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- 0:00Welcome to Reform Thanking. I am your host, and today's deep
- 0:03dive actually begins with a little bit of a thought
- 0:06experiment. Oh, I love those.
- 0:07Let's hear it. So think about medical
- 0:09diagnostics for a second. When you break your arm, the
- 0:12whole process is well, it's incredibly clean.
- 0:15Right. Very straightforward, yeah.
- 0:17You go to the hospital, the technician takes an X-ray and a
- 0:20jagged white line shows up on the black film.
- 0:22You can literally see the problem.
- 0:24Precisely. The doctor points at the screen
- 0:26and says you know there is the fracture, it is totally binary,
- 0:29the bone is either broken or it is intact.
- 0:32Then there is a strange sort of comfort in that visual
- 0:36certainty, isn't there? There really is.
- 0:38I mean, we like our problems to be visible, categorized, and
- 0:42neatly defined. That way we can, you know, apply
- 0:45a precise mechanical fix to them.
- 0:47That desire for visual confirmation is just such a very
- 0:50human trait. We want a clear schematic for
- 0:53everything that goes wrong in our lives.
- 0:54Oh 100% like with a car. Right, like a car.
- 0:57If your engine stalls, a mechanic can just plug a
- 1:00computer into the dashboard and read the error codes.
- 1:03And then the problem is localized and fixed.
- 1:06Spot on. But the moment you step away
- 1:08from orthopedics or mechanics and you step into the realm of
- 1:12the human soul, that entire diagnostic framework just
- 1:16completely falls apart. It really does.
- 1:17The soul does not photograph well, unfortunately.
- 1:20No, it does not. When we deal with spiritual
- 1:22depression or moral failure, or just the sudden absence of joy,
- 1:26there are no error codes flashing on a screen.
- 1:28Yeah, you are dealing with a totally invisible landscape.
- 1:31Which makes diagnosing the root cause incredibly frustrating for
- 1:34anyone trying to fix themselves through sheer willpower.
- 1:39And that specific frustration is the starting point for our
- 1:42analysis today. It is a great place to start.
- 1:45So we are opening up Charles Spurgeon's massive multi volume
- 1:50commentary on the Psalms, the one called the Treasury of
- 1:53David. An absolute classic and reformed
- 1:55circles. Definitely.
- 1:56Specifically, we are looking at Psalm 119, verses 25 through 32.
- 2:00Right, the fourth section, the Akinary corresponding to the
- 2:03Hebrew letter Dalith. Correct.
- 2:06And when Spurgeon introduces this section, he points out a
- 2:08very specific, almost heavy mood that just saturates the text.
- 2:12He does. He notes that these 8 verses
- 2:14sing of severe depression. But they do so wrapped in this
- 2:17spirit of intense devotion and fierce determination and and
- 2:22just absolute dependence on God. It is a fascinating mix of
- 2:25emotions. It is, but hey, before we get
- 2:28moving into the actual text, we need to establish a ground rule
- 2:31for our conversation today. OK, lay it on me.
- 2:33Given the massive theological weight of this material, we have
- 2:36agreed to a strict constraint check.
- 2:39We must allow each other to finish our complete thoughts
- 2:42without any interruptions. That sounds like a very wise
- 2:45plan. Yeah, I just think no cutting
- 2:47each other off mid sentence today.
- 2:48I am in complete agreement with that constraint.
- 2:50These theological concepts require significant breathing
- 2:53room to fully articulate. They really do.
- 2:56If we're going to accurately trace the mechanics of how grace
- 2:59operates in a depressed soul, rushing the explanation will
- 3:02only do you, the listener, a massive disservice.
- 3:05I totally agree. So I will gladly let you finish
- 3:08your thoughts and I appreciate receiving the same courtesy as
- 3:11we work through this material. Accent.
- 3:13OK, so to set the stage for you, the listener, we need to
- 3:17establish the theological framework operating behind these
- 3:20verses. Which is so crucial.
- 3:22It is if you look at this text through the lens of historical
- 3:26Protestant Christianity, specifically leaning into
- 3:28Reformed theology and the Westminster Confession of Faith.
- 3:32These 8 verses are just a brilliant raw illustration of
- 3:36human inability. They really show that a believer
- 3:39is entirely dependent on God's grace for any forward motion in
- 3:44their spiritual life. Right.
- 3:45We're looking at the doctrine of sanctification, the process of
- 3:48becoming holy. And we are not looking at it as
- 3:51some self improvement project where you pull yourself up by
- 3:53your bootstraps. No, not at all.
- 3:55It is a sovereign operation of God from the first breath to the
- 3:58final step. That is the core of it.
- 4:00And we are tracking a stunning narrative arc today.
- 4:03In verse 25, we find a man who is literally face down in the
- 4:06dirt, just paralyzed by spiritual leather.
- 4:09Totally stuffed. But by the time we reach verse
- 4:1132, this exact same man is sprinting forward in joyful
- 4:15obedience. It is an incredible shift.
- 4:18So our mission today is to trace how a person goes from a state
- 4:21of total paralysis to a full Sprint entirely through the
- 4:25intervention of God's Word. I am ready to jump in.
- 4:28Awesome. Let's look at the opening scene,
- 4:30the grip of the dust and the melting soul.
- 4:32Verse 25 begins with this very visceral cry.
- 4:35My soul cleaveth unto the dust. Quicken thou me according to thy
- 4:39word. And then verse 28 adds, My soul
- 4:42melteth for heaviness. Strengthen thou me according
- 4:45into thy word. Those are heavy words.
- 4:47Extremely heavy. When I was reading Thomas
- 4:49Leblanc's commentary in the notes Spurgeon provided, a
- 4:52specific biological metaphor caught my eye.
- 4:54Oh, the sea creature one. Yes, exactly.
- 4:57LeBlanc compares the depressed soul to apolypus, right?
- 5:01For those unfamiliar, Apolypus in this context refers to a sea
- 5:04creature, like a limpet or a sea anemone.
- 5:07You know those things that glue themselves fast to the rocks in
- 5:09a tide, right? And they just lock on.
- 5:11Yeah, when the waves crash over it, it does not move.
- 5:14When you try to pry it off with your hands, it only clamps down
- 5:17harder. It fights against you.
- 5:19LeBlanc says the human soul cleaves to the earth just like
- 5:22that sea creature. It attaches itself to worldly
- 5:25things. He calls those things bird, lime
- 5:27and glue. That is a great visual.
- 5:29It is right, and it becomes incredibly difficult to tear the
- 5:32soul away from the dirt once it has fastened itself there.
- 5:35That image of the polypus is a striking depiction of human
- 5:39nature under distress. It really paints a picture.
- 5:42And Albert Barnes expands on this concept in his notes.
- 5:45He focuses heavily on the original Hebrew word used for
- 5:48cleavith. Oh, OK, what is the word?
- 5:51The word is debac and it carries the literal meaning of being
- 5:55glued, soldered, or securely fastened.
- 5:58Soldered. Wow.
- 5:59That implies heat and metal that is permanent.
- 6:01Right. Barnes clarifies that the
- 6:03psalmist is not describing a temporary rest or brief moment
- 6:07of fatigue. It is not just taking a nap, no.
- 6:10The soul is fiercely adhering to low base, groveling things.
- 6:14The affections of the heart have become soldered to the earth.
- 6:17That is such a vivid way to describe depression or spiritual
- 6:20deadness. It really is.
- 6:22The writer is expressing A continuous, agonizing tendency
- 6:26to cling to the dirt, feeling as though his very life force is
- 6:29being absorbed by the mold of the grave.
- 6:32And this psychological reality takes a massive physical toll,
- 6:36which we see in verse 28 where he says my soul melteth.
- 6:39Yes, Thomas Manton points out that the original language here
- 6:43suggests a wasting away. Like losing physical weight.
- 6:46Sort of. He compares it to an unctuous or
- 6:49fatty substance slowly dripping over a flame.
- 6:52Oh wow. The sheer heaviness of his grief
- 6:54is exhausting both his physical stamina and his spiritual
- 6:57vitality. He is literally dissolving into
- 6:59tears, just entirely spent. Hearing you describe that level
- 7:03of physical and emotional exhaustion brings a specific
- 7:06analogy to my mind, and I want to push on this point a little
- 7:08bit. Go for it.
- 7:09When a person is intensely depressed today, experiencing
- 7:12the kind of wasting away you just described, their very first
- 7:15instinct is to ask for comfort. Naturally, that makes total
- 7:18sense. Right.
- 7:19They go to a doctor, a therapist or a friend, and the underlying
- 7:23plea is basically, you know, please make this pain stop.
- 7:26I just want relief. They want to reprieve from the
- 7:29heaviness, but the psalmist does not ask for comfort in verse 25,
- 7:34he asks for life. He says Quicken thou me.
- 7:36Which literally means make me alive.
- 7:40To me, asking for comfort when your soul is melting feels like
- 7:44treating a lethal infection with a mild painkiller.
- 7:47That is a brilliant way to freeze it.
- 7:49The painkiller might numb the symptom for an hour, but the
- 7:52bacteria is still actively shutting down your organs.
- 7:55The root cause is untouched, right?
- 7:57Asking for life, on the other hand, is like demanding the
- 8:00heavy duty antibiotic that cures the underlying disease.
- 8:03It is a totally different approach.
- 8:05So my question is, why does the psalmist bypass the natural
- 8:08human desire for comfort and immediately ask for life?
- 8:13You hit the nail on the head with that medical analogy.
- 8:15To understand why he asks for life rather than mere comfort,
- 8:19we have to look at how Charles Spurgeon addresses this specific
- 8:22phrasing. OK, what does Spurgeon say?
- 8:23Spurgeon writes more Life is the cure for all our ailments.
- 8:28More life that is interesting. If we connect this back to the
- 8:32reformed view of human nature, we must recognize that our core
- 8:36problem is not that we are simply sad, misunderstood or
- 8:40lacking serotonin. Right, it is much deeper than
- 8:43biology or circumstances. From a theological standpoint,
- 8:46our core problem is that we are prone to spiritual deadness.
- 8:50We are weighed down by the flesh which is made of dust, and our
- 8:54natural inclination post fall is to return to that dust.
- 8:57So we are just magnetically drawn back to the dirt.
- 9:00Precisely therefore, true revival is never just an
- 9:03emotional uplift. A temporary painkiller will not
- 9:06solve spiritual mortality. Right, because dead people do
- 9:08not need painkillers. Spot on.
- 9:10True revival requires a direct infusion of spiritual life.
- 9:14Spurgeon notes that a casual observer might think David
- 9:16should ask for comfort or upraising, but David possessed
- 9:19the wisdom to know that real comfort only flows out of
- 9:22increased vitality. That makes a lot of sense.
- 9:24When a person is physically weak and bent over toward the ground,
- 9:28the solution is not to just prop them up with crutches.
- 9:31The solution is to increase their internal stamina to put
- 9:34more life into their system. Because if you just prop them
- 9:37up, they are still sick. Right.
- 9:39Once the internal life is restored, the spirit revives and
- 9:42the body naturally becomes erect.
- 9:44So the premise here is that trying to manually pry yourself
- 9:48off the rock, or trying to shake off the dust through your own
- 9:51willpower is completely impossible unless a new external
- 9:55source of life is injected into your system first.
- 9:57Precisely, and the mechanism the psalmist relies upon for this
- 10:01injection of life is vital to understand.
- 10:03You mean the second-half of his plea?
- 10:05Yes, notice he says. Quicken thou me according to thy
- 10:08word. He did not ask for a feeling.
- 10:10No, he's not looking for a vague, mystical experience in
- 10:13the woods. He is not hoping for a random
- 10:16surge of positive energy. He is grounding it in Scripture.
- 10:19He is making a direct legal appeal to the revealed promises
- 10:23of God. John Sheffield notes in the
- 10:25commentary that the Word of God is the immortal seed by which a
- 10:28person is begotten again. It is the active agent.
- 10:31It is the hammer that breaks the rock and softens the heart.
- 10:34The psalmist rests his entire hope of resuscitation on what
- 10:37God has already spoken. Because God's words actually do
- 10:41things. Well I mean that is spot on.
- 10:43He knows that the Creator who first formed a man from the dust
- 10:47and breathed life into his nostrils, is the only one who
- 10:50can breathe life into a soul that is actively returning to
- 10:53the dust. That connection back to Genesis
- 10:56is brilliant. The solution to this severe
- 10:58spiritual paralysis is not a new morning routine or a self help
- 11:02regimen. It is a desperate appeal to the
- 11:04Creator to perform a second act of creation within the soul.
- 11:09That sets up a really fascinating progression.
- 11:11How so? Well, once a person recognizes
- 11:13this state of total inability, you know, the realization that
- 11:17they cannot unglue themselves from the dirt and they must beg
- 11:20for external life, the very next logical step is to lay their
- 11:24entire reality bare before the physician.
- 11:26Yes. Which brings us to verse 26.
- 11:28Right. This brings us right into verse
- 11:3026, and the phrasing here is incredibly specific.
- 11:33The text says I have declared my ways and thou hurtest me.
- 11:38Teach me thy statutes. Declared my ways.
- 11:41I want to zero in on that phrase.
- 11:43In the context of the Hebrew, this implies A comprehensive,
- 11:47unvarnished confession all laying it all.
- 11:49Out there, yeah. It means taking a full inventory
- 11:52of your actions, your secret motives, your failures, and
- 11:55lying them out in the open. Holding nothing back.
- 11:58But I have to push back on the logic of this verse a bit, or at
- 12:01least challenge how it aligns with human nature and the nature
- 12:03of God. OK, I am listening.
- 12:05Human instinct runs entirely contrary to the idea of a
- 12:09voluntary audit. Our primary reflex when we fail
- 12:13is to hide. That is very true.
- 12:15We see this all the way back in the opening chapters of Genesis.
- 12:18The moment Adam and Eve realized their ways were sinful, they did
- 12:20not run to God and declare their ways.
- 12:22They sewed fig leaves together and hid in the bushes.
- 12:25They tried to cover it up. And thousands of years later,
- 12:28you and I still do the exact same thing.
- 12:31We try to present a sanitized, highly edited version of
- 12:35ourselves to God and to the world.
- 12:37We really do. We curate our image constantly.
- 12:40So here's my challenge. If God is omniscient, if he
- 12:43already knows every single thought of my head and every
- 12:45mistake I've ever made, why does he require me to vocalize it?
- 12:50That is a very common question. If he already knows I am glued
- 12:53to the dust, isn't declaring my ways redundant?
- 12:57Why is the vocalization of my failures the necessary
- 13:00prerequisite for him teaching me his statutes?
- 13:04That is a highly perceptive challenge, and it cuts to the
- 13:07core of how the creator relates to his creatures.
- 13:09I would love to hear how the commentators handle.
- 13:11It To answer why an omniscient God requires vocalized
- 13:14declaration, we should look at a brilliant analogy provided by
- 13:18Paul Bain. In the source material.
- 13:20Bain compares our relationship with God to a sick patient
- 13:23visiting a physician or a client consulting their legal counsel.
- 13:26More medical analysis. Imagine you go to a doctor with
- 13:30a severe, potentially permanent illness, but out of shame you
- 13:34lie about your symptoms, you hide the fact that you have been
- 13:37drinking heavily, or you minimize the pain you are
- 13:40experiencing. Right.
- 13:41You downplay it so you do not look bad.
- 13:43The doctor might have access to your blood test results and
- 13:46suspect what is wrong, but if you actively conceal your
- 13:49condition, the doctor cannot properly treat you.
- 13:52Because you are fighting the diagnosis.
- 13:53But precisely similarly, if you hire a lawyer to defend you in a
- 13:58massive lawsuit, but you hide key pieces of incriminating
- 14:02evidence from them, they cannot build an effective defense.
- 14:05That makes total sense. God delights in the humble
- 14:07transparency of a vocalized confession because it signals
- 14:10the breaking of our pride. Oh, so the confession is not for
- 14:13God's information, it is for our posture.
- 14:15Yes, Bane points out a fascinating contrast here.
- 14:20If we were to lay all our wants, our humiliating weaknesses, and
- 14:23our invincible evils before a human being, we would likely
- 14:27lose their respect and their favor.
- 14:28People judge us for our messes. Human beings judge us harshly,
- 14:33but doing this with God actually wins His favor.
- 14:36He teaches the humble specifically because the humble
- 14:39scholar, having admitted their total ignorance and failure,
- 14:42will give their master all the honor for whatever they learn.
- 14:46So the vocalization is not to inform God of something he does
- 14:49not know. The vocalization is the
- 14:51mechanism that shatters our self-reliance.
- 14:54Correct, and Thomas Manton provides of a masterful
- 14:57breakdown of what it actually means to declare our ways in
- 15:00practice. How does he break it down?
- 15:02Manton divides this declaration into 3 distinct theological
- 15:06acts. OK, what is the first one?
- 15:08First, he says, it is an act of faith and dependence.
- 15:11By declaring our business, our daily undertakings and our plans
- 15:14to God, we are actively committing them to the direction
- 15:17of His Providence. We are consulting with him
- 15:19rather than acting autonomously. Right second, Manton calls it an
- 15:22act of holy friendship. Early friendship.
- 15:25I like that phrase. This occurs when we share our
- 15:27sorrows, our anxieties and our dangers with God, coming to Him,
- 15:31much like 1 friend comes to another, hoping for pity, relief
- 15:34and a sympathetic ear. That is a very intimate way to
- 15:37view prayer. It is.
- 15:39And 3rd, it is an act of spiritual contrition.
- 15:42In biblical terminology, our ways very often refer to our
- 15:46temptations, our corruptions, and our actual sins.
- 15:50So confessing the really dark stuff.
- 15:52Yes, declaring them in this context means confessing our
- 15:54sins with a genuine brokenness of heart.
- 15:56Wow. When we engage in these three
- 15:59specific acts, dependence, friendship, and contrition, we
- 16:03are systematically emptying ourselves of our own perceived
- 16:06self-sufficiency. We create a vacuum within the
- 16:09soul. And nature abhors a vacuum.
- 16:11It does, and it is only in that emptied space that God imparts
- 16:15His statutes. As Matthew Henry notes regarding
- 16:17this verse, David is essentially asking for a customized duty.
- 16:21A customized duty? What does that mean?
- 16:23Having laid his entire mess on the table, David is saying now,
- 16:26Lord, tell me my duty, let me know what that would just have
- 16:29me to do as the case stands right now.
- 16:31So declaring our ways out loud naturally generates a massive
- 16:34aversion to false ways. It naturally follows yes.
- 16:37Think about it practically. If you have just spent agonizing
- 16:41time laying all your worst sins, your secret habits, and your
- 16:44shameful failures on the table before a holy God, the absolute
- 16:47last thing you want to do is pick those habits right back up.
- 16:51You are disgusted by them at that point.
- 16:53This intense desire for purity sets up the sharp contrast in
- 16:57the next couple of verses between falsehood and truth.
- 17:01Let us analyze verse 29 and verse 30.
- 17:03OK, read them for us. Verse 29 says, remove from me
- 17:06the way of lying and grant me Thy law graciously.
- 17:09And then verse 30 acts as the pivot point.
- 17:12I have chosen the way of truth. Thy judgments have I laid before
- 17:15me. The transition from lying to
- 17:17truth. The specific phrasing in verse
- 17:1929 grab my attention immediately.
- 17:21The text says remove from me the way of lying rather than saying
- 17:24remove me from the way of lying. That preposition makes a huge
- 17:27difference. To me that prepositional
- 17:29difference changes the entire theology of temptation.
- 17:32If the prayer was removed me from the way of lying, it would
- 17:36be comparable to saying, Lord I live in a terrible neighborhood
- 17:39surrounded by bad influences. Please help me pack my bags and
- 17:42move to a safer town. It treats the sin as a purely
- 17:45external environmental hazard, right?
- 17:48You just need to change your zip code to get holy.
- 17:50Which we know is not true. But praying removed from me the
- 17:54way of lying flips the script entirely.
- 17:57It is the terrifying realization that the ultimate danger is not
- 18:01outside your house. It is a deadly disease living
- 18:04inside your own chest. It is a cancer in the soul.
- 18:07The lie is internal. The false motives, the constant
- 18:10self deceit, the hypocrisy, the urge to spin the truth to
- 18:13protect our egos, those things are native to the human heart.
- 18:18We are not asking God to change our surroundings, we are asking
- 18:21Him to extract a tumor. That analysis of the internal
- 18:25nature of the lie aligns Florida State with the commentary
- 18:27provided by Thomas LeBlanc and John Calvin.
- 18:29Oh, Calvin has some thoughts on this.
- 18:31Very much so. But first, LeBlanc is very
- 18:33explicit on this point. He states that the way of
- 18:35iniquity is fundamentally within US.
- 18:37It is built in. Following the doctrine of
- 18:39original sin, He knows that we are born children of wrath and
- 18:43our innate uncontrolled passions run naturally toward the lie.
- 18:47We do not need to be taught how to deceive.
- 18:49It is our default operating system.
- 18:51You do not have to teach a toddler to lie, they just figure
- 18:53it out. Spot on, but John Calvin's
- 18:56analysis of this verse provides a massive, sobering historical
- 18:59context that we must consider. What context is that?
- 19:02Calvin points out that we are reading the words of David, and
- 19:06David's life featured some of the most catastrophic moral
- 19:09failures recorded in ancient history.
- 19:11Calvin specifically directs her attention to David's horrific
- 19:15sin with Bathsheba and the subsequent premeditated murder
- 19:19of her husband, Uriah the Hittite.
- 19:21That is a brutally dark chapter. Think about the mechanics of
- 19:24that historical event. David committed adultery, and
- 19:27when Mashiba became pregnant, David did not immediately
- 19:30confess. Instead, he fell into a complex
- 19:33calculated tissue of equivocation.
- 19:35The cover up is always worse. He brought Uriah back from the
- 19:38front lines, tried to get him to go home and sleep with his wife
- 19:41to cover up the paternity, and when Uriah honor prevented him
- 19:45from doing so, David wrote a letter.
- 19:47A death warrant? Basically yes.
- 19:48He commanded his generals to abandon Uriah in the thickest
- 19:52part of the battle so he would be slaughtered.
- 19:54David used the enemy army as his own personal assassination
- 19:58squad. Chilling when you lay it out
- 20:01like that. Calvin uses this horrifying
- 20:03sequence of events to illustrate how easily and how deeply even a
- 20:07mature believer can fall into self deceit.
- 20:10Because David was not a novice. Not at all.
- 20:13He had a great beginning. He was recognized as a prophet,
- 20:16he possessed immense spiritual knowledge, and he had
- 20:18experienced profound intimacy with God.
- 20:21Yet he fell mightily. It shows nobody is immune.
- 20:24Calvin argues that this history teaches us never to fall into
- 20:28foolish arrogancy. We cannot look at our past good
- 20:31deeds or our current theological knowledge and assume the devil
- 20:34can win no more victories over us.
- 20:36We drop our guard and we are done.
- 20:38Calvin asserts that unless we are continually held up by God's
- 20:41mighty and strong hand, our own corrupt nature will inevitably
- 20:45lead us astray. The way of lying is an internal
- 20:49corruption that requires constant divine extraction.
- 20:52It is. Genuinely terrifying to realize
- 20:54that a man with David's unparalleled spiritual resume,
- 20:58The man who killed Goliath, who wrote the 23rd Psalm, who was
- 21:02called man after God's own heart, could orchestrate A
- 21:05calculated murder purely to protect his own reputation.
- 21:09It proves beyond a shadow of a doubt that no human being can
- 21:12ever operate on spiritual autopilot.
- 21:14But you can never reach a level of maturity where you stop
- 21:17needing grace. Never.
- 21:18You have to wake up every single day and beg God to grant you His
- 21:22law graciously, as the text says, because your default
- 21:25setting is self deception. That is the daily reality of the
- 21:28Christian life. And that realization brings us
- 21:30to a massive theological friction point in verse 30.
- 21:33OK, where is the friction? After begging God to remove the
- 21:36internal lie, David boldly declares, I have chosen the way
- 21:40of truth. Now I want to press into the
- 21:42mechanics of this choice. Based on everything we just
- 21:45discussed regarding human inability, total depravity, and
- 21:49the native internal corruption of the human heart, how can
- 21:52David possibly claim to choose the truth?
- 21:53That is $1,000,000 question. If the lie is the default
- 21:57operating system and we are completely dead in the dust,
- 22:01where does the capacity to make a holy choice originate?
- 22:04How do we reconcile man's deadness with man's choice?
- 22:08You have just articulated the central tension of reformed
- 22:11soteriology. How does a dead will choose
- 22:13life? Exactly.
- 22:14I mean, it seems like a contradiction.
- 22:16William Calper's commentary in our source material addresses
- 22:19this apparent paradox beautifully.
- 22:22He relies heavily on the doctrine of unconditional
- 22:24election. OK, unpack that for us.
- 22:26Calper asserts that the only reason David has the capacity to
- 22:29say I have chosen the way of truth in time is because God
- 22:32made a prior sovereign choice in eternity Pass.
- 22:35Oh, so God goes first. Always.
- 22:38Cowper writes that the choice David makes actually proceeds
- 22:41from that divine election whereby the Lord before all time
- 22:45made choice of David. The formula is straightforward
- 22:49but heavy. We choose God solely because He
- 22:52first chose. Us, if he did not move first, we
- 22:55would just stay in the dust forever.
- 22:56If the Creator had not unilaterally chosen us to be His
- 23:00people, we could never in our corrupt state, have chosen Him
- 23:03to be our God. So the human choice is real, but
- 23:06it is a reaction. Yes.
- 23:08So the physical, historical act of a believer choosing the way
- 23:12of truth, deliberately deciding to follow God's commands,
- 23:15actively rejecting the internal lie, and intentionally laying
- 23:18God's judgments before them is the undeniable, visible fruit of
- 23:22an invisible divine election. Is the evidence of the invisible
- 23:25work. It is the empirical evidence
- 23:27that sovereign grace has already been actively working in the
- 23:30soul. The choice the believer makes is
- 23:31entirely real. It is deliberate, it involves
- 23:34the human will, and it requires effort.
- 23:36But that will has been radically renewed.
- 23:38It's a new operating system. Thomas Watson adds a highly
- 23:41practical layer to this concept, noting that true religion is
- 23:45never a matter of chance, it is a matter of deliberate choice.
- 23:49We have to make a conscious decision.
- 23:51Watson says we must sit down rationally, reckon the cost and
- 23:56resolve to own Christ even when the swords and staves are up,
- 23:59meaning even under the threat of persecution or death.
- 24:03That is a heavy commitment. But the reformed framework
- 24:06insists that the fuel required to make that radical resolution
- 24:09is supplied entirely by the grace we just discussed.
- 24:12The engine of human choice only runs on the fuel of divine
- 24:15election. So if we take this heavy
- 24:17theology and apply it to how you and I live our daily lives, what
- 24:21does it look like? That is the practical
- 24:23application. It means that if we were going
- 24:25to actively choose the truth, we must thoroughly understand what
- 24:28that truth actually is. You cannot choose to follow a
- 24:31map you do not comprehend. That is a great point.
- 24:34And that logical necessity brings us to the prerequisite
- 24:36for holy speech, which is the absolute focus of verse 27.
- 24:40The psalmist writes, Make me to understand the way of thy
- 24:42precepts, So shall I talk of thy wondrous works.
- 24:46Make me to understand. I want to take this ancient
- 24:48verse and lay it directly over our modern culture for a moment.
- 24:53We currently live in an era where millions of people
- 24:57frequently and loudly talk about things they do not comprehend.
- 25:01Oh, that is painfully true. The Internet has given everyone
- 25:04a global microphone. Everyone is expected to have a
- 25:07fully formed opinion on every complex geopolitical event,
- 25:11theological debate or cultural crisis the moment it happens.
- 25:15The pressure to speak is immense.
- 25:17The sheer speed at which we are culturally pressure to talk
- 25:20leaves absolutely zero time for the slow, agonizing work of
- 25:24understanding. Are we as a society and even as
- 25:27the church, far too eager to talk before we ever pause to ask
- 25:30God to make us understand? It is a pervasive cultural
- 25:33sickness, and you are absolutely right to point out that it is
- 25:36entirely antithetical to the biblical pattern outlined in
- 25:39verse 27 it. Seems like we have it completely
- 25:41backwards. We do.
- 25:42Spurgeon is incredibly sharp, almost caustic, on this specific
- 25:45point. He forcefully asserts that talk
- 25:48without intelligence is mere talk, idle talk.
- 25:50He does not mince words. He makes a fascinating
- 25:53observation about human psychology, noting that half the
- 25:56wonder in the world is born out of sheer ignorance.
- 25:59Ignorance. How so?
- 26:00People marvel at things simply because they do not understand
- 26:04how they work, like a child marveling at a magic trick.
- 26:08Oh, right, because they do not see the sleight of hand.
- 26:11But Spurgeon argues that holy wonder is the child of
- 26:14understanding. When a person truly comprehends
- 26:17the intricate, majestic way of the divine precepts, they
- 26:21completely lose the desire to talk about their own trivial
- 26:24accomplishments, and they naturally begin to extol the
- 26:27works of the Lord. The focus shifts entirely off of
- 26:30themselves. The sequence laid out in this
- 26:32text is rigid and non negotiable.
- 26:34First, there must be a divine enlightenment of the mind.
- 26:38The pleas make me to understand. We cannot just figure it out on
- 26:41our. Own we cannot gain the spiritual
- 26:43insight from a university, a podcast, or a book.
- 26:46It must come directly from the Lord's hands.
- 26:48Natural blindness, as Thomas Manton describes it, is an
- 26:51obstinate disease that refuses to yield to human logic.
- 26:54It requires a divine cure. A little hearsay knowledge or
- 26:58scanning a headline is entirely insufficient for holy speech.
- 27:01I want to pause in that phrase you used.
- 27:03Holy Wonder is the child of understanding.
- 27:06It is a beautiful thought. That flips normal definition of
- 27:09wonder on its head. We typically think of wonder as
- 27:12the feeling we get when we are totally confused when something
- 27:15is mysterious or shrouded in fog.
- 27:17Right, the mystical approach to wonder.
- 27:20But Spurgeon is saying that true biblical wonder occurs when the
- 27:24fog clears. You do not marvel at God because
- 27:27he's a confusing blur. You marvel at God because you
- 27:30see the terrifying, beautiful precision of His decrees, His
- 27:34Providence and His justice. The clearer the understanding,
- 27:38the heavier the wonder. Spot on.
- 27:40And Manton observes that when this true grace takes root in an
- 27:43enlightened mind, it becomes highly commutative.
- 27:46It wants to share itself. He likens grace to fire.
- 27:49You cannot easily conceal a fire.
- 27:51It naturally spreads, it gives off heat, and it illuminates its
- 27:53surroundings. Ire is a great analogy.
- 27:55When the human heart is heavily affected by a genuine
- 27:58understanding of God's wondrous works, specifically His works of
- 28:02creation, His intricate acts of Providence, and the massive
- 28:06accomplishment of redemption, the tongue simply cannot hold it
- 28:09in. It just bubbles over.
- 28:11Out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks.
- 28:14But Manton highlights a strict 3 step operational order that we
- 28:18must adhere to. OK, what are the three steps?
- 28:20Step one Divine enlightenment of the mind through.
- 28:24Prayer asking God for sight. Step 2.
- 28:27Rigorous meditation. This involves laying the
- 28:30judgments before us, studying them intensely, and
- 28:33internalizing their implications.
- 28:34That takes a lot of time and quietness step.
- 28:36Three, communicate for the edification of others.
- 28:39If we skip step one and Step 2, our talk is empty, vain and
- 28:43potentially destructive. Which is what social media
- 28:45essentially encourages us to do. Skip steps 1 and 2.
- 28:48It certainly does, but if we patiently follow the pattern
- 28:51allowing God to forge understanding in the quiet
- 28:54places first, our words become incredibly valuable.
- 28:58As Spurgeon vividly puts it, words spoken from true
- 29:01understanding become like pearls which adorn the ears of them
- 29:05that hear. All right, so taking all of this
- 29:08in, the pleading for life, the unvarnished confession, the
- 29:11internal extraction of the lie, the slow pursuit of
- 29:14understanding, we realize that this is not a weekend retreat.
- 29:17Not at all. It is a long.
- 29:19Haul This process of learning, meditating and speaking is a
- 29:22grinding, lifelong pursuit. It requires an immense amount of
- 29:26perseverance. Which is hard when you're
- 29:28exhausted. Which provides the perfect
- 29:29transition into our final section today?
- 29:32Sticking and running or the dynamics of grace?
- 29:35We're looking at the final 2 verses of our section, verses 31
- 29:38and 32. Let.
- 29:39Us hear them. Verse 31 says, I have stuck unto
- 29:41thy testimonies, O Lord, put me not to shame.
- 29:44And verse 32 is a grand climax of the entire ochtenary.
- 29:47I will run the way of Thy commandments when thou shalt
- 29:50enlarge my heart. What a beautiful resolution.
- 29:52Reading verse 32 immediately brings the image of a massive
- 29:55sailboat to my mind. A.
- 29:57Sailboat. Tell me more.
- 29:58Imagine you have built the finest sailboat in the harbor.
- 30:02You have polished the wood. You have the best rigging and
- 30:05you hoist the sails as high as they can go.
- 30:07OK, I am picturing it. Hoisting the sails represents
- 30:10our human desire to obey God. You can have all the right
- 30:14intentions, you can have the theology perfectly mapped out in
- 30:17your head, but unless the wind actually blows, unless the
- 30:20invisible breath of nature fills those canvas sails, that
- 30:23beautiful boat goes absolutely nowhere.
- 30:25It just sits dead in the water. You were just bobbing on the
- 30:28water, entirely stagnant. In the theology of this text,
- 30:32God enlarging the human heart is the wind.
- 30:34That analogy of the sailboat perfectly captures the Reformed
- 30:37doctrine of grace and human effort.
- 30:39The desire to run the hoisting of the sails is present in the
- 30:43believer, but the actual capacity to move forward
- 30:46requires A decisive divine intervention.
- 30:49The wind has to blow. Let us analyze this specific
- 30:52physiological metaphor of the enlarged heart.
- 30:55Commentators Henry Melville and Thomas Manton provide deep
- 30:58insights into what we might call the Physiology of the fallen
- 31:02soul. The Physiology of the soul.
- 31:04That is an interesting concept. They explain that the human
- 31:06heart physically and spiritually contracted at the fall of man.
- 31:10The introduction of sin and selfishness caused the soul to
- 31:13shrink inward. Like it cramped up.
- 31:16It became narrow, tight, and completely unequal to containing
- 31:19great, generous or holy thoughts.
- 31:22It became a bondage heart, severely limited in its
- 31:25capacity. It turned in on itself.
- 31:27It drew all its affections away from the expansive glory of God
- 31:30and focused them entirely on the tiny, pathetic idol of the self.
- 31:34Therefore, for a human being to run in the way of God's massive
- 31:37commandments, God must perform a radical spiritual surgery.
- 31:42He must dilate, stretch and widen the heart.
- 31:45When you use the phrase spiritual surgery, it implies
- 31:48something very specific about the state of the patient.
- 31:50What does it imply to you? A patient undergoing open heart
- 31:52surgery is completely anesthetized.
- 31:55They're entirely passive on the operating table.
- 31:58They do not assist the surgeon with the scalpel.
- 32:00Are we saying the believer is entirely passive in this process
- 32:04of having their heart enlarged? In the initial moment of
- 32:06regeneration, yes, the patient is entirely passive.
- 32:09This is the core of the Reformed doctrine of effectual calling.
- 32:12God is the sole actor in that moment.
- 32:14God acts first upon the dead heart.
- 32:16He replaces the heart of stone with the heart of flesh.
- 32:19He changes it, unites its fragmented desires, and
- 32:22forcefully enlarges its capacity to receive His love.
- 32:25So he forces the sails open and brings the wind.
- 32:28However, the immediate result of this sovereign internal surgery
- 32:31is highly active. Once the heart is enlarged, the
- 32:35immediate fruit is the cheerful, ready and swift motion of the
- 32:38feet. Notice the text says I will run.
- 32:41It is a Sprint. It does not say I will be
- 32:43dragged. It is not a forced March where
- 32:46God is pulling a reluctant prisoner by a chain.
- 32:48As Spurgeon accurately notes, grace is not an overwhelming
- 32:51physical force which compels unwilling minds to move contrary
- 32:54to their desires. That is a crucial distinction.
- 32:57It is not coercion. Rather, grace changes the desire
- 33:01itself. It is the spontaneous leaping
- 33:04forward of a mind which has finally been set free from its
- 33:07chains. When the heart is surgically
- 33:09enlarged by God, the man becomes, as Melville states, all
- 33:12heart. All heart, I love that.
- 33:14Every faculty of the mind, every muscle of the body, and every
- 33:18affection of the soul is brought into joyful subjection to God.
- 33:22This results in a firm, resolute and unflinching obedience.
- 33:26The Scottish theologian Robert Layton has a quote regarding
- 33:29this specific progression of grace that I think it's just
- 33:32breathtaking. Oh, Leighton is wonderful.
- 33:33What is the quote? He writes If thou do but creep,
- 33:37creep on desire to be unable to go, if thou goest but yet
- 33:41haltingly desire to run. That is so encouraging for those
- 33:44who feel slow. It perfectly captures this
- 33:46relentless, agonizing yearning for a swifter spiritual pace, a
- 33:50deeper level of obedience. And if we pull the camera all
- 33:53the way back and look at the 8 verses we just covered, the
- 33:56contrast is staggering. From beginning to end.
- 33:59Look at where we started in verse 25.
- 34:02We had a man whose soul was glued to the dirt, unable to
- 34:06lift his own head. The polyp is on the rock.
- 34:08By verse 28, he was melting away, physically exhausted by
- 34:12the heavyweight of his own sin and depression.
- 34:14He was completely paralyzed. But now in verse 32, this exact
- 34:18same man is sprinting down the road of God's commandments.
- 34:22It is a stunning reversal. His heart is dilated and wide
- 34:26open, his feet are moving swiftly, his sails are full of
- 34:28wind. It is a total miraculous
- 34:31reversal of his initial. Condition.
- 34:33It is a total reversal, and the most critical take away for
- 34:35anyone studying this text is accurately identifying the cause
- 34:39of that reversal. Right.
- 34:40Who gets the credit? From the lowest suffocating
- 34:42depths of depression to the highest windswept peaks of
- 34:45zealous obedience, the believer must attribute every single
- 34:48ounce of progress to the free favor and sovereign grace of
- 34:52God. The theology here leaves no room
- 34:54for human boasting. None at all.
- 34:56We contributed nothing but the dust.
- 34:57The man lying face down in the dust could not stand up on his
- 35:01own strength. The man infected with the
- 35:03internal disease of lying could not extract the tour and choose
- 35:07truth on his own. The man who was ignorant could
- 35:10not generate holy understanding. And the man who desperately
- 35:13wanted to run could not move a single muscle in his feet until
- 35:16God surgically enlarged his heart every single step of the
- 35:20way. The operative phrases are
- 35:22according to Thy word. Teach me, make me, and enlarge
- 35:27my heart. It is all God's action.
- 35:29The entire octonery is 1 sustained desperate cry of
- 35:33absolute dependence on the Creator.
- 35:35So to bring all of this weighty theology directly down to the
- 35:38ground for you, the listener, we have traced A remarkable path
- 35:42today. We really have.
- 35:43We started by acknowledging the uncomfortable reality of our own
- 35:46spiritual deadness, that native gravitational pull that makes us
- 35:50cleave to the dust when life gets hard.
- 35:52The total inability. We saw the absolute necessity of
- 35:55auditing our souls out loud, confessing our ways to God
- 35:58without hiding behind fig leaves or rationalizations.
- 36:01Laying it all out for the physician.
- 36:03We recognize the terrifying truth that the lie is an
- 36:06internal disease, not an external circumstance, and we
- 36:10saw our desperate need for God to surgically remove it so we
- 36:13can actively choose His truth. Choosing it because he chose us.
- 36:17We learned the hard lesson that true holy wonder must precede
- 36:22our speech, forcing us to slow down and understand before we
- 36:26open our mouths. And finally, we saw that even
- 36:29with the best intentions, we must wait on the wind of God's
- 36:32Spirit to enlarge our contracted hearts so we can finally run.
- 36:35It is a complete theological picture of grace.
- 36:39I want to challenge you to heavily evaluate your own
- 36:41spiritual pace right now. Think about your life this week.
- 36:44It is a good time for a self audit.
- 36:46If you feel like your soul is violently cleaving to the dust,
- 36:49if you feel glued to a state of heaviness and you cannot seem to
- 36:52pry yourself off the rock, the solution is not to try and
- 36:55Sprint on your own strength. You will only exhaust yourself.
- 36:57You cannot manufacture the wind. Your willpower is not enough.
- 37:01The biblical solution is to stop striving, lay there in the dust,
- 37:05and aggressively pray for the Great Physician to quicken you
- 37:08according to his written promises.
- 37:10If I may add one final thought to that challenge, something for
- 37:13you to ponder long after this audio finishes, please do.
- 37:17If running in God's commandments absolutely requires Him to
- 37:20enlarge our hearts first, how should that theological reality
- 37:24change the way we view our moments of complete spiritual
- 37:27standstill? That is a heavy question.
- 37:29When we are depressed we tend to fall into a cycle of intense,
- 37:33guilt driven self-reliance. We beat ourselves up for not
- 37:36running fast enough, but could it be that our seasons in the
- 37:40dust are actually God's precise method of preparation?
- 37:43Breaking us down to build us back up.
- 37:45Could it be that He allows the X-ray machine of our own self
- 37:47righteousness to breakdown entirely, leaving us helpless in
- 37:50those Muddy Waters for a highly specific reason?
- 37:53To shatter our pride. Perhaps He leaves us glued to
- 37:56the rock just long enough to force us to realize that we
- 37:59cannot take a single, solitary step toward holiness without His
- 38:03breath filling our lungs. The dust, it turns out, is where
- 38:06the surgery happens. That reframes everything about
- 38:08how we view those brutal low moments in our lives.
- 38:11It changes the dust from a place of final defeat into a place of
- 38:14divine preparation. Keep seeking truth, everyone,
- 38:17and wait on the wind. Thank you for joining us for
- 38:20this deep dive into the Treasury of David.
- 38:22We will see you next time.