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Episode #156: Projecting Fear · Tea Time w/Amie & Bev

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I welcome to tea time with Amy and Bev. Hi. Hello, Hello,
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how are you doing better? Went on vacations, so different climates and
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a different way of well, yeah, having to be mindful of resources.
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So we took a trip to Mexico and there's, um, just give me
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a little highlight, but I want to come back to prior to going to
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Mexico. So went to Mexico for nine days and I'm very humid. Not
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used to humidity, not at that level on a continuous basis, right,
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So so there was that, and then buying bottled water four five people,
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so being mindful that everybody else needs to consume water as well. I drink
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a lot of water every day and not drinking as much because of our limited
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supply every day, so so not drinking enough water. And then a lot
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of stimulation for the area that we were hanging out, So a lot of
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stimulation energy wise. So with all that, and then on our way home
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we had some diverted, diverted our plane got diverted and then back on track
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and then delays and got home later than usual. And so with all of
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that, I mean, we had a great time on the vacation. Don't
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get a wrong. It was great, But the recovery, I'm glad I
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had a few days because it took three days for a recovery before I kind
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of felt back to normal. And I really think I did get dehydrated.
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So just you know, being awareness of self care super important. So glad
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to be back. I enjoyed the trip. Glad to be back because we
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were not we were in the culture of Mexico. We were not on a
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resort or anything. We were staying in an airbnb in the mix of We
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went to play a Del Carmen about forty five minutes from Cancun, and so
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it's interesting, very interesting, and it really you know, every day I'm
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thinking, Wow, it was put to my own life in perspective of what
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I have and what I take for granted, and I'm so appreciative and grateful
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for what I do have. So there's that awesome. Yeah, it was
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good, But what I wanted to come back to wasum projecting fear. And
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before you know, prior to the trip, there were a couple of people
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just random, wasn't specific, just random that I had announced to that we
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were going on vacation and there oh, of course, the next question is
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where are you going? And it was Mexico. And recently, well within
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a month prior to us like announcing we were going on vacation, there had
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been some mishaps in Mexico which brought up a lot of fear in people.
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And so the couple people that I did tell where I was going, fear
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showed up right and it was a projection of their fear onto us. And
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it was oh my gosh, I can't believe you're going there, and oh
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my god, are you going to be safe? And and just a lot
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of here. I was just like, wow, Okay, Well, first
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of all, I was thinking, well, that's your world. That's I
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hadn't not even it wasn't even a concern to me. Like I was like,
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we're going to Mexico. It's gonna be a great time. We're gonna
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be with family, We're gonna see, um see some stuff, you know,
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and just be in it. And and um, so I stopped telling
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people I was going on vacation. I just there was only like, I
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mean, you helped me out, so of course you knew, And um,
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I didn't tell anybody else. I was just I kept it to the
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people who I was going to be with. That was our conversation and went
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from there. So, you know, projection of fear also comes up through
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limiting beliefs. And I was talking to somebody yesterday night, yesterday the Sunday,
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and we were talking about that because they're getting ready to go to Mexico
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as well, and they had the same experience that when they would start telling
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people, then other people just you know, they're just oh, my gosh,
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I can't believe you're going there. Um And and they looked up some
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statistics and it was like it was like around forty percent of the population never
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leaves their hometown, like never leaves their hometown. And I think it was
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around sixty seven percent of people never leave the state that they live in.
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And I'm like, there's so much to see, right even just in the
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country that you live in, Like we live in the United States, there
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is so much to see and explore and and so much history and just I
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mean, we live on the west side of the Mississippi and when you go
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on to the east side of the Mississippi is a whole different world. I
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know that from experience I've been there. Most like this is wild. It's
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like a whole different. It's like you went through a time zoners or at
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a time warber zone. It's just wild. And and so they because they
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were my friends, because they were having the same similar experience, they were
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looking up stat statistics about people and traveling, and I just thought that was
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fascinating as well. Oh and it's it's you know, really comes down to
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you staying in your comfort zone, staying in your box, staying in the
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known. And this, you know, can pertain to any part of your
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life. Career, relationships, health finances, all of it so limiting beliefs.
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And you know, we both kind of had the not me in Bev,
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but these other friends that are going to Mexico, where we kind of
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had this similar thought pattern was well, if it's my time to go,
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it's my time to go. I can't do nothing about that. I mean,
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the plane could crash, I could get in an accident on the way
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to the airport. I mean, there's all other ways that I could not
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be here in the physical body anymore. And the chances of the dynamics of
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what was happening in Mexico prior to us going there, and what's happened in
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the United states. Anything could happen, right, Anything could happen at any
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time, and I have no control over that. So I could continue to
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live in fear and be um put those limitations on myself based on other people's
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points of view, or it could just live and we all have that choice.
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It's true, and that is that is not living when you decide to
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out of fear, not go somewhere because you're afraid you're gonna die or you're
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afraid. I mean that sounds harsh to a lot of people, but in
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reality, we're all gonna die. And what if today is your last day?
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And how are you gonna live it? Are you gonna live it?
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Staying doing the same exact thing that you've always been doing. When you're soul
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guides you to other things. Yeah, and you just you just want to
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ignore it because you're comfortable. I've been there, Like I've been there and
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done that. It's not fun. And also when you're putting fear onto somebody
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else, as soon as you recognize for anybody that's going through this place,
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because we all have our times. There was gosh, I used to gem
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and I used to go to Rocky Point. Um, we've been to Cancun.
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My family, my mom and her husband. At that time, they
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were going to cancuon they had gone like ten times over ten times too because
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they liked the resort and stuff like that, which that's kind of crazy,
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but you know, we went all all these times and then everything was fine.
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So but what I'm what I wanted to bring up is when we're bringing
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fear into the equation. If I if I know that you're going to Mexico
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and I start being fearful for you, I'm now adding energy to your experience.
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That's not necessary. When what I can do is when I noticed that
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I have that fear and within myself, that's an opportunity. That's an opportunity
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for my growth, and it's also an opportunity for me to send streams of
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race or send prayers for you to have a great time and enjoy yourself and
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then leave it be what it's going to be and live your life. You
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could have got home, I mean, there's a million things that could have
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happened afterwards. So it's like people get so afraid and don't do anything.
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And believe me, there was a time that we didn't We wouldn't have driven
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to Rocky Point because we were driving at that time. We wouldn't have driven
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because there was a lot going on in that area. But if you're not
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to me in so many ways, if you're not a match to that vibrational
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frequency, if you're just out to have you know, fun, and you're
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being guided by your intuition, you're just going to go have a good time.
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It's not. Everything's going to be an experience. It's not something that's
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good or bad. So it's just really it's really taken the time. And
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like you said, that's someone else's fears and that's where our boundaries are at,
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right. So my boundaries would be if I'm going to Mexico, I'm
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just like you, I wouldn't be telling everybody. I'm not going to tell
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everybody because I don't want them to add to my experience because I'm going.
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I've already set my intentions and I don't want any part of my thoughts to
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start gravitating to where. Oh they said that, look out for that,
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and here I am. I just saw it. Go buy a red shoe
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as a red shoe of got them in trouble, now, you know what
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I mean. It's just something so silly. But then we then we start
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creating from that same place, and it's not even necessary, it's really not.
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It's listening to the intuition and receiving that guidance and going and living and
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thriving in your life. It's not staying in the job for fifty years.
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It's not staying in a marriage or getting married just because you think that's the
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thing that you're supposed to do that's comfortable. It's the next space. It's
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not it's not any of those things. It's not any of those things.
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It's just going out and enjoying life. And a lot of us don't even
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know what that looks like. But we we all have an opportunity down because
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we just heard that you went there and had a good time, and it's
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it's you know, it's the what ifs. It is, oh, what
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if that does happen to us? Or what if? Everything's amazing, incredible,
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And that's what we were all focused on, was we were all going
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to be together and we're gonna have you know, we haven't seen each other
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in several months, and the opportunity to hang out in a in a different
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place and see the culture and see the beach and and have some joyous moments.
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That's what our focus was on. We were so excited and how and
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then you know, it's the thought, how in how many other areas and
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ways do we project our fear onto people? I know I have done it,
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and I know I've caught myself doing it absolutely, But that's how we
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can speak about it because we've had in our experience, right dope. Yeah,
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you know it's not safe to um start a business now the way the
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economy is well, most businesses have been started during the downfall of economy.
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It's a very successful business, is that that. It's true. There's a
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book that I've read. It even talks about it's about the minds that you're
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subconscious mind and stuff like that, but it even talks about really just being
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open to all those things, because it doesn't matter what is going on in
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the world. If you're if you're an abundant being, which we all are,
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but if you're in the processes of all that all the time, your
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abundance comes from all directions always. It's not just limited to one thing.
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It's not limited to the dollar. Now, You're receiving abundance in other ways.
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So no matter what the current currency is, we're always going to be
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abundant if you're in that mindset, if you're always in that mindset of lack,
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it doesn't matter if the world's having abundant if you're in a lack,
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but if you're in the space of abundance is always going to show up.
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The surprise and delight is how is it going to show up? What does
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it look like when it's no longer of a dollar? I don't know yet,
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but we can be excited about it instead of being in a place of
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fear of it because guess what, it's happening. There's changes that are happening
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right now. So we can be fearful of these changes, or we can
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embrace these changes knowing that the old things don't work anymore. They just don't
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work right, and things will things will crumble. We've had this conversation before.
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Things will crumble and feel like they're going to hell in a handbasket.
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But the rebuild is so incredible. What just slashed in my mind is like
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when we're first born into a physical body. It's like, what the fuck?
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Man? I can't go anywhere, I can't communicate with anybody, nobody
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is listening to a goddamn word that I'm saying. You know what I mean,
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I can't even get I want that toy over there, and I don't
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even know why I want that toy because life is so much bigger than that
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toy. But I mean, we're so limited when we first come in here.
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We're just limited to such a small space because well, we have our
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minds, that we have, our spiritual all, we have all that.
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But if we're not recognizing it, then we're just recognizing that we're like what
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in the hell, Like I'm in this right now, Like I'm gonna do
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this and that takes and that toy that you want, you're gonna figure out
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how to get to it. Yeah, and you might, you might in
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the beginning, you might fuss and cry and then somebody just hands it,
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hands it to you and now you have this thing to play with. Or
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if you're learning to um move on your belly, the belly crawl because you
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can't walk yet, you haven't learned that mobility yet. That you belly,
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you figure out how to move your body, maneuver your body. Maybe you
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have to roll your body to get to that toy. And then it's a
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learning to walk. As you're walking towards that toy, you fall down.
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Now you got to figure out how to get back up. So you find
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something to get you back up so that you can move toward that toy.
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And that might happen over and over and over again. Then you're gonna remember,
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oh, I got belly crawl skills or I got hands and knees skills
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right to get you to that toy. And um, yeah, it's it's
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actually babies are more uh what would you say, agile, persistent toward their
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goal than adults, but also focused, right, yes, because if they
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see that toy, if they've got their eye on that toy, nothing's going
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to sway them. Nothing will sway them nothing. I mean that, like
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sometimes that's not always a great thing for the person that's on the sidelines to
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give them the damn toy, but nothing will sway them. They are focused
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on that and that is their mission, and that's the that's the thing.
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We've we've all become unfocused, not all of us, but in a lot
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of ways who become unfocused. We've become I'm just gonna go ahead and jump
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on this ride and out in the where it's taken me type of type of
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thought instead of knowing that we have we have benifestation, we have we have
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control over a lot of things. And it's not even having the control as
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just being We get to be that child that is walking over to that toy
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because everything is perfect, like they're enjoying that journey going over there. You
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can see it in their face, you can see it on their in their
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eyes, you can feel it in their energy as they're doing all these things.
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Everything is palpable. So it's it's really just being in that space of
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awareness because it kind of lets us know where we're at. Yeah, yep.
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And because because they can't because because they just know what they want.
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We know learned that we don't always get what we want. What are your
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parents always say, well, that's tough, you don't always get what you
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want exactly, which is not true, right. That's that's another limiting belief
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in And you know, when we talk about the downturn of economy, I'm
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asking you directly, Bev, how many times have you received something you wanted
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and never paid for it. It was a gift, it was it just
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showed up in your experience in some way I would probably say it. I
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don't know if I could which sit and count or to say about this,
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I will say that exactly, you have just one It's not just, but
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how much do I appreciate it? When I received that right and it was
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it was, um you know, the desire, let's just say, a
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desire for a trip. But we think we have to have the money in
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the bank, and we have to um plan everything out, we have we
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have to do all these things. And while you're you're focused on your money
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and where you're at in your reality, you're you're too head down and you're
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not open to all the other possibilities. When the fact is a friend just
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might call you on the phone and say, hey, I'm an extra ticket
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to wherever right Hawaii or wherever place that you've been desiring to go and and
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I would like to invite you to go. You never know how stuff is
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going to come to you. But people are really so focused on the economy
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and they don't think about all the other possibilities limiting it right, because it
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can show up in so many different ways. And gosh, my mom actually
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got to go on a trip with UM, her with John's his her my
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stepdad's cousin. So because she didn't, someone was supposed to go with her
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too. I think it was Maui. Someone was supposed to go with her
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Hawaii exactly. And it's like it could have been the Big Gal and I
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don't even remember, but you know, she asked my mom and it's like
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my mom's like, yes, she would tell because they would go do things
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together, which they did because otherwise they wouldn't have They wouldn't have had as
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much sight seeing and enjoy it as much. If it had been her and
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her husband at that time, really it wouldn't have It would have been different
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because he liked to stay in the room and relax, you know, it
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was a vacation to him, was relaxed and we're not doing anything. And
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she loved to go out and see everything and explore and have a good time.
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But without you know, if she would have tried to control that,
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that would never have happened. And you know what gets in a way a
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lot of times is that unworthiness, right, that unworthiness So that friend now
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shows up to you and they're like, oh, I got this, And
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then you'd find every single reason because you don't feel like you're worthy of receiving
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that gift. Right now you've which you've asked the universe for this help,
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and now you're you're like, no, I just don't think. I just
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can't. Gosh, thank you so much for offering that to me, because
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we'll find ways of talking ourselves up it instead of knowing that I'm going to
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have a good time right just and setting our intentions. But it's there's so
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much similarities there that go on, yep, and that's the unworthiness. I
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was listening to somebody. I was listening to Bashar yesterday, which is another
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person, a chandler if people ever wanted to do in the exploration. He
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was talking about just traveling, traveling and having a good time, but he
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wasn't limiting it, it limiting it it. He wasn't limiting any of his
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experiences because we have expectations for something to happen. And then he started talking
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about being worthy and unworthy. And when you think that you're unworthy because we're
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you're meant to be here or you wouldn't be here, so you're worthy of
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it, right. So we go through this whole thing and we talk ourselves
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out of so many things due to that thought of unworthiness, which is not
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even true. It's not even a true story. But we took on that
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belief. We believed it from somebody else. And it's like he says,
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change the definitions, like explore what that definition really means to you, and
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then change your definition, because that's how you change kind of how your outlook
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is. And then now you have that's where your control comes into play because
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you have an opportunity right then and then, so we have that control to
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make a choice. Right, it's hold up to us. We're taking the
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whole control thing to a whole new level I had I had before, trying
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to control every single thing and every person and whatever I could around me.
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Oh my gosh. But when you do all that stuff, you're not taking
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the time to be now. You're not taking the time to appreciate, you're
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not taking the time to just be enjoy because you're so focused on what you
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don't deserve. Right, and even if you accepted that that free trip to
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Maui, now it's immediate, how am I going to pay them back?
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I got to give them, right, What can I do to pay it
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back to that? To that particular person? So you have value, right,
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Yeah, the value for that. And then how many times have you
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gotten something from somebody that you were asking and wasn't That's not you. That
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was the last person you wanted anything from, right right, And it's like,
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oh no, no, really, thank you, but no thank you.
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But that's the control thing. Even though you asked the universe and the
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universe spoke and you have people you can call the angel's messages whatever, but
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they listen, and there were the ones willing to do it instead of you
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just appreciating and accepting where you're at. Thank you, just thank you without
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even having to owe anything back. Yeah, but we get trained right because
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I got trained into I gave you a gift. I gave you this and
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you're not using it to write with this pencil. You're not using it to
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write with I want it back because we've experienced things. We have experience and
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then and what do we do? Oh, bab are you using that pen
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I gave you? And then that puts you on the spot, right,
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you're just like shoot in your head, you're pithing. I don't even know
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where the hell that pen is right now, exactly exactly. It's yeah,
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and end of story. No, attachments. Yeah, isn't in the gates
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all the positive strut in the gates that you're asking, right, Yeah,
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so that that's uh, that's one of the practices of unconditional love is to
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give a gift without expectation, because typically if I hand be have a gift,
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we're expecting a thank you, We're expecting some kind of kudos. We're
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expecting that when Debb opens that gift, Oh, she's just gonna be over
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the moon that I gave her this amazing pen pen that I thought was amazing,
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And in her brain she might be like one more fucking pin in my
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house. She might have tons of pens. That happens with coffee cups.
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Coffee cups is like at the top for that, right, because if you
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know somebody likes coffee and um, you gotta find you find this coffee cup
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with the funniest thing on it, they already might have five of those in
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their cupboard, or they already have a cupboard full and two more boxes of
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coffee cups, and they're just like, I don't need another fucking coffee cup.
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But for me giving that as a gift, I'm thinking, this is
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the greatest thing ever and they're gonna love it. And when I don't get
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the reaction that I'm expecting when they open that gift, now it's like my
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expectation is lowered, and now I it it's my ego that says, well,
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you weren't good enough in that one. We're you. It's just it's
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this crazy cycle that we do. So and a practice of unconditional love is
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to give a gift and not even see them open it, don't even acknowledge
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it, don't ask them later did you like it? That really puts people
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on the spot too, is to ask them, oh, did you love
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that? Just like yeah, it was great? Well, because because you
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don't want a lot the person down, so it ain't you. You feel
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encouraged to almost lie about something when when it's just better is to be honest
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about it. Yeah, and if it hits the trigger on someone else,
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then that's their trigger, that's their growth. Yeah, there's always nice ways
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to say things. And and I don't know, sometimes it's nice if if
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if I gave you a coffee cup and you're like, oh, I already
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have that one, set it aside and put a note on it that this
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was frum bed Now you have an extra coffee cup of case one or of
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yours breaks, or if someone comes over and says, god, I really
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like to sing on that, Well, here you go. It's a gift
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because it doesn't matter where it ended upts you it just or where who who
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received it immediately, it's who's enjoying it, right, That's all that matters.
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Who's enjoying that gift. Yeah, And that's um that's important too is
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having that stuck energy. So if I have two boxes of coffee cups that
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aren't being used, that's stuck energy. That's that's stifle my flow. And
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those are things that could be used by other people that could really benefit from
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them or or enjoy them. There's also as an example, I've done this,
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donate coffee cups in um basis to flooris nice, right, so and
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then think about those being decorated with flowers and being given to somebody and they
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get to enjoy it. And that's especially if you even if you before you
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do that almost like to do like a ritual, but almost like sending even
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more energy to those cups because whoever's going to receive them, it's going to
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receive that energy too. It's It's no different than our artwork or reading or
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writing a story, or painting, or walking or or just even having a
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dialogue with somebody. It's that intention behind and it's such it's so powerful.
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Yes, But as as the person with the expectation, you know, that's
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some inner work that I would have to take care of, which I had
28:07
to do just by just so you know years ago was that Because when we
28:14
give a gift and we have that expectation of receiving their joy. I want
28:18
Bev's joy about this pen. I want Bev's joy to be as elated as
28:23
my joy is about that pen. It's because I want to feel loved.
28:29
I want to feel accepted that I'm giving her a gift that she's going to
28:33
enjoy because I enjoyed it and I need her approval that this was the thing
28:41
to make that connection. And so so be mindful, like really be mindful
28:47
when you're giving somebody a gift or doing something special for somebody and you don't
28:52
get the reaction that you're expecting, right quote unquote expecting it's not about you,
28:56
it's about them. It's about It's well, it is about you,
29:02
because if you, if you take it personal You've got some man or work
29:06
to do. And however they received that gift, that's their right. They
29:12
get to be in that space and it's okay. But if you get offended
29:18
in any way, you better go do some journaling and meditating and some healing.
29:26
Because by getting to the surface or getting to the bottom of it,
29:30
you know, you release it from you. You don't have to carry anywhere.
29:33
You don't feel that way anymore. And it doesn't feel good. It
29:34
doesn't feel good when you because that almost creates like a separateness. When then
29:38
we get back to the undeserving, not worthy, everything else, and it
29:42
does none of it feels good. Yeah, So it's just really being aware
29:48
because all all the stuff is just like it's it sets off our suit,
29:52
right Let's it just bluts us know there's something going on that something doesn't feel
29:56
peaceful. Oh what is this? There's a splinter right here? What is
29:57
this all about? And then you get exposed it and then you're done with
30:03
it. And then if it shows up again, which is kind of funny.
30:07
You know, I'm thinking about yesterday. So I'm on my way home.
30:11
My granddaughter says, I, I go the bathroom, I'm on the
30:15
highway. I'm like, well, we're going to have to wait till at
30:17
least I get hit the dirt, you know, and then we can pull
30:18
off and go to the bathroom. So I found a space, you know,
30:23
I drew. I found I was on our dirt road, and then
30:27
I took this wash over to a side and I thought, act, she
30:30
went to the bathroom, and I thought, well, let's just go ahead
30:33
and follow this wash down and see, not a good idea. I'm gonna
30:36
freaking two well drive TRUFFICA. My truck slid and I got stuck, right
30:44
so, and I've already gotten a feeling that you're probably gonna get stuck.
30:48
It was an opportunity, right, and I'm not going to beat myself up
30:51
about it. I was kind of upset about it yesterday because I felt like
30:52
I felt like I was putting somebody else out, even though I wasn't,
30:56
but it was my feelings, right, So I've been gating somebody else's good
31:00
d helping me out, which is my partner. So I called him.
31:04
I called up Freeman because I because I got out and I was going to
31:07
throw some rocks under the back of my tire to you know, get myself
31:10
out of that space. Well, I opened the door and I put my
31:12
foot on the ground, and all of a sudden, I hear a weird
31:15
noise. I picked up my foot, stuck my foot back in the truck,
31:18
close the door, rolled down my wind and there was a freaking diamondback
31:21
right there, a rattlesnake right within a few feet from where I was standing.
31:25
Oh so it's like Freeman Viby's in the back seat and she's like,
31:30
you need to call Freeman Rout. Yeah, so I called him and the
31:37
cars he came, and he came and saved us as usual. It's not
31:41
he's saved And that's like I told him, I've never been stuck ever,
31:44
and this is probably like the this is the third time he's belt me out.
31:48
It's a two wheel day truck honestly where I'm at. But he's been
31:51
my key ro, my night in shining armor that has shown up each time
31:56
to save us. But the thing is, I got a message earlier in
31:59
that conversation, and and that's the fun part is that's why I'm not mad,
32:02
because I received the message, knew it was kind of ignoring it.
32:07
I'm like, yeah, we're having fun, and we what we could make
32:09
it. You know, we could let him, No, we couldn't.
32:14
We got he had well. I actually he had to pull me out twice
32:16
because it went to turn in another place and it's like, nope, it
32:20
won't it When I only he says, I only have one tire that runs,
32:24
because it's it's a one will I mean, it's a one. It's
32:28
just a real, real drive. It's it's not a four world drive vehicle.
32:31
So it's like, for god, I was getting frustrated, like what
32:35
in the hell right, But I had an opportunity right then, I'll have
32:38
another opportunity down the road to handle it even differently. I was upset about
32:45
it. Everything we got home, all right, everything's fine. He fixed
32:50
whatever was needed to be fixed on the truck. Everything was fine, and
32:52
I got up, so I just got over it real quick. But I
32:54
didn't have to be in that space in the first place. I had an
32:58
opportunity. First of all, The opportunity was I could have listened to my
33:00
intuition that was letting me know, hey, you're running, get stuck,
33:02
and then I get stuck and I think I'm gonna get up because It's funny
33:07
how this is coming to me because I'm thinking, I'm gonna do this about
33:08
myself. I don't need anybody's helf right, And it was not. And
33:13
the rattlesnake. The rattlesnakes like, um, you can get back into your
33:15
truck or we're gonna have words because I will bite that mother back. He
33:20
can bite me, but I'm biting it. Oh my god. Well but
33:23
anyways, so so he so he built me out there. And my other
33:27
opportunity was I could have just been in a space of joy, like,
33:29
hey, listen, I did a thing. You know, I didn't listen
33:34
to my intuition. Laugh laugh, laugh, Here we are. But I
33:37
was a little bit. I was a little bit pissed off about it,
33:38
to be quite honest with you. Well that, yeah, that diamondbag help.
33:45
You put you in a position to have to ask for help. Otherwise
33:49
you would have rock thing and struggled and strained with that. And yes,
33:54
it's allowing that receiving right. Yeah, what I what was I told here
33:59
today? Oh? Because I had to stab myself in the hand. And
34:00
what was the thing? The thing was, this is our given and our
34:04
receiving right, This is our holding onto or letting go, and it's like,
34:07
what was I holding on too well? Thinking that I have to do
34:10
everything about myself. I don't have to do everything about myself. I don't.
34:15
And being independent's great, but it has its drawbacks. And being independent's
34:19
great, but at some point asking for help. There's nothing wrong with asking
34:22
for help. So there was a lot of growth. A lot of growth
34:27
happened yesterday. And you know what Vivy did the whole time. She just
34:30
sat and smiled about the whole thing. And then when Freeman's got us out,
34:32
and she's like, Freeman saved us the gold smile. But she's receiving
34:39
information at the same time too, because she's not because I was. I
34:43
was raised to be independent. I raised my kids to be independent, which
34:46
kind of sucks in a lot of ways we've talked about because it kind of
34:50
you isolate yourself thinking that you have to do these things independently. You cannot
34:52
ask for help, so asking for help is hard. So it's very important
34:57
for me to ask for help because now I've got some one with me that
35:00
has a mom that was trained to be independent, or she's good about she
35:06
asked for help now too, but now Bibi has that opportunity to know that
35:08
it's not I'm not I don't have to do this all by myself. I'm
35:12
not alone. So there's just so much growth that happens from those little things
35:17
that we can get so frustrated about. But until we were stopping and reflect
35:21
about it, we don't. We don't have we don't see the bigger picture.
35:23
We don't see all the benefits that came from that. It's just like
35:28
we've we've had some tragedies in town recently with vehicle accidents, and it hasn't
35:32
been there's three or four room that I know of right now. I've been
35:37
rooting since the beginning of this month in April. Yeah, So I mean
35:43
a lot, a lot has gone on. But at the same time,
35:45
we've got to find and we don't have to. It's a choice. But
35:51
if you want to make life a little bit easier and a little bit lighter,
35:53
it's finding all those nuggets. It's finding all the things that were positive
35:59
about somebody than when they were here, because it's because they weren't a loss.
36:02
Otherwise they're a loss. We've got we've got by us looking at and
36:07
finding the positives for that person, and who knows what type of things will
36:10
happen with the families and the parents and everybody else, how they'll come together
36:15
or how they won't. But it's an opportunity. It's an opportunity to create
36:20
something that's going to make a difference for other children so that they're so that
36:24
the life of that child, or those children, or those people. It's
36:28
not a loss because there's always something. Everybody brings something to the table.
36:31
Everybody does, and there's always greatness that comes from it. And unfortunately we
36:37
don't always see that greatness until after the people are gone, right, But
36:42
still that's still an opportunity as well. Yeah, Yeah, there's there's a
36:47
lot of because I've been, man, if I've been thinking about the one
36:52
particular incident since it happened, and you know, I just keep coming back
36:59
to the people that are still here and who are being affected by the incident,
37:13
the level of growth and expansion that they came for, and the opportunity
37:17
for it, and it'll be interesting to see the direction it goes. Yeah,
37:23
Man, I may not even never know, right because I don't know
37:27
all the people that are affected, but I know some of them and I
37:34
would love to be a fly on the wall for the rest of their lives.
37:36
But I can't do that because I have my own life to live.
37:37
But um, but the mental capacity, the emotional capacity, the spiritual capacity,
37:46
like just all of it in the sense of what are they going to
37:52
do with the information from this experience? And there's so many ways in which
38:01
so much positive stuff could come from it. And there's also the other direction
38:09
too, right, and that's the free will of the human being in the
38:14
human body is the free will and getting to choose which direction, which direction
38:21
you're going to go. Now, some of them may choose a path of
38:29
demise that's destructive, and down that path, something might happen to redirect them
38:37
on a different path. And then of course their choices are going to affect
38:42
so many more people, and so a lot of growth and expansion to happen.
38:47
And to think that they may have agreed on this experience before coming into
38:57
the human body. Yeah, And I know, you know, if anybody's
39:01
watching this who understands the incident were talking about, and think, why would
39:09
anybody choose to do that? Because it's all growth and expansion. I was
39:15
listening to next level Soul and the lady was talking about how she was married,
39:20
they had kids, and she was getting messages, and a message came
39:25
to her that her sole contract with her husband was over, had been fulfilled,
39:31
not over, but had been fulfilled. And that wasn't you know.
39:37
Even receiving that information, I wasn't easy for her to process, and they
39:40
ended up divorced. But then she ended up in this other relationship that was
39:45
dynamic in the sense that it opened her up even more to the spirit,
39:50
spiritual space, and that wouldn't have happened unless the divorce happened. And so,
39:58
you know, soul contracts, we don't need to get into it.
40:00
But that's part of us being here, is that we're we're we're we're characters
40:07
in each other's play um on this earth, and there are certain things that
40:14
we came to learn from each other specifically, and when that's when that's done,
40:21
we're done. Like we're just like, Okay, I did my part,
40:22
gotta go now, I'm gonna go home, I'm leaving that, I'm
40:27
leaving the stage now I'm done so And I know that's not always, that's
40:37
not easy to hear, and I don't take it lightly as part of the
40:42
process. And I feel that in me, like that's part of the process,
40:45
Like Bev and I doing this, this is part of our process and
40:51
the way we came to get Like we knew each other many years ago,
40:54
but didn't know each other. We didn't talk to each other. They're like
41:00
we didn't even see Like we knew of each other but didn't see each other
41:04
talk. And then for us to come back so many years later to come
41:07
together to do this, and who knows how long this is gonna last,
41:12
right, and and so we're just fulfilling different agreements with each other. And
41:22
it's it's the human mind that they're the human experience that makes it really hard.
41:27
And I'm not saying it's not hard. I know it's hard. I
41:30
know it's hard for what these families are going through, and I totally have
41:34
compassion for them. But I also see it from a different perspective of what
41:44
the purpose and I'm not gonna say the reason for it, but the purpose
41:46
of it and what they're going to do with it. It's true, and
41:53
we can go back to the beginning of our conversation, which is relevant.
41:58
It's it's obviously there's not an extreme but just you going on your trip to
42:01
Mexico and people when you're in a space of worrying, sending prayers. Yeah,
42:06
so in just in this instance too, these family, everybody that has
42:09
had these losses. Each one of these persons have their guides. So what
42:15
can we do. We can send them prayers, you can send them strings
42:19
of grace. There's not a whole lot we can do, but we can
42:22
send them a lot instead of sending them something heavy, instead of sending him
42:24
worry, instead of sending them because I could put myself in their shoes and
42:30
I will be devastated. I don't know. And that's even with all the
42:34
information that I have right now, because we still have to go through this
42:36
human experience. We're here for a reason. So the human experience means you're
42:39
going to feel the emotions or you can choose not to. A lot of
42:44
people choose not to. There's ways of it. You can escape it for
42:47
a while. Yeah, but it's just it's being in that space of feeling
42:52
it. And how can we help is by being in a space of love
42:55
and then sending them that love, sending them those prayers. That's all that
42:59
we can do right now, And and and be there for whoever during their
43:04
experience, when they're ready to receive, when they when they're ready to be
43:08
when they're tired enough to say they don't want to do this by themselves all
43:12
the time. And that's where our guides come. And that's when we start
43:14
recognizing there's more. Is it um help parents heal? Is helping parents heal,
43:23
huge, organization, huge, But again they may not reflect the same
43:30
thoughts that someone else might have because they may be more on a spiritual based
43:35
journey, But a lot of those people get drawn into that on that spiritual,
43:38
spiritual based journey, and they start recognizing that, you know, I
43:44
go back to Susan Eastman or um Susanne Susanne for a while, Sunnan,
43:50
I couldn't remember her name, but go back to Susanne Eastman and how she
43:53
was spelling and how every single day after her stepdaughter had transitioned UM she was
44:00
she started meditating every tape every day. But because she was maybe she wouldn't
44:04
have labeled at meditation right away, but she was saying, Okay, Susan,
44:07
I know you're here. Because it when something like that happens, there's
44:10
got to be more that can't be the end of it. And so for
44:14
someone that might think that that's the end of it, now that they have
44:16
an to be able to see that, there's a bigger picture to see.
44:22
Wait a minute, I can still contact my daughter, I can still contact
44:24
my kids. I can still I can still contact my mom or my sister
44:30
or my brother or whatever. We still have access to that, and we
44:34
don't know that until this becomes our own personal experience, and then it's just
44:38
a choice. Then it's a choice of you can either be in a victims
44:42
space forever. And I'm not saying that that's a bad thing when because it's
44:45
not, because it's all right. If that's where you, if that's where
44:49
your growing is coming from, then do you do you? I say,
44:52
stay in that space. I'm not saying that anything's good or bad. But
44:54
we're here too for our own journey. But we ease somebody else's journey.
45:00
But by our prayers, we can ease their journey, and they may not
45:04
realize that. I can just tell you when I've had people transition from me.
45:07
When someone walks up and says I'm sorry for your loss, that hurts
45:13
because now you're because you're already in an emotional space and now you're latch.
45:16
You're just like hooked into their energy and their loss. They're feeling of your
45:20
loss when it's like tell me the fun stories, like tell me that stuff.
45:24
Like I some of these individuals, I see pictures of it, and
45:29
I know of them. They are their lights. They're like such a bright
45:36
light and it's like so powerful. I always think about my brother because he
45:40
may have had this from from from the outside looking in. A lot of
45:44
people have thought he was lost and he brought He was in a lot of
45:46
ways, but all this turmoil and everything else, but that was his that
45:50
was his journey, that was his experience. How can I judge his experience
45:53
when I don't live like that, I'm never going to have an understanding of
45:57
that, So how can I judge that? So we support them by sending
46:00
prayers and then oh, look at them. They're on their journey, they're
46:04
doing it. They're still here doing it. So I mean, there's just
46:08
it's it's just our perspective, like how people want to look at things.
46:13
Wouldn't it be awesome if we could just go up to people, especially those
46:17
that we struggle with, and go, wow, you're doing a great job
46:21
for me. Thank you so much for showing up and helping me heal these
46:24
pieces or heal these wounds. Would not be awesome to like on a stage
46:30
how they have when they the producer says cut and all the actors are like,
46:36
wow, good job. That was a great scene you did. You
46:37
know, you did your lines on point and that that character came out and
46:43
it was so good. Wouldn't that be awesome if we could do that?
46:46
Yeah, if we could just be like, but I think that, Yeah,
46:51
how you're showing up for me? Yeah, but we can we can
46:53
do it right now, we can start doing it now. That's a difference,
46:57
right, we can start celebrating. Now, we can start teaching our
47:00
kids. Now, we can start Everything that we do has a ripple effect.
47:04
It has a ripple effect for everybody. And one are the things that
47:07
I wrote down a little about a little while ago. How are you adding
47:09
to the whole? Like throughout all these experiencings, what are you adding to
47:15
this right? Are you adding grief to it? Are you adding possibilities?
47:21
Are you adding joy? Are you adding love? Because everything's an opportunity and
47:25
that's great too. Even if someone shows up and flips you up, Right,
47:29
but I understood what you were saying. But the same thing when they
47:30
show up and flip you up, like, thank you, thank you for
47:32
showing up because guess what, you didn't trigger me this time. Right,
47:37
Yeah, no big deal. I'll put that in my pocket. I'll put
47:38
that, I'll put that bouque with with bouquet of the rest of them I
47:42
have on my desk. Right, Yeah, it's not a big deal.
47:45
It's just making line of things, not being a smart ass, but being
47:47
making line of things, being in the space of joy. Thank you,
47:50
authentically, thank you and on your heart, thank you, thank you,
47:54
thanks for showing up, because if you didn't show up and trigger me,
47:58
I wouldn't have known that was there this whole time, and I could still
48:00
be walking around with this wondering why I'm not evolving to the places I think
48:04
and know that I can be. Right. Yeah, I saw a meme
48:07
on social media and it said for me to be offended, I have to
48:15
value your opinion. So, like you said, somebody's flipping you off from
48:20
the roadway and you're just like you may not even see it, right because
48:23
you're not in vibrational connection with it. You may you may have looked this
48:29
way and they're flipping you out, but you have no idea, You have
48:32
no idea that they're even doing it or you see it. And that's what
48:37
I do. I'm just like, oh, okay, well, they're having
48:39
a moment, they're having a day, they're having an issue, they have
48:44
their own issue, their problems, whatever. I mean, I'm just gonna
48:49
do me And if I feel good about that, then how they respond to
48:52
it, that's their business, right Yeah. So yeah, for us,
49:06
that the interesting part of it is that for us to to um have that
49:12
kind of interaction or dialogue about, Hey, the good job EV for pissing
49:16
me off, because wow, that was awesome. Yeah, right for us.
49:22
And and the idea of you know that there's more after death. There's
49:30
not like the death of the physical body. There's more after that, and
49:36
there's more. Every we population's gotta get on board with that, right to
49:43
understand. And there's the beliefs. So everybody's living life from their own beliefs.
49:49
So um, these people that have been traumatized and have been affected by
49:53
these accidents that have happened, Um, it's based on their belief system and
50:01
also out of it, because like you said, these these these people are
50:07
like shining shot. They're just so bright, their their souls are so bright.
50:14
And it may be an opportunity that because they have transition that they're in,
50:21
they in some way still have work to do with their loved ones and
50:23
friends that are still here of that communication of opening up that gap or you
50:30
know, crossing that veil so that people are are more awake. And I
50:36
somebody just taught again next level Soul. Uh, somebody just talked about that
50:40
on there, that that in the next couple of years, like there's going
50:45
to be at least a billion people that have awakening. Oh yeah, And
50:54
I mean that's incredible. Like that's so I'm excited to see this transition that's
51:05
coming because even you know, I've said this too before that multi millionaire business
51:10
people that I listen to and follow their influencers, they talk about they have
51:17
their Christians, but they also believe in vibration and energy and spirit, like
51:23
they're live in both of those those They have beliefs in both of those spaces.
51:30
And the commingling of that, guess is what I'm trying to say,
51:36
is the commingling of you can have your beliefs as far as religion and commingle
51:44
into what we call spiritual side of things of energy and vibration and frequency,
51:50
and that you know, this this physical body is just temporary, that our
51:54
spirit lives on forever and we can still have that interaction, conversation, you
52:00
know, connection with it. And and that's I think is the awakening that's
52:07
coming. Is there should be that's gonna become a normal conversation. Yeah,
52:12
because we're all a part Like, hey, bab, have you heard from
52:15
your mom today? And you'd be like, um, well, yeah,
52:16
because you just talked about Hawaii. Yeah right, I mean why would I
52:22
pick Hawaii. I just went to Mexico. Why would I pick Hawaii?
52:27
Yeah? Exactly. Well it's because your mom saying, hey, bab,
52:30
I'm here, yeah about this particular thing, and Amy said Hawaii, and
52:36
you're saying, I can forbid the Hawaii. Why would I pick Hawaii?
52:39
Yeah, it's because it's proof of life after death. Right, It's proof
52:45
that life is always it's always, it's always perioding. That's the end of
52:51
it. There is no there's no way other way to define it. It's
52:53
we're continual, we never we shed the skin. That's it. We dropped
52:58
the suit. That's it, which sounds so flippant and light, but at
53:04
the same time, that's it. It's it's that simple, but we become
53:08
so vested in it, and so all of us when we have these transitions,
53:13
it helps each and every one of us. It's an opportunity for us
53:15
to have that connection. Yeah, and how do we get that connection.
53:19
It's being focused on it, just like that child was on that toy.
53:22
It's not being distracted by anything else. It's like letting that be your focus
53:27
and then see what happens for you. Because, like I said, Suzanne
53:30
Geesman was just going in and all she was doing is like, Susan,
53:32
I know you're out there. I know you're out there. Come talk to
53:36
me, show me, you know, show me your presence. I know
53:38
you're out there. Because she saw the body of that her stepdaughter lying in
53:44
the casket and knew that that wasn't her, that was not her. That
53:46
was just a vessel that she had inhabited. It had no life to it
53:51
had none of her pizzas, it had none of her you know, just
53:57
exuberance, and it was her belief that was something more. And this is
54:00
a lady with how was yeah, twenty thirty years as in the navy,
54:07
twenty years in the navy, very high ranked. This was not in her
54:12
wheelhouse of talking or connecting with a spirit, But it was her stepdaughter that
54:17
opened her up to the avenue that she's on now. And this is a
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natural state for us. This is a natural state for all of us.
54:25
It's just remembering because we're so used to using these tools. We came into
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these little suits and then we grew up being very earthbound, not even thinking
54:35
about being spiritual. It wasn't that, you know, that stuff was natural
54:37
for us still until it was kind of groomed out of us. It was
54:43
trained out of us so we could be different, so we could be obedient,
54:45
so we could be the best we could possibly be at our job and
54:50
for our families and everything else. Very closed minded, very close sighted.
54:58
So we spend our entire adult life unlearning what we learned, and um,
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that's that's the growth and expansion, right, So that the belief is when
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somebody dies, that's it. Or they die and go to heaven, or
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they die and go to hell or um. Some people don't believe there's no,
55:22
there's a heaven or hell. Some people believe that once the body's once
55:25
the body dies, that's it. There's nothing else like it, And so
55:30
so projection of fear there too could show up. Projection of fear of it's
55:37
not safe to drive a vehicle, right, projection of fear of um,
55:45
you know you can't have passengers in your vehicle. I mean, it can
55:49
show up in so many different ways. What ifs, Right, all the
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what ifs start coming up. Yeah, I heard something amazing the other day.
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I know we're rep up, but it's really filling other people's energy,
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and it's recognizing we can we all are psychic, and we all we can
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all be these mediums. Depends on where we're putting our energy on. And
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being the psychic means that if I'm with you, we're sharing energy. I
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don't have to someone. Someone had said something about reading someone and it's like
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that distracted her, So you don't She doesn't say reading That would be Suthann
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Geisman. She doesn't say reading on everybody because when she learned, when she
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was learning this stuff, that when when she would stay reading, such thing
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is to be to know your own energy. And then when you're in this
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space with someone else or if you're thinking about somebody else, Now you're recognizing
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there's different energies showing up, and now you can kind of put words to
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what they're feeling. It's talking about it, So that's something that we can
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do. And then once you realize that you're doing that, you're tuning in
56:51
and then going to a different frequency to tune into the loved ones for them
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to come forward. And now you're you're basically doing the same thing, your
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message your energy with the other person's energy or the other energy, so then
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you can bring for the messages. So it's just it's just taken the time.
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And for me when I heard that was very simple. She really simplified
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it. And I'm like, Holly, because I already do that. You
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already do that. We all do this and we don't even recognize it.
57:17
But now I'm just telling people, pay attention to your tools, this suit
57:22
that you're in guidance. You know where you're standing right now. And then
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when you're in a space where you recognize your own energy and you're familiar with
57:30
your own energy because you've spent time in this and you love yourself. Now
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when you're sitting with someone else and you're receiving their energy. Now you have
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an understanding that changes the whole idea of being an EmPATH, because I've got
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some that feel like being an EmPATH is a bad thing, and it's not
57:45
a bad thing. It's an enhancement to your suit right. So, and
57:51
then you have the ability to be that ripple to help that person in a
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way because they're being seen and heard and you don't have to say anything about
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some of the stuff, but you can bring forward information. It's not a
58:01
matter of reading their mind. It's a matter of being in their energy,
58:07
filling them walking their shoes, so just being in a lot of ways,
58:09
but not walking in their shoes. And we talked about that a long time
58:13
ago, that you can feel someone else's energy. So with that being said,
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I recognize when I started focusing on some of these individuals from these accidents,
58:22
the family members, that I would be walking around because I wasn't paying
58:25
attention, but I'd be walking around taking man, I shouldn't do that,
58:29
I should do something else. I'm really doubting myself. And then I realized
58:34
that this person was doubting their decisions that they allowed their kids to go you
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know, all go together whatever, but they had no control over it.
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That's that's our control line. That's what where we want to control everything and
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keep everything safe. We can't control everything. We're gonna lose family members and
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we have no control over it. And we can look. We can forget
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to live life, like we talked about earlier, don't go on the trip,
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something could happened. We can fear living life and then just stay where
59:04
we're at and then not live at all and just die eventually. Or we
59:07
can just go out and live our lives and we can have these stories about
59:10
how amazing, gosh, how amazing was that person, How amazing was Michael
59:15
that he lived his life. He lived his life. He didn't live according
59:19
to my roles, he didn't live at according to his parents' roles. He
59:21
lived his life. It may not have been exactly what it came here for,
59:25
but he lived his life and it wasn't buy somebody else's ideals, right.
59:30
And that's one of the things I was going to say about him earlier,
59:32
because he was alive too. And I know because I'm a Ricky practitioner
59:37
and I used to work on his energy and I know that he was a
59:40
big energy, big huge energy, but people looking at him could have hold
59:45
judgment, not knowing that how big this energy was. And then even with
59:50
these other ones that have transition to know that they're amazing, they're in a
59:54
great space, like they're in a great space, and then trying to help
59:59
soothe the ones that are left over here, and you know, like your
1:00:02
brother, like he might have had this incredible powerful energy, but he didn't
1:00:07
know what to do with it in this physical body, and so he lived
1:00:14
life the way he knew how to do. And who's to say that,
1:00:20
you know, either he wasn't ready for that power or the people around him
1:00:23
wasn't ready for that power. And who's to say that he will come back
1:00:30
as another grandchild or even a great grandchild. Oh, it's very possible,
1:00:37
right, So he's going to come back if he chooses to come back at
1:00:42
a time like now where there's this huge awakening happening, that he might his
1:00:47
spirit might be like, Okay, I could probably do better this time because
1:00:52
people are ready for it. But he still has to go through the whole
1:00:54
process of going from you know, being born and going from an infant into
1:01:00
a bigger body, so that he and didn't I mean who knows? And
1:01:07
that, but that and then our value as well, we can we have
1:01:09
an input to that, We have an opportunity to raise them, to guide
1:01:14
them into themselves, to listen to themselves. Yeah, and then that creates
1:01:19
a rip ripple effect. And then we've got all these new ones that are
1:01:22
coming in that already are everything that we're looking for right now, they're already
1:01:27
everything. They already remember and they're not going to forget. They're going to
1:01:30
remember, and that's going to create a ripple effect. So like you said
1:01:35
when you talked about billions of people awakening, oh yes, oh yes,
1:01:39
and it's awesome. And I just want to I just want to hit on
1:01:44
when you talked about people being an EmPATH and they think it's a bad thing.
1:01:49
Um, let's talk about animals. Oh yes, animals know when there's
1:01:54
a natural disaster happening or coming before it happens. If you see a bunch
1:02:00
of animals running, you better haulassed in the same direction because they know,
1:02:04
right well, how do they know? Is that vibrational frequency? That's what
1:02:07
we all are, That's what we all could benefit from tuning into and utilizing,
1:02:15
utilizing it as a natural part of who we are. You want to
1:02:22
see the animals stand there, going, well, damn it, I felt
1:02:27
that earthquake, and I can't believe I felt that earthquake like ten minutes ago,
1:02:30
and I just stood here and no they're like, peace out, brother,
1:02:37
I'm going for high ground. I'm going. You know what flood's coming.
1:02:39
I'm going for high ground. You can stand here if you want to.
1:02:42
But the herd doesn't talk about it. They're like, gotta go.
1:02:46
I'm feeling this crap. I gotta go. I'm not waiting for you.
1:02:50
If you want to be on the train out of here, let's go.
1:02:57
I think that's exciting. I'm like humans. It just sounds so fun to
1:03:02
me to be like we talked about earlier. I five bad thanks for being
1:03:07
a bitch earlier because that helped me. Man. I really had to do
1:03:09
some inner work. And then also this whole impact thing, feeling energy.
1:03:16
We should be celebrating that because that's that's part of that's not part of it
1:03:24
is it is who we are. Everything around me is energy. Everything around
1:03:29
me has vibrational frequency, the earth, the sky, the people, the
1:03:34
stuff that's sitting here we're celebrating that, tuning into it, learning how to
1:03:42
fine tune it, learning how to discern those different sensations, so beneficial,
1:03:50
so beneficial, and it would be so much more powerful. I would,
1:03:55
I want to say, in a good way, so much more power fall
1:04:00
in our creation process by creating what we want instead of I'm just going to
1:04:10
lean into politics just for a second, instead of creating the politics that we've
1:04:14
political leaders that we've had and I have had to choose from. Like,
1:04:18
if we heighten our skills in our creativity, how dynamic, had the the
1:04:30
excitement of the people that could come in and be our leaders. If that's
1:04:35
the direction we continue to have, maybe we might end up without leaders.
1:04:39
Who knows that we just live life? Who knows? Ye, it's eleven
1:04:43
eleven, just see you now on my clock. I'm like, ah,
1:04:45
what a great time to have this conversation. What a great time I'm talking
1:04:50
about. But it's true. It's true because we are creating an all the
1:04:54
time, we were creating with what we listen to, and it's happening so
1:04:58
fast, and which reminds me, this was at the store before I came
1:05:00
home. I had gotten a store before I picked up my granddaughter, so
1:05:03
I gotten a store and there was like two people in line that got a
1:05:06
guy and the girl, and they were talking about Mahabi greens. And I
1:05:12
didn't contribute to the conversation my attention. It got my attention for a minute,
1:05:15
and then I just went on do my home thing. And of course,
1:05:17
and then what did I run into within probably within an hour, maybe
1:05:21
an hour and a half later, a rattlesnake. Right, So I mean,
1:05:26
it's just that's how we manifest. That's what where are you giving your
1:05:29
attention to, And it's really just taking the time for ourselves and if it's
1:05:32
important to you, you'll do it right. This is important to me.
1:05:35
I'm already noticing that we're manifesting. We could manifest that easily, and so
1:05:40
we're all learning right now. We're in that space that you're going to see
1:05:44
a lot more people. They're gonna have realizations just like you were talking about
1:05:47
that are going to realize that we are master manifests, and they're going to
1:05:50
start doing something different about it. It's not excited of sitting here while you're
1:05:56
talking about snakes, because what if snakes represent the shedding the old yes,
1:06:00
the old one hundred percent. Yep. And what's the big right, I
1:06:06
mean this year I think because I mean already in April this year is would
1:06:12
be big year for us in our area for snakes. I just feel that
1:06:15
because oh, yes, of everything. But but it's a representation of shedding
1:06:21
the old, so you can grow transformation. We're in it. Butterflies they've
1:06:27
been around, they've been all over the place, and they're just gonna get
1:06:30
more. There's gonna be more and more of them because of the weather that
1:06:32
we have for those summer the winter. We have fertall brands. That's right.
1:06:38
And it's not just here, it's like everywhere it is. But such
1:06:44
such growth, right, So such abundance another way of looking at abundance.
1:06:47
Yes, And everything has a purpose. The ants have a purpose. They
1:06:53
do their thing, and then you've got horn toes that eat ants. Like
1:06:55
that. Everything has a purpose. Everything does. Sometimes I have to find
1:07:00
I have to go look it up to find out what the purpose. I'm
1:07:01
like, Yo, sure about you, buddy. So awesome. What a
1:07:09
great conversation, Tom, conversation. Wow. I hope the audience has gotten
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right, my friends, thank you so much for hanging out with us.
1:07:38
Tea time with Amy and Bev. We absolutely appreciate your time and energy,
1:07:42
and we're just you know, praying for your own spiritual expansion and growth because
1:07:48
that definitely contributes to collectiveness of all of us. So any final words from
1:07:58
you, Bev, I do not. I can just say you have a
1:08:04
wonderful week. Right, be the best version of yourself. Right, be
1:08:10
the be the best version of yourself in this moment, and then keep growing
1:08:15
and expanding from there. That's right, all right, my friends, making
1:08:19
an incredible week. See you Ston,