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INTERVIEW: Kehlani Speaks On New Album, Motherhood, Mental Health Journey, Advocacy For Palestine + More · The Breakfast Club

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Speaker 1: Wake that ass up in the morning.
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Speaker 2: The Breakfast Club Morning, everybody in stej Envy, Jess Hilarious,
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Speaker 2: Charlamagne the guy. We are the Breakfast Club. We got
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Speaker 2: a special guest in the building.
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Speaker 3: Thanks for having me.
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Speaker 1: How are you feeling?
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Speaker 3: I feel good. I think the last time we did this,
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Speaker 3: we might have been on a Zoom call. So it's
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Speaker 3: cool to be in person.
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Speaker 1: Yeah it was zoom. How's your spirit? How's your energy?
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Speaker 3: I'm super good. I'm like, probably the best I've ever been.
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Speaker 1: Amazing, and why is that?
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Speaker 3: I think just life is really cool. I think I
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Speaker 3: made something I'm stoked about. My fans are stoked. I
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Speaker 3: got to do all these cool signings and see all
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Speaker 3: of them in person and just like be back in
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Speaker 3: the swing of things.
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Speaker 2: So I'm good, I said. They say you're a gym wrap.
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Speaker 2: They said you up at six o'clock this morning in
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Speaker 2: the gym. They say every morning.
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Speaker 3: They might have lied about this morning. I was dead
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Speaker 3: sleep this morning. But yeah, I'm up. I'm always about
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Speaker 3: my fitness stuff. I'm super healthy and the healthiest I've
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Speaker 3: also ever been.
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Speaker 1: So yeah, I've been watching videos of you all weekend
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Speaker 1: in New York and like you know a lot of
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Speaker 1: people have been coming to your signings and you pop
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Speaker 1: up the crazy make you feel getting that type of love.
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Speaker 3: It's been cool. I mean, I've been doing this for
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Speaker 3: so long, and I've been doing signings for so long,
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Speaker 3: and at some point, like my brain tricked me into
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Speaker 3: being like, you know, they're probably gonna lessen over the years,
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Speaker 3: because it's like, you know, we've seen her a bunch,
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Speaker 3: she dropped a bunch of projects. I'm on project seven
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Speaker 3: or six or project six? Is it seven? Seven?
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Speaker 1: Oh?
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Speaker 3: I was right, see so much music. I forgot that,
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Speaker 3: you know, I didn't expect it to be getting bigger.
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Speaker 3: So they're actually the craziest signings I've ever had so far,
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Speaker 3: because it's growing, and that's you know, that's all you
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Speaker 3: can pray for.
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Speaker 1: I will say, you know, listening to your new album
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Speaker 1: and just seeing you over the last few months several
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Speaker 1: months talking like there's a confidence in a sense of
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Speaker 1: self that you have now that you didn't have years ago.
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Speaker 3: Yeah, for sure, Why is that? I mean, I think
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Speaker 3: it's been a long mental health journey. I think it's
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Speaker 3: been a lot of contributing factors, new motherhood, different angles
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Speaker 3: of like publicly being publicly aligned with certain things are
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Speaker 3: publicly misaligned. They're just like not stepping into myself. I'm
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Speaker 3: twenty nine, I'll be thirty next year. Like I'm just
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Speaker 3: I'm growing up in a real way, so like I
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Speaker 3: know how to prioritize and take care of myself differently.
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Speaker 4: Now, So why did you name the album Crash?
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Speaker 3: So essentially, a crash is the height and the peak
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Speaker 3: of a moment. It isn't like the anxiety that comes before,
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Speaker 3: and it isn't like the overthinking that comes after. It's
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Speaker 3: just this like, excuse me, cluster fuck. It's just this
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Speaker 3: this thing that happens. And I knew this album wasn't
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Speaker 3: gonna make sense to most people. I knew that it
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Speaker 3: would be something that you either loved or that you hated,
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Speaker 3: and that kind of just is a crash, And that's
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Speaker 3: kind of been The reception is some people hate this,
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Speaker 3: some people love this, and people think it's my worst,
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Speaker 3: and some people think it's my best. And I think
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Speaker 3: that's really cool.
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Speaker 1: It's a little bit of everything.
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Speaker 3: Yeah, it's a crash. It's really a cool.
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Speaker 2: With that what you wanted to do?
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Speaker 3: You know, I didn't start wanting to do that It
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Speaker 3: started as myself titled and I went on this mission
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Speaker 3: to like make finally make the Kailani album because I
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Speaker 3: haven't done that yet. And we started in like going
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Speaker 3: to all these different cities and we got all these
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Speaker 3: airbnbs in different places, and it just kind of grew
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Speaker 3: into this thing that resembled I feel like me as
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Speaker 3: a person. I feel like I've always been kind of
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Speaker 3: this thing that doesn't make sense to everyone. They can't
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Speaker 3: figure out, like who I am, what I am, what
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Speaker 3: my story is, how it's been, all of these things
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Speaker 3: like can't figure me out and whatever kind of way
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Speaker 3: how I look versus how what kind of music I make,
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Speaker 3: how I sound? And once it started taking its own life,
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Speaker 3: I was like, oh, okay, it's just me as an album.
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Speaker 2: So what is the self titled Kilania album supposed to
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Speaker 2: be like? Because you said it was supposed to be
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Speaker 2: a Kilani album, what was that supposed to.
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Speaker 3: Well, that album, to me, is more rooted in the
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Speaker 3: core things that shaped why I sing. I feel like
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Speaker 3: the Kilani album will be much more referencing like my
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Speaker 3: actual core musical references. It'll probably be a lot more
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Speaker 3: R and B. But this album really reflected all the
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Speaker 3: things that I listened to, like that I grew up
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Speaker 3: listening to but didn't necessarily shape my identity as an artist,
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Speaker 3: but reflect like you know, worldly where I'm at.
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Speaker 4: Basically we're still getting Kaylaning album.
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Speaker 3: Absolutely, that'll probably be my next album. Probably.
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Speaker 1: Yeah, Lose My Wife as such a toxic record. It
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Speaker 1: is so toxic Klin, like, why would you make those
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Speaker 1: choices and decisions knowing that it could cost you your wife?
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Speaker 4: Oh?
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Speaker 3: You know, it's not a true story. I just wanted
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Speaker 3: to do so in my head, Crash is the story
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Speaker 3: of this anti hero version of myself that goes to
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Speaker 3: Vegas and has this crazy run in Vegas and ends
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Speaker 3: with that lament of like damn. I've like, oh this
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Speaker 3: is crashed instantly, and it's almost like the come down
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Speaker 3: song of like oh, these are the decisions that I've
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Speaker 3: made and like this is what happens. So it's more
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Speaker 3: of like a sonic story and an ending to the
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Speaker 3: story than a true story that I needed to smack
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Speaker 3: on there. It kind of feels like the Hungover song
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Speaker 3: kind of feels like the next day you're like, oh shit,
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Speaker 3: this is your shadow side exactly.
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Speaker 1: Yeah, when you were in the studio writing these songs.
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Speaker 1: You were like, I'm gonna let my shadow side.
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Speaker 3: I was like, you know, there is there's been so
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Speaker 3: many toxic Kilani's songs. There really has. There really has,
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Speaker 3: and I feel like it's they are moments that people
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Speaker 3: don't people maybe want to say in their head and
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Speaker 3: been like I've had that perspective, or I've gone through that,
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Speaker 3: or I've wanted to say that, and like I would
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Speaker 3: never say it out loud and to me. After I
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Speaker 3: wrote that verse, I was like, this is kind of
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Speaker 3: like stingy and it is kind of harsh. But some
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Speaker 3: people feel like that.
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Speaker 1: But when I hear songs like after Hours or like
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Speaker 1: Better than Not or Tears, it does feel like you're
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Speaker 1: longing for a stable relationship, does it a little bit?
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Speaker 3: Yeah. I mean I think everybody wants love. Everybody wants
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Speaker 3: stable love, and we all just have different journeys to it.
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Speaker 3: You know.
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Speaker 2: Yeah, how has motherhood been?
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Speaker 3: Oh it's the best journey.
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Speaker 4: It's the best.
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Speaker 3: She's five. I can't believe it. Yeah, and that's all.
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Speaker 3: I got a third thing. I'm literally like, I'll make
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Speaker 3: the day seem so fun. I'm like, we're going to
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Speaker 3: the aquarium and we're going here, We're going here, and
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Speaker 3: then she's like, no, I just want to stay in
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Speaker 3: the house and play. I'm like, jeez, what are we
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Speaker 3: gonna do. The other dad took her to the park
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Speaker 3: and she was like, I'm just letting you guys know
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Speaker 3: I'm not playing with any of those kids. And I
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Speaker 3: was like, I respect it, but maybe we should try.
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Speaker 3: Died and she made some friends. And she's in school,
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Speaker 3: so like she is friends, she.
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Speaker 1: Still got musical interest. I heard you say one time
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Speaker 1: she had some.
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Speaker 3: She's on the album she's on Deep. She actually sounds
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Speaker 3: so good that you can't really tell that it's her,
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Speaker 3: except for her tone is obviously sounds a lot younger
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Speaker 3: than mine. But she's singing her asshole.
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Speaker 1: Do you want her in the industry.
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Speaker 3: I want her to do whatever she wants to do.
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Speaker 3: If that means industry, sure, If that means she wants
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Speaker 3: my help, sure, If that means she doesn't want my help, sure.
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Speaker 3: If that means she wants to be a brain surgeon
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Speaker 3: or a rocket scientist, let's do that. It's her world.
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Speaker 3: I'm just here. Yeah.
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Speaker 1: Is the industry good for kids? I mean, you're somebody
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Speaker 1: who came in the industry young.
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Speaker 3: I think that compared like, there's two different There's there's
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Speaker 3: pros and cons on both sides. One, I didn't have
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Speaker 3: access to the proper like mental wellness type of regiment
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Speaker 3: or care to have grown up in it the way
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Speaker 3: that I did. And we're seeing the effects of people
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Speaker 3: who you know, adults now and all these stories are
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Speaker 3: coming out about them being like child stars are coming
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Speaker 3: out young. And on the flip side, I feel like
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Speaker 3: people now have access to that. But there's it's also
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Speaker 3: a different demon fame now is completely different. It's why
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Speaker 3: I don't really post my daughter. I don't there's too
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Speaker 3: many creeps I don't ever hear to ever look back
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Speaker 3: and be like, I actually didn't consent to any of this.
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Speaker 3: I didn't give any permission. We already get embarrassed when
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Speaker 3: our parents play home videos for our friends when they
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Speaker 3: come over, Like if I'm just subjecting my child to
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Speaker 3: her home video, her freaking growing up home videos being
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Speaker 3: widely known all over the internet, and she grows up
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Speaker 3: one day and it's like, I didn't get to tell
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Speaker 3: you if I wanted that or not. You know, that's
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Speaker 3: not me as a parent.
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Speaker 4: So yeah, any more babies.
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Speaker 3: I would love to have more babies. Whatever God wants
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Speaker 3: to bless me with I receive. Yeah.
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Speaker 1: Can we talk about the record? What I want?
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Speaker 3: Yeah?
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Speaker 1: I want a bitch that look better than me, pussy get.
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Speaker 3: You reading it so serious?
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Speaker 1: Yeah?
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Speaker 3: What I want?
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Speaker 1: Excited? On that record, it seems like you're torn between
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Speaker 1: wanting to be spoiled but also feeling comfortable being the
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Speaker 1: one who spoils.
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Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm definitely like I fluctuate. Absolutely. I think I'm
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Speaker 3: more of a giver than a receiver of like spoiling.
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Speaker 3: I think that's just my nature. But it's just a
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Speaker 3: classic song about naming all the things that I want.
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Speaker 3: I don't think any of them are even cohesive. I
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Speaker 3: think they're just like, here's a list of all the
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Speaker 3: all my dream things that I want.
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Speaker 1: If you having a while weekend in Vegas, why would
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Speaker 1: you lie to a woman like that? Why would you
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Speaker 1: make her.
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Speaker 3: Feel isn't that what you do in Vegas? Doesn't Vegas
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Speaker 3: make you me?
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Speaker 1: No?
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Speaker 3: Not like that? But I'm saying doesn't. It's Vegas, not
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Speaker 3: like some adult Disneyland, like all your vices and you
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Speaker 3: don't talk about it. Actually, actually, I have a tiny
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Speaker 3: residency in Vegas. Thank you, I have a show. Thank you.
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Speaker 3: I have a show at the end of next month
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Speaker 3: and in August. That's what I do in Vegas.
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Speaker 1: Yeah, because even on the song Vegas, maybe I'm tripp
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Speaker 1: but it didn't sound like you was actually in Vegas.
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Speaker 1: You just said what we do.
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Speaker 3: Is like Vegas exactly. The only I made a couple
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Speaker 3: of songs. Actually I made part of what I Want
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Speaker 3: in Vegas. I made part of SUSI on Vegas. I
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Speaker 3: mean actually I made most of SUSI on Vegas and
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Speaker 3: a part of Groove Theory in Vegas. But the song
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Speaker 3: Vegas I made in Los Angeles, Okay, and then.
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Speaker 5: On my goal to Vegas the fall in love like
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Speaker 5: they go to create, have fun, you know, to the.
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Speaker 3: Person who said, I'm lying going on, we don't know.
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Speaker 1: The record Sushi a sushi, doesn't that mean isn't.
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Speaker 5: That's fantasy sushia sushi.
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Speaker 1: And that's dirty yeah, dirty girl.
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Speaker 3: Yeah, there we go biling is that with the record? Yeah?
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Speaker 3: Basically I mean Young Miko's versus crazy if it's translated.
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Speaker 3: And Jill Scott is Auntie Max extreme. She is the
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Speaker 3: freak lord. Honestly, the original freak, so I had to
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Speaker 3: tap her in. Yeah, yeah, she that was an honor.
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Speaker 4: I noticed that you don't have a lot of features. Yeah,
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Speaker 4: it was that intentional.
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Speaker 3: No, I tried to get more features. There was a
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Speaker 3: couple of things that were going on, different time things
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Speaker 3: and not necessarily being aligned at the time, different people
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Speaker 3: not aligning with me, and just things not making sense.
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Speaker 3: But the ones that did stick around for me and
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Speaker 3: really you know, held me down. I'm super appreciative and
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Speaker 3: they killed it. Yeah.
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Speaker 2: Now after I was were you surprised of how fast
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Speaker 2: I took off, especially on social media?
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Speaker 4: Crazy?
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Speaker 2: Yeah, it was like a huge dance.
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Speaker 5: Yeah.
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Speaker 3: I honestly have to give a lot of credit to
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Speaker 3: Darius Hickman, who's an incredible dancer, and he was in
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Speaker 3: the After Hours video and he left rehearsal for one
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Speaker 3: of the for the After Hours video, I went home
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Speaker 3: and just like made this little dance on TikTok and
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Speaker 3: it just like it took it on one. I think
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Speaker 3: it's such a testament to how powerful like dance is
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Speaker 3: and how like dancers are like DJ's like they could
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Speaker 3: really break songs like it's I give him all the
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Speaker 3: credit for that because it's crazy.
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Speaker 2: Did you know who loom d was beforehand?
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Speaker 3: Yeah?
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Speaker 1: Of course you disrespect her like that, asking.
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Speaker 2: Like, of course the one song, so you know, maybe people, does.
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Speaker 4: She have one?
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Speaker 3: Course? I think she had one.
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Speaker 1: Now. You also mentioned that this album isn't rooted in
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Speaker 1: your personal experiences are relationships like your previous albums? Are
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Speaker 1: you saying that just so you don't get in trouble
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Speaker 1: and people be like, damn, Caline's so toxic?
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Speaker 3: No, I think I think anytime a running I want
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Speaker 3: you to so bad, so bad. You know what's so
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Speaker 3: funny is I think people would be surprised if they
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Speaker 3: sat down with me to to actually ask and inquire
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Speaker 3: about my experiences, because they might look one way, but
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Speaker 3: it's so many different scenarios that lead to while my
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Speaker 3: love life looks the way it does, and so many
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Speaker 3: that you would be surprised. Who what's happened with this?
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Speaker 3: And what's happened with this? And it's just it's my
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Speaker 3: business and it's my world, and I'm pretty much in
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Speaker 3: good standing with anybody ever, So like running through these
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Speaker 3: chicks is extreme? You do really want me to be
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Speaker 3: a pimp? You know? Maybe maybe I'll just start embodying it,
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Speaker 3: maybe maybe just accept it.
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Speaker 2: Does that bother you people in your in your in
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Speaker 2: your regular business, not just your music business all the time.
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Speaker 3: No, I think it came. It comes with the territory.
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Speaker 3: I think I got. I hated it so bad, But
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Speaker 3: I also I have been again, your mental health journey
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Speaker 3: and your journey in being a public facing person, those
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Speaker 3: have to be in lockstep like those if you are
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Speaker 3: ever having poor mental health. There's so many times I
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Speaker 3: could say I've been at a table with y'all and
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Speaker 3: been in the worst states of my life and I
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Speaker 3: was like, Okay, that interview is going to be whatever.
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Speaker 3: And times I've been like, I'm actually not doing interviews
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Speaker 3: this year because all of this shit. And absolutely, but
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Speaker 3: I've also was not in a positive space to even
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Speaker 3: be able to walk in a room and like hold that. Granted,
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Speaker 3: I think the interview at the time that caused things
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Speaker 3: like that wasn't my favorite experience with someone. No, but
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Speaker 3: I also, at multiple times in my career just have
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Speaker 3: not been just aligned with where I needed to be
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Speaker 3: to be able to show up in that way. So
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Speaker 3: now I can hold that you could probably say anything
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Speaker 3: to me and I'd be like all right, cool.
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Speaker 1: I've record labels gotten to the point where they actually
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Speaker 1: respect artists mental health, meaning like if you wake up
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Speaker 1: a morning and you say, look, I'm not doing no
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Speaker 1: interview today, I'm not doing no interviews for the next
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Speaker 1: six months, but they like, no, you have to, like,
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Speaker 1: they'll push you to do it anyway.
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Speaker 3: Well, I've been signed to the same label since I
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Speaker 3: was nineteen years old and I'm twenty nine, and they
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Speaker 3: have seen me through everything, so I think they're at
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Speaker 3: the point with me where they're like, we get it,
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Speaker 3: and we also know what you are going to show
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Speaker 3: up and show out for, and that's you know, your fans.
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Speaker 3: Like I never I never play about my fans. I
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Speaker 3: never played for showing, you know, showing up for them.
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Speaker 3: And we've always been super transparent, developed a really good
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Speaker 3: relationship with people in media to where like I've been
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Speaker 3: able to call people personally and been like, it's not you,
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Speaker 3: I promise, like I'm not doing well, or I've been
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Speaker 3: on a run and going and going and going for
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Speaker 3: six days and I just need to come in a
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Speaker 3: little later, I need to reschedule this, and people have
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Speaker 3: been super gracious with me.
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Speaker 1: So I'm a huge mental health advocate. So what got
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Speaker 1: you to that place where you are now? You know?
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Speaker 1: And I mean, and I know it's a journey. I
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Speaker 1: know it's up, so I know it's down. But what
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Speaker 1: got you to this?
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Speaker 3: Yeah? Honestly, I'm going to use this moment to be
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Speaker 3: really transparent and to really advocate for people, you know,
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Speaker 3: getting psychiatric care. And I got a psychiatrist and I
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Speaker 3: got a proper diagnosis after what felt like years of
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Speaker 3: getting soft diagnosis and misdiagnosis, and I'm able to get
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Speaker 3: medicated help and it keeps my mood stable and I'm
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Speaker 3: here and it keeps me like I would absolutely recommend
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Speaker 3: it to anybody that feels like they need it, because
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Speaker 3: it's not something that anybody needs to shame or like
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Speaker 3: be nervous about. And it's probably the best thing I've
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Speaker 3: ever done for myself for sure.
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Speaker 2: What got you there? Because most people, like you said,
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Speaker 2: they feel like they can't talk about it, they can't
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Speaker 2: discuss it, they can't get to help because they don't
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Speaker 2: want to be shamed. Especially in celebrity. You feel like
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Speaker 2: somebody will see me do this that and the other.
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Speaker 2: What got you to the point was like, f this,
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Speaker 2: I need to get help.
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Speaker 3: You know, I was medicated when I was a kid,
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Speaker 3: and I remember not having the most proper experience with it,
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Speaker 3: just because I was really young, and like you're in
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Speaker 3: school and like every kid has ADHD and like it's hyperactive,
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Speaker 3: and I had to be in like the third grade
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Speaker 3: on riddling and it really messed with my personality. And
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Speaker 3: my mom was like, yeah, no, like you can't be
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Speaker 3: a zombie. Like I'll take hyperactive, turn the you know
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Speaker 3: over like whatever this zombie, you know. And then on
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Speaker 3: top of that, still I just remained with the psychiatrist.
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Speaker 3: And then you know, I went into a teenagehood and
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Speaker 3: I didn't have that anymore. And then I became an
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Speaker 3: adult and just like my experiences in the music industry
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Speaker 3: and the amount of like honestly PTSD that that causes,
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Speaker 3: paired with you know, all your childhood trauma and like
15:48
Speaker 3: all these things, you kind of get to a point
15:50
Speaker 3: where you're like, all right, I'm not an expert. Like
15:52
Speaker 3: I can't keep being the one to dictate this or
15:55
Speaker 3: to supplement or like to to try to fix it,
15:58
Speaker 3: ice to smoke a lot of weed. Can't do it,
16:00
Speaker 3: won't do it. I haven't been a smoker in five years.
16:06
Speaker 3: People bring me weat all the time and I'm.
16:07
Speaker 1: Like, dang, that's about Indigo kind of calms your anxiety.
16:11
Speaker 1: So Teva makes you have panic.
16:13
Speaker 3: You know. It was because I got pregnant and I
16:16
Speaker 3: couldn't and then I got I went to a throat
16:18
Speaker 3: doctor and he was like, oh, you don't want to
16:19
Speaker 3: sing for the rest of your life the way your
16:20
Speaker 3: shit looks cause I was smoking backwards. I was smoking
16:23
Speaker 3: blunts like I was what you can find pictures of
16:25
Speaker 3: me with like backwoods like packs spread out like like
16:28
Speaker 3: like a money spread psychotic and just nasty, just nasty.
16:35
Speaker 3: And it just I couldn't do it anymore. And I'm
16:38
Speaker 3: just I got to a point where I was like, Okay,
16:39
Speaker 3: I'm doing all the things that I can possibly do.
16:42
Speaker 3: I'm going to the gym, I'm developing good hobbies. I'm
16:46
Speaker 3: not going out and I'm not doing this and I'm
16:48
Speaker 3: still struggling. It's to the point where I need to call,
16:50
Speaker 3: you know, I need to ask for help.
16:52
Speaker 1: Did it affect your art when you're on whatever medication?
16:56
Speaker 3: No, No it doesn't. It honestly is the first time,
17:00
Speaker 3: maybe ever in my life that I feel like I
17:03
Speaker 3: have been. I have I'm clear.
17:05
Speaker 1: Yes, oh congratulates like I thought you when we first started.
17:08
Speaker 1: You can really see it's a different level of confidence,
17:11
Speaker 1: it's a different level sense of security.
17:12
Speaker 3: I would say, yeah, absolutely, thank you, I appreciate it.
17:15
Speaker 2: Now we're doing this album. You know, usually people see
17:17
Speaker 2: Kalani as an R and B artist, but this album
17:20
Speaker 2: is popped. Its country is house music, is reggae music.
17:23
Speaker 2: Were you nervous at all and be like my fan fans,
17:26
Speaker 2: my core won't get it.
17:27
Speaker 3: I actually felt the opposite. I felt like my core fans,
17:30
Speaker 3: my actual core fans, would get it because there's been
17:33
Speaker 3: hints of all these things. When my mixhape was nominated
17:37
Speaker 3: for a Grammy, it wasn't nominated for R and B.
17:38
Speaker 3: It was nominated for like Contemporary, you know, R and B.
17:42
Speaker 3: So there's been hints of things my whole life, and
17:45
Speaker 3: I felt like they would really understand. I felt like
17:49
Speaker 3: everybody else who really loved one really R and B
17:52
Speaker 3: project of mine, or like R and B SoundCloud drops
17:55
Speaker 3: or features would be like, what is this and so
17:58
Speaker 3: far for the most part, that's kind of what I've seen.
18:02
Speaker 3: Plus this little subgroup of people who are going like, Wow,
18:04
Speaker 3: I didn't even know she had this in her. This
18:06
Speaker 3: is what's gonna make me fuck with her. So it's honestly,
18:08
Speaker 3: it's been cool. I'm kind of really liking the polarity
18:11
Speaker 3: of the response at this point. If I make the
18:12
Speaker 3: same album again, I'm not an artist If I make
18:15
Speaker 3: the same project after seven projects. This is my chance
18:18
Speaker 3: to pivot, and I took it, and I'm just I'm
18:20
Speaker 3: stoked to be here. Is exactly exactly. Some people are like,
18:27
Speaker 3: this is the best thing I've ever heard you do,
18:29
Speaker 3: and some people are like this is chicken scratch and
18:32
Speaker 3: it sounds like noise and I hate it, Like, oh,
18:35
Speaker 3: I don't listen to anyone. I made the album I
18:37
Speaker 3: wanted to make, and I'm happy with it.
18:39
Speaker 4: It's a bunch of different genres and it's so different.
18:41
Speaker 3: It was so fun to make. I had it was
18:43
Speaker 3: the funnest process. It was so many people involved that
18:46
Speaker 3: were all feel the exact same way about it. It
18:48
Speaker 3: felt like our album, not just mine. We got to
18:50
Speaker 3: celebrate it, like I'm happy.
18:52
Speaker 1: I keep hearing you talk about your fitness journey. Yeah,
18:55
Speaker 1: but then they said recently you were body shamed on.
18:59
Speaker 3: You know it was an interesting body shame because what
19:01
Speaker 3: it was was the accusations that I got ab etching.
19:05
Speaker 3: But yeah, it's it's really interesting. The thing is I
19:12
Speaker 3: have diascesis right that and a hernia from being pregnant,
19:16
Speaker 3: so my muscles are split down the middle, so I
19:19
Speaker 3: have I have this space right here and this I
19:21
Speaker 3: have like a lump because it's my intestine, it's a
19:23
Speaker 3: hernia and it kind of looks like an extra ab
19:26
Speaker 3: randomly above my belly button. Everybody was like, that's the proof,
19:30
Speaker 3: like and then they were like, yes, proof because she's
19:32
Speaker 3: not super muscly anywhere else but just her core and
19:35
Speaker 3: won if you go back like genetically I have my
19:37
Speaker 3: dad is super buff, like I'm damn here bill like
19:39
Speaker 3: my father, and then I've always kind of had right
19:45
Speaker 3: you can really see it, and I and I've always
19:48
Speaker 3: had abs. And then upon like just really training my
19:50
Speaker 3: core to like make up for the fact that my
19:53
Speaker 3: muscles aren't connected and I have to get my core
19:55
Speaker 3: together to be able to do any things. That's the
19:57
Speaker 3: center of everything. I have to go a little hard
19:59
Speaker 3: on that. And I honestly thought it was hilarious. And
20:03
Speaker 3: then people just being like, is that a man, and
20:06
Speaker 3: I was like, do you want me to be?
20:07
Speaker 2: Jesus?
20:08
Speaker 3: Would you like me to be?
20:09
Speaker 5: But what I love is like you didn't get mad
20:11
Speaker 5: and like go get online and start going crazy.
20:14
Speaker 3: Ba it doesn't do anything. I used to do that
20:17
Speaker 3: a lot, and then you just realize, like there's crazy
20:20
Speaker 3: shit every day, like people talk about some new shit
20:22
Speaker 3: the next day. I remember when the internet used to
20:24
Speaker 3: destroy me, like it you what I remember the other day,
20:29
Speaker 3: maybe last week, somebody might have tweeted like, oh, like,
20:33
Speaker 3: y'all don't call Kailine dirty and she has tattoos and
20:35
Speaker 3: someone said, oh, you must be new here, and everybody
20:38
Speaker 3: was like yeah, because twenty sixteen to twenty eighteen, that
20:43
Speaker 3: was it. Everybody was calling me ugly, dirty, all everything.
20:48
Speaker 3: And I used to be what I was fucked up
20:50
Speaker 3: about it like consistently, and then I just got to
20:53
Speaker 3: a point where I was like, well, life kind of
20:55
Speaker 3: goes on and like I know myself and like there
20:58
Speaker 3: are people that know me and love me deeply care
21:00
Speaker 3: about me, and like you wash right, Hello, Yes, if
21:04
Speaker 3: you guys would like to come to my house for
21:05
Speaker 3: a week and don't check in my shower twice a
21:08
Speaker 3: day and the levels of aftercare, Like that's on you, guys,
21:12
Speaker 3: but you know, you know you can't prove those things
21:13
Speaker 3: to people. People who already want to be like that
21:15
Speaker 3: are going to be like that.
21:16
Speaker 2: Regard anyway, Are you still on social media?
21:18
Speaker 1: You got off because of that?
21:19
Speaker 3: No, I had got off for a second. I actually
21:21
Speaker 3: didn't have Twitter for two years. I just got back
21:23
Speaker 3: on because it's just what I get back on good
21:27
Speaker 3: mental Oh it's a terrible place. It's a terrible place.
21:29
Speaker 3: But the people that I need to speak to, my fans.
21:34
Speaker 3: I once I learned how to really put blinders on,
21:36
Speaker 3: and not theoretical blinders, but like actual blinders, to be
21:40
Speaker 3: consistently like this is what matters, and these are the
21:44
Speaker 3: people that love me. It's been the best thing in
21:46
Speaker 3: the world. Sometimes I have my moments. Someone yesterday says
21:49
Speaker 3: some shit to me, like I think Calin is confused
21:51
Speaker 3: about her sexuality, and I was like, I've been exclusively
21:53
Speaker 3: dating women for three years and like the music's really gay,
21:56
Speaker 3: but sure, And then somebody, how am I confused? I
22:02
Speaker 3: think I'm the least confused I've ever been. But I
22:06
Speaker 3: left the tweet up for ten seconds and deleted it.
22:08
Speaker 3: You have you know, you have your moments.
22:09
Speaker 1: Yeah, how did your record label and I guess just
22:13
Speaker 1: the industry period react to your advocacy for Palestine.
22:17
Speaker 3: You know, I think we're in a kind of a
22:22
Speaker 3: loop for so long of like what's safe to speak
22:25
Speaker 3: about and what's not safe to speak about, especially with
22:27
Speaker 3: the powers that be being so powerful and that running
22:30
Speaker 3: so deep. Obviously, my music came out, and obviously I'm
22:33
Speaker 3: super supportive, so absolutely no problem from my record label.
22:37
Speaker 3: I have experienced a lot of pushback. I've experienced a
22:39
Speaker 3: lot of loss. I've experienced a lot of things that
22:40
Speaker 3: were promised and set up for this rollout and album
22:43
Speaker 3: to happen, that were supposed to be a lot of
22:44
Speaker 3: first really yeah, magazines and these things, and those brand
22:49
Speaker 3: deals and opportunities that were sad to lose by at
22:51
Speaker 3: the end of the day, like, I don't I don't
22:54
Speaker 3: regret doing something that I can go to sleep at night.
22:58
Speaker 3: I can go to sleep knowing that, like what I
23:00
Speaker 3: learned to be as an artist, I'm aligned with because
23:03
Speaker 3: I grew up fully understanding, you know, the role of
23:06
Speaker 3: art in liberation, and that's not to place myself in
23:10
Speaker 3: alignment with you know, those artists and those revolutionary acts.
23:13
Speaker 3: But that's to say, like I understood what it meant
23:16
Speaker 3: to not be silent, even if I never, you know,
23:20
Speaker 3: put it with the song in the video, even if
23:22
Speaker 3: just me speaking out, I always knew what it meant
23:23
Speaker 3: to have a platform and that responsibility in that way,
23:26
Speaker 3: and like I can go to sleep knowing that, like
23:28
Speaker 3: I don't, I can look myself in the mirror, you know,
23:30
Speaker 3: and know that I did, I did the right thing.
23:31
Speaker 1: Do these magazines and stuff. Tell your people why they
23:34
Speaker 1: say you always hear advocacy of palist.
23:36
Speaker 3: Those are really big buildings with a lot of people involved,
23:39
Speaker 3: so it always makes its way back.
23:40
Speaker 1: Yeah, now you speak. You also mentioned that your advocacy
23:44
Speaker 1: for Palestine caused a lot of artists to ignore your collaboration.
23:48
Speaker 3: So I was talking very fast on a live very
23:51
Speaker 3: caffeinated early in the morning, and I wasn't able to
23:54
Speaker 3: like really elaborate on that. There are a lot of
23:56
Speaker 3: more people involved on artist teams and just the artists.
23:59
Speaker 3: And it also wasn't every feature. There were certain people
24:01
Speaker 3: who didn't get it back in time or it wasn't
24:03
Speaker 3: aligned with like the timing of their album. I didn't
24:05
Speaker 3: mean every single artist, But there were artists that I
24:08
Speaker 3: did reach to when someone on the team was like,
24:10
Speaker 3: we don't fuck with her, or they said this, and
24:13
Speaker 3: then another thing made its way to me, or like
24:16
Speaker 3: another like things we know, we know, things travel, we know,
24:21
Speaker 3: people have conversations, and those people have conversations, and people
24:25
Speaker 3: were respectful enough to not, you know, text me back
24:28
Speaker 3: and say, girl, fuck you, I'm Zionists. You know, things
24:30
Speaker 3: like that. But I wasn't able to really elaborate that
24:33
Speaker 3: when I and I would never I would never sit
24:36
Speaker 3: here and name names, because it's not about that. It's
24:39
Speaker 3: more about how insidious these the industries are and that
24:43
Speaker 3: we can be so afraid to lose what we've built
24:46
Speaker 3: because so many of us have come from nothing to
24:48
Speaker 3: where we have this scarcity mindset of like I have
24:51
Speaker 3: to protect what I have going on so hard that
24:53
Speaker 3: I will do anything to stay in that world to
24:55
Speaker 3: protect it because I have to keep feeding my family,
24:57
Speaker 3: I have to keep you know, building my legacy. I
24:59
Speaker 3: have to do that. I don't want to chance that.
25:01
Speaker 3: And it's sad because that thing that does get dangled
25:03
Speaker 3: in front of our faces when it comes to really
25:05
Speaker 3: important political matters that people don't align with It's sad,
25:08
Speaker 3: it's unfortunate, and I don't I'm not mad at anyone.
25:10
Speaker 3: I'm not holding anything against anyone. I was definitely on
25:13
Speaker 3: that live like yeah, and by the way, let me
25:14
Speaker 3: tell y'all about that. But I definitely have those moments
25:17
Speaker 3: where I'm like, this shit is fucked up. But typically
25:20
Speaker 3: I'm a I'm a longer thinker and I have more
25:23
Speaker 3: to the thought. And it was just unfortunate.
25:25
Speaker 1: So you understand when artists don't want to speak god
25:27
Speaker 1: about political or social issue.
25:30
Speaker 2: How do you feel about it? Right particular background.
25:34
Speaker 3: I am the type of person that is very nuanced,
25:37
Speaker 3: like I understand how people got to most things. It's unfortunate.
25:44
Speaker 3: I feel like it's unfortunate. I am saddened by it
25:47
Speaker 3: does make me sad because I really do believe in
25:50
Speaker 3: our power as people with influence. This is why the
25:54
Speaker 3: presidents involve music artists. What they've got. They've got all
25:57
Speaker 3: type of music artists campaigning for for the president save God,
26:01
Speaker 3: they bring it. They bring us out to sing out
26:03
Speaker 3: all the campaigns, all the events, whenever there's anything going
26:06
Speaker 3: on that they want us to all get together and
26:08
Speaker 3: drop a song for it like they keep showing us
26:11
Speaker 3: how powerful we are. There's people there's a younger generation
26:14
Speaker 3: who don't know what a policy is, but they would.
26:17
Speaker 3: They know their rappers' favorite songs, they know their R
26:20
Speaker 3: and B singer's favorite songs, and they will learn about
26:22
Speaker 3: anything going on in the world if their favorite person
26:26
Speaker 3: tells them. And I may have expressed it super like
26:30
Speaker 3: angrily every single time I've talked about it online, but
26:33
Speaker 3: that's because I understand that also sometimes shame works as
26:35
Speaker 3: a teacher. So if I got to come on there
26:37
Speaker 3: and say fuck all of y'all, because wake your ass up.
26:40
Speaker 3: If you want to sit and have a longer conversation
26:41
Speaker 3: with me, we can get to this point. But it
26:45
Speaker 3: has made me viscerally angry so many times to feel like,
26:48
Speaker 3: look what we could do. And they also wouldn't be
26:50
Speaker 3: able to hold us back anymore. If we all bended together,
26:53
Speaker 3: they can't cancel all of us. They could cancel me,
26:56
Speaker 3: and they'd be like, Okay, we got somebody out of here.
26:58
Speaker 3: That's cool. They get canceled a couple people speak up,
27:00
Speaker 3: but if everybody spoke up, that power imbalance wouldn't exist anymore.
27:04
Speaker 3: We're just the people United, that's the quote, so we
27:07
Speaker 3: have to like stand on that.
27:09
Speaker 1: And you raised over a half a million dollars for
27:11
Speaker 1: Gaza Sudan and the do you think money is the
27:15
Speaker 1: only way people can help?
27:17
Speaker 3: Absolutely not. I think in every single issue, the idea
27:21
Speaker 3: is that you're supposed to listen to the requests of
27:24
Speaker 3: the people at the core of the issue. You're supposed
27:26
Speaker 3: to abide by the requests of the most suppressed. And
27:28
Speaker 3: they have asked us to literally speak like that's the
27:32
Speaker 3: thing about this whole, Like social media doesn't do anything.
27:35
Speaker 3: Speaking doesn't do anything. Awareness doesn't do anything. But those
27:38
Speaker 3: there are people in Congo who are just saying make
27:41
Speaker 3: our stories heard. There are people in Sudan who go
27:44
Speaker 3: just speak about us. They're not talking about us on
27:47
Speaker 3: the news, they're not talking about us in these magazines,
27:49
Speaker 3: they're not talking about us anywhere. But you guys are
27:53
Speaker 3: Gaza opened the door for people to even be aware
27:56
Speaker 3: of Congo and Sudan on a global scale, because those
27:58
Speaker 3: issues have have preceded this genocide. Those genocides have been
28:02
Speaker 3: have been happening, those famines that extremely like displacement, those
28:07
Speaker 3: have already been existing, and Gaza has opened up the
28:10
Speaker 3: world to to Haiti, to Yemen, to all of these
28:13
Speaker 3: places that all this is going on. So the least
28:16
Speaker 3: we can do is share things here and there. And
28:19
Speaker 3: you don't have to have money, but if you do,
28:20
Speaker 3: you should put it where your mouth is. For sure.
28:23
Speaker 2: I was gonna ask what Kamala Harris, being from from
28:25
Speaker 2: your side of town, did y'all ever have a conversation
28:28
Speaker 2: did you ever reach out to herb for everything that's
28:29
Speaker 2: going on at all?
28:30
Speaker 3: I'm not really a big on presidents or they're they're folks.
28:34
Speaker 3: Not a governmental girl, Really.
28:38
Speaker 1: They're not really. I mean there's powering government, but the
28:40
Speaker 1: real powers with.
28:40
Speaker 3: The people people.
28:41
Speaker 5: Absolutely, Yeah, you are a West Coast girl, and girl,
28:46
Speaker 5: what do you think about was gone? I who was
28:53
Speaker 5: going for what?
28:56
Speaker 3: I haven't publicly rooted for anyone? But have you not
28:58
Speaker 3: seen me at the club?
29:01
Speaker 1: Oh?
29:01
Speaker 3: You could hear me through the soundproof star. I very
29:09
Speaker 3: much respect both artists. Drake actually named my album it
29:13
Speaker 3: was good until it was and he's shown me a
29:14
Speaker 3: lot of love over time, like publicly privately, so has
29:17
Speaker 3: Kendrick like he did. You were having a conversation and
29:20
Speaker 3: I told him what I wanted to name it. And
29:21
Speaker 3: then he was like, no, what's going on in life?
29:23
Speaker 3: And I told him and he was like, and I
29:24
Speaker 3: was like, yeah, I was. Honestly it was good until
29:26
Speaker 3: it wasn't. He was like, if you don't use it
29:27
Speaker 3: as your album title, I am, And I was like, okay, right,
29:31
Speaker 3: you're right. It is a very Drake album title. I
29:35
Speaker 3: think it it came down to if I'm on some
29:38
Speaker 3: West Coast shit, I'm from the West, Like, I know,
29:40
Speaker 3: I know how important this unity is of all of us,
29:43
Speaker 3: and I know how imperative this representation of us is.
29:46
Speaker 3: Like I love Kendrick. That's the only artist I've ever
29:49
Speaker 3: stood in the line and like waiting to get something
29:51
Speaker 3: signed for when I was in high school, Like it's
29:53
Speaker 3: soundtrack to my life. So I have no like personal
29:58
Speaker 3: entrances in anything. I'm just as a fan of the music.
30:02
Speaker 3: We just musically just music. I mean, we have to
30:09
Speaker 3: respect what we what we saw, we saw bay people.
30:13
Speaker 3: Ever since though, oh my god, hilarious.
30:15
Speaker 1: Listen when you sing that like us, because it's so catchy.
30:18
Speaker 3: I have had moments where I was like in the
30:20
Speaker 3: club and I've seen that it's a club thing, and
30:22
Speaker 3: I was like, damn, this is crazy. But I also
30:25
Speaker 3: remember every single big disc track in history being able
30:28
Speaker 3: to be played for massive groups of people gathering and
30:31
Speaker 3: it being a thing that everybody is like I was
30:34
Speaker 3: too young for like the Ether era, but like everybody
30:38
Speaker 3: talks about it and they're like this was.
30:40
Speaker 1: Crazy, Like this is in the club every night though
30:42
Speaker 1: wasn't in the club.
30:43
Speaker 3: I mean Back to Back was in the club.
30:46
Speaker 1: The club.
30:46
Speaker 3: Yeah, so it's eras it's moments. Honestly, I'm not in
30:49
Speaker 3: hip hop, so I can't speak to the sport of it,
30:52
Speaker 3: but like it's a sport. I guess you have a.
30:55
Speaker 1: Text drink like, yo, man, you did your think let
30:56
Speaker 1: me be ashamed about it? Was all good. No.
30:58
Speaker 3: I feel like he has real people around him will
31:00
Speaker 3: hold them down, and I feel like it's taken that
31:02
Speaker 3: moment to be like, hey, by the way, let me
31:07
Speaker 3: make sure you know I support you. Yeah, he's got
31:10
Speaker 3: his folks.
31:10
Speaker 1: Man.
31:12
Speaker 4: You mentioned a tour.
31:14
Speaker 3: Absolutely, I made this album to tours specifically, Like there
31:20
Speaker 3: was so many sounds where I was like, this is
31:22
Speaker 3: gonna be so fun to saying, it's gonna be so
31:23
Speaker 3: fun to dance to, It's gonna be so fun to
31:25
Speaker 3: play with a band, so absolutely well. I think for me,
31:29
Speaker 3: touring is the epicenter of my like my career, to
31:33
Speaker 3: the point where sometimes you don't even see you can't
31:36
Speaker 3: even really tell what's going on with the music streaming
31:38
Speaker 3: and charting wise, people are like what And then you
31:39
Speaker 3: come to the tour and it's these huge venues and
31:42
Speaker 3: people are like, I actually had no idea because when
31:44
Speaker 3: I look at how it's doing over there, and it's
31:47
Speaker 3: just a classic example for me of like impact versus
31:50
Speaker 3: you know, numbers, and my shows are huge. My shows
31:54
Speaker 3: are a blast. Everybody has a great time, everybody feels safe,
31:57
Speaker 3: everybody has fun. Like that. That is what's important to me.
32:00
Speaker 3: So we're gonna do it again, for sure.
32:02
Speaker 5: That's what's up, because by then I would have had
32:04
Speaker 5: my baby and I can get high.
32:08
Speaker 3: You miss it.
32:09
Speaker 4: Very much, Okay, Oh yeah, I'm not like you. I'm
32:12
Speaker 4: going to smoke, okay, but not backwards though.
32:16
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, that's good. Yeah, I'm trying to. I'm starting
32:19
Speaker 3: to get off the backwoods movement with all the friends
32:22
Speaker 3: take care of yourself like medicines. I like CBD a lot.
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Speaker 3: I like mushrooms and a lot of mushrooms. Making this album.
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Speaker 3: You might could tell there's some trips on here.
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Speaker 5: Yeah, that one that you played me, oh my God?
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Speaker 5: Which one was when oh my God? It sounds like a.
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Speaker 4: Oh my God, like if very next to you. I
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Speaker 4: don't know, but he had.
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Speaker 5: Played it, and I was like, damn, if I sure,
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Speaker 5: I probably be like after I was going crazy.
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Speaker 4: No, not, I was.
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Speaker 5: I can dance to that one, but this one just
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Speaker 5: seemed like I have no idea, I forgot, but he
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Speaker 5: was playing it, playing the whole album earlier, but it
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Speaker 5: was one particular song.
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Speaker 4: I was like, oh yeah, I'm can't wait to get
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Speaker 4: out of that.
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Speaker 3: I was probably all mushrooms when I made it for you.
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Speaker 1: Are you are you aware of like the journey in
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Speaker 1: life that you're going through, and if so, what era
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Speaker 1: would you define?
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Speaker 3: This era? So comparatively to where I was at with
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Speaker 3: my last album, I feel like my last album, I
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Speaker 3: had reached the ending of what was like toxic positivity
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Speaker 3: and like toxic spirituality, like almost psychossy, being like really
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Speaker 3: in my like and not accepting that. Also what comes
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Speaker 3: with that is like they're really getting into your shadow
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Speaker 3: and really getting into also like every single part of
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Speaker 3: myself and and now I'm in this. I feel like
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Speaker 3: this era is just really standing in it. I feel
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Speaker 3: like I'm down to be whatever everybody thinks I am.
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Speaker 3: For the first time in my life. I'm not over
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Speaker 3: here trying to prove anything different. I'm not over here
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Speaker 3: like I don't care to clear up anything. I don't
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Speaker 3: care to address anything. I have nothing to say about
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Speaker 3: any of that. If you think I suck, let's do it.
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Speaker 3: If you think I'm a terrible person, let's do it. If
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Speaker 3: you think I'm the best person in the world. Thank you.
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Speaker 3: I appreciate you, and I think that that truly speaks
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Speaker 3: to what you were saying about how different I feel
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Speaker 3: is that I'm settled in a way where I'm so
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Speaker 3: at peace with who I know I am and my
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Speaker 3: court foundation that it's not going to be rocked by
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Speaker 3: anything else going on. Great, thank you.
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Speaker 2: The album Crash is out now. What you want to hear,
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Speaker 2: don't say after hours. We played that already, So what
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Speaker 2: you besides that?
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Speaker 3: Play Deep? Deep, that's a fun one.
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Speaker 2: Deep, all right, Let's get into Deep right now. Make
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Speaker 2: sure you pick up the album if you haven't got
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Speaker 2: it already, and congratulations on everything.
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Speaker 1: The fact that you're just happy. You just look happy
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Speaker 1: that you are in a place of peace.
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Speaker 3: I'm super happy.
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Speaker 2: Well, it's killine, ladies and gentlemen.
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Speaker 1: It's the Breakfast Club in the morning. Wake that ass
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Speaker 1: up in the morning. The Breakfast Club