Latest / Clydesdale Media Podcast / Karisa Stapp - The Clydesdale Media Semifinalist Series
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- 0:12I was born to kill it.
- 0:15I was meant to win.
- 0:16I am down and willing,
- 0:17so I will find a way.
- 0:18It took a minute,
- 0:19now it didn't happen right away.
- 0:21When it get hot in the kitchen,
- 0:22you decide to stay.
- 0:24That's how it win us, man.
- 0:25Stick a fork in the hate around.
- 0:34What is going on, everybody?
- 0:36Welcome to the Clydesdale Media Podcast,
- 0:38where we are featuring the
- 0:39athletes of the 2024
- 0:41CrossFit Games Semifinals.
- 0:44So pumped to have with me Carissa Stapp.
- 0:46What's going on, Carissa?
- 0:48Oh, nothing much.
- 0:48How are you doing?
- 0:50Good.
- 0:50This is my fourth show of the day.
- 0:52You athletes think you have it tough.
- 0:56Oh, man.
- 0:56No, this sounds hard.
- 0:57I get nervous to do one interview, so...
- 1:01Yeah, yeah.
- 1:02This is number four for me.
- 1:04But I love doing it.
- 1:05I wouldn't want to do
- 1:06anything else in life.
- 1:08But then to talk to you guys.
- 1:10Many of you have become my
- 1:11friends over the years.
- 1:14And this is your third year
- 1:15in a row you've been on the show.
- 1:17Oh, yeah.
- 1:17Yes.
- 1:18Yes.
- 1:18I'm always excited to be back.
- 1:20It's always exciting.
- 1:21Yeah.
- 1:22Got a little streak going.
- 1:24Got to keep it going.
- 1:25I have to keep it going now.
- 1:27Yeah.
- 1:28But I heard...
- 1:30right before we went on the
- 1:30air that you said you were
- 1:32not planning on going
- 1:33individual this year.
- 1:35What was the plan?
- 1:36Well, at first we had a plan.
- 1:39Like I was just going to
- 1:40have a plan of just going a
- 1:41little easier this year.
- 1:42We're going to do like a
- 1:43team just for fun at CrossFit Billings.
- 1:46So we had a team like all
- 1:47set up and then just things
- 1:49just kind of kept happening
- 1:50throughout the year where,
- 1:52It's like maybe like one of our guys,
- 1:53his Achilles snapped.
- 1:54And so that was kind of just
- 1:56the first thing that we're all just like,
- 1:58you know,
- 1:58maybe this isn't the right year for team.
- 2:02And and I was thinking maybe
- 2:03I would just take a year
- 2:04off competing because after last year,
- 2:06I was like, you know,
- 2:07maybe I just need like a year off.
- 2:09And then but I got it.
- 2:11then I decided, man,
- 2:11I'll just do quarterfinals for fun.
- 2:13But then I didn't want to
- 2:14just do quarterfinals and not try.
- 2:16But I was like, you know what?
- 2:17If I, if I end up in the top 40,
- 2:19I end up in the top 40.
- 2:20If not, if not, but now, now that I'm in,
- 2:23I'm really excited to be
- 2:24going back to semifinals.
- 2:27So, so when the quarterfinals were over,
- 2:30um,
- 2:31you were on the outside
- 2:32looking in like 42nd place.
- 2:35I think it was.
- 2:36Yeah.
- 2:36Yeah.
- 2:37So I was, um, and I was, yeah,
- 2:39I didn't really feel very
- 2:40great with my semi funnels
- 2:41were not semi funnels,
- 2:42quarter funnels workouts overall.
- 2:44So like I said,
- 2:44I wasn't really expecting
- 2:46to go individual and I was like, Oh,
- 2:48just do these for fun.
- 2:49And, um, so after being outside the top 40,
- 2:52I was like, well,
- 2:54I don't know.
- 2:54I know that there'll
- 2:55probably be a couple of
- 2:56people that didn't end up
- 2:57going individual,
- 2:58like either go on team or masters.
- 3:00So like, well,
- 3:01there's still probably a
- 3:01good chance I'll be in, but if not,
- 3:03then I'll just have to be
- 3:05okay with that this year.
- 3:06And then, yeah,
- 3:07after all the penalties started happening,
- 3:10I bumped up a little bit.
- 3:12So I'm like, well, okay, I'm in,
- 3:14we're doing it.
- 3:16Ready for semifinals now.
- 3:18So penalty gate happens.
- 3:22Are you...
- 3:24are you nervous about your
- 3:25workouts or because you
- 3:27were just doing it for fun?
- 3:29Were you okay with whatever
- 3:31the outcome was?
- 3:33I was, I was okay with what,
- 3:34whatever it was going to be.
- 3:35Yeah.
- 3:36So I was like, if I,
- 3:38cause I think we talked about last year,
- 3:39I've been doing a lot of
- 3:40writing and things like that too.
- 3:42So like, you know, if I don't make it,
- 3:43then I'll just put some
- 3:44focus onto that refocus next year.
- 3:47Cause I wanted to try to go
- 3:48individual again next year.
- 3:49So yeah,
- 3:51I was kind of just okay with
- 3:52whatever happened.
- 3:54And, um, yeah, I do always believe, like,
- 3:56I believe that God has a plan for us too.
- 3:58So I'm like, you know what,
- 3:59whatever's going to happen
- 4:00happens either way.
- 4:02Like that's,
- 4:02that's the path I should be on.
- 4:03So were you on the,
- 4:07I love it teams earlier this decade?
- 4:08I was on 2021.
- 4:09I went on with, I love it.
- 4:11Yeah.
- 4:11Yeah.
- 4:17And you were there for a couple years,
- 4:18and then last year you moved back home.
- 4:21yeah yes so I'm in I'm in
- 4:24billings now and um yeah
- 4:26just because my family all
- 4:27lives out here so it's been
- 4:29really nice to just kind of
- 4:30be closer to them and my
- 4:31sister just had a baby so
- 4:32it's nice being by the
- 4:33family and then yeah so we
- 4:35were gonna make like a
- 4:36billings team this year and
- 4:38which we might end up doing
- 4:39that in like the next
- 4:40couple years too just
- 4:40because we have we have a
- 4:42good little group here so
- 4:43um I might end up doing
- 4:45that but yeah it just
- 4:46didn't end up being the
- 4:47year for it this year
- 4:49So, so after being home for a little while,
- 4:51was that, was that the right choice?
- 4:54I think so.
- 4:54Yeah.
- 4:55I think I just needed, um,
- 4:56I definitely can get,
- 4:58I feel like this probably
- 4:59happens to a lot of athletes,
- 5:00but like the all or nothing
- 5:01mentality where you just
- 5:02kind of put other things on
- 5:04your life on hold and then
- 5:06just get ultra focused on, um,
- 5:08competing and all that sort of stuff.
- 5:09And I think just being
- 5:11closer to home and just
- 5:13allowing myself like a little step back.
- 5:16I just,
- 5:16I think I'm enjoying competing and
- 5:17training.
- 5:18a lot more now than I was.
- 5:20So, yeah,
- 5:22I think if you're not enjoying it,
- 5:25what's the point in doing it?
- 5:26Right.
- 5:27Yeah, exactly.
- 5:28And I think like,
- 5:29I started feeling that a
- 5:31couple of years ago, I was like,
- 5:32I'm not doing it this month that much.
- 5:34And then last year I am like
- 5:36having a couple injuries
- 5:37going into some of my funnels.
- 5:38So I like took some pressure
- 5:39off myself competing.
- 5:41And I actually had like the
- 5:42most fun ever competing last year.
- 5:45And so like, well, you know,
- 5:46maybe I need to just like
- 5:48not take as seriously,
- 5:49like still be in it and focus,
- 5:50but like not be like that
- 5:52all or nothing mentality kind of with it.
- 5:55So, and that's,
- 5:56I think that's made it a
- 5:57lot more enjoyable this year.
- 6:00Yeah,
- 6:00and I think I interviewed you last
- 6:03year at the West.
- 6:08It was an interesting setup there,
- 6:10and that large field was
- 6:14something different.
- 6:15But you had a good time?
- 6:17yeah I did actually have a
- 6:19good time I am yeah just
- 6:20because I feel like I
- 6:21didn't have as much
- 6:21pressure like on myself
- 6:23like that I just mentally
- 6:23put on myself I just kind
- 6:25of went out for each I
- 6:27obviously I'm nervous
- 6:27before each event and
- 6:28everything but I kind of
- 6:29just went out with each
- 6:30event like you know what I
- 6:31can only do what I can do
- 6:32just gonna have fun with it
- 6:33and yeah I had I had a fun
- 6:35time I didn't have a fun
- 6:36time on the the ruck vest
- 6:37ring muscle ups because I
- 6:39failed every single rep so
- 6:41that one wasn't fun but all
- 6:43the other ones were fun
- 6:47So tell me how this works.
- 6:48So you're at I Love It.
- 6:51Gabby's at I Love It.
- 6:55You have Mitchell and Carrie there.
- 7:01And then you all go – now
- 7:03you're all individual in the West.
- 7:06Is it like a reunion?
- 7:07It is.
- 7:08It is.
- 7:10I know that this year – I
- 7:11don't think Mitch is going this year.
- 7:13I think he's just I think
- 7:14he's taken this year.
- 7:15So I don't get to see Mitch and Carrie,
- 7:17but I get to see Gabby.
- 7:18So it is going to be like
- 7:19we've been messaging.
- 7:20We are going to stay together.
- 7:22And it's been that's how it
- 7:23was kind of last year to a
- 7:24fun little reunion.
- 7:25And then.
- 7:26Yeah.
- 7:27So it's going to be a fun
- 7:28time getting back together with Gabby.
- 7:29And yeah.
- 7:31And and she qualified really high.
- 7:33Yeah, she was like seventh place.
- 7:36So that's exciting.
- 7:38Yeah.
- 7:38Cause I, she was one of the,
- 7:40she might like the second
- 7:42interview I've done for the
- 7:43second or third.
- 7:45And, uh, yeah,
- 7:46like I getting to know you
- 7:48guys over the years, like,
- 7:49I don't think people understand how,
- 7:52how much like it makes me
- 7:54root for you guys and look
- 7:55for you on the leaderboard and like,
- 7:57where are they this year?
- 7:58And do I get to talk to them again?
- 7:59And
- 8:01Well, I was excited talking to you.
- 8:03I feel like this is such a
- 8:04fun thing to do.
- 8:04And yeah, so yeah, I'm excited that Gabby,
- 8:08like she was so high up there.
- 8:09And yeah, it's just been,
- 8:11I think it's going to be a fun time.
- 8:12So we'll see.
- 8:14When you get there and you want to,
- 8:17it sounds like that's what
- 8:18you want to happen is to
- 8:20have a good time.
- 8:21Yeah.
- 8:21Yes.
- 8:22That's like my,
- 8:23I feel like I'm trying to
- 8:24just be just really
- 8:25appreciative of everything
- 8:27and just go in and enjoy everything.
- 8:29I like the events a lot this year,
- 8:30especially the running one, of course,
- 8:33like that's going to be great.
- 8:36And that starts your week off right.
- 8:38oh yeah that's what I think
- 8:39of like first workout is it
- 8:41gonna be a good one so
- 8:42that's I mean I feel like
- 8:44day one's gonna be really
- 8:44good and it might just it
- 8:46might go down a little bit
- 8:47after that but I feel like
- 8:48that I'm like the same
- 8:49thing you know I can't
- 8:51really do it like where I'm
- 8:52at is where I'm at this
- 8:53year so I can only do what
- 8:54I can do um so I'm trying
- 8:56just to kind of go in with
- 8:57each one like that and I
- 8:58tested all the workouts
- 8:59last week and I actually
- 9:01did better on like the leg
- 9:02of stroke climbs and ring
- 9:03muscle ups and I thought so
- 9:06I think it'll be fun
- 9:08Well,
- 9:08and they didn't weight you down on
- 9:09the ring muscle-up.
- 9:10Yeah, that's what I'm like.
- 9:11You know what?
- 9:11If there's no rec vest,
- 9:13I won't be failing
- 9:14muscle-ups for the whole workout.
- 9:15So that's going to be better.
- 9:18Right, right.
- 9:19Makes you enjoy it better.
- 9:21What would happen if
- 9:22hypothetically Gabby
- 9:24qualifies and you're there?
- 9:26Would you be just as excited for her?
- 9:29I'll definitely be excited for Gabby.
- 9:30Yes.
- 9:31I think like, like I said,
- 9:32I think just because like
- 9:33this year I wasn't really
- 9:34even expecting to go individual.
- 9:37I think it'd just be really cool to see.
- 9:40I mean,
- 9:40I obviously of course still want to go to,
- 9:43but like even Gabby going would be,
- 9:45would be super cool.
- 9:46I mean,
- 9:47like Mitchell's been so close every year.
- 9:50like like I think I would be
- 9:52excited if mitchell because
- 9:53I've been following him for
- 9:55years and he's like just
- 9:56been on the door um but so
- 10:02let's let's get back to you
- 10:04so event one if people
- 10:06don't know about carissa
- 10:08the girl can run like
- 10:11there's no doubt you can run
- 10:14my favorite thing you look
- 10:16at event one do you look at
- 10:18that and say like man I
- 10:20want I want a top five
- 10:23Yes, that's definitely,
- 10:24I feel like the last,
- 10:25cause the last couple of years, um,
- 10:26the long events,
- 10:27cause I got third place in
- 10:29like that long running
- 10:29event two years ago,
- 10:30fourth place in the long one last year.
- 10:32So I definitely want like
- 10:33top five in that running workout.
- 10:36And, um,
- 10:37I like that it's mostly running
- 10:38cause I feel like the other
- 10:39parts have those long
- 10:41workouts were kind of the
- 10:42spots I kind of fell behind a little bit.
- 10:44So, um, I like this workout a lot.
- 10:47So do you look,
- 10:50did you look at Europe at all today?
- 10:52No, I'm actually going to later.
- 10:53I haven't looked at yet,
- 10:55but that's what I need to
- 10:57do tonight is catch up on
- 10:58everything that's been going on.
- 10:59So I haven't seen what's happening yet.
- 11:02Is there...
- 11:03Well, I mean, I watched it.
- 11:05So you can't see the run too
- 11:08much because they leave the
- 11:10facility and run.
- 11:12And, you know, CrossFit,
- 11:13it's not streaming event one.
- 11:16So it's like just a still
- 11:18camera in the arena.
- 11:21They have the bar set up in a square.
- 11:24So you come in and you go to
- 11:26your bar on the square and
- 11:29then you do your stuff and
- 11:30then you have to go around
- 11:31the rest of the square and out.
- 11:33So everybody has to run the same distance,
- 11:38which makes it interesting
- 11:39because you start on your
- 11:42specific spot in the square.
- 11:43And so naturally some people
- 11:46get out the door quicker
- 11:47because they're closer to the door.
- 11:49But that means when they come back in,
- 11:51they have to go all the way
- 11:52around the square to get to their spot,
- 11:54right?
- 11:56And so I think the thing I
- 11:58learned the most is if
- 12:00you're a great runner,
- 12:02it's how do you manage the
- 12:03clean and jerks so they
- 12:05don't take too much out of you.
- 12:07Mm-hmm.
- 12:08Yes,
- 12:09that's definitely how I felt last
- 12:10weekend when I tested it out.
- 12:11Cause it's definitely like
- 12:12the 10 clean and jerks
- 12:13going into like that, you know,
- 12:15first 400 of the next 800,
- 12:16you're definitely kind of
- 12:18feeling it a little bit.
- 12:19So for me,
- 12:20I'm like definitely doing like
- 12:21knock and do any touch and go reps,
- 12:22just definitely all singles.
- 12:24And then just like do a rep, take a step,
- 12:27come back, do another rep,
- 12:29take a step back.
- 12:30That way you can kind of
- 12:31keep the heart rate down a
- 12:32little bit on that as much as you can,
- 12:34and then just try to hit
- 12:36the runs as hard as you can.
- 12:39Yeah, no two athletes are the same,
- 12:41but if anybody's close to what you are,
- 12:44I would say Amy Kringle
- 12:45would be that person.
- 12:47She's won a couple of the
- 12:48long events in semifinals past.
- 12:51She was winning the event
- 12:52the entire time until the
- 12:54last four clean and jerks.
- 12:57Oh, man.
- 13:00I need to watch it.
- 13:02Yeah.
- 13:04And she took a very
- 13:06different approach to the
- 13:07clean and jerk than other athletes did.
- 13:10She actually went touch and
- 13:11go for many of them.
- 13:13Oh, man.
- 13:14And so I wondered in my head
- 13:17if she would have went
- 13:18singles sooner or maybe all
- 13:22the way through,
- 13:24could she have finished in first place?
- 13:27Oh yeah.
- 13:28I do feel like that singles is the way,
- 13:30like just for me, that's what I think.
- 13:32Maybe there's,
- 13:32it does work good for some people,
- 13:34but when I tested it,
- 13:35I feel like that singles
- 13:36right from the start,
- 13:37because I feel like it kind
- 13:38of keeps your heart rate
- 13:40kind of the same as it is
- 13:41on the run and not too much
- 13:42of a big jump.
- 13:43Because when I do touch and goes like that,
- 13:45it really spikes my heart rate.
- 13:48So the person she finished with,
- 13:52went singles the whole way
- 13:53and then went touch and go
- 13:54on the last round when that
- 13:56was the end of the workout, right?
- 13:57You don't have to go back out.
- 13:59Yeah.
- 13:59Yeah.
- 14:00At that point I'm like, okay, if I feel,
- 14:02if I feel good,
- 14:03the last one I'll do touch
- 14:03and goes there.
- 14:04I, when I practiced it,
- 14:05I still did singles.
- 14:06Cause I'm like, Oh, I'm a little tired.
- 14:09Yeah.
- 14:09Yeah.
- 14:09That's,
- 14:10that's what made up the difference.
- 14:12She couldn't,
- 14:13she couldn't hold the bar for
- 14:14more than two reps in that last round.
- 14:16And the other person went like five, three,
- 14:20two, something like that.
- 14:23man yeah there's gonna be a
- 14:24lot to think about with
- 14:26this one there was only
- 14:27three seconds difference
- 14:28between oh man that's a
- 14:32that's a tight race that's
- 14:33that's a fun but like
- 14:34stressful race right right
- 14:37so yeah so so is it really
- 14:41just top five are you you
- 14:42trying to win it I mean of
- 14:44course in my heart I'm like
- 14:45I want to win it
- 14:47We'll see.
- 14:48I know that like,
- 14:48like Emily Rolfe is going to be there.
- 14:50So I'm like, you know,
- 14:51she's really good at that.
- 14:53We'll have to see.
- 14:54But yeah,
- 14:57I think it's just going to be like, how,
- 14:59how much do I want to push
- 15:00the runs and be uncomfortable in that?
- 15:02And then, yeah,
- 15:03cause I do think that for me, since I do,
- 15:05I, I am a better runner than
- 15:07I mean, I feel like that that way,
- 15:08the 125 pound bar is not super heavy,
- 15:10but still like,
- 15:11I feel like I'm better at
- 15:12running than the lifting.
- 15:13So I feel like for me,
- 15:14just singles on that,
- 15:15that way I can like really
- 15:16maximize on the run if I can.
- 15:19And you,
- 15:19you took third at that one at
- 15:21Granite Games.
- 15:21It was a lot of running, but it had like,
- 15:25sled pushes right yeah sled
- 15:27pushes and like the burpees
- 15:28over the line and assault
- 15:30uh echo bike all that stuff
- 15:32mixing so it had some power
- 15:33output stuff with it too oh
- 15:36yeah sled pushes in the
- 15:37echo yeah it's gonna be
- 15:39interesting I it'll be fun
- 15:40to watch I that's
- 15:42definitely the one I'm most
- 15:43excited for I'm just like
- 15:45I'm ready ready for that
- 15:46one is there any of the
- 15:48other five that you kind of
- 15:51look forward to
- 15:52I actually really like event two as well.
- 15:55I practiced that and I was
- 15:56kind of nervous about that one,
- 15:57but I actually really enjoyed it,
- 16:00testing it.
- 16:00And I do think it's just that like more,
- 16:03like longer,
- 16:04type of workout well that's
- 16:06not like super super long
- 16:07but you can it's more like
- 16:08steady pace you know
- 16:09instead of just like I
- 16:10don't like the super fast
- 16:11sprints very much but um I
- 16:14feel like that one is a
- 16:14little more steady where
- 16:15you just manage it the
- 16:16right way and stay a little
- 16:18more composed during it
- 16:19which I i like those kind
- 16:21of workouts so day one I
- 16:22really like both events on
- 16:23day one but well you're
- 16:26only doing one event on day
- 16:27one only one event oh yeah yes yes
- 16:33In my head,
- 16:33I keep practicing the first two
- 16:35on day one, and so I'm like, oh, yeah.
- 16:37Don't have to worry about that.
- 16:38Yeah, it's one, two, three this year.
- 16:40Oh, man.
- 16:42Yeah, so it'll be good.
- 16:44It'll be good.
- 16:46Is that good for you, though, that, like,
- 16:48the last day, you're an endurance athlete,
- 16:51so on day three,
- 16:53you have to do three
- 16:54workouts at the end of a weekend.
- 16:55There are going to be some
- 16:56people that just the wear
- 16:58and tear of the weekend is
- 16:59going to get to them on that day.
- 17:00Mm-hmm.
- 17:02Yeah, I do.
- 17:03I do like the I do like having more stuff.
- 17:06I do feel like that's good to me.
- 17:07Good for me for some things
- 17:09like ring muscle ups at the very end.
- 17:10I mean,
- 17:12that's something even though
- 17:13they're not weighted,
- 17:14that's still movement that
- 17:15I'm not super excited about.
- 17:16So I do think that's gonna
- 17:18be the biggest thing for me
- 17:19is knowing half the ring
- 17:20muscle ups at the last workout,
- 17:22and just not getting
- 17:23wrapped up and trying to do
- 17:24too big of a set to start.
- 17:25And just being like, okay,
- 17:26I'm going to be sore.
- 17:27That's going to be the
- 17:28movement I have to manage a
- 17:29little bit if I want to
- 17:30still finish that workout.
- 17:33Yeah, yeah.
- 17:34Oh yeah.
- 17:36But I think overall it's going to be good.
- 17:38I, I'm excited for,
- 17:39I don't know about the
- 17:40handstand walking is if
- 17:42there's obstacles in that or not.
- 17:45No.
- 17:45So that's what I'm like.
- 17:47I'm excited to find that out.
- 17:48And then I'll know,
- 17:49cause I really like
- 17:49handstand walking and I like rowing.
- 17:51So if it's no obstacles,
- 17:53I'm really excited for that one.
- 17:54There is obstacles.
- 17:55I'm like not as excited.
- 17:58Okay.
- 18:00So last year when we talked to you,
- 18:01we talked about that.
- 18:02You are also a writer.
- 18:04Yes.
- 18:05Yes.
- 18:06So, and you had,
- 18:07that was one of the reasons
- 18:09you had moved back to
- 18:10Montana was to have some time to do that.
- 18:14Yeah.
- 18:17I know I've seen,
- 18:18I've actually read some of them,
- 18:21but you have been posting
- 18:22online some of your writing.
- 18:25Um, how's that going so far?
- 18:27It's going, it's going really good.
- 18:28I, um, I started a
- 18:31yeah,
- 18:31cause I'm coaching a lot more and
- 18:32stuff now this year.
- 18:33So I don't have as much time as last year,
- 18:35but I've definitely made it
- 18:36like still a big chunk of
- 18:38the stuff I've been doing.
- 18:39And, um, I,
- 18:41so last year I had wrote like
- 18:42my finished up my first novel and, um,
- 18:45like looking back now just
- 18:46with another year of learning stuff,
- 18:48I'm like, okay,
- 18:49that wasn't as great as I thought.
- 18:51So, um, I actually wrote over the summer,
- 18:53I wrote another,
- 18:54another first draft of a
- 18:55novel that I've been like, um,
- 18:58going through draft two the
- 19:00past few months.
- 19:01And I just finished like the
- 19:02first third of it.
- 19:03I've been publishing on this
- 19:05website called sub stack.
- 19:06I've been publishing my chapters on there.
- 19:08And so I've been not,
- 19:10I feel like really good with this book.
- 19:12And so, but the same thing,
- 19:13I'm like trying to like not
- 19:15rush through it,
- 19:16just be really intentional, just,
- 19:17you know, like fitness stuff,
- 19:19like learning as I go,
- 19:20making a good base with it.
- 19:21So that's the biggest thing
- 19:23I've been working on this
- 19:24year is trying to get that, uh,
- 19:26that book finished well the
- 19:27second draft finished
- 19:28because I have it all
- 19:29written out um and that's
- 19:31the one I do feel like I
- 19:32could have potentially
- 19:33published so that's kind of
- 19:35my that's why I'm like
- 19:36that's why I think I was
- 19:37okay if I didn't make some
- 19:39my finals and like I can
- 19:39put a lot more emotional
- 19:41focus onto the book when
- 19:43I'm competing I'm like
- 19:44And I want to be in competing mode.
- 19:48Yeah.
- 19:49When you put it on Substack,
- 19:50is it there to get input
- 19:52from people to see like,
- 19:54do you need to make changes
- 19:56or is it just so you're like,
- 19:59you feel like you've delivered something?
- 20:02Um,
- 20:02kind of both because the nice thing
- 20:04about that sub stack is it
- 20:05is there's just like a ton
- 20:06of writers on it too.
- 20:07So I have been getting, you know,
- 20:10I can share some people
- 20:11like there's some people at
- 20:12the gym that like to read this stuff.
- 20:14So I put it on there so they can see it.
- 20:17And yeah,
- 20:17you can get feedback from people.
- 20:19and then it's also just kind
- 20:21of a way for me to kind of
- 20:22be building like a writing
- 20:23portfolio because I've been
- 20:24trying to put other
- 20:25articles on there too just
- 20:26about like fitness related
- 20:28stuff as well kind of
- 20:30making like a fit like I
- 20:31call the page fitness and
- 20:32fantasy because I'm trying
- 20:33to kind of blend both parts
- 20:35of my life in that so I do
- 20:37write some other articles
- 20:38on there and it's mostly
- 20:39just a way to like kind of
- 20:41share my writing journey
- 20:42because I feel like especially I've
- 20:45for me, when I look at other writers,
- 20:46I'm like, wow, they're so good.
- 20:48I'm not that good.
- 20:48So I probably shouldn't be a writer.
- 20:50Like, no, that's not,
- 20:51that's not what you do.
- 20:52Like this like fitness stuff.
- 20:53You can't like start CrossFit and be like,
- 20:55oh,
- 20:56I'm not a semi-finalist athlete when I
- 20:58start.
- 20:59So I should not just try.
- 21:00So I think that's just like a way to like,
- 21:03cause I like to see people's journeys,
- 21:05like seeing them progress through stuff.
- 21:07So that's kind of what I've
- 21:08been doing on that is just
- 21:09trying to show like my
- 21:10journey with it and share
- 21:12my novel that I've been working on.
- 21:14Cause
- 21:15I am really excited about this book,
- 21:16so it'll be good.
- 21:18Well,
- 21:18and I'm sure it's just like a lot of
- 21:21things in life, right?
- 21:21You talked about fitness being that way,
- 21:24that you don't start as a semifinalist.
- 21:26You have to kind of work your way to it.
- 21:28If I go back and watch one
- 21:29of my old podcasts, like, it's cringy,
- 21:35right?
- 21:35Like, what was I thinking?
- 21:39And now you have a great show.
- 21:40Right.
- 21:42well I'm definitely more
- 21:43comfortable with it today
- 21:44than I oh yeah I was back
- 21:46then and um like like I
- 21:49told you before I didn't
- 21:50take any notes down because
- 21:51I've talked to you enough
- 21:52and I been following your
- 21:53career and like I could
- 21:55never have done that three
- 21:56years ago oh yeah yeah it's
- 22:00yeah just like I feel like
- 22:01even that with coaching too
- 22:02like I usually get so
- 22:03nervous coaching classes
- 22:04and coaching people and now
- 22:06I'm like yeah just so
- 22:07comfortable being at
- 22:08front of people and coaching
- 22:10and like seeing cues I need
- 22:11to fix some people same
- 22:13with fitness and writing
- 22:14and yeah like I said like I
- 22:16look back at my book and
- 22:17I'm the same way I'm like
- 22:18oh that's cringy so when
- 22:22you so when you're editing
- 22:25your book do you have a
- 22:26hard time saying stop stop
- 22:29editing this is um
- 22:34It's weird because I
- 22:35definitely like the first
- 22:37draft writing a lot more
- 22:38because I can just like be
- 22:39in my own world and just
- 22:40kind of write what I want to write.
- 22:42And if there's like a line a
- 22:43character needs to say that
- 22:44I know needs to sound good
- 22:45and I can't think of
- 22:46anything that sounds good,
- 22:48I just like leave a blank line.
- 22:49And I'm like, all right, just keep going.
- 22:51So I actually do like that
- 22:53first draft writing part.
- 22:54I've had to, I think, train myself for it.
- 22:56So when I first started writing,
- 22:57I would write like a
- 22:58paragraph and go back and
- 23:00edit it like while I was writing.
- 23:01And then I wouldn't get anywhere.
- 23:03And I think I've the past, I guess,
- 23:05just like a year and a half
- 23:07or two years that I've
- 23:07really been focusing on writing.
- 23:09I've gotten better at just
- 23:10writing good first.
- 23:11Well, not a good first draft,
- 23:13but just like getting my ideas out.
- 23:14So I know I enjoy that a lot more.
- 23:17than the editing.
- 23:17So the editing,
- 23:18I actually have been
- 23:20getting really frustrated
- 23:21editing it because I'm like, okay,
- 23:22I know like what I need to
- 23:23be setting up in this scene.
- 23:25But if I'm like too tired
- 23:26that day or like it's not
- 23:27connecting with me,
- 23:28it's just like frustrating
- 23:29because like it's not
- 23:31working the way I want it to.
- 23:32But then the next day I
- 23:33could come back with like a
- 23:34fresh head and be like, oh,
- 23:36I know everything I need to fix in it.
- 23:38And then those days I can't stop editing.
- 23:40But it's like the good days I'm like,
- 23:42oh yeah,
- 23:43I can fix this whole thing right now.
- 23:44The bad days I'm like,
- 23:46This is the worst book.
- 23:46I'm the worst writer ever.
- 23:49Throw my book in the trash.
- 23:51Yeah,
- 23:52I tried to do some documentary work
- 23:54last year and I really enjoyed it.
- 23:56I enjoyed like instead of
- 23:59like an hour with each
- 24:00athlete or a half an hour
- 24:01with each athlete,
- 24:03like spending a weekend
- 24:04with them and then putting
- 24:05together like the whole documentary.
- 24:08Right.
- 24:09but I found myself like
- 24:11tweaking and like graphics
- 24:14like kept tweaking graphics
- 24:15and at some point I had to
- 24:17say to myself like stop it
- 24:19like it's just you just
- 24:22need to get it out like
- 24:23yeah and so like I learned
- 24:25like I had to put hard
- 24:26deadlines on myself because
- 24:28if I didn't like I would tweak forever
- 24:32Oh yeah.
- 24:32Yes.
- 24:33Yeah.
- 24:33I think that the deadlines,
- 24:34cause that's what I did.
- 24:36That's how I think training
- 24:37myself to just like be able to write.
- 24:38It's like, okay,
- 24:39this week I have to write
- 24:4010,000 words or what,
- 24:41however many words I could
- 24:42fit in that week.
- 24:44Like it doesn't matter right
- 24:45now how it sounds.
- 24:46I'm editing it later.
- 24:46Like 10,000 words just need
- 24:48to come out or else I would
- 24:49go back and be like, Oh,
- 24:50well this paragraph,
- 24:51I can fix that thing.
- 24:52I'm like, no, that's for later.
- 24:54Right.
- 24:55Yeah.
- 24:55Yeah.
- 24:56Are you going to do some
- 24:57more documentary stuff this year?
- 25:00Um,
- 25:01so I'm actually not going to semis this
- 25:03year.
- 25:03I'll probably do.
- 25:05I don't know.
- 25:06I, I really enjoy it.
- 25:07So I'll probably,
- 25:08I think I'm going to pivot
- 25:11to something more like that
- 25:12for a little bit anyway.
- 25:14Oh yeah.
- 25:15I think.
- 25:17So the last year,
- 25:18like we followed Emily Rolfe, Kelly Baker,
- 25:22Alex Kazan, and a master's athlete,
- 25:25Rudy Berger through the games, um,
- 25:28And I put that together and that's,
- 25:29that was awesome.
- 25:31Oh yeah.
- 25:31Yeah.
- 25:32Yeah.
- 25:32That stuff is, I like,
- 25:33I love that sort of things too.
- 25:35Cause like I said,
- 25:35I love seeing people's journeys.
- 25:37Cause we always just see
- 25:39like the end product of so
- 25:40many people and you're like, oh man,
- 25:42I'm not that good.
- 25:43I can't do that.
- 25:43But then when you see like
- 25:44journeys that people take
- 25:45to get where they are,
- 25:46I think that's cool.
- 25:47So yeah.
- 25:50And so like my co-host Jamie, I did,
- 25:51I did some like,
- 25:54like she was my first full
- 25:55length documentary, like I 90, 90,
- 25:59a hundred minutes long.
- 26:01And it was just her
- 26:01quarterfinals weekend in
- 26:03the master's division.
- 26:05And it was, it was really cool.
- 26:07I really enjoyed it, but enough about me.
- 26:09We're not here about me.
- 26:12Back to you.
- 26:14So with semifinals coming up,
- 26:17what is a realistic goal for you?
- 26:19Is it just to have fun and
- 26:22maybe learn some stuff again this year?
- 26:24Um, yeah, I think like,
- 26:26that's what I'm trying to, of course,
- 26:28you know,
- 26:28there's always the part in your
- 26:29head that's like,
- 26:30maybe this year I'm making games.
- 26:32So I'm like,
- 26:32that's going to be there no
- 26:33matter what I think.
- 26:34But, um, I do,
- 26:35I am really trying to make
- 26:37it like my goal is to just go in and like,
- 26:39kind of compete,
- 26:41compete with it while enjoying it.
- 26:42It's like go out.
- 26:44When I first started CrossFit,
- 26:45I really just liked being able to, like,
- 26:46even if it was in class or whatever,
- 26:48just going out there and
- 26:49competing and doing what I
- 26:50felt like I kind of knew how to do from,
- 26:53competing in college and things like that.
- 26:55Um,
- 26:55so that's kind of my goal is just to go
- 26:57in and just not get wrapped
- 26:59up in everything else.
- 27:00Just focus on what I can do
- 27:01and have fun with it.
- 27:02I would like to have, like,
- 27:04it would be nice to have, like I said,
- 27:06it'd be great to win an event.
- 27:07Like if I could win event one, or, um,
- 27:10I think if I could just, yeah,
- 27:12place like similarly last year,
- 27:15I know that there was more
- 27:15people in the field last year.
- 27:16So kind of however that, um,
- 27:18evens out this year.
- 27:19So kind of place similarly to last year.
- 27:21Um,
- 27:23There's,
- 27:23I think that there's like three
- 27:25events I'm nervous for,
- 27:26like the legless rope climb
- 27:27ring muscle-up, the snatch ladder,
- 27:29I'm not super excited for either.
- 27:31But,
- 27:31and then there's the other three
- 27:32workouts I feel pretty good with.
- 27:34So I'm like, you know,
- 27:35I'm just going to have to see,
- 27:37see how it plays out this year.
- 27:38And yeah, I've learned a few things too.
- 27:41And yeah, just have fun.
- 27:43And it's just super fun just
- 27:45seeing the more,
- 27:45like the more years I go to semifinals,
- 27:47the more athletes I get to know.
- 27:49And so I kind of just get
- 27:50excited about seeing all
- 27:52the athletes again and like
- 27:53You know,
- 27:54just talking to people that I
- 27:55talked with last year.
- 27:56You don't see them for a full year.
- 27:58Everyone's training,
- 27:58doing the same thing all year long.
- 28:00And that's kind of cool to reconnect.
- 28:02So, yeah,
- 28:03the big goal is just to have fun.
- 28:04But, of course,
- 28:05there's a part of my head like, you know,
- 28:06this could be the year.
- 28:08These are great workouts.
- 28:09So we'll see.
- 28:10But, yeah.
- 28:13So my last question is,
- 28:15you have this iconic event,
- 28:16the snatch ladder.
- 28:18It's not in your wheelhouse,
- 28:20but it's been done 2016 regionals,
- 28:242021 West Coast Classic,
- 28:27and now it's coming back
- 28:27for this semifinal.
- 28:30Even though it's not your wheelhouse,
- 28:32is there a part of you
- 28:33that's excited just to say
- 28:35you've done it and to see
- 28:37how far you can get?
- 28:39Oh, yeah, yeah, definitely.
- 28:40I do think I do like that,
- 28:42like that kind of lifting
- 28:44workout better than just a
- 28:45one rep max anyway.
- 28:46So there's definitely part
- 28:48of me that's excited to see
- 28:49how far because my max snatch is 180.
- 28:52So like I could snatch at 175 if I can,
- 28:56if I feel really great that weekend,
- 28:58and I manage the snatches
- 28:59before it good without
- 29:01time capping so um yeah I
- 29:04definitely want I
- 29:05definitely am excited to
- 29:05see how far I can get I
- 29:07just don't think it's going
- 29:08to be like my best placing
- 29:10event but I am still
- 29:11excited for it because I do
- 29:12think that's going to be
- 29:13like I will enjoy that
- 29:14event more than um like a
- 29:16one rep max snatch because
- 29:18I don't like the one reps
- 29:22yeah you're definitely on
- 29:23the the smaller side for
- 29:25the athletes um and your
- 29:27endurance is your is the
- 29:28name of your game
- 29:30Yes, definitely like that stuff more.
- 29:35Well, Chris, as always,
- 29:37it's been a treat having
- 29:38you on this year.
- 29:38I want to wish you very,
- 29:41very much luck this week away now.
- 29:46Yeah, yeah.
- 29:47One week.
- 29:48I'm ready now.
- 29:50And we'll be rooting for you.
- 29:52Oh, thank you.
- 29:53And thanks for doing all
- 29:53these interviews too.
- 29:55It's always fun.
- 29:56I always get excited.
- 29:57My favorite time of the year.
- 29:59Oh, yes.
- 30:00Yay.
- 30:00With that, thank you, everybody,
- 30:02for joining us.
- 30:03Thank you to Carissa for being here.
- 30:04And we'll see everybody next
- 30:05time on the Clydesdale Media Podcast,
- 30:08where we're featuring the
- 30:09athletes of the 2024
- 30:10CrossFit Games Semifinals.
- 30:12Bye, guys.