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DA CREW PODCAST SEASON 1| EPISODE #125|HOST by Da Crew Podcast Family of Broadcasting. · DA CREW Podcast

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the change we desire to see. Hey, hey, hey, yeah,
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hey yeah. Welcome, Welcome, Welcome. I'm want to welcome you guys
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two Episode one hundred and Twing Tent five one Swing Tea five one twenty five
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were episode twenty five and I want to welcome you guys to the Crew Podcast.
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I tell you y'all probably like, who is that crazy lady. Of
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course y'all haven't seen me in a while. I've been stepping in on some
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of these shows, and I know y'all been like, well, what's she
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been what's she's been. But I'm back. I'm back. I'm back,
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y'all. It's over. It's over, it's over. I walk on Saturday.
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I'm excited to be here tonight. Y'all know, we don't mind stepping
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in, we don't mind doing what we gotta do. Because guess what y'all
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saw in the beginning when it first come on, It's said Duck Crew Podcast,
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a family of broadcasters. We have family over here. So this is
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what we do. We support each other, we love on each other,
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and we genuinely care about each other. We all have our own brands,
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we all come from different walks of life. We all got different stuff going
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on, but we have made it our business to be the change that we
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desire to see in this world. And in order to be that change,
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you have to change. So tonight we'll be talking about love and just what
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it's four of us on here tonight, and oh v E, we're gonna
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be talking about love. And I'm gonna move out the way and go around
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and let everyone introduce themselves real quick. But before I jump out the way,
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of course, I am Queen Angela, the Queen of collaborations known across
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these social media platforms. If there's an honor and a privilege to always be
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able to come before you, guys. I appreciate you guys across all of
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the various platforms that we are streaming from live in those that will hear the
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replay, we thank you for supporting us over here at the Cow Podcast.
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Of course, I am the vision area behind this amazing these amazing individuals that
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post these amazing shows, and it is honor in the privilege. And I'm
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gonna turn it over to my sidekick, Aposta Timla Lucas praising, praise and
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praising. My ministry is an outreach ministry. Come home, stop talking about
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it. And so that's my podcast name too. So when you type that
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in, you will see me majority of time every Sunday, but once in
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a while I'm on a different days because I do interview people. So if
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you want to be interviewed, you want to come on, tell your story,
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testify, you want to do all that, let me know, holler
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holler, I want they hear your story, talk about it. And I
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love the being here on the Duck Crew because I'm learning so much from them.
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You know, when they get on here, you'd be like, oh
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man, you know that. So I'm learning a lot, and I thank
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God for every single one of them because they at first it was like,
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what shall talk about be you talk about you your experience because your experience is
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not my experience. What you've been through I didn't go through, so talk
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about it. You know. We all have our own tests and trials that
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we have to go through, so it's good to have somebody else, you
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know, bring light to something to inform us. And I'm learning from you
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and I hope you all learning from me. So that's who I am.
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So I guess I'll go next. I am Latania Michelle Little John, host
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of Delayed but Not Denied podcasts where you may be delayed, but what's meant
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for you will never be denied unto you. My platform is open to any
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and everybody. I you know, I don't have one particular subject that I
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stick to, So hey, that's me. So I guess my turn.
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Okay. My name is Patrie Scrimble and I am known as sc book Out
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A four three and my show is sc Book Gallant Friends Chat and it's all
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about readers, authors and reviews. So if you want to talk about your
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new release. You need to get at me. If you want to talk
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about your old release, get at me. If you just want come on
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top about one of your favorite books, get at you. Oh yeah,
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And I also do the second Tuesday of every month, I get the interview
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one of the crew and Tuesday we had Natalie. So it's on my page
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and it's on the cruise page and you guys can go see my interview miss
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Natalie. But yep, that's me. Yeah. I can't even back to
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you, queen. I can't even see God. Alright, alright, alright,
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So Black Diamonds, Black Diamond, do you want to introduce yourself everybody,
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It's Black Diamond usually all Fridays, every other Friday at APM. So
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is my is basically black Dark and we talk about what you want to know
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about most of these things that cover puaranting issues and concerns. We talk about
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things that's going to your community, family, We talk about domestic violence.
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We just anything that's out we talk about and we try to get that you
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need. That's me basically the talks that we're gonna be on the APM talking
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about body imaging and that's what positive say. So I'm hoping that you all
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and learn a little bit about Some people call it amy, but there's no
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shame in their games. Some beautiful women that you guys will join us.
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And I also heard she has some nice candle all right, all right,
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absolutely, yeah, we have candles. These are bedroom candles that we have
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some special candles caught up for holidays. So I'm hoping that you go take
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a look at Sight and purchased some candles. Night. Oh I can't get
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no candle, Yes, you can. I'm gonna be good. Okay,
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I'm gonna be good anyway. So again I want to welcome you guys.
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Thank you guys for tuning in opportunity to meet some of us tonight. It's
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just laid back night. We're gonna be talking about love. And it was
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Apostle that said we should talk about love. And I tell you the day
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in times that we're living in where people are just being mean, to be
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bored and just being ruthless. Every time you turn around, somebody is just
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killing somebody and it's just sad. And the treatment how we treat each other,
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it's it just you want to go back to when you was younger,
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because it seemed like things were so much different. But to now we're gonna
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talk about love. So I'm gonna turn it over to Apostle and she gonna
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run this show tonight. Apostle, it's in your hand, alright, alright,
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now I'll watch this movie. And I'm not gonna mention the name of
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the movie because I'm not promoting somebody's movie. But this movie was something else.
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It was like a science fiction movie, but it was talking about You
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had to wait till you get all the way to the end of the movie
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to find out it was talking about love. And this lady kept on asking
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why her daughter is so horrible, like, so mean, what is what
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is your problem? You know? She was getting on her last nerve and
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and and and the grandfather was like, this, take her out, just
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take her out. She's so bad, Just take her out. And the
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mother said, no, I can't do that. I of her, this
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my baby. I can't do that. And so towards the end, the
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husband he kept on trying to give her the divorce papers, but she finally
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looked at the divorce papers and and then she had a flashback of the divorce
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papers, and then she started realizing this man actually loved me. I just
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didn't take time out to love him. I was so caught up and taking
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care of everybody, and every time he tried to get close to me,
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I was push him away and put everybody before him. And oh and I
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got mad at him because if I had not married him, my life would
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have been bed. I would have been famous, I would have been this
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and that if I was single. And no, true, I mean,
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she was just so upset. But at the end of the movie, she
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realized that she had loved and the little girl she asked, and she couldn't
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figure out what her daughter was just so mean. But the little girl said,
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what's the purpose of life? Why? Why are we? Why are
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we doing this? Why? Why why are we gonna do this? Its
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like it don't mean nothing, you know. And then her mother realized that's
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why she's so mean. And see, the enemy has told a lot of
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people, that has taught a lot of people that there's no meaning at life.
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But howel holly love who let me tell you Love conquers all and we're
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here to love on each other. Hollelujah. So when you see somebody hallelujah,
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and you haven't seen him in a long time, what you do,
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you get him a hug because you're showing them love. You appreciate them,
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You appreciate that presence, you appreciate just being around him. That's how you
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show love when you when you when somebody down, and what you do you
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try to encourage them. You're trying to show them some love. So love
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can be all different kind of things. But when we get to the root
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of things, we'll find out what true love is. And true love.
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You don't need a whole bunch of money for true love. True love just
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being your presence. I remember when I was in the hospital, I just
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wanted people to visit me. And sometimes people think, well, if I
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don't have a gift, if I don't have flowers, if I don't have
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this, I can't go visit a person. No, when you when you
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in a situation like that, a person don't care about that. They just
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want you to be in the presence. And I'm telling you love is whoo.
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Love is deep, and it's it's something that the enemy can't take away.
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He can't take away love because love coming all different kind of forms.
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It coming all different kinds of things, and it can come through your children,
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It can come through a little baby. I'm telling you one time,
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get up on the I had a bad day and I'm going to the grocery
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store and I was just mad. Said I wish somebody would say something to
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me. That's the attitude I had. And God knew. But what God
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did he used a little bit. The baby that didn't even know me,
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just waved at me in a smile. The baby is waves now, I
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said, and I come be mad the baby. The baby didn't do anything
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to me. But you know, God, he knows how to reach us.
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He knows how to get inside there and get through that stone and heart
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and tear it down and break it down. He knows how to do all
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that. I'm telling you. Love is just awesome. And everybody probably got
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a different point of your love. But I just wanted to talk about that
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port and I'll come back with some more. So go ahead, who's next?
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So love for me? Love for me, because it's a magnitude of
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things. I was adopted, so being born with a disability, my mom
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loved me enough to give me up for adoption because I needed things that she
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couldn't provide for me. And so then I went to a family that loved
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me enough to take me in and bring me up. And then I had
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my son. I was a teenage mom, and having him showed me a
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love like I've never experienced before. He's like the love of my life.
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And so then, you know, come on down the road a little bit.
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I got married and into that union brought another child, and so now
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I have a daughter to love, and I have a husband to love.
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And three years ago I became a grandm mother. So I have a three
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year old granddaughter to love. And you know, again, love covers the
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magnitude of things. I rescue the kitten and I love my baby. That's
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that's my baby. He's been biting me and stuff lately. But he's a
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baby. He's a baby, and I know he's teeth and so I'm I'm
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charging it to the game. But yeah, love, love conquers a multitude
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of things. It's not material things. It's it's not if you ever hear
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me say that I love you, I genuinely love you, because I'll never
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tell somebody I love them if I don't or if i'm you know, unsure
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of my feelings for someone, because you know, God Jesus died on the
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Cross because he loved us all and so you know, I want to love
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like Christ. So you guys really summed up exactly what love is when it
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comes down to me. In my little household, loving wasn't something that was
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said much for me growing up. So it is like every day in my
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house. That's one thing I wanted my kids to never doubt that their mother
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loved them, not saying that. No, you know what, at point
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in times I did doubt it because it was never said. But I know
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my mom loved me and my sisters because how much she put into us.
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But I know that I wanted to do it differently because for some reason,
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and this is so crazy because we were just talking about this, like a
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couple of us to go at work that in the African American community, love
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is not used that much. Right. We don't say you know what,
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I love you, don't. We don't say that. The only reason we're
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saying that is because we're about to get some action going on. But other
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than that, do we really look at our kids and tell them I love
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you? That's a standard in my house. When we walk out that door,
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we never say goodbye. We always say we'll see you later, and
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we loved them and have a great day. Even when my little girl eight
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years old, it's not bye, it's peace out, okay, And we
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were talking about that, and then it's still strange we're talking about love now.
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So for me, love was encompass of my mother and my father,
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my grandmother's, my aunt's, my whole family unit, and we would get
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together. We would call my grandma my mother grumbo. We had this meme
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that was going on today about the hats her and her sisters. She's called
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the hat crew. So for me, love in my household was I'm spoken
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but shown, and that is the only thing I ever wanted to change,
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was to make it spoken and also show them. So, yes, that's
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for me. I'll share good love. I'm the youngest would be. So
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I know that many people say, oh, you were spoiled, you had
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so much love given to you. And just like the truth said that it's
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not said, but it is said. It's said in different ways. You
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know, the word is not something that was. You'll hear some people say
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you know what I meant, They know what I mean, And everybody have
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their own language when it comes to the word love. I don't have to
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use the l O V E to say that I love a person. Some
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people may want to hear that. It may be nice to hear, but
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it's just not something that I'm usually saying. To my older children. I
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mentioned that I was the youngest of eight but a parent twelve, and each
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one of them got it differently. When I say I parent twelve. Three
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am my biological and the rest are one of my children. But they were
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forced to adoptive and so on and so forth. But when it comes to
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mind three, they would always say, you love him more than you love
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me. You've heard more than you love me. And I said, you
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know something, you are so right. I love you all differently. For
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my oldest son, you are my firstborn, my firstborn child that I biologically
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had, so my love for you is different because that was me seeing you
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for the first time, something that I helped create. For my daughter,
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you're my only daughter. You know, most women just want little girls so
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they can dress up and play with, So that love for you is different
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than, of course, than it is for your brother. And then my
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youngest son, he was like, oh mind, you just couldn't love me
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because you already had a son. But The thing that was so special about
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my love for him is that you're the last child by my husband, and
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I would never have another child. So the love came differently for each and
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every one of you, but you get treated the same. I can tell
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you that the love is different, but it's the same. And not until
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they became parents themselves did they understand. Now, I understand what you meant,
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mom, because now I have children, and I see what you mean
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by the word love and how you loved us. But I love my children.
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I love all of my children. My force to my adoptive and I
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don't call him forced to an adopted. But people do know who they are,
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that they my children, that they are also adopt and they came the
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same way the first ones that I've gotten as a teenager, as later in
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life. You came differently, and you came in different ways in my life,
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so my love for you were different. If you came at a time
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that I was working or I was still in school. My love was different
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for each and every one of you. But I don't think that any of
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them can say that I don't love them. They may say that when they
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don't get their way, or you don't love me. Okay, that's for
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now, that's the way you feel. That's fine. But love comes unconditionally.
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Love comes in many different sizes, packages and forms. Love is just
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that's what it is. It's love, and you can say it any way
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you want to say it, in any form, shape and for any reason.
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Some people are upset and they say, yeah, I love you,
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and they really mean it. It's just maybe the tone that they may have
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set it in, and some people may not feel it. But it's still
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loved no matter how you say it, no matter how you cut it up,
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chop it up, whatever, you could put it in a bag,
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and you can put so many different words in there, and it's still love.
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Love is love, and that's just the way that I feel about it.
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Love you. There's so many different ways to talk about love. Of
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course, I'm in the middle of writing. We're in the middle of writing
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this poetry book based on those folk ladders l O V. E. Love,
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but Webster and all these various different dictionaries they have defined it and told
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us what love is supposed to be. But really what is love? You
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know, God, when he dealt with me with that word, because he
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dealt with me with words. Everybody that follow my platform know that. And
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when he wrote that word down to me, the al stands for letting go
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and and letting God. So sometimes we have to move out the way.
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See, we hinder our own self. It go beyond that that material stuff
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and and this outside stuff. It goes deep down in our souls. Like
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when I say soul, like when you look in your eyes, you can
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feel what that person is feeling, and you understand that person. Like some
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things you you you don't have to open your mouth, you don't even have
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to be in the same place. You don't have to. Man, when
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I tell you it's real, Like say, I know the treaty is going
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through something. I can feel it, and I pick up the phone and
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I call her and I just start talking to her and I and and I
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just start, you know, just brightening her day. And then before we
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get off the phone, she tell me she really needed that. But I
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didn't know she needed that. I'm all the way in another place. But
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that is love. That that that's that that connection, that that that vibration
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that is sent out when we do stuff. But see a lot of us
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we don't do stuff. We sit back and we hide and and and we
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allot of people to put us in a box instead of letting go and letting
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God. Because when you let go and let God, things will begin to
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flow, Things will begin to line up, things will be begin to come
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together. Things will just happen. Like who would have thought you would have
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been speaking in Divide? Who would have thought you would have been speaking in
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Africa? Who would have thought you've been interviewing people from India, people from
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the UK? Who would have thought that? Like, nobody think that you
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can do that from the different small places that you are from, or you
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may be from. Well, I'm from a smaller place, and I can
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say it because where I'm from. People you if you don't know nothing about
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the area, you don't know nothing about that place. You know about the
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the little smaller, the little larger smaller places around that area. But nobody
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know about Leverlands, South Carolina? Who know about that? But you asked
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them, do they know Anderson? You asked them, do they know Clempson?
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You asked them, do they know Greenville? They know that part of
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the upstate, but they don't know my part of the upstate. That's why
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I grew up at one way in one way out country girl. You know,
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never thought that I will be doing a lot of this stuff. But
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I moved out of my way. I let going that God, because there
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was a lot of stuff that came to oppress me. That oh see,
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overcoming oppressions, overcoming those things that come to hinder you, those things that
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come to keep you in bondage, those things that come to to to keep
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you from healing. Huh. Like God just be dropping words in my spirit,
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and like everything tied together, because when you talk about healing, he
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talk about hinderance. Then it go back to bondage. I mean, everything's
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it's time together. It's never gonna be separate. That's how you know you
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in line, when you're when everything line up in line up with the word.
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See, I ain't no thing low ain't I don't carry no office.
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I don't I don't do none of that. But I know what He's done
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for me, and I know my experiences, so I can only share those
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things that I've been through oppression. Like for the longest the enemy wanted me
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to keep my stories and and and my testimony is silent. When the word
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no clearly told me that we overcome by the sharing of our testimonies. But
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we sit and we be quiet, not just me, but a lot of
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people. And that's gonna be a lot of people that hear this, whether
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they hear the replay or are they hearing it live. But they needed to
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hear this because they need to stop sitting down on those things that God has
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called them to. He's told them to do certain things, but then they
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shy away because they look at other people and they think about what other people
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are doing. To hear other people. He made each and every one of
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us, fearfully and wonderfully made See, that's when you got to understand the
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vision. M You gotta understand the master plan, the thing that Jeremiah twenty
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nine and eleven when he said he declared that he had a plan for you.
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If he declared that, guess what it cannot return to him. Vo
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He got to watch oldren until his performing perfected. In this time, everything
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that He's spoken over your life, every word that any minister, any man
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of God, any woman of God has spoken over your life. God is
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gonna honor that. Even if they I forelied, because they stood up and
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said that there were men and women are God he's gonna honor it. That's
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the guy that I serve. And that's what the words saying. Now if
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I'm Rome, correct me, Apostle, correct me, because I don't want
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to walk in era. But that's what I have, That's what I've read.
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But I tell you this, you got to write that vision and you
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got to make it plain. You got to know and you got to understand
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for yourself. You can't worry about what Angela telling. You, can't worry
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about what Apostle saying, can't worry about what Patruit saying, can't worry about
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what all these people, influencers and all these different people are saying. You
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got to know for yourself, and you got to understand that this is the
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path that he has you on because your journey is your journey. Nobody's gonna
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experience that but you. It's not for nobody else that it's only for you.
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It's only for you. But guess what that E you are equipped because
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guess what all that learning learn lovely, all that learning are all that E
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three experience, educating, power and courage, all of that all of that
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getting and all of that absorbed, and all of that getting that you got
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you equipped. Not only that, if you go back to Genesis two and
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seven, he said, he breathes a breath of life. Humph, he
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breathes at So guess what everything that you need is in you? And that
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then I can tell you, ain't that? The Patrice can tell you ain't
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that? Then the Tanya can tell you. Black Diamond, Apostle Tambler can
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tell you everything you need is on the inside of you. It's up to
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you. You gotta want it. You gotta wanna be that change that you
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are designing to see in this world. Change starts with you. You're the
30:02
only one can change you. You're the only one that can evolve to that
30:06
next level. You're the only one can can can speak your truth and educate
30:12
somebody. Somebody waiting for you, somebody waiting for your testimony, because guess
30:18
what, just because may have been through it, they may not have been
30:21
through what that person been through that you've been through. So you never know
30:26
what the next person is in need of. That's why you can't be silent.
30:30
I will never let a rock cry out for me. Never. But
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that's my take on love. I tell you God has truly been blessing and
30:44
when he dropped that in my spirit. Now we got twenty something odd people
30:49
signed up to be a part of this. But he also dropped in my
30:52
spirit spirit that it's supposed to be forty. And then I was reminded of
30:57
the forty days and the forty nights of the will in this and how they
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was just out there. And then he dropped forty shades of red in my
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spirit because we are all different shades. We all we come from all different
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walks of life. We got all kinds of different we our poetry is different.
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I was thinking, that's different. I'll prospect keeping this different. Everything
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about us is different. So he say forty shades are red because when we
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all put on our red il red, maybe different colors. Huh, but
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it's gonna be beautiful because guess what it represents resilience. It represents equipped Because
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he said, I have equipped you for this season. That's why he given
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you words to speak when you thought you didn't have nothing to say. Huh.
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He was preparing you just for this season. Because guess what he's said.
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I've delivered you from your enemies, just as I delivered you from yourself.
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So it's your time. Forty shades are red. He said, No
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longer will you hurt in silence, silently hurting. No one will hurting silence
32:04
no more. When you know the truth, and when you know better,
32:09
you gotta do better. That's the word. Once you come into the knowledge
32:14
of it, you're you're responsible for that what. Once you know you you
32:19
are accountable. You can't blame it that you didn't know. Like I,
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I think it was a possible that posted the post. The post about that
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say come as you are. Yeah, come as you are. But if
32:32
you keep coming, something about you should change. You shouldn't keep coming as
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you are. That that that that keep coming as you are, that that
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that you wear, that thing because if you keep coming, change should come.
32:49
You can't you can't keep doing that. You you you can't keep doing
32:52
the same thing and expect something different to happen. If you want something different,
33:00
guess what you got to do something different? So guess what you got
33:06
to change? See God say change, He say hold on to his unchanging
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hands, because he ain't changing. But in order for us to hold on
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to his unchanging hands, we got to change because we can't keep doing the
33:23
same thing. And thing he gonna give us the same results because he not
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hm align yourself. You You you want healing, stop letting hindrance to keep
33:38
you walking with these egos and these attitudes, and it keeps you from moving
33:45
and love. I'm out of here. You know I can go on and
33:52
own because this is what I like to empower people. I like people to
33:57
understand and that you all got a purpose. You didn't get dropped out of
34:00
the sky. He strategically placed you here. Don't think it's by accident.
34:05
Don't think it's by coincidence. Don't don't by mishappenstance or whatever. In the
34:09
case, maybe no, no chance. He strategically did. It's he knew
34:19
this day was gonna be this day. He knew who was gonna be here,
34:22
and he knew how we was gonna get here. Catch up with your
34:27
destiny. It awaits you if you wanted this out here and at the new
34:31
under the sun. Baby, ain't no white horses coming down from that sky
34:36
to save you. You wanna be saved. You gotta save yourself. Be
34:43
a servant. Align with the word, see the vision, be willing to
34:49
evolve, save yourself day, save hu serve align vision evolved. He played
35:00
no games. See how he dropped nigga in my spirit, this is he
35:02
downloaded to me. I give it to you, but guess what he checked
35:07
me first. I'm out. It's your as possible. I won't meet myself.
35:20
I want to talk about right, Michael, that was good. I'm
35:29
telling you that was good. And I was on one of the piggy bank
35:31
on what Patri said, how the black culture don't like to say I love
35:37
you. And I know when I went to college, I was eighteen years
35:42
old and they placed you in certain areas and that the first person that I
35:51
had. She was from a town that never had black people in it.
35:54
She just saw black people old TV. And so when she saw me,
36:00
she almost had a heart attack. She like, you you actually in my
36:04
room. I'm like, yes, is that an issue? Is that a
36:08
proper because I never met anybody like that. You know, I grew up
36:15
where I was just around everybody, So I didn't know there was people that
36:21
actually grew up and didn't have other cultures around them. So that was my
36:25
first experience being around somebody like that. And so it was an issue with
36:31
her, and she literally went to the office and said I don't want her
36:37
in my room, and so they called me in the office. I said,
36:42
please get me out of there. I said, she's doing me a
36:45
favor because I don't want to be in a room with her, you know,
36:47
because she is crazy. I said. When I tried to have a
36:51
conversation with her, she would literally turn music on, like to answer what
36:54
I'm like. She knew what I was gonna say. I don't know,
36:58
it's just weird. So I could wait to get out her room. But
37:00
when I but when they send me to a different group, I was surrounded
37:07
by a whole bunch of white friends. And I'm telling you they was true
37:13
friends because we would travel and go everywhere and have a ball together, right,
37:19
and being around them, all they said was I love you all day
37:22
long. Girl, I love you. I love you. Oh, I
37:24
love you so much girl, you know, all day And I and I
37:29
had to give you to that. Like, like Patrice said, the black
37:31
culture, we walk up to another black person and say you love them,
37:36
You're gonna look at you like what what you want? You want something from
37:42
me? You know, It's it's like it that's a string attached. Uh,
37:46
how dare you say you love me? Like like it's a cuss word
37:50
if you said, you know, and we gotta get away from that,
37:52
because when we started losing loved ones, then we sit back and say.
37:58
I always hear people say I wish I had said what you mean, You
38:02
wish you mean to tell me you never said I love that person while they
38:07
was alive, because I always said, give give me my flowers, now,
38:13
give me my flowers now. And I tell everybody that. They said,
38:15
well, you're trying to be funny. I said, no, I'm
38:19
not trying to be funny, because you have to understand. I was twenty
38:22
years old when I lost my mother, and she was only forty two years
38:27
old. She was very, very very young when she left here, and
38:31
for me to be fifty two, honey, I I count each day as
38:37
a privilege, you hear me. That's why I do my videos of dancing
38:40
and they say you're actually dancing, yeah, because you just don't understand how
38:46
my mind is blown. Each day is a blessing each day, and I
38:52
and I look at it as love. I look at it as love,
38:55
and so I try to tell people I love you, and people look at
38:59
you strange, like you actually say you love me? Yeah, I love
39:02
you and as the black culture, we need to say it more. We
39:07
need to say it more. I don't know why, I like you said.
39:10
A lot of us grew up where we just don't want to say it.
39:15
I don't know why. It's like it hurts to say it like it
39:19
hurt. It hurt. It hurts to say I love you, Like what's
39:22
wrong with that? Hug somebody. Yeah, we do a different way,
39:29
but sometimes a person need to hear that. A person need to hear it.
39:32
I love you. There's people who get my d MS and it said
39:37
I thought about you today. I just want to say I love you.
39:39
I'm like, oh man, somebody thought about me to day. And so
39:44
I tried to consciously think of the people every day and say, let me
39:50
do that every day too. Let me let people know that I do care.
39:55
I love them. I love I love Angela. You know why I
40:00
love Angela because she goes out her way to show me love. She goes
40:06
out her way apostle. You know this and this and that, and I's
40:10
okay. And if I don't know it, she showed me how to do
40:13
it. She showed me how to do it. That's love. I love
40:16
the trees. You know why I love the trees because she I love the
40:20
library, right, and she just made it more fun. She broke it
40:23
down with the books and everything, and I'm like, I ain't locking love
40:27
a love any way, you know. So I love that. I love
40:30
the trees, and I love Lataria. You know why I love Lataria because
40:35
when she smiles, honey, it brightens up the whole room. And when
40:38
she brings, she brings it with when she's sister, it's like it's like
40:45
she's in this office with all professionals and you'd be like wow, and she
40:51
just bringed it. And I love that about her. I love Black Diamond,
40:54
you know why, because she's the mam mother family and she comes with
41:00
the soothingess. You know, when she talked, it's just soothe You'd be
41:04
like, oh man, everything's gonna be all right because let's you know,
41:07
Mama talked. Mama just smooth everything out the way. And I love Travida
41:12
because Travida she goes down into the crushes and the roots and she pulls out
41:19
the root and she make you look at it and say, Okay, what
41:22
we gonna do about this? Because you're not gonna hide behind a mask,
41:27
you're gonna you're gonna look at this and we're gonna figure this thing out.
41:30
That's what Travida does. And then I love Naturalie because I am a cancer
41:36
survivor and she's suffering right now. And I know what God can do.
41:40
That cutter, that's talk. I know what God can do. He can
41:44
turn that situation around, he can fix it. Honde, Lujah. I
41:49
know what God can do, Hanna and lujah. Because when I went through,
41:52
I ain't tell nobody because I ain't want no negativity because you know,
41:58
when you go through something, you always the devil send some iggnorant folks around
42:01
you. Well, yeah, no thing, No, I don't need that.
42:06
I don't need you to bring me down. I already feel bad.
42:08
I don't need you to make me feel worse. So when I went through,
42:14
my hair didn't fall out. How Delujah, I got it. I
42:16
caught it early. And somebody told me, they said, well, you
42:21
didn't talk about it. How did you catch you early? Because sometimes we
42:24
don't know the signs. The signs is how Delujah. My attitude change because
42:30
a lot of people know me. I'm I'm like quiet and I only talk.
42:34
You know, when I was, you know, gonna talk. But
42:37
I was mad at everybody, Like if you said hi to me, I
42:40
went off, it's like, well that she saw it, snappy. My
42:44
whole attitude changed. I was mad at everybody. Want to punch everybody in
42:46
the face. I even told the church people, I said, don't even
42:50
say hi to me because I want to punch you in your face too.
42:52
And it was like, Dad, that's what's wrong with you. I said,
42:54
that's how I am, that's how I feel, that's how I feel.
42:58
You know, everything was changed. I said, you know what,
43:00
I bet go on doctor cause something and right with me right now, hallelujah.
43:06
But they loved on me even despite the attitude, even though I was
43:09
changing, and if things was happening to me, they were still there.
43:14
They didn't keep me to the car because sometimes when people don't feel good,
43:16
they get mean, they get angry because it's something going on in the body
43:22
and they can't put it. You can't put that hand on it. They're
43:25
like, I don't know what's wrong. And so I went to the doctor
43:30
and they took they gave me a blood test and they look at my blood
43:34
they said, oh, you got cancer. We're gonna have to go in
43:36
there and had surgery. And my doctor didn't play with me because I went
43:39
in and decend me. She checked my blood and had surgery February the first
43:45
she got that cancer out. And I'm telling you you you got to know
43:50
hollelujah world love is and God will always surround you with love. And I
43:57
see she gotta go. Don't live at me. But that's what love is,
44:00
love us being there. So unless somebody else jump in quick, simple
44:07
to the point. Love is an action word. You do it, you
44:14
feel it, and there's no question about it if it's genuine. I love
44:21
each and every one of you for different reasons. You all bring something different
44:25
to my life. I love you, I'm thankful for you. I'm grateful
44:30
for you, and that's that's all I got. Love is you guys.
44:38
Love you, guys. I will talk to you tomorrow. Well. I
44:45
love y'all too. You got something it all up. That's we all.
44:52
We feed off each other. We love each other, We complement each other,
44:55
we encourage each other, we're there for each other. We tell each
45:00
other when we're wrong because we want to be there for each other. So
45:02
we got a whole bunch of se y'all need to come on and join us.
45:06
Mom, I'm joining us. Y'all can get all our love too.
45:14
Wow, I have enjoyed this tonight. I tell you guys, I always
45:19
know what you need, you're needed, and how you needed. He never
45:22
makes a mistakes, so don't think he makes a mistake. Some some people
45:25
are for a reason in a season. So I thank him for just who
45:30
he is in my life and who he is it with the Crew Podcast because
45:35
I tell you, we're not afraid to show who we are in Christ.
45:38
We're not afraid to share our perspective. We're not a share We're not afraid
45:44
to share those things that we are passionate about, those things that we've overcame,
45:47
those things that we may still be struggling with, because guess what,
45:52
we are transparent because we want to be that change. So we encourage you
45:55
to be a part of the change that you desire to see. May sure
46:00
that you are tuning into the Crew Podcast. You can catch us any night
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won't be on this Saturday because your girl will be walking I'll be walking with
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on us on this Saturday, so I'm gonna be joining my day, but
46:15
we will be back. We will be back that Sunday. We will be
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back that Sunday, and we will be rocking and rolling, y'all for the
46:24
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47:00
It ain't no telling where you may catch us at. But you got an
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47:14
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47:16
back here Sunday night, all of us. Everybody you've seen the night,
47:20
plus the other ones that weren't here tonight. You'll see all of us on
47:24
Sunday, and you're gonna get it just like this. So we love y'all,
47:28
and we want to show y'all who we are and how much we love
47:30
y'all. We move in action