16
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 39:17
  Irmgard Rauscher: So it can really go, go beyond everything.
• 39:22
  Irmgard Rauscher: Mm-hmm.
• 39:22
  Irmgard Rauscher: Or what I often see in uni conation is that we have to deal with, um, increase in inquisition the witch.
• 39:32
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes.
• 39:33
  Irmgard Rauscher: In, in middle
• 39:34
  Tracy Cartwright: age.
• 39:34
  Tracy Cartwright: The witch trial, the witch trials in the killings, and all of that made a huge impact on, on women.
• 39:43
  Tracy Cartwright: Right.
• 39:44
  Tracy Cartwright: Um, collective trauma.
• 39:46
  Tracy Cartwright: Mm-hmm.
• 39:47
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 39:48
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 39:48
  Tracy Cartwright: And whether you were born a woman in this lifetime or, or in another lifetime, no.
• 39:53
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 39:54
  Tracy Cartwright: Mm-hmm.
• 39:55
  Tracy Cartwright: There are a lot of men out there that are feeling it, but don't understand it because they're men in this lifetime.
• 40:02
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
• 40:04
  Irmgard Rauscher: Exactly.
• 40:05
  Irmgard Rauscher: Mm-hmm.
• 40:06
  Tracy Cartwright: I mean, men were also killed in that time as well for being
• 40:09
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 40:10
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes.
• 40:13
  Irmgard Rauscher: When there was a blockage and, and this and a witch, uh, burning in, in the former life.
• 40:19
  Irmgard Rauscher: So they, uh, they are uh, they have fear to, to really get on maybe with, with their own healing powers now.
• 40:30
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 40:31
  Irmgard Rauscher: And have a blockage there also in professional life.
• 40:35
  Irmgard Rauscher: And, uh, yeah.
• 40:37
  Tracy Cartwright: And that's so important, isn't it?
• 40:38
  Tracy Cartwright: Because when we.
• 40:41
  Tracy Cartwright: The yoni is the creative and the power area, isn't it, of the body You're looking at the chakras and the base and the sacral chakra.
• 40:51
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 40:52
  Tracy Cartwright: Yes.
• 40:52
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 40:54
  Tracy Cartwright: And, and to help us stay grounded and connected.
• 40:57
  Tracy Cartwright: Mm-hmm.
• 40:58
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 40:59
  Tracy Cartwright: That's, wow, that's beautiful.
• 41:02
  Tracy Cartwright: I, I know that it, when you, when the constellation and it hits that right spot and you feel that.
• 41:10
  Tracy Cartwright: Relief.
• 41:12
  Tracy Cartwright: Even though sometimes the con you, you think, how could that be possible when these things don't make the, you would never logically line these things up.
• 41:20
  Tracy Cartwright: Right.
• 41:20
  Tracy Cartwright: But then it shows up in a constellation.
• 41:23
  Tracy Cartwright: Yes.
• 41:24
  Tracy Cartwright: And we left going, wow, that feels amazing in me.
• 41:29
  Tracy Cartwright: So we have to listen to the body, listen to the what the soul is sharing with us.
• 41:36
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 41:37
  Irmgard Rauscher: And uh, all the participants feel these deep, these deep truth what is showing up.
• 41:45
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah, yeah.
• 41:46
  Irmgard Rauscher: And have this understanding why then.
• 41:52
  Irmgard Rauscher: A mother or a grandmother or a great-grandmother feels like that, or, uh, was, um, had a life like this or whatever.
• 42:03
  Irmgard Rauscher: These new perspectives that you get after a consolation at your own roots, uh, this is really fantastic.
• 42:14
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 42:15
  Tracy Cartwright: Hmm.
• 42:17
  Irmgard Rauscher: And so special and so precious.
• 42:21
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 42:21
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 42:22
  Irmgard Rauscher: Mm-hmm.
• 42:24
  Irmgard Rauscher: You, you just can stand
• 42:26
  Tracy Cartwright: still.
• 42:27
  Tracy Cartwright: It's fantastic.
• 42:28
  Tracy Cartwright: It's beautiful work that you are bringing into the world.
• 42:31
  Tracy Cartwright: So grateful for that.
• 42:33
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 42:33
  Irmgard Rauscher: But every, every facilitator has this.
• 42:37
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah, yeah, yeah.
• 42:39
  Tracy Cartwright: But you are really, um, speaking about it and leading the way.
• 42:44
  Tracy Cartwright: In the, in the Yani constellations that you've developed and being the beautiful goddess that you are and those who, who, who see on screen how just divine she is.
• 42:57
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 42:58
  Tracy Cartwright: And, and you've just shared with me that you just turned 70, which is amazing.
• 43:03
  Tracy Cartwright: Uh, I think I met you about maybe six, seven years ago.
• 43:08
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 43:08
  Irmgard Rauscher: Six years I guess.
• 43:09
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah,
• 43:10
  Tracy Cartwright: maybe.
• 43:10
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 43:11
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 43:12
  Tracy Cartwright: 2019, I think Roy.
• 43:13
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 43:14
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes.
• 43:15
  Irmgard Rauscher: In Australia,
• 43:16
  Tracy Cartwright: in Sydney.
• 43:16
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 43:17
  Irmgard Rauscher: Tracy.
• 43:18
  Irmgard Rauscher: But also you did a, had the, uh, a, a huge development now.
• 43:25
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 43:25
  Irmgard Rauscher: Mm. Yeah, there's a lot going on here.
• 43:28
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes, yes.
• 43:29
  Irmgard Rauscher: When I, I see your posts on Facebook and what you, what you do, what you organize and, and, uh, how you, how you be present with, with that, what you do with your work.
• 43:41
  Irmgard Rauscher: And I, I, every time I see it, I say, wow.
• 43:46
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 43:46
  Tracy Cartwright: Thank you.
• 43:47
  Tracy Cartwright: It feels important to share and to get stuff out, so, yeah.
• 43:51
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 43:52
  Tracy Cartwright: And I'm inspired by women like yourself, so very grateful for that.
• 43:57
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 43:58
  Irmgard Rauscher: And I'm grateful for, for you to do this interview with, with me, even when I have, even when I have so legs in my language.
• 44:11
  Tracy Cartwright: It's, uh, it's interesting, isn't it?
• 44:13
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 44:14
  Tracy Cartwright: To have that, to, to be able to, you know, years ago, our ancestors would never have dreamt that we could be doing what we are doing now.
• 44:24
  Tracy Cartwright: That is true.
• 44:24
  Tracy Cartwright: And talking to each other on a little screen and sharing about the yoni.
• 44:31
  Tracy Cartwright: And this amazing couldn't, they couldn't never, never thought about this.
• 44:41
  Tracy Cartwright: Exactly.
• 44:42
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 44:44
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 44:44
  Irmgard Rauscher: That's
• 44:44
  Tracy Cartwright: true.
• 44:45
  Tracy Cartwright: Tracy.
• 44:46
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 44:47
  Tracy Cartwright: It was at that, uh, we are our ancestors.
• 44:50
  Tracy Cartwright: Wild.
• 44:51
  Tracy Cartwright: The strengths.
• 44:51
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 44:52
  Tracy Cartwright: Yes.
• 44:52
  Tracy Cartwright: They could never have imagined what we would be doing.
• 44:54
  Tracy Cartwright: And I, and I'm, I know that's the same for the future generations.
• 44:59
  Tracy Cartwright: We can't even fathom what they will be doing with the knowledge that's coming through us that we're passing on to the generations, um, that are to come.
• 45:10
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 45:12
  Tracy Cartwright: It's, it, it's exciting.
• 45:14
  Tracy Cartwright: Really?
• 45:15
  Tracy Cartwright: Yes.
• 45:15
  Irmgard Rauscher: That's the wheel of life.
• 45:16
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 45:17
  Irmgard Rauscher: Mm.
• 45:18
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 45:20
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes.
• 45:21
  Tracy Cartwright: So we'll put the, your links and everything into the thread that comes with the podcast.
• 45:29
  Tracy Cartwright: If someone's listening to this and they might be a, an audible person, like to hear things rather than, uh, look things up, how would someone get in touch with you?
• 45:41
  Tracy Cartwright: We'll find you to look up your yoni constellations.
• 45:45
  Irmgard Rauscher: Ah, um, I have a homepage and, uh.
• 45:50
  Irmgard Rauscher: It is VVV, www ardin roha de de, yeah.
• 46:02
  Irmgard Rauscher: Mm-hmm.
• 46:04
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 46:04
  Irmgard Rauscher: Okay.
• 46:05
  Irmgard Rauscher: Beautiful.
• 46:05
  Irmgard Rauscher: I'll, I'll write me an email, but this is all written on the homepage, and this is also in German and it's also in English, my homepage.
• 46:14
  Irmgard Rauscher: Mm,
• 46:15
  Tracy Cartwright: yes.
• 46:15
  Tracy Cartwright: It's very ha.
• 46:16
  Tracy Cartwright: Very user friendly.
• 46:18
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah.
• 46:21
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 46:22
  Tracy Cartwright: And, um, and do you have any, any constellations online coming up?
• 46:29
  Tracy Cartwright: Um, you mean a workshop?
• 46:31
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 46:31
  Tracy Cartwright: Okay.
• 46:32
  Tracy Cartwright: If someone wants to join you.
• 46:34
  Irmgard Rauscher: No, still not, not a workshop.
• 46:38
  Irmgard Rauscher: Um, I do a workshop in English in in Bucharest in, uh, October.
• 46:43
  Irmgard Rauscher: Okay.
• 46:44
  Irmgard Rauscher: This is a one-on-one, uh, workshop.
• 46:47
  Irmgard Rauscher: Um, and, um, in, in English, I just do individual sessions right now.
• 46:53
  Irmgard Rauscher: Okay.
• 46:55
  Tracy Cartwright: Beautiful.
• 46:56
  Tracy Cartwright: Alright, so if you are listening to this or, or viewing this online and you are really interested in, uh, Yoni Constellation, I highly recommend that you reach out to and yeah, explore what's there.
• 47:10
  Tracy Cartwright: She is a wealth of knowledge and I'm sure that you will be.
• 47:15
  Tracy Cartwright: Over the moon that you've done that.
• 47:17
  Tracy Cartwright: So, or maybe it's someone that you know and you might like to share this knowledge with them.
• 47:22
  Tracy Cartwright: Something that has touched you from this, uh, this interview, this conversation.
• 47:28
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 47:29
  Tracy Cartwright: So thank you so much and glad for joining me today.
• 47:33
  Tracy Cartwright: Thank you,
• 47:34
  Irmgard Rauscher: Tracy.
• 47:36
  Irmgard Rauscher: I look
• 47:36
  Tracy Cartwright: forward to seeing you again, um,
• 47:38
  Irmgard Rauscher: that we could see each other today and talk to her now.
• 47:42
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yes.
• 47:42
  Irmgard Rauscher: Mm-hmm.
• 47:43
  Tracy Cartwright: Yes, I look forward to, um, to seeing you in person again sometime soon.
• 47:48
  Tracy Cartwright: I was hoping to catch up with you in Bali.
• 47:50
  Tracy Cartwright: Uh, but my time there had been, um, limited.
• 47:54
  Tracy Cartwright: So because I will be in Lombok just before you are in Bali, who knows what will happen and yes, who knows.
• 48:02
  Tracy Cartwright: We'll meet up somewhere.
• 48:03
  Tracy Cartwright: Yeah.
• 48:04
  Irmgard Rauscher: Yeah, that
• 48:07
  Tracy Cartwright: would be
• 48:07
  Irmgard Rauscher: nice.
• 48:08
  Tracy Cartwright: Thank you.
• 48:10
  Tracy Cartwright: Thank you for listening.
• 48:11
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• 48:16
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• 48:19
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• 48:32
  Tracy Cartwright: So until next time, be kind to yourself and have fun doing it.