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- 0:46Today on the show, have you ever taken a mind altering substance, especially an illicit one?
- 1:03Dr Karl Hart has does, advocates for the responsible use of mind altering illicit drugs,
- 1:12including heroin and other such boogie man compounds. I don't say that entirely satirically or
- 1:21snarkily, but I have been in close contact with people, friends, colleagues, interview subjects
- 1:28whose lives have been deranged and ruined by drug use. And so this was a difficult and
- 1:34sort of interesting conversation to have and a difficult and interesting mind to probe.
- 1:40Karl is a professor at Columbia University. He's one of the first
- 1:47tenured African-American professors of sciences at Columbia. He's a psychologist and neuroscientist,
- 1:54and he's renowned notorious, I might say, for his research on drug abuse and drug addiction.
- 2:00And he's a strong and vocal advocate for decriminalizing recreational drugs, for believing that
- 2:08drug use isn't necessarily bad. And for essentially coming out of a closet as drug users,
- 2:15he has, he does, he wants other people to as well. He thinks that we would all have a much more
- 2:21healthy relationship to the way that we understand drug use in our society. If it wasn't so
- 2:26cloaked in secrecy and sometimes shame, I don't agree with everything that Karl says, but G,
- 2:32it's lovely to have conversations with someone who just totally doesn't give,
- 2:36I mean, he gives zero Fs, so to speak, about what other people think and about what other people's
- 2:43assumptions about him and his habits are. His most recent book is called Drug Use for grown-ups,
- 2:49Chasing Liberty in the Land of Fear. The New York Times book review called it powerful and timely,
- 2:55saying when it comes to the legacy of this country's war on drugs, we should all share
- 3:00Karl-Hot's outrage. I hope you enjoy its conversation with Dr. Karl-Hot.
- 3:16Sorry about that, I, of course, look. Oh, no. Yeah. Oh, man. How did you do it?
- 3:24I'm getting old. I was working out. It's embarrassing, actually. I had to drop weights on it.
- 3:33My wife had to come rescue me. Oh, no. Just between you and me. Just stuck there with your hand
- 3:42under a weight. Yeah. My mom actually just had a fall. It's been pouring with rain across the East
- 3:49coast of Australia. There are huge floods and she had the great idea of going outside and
- 3:54walking to the chemist by herself and fell over and fractured her shoulder. It's happening all over
- 4:02the place. Yeah, man. I'm sorry to hear that. I hope she's okay. She's fine, but my dad's
- 4:08getting Alzheimer's, so she already has, I mean, he's fine. He's at the early stages, so he's
- 4:15still, you know, still knows what's going on, but it makes life difficult for her where she
- 4:19already has to take care of it all the time. Now she has to get one handed for six weeks.
- 4:24I'm interested to begin with in what the past couple of years have been like for you. What's the
- 4:28pandemic been like? Where have you been? The past couple of years, what has that been like? Wow.
- 4:36It's been a lot more traumatic than I thought it would be. It's been hell because I,
- 4:44the book came out in 21, January 21, and before the book came out, I thought I'd be touring and
- 4:55doing these sort of things because I really like being in front of audiences. But then we all
- 5:00had this pandemic, and so I had to basically be sequestered without seeing people. And then on top
- 5:11of that, having relatives die, people close to you die, particularly in earlier stages of the
- 5:18pandemic. And so it's been hard just missing human contact and disrupting everybody's routine was
- 5:29disrupted. Of course, and my routine has been like really physical activity, like working out,
- 5:35nose kind of things. But in a gym, and of course couldn't do that during much of the pandemic.
- 5:41And so that's what I have used for my mental health is like working out. And then when you don't
- 5:48have that, it just becomes difficult. But I recognize a lot of people had a lot worse than me because
- 5:57I still had a job at least. And so I'm grateful for that. Otherwise,
- 6:05it's been painful. Were you able to keep teaching? I was on sabbatical for until
- 6:17this past fall. So it was 21 fall, which was nice. And I went back into teaching September
- 6:2721. And I was in person. And so that made life better. I guess sabbatical is always nice. But
- 6:36there are nicer times to have a sabbatical than when the world is locked down during a pandemic. Exactly.
- 6:41Exactly. As a friend who did a sabbatical and came to Australia for a year, you couldn't
- 6:46be doing that in 2020-2021. Exactly. But it's nice to be back in person with students at least
- 6:56for even though we're still wearing masks in the classroom. So I tell a joke and I'm already
- 7:03not funny. And then so it just falls flat and then has- Or in the world, that was a joke, kids.
- 7:10That was a joke. Exactly. Exactly.
- 7:17Should I be able to take heroin, Kyle? I don't know. What's your skill sets?
- 7:23What is your knowledge? You know, it's like somebody saying, should I be able to have sex?
- 7:30I don't know. Should you? Well, in general, we don't prohibit sex regardless of how dumb you are.
- 7:38Oh, I'm sorry. Oh, yeah. You mean should it be available? Certainly should be available
- 7:46to people who want to use it and know and hopefully they know how to do it safely.
- 7:55What does that mean? Know how to do it safely. Just like when somebody drives an automobile,
- 8:00you know, it's driving automobiles are available to us but we want to make sure that they know how
- 8:07to do it safely such that they don't hurt themselves or hurt someone else.
- 8:12Is there a way of doing heroin safely? I mean, obviously, there's a way of having heroin and not
- 8:16dying of it in the moment, but is there a way of doing it in a way that doesn't lead to a trajectory of-
- 8:22You know, of course there is. I mean, we've, of course there is. I mean, we could think about, I mean,
- 8:31there are many people in our world who use heroin in a way that enhances their life.
- 8:38And they enjoy themselves. But the problem is that we've told this narrow story about a drug
- 8:48like heroin like and that narrow story is that anyone who uses heroin has to do it every day in
- 8:54the drug hooks you and eventually it leads down this path to this path of destruction. That's the
- 9:01simple story we've told everyone. Now that story is nonsense. It certainly happens to some people,
- 9:09but that's a minority of people. Most of the people who use heroin like they do anything else
- 9:17like they may do on a vacation or have you do you engage in activities on your vacation
- 9:23that you may not do every day in your life because you need time to recover, you need
- 9:30or you don't want to overdo it for a variety of reasons. That's how most people do heroin,
- 9:35but that's not the story that we tell.
- 9:38How do they take it? Can you paint us a picture of the sort of archetypal person who you're talking
- 9:43about because I've never done heroin even though I've experimented with other illicit substances?
- 9:48And I think there's a, the reason I start with heroin right out of the gate is just because I do
- 9:52think that there's a perception that just as if you make a habit of borrowing cigarettes from
- 10:00friends at a party and having the occasional cigarette, there is a quite likely trajectory on
- 10:04which you end up being a smoker. There is a perception that if you make a habit of consuming heroin
- 10:09occasionally, there's a trajectory on which you're quite likely to end up in a really bad place.
- 10:14So who are these people who are not?
- 10:18So I think that perception is falls one. So if we think about people, you and I are talking and
- 10:30we had to coordinate our schedules in order to make this thing happen. And so I have a lot of
- 10:37things in my life like that where I have to like coordinate and schedule and that means that I
- 10:46have to inhibit other activities in order to meet this schedule or this obligation. Now people who
- 10:53do this routinely in their life, now if you add heroin to the mix or anything else, they'll just
- 11:01schedule time to include it just like any other activity. That's the normal trajectory of a
- 11:09heroin user, an alcohol user, a cocaine user, an MDMA user, any user. So we want to start with
- 11:17reality first. Too often these conversations start and deals exclusively in mythology that's
- 11:25been presented in film, in popular culture, in popular media. But that's not reality and I'm 55
- 11:33years old now. And I really am tired of dealing with these sort of mythologies and fantasies that
- 11:41have no grounds or limited grounds or in evidence or in limited foundations in reality.
- 11:50Is there a difference between the addictiveness of different substances though because I completely
- 11:55take your point about like the average user, let's take an easy case example like a psychedelic
- 12:00where, as I understand it and correct me if I'm wrong, they're not just not addictive, they're
- 12:05sort of anti-addictive that like you give a rat. Am I wrong? Okay, so let's start with that then.
- 12:13So I'll just articulate where I was sort of going with that, which is I can certainly imagine
- 12:18that people who like to take magic mushrooms occasionally will take them occasionally, but there is
- 12:23no there's no subsequent physiological draw that is drawing them back to them in a habit forming
- 12:29way that the way that they would be towards nicotine or the way that they would be towards opioids.
- 12:34Is that wrong? Okay, the first thing I like to do, man, make sure everybody reads my book,
- 12:39Drug Use for Grownals because I'm tired of having these conversations. I'm really excited
- 12:45way to reach people who haven't read the book. Yeah, no, I know, I know, but please understand,
- 12:49I'm 55, I've been studying drugs for 30 years and I'm trying to live like an adult and
- 12:55enjoy my life and I know it's like saying, you're a college professor, but we need you to teach
- 13:02children how to add. We need you to teach the two plus two. That's it's maddening, so please
- 13:08understand that these low level conversations they they wear on my soul. Well, we appreciate
- 13:14you taking time to rehash. Yeah, yeah, so you just need to understand that I'm a person and
- 13:19and people forget that sometimes. All right, so let's think about this sort of physical,
- 13:25the addictive nonsense that people talk about. Think about anybody who takes an anti-depressant
- 13:33every day where their mental health and it works and and they're able to live their life in
- 13:40in a manner that that satisfies them. Now, if that person abruptly discontinues their anti-depressant
- 13:49use that they've been doing for several months or so, they will experience physical withdrawal
- 13:56and that you know, there's an indication of physical dependence, but that doesn't worry us
- 14:01or concern us. That's just typical when you take a substance every day for months and you will
- 14:09without titrating down, without slowly taking down the amount of drug that you're taking,
- 14:15but that's a normal sort of physiological response, but that's not indicative of addiction.
- 14:22Addiction is defined medically by this thing where you have psychosocial disruptions where the
- 14:29people the person is not meeting their obligations like work or family obligations or other
- 14:36obligations that are important to them and the person is distressed by not meeting these obligations.
- 14:43That's addiction. You might have some withdrawal, but that's not a requirement. You might have
- 14:51some tolerance, but that's not a requirement. The main thing is the disruptions and your distress
- 14:56by the disruption. That's addiction. So if we start there and we think about like people, the
- 15:05sacred town, now the psychedelics, we think about psychedelics. Certainly people can experience
- 15:13addiction with psychedelics, but the vast majority of people never do. The same is true with
- 15:20the vast majority of people who take something like emphetamine or even cocaine or those drugs.
- 15:26They even heroin. The vast majority of people do these drugs. Don't become addicted, but there
- 15:31are some who do become addicted and we can talk about the minority who become addicted if we like,
- 15:39but the point is is that if the vast majority of people don't become addicted, then you can't blame
- 15:45the drug for addiction. You have to look elsewhere. So let's talk about, instead of calling
- 15:51an addiction, then let's just clarify and then we can move on to the legal components of this,
- 15:55which may be more interesting to you than rehashing common misconceptions about addiction and dependency.
- 16:02Let's just talk about the waning effect of drugs because there's a phenomenon that people will
- 16:08be familiar with that I've reported on a lot when I've spoken to like ex-meth addicts that I've
- 16:15experienced in my own life with people close to me who've been alcoholics or smokers. There's this
- 16:23phenomenon of like the first cigarette gives you a big head rush, so you know the subsequent ones
- 16:28you kind of want because it gives you this little high feeling, but gradually that high feeling
- 16:34gets replaced by just sort of vague itchiness about wanting another cigarette and you're not entirely
- 16:39sure why. And that is something that I've seen mapped onto friends who've gone who become
- 16:45compulsive users of meth or ice, where it starts out feeling really, really great, but the hundreds
- 16:52of times that they're doing it, they're not so much doing it because it feels great, they're sort
- 16:55of doing it, they're not entirely sure why, but they kind of feel the need to do it and that's
- 17:00obvious from the outside that this is some sort of a compulsion that's no longer giving them the
- 17:04reward that they originally got from the high. What's going on there? You don't have to call
- 17:09the addiction, but what is it? Well I mean there certainly is certainly true that people can experience,
- 17:16I mean they experience this thing we call tolerance where you will take, you need more of the drug
- 17:24than you initially had taken in order to experience the sort of desired effect, whatever that might be,
- 17:31that's just tolerance and that's a normal pharmacological response. That's what they mean, that
- 17:39that certainly happens and that certainly can happen with repeated use, you get tolerance and so
- 17:44many people who are experienced using any drug including alcohol, you just simply take drug holidays,
- 17:52you take breaks, I mean most people do, they don't take drugs on a daily basis, most people,
- 17:59you don't drink alcohol on a daily basis, I don't some do, but most don't, but if you do it's
- 18:06some real simple thing to deal with, just take drug holidays. Why have we gotten to a situation
- 18:14then where some drugs like the antitropressants you were just talking about, not only legal but
- 18:20advertised and profitable and others are so illegal that you can lose your whole life and be
- 18:29locked in a cage for the rest of your life for selling them. In the US we know like our drug policy,
- 18:38the first national drug policy happened in 1914 and the motivation for that policy and subsequent
- 18:46policies that's always been because the drug use had been associated with an undesired group or
- 18:54undesired groups and so that's the major motivation for our drug prohibitions in the United States,
- 19:04not pharmacology but because the drug was associated with these undesired groups. For example,
- 19:11in 1914 when we banned opioid drugs and we banned cocaine, we did so because there were
- 19:18these stories about Chinese Americans, Chinese who had come over to the US to help build
- 19:25the railroads and they brought with them the habit of smoking opium and there were a number of
- 19:31American business people who would tell us about the opioid dins that were being run by the
- 19:37Chinese Americans and so there were lies being spread about how these Chinese were corrupting
- 19:45good white women and then there were about the same time there were lies about how black
- 19:51American men were engaging in heinous crimes when they took cocaine like rape, raping white women
- 20:00and all of these kind of stories contributed to the United States banning those drugs at the
- 20:06federal level and subsequent drug laws have a tangent of the same sort of spirit for the reasons
- 20:17for banning these drugs. When you say it has nothing to do with pharmacology perhaps it didn't
- 20:22originally but what is the rationale that authorities use now for recategorizing new drugs when
- 20:28they say all right well you know here's some new compound or some new substance or maybe something
- 20:33that we haven't seen proliferate in our society before like Ayahuasca which is becoming
- 20:37increasingly popular therefore we're going to try to slot it into one of these I suppose
- 20:42there they think of them as categories of harm in order to meet the punishment to the harm of the
- 20:48drug what's going on there? Well so Ayahuasca is not new and the act of ingredient certainly has
- 20:56been around forever DMT and in the US just as a phenomenon in Western societies where a whole
- 21:02bunch of Brooklyn hipsters get together overnight and do it. Yeah so it's been banned in the United
- 21:09States for a number of years but the tea these days people are turning a blind eye to some of
- 21:19these psychedelics in many of the states in the US because in part the people who are writing
- 21:26about psychedelics are opinion makers and they like psychedelics and so the reputation of psychedelics
- 21:36are being rehabilitated in the United States in large part because of the opinion makers are
- 21:42enjoying select group of psychedelic drugs Ayahuasca being one of them psilocybin being another
- 21:50and then you go to like various cities where they have selectively decriminalized some of these
- 21:59psychedelic drugs in large part because of the people who have influence in the culture like
- 22:08that class of drug and they have separated their class of drug from all other drugs to do this kind
- 22:15of thing we call exceptionalism. How do you define exceptionalism? Well when you think your drug is
- 22:23somehow unique and special compare with other drugs I mean let's just take psychedelics for example
- 22:29I like like people have now classified MDMA as a psychedelic MDMA it's an infetamine you make MDMA
- 22:38by basically modifying the methamphetamine chemical structure it looks almost identical to methamphetamine
- 22:47and it has a lot of overlapping effects with methamphetamine but we don't think of MDMA as an
- 22:55infetamine because many of the opinion makers like the effects of MDMA so you move your drug out of
- 23:04that category and call it a psychedelic. We think of something like ketamine ketamine they
- 23:11call a psychedelic but ketamine is made by modifying the PCP structure and they produce
- 23:18nearly identical effects except PCP is effects last a little longer but no one thinks PCP is a
- 23:26psychedelic and no one defends PCP but they defend ketamine and so it shows that these sort of
- 23:35categorizations or classifications are arbitrary and at some level and dependent upon who has the
- 23:44influence in our society. Kyle you mentioned earlier that the sort of cliche that we have in the
- 23:51public consciousness that's pushed by the media and pop culture of the kind of drug craze zombie
- 23:57the person who's fallen after the cliff that that being an inevitable end to the you know the drug
- 24:04users life. What in your experience I want to because you've had a lot of experience working with
- 24:10drug users and in at Columbia you've actually done experiments with drug users. Are you able to
- 24:18actually administer drugs to them and see how they respond? Yeah there are a number of people around
- 24:25the US at least and also in some other countries where we give these drugs from heroin to MDMA to
- 24:34cocaine, other smokeable cocaine cannabis, methamphetamine, a wide range of drugs. We give these
- 24:41drugs in order to better understand the conditions under which you're most likely to see positive effects
- 24:49versus negative effects and also to help us better understand so where people get in trouble with
- 24:56drugs, how to how to best treat them. So all of this of course goes this information goes into
- 25:02the scientific literature but the point is is that on a daily basis we give these drugs and some of
- 25:09our most prestigious institutions yet we have these narratives that these drugs are so dangerous
- 25:15you can't take one hit or you'll become addicted you know and and people just ignore that fact that
- 25:22we give these drugs on a routine basis in these institutions. You advertise for drug users to come
- 25:30into the lab and they knew that they were going to be able to get drugs and what did you do an
- 25:34experiment I've read somewhere that the experiment involved offering them you know small amounts
- 25:41of money versus the drugs and a surprisingly large number of them took the money which indicated
- 25:45to you that they're not slaves to the drug. Yeah the study that you just described was one of my
- 25:51earlier studies with crack cocaine for example we were trying to see whether or not taking crack cocaine
- 26:01was similar to any other behavior you know like so if you have an alternative to taking crack cocaine
- 26:09that's competitive you would it shift the behavior away from taking a drug to taking to this alternative
- 26:18and the alternative in this case was money we you know you give a range of monetary amounts and
- 26:24you can see where it should something as little as five dollars you when you present people with
- 26:30a choice between a hit of crack and something as little as five dollars they'll take drug and money
- 26:37about the same a number of occasions but when you increase the amount to some like 20 dollars they
- 26:42take the money on nearly every occasion it just it tells you that people who take drugs even if it's
- 26:48crack cocaine or methamphetamine they they can and do behave rationally well as rationally as
- 26:57anyone else and is there a is there a way in which the narrative about the the drug slave the
- 27:03person who's crazed by their addiction plays into a neat kind of story about essentially police
- 27:12being good guys authorities being good guys the privileged being good guys especially when it comes
- 27:18to race you know there's all kinds of stories when you know for if an African-American dies at the
- 27:22hands of police then frequently the narrative afterwards will be that they were on drugs or that
- 27:26they were like they were exhibiting erratic behavior isn't there even some class of psychiatric
- 27:32condition that doesn't exist that the police put on forms I'm blanking on what that is you
- 27:37know what I'm talking about where they say that the subject was in a state of something or
- 27:40other that excited delirium excited delirium that's the word he was in an excited delirium meaning
- 27:45that like you know it was impossible to control so of course we had to kneel on his neck or
- 27:50shoot him or something and that that that psychiatrist is still like I'm I'm not actually sure that
- 27:54that's a thing yeah it's not a thing it's it's from I don't know maybe 60 70 years ago it used
- 28:02to be a term that was used in psychiatry but it's not used anymore and and it's not well defined
- 28:09but somehow the police education it hasn't gotten updated and it just goes to show how outdated
- 28:19police training is when it comes to these issues but you were raising really important issues
- 28:26one of those issues is that the thing that people have to realize certainly as it relates to drug
- 28:33enforcement in the United States commonly known as the war on drugs is that the war on drugs is
- 28:40it's a jobs program and the jobs program there are a number of people and a number of occupations
- 28:48that have benefited and police certainly have benefited financially they get their budgets
- 28:55increased because of this sort of war on drugs prison authorities benefit people who do drug
- 29:02urine testing they benefit they're even people people who write movies they benefit because
- 29:09you just say something somebody's a drug dealer and then you don't have to develop that character
- 29:18a number of television programs benefit because you just simply say that the person is addicted to
- 29:25heroin you don't have to know anything else about the person you don't have to do to develop
- 29:30that character you say the person's a drug dealer and immediately that means the person's a bad
- 29:36person you don't have to say anymore all of these people benefit from this mythology and so that's
- 29:44that sort of war on drugs is this big jobs program and so if we change how we're dealing with drugs
- 29:52in a society we have to see the impact that it'll have on police budgets and these other people's
- 29:59budgets and those people they certainly know the impact that it will have so they fight to keep
- 30:06this narrative people in the media fight to keep this simple narrative because you can get your
- 30:12stories published in prestigious places by simply focusing on someone who is addicted and even
- 30:19though it's not representative of the users can you imagine if if you brought into the story about
- 30:26someone who was addicted to alcohol to one of the more prestigious sort of I don't know daily
- 30:33publications and they tell you yeah not interesting but if you brought a story to them about someone
- 30:40who is addicted to heroin that's interesting even though it's not representative and so
- 30:48this whole sort of our views about drugs it's such an important function in our society
- 30:55and that's why people don't want to give up this mythology do you know people who have
- 31:01absolutely no attraction to mind altering substances at all I'm sure there are those people in life
- 31:08and I can think about particularly younger people who they when you say mind altering substances
- 31:16I'm thinking about caffeine I'm thinking about MDMA I'm thinking about cocaine I'm thinking about
- 31:22all substances that are psychoactive yeah there are people who say I just simply want to
- 31:29make sure that I watch everything that go into my body because I am a super athlete for example
- 31:37and I don't and if I get if there's something in my body I might be disqualified and so I understand
- 31:45that I mean there are there is the super athlete component but I'm I'm interested in people who
- 31:51I don't know just sort of don't like the feeling of their consciousness being altered in any way
- 31:56anyway I have two friends I can think of who don't drink they've tried drinking and then I like it
- 32:02and they've tried coffee and then I like it I don't think they've ever tried anything harder than
- 32:07alcohol but they're just like I don't want to lose control I don't want to feel like my
- 32:11consciousness is being tweaked I just like sitting in the the consciousness mode that I have
- 32:18and then I know other friends who are just hungry craving for any different
- 32:23psychoactive experience that they can find who are drawn you know almost pathologically to
- 32:29finding different doors of perception that they can explore and as you say most of these people
- 32:35do it in healthy ways in my experience I mean it doesn't it doesn't have any knock-on effects that
- 32:40are deleterious to the rest of their their lives but it does seem like there's something in them
- 32:45that is seeking either an escape or an adventure that puts them in a very different like
- 32:52personality type in my mind than the other people and I wonder if you have insights about what
- 32:57those two two differences are yeah so like the people who just don't have any interest in
- 33:03being psychoactively altered um yeah I mean I was one of those people I'm not long ago you know
- 33:12really because of this issue of my sort of desire and need to feel like I was always in control I
- 33:21couldn't I couldn't lose control um I was quite uptight and I had a lot of things to try to accomplish
- 33:30and then I didn't know any better in that and I didn't know the potential benefits of altering
- 33:37my consciousness and um the potential benefits in terms of being a better person being a more
- 33:45empathetic purpose I didn't realize all of those potential benefits and so yeah most of my life I
- 33:51lived as the friends who you described wanting to always be in control yeah yeah I so I get it I
- 33:58understand that and that's completely their prerogative and I think and I support them in their
- 34:05their and their quest and Kyle when you say that you used to be quite uptight how did you get out
- 34:13of being uptight um as you get older you know I'm 55 now and then you start to like and then
- 34:21you start to really think about what life is about and particularly when you have less of it to live
- 34:28and then you think about the various restrictions that you placed on your behavior
- 34:33um and I tried to I thought about the rationale for those restrictions and the ones that didn't
- 34:40make much sense um I I changed it that's all just constant introspection constant checking
- 34:49in on who I am as a person and constantly checking in on my so the the impact of my behavior on
- 34:56other people that's that's all I that's and it was it's always a great sort of exercise because
- 35:03that continued to grow as a result hmm and when did you start doing drugs um you know like most people
- 35:12I guess I did a little cannabis try cocaine and in my you know teen years little cannabis and
- 35:22early 20 try cocaine and then for the next 20 25 years uh almost really nothing but
- 35:28size like a a hit of cocaine at a waiting reception or something or a hit of cannabis at some
- 35:36special occasion that's about it for like 25 about 25 years or so and then in my 40s um that's when
- 35:45you know I had accomplished a lot of things and had gotten really good at um tempering my behavior
- 35:56or really good at meeting obligations and that sort of thing so I really developed a lot of skills a
- 36:03lot of uh so I was prepared so I felt prepared to do um anything basically and and so the more I
- 36:13studied drugs the more I learned about drugs the care more carefully I looked at our research
- 36:17participants and saw that after they took something like MDMA you know they were really having a
- 36:24really good time and and um and then I wondered like I'm what a hell doesn't don't I know what that
- 36:32feels like and then uh uh at the learning what it like really felt like it's like well why was I
- 36:38waiting all these years to try this hmm and then so do you use heroin now uh that's like saying
- 36:48do you have sex now I mean no it's not car because because almost nobody doesn't have sex
- 36:57lots of people don't use heroin no so well okay it's more like saying um do you do doggy
- 37:04style now you know so it's like that's uh it would be like a sexual position you know it's uh
- 37:13but the society don't recognize that it's like of course I alter my consciousness and then I use
- 37:20whatever uh whatever the mood might strike me for that moment or my significant
- 37:27other for that moment it's not you know it's a it's a deeply personal thing and it's um and
- 37:35it's a it's a thing that's not not difficult to understand um but I know we we have made this thing
- 37:44seem so uh it's kind of salacious how we talk about it in society so that's why I'm giving you
- 37:50this response to kind of highlight the ridiculousness of this no I get it I mean one reason why it's
- 37:57maybe not salacious but certainly kind of elusive and uh interesting and intriguing to people like me
- 38:05is that just logistically it's very difficult for me to even consider experiencing something like
- 38:10heroin because I just don't even know how I would get it in a way that I would trust it you know
- 38:14it means even if I even if I wanted to make that decision you clearly have access to compounds that
- 38:19I don't so it's no that's a really on the table that's a great point that's a good no that's a
- 38:23different question there so like that I mean because I don't have access um I may have access more
- 38:30than many people but I I live in a lab that has heroin and you know the lab the drugs in the lab
- 38:39are tightly controlled I would not ever think about ever taking a drug from the lab or anything
- 38:45like that we have the titers controls and then that would be unethical I wouldn't do that sort of
- 38:50thing and also you have to understand too that you know I wrote a book about uh me being a drug
- 38:59user and asking people to get out of the closet and so that means that I can never break the law
- 39:06as it relates to drugs because then it then it's like people would say oh you see that person's
- 39:13an addict he couldn't even control himself so in the United States out drug enforcement of
- 39:18drug laws are so repressive and so restrictive I don't I really don't have access in the United
- 39:25States like that and so I actually try to live between the United States and Switzerland
- 39:32where they have this thing called drug checking where you can check the quality of your drugs by
- 39:39submitting small samples of it and getting a printout a chemical printout of the chemical
- 39:46components in the substance so I really don't have that kind of access in the US and US I don't
- 39:53feel free to really do drugs because I don't want to ever go a foul of the law and then
- 40:01to have someone to say oh you see how irresponsible he is he's addicted or he's whatever
- 40:08whatever negative comments they would like to say I don't want to give people that kind of energy
- 40:16I mean they say that anyway don't they yeah some people would say that I mean with no evidence
- 40:22but I don't really care about that that that's ridiculous I mean when but if I am arrested or
- 40:29something like that and then they would have they didn't that would give them more sort of credence
- 40:34but what they're saying when they say that and they just say it that that's right I don't listen
- 40:40to those people yeah so you need to be cautious I mean and also I don't have the resources or the
- 40:44level of interest to be flying a Portugal or Switzerland or some jurisdiction where I can
- 40:49where I can partake of these of these things it's not that higher priority for me but
- 40:56let's be clear that's that's not the priority I mean that did to the go to Switzerland I
- 41:01I'm going to Switzerland in the usual I don't know I go to Switzerland because it's people leave
- 41:07you the alone and they take care of their citizens and it makes me a better person so that's
- 41:15that's be clear about that right right no but I mean if I were to go I'm just thinking through the
- 41:20kind of the decision tree right that I would face if I wanted to embark or any any Australian or
- 41:25person in a Western Western democracy that participates in the war on drugs if we wanted to embark
- 41:30on in an on an adventure on a mind-altering adventure then the hurdles that are in our
- 41:36way to participate in it are are intense unless you're talking about basically the things that
- 41:42middle-class Australians like to do all the time which is I guess cannabis and MDMA and cocaine
- 41:49probably but I mean even that even that outside of North America cocaine is a very very difficult
- 41:56thing to find in any kind of pure form I don't know what people are putting up their
- 41:59noses when I see them do it at parties in Australia and much of Western Europe but by many accounts
- 42:05it's it's not very pure cocaine do you do you want to have can I get your thoughts about kind of the
- 42:10the contamination I suppose of these compounds into things that may give people skewed ideas
- 42:17about what they do yeah I don't know yeah but what you're saying about cocaine it makes sense in
- 42:23terms of not getting high quality cocaine in Australia but I don't I don't know what people will
- 42:29be cutting it in a place like Australia but that's the major concern that I have for for me using
- 42:36anything or anybody else you have to make sure that you actually have what you think you have
- 42:42because the the dangers surrounding drugs have to do mainly with the adulterance and not the drug
- 42:48that people are typically seeking so yeah that's an important point and with the expense I guess I
- 42:55mean the fact that the drugs are illegal means that at least certain drugs I mean good just staying
- 43:01on the on the topic of cocaine in a place like Australia I just cannot even understand how much
- 43:05money people must flush down the trainer up their nose rather on cocaine in Australia where it's
- 43:10as I understand it like four or five times what it costs in the United States and probably one fifth
- 43:16the purity and I mean if you're an incredibly high-flying lawyer then I suppose that's fine and
- 43:22you can do that recreationally but I've seen many cases where people lose their income or they
- 43:27get a divorce or you know I said a lot of sudden they have big child subsidy payments or something
- 43:30like that and they don't have the income that they used to have and that then forces them either
- 43:35off cocaine and on to meth or onto something else and then their lives do spiral out of control
- 43:40I know that you'll say well that's not causal you know that could have happened to anyone from
- 43:44anything but it certainly seems to be more common than not well I'm glad you said that I know you'll
- 43:50say no that's because you know the concern that you raise I'm not concerned about that the vast
- 43:59majority of people who use drugs are middle to upper class people I mean in the US a long you know
- 44:08like this industry is a billion dollar industry to elicit drug trade and it couldn't be supported
- 44:15by poor people primarily it's middle to upper class people and so those people who are
- 44:20who are purchasing substance as they have the money and the ones who like you describe that person
- 44:26who somehow it's having problems and they're still doing drugs I assure you those
- 44:32those people have problems before their drug use and so I don't pretend to act like I care
- 44:40about them I'm worried about the price because I'm worried about these people losing their shirt
- 44:48that's not where my interests are I mean that's my interest is more that the society has restricted
- 44:55access to these things and as a result they've made the activity a lot more dangerous because of
- 45:03the potential adulterance and there's no quality control in terms of the substances that's what
- 45:09I'm primarily concerned about and there is I should add a big movement in in Australia well certainly
- 45:16in the state that I live in in New South Wales to introduce pill testing at you know festivals and
- 45:21big parties and mighty grand things like that where where you would be able to present your pill
- 45:26which is which would usually be ecstasy or MDMA and have it tested to see whether or not it's
- 45:31going to harm you and not to be in fear of you know of the police when you do that and then there
- 45:38are some people who say well that just encourages and condones drug use and then there are other people
- 45:42who say this is a way of encouraging drug users to actually interface with health professionals
- 45:47and make sure that they're they're doing things safely so I don't even think I need to ask you
- 45:51about that because it's clear what side of that argument you would come down on um yeah but those
- 45:56people that say that this encourages drug use just think about those people who said that about
- 46:01condom use you know it's the same thing you hand out condoms when you're trying to prevent
- 46:07sexually transmitted infections you're encouraging sexual behavior and people who are not married
- 46:14they set the same sort of thing it's like saying you give people education they might use it okay
- 46:21yeah right uh they're you so I mean I completely take all of your criticisms about the caricatures
- 46:27that people make of drug use and drug addicts and addiction but your critics also say that you
- 46:34sort of have a caricatured a polyano vision of what the average drug user is is like I don't
- 46:41know if you know Bertha Madras who who runs the laboratory of addiction neurobiology at McLean
- 46:45Hospital in Massachusetts and she says that you just ignore the adverse consequences she writes
- 46:51the parents the families the spouses who've had to live and deal with opioid use disorder
- 46:56traffic fatalities workplace errors absenteeism workman's compensation drug-fueled violence
- 47:01school dropouts drug-related crimes and murders she says you don't want to address those things do you
- 47:07oh my god okay I don't know where to start um so let's start with the workplace for example
- 47:20in my sort of career I've gotten multi-million dollar grants from the National Institute on Drug
- 47:28Abuse and a couple of those grants was called drugs in the workplace and it focused on drug effects
- 47:34in the workplace so and my publications have you know we've modeled the workplace where I um
- 47:43check out the effects of drugs on work performance and those sort of things so I have a I have
- 47:50dozens of publications focused on that alone so Bertha's comment there is just not informed by
- 47:59any evidence and then her sort of comment about I don't know what happens in communities you know
- 48:06I grew up in the place you know the hood as they say in the US in a predominantly black community
- 48:14where drugs were blamed for many of the problems that that we experienced in our community like
- 48:23I am unemployment rates um maybe some crime and these kind of things I started studying drugs
- 48:30because of all of these kind of concerns and so Bertha has never lived in a place like I've lived
- 48:37and and my family still lives in that that place you know and so um I
- 48:46you know her ignorance in that comment it's only surpassed by those who actually
- 48:53think that it has some credibility um so I don't I don't know what to say I mean I've
- 48:59my first book uh the high price focused on many of these issues uh on my current book drug
- 49:07municipal grownups deals with um try to help people to under how to separate like what's really
- 49:15going on let's say with the opioid sort of concern in the United States um when you look at people
- 49:22who die from a drug related death would that uh you we know that most people have multiple drugs
- 49:31in their system and I've been advocating that we uh actually measure uh the levels of these
- 49:38drugs in people's system so we can determine what if any what was the causal agent and I've been
- 49:45advocating for making sure we have um some sort of quality control that people understand what
- 49:55they're taking so they don't take contaminants that potentially harm them and kill them um so
- 50:02her comment is it's ignorant that's all I can say what do you make of the changes
- 50:09called that have happened in the past decade to the legalization of especially cannabis but now
- 50:14I think in some states you've also got psilocybin and magic mushrooms being legalized is it in Oregon
- 50:20maybe and I mean I was living in California when medicinal cannabis uh came in and then gradually
- 50:26evolved into recreational cannabis is this do you see this is part of a a broader trend that
- 50:31could engulf all drugs or is this middle class people playing around with their middle their
- 50:35favorite middle class things but it'll never uh it'll never reach out of that bubble
- 50:39you know it's hard for me to predict because uh you know I I was in California living in
- 50:45California in 1996 when um they were the first date along with Arizona to pass medical cannabis
- 50:53you know and I voted in that election and um so uh but I would have never predicted the sort of
- 51:03legalization of recreational cannabis use in the United States now we have nearly 20 states that
- 51:09have legalized cannabis for adult use I would have never predicted that so as I think about
- 51:14Oregon who recently not only do they have legalized cannabis but they recently decriminalize
- 51:22all drugs uh meaning that people won't be arrested for possession of drugs or using drugs
- 51:30drugs sales still remain illegal but just possession they won't be arrested for um I would have
- 51:37never predicted these things so it's hard for me to say um where we're headed uh I hope
- 51:46all I asked Americans to do is to think about the original promise of the country and that is
- 51:54each of us were guaranteed life liberty in the pursuit of happiness um as long as we don't prevent
- 52:01other people from enjoying these rights uh we are guaranteed these birth rights and so as part of
- 52:08that people should be able to alter their consciousness as they see fit and if we were really living
- 52:15according to our original promise um then these things would be available um in uh at the in the in
- 52:27um um um um ways that we knew the quality uh and um in ways that would enhance the safe
- 52:37use of these substances and so I just asked people to just live up to the original promise
- 52:44if you just think of that this all becomes really simple hmm a final question about harm
- 52:51Carl I didn't interview on my radio show with uh a representative of the police force about
- 52:58there's a rule in Australia where in New South Wales where they can if they stop you at a random
- 53:04breath test and they do a drug test as well they can test for drugs that are in your system I think
- 53:10it's up to two weeks that are two weeks old now the point of the random drug test on the side of the
- 53:15road was presumably to give police the authority to prevent hazardous driving but I basically got
- 53:21the uh like the representative of the police force to admit that what they were actually doing was
- 53:26just stopping you for a random drug test and they didn't actually care like I was saying does it
- 53:31matter even whether or not the person's driving is impaired and he sort of confessed that no it
- 53:36it doesn't I mean the test is going to pick up even if you had certain compounds you know
- 53:40that you ingested 10 days ago it's still going to test positive and you're still going to be
- 53:45arrested for that which made me wonder whether or not harm is really what we're trying to
- 53:52oppose here not just in random drug tests but in the whole war on drugs because new drugs will come
- 53:57along that have a very low harm profile but if they have a high mind altering profile then there
- 54:04seems to be an opposition to them which it strikes me is driven more by maybe a puritanical
- 54:10resistance to the experimentation with consciousness than with any clear-headed calculus about harm
- 54:18and I wonder if you've noodled on where that comes from like why are we objecting
- 54:24I understand all the harm arguments I understand people who are worried about their kids I understand
- 54:28people who you know who don't want to who want to reduce addiction I want to reduce the burden
- 54:33on the health system whatever all that is that I get all of that but putting all of that aside
- 54:36this still remains this kind of I don't know this accretion of concern that people have about the
- 54:42whole enterprise of altering our consciousness like society will fall apart or something if people
- 54:48are allowed to tinker with their with the way that their mind perceives the world do you see that
- 54:53and where does that come from yeah so that's why it's so important for you to actually deal with
- 55:01the other harms like when the kids the addiction it's so important to discredit those or address
- 55:10those so we think about kids we worry about kids with drugs that's absolutely true but the drugs
- 55:18we're talking about are for adults and so like we worry about kids particularly unmarried kids having
- 55:27sexual behavior or sexual intercourse but we don't ban sexual intercourse for adults because we're
- 55:33worried about kids and but we do that with drugs and we allow that to happen with drugs is so it's
- 55:40like if you do if you allow that to happen with drugs you allow this sort of irrationality occurs
- 55:48why are you surprised then the cop tells you that no we're really just we want to know if you're
- 55:55using drugs because this is a puritanical moralistic sort of pursuit the argument about the kids
- 56:02already tell you that the argument about addiction already tell you that because the vast majority
- 56:08of people who use alcohol just like the vast majority of people use heroin are not addicted but
- 56:14yet we don't ban alcohol but we're banning heroin and we allow that to happen and so if we
- 56:21allow that to happen with heroin and wow we surprise when the cop says that what this is really
- 56:29about that's what we are that's what I've been trying to say that's why all of these arguments
- 56:36they fall apart and so if this is purely about we want to be able to tell you which drugs you can
- 56:47use in terms of psychoactive substances we want to be able to tell you which ones you can use
- 56:54versus which ones you can't use if that's what this is about well then let's say that's what that's
- 56:58this about and most of us would say wait a second that's like telling me again which sexual
- 57:06positions I can use versus which ones I can't use it's exactly the same thing
- 57:11hmm Carl I'm going to let you go and take care of your injured hand I hope against
- 57:17better soon and I want to encourage you to stop thinking of 55 as being old you're making me
- 57:23anxious you say 55 like it's 80 it's 55 years young Carl no no no I know that I enjoy it but I
- 57:30just can't do the same weightlifting that I used to do at 25 that's all that's it thank you mate
- 57:37good to talk to you take care
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